http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SexyDemyx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SexyDemyx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:33:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/28960560/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/28960560/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 12:28:46 PST I am so ready to just have Christmas break already, I cant concentrate one iota. > <'' lol And im going through the hardest part of my Bio course so its not a good mix .. wtf was the teacher thinking making the Photosynthesis, Cellular Respiration unit right before Christmas break..can you say "retard"? So here i am in comm tech, making a website. A lot funner than it sounds. I have to watch tutorials where a teacher talks and after every syllable licks his lips XD GAAAH!! ITS SO ANNOYING, its seriously bothering me so much. So anyways, if i dont get on near Christmas, I wish all of you happy holidays and all that jazz <3 have a good one. Wish me luck on surviving the next week and a half. BLECK!
Panda out -

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/28830567/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/28830567/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 17:06:28 PST Greater than 30= Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both?
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme

01-[ ] You like to be content in everything.
02-[X] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[X] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[ ] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[X] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[X] You like making others blush.
08-[X] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
09-[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[X] You like romantic-funny anime.
11-[X] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[ ] You have listened “an café”.
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[X] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[X] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[X] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[ ] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[X] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names. (I usually call her "Retard" <3 )
26-[ ] You believe that yaoi is the best.
27-[ ] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[X] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
31-[ ] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[X] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[ ] You like j-pop.
35-[X] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[ ] You smile with no reason.
38-[ ] You usually are very positive.
39-[X] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[ ] You usually don’t understand what your parents say

15- I'm Seme D

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/28063692/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/28063692/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 10:35:02 PDT ..... I just hate thinking that I'm gettng older.... bah...
Anyways, The more important reason I'm making this journal is for Laura. My friend Laura has H1N1.... she had been working on her to be halloween costume for so long... Its a fricking Alphonse suit made entirely out of cardboard and duct tape. It looks so amazing I cant even tell you. She was so excited.... And now she cant go, and I cant even visit her today cuz I have next to NO immunity to sickness. So please wish Roxas a Happy Halloween Dont worry Roxas,this year may suck but I'm going to make sure you have the Happy Halloween you deserve next year <:]
Try to cheer up my friend, Good health first- Candy later
Lots of love.
-Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/27921756/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/27921756/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 11:39:56 PDT Anyways, yesterday was my 16th birthday. Hooray, i suppose
I'm not a big fan of birthdays, i guess you can say that they kinda depress me.. but it wasnt all bad, despite the terrible thoughts of getting older. Fox was very helpful all day... and i got hugs from everyone in my classess (or everyone that is my friend ) lol so that was nice... Kitty was gone all day on a stupid field trip -.-'' but he gave me hugs when he got back. I also got a small compact gateway laptop :3 i love it. havent had a chance to screw with it too much yet, but i will. oh i will >8D But the best part was probably when I talked to my cousin whom i havent talked to in a long time. That was wonderful.
Today, not so good I have art, which sucks ass cuz my crazy hippy teacher wants to make my life a spiralling vortex into the seventh layer of hell... I had a Bio exam (i think i did pretty good tho ) Comm tech (what i'm in right now) which is boring -.-'' annnnd Math next. which guess...
i have a test in. yep.
Ugh. Thank god we have monday off
Toodles.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/27391960/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/27391960/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 13:02:35 PDT Anyways; yes, I am in a terrible mood. I'm in comm tech right at this moment...waiting for the bell to ring in like...10 minutes. Just wanted to say to the very few active watchers I have that, I have still been drawing. Hooray? Yeah, kay. BUT I dont enjoy colorng with my hands, tedious and doesnt look good. another problem. my photoshop trial has ended and I dont have cash. (Cant buy it, see?) So if i do post anything new it will most likely be a WIP until I can find a way to get photoshop.
Kay? Good. Now anyways. I dont want to really go into my personal problems atm, but I feel like utter shit, what a surprise eh? Anyways. wish me luck on feeling better. Thanks.
Peace.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/27191657/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/27191657/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:31:18 PDT lol.
So I'm guessing this will be my last journal entry for quite awhile... And wish me luck on trying to find myself artistically.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/26787585/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/26787585/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:58:35 PDT <'''''''''
Which might ruin my whole year. -sigh- It's gonna suck monkey nuts that's fer true.
I always get so depressed right before school starts too, It's terrible. I'm nervous and i feel sick all the time and just so depressed and worried and..blah, dead x.x'''
I have an awful feeling about grade 11.
On the plus side.....
Is there one?
This summer has been pretty mellow, nice...but mellow. I hung out with my great friend i havent seen in forever, but unfortunately she is now moving to Victoria, so i wont see her....uh...prolly ever again...and i didnt see her a lot to begin with...so that hurts like a stab in the face.
The only plus i can think about is that Joseph and I have celebrated our 15 month anniversary this month Wonderful.
I prolly wont update too much for awhile, wish me luck on not dying in grade 11, tho i doubt it will do anything -.-'''

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25972486/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25972486/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 20:25:13 PDT

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed your cousin: The thought never even crossed my mind

Ran away: NEXT.

Pictured your crush naked: UHHHHHH O///////O'''''''''''''''''''''

Skipped school: Yeah i have a lot in Junior High. But in High School? Not so much.

Broken someone's heart: Yeah, probably....sorry dudes you probably deserved it.

Been in love: I am right now before this, i only thought i was

Cried when someone died: Of course...

Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yeah..... oh well, they suck anyways

Broken a bone: No, many many injuries but no fully broken bones, yay.

Done something embarrassing: OMFG all the time.

Lied: Unfortunately...... i regret it everyday.

Cried in school: Yeah, i try not to cry in front of people tho > <''


WHICH IS BETTER

Coke or Pepsi: PEPSI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sprite or 7UP: well i dont really like either of them, so i guess...... 7up.

Girls or Guys: Guys mostly. Girls are too conniving, self absorbed and stupid for me plus, i generally have nothing in common with chicks, cuz im nothing like them

Flowers or Candy: Uhm...either would be sweet

Scruff or Clean shaved: Well depends on the gender, man i like them bearded ladies tho lemme tell ya

Blondes or Brunettes: Doesnt really matter lol

Bitchy or Slutty: Neither? Sluts are bitches AND gross to look at so...i guess Bitchy

Tall or Short: Depends on gender again if dudes are shorter then me then they are too short lol

Pants or Shorts: Paaaaants- i HATE my ugly pasty ass legs.

Night or Day: I'm a nocturnal panda


WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

What do you notice first: Personality and then usually eyes

Last person you slow danced with: I havent really actually slow danced with anybody

Worst Question To Ask: There are numerous ...


THE LAST TIME YOU...

Showered: Yesterday lol

Stepped outside: Walking Joseph to the bus stop

Had Sex: Woooooah, what now? .... there

Romantic memory: Last time i romantic memory? ... Wrong.


WHAT IS (your favorite)...

Your Good Luck Charm: My nannies bracelet and the purple heart stone Joseph got me

Person You Hate Most: That is a very long list, starting with
EVERYONE FROM BISHOP KIDD ('cept Zara)

Best Thing That Has Happened: Coming to the North and meeting Joseph and Laura and everyone else :3

On your desk: My artbook, a plate that once had toast on it, my purple ipod...
Kyles pile of movies; The Knowing, The Unborn and Just Friends.

Picture on your desktop: Josephs Fractal Art ! He's so great ! --- >

Color: Purple and red.

Movie: Oh God, thats not possible to answer... the first ones that come to mind are; Fight Club, American History X, Boondock Saints ,The Nightmare Before Christmas and The Conque... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25723813/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25723813/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 20:49:32 PDT My arms i guess :/ lol

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black with Jack Skelington on it

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Only again and again and again <3

4. Do you plan outfits?
Not even a little.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Uhm... i'm feeling.... i'm not sure.

6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red?
A bottle of Tylenol... extra strength, yo.

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having!
Uhhhhh... a dream about walking through a silent hill-esk corridor and the walls were falling apart.... O-o

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
...er... No?

9. What are you craving right now?
I have no idea.

10. Do you floss daily?
Nope

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Cabbage Patch Kids O.O;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

12. Are you emotional?
Oh God.........so so so so so emotional...

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Never in my life

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Licky Licky :3

15. Do you like your hair?
Its a good time waster, picking out the colors.

16. Do you like yourself?
Not at all.

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Maybe his face

18. What are you listening to right now?
I'm listening to the background banter of "How I Met Your Mother"

19. Are your parents strict?
Sometimes...

20. Would you go sky diving?
Meh.....uhm.....er....i unno.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Yummers.

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yeppers, Clay Aiken, Billy Klipert, Adam Gontier and of course AARON DISMUKE!!!!!!!

23. Do you rent movies often?
Not anymore.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Picture frames and do-dad's

25. How many countries have you visited?
Only Canada.

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yeah, Ozzy Ozbourne Sound Board 8D

27. Ever been on a train?
Ever breathed the air???? Jebuz. of course i have been on a train.

28. Brown or white eggs?
Doesnt matter as long as their is a dead baby bird inside.....*sobs-continues eating bird*

29.Do you have a cell-phone?
Nope.

30. Do you use chap stick?
No i sure as hell don't.

31. Do you own a gun?
Not a real one, nope nope. Would be cool, tho.

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Not correctly X3

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
I wish i was with Joseph but im alone tonight, im afraid.

34. Are you too forgiving?
Sometimes, i guess...

35. Ever been in love?
I am right now

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Well Prolly gonna get up and hang out with me

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Oh fuck. Yeah.

38. Last time you cried?
......Yesterday.

39. What was the last question you asked?
"Can you shut up, Nate?" lol

40. Favorite time of the year?
Christmas or Summer....

41. Are you sarcastic?
Of course i am not.

42. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
*sigh* Stupid asshole Ashton Kutcher ruining everything. Good concept tho.

43. Ever walked into a wall?
Among many many many other things

44. fave color?
Purple.

45. Have you ever been slapped by someone?
Only, all the time...

46. Is your hair curly?
Naturally yes but not so much anymore.

47. What was the last CD you bought?
Uhhhhhhhhmmm..... Papa Roach ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25483743/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25483743/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 21:25:56 PDT But....
now this...
is PISSING ME OFF! I got a 58% ON MY SCIENCE EXAM THAT I STUDIED FOREVER FOR!!!!!!!!
Man, do i have to fail at every aspect of my life?? That is a clear "yes" and a HUGE slap in the face.
Hooray i have to tell my parents that soon. *smashes face into desk*
Man i hate sucking so bad.

Mood is "Failure" is that a mood? Well I suck THAT much that failure is now a mood.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25382392/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25382392/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 21:05:54 PDT New: No vomiting as of yet- thats a good sign.
I had my religion final on Monday (An Essay Thing) and i gots a 72 so that's pretty awesome. Cheesiness pays off it surely does.
I had my LA final today it was a reading comprehension test, usually im pretty good at those. So...fingers crossed for me- I felt like i did pretty well.
AAANNNDD The big shitter is on Friday..
DA DA DA!- SCIENCE!!
All of you reading this please pray for me i have studied alot (which is very odd for me, usually its just...easy...not this time folks i'll tell ya.) but i will study some more tonight and tomorrow...and then i will see my teacher on Friday morning for tutorial before my test at 1:00.....
SO, if i dont pass my exam (and thus do not pass grade 10 science) then i can at least say i tried my best and try harder in the future.....
i guess.
Pray for my soul - Panda

Mood is stuck- i am not "defeated" i am "nervous as all hell"

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25129237/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25129237/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:55:19 PDT
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
I was at the park with my little cousins.

