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]]> ~Seraphic-Radiance D: [kwizzzz] http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/23315571/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/23315571/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 00:45:42 PST
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Random quiz.

ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin
[/] you eat 1 meal [>^> I have a small stomach.]
[ ] you're very weak
[ ] you hate yourself
[ ] you starve yourself
[x] you have low self esteem
[ ] you use laxatives
[x] you need to be more skinny
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat
[x] people think you are too skinny
Total: 3Â½ Yay |D;

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[x] your mind is all over the place
[ ] you are hyper most of the time
[x] you barely pay attention to anything
[/] you can't cooperate well
[ ] you talk all the time
[ ] you need attention 24/7
Total: 2Â½

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable
[x] you are antisocial
[ ] you have very high self esteem sometimes
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide
Total: 4 - OMG I'M BIPOLAR FEEL SORRY FOR ME NOW OMG OM- No. Hormones, people.

BULIMIA NERVOSA
[x] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you're way too skinny
Total: 3

CONDUCT DISORDER
[x] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[x] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose
[x] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 6 WOO

DEPRESSION
[ ] You are always sad.
[ ] You find no hope in your future. [I dunno what to do with it, but I do have flickering hope in it '3']
[/] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad happens is always your fault
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[/] You are failing school.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] You have ran away from home.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you. [This one made me lol. Haha.]
Total: 4

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[ ] You have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get any kind of germs.
[ ] you have to check some stuff over again
Total: 2 O3O

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[/] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately
[ ] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6Â½

SCHIZOPHRENIA
[ ] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[/]you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness. [Not really, but I can have that sort of stuff with really irrational things |D;]
[/] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 3

Everybody has a bit 'o crazy in them~

Lolo, dude, I'm still bored.

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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/23074294/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 03:27:18 PST [link]

Oh god, I lol'd.

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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/23032157/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 19:04:47 PST
NOT BEN. OR BORIS. OR DAVID.

HER NAME IS CHIE.

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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/23007714/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 17:35:20 PST
NOT EVEN CARLOS IS HOME. THAT STUPID ARSE.
Nngh, someone come on MSN so I can talk x_x

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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22933404/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 00:02:02 PST

1) The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM. Would you go?
Heellllll no.

2) Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
Yep.

3) Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
No -w-

4) Have you ever punched a wall, door, etc?
Mhmm. It hurt.

5) When was the last time you were told you were amazing?
Cshhhh, I can't think of any time anyone's told me and really meant it

6) Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
Uh-huh. =^=

7) How do you feel about girls smoking?
I really don't care, it's their own life that they're destroying.

8) What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
"Fuck, I'm going to throw up"

9) What are you thinking about right now?
Kittens orz;;;

10) Do you get mad easily?
Too easily .w.

11) Can you keep a secret?
Yus.

12) do you have a reason to smile right now?
I guess, but I'm not. Do people really need a reason to smile?

13) If you just drank 15 beers, what would you be doing?
Beer = Yuck

14) Looking forward to anything?
Next weekend >3>

15) What do you carry with you at all times?
MP3 player .w.

16) What was the highlight of your week?
Going to the RSPCA.

17) When is the next time you will kiss someone?
I'unno .3.

18) are you happy right now?
Not very.

19) Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
Nope.

20) Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Not in the least ewe

21) what was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Ice-cubes .w.

22) If your boyfriend/girlfriend signed onto your myspace right now and read your messages, would they be mad at what they saw?
I don't think they would be. If I had one =n=

23) Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
Yep. Left forever.

24) Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Yep

25) Would you care if you saw the person you like kissing someone else?
Mhmm, keep it to myself though.

26) Who was the last person you gave your number to?
D|...I don't remember.

27) Just how many people do you have a thing for right now?
I dunno. Three?

28) Who are you more like, Your mom or your dad?
Mum ._____.

29) Who do you talk to the most about your problems?
I don't talk about my problems

30) Done anything illegal in the past month?
Yep exe

31) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
Nup =3=

32) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yuhuh.

33) do they like you back?
Hahahahahahahaha. No.

34) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
Yes >_>

35) Has anyone ever told you they like you more than a friend?
Mhmmmm.

36) Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
I don't freaking know x-x Sometimes it's curly, sometimes it's just wavy and hgjskghdb =_=

37) Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Maybe.

38) Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
Gagging

39) Do you tend to fall for people easily?
I'unno. It's pretty hard for me to like people. I hate people.

40) Are you satisfied with your life right now?
I think I have it pretty good. Doesn't stop me from bawwing every few days, though

41) How is your relationship with your mother?
She can go fuck herself. e_e

42) are you in a fight with a friend right now?
Don't think so

43) Are you wearing makeup?
Mhm, eyeliner.

44) Are you talking to some one while doing this?
Yep

45) If all your friends were going on a road trip, would you go?
Mhm =w=

46) Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
Yus, once .w.

47) When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
Hell yeah

48) how many times a day do you kiss the person your in love with?
=A= douchebag

So yeah...dad's dragging me to a David Byrne concert, I can't stand David Byrne e_____e

Meah.

