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I'm in a very uncaring mood about art recently. I think it's because of certain problems within my family at the moment. A lot of things are changing within me and now around me and it just gets too overwhelming at times.

Turns out there's a lot more wrong with my older brother than I thought before, and you can see it now. I can't begin to describe how much it hurts to see some one you grew up with, you love, to go through the changes that he is. He shakes when he talks now, and can barely get a whole sentence out in one breath. He's getting worse. Of course, it could still be another year or more before it comes to the end, or it could be soon. It's hard to say still, but you can definitely see him slowly slipping. It's weird too, because a nurse comes up once every two weeks or so and does this check up on him. We've never had that happen before. And the doctors told us, no he won't get better. He's in the end stage of Frederich's Ataxia.

I've been forcing myself to just pretend it's all okay and that I Couldn't see such changes in Josh, but I can't deny them anymore. I can't deny how much I see my Mom getting more stressed and worried. She doesn't even sleep in her own bed, she sleeps on the couch in the living room, my dad sleeps on the other couch. I think it's because the living room is next to Josh's room, she wants to be right there. Their bed hasn't been touched in weeks.

The holiday season isn't helping either. I've found myself sleeping a lot recently too. I just have no energy or real care for much. I'm at home from college, but I feel really...blah. I like it here, don't get me wrong, I'm happy to be home, but at the same time it feels too different here. Like I don't really belong anymore, and I can't say that I really belong in Athens either. I'm just here. I know, I know, angst angst angst. But I've been putting off saying much until now.

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It's also Friday the 13th. And I'm so hungry!! But I'm at work until two, but luckily there's a cafe here in the library and I can get snacks there, bwaahahahahahah!

Thanks for all the advice on the last journal guys, it helped a lot. Things have worked out now and I think she's really coming around. Which is good. I'm in a good mood right now and I can only hope it lasts all day.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/28217655/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/28217655/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:24:40 PST totally put together the hardest puzzle of all times. IT TOOK US OVER FIVE HOURS. IT WAS THAT HARD. But it's a super special awesome puzzle.

OKAY. Now down to business, the whole reason I'm making this journal.

Some of my rl friends may know of my friend, Chibi (it's her nickname, just to keep it a little private).

Recently...well not so good things have happened. I'll spare the whole story, or else this would be a waaaaay too long journal entry. Anyway, I'm not the only one to think this either, but, Chibi needs help. She drinks entirely too much, and it was to the point this past weekend where she woke up IN JAIL. I don't know the full details as I wasn't there, but she told me herself that this happened.

Okay. I was pissed. I was super pissed, but it was because I'm worried for her. To me, and please, feel free to point out if I'm over reacting, she's getting more and more out of control with her drinking this year. It started last spring quarter, where up until then, she and I, and our little group of friends had said drinking was stupid and found ways to have a great time without it.

I'm not a drinker myself, but whatever, if she wants to, that's cool. I'm just worried about how much she does it. If she was wasted enough to be cuffed and taken to jail, isn't that a little much? All of her friends said she needs help. I've told her, and she admitted she needed it. BUT. Here's the real kicker. She won't get it.

I'm so worried about her...really, I want to help her. I'm so angry that I can't do more for her, or find a way to really get through to her before it gets worse. She's only nineteen, and I have no idea if something's going to happen to her now for being caught as an underage drinker. She is one of the good friends I've made at college, and I care about her with all my heart. I don't want to see her get kicked out of school, or anything worse than that. I'm so terrified of getting a call one day from her, or some one else...to tell me something horrible happened.

So I'm coming to you guys. Anyone at all. Like I said, feel free to tell me if I'm over reacting (which I'm sure this situation would work better if you actually knew her, hehe) or if you have any advice on how I could help her. I just don't want anymore bad to happen to her, she deserves more. Please and thank you guys, all help at all is appreciated!

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I do have a loan being processed, and I do have a job. But even with those combined and with me not spending anything, it's still not enough to help cover it all. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED SOME EXTRA MONEY!! So anything at all would help!

