http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Secretwindow1&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Secretwindow1 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 23:18:49 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/27429072/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/27429072/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 13:05:59 PDT I stayed home mostly, but the day before I spent the entire day with my mom. We haven't had an outting in forever, and it was really nice.

A lot has happened since I last updated.
First off, I shall say that I am not single. I won't go into details, but I will say it's nice to be single.

I am on Student Council, and I'm treasurer. I was running for Vice but a few things happened so now I am treasurer.
Right now we are planning dances and an up all night, and a few fundraisers. A lot of work, but it will be fun.

I have quite a few things to get through within the next couple of months. I am retaking the state test, to exceed and try for a scholarship. Then I have some college prep. to do. Ahh, growing up.

Also,
Autumn! It's finally autumn and it's beautiful.
(:

And hmm...I don't think theres much more to say,
so I shall bid you adieu.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/27116991/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/27116991/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 15:43:31 PDT I've decided to run for Vice-President, and I am determined to win this. Haha.

I've got to write a speech (not too bad), and prove I'm right for the job. I'm so excited!

The big day is Monday.
I'll let you guys now how it goes.
[:

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/27101122/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/27101122/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 18:07:33 PDT
How do your birthdays and presents differ from your birthdays (etc) that were just a few years ago? Are you surprised or content?

Oh.
I really. Really. Really. want that Rob Thomas CD.

Thats really the only thing I want. Haha.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26985742/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26985742/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:16:48 PDT
My love and my 18th month anniversary is on the 10th, and I'm so excited. (: We're going to try to buy promise rings to celebrate, it's going to be really nice.

My love for October and spooky things has been manifesting lately. I will post the oneshots on here and later when my scanner is fixed I will post some pictures that I've drawn.

Gah,
September

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26774307/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26774307/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 12:12:47 PDT Anyone know where I can buy some?

Patience for art, especially.
Gahhh.

I've leared that most artists and writers only look back to see how far they've gone. No artist or writer loves what they wrote months or years ago.
I know I don't.

My writing has developed into a nice niche and I'm liking it. It could still use work, and I'm willing to work on my writing.
BUT ART.
GAH. I can spit out a masterpiece and then hate it later on because it's not the style I want. I need patience to learn, I swear.

I'm working on a one-shot.
Halloween related.
Because Halloween is amazing.
It's the weekend so I might end up finishing the story, but who knows.

that is all.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26363852/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26363852/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:49:28 PDT It didn't seem to be healing for the longest time but the other day it started to clear up.
Today it was completely gone and he was able to open his eye again;
however, when he opened it the eye was completely grey/white.
I'm afraid my darling kitten has gone blind in his right eye.
]:

Dispite the confliction, he's extremely hyper and playful still. He runs around and seems to be able to do everything he could before, and just as well.
I'm proud of him, he's a trooper and he's a strong little guy. I know theres a reason for why he had to lose his sight in his eye, so I don't feel too bad.
But I still feel bad for him, because he's just a kitten.

Poor Thing.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26179703/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26179703/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 21:50:46 PDT
My kitten Rolland came down with a bad eye infection, and the poor little guy's eye is all swollen. I'm afraid he'll go blind in his eye, but everyone assures me he won't. Poor little thing.

Also,
I might be writing a few one shots and posting them here. Not sure yet, but I've had a few emotions strike me lately that could spark up a nice one shot.

Also also,
I've recently bought the book The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks. It's great, I love the movie, and I'm adoring the book. If you haven't picked it up yet, you should. Definately a good romance/tearjerker.

Also also also,
Does anyone know how I can make my font smaller when I make a journal? I don't think I need a subscription to do it. I'll be thankful for the help.

Uhm...Not much else. A few personal problems came up and I'm drawing a blank on what else to update about.
So I'll bid you adieu.



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26066359/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/26066359/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 13:11:06 PDT [:
I am ecstatic.
Now, all I have to do is write it. The writing seems to be the easiest part, and the outline was extremely hard and time consuming.
I am proud.

Also,
I'm going to try to go to a concert for my birthday in September.
Rob Thomas and Jason Mraz is going to be there!
Oh yess!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25964547/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25964547/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 13:13:55 PDT
HARRY POTTER COSPLAY! :'D
Watching people walk in as Harry, Hermione, and everyone was truely darling. I adored these people who were dressed up as the entire gang, held wands, and held the Monster book from the third book. They created it themselves, and it was darling.

Trailers.
I just have to talk about 2012 again, because that trailer is the most epic trailer I have watched this year. I want to see that movie so badly. The effects look realistic, and the story is good. I find the scene where the carrier wipes out the whitehouse extremely terrifying and effective. Looks like a good movie.
Also,
I laughed when I realized how many Twilight fans were residing in my theater. As soon as the New Moon trailer came on, many girls screamed and applauded and well...became very happy. All the screams for "Mega-sexy-Jacob" made me laugh. Makes me wonder if they are in Twilight for the storyline or just for the guys...LOL, what a dumb question.
Also,
SHERLOCK HOLMES!
Oh my Lord, I want to see this movie. It looks very good. Plus, Robert Downey Jr. and Rachael McAdams? Oh yes. Definitely a good movie.

The Movie.
I went in to see this movie with excitment, but no idea what to expect. I wasn't sure whether I should trust Yates or not, as I am one of those people who were completely turned off with Order of the Phoenix. I'm sorry, but for me he just didn't do that movie well. I'm one of those rare people who think Goblet of Fire was the best movie in the series. -shrug- To each his own.
I knew what to expect because of the book, I knew of the extra scene, I knew of the Battle of Hogwarts being excluded, of all the memories I had hoped for being excluded, but I didn't know how Yates would do this movie. Half-Blood Prince is by far my favorite book, and I would have to say now it is my favorite movie.

Yates surpassed my expectations and utterly blew me away. I loved the visuals and how he kepts so much in. I was surprised about what was left in and what was not.

