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]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/25388787/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/25388787/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 07:35:53 PDT Child, your living's easy.
Fish are jumping out
And the cotton, Lord,
Cotton's high, Lord so high.

Your dad's rich
And your ma is so good-looking.
She's a-looking pretty fine to me now,

Hush baby, now
No no no
Don't you cry

One of these mornings
You're gonna rise up singing,
You're gonna spread your wings, child,
And take to the sky.

But until that morning,
Honey, nothing's going to harm you

No, no, no
Don't you cry

~Janis Joplin

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isn't it amazing?

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thank you

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]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/22382301/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/22382301/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 20:45:05 PST 2008 was probably the most dramatic year of my life and i really hope things settle down for me this time around

from tearing my ACL and getting surgery to dealing with the police and heartbreak and intimacy
from lies and harsh truths and lingering love i have good feeling i wont cry nearly as many times as i did last year

but yet i must say i can't help but feel gloomy sometimes
whatever...

happy new year!

cheers

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this leaves me wodering about the reason why we were givin the gift of love and not left like every other animal with only two purposes: survivial and reproduction. perhaps were just dolls in a giant playing field or a complex science experiment that someone/something is playing on the world or maybe were here for no reason at all.

but on the other hand, love is the most magical and intoxicating feeling that completly infaturates everyone that happens to pass by it. when it hit theres no falling out of it when its true. ones head could be in the clouds for the rest of their life when love is found. as i said before it does have its down side of leaving you blind to everything.

and even worse, heartbreak. it is the most pain any one person could ever feel. for love is like a drug, once you get hooked and try to stop it feels impossible. but most are mislead to what heartbreak really is... if its actually love one would be willing to inflict themselves in extreme physical pain, or anything else!! to regain that love.

when that effort in getting that loved one back pays off and the relationship starts off new and refreshed, once again youve put yourself in the never ending cycle of love never seeming to fade away after months or even years of hoping to fall out of love with that special person. the heartbreak will just happen again. SECOND CHANCES NEVER WORK PEOPLE NEVER CHANGE. you are born the person you will die as...

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]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/20710150/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/20710150/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 17:56:33 PDT ...but i dont know if he loves me back

another guy loves me...
... but i only kinda liked him back

and now that i spent some time away from my ex-lover and more time with someone new, i realize how much i miss him, my first real love.

no matter how hard i try to get over him it never happens... no matter how hard i try to get someone new i cant bring myself to truely like anyone but him...


he was my everything...

... he still is my everything

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nowhere to go

no one to talk to...

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But I don't know, he might still love me...

just maybe...

Actually, I'm pretty sure he does...

it's okay though I'm strong enough to keep on living...


.peace & vicotin.

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- highschool is awesome! a bit lonely since im a freshman and im expecting a ton of homework and some real hard classes

- my love life was awesome! i went out with my boy friend for four months! but! then he broke up with me for no reason then came back to me wanting me back cause he said it was a huge mistake... and of coarse i had to take him back cause i love him and i dont know what id do without him <3 plus after fights we get pretty "randy" if you will... *cough cough*

-summer was fun also! i went to camp lost nine pounds and met some really cool people from all over the world including great britain and qatar.

so, basically i love my life!


peace love & vicotin

]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19862953/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19862953/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 13:29:49 PDT but on the other hang i just had surgery on my ACL (a VERY important ligament in the knee) yesterday and it hurts like a mother fucking bitch so the doctor perscribed me vicotin...

so righ tnow im pretty stoned on it and i can barley see caus eeverything is blurry... im sorry if there are any grammer errors cause i cant really tell right now... but since ive been away for three weeks i thought it would be nessicary to update my journal!

well thats all i have to say for now loves!

PEACE.LOVE.&.VICOTIN

]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19385188/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19385188/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 06:46:12 PDT off to a better place

]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19207282/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19207282/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 18:16:19 PDT The kind who comes to poker, pockets stuffed with kings and aces

She's the kind of girl who gets her slings and arrows from the dumpster
The kind who tells you she's .b i p o l a r. just to make you trust her

She's the kind of girl who only asks you over when its raining
Just to make you lie there catching water dripping from the ceiling

S h e ' s . the . kind . of . girl . who . leaves . out . c o n d o m s . on . the . bedroom . dresser!
JUST TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS OF THE MEN SHE FUCKED BEFORE YOU MET HER

To all the ones who hated me the most!
a toast! you really had me going for second I was nervous,

boy am I the poster girl for some suburban sickness?!?!

Better keep a healthy distance...
Now its up to you know what to do!

its pretty .D i r t y . b u s i n e s s.

]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19154020/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/19154020/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 20:05:35 PDT why dont you whisper all the sweet forever's in my ear?

...stiff upper lip in all this sorrow...

so hurry up and stick it in!
you never know when it will end tomorrow

T H E Y . A L W A Y S . S A I D . T H A T .
S E X . W O U L D . C H A N G E . Y O U .

-dresden dolls

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I need to laugh, and when the sun is out
I've got something I can laugh about
I feel good, in a special way
I'm in love and it's a sunny day

Then we lie beneath a shady tree
I love him and he's loving me
He feels good, He know he's looking fine
I'm so proud to know that he is mine...

. G O O D . D A Y . S U N S H I N E .

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- finals
- D.C. trip
- field day
- dinner dance
- graduation

ugg... this week we have finals almost every day! but to make up for it, our entire class is going to wshington DC for 3 days! And all the eighth graders get to run feild day for all the younger kids and i get the best group to work with!! and to top everything off we have an end-of-the-year dance in which everyone goes to! .... but in the end i have graduation. even though i'm extremely happy to leave that place... i have to say im a little sad that i'll be leaving it because ive been with these people since preeschool... but who gives a shit cause' im in highschool soon! woot!

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I'll love you right...

We'll . wonder . down . where . the . sins . cry...

t O U C H - m E - j U S T - l I K E - t H A T

Now we'll wonder down where the sins cry...

!L O V E * M E * J U S T * F O R * A * B I T!

We'll wander down, where the winds sigh...




~spring awakening

]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/18533325/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/18533325/ Tue, 27 May 2008 19:14:43 PDT why must i fuck everything up even when i try my hardest to stay right?
i just try to love and love and love... but all i get out of it is more and more hate surrounding me.
its probably best for me to not love at all...
especially its hard when i have have to be such a bitch and not tell anyone about him.
yeah i know keeping the one i love a sceret is a bitchy move, but, but

ok there is not excuse... but it doesnt mean hes not the one that i'll always remember forever.

love is eternal










"he's been trying with limited success
to get this girl let him get into her dress
but every time he thinks he's getting close
she threatens death before he gets a chance

she’s been trying with limited success
to get him to turn out the lights and dance
cause like any girl all she really wants
is that fickle little bitch romance"

~Dresden Dolls

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]]> ~SgPepper http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/18227726/ http://SgPepper.deviantart.com/journal/18227726/ Thu, 08 May 2008 13:58:22 PDT blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
totally fucked...

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