2. Who are you in love with?
Joseph

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
GAH! Omg, yes! When i was....er.... yes, i have eaten a crayon.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
*looks around* Molly's Hello Kitty blanket....a couple of Jordans guitar pics are pink....and a box of kleenex.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
When Satans fiery chariot drove out of the depths of hell with his unholy herd of evil blaspheming reindeer to lead him...in other words- Last week.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes, big hole-filled socks.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
I have a car not worth the lint in between my toes. to some that may be worth alot tho....so... lets take into consideration the term "One mans junk is anothers treasure"

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Well...we FLEW out of town almost 2 weeks ago.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Yes actually Nathan, Jordan, Christina and I all went to go see terminator.

10. Are you hot?
...... temperature wise? Well its 22 here...so yeah its pretty hot... but attractive? no. no. no and i say again; no.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Coca Cola from the Couche Tard lmfao kills me.

12. What are you wearing right now?
I'm wearing my Super Mario Galaxy shirt...with jeans...?

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
I let the old man with a rag and a stick do it, hes efficient and smells like mushrooms

14. Last food that you ate?
TURKEY AND STUFFING AND BEARS OH MY!...i mean, not bears... lol :/

15. Where were you last week at this time?
Prolly in this exact spot...or being attacked by my little cousins

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Nope. I never buy clothes. Unless they are cool like...Zelda shirts and my mario shirts...or DK lol

17. When is the last time you ran?
I ran today chasing after Noodle.Silly Noodle.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Hockey...against my will

19. What is your favorite animal?
PANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDAPANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20. Your dream vacation?
Hawaii....Ireland.... something like that.

21. Last person's house you were in?
My aunty Sandy's...i live here right now lol... and my Papas.

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
Uhm...cant recall....lots

23. Have you been in love?
I am right now

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes, i really really really do.
25. Last play you saw?
Uhm....Phantom Of The Opera once upon a long f-ing time ago.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
O.O;;;;;;;;; hahah its called Chloroform baby *winks*

27. What are your plans for tonight?
Gonna..maybe play with the Ouija board with mah family ^ ^ tee hee

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
Myspace? BAH! I laug... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25122504/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25122504/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 10:00:01 PDT
whatever....no biggie i suppose....
Other then that...im coming home in 4 days...thats gonna be nice. I miss everyone...especially Kitty and Fox...
Oh and also I prolly have to go to the doctors some point soon, my mom is worried about me. She says that all the women in her family are Anemic, so shes worried...and plus since i got the flu a couple days ago i havent fully recovered which isnt normal...im not throwing up anymore, but i still feel weak and frail and i hardly eat anything...im just never hungry....i feel constantly full even if i havent eaten :/ i ate a single piece of pizza ALL day yesterday...thats ALL i had and i couldnt even finish that... >.>''' and also apparently i still look pale and gross and my eyes are all sunken into my head from my flu..so yeah....gonna go to the doctors soon hopefully....
Bah, im feeling pretty shitty as you can prolly see ^ lol....but at least its 4 more days..
be good.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25086020/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/25086020/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 10:14:10 PDT 'nuff said.
As for an update thingy... I have been in Montreal for exactly a week now, pretty fun except for the fact that the weather is pretty shitty...well maybe its a kind of good thing because when its hot in Montreal the air is so thick and...like syrup kinda so , that was unpleasant. But it would be nice to have a little more sun and a little less rain its starting to bum me out. Well anyway, havent really done anything too crazy, just hung around my aunts house and spent time with my family. All except for 2 days ago, oh my lord i had the flu something wicked and i have a phobia of throwing up, so that was awful.....just horrible my mom is awesome...she fed me soup >//<''''''''''''''' lol cuz i actually was physically unable to move, and even now i feel pretty weak...everytime i cough or sneeze it feels like im being kicked in the ribs. Unpleasant.
Well lots of family issues going on right now so im pretty much just hanging out with the chillens, so that they dont hear the yelling and stuff... I have been working on a picture since i got on the plane from Calgary....kind of almost done, then i will scan it it is a pretty irrelevant picture, its a dragon of some sort.. but i thought it was cool. Taking me forever @___@'''
Oh well, all in due time. Im fucked for all my classes basically tho, i cant remember anything we were working on and as for Religion, i dont understand what my teacher wanted me to do...she underlined a passage in a book and then just wrote next to it "5 points" so BAM- screwed. Im screwed for art cuz my art teacher is just so infuriating its not possible, i want to high kick her in her massive chins until her hippie brain explodes out of that massive fucking head
anyways...im screwed for art...screwed for Science cuz i have NO idea whats going on even though i have been doing homework for a little....still majorly confused....and im not too screwed for LA but still...you could say im screwed.
So yep. happy days.
What else?....uhmm.... i watched the before theater version of the new Wolverine movie so the special effects werent quite done..that was so funny. Really it was just...
great.
Bah, i am feeling progressively empty every day tho... like something is missing. I really just feel hollow most of the time and im not sure what to do about it..... i feel weak and just....useless...
i also feel very alone here...everyone else is either...a baby...a boy or adults...so nobody really has the same interests as me...
well i dont have girly interests...but my male cousins are 19 and 20...so i dont really have anything to offer them...or to say to them...im mostly just by myself...watching everyone else do their thing...
its pretty sad.
well...what can ya do? I have always been kind of a loner anyway....
one week left until i can see you
]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24993430/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24993430/ Thu, 28 May 2009 08:12:55 PDT
1. What is your full name? Meghan Jaime Hounsell Goodfellow

2. Who do you trust most out of your friends? Joseph

3. Who is the funniest friend you have? Laura or Zara

4. Who is the fittest person in your year? ...fittest person in my year...? What now?.. :/

5. Who is the person that you worry about most? Joseph lol >////////////////<

6. If you had one day left to live what would you do? Spend time with those i loved most.

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? It all depends.

8. What is the one thing you most want to do at the moment? I want to hug and kiss Joseph right now... i miss you
9. What is your biggest fear? Abandonment, Silence and spiders

10. What's your scariest memory? Uhh... When i was a baby and i woke up in the middle of the night with a Wolf spider on my face and 2 of them fighting and hissing at each other on my pillow...i was so scared i couldnt move...there are worse memories but im not talking about them here.

11. What has shocked you recently? When my Aunt gave me a bracelet from my Nanny

12. What is your fave joke? hahah my mom told me one this morning "Mickey Mouse goes into a therapists office and says "i cant deal with Minnie anymore!" the therapist sits him down and says "Tell me what youre feeling" so Mickey tells him everything and the therapist comes up with the conclusion "Mickey, you cant leave Minnie just because she is silly!" and Mickey says "No, i said she was FUCKING GOOFY!" lmfao that gave me a good chuckle.

13. What is your all time favorite song? uhm... Dont want to miss a thing by Aerosmith.

14. What is the best holiday you have ever been on? Prolly this one ^ ^ (im in Montreal ATM)

15. What is the one thing that can make you cry instantly? Thinking about my past on pets or family members...

16. What was the only thing that can make you smile instantly? Joseph.

17. What is your favorite word or favorite saying? Zoinks, Yo.

18. What's your funniest memory? Too many to name righ now

19. What is one of your childhood memories? Bad Bad Bad Bad Ones....... -.-'''''''''

20. Final comment: I miss you
]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24863678/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24863678/ Wed, 20 May 2009 19:51:21 PDT 1. Are you sad - Mmm A Little
2. Are you happy - I'm Alright
3. Are you bored - Yess
5. Are you Italian - Prolly somewhere in this fucked up gene pool of mine
6. Are you pregnant - NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. Are you nice - Can be...
9. Are you Irish - HELLS YES BITCH!! CHUG-A-LUG!!!
10. Are you Asian - That i am not.

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - (Bronwyn) Meghan Jaime Hounsell Goodfellow
2. Nicknames - Panda, Demyx, Meg, Meggerz.
3. Birth place - Quebec
4. Hair color - Everything
5. Natural hair style - Style?.....down?.... :/
7. Birthday - Oct. 22, 1993
8. Mood - Restless.
9. Favorite color - Purple and Red (RAINBOW!)
10. One Place to Visit - Ireland?

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love- Am right now
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - I believe in CRUSH at first site, but not Love Love. You have to get to know someone first.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Too many times to ever count in one lifetime
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Maybe?...Prolly.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Many a' time.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yes'm
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Not really...
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Laura
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - My babe <33 XP (sorry Joseph, i wont call you babe anymore )

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.... lust is nothing without it
2. Hard liquor or beer - PEPSI MA FACKAS CUZ IM HARDCORE!
3. Cats or dogs - Both...more Dogs tho. ('cept for my kitty )
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - I have aquaintances but very few "best friends" i would say only 3 BEST FRIENDS (everyone else is still awesome tho )
5. Television or internet - Inter-vision. Teh Sex.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night in !!! i love those.
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness, you dont need to have money to be happy...ever.
9. Night or day - here let me answer that with... Can you feel the love TONIGHT (LAURA!!!!!)
10. IM or phone - IM...phone is weird

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Yeaaaah
2. Been skinny dipping - O.O;;; oh GOD! I'd be to sea creatures what the bomb was to Hiroshima and Nagasaki >.>'''
3. Done something you regret - So much.......
4. Bungee jumped - HAHAHAHAHAHAH oh for fucking christs sake NO!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - No but i have finished breaking someone elses jaw
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Uh...mmm...at first...just cuz i didnt want to be alone....but not for long cuz they are scum :]
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Yes (R.I.P Harry, Jersey, Jones, Molly, Dude, Raja and Special Ed....oh...and...Prolly Jet.....I miss you all *dies inside* )
10. Wanted to disappear - As in Die?...yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes usually ( Josephs eyes are amazing *swoons* )
2. Light or dark hair - Doesnt matter at all.
3. Hugs or kisses - Both! Or at the same time!!!
4. Shorter or taller - Usually taller, if im taller then a guy its kinda...weird ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24852712/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24852712/ Wed, 20 May 2009 08:12:26 PDT <''' I need to go to the clinic later to see if they have a sling >-< Oh well... I have that A535 stuff and some ice...so its pretty numb right now....on another note, i am bored and a little gloomy...my mom and brother are gonna be out soon, trying to get Kyle a loan so i can go to Montreal next weekend... *fingers crossed* So im gonna be alone pretty much all day...
that is NOT a good thing >.>
So im gonna....draw...or try to until my arm gives out >xO
I will keep working on a picture i have been drawing for Joseph and color some other unfinished pictures... yeah alright..
Wish me luck on not going insane - Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24709888/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24709888/ Mon, 11 May 2009 19:06:14 PDT [x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 4 of 10

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[ ] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[ ] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 2 of 10

Fairy:
[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[ ] You are very shy. (Can be)
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 3 of 10

Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 4 of 10

Harpy/Siren:
[x] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you. (Not that i LIKE it)
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 6 of 10

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 2 of 10

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood. (It is just cool to me...)
[x] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[x] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips. ( but any kiss can be romantic >////< )
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 8 of 10