Dumbledore. I have to say, I was a little frowny face when he showed up in the beginning at the subway/railway station and Harry had that date going on. I wish Yates kept the Dursleys in the movie just for the 'accidental rudeness' line.
I think what made the most impact on me with Dumbledore and this movie is that I cried at the exact same times I cried in the book. I cried when Dumbledore had to take the potion, when he was in obvious pain and torture. For me, Gambon pulled this off perfectly. It was the right amount of emotion, and I absolutely bawled; However, I did not cry when he died. I didn't cry when he died in the book, I only cried when I reread it and realized "Oh my God, Dumbledore just died". I'm glad how they pulled off his death scene. Very well done.

Ron, Lavender, Hermione. What a love triangle! I think it was very well portrayed. Though, I'd say for Ron to watched his back...Lavender didn't look extremely happy. Harry and Ginny were cute, which surprised me because I really didn't care much for their romance in HBP. I loved the Dinner Scene where Harry stood up quickly when Ginny arrived. Don't get to excited there, Harry. (; Ron and Hermione are too cute, and I think their drama was good and I'm glad Yates kept in the snow scene, and when Ron whispers her name in his sleep.

Liquid Luck. Oh yes. This was one of my favorite scenes in the book, and I wanted so badly for Yates to do this scene justice. And my friends, justice was served. I cannot tell you how surprised I was that he kept in Aragogs burial. I was expecting it to be cut and replaced with Harry and Slughorn and Hagrid just talking, or some other subplot.
Harry under the influence of the Liquid Luck was truely funny. I could not stop laughing. "Harry!"..."Sir!"
Oh dear...This scene was my favorite out of the entire movie, I must say. Harry just made this scene gold. There was not one thing I was disapointed in.
Also,
Sectumsempra! Yes. I was so glad this was in the movie. It was done quite well, and I adored it to death.
[:

Half-Blood Prince made me laugh so much. I haven't heard an audience laugh that much, either. I'm glad that humor was slipped in here and there, it made the movie a bit more enjoyable for me.

I can't say I was disapointed in anything, but I did frown during the Unbreakable Vow just because of Bellatrix doing most of the talking. I love Bellatrix, but I think Cissy should have talked more. She, of course, is the one worried about her son and the one who asks for the Unbreakable Vow.

Overall, I am very happy with this movie. It ex... ]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25851353/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25851353/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:05:03 PDT
I have to say that Halloween is my favorite holiday. I've always been extremely into Ghosts and supersitions and all that, I love the whole horror idea. Halloween inspires my books and my drawings so much. Next to Halloween would have to be Christmas, but I'm not in a Christmasy mood right now. Lol.

So what does everyone think of Ghosts, Goblins, Witches, and Ghouls? What about Halloween? Have you already planned your costume out? Do you see Ghosts, do you believe in them? When will I stop asking questions?! ooooh!

Be on the look out for drawings! I have a feeling I'll be posting some.
Also, I have found out who I am going as for Halloween.
Tabitha.
(:



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25725425/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25725425/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 22:39:49 PDT
Tonight it finally rained! It's actually storming right now!
Thunder, lightning, rain! Glorious rain!
It's amazing, I'm so happy!

Rain rain rain!



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25650382/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25650382/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 12:00:02 PDT It's monsoon season here, it's supposed to rain! We're supposed to have rain parts of June, all of July, and some of August.
But no.
The clouds are being incredibly stubborn and are refusing to replenish this part of the earth with rain. The sky was cloudy yesterday, and there was lightning, but no rain. It was cloudy for three-four days last week, but no rain. A tiny sprinkle down by my moms job, but just a sprinkle.

The last time it rained here was in March, and it poured. The time before that was November 22nd, 2008.

I'm tired of this heat. Give me rain!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25597666/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25597666/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 00:24:36 PDT That happened to me today.

Like, you know how you move and you can feel your muscles pull, your bones pop, your tendants stretch? You feel pain, you stretch and it feels good, etc...Well, I thought about what it's like to die, not the whole "do you feel it, do you float away, where do you go?" idea, but...the after death. I wonder what it must be like, whether or not you feel anything anymore. Could you imagine that? Not being able to feel your skin, or what was your skin, not being able to feel the feeling of walking. It's unimaginable, to think about not feeling. I think that when I die, I will be one of those people who misses being human...who missed the simple things like stretching your arm and loving the feeling.
Haha.
Also, I was considering the human mind. What causes us to think, what makes us think to do things? Have you ever just got up for no reason and walked somewhere to do something, never actually thinking about doing it beforehand, just doing it...you know what I mean? It interests me. We didn't think about doing it, yet we did it anyway. What was our brain doing, without our full conscious consent? The human mind amazes me, and I want to study it one day. Possibly in college.

What are some things you've thought about, that have kept you thinking and thinking?

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25522361/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25522361/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:50:27 PDT AVATAR TRAILER!!!!!!!!
YESSSS!
-ecstatic- -flails- -fangirls-

Okay.
I'll regain my composure.

I saw transformers last night for the midnight showing. I went in disliking Transformers, but left loving it.
Standing in line for two hours, waiting for the movie to start for three hours, leaving at 3:00AM, it was ALL worth it.

I won't post any spoilers, because people still haven't seen it. But wow...what a movie! I loved the action, and the character Leo was amazingly funny!
I loved Sam's mom, she made me laugh so badly.
I don't think I've laughed so much...it was a really good movie.

Now, I need to see the first one.
XD
Shhh, don't tell anybody I haven't seen it.



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25464850/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25464850/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 00:58:24 PDT
Summary
When High School lets out and summer begins, Ingrid Slavic takes her friend Mireille Van Dort on a road trip from their Kentucky home all the way to Seattle, Washington. When a tire on their VW van goes flat midway to their destination, and with no spare tire in tow, they have to resort to spending a few nights in a Motel. Dragonsborrow Motel is located next to a drag racing track, an ideal place for racing fans to stay. Intrigued by the racing outside, Mirielle decides to visit the track where she is offered a position to race amongside the drivers for fun by Abel Dejean, a driver with a spunky attitude and a sly smile. When fun turns into sport, Mireille realizes that she might leave Dragonsborrow with a little more then just experience in drag racing.

