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Lately I have been trying my hardest to get stuff done. But now, I've just been so lazy to barely even lift a pencil and draw.

Now my grades are beginning to crash in a way that makes me think, hmm "Am in High School? Where the hell am I? I don't think I'm in Minnesota anymore." I really believe me life is going to the shits as we speak, I really feel as if that I'm not going to be going anywhere with me life at all.

I'm beginning to procrastinate about everything.

THINGS THAT I'M NOT DOING
-Homework
-Reading
-Anything that has to do with school work I'm not doing at all.

THINGS I AM DOING THAT I SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T BE DOING
-Drawing
-J-Quiz
-Soran Bushi
-Working
-Creating!!!


BASICALLY....

my life is going downhill. I really don't know how I'm going to keep up with school and have a job that wants me everyday, but maybe that's just this week XU I think I may need a big hug later on, but idk I feel all depressed and thinking that I'm not as good of a person people may think. (SCHOOL, YOU TRULY ARE THE DEVIL SRS)

...someone please pull me out of this stupor, I need guidance from someone -besides god plz-
or else I keep hitting my head against my desk hoping that I'll get a concussion and die, or pull a Kill Bill.

X ~ X

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/29156581/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/29156581/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 10:10:36 PST
I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A GREAT HOLIDAY ^_^ -and a fabulous break from school- HELLZ YES!!!

ENJOY YO HOLIDAYS

~ze Seshhy

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/29060552/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/29060552/ Sun, 20 Dec 2009 12:01:06 PST
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So my whole winter break consists on working my ass of at work except for one day out of my whole break to be resting up for the rest of the week of making pizza's constantly DX GAHH!

I haven't been feeling particularly good right now. On Sat I went to 's X-Mas Party with (which was awesome party BTW) but after that, I began to feel rather ill, idk what from, it's not like those regular colds, it feels like my throat is closing and it gets harder and harder to swallow, along with that I have to read a shabillion pages of Ishmael, which I should have done during the week last, week, but me and my lazy self thought "oh I'll just get it done over the weekend" HEH NOT!!! School is really taking a turn for the worse right now, being at SES and having to do this Art project that is going to epic fail over my face seems to really be bothering. Along with that, I have J-Bowl which is going to be brutal DX {( I still don't know why I am in it anyway and only with one team in third year and who's know how many in second year)] -SOMEONE PLEASE HIT ME OVER THE HEAD WITH SHOVEL AND LET ME DIE IN PEACE....plz-

MY DAMN BREAK WEEK:

THURS:
-OFF

FRI:
-OFF

SAT:
-OFF

SUN:
-Work

MON:
-Work
-=FallenAngel080 kidnapping me

TUES:
OFF
=FallenAngel080 kidnapping me
WED:
-Work

THURS:
-Work

FRI:
-Work

SAT:
-Work

SUN:
OFF


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GAH and I was hoping to have a couple days off during this week when I only wok like a couple of days, but no. -sigh- And school is going to kick my ass for sure DX

-if you read this whole thing I feel sorry for you-

Sorry for the rant, X{ I like to complain

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/28661835/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/28661835/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 22:16:24 PST
YAY now I can be productive with my art and creativity. Planning on being creative this year and I really want to be a good friend and get people what they want ^_^ I have my little notepad on what I should get for people for x-mas. I still need info from some people

THE LIST:
http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/28380241/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 17:03:07 PST
it can be either traditional or digital.

That first 9 to tell me what they want will get a great sketch, trust me, ^__^

- Isrt (Currently working on...)
- (???)
- option B: (Not Yet drawn)
- we and other? (Work in Progress)
- (hmmmmmmm W.I.P.)



P.S. It can be anything you want ANYTHING *kukuku*

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/28071969/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/28071969/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 18:22:53 PDT

I hope it's going as fun as it should ^___^ even if your handing it out....like me.....


But anyway.........


Be safe....if you can ^_^ jk and



Bored here, not doing anything with people which makes me sad v___v; but that's what a job does, no fun T_T

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27920017/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27920017/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 09:22:53 PDT

LOL


Anyway

school work XP
IMAX Drawing (for school)
Drawings for my friends (A LOT)
My stuff that I wanna do ^__^
Get my money in for 日本 (Nov. 3rd)

I would like to make this list bigger, but I won't just yet.

