http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ScorpioMilo&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ScorpioMilo en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 15:17:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ScorpioMilo.deviantart.com/journal/15425852/ http://ScorpioMilo.deviantart.com/journal/15425852/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 19:35:10 PST Apologies for not replying to the messages some of you have left, I've been a bit lazy as of late. I haven't deleted them yet, and won't until I at least look at them. I'll see what I can do about that later. =3

Anyways, today was fairly uneventful. I haven't gotten many presents at all, but I have money, so all's fine. I had school, my little sister and a friend of her's "attacked" my locker with papers saying 'happy birthday' and 'happy sweet 16!' and such. I got cake and a giant cookie. I ♥ giant cookies. I've also got another Nightwish CD thanks to one of my best friends. ^^ I've also got flowers, thanks to one of my aunts and uncles on my mom's side. I had school today (le grrr...), and I went over to my dojang (Taekwondo school) today to work on nunchakus with Courtney, not that we did anything, mind you... But, it turns out that not only do Milo-sensei and I share a birthday today, but an almost black belt at my school, Mike, also shares my birthday. I already knew it, but this fully confirmed it.

Sam, a guy who I *ahem* have a big crush on who also goes to my dojang, wished me a happy birthday. ^^ Well, twice, really. The first time he waved like usual and said, 'happy birthday!' the second time, not half a minute later, as he was walking away, he turned around and gave me a look over his shoulder that has made me melt for the rest of the night and said, 'happy birthday again!' ♥_♥ Bwaaaa...I mean, this guy is not the average shallow, cocky, jock, etc. that you find everywhere else. He's a Christian, a Republican (yes, politics do matter to me in a relationship...), very respectful, loyal, has an awesome sense of humor, yet knows when it's a good time to be serious, he's quiet-ish (like yours truly is irl), and on top of all of that he's really pretty cute. It looks like he's starting to grow his hair back out again, at least a little bit. Now, mind you, all of the Buescher boys are flipping hot. Even Luke, the youngest, who can't be more than 13. But, there's something different about Sam that I like. I mean, they all have similar characteristics, but when you look into the eyes of each of them, you can tell that although they are brothers, they aren't each other. Now, chances of him liking me back are slim to none, and I've been burned enough times by boys knowing that I like them, either by me telling them or by a 'friend' flipping spilling everything, so I'm not planning on telling him my feelings face-to-face unless either he or I go to college out of state. I'm planning on going to PPCC for about a year or two (maybe) then going to Hillsdale in Michigan, then hopefully going on down to USYD in Australia, even if but for a semester. But, yeah... I could put my rant up here about what I like about him, but I don't think I'll do that. Anyways, I'm pretty sure that's all for now, and I've gotta work on my Lit before I get skinned alive tomorrow. -.-;;

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Now, as much as I love Halloween, it's my 3rd fave holiday, after Christmas and my birthday (November 8, heck yes!), there are some things related to it that I can't stand, such as, well, ghosts. Last night during my Master Drive training thing, my coach (who was just awesome) said that he and his wife had a bad experience in their old house about two years back. he was over in Iraq, and she was home talking to him over the computer and what not and she heard footsteps, now, mind you, she's a really tough, strong-spirited Mexican-American, and she even got flipping creeped out by this. But, anyways, she heard footsteps upstairs, and she was about to go kick some butt, because she thought that her kids weren't in bed. When she got up there, they were all asleep. Well, later, when he got back, they had another experience similar to that, and as soon as they could, they got out of that house.

But, if there's one thing that creeps me out, it's stuff like that. Now, I don't believe in ghosts. I do, however, believe in God, angels, and demons. Maybe spirits, I'm a little iffy on that one. I've had some past experiences with things like that, and it's not fun. What I don't mind, are things like vamps, werewolves, zombies and such, because they're not real. I also just in general like things more Gothic, not everything, but some things.

Anyways, I've been in the Halloween mood as of late, and I can't wait until Wednesday, because Lyss and I are gonna go trick-or-treating for a while, before it gets too cold, seeing as her immune system is shot because of chemo and such, then we're gonna pig out on candy and watch NBC (Nightmare Before Christmas) and we'll probably also read more of The Cain Saga and/or Godchild, seeing as that's also fairly Halloweeny.