[EDITED AND UPDATED]

I'm taking commissions!!!! *confetti* Well, offering them anyway, whether I get any or not, is up to you guys. And I understand if none come in, as I'm sure I'm not the only one hurting for money right now. *le sigh*

PRICES ARE NEGOTIABLE (to a degree XD). The following prices are just baselines, so it really depends on the final wanted picture. The prices can go up or down accordingly.

Prices
Sketches (waist up) $7
Full body sketch: $8
Inked (waist up): $9
Full body inked: $10
Inked and colored (waist up)$11
Full body, ink, color: $15
+$1 for multiple characters ($1 for each added)
waist/full body Digital- $20 (Digital entails full color and everything, price will be based more on time than anything)

I can show anyone preview of their commissions, WIPS and everything, to make sure it's close as possible to what they want, and they can ask for any necessary changes.

Once the commission is done, I will send you the actual copy of it in the mail. I can also send you a copy of digital ones through email, or in the mail on photo paper, but that'll probably boost the price.

That's pretty much it~ Note me if interested, and I can promise no commission will reach over $30. :3

I HAVE PAYPAL TOO!! So, however you want to pay will probably work :3

Thanks for looking guys~ You know I love all of you~

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/27622407/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/27622407/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 19:18:06 PDT
Ganked from

Why did you join this site?
Well, back when I was fourteen, my friend said "Ever heard of Deviantart? You should join it." And then she showed me it and I joined. XD

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
It's a character of mine :/ NONE OF YOU WILL EVER SEE HER. She was sort of the prototype to Amaya, honestly. And her name was Shizuka (also because was like YOU SHOULD USE THAT NAME CUZ YOU'RE QUIET.) Or, at least I was sort of quiet when I met her, haha. And I was fourteen when I made the account. Did I mention that sometimes my name makes me cringe? I hate how I did the whole I'm GoNnA uSe LiTtLe AnD bIg LeTtErS.

What is your current icon of?
A CHICKEN. Because some how, that became my trade mark. Don't ask me why, because I don't know.

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
DUUUUR. 36 people watch me and I watch 80 people.

_{...wow, that's a little depressing.}

Do you have more than one account?
Nope. I've been tempted to make a new one with a better name, but MEH. It's too much hassle moving everything and what not.

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.




What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
UMMMM. I...don't know? WAIT SHE... Is just so sweet and nice _{and a beautiful photographer} XD

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/27448611/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 19:47:28 PDT
And so far, it's been a bit of a let down. Seriously, I'm most looking forward to my birthday dinner, and that's about it.

I got a few presents today, and they were...really random. I know, I'm still grateful and all but still. It was like they reached into a grab bag and decided THIS'LL DO.

It just made think "Wow, is this what I have to look forward to as I get older?"

I AM looking forward to seeing Zombieland tomorrow though, that should be pretty kick ass.

Maybe it's because I'm tired as fuck right now, so everything seems worse than it is, haha.

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Well....I HAS A FIXED COMPUTER!! *dances* I'm so happy now. Things were quite nice this weekend, and a very much needed improvement from the past two weeks. I have to head back to school tomorrow, but at least I'll be going back with a fixed computer and some money in my pocket!!

YAAAY! Russ was in this weekend too (my foster brother) it was really nice seeing him, and we got to eat AMAZING FOOD. This is why I really come home. Is because I get food. GOOD FOOD. Not the shit they pass off for food in the dining halls, heh.

Anyway, I have to get up early for class, and hopefully I haven't jinxed myself.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/27115578/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/27115578/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 14:35:06 PDT EDIT

My computer is still dead! *living off library computers* BUT!!!

I HAVE WORK STUDY AGAAAAAAAAAAIN! So I get to keep my job!! THIS MAKES THINGS MUCH EASIER.

So yea. My computer is dead. Vista has single handedly killed itself, and I can't get past the start up screen, before it says "DISK BOOT FAILURE"

...GO DIE IN A FUCKING FIRE VISTA.

And now I some how don't have federal work study, and could loose my job.

GREAT FUCKING START TO THE YEAR.

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So yea. Here's hoping and praying that everything turns out all right. With his disease, and the fact nothing like this has ever happened to him before, anything could happen. It could be fine, it could end badly. I'm afraid to be pessimistic right now.

