http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Schizzy&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Schizzy en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 17:58:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8653131/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8653131/ Fri, 05 May 2006 16:57:35 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

AND EMAIL ME....Schizzy demands it.

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<sup>Note me now if you'd like my new name. I'll keep checking this account for notes every now and then.

Do NOT call me "Schizzy" on my new name. >> If you do, I'll assume you're aiding the harrassers and report you.


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I'm leaving this name... I think. I might be 99% sure.

I've left a deviantART account before.. Didn't think I would be doing it again..

Schizzy is a cursed name...
but being cursed totally fits her character, not me though.

I won't tolerate any future harassment I may receive. And you byatches ...out there. You know who I'm talking about. You're not going to get my new name unless you want to change your ways. You already know that I tried to make things better, but you just tore it all down again. Shows how much you appreciate friendships.

Questions I ask everyone:

Q1: Do I delete all my deviations here?

Q2: Should resubmit deviations on this account to my new one?


When I leave, you'll have to note me on this name if you want me to tell you what my new name is. I won't post it for the public.

Ask further questions and what not.

For some reason... dA isn't letting me transfer my subscription... They said I should have done that 48 hours within buying the subscription. But that doesn't really make much sense to me because what are the chances that someone once to change accounts 2 days after buying a subscription.
I had my subscription from my old name transferred to this account with no hassle, and now they are saying they can't do this for me...
Gawd damn money eaters.

I hope my dad understands and gets me a new one. >_></sup>

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PROJECTS:

Some fucking comic, YES.
Art Theif Event Comic?
Kingdom Hearts Ghetto Parody Comic
Sonic Adventure Comic
KH2 Dreaming Music Video
Gift for... uh... damn. Where was I going with this... JEREMY. There we go :3

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- Jemmeh
- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8642634/ Mon, 01 May 2006 15:00:05 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

AND EMAIL ME....Schizzy demands it.

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<sup>FRIENDS.
ARE.
NO.
GOOD.

ON.
THE.
INTERNET.

EASFHAJGJLKADNMGAMGM.



THE.
INTERNET.
IS.
THE.
DEVIL.

YO.
CHECK.
ME.
OUT.

I'M.
SO.
FAKE.

TE.
HE.
HE.


Does anyone else have enemies? >_> I know I sure do. Like... a few, yo!
Actually. I'd like to say something to each one of them now.

Dear D,

You are so fucking fat. I hope a twinkee gets stuck in your heart.
STOP ACCUSING ME OF DOING SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO, YOU WETODD.
I have no reason to do anything to you, 'cause... if I did, I would have little feelings for you, but in reality, I DON'T!
I should sue your multiple chins for harassment and threat! HOW WOULD YA LIKE THAT, TWINKEE??
And don't think about counter-sueing. You being so dumb not to change your password for three years, that's YO FAULT. :3

Love,
Your so-called WHORE

Dear C,

IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT AND YOU KNOW IT. Run away from it all you want. I will still know what YOU did, what YOU started. Mmhm.
"ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH"

Mmhm... YOU make me sick! OH! SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME SICK FOR ONCE!!

Hate,
That gal ya just can't resist!




Dear N,

We all really know why you're acting like this. You're so cute! :3 CUTE CUTE CUTE -Humpsicle- We all know how much of a whore Schizzy is, tee hee.
What about this... Lauren?? >_> THANKS FOR MENTIONING HER NAME BELOW ON THE USERPAGE COMMENTS, YA DIPSHIT.

Love,
Your mom Your bitch




Dear Mr. H,

xD You are so fucking retarded. Get out of my life, SECURITY GUARD!

XXX,
BOOM SHABAM!



Children, I'd like to let you know that... YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS FUCKING WITH ME... SO LIKE... FUCK OFF! YEAH! GO TEAM GO!


If you'd like to be mentioned in this journal, please,
Piss Me Off.

I'll be more than gladly to do so... and then report you.
-Clears throat and walks out-</sup>

END.

