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                <title>Dispatch No. 75 from the Cancer Front</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Dec 2009 21:52:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />My pulse rate has slowed some, but it is still a bit high. I talked with the pulmonologistÂs nurse practitioner and, after consultation with the doctor, she advised me to continue on a low dose of prednisone (steroids) daily for another week, then every other day for one to two weeks. I did some research tonight on prednisone side effects and discovered that quitting this medication too quickly can cause tachycardia (a high pulse rate). Past dosing regimens had me off the prednisone within a week of starting it. So, this lower dose and slower tapering off might be a better approach. I think this problem will resolve with time and am not unduly worried about it. <br /><br />I am hoping to get a swine flu shot soon, either through my pulmonologist or through a drug store now that private providers are getting supplies. <br /><br />The rain continues, which is bringing a forced, but welcome, winter break from gardening. IÂve been taking lots of naps. There is nothing better than dozing on the couch under a warm quilt, listening to the rain outside, and cuddling with a warm kitty and a comfy husband.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>About the Dispatches from the Cancer Front</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Dec 2009 17:59:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />When I write my Dispatches from the Cancer Front, I hope I don't come across as whiny and indulging in a Pity Party. It's certainly not my intention.<br /><br />One of the reasons I started doing these dispatches was the hope that maybe I could help someone else who is also going through this. I wanted to be completely honest - bad or good, sad or humorous - so that others could see that they are not alone or crazy or weird. It is also a way for me to record what I have experienced to help me remember what happened when I look back twenty years from now!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Some things are going well</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Dec 2009 22:33:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Two weeks ago, I went to a small shop in Claremont, California where the store owner bought a necklace I was wearing. The necklace was a soldered glass pendant, with a Thanksgiving theme. The front was a vintage Thanksgiving postcard, the back a piece of old fashioned looking cloth. I had glued a couple of Swarovski flatbacked rhinestones to the picture. She wanted to sell them in her store. So, a few days later, I returned with another 20+ necklaces. She bought 10 for the store. This week, I spoke with her on the phone and she wanted me to make a few more, these with a Christmas theme, something she had specifically not wanted in the first set. I will be taking in another set tomorrow. I hope she likes them!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 74 from the Cancer Front</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Dec 2009 22:27:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />IÂm tired of being a patient. IÂm tired of being sick. IÂm tired of being tired. IÂm tired of doctors, doctor appointments, scans, blood tests, x-rays, CT scans, and insurance forms. <br /><br />Right now, the hardest part of this cancer is the feeling that I will be a patient forever. ItÂs hard to feel normal and pursue normal activities when I have to see a doctor or other medical professional every 2 to 3 weeks. Nine months ago, it had been about two years since my original diagnosis and I was just starting to feel like I could breathe easily again. I felt like I could stop being hyper vigilant about my health and future, and just be myself. Then, without warning, it started all over with a little spot on my CT scan.<br /><br />Once again, I was back in the hospital with a morphine drip and another hunk of lung missing. Once again, the word ÂnormalÂ became a memory. <br /><br />Even when the prognosis is good, cancer destroys normalcy. There is no going back to the easy sense of comfort with oneÂs physical being. Gone are the days of an indefinite future to be filled in with normal life events, family, friends. Once cancer steps onto the stage that pleasantly hazy future changes to one that might include surgery, pain, endless medical tests, and death. <br /><br />The doctors say my prognosis is good, but suppose they are wrong? Suppose I only have four years instead of twenty years ahead of me? Should I go back to work? Maybe I should retire and enjoy the time I have left. I have wrestled with these questions and will probably never quit asking them.<br /><br />Clearly my old normal is gone. If I am going to move forward, I have to redefine normal. I donÂt want to and obviously I am going to be petulant and obstinate about it. In the end, I know I will adapt. But, I donÂt have to like it.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Goddess of Fire</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Nov 2009 22:20:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Years ago, my family went to Hawaii and we hiked across the Kilauea Volcano caldera, one of the most memorable experiences of my life. I loved everything about the volcano Â lava flows just a few feet away from us, hiking across old lava fields, a lava fountain against a night sky, morning fog in the caldera. This is going to sound goofy and New Agey, but as my son, John, and I hiked across the caldera, I felt the presence of Pele, the Hawaiian volcano goddess whose home is Kilauea Volcano. In ancient Hawaiian chants, Pele is referred to as "She-Who-Shapes-The-Sacred-Land". Hawaiians still leave floral tributes to her there. That day, I thanked her for allowing us to experience her home in peace. <br /><br />Tonight, I spent most of the evening with my own little Pele, my soldering iron. During the course of my labors I decided I spend so much time with my soldering iron making jewelry it needed a name. First requirement, it had to be a female. Next, she had to be associated with fire and creativity. My little Pele is all that and she even uses molten metal to help me create jewelry. <br /><br />This weekend, I hope to have more than 20 soldered pendants ready to offer a store owner in Claremont who is interested in selling them in her store. She wonÂt want that many, but this will allow her to select the images she thinks her customers will like. Then I will list the rest on my online <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.etsy.com/shop/Scoop51">Etsy store</a>.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.loscon.org/36/html/mainmenu.html">Los Con</a> is next week and I have my items ready for the Art Show. For once, I will not be scrambling to finish up my work the night before the convention!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Hate TV Commercials</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 23:12:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I hate television commercials. <br /><br />The only commercials I like are the Anthem Blue Cross commercial with the man who lost a tooth and any that feature Peyton Manning. They're funny. ThatÂs it. The rest of them just annoy the hell out of me.<br /><br />I hate the American Express commercial in which everyday items "frown" while a cellist saws away in the background. Dude, either learn to play the cello or break the bow and get a day job.<br /><br />I hate the talking Old Navy mannequins. Old Navy couldnÂt afford to pay real people? <br /><br />I hate any commercial that uses vintage music icons, like John Lennon or Cat Stevens (Yusuf Islam), to sell products they would never in their lifetimes have endorsed. <br /><br />I hate Billy Mays impersonators. Billy Mays was annoying when he was alive. Must we now be subjected to second rate imitations? Sham Wow guy, take off the totally unnecessary head microphone for godÂs sake. You are not at the county fair. Bud LightÂs Tailgate Approved series of shill ads gets my Seal of DISapproval.<br /><br />I hate The King. I canÂt be the only one out there who thinks Burger KingÂs mascot is scary weird. If I saw that guy coming at me, I would kick him in the fries.<br /><br />I hate ... HeadOn, apply directly to the forehead. HeadOn, apply directly to the forehead. HeadOn, apply directly to the forehead. Dear god! Make it stop!<br /><br />I hate The New York Times Weekender ad. ÂHow many sections are you fluent in?Â How fluent are you in sign language? Do you know what my middle finger is saying? <br /><br />I hate Sally FieldsÂ Boniva commercials. As they say in show business, break a leg!<br /><br />I hate Charles SchwabÂs cartoonified people talking about their investment concerns. As if graphic novel visuals will elevate the self-indulgent concerns of pompous, self-satisfied yuppies to something I should give a ratÂs ass about. <br /><br />I hate the Cialis side-by-side bathtubs. What the hell is that all about? If the erection-in-a-pill tablet is going to do any good, shouldnÂt they at least be in the same bathtub?<br /><br />I hate any Mac commercial. Ok, I get it. Apple is cool. In fact, it is so cool it is ultra hip to the point of brain death. <br /><br />I hate the Palm Pre expressionless, featureless young spokeswoman. Why would I buy a phone PDA pitched by a freaky android? <br /><br />I hate all McDonaldÂs iced coffee ads, from the one that starts with a woman whining a jazz riff, to a nightclub MC grooving about the hot stylings of McDÂs java dregs, to womenÂs voiceovers plotting to send their husbands out to pick up some coffee. Get it yourselves, bitches!<br /><br />I hate the Cadillac commercial wherein a smug, sexy woman purrs about the <strike>sexual</strike> automotive performance of her ride. Get a room or at least a garage!<br /><br />I hate the Julia Roberts wannabee in the Chase Shapphire commercial. All thatÂs missing is the real JuliaÂs Wall of China sized throbbing forehead vein. <br /><br />I hate every Kay Jewelers commercial ever made as well as any they will make in the future.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 73 from the Cancer Front</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 17:38:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Damn. My pneumonitis is proving stubborn. I finished taking the prednisone late last week. Last weekend, I found myself short of breath again. I saw my radiation oncologist today about it and she reassured me that no one has a ÂnormalÂ reaction to pneumonitis and steroids. Sometimes it just takes longer. So, I have to do another course of the meds and consult with both the rad oncologist and my pulmonologist next week. I know itÂs not the end of the world. I know it will eventually go away. It doesnÂt matter. I just want it gone Â now. <br /><br />Damn. Damn and double dog damn.<br /><br /><br /><blockquote>"Never give up! Never surrender!"<br /><br />Commander Peter Quincy Taggart, as played by Tim Allen in <i>Galaxy Quest</i></blockquote><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mourning Becomes Her</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:52:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I am just about done with one of the <u>most</u> - <u>morbid</u> - <u>pieces</u> - <u>ever</u>. I love it! I hope to have pics up in the next 24 hours. It depends upon how fast the glue dries. E6000 has been giving me fits on this. How long do you have to wait for this stuff to fully set?<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 72 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Oct 2009 22:05:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Crap. The steroids helped the radiation pneumonitis, but didnÂt entirely get rid of it. Tomorrow, I have  to start another week of steroids. I have been in a funk for a few days and this isnÂt helping. I want my life back. I want to do go to UCLA football games at the Rose Bowl. I want to go back to work. I want to clean my house and dig in the garden. I want to go shopping for hours and hiking up and down the hills in Sierra Madre. And I want to do it all without huffing and puffing and gasping for breath. Damn it!