Any wishes or prayers anyone is willing to give are greatly appreciated and thanked.


I figure I'm probably gonna be running back and forth for the next day or so, so sorry if I'm delayed at all to reply to messages.

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....*cries* I think it's mostly because I'm sort of PMS-ing, and therefore can't stand it when my brother starts to be controlling like he gets. Not that I really enjoy it even when I'm not PMS-ing, but whatever. Other than that...we at least get to go to the zoo while I'm still here...

Went to the Cleveland Brewing Company tonight for dinner. I gotta say...I wasn't impressed. It was hot and they put us upstairs, and the AC wasn't working from an earlier power outage and there THREE, THREE SCREAMING BABIES in the same room as us. They kept bringing the families with newborns upstairs where we were and none, I repeat NONE of the their families tried to keep them from screaming. Don't get me wrong, they were all friggin cute as hell, and just little and didn't know better, but GOD DAMN. I can't stand being surrounded by people and small screaming babies. And a rather shitty Cobb salad. I wanted the damn steak, but it was the most expensive thing, and I wasn't that hungry. So I settled for salad. And it was shit. The avocado in it wasn't soft either :/ it was hard.

Other than that, I just want to go home now anyway. I was supposed to go home today, but Tim didn't want to make two trips towards Marietta (as he comes down to work this weekend) and made sure to guilt trip me out enough to where I just said "FINE I'LL STAY!" Not only that, but my Dollfie has arrived and is now just sitting in a box...and has been for about four days now. DAMMIT.

And I really wanted to see all the Nuances again before we started heading back to college...D: Hopefully we can squeeze in one more visit? Especially with Steph W. cuz she's going first.

Anyway, that's about all for my part. I'm sitting in Cleveland and I so DESPERATELY want my own computer, but NOOOO. I'm stuck with Tim's for the time being.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/26345866/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/26345866/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:16:54 PDT And we're watching Dr. Tran non stop, and it's wonderful.

I've finally seen the Furious Little Cinnamon Bun. AND I LOVED IT.





Anyway, that's about all :3

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I'm pumped, because I haven't seen her in forever. (Since Easter, which is a while for us). So yea, that's what I'll be up to for a while. Ummmm....

Nuances need to have a camp out soon, preferrably before too late in August, because I know Steph W. has to head off to school earlier than the rest of us...e.e. Her and Caity are going to the same school, and Caity said they start in early/mid August. So yea.



That's about all for me really. Nothing new and exciting. I want to draw. A lot of things. A lot of....not happy cute things. But we'll just see how that goes.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/25760977/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/25760977/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 21:58:23 PDT [link]layer_embedded And see our lovely adventure with fireworks on the 4th :3 It was rather enjoyable, despite almost setting a few things on fire. Thanks Kazie, for having that kick ass camera at all times.


Needed something to do after so many family visits e.e;; Russ and Ve, with their kids (...one of which wet the bed. MY BED.) And then my brother for the weekend, Iiiii need a break. *passes out* Meme stolen from (only it was on Y! XD)

I GET MY DOLLFIE SOON THOUGH, MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Skinny jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[x] Pajamas = pimp
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[x] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who banged
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[x] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[x] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = two horny bi girls
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a person
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = Chuck Norris
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because I’m sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = Because the lil’ people told me to
[x] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs
[ ] Aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick cunt

Result: I'm a freaky pimp with sexy eyes who cuddled with a shoe because I have AMAZING boobs. (Yes, be jealous of my shoe cuddling, ahahahahah!!!)

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And as I'm turning on my computer, everything plugged in once again...My mouse starts acting weird, and when I shake it, it sounds like something is loose. So, my Dad helps me try to fix it.

...THE FRIGGIN CLICKER BROKE. So I'm currently using my tablet mouse to help me around. Hopefully I can get a new mouse all together, but if not, I always have my precious tablet there :3

Chilled with the Nuances on Saturday, because it was our only day to get to see Bob and Kylene. It was a great time, and we played tag on the Community playground, where mulch became my mortal enemy. I tripped off the equipment and scratched up my leg in the mulch, before getting up and running again, because whoever was IT at the moment was close to me. And I couldn't risk just laying there, haha.

