http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3ASeekingLucidity deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:SeekingLucidity en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Mon, 20 May 2013 13:41:48 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-D-O-N-E-370827961 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-D-O-N-E-370827961 Fri, 10 May 2013 11:48:22 PDT I'm D O N E nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
Finals....OVER~ YIPPIIIIIIIIIE~

As of yesterday at 6 o'clock I ended the suffering and feel in bed. Slept like a petrified log until a little before 3 this morning XD

Aaaaaaah, freedom is sweet.

Soooo, I start a maymester (2 week courses) on Monday, then a Summer session in June. After that I'm heading to my moms in Georgia. Where I am going to have surgery on my legs to remove 3 tumors. Fun stuff. Ganna have some killer scars though, oddly looking forward to that. :]

Buuut, I've had like an ocean load of inspiration for characters -would like it if I could do the same with cohesive storylines but meh beggars can ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/MLP-Characters-WIP-367590243 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/MLP-Characters-WIP-367590243 Wed, 24 Apr 2013 10:45:25 PDT MLP Characters [WIP] nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
Quick, wip, synopsis of my MLP verse.

Taking place in a town called Hoofston, a group of misfit ponies are drawn together to help a prince, once confined in a tower tall tower guarded by a dragon, learn the social parameters of the world and learn to love life in order to take over the thrown as Alicorn of Life.

Again, all a wip. Several new Prince and Princess Alicorn will show up, I'm excited about those~ Anywho, characters below...

M A R E S

Southern Bell and the Bell family
--- Southern Bell i ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Take-Two-365951417 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Take-Two-365951417 Mon, 15 Apr 2013 18:13:35 PDT Take Two nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
It. Was. A. BLAST. OMG. I know you guys don't want to read a whole novel of my 4 day excursion to the Hill County so Ill hit this high points.

Thrusday.

Well, I fell down a 15 foot cliff with a 90 degree incline. That wasn't the best move, but it was bound to happen with all the loose gravel and having 30 people climb up then clamber down the thing.
I am now sure I was born under a lucky start because I only twisted my knee, did not hit my head on a 20 lb block of granite (second only in hardness to diamond), and did not fall into a patch of ca ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/and-Jill-came-tumbling-after-363972022 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/and-Jill-came-tumbling-after-363972022 Sat, 06 Apr 2013 17:51:02 PDT ...and Jill came tumbling after nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
I am black and blue and green all over. Green is good, it means I'm healing.
My knees took the most damage, and then some. I proceeded to knock my right knee into even more thing throughout the day.
My neck is still wondering what the hell I did, though it seems it made some progress as I can now pop the left side. Haven't been able to do that in years.

Anywho, I'm fine, really. Thought my grandmother was going to have a heart attack. My grandfather went to relate the story but instead of starting off with 'Nikki is fine, but' he started of with 'Nikki fell down the stairs today I ju ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Gone-Fishing-Edit-363068534 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Gone-Fishing-Edit-363068534 Tue, 02 Apr 2013 04:16:56 PDT Gone Fishing [Edit] nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Beat-of-the-Stars-360783876 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Beat-of-the-Stars-360783876 Thu, 21 Mar 2013 15:12:19 PDT Beat of the Stars nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity :iconbeat-of-the-stars:

This little group has a lot to offer and a very unique take on the warriors life.

StarClan has made a place of second chances, where those departed before their time can thrive once again in a land secluded and yet wild with possibilities.

So if you are looking for something either than your run-of-the-mill warriors group, look no farther~

Join the close nit community at :devbeat-of-the-stars:

I'm going to be scrambling Friday to get my app in. It's the only day I have to work on it, waaaaa, I hate being a master procrastinator! ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/CotN-Prompts-360387750 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/CotN-Prompts-360387750 Tue, 19 Mar 2013 10:05:43 PDT CotN Prompts nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
So, post as many prompts as you want. He is in RockyClan, can swim, grumpy as a badger or more, feel free to include one of your characters from RockyClan in the prompt.

Might rp the best ones~

A prompt is a short idea like: Cragkit and Agatestep talking about the gathering or a fight breaks out over fresh kill how would Cragkit react, ect.