<br /><br />I know this feeling is temporary. I know it will get better, but thatÂs not helping today. So, after my late afternoon consultation with my radiation oncologist, I came home and spent the evening grazing the kitchen and pantry for easy foods and a big bowl of ice cream. I spent the rest of the evening watching mind-candy television, surfing the web and, more important, working on formatting images for some new jewelry ideas. <br /><br />I decided that this week, I am going on a jewelry-making binge. I am going to make stuff for Los Con and I am going to make a Day of the Dead necklace for me with a delicate floral lampwork skull I just bought. Maybe my shitty mood will help me make some dark edged stuff for the Gothers and Steam Punkers at upcoming sci fi convention art shows. CanÂt hurt.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>One of those days</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Oct 2009 21:23:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />This has been one of those days in which everything I turned my hand to dropped and broke. A man tried to back his van into my car in a parking lot. Another man yelled at me when I tried to be nice to him about a parking meter. I spilled 2 cups of freshly rinsed Bismati rice down the sink. A spreading pool of water crept across the bathroom floor after my shower. <br /><br />Maybe I pissed off some deity somehow. If thatÂs the case, send me a heavenly text, or just call me and tell me what I did to offend you. I will perform whatever abject ritual apology you require and never, ever do it again. <br /><br />If this was just a case of a string of bad luck all crammed into one day, I just want this day to be over so I can get to a hopefully better tomorrow. Unfortunately, I will still have to get through the rest of the night which could be a job if itÂs anything like last night when I was up most of the night tweaking on the steroids I am taking for radiation pneumonitis! <br /><br />Oh yeah Â the Angels lost tonight. They played like a bunch of  T-ballers Â picking their noses and watching the baseballs go by.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 71 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 21:05:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I saw my radiation oncologist today and she said I have a form of <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.medicinenet.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=8101">radiation pneumonitis</a>, but it's a little different from what they usually see. Of course it is Â this is me we are talking about. According to my CT scan, my lung looks great, but the pleura, the lining around the lung is inflamed, causing the shortness of breath that has been cramping my style. She said it is caused by the radiation and tomorrow I start taking a week-long course of steroids. I have to start tomorrow because there is a very specific schedule for taking them, beginning with breakfast and continuing at intervals throughout the day. She said I should be much better within 24 hours of starting. Woo hoo! <br /><br />Steroids, as I learned during chemo, make me kind of manic. She said I might have some trouble sleeping. Kokeshikitten suggested it might help me finish a long-term beading project in record time! The drug will also stimulate my appetite. Just what I need!<br /><br />Anyway, the good news is that we know what is causing my symptoms and there is a relatively easy way to treat it. IÂm a lucky ducky.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 70 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Oct 2009 22:45:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Lately I have been feeling really tired and, of more concern, out of breath. It seems like it takes very little physical effort to leave me huffing and puffing like a old steam locomotive. I figured it was me just being out of shape Â probably to be expected during a long recovery. But, the last few days, my left side has started to ache, I think from all the deep sighs for more air. This breathlessness even bothers me when I am trying to sleep at night.<br /><br />Yesterday, my voice of reality, Kokeshikitten, firmly told me, ÂCall your doctor!Â I followed her advice and my doctor told me to go to the hospital for a chest x-ray. She wanted to check for possible <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.medicinenet.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=8101">radiation pneumonitis</a>, a common complication of radiation therapy to the lungs. The nurse called me this morning with the results of my x-ray. She said the x-ray showed indications of inflammation, but they werenÂt conclusive and the doctor wanted to do a CT scan. So, this afternoon, I got a preliminary blood test for the scan. I objected a bit because I have had many CT scans, with injected dye, and this is the first time I had to get a blood test first. My fussing notwithstanding, I was duly stuck and blood was drawn. My scan is Friday morning, but it will probably take a couple of business days before I get any more information. <br /><br />If I do indeed have this condition, it is easily treated with steroids and almost never recurs.<br /><br />Until then, I guess IÂll just take it easy Â the story of my life right now.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Case Closed</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Sep 2009 21:27:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />The mystery started, nearly 30 years ago, not long after Dan and I took our marriage vows. It has been a part of our lives for years. Every now and then we discussed it, tried researching it, but it remained a puzzle. Last weekend, the mystery was solved.<br /><br />Early in our marriage, Dan's maternal grandfather, John Moss, gave us several oil paintings. I chose them from among a stack of paintings, many of them in very bad shape. I chose three portraits and a fourth of a young girl brushing her hair as she looks at a hand mirror. Grandpa Moss told us they had been painted by an artist from Orange County named "Day." He didn't know the artist's first name, but he remembered he was associated with a "Doris Day," not the actress/singer. The paintings were done early in the last century.<br /><br />The paintings needed to be framed and cleaned. A couple of them needed extensive restoration, especially one canvas that had been rolled up for years. I found a framer in Pasadena who said he and his partner also restored damaged paintings. I think he charged me about $100 per canvas for restoration, with the framing charged separately. At the time, that seemed like a lot of money.<br /><br />The paintings have hung in our home ever since. I have loved them all, especially one I named Mad Agnes. Our kids grew up with them. Not long ago, they revealed to me that when they were very young, they were spooked by a couple of them! Rather like Disneyland's Haunted House, right in our livingroom. <br /><br /><img src="http://i239.photobucket.com/albums/ff18/scoopbuster/ADay%20Paintings/MadAgnes03e.jpg" alt="Mad Agnes"><br /><br />Dan likes to frequent a funky little place in Altadena called <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://funkylittlecoffeehouse.com/">The Coffee Gallery</a>. Part coffee house, restaurant, and showcase for an eclectic variety of performers, it draws an equally diverse and interesting clientele. Dan ran into a man there who used to paint scenery and backdrops for the movie industry. He told Dan some of his plein air paintings were being exhibited at a Pasadena art gallery and Dan determined to check it out.<br /><br />We discovered that the art gallery is just across the street from the hospital clinic where I was getting radiation treatment for lung cancer. So one day, we dropped in after I had been zapped. We didn't see his acquaintance's work. That exhibit had ended. Still, we were there, so we looked around. Most modern so-called fine art bores me. This gallery's offerings were no exception. However, one piece caught my eye, a plein air painting called <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.tirageart.com/artists/daytwists.shtml">The Twists and Turns of Life</a>, which depicts an old California oak. I was drawn to it because the artist had done an exquisite rendering of the trunk. I commented on this to the curator who told us the artist was an Orange County-based painter named Bruce Day.<br /><br />Day? Did he have any association with the artist of our older paintings? Dan questioned the curator and learned that Day's grandfather had been a "listed artist" and that he had settled in Orange County early in the last century. He had no other information.<br /><br />That was enough to get us started. We located <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.brucesanfordday.com/">Bruce Day</a> on the gallery's website and from there, followed the link to his <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.brucesanfordday.com/">personal website</a>. Dan wrote the initial inquiry and Bruce Day replied asking for photos of the paintings. Fortunately, I have a decent camera and lighting, so we were able to get passable photos. Bruce wrote back, saying he could not make a determination from the photos and asked if he could see the paintings in person. Of course! We couldn't wait. Even if they turned out to have not been his grandfather's, it was the first time in nearly 30 years we had found any kind of possible clue! <br /><br />Bruce and his wife, Carolyn, greeted us in front of their California canyon hideaway in the middle of a large area in which the natural Southern California landscape is preserved. Bruce propped the two paintings we had brought in his studio, examining them closely. He said the technique used was very similar to that of his grandfather, Arthur Day. The problem was that his grandfather didnÂt sign most of his paintings, so it could be difficult to authenticate either them as his work. However, he said, Mad Agnes seemed familiar. <br /><br />Bruce showed us a large portfolio folder in which he had many sketches done by his grandfather with a quill pen. Suddenly, I spotted a sketch that took my breath away. <br /><br /><img src="http://i239.phot... ]]></description>
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                <title>Gone, Gone, Gone!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Sep 2009 19:19:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Pull out your hankies, Angelenos. We have lost a treasured, long-time local icon. We passed it every time we went to the LosCon science fiction convention. It was just down the street from our hotel, mid-way between the hotel and a Denny's where we still go when we just can't tolerate over-priced, rich hotel food anymore. Years ago, we used to hustle the kids past the panhandlers and huge neon sign (Mommy, why does it say Nude, Nude, Nude?) on our way to roasted chicken and kid's spaghetti dinners. <br /><br />It seemed like the strip club had been there forever and I always toyed with idea of checking it out. But, plain food at decent prices and convention schedules (and, of course, kids in the earlier years)  always seemed to get in the way. Now I'm sorry I never went, if only to see a piece of infamous local history before they  "... paved Paradise, put up a parking lot." (Apologies to Joni Mitchell.)<br /><br /><blockquote>A longtime strip club near Los Angeles International Airport is going to be replaced by something decidedly less exotic Â a full-service parking lot. <br /><br />WallyPark, owned by Los Angeles-based L&R Group of Cos., has taken over the Century Boulevard location of the adult entertainment venue, "Nude, Nude, Nudes," which stopped operating in August. <br /><br />An existing WallyPark on Bellanca Boulevard will be expanded beginning next month and be completed by early summer 2010, L&R CEO David Damus said. <br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://cbs2.com/local/Strip.Club.Parking.2.1207019.html">[link]</a> </blockquote><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Creative Juices</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Sep 2009 22:48:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Maybe it's because I can't go outside because of all the heat and smoke. Maybe it's because I am longing for the end of summer and chilly Autumn breezes. Whatever the reason, I have been on a binge making piles of Autumn themed and colored jewelry. You will be seeing more over the coming days as I process the photos.