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]]> ~Sganarelle77 http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/18220073/ http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/18220073/ Thu, 08 May 2008 17:49:59 PDT I guess I needed to walk away from this one before I found what I truly wanted to say about this. Freedom of expression is a funny thing. I except lots of things: Nude art, violence in art, hell there is even some furry stuff that hits the right cord with me. But Nazi art just doesn't sit right with me. I had half a mind to write a poem bashing Nazi art, but then I realized, how different would I be from the "trolls" who write on the walls of Nude photographers and models saying "you demean women!" or "you're just whoring yourself!"?
I guess what it boils down to is tolerance and acceptance. I guess I tolerate children dressing their favorite Anime characters in Nazi uniforms or drawing pictures of Hitler or animating sex Nazi girls, but it bothers me...perhaps I am reading too much into this. I imagine only a fraction of the people who make Nazi art understand, let alone follow the entire Nazi ideals and the fact that most of them, simply for not being German, would have been just as filthy in the eyes of the true Nazis. Then I stumble onto a page of a girl claiming herself to be a Neo-Nazi, saying she's ridiculed in school for being a Neo-Nazi, and her only real outlet is dA. Can I really turn her art away if I accept nude art, furry art, violent art, offensive art, surrealism, that weird fat art thing were the artist takes anime girls and makes them morbidly obese, or the fucked up poetry that I write? I guess acceptance isn't easy...but it's necessary.

Oh yes, and feel free to comment and add to this discussion

*update* The artist was forced to take their picture down...I feel terrible...

]]> ~Sganarelle77 http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/18015574/ http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/18015574/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 23:00:36 PDT anyway, as you might have guessed from the title, I'm back to a state of feeling sorry for myself. I know it's foolish and futile to mope about shit like this, but I can't help but feel like the universe is fucking with me. every time a door seems to open for me, it seems to close right on my face if I get too close to it. It this some Karma from a past life of being a Nazi? Do I have only myself to blame. I could buck up and take solace in the mantra I keep repeating over and over to myself "Things will get better, they have to, I deserve it" but damn if the universe isn't taking it's sweet time giving me a fucking break. I mean GODDAMN! Cut me a little fucking slack! Why does everything I try to do have to be a fucking brick wall?
Why does it feel like the only happiness I get is when I'm with other people, through substances, when listening to music, or when I'm acting or writing? Why can I be happy just being me? Goddamn...my head hurts...rant over...

]]> ~Sganarelle77 http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/17823965/ http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/17823965/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 00:45:56 PDT "Pick yourself up, it's a brand new day
So turn yourself 'round...
turn yourself around to the sun"
I'll see you at sunrise, folks!

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]]> ~Sganarelle77 http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/17172650/ http://Sganarelle77.deviantart.com/journal/17172650/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 22:00:08 PST I just want to write a stream of consciousness poem right here on my journal space because the submit a deviation is not working and I need to get all this off my chest right now...
"My mind is swirling like it hasn't done in a very long time...
My hear is feeling heavier than I can remember...
I was up so high for such a long time...
School was going great,
I was in a very exciting and fun puppet play,
I finally was able to be in a relationship with the girl I have loved for 7 years...
but much like most things in my life, the winds change and blow cold...
School is suffering...
The play is becoming more of a burden and a chore than something I want to do...
And she doesn't return my calls...
I know these problems aren't exactly monumental...
But my heart is breaking because I feel so low...
Why aren't I good enough?
Why is the only love I am able to fine either platonic or with people who don't see my face?
Am I so hideous and awkward that I am doomed to never feel love?
Are the loves of past and the memories of a woman's touch the only feelings I am to expect?
Am I doomed to become my greatest roles?
Freaks...
Losers...
"Permanent Transient"
Am I doomed to become Jerry?
Skelly?
Uncle Ernie?
Where can I go?
What can I do?
"I'm not here...
This isn't happening..."
Why do these lyrics keep ringing through my head over and over?
and why are they coupled with "Sometimes I feel just like I'm falling in the Ocean"?
What the hell is happening to me...?"

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