Please help, i want ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/March-Updates-359713207 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/March-Updates-359713207 Fri, 15 Mar 2013 18:38:57 PDT March Updates nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
So...I'm going to be 21 in 5 days. I feel old, haha. My family has been really cool, this is the biggest hype I have ever had on any birthday since I was 6. Mom's coming down for my birthday and its been months since I've seen her. So excited.

I have to go to Houston for blood work and some tests on Monday. Then, on the 23rd I have my first Geology Expedition. This next week will be CRAZY~!

I'm hoping to reply to a bunch of my notes tonight and I will be getting better at responding, you know, when I stop misplacing them. >.> I made a folder, moved the, forgot about folder...I'M SORRY!

BTW, Skype rps are the bomb~!

For thos ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Poo-ky-the-Magnificent-356808014 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Poo-ky-the-Magnificent-356808014 Wed, 27 Feb 2013 16:12:45 PST Poo-ky the Magnificent nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Nikki-is-Sicky-356664518 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Nikki-is-Sicky-356664518 Tue, 26 Feb 2013 19:14:13 PST Nikki is Sicky nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
Stomach bug thingy *rolls over*

Nikki wants some magic spell to cure herself and her roommate. Pwaese, we have chocolate...it's mocking us...send help. *rolls back over*

To all my rp partners, thank you for being patient, I had intended to get back to you today and tomorrow...but seeing as I can't stay in one place for more than 20 minutes...we are delayed once again.

I will be setting up a time this weekend to reply to all 15+ rps. *twitch* I am sososososososossoooooo sorry for the delay. Big, mondo, scary-ass, pain of a presentation for my Pedagogy class on Thursday...tis not making my sick feel any better....

Mother of Mew ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/ROCKYCLAN-HOOOO-355298870 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/ROCKYCLAN-HOOOO-355298870 Tue, 19 Feb 2013 14:32:06 PST ROCKYCLAN HOOOO nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity Cragkit is a go~ Everycat, paw on deck, this is not a drill~ GOGOGOOOOOO~

*is giddy as a school girl*

Well, my depression blues are significantly smothered now~ *bounces in seat* ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Quick-Update-352614038 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Quick-Update-352614038 Tue, 05 Feb 2013 11:40:30 PST Quick Update nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
Turns out I might be making geology my minor, so, sweet~! Taking two GEO field trips to make up for lost hours, never been camping before. Both terrified and excited.

:bulletred: Wed of last week, my great-grandmother passed away. We've been waiting for this for more than 4 years now.
I feel like I am always anticipating deaths whenever it is about to come. Never sudden or unexpected but painfully slow and extended.
She wasn't living. An assisted living facility, no verbal abilities, no ability to move on her own. Barely recognized a ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Bad-Day-350195757 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Bad-Day-350195757 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 17:47:42 PST Bad Day nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity My eyes are red, my throat hurts...god today sucked eggs.

Ganna rant. Don't like, go away. No one's forcin ya.

As some of you know I'm a Deaf and Hard of Hearing Education major.

What most of you don't know. I take everything personally and I have HORRID test anxiety.

I. Do. Not. Do. FAILURE.

So even the SMALLEST fucking possibility of it FREAKS ME THE HELL OUT!

I. Do. Not. Do. Out-of-control.

But that I mean, leaving my life up to someone else.

So the fact that tests are not in my control, no matter what I might do, FREAKS ME THE HELL OUT.

I'm also a perfectionist...I know most of use artistic types are. WooFREAKENhoo...

Try expl ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Paiintybutt-349623645 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Paiintybutt-349623645 Sun, 20 Jan 2013 16:03:25 PST Paiintybutt nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity She needs entertainment, and, hey, who am I to deny her. >3

No go my minions *evil cackle*

Why yes, I have be hitting the chocolate chip cookie :evillaugh: ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Check-this-out-349359376 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Check-this-out-349359376 Sat, 19 Jan 2013 10:48:48 PST Check this out! nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
Here's the journal.
:thumb349337998:

If you can, please go donate/commission :devchloeeh: or at least put the word out. She has a $600-700 bill to pay, and any little bit will help!

Thanks lovlies~ ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Kit-Needed-347664636 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Kit-Needed-347664636 Wed, 09 Jan 2013 16:55:58 PST Kit Needed nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
http://sta.sh/013qkm7fb6g7

Something fluffy and grumpy and cute and cranky. Feel free to slightly tweek his design if needed. =3

Basically, he's being reborn into RockyClan, StarClan got tiered of his grouching, I imagine, and decided to dump him back with the clan, lolz.