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shape shift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[ ] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors. (depends on the weather)
Total: 5 of 10

Wizard/Witch:
[ ] You love chemistry. (FUCK CHEMISTRY!!!)
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that peo... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24451389/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24451389/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:25:00 PDT
Joseph, Laura, my little brother and I all went to the comic expo at the round up center. Despite some.....sadness i had for a bit, it was very cool.
I got to see Sean Astin ^ ^ (didnt get his autograph cuz it costed 35$ !! =O i like ya, but not that much pal.)
The best part was that we got to see AARON DISMUKE!!!!!!!!!
For all of you noobs Aaron Dismuke is the voice of Fortuna from Trinity Blood, Leon Elliot from Black Cat, Nokoru from Tsubasa Chronicles, Shura from Yu Yu Hakusho...and *DRUM ROLL PLEEEEAASSEEE!* ALPHONSE FUCKING ELRIC FROM FULL METAL ALCHEMIST!!!!!!!!!!!!
( along with many other roles )
But OMFG He saw my pic "This Pain Is Nothing" And really liked it !
He said it was morbid (which it is)but he said it was really good!!
I was so happy
Then, Laura and I showed him our comic (DH) we are 4 pages into it now, and explained it (the best we could lmfao) and he said it seemed really cool and that when he comes back we should show him the rest!! *fangurl scream*
It was amazing !!
Thheeeennnn we saw some sweet ass mascot thingies (300$ but holy shit they were nice)
....I gots myself a panda hat ...Joseph got his throwing knives lol him and his knife fetish (its ok Kitty, i love knives too >8D )
We left after we ran out of money ^ ^'' XDD
and then Joseph hung out here for a little
Overall...it was a great Sunday.
Now....back to hell tomorrow lol *starts counting seconds until next weekend*
432,000 I wasnt kidding < that is how many seconds is in 5 days
Wish me luck
Be Good- Panda ( I'm Almost Complete! ) XD

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24314417/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24314417/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 20:00:24 PDT


1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When's the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?


THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME -- Be Good-- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24102136/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24102136/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:41:40 PDT but yeah..i unno, i think im just really sick of my drawings at the moment....nothing is turning out how i want it as of late, my pictures are all too similar and just..too gay i really wanna draw fight scenes, or gorey/scary things....but it always ends up like some chick in a dress.. *sigh* im so sick of it....I CANT EVEN DRAW DUDES!
I guess i just need more practice...but im just really blah with my "drawings" as of late....so i may not post anything for awhile...i know i have no fans out there so no one will be sad at this but dont ruin my dream... lol
I think im just gonna work on my DH book version for awhile and draw....some other time...
Wish me luck- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24042060/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/24042060/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 14:34:35 PDT April fools day was nice, its also my fathers birthday...i drew him a picture and such... And a CERTAIN SOMEBODY tricked me into thinking he was going to move to Singapore it was...relieving but i think he still deserves some more slaps or punches lol
...annnd Yesterday my Science class went on a field trip to the Tyrell museum in Drumheller....the way there was pretty scary..thick mist that restricted any hope of seeing 2 feet infront of you ! me and Laura kept hearing the bus driver and teachers saying things like "fatal" and "bad" and ect ect
so we were thinking it would be like Steven Kings "The Mist".... if we didnt go to a Catholic school i would have really suggested getting rid of the Really Religious people..... *shakes* lmao for anyone who has seen the Mist you know what i mean
Sooo today... Laura is gonna come over and we are gonna...i unno, watch some movies.
And i hope hope hope hope HOOOPE *crosses fingers* that i can see Joseph tomorrow!
I havent been able to hang out with him outside of school for a long time...its making me very very sad...
SO IMMA KEEP MY FINGERS CROSSED!
- Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23597438/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23597438/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:05:50 PDT This is a 150 question quiz..i am doing it as to occupy myself...cuz i miss someone terribly and i dont want to get sad lol
so dont feel obligated to read on...
but if you want to, knock yerself out.
Be Good- Panda

150 Random Questions

1.Do you like having your picture taken? Naw im ugly as fuck

2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non? NEVER!!

3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? I would want to go to Ireland to kiss the blarney stone. Tokyo cuz it looks sweet, China to steal a panda >8D and Austrailia to bag me a boomer...and if im lucky Scotland to poke fun at men in skirts XP

4.Who would you take with you on this little adventure? Laura and Joseph

5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime? mmm...There are plenty..

6.Would you ever do that? Suure.

7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles? =O Yes! Its like you have known me all my life.

8.Ever actually completed one? Oh my, yes.

9.Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it. “That’s all you have to say?”
He smiled and shrugged.
“I come here with a burning philosophical question, and all I get is breakfast?”
“You got quite a lot of breakfast,” he said." From Odd Thomas XP

10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio. "Maybe the pain will lessen and the ligh grow yonder, just maybe, just maybe i could hold you a little longer."

11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams? Yes'm

12.Would you put up posters in your room? I have posters in my room, Totoro and Nightmare Before Christmas

13.Can you sing? Apparently ^ ^;;; but i dont think so.

14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks? Hahaha yeah and i turn them into annoying fucking songs

15.What's your favorite color of post-it note? Purple deffinitely.

16.How many cassette tapes do you own? Mmm i have at least 600

17.How many cd's do you own? uhmm.... *looks in corner* i would say maybe..100 or so.

18.Ever bought a cd for just one song? Oh yes.

19.What would your perfect day consist of? Waking up with My Kitty <3 and then lounging around under a big tree in the sunlight with my kitty and fox.

20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line? HAHA all the time.

21.Have you ever written a survey? Nope, im too cool for that shit

22.How about a song? If so share it- I have written songs but..i dont want to write them here

23.Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them- I added one of them a long while ago...

24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time? No, but my brain does

25.Do you read your horoscope? Naw that shit is retarded...youre saying EVERY single person that was born under the same sign as you is going to have the same day?..or life? BULL FUCKING SHIT.

26.If so, do you base your day on it? And i quote ^ "BULL FUCKING SHIT."

27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why? Mouthwash, i dont chew gum *barf*

28.Do you floss? Yes'm.

29.Are you addicted to napster like me? What in Gods blue balled fuck is Napster?

30.How many times a year about are you sick? Like dog sick? i unno..not too often, but im constantly a little sick

31.Ever been in an airplane? Mm once...and i will again in May *gulp*

32.If so where were you flying to? Calgary from Quebec when i was 3

33.What radio station to you listen to most? None. If i wanted to hear annoying banter and stupid shitty music i would just hang around my parents 24-7

34.What color are your shoes? White...and green..i think http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23547844/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 20:21:07 PST
1. Let us start out by introducing yourself. Who are you?
I am Panda, hear me bleat.

2. What do you tend to draw?
I draw anime, mostly chicks cuz i have problems with male anatomy.

3. What brought you to deviantart?
In grade 9 my friend Laura introduced me to this website.

4. What is you gender? (you do not have to answer however if you do not feel comfortable)
I am a mowen.

5. When is you birthday?
October 2 1993

6. How old are you?
15 years young.

7. Your eye color?
Brown, but they change colour apparently.

8. Hair color?
Every colour lol brown, black, blonde a little bit of purple...

Okay now that that is over lets move onto something differnt, your style!

9. What clothing style do you wear?
Something i like to call "Sewer Rat" its all the rage.

10. What are you wearing right now?
A shirt that says "Chaos, Panic and dissorder, my work here is done" jeans and socks.

11. What did you dress like when you were little?
Mmm... Well when i was a baby and not free to make my own descisions my parents used to make me wear huge frilly dresses...but as soon as i started to dress myself it was usually my older bros left overs.

12. Do your parents have a problem with the way you dress?
My dad is thankful that im not a slut and my mom wants me to dress like a girl ._.
Before Joseph came around they often thought i was a lesbian tho > <'''

13. What outfit do you have your eyes on in stores right now?
....Eyes...on clothes?...Stores...? Me?...Never.

14. What jewlery do you wear a lot (if you wear any that is)?
I always wear my best friend(s) necklaces, my bumble bee necklace, my plastic coloured bracelttes and my rainbow arm band.

15. Do you own a fancy dress? If you are a boy however, do you own a suit?
I own some fancy dresses, doesnt mean i wear them Last time i wore a dress was grade 9 grad..
that was a horrible day ^ ^;;;

16. How to you wear your hair?
Mmmm..down?..I hatemy hair up...gross.

Wow what a unique style you have creatied for youself, now tell me of were you have gone and what you know...

17. What countries have you traveled to so far?
Just Canada. lol and i have visited Florida once.

18. Where would you like to go?
I would love to go to Ireland, Austrailia or Scottland.

19. What languages do you know?
English, French and i know bits and pieces of Japanese, Gaelic, Spanish and Italian.

20. What countries are your parents from?
My parents are from Montreal Canada.

21. What school trips have you went on?
Uhmm..no where big...and every time i went on a school trip i would be sent home early..lol ^ ^''

Wow very interesting indeed, now how about friends...

22. Who is your bestest friend? (or friends)
Laura Anderson, Zara Cruse and Joseph LaPietra

23. Who is your best guy friend? (or if you are a guy: Who is your best girl friend?)
Joseph LaPietra

24. Who is your best Online-Friend? (or friends)
Uhmm...im not sure. Maybe Rogen and Mire.

25. Who is your friend Adult-friend?
Uhm.. My cousin Amanda.

26. Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? If you do what is their first name?
Yes i do. Joseph <33

I`m sure all of your friends are lucky to be with you, now this or that question. Pick one of the two items told that interests you.

27. Chocolate or Vanilla?
RASIST!

28. Fruit or Vegetables?
Fruits.

29. Dog or cat?
Dogs...with the exception of my Kitty

30. book or movie?
Movies >8DD

31. red or blue?
Red.

32. pink or purple?
PURPLE!

33. swimming or hiking?
I cant swim but i love water...and depends on the weather for hiking lol

34. Coke or Pepsi?
PEPSI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM ADDICTED!!!

35. pencil or pen?
I cant even write with pen, it doesnt work :/

36. beer or wine?
I hate beer and i hate wine.

37. Vampire or Werewolf?
Both...just ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with that disgusting, repulsive, horrid twilight shit!! i FUCKING hate that shit, if i ever hear anything more about how fucking sexy the sparkling faggot Edward is im going to drain my own ball fluid put it in a wine bottle and burn the creators house MOTOV COCKTAIL STYLE BITCH!! KA-BLAM-Y!!!!

38. XBOX 360 or Wii?
I like both but Wii is more creative :3
<... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23450149/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23450149/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 11:50:45 PST I'm ok with this cuz i love my little brother...but its prolly gonna suck > <'''
my family tends to resent me as of late...They are used to me being an emo mute evil child...and i guess thats the way they loved me, now that i have a life...friends a boyfriend... and i talk and am more happy. They just ignore me. Dinners are horrible so now i just continue taking my meal into another room, if they want me to be antisocial for them to love me or even fucking ACKNOWLEDGE my exsistance...then so be it. I'm tired of being neglected, rejected and ostracized for the things i say and the way i am. Fuck them. *sigh* I love my family... I do, dont get me wrong, there is an exception tho... Does it make you a bad person to wish that your father would drop dead sometimes?...
Sorry, im kind of ranting, maybe it will make me feel better i dont know. *sigh*
I just cant wait until i can get the fuck out of here. Away from him.
Most of my family is awesome. I absoluely adore my mother, she is a great inspiration to me <:] my older brother Kyle and I have some...history.. but i still love him, and Nathan is just great. My dad...I'm just so tired of him, After all the shit he has done to me and my family..you think he would try harder..
But hes just a frustrated, angry prick... I dont forgive him for his past and i dont know if i will if he keeps treating me LIKE A FUCKING EMOTIONAL PUNCHING BAG!!!