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27817579/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27817579/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:08:04 PDT ...GAHH...

I'm finally getting better, but I better not say that too loud, the sick might come back and bite meh in the ass kukuku.

But anyway, I'm totally failing right now DX

I have a poster that was suppose to be done by Thursday and it's not even done, DXX SOMEBODY HIT ME WITH A FISH

RL buddies might have seen it at J.C. but some may haven't. It's a huge picture and I don't want to measure the thing DX I just hope I can get over this completely and friggin finish it before......well it's to late anyway, but whatevers DXXXX *facepalm*


Other things on my agenda, I now have a D+ and I'm pissed DX<


School is really been biting up my ally now, I just hope that's not permanent. O__O

Next subject, REALLY REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, BUT IT'S IN APRIL, CAN YOU GUESS?!?!?!?! ANINME DETOUR!!!!! I have no idea if 'm going or not going to that, PEER PRESSURE WOULD BE NICE RIGHT ABOUT NOW DX and I wanna save for Japan this year, cause I REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY wanna go and it's a fortune..........to me DX


I don't know if I'm going for myself, or school still need get the info from sensei and =FallenAngel080 about that. Life has been hectic but good.....sorta XC

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27791982/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27791982/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 04:57:30 PDT

But yeah, I was finally getting better but then a crap load of people at school, there should had been a pandemic XD LOL I have a temp of 100.9 which is not going down at all DX

DX work is going to be so pissed Dx and my whole MEA break is going to consist of getter well XP if and of you are in the same situation I'm sorry

Bye guyz, hope I don't die

thermometer

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27558773/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27558773/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 12:57:00 PDT
I have like a shabillion things due, and it's really trying to bite me in the rear, also, my art class has really been stressing me out too. I thought I wasn't going to finish my drawing before class, but I did, and I'm absolutely not proud of it at all. I was rushed and that happens to me ...a lot!

Now my sister is spending her weekend here, which is nice, but I get distracted. DXXx damnz it!





-sigh- Done, And submiting things is totally out of the question 3X, you won't be seeing much form me, if your watching me .


I LOVE YOU WATCHERS!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27472102/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27472102/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 16:48:08 PDT
----I feel so unloved right now. I really think I have no more friends anymore.

This has really been a heart churning for me. I believe that I am not loved, unwanted to anyone. I feel as if I don't even exsist. Like nobody wants to hang out with me. Even though they say they would like to, what I see inside them, I really don't believe it to be true. This may be another one of depressing rants, but I just can't help it.

I've just been trying to keep up with school and having a steady job with that, and obviously art being the last to be done. And I really want to save for Japan, but also save for Anime Detour and a car but but but but GAH!!!!!!! IDK

I've really been trying to draw more often as possible, but I really think that my art is pulling me down. I insult my art too much, but trying to perfectionist might have something to do with it. But what I really think, deep down, I feel like I'm a-a nobody. I feel as if I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed. All of the other knives are sharp to the eye while I'm too dull to even cut a stand of hair. I feel that low. I really wish I could think better of myself, REALLY I do, but I've been made fun of a lot because of my height, I really don't try to take it seriously, but he/she keeps talking down to me LITERALLY...yeah yeah, I would ignore it but deep down, I really take offense to that and I've told them that. And now my closest friends are now doing that as well, which is really starting to hurt me now. I try to cheer myself up by drawing, but that doesn't even help me when it always did. INO *RANTRANTRANT*

My self-esteem is at the extreme low that it can be right now, if I even have a joke thrown at me, I am sure to break down. It's been really hard for me the past of days. It hasn't been good.

AT LEAST I'M NOT FAILING ANY CLASSES 8DDDDDDDD!!!! -sigh-


Funniness aside. I just want to get this off my chest -pulls weird alien thing off chest?-

But I just wanted to get that out there.





AGAIN SORRY FORT HE RANT......again.

/END

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27363309/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27363309/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 18:35:28 PDT

Sorry for those who enjoyed the drawings that may possibly delete.