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PROJECTS:

Some fucking comic, YES.
Art Theif Event Comic?
Kingdom Hearts Ghetto Parody Comic
Sonic Adventure Comic
KH2 Dreaming Music Video
Gift for... uh... damn. Where was I going with this... JEREMY. There we go :3

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- Jemmeh
- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8562948/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 16:41:57 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

AND EMAIL ME....Schizzy gets lonely ;-;

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<sup>It's my birthday tomorrow... April 24th.

I'm telling you at the last minute...

So...

Whatcha gonna get me? ></sup>

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PROJECTS:

Some fucking comic, YES.
Art Theif Event Comic?
Kingdom Hearts Ghetto Parody Comic
Sonic Adventure Comic
KH2 Dreaming Music Video
Gift for... uh... damn. Where was I going with this... JEREMY. There we go :3

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- Jemmeh
- Mum
- My God

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~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8534341/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8534341/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 17:48:12 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

AND EMAIL ME....Schizzy gets lonely ;-;

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<sup>It's something I know I used to like...

I always saw it as fun pairing up... guys from anime/manga... being all giggly... and girlish.

But... since around the end of last year, I've been noticing how ... NOT COOL >> it is to me.

It alllllllll started when I found my lovely</sup> 's Death Note flash on Newgrounds...
Yes. I was scarred for the next few weeks... BUT ANYWAY.

I really go into Death Note. :3
And as I was reading it... I saw all these... yaoi/shounenai Death Note fan art. >> And it didn't bother me until I realized how much Raito hated L's guts.

So... I'm just like "NOOO! RAITO DOESN'T WANT TO PUT HIS ***** UP L'S ***!! NOOOOOOOOO! HE WANTS TO BUST A CAP IN HIS ASS! DON'T TORTURE HIM LIKE SO... ;-;"


It's so weird! I don't... understand why that suddenly made me change the way I feel about yaoi... it's... odd. <<

I have nothing against like...PRE-YAOI-ED stuff. >> But like NARUTO X SASUKE and... RAITO X L and... DONALD X GOOFY.

BITCH!

I am tired!! ;-; -Cries a river-

I don't know...just ignore me..

So...



WHO WANTS TO GIVE SCHIZZY LOVE ADVICE?!?!



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PROJECTS:

Some fucking comic, YES.
Kingdom Hearts Ghetto Parody Comic
Sonic Adventure Comic
KH2 Dreaming Music Video
Gift for... uh... damn. Where was I going with this... JEREMY. There we go :3

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- Jemmeh
- Mum
- My God

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~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8342214/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8342214/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 16:37:38 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

AND EMAIL ME....Schizzy gets lonely ;-;

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<sup>I... can't stop getting so many ideas in my head.

BIG NEWS
I finally won the battle against my art teacher... the battle that has been going on for 3 years now.

I ACTUALLY GET TO DRAW ANIME IN HIS CLASSROOM! Yey :3 He critiques my stuff and everything!
VICTORY FOR ME!


Anyway, about my new idea. Since I can animate at school... I want to practice by using Sora...
And whenever I get some animation skillz in me, I'll make a KH2 music video featuring SOAD's "Dreaming".

Can't promise I'll actually follow through with it though. xD



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Yep... I'm back just to let everyone know...


Not in the best of moods right now though.

Living sucks.


"Lets do something about it!"</sup>


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PROJECTS:

Kingdom Hearts Ghetto Parody Comic
Sonic Adventure Comic
KH2 Dreaming Music Video

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- Jemmeh
- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/8113488/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 18:31:52 PST Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

AND EMAIL ME....Schizzy gets lonely ;-;

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<sup>I'm here!! Long enough to upload something I did for my computer graphics class... check it out! xD

OOOOOOOOO, RAITO.



I might get my own internet soon... yey yey. :3</sup>

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PROJECTS:

Kingdom Hearts Ghetto Parody Comic
Sonic Adventure Comic

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- Jemmeh
- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/7630535/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 14:05:02 PST Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

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<sup>Hello, all.

I'd like to let you know that I'm currently going through some serious Hell right now with my dad. Don't have much time to explain, but I'm grounded...AGAIN.

E-mail me if you're bored, want to know what's up with me, or just want to chat:

martially_cursed_schizzy@yahoo.com


Someone save me...

;-; I so wanted to enter your contest,</sup> !