In other news...um....it's summer vacation. And yea. I get to start it off after a few good days, with CRAMPS!! JOYOUS DAY! *punches mother nature in the face*

I'm out of things to say now e.e I WANT A JOURNAL SKIN DAMMIT. BUT I HAS NO MONEY TO BUY A PREMIUM ACCOUNT. RAADAA RAAAADAAAAA.

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And in more bad news from my mother, apparently while my neighbor (god I just love them) was hung over from partying too hard the night before, he ran over his dog with his truck. ;A; and it wasn't an instant death for the poor little dog either. My mom and dad saw it happen, and heard the horrible screams...and then my dad ran down into the street and yelled at him for running the dog over.

And to top off the depressing news...! David Carradine is dead. And for those who don't know who that is, it's Bill from Kill Bill. Yea, sad times. I liked him a lot, he was cool. The weirdest thing about it was that he was found hanged in his hotel room. ;_;

Other than that...SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVERRRR!!! YAAAAAY!! *dances around* One more week, which consists of just taking tests and I'm FREEEEEEE for the summer! Aside from summer work that is...ah well. I'm still happy. But sad...but happy. You get the picture XD

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I'm sitting at work, and a little bored, but ah well. I have to go to class in 10 minutes...I DUN WANNA GO!! *flails arms* I don't like sitting there for two hours.

Anyway, the quarter's almost over, and oddly enough, I don't think I've drawn more in such a short period of time then I have in my life, haha. Which leads me to the title of this journal...I'm redesigning a few characters, mainly Amaya's youngest son Mitsu..actually, I think I'm redesigning all of her kids. I don't like them that much anymore :/

Not that they frequented my gallery anyway, but yea. Just throwing it out there...any other characters you'd guys like to see redesigned? XD Throw it at me. '

OH!! I Have some prints for sale, pretty cheap! $5!! If you're interested, comment here, I only have a select few right now, but I'll be getting more soon~

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HERE WE GO!! This interview will be featuring all new characters! Including Tobi, Kiernan, and Dominic! (Who all have last names, I just currently can't remember them...)

1. What's your real name, and your nickname ?

Tobi: The name's Tobi, and I have no nicknames. I'm just a cyborg.

Kier: I'm Kiernan! Most people just call me Kier though. ;3

Dom: Dominic, and I go by Dom. Mmmhmm.

2. Interesting... and your current age?

Tobi: Twenty one.

Kier: Twenty five!

Dom: Twenty four. *monotone voice*

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?

Tobi: Umm...well, the most food I get is tomato soup and beans...and that's pretty damn good.

Kier: Hmm...Probably would have to be waffles.

Dom: Huh...I actually never thought of it. I really like bagels. A lot.

4. And your favorite drink ?

Tobi: Water! Wait, scratch that...CLEAN water!!

Kier: >.> Red bull.

Dom: Coffee, water or vodka.

5. Confessions time! Who is your secret lover or fan?

Tobi: *blushes* Piiiiip

Kier: Hehehe....Coma XD

Dom: <.< >.> Stress >////<

Kier: ...You actually blush Dom?

Dom: Don't push it Kier, I'll throw a lamp at your head again.

6. Aww! Have you ever kiss him/her?

Tobi: That's my business, but if you MUST know. Yes. And it was great, despite the fact that he had been shot.

Kier: Yep! And then he gave me a blow job in the bathroom! 8D

Dom: Yes, it was....a very good first meeting.

7. Classical question! What's your favorite color?

Tobi: ....Green?

Kier: RAINBOOOOW.

Dom: God you're such a flamer, Kier.

Kier: *punches Dom* Like you're one to talk Mr. Gay-pants. Just answer the question.

Dom: *huffs* ....Purple.

Kier: HAH!

8. Who is your favorite writer?

Tobi: I...Don't have one?

Kier: Um...

Dom: As you can see, our creator didn't think this question through, so none of us have an answer. Move on.

9. What's your biggest fear?

Tobi: Loosing Pip ;A;

Kier: Failing at life and loosing the people I care about.