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*sigh* At least I've got a TON of screen shots of him. Now I want a plushie of him. ;-;

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The rules go like this:
1 / post these rules
2/ each person tagged, must post 8 random facts about themselves (hope it's interesting)
3/ tags should write a blogpost of these facts
4/ at the end of the post, 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5/ go to their blog, leave a comment telling them they are tagged

1) My left knee likes to tell the weather

2) My 2 fave ANIMALS (not arachnids!) are the fox and the raccoon.

3) I like to try and hit squirrels when driving.

4) My birthday is November 8.

5) I like to pretend BBQ Ribs are actual people ribs, the sauce is blood, and that I'm carving up the ribs with my knife. >B3 My hands'll get really messy.

6) I think vampires own.

7) I think God owns more than vampires, by far!

8) I can sing, but if you hear me, think of it as a really high honor...

Now I stalk, stab, and tag... , , , , , , , , , and because there's no limit to whom I can and can't tag and I feel like it! MWAHAHAHAHA!

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A list of some of my pet peeves:
1.) When I'm looked down upon.
2.) When I'm idolized. (Hey, that should go to God, not me.)
3.) When people judge me before knowing me. (This accounts for, hmmm, just about EVERYBODY in my class. Sure I'm quiet and a bit introverted, but if you just take the time to get to know me, then it's better. Besides, I've always been quiet in a big group.)
4.) When people don't even try to understand me.
5.) When people throw stuff back in my face.
6.) When people critique me in a very mean, rude, and obnoxious way.
7.) When people don't take me seriously when I'm freaking pissed. (There are some people who are very lucky to be relatively sane given some of what I can think up.)
8.) When people don't take me seriously in general, when they should be able to tell that I'm not joking.
9.) When people touch me in the very early morning, late at night, or when I'm hormonal.
10.) When people push my buttons when I'm hormonal. (When I'm hormonal, my self-control tends to just fly out the window. And I tend to warn people when I'm hormonal, that I am just that. So if they don't listen to said warning, it's their own fault for the outcome.)
11.) Whn ppl tlk lke ths and use txt msging wrds and such. (Where the hell are the vowels in that!? It's not that hard to type out a few little vowels, dang it!)
12.) When I'm not able to scare the sh!t out of someone and they've pushed my buttons, ignored my warnings, etc. (Hehe, all I'd have to do would be to read Ray Bradburry's "The October Game" and they'd be scared out of their wits, with how I would read it.)
13.) When I'm being lectured about something that I've been lectured about 500,000,000,000 times before.
14.) When people judge me by my family. (I am not my family! Despite genetics and such! I am me! I am not my parents!)
15.) When my sister picks on my brother mercilessly, I have to step in, and I'm made the bad guy.
16.) When my sister doesn't listen to me (like last night), tries to get a compromise out of me when she's in no position to do so and has been defying my authority when my parents are gone, does something to my brother, and still disobeys me. (I don't know why I haven't told my parents yet. Hmm, I'll have to do that next time she does that.)
17.) When I'm lied to about critical stuff, or stuff that's got to do with emotions. (I'll get hurt, and be sad, but over all, I'll just get angry.)
18.) When I'm over all not respected as a person, as much as being the human I am, I can be respected.

And, I'm sure there's more, but I can't think of the rest right now. Geez, I hate it when I get mad and/or sadistic, it's almost like another person takes over...

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On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

- Time of Dying, Three Days Grace



Well, I've been feeling very up and down over the past two days. Yesterday I was so close to crying, it's not even funny. Yeah, I found out, for anyone who doesn't know already, that Alyssa's tumor is Grade 3, and she's got a 35% (?) chance of survival. But, given that she's young, it goes up. She doesn't have the worst possible brain tumor to get (Stayka said something about that earlier, and it it turns out, that sort of tumor only has a survival rate of 2-3%, and less.), but it's still bad. On the upside, I hopped aboard the Nyu's Art Meme thing, so that's up. It got my mind off some of this stuff that's going on. I'm finding that drawing has been helping. x.x I'm so tired, but I've got work I've gotta do and I wanna see Alyssa again tomorrow... Meh, my life is hell right now. I know of people that've been through worse, though, so I'm not saying that my life is all that bad, but, it's still hell...

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I am the comfortable secure
The definition of this western world
And I have perfected deceit
Even I believe I'm above saving
I'll never let You see

I am the broken
I am the bruised
I am the poor ones
I have been used.