<br /><br />I am also preparing for two upcoming conventions: LosCon <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.loscon.org/">[link]</a> and Gallifrey <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.gallifreyone.com/.">[link]</a> I have moved on from my Autumn spree to steam punk. One of the projects is big and I don't know if it will be ready in time for LosCon, perhaps for Gallifrey in February. I hope to have some of the smaller pieces from this push online soon too.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Its not nice to mess with Mother Nature</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Sep 2009 20:48:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />After many years of weather observation, I have reached a conclusion that I am surprised meteorologists havenÂt noticed. I donÂt know if this holds true for the rest of the country, but it has held true for Southern California probably 95% of the time. Fall weather does not set in until the end of the <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://mlb.mlb.com/mlb/schedule/ps.jsp?y=09">World Series</a>.<br /><br />In So Cal, this is important. The nastiest, dustiest, windiest, blistering hottest weather hits this area when everywhere else is enjoying pretty falling leaves, brisk breezes and chilly nights filled with hot chocolate and the smell of a nice fire in the old fireplace. We long for those things as we hide in any cool places we can find and watch the fires of Autumn rage through hillsides and communities. <br /><br />Long ago, I noticed the connection between the World Series and itÂs the main reason I watch the Series, not because of any inherent love of the game. Unfortunately, I have also noticed that the baseball season is getting a little bit longer every year Â so much so that this yearÂs Series wonÂt even start until October 28! It could run as long as November 5! This is unacceptable! <br /><br />Baseball is messing with the laws of Nature!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 69 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:44:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I saw my radiation oncologist today and am happy to report that everything is going well. I am healing and she expects I will continue to do so. She told me to continue to get lots of rest to help the healing. Then, she told me something that I have only heard from oncologists Â<blockquote>Eat. DonÂt even think about losing weight.</blockquote>If you have to go through all this crap because of cancer, itÂs nice to have at least one fun thing going on. I got the same advice during chemo, but it was harder to follow. But, with radiation, I am not nauseous. Ok, I have had a problem swallowing because of esophagitis, but that is rapidly improving. So, if I want ravioli with cream sauce, I have it. Ditto ice cream, filet mignon, and salmon sushi! Might as well enjoy this culinary freedom before it is back to the old diet!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 68 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2009 19:48:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I slept in today, then spent the rest of the day watching football, napping through football, and watching football while making jewelry. I probably spent 2/3 of the day sleeping, but by the time I finished making and cleaning up after dinner, I was exhausted and sore. I took some Vicodin and expect I will sleep very well when I go to bed.<br /><br />When I finished my daily radiation treatments last Tuesday, the radiation oncologist told me the internal reactions from the radiation will continue for around two weeks after the end of treatment. I guess she knew what she was talking about. The esophagitis is better, but the pain from the surgery itself is worse, thus the Vicodin. I noticed tonight that my radiation ÂsunburnÂ has gotten significantly darker over the last 48 hours. Shortness of breath and fatigue complete the picture. Silly me, always hoping I would be the one case where the rules donÂt apply!<br /><br />This coming week, I will see my radiation oncologist for a follow-up and get a better idea of how long it will take for <b><u>complete</u></b> recovery. It canÂt come soon enough for me.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 67 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2009 21:35:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I think I am starting to feel some side effects from the daily radiation. I've had persistent, all-day gastric reflux for a few days now. Because of the area in my chest being radiated for lung cancer, this is a frequently reported problem, along with trouble swallowing and sore throat (neither of which I have experienced yet). I haven't slept well for a few nights and I am feeling, well, just not normal, out-of-sorts. I don't know how to describe it. I am also noticing more aches and pains in my back, shoulder, chest and neck. That may or may not be a side effect, but I think it is at least connected to what is going on. We will see what develops over the weekend.<br /><br />But, I am not just sitting around watching for new symptoms. Early in the day and just before sundown when it is not too hot, I work on my urban container vegetable garden. Although I have a yard, I decided to try gardening in large elevated pots to save wear and tear on my knees (destroyed by years of karate training and dancing). The results have been amazing and we have enjoyed months of fresh, organic veggies. <br /><br />I just got a commission from a lady who asked me to make rosaries for five of her friends for Christmas presents. I'm glad she gave me plenty of time! I would hate to get such a request a week from Christmas morning. All of the rosaries will be composed mainly of wood beads, with lapis spacers. The three-sided connectors and crucifixes (all the same) will be sterling. The only thing different in each rosary will be the type of wood used, such as sandalwood, palm wood, olive wood. Tonight I finished the sandalwood rosary and hope to photograph it tomorrow. Next week, I will show it to the lady for approval before I start making the others. I'm not Catholic and, though I have seen rosaries, I had forgotten how long they are.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 66 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2009 20:42:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Today I had my second radiation treatment. I still have to get zapped another 18 times. At that point, the doctors will decide if any more zaps are necessary. I think <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://content.revolutionhealth.com/contentimages/images-image_popup-c7_radiation.jpg"><b>this</b></a> is the machine they are using. The back part of the machine is as big - really - as my kitchen. I lie on a narrow table in front of it and a giant arm moves around my body. It only takes about 10 minutes from lying down on the table to finish. I don't feel a thing while it is happening. <br /><br />Among the side effects to radiation therapy is "sun burn" at the skin areas irradiated. To mitigate that, I am supposed to use a cream on my chest and back twice a day I get zapped front and back. With only two treatments, I am already used to the fact that my boobs are out there for all to see. I don't really care. I figure, these people, and yes some of them are men, have seen plenty and also don't care. However, I was greatly amused by the name of the cream I am supposed to use: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.uddercream.com/"><b>Udderly Smooth</b></a>. <br /><br />Moo.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 65 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2009 21:19:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Recovering from cancer, or any major disease or surgery, has unexpected side effects. One that has been bothering me is mental/emotional. I have been feeling very useless and unproductive. I know rest is necessary for recovery. I know I can't expect to bounce right back to my former energy, especially after having had another chunk of lung removed. Nevertheless, I find myself not wanting to go to bed at night, even though I am tired, because I feel like I have accomplished nothing that day. <br /><br />That feeling sat on my shoulders all day today. I feel unproductive and a burden on those around me. It put me in quite a funk. At sunset, I was on the back patio preparing a pot in which to plant carrots. In times past, I would have done that, planted the carrots, plus half a dozen other veggies. Ok, I thought. Maybe I can't do as much, right now, as before the surgery. Maybe I will get all tired again during radiation therapy. But, today I got a pot ready for planting. When I thought about it, I realized that I had done a few other things that needed doing. I hadn't slept all day, although it felt like it. <br /><br />I realized I need to work on adjusting two things: 1) my expectations about what is reasonable for me to do and 2) my perceptions about what I have done. To that end, I've assigned myself a exercise. For awhile, I am going to make a list at the end of each day of the things, big and small, that I have accomplished. When I did this for today, I realized that I actually did more than I realized. <br /><br />Maybe I need to cut myself a little slack and not expect so much of myself. Easy to say, hard to do.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 64 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 21:22:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I got three tattoos today and they were actually related to my cancer treatment. I went to the hospital's oncology radiation department for the preparatory CT scans for my radiation treatments. In the process, the technician marked little dots in strategic points on my chest for future reference when the radiation zaps are done. The first dots were done with a fine point Easy Marker pen. When the tech was satisfied with their placement, she put drops of ink on the dots and then used a little tool to scratch the skin. Now I can bathe without worrying about losing the marks. I wonder how long they will remain visible. They are very small. In fact, they look more like blackheads than anything else. I didn't like the digging-into-my-skin sensation, so I guess I will pass on ever getting a real tattoo! Too much of a wuss.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 63 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 22:11:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I am feeling much better emotionally than in my previous post. It helps to get a better idea of what my situation is and will be.<br /><br />My appointment with the oncology radiologist went about as expected. Apparently, I am the perfect patient for this procedure, since the recurrence was confined to a very small area. That area was surgically removed and the radiation is supposed to wipe out any microscopic traces that might be lingering on the edges. The pre-surgery PET scan had shown no cancer anywhere else, including the lymph notes. <br /><br />Next week, I go in for a targeting CT scan and from that, the radiologist will map the precise area to be radiated. I expect the treatments to start sometime the next week. Each treatment will take about 20 minutes, and I will get them five days a week for six weeks. The doctor said my immune system should not be compromised, but did not advise my returning to work. She said I will probably have some side effects, especially growing fatigue. Also possible side effects include increased pain, dry cough, sore throat. Also sometimes weeks or months after the treatments are done, something called radiation pneumonitis can occur, which can be treated with a week of steroids. <br /><br />And doctor's orders include taking a nap a day. Can do! <br /><br />In the meantime, since I am not going to work, I am spending my time making this and that in jewelry, digging in my vegetable garden and reading, reading, reading.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 62 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jul 2009 23:56:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />My recovery from surgery continues its steady, slow progress. Often I feel almost my old normal self. Today, for instance, I started a load of laundry, then made a quick trip to buy Dan new cargo shorts for the summer. From there, I went to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription refill and finally to the grocery to get ingredients for quiche for tonight's dinner. (To eat while we watched the Tour de France.) At home, I started another load of laundry and had a lovely lunch of leftover California Rolls from last night's sushi dinner with JohnRaptor and Kokeshikitten. That's when I hit the wall and had to lie down on the couch. It was just as well. It is very hot and one might as well sleep under a ceiling fan during the hottest part of the day. I didn't sleep long because my old annoying friend, restless legs, woke me up after 30 or 40 minutes. This problem had been under very good control before my surgery, but ever since then, has been worse. I will have to talk to my doctor about it.