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PROJECTS:

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- Mum
- My God

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~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/7411944/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/7411944/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 09:32:40 PST Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

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More like the flippin' Nightmare OF Christmas.

Okay, I wake up today ... Knowing that today is going to suck because of our religious differences [my dad and I]. But, I wasn't going to let that bring me down.

I've been in a cheery mood all morning. I had spent hours on a drawing of my dad ...for my dad two nights before, and I almost couldn't wait to give it to him. But he stayed in his room all morning. So I was like, Okay, I can wait a little longer.
I tried keeping my mood up by giving out free gifts on Gaia, which helped. People were like "Oh, Schizzy! What did you get for Christmas??" Me: "Uhm...nothing?"
Them: "Wha? Not even from your own family?" Me: "Nope... but that's okay."
Them: "Zomg! That's terrible! -hug hug hug-"

Yeah, anyway.
Later, my dad came out of his room, didn't bother to look at me. So I waved the envelope with his gift in it infront of his face. He was still trying not to look at me, but I kind of made him. And as he was opening it, he said "I thought you didn't believe in Christmas?" And I'm like "Uhm, Christmas isn't really just a Christian holiday anymore. I know Jews and Buddhists who celebrate Christmas because it's one of those family/friend get-together holiday." And he shook his head saying "Christmas is celebrating the birth of christ." I never said it wasn't! But freakin' look around. What the fuck does Santa Claus have to do with Jesus?? What did Rudolph ever do for Jesus? See, it's like two different types of Christmas[s].
Well, when he opened the envelope, he barely took the picture out...barely looked at it, and just crammed it back into the envelope and set it on the counter and didn't say anything. In my head, I was like "Wtf? Not even a 'Thank you'??".


...and that crushed Schizzy's heart...so much.


My dad went on making himself breakfast and went back to his room. He came out a bit later with a big box saying, "This is from your mother. I was going to give it away. I already gave away the gifts I gave you. I gave it to a Christian family who actually believes in christ." [which..tore me apart]. I stated, "I never said I didn't believe." He said, "I'm pretty sure that's what you've been telling me this past year." And I told him, "No, I said I didn't know. [Does he not know what Agnostic means??] I never said I was Atheist."

And he just ignored it. And then I bawled for about 20 minutes and then I started typing this up. The end.

Oh yeah, my dad even had the nerve to open up the box that my mother sent me, and tried to cover up the broken heavy duty tape with scotch tape.

... I'm sorry if I offend anyone by saying this, but in my eyes... some Christians are just...pure evil, especially the ones in my family. Please don't make an evil, angry comment here about the Christian opinion.

Merry Christmas to everyone, by the way...

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PROJECTS:
Contest#1, Contest#2

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- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/7319536/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 17:05:51 PST Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

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Mass clean up in progress. I'm deleting some things and then putting others into scraps again. And I will be uploading lots more stuff...maybe.

I should be submitting stuff... but I'm kind of lazy. =/ I just want to draw...and like, not upload the drawings.

But really, I think I should like...make coloring tutorials...since I like coloring in different ways and people seem to love tutorials. o_o;

I wish there was a section for openCanvas... not just Photoshop. HAH. If I did make a tutorial, I'd put it in the Photoshop section anyway.

deviantART needs a section for animations [gifs, 3D, frame-by-frame, whatever!] and yeah... more defined tutorial sections [openCanvas and whatnot]. I also thought that music should be on here too... That'd be awesome.

-CURRENTLY WORKIN' ON SOMETHING SPECIAL- :3 Secwet~~


But yeah, definately will do the tutorial thing....


IF ANYONE HAS LINE ART, LEMME COLOR IT ...now. >_>

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PROJECTS:
Birthday gift for , Contest#1, Contest#2

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- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/6991043/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 13:57:25 PST Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

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I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer! I got a new computer!


I got a new computer!



DELL DIMENSION E510 DESKTOP WITH A 17" FLAT PANEL MONITOR.

:3 I got guud grades.