FUCK!!
God, im so sorry...i just had to rant...

Happy Birthday Nathan, To the best little brother the world could ask for.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23404119/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23404119/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:49:01 PST G U its the retarded G.I

2.Are you single?
Never again

3.What is your favorite number?
3,7 and 13

4.What is your favorite color?
Red and Purple

5.Least favorite color?
Pink, Yellow and White, they give me headaches.

6.What are you listening to?
Chromaggia

7.Are you happy with your life right now?
Yeah , of course.

8.Are you involved with anyone?
Involved? well...hehehe...yeah ^///^

9.What is your favorite subject in school/ college?
Art... I hate LA the teacher is a cheap french harlot, I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE science...MR. Sheldon is a lonely toothless fucker. I hate Band *sobs* and i'm not relgious so religion seems pointless

10.Do you shop at Abercrombie?
... Just no.

11.Do you have money?
Nope > < but soon i will mooch off of Laura, if she will let me be a kiss ass

12.Would you take an ex back?
Stabbing myself in the face with a dull rusty spoon sounds more appealing.

14.Are you gay?
(wtf is the kinsley scale laura?) and NOOO!!!! ( i have no problem with gay people but im just so very not gay.)

15. where do you wish you were right now?
Sitting in a huge field of trees and lilacs , very sunny

16.What should you be doing right now?
Prolly working on Relgion...but instead im..not

Can you blow a bubble?
In more places then one..

Can you do a cart wheel? like a failure.
Can you touch your toes? Yepp
Can you wiggle your ears? Kind of.
Can you touch your tongue to your nose? ... No! D=

Did you ever want to be a doctor? Hahah no.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? Never. Im scared of fire.
Did you ever want to be a teacher? FUCK THAT! "Ms. Hounsell what does this mean?" "it means shut the fuck up." i imagine it so well.
Did you ever break the law? Surely.

Do you like rollercoasters? YES! hehehe but nobody goes on them with me
Do you own a bike? Not anymore.
Do you play the lotto? Naw
Do you like football? Its my favorite sport ever
Do you have a shopping addiction? HAHAHA i havent went shopping.....since...last last January and it was to get a video game.
Does your family have family picnics? I have never had a 'family picnic' O.o
Does your wallet have any pics in it? Dont have a wallet *that i carry on me anyways*
Does a soft answer turn away wrath? Thats random.

Last person you hung out with? Laura.
Last car ride? This morning.
Last text message? Last Last December...from Zara..saying that the cancer was spreading..........
Last baby you held? I dont like to hold them...but i have to alot T^T i have to pretend to like them ^ ^''''

What was the last thing you bought? uh.. uhm...a...hmm.. Chips i believe.
What was the last thing you had to drink? Orange Juice.
What was the last thing you watched? Fairly odd parents XD
What was the last thing you read? ...besides this? i unno.
What was the last thing you hand wrote? ... LA notes. BLAH I KNOW WHAT A GODDAMN VERB IS!!
Who last talked to you on the phone? Joseph.

Who was the last person you took a picture of? Ruby with Ivan staring at her in art.
Last person to leave you a comment? In my... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23279567/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23279567/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 20:45:27 PST Time Started: 8:55 pm

Name: Meghan
Gender: Take a wild swing

1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
I start the water first so i can tell my ass in advance if its either going to be burnt or frozen

2) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Hahahah fuck no..i Even use that non-labeled huge ass black bottle that would look perfect with a skull and cross bones

3) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials?
Hohohoh, NO. Buuuut i moan for other reasons

4) What happened to # 4?
Im typing on his dead body !!!

5) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
nawww, but when we were all wee babies we would have baths together, but not since i was like...2.

6) Ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
No, but this is persuasive.

7) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
Hahahah yeah, *DONT DROP THE SOAP!!!!*

How old do you look?
I wouldnt know im 15 years young...if you know me in Real life, let me know XP

9) How old do you act?
a 2 year old with a very very dirty mind.

10) What's the last song you heard/sang?
I'm listening to "Dick in a box" by Justin Timberlake for SNL

11) Have you recently become a member of anything?
Naw, Besides the NBEA (The National Baby Eating Association) Proud Member!!

12) What are your plans for the weekend?
To hang out with my Fox and Kitty, Whats new? *not complaining*

13) What is your mood at the moment?
Uhmm... Cold but other then that very Chicken Joe-ish

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
No, but i once pretended to God, the reactions!

15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after drinking?
Drinking...alcohal im guessing? FUCK THAT NOISE, THIS PANDA IS SOBER 24-FRICKIN-7!

16) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
The old salt in the back making naughty pirate sex puns EXAMPLE:
"Hoist My Sails"
"Walk My Plank"
"Swab My Poop-Deck" >8P

17) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Oh yes, usually right where they can hear me cuz there is no way in all of God's merciful glorious green fuck that they will try to start shit with me >8D

18 )Has anyone ever called you a slut?
Hahhah, yep. But that is so far from the truth its redonculous, im practically a GUY!

19) Have you ever smuggled something into Canada?
Oh, my..Well if given the chance i would deffinitely consider it.... but i have never left this..darling beaver Country.

20) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
If you can play it, sweet shit! but if you cant , no biggie doesnt make you attractive

21) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Im Canadian Eh? So we get our freak on with Hockey...the flames and all that jazz (good name for 'em FLAMERS!) but i HATE hockey FOOTBALL FTFW!!!!!

22) Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
Like...ALL the popcorn? In the world? or what? (and no i dont care for popped corn, im more into the creamed kind, baby... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23249918/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23249918/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:55:53 PST One: Tomorrow im going to be sooo much more lost in Science as if that wasnt a problem already. Two: I get really lonely and sad when im home alone...Bah, my stupid brain. and Third and most important..
I ONLY GO TO GODDAMN SCHOOL FOR THE PEOPLE
(Namely and )
*sighh* If i go one day without either of them and it feels like a year ^ ^;;
God i'm a loser but its true.
Hey..Laura, if you are reading this im sorry i couldnt see you today, but be happy and i will see you tomorrow ok? USE OPTIMISM!
And also this sucks, cuz all i do on my free time is talk to Fox and Kitty on the computer or hang out with them, an since they are both at school...
I...
HAVE...
NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!! >O<
O.k well...I'm gonna..look for something to eat.. and maybe work on a time line or something for DH <:]
Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23008554/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/23008554/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 18:18:15 PST
Ahh This Quiz is obviously about my Kitty

Have you ever:

1.Felt weak in the knees at the sight of them? Yeaaah

2.Have you ever done something that seemed ludicrous at the time to impress them? Uhm...I dont know how impressive i am ^ ^'''' but i have tried

3.Have you experienced a loss of appetite because they were not with you? Yes

4.Do you have trouble sleeping without them around? Actually, Yes.. lol

5.When you do sleep, are they in your dreams? Sometimes

6.Can you see spending the rest of your life with them? I would love nothing more.

7.Can you say things to them you would not say to any other? Well, yeah

8.If you closest friend were making fun of them, would you stand up for them? Of course, but Laura wouldnt do that xP

9.Could you never lie to them? Never lol

10.Do you call them more than once a day just to hear their voice? Ahh, I WANT to but....i suck at being on the phone lol

11.Is it impossible to imagine life with out them? Its horrible :\

12.Do you have trouble remembering your life before them? unfortunitely no, but it makes it seem so much better cuz it was leading to something ..

13.Do you feel happiness, sadness, hot and cold all at the same time? Uhm..no he doesnt make me sad or cold..... *cocks head to one side*

14.Do you put them first in your life, even before you? Of course

15.Do presents from them seem more enjoyable than any other gift, even before you know what they are? YES ! Hugs will do just fine tho

16.Would you give your last chocolate to them? NEVER!!!! >8C Just kidding, you can have all my chocolate :]

17.Have you ever posted pictures of them all over your walls, leaving little or no wall visible? .ahh no thats kinda creepy, but i do love his pictures loll

18.Have you ever called them to hear their voice, only to hang up before speaking? Once actually, before we were dating but i called back and actually talked lmfao

19.Have you noticed things about their appearance or mannerisms that other people would not notice? I'm not sure what other people notice...but maybe lol

20.Can you name their favorite...ice cream? Chocolate?.. *face palm*

21. ...movie?...ahhh...Im not really sure :/

22. ...song? If I Had An Angel - Nightwish ? I recall that one being one of his faves anyway xP

23.Do you find that certain songs on the radio seem to be written about them or the two of you? Uhm, some messages seem to be close yeah

24.Would you be willing to embarrass yourself in front of others just to see them smile? Deffinitely

25.Do you or are you looking forward to Valentines Day? Uhm well this year i am but im not a huge fan of Valentines day....its kinda pointless XD if you really love someone you dont need just a day t... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22932264/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22932264/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 22:22:28 PST Meghan

2 - Pseudo(s)?
Panda, Meg or Demyx.

3 - Girl or boy?
Do i have to pick one?...well *looks down pants* I would say I'm either a very poor man or a woman.


4 - Towns? (Birthplace and living town)
I was born in Saint Laurent, Quebec, And i now live in Calgary.

5 - Size?
Uhm....I'm not really sure, im not a skinny little emo twig...but im not a tons-a-fun either...i guess im average :\

6 - Age?
I am a year old in dog years.

7 - Colour of hair?
Initially pitch black...but over the years its tured into a mess of brown, black, blonde, red and purple...and soon im going to add white loll

8 - Colour of the eyes?
My eyes are brown, but people say they see bits of green and blue in my eyes sometimes, wicked.

9 - Employment / current occupation?
I have to get a job soon unfortunitely, i am not happy about this one iota.

10- Astrological and Chinese sign:
I am the Rooster, the one that wakes you up with a loud scream at 5 in the morning and you just wish to God you had a shotgun to put me out of your misery

11 - I like/love?
I Love:
My Kitty
My Fox
My Family

I Like:
Anime/Manga
Music
Paintings
Things That Make Me Think (not in a bad way..like works of art)

12 - I don't like?
Oh God don't get me started.
-I dont like people who think they know everything, cuz trust me, they dont.
-People who are self centered.
-The cliche of "teenagers", which sadly rings true for most .__.
- Rap and Hip Hop songs that degrade everyone who listens to them, but they continue to dance. "Touch my knob its free" SUCK MY BALLS ITS FREE BITCH!!
..I thnk i will stop there.

13 - If you can meet one person of your choice, dead or alive, known or not, who would this be?
I would meet everyone on my fathers side...He doesnt talk to/about them...cuz they hate him and he hates them. So i would like to meet them, and see why.

14 - What do you like to do, generally, during the weekend???
Just hang out with Kitty and Fox...listen to music and watch movies.

16 - The first thing you do when you come back from school or work?
Mmm... get on the computer

17 - Style of music or radio that you prefer?
Whichever suits my mood at the time...never Rap or Hip Hop tho.