I just want to clean up so I can have a proper portfolio for my sketches. Planning on deleting a bunch and I mean a bunch of stuff. *siiiigh* So yeah. I won't be really submitting much, but when I do, there will be a lot of sketches and drawings that will. Digital or Traditional.

I'm just not enjoying my old art much anymore, which may seem new. xD

School has been really taking over my life now. A lot of homework, reading and even sketching, but that's another story


-----------SO AGAIN======> LIST:

Deleting stuff form gallery
School work
Drawing new stuff
=FallenAngel080 Halloween Contest (Might Judge, enter for sho)
Buy Commish from my friend=talimgold(2x maybe)([BTW you should totally buy a commission from =talimgold it's for her to fix her monitor, so plz BUY HER ARTZ <333!])
Around Oct. Will take requests, *I do fanart/OC but no naked people/antro/SEX.


SO WOOOOO HALLOWEEN IS COMING....


]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27338868/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27338868/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:27:33 PDT

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I thought I would be jobless for all eternity.

OMG GUYS! I officially have a job FINALLY!!!

But now, i'm going to be busy with everything, and won't have time to draw DX But I'll manage.


.....thats all I guess......?

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27323747/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27323747/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 16:06:48 PDT
I'm starting to draw digital nowadays.


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I'm not too busy with school, but probably shouldn't say that *shutslips* But yeah, I'll draw anything before October 30 cause obviously xD

Give me description on what you want for what you want me to draw. (Fanart or OC)
Send me a comment or note plz with the description.

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27264242/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27264242/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:37:25 PDT
#1. We would have little field trips to like the Sushi Bar at the mall and go to United Noodle like last year.

Then we cam up with going to Anime Detour in April 8D it would so epic if we got a group to go and all that. It's a total maybe though. Peoplez that I know who are going, I hope I can see you thar!!!

I'm also making t-shirts for J-Club and I was wondering if you had any ideas? please comment ideas you may have randomly

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27250862/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27250862/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 18:22:51 PDT
I'm so frustrated with everything that I'm drawing DX

I'm just not satisfied with any of my work, I hate it!


Can someone snap me out of this pleaseness DXXXXX I just don't know what to draw and when I od want to try and draw, I just mess up epically and it's just not working out

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27209587/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27209587/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 13:34:25 PDT
Like omg guys, I just received a phone call from Davanni's for an interview *excitmentplz*

*crosses fingers* I hope they take me


More news, I've been really tight with homework, but managing to keep it up. The River of Doubt and Cats Cradle are really dragging me down. but just by a hair.

So that's pretty much the news from me today. I'll try to submit stuff after I get situated with school and hopefully a job 83

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27076666/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27076666/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 14:23:30 PDT

I just hope I like where I'm going this year

*crossesfingersplz*

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27034248/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/27034248/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 11:44:24 PDT



here it is.....




My laptop crashed, and it really can't be fixed unless I'm willing to haul ass and find a job quick, cause my parents have enough to deal with as it is. But I won't be on much anymore, so I have to cancel the requests, RAIN CHECK for the people that wanted a request D8 Sorry guys!

I hop I'll get my laptop up and working again soon for chatting and for school D8 GAWDS

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26986578/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26986578/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 21:15:02 PDT
props to ~Rynzee for the idea ^_^ thankies! Even though, I give out a ton of free sketches, but I won't for a long time, so ya better tell meh. BEFORE SCHOOL BEGINS O x O

1. Azalea DONE: [link]
2. yaoi...?
3.CRACK!?
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26975958/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26975958/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 11:49:57 PDT
Yup, today I'm going to get my schedule today for School of Enviromental Studies (SES) and I can't wait XDDDD

I just hope they won't hate me for not reading over the summer DX just so busy.


KAY SAIYONARA!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26804820/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26804820/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 19:45:52 PDT
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So school is a comin!!! And I'm already getting the school-anxiety.

Cause I'm actually going to two schools at the same time. (WISHIHADACLONEPLZ)

I'm afraid that I'm going to not be able to go to my school that seems EPIC AS HELL besides my other school that sucks balllllls

I'm just kind of freakin out, cause I just have to take one to two classes at my other school, while I take most of my classes at the other one. DX GAHH! So many things happening. And just the thought of getting my license and getting a car to go to those schools myMIND: sjndbfvljhbfvlahsdlfbsadlfjbvsdljfb!!!DX


So...I'm really not looking forward to this, but you can always hope for the best and give it a try. *sighhh* Another rant, sorry guys

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26626869/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26626869/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:01:16 PDT
So anyway, update on my talent and my real life.