Okay, so thats the basic summary for my short story.
Mireille has become one of my favorite characters that I have created. Her name is french, and is pronounce Mee-Ray, or Meh-Ray, depending on how you say it. I pronounce it Meh-Ray.
The way I vision her is with Juno Temples face ([link]) and Rachel McAdams hair: [link] .
Only the hairstyle is a little longer, to her shoulders.
I'm loving Abel, too. His character looks a bit like Paul Rudd ([link])

I cannot wait to post this story.
(:

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25445414/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25445414/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 01:15:17 PDT Not much has been going on. I've been busy enjoying being a teenager this summer, which feels great for once!
I've been to the movies at least six times in the past two weeks, and boy...I've seen movies that I loved (Up ), that I liked, and some that were just plain stupid. lol But I love going to the movies. I went to the midnight showing of Year One and I totally loved the movie. A lot of laughs, and I was loving the Cain and Abel scene. My favorite scene in the entire movie, just because of Paul Rudd. Hank Azaria's part was good, too. I didn't even recognize him until I looked up his character.
Hahaha.
(:

I'm currently working on four short stories, all of which are inspired by four dreams I had. It's interesting and pretty fun to rewrite my dreams out, adding detail and getting rid of the parts that make no sense (like making a car out of green construction paper! lol)!
So be on the look-out for some short stories soon. Also, I might not be posting Irish Bog anymore, instead keeping it on the downlow and writing it. It'll be easy when I publish it later on. To make up for that, though, I am going to post short stories and other items of interest.

Have a good day!
(:

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25260219/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25260219/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 18:22:48 PDT
I'll never forget him. He was an amazing cat, and my baby boy. He was always there when I was sad, he was my forever boy.

Rest in Peace Salem, you're in a better place.

November 2008 - June 11 2009



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25181462/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25181462/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 14:46:05 PDT
Up was the best movie I've seen all year. Absolutely amazing, and so adorable and sad!
I laughed, I cried, I gasped, I awed. Perfect.

First, the Pixar short was adorable. The cloud! Oh my Goodness, he was so cute! And all the little babies he made, he was so proud of them. Hahaha.

Dug was adorable, and easily stole my heart. "I do not like the cone of shame."
Kevin was funny and I loved that bird, very funny to watch.
Russel and Carl were so cute as a team.
Ellie! Oh my God, Carl and Ellie were adorable. I absolutely loved their characters. I find it so sad that Carl kept talking to the house, but it shows his dedication to her and it's so sweet.

I was so scared that I wouldn't like this movie. When I first saw the previews I thought it wouldn't be too good. Then I watch the trailers and thought that it might be alright. But when I was sitting in the theater, I would say it was at least twenty minutes in, something happened and my heart grew in size and I thought, "My God. I think I love this movie."
(:

I think this movie may have made its way to the number one spot for favorite Pixar films. Cars has been on top for almost three years now, but Up may have pushed it to number two.

Good job, Pixar!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25141592/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25141592/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 11:03:25 PDT The beating of a life time, or to have your phone (or if you don't have a phone replace it with something of consequence, like an iPod) taken away for God knows how long.

What seems like the best decision to you?
I wanna know...
Leo had this same choice, and he panicked and chose to have his phone taken away...>.< Well yeah...He regrets it now. lol

And his family is moving away! D': I nearly sobbed to death when I found out; THEN, after I panic, he tells me "oh yeah, I'm gonna stay because I don't want to move. But I need to get a job."
:'D
As long as he's staying, I'm coolio. So we're going job hunting when he's off grounding, whoo!

ANYWAYS!!

I've had strep for the last week. Just got over it though; however, my throats still feeling all eaten up.
First time I've ever had strep and it was just as bad as I imagined it would be.
Hahaha.

I've also found a new love for Sacha Baron Cohen.
That guys amazing.
I am Adolfo Pirelli the King of Barbers, the Barber of Kings. E buon ginorno, Good day! I blow you a kiss.

Seeya.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25092737/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/25092737/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 16:40:10 PDT
Thadd and I are together (whoo-hoo!) but we have to be sneaky since his parents believe we were only together Tuesday to say good-bye. Thadds dad is so angry at Thadd that he hasn't talked to him at all! Thadd doesn't realize how lucky he is. I got to see him today and it was amazing. (:

I'mma be lonely this summer since last night my best friend, LEO!!, got his phone taken away on account his snuck out to hang out with me. Oh dear, trouble just seems to follow! But it's cool...He'll find a way to talk to me, haha...(I hope!).

I am also getting into exercising! I want to look good in a bikini, (not that I don't already), but I want a flatter tummy (buldges suck!). So I'm doing curl ups and crunches and all of these superawesomeamazingcoolio exercises. The only problem is I am losing weight too...which sucks because I'm at my ideal weight and I don't really want to go to far under it. Anyone know a way I can tone my tummy up without losing too much weight?
Kthanks!


Well,
thats all for my update. I'll be updating more often.

Seeya.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24969299/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24969299/ Tue, 26 May 2009 20:30:43 PDT Today we got back together.
We were saying good-bye at the bus stop, talking about how we were going to see each other again soon.
And then it happened.
At the cross streets, 50 feet away, his parents took the corner and drove right by us.
Smiling. Frowning. Glaring. Distrusting.
His parents don't know we're back together. They don't know he came to see me.
We're screwed. So badly.
I was...shocked. I couldn't think. I just stared at them, shocked.

I don't know what to do.
I'm worried about Thadd.
So very worried.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24904822/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24904822/ Sat, 23 May 2009 09:52:39 PDT Thadd and I saw each other thursday to say good-bye, and we both realized we couldn't do this. He means way too much to me to leave.

We're back together. It was a stupid mistake to break-up, but we realize now that we can't stay away from each other and that we need each other. I think it was for the best.
(:

Also, finals update.
Yesterday was the last day of school! WHOO SUMMER.
I got A's on all my finals except english, in which I got a B.
And now I'm going to enjoy summer. It's going to be amazing.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24842213/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24842213/ Tue, 19 May 2009 15:50:20 PDT
We still want to be together, we still love each other, but with his parents keeping us apart it is hard.
We can't not see each other, and once every two weeks isn't enough. So we decided to end it...maybe one day we will get back together? One day when his parents won't matter.

This was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
Those fourteen months were also the very best months of my teenage life. Thank you Thadd, for making my day everytime we saw each other.