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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22788015/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 18:01:53 PST
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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22786578/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 16:43:09 PST TWO DAYS

TWO DAYS

http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22644269/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 00:45:38 PST SERAPH

Laughs at you. c:

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FASTER THAN A BULLET
TERRIFYING SCREAM
ENRAGED AND FULL OF ANGER
HE'S HALF MAN AND HALF MACHINE

RIDES THE METAL MONSTER
BREATHING SMOKE AND FIRE
CLOSING IN WITH VENGANCE SOARING HIIIIIGH

HE IS THE PAINKILLER
THIS IS THE PAINKILLER

PLANET'S DEVASTATED
MANKIND'S ON IT'S KNEES
A SAVIOUS COMES OUT FROM THE SKIES
IN ANSWER TO THEIR PLEAS

THROUGH BOILING CLOUDS OF THUNDER
BLASTING BOLTS OF STEEL
EVILS GOING UNDER DEADLY WHEELS

HE IS THE PAINKILLER
THIS IS THE PAINKILLER

FASTER THAN A LASER BULLET
LOUDER THAN AN ATOM BOMB
CHROMIUM PLATED BOILING METAL
BRIGHTER THAN A THOUSAND SUNS

FLYING HIGH ON RAPTURE
STRONGER FREE AND BRAVE
NEVERMORE ENCAPTURED
THEY'VE BEEN BROUGHT BACK FROM THE GRAVE

WITH MANKIND RESURRECTED
FOREVER TO SURVIVE
RETURNS FROM ARMAGEDDON TO THE SKIES

HE IS THE PAINKILLER
THIS IS THE PAINKILLER
WINGS OF STEEL PAINKILLER
DEADLY WHEELS PAINKILLER

HE IS THE PAINKILLER
THIS IS THE PAINKILLER
HE IS THE PAINKILLER
THIS IS THE PAINKILLER

PAIN, PAIN
KILLER, KILLER
PAIN, PAIN
KILLER, KILLERRRR~

CAN'T. STOP. THE PAINKILLERRRRRRR~
PAIN

LOL SONG LYRICS SPAM FTW <33

*brick'd brutally*
I love Judas Priest ;w;
I know what you're all thinking.
"WRONG CENTURY, DUMBASS"
Shutup 8D

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http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22556813/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 07:03:21 PST SERAPH

Laughs at you. c:

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Whut, subby plz <3

I bet I already suck at this 8D

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~Seraphic-Radiance Whut http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22482644/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22482644/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 06:20:02 PST
I. AM. BORED. I'm going to do this quiz.

IN 2008 I:
[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[ ] made out
[ ] made out in a car

[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[x] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken

[x] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[ ] had a good relationship with someone
[x] questioned my sexual orientation

[x] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce

[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love for awhile

[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job

[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job

[ ] got straight A's
[ ] almost got straight A's
[x] failed a class
[x] cut class
[ ] skipped school

[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget

[x] painted a picture
[ ] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried

[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[ ] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal

[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love.
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] tried to gain weight
[x] dyed my hair

[x] came close to losing my life.
[x] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[ ] read a great book

[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live - Rosetta <33
[ ] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new

[x] made new friends
[ ] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[x] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police

[ ] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[ ] had the time of your life

[ ] danced
[x] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[x] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool

[x] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand

[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[ ] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car...........only a metre. *mauled*

[ ] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[x] seen someone get in a car accident
[x] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe

[ ] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet

Buhbai.

]]> ~Seraphic-Radiance IT'S A TRAP http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22379549/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22379549/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:04:07 PST

-hacks-
THIS HAS BEEN *hikari-k. THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION.

-runs away giggling-

>_>;;;

~claim-a-bishie
~bishoujo-claimer

]]> ~Seraphic-Radiance Hai. http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22297452/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22297452/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 08:28:23 PST
]]> ~Seraphic-Radiance Bucketz http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22113306/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/22113306/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:41:58 PST 3>

TEN THINGS YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY TO 10 PEOPLE:

10. I love you, oh god, you make up my life, I can't live without you, you're everything to me.

9. FUCK YOU, I hate your fucking guts,your voice, your face, just stay the fuck away from me you two-faced shit-head. I don't need you, I'd kill you if there were no consequences.

8. Even though you can be the biggest dickhead I know, I think I'd go crazy if you were gone.

7. You're a fucking whore, you know that? Just lay off, I can get by on my own.

6. You wont even say 'Hi' anymore, did I do something bad? Did you really not like me that much when I could see you? Please, just talk to me...

5. YOU'RE EPIC-WIN, SERIOUSLY.

4. You, you've done a horrible, horrible thing, but you had your reasons, and you're still one of the most awesome people I know.