<br /><br />This Friday, I will go for an oncology radiation consultation. I think they will be setting me up to get CT scans in preparation for targeting the radiation site. They will probably also do some blood work. I am hoping we can get this show on the road so that I can finally get it over and done with. I hate having do this, just as I am starting to feel well again. The oncologist said the side effects should be much less severe than those I experienced with chemo, mostly a growing fatigue. It's just so frustrating. With cancer, it seems like a continual ride on a stormy sea. The doctors knock you down into a trough, you start to go up again, and just as you reach the top, the doctors send you right back down. I know I need to do this in order to, let's be frank, live. But I don't have to like it.<br /><br />I have this feeling that I need to get my house and life in order over the next week or so. I guess it is a lingering fear that, like chemo, I will once again be an invalid for awhile. I know I'm over-reacting, but that is how I feel. And when I started doing these dispatches, I figured I would be honest and open about what is going on. Otherwise, what's the point?<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Jun 2009 22:03:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I spent the week visiting different doctors.<br /><br />Monday: My internist to be treated for a bladder infection probably caused by the catheter in the hospital. Over the weekend, before I could get antibiotics, I drank a lot of cranberry juice. Note: compulsive consumption of prodigious amounts of cranberry juice can cause diarrhea.<br /><br />Tuesday: A follow-up with my surgeon where I learned I wonÂt be having anymore surgery. In the hospital, he talked as if I needed to have another surgery as soon as possible to remove the rest of the lung. So, I only have to recover from one, this procedure. Hooray!<br /><br />Wednesday: A follow-up with my oncologist who gave me the wonderful news that he did not think I should have chemo. Chemo, he said, is to prevent the spread of the cancer to other parts of the body. He said the tumor is a Âlocalized recurrenceÂ, meaning it is probably a remnant left from the original, especially since it occurred along the edge of the removed lobe. There is no sign of metastasis, or spreading beyond the original tumor, as evidenced by my pre-surgery PET scan. <br /><br />The news lifted a huge weight from my shoulders. I knew I could handle surgery, but the thought of more chemo was hugely depressing. My biggest fear was that I would have more chemo and that it would have to be even stronger than before. He is, however, recommending further targeted radiation to Âmop upÂ any possible remaining cancer cells from the immediate area. Apparently, great strides have been made in accurately targeting the therapy so that there is as little splash onto other, healthy areas as possible. NumbersGuy can explain the physics Â I canÂt so I will take his word for it.<br /><br />I am thrilled. Although there will be side effects to radiation, apparently they wonÂt be as traumatic as those I encountered during chemo. We have to wait for the surgery to have time to heal, usually four to six weeks. As far as I know, the usual protocol is to get radiation therapy once a day for four to six weeks. I should be glowing like a neon sign by the end. I wonder if I will set off Geiger counters.<br /><br />Other developments: Spastic Nipple is back. I noticed this phenomenon after my first surgery when I described it to Kokeshikitten who then named it. As all of the lingering anesthetic effects wear off, the pain spreads around my chest like a band from the middle of my back around to my sternum, only on the side where the surgery was. This includes weird tingling, stabbing pains in my nipple! ItÂs very annoying.<br /><br />Today, NumbersGuy bought me a vintage rocking chair. I plan to spend lots of time there with my Kindle.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>A bump in the road</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 May 2009 14:01:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I begin by emphasizing that this is not a Pity Party. Some developments have curtailed my activities for the last three weeks and will continue to do so for a little while longer.<br /><br />Three weeks ago, I went to see my surgeon for a regular follow-up. He showed me my latest CT scan. I have been getting scans every three months since my chemo two years ago. He saw a spot on my lung, very close to the site of the original tumor, that he didn't like. A subsequent PET scan revealed that it is a new tumor. So, tomorrow I will check into the hospital and he will remove the tumor and a little "wedge" of lung tissue. Current thinking is that I won't need chemo afterward. Of course that could change depending upon developments with a biopsy, but I am holding on to the hope of none.<br /><br />Once again, I am very lucky. I have no symptoms, in fact, I have been feeling great. We caught it very early so it is very small and it doesn't look like it has spread. My oncologist pointed out that the reason we have been doing regular CT scans is precisely so that we could find anything new at this very early stage when it is more easily treated.<br /><br />This is considered major surgery, so I will be down for awhile. But, after some recuperation, I expect to be back in action again. Perhaps after a week or so, I will even be able to check in on DA more often since I will be home and resting a lot.<br /><br />I will see you all again in awhile!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lurking in the background</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 May 2009 22:03:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I've been horrendously busy - planting this year's urban container farm <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://s239.photobucket.com/albums/ff18/scoopbuster/Urban%20Farm%202009/">[link]</a> (which effort I will continue tomorrow), banging my big toe (led to a bruise under the toenail and eventual removal of the nail by the dermatologist), work (one must earn a living), and a big push for the last three weeks to make stock for a Mother's Day Boutique this morning at a local school.<br /><br />The garden is growing well. My toe is healing, though slowly. My job is fine and at least, unlike a lot of people right now, I have one. The boutique sucked.<br /><br />I won't be doing this boutique again! I had 70 glass slide pendants (similar to this one <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Together-101598919">[link]</a> ) hung on ribbon and satin cords. I also had charm bracelets, necklaces, and earrings. My sales came almost entirely from a bunch $2.50 stretch bracelets. I barely earned back the price of my table. Very discouraging. I will have to photograph and list some of these items on Etsy (<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.scoop51.etsy.com">[link]</a>) and ArtFire (<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.scoop51.artfire.com">[link]</a>).<br /><br />So tonight I am feeling down about jewelry making. But, we might be going to Westercon <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.leprecon.org/w62/">[link]</a> this summer, so maybe I will get inspired by going in a different direction for awhile - more techno, digital, steampunk. I'm pretty much played out on the floral feminine stuff for now.<br /><br />I will allow myself one night of pissiness. Tomorrow, I will put all the boutique shit away and start anew.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Not until they finally get it</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2009 21:51:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Bravo President Obama!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://economictimes.indiatimes.com/News/International_Business/Obama_getting_tough_on_Wall_Street_idiots/articleshow/4056241.cms">A day after President Barack Obama bashed bailed-out banks for giving huge bonuses, the White House pledged action against such "irresponsible" behaviour and a Democratic senator proposed capping executive salaries at companies accepting government funds.<br /><br />"We must have our financial institutions survive but not with a culture that thinks it's all right to kick the taxpayer in the shins," Senator Claire McCaskill said proposing a law that would prevent executives from making more than the $400,000 salary of the US president.<br /><br />"I am mad," McCaskill said in an angry speech on the senate floor. "We have bunch of idiots on Wall Street that are kicking sand in the face of the American taxpayer. ... They don't get it!"<br />The bill follows some tough words by Obama, who said Thursday that it was "shameful" for financial executives to walk away with $18.4 billion in bonuses last year.</a><br><br /><br />I work in the investment/financial industry and I can just hear the justifications now: Top corporations need top talent and, in order to get the best executives to run their companies, they must pay absurdly high salaries and throw in stock options, extravagent perks, and obscene bonuses. It seems obvious to me that, using their own argument, these smug CEOs and their cohorts deserve to be sacked for driving their institutions into the ground, all in the name of their own self-aggrandizement and enrichment. Obama, in my opinion, is being far too generous with these jerks.<br><br>I suggest their salaries be no more than that of the average middle level executives in their respective companies. If they can turn their firms around, put them on a profitable footing again, then perhaps bonuses can be reconsidered. Maybe then, they will finally start to Âget it.Â<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br></br></br></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>A great day in Los Angeles</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2009 22:20:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Honeywine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> and I made one of our occasional treks into Los Angeles, in this case, to the Fairfax District. <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fairfax_District,_Los_Angeles,_California">[link]</a>  I was a little concerned because the trip did not start out well. We got caught up in a horrendous traffic jam caused by an early morning freeway wrong-way driver. <a href="http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-freeway-crash29-2009jan29,0,5191247.story">[link]</a>  I didnÂt realize, until too late, that our route took us almost directly to the site of the accident. The drive took longer than expected, but we just cranked up the iPod and waited it out. No sense getting all worked up over something we couldnÂt control.<br /><br />Our main purpose was to go to a Mezuzah store <a href="http://www.mezuzahstore.com/">[link]</a> (I didn't even know there were such places!) to get one for their soon-to-be new house. The Mezuzah she chose is beautiful - small, pewter, with a few blue stones. A young orthodox rabbi was sitting in the back working on the scrolls that go inside them. The scrolls have to be handwritten by a rabbi specially trained to be a scribe. They are beautiful small pieces of art in themselves, but they are rolled and placed in the Mezuzah.<br /><br />Afterwards, we went to Cantor's Deli  <a href="http://www.cantersdeli.com/">[link]</a> for some heavenly pastrami on rye and coleslaw. I love the place for its old Los Angeles ambience, the motherly waitresses, and, of course, the food. While we were eating, two men came in, obviously High Hollywood, and they were given a booth at the back in the room we were in. All of the serving staff watched them closely and were very attentive the whole time they were there. Honeywine said one of them looked very much like Martin Scorsese. It could have been him. CantorÂs is a popular watering hole among HollywoodÂs elite. But even if it wasn't Scorsese, it was someone very important. Whatever. He didn't ask me to be in a movie, so screw him!