I need ref art for him, so I'm turning to mah watchers and friends. Happy to pay for this as a commission, I'd like it somewhat soon. I know most people are back in school so don't worry if it'll take a little time~

Post below if interested and thank you in advance! ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Question-347502292 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Question-347502292 Tue, 08 Jan 2013 17:11:17 PST Question nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity
Yes?

No?

I'mma go watch the move quietly now, kthxsbai ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/My-Running-List-347047292 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/My-Running-List-347047292 Sun, 06 Jan 2013 06:56:54 PST My Running List nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2013 =SeekingLucidity Great Mother of Mew, I have a lot to do. However, I really want to get working. So I put down random things that need to get done. It's a starting point at least.

-----

Applications
:iconclansofthenorth:

Brindlekit ll PineClan [ x ]

Foxkit ll PineClan

:iconwarriorsvalleystream:

Bullkick ll IceClan

:iconofstarsandclans:

Brazenheart ll RaggedClan

Role Plays

Day x Spike :eyes: [ started ]

Day and Chervilpaw

Rut and Spiritpaw

Day and her hunting buddies [ Day and Gale is a Go ]

Rut x Mimi :eyes: [ started ]

Dan and Sunpaw [ star ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Holidays-344735111 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Holidays-344735111 Tue, 25 Dec 2012 12:04:43 PST Happy Holidays nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
We got a ton of rain and a semi white Christmas if you count hail instead of snow XD

It's nice to be with the family, we all curled up with food and beverage aplenty and watched movies and buried. the couch in fluffy pillows and poofy blankets. A silly time was had by all and surptisinglylittle was spilled or stained! Yay!

Wanted to join in on the well wishing today, bandwagons are such a fun ride >3

To all my friends, watchers, stalkers, and random visitors, thank you for making this past y ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Art-Theft-UPDATE-344159116 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Art-Theft-UPDATE-344159116 Sat, 22 Dec 2012 10:12:17 PST Art Theft {UPDATE} nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity Aw hell, shit just got real. Read this http://darlingmionette.deviantart.com/journal/Art-Theft-UPDATE-343890145?

Also, sincerely sorry, don't shot the messenger, kay!

Here's hoping my internet lasts long enough to bring you this message.

The other day :devwarriors-horse: alerted me to art theft of her personal deviations. This site is like a wet paint site, with one domain and no easy way to get it taken down.

Just to name a few.

Just about anything that is everything is there. From dA members to media pictures to water colors and beyond. It looks like they are using this as a tumble or whatever 'reblog', is that the word? Anyway, here ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/December-Updates-HELP-343853585 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/December-Updates-HELP-343853585 Thu, 20 Dec 2012 14:39:23 PST December Updates + HELP nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I have this weird ass thing going on with links. I think it's a hack or virus thing but not sure. Screencaps : http://sta.sh/0vqmye5nmj4 Anyone know anything about this?

But I am home and gods do I have a lot to do. Several kit app sheets, journals for various groups and clans, note rps, note replies, replies in general. OTL so much, which I wont be getting to quickly with this internet weirdness...

Nikki is rather brai ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Almost-342728676 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Almost-342728676 Thu, 13 Dec 2012 18:11:48 PST Almost nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Holy cheese and crackers, it done. I think I pulled something in my brain. I have just enough left in me to coordinate an assault on the fridge, battle for my pjs, brush the teeth and fall in bed...hopefully not miss it this time >.>

Here's to renewed activity and not killing the people stomping above me...*glowers upward*

Thank you for all the kind words and notes, I will get back to you adorable peeps in the 'morro.

Peace out~

Nikki aka Miss Braindead~ ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Ask-Nikki-342225861 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Ask-Nikki-342225861 Mon, 10 Dec 2012 15:04:53 PST Ask Nikki nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Ask as personal as you want, but I reserve the right to refuse to answer anything that makes me uncomfortable.

Also, no offence if I don't answer your question!
Sometimes I just can't get to everyone or don't feel like answering something.