3. Seriously, if you're not going to say anything usefull, go back and hang with your scene-queen friends.

2. Stay the fuck away from her, or I'll slit your throat.

1. CAN YOU PLEEEEASE HELP ME WITH MY JENNA COSPLAY? ;A; *shot*

NINE THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF:

9. I can very dependent on people .w.

8. I can sometimes fuck up and say things before I think about them.

6. I'm not a patient person.

5. I am an internet feind 8U

4. I'm a noob at photoshop <3

3. I'm very protective over good friends .w.

2. I'm anemic, so I faint easily OxO

1. Uhh...I dunno what else .w.

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART:

8. Love video-games lol

7. Be interested in music.

6. Make me laugh till I cry .w.

5. Have the ability to be able to put up with the crap I unintentionally throw at people.

4. If you're a guy, have long hair OwO Girl, anything goes~ <3

3. Honesty/Respeeeect.

2. Don't be illiterate, but then don't be a pseudo-intellectual.

1. I dunno lol

SEVEN THINGS THAT CROSS YOUR MIND A LOT:

7. Drawing

6. RPs/OCs

5. Hika .x.

4. OL' GREY-TOOTH *shot* Nahele .w.

3. What I'm gonna do during the holidays lol

2. My health

1. Etsu.

SIX THINGS YOU DO BEFORE YOU FALL ASLEEP:

6. Internet

5. You

4. Internet

3. Internet

2. Pee

1. Internet

FIVE THINGS THAT FRUSTRATE YOU:

5. JAI.

4. JAI.

3. Mum.

2. No internet .w.

1. My Health >>

FOUR THINGS YOU LOVE TO DO ON RAINY DAYS:

4. Stand outside in the rain~

3. Sleep .w.

2. Internet

1. Swim~

THREE BIGGEST TURN ON'S:

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

I dunno. Live somewhere snowy?

ONE CONFESSION:

1. I HATE LIFE AND I WANNA DIE. *BAWW EMO HAHA 8U*

Muhaha. /SPAM

]]> ~Seraphic-Radiance Devious Journal Butts. http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/21874690/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/21874690/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 23:55:12 PST
When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
I want to punch a few people in the face, 24/7.

When did you last receive some money?
lel, a couple of weeks ago

Congratulations! You just had a daughter, whats her name?
HER NAME IS CARLOS

What are you cravin right now?
Nothing lel

When was the last time you cried?
Today

Sexiest thing you've experienced in the last year?
RaiPip |D *pelvis thrust*

What do you drive?
A brick <3

Last kiss?
Uhh...over half a year ago, or more .w. if you don't count kisses on the cheek lol

What is your favorite key ring on your key chain?
Little Itachi lol

What is in your pocket?
Paper ewe

Where do you hurt?
Head, legs, arms, heart .w.

What is your favorite aisle at Tesco?
BUTTSEX?

What kind of milk do you drink?
Full creeaaam

What are you going to do after this?
Watch MirrorMask <3 *hasn't seen it in a while*

Who was the last person you went shopping with?
Louie lol

Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Nope 'w'

Do you like pickles?
Euw

What color is your bedroom?
Purplllle

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
Once lol

Does someone like you now?
Nope.

Do you like the color green?
Used to, not so hot about it now.

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Mum ._.

How many hours did you sleep for last night?
3 <3 ewe

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope.

Do you think someone is talking about you right now?
Nope.

Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Nevar lol

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching Bleach, then trudging off to bed to hate on LIFE >n>

Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
"Pondering what star will bring me where,
when will I get there,
who will I find,
calling out my name."

Do you think you're approachable?
Not that much, only if I like you .w.

Do you regret doing anything this week?
Yesssssss

Name an obvious thing everyone knows about you:
...........I don't know .w. Everyone thinks I'm emo and cut myself, but they're all retarded shitnuts .w.

What are you missing?
Heaps of things/people

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
Highly likely. >_>

What makes you happy at this moment?
Hika e_e

What color are your eyes?
Boring brown

Do you have your tonsils and wisdom teeth?
Yeppers

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
>_>; I don't care

Would you rather go camping or to a five star hotel?
Lel, a hotel, even though camping does sound nice <3

Would you rather feel pain or be numb?
I'd rather be numb >_> Not mentally though .w.;

Would you ever stay with someone just because you didn't want to break up?
........what?

Do you hate being alone?
It has it's charms, but yes. It sucks.

Has anyone ever broken your heart?
Yup.

Do you like competition?
Hate it

How late did you stay up last night?
4am

Do you own a stereo that costs more than $100?
Yes lol

How's your heart lately?
Retardedly pained

What were you doing this morning at 7AM?
You.

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Yes, walked away from her after calling her a "slutty bug-infested cunt" <3

How many red lights have you ran?
Heaps lel

Have you ever cried while taking a shower?
Too many times

What was your favorite school year?
Year 5-7.

So uh...I cut my hair lol, it's a little shorter than shoulder height, but one side of it hangs lower than the other, I like it cuz it looks good even if I don't straighten it lel <3 Uhm, yeah, I don't have much to talk about .w.;;; *runs away*

]]> ~Seraphic-Radiance ewhudifgjk ;-; http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/21826119/ http://Seraphic-Radiance.deviantart.com/journal/21826119/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 04:41:21 PST >;

Yeah.

OH GOD DOMINIC PUT SOME PANTS ON

*runs before she has a fridge thrown at her*

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