18 - The most beautiful song, which exists for you?:
There are tons for me...
I think Andrea Bocelli- Por Ti Volare..
Aerosmith- Dont Want To Miss A Thing
RyanDan- Wind Beneath My Wings
Declan Galbraith- I Wish I Were An Angel
Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
And many others..

19 - The singer or band that you prefer?
Impossible To Answer This.

21 - The advertising that you prefer?
I dont pefer any

22 - Are you single?
Nope,I Am Not

23 - If no, are you happy?
I am very happy.

24 - if yes, are you happy?
-------

25 - Have you ever known an unhappy love affair?
I have known many -.-'' which is why i am soured at the idea of marriage...
When it is written as a law people find reasons to feel trapped and bored, so they can break or bend the law...its fucking stupid.


26 - How many Harlequins' collection (books) do you have?
What a large gap in relitivity from the last question to this one

27 - Have you ever read "NOUS DEUX" (to make the bond with England, "Nous deux" is a tabloid)?
...uh, Fuck no?

28 - The magazine that you never miss?
The one where i shove my foot up your anus >8C

29 - Your bedside book?
The bible *halo appears*

30 - The novel of which you would have liked to be the author?
Either "The Green Mile" or " Shawshank Redemption"

3... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22850446/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22850446/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 18:47:25 PST

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


1) When I Talk Casually I Almost Always Sound High

2) I Used To Be In Grade 10 Math When I Was In The 6th Grade .___.

3) I Hate Star Wars I'm Sorry, I Just Do...

4) I Have Over 30, 000 Irrational Thoughts A Minute

5) I Have A Collection Of 567 VHS Videos

6) I Play Expert On Rock Band Guitar

7) I Used To Be REaly Chubby Now I'm...Meh lmao

8) I Have Over 35 Stuffed Animals In My Room Alone



Tagged:
And Anyone Else That Wants To Do It

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22758085/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22758085/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 11:32:24 PST either post a comment or putit in your own journal doesnt matter..lol well, have fun

stolen from:

What would you do if...
I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my?...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would You?...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word:
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22741594/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22741594/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 17:05:18 PST Anywaysss
Exams were over as of Monday. I got a 60% on my social final...i was a little upset cuz i thought i did better but its alright,i passed thats all i care about
and i got a *drum roll* 71% on my math test O.O which scared the ever loving shit out of me. so i passed both of my core subjects this term . ...and actually, yeah i didnt fail anything...yet *shifty eyes* so for now i am a content panda
Sad news for me tho as for next term my kitty did not get into my science class :sob: i am so so so sad..i wanted to be in at least ONE class with him this year..but no..
*sigh* well maybe next year *crosses fingers* but good news for next sem.. i have art AND science with Fox X3 so thats a plus.
Anywho, no word from my papa. last i heard he was in the hospital..again, i just pray i will see him before...anything happens, i would never forgive myself if he passed away and i hadnt seen him for 8 years..i would die. X___X'''
But..being optimistic...
SOOOOOOOOOO
any ideas for what i should draw people?

Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22703629/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22703629/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 20:45:29 PST Step 2: Post the first line from the first 22 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.

1.Do you know where your heart is?Do you think you can find it?Or did you trade it for something Somewhere better just to have it?Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but Nothing's turned out how you wanted - The Mighty Roxas Beast - Say All I Need By One Republic.

2.How many times have I come to you Beaten and broken and under attack How can you look in my eyes and my heart And not see that there's something I lack Why is it that I'm as bad as I am But I know that you'll never believe Why do you still have to love me
When all I have done is to lie and deceive.

3.She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene
I said dont mind, but what do you mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
She said I am the one who will dance on the floor in the round

4.Oh baby don't you know I suffer? Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences,How long before you let me go?
Oooh...You set my soul alight.

5.All this feels strange and untrue And I won't waste a minute without you,My bones ache, my skin feels cold And I'm getting so tired and so old,The anger swells in my guts And I won't feel these slices and cuts,I want so much to open your eyes..'Cause I need you to look into mine

6.And say, ha,What I wanna say,Tell me I'm an angel,Take this to my grave.Tell me I'm a bad man,Kick me like a stray.Tell me I'm an angel,Take this to my grave.

7.When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence. -A Fantasy Dreamer-- You Raise Me Up- Josh Groban

8.I know that life ain't always good to you.I've seen exactly what it’s put you through,Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you,You got to thinking there was no way out,You started sinking and it pulled you down,It may be tough you've got to get back up Because you know that life ain't over yet,I'm here for you so don't forget.

9.I guess That this is where we've come to If you don't want to Then you don't have to believe me But I won't be there when you go down Just so you know now You're on your own now.

10.You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you,You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you,Help me I broke apart my insides, help me Ive got no Soul to tell,Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get Away from myself.I want to fuck you like an animal!

11.Is there word or right to say,Even in this old-fashioned way?Go make your move girl.I'm not coming home.Would things have changed if I could've stayed?Would you have loved me either way? Dressed to the blues,Day to day with my collar up.

12.I feel it everyday it's all the same It brings me down but I'm the one to blame,I've tried everything to get away.So here I go again Chasing you down again.Why do I do this?

13.I'm so tired of being here, Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real,There's just too much that time cannot erase.

14.To every broken heart in here,Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared.She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making Even when you think you're right,You have to give to take

15.When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special.

16.Buddy you're a boy make a big noise playing in the street, gonna be a big man some day.You got mud on your face, you big disgrace, kicking your can all over the place.

17.I'm alone, I don't know if I an face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin'
that I do is for you
I want your love - Let's break
the walls between us

18.Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?

19.I found God On the corner of
First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything".
Where were you
When everything was
falling apart?

20.Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22625433/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22625433/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 00:57:21 PST wish me luck.


1. Are you male or female?
I'm an alen creature that absorbs parts of humans i come in contact with much like Michael Jackson

2. What is your birthday and how old are you?
I was never really "born" i just spawned in a gutter somewhere maybe..7837 years ago..which makes me.... *looks at watch* 1.4 years of age.

3. Where do you live?
Everywhere and Nowhere.
Inside the soul of every fetus and inside the mind of every psychopath.

4. Do you have living relatives like parents, siblings, spouse or children?
I travel around the globe tricking poor pathetic earth dwellers into thinking i will allow them to be my brethren but then i pull a "Jones Town" a gather them 'round the spiked koolaid bowl


5. Do you believe in any kind of god or take part in any organized religion?
Only The JewAsian Camel God.

6. Do you take part in politics? If so what party/candidate do you support/vote for?
Oh my do i ever. I always vote and i most certainly know that no matter what political leader we fall under this world is not doomed

23. How would you describe your personality?
The life of every party, a social butterfly and a complete blessing

7. Where do you work or study at?
I work as Chuck Norris' personal body guard and i am currently majoring in "Round house kicks" at CNBU (Chuck Norris' Beard University)

8. What kind of clothes do you wear?
I have to personally make sure that my clothes are woven of only the finest childrens tears.

9. What are your favorite foods and drinks?
It doesnt matter, i only throw it up anyways. Gotta keep the figure, y'know? <33

10. How many friends do you have?
EVERYONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND!! <3333333

18. Do you do "IT" often?
I thrust with every breathi take, i surely do.

11. Why did you join DA?
Because i am the best artist in the world. And its such a hassle to be loved in real life...so many autographs *yawns* so not hot.

12. What kind of art you like?
Art is for people with no lives. I only do it as a form of charity work, for the people more pathetic then i it gives thm hope.

13: What kind of art do you make?
The best.

14: Are you famous here on DA?
Not as much as i should be! One day the name SEXY DEMYX will be up in lights and all of you who didnt fave my pictures will be captured and turned into little wax sculptures and hidden in a small cupboard! with THE INDIAN!! >8C

15: Do you comment/answer comments?
Of course not , Fuck you all

16: Do you fav often?
Of course not! you guys arent worthy of my button clicking.

17: Do you do lots of trades, take part in competitions or get gift art?
Only EVERYDAY.

19. Do you like quizzes?
Oh of course not, im only doing it so that my watchers can feast upon my words like the salavating dogs they are =]

20. Do you use DA often?
Onlywhen i want to laugh at how pathetic you all are

21. Where did question 18 go?
For fucks sake, what professionalism.

22. What kind of gift art would you want?
Dont waste your time, your drawings would only insult me further.

24. Did you enjoy doing this quiz?
Hell No.

25. Where did question 23 disappear to?
That bitch ran after i pulled out my GAT - A-pratta-prat-prattt!!!

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22605006/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22605006/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 21:12:54 PST smart, meghan, smart lets give yourself a big pat on the back FOLLOWED BY 7 MULE KICKS IN THE MOUTH!!!
God, i never learn..everytime i go on there i see shit that makes me so upset and then i get upset because it MAKES me upset...and now im all alone...i have no one to talk to and my brain is making me go insane...i already "tripped" and smashed my head into the wall 3 times AND IT STILL WONT STOP!!! I hate this!
Someone PLEASE for the love of fuck, come save me!!!
God, i just want to sleep and never wake up...and great my dog just threw up on me.. .________.
Fuck me.
I'm just going to count ceiling things until my brain oozes out of my ears and my eyes deflate bleding out of my fucking cock.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22596875/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22596875/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:58:46 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Sound The Bugle ( )

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
So Cold

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
How Come? ( lmao )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Wake Up.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Here We Are

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
A Little Piece Of Heaven ( hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
The Kill ( wooow! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Believe In Nothing

WHAT IS 2+2?
The Boys & Girls Of Rock And Roll

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Kryptonite ( wtf )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Schism (...you dont say)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
When She Loved Me ( O___O )

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Stay Together For The Kids (...BAM!..)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bad Timing ( ohhhhhh NO! )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Pot ( I DONT SMOKE MARA-JU-WANNA! )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Beautiful Disaster

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Goodbye ( O.o )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Breathe

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
When I'm Gone ( Lmao )

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Never Too Late

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Over And Over (OH FUCK!!!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Why Dont You And I? ... (hmm)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Move Your Body

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY
Blow Me Away

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
BYOB (thats not a good sign....)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Dear Penis ( IM NOT GAY!!! )

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I Dont Care ( lmao )

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
My Heart Will GoO ( FUCK YES!! i would make Jake LIVE!!!!!)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Fuck Her Gently (........uh......)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Walk This Way

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22560333/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22560333/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 12:00:10 PST But we already knew that
Sorry im bored and a little down on myself ^ if you cant tell...so i have to type so i don't rip out chunks of my hair, hopefully still attached to the scalp lol
God, I'm bored....ok well i just handed in my 3rd module for Comm. so now im officially done with this class..and when the finals are complete *gulp* i will be done with Math and Social until next year YIPEEEE! time to forget everything again i love that.
God, my lip fricking hurts...whenever im nervous, anxious or angry i had a tendency to bite my lip..and usually i go too far, now its all swollen i look like i got beat in the face with a wiffle ball bat imbedded with those little toy jacks ! well, if you cant laugh at yourself lol....
hopefully it goes away soon > <'' it hurts like a bitch...
ahh yay, next is my last gym class ! woot, and guess who isnt participating? again? ME! >8P
ok, well as you can see im trying to put optimism to the test cuz im pretty bummed...
Bah, im pathetic...and im also out of here
Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22543076/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22543076/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:56:18 PST )

[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (it was so clean it looked like nothing was there at all! )

[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (owchie-doodle)

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. ( .___. )

[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.