Also, feel free to ask questions about my other characters if you wish. *coughCragstarcoughhackbugcragstarcoughsneeze* ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Profile-Commissions-OPEN-340849440 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Profile-Commissions-OPEN-340849440 Sun, 02 Dec 2012 09:01:18 PST Profile Commissions - [OPEN] nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity Veeeell, Nikki is running low on points and since she doesn't work over December, no paycheck *sadface*
So I'm hoping to save up~ (Hana and Becky and all the others I stalk watch will be having adoptable and custom things and I will die if I let any Suna through my grasp >3)

Therefore, I am offering profile commissions such as this: :thumb339595391:

:bulletgreen: They are 100 :points: or $1 via paypal.

:new:Holiday Deal: Buy 5 get 3 free.

:bulletblue:You will need to provide the artwork for your character as well as filling out the form b ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Name-Those-Kits-340558640 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Name-Those-Kits-340558640 Fri, 30 Nov 2012 18:02:59 PST Name Those Kits nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Now they need names

:thumb340509732:

#1
#2 I'm thinking Wolfkit/Wolfsong or something
#3
#4
#5
#6 I'm thinking Flintkit/Flintstrike

Anything goes, they come from RockyClan so any rock/earth/mineral/ect theme is good, also remember it's Crag so he'll want tough names while Rose will temper it with softer but more uncommon names. But, really, anything goes~

Also, no sillies, they are not open for adoption, no rpers needed. ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Home-340114083 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Home-340114083 Tue, 27 Nov 2012 19:45:27 PST Back Home nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Only two weeks and a few days of finals before this hellish semester is behind me. I have a LOT of work to do still, so do not expect to see me. However, after December the 12th I will be a free deviant and back in the dA mix~

I miss talking with my buddies but the break has been wonderful.

To my note rps, I will reply soooooooon, dun worry. It's been hectic here, but I think about them all the time!

Also, ALSKDJFJHG NIKKI JOURNAL SKIIIIIIN <3
Isn't it the cutest~ I have another one for Ash, will be switching off a lot, they are so ADORABLE! :devspagglemutt: is open for these c ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/IN-NEED-OF-HELP-338820196 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/IN-NEED-OF-HELP-338820196 Tue, 20 Nov 2012 14:31:02 PST IN NEED OF HELP nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
That was fast~ We won, account deactivated!
Good work everyone!

All my watchers I need you to do one thing and one thing only, okay two things.

Read this : :thumb338800788:

And report the whole off of this ass!

After the first string of adopts they took down they uploaded more.

Now they are targeting characters of those who told them to remove or we'd report.

They are claiming other artist characters as their own, my Kurei included.

If you do not know how to report read here: http://browse.deviantart.com/?q=how+to+report+a+deviation#/d3bhz9e

We need to get this idiot shut down, please, don't talk ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-Done-338076763 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-Done-338076763 Fri, 16 Nov 2012 13:35:56 PST I'm Done nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I'm Finished.

I'm going to be gone for a while.

I need time.

So much is happening, I need to prioritze...

I need time...

Just...

Yeah, I'll explain later, don't panic, just getting a reality check.

Horsey you are in charged of COTN, everyone work together, to my other groups, i'll check in to keep blogs and stuff updated for now.

I just need a break...

So tiered and feed up... ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/dA-dafeck-336910390 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/dA-dafeck-336910390 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 16:00:20 PST dA dafeck? nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
So, like, if you get/got a re-watch form me, and were wondering, yeah, that's what's happened...I have a few blogs to read now OTL ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/ATTENTION-336241851 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/ATTENTION-336241851 Mon, 05 Nov 2012 12:15:26 PST ATTENTION~ nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I need you help, it's a relativity simple matter but one of much importance.

So some of you may know about RockyClan from :devclansofthenorth: or from my many ramblings about Cragstar and such. Well, a while ago in said Clan chat an idea came up that I am wishing to pursue.

A RockyClan based group~

There will be a few possible senerios.

:bulletwhite: One is Ancient RockyClan, possibly when it was first set up by Rocky and her family -I keep seeing them as a mafia family I don't know why XD MAFIA CATS OTL-

:bulletwhite: Another is Pre-Cragstar, where Crag would be an apprentice and we could rp Fallowstar's reign/fall if ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/ALSKDJFHGJFKDK-335751862 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/ALSKDJFHGJFKDK-335751862 Fri, 02 Nov 2012 20:11:20 PDT ALSKDJFHGJFKDK nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
YOU ARE A GENIUS ~

LOOOOOK! LOOOOOK! It's Cranky and Rosy~ :love:
Rose totally steals the show like a boss and Crag's just rolling his eyes and chuckling to himself. He'll get his revenge later.