EH HEM! So, I haven't been drawing much lately and I really need to do some studies and practice up for my school year, (took a lot of art classes plz) Currently I am not hired, I didn't hear from the people, but I can already tell. FAIL. So I listed off a bunch of places where I can work, maybe Barnes and Noble, so I can get books like Manga and art books and such. I still have to get people some of their requests, which there are only like two DX

I want to keep myself busy and consistent with my drawings and submitting them, so I am prepared for my school.

So I believe that's it, but I'll submit some stuff maybe, probably not.

so saiyonara! :3

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26556975/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26556975/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 20:38:04 PDT


RANDOM HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY CHUCKY!!!!! >///<

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26535375/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26535375/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 19:57:56 PDT
Maybe I'm starting to think of them. Sorry for ranting out like this. I just need to get some stuff off my chest *alienlikethingonmychest?wut?* jk....
Seriousness now X[ So yeah, I've been putting down my art lately as well. I really believe that I really can't improve. I think that I have been getting worse. I really don't know why I'm thinking of this right now...I-I just don't think I'm going to improve at all. When I really try, I just epic fail and I would have to tear apart something that would have looked good in other perspectives. When I look at my friends art, they are amazing, and they practice so hard to hard to improve, but I don't try at all, and when I do, it just turns out to crap. GUH I sometimes think I should just stop drawing period.

So maybe this the whole reason for my depressing state that I'm in right now. This just makes me so depressed. I just want to be good so bad, but I just keep putting myself down no matter what and I put down the sketch book for days without even making a slight doodle at all. My family just tries to make me feel better by telling me "Oh that's really good" But I don't really believe their kind words. But some people put down my art like Oh you make it look cartoonish, try something else for a living But Art for me is my living, I can't live without even having at least a writing utensil in my hand and any kind of paper. I just breaks my heart. All of my friends are amazing artists and I just want to be good, I want improve with coloring, b-but I just can't...I know you need to practice your ass off and I do, but it just doesn't pay off.

maybe it would pay off later, but that's later.

So excuse this mental rant of mine, I just need to put down my feelings. Being depressed doesn't really help, but sorry for this rant again.






]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26471601/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26471601/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 20:01:37 PDT
I actually need your guys opinion...

Kay, Do you want me to get more colored OC's in instead of my lame traditional ones DX?

Cause I'm thinking of making some of my characters in color because they would look good that way xD

Also, If there's anyone else thatIcan have a request from, I'll take them 83. I just need something to do for me to keep up my artisitc talent that must improve by...a LOT. So if there is anything that I can draw for you, I will do it, it can be anything (unless it's pronographic images, or hentai, that is not what I do...maybe yaoi, if you can get me to draw it)

Kay I think that's it.

Feel free to just drop me a comment if you want me to draw anything, I have the time.


1. request .Pokemon.
2. request (from long time ago)
3. Man for Oriole and other...?

PLZ PEOPLE...MOARREQUESTSPLZ...

^///^

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26409252/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26409252/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 18:53:12 PDT

Guess when the next date it....................................................























SEPTEMBER 1st OTLOTLOTLOTLOTL!!!!!!!







So I would take the risk and just wait at the station to get in, sure it will take 2 hours, but it's worth for your license. I'm gonna see what will happen..


Wish me luck ^_^

Zee Seshh

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26199983/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26199983/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 21:41:30 PDT
- .:.Saw Trap.:. (TRADITIONAL) DONE [link]
- .:.Pokemon.:. (TRADITIONAL)
- .:.Oriole.:. (TRADITIONAL) DONE [link]
's ((request from long time ago))

...anyone else....?

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26178587/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/26178587/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 20:42:38 PDT
Traditional Art?

Digital Art?

other please comment.....

comment....?











says hi

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25994040/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25994040/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 20:34:40 PDT comment plz on which you prefer, or leave a comment on a series that spikes your interest

1.Inuyasha
2.Bleach
3.Fullmetal Alchemist
4.Chibi Vampire/Karin
5.Vampire Knight
6.Naruto
7.Love Hina
8.Final Fantasy
9.DON'T HAVE ONE
10. COMMENT..?


RANDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25866320/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25866320/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 18:23:53 PDT
Request:

=MonkiiShine LuxMatsumo piccu/color
*Rynzee [link]

If you guys want to give me a request, I will be happily to draw it out for you, i'm not that busy.



*Rynzee Request: [link]

=MonkiiShine Reuqest

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25406553/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25406553/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 00:47:50 PDT
Want your opinions. {please comment your answer}

Kay...What do you want to see more from me...

A.) Pencil Sketches
B.) Digital Drawings [like PS or GIMP]
C.) both or whatever

And Next....




What kind of stuff would you like to see from me?

1.) My characters {EX yaoi characters}
2.)Fanart
3.) You Give me suggestions in the comments.






{Please leave your comments if you wish

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25255693/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25255693/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 13:57:25 PDT SCHOOLs OUT FOR THE SUMMER YA'LL


AND INSTEAD OF GOING BACK TO ME SCHOOL NEXT YEAR, I WILL BE GOING TO SES HELLZ YEAY!!!!



okay...fun time over, now on to more important and fun stuff SUMMER BREAK


Seeya Deviants1!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25223651/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25223651/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 19:07:23 PDT
Okay, now to the important stuff. Nowadays, I have been extremely busy with drawing, but too lazy to submit, so...I will be submitting a lot of stuff after school is done XD WHICH I CAN'T WAIT FOR!!!!!! :ZOMG: So yeah that's pretty much it.

But for people that want a drawing from me or a request, I will surly take your requests even though their isn't a list, so send me a link of what you want, and I'll draw it up for you in either pencil or digital (for my practice for that ) So anyway... you all guys.

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25010118/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/25010118/ Fri, 29 May 2009 06:15:51 PDT

I can't tell you how fun it was XD until we all had to leave HA

Anywho, People that were thar





and many many other people with or without dA's

Next Year maybes'.......

Kay Harambee 2010 maybe's:

I might go along and do the keychians things like and did, and mmaybe make some bookmarks and all that jazz. I was a third leg this year DX GAAHHHHHH!!!!!! But hopefully next year with be my time to shine with meh buddies :cheer:

(and not keep messing up the friggin puncherhole thingymagigs)

Okay anyway, hugs all around and BA BYE!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24673884/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24673884/ Sat, 09 May 2009 18:34:20 PDT
Note me of what you guys wish:

1.
2. [link]
3. ...stuff...
4. ...miyaoi...
5. none
6. none
7. none
8. none
9. none

(Reason for Random Request thing:
I want to see where I am with my artistic area cause I think I really have improved, but you will be the judge LOL) Kay Bring on the request!!!!


{Comment yourself, or note me}





Requests that are done



1. ?
2. [link]
3. [link]
4. ?

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24486303/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24486303/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 18:41:20 PDT WARNING- I will be telling you some sad/gross stuff so caution while reading towards the end of the journal.
:::YAYNESS GOT TO MISS SCHOOL FOR A WHOLE DAY:::

I went to the Wildlife Science Center in Forest Lake, MN and it was bomb ass!!!

All sorts of animals were there and a bunch of wolves that i absolutely love EEE

Kay, pictures will be distributed.

Once we first arrived at the place, the first thing we see are dogs, (O.o) So I was like "O-kay?" then we get to the good part. My teach Mr.Coulthart split us up into two groups and I was the group that got to go first to see the Wolves and other animals. We first went to gated area where they held the Grey Wolf and there were three females and only one was the Alpha.

Next to the next gate where they had the oldest Wolf that was alive for 14 years, (his name be Captain) He was this gorgelious White Alaskan Wolf that cam from Alaska (durr iknow) and his mate was named Macy, and apparently they are like the only mates that have had pups, which is kinda sad with the amount of Wolf couples that were there

*lunchbreak*

Next we then moved our way to inside with this AWESOME GUY named Bob, he was s fun!!