[x] You have been called a blonde (its there somehwere *looks through messy colourful hair* )

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. ( Kitty can do it, so can you!!! <333 )

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow. (..fuck my life...)

[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm (HOLY SHIT FR SRS!?!?)

[x] You sang them to make sure (my world...will never be the same..)

[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (oh my, yes)

[ ] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it (i ALMOST get it)

[ ] You type with three fingers or less.

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (yes...accident...)

[x] You have caught yourself drooling

[x] You have fallen asleep in class. (only everyday)

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (i wish i could right now ><'' )

[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about. (usually its because of the tv being on )

[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you. (RUN BITCH!)

[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. *hides face*

[x] You have eaten a bug by accident (...he had it coming)

[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (heheh but whats more important then keeping my sanity!?!? )

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it. (and sometimes i did realize it but it was too late to stop it )

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.

[x] You break/lose a lot of things. *BAWL*

[x] You tilt you're head when you're confused (or make weird faces)

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.

[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. ( I ONCE SAW JIM CARREY AS A GIRAFFE IN MY CEILING NO JOKE!!)

[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.

[x] You dont know what "um" means. (what DOES it mean? *tilts head* )

[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22516273/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22516273/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 23:49:56 PST If you get more than 20 you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20 then u are normal.
If you get 10 or less you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of shit!

I Fear…

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others (sometimes)
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds (not scared but they make me uncomfortable )
[ ] fish
[x] spiders (OH MY FUCK, YES!)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched (depends on by whom....and where :\ lol )
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] lakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning (sometimes)
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (oh my...)
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[x] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone (depends)
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speeds
[x] throwing up
[ ]falling in love (used to be)
[ ] jellyfish
29 hahah i'm one fear away from counseling...but there are some of my fears that are not on this list :\ so i guess i need counseling lol

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22451277/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22451277/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 12:09:40 PST And my inner battle is getting much worse > <''' hopefully it will diminish soon or i'm going to go fucking mental..
I'm trying to be happier, its going alright atm but whenever I'm alone its all i can think about and it makes me go crazy...Fuck.
Trying to look on the bright side right now, hmm lets see....Zara is not horribly angry at me anymore... i get to skip P.E for the next little bit cuz i popped my knee out > <'' its feeling better but i cant run or i will collapse. another plus..uhm...i might be getting a puppy if my mom can convince my dad thats cool.
Another very big plus at the moment is that i have my ipod to listen to instead of this gay ass music they play in here. lol
There is no real purpose to this journal, im just so bored. I hate comm tech, i would rather it be day 2 so we can watch Fiddler on the roof again god that movie makes me laugh.
Ok well im going to draw for the next little bit until class ends, wish me luck on being or staying happy,
And also if you have any ideas for a picture i could draw that would be greatly appreciated
keep in mind i cannot draw animals i know they are cooler and ect ect but no, i cannot draw them for the life of me
Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22439718/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22439718/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 18:06:06 PST [x] I am shorter than 5'4. (i think )
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (all the time)
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (that was weird )
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together. (for now...)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.(FUCK NO)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[x] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (damn you!!)
[x] I've peed from laughing. (lmfao only once! )
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment (many)
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery. (...... > < )
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.(live there)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. ( i want to)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (and bit )
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. ( You put your hands on your hips.. )
[x] I've eaten sushi. ( > <''' )
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.(for an hour i believe)
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.(prolly)
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22341737/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22341737/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 20:26:41 PST Meghan Jaime Hounsell Goodfellow and yes
Panda, Demyx, Meg

2. How old are you? When is your birthday?
I'm 15 years young
October 22 1993

3. Where were you born? Where do you live now? Are you patriotic?
I was born in Quebec and now i live in Calgary
and...no not really.

4. Who are/were your parents? (Names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My mom is Julie and my dad is Brian..
My mom is the best bartender in Calgary and my dad installs office furniture, nothing special.

5. Do you have any siblings?
i have 2 brothers.. Kyle and Nathan.

6. What is your occupation?
I dont have one.

7. How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
uhm..im about 5'3 maybe...and i unno...120?

8. What color is your hair? What color are your eyes?
my hair is every colour and my eyes are brown
i have been told they turn blue and green tho O.o

9. What is your race?
French, Irish

10. To which social class do you belong?
.................poor?

11. Do you consider yourself to be attractive? Do others?
HELL NO!!!!!!

12. What is your style of dress?
i fucking hate dresses!!!

13. Do you have any scars? Tattoos? Birthmarks? Other unique physical features?
I have ons of scars, no tatoos a birthmark on my head and unless ugly as fuck is a unique feature, no.

14. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
uhm...well...i have lots of allergies, i am very vulnerable to cancer and other diseases.

15. Are you right- or left-handed?
Righty.

16. What does your voice sound like?
The devil.

17. What kind of vocabulary do you use?
profanity.

18. List three quirks or other defining characteristics.
Im an Anigma ...i am also very annoying and needy > <'''

19. How often do you bathe? Do you wear perfumes?
i bathe alot and no i dont

20. What kind of facial expression do you commonly wear (dour glare, wry smile, etc)?
uhm..i dont know...i guess i usually look sad

21. Do you use body language? How?
yeah all the time, im contantly moving my hands around.

22. Do you have a commonly used saying?
too many and all of them are very crude.

Childhood

23. What is your earliest memory?
sitting in my grandmas dogs bed with a lollipop watching everyone talking at the table.

24. How much schooling have you had? Did you enjoy it?
..well im still going through school...and no i dont enjoy it.

25. Where did you learn most of your knowledge and skill?
unfortunitely from my older brother.

26. How would you describe your childhood in general?
Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit and more fucking shit.

27. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
..well...i wanted to be a Vetrenarian

28. When and with whom was your first kiss?
Joseph and in May 2008 XP

29. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
no no im a virgin.

30. Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? Does that affect you?
uhm...no i dont..
Influences

31. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
uhm the whole year of 2008 was pretty important to me

32. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
achievment?....surviving i guess

33. What is your greatest regret?
oh.too many to list.

34. What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing ever to happen to you?
shameful?...many many many things..and embarrassing...yeah lots of that too.
35. Do you have any secrets? If so, what are they?
i have many secrets but they wouldnt be secrets if i told you

36. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
.......... ._. *sigh*

37. When was the time you... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22300139/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22300139/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 10:24:42 PST And i also met the love of my life i never believed i could feel this way about someone else, and i want to thank Joseph for opening my eyes to this beautiful new feeling i love you so much and i always will And to everyone else who helped me out, im sorry im too brain dead to start listing of names but you know who you are
and now as i raise my glass i say a toast...
TO THE BEST FUCKING YEAR EVER!!!
..and now that that poetic mess is off of my back...
FUCK FUCK FUCK MOTHER MOTHER FUCK MOTHER MOTHER FUCK FUCK MOTHER FUCK MOTHER FUCK NOISHE NOISHE NOISHE 1 2 1 2 3 4 NOISHE NOISHE NOISHE SMOKING WEED SMOKIN WIZZ DOIN COKE DRINKIN BEERS DRINKIN BEERS BEERS BEERS ROLLIN FATTIES SMOKIN BLUNTS WHO SMOKES THE BLUNTS? WE SMOKE THE BLUNTS!
( i hope you guys know its a quote and not a reference to me doing drugs I DONT DO DRUGS!! )
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY 2009 IN DA HOUSE!!!!!!!

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22132015/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22132015/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 23:17:33 PST
[] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.(that last one sounds like a disease )
[] I am/was a cheerleader.(Fuck that)
[] I'm pretty ditzy.(can be sometimes...but not really )
[] I wear pink 24/7. (hahah no)
[] My looks are very important to me.(most certainly not)
[] I can’t live without my cell phone.(dont have one)
[] My hair is always straight.(my hair does what it wants im just an innocent bystander.)
[x] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot.(i think we all do)
[x] I laugh 24/7.(i love to laugh)
[ ] I have a million friends. (why? so i can have a million knives in my back? no thanks the fewer the better)
[] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[] I'll only date popular guys.
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music.
[ ] I have at least one designer bag.
[] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings. ( literally 10 minutes )
[] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love (wtf is an UGG?)
[x] I don't have a job (but i dont bum money off of daddy either so...its not preppy)
[] I wear lots of makeup.(FUCK THAT)
[] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 3

Emo

[x] I cry a lot.
[] I go to local shows.
[x] I wear black everyday.
[x] I write sad poetry. (not as much as i used to)
[] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco. (uhm...well..certain songs..)
[x] I self mutilate myself.(that sentence sounds fucky to me..)
[x] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[x] I cry when I see dead animals. (a lot actually > <'' )
[] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[] I wear many band shirts. (no but i want some >8C lol )
[x] No one understands me. (IM AN ANIGMA GOD DAMN IT!!!)
[x] I don't talk too often.(depends..)
[x] I look down when I walk.
[] I wear black eyeliner.
[] My fingernails are black.
[] I have an ex I still cry over. (FUCK YOU!!)
[] My hair is black.
[] My hair covers one of my eyes.(used to..which is why the eyesight of that eyeis worse then it origanally was )
[] I love Hot Topic.
[] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total =11

Nerd

[] I have straight A's.
[] I wear glasses. (need them -.-'' )
[] I always do my homework and study.
[] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[] Computer games = Love.
[] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[ ] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] I have a bedtime.
[] I use an asthma inhaler. (used to but it does more damage then it prevents -.-'' )
[] I carry a calculator with me.
[ ] I bring my lunch to school.
[] I always follow the rules.
[] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[x] I'm always on the computer. ( i have no life )
[ ] I've never had beer or cigarettes.
[] I always answer every question in class right.
[] I correct people's grammar.
[] I read a lot.
[] School is very important to me.
[] I always stump people. (if by stump you mean cut off their legs then yes)
Total = 2

Rebel

[x] I always speak my mind.
[x] I have 0% of school spirit. ( fuck you lenny the retarded lion!)
[x] Forget you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[]Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[x] I won't listen to authority figures.(i have a real problem )
[] I always break the rules.(trying to keep my nose clean..)
[x] I refuse to compromise. (oh god im stubborn)
[x] I'm always arguing with people. >8D
[] I love debate.
[x] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[x] I don't give a crap what people think of me.
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[] I only respect my own beliefs.
[] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what. ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22102421/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22102421/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 12:31:58 PST Oh man im ecstatic, really.

2) Was your last kiss a mista​ke?​
of course not

3) Do you believe in God?
Yes, Indeed.

4) Who did you last say I love you to?
uhm...Laura on msn xP

5) Do you regre​t it?
only every second of every day *rolls eyes*

6) What'​s your favor​ite BBQ'​d food?​
i guess...chicken?

7) Have a best frien​d?​
but of course. Fox :3

9) Are you eating?
nooope

10) How do you want to die?
when im old..but i also want to go out with a bang XP

11) What did you last eat?
a cookie

12) Last call?​
uhm...well i talked to kitty for like 2 seconds xP

13) What cell phone​ servi​ce do you use?
uhm...uh...next

14) Tom from MySpa​ce is about​ to go to jail,​ what’​s your first​ thoug​ht?​
Fuck you, Tom.