I told my self I'd give Rose more love, and here we go~

So, squeeing aside, I have the full blown flu. yeah...Nikki is not a happy camper and would like the bug to bug someone else...

Nano is on hold until my head stop swimming and I stop wanting to toss my compputer across the room.

Also, until I can find a way to keep it charged in my room. For one reason or another it wont charge in the ourlit or strip in my room. Work only in ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Creative-Update-335340587 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Creative-Update-335340587 Wed, 31 Oct 2012 11:49:24 PDT Creative Update nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity SCORE~ This journal *squees*

Okay so, first thing is first, I believe I have the flu. So I probably wont be around much, I already have a cough, flashing from cold to hot, headache, all that fun jazz. Thank Muse my week is basically over! I'm going home, and the family can look after me. >3

But the main point of the journal is, in less than 10 hours, and even now, something big will be hitting the west coast, no not Sandy she's already landed. No, 30 Days and Nights of Literary ABANDON! It's ganna be great and painful all at the same time.

Yet, I will have the best time this year. I am determined to make ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Fullybody-Requests-334974573 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Fullybody-Requests-334974573 Mon, 29 Oct 2012 08:58:05 PDT Fullybody Requests nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Alphabet-Meme-334610720 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Alphabet-Meme-334610720 Sat, 27 Oct 2012 10:56:23 PDT Alphabet Meme nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
A - AVAILABLE:
Ye-up

B - BIRTHDAY:
....Loading

C - CRUSHING ON:
No one, unless you count the characters in a few mangas...>3

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:
Water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? :
Uh...good question, mostly my online buddies } Hime, Haruka, Lau, Lithe, Horsey, Whitey, Hana, Peachy, Becky {

F - FAVORITE SONG:
I-I can't j-j-just pick one...nuuu

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:
gummy worms~

H - HOMETOWN:
....loading failed

I - IN LOVE WITH:
....E-nope

K - KILLED SOMEONE:
Plenty >3 but the majority have been fictional

L - LONGEST ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Crack-of-Midnight-334540495 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Crack-of-Midnight-334540495 Sat, 27 Oct 2012 00:24:20 PDT Crack of Midnight nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Brain Activated = No sleep for Nikki...

So I am up, it is 13 after 2 in the morning, I have already fixed up my front page, I need a break for pixeling (which is actually quite fun), currently trying to decide on a Pen-name, and my MnM's are about to run out...

I suppose there was no point to the above list *shrug* Oh, I d ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/COTN-RP-333992849 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/COTN-RP-333992849 Tue, 23 Oct 2012 16:22:30 PDT COTN RP nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
That is all~
]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-SURVIVED-333074831 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-SURVIVED-333074831 Thu, 18 Oct 2012 15:50:42 PDT I SURVIVED nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
So, yea, sorry for note replying/noting/or doing whatever it was I was suppose to do this week...I had good reason, promise! I wont be active until Sunday probably, we'll see. Lots going on this weekend still...

Anywho, I am getting ready for the NaNoWriMo in November *cringe* I doubt I'll make it but I'm going to work my tail off! Anyone else a member of the site? I'll add you to writing buddies~

I wont be posting anything here save for maybe a summary or snippets, I don't trust the internet.

That's about all from me I guess....off to eat MnMs and play ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Early-Morning-Warrior-331663891 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Early-Morning-Warrior-331663891 Wed, 10 Oct 2012 03:01:07 PDT Early Morning Warrior nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
So I guess I'm up. Thinking about working on warriors stuff, mainly RockyClan.

I think I'm going to write from Ashpaw's view as well, so a later RockyClan piece. Ashpaw, btw, is one of Cragstar's later apprentices.