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- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/6696695/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 13:44:04 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

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Not doing a flash animation. I hate flash...sorta -is using a flash program to make the animation until L can find something better to use- x_x

Okay... I finally got my Animator's Survial kit...book thingy. And...I want to try out this whole animation thing... I'll take whatever I learned ( ) and whatever I will learn to make a short animation. I really want to try and get a little something done before this year ends. x_x I found out that in my Parent and Child Development class that I'm going to actually have to take care of a robobaby...like, 24/7 just about, o_o; and I'm so not ready for that responsibility ;-;. That would just...kill my freetime too. I'm thinking about dropping that class, but I probably won't.

ANYWAY.

I have no real idea what I want to do for the animation. At first, I thought about doing a Sonic thing, but then Nicholas made me feel as if Sonic fans would like...assassinate me after I made it [don't see why though <_<]. My other ideas were like...trailers of my own stories. And something I thought up recently, having some sort of classical animation, like Fantasia. Mmm :3

Anyway, if you people have ideas, please, share. o_o; I might love it or get inspired by it.

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- Mum
- My God

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http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/6553048/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 08:38:55 PDT My speech went on for 8 minutes and 17 seconds. "Clear Eyes, wow"

>_> -rapidly stabs school and all it's evilness- NO MORE SPEECCCCCCCCCCCHESAHFNJF!!!

Why do we have to give a speech that will cause all sorts of anger and ...DEATH. >_> DEATH DEATH DEATH.

I shouldn't have decided to do a speech based on "Is Anime an Art Form?"

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..
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I needed quotes and opinions, so, you know. >_> I asked some people to make polls, you know.
I was looking for more of a difference in people's replies... Yeah, some agreed that it was and some didn't. Way more people agreed that it was, but... o.o; they were mega anime fans to begin with:

"OF COURSE ANIME IS ART! IT'S UBERLY DUBERLY COOL!!111!AHAAHA!" -Some Freak
"True art needs no explanation." -A person with some sense
"Art comes in all forms, anime is just a style and they can put whatever they feel into that style, if they're that kind of artist." -Someone...I could say I agree with.
"Japanime? what the fuck is that? just some stupid name you freaks came up with because you think it's superior over all art" -Some AssFuck. :3
"Anime is not true art, it's just used to get money from people" -Some dude

So...I guess there was some difference in what people said. I didn't get to read all yet, but I know I'm ready to enter WWIII over this. >>;

And...I think I'm going to need another day before I give my speech. I need one more set of replies before...I can get my point across... Whatever that's going to be.

...Hey, my subscription ended. xD When the hell did that happen? >> Anyway...

The Polls are here:
- [link]
- [link]
- [link]

If anyone has any opinions about Japanime, please share them here or in the polls. o_o And argue and battle with each other.

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- Mum
- My God

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~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/6170205/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/6170205/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 15:38:46 PDT Note me for no apparent reason or SUFFER.

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Like, OHMIGOSH! I'm back from Bermuda!

NOT.

I've just returned from the hellish world of NOTHING BUT TV... ;_; You so wouldn't understand, nyo.

Anyway...I'll be..looking at deviations...and updating...slowly. -stab-

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5988053/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5988053/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 13:54:17 PDT
Okay! I need some serious help, nyo. ;_; I want to make an animation...that's maybe 1 minute long? ....longer if I really have to. x__x But my fear of work/time is preventing me from using all the ideas I come up with...>_> Someone help me! You will be praised muchly if you help me out....[btw, I'm the only one drawing this!!! rawr!!]

I want it to be some type of fan-related animation too.





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I have been challenged!! And I will step up!
BRING IT ON, YO!


Can't touch this.

I'll be extremely busy...for a while. >_> Art trades might be on hold for a bit.

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5837226/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5837226/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 11:27:06 PDT
Art trades?
I think I want to do art trades.
Send me a note if you would like to do one with me...and whatnot!

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5819391/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5819391/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 09:03:34 PDT
I guess I'm back? >_>; Yeah, sure. Please keep me in an uncaring mood. Thanks.



Edit#1 July 04, 2005

M're....;-; Yesterday had to be one of the most heart-jerking of all days for me...

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5694963/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5694963/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 13:25:42 PDT
ALL YOU PEOPLE, LISTEN TO ME. I LIKE SHOUNENAI. YES, BOY LOVE! WHICH MEANS...I'M PROBABLY GOING TO SPEND MY DAYS DRAWING PRETTY BOYS. NOT GIRLS!!!