15) Do you have an attit​ude?​
oh my do i ever

16) Ever wanna​ be in love?​
i never thought i would be but its a great feeling =3

17) How much do you text?​
wtf with all this damn texting??

18) Like readi​ng?​
depends. i read shakespear, dean r koontz and chuck panahuik. thats it.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?​
i hate MANY people atm

21) Twirl​,​ or cut your spagh​etti?​
TWIRRRRL

23) When was your last family reunion?
.....*sob*

25) How exactly are you feeling ?
well happy but slighty downhearted cuz of question 23 lol -.-'''

26) Ever ate food in a car while​ someo​ne or your self is drivi​ng?​
yeahh

30) Are Barbi​e & Ken bad influ​ences​ on peopl​e?​
well too late for that dont you think..so many fucked up super- ficial generations cuz of those plastic-no-crotched-fucks.

31) Do you regre​t anyth​ing from your past?​
too many things to say...

32) What are you liste​ning to?
I'm Yours-Jason Mraz (its JASON NOT JOHN LAURA!!) grr

33) Do you want to have kids?​
hell no!

34) Ever kisse​d someb​ody with a name that start​s with an E?
uhm...no,no havent.

35) Do you type fast?​
meh kind of but its not usually very good spelling lol

36) Do you have pierc​ings?​
no no no no
37) Want any more?​
not really no.

38) Can you spell​ well?​
hahah naw

39) What do you miss the most about​ your past?​
...i kind of miss feeling tough

40) What are you cravi​ng right​ now?
uhm..a hamburger *drools* im starving

43) Does someb​ody love you?
I really hope so lol

54) What are your favor​ite color​s?​
purple & red

55) Do you have trust​ issue​s?​
yes..i dont trust people very easily at all...
if i trust ya..feel special lol

60) Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​
uhm...sometimes.

61) Are you secre​tly with someb​ody?​
well think everyone knows lol

62) Do you belie​ve your ex think​s about​ you?
I really hope not -.-'''

63) Do you like filli​ng out these​ long surve​ys or is it becau​se your bored​?​
a little of column A a little of column B

67) What was the last movie​ you saw?
Nightmare Before Christmas

68) Have you ever walke​d outsi​de in the rain?​
i've done many things in the rain *shifty eyes*

69) Do you think​ you are a good perso​n?​
BAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

70) Do you belie​ve every​thing​ happe​ns for a reason?​
yes i do...but it doesnt mean i enjoyed going through that shit..

72) What did you do last night​?​
computer..moving watching

73) What does your mouse​ pad look like?​
laptopp

74) What brand​ of compu​ter do you use?
acer

75) Do you play the Wii? ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22094608/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22094608/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 00:08:35 PST Bahahhahah good start, good start.

2. Tall ?
Meh i dont really care

3. In your pajamas ?
no pajamas for me heheheh *snort*

4. Left handed ?
Nar

LAST ,

1. Friend you saw :
My Kitty was very fun

2. Talked to on the phone :
Uh..My Kitty again before he picked me up

3. Person to text you :
Texting is fer squares *outlines square with finger*

4. Was today better than yesterday ?
Uhh...Yeah

FAVORITES :

1. Number :
3 cuz its odd and small like me

2. Color(s) :
Purple and Red

3. Fruit :
uhm...i ike..strawberries

4. Place :
doesnt matter as long as im with the right people <33

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Said Goodmorning to my mom and then took a leak

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
A: Well...some inner struggles...and some school things..mostly my musical failures at school..yeah lots bothering me..but it wont get me down <:]

Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
A: Nightmare Before Christmas- just watched it with Nate

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: uhm..Kitty's

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
A: yeah i never knew how to before..

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
A: But of course *Pinoccio song plays*

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
A: To a select few, yes. I can be a real bitch *wears it as a badge of honor*

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
A: on my less-shitty-but-still-deadly new futon

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
A: ..........

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
A: "I wonder if Fox is hugging her panda like i told her too " <:]

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: around 9 ish used to be in the negatives

Q: What do you hear right now ?
A: Im yours- Jason MRaz

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
A: right now..my neck is stiff..and my hands hurt from the fucking shocks i keep receiving *grrrr*

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: March..and August usually

Q: What did you do last night ?
A: You mom. BURN! XP

EIGHT EMOTIONS :

1. Are you missing someone right now :
lotsa peoples T~T

2. Are you happy ?
I'm pretty happy yes.

3. Are you sad ?
If i keep thinking, i might be.

4. Are you bored ?
Do you seriously need to ask that?

6. Are you nervous ?
uhm..a little actually, yes.

8. Are you tired ?
When am i NOT tired? >x<

ABOUT YOU :

001. Real name ?
Meghan Jaime Hounsell Goodfellow

002. Nick names ?
Panda
Demyx
Meg

003. Eye color ?
uh..brown? lol

004. Zodiac sign ?
Libra the only non-living thing in the zodiac -.-'' suck my scale bitch!

005. Male or female ?
........ERROR!

009. Smart?
I once plugged an extension cord into itself and wondered why the tv wouldnt turn on that answer your question?
~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22056646/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22056646/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 20:22:18 PST and im sure you all agree but everybody seems happy right around this time, so i have no need to complain really. Unfortunitely i doubt i will be able to get my filthy little mitts on some money before the time rolls around so i dont know if i can give gifts T_T
But!!!! Even if i cant ON Christmas i will get gifts for those of you who shall not be named (because you know who you are ) the next time i can get some money, I PROMISE XP
jeeze, times like these make me wish i had a job..and then i REALLY think about having a job...and im glad i dont lmao. I'm not job matrial anyways
Sooo...as for everything else, tomorrow is the last day (half) of school before my ass becomes one with my couch >8D Fushion-Ha-Style! Hehehe more time to work on D.H with Fox...which is on a very intense roll of branstorming atm xP
and more time to spend with my kitty!! X3
and time to....practice my...saxaphone for ... next semester...
-.-'' *unenthused yay*
oh well..practice makes perfect..or in my case...
practice makes less painful
Im out
Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22028656/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/22028656/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 08:30:04 PST ...and then i hear this loud like...yelp, coming from my hallway...so i open the door to investigate...cuz im cool like that
But...i cant remember what happened...i remember looking down the hallway and everything was pitch black and then...i just blacked out...and now im home from school because my mom said i was throwing up all night :S
I don't remember throwing up, believe me i would be cying and shaking (phobia). So it was just a very weird night...and my mom said when she tried to get me out of the bathroom i was like talking backwards...
It wuldnt be the first time, im a REALLY fucked up sleeper..
Have been since i was 8.. so its nothing to be worried about but my mom jut decided to give me the day off cuz *quote un-quote* I had a very rough night *
Its very ironic tho cuz i have my band thing tonight so i guess i miss that hhehehe >8D but yeah...i want to see and < STILL NEEDS PRAYING BTW
Gah...I'm trying to get my mom to let me go but she wont > <''' it looks like im stuck for the day...what to do....what to do...
And because of my new house they cant stop by after school....
TTTTTTTTT____TTTTTTTTT im a very sad panda....

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21978340/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21978340/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 10:32:33 PST Everyone who reads this..people i know in real life or people i just know off of Deviant Art alike please listen and please open up your hearts to one very special person in my life.. Her name is Laura..
she is the perfect friend..she makes me smile when i am down and she stopped me from making the biggest mistake ever..i owe her my life and i can repay it back bit by bit..her family is going through a rough time..and her grandmother is very sick..PLEASE pray for her..
Any of you..i dont care if you know her or not, feel the Christmas spirit and help us make this a miracle... PRAY FOR HER PLEASE!
I love you Laura and if this doesnt work for everyone else... JUST KNOW THAT I ALONE PRAYED FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND I ALWAYS WILL!! I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER! I hope that everyone has their own Christmas miracles to hope and pray for..and i hope they come true. God bless you all and have a very merry Christmas season.

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21937450/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21937450/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 19:26:40 PST Whatever, i will be ok..just looking forward to tomorrow
I am scared shitless about my band concert next week...i don't have to play and i think that might even be worse then if i did have to play > <''' cuz now im an idiot in front of everyone..not just my class...it really hurts because music is as much a part of me as my arms and legs BUT I CANT DO IT!!...and everyone just keeps telling me how easy it is...and they dont get it...they can do it and they dont even fucking LIKE music..it hurts so bad to know one of the things im REALLY passionate about is a complete lost cause -.-'' its like finding out i have an incurable disease.
Oh well...practice makes...per..fect..i guess...
So, today is a pretty..whatever day..not looking forward to taking the early ass bus by myself...no siree not at all. Not looking forward to the fitness run tomorrow either, i'm much too lazy.
On the plus side, Christmas break is almost here but of course there are shit sides that come with this prize as well....like forgetting everything come exam time -.-''
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO STUDY!!
and now i apologize..if you have gotten to this point in the Journal then you have lived through a virtual rant and im sorry. I do that alot and i have no one to talk to right now. So..I'm sorry but...your fault i didnt make you read this bitch.
Well..I'm going to go...pretend to do things until either Fox returns or Kitty comes online...and if neither happen i'm going to waddle my ass to bed...
Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21782660/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21782660/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 12:21:57 PST cuz This Panda is filled to the brim with festivity. I'm counting down the days until Christmas but more importantly until Christmas break. Just sit on my ass and soak in the joy all around the only time of the year where everyone just seems to light up, maybe its the exchanging of gifts i have absolutely no idea why, but during the christmas season you can FEEL the happiness rather then see it, it becomes a tangible object i love it. The only Christmas i think i will really enjoy because now i have Joseph and Laura. YOU GUYS MAKE EVERYTHING SO MUCH BETTER THEN IT ORIGINALLY IS! XP
I love you guys
bah, but enough about Christmas i am getting a little ahead of myself *squeals*
I'm in comm tech right now. Our move was very good.. the house is amazing and my family seems to be very pleased But sadly we will not have the internet for another little bit, they said Wed. but i'm not 100% sure. Oh, well. Roxas has still been staying with me, its been interesting to say the least very very fun. Playing Silent Hill and watching How i met your mother.
DAMN IT, THE WOMAN WITH THE YELLOW UMBRELLA IS SO MYSTERIOUS!!!! we will find out soon enough Roxas...we must be patient until then. -.-'' *sigh* lol
Well next i have P.E and i think we may be doing Dance O.o
dammit dammit dammit *smacks face into desk*
I would only dance with my Kitty *pouts* and Fox just cuz its funny
Oh, well i will make the best of it i suppose lol
What else? when i get my scanner set up at my new house i will probably have some more Deviations XP yippperz but other then that nothing else is really going on, just bored as per usually so now i shall bid you toodles.
Be Good- Panda

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21647257/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21647257/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 12:51:04 PST <'''
it may not be as close as it was before but for the first time in my life we dont have people living below us!!!!! im psyched!!
In other news...nothing much really
The adventure starts today with Roxas' 2 week long venture into the life of Demyx...should be interesting...and torturous... is that a word? well it is now, Zoinks yo!
Mmm..What else? E's dnonhk du pnicr ib uh so al bhed fedruid icehk dra dnyhcmydun.. E fuhtan ev e's tuehk ed nekrd XD e ruba cu!
famm, es eh luss dalr nekrd huf..fyedehk vun dra pamm du nehk..hhahaha kos!...Frana fa yna bmyoehk vuudpymm yht so lryhlac uv dylmehk Cdylao ehlnayca y pmuut lintmehk ysuihd >8D hahahahahahahhah Fecr sa milg sy vylgyc

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21556288/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21556288/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 18:42:49 PST here we go....