Maybe next time,
in the future.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24505929/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24505929/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 22:03:03 PDT who has been following the H1N1 (Swine Flu) virus? I have. I'm not scared of it, but it's interesting.

Today WHO catogorized the Flu as a pandemic, which is scary and exciting to me. I'm living through a real pandemic, can't wait to tell my kids! We have one case confirmed here in Arizona in a kid, and the school he attended was shut down. I sure hope he doesn't die from it!

So, what are your thoughts on the H1N1 virus? Are you scared? Did you expect to see this turn into a pandemic?

Let me hear your thoughts.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24482751/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24482751/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 15:30:52 PDT
I can drive!!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24465419/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24465419/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 15:15:27 PDT
Just a few updates. I failed my driving test for the first time on friday, only because I didn't know what to expect. I am going back for it tomorrow, so yay!
Ray is still being...sulky. I wish everything with him would get better.

Song of the day:
"What becomes of the Brokenhearted" - Jimmy Ruffin.
[link]

I am uploading more art soon, so watch out!
(:



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24401565/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24401565/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:31:08 PDT Oh well. I'm really tired of getting hurt and worrying, I just want this to stop. It's looking closer and closer to not being worth my time.

Anyways, on a better note I am going for my lisense tomorrow. Last time didn't work out, and I am going for it. I'm so excited and confident!
(:

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24379478/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24379478/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 15:14:42 PDT So, about my friend Ray. He's coming around, and I have Leo to thank for that. Leos such a dork, and he just up comes up with the weirdest things in the world; well, lately he's been saying some weird jokes that just make Ray and I laugh, and we all sit together in English. During Leos jokes, Ray started talking to me, and I to him; that was yesterday. Today he was talking to me more, and it made me so happy because my buddy was back! He then gave me a note after school, which explained why he was ignoring me and how sorry he was, and that he wants me to consider him...for a boyfriend.
Well, I really don't know what to say. I want to tell him I just want to be friends, but it'll hurt him. And breaking somebody's heart isn't much fun when it's your best friend's heart.

If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand. I'd tell you from the start how I longed to be your man. But I never said a word I guess I'm going to miss my chance again.

Happy earth day, everybody!
Today was very hot, it's only April and already the tempuatures are in the 90's. I swear, it's almost unbearable.
Today I am in a music mood, which would explain the song lyrics! Maybe I am even in a writing mood? Who would want to see a new chapter or excerpt?
I'll update soon,
Peace!

Expert textpert choking smokers,
Don't you think the joker laughs at you?

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24346489/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24346489/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 16:07:41 PDT
Ray and I have been good friends for awhile, and in December we got placed into Aims groups and we became better friends. He was like, my best bud. Almost as good anthony, and just as fun to be with. Well, he doesn't like Thadd. Never has, never will, and his reason is valid. Ray loves me...and when I say love, I mean he's head-over-heels-totally-smitten-highly-infactuated-big-goo-goo-eyes in love. I learned about this July of 2008, and didn't really think much of it. Thadd left school in February. I don't know whether or not I've posted that, but yes. He no longer goes to my school, and I rarely see him anymore. Ray got a lot closer after Thadd left, and I used Ray as an anchor, somebody to hold onto and keep hold to reality. I've always liked Ray, a small crush that gets triggered on and off every so often, but nothing serious enough to mean anything. He found out about my feelings, and gained hope in asking me out, which he didn't, and I was glad he didn't. I wouldn't leave Thadd for him. For two weeks now, our friendship has been off and on. We used to walk home everyday together, just talking. Now, he no longer walks with me. He no longer says hello to me, he doesn't even make eye contact with me. I've been angry for awhile, because I am human, I do have feelings, and him ignoring me without warning or reason bugs me. We've talked before about it, Anthony made us, and I thought it was all okay. But I guess not. Looks like I am going to lose a good friend, just because I am taken by his worst enemy. A werewolf can't live with a vampire.

Sorry if this seems long. I think I really needed to get out what happened...it helps me think about everything. Thanks for being my comfort shoulder, guys.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24325262/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24325262/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 12:19:31 PDT I got to meet Anthonys girlfriend, who I had to aprove of. Anthonys practically my brother, so I had too. I met Emilio's girlfriend, who was very sweet. A few of my friends who left last semester came back for their senior prom, and I was so happy to see them again.

I took over 200 pictures! It was absolutely crazy.
It was really fun, and I'm glad I went...I'm also glad Thadd got to go with me.
After prom was great, too! Just Thadd and I. We don't get nearly enough time to see each other anymore, thank God for prom.
I don't know whether or not I'll post any pictures yet.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24210977/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24210977/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 22:11:10 PDT I hope everybody had a good easter, or a good sunday.

Oh, my God.
I've watched the Sound and Music four times today, and Mary Poppins twice. They just keep playing, and my mother has decided not to touch the channel and I am forced to watch it. I could leave the room, but I chose not to. I used to know the movies by heart, and now I know them word for word...I don't know whether that's healthy.

Uploads:
I'll be uploading the sketch I did of Bob Dylan soon, once I see if my scanner works and I finish shading it.
I also have some doodles and style designs that are needing to be posted. I actually put a picture of myself up, for the first time in awhile. Woo, I'm still alive!

enjoy your day and night,
peace.


]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24131998/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24131998/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 15:31:50 PDT Friday at school my friend and I were writing a note, and my other friend Ray got ahold of it. The note was about him, and he wasn't supposed to read it, but he did anyway.
Long story short, he was kind of depressed afterward because he wanted to date me, but in the note it basically said he can't because I won't cheat on Thadd or leave Thadd for anybody else.
He was depressed for all of monday and all yesterday, and yesterday after school I was texting my best friend Anthony. I asked him if I should talk to Ray, and he told me to go to his house and talk to him about it. I was scared to talk to him because I didn't want to say the wrong thing, and Anthony and I went back and forth, him always trying to make me go.
Around six he told me if I didn't go that night, he would kick my butt the next day and make me regret it. He'd do it, too. So I told him he wouldn't do anything and he told me to just wait. Around eight I texted him and told him I didn't know what to do, so he texted me back: "You know what, get ready and I'll be there soon." He was at my house within five minutes and he took me to Wal-Mart to buy some things for his dog, and the entire time there he gave me a verbal smack-down about not going and that I should have gone. So I explained things to him and we talked. Then as he was driving me back to my house, he took a right and drove me to Rays house instead. I knew he was going to do that, I was just expecting him to do it at least two hours earlier. He told me to talk or he'd beat me tomorrow (today), then he went to the door and got Ray outside. He abandoned me with Ray, and we both talked and straightened things out.