SO, NEXT TIME YOU SEE A PIECE SUBMITTED BY ME WITH A TITLE LIKE "ELIJAH" OR "JOSH" OR "DERRICK", DO NOT FLIPPIN' ASSUME THAT THE PERSON IN THE PICTURE IS A GIRL!!! I mean...What the fuck?? Are you all stupid or something??? Stop making me so mean and angry or I'll have to destroy a 3rd world country. >(

I'm going to leave deviantART for a while...not that anyone will notice. ee; Bye.

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5665953/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5665953/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 11:45:51 PDT
ALL YOU PEOPLE, LISTEN TO ME. I LIKE SHOUNENAI. YES, BOY LOVE! WHICH MEANS...I'M PROBABLY GOING TO SPEND MY DAYS DRAWING PRETTY BOYS. NOT GIRLS!!!

SO, NEXT TIME YOU SEE A PIECE SUBMITTED BY ME WITH A TITLE LIKE "ELIJAH" OR "JOSH" OR "DERRICK", DO NOT FLIPPIN' ASSUME THAT THE PERSON IN THE PICTURE IS A GIRL!!! I mean...What the fuck?? Are you all stupid or something??? Stop making me so mean and angry or I'll have to destroy a 3rd world country. >(

nn; Hooray for me!

For those who didn't know, I was in a secret, pretend relationship with Daidai-chan . We lived in a cottage next to Turkey with 4 kids. We did have six, but 4 accidents was enough. >> So we had to kill the other two.

Anywho...My lovey, So', told me his feelings for me. And I was like "Awww..." It was beautiful! -shows-

Sokhum: ever since i first met you, i was skeptical to talk to you
Sokhum: but i was glad i met you
Sokhum: when i checked out your art, i was blown away..
Sokhum: i never expected such skill
Sokhum: that immediately attracted me to you
Sokhum: i wanted to talk to you so much... you'll never understand
Sokhum: huh..
Schizzy: <<;;;
Sokhum: i wanted to meet you for so long, and you were never online
Sokhum: then we finally met
Sokhum: i just wanted to say that i'm honored to know you
Schizzy: Aww...nn;;;;;; So'...<3

THE END.
Wasn't that lovely?? nn; <3

The breakup conversation was silly. ;-; -shows clips-

Mana oh Mana: We're getting a divorce...for now. >>
xo Kuroi ox:
xo Kuroi ox: AMIGAD.
Mana oh Mana: I have my new man. >> Thai boi. Deal with
it, babe. n.~**
xo Kuroi ox: ;.;
xo Kuroi ox: It's the long hair ISN'T IT?
Mana oh Mana: >>; Sorta. He's so sweet and caring...and would do anything for me! >> So unlike you.
xo Kuroi ox: xD...
xo Kuroi ox: I barely know you?
xo Kuroi ox: :<
Mana oh Mana: You never took the time to get to know me. >_> You always draw and crap...Like you
don't have time to do anything else. n.n Your loss.
xo Kuroi ox: *blinks* o.o
xo Kuroi ox: Kay~ <3
Mana oh Mana: <_< Pfft. Jerk.
xo Kuroi ox: I have a busy life m'dear. I rarely have time to talk with close friends, let alone someone who
randomly msged me on AIM one day
Mana oh Mana: >_> Excuses. Busy sittin' on your butt all day! >< Get social
xo Kuroi ox: I'm already social
xo Kuroi ox: and no, more like busy studying and finishing projects~
xo Kuroi ox: unit exams, final exams, crammed projects because teachers suck at planning~
xo Kuroi ox: The works :<
Mana oh Mana: ... "blah blah blah" <_<
Mana oh Mana: Uh, huh. I see how it is. I'm keeping the cottage...and the kids.
xo Kuroi ox: You go do that~
xo Kuroi ox: :3
Mana oh Mana: .
Mana oh Mana: ;-; *flee*

THE END.

Pfft, boys are jerks. >>; That's why they all have to be replaced every now and then until you get the right one. <3

Anyway...I don't know what to draw...So I'm going to write in my stories for a while..tata! nn

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~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5536339/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5536339/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 20:06:23 PDT
I have a picture of myself in my webcam thingy! View! nn

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5491750/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5491750/ Sun, 29 May 2005 09:44:40 PDT
I've just realized that lots of these popluar people have been copying of original of people that live in Asian countries.