He showed us all these pelts, bones, and teeth from these animals. Like we saw pelts from ranking from Wolves to Otters. Speaking of the otter pelt, it was the softest fur I have ever felt, it's EPIC!!! (LEARNING TIME: Well, I learned that the otter has really thick fur,and they have this woolly fur underneath their smooth coat to keep them warm in cold water.LEARNING TIME OVER)

Next We saw the Wolf Hybrids (Dog + Wolf = Hybrid ) There was a mix of a German Shepard and a mix with a Siberian Husky. They both looked amazing, and rather huge!

Next to the Red Wolf, smaller than the Grey Wolf, much smaller.

Next, we got to this huge pen that once held a pack of eight then soon dropped down to four, but they are four almost grown wolves, but their still pups.

Almost Done!

We reached the second last animal to be viewed along with smaller critters.

The Black bear, they were so cute, just wanted to bear hug them, but you know how wild animals are

We got to feed them APPLE CORES!!!!!

There was this last pen of Wolves, I think their names were...Hell I can't remember, but there was only one Male and three females he must be a stud XD

Sad/Gross Stuff
Lastly, to top the day, Bob decides to see of there are any roadkill deer in the back and of coarse there was, and he tells people, "Now if you want to watch that's all cool, but if you can't handle me cutting open a deer then step away from the dead deer." But knowing me, I am interested XD So Bob brings out the road kill deer and he's explaining how is died and looking at her leg and just all broken and stuff bleh. Anyways, Bob gets out his handy dandy KNIFE and he begins to tell us look away if you feel your about to faint, but I'm like right behind him. So he begins to perform surgery on this dead deer and you can see all the muscles and some of the organs. Bob then tells us, "Well, deer mating season has be done around this time and thats when the deer mothers begin to have fauns so he says, "There may be some chance that there are still babies in the mother as we speak" and everybody is like REALLY?! Very sad, they're were. Yes it was sad. Two actually.

Then Bob continues to take out the organs and explain their purpose for deer and all that. Now he begins to rip the chest open to get the heart out to show us how many valves a deer has, pretty gross, but I find it interesting. Bob finally gets it o... ]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24151322/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24151322/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 17:19:37 PDT
I'm back and I hope not forgotten D: anyway...

Laptop has sprung to life again MUAHAHAHAHa LOL

Kay not quite ready to submit stuff yet, but I have a shabillion things to submit yet. And quarter 3 is finally done DX hated it absolutely despised it!!!! Except for the art with Deyo even though out class sucked with Freshy's!!! XP EWwwww!!!!

I wanted to ho to house but I'm grounded from everything at the moment DX note me if you want to hear my bad story... I really have nothing better to do LOL

Kay back for Updates and maybe Harambee stuff with and maybe if I'm able to do stuff DX I didn't last year (UHHH EPIC FAIL *shot*), maybe I will make headbands in Japanese cause I feel like it XD just an idea pplz!!!

Kay Peace People Love you ALL!!!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24088226/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/24088226/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:12:16 PDT
So I will talk to you guys within two weeks...

i'M GLAD ANIME DETOUR WAS A BLAST FUR
and and good luck with the harambee thing
Bye~

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/23867332/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/23867332/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 14:16:45 PDT

Kay, I have spent most of my Spring Break wallowing in my living room playing The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess and finally finished for the Gamecube, but now on to Wii MUahahahahha!!! lol No spoilers, but,you will agree with me when I would say... SAD!!!! that is all.

Next on thy agenda, I will be submitting more and more stuff, mostly fanart and I will start to be using my darn photoshop now!! DX just cause.

Stuff will be up soon...hopefully

Talk to you guys later!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/23138777/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/23138777/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 13:09:54 PST
Eh, for my Japanese class at school we're doing a video for like eating out at like a Japanese restaurant, and it seems fun. But nobody wants to be in the video skit with me and i complain BLEH!!!

I jus a lil sad right nao. and may be a lil complainer too.

Just trying to get new journal cause I'm bored xDDD lolol

END!!!

Have a nice peoplez!!! ]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22660238/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22660238/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 19:15:47 PST
Oh gosh. I remember the very first book that I read was with my friend and now WOW it's so sad and happy at the same time

If you already read it isn't it sad?!?!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22415339/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22415339/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:50:36 PST MonkiiShine

Zee Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.