God, I absolutely love Anthony for pushing me to talk to him, and forcing me. I'm really glad he made us talk, because I don't know what I would have done if I lost Rays friendship. It was good to talk it all out. I love my friends to death, last night was a very nice and eventful night.
I love being kidnapped, haha!
Other then my kidnapping and friend's, nothing has been going on. I'll try updating my journal more often, not nessecarily with person tibits such as this journal. But I'll update more often.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24010208/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/24010208/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 17:11:25 PDT I wasn't able to go get my lisense today, maybe next week. I'm going to use take as much time as I can to pratice.

I've recentley become the biggest fan of Harley Quinn and the Joker. Oh, my God. She's the cutest thing I've ever seen, and she's so bubbly and fun! I love her to death. I think I will draw tons of fanart of her soon once I get a certain style for her and the Joker (tons of kinky JokerxHarley fun. Hahaha! Of course, I'm kidding...maybe).

About Irish Bog.
Who actually reads it and likes the story? I know I haven't updated recentley, but has anyone been keeping up and reading it? If so, are you enjoying it?
What would you like more of? Character biographies/pictures, chapters, information about things?
Please let me know!

Happy April Fools day, you jesters and jokes!

If I live too long I'm afraid I'll die, so I will follow you wherever you go if your offered hand is still open to me.


]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23959630/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23959630/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 21:28:20 PDT I can't believe how much I've missed them both. I also cannot believe that I still remember the lyrics to the songs.
It was really nice to revisit my childhood.

Wednesday I am going for my drivers lisense.
Wish me luck, guys. I have to drive around the lot, which will be easy, and do a 3-point turn, which is even easier.
I'm not expecting to ace it the first time, though it would be really nice.
I'm confident in myself, though.

Yay for growing up!
Not.

(:

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23824454/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23824454/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 01:54:13 PDT
Welp. Right now it's sunday, and I should go to bed and enjoy my last night of sleeping in, and my remaining day of spring break.
I leave you guys with this awesome little OC thingy.
(:

I stole this from because I can.

Pick ANY character of mine and I will tell you their:
01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23801920/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23801920/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 18:22:42 PDT Anyways,
This week I've done a lot of things that I've been behind on. I need to continue Irish Bog, though. I haven't been in the writing mood lately.
Keep checking out the blogspot I made for the book, though! I will be updating fairly soon with character refereces and bios; sketches; excerpts; chapters; and more.

I saw Thadd yesterday for the first time in nine days.
It's amazing, I couldn't believe how excited I was to see him.
I got a major stress reliever, too; You would not believe how much it helped me. I have been so stressed and depressed lately, and I've gotten into a few problems during spring break that I've been feeling guilty about. It's nice to have it all off my chest now.
I drove from my house to Thadd's to get him, and I was so freaked out driving there because of this one driver who pulled out in front of me. Other than that, driving is smooth and easy. I'm going for my lisense soon, Anthony got his, and the test is really easy. All you do is get in the car, drive around the block, do a three point turn, and park. That's all! I am practicing a three point turn, then I am going to go try for it.



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23756615/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23756615/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 00:03:35 PDT You can follow it here:
[link]

I am really trying to decide how much of my writing I should post.
I plan on having Irish Bog published one day, and posting online is highly dangerous to my chances of doing so.

I will consider everything. Irish Bog doesn't seem to have many fans on here, so I might not continue to update so often. The storyline is good, maybe just good enough to postpone postaged until its publication date.
lol

I will post works such as excerpts, one-shots, and sneak previews of chapters or other book ideas.
My current number of book ideas are four. I plan on getting two of those four published one day. One being Irish Bog, and the other possibly the newer one, or the one story idea I had for the gang of kids in Mexico.
Hmm.

I realized this awhile ago, too:
Stephen King and I share the same birthday. I thought it was pretty cool and funny considering my want to be a mystery writer, and him being one of my idols.



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23714925/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23714925/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:38:57 PDT New Moon, I've had the hardest time getting through...The first part of the book has to do with Edward leaving Bella and her going through a depression, and that struck close to home considering Thadd and I's problems lately.

It's also the fact that the first 200 pages are pretty slow to me, but right now they are speeding up.
The true reason I think I am making it through this book faster is, well...because I have such a dirty mind. XD

The real reason for this journal:
Am I the only one who considers Edward to be a Dom and Bella a Sub? I mean, come on! It might be just me, because my minds always in the gutter, but wow. If he yells at her, she either stops what she is doing immdeiatly, or keeps going until he yells again or does something about it. And he's so rough with her, haha...I love it.
lol
God...I think thats why I like Edward, because he seems so much like a dom. lol
But really, am I the only one who noticed it?

*Jaspar is hotter, though.*
(:



]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23700964/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23700964/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 19:57:14 PDT (:

How about everybody else?
Whose excited for summer?

I usually hate summer to death, the summer months are so ugly to me. But right now, I really want the air to warm up!
It's march, it's Arizona, it's supposed to be like an oven this time of year! XD
The 17th it's supposed to be in the 90s, so I can tan.

But I want to swim, I want to tan, I want to go to water parks!

Hurry summer, hurry up!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23622230/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23622230/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 07:16:36 PDT

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23583872/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23583872/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 23:21:30 PST Like, amazing.

I was SO happy to hear Bob Dylan in this movie, Nat King Cole, Simon and Garfunkle, and Leonard Cohen. Just beautiful. Their songs contributed nicely to the movie. Hallelujah was...very out of place, though.
Haha, I was just happy to see Hallelujah in another movie. I love that song.
And Bob Dylan always makes me happy. That scene I think I will remember for the rest of my life. JKF, and the flower in the gun.