I know I've seen that picture with the hooded person holding a lamp so many times on deviantART.

It's not getting cool anymore.
I can understand that people want to draw exactly like them...but ...geh. This is retarded.

I always end up seeing some really cool picture saying, "Omg! That's amazing! But...Why does it look so familiar?" >_> It's because I've seen it elsewhere! AHA!

Okay, I'm done now.

-hides in a bomb shelter for protection-

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5486065/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/5486065/ Sat, 28 May 2005 14:16:29 PDT
Dudez!

My computer like...died. o_o;

I'm not sure if she'll ever....ever come out of this ...deadly dead state. -sniff, sob- [stupid bitch, yada yada].
IT DIED THE FREAKIN' DAY MY TABLET CAME IN!
Isn't that so hilarious?! LIKE, OMG! HAR HAR HAR ahahahaha!

But that's okay... I'm in a good place now...After recovering slowing for 3 days infront of a snot-covered glass window, I decided to flee to my godmother's home until my bebbeh gets fixed! NOW I SHALL USE...The tablet.

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OKAY OKAY OKAY

Like....GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!










I'M GETTING A TABLET! Hellz yeah! -obviously excited- Cheapest one I could find out there unused was a total of 90 bucks [that's with tax and shipping] I'M SO EXCITED, NYO~~!

Okay! I'm off to sketch a blizzard...or whatever!
<3z Daddy again. <<

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Yeah, so I guess I'm an Official Beta Tester...Yippie? >_> Right
Anywho.

-points to view- My Pookie Bear hit 2000! nn It was like...at 1,999 all evening and I'm like..."LOOK AT MY FREAKIN' PAGE ALREADY, SOMEONE!" ...Yep.

Right after I post this entry, I'm transfering my stories to the computer. Then I can post them up here!
Also! I was thinking about changing my Buzz! story a bit...maybe not totally altering the storyline, but I'm taking out the ...extremely uneccessary. I also thought about changing the appearances of characters because I can never remember how their crazy hair works. xD

Yeah...Once I'm done with that, I'll make pictures for the chapters. And I'll try to put up some comics too..

-has been getting back into the Sonic spirit...- Beware!

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Alright. Alright. Alright.

Switching gears, and talking of something new.

My cat is always meowing. Like...really loud. All the time....All the time.
I used to make her go outside because she didn't like going outside, but now she just LOVES the outside world [which is the front porch].

<_<; I just want to have someone waiting infront of the door with a pitbull so when I try to let her outside, the pitbull will try to attack and she'll never want to go outside again. >_> -twisted snicker-

Anywho...About my A J-Life manga...I doubt I'm going to do that. I might put up the story...but I'm not drawing the comic. o_o; Way too long.

I've created lots of little J-rock stories of Ayabie, MUCC, Antique Cafe, and Dir en grey. >> I ACTUALLY finished the DEG one...I just have to find the time to put it up. -lazy/ish- xx;


More news
I've started messing around with CG coloring again...I think I'm going to work on it long enough for my dad or someone to get me a tablet.
I talked to some and he gave me some tips. But I like ...want more. >_> And dA won't let me search for tutorials because search is down and junk.
So, if anyone wants to throw me some tips and hints, feel free to.


And lastly, I'll start putting up some of my stories that I've created. They'll be in script form because they were just created to go with a comic. Both fanfics and original stories.

Yep.

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Alright...It seems like I've been feeling like crap lately, but I just ignored that.

The assumption returns when in an argument with thy self...and others.

Someone recently told me that new friends are better than the old...
I started to believe that...but new friends are just as fresh and confused as can be.

~~ Why am I so complex?

I thought of my best friend being someone I can always count on since we are similar...Now, I say not.


We are not similar.

In fact... I now gag at the opinion of one when they say that we are the same.

This may be me...but I wish to doubt.
My best friend has multiple personalities.
When talking with boys, she's very cutesy and flirtatious; always willing to talk to one when available. With girls, she acts her normal self.