<br /><br />On the way out, we stopped at CantorÂs bakery to pick up an appropriate offering for the Gods of Ink at Spotlight Tattoos, <a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=51827621">[link]</a>  founded by one of HoneywineÂs relatives, the venerable, respected, and sometimes infamous Bob Roberts. He is an amazing artist and a great guy. We visited with him, Charlie, and Baby Ray before hitting the road for the trip home. Fortunately we managed to get home before the weird chase that was soon to wend its way through Los Angeles, a crazy, chain-smoking young woman in a stolen U-Haul truck trying to outrun the police. <a href="http://cbs2.com/carchase/U.Haul.Woman.2.920536.html">[link]</a>  Yep, just another beautiful winter day in Los Angeles!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>No surprise here</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 20:44:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />We (Southern California) had a good earthquake this evening Â a magnitude 4.5, epicenter one mile south of San Bernardino. <a href="http://quake.wr.usgs.gov/recenteqs/Quakes/ci10370141.htm">[link]</a> (It was originally reported to br a 5.0M.) As it rocked us, I figured it was a good distance from us because we experienced only a relatively smooth rocking for about 8 seconds, no violent shaking, jerks or bouncing, no rumbling. We were 69 miles from the epicenter according to the USGS website. I felt very faint aftershocks because I was sitting down. The cats did not react at first, although now Pippin is walking around the house yowling. Of course, Pippin does that even without earthquakes. HeÂs weird that way. I imagine that our friend, MoonRunner, who lives in Chino Hills, which is much nearer the epicenter area, had a pretty good ride. JohnRaptor and Kokeshikitten would have had a bumpy evening too had they been in their new house (still in escrow) in Crestline - approximately 16 miles from the epicenter.<br /><br />I wasnÂt surprised by this quake. We are in a weeklong seismic window as defined by James O. Berkland, <a href="http://www.syzygyjob.com/">[link]</a> (my earthquake guru). Also, as I drove home tonight, I noticed that the rising moon was almost full. NumbersGuy and I have noticed for years that earthquakes tend to happen during or near full or new moons. <br /><br />I wonder if Pumpkin is a pet sentinel. This is what Berkland calls animals whose behaviors change prior to earthquakes. I have noticed for about the last three days, that Pumpkin has stayed in the house and near me more than usual. It will be interesting to see if she becomes more her old self in the coming days. As I write, she is asleep in her Casbah.<br /><br />Maybe we will feel some aftershocks overnight.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh my aching hands</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 21:09:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />By the time I finished my hands were so tired, I almost couldnÂt attaching the last element to the necklace. I have been working on it all weekend. The necklace is an assemblage piece using the approach seen in Jovian Spring <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Jovian-Spring-89392036">[link]</a> and The Big Bang <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/The-Big-Bang-75702253.">[link]</a> <br /><br />Called ÂGaia,Â it combines amber, jaspar, malachite, carnelian, wood, bone, sun stone, and also Swarovski crystals, Czech beads, pewter, and probably a few things I've forgotten. I wanted to express the rich messiness of the Earth itself, but it might just be messy. I donÂt know. I will look at it again tomorrow. Maybe I am just too tired to judge. <br /><br />I did do one new thing Â I made a detachable pendant. The basic necklace is almost choker length. However, a chain decorated in the same style and ending with a large jasper leaf can be attached for a longer line, making it adaptable to the wearerÂs choice of top. <br /><br />IÂll take it for a test drive tomorrow. I just hope my hands have recovered enough by then to put it on.<br /><br />We (JohnRaptor <a href="http://johnraptor.deviantart.com/,">[link]</a> HoneyWine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> and I) entered the LosCon Art Show <a href="http://www.loscon.org/35/category/art-show/">[link]</a> this weekend. I sold a couple of things. I may be going to Norwescon <a href="http://www.norwescon.org/">[link]</a> in Seattle in a few months. If so, I will take some items for that art show too.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>WWJD - What Would Jesus Drive?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 22:58:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />I think the driver of the Hummer could see the blond highlights in my hair as he pushed his massive front grill within inches of our back bumper on the 10 freeway this morning. He honked, but JohnRaptor did not move to the right to let him pass as we had to exit to the left in a very short distance. HummerGuy whipped his iron box of power on its massive wheels around us and zoomed to the right to get ahead of us before whipping back into the lane in front of us. That apparently wasnÂt fast enough for him as he continued to weave in and out of traffic, squeezing his automotive gargantua from lane to lane between other Â saner Â drivers. We exited the freeway and, at the light, we pulled up behind the Hummer. The car ahead of him used the yellow light to turn left, so of course, he turned left on the red and proceeded on his reckless, aggressive way.<br /><br />We all run into bad drivers and all too often they are driving behemoths that further magnify their aggressiveness. This particular driver was memorable for the large message written in block letters across his back window.<br /><br />ÂI can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.Â<br /><br />~Philippians 4:13<br /><br />This led to an obvious question Â what would Jesus drive? I doubt if it would be Hummer, a consumer version of a military vehicle.<br /><br />ÂRejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion; shout, O daughter of Jerusalem: behold, thy King cometh unto thee: he is just, and having salvation; lowly, and riding upon an ass, and upon a colt the foal of an ass.Â<br /><br />~Zechariah 9:9<br /><br />I find it amusing and interesting at how many people who consider themselves good Christians, or Buddhists, or Hindus, or Muslims, are remarkably unaware of how their daily, mundane lives contradict the beliefs they fervently hold dear. Going to church, temple, mosque, tithing, witnessing, praising God are all well and good. But following a moral life includes things like courtesy to fellow drivers, kindness to a new store attendant trying to learn how to use the register, picking up a bit of litter, waiting patiently while an older, slower person goes through a door Â just little things that make the day nicer. Before strutting through the world with triumphant piety, the Hummer driver would better serve his soul by emulating the spirit of his prophet's gentle transportation instead of adorning his belligerent SUV with Bible verses he obviously doesnÂt read.<br /><br />ÂClean up your own backyard.Â<br /><br />~Elvis<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Day After</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 22:54:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />My whole body aches, especially my feet. I have a headache and my eyes hurt. I slept in some this morning, took a nap this afternoon and I am already looking forward to going to bed tonight. Obviously, I had a VERY good time yesterday. <br /><br />This morning, Kokeshikitten, JohnRaptor and I went to the Los Angeles Airport Marriott to set up our displays for the LosCon 35 Science Fiction Convention. I had way too much stuff for the amount of space I was allotted. I had thought that I had reserved two tables, so I was surprised at only having one table. I guess what I had actually reserved was two table ÂspacesÂ. Big difference. Oh well, itÂs not TiffanyÂs. I hope I sell some pieces.<br /><br />When we finished setting up, we made a quick visit to RunningGuyÂs and CurleyCueÂs place, which is just a short distance from the hotel, to meet their new kitten, Joey. A beautiful little black kitten with white socks and whiskers, feisty little Joey certainly raises the Adorable Bar a few inches. Their older kitty, Clover, is turning into quite the cuddler, but she has to spend much of her time roughhousing with her new feline housemate. They put on quite a show for us, racing, stalking and wrestling all over the house.<br /><br />We didnÂt stay long because CurleyCue had an appointment and we were hungry. We proceeded to an Indian restaurant down the street, a charming, family-run business in a converted older house. The music, instead of the usual disco Bollywood tracks we usually hear in Indian restaurants, had more mellow pieces that blended well with the homey decor. The food was wonderful. <br /><br />As we headed back towards downtown Los Angeles, the buildings were slightly shrouded with low-hanging clouds lingering from our recent storms. <br /><br />Once home, a nap with my name on it awaited me in the bedroom. I love chilly days when I can leave the window open and wrap myself in a quilt.<br /><br />Now, sitting at the kitchen table and arranging elements for a commisioned necklace, I am watching my UCLA Bruins stumble through another disastrous performance. When the team does not realize the referee has NOT blown his whistle to end a play and the other team grabs the unattended ball to run it in for an unopposed touchdown, you know it is a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day in Bruin Land. Next year, the new coach will have more of his program in place. Next year, we have promising recruits coming. Next year. There is always next year.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back in Business</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 22:25:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />It's been a long summer. I started off in July with a class in soldering glass pendants. It seemed like it took me all summer to master the surprisingly difficult art of soldering. Before I was through, I managed to burn a hole through my first soldering iron tip. Not an easy thing to do. I also spent a lot of time looking for images and themes. Then, I developed a system for sizing them. For some reason, all of this really consumed my energy for awhile and I made nothing new for several months.<br /><br />I also started an urban organic container vegetable garden and we just finished installing solar panels on the roof. Add to that a sprained ankle and a Black Widow spider bite on my foot. I spent much of the last few weeks hobbling on crutches. <br /><br />However, things are easing up. Tonight I posted a new piece incorporating my new skills <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Sweet-Cheeks-Pink-and-Purple-101512409.">[link]</a> Very soon, I expect to post 3 or 4 more new items. <br /><br />My apologies for not responding to everyone in a timely fashion. As we all know, sometimes life just goes in a different direction for awhile.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>How much is your body worth?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:28:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.cadaverforsale.com" title="How much is your body worth?"><img src="http://www.cadaverforsale.com/images/badges/5395.gif" alt="CadaverForSale.com"></img><br>CadaverForSale.com - <a href="http://www.cadaverforsale.com">How much is your cadaver worth?</a><br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br></br></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>By George, I think shes got it!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Aug 2008 21:50:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />A month ago, I took a class with Honeywine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/,">[link]</a> to learn how to make stained glass pendants. As I mentioned in my previous Journal post, I took some time off my regular jewelry making to focus my energy on this. Lots of time. I have spent considerable time nearly every day since that class trying to master what seemed to be the mysterious art of soldering. I actually melted a hole on the flat part of my chisel tip, something IÂm told by everyone around me is definitely NOT supposed to happen.