And Dr. Manhatten can't keep his undies on.
lol

But seriously.
This movie was one of the best movies I've seen this year.
Just wow.

Go see it! Now!


* 2 days, guys! *


]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23578399/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23578399/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 16:50:42 PST
Oh, I am ecstatic.

I have complete Irish Bogs complete outline, and I couldn't be happier.
The twists and turns are beautiful, I am so proud.



3 days, guys.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23549537/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23549537/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 22:52:47 PST Guys, I don't want to do this.
I don't know what God has planned for me, or what he wants me to learn, but I don't want it.

I want to hug him again.
I want everything to be back to normal.

I want to be happy again.
I want to stop hurting.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23525399/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23525399/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:23:48 PST The budget came in and she's hired full time!
Yay!

Tuesday I get to see Thadd again.
(: It's our one year anniversary, and I am like...so excited to see him again.
I've never been more excited.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23456490/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23456490/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:21:11 PST
But I found this,

[link]

and it made me smile for the first time all day.

Enjoy it guys, it's pretty funny.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23402139/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23402139/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 16:07:18 PST
Everybody was a kid at one time in their life (unless you are like Benjamin Buttons, but you aren't so carry on...), and everybody watches movies.
Especially movies that scare them.

So what are some movies that scared you when you were little (and maybe still do? )


Mine are:

Fantasia: Night on Bald Mountain - The thought of ghosts and skeletons coming from the ground always scared me.

Jurassic Park 2: The lost world - The first movie didn't scare me at all. The second, however, made me hide under my blankets for a good long time. I always imagined Raptors or T-Rexes outside my window.

The Jungle Book - Shere Kahn during the fire scene was terrifying.

The Shining - I could never make it past the bath scene. I recentley watched the entire thing, and I am still scared of my shower.

Jaws - I am still scared of open water and sharks.

The Black Cauldren - I never got to see the end, I could never make it to the end.

Homeward Bound - The cats plunge into the water. I sobbed for hours and was so scared.

Fox and the Hound - The bear.

James and the Giant Peach - Oh, my God. That Rhino!

Pee Wees big adventure - Oh, my God. There were quite a few things in that movie that scared me.

Mars Attacks - I dunno what scared me, I just remember being scared.

Boogeyman - An old movie about the boogey man under the girls bed. Freaky.

Susie Q - Her death scared me.

Deep Blue Sea - Smart sharks. That movie was freaky!

Anaconda - I love it now since Owen Wilson is in it, but when I was younger it was so scary.

Lake Placid - Oh God...just...Oh God.

The Eye - It's a recent movie, and it still rattles in my mind. I can't sleep with my back to the edge of the bed because I'm afraid of those Ghosts behind me. Plus, there was a lot of fire. I hate fire.

One Missed Call - Another recent movie. That corpse scared the hell out of me.
I should stop watching horror movies.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23387378/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23387378/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 18:18:49 PST The writing was simple. We had to read a prompt and write a five paragraph essay. I know I passed.

Tomorrow is the reading exam for aims, and then no more testing until April 1st!
(:

Woo!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23370425/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23370425/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 19:01:22 PST And reading is Wednesday.

Oh Lordy.
(:
I'm so excited to get it over and done with.
I'm confident, too.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23321911/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23321911/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 10:18:10 PST
I want to draw fanart for the Incredibles. I used to dislike that movie to pieces, but recentley I watched it and fell in love. I just adore that movie.
Syndrom, Helen, and Violet are the best characters in the entire movie, especially Helen. I adore her so much.
I think that I will have to draw them. (:

State testing is on Tuesday and Wednesday of next week. I am positive I will exceed it, because of my grades on essays that I have got from my teacher. He graded it just as harshly as the people who grade the tests would. I got a 119/120% on my essay.
The math and science portion is in April, on April 1st, and I just need the extra help with it.
Yay testing!...not.

Our puppies are missing, too. ): They espcaped and have not returned.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23279188/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23279188/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 20:20:58 PST It was really cool, I have a few photos.
The entire trip was funny...especially the ride back.

The ride there, however, was amazing.
We got stuck in this huge traffic jam downtown because of...guess what!
President Barack Obama is in Arizona! And everybody and their mother is going down to Mesa just to meet him.
Well...while stuck in that traffic jam, we were glancing at the freeway above us and we saw his Motercade and his limo drive past!
Oh, my God. It was absolutely amazing. The little flags were there, and the motercycles and big SUV's were all around him.

Today truely marks a good point in my life.
(:

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23241521/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23241521/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:25:29 PST Awhile ago, back when I had just entered highschool and had just got back from my trip to Las Cruses ('07!) I had this really interesting dream.

It felt like a cross between the movie A Clockwork Orange and a Nancy Drew PC game. Oh, the wonderful events that unfolded through this dream!
(Has anyone seen a Clockwork Orange? I haven't, but what I have seen is truely disturbing. It seems like an amazing movie!) Anyways, I remember once I had the dream it stuck inside my mind so vividly that I just had to write it down. I told my cousin about it, and she basicaly told me it was stupid so I found no cause in showing anybody my dream anymore after that.

Now Recentley, I was thinking of my story Irish Bog, and how that to was inspired by a weird dream (which many of my stories are). It was also sparked by that lone picture of Lydia that I drew awhile back, and it resides in the first or second page of my gallery; I realized that most of my ideas come from wacky, far-out dreams that happen right after I watch a good ghost movie, or play a random game (perhaps I should write a creative story about how the pacific ocean has broke? haha). I hate ghosts to death, I see them, I feel them, I am scared to my tiny toe socks of them, yet I love to write about them. Oh, the irony!

After considering my new story Irish Bog, and thinking of random things that have placed themselves in my mind, I remembered my long lost story of two years back. I nearly cried when I realized that I could actually write that, and that it would work with my current stories. So now, I have another idea for a story. I've started a notebook to line out Irish Bogs plot, and now I shall add this new story. I want to come up with a creative name for it, and put it on the shelf of my mind for future projects. Irish Bog, Photographic Memories, and this story are the three top ghost stories I plan on finishing at one point of my life. I've never mentioned Photographic Memories, because I never really wanted to complete it; however, I might add some excerpts to my new story from it to add zest.