Also, Cragstar and Rosethron will have more kits YAY! I just can't help myself, besides Rose is actually really young so she could hav ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/What-I-m-looking-For-329669790 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/What-I-m-looking-For-329669790 Fri, 28 Sep 2012 15:54:59 PDT What I'm looking For nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
NON-SPECIFICS:
- Suna Nin (Male & Female) x ~ (As many as I can get my hands on thank you)
- Tetsu no Kuni (Male) x 1 (Female) x 2
- Yuki Nin (Male) x 1

SPECIFICS:
- Suna Council Members (Male) x 3 (Female) X 2
- Suna Secretary (Male) x 1
- Suna Cryptology Squad (Male) x 4 (Female) x 4
- Suna Chunin (Male) x 3
- Suna Genin (Male) x 2 (Female) x 1
- Suna Teacher (Male) x 1
- Suna Anbu (Male) x 5 (Female) x 3
- Suna Sullivan (Female) x 2
- Suna Medic (Male) x 3 (Female) x 4

(leaving this note here, update for custom clan adopts when clans are finish)

CUSTOMS / PRE BOUGHT ADOPTABLES I'M WAITING ON:

- Tetsu Male, Suna Ba ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-scared-Updates-326866879 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-scared-Updates-326866879 Wed, 12 Sep 2012 18:19:42 PDT I'm scared (Updates) nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I couldn't get anything done this week, was afraid to even go back to the apt, afraid of getting attacked and all that. Ever noise made me jumpy.

So here's the deal. As far as I know nothing more has happened. My roommate, again as far as I know, is still in the apt this weekend.

Basically the consensus is this was a joke or something meant for another person and whoever these morons are got the wrong room. It's not personal.

Still freaky as hell. But we have gotten the police's attention and they are patrolling. We're gettin ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Design-Contest-Winners-324606862 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Design-Contest-Winners-324606862 Sat, 01 Sep 2012 00:10:00 PDT Design Contest Winners nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
TORCREST
:thumb314612418:
:devsparrow-puff:

~ May you seriously blew me away with her melding of colors and understanding of the she-cat's character.
You also went above and beyond, making an actual ref sheet for this darling girl. She is just precious~

Out of the other entries I am keeping one from :devriverjaguar:
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She will fit well as ReedClan's healer. So you will be awarded the extra prize amount.

SPURSNAG
This one was difficult for me as there were several entries which really fit the little guy!

:devwarriors-horse: won out in the end.
:thumb3 ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/GIVE-SOME-LOVE-323545894 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/GIVE-SOME-LOVE-323545894 Sun, 26 Aug 2012 12:37:00 PDT GIVE SOME LOVE nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
She is a super sweety and extremely talented. Go visit her page, watch her, and give her love~

We have the most adorable next gen pairing. My lil' Honoki Haruno and her hunky Daisuke Uchiha~

:thumb323510363: X  :thumb323512910:

:thumb323514879:

:love: Aren't they they just darling~

I shall be gushing over this pairing for AGES, I warn in advance >3 ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/NEEDED-323179056 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/NEEDED-323179056 Fri, 24 Aug 2012 16:38:05 PDT NEEDED nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
There are some adoptables I am dying to get, but I am down on points. SOOOOO

I will design batches of 5 cats for 100 points (20 points a piece).

Or Naruto characters for 150 a piece.

I will also do MLP designs.
--- However, I will price it after I design it as I have not done any yet. I have seen the cheapest at 50 a piece and as high as 500 (which I wont do unless it's like UBER AMAZING SPECIAL AWESOMENESS, so). So between 50-100 point each.

Cutie marks will be 5-20 points depending on complexity. All ponies will be blank of flank , these will be in addition. Or you can buy them separate.

Let me know, I need 300 points asap~ Help ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Addicted-323003763 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Addicted-323003763 Thu, 23 Aug 2012 18:29:20 PDT Addicted nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I have started over with the first episodes, it's cute. Not campy like I was expecting. I mean, it does cater to young girls so there are some goofy aspects, but it's actually really smart and clean and fun. The animation is fun and I adore Twilight Sparkle. She is a lot like me.

I am so addicted I have started working on characters, and as such I have adoptables out of th ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-Day-321681650 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-Day-321681650 Fri, 17 Aug 2012 04:58:48 PDT Moving Day nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I wont be moving into my apartment until Sunday, BUT I'm going to get the keys and, hopefully, meeting my roomie. XD

I'm excited and nervous!

How many of you live in dorms/have/had a roommate?

I'mma miss my puppy big time, but she'd be bored there. It's like a new Era has awakened. Though, that may be the no sleep talking or the pokemon conquest high I'm on. Either way, I feel energized.

I wrote a Haiku for a scholarship thing. I'l l share it later.