But with me...It's different [she's even admitted it]. She's extremely rude..and knows it. Not that her constant, manly belching is a big problem...She always tries to force herself to be right. And she always assumes that she says something, WHEN SHE DOESN'T. And gets on to me when I correct her, after she made her mistake. Her mistake she never made in 'her' mind. She's always yelling at me and such. For what reason? No reason. Just for herself to be loud and GHETTO.
I used to just let her say stuff and not do anything back...but now, I've been fighting to the end about what's right. When I know I'm wrong, I let people know I'm wrong, unlike this so-called friend of mine.

On the phone...I absolutely could not take it anymore.
I exploded in anger and hung up in her face.

Along comes an old "friend" who I shall call "J". J was a friend of mine for a long time. When my best friend came into the chatting world, she took him away from me with her whorish charms. He fell in love with her and more. But of course, my best friend, D, doesn't like J. So they're just best little buddies.
J just happened to lose our phone numbers. I kindly gave them to him while I was still 'cool'.

But then...he stabbed me with the question "Who's number is who's?"

Maybe no one can understand this, but after everything those two put me through and J has the nerve to ask that stupid question...Ugh.
For godsake, he calls the bitch every God damned day! How can he not know who's number is who's? Plus, my number changed since the last time he tried calling me, so the answer was obvious and he was too dumb to realize it.

So, of course, I blow up in his face too.
Then J starts saying stuff like "Oh, don't think that I don't have a hard life too and blah blah blah"
BS. If anyone knew how my mind worked and went through everything I've been through, they would ask "...Why have you not killed yourself?"

I dare not list the past things that have gone on in my life, but I'll say a recent one.

I've been harassed all year at my school by a group of Black females. They say things about my body, hair, and style of clothing. Every single day, everytime I saw them they were talking shit about me.
Now, if you saw these girls, you would just assume that they're jealous and envy me.
I ignored them all year until one day last month...a few days after my birthday, these girls were REALLY talking. Loud and clear. They always migrated closer to me when talking at lunch...I felt so uncomfortable.
After lunch, everyone started walking to their classes. The girls kept shouting "She's wearing a wig! She's wearing a wig!" [which, I was NOT...] "Latrelle, go pull it off!" Right when I heard that, I started walking faster, but I heard her running to me. I turned around when she got close enough to grab my hair, that's when she lunged to the opposite side of me.
I decided to confront the girl and say, "Why do you always mess with me?" and she responded "What do you mean? I don't ever mess with you."
"'tch. Yeah, you do."
"Why would I mess with someone I don't even know?"
"What are you talking about? You know who I am. Answer me!"
Then she just mumbled something and slipped into a classroom.

...That's when I just felt like bursting into tears. I couldn't ever do anything to her without getting in trouble...I felt defenseless, so unlike my younger self.
I reported the girls to the administration, but I haven't heard anything from the while.

I always fear going to school now. I'm too vulnerable.



But I guess now I can understand why people treat me like so. They don't know what I'm thinking. They have no idea what I go through.

If only there was a printed manual of how my brain functions?

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Guess what, nyo!

Today is my birthday! n.n; Isn't it just wonderful??

WELL, NOT THAT WONDERFUL.
I just found out that some rejects plan on closing down hide's museum. What the fudgepops??
I REALLY hope that they are kidding... because...omg <_< What retard would do that? I would expect to see large cases of manslaughter reported around the world after that museum was closed...

So, I ask everyone to go here [link] and sign this petition. Even if you don't know who Hideto is, SIGN IT. ...Don't make me come after you.

Just think of it as a b-day gift for me. <3

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Don't ask @ subject

Nyo, I've been...so inactive on ...
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deviantART. >>;

Meh, I might not be submitting stuff so often...I've been too busy with...Gaia, school, band,...the telephone. >>; ASIAN BOYS!! furii :3

Yep.

That's why Schizzy appears to be dead on Gaia.

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This constant pressure that keeps hanging over me...
It makes me...feel so empty.
It's more than anything that I could ever feel...
What else could you take from me?... -Sum 41

Have you ever realized when you did something wrong? You really know that you did it...but you can't verbally admit it...just because you're still not 100% sure?

Complicated...I think.