1.) Your name?
Marcia: The most obsessive and self absorbed person on the entire planet.

I don't think I'm that self absorbed and obsessive...am I? D:

2.) Your age?
15: Any girl under eighteen who lies about her age. Closely related to the term jailbait but more devious.

HAHA lol so true!

3.) One of your friends?
Jeff: Broken Penis caused by walking, slamming or, running into something or someone.

Hahahahaha, that is absolutely true (sorry Jeff)

4.) What should you be doing
Homework: a punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor.

Hellz Yes. . . damn hard labor

5.) Favorite color?
Purple: Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin.

Do what?

6.) Birthplace?
Eagan Minnesota: the land of 3 seasons, winter, summer, and road construction.

Believe it! LOL

7.) Month of your birth?
January:
Nantional Hangover Month. Because of the recent holadays and masive partying the general population spends the month hungover

Happy New Years Everybody!!!

8.) Last person you talked to?
Dad: The parent that takes the most shit. Sure, if you had a shitty father, then go ahead and bitch, but not all of us did. Some of us had great fathers, who really loved us, and weren't assholes. Honestly, if you could see how much damage a mother could do to one's self esteem, you wouldn't even place so much blame on "dear old dad"

Awwah, that is true D:

9.) One of your nicknames?
Marty:
This bad-ass mother from round the way who takes bong tokes like a fucking man.

O.O;

Hellz to the Yes!!! xD

I tag only the people that read this Journal! And you know who your are, so do it!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22381618/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22381618/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 20:05:01 PST
The 2008 Year has been an ok year, I guess, not the best year that I have had, but hopefully this year 2009, will be better than last year. I hope to have a better relationships with people, there had been much too much drama last year, but not going into the details about it, just cause.
I have met some people, that have really made me more, myself and they have made me "better" I suppose.

This year is clean up and organize year for my family, just redecorating things and cleaning up rooms and all. I had come across some things from the past, that had really made me sad to say the least, (ramble ramble ramble) it was this really sad note, that I wrote a long time ago to this "friend" and it just tor me apart, but that's the past, and hopefully the past won't bite me in the ass later on. xD lol

But anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO ALL!!!!!

Love you all,

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22164480/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/22164480/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 11:25:55 PST Sorry for the peole that have been waiting for me to submit their requests. I've been quite busy, but I have finished them, so I will send you a note to tell you that I have submitted them.

1. Ru: [link] [link] [link]
Avalon: [link]
Ru and Pinstripe: [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]
Ru, Pinstripe, and Avalon: [link]

2. GreasO: [link]

3. Hoshi Allegro [link]

4. Warrior Girl [link]

5. Sexy Pic and KM [link] and Solus [link]

6.[link] IxA [link] piccu


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These are the pictures that are done, if you don't see a link next to your drawing that wanted to be drawn, I have not yet drawn it or scanned it. They will be done in a little while.

#1
Ru
Pinstripe-----
Avalon
#2
Greaso----- [link]
#3
Hoshi Allegro----- [link]
#4
Warrior Girl-----[link]
#5
Solus and KM----- [link]
Sexy Pic----- [link]
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http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21853562/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 19:16:32 PST
I feel so bad about one of my other friends that isn't my friend anymore, I wish that we could settle our differences over a cup of coffee, but I know that will never happen. I know I should move on, but when I try and I just what they had said, about me not being liked and being called a failure and not worth it for anyone. I don't even think I'm worth myself. I feel locked away from the world and feel that I have no more close friends, like I did before the other friends started to pour in. Once, I will be able to have my own car and go places that I really want to go to. I MISS ALL OF THE OTHER FRIENDS THAT ARE FORM EAGAN, espacially the ones, who don't miss me one bit, but...I miss you. I'll just leave you be for a while...?

I hope to succeed to where I'm going, to be able to still have my old friends, but then new friends that are like my old friends. But I still want my friend/s back. But I will have to admit to myself that they're not going to die or some crazy thing like that, but what if...? But I'm not going to think about that. I hope that we will still be able to hang out on days that we have off and all that jazz.
-Marty-

P.S -Sorry for the depression escalating-

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21803157/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21803157/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 16:45:38 PST
I feel so bad about one of my other friends that isn't my friend anymore, I wish that we could settle our differences over a cup of coffee, but I know that will never happen. I know I should move on, but when I try and I just what they had said, about me not being liked and being called a failure and not worth it for anyone. I don't even think I'm worth myself. I feel locked away from the world and feel that I have no more close friends, like I did before the other friends started to pour in. Once, I will be able to have my own car and go places that I really want to go to.