Long live the Mystery Writers!

Photographic Memories
Excerpt
(c) Secretwindow1 - not to be used
Samantha, with her back to the wall, crept slowly down the hallway, towards the source of the voice.
It belonged to a girl, her voice was slow and monotonous.
"Ring around the Rosies...Pockets full of posies..."
Samantha reached the end of the hall, where the ladder to the attic stood; she glanced up, the attic door was slightly open.
"Ashes ashes..."
She stepped towards the ladder, mesmerized.
"We...all..."
She placed her hands on the rungs, and took a few steps up the short ladder.
"Fall down."
Suddenly, without warning, the pale face of a little girl, long dead, appeared at the open door, and reached down at Samantha, whose mouth was open in a silent scream that never came.

New Story
-Setting-
Excerpt
(c) Secretwindow1 - not to be used
A group of teenage friends take a road trip to Brazil from their sunny home of Arizona. When their jeep breaks down in the midst of Mexico, they take refuge in the nearest Motel. Weird things are happening in this motel, and they don't seem to be very uncommon. When their friend goes missing in the middle of the night and a sudden rattle of death echoes through-out the motel, the friends decide to search out the mystery behind the building...good, or bad.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23215068/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23215068/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 11:51:07 PST
My goals are set now, and I'm not going to back down from them. I want to get my ideas written down, whether they fall through or not.

I am going to practice styles and anatomy.
I think I will never find a good style unless I practice. The style I aim for is similar to some artists here, if you notice my favorites a lot of art from different people look similar (cartoon faces, the anatomy, ect).
My favorite style of cartooning is Storyboard, and I adore Avatar: the Last Airbenders style.
I've always aimed for my style to grow to look cute like that. My style is kind of there, but it isn't. I've never practiced art really, I used to draw 24/7 back when I was homeschool, but my practice didn't really go to the extent I wanted.

So, whether it takes months, years, or more, I am going to practice. I was given a talent, now to improve it.
My inspirations are:
- Her tutorials and styles are amazing. She is just a beautiful artsit and extremely creative.
- She is so funny with her art, and her backgrounds are breath taking.
- Thadd, who has the best shading technique I've ever seen, and he's so creative with fantasy creatures.


I plan on publishing Irish Bog one day, possibly under a different name. It's a story I've truely grown to love, and my characters are my darlings.
The storyline isn't completly finished, so what you are basically reading here is my rough draft.

I plan on writing more of my story lines out, like I Love You, TTYL. And another story I've thought of that I haven't planned out.
My creativity needs to flurish, I need to think of different storylines and plots.
Brain storm, time!

Everybody is familar with The Legend of Zelda.
Oh, the creativity and time put behind that game!
I've always been inspired by the series. The thought of the monsters and the plot is shocking.
For the longest time I've thought of creating a story line about a young person who wanted to save the world from evil...I've come up with storylines but they fail epically.
Maybe now I should try again? Think of a original storyline...?
We'll see.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23205143/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23205143/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 21:05:48 PST
Hope everybody had a good one.

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23163241/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23163241/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 19:29:13 PST
What is everybodies plans for Valentines Day?
Do you have plans?

I am going to a dance tomorrow and then I shall spend all of friday and all of saturday with my sweetheart.
It's going to be really cute.
We're watching P.S, I love you; Wall-E, and The Notebook. It's Thadds first time seeing P.S I love you and Wall-E.

I had this one dream the other night. It was weird.
My entire highschool had to take a field trip to Wal*Mart. Once at Wal*Mart we split up, and I was searching for Thadd. I couldn't find him and the speakers went off saying we were in shut down and could not leave the store because the pacific ocean broke and it was going to flood my state.
So we're all freaking out and I'm screaming, looking for Thadd and when I finally found him these two guys told me I couldn't see him anymore and were going to take him away for a few months. I cried and begged but they still took him, so I ran away to try to find shelter. Then the ocean broke the windows to the store and flooded it, but in my haste to get away I got caught under a clothes rack and I ended up drowing because I was trapped.

That's as bad as the wedding in the outdoor electronics store.

I have been leaking my book out to my English teacher, and this one women that Thadd knows who has had her book published. They both agree that it (Irish Bog) is a good book, and the Author told me I have the elements of a writer and that I am great at writing suspense. That makes me so happy.
(:

Last thing,
I published a video to YouTube that you should check out. Thadd, Emilio, and I were bored out of our minds the other day at lunch. So, yeah.
[link]
That's the link to the YouTube Video.

Peace!

]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23123285/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23123285/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:16:10 PST
]]> ~Secretwindow1 http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23106819/ http://Secretwindow1.deviantart.com/journal/23106819/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 16:43:47 PST made a quiz and I figured I'd do it.
It gives you kind of a better idea of my characters.

Rules:
1. Choose as many characters as you want. You could choose 100 if you feel the need to.
2. Obviously, this is a quiz. So make ‘em answer the questions that have been placed before them.
3. Have lots of fun guys.

Characters:
Emmett,
Elain,
Tabitha,
Samson the Informal Giraffe,
Lydia.

1. Alright guys, As in every quiz, what is your name?
Emmett: Emmett Wilson.
Elain: Elain Wilson.
Tabitha: Tabitha McCourt, or as everybody in my former life knew me, Tabitha Quinn.
Samson: Samson Daryl Donkison.
Lydia: Lydia Anne. (:

2. What is your age?
Emmett: 32 years old.
Elain: 12, but I'm almost 13.
Tabitha: I am forever 24.
Samson: Man, I'm gonna be 18 in June and I can't wait to get the hell out of here.
Lydia: Forever 16, but if you want to be technical I am 182.

3. Where do you live? Or are you a hobo?
Emmett: Wicklow, Ireland. In a Mansion.
Elain: A mansion in Ireland.
Tabitha: Not beyond the swamp on the Mansions grounds.
Samson: My moms house.
Lydia: No further then ten feet from the Mansions side.

4. Enough with the formalities, let’s get into your personal life. What do you do on a normal day?
Emmett: Take care of my daughter and my stay at home job.
Elain: Pretend to let my dad take care of me, or read.
Tabitha: Plot revenge or a way out of this wretched life.
Samson: Every. Damn. Day. I. Go. To. A. Party.
Lydia: Pray and hope for a way to return to my mother.