GTG, apartment awaiting~ ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-HATE-THEM-321396620 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-HATE-THEM-321396620 Wed, 15 Aug 2012 16:41:30 PDT I HATE THEM nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Do not post them on my profile, my group profiles, or send them to me in a note. I will delete/flag as spam/not reply and it will make me very unhappy.

Most of my friends know this about me, some just don't see me as the kind to want or like them. That's no understatement.

So, for the sake of everything that is good in this world, do not bring chain letter anywhere near me.

They are a waste of time, over used, and spam up my page.  Just don't, don't. Kay.

Thank you and have a spam free day! ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Emergency-321145407 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Emergency-321145407 Tue, 14 Aug 2012 12:23:26 PDT Emergency nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
More information can be found in her journal here:

:thumb321044447:

Please, even a little can be the amount that saves this cat!
If you absolutely can not donate then please, please spread the word about this cutie! ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-Apologize-320764678 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-Apologize-320764678 Sun, 12 Aug 2012 15:14:52 PDT I Apologize nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
...to your inboxes >3

I'm going to start uploading pics of critters I have adopted on to this account and :devuptheante:.

After I get through with all that -and it is a LOT- then I will start to upload my newest Project Headshot, featuring all original characters from various stories. Some of the sketches are old but the majority are new. So, get ready to meet a slew of characters~

Also going to start writing more. Might upload some old poems, after editing of course XD, but I want to get back into the swing. I think one reason I have bee nso out of sorts is because I haven't written in months. That d ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Breath-320389493 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Breath-320389493 Fri, 10 Aug 2012 17:59:42 PDT Breath nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Yall my not know this about me but I am a terrible test taker. I get nervous and physically nauseous. I almost cried during the test I was so frustrated with myself. I am also dyslexic. I can't spell worth a sh*t, have trouble reading (though I abso ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Car-Accident-318249081 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Car-Accident-318249081 Tue, 31 Jul 2012 19:55:27 PDT Car Accident nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I hit a yield sign pretty soundly, bend the sucker near in two. Car is, well, I couldn't drive it after they detangled it from the pole. Long story short, a truck was following way too close, did everything that was legal and safe to let him pass but he was having fun riding me, and I tried to give him extra room but I swung out too far. BANG...

The circle here is really dangerous, the county already has plans to start construction and change it.

The cop who showed up was really good with me, I could ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Looking-for-Human-Artists-to-Commission-317419575 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Looking-for-Human-Artists-to-Commission-317419575 Fri, 27 Jul 2012 19:33:40 PDT Looking for Human Artists to Commission nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I am looking for Human Artists, skilled with older individuals and men, good with characterization and designs in general, and reasonable priced, from $30-$60 or so. I'm looking for those who can do 1920's speak easy to Victorian as well as medieval and industrial age. Preferably those who will take a written description. Also wings, swords, minimal armor, animals (dragons, mixes of creatures, ect) and such.

Sketches are fine.
I'm mostly looking for refs, but single body design commissions or sketch designs will work. I just need some kind of representation so I can commission other stuff a ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Tis-Me-Lucidity-315980320 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Tis-Me-Lucidity-315980320 Fri, 20 Jul 2012 18:17:32 PDT Tis Me, Lucidity~ nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
In the past three weeks I have really changed as a person. In my mentality and in my confidence. This change has been more than validated by my college life. I have never been happier or more successful and I finally have proper control over my life.

This name change is about more than just a name, it's an identity.

Okay, enough with the mushy crap! I am making a 'sona, not sure if it will be fur or flesh, might be both who knows. Her name will be Nik ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Design-a-Cat-Contest-ONE-DAY-LEFT-314517067 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Design-a-Cat-Contest-ONE-DAY-LEFT-314517067 Fri, 13 Jul 2012 16:04:53 PDT Design a Cat Contest - ONE DAY LEFT nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
A simple contest, designing cats. I want to get representations of Cragstar and Rosethorn's offspring.

Cragstar

Patterns: Classic and Mackerel Tabby, Smoke
Colors: Black, Blue, Chocolate, Cinnamon, Grey, White

Rosethorn

Patterns: Classic Tabby, Splotches/Spotted/Bengal, Patchy Tabby, Marble
Colors: Blond, Red, Grey, White, Black and White, Dark Lilac, Cream
Whitespoting: Bicolor, *Benji-Spot, Harlequin, Van

----------------------------------------- ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Totally-Made-My-Day-313032006 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Totally-Made-My-Day-313032006 Fri, 06 Jul 2012 15:32:57 PDT Totally Made My Day~ nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity .>.