<br /><br />It was getting very frustrating. I worked and sweated, but was getting nowhere. I started doing some research on the Internet and found out that I wasnÂt doing something called ÂTinning.Â Apparently this is quite important, in fact, absolutely essential.<br /><br />I am now working with a new tip, tinning frequently and by golly itÂs making a big difference! Woo Hoo! I see a whole new dimension in my jewelry in the near future!<br /><br />Maybe IÂll take a welding course next.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Plugging away</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2008 22:40:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />In July, I took a class with my daughter-in-law, Honeywine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/,">[link]</a> in collage pendants, also called stained glass pendants. I loved it. A five hour class on a warm July afternoon, it felt like summer camp. Most of all, I loved the entire process of making the pendants, from choosing the images, to cutting the glass, to polishing the solder. I have taken some time off my regular jewelry pursuits to concentrate on this new skill. <br /><br />IÂm finally getting the touch for applying the soldering, but attaching the jump rings is still a tricky process that sometimes eludes me. I have seen a couple of ways to do it Â both have their problems. Nevertheless, I will continue to work on it and feel confident that I will eventually master it. <br /><br />I am very excited about the prospect of incorporating these pendants and charms into my existing aesthetic. It seems like it would be perfect for my themed work. And it is a wonderful way to spend my summer afternoons Â learning a new skill.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Shake 'n Bake</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:15:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />ItÂs been an interesting couple of months here: brushfires, mudslides, and today, an earthquake <a href="http://quake.wr.usgs.gov/recenteqs/Quakes/ci14383980.htm.">[link]</a><br /><br />I was at a big art store in Glendale, California called SwainÂs <a href="http://www.swainsart.com/">[link]</a> with my son, JohnRaptor <a href="http://johnraptor.deviantart.com/,">[link]</a> and his wife, Honeywine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/,">[link]</a> when it hit just after 11:40 a.m. I felt a big jolt and then the whole place starting rolling as if big waves were moving under the store. It seemed to go on for a long time, although it probably wasnÂt more than 20 seconds. JohnRaptor had been in a long section of head high book racks. He moved quickly to a clear section of the store near Honeywine and me. We waited it out, watching everything sway and swing around us. I didnÂt notice an earthquake rumble as much as the sounds of the building creaking and groaning, and stuff in the store clattering. A clerk at the front of the store yelled, ÂStay away from the windows! DonÂt try to go outside.Â Good advice that everyone heeded. I wasnÂt afraid. Mostly I just stood there saying, ÂCool!Â When things settled down, the store personnel ran around checking everything, but only one frame had fallen. I shopped a little while longer because I wasnÂt done yet. Earthquakes can be scary, but I was shopping damn it! <br /><br />I tried calling a few family members and friends, but all the cell phone coverage and most of the landlines had been knocked out. It took nearly two hours to get it back. Later, I was able to talk to my mom and dad in Seal Beach, California. They felt much stronger shaking than we did, not surprising since they are near the beach and therefore their sandy soil is subject to liquefaction. My mom said a number of things had been knocked off shelves and knocked over. But that is pretty minor ÂdamageÂ for a sizable earthquake and no one was hurt, so itÂs all good.<br /><br />Back at my house, I had one small picture on a bookshelf knocked askew and the knick knacks on my kitchen sill had been moved a bit to the east. Go figure.<br /><br />This was a ÂgoodÂ earthquake in that it was big enough to get everyone all excited, but damage was minor and no one was hurt. This is, after all, California Â Earthquake Country.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Skills</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 21:19:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />My daughter-in-law (honeywine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/">[link]</a>) and I decided to take a class in making stained glass pendants. It seemed like it would be a good fit for me because I could put it to good use in some of my themed work. So, of course, like anything else worth doing, we discovered that it isn't as easy as it looks! I've been at it every day since my class Sunday and tonight I finally produced a couple that don't totally suck. I have actually awakened a couple of times this week realizing that I was dreaming about soldering little pieces of glass together. Maybe now, I will have a peaceful sleep!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>New DA Contest</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:23:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Hi Folks! <br /><br />If you havenÂt been there already, take a trip over to the inspyretash-stock <a href="http://inspyretash-stock.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> DA page. Besides displaying incredible stock vintage photos (I especially love her collection of vintage ladies) and other graphics, she also regularly runs themed contests. I entered ÂBettieÂ, <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Bettie-88913382">[link]</a> my tribute to Bettie Page in her pin-up contest <a href="http://inspyretash-stock.deviantart.com/journal/18190015/.">[link]</a>  You can see all the entries here <a href="http://inspyretash-stock.deviantart.com/favourites/#CONTEST-Pinup-Entries.">[link]</a> I am impressed with her dedication and willingness to do so much for the DA community!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Home Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 21:33:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon will be in the seventh house - someday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br />Yesterday, we left hot, dry Las Vegas and arrived home in hot, humid Sierra Madre. I hear it is going to get even hotter later this week. My garden has grown so much during the five days we were gone. The tomatoes are getting red and the eggplants are turning orange. We have several baby cucumbers, blossoms on the beans, and a load of edamame begging to be picked. After dinner, I took some vegetable clippings to the compost pile and turned the pile with a shovel. While the outside of the pile was cool, I discovered the inside was very warm! ThatÂs great! That means I have a good mix of raw materials in the pile and it is starting to break down. Is it weird to get so excited about rotting vegetation?!?!?<br /><br />Things turned out better than I expected at the convention art show. I was truly surprised and grateful. As I watched people shopping in the vendorsÂ room and the art show, one thing really struck home for me this weekend. I feel a strong obligation to those who buy my jewelry. They are choosing to spend their hard-earned cash on something I make. I need to make sure that I am offering a quality product and be willing to follow-up on any problems. I have always felt this way, but with todayÂs difficult economic situation, it is even more important now than ever. Now I that I am home, I am brimming with all kinds of new ideas and I can hardly wait to get back to my work table! <br /><br />Kudos to Nemcio <a href="http://nemcio.deviantart.com/.">[link]</a> We traded jewelry and I wore my end of the trade <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Nerds-by-Nemcio-90792815">[link]</a> at the science fiction convention. They were perfect!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Veggies and Vegas</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 20:23:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IÂve been making bunches of stuff for the Westercon 2008 <a href="http://www.westercon61.org/">[link]</a> Art Show in Las Vegas. This weekend, I decided I was done. Except for some final tweaking of the finished pieces, I have my stock for the show. Actually, I am not getting my hopes up. Times are tough out there. People have to pay to go the convention, hotel reservations, food, and, probably topping the list, travel costs just to get there. Gas prices being what they are, I suspect many people wonÂt have much discretionary spending money left. I told my husband that I am probably making next yearÂs inventory! But, thatÂs ok. The conventions are fun and if I sell a few pieces, so much the better.<br /><br />When not playing with sparklies, I have been putting in my Urban Container Farm. <a href="http://scoop51.livejournal.com/2008/06/15/">[link]</a> I have three tomato plants going so, at least before too long, I wonÂt have to worry about Salmonella in my BLTs!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>A lovely tribute</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:07:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just wanted to give a high five to angelsg33 <a href="http://angelsg33.deviantart.com/art/Someone-to-Watch-Over-Them-50623501">[link]</a> for her wonderful tribute to our soldiers in Iraq "Someone to Watch Over Them". <a href="http://angelsg33.deviantart.com/art/Someone-to-Watch-Over-Them-50623501">[link]</a> Whatever our individual feelings about the war, we care about the people who have been sent there and hope they make it back home to their loved ones in good health and spirits. Angelsg33 touched my heart today.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Small town life</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 21:54:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For a small town (population 10,000+) on the edges of Pasadena, California, Sierra Madre <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sierra_Madre,_California">[link]</a> seems to be in the news a lot.<br /><br /><blockquote>Sierra Madre police and fire officials are clearing debris from mudslides today on the heels of a wild spring thunderstorm that wreaked havoc across Southern California on Thursday. Minor mudslides repeatedly shut down parts of two streets in the area of Sierra Madre known as the Canyon, along Little Santa Anita Canyon on Skyland Drive and Woodland Drive, said James Carlson, a city spokesman. No homes have been damaged and no injuries reported, he said.<br /><br />"Thursday evening we had our first mudflow and started voluntary evacuations -- and after the rain subsided, we ended cleanup efforts at 1 a.m. today," Carlson said. "But then we got new reports before 7 a.m. again that new flows had occurred at the same two locations. So we decided to open an emergency operations center, ask for voluntary evacuations and close the roads."<br /><br />Voluntary evacuations are still in effect this afternoon on Skyland and on Woodland north of Mary's Market and non-resident traffic is not allowed in the area, Carlson said. The evacuation center is Sierra Vista Park, 611 E. Sierra Madre Blvd., and sandbags are being provided to residents.<br /><br />Sierra Madre's City Council held an impromptu meeting at 1 p.m. today, voting to declare the mudslide area in a "state of local emergency," Carlson said.<br /><br />"What it does is allows us to get aid for manpower and equipment from surrounding areas, and may allow us to receive reimbursement for the costs from the state and federal government," he said.<br /><br />Plows were brought in to clear the muck, mostly on Woodland, but there is no immediate danger to the homes, he said, adding, "We're still keeping an eye on the situation."<br /><br />The weather conditions were very different from those nearly a month ago, when about 1,000 residents were evacuated from 200 homes in the upper part of Sierra Madre during a wildfire as Southern California broiled in record-breaking heat. The Sierra Madre fire ended up scorching more than 580 acres over a week and primed the area for mudslides.<br /><br />While rain will be widespread throughout the region today, it is not expected be as severe as Thursday's wet weather, the National Weather Service reported. Still, authorities are watching out for flooding and mudslides.