PERSONAL INFO
000 - What time it is now: 5:19 pm
001 - Gender: Mowen
002 - First Name: Meghan
003 - Middle Name: Jaime
004 - Last Name: Hounsell
005 - Name You WISHED you had: Goostav
006 - Nickname(s): Meg, Panda, Demyx
007 - Age: 15 -.-''
008 - Birthday: October 22 1993
009 - Place of Birth: Montreal
010 - Astrological Sign: Libra and i'm very upset by this fact.
011 - Chinese Zodiac Sign: ROOSTER BITCH!
012 - Weight: BAM! answer yer question?
013 - Height: it sure is.
014 - Shoe Size: 8
015 - Blood Type: Viscous xP
016 - Allergies: Verious domisticated animals fur, dust, spider bites and seafood apparently.
017 - Eye Color: Brown but it changes (so says fox and kitty)
018 - Hair Color: I'm not so sure anymore > <'' lol
019 - Skin Tone: White on top, black underneath baby Awrighhht!
020 - Righty/Lefty/Ambidextrous: oh so Right
021 - Nationality: French, Irish, German and a bunch of others.
022 - Location: direct or relative? cuz my house is exactly 5 steps away from a lamp post if that helps.
023 - House/Apartment/Other: Trash Can, Oscar cooks and i pay the rent.
024 - Country: Oh, Canada eh?
025 – Never did figure out what question was supposed to go here…

FAVORITE...
026 - Color: Purple
027 - Number: 3 cuz its odd like me
028 - Letter: Q
029 - Word: Blasphemy or Fuck
030 - Flower: Lilac
031 - Quote: You touched my heart without even lifting a finger. (made it up myself )
032 - Food: Broccoli and Peas
033 - Soda: Pepsi
034 - Music Genre: Rock, Metal, Classical and anything else that i'm in the mood for.
035 - Singer/Band/Composer/etc. : Coheed and Cambria, System of a Down, Breaking Benjamin, Metallica, The Offspring, Korn, Linkin Park, Slipknot, BuckCherry, Aerosmith and many others.
036 - Song: Only one?!?!
037 - School Subject: BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA *snort* thats good.
038 - Hobby: Drawing, Writing, Singing watching movies and so on and so on.
039 - Movie: Oh God...uhm..i will only list a couple but it is really a never ending question ; Fight Club, Ameican History X, A.I, Nightmare Before Christmas, What Dreams May Come, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind...ect ect ect ect ect.
040 - Book: Odd Thomas
041 - Videogame: Okami, MGS games, OOT, TOS, Max Payne and much much much more.
042 - Animal: PANDA!!!! Kitty, Fox, Wolf...and pretty much every other mammal.
043 - Celebrity: Bruce Willis, Jim Carrey, Robin Williams, Robert Deniro, Adam Sandler, Jack Black, Robert Downey JR...it keeps going.
044 - Website: SELF PROMOTING ALERT!
045 - Anime/Manga: Full Metal Alchemist, Rorouni Kenshin, Hellsing, Tsubasa, xxx Holic, Kamakaze, God Child, Loveless, Chobits (only for the art) and TOS
046 - Candy: mmmmmm i dont really like candy too too much.
047 - Flavor: STRAWBERRY
048 - Ice Cream:....toffee mmm mmm mmmmmm
049 - Sport: FOOTBALL HOOORAH!
050 - Restaurant: meh i unno lol

DISLIKES
051 - Color: Pink, White and bright Yellow
052 - Number: 0
053 - Letter: P
054 - Word: TOGGLE!!!!!!
055 - Flower: dandelion >8(
056 - Quote: "What-ever" oh GOD! makes me go mental!
057 - Food: Kiwis.... and blueberries
058 - Soda: that blue jones shit lol
059 - Music Genre: Rap, Hip Hop, Most Techno and Western.
060 - Singer/Band/Composer/etc.: i ha... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21395445/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21395445/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 21:02:17 PST ♪ Panda
♪ Demyx
♪ Meg

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
♪ Drew An Emo
♪ Watched SYTYCD Canada
♪ Played Silent Hill 5 : Homecoming

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
♪ ....
♪ ....
♪ ....

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
♪ The Way I Look
♪ The Way I Act
♪ Everything Else

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
♪ Spiders
♪ Abandonment
♪ Myself O.O

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
♪ Jack Skellington Sweater
♪ My Bumblebee/Best Bud Necklace
♪ Flash Shirt

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
♪ My Necklace
♪ My Rainbow Band
♪ .......EVERYDAY?! MY BUDS!!!!

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
♪ Panda Stuffie
♪ Heart Stone
♪ My Papa's Teddy Bear <:]

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:
♪ Aerosmith
♪ Linkin Park
♪ Korn (ITS SO HARD TO PICK JUST 3!!)

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
♪ Fox
♪ Kitty
♪ Tia

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
♪ 100% Pure Love - Crystal Waters
♪ Gotta Be Somebody- Nickleback
♪ Untouched- Veronicas

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
♪ Be More Positive
♪ I'm Not Sure Really XD
....

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
♪A Certain Guy...
♪ Jaime
♪ Many Other Things...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
♪ Someone Smart, Funny Kind Caring And Amazing
♪ As Well As Handsome
♪ ..So In Other Words...everything that makes up MY KITTY X3

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
♪ .......Well I Want To Be A Missionary...

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
♪ I Have A Dragon Named Yoshi
♪ I Really Like Classic Music X3
♪ Im Eating Human Fingers
* Btw i might have changed the order [truth truth lie] so you figure it out >8D *

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
♪ Think Of The Future
♪ Drink
♪ Smoke

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
♪ My Papa
♪ Zara
♪ ....Nothing Else..My Past Sucked

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
♪ A Real Panda

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
♪ Drawing
♪ Singing
♪ Hanging Out With My Fox And Kitty!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
♪ Hug My Kitty
♪ Play Silent Hill With Fox
♪ Be Able To Tell My Papa How Much I Miss Him

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
♪Squidward
♪ Shaggy
♪ Taz

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
♪ Joseph
♪ Kyte
♪ Mako

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
♪ Laura
♪ Zara
♪ Lilika


[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (depends on if its serious...just minor then YES)
[x] You've played with/against guys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-box.
[x] Played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Total = 20 BOOYAKA
-----------------------------------------------------... ]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21357857/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21357857/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 13:45:01 PST well im in com tech right now pretending to work again lol...I'm SO exhausted and hungry...i just want to go home lol
Listening to music isnt helping for once..usually it inspires me to draw but i keep getting these wicked ideas that i could not possibly in a million years express on paper.. > <'''
I've been playing Okami (I FUCKING LOOOOOOVE OKAMI) and i keep getting inspiration from that absolutely masterpiece of a video game..but again..i cannot draw it..the visuals that i am thinking of my hands just wont allow me to draw...its depressing...
but whatever i have had enough of depression no fucking more! lol this is not DEPRESSING me as much as its just making me a little peeved lol nothing major im a happy panda
Keep getting sneaked up on by my kitty XD which makes my heart go into my throat lmfao
Sneaky kitty fer suuure.
and the bell is gonna ring so PEACE OUT!!!

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21216182/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21216182/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:13:29 PDT <''''
and when im all alone my brain sucks ass...*sigh* well...uhm
oh yesterday i had to babysit for my mom's friend while they went to COP for the halloween thingy...apparently my mom got the shit scared out of her
the kids werent that bad this time..The older one gave me quite a scare tho > < cuz he has asthma and i couldnt find his puffer...God that sucked...but i found it and everything was ok thank God...uhm i couldnt get my laptop to work so i was SO bored...i was only supposed to stay until 11 but then i ended up staying till 4 in the fucking morning...i WAS going to go to school at lunch to catch some Z's but my mom ditched me xD so i had to stay home...which sucks..i miss my kitty and fox....> <'' I'm such a loser lol...uhm...oh yeah
thanks for Snoogans he is a great pillow...same with Totoro
Goddamn it im so bored.....being near my old neighborhood last night was not good either..i went outside for some air and i saw like...3 people that i used to go to school with > <'''
good thing they didnt recognize me or that wouldnt have been good at all...
*sigh* i need something to do i'm starting to get a little stir crazy...i think i might....uh...Frick...i unno...well..i really want to see my kitty and fox... >///< i feel so shitty...and every 2 second i have this feeling im going to vomit (i dont vomit but i feel like im going to) and its really starting to piss me off cuz i keep shaking and breaking out into cold sweats....well..im going to..i unno..do something...bye..

my mood is bored out of my mind and...anxious..

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21163384/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21163384/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 22:51:04 PDT oooooh yeah me and have been brainstorming about our "manga" if you will lol
it sounds pretty balla atm (kick ass xD sorry im talking all pmylg atm lmao) yeah we have some character outlines and the basic story so we are actually doin pretty good as for right now...im pretty pumped to get this bitch underway xD
..listening to music wearing this warm hat i borrowed from mah kitty lol..pretty bored...very tired...pce out




mood is jay

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21139752/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21139752/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 12:20:25 PDT <'' i have absolutely no idea why...hopefully hanging out with kitty and fox after school will help..i'm sure it will..but god..i feel sick > < and not physicaly..well fuck..*sigh* i don't want to do gym..i just want to go crawl into a hole... thank God i have my music or one of these unlucky bastards sitting near me would suffer the consequences of my unknown depression atm xD
i mean..usually i have a basic idea of why i feel bad..but not now...*sigh*..well sorry for the waste of time..but i needed to do something...sometimes it helps sometimes it doesnt..Boooooooong....he..haha..hehe > <''
well long live Jay and Silent Bob and hopefully i feel better soon cuz this sucks...and if i dont imma yank my sack off like a paper towel lol...pce

mood is..wtf do you think!? ^

]]> ~SexyDemyx http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21126445/ http://SexyDemyx.deviantart.com/journal/21126445/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:15:23 PDT <'' i hate the fact of getting older but it was actually a good day the only good birthday i think i have ever had lol (thanks to a certain kitty and a certain fox) got me the cutest little Totoro pillow ^///^ thanks again and my Fox got me...PRETARD MCCOCKLEZ!! the manic depressive humongious teddy bear! XD thanks bud and i got this sweet ass mole stomping game from my family and a card that almost made me cry xD im a big baby i know...hmmm..what else..oh not yesterday but awhile before me and celebrated our 8 month anniversary ! YAYAYAYA!! 8 amazing months! i love you!! ...hmmm besides that nothing really...im feeling better sick wise..still have a pretty bad cough but its far from the heart lol and tomorrow im going to have my kitty and fox over for awhile i guess it constitutes as my birthday "party" but w.e lol ny excuse to have them over...and we are gonna watch hulk .. (sorry guys i watched it today xD i couldnt help myself) well..cant wait oh!
me and are working on a little project should be very fun and time consuming pce out

mood is sick...and mellow...like CHICKEN JOE!!

]]> ~SexyDemyx