Dom: Meh.

Kier: ....Meh? THE FUCK KIND OF ANSWER IS THAT!?

Tobi: He's got a point you know.

Dom: I'M NOT GONNA SAY IT. And you can't make me.

10. Rivalry brother/sister?

Tobi: Nope, none. I lived a lone, and was the epitome of loner. And then I got turned into a cyborg.

Kier: I have two older sisters and a younger brother. Oldest sister= RAGING HORMONAL BITCH. Everyone else...they're good.

Dom: Older brother. Fucking ass. I hate him.

11. Who is your hero?

Tobi: ...Actually, it's Pip...he's really brave and strong, all things considered :3

Kier: Umm...My Dad! He's a fire fighter.

Dom: My mother, for not killing her oldest jackass of a son.

12. Ok, Who is your worst enemy?

Tobi: The people that did this to me. *motions towards body and fake arm* I hate them with a burning passion.

Kier: I don't think I actually have one, oddly enough.

Dom: Older brotherrrrr. *growls*

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy met each other?

Tobi: Probably shit myself and hide Pip, so they couldn't make him a cyborn too.

Kier: Well...nothing, considering I don't have a worst enemy...

Dom: ...Be very, very, very, very, upset. And let them both know this.

Kier: AHA! SO you do have a hero!

Dom: Pfft, of coure I do, I didn't say I didn't, I said I wasn't going to say who.

14. Interesting... What would you do if you met your creator?

Tobi: Smack her in the face with the clawed hand.

Kier: GIVE HER A BIIIG HUG! And maybe a cookie.

Dom: You know she just said that because she's typing this.

Kier: Quit being such a Negative Nancy, Dom, jesus.

Dom: ...Did you really just call me a Negative Nancy?

Kier: Yes, yes I did.

Dom: Wow. I...I can't even react to that.

15.How tall are you?

Tobi: Six foot exactly.

Kier: 5'11"

Dom: 6'1"


16. What's your worst nightmare?

Tobi: Having to suffer through getting this wretched arm again...or worse yet, Pip having to suffer at all...

Kier: Having my family and love... ]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24718767/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24718767/ Tue, 12 May 2009 11:03:05 PDT
........

THE FUCK!? I could have done the same thing, he just wanted to renew a movie. And he completely blew me off, the fucker. Bet he was a sexist. It confused me and then pissed me off. RAWR.

Anyway, last night was odd. I woke up around 4 AM and felt absolutely sick to my stomach, it hurt and I thought I was gonna puke several times. Got out of bed and sat in front of my trash can, because I wasn't about to go sit in the bathroom for that. Didn't actually throw up, but still. Then after a while of sitting awake and in pain, the stomach ache turned into hunger. I'm thinking it was actually that the whole time.

Remember that journal I made a while back about weird symptoms? It happened again. So hungry I was literally doubled over in pain. I couldn't understand why, I wasn't hungry at all. And so, since I couldn't fall asleep again for a while, I decided I wasn't going to class. Which was a good decision, I needed the sleep and I had cramps when I woke up later. Yea, these have been the only classes I've actually missed like, this entire year. So I'm not too worried.

Still not feeling the best about my art :/ I don't know, I'm just unmotivated, and feel like I'm not improving really.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24600155/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24600155/ Tue, 05 May 2009 17:49:53 PDT
As far as we can tell, he's just so absolutely stressed and exhausted he's worn himself ragged. When I saw him, (we were in the dining hall and they were getting ready to leave for a class) he was breathing really hard and looked like he was in pain. Honestly, looking at it now, it looked like he was having a really bad panic attack, the poor thing.

I don't know anything else yet, but I think he'll be okay, he just needs lots of sleep and rest in general, he was way too stressed out. That and I don't know the last time he got a full nights sleep and a real meal.