<br /><br />Rain was heaviest in the San Gabriel Mountains in the Sierra Madre area -- about half an inch on Thursday alone, the highest total in the region.</blockquote>My home is not close to the mudslide area. Mostly, I just sat on the front porch with Honeywine <a href="http://honeywine.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> watching the lightning. It was quite a show.<br /><br />Sierra Madre <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sierra_Madre,_California">[link]</a> has a couple of other claims to fame besides wildfires and mudslides:<br /><br />The worldÂs largest single flowering plant is a Wistaria vine <a href="http://www.sierramadrenews.net/wistaria.htm">[link]</a> on the northern edge of town. The vine grew so large, it collapsed the original house next to which it had been planted. <br /><br />Runners come from all over to test themselves in the grueling Mt. Wilson Trail Race. <a href="http://www.mountwilsontrailrace.com/">[link]</a> This yearÂs race was cancelled <a href="http://www.mountwilsontrailrace.com/">[link]</a> and will be rescheduled. The fire and resulting mudslides made an already hazardous mountain trail even more treacherous. <br /><br />The classic 1956 science fiction movie Invasion of the Body Snatchers was filmed partially in Sierra Madre <a href="http://good-times.webshots.com/photo/2490368090073650722cGcOJo">[link]</a> . The town hasnÂt changed much since then.<br /><br />The Sierra Madre Search and Rescue Team <a href="http://www.smsr.org/">[link]</a> is one of the best. They saved many lives. If I get lost, I hope they are the ones on the job.<br /><br />And every year, we have our own Rose Float <a href="http://www.sierramadrerosefloat.us/">[link]</a> in PasadenaÂs Tournament of Roses. ItÂs built entirely with donated funds and volunteers. The plans for the 2009 float look awesome: ÂBollywood DreamsÂ!<br /><br />If you ever decide to visit, try getting a reservation to stay here <a href="http://www.jailhouseinn.net/">[link]</a> at the Jail House Inn. ItÂs one of a kind!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's Alive!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 18:58:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Call it The Fire That Refused To Die! For two days, this fire has crept along the foothills, always looking like it was pretty much out by nightfall. Then overnight, the fire strikes and spreads with errant winds. I was just outside checking the fire which is about 4 blocks north of my house now. There is almost no smoke as the water dropping helicopters and retardant dropping bombers are hammering it with a vengence until they are grounded at sundown. I think the crisis is over, but I have been wrong twice now and the mandatory evacuations to edge of town at Michillinda are still in effect. So, I have to wonder if the fire officials know something I don't. Only time will tell.<br /><br />I have been taking photos throughout this incident. You can see them in my Photobook album. <a href="http://s239.photobucket.com/albums/ff18/scoopbuster/Chantry%20Fire/">[link]</a><br /><br />Our safety throughout this is completely, entirely due to the incredible firefighters <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Dusty-Heroes-84204488">[link]</a> who have put themselves on the line, both on the ground and in the air. Thank you, all of you. We can't pay you enough or thank you enough for what you do.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>More Fire Info</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:06:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When I went to bed last night around 11, I check on the fire and figured it was pretty much done. And - one again - the fire and weather fooled everyone. Apparently around 1 or 2 in the morning, the wind kicked up and the fire jumped a fire line and began moving west. It is now parallel with my street, about 4 blocks north of me. Many streets are closed and evacuations have been extended. All that said, I am very confident that we will be just fine. The firefighters are doing incredible work, along with the copters and air tankers. And, a big factor, the winds are light.<br /> <br />I can't seem to get the old photojournalism juices out of my blood, so I have been taking a bunch of pictures. If you are interested, you can see them on my Photobucket album at:<br /> <br /><a href="http://s239.photobucket.com/albums/ff18/scoopbuster/Chantry%20Fire/">[link]</a><br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fire Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 22:47:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sunday, April 27, 2008 <br />11:00 a.m.<br /><br />There are ashes all over the cars. The firefighters and helicopters must have really slammed it at daybreak. I think the homes in the Sierra Madre canyon are probably ok, although there is nothing specific in the local news reports. Unless conditions change drastically, I think the crisis is over and we are moving into the mop-up phase of the brushfire. Of course, I thought that late yesterday afternoon and was totally wrong. So, we will just have to keep an eye on things.<br /><br />You can see my photo album on Photobucket of this incident. <a href="http://s239.photobucket.com/albums/ff18/scoopbuster/Chantry%20Fire/">[link]</a><br /><br />Sunday, April 27, 2008 <br />10 p.m.<br /><br />Move along, nothing to see here. Although the fire made a run towards town earlier today, the run turned out to be more of a crawl and firefighters (400 of them), along with water-dropping helicopters and fixed wing aircraft dropping pink fire retardant, stopped its progress. The fire has moved behind the ridges and there is no visible flame. Smoke, although we can smell it, is minimal. Apparently it is moving through Bailey Canyon (about four blocks north of us) and further into the Angeles Crest Forest. Only one shed was lost, but the mandatory evacuation is still in place. The town schools will be closed tomorrow. The city is posting updates on its official website <a href="http://cityofsierramadre.com/index.php?mod=city_article&id=74.">[link]</a> I am planning on going to work tomorrow. I will take my camera with me. Maybe I will be able to get a shot of the copters filling up at Eaton Canyon, which is around the block from my office.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Early Fire Season</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 04:28:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fire season started early this year. We are having a heat wave this weekend which, in Southern California, means there will be fires. We were on our way home from a vintage diner in Alhambra (Twoheys), when we saw the smoke from the Chantry Flats fire <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/gallery/#Chantry-Flats-Fire">[link]</a> Â it started in the Chantry Flats recreational area between Arcadia and Sierra Madre. My biggest fear was not being able to get home because, once a fire starts, the police block the streets heading into town. This time, however, it was early in the incident and we made it home with no problem. I thought the firefighters had it covered by nightfall, but later in the evening the fire had other plans. The last I heard, about 100 homes in the Sierra Madre canyon are under mandatory evacuation orders. We are a long way from the fire. The zoom lens makes it look much closer than it is. We are safe, but some people a couple of miles from us are having a very bad night.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Henna on Canvas</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 20:52:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A trade between artists<br /><br />I recently completed a trade with arcanoide. <a href="http://arcanoide.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> If you have never seen her work, you are truly missing something special. Her henna work is stunning and can be seen on skin, canvases and postcards. See her here <a href="http://arcanoide.deviantart.com/.">[link]</a> I received my canvas from her and had it framed. This is the result. <a href="http://scoop51.deviantart.com/art/Henna-Canvas-82676854">[link]</a> I am going to hang it over a Theda Bara poster in my home.<br /><br />Thank you arcanoide!<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>I am NOT one of those women </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 22:20:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ... who proclaim their pride in reaching menopause. They call themselves Red Hot Mamas and celebrate the wisdom garnered over the years and joining the ranks of the wise women, blah, blah, blah. This afternoon, I had the <b>Hot Flash from Hell</b>. It took me two hours to cool down. Two hours of sweating and feeling like my skin was on fire. I repeatedly went into the bathroom to soak my head and splash my body with cold water, before sitting in front of a fan. I ransacked the kitchen and pantry for chocolate, before discovering some old semi-sweet chocolate chips in the back of the refrigerator. Kokeshikitten, sweetheart that she is and possibly also in fear for her life, made brownies this evening. I think I ate half of them. <br><br>My OB has been wanting to reduce my estrogen intake for quite awhile because I have been taking a somewhat higher than normal dosage. Ok, itÂs probably a good idea, but I aint gonna lie Â it sucks. Emotionally I think I am ok, just a bit edgier on the days before I get a new patch. Chocolate, I kid you not, really seems to help that and I am going to do whatever it takes to keep myself on as much of an even keel as possible. I donÂt mind getting older, but these hot flashes are a bitch.<br><br>Well, at least I will save money on heating bills and sweaters.</br></br></br></br><br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2241539"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2241539.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 55 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 22:16:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I havenÂt written any dispatches for quite awhile, but itÂs for a good reason Â IÂve been feeling good. My energy is coming back, although I still take almost daily naps. I am working out and getting out to do things. The ironic thing is that, although I am feeling good and energetic, and am only working part-time, I feel like I never have enough time to do all the things I want and need to do. Kokeshikitten says it is because I am relishing life. Maybe so.<br><br>Medical news: My surgeon is, so far, very satisfied with my progress. Ditto from my neurologist. My oncologist has me going in about every two months for blood tests, and every four months for a CAT scan. So far, everything is very good and I am officially a NED Â No Evidence of Disease. Yay! My oncologist says he is probably over-cautious, but as long as things stay as clear as they have been, he will eventually start loosening my leash. Until that happens, I am keeping my necessary appointments and otherwise enjoying my life.</br></br><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Generation Gap</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2008 21:13:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ItÂs official. I suck. I have been pounding, rolling, molding and generally abusing blobs of polymer clay for days and, so far, I have nothing Â zip Â nada to show for it. My mom is an artist. My son, John <a href="http://johnraptor.deviantart.com/,">[link]</a> is an artist. Apparently the <i>Artist</i> gene leap frogs through the generations.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sparklie Pilgrimage</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:37:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I went to Mecca Â I am talking about Bohemian Crystal, the Holy Land for jewelry makers. Cara needed to buy several gross of Swarovski beads for a big project, so we girded our respective loins and set out for the beads and trims section of the Garment District in downtown Los Angeles. As we entered the shrine, it was hard not to go into a drooling trance when confronted with so many sparklies. I, of course, wanted everything, but I restrained myself to a few Swarovski cubes and some findings. A lovely veiled store clerk seemed quietly amused as Cara and I went into bead-gasms when she opened up packets filled with hundreds of the crystals for our examination. I swear she went out of her way to let the crystals run through her fingers to torment us with the sparkles.