>>; It's how I'm feeling right now. I don't want to say anything about the situation I'm in now, so yeah. <<

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Anyways, people should join this club, FANime Art Club, 'cause I said so. ^^

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I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT to make a lot of clubs.

"The end."

>> And I have to pee. BYE!

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I'm so sad...
and lonely...
And JEALOUS...

I kind of have a reason why...but...
*mumble*

>>...


;-; I want...something...
Someone. T_T
I wish I could take Mana to school with me one day!
That would totally make me uber happy... ._. *sob*

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I'm back...I was away playing Ragnarok Online...without telling anyone except the people I was playing with.
Yeah...I'll slowly be drawing more..( oO ) and posting crap. I'm going to try and put my orignal stories up here too...I want people to get to know some of my characters. >>;;
I'll be view art sometime this week or next. >> Since like 90% of my school was on the failing list for literally 5 seconds, people can't do certain things...unless they have a note. I'm one of those people! And...yeah. >> I'm far from failing. [It sucks when there are only 3 grades recorded in one of your classes. One of those grades is a quiz that's worth 5 points, you miss three and end up failing the class because quizzes and tests are worth 50% of your grade. >> Messed up, isn't it?? Yeah...that's "Hell" for ya. Oo; ] I don't like viewing deviations at home. >> It's better to browse through deviantART on a computer that practically has nothing on it.

*NEWS!*

-I've decided not to make the "A J-life" comic. >> I'd rather put the story on here...with screencaps...I forgot what that's called. <<;; But anyway...

-Currently working on:
-A new club.
-Original manga/stories

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Okay... After my friend in I went into a bloody battle over Jrock and ARock a couple of years back, I researched on his favorite artist, Hide.
I knew that he had died...and had bright pink hair. That's all I knew about him.

Then a year later, I finally got into Jrock...too bad my friend isn't here to notice that. ._. My favorite bands/musicians are: Dir en Grey, Duel Jewel, and Miyavi.
And if you people read my previous journal, you would know that I'm working on a manga called "A J-life". I was going through my list and people's requests to reasearch on artists. Hide popped up into my head, so I looked him up. I went to a dedication site that basically told me everything about Hide's life...

And I was shocked...

He seemed like such an amazing person...And no wonder Corey was bashing me over the head with a rock when I said that Utada Hikaru was the best artist. He's truly fantastic!! No offense to Utada, I still love her.
But...Hide was such an outstanding person. And I can't stop with the positive remarks about him. x.x He's totally unique is so many ways.

I just wish that he was still here...
When I found out how he died, I literally exploded in tears! It's just...not fair. I don't see how most of his fans are still living on after that event...

Hideto Matsumoto IS a special person.

People! Research! NOW! *claps* Then buy CDs...because that's exactly what I'm about to do.

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]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/4186148/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/4186148/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 14:49:32 PST
Anywho. I've been working on a manga about J-rockers...I don't know what the story line is yet...but I have an idea.
I have the 3 pages done of it, including the cover.

If anyone would like to see their favorite j-rock personage or band in here tell me!

Cast in the story [so far]:

Gackt
Mana- Moi Dix Mois
Miyavi
Daisuke- Diru
Toshimasa- Diru
Tooru- Diru
Kaoru- Diru
Shinya- Diru
Klaha
Közi
Yu~ki
Hayato- Duel Jewel
Shun- Duel Jewel
Val- Duel Jewel
Natsuki- Duel Jewel
Yuya- Duel Jewel

If you do request a name, please send me a link to a profile of the person/s.

]]> ~Schizzy http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/4011316/ http://Schizzy.deviantart.com/journal/4011316/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 13:34:10 PST
Guess what!

I just got "Moon Child"!

And for those who don't know what it is...

"Moon Child" is a movie with Gackt, Hyde, some other people, guns, vampires, and love.

I haven't seen it yet.....but the clips are hella cool!

AND ANYTHING WITH GACKT IN IT SHOULD BE AWESOME!

[link]

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I dunno how......but Miyavi always amazes me. He's is so ****ing great! I love him! One thing I would like to do before I die...is to meet him face to face. That is my current dream. xx << And now, I'm going to put Miya posters all over my wall, ja! ^^

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