When I am breathing my last breath
"Come and save me" I will cry to You
'Cause pride has not let me say
Bring me to my knees,
Why does it take so much pain for me to see?
If strength is only fond when I am on my knees,
Why is it so hard t o show that I am weak?

I am the broken
I am the bruised
I am the poor ones
I have been used.

- Song for the Broken, Barlow Girl



I went to see Alyssa again today. Turns out the tumor's malignant. (For those who don't understand such highly technical terms, that means it's cancerous.) This isn't good. In part, because within the span of not even a year, two people at my school, in my class, who've been going to my school since it started when they were in 1st grade, have gotten cancer. One with lymphoma and my friend with brain cancer. It sounds like she's probably gonna have to go through chemo and/or radiation of sorts. Possibly also surgery to remove it. x.x I'm thinking that the whole cancer thing isn't just a coincidence. I'm not sure what God could be trying to say, but it's not a coincidence. So, yeah, prayers are still very much needed.

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Now, what you've all been waiting for, the update on Alyssa. I went to see her today (seeing as her mom called last night and said it'd be okay). She's doing well, and she's named her tumor 'Timmy Tumor'. If you've seen Fairly Odd Parents, you'll get that joke. ^^ So basically, yesterday the doctors had to do a biopsy and drain the fluid out of the tumor (she was out during all of this), but she's up and away and laughing, with some temporary short term memory loss. (<-- I've been having too much fun with that!) Now, prayers are still needed, seeing as depending upon the outcome of the biopsy, she may need to go back into surgery and/or have chemo and/or radiation therapy done. And, from what her mom's said, it sounds like this is genetic, seeing as Mrs. Geske's (Lyss' mom) dad died of a brain tumor. So, yeah, that's what I've got for ya. I'm feeling much better than I was yesterday as well.

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Stolen from a couple deviants...because I can.


--Dracula--
[x] Blood intrigues you.
[x] You prefer night over day.
[x] Bats and wolves are your friends.
[x] You wish you could fly.
[x] You despise mirrors.
[x] Coffins don't bother you in the least.
[] Living forever sounds like a great idea.
[] You can hang upside down for long periods of time.
[] Garlic is your kryptonite.
[x] You sleep all day.
Total: 7

--Frankenstein--
[x] You owe a lot to your creator.
[] Fire is scary!
[x] You are unpredictable.
[] You are very tall.
[] Little kids are more fond of you than adults.
[x] Most people don't understand you.
[] Your speech leaves a lot to be desired.
[] You often look a little green.
[x] Fashion means nothing to you; it's like you wear the same thing everyday.
[] You wish you had more friends.
Total: 3

--Werewolf--
[] You're quite furry.
[x] The full moon drives you wild.
[] You often wake up in strange places with no memory of the night before.
[] Silver repulses you.
[] Dogs hate you.
[] You love raw meat.
[x] You are pretty strong.
[x] Pentagrams fascinate you.
[x] You feel kind of cursed.
[] Some of your clothes are shredded and bloodstained and you have no idea how they got that way.
Total: 4

--Zombie--
[x] Your skin looks gray.
[] You rarely speak, but you do groan a lot.
[] Brains should be one of the food groups.
[] Your clothes are ratty and tattered.
[x] You're alive, but you feel dead.
[] Being near fire makes you uncomfortable.
[] Guns scare you.
[] You're not very smart.
[] You have an insatiable desire to feed.
[] You lost your personality a long time ago.
Total: 2

--Ghost--
[x] You have some unfinished business to attend to.
[] You hang out in cemeteries.
[x] You enjoy playing pranks.
[x] Sometimes people act as if you aren't even there.
[] You want revenge.
[] Death surrounds you.
[x] You feel lost.
[] You always have a chill.
[x] You like fog.
[] You have strange dreams about dying.
Total: 5

<< Of course vampire suits me the best...

Anyways, my best friend, Alyssa, has been getting headaches since school practically started. For about the past two weeks, she's been getting really severe migraines. She went to the doctor's last Thursday and got some medication that helped them. I'd expected to see her at school today, but she wasn't. So, when I got home, I tried calling her a few times. No response. Well, her mom called about 15 minutes ago. Apparently she was at the doctor's today. The migraines that she's been getting have been the result of fluid build up from a tumor or something. (I'm not sure if that's accurate or not. All I know is that she has a tumor.) She'll be going into surgery tomorrow, whether to do a biopsy or what, I'm not sure of, but I need you to pray, if you do pray, to pray for her. And even if you don't pray, don't believe in God, etc. please pray anyway, seeing as I know and believe there is a God, and it'll also make me feel a little better.