I hope to succeed to where I'm going, to be able to still have my old friends, but then new friends that are like my old friends. But I still want my friend/s back. But I will have to admit to myself that they're not going to die or some crazy thing like that, but what if...? But I'm not going to think about that. I hope that we will still be able to hang out on days that we have off and all that jazz. Ha I said Jazz...

-Marty-

P.S -Sorry for the depression escalating-

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21358884/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21358884/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 14:46:22 PST I am have having people tell what to draw and if you still want to you can note me a link and I will draw it, cause it's for your entertainment and for me to become a better drawer. :3
There is a catch, It will only go up to 10 entries cause I need time to draw them 83. Once I am all done with all of them, I will give another note.

1. Ru: [link] [link] [link]
Avalon: [link]
Ru and Pinstripe: [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]
Ru, Pinstripe, and Avalon: [link]

2. GreasO: [link]

3. Hoshi Allegro [link]

4. Warrior Girl [link]

5. Sexy Pic and KM [link] and Solus [link]

6.[link] IxA [link] piccu


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These are the pictures that are done, if you don't see a link next to your drawing that wanted to be drawn, I have not yet drawn it or scanned it. They will be done in a little while.

#1
Ru
Pinstripe-----
Avalon
#2
Greaso----- [link]
#3
Hoshi Allegro----- [link]
#4
Warrior Girl-----[link]
#5
Solus and KM----- [link]
Sexy Pic----- http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21286619/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 15:52:50 PST
And I will still remember you now that your gone. I hope to be a better person in the future and hope to see you again, when I am fully changed and able to take care of my own problems, and stay sane when I am around.

You will always be my friend, in my heart.

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21205132/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/21205132/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:22:36 PDT MonkiiShine
find the meme here: [link]

Dear ~Max200

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think I realized it that night in your camping car and I saw you ignore Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked a new life as a clone .

Go burn,

-Marica-





I tag,

I failed my permit test :,<

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/20993219/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/20993219/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 20:33:00 PDT I am have having people tell what to draw and if you still want to you can note me a link and I will draw it, cause it's for your entertainment and for me to become a better drawer. :3
There is a catch, It will only go up to 10 entries cause I need time to draw them 83. Once I am all done with all of them, I will give another note.

1. Ru: [link] [link] [link]
Avalon: [link]
Ru and Pinstripe: [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]
Ru, Pinstripe, and Avalon: [link]

2. GreasO: [link]

3. Hoshi Allegro [link]

4. Warrior Girl [link]

5. Sexy Pic and KM [link] and Solus [link]

6.[link] AxI [link] piccu

7. Rose and two people

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These are the pictures that are done, if you don't see a link next to your drawing that wanted to be drawn, I have not yet drawn it or scanned it. They will be done in a little while.

#1
Ru
Pinstripe-----
Avalon
#2
Greaso-----
#3
Hoshi Allegro-----
#4
Warrior Girl-----
#5
Solus and KM-----
Sexy Pic----- [link]
#6... ]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/20828274/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/20828274/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 16:12:44 PDT
#1 Ru, Pinstripe and Avalon
#2 Greaso
#3 Hoshi Allegro
#4 Warrior Girl
#5 Sexy Pic DONE: [link]
Solus and KM
#6 AxI

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/20508387/ http://Sesshylovegirl.deviantart.com/journal/20508387/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 15:44:58 PDT
8 Things About Meh

1.My name is not after the Brady Bunch, it's after meh grandmama
2. I draw weird things when I am bored
3. I like to eat strange things when nobody's around
4. I sleep with meh dog Maddy almost every night when she barks to get on the bed
5. I like to draw meh friends
6. I crave Ramen when i crave sALT!!!!
7. I don't like to read big ass novels cause I get bored right away
8. I like pie!

Totally random off the top of my head LOL
I tag all yall!!!!!

]]> ~Sesshylovegirl