<br><br>I think the store is run by an Iranian family. I donÂt know Farsi, except for a few words, but I am pretty sure that is what they speak. That, combined with the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hijab">hijab</a> worn by the women, indicates Persian to me. I donÂt care. As long as they keep providing fabulous beads and accessories at good prices, they can say or wear anything they want!<br><br>By the time we finished our shopping, we decided to answer the growling from our bellies and headed across downtown to the Fairfax District and a gustatory shrine, <a href="http://cantersdeli.com/aboutcanters/">CanterÂs Deli</a>. The place has been there forever and is a true institution. <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hasidic_Judaism">Orthodox Jews</a> and Hollywood types patronize the old-style restaurant that looks like it should be in a Quentin Tarantino movie. Cara went for a corned beef sandwich and I did my usual vegetarian thing. The coleslaw is to die for. We picked up a bag of rye butts for HayPops and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halva">Halva</a> for HayMoms and headed back to the San Gabriel Valley. <br><br>Cara directed me along a route that took us past the Hollywood Bowl, GraumanÂs Chinese Theatre, the Hollywood Hills, Warner Bros. and ABC studios, Forest Lawn Cemetary, Griffith Park and the L.A. Zoo. In the space of four hours, we had quite the tour of iconic Los Angeles.<br><br>Even after dropping off our culinary treats, we werenÂt quite done for the day. We decided to hit one more bead store, the San Gabriel Bead Company, the best such store in the valley. Because Santa Anita Race Track is open and, since we were getting into the afternoon, I was a little concerned about the traffic because our trip would take us down Santa Anita Boulevard. Fortune still smiled on us and we made it there and back without any gridlock. <br><br>WeÂre home, thank god, and with all kinds of sparklies to savor and work with. Tomorrow, I have to go back to the San Gabriel Bead Company with John to take a Polymer Clay class. Sunday, I might be going there again with my jewelry-making sister who is visiting from Las Vegas. <br><br>Come Monday, I plan to stick close to home for a couple of days. New YearÂs Eve, there will be far too many inebriated idiots on the streets to warrant going out. Tourists have been flooding into the area for the New YearÂs Day Rose Parade and Rose Bowl. After the parade, the floats are parked about two miles from our house and I donÂt want to be out in that traffic. ThatÂs ok. I love my home and I have a bunch of stuff to play with. Unfortunately, my office is just around the corner from where the floats are parked. <a href="http://www.tournamentofroses.com/events/showcase.asp">They will still be there for viewing the next day</a>, when I am supposed to go back to work. If I want to avoid the traffic, I will have to get there early.</br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's that time of year</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:30:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What can I say? I've been busy. This has been one of those times when I just haven't been able to respond or comment. I'm sorry. I will do what I can and get back into the swing of things after the new year.<br />
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I hope everyone out there is having a wonderful holiday filled with love and joy!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fleas and Flash</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 22:40:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bright and early this morning, I went to the Pasadena City College Flea Market <a href="http://www.pasadena.edu/fleamarket/student_info.cfm">[link]</a> with JohnRaptor and Kokeshikitten. This is what happens when you turn me loose with no adult supervision at a flea market.<br />
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Note to my friends and family: Do not discard or give away your unwanted rhinestone jewelry. I can use it in projects I am planning!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 43 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Oct 2007 11:00:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I realized I havenÂt updated From the Cancer Front here for awhile, so here is the news and itÂs all good.<br />
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I saw my oncologist and had some blood tests done. One of the tests was for a cancer marker indicative of lung cancer. The doctor said my results were completely normal Â no trace of the marker. The rest of my blood work was also good. I have to go back in a couple of months for another look-see. The doctor said that because we found the cancer early and treated it aggressively, there is a very good chance that it will not recur. Even so, I will need to be monitored periodically so that if something does rear its ugly head again, we can smack it down fast.<br />
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My energy continues to improve. According to my doctor, I am at about 80% now. He said it will take quite awhile to get back to 100%, but that I shouldnÂt get discouraged and just realize that the last 20% will come with time.<br />
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Recently, I began working out at <a href="http://www.curves.com/">Curves</a> again. Curves is a gym that offers circuit training specifically for women. The gym features eight stations that work various muscle groups. Between each station, the exerciser jogs in place, a form of active recovery. In a normal workout, women go through the circuit twice. My left side is still tender and sore from the surgery, so I didnÂt want to stress it too quickly. At the start, I just did one circuit rotation and that was plenty. Today, I did the full workout at Curves. At least I did the full circuit. I tried to pace myself and took it pretty slowly, especially in the second half. We shall see if I can still move tomorrow. IÂve definitely lost a few steps, but thatÂs ok Â IÂll build myself up again. It just takes patience and perseverance. <br />
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I have to buy a belt today. My trousers are starting to sag. I guess the diet and exercise are starting to have some effect.<br />
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My strength is building even though I still find myself pretty pooped after two days at work. One day, with a day break is no problem. Two days, pushes me some. I used to be such a workhorse. Hook me to the plow and I was good for the day Â day after day. Still, when I left the office yesterday at 4 p.m. (instead of 5:30), I couldnÂt help but think that there are definite advantages to working part-time!<br />
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And the cherry on the sundae? ItÂs football season!<br />
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ItÂs all good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dispatch No. 42 from the cancer front</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2007 19:37:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have had an uncomfortable few days, but I am now emerging from the fog of my LAST chemo treatment. When the infusion was done, the oncologist told me to go home and he would see me in a month. It's done, over Â finis! Ok, I'm not up to speed yet Â my stomach is still a little iffy Â I don't have any stamina Â but all that's ok. I don't have to get anymore poison pumped into my veins and everyday should get a little better than the one before.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blood</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 01:56:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went to the chemo clinic this morning. First order of business: blood tests. Since my transfusion (two units of red blood cells) Monday, my red blood cell count went from 7.9 (very anemic) to 12+, the high end of normal for women. No wonder I was feeling so much better! With my blood count now so high, we could go ahead with the chemo today.<br />
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Tonight, I am not sleeping (probably the work of the steroids). It feels like every bone in my body aches and I feel feverish. All of these symptoms are pretty typical. IÂve experienced them right after infusions from the start. The good news is that I never have to do this combo again and after next weekÂs infusion, I will be done with my treatments. I can hardly wait to get this over. If getting these two last infusions is what I have to do to move on with my life, then that is what IÂm going to do.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Chemo Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jul 2007 21:59:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thursday was supposed to get the first treatment of my last chemo cycle today. I figured I would go in, get hooked up, go home, be sick for a few days, and recover for a day or two before my last treatment. Things didnÂt quite work out that way.<br />
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As usual, the oncology nurse inserted the line for the IV infusion, then took some blood for a preliminary blood test. Everything came to a stop. Apparently the injections to stimulate my bone marrow havenÂt been able to keep up with the chemo. My blood count went from 8.6 to 7.9. To those who donÂt know hemo-speak, that means if you cut me, my blood will run clear. ItÂs low in red blood cells Â very low. This explains my extreme fatigue, shortness of breath, pounding heart and occasional dizziness. <br />
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This also means the oncologist wouldnÂt proceed with the scheduled treatment. I have an appointment for Tuesday to get a blood transfusion with the postponed chemo on Thursday. The doctor said that I could start feeling better pretty quickly after the transfusion, so thatÂs encouraging. <br />
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IÂm a little conflicted. I had wanted to get the treatments over Â just muscle through it. But, it will be nice to get a little extra break and maybe even a boost of energy. <br />
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Whatever. Things are what they are.<br />
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Update: The blood donor clinic had a cancellation. I am going to get my transfusion on Monday instead of Tuesday. Good. LetÂs get this show on the road. I was pretty bummed about all of this, but IÂve been thinking about it and maybe this is a good thing. The doctor said the transfusion could dramatically affect how I feel very quickly. That alone is a good reason to get it done. <br />
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The other reason? The start of the UCLA football season is rapidly approaching. With this blood boost, I will recover faster from my last two chemo treatments. Maybe I wonÂt have to miss any, or as many, games as I had feared! <br />
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U-C-L-A! Fight! Fight! Fight!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back to the World - End of Tunnel Approaches</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2007 19:59:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nausea, constipation, diarrhea, post-operative pain, body aches, headaches, bone pain, insomnia, anemia, mouth sores, dry skin, shortness of breath, lack of energy, chemo brain, depression, fatigue, fatigue, fatigue.<br />
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That about sums it up.<br />
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I have one chemo treatment a week for two weeks. Then I get a week and a half off to rest. By the end of the rest period, I have the energy and will to work on a little jewelry. <br />
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On Thursday, I start my last cycle of treatments. I am not looking forward to it, except for the fact that it is the beginning of the end of this part of my life. I would do the Dance of Joy, but I'm too tired. I figure in two months, I will be able to cut that rug!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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