5. I see, interesting. Do you love anybody? Crush, Boyfriend….Spouse?
Emmett: Well...
Elain: I'm much to young.
Tabitha: I chose never to love again. I loved once, and I left with a broken heart, body, and soul.
Samson: I like this one Gazelle named Kirsten...
Lydia: I've never been allowed to like a member of the opposite sex.

6. Time for the totally monotonous yet hilarious question…are you a virgin?
Emmett: If I was, do you really think I'd have a daughter?
Elain: I am.
Tabitha: Sadly I was a poor and stupid teenager and lost it to a very horrible man.
Samson: I think I'll be a virgin until I'm in my 40's...seriously. No female talks to me.
Lydia: Yes.

7. Ok then, Let’s have some fun! Cosplay as a character from any anime, video game…or whatever!
Emmett: Wolverine, hell yes!
Elain: I'd rather read, thanks.
Tabitha: -cunfusion-
Samson: I'm gonna be Alex the Lion 'cause he does his own thing when he wants and where he wants! -denial-
Lydia: -confusion- Roleplay?

8. *giggles* that was a good laugh. What do you do for a job? How much does it pay?
Emmett: I'm a stay at home computer anaylist.
Elain: I'm to young to work.
Tabitha: I used to be a top-notch writer with a book that was close to publication.
Samson: I go to parties...with my mother...and do a helluva lot of shit that's crazy. Hahahaha!
Lydia: I used to write a lot.

9. Time to get deeper into your personal life~ Do you hate anybody with a burning passion? If so, how would you like them to die….or have you…already done away with them? *gasps*
Emmett: I try not to hate anybody.
Elain: Not really.
Tabitha: I have a burning passion for my Fiance, and if he had not died I would have killed him in a slow and painful way.
Samson: My mother.
Lydia: I've never liked my father.

10. Is there anything you wish you could redo?
Emmett: No...
Elain: I don't think so.
Tabitha: Yes. I have a few things I would do over.
Samson: Last night and the free drinks...Oh God, so many blurs.
Lydia: No,

11. For the lulz, quote your favorite Internet meme.
Emmett: I choose not to do those.
Elain: Haha! The one with the cat!
Tabitha: Internet?
Samson: I wish I could get on the internet...
Lydia: What...?


12. Short quiz is short…..So to end this I will ask you all to answer this puzzle:
If 2+1+4= BAD and 4+1+4= DAD then what’s the square root of 2?
Emmett: Uuuuuhh... -was never good at math-
Elain: -Starts doing calculations in her head-
Tabitha: It's not essential to me, so who cares?
Samson: Duuuude...I just got out of school!
Lydia: Uhm...


Hahaha.

I love Tabitha.

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Damn it, you know...just let me cope the way I'd like to cope.

Today we took a math test.
I scored a B and got my grade back up to an A.
I'm happy.
(:

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I want Thadd to do whatever he wants.

I can't stop him...
I need to learn to be by myself sometimes.

Two years of highschool alone is a hard thing to grasp.

Five months without seeing him is hard, too.

Way to much change at one time.
Way to much.
I don't like change...
I don't like growing up.

All I can say is, God please let him make the right choice...I don't want him to leave me alone...but let him make the right decision.


Good news on Robert.
He's got another auditing job.
He will probably get paid.
And Auditing gets paid big bucks.
Hopefuly enough to bring him home.

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I have felt very sad because I lack the creativity to create OC's. Which, all in all, is stupid because I have before...but my brain tends to ignore them because they aren't exactly what I look for...BUT I LOVE THEM ANYWAYS!!

So lately I have been drawing a lot more, which makes me happy. I haven't drawn so much in months, and Thadd is to blame for that. Haha, he's too cute, and when I see him draw he inspires me to draw more and to release the creativity I hold within my brain. That's right, Baby! You inspire me! I usually don't draw them because I chose to write them instead, because writing is one of my strong points. Drawing them is way to much fun, though! I adore my OC's, and totally need to draw them more.


Elain Wilson - 12, spunky, sharp, quick-witted. Elain is almost the complete opposite of her father. She sees through people like they were Ghosts, and can tell whether they are good or bad; however, she doesn't speak her mind about them quite as much as she'd like, which could save her and Emmett quite a lot of trouble.

Emmett Wilson - He is a nervous-nelly and perhaps trusts people way to easily. He owns raven-black hair, which never lays flat, and charishes his one and only daughter, Elain. He can see Ghosts and perfers not to acknowlage them, as they scare him to no end.

Lydia - Bright for her young age, transluent and open-minded. Lydia has one thing set in mind, and that's to go to Heaven. She may be dead, but she's not hopeless! She continues to reside in her mansion which is home sweet home to her.

Nester - A undeveloped, baby Ghost. He can't speak, so he lets his emotions and expressions speak for him. He doesn't leave Lydias side, she is basically his security blanket.

Tabitha - Spunky, narrow-minded to a fault, and bright beyond her years, Tabitha has her mind set on one thing: to get back on her ill-forgotten husband for the dark deed he did back in the 1900's. She is forever soaked to her Ghostly bones, and her clothes torn and her body bruised.

Samson the Informal Giraffe - Samson is the least formal Giraffe you could ever meet. The thought of dressing up makes his stomach churn! However, his mother Barbara, a donkey, has other ideas. Forced to wear a top hat and bow tie, Samson goes to fancy parties at his mothers will. Samson is half Giraffe, half Donkey, a long neck, short round body, and lanky legs.


There are a few I'm not done with...but I want to spend as much time as possible on them. I'll post the sketches of them later on, once I am done with them. I'm going to post quite a few things today! So look out. I want to make their backstory as good as I made Lydia and Tabitha's backstory.

Speaking of all my Irish characters, I've neglected them greatly.
I've been busy with school and just haven't had time to write. I'm going to change that and write today, get a chapter done.
I was watching P.S, I Love You, and I was shocked when Jerry meets Holly in the Wicklow Mountain National Park! I was like...Oh, my God! I based my story there!


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