Yesterday, some of you know I had a little run in with an internet-brat and it kinda brought me down.

Well this morning I woke up to some drama and little miss self entitled (don't ask not in the mood to explain) and was brought down all the more.

So, while feeling rotten I log-on to dA, because apparently I'm a glutton for punishment, and what do I see in my inbox but the most spectacular little pick me up~

:thumb313023886:

A WONDERFULLY FABULOUS commission was done and sitting there as if to say, be happy and look at me! I can't ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/A-little-Rant-312812328 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/A-little-Rant-312812328 Thu, 05 Jul 2012 15:25:21 PDT A little Rant nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
People can be so damn childish, rude, and tacky! Just because you don't get what you want or someone is getting a head of you DOES NOT give you the right to ask them to give up on it.

Seriously, life is full of these things. You jockey for a job position or to get into college. You may be edged out by someone else but you have to just deal with it. Don't whine or try to act all 'gracious'. (not the word I'm looking for but I'll think of late, I'm just so agitated right now I can't think straight).

Ugg, people can really be so obnoxious!

...Rant end...

On another note. Once I finish this paper that was due last monday I ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/RockyClan-Charts-311752786 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/RockyClan-Charts-311752786 Sat, 30 Jun 2012 16:55:33 PDT RockyClan Charts nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
I have a dozen new stories for Rocky thanks to these charts XD like I needed more. I might pull together charts for the other Clans. Since they will appear in my story.

CONTEST CONTEST CONTEST
Almost done with the journal then the contest will be open! The contest is to design Cragstar x Rosethron kits. =3 Very excited!

OH OH OH and look at this:
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SOOOO CUTE! <3

Thank is all. This weekend is much calmer, mercifully, so I'm taking adv ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Gone-Fishing-309630035 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Gone-Fishing-309630035 Wed, 20 Jun 2012 15:39:12 PDT Gone Fishing nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Everything will have to wait for a bit.

Also, started driving this week, it's terrifying and tiring. I'm having to ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Sick-as-a-Dog-308275279 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Sick-as-a-Dog-308275279 Wed, 13 Jun 2012 23:43:47 PDT Sick as a Dog nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
So I've been sick for a bit, comes and goes in awful waves. Part stress, part low immune system, part allergies, part what-ever-the-hell-virus I caught. Ugg, head, throat, stomach, the works. So I wont be around for a bit. Might check notes when I feel better - I will reply to you Lau, I promise, I will. Just let me recover more first, my mind is all wonky from meds atm.

Went to class today -missed Mon and Tuse. but luckily didn't miss much. However, I was so damn feverish and sick to my stomach in English. I thought at one point my teacher was going to send me home. I got pale, s ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-need-some-ideas-305798797 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/I-need-some-ideas-305798797 Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:52:51 PDT I need some ideas! nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
The two couples are Kurei Masurao and Gaara. from Naruto. Then Rosalie Blackwell and Craig Roche who are my own characters dwelling in a society ruled by ancient magical law.

It doesn't have to be real specific or even relevant to their respective stories -I will be fleshing them out so I can connect the dots on my own.

I just need some couple-esk ideas: dates, relaxation, playful encounters, even fights. Also both pairing have kids who can be incorporated if you see fit.

Gaara and Kurei have 4 kid ]]> http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-304085480 http://seekinglucidity.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-304085480 Thu, 24 May 2012 09:34:07 PDT Updates nonadult journals/personal SeekingLucidity http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/seekinglucidity.gif?5 Copyright 2012-2013 =SeekingLucidity
Now on to more updates. I have been re-designing characters like a mad women. Kurei has become more and more interesting to me -I was on the verge of scrapping her. I love her clan, Shohou, they are kickass. <3 I am having fun going back into fandoms I have kind of abandoned and re-working ideas. I think I had lost my inspiration for a while. I was producing characters but not at the quality I use to. I forgot why I wrote, for me and not for anyone's approval.

I'm having too much fun with Craig, Dan, Web, and Rose. This story needs to be reigned in because it's all fun and no substance. I might ]]>