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Speaking of drawing, I still need to gather that vampy info for that I've been being really lazy about doing. (Gomen!)

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I'm very much in a KH mood right now, so I've been listening to some stuff on YouTube from the soundtracks, until I can get my own. I found a KH medley (two of them, actually, are insanely amazing, seeing as they're done by sound, sans sheet music, of the pianists' own sense of music) as well as Riku's theme. n.n This makes me happy, seeing as I love it. Here are the links:

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I'm half thinking of taking up piano again (solely for the purpose of playing the KH songs), because of those two musicians. ; I'm currently attempting to play the songs on my flute. I can do Dearly Beloved easily, in the Treble Clef staff thing, and I'm attempting to figure out how to do all of Hikari/Simple and Clean. I've got maybe 3/4 of the first page of Hikari pretty well down, 'course it's with piano music and it's 6 pages long...Ah well. I'll manage. Oh! I also got bored yesterday and made myself some sea salt ice cream. ^^ It's pretty darn good, if I do say so myself~! ♥ sea salt ice cream.

And here's Riku's theme:

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Teehee, I'm such a fangirl. ;

]]> ~ScorpioMilo http://ScorpioMilo.deviantart.com/journal/14433601/ http://ScorpioMilo.deviantart.com/journal/14433601/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 23:05:40 PDT Please join us and tell ppl weird things about yourself.
15 weirderish things about me, myself, and I:

1) I'm double jointed in my right shoulder, so I can dislocate it and relocate it without any pain or trouble. =3

2) I either make friends really easily or enemies really easily, sometimes without people even knowing me!

3) I like to run around in circles when I'm able to.

4) The hearing in my right ear is worse than in my left, yet at the same time, it's still pretty good. >.O

5) I'm a sadist and I LOVE blood.

6) I'm an all out history geek.

7) With Harry Potter quizzes, I always end up in Slytherin, though I may have a lot of Gryffindor traits. (Teehee, I don't mind.)

8) I tore my ACL and had surgery on it 3 weeks ago.

9) My bishounen list is a mile and a half long.

10) I like evil/ish characters.

11) I like to dance, sometimes, even though I can't.

12) I thoroughly enjoy poking people!

13) I'm an outcast, along with my best friend, in my school, and I love it.

14) I've never been in a relationship in the 15.5 years I've been alive.

15) I get plotted against a lot. x3

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And I tag...Anybody who's on my friends list. x3 *too lazy and tired to post the names*

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Also, before I forget, and to warn a few people in advance, I'm gonna be really busy this summer during July, for the main part. I'm going on down to Atlanta, Georgia to see one of my cousins in the Little Olympics, so I'll be off the computer for about 10 days or so. (I'm expecting to be knocked flat to the ground by at LEAST one person who happens to live in Sweden when I get back, and most likely another person who lives in Nevada will do the same to me.) Then my best friend from California, Taylor, is coming out the end of July, so I'll be offline a good portion of that time too. Also, I may potentially be able to start driving lessons things, so that's gonna be interesting. But, hey! I get to scare my sister half to death with it!! She's scared when I 'cook' because I might burn something down and she'll be panicking when I'm driving too because I might crash. >B3 Now, mind you, I'll do my best not to, seeing as I don't wanna pay for my insurance...

]]> ~ScorpioMilo http://ScorpioMilo.deviantart.com/journal/12512973/ http://ScorpioMilo.deviantart.com/journal/12512973/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 16:20:46 PDT I want to learn Greek and about 7 other languages. It'll be hard, but in the end, it'll be worth it! Well, as long as I don't try to learn them all at once. I'm a free-hand drawer and don't draw my own works so much, because they aren't really all that good. You might think the opposite, but I do better mimicking other people's work. Well, most of the time. I'll admit that I have done a few of my own characters and they've turned out well! I'm not able to draw hands, arms, legs, feet, and bodies very well at all. I'm very much at the beginner stage with all of those. Anyways, I'll hopefully be drawing more and uploading more in the future. =3

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