So yea, that kinda made me snap out of my "i'm gonna whine about things" phase. I'm more worried about Mark than I am about anything else.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24340286/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24340286/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 09:32:30 PDT
SERIOUSLY. Last night, me and my friend Steph D. were helping some of the Chubu boys dye their hair (Taka, Mark and Seichiro)


AAAAAAAAAAAAAND. Some how, Seichiro got upset (mind you, I'm still not sure what happened) and then it spiraled out of control and we were caught between three boys yelling at each other in Japanes (I could make out parts of it, especially when things like "I really hate you" and "Go die" were said e.e;; )

Going into detail would make this a huuuuuuge confusing post, so I won't. But DAMN. Fists were almost thrown as well, but we jumped in between them and were like CUT IT OUT. NOW.

Everything was resolved in the end, and we ended up hanging out for a while after the fight, to make sure everything was all right, and it was, thank god. It was scary. D: And Mark cried.

....To let you know what it's like to see/hear Mark crying, picture this:

A cute, innocent little puppy or kitten, all alone and in the cold rain, huuuge eyes looking up at saying "Can I Come in and warm up? Pretty please?" Or seeing that innocent little face of an animal at the shelter wanting to be adopted. That's what it's like to see him cry. IT HURTS.

In other news, I'm incredibly tired from all that drama llama attacking and everything, and then staying out later than I should have, ehehehe. But at least Taka and Seichiro didn't kill each other. And Mark went back to his usual happy, bubbly self. And Seichiro cheered up. And on top of all that, from running around in the rain/cold yesterday, I think I'm getting sick. D: FAIL.

Annnnnnnnnnd. I have a test today. Yippee/sarcasm. Hopefully I'll do all right. WISH ME LUCK.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24129035/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24129035/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 12:37:32 PDT
Colossal Con will be the weekend before finals week at OU.

DAMN IT ALL TO HELL.

*has an anger*

I WANTED TO PLAY IN THE WATERRRRRR *pouts*


Maybe I can do it. I dunno. ;w;

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24092480/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24092480/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:51:31 PDT
*kicks mother nature*

Oh! I bought another Animal crossing...because some how, my other one wasn't put back in the case and is now LOST. FUCKIN' HELL. Especially since I almost had my last loan paid off. Son of a bitch, but anyway, I'll need friend codes again from the people I played with, and I'll give you my new one :3

In other news....I helped Taka dye his hair last night :3 Which was much fun, and rather messy. But at least his hair looks good~ And he was incredibly happy with it, especially after we dried it and styled it a tiny bit. He would hardly get away from the mirror for about ten minutes XD And...he had a friend with him, and his friend smokes. Oddly enough, Japanese cigarettes smell better than American ones. Don't worry, I'm not a smoker, but I smelled and them and was all "Wow, those actually smell...all right...how about that."

Then Taka told us about the illegal drinking games he did at Chubu University XD That also sounded very deadly. I would maybe watch, but never try. Whiskey mixed with Soy sauce, curry, and kimchi sauce!? OW. That makes my throat bleed thinking about it. And I don't even drink. He said it was fun, but very 'brutal'. So we explained to him about American drinking games, and how to never accept a drink from anyone he doesn't know, haha.

Ummmm...Not much else is going on. The Sakura festival is in a few weeks, and I'm getting really excited about dancing in it XD

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24015864/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/24015864/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 23:32:08 PDT
THE SPAZZ ATTACKS HAPPEN!! And Emmeh=Clumsier than a fucking drunk ferret. Fer srs.

It allll started the Saturday before I moved back into my dorm at the end of Spring break. My parents and I work a cleaning job, and as we were getting ready to go do it, I climb into the car...only to crack my head off the door frame, and get a huge lump on top of my head. OUCH.

Next, Sunday, as I gather all of my things before heading to Athens...I'm getting my computer (my beloved tower, we're in a love/hate relationship) from the comp. stand it was on, when it slips and pinches my middle finger between it and the shelf. It still hurts today. That's how bruised it was.

Not much happened on Monday, other than almost tripping on the FLAT sidewalk. So, moving on to Tuesday. I got to meet some of the new Chubu University students. One of which is named Taka, and he is very into Jrock. XD he's so adorable. Anyway, as I was hanging out with him after dinner, I go to tell him about a CD I got signed by Dir En Grey, when...Foot meets mud in the grass. And all you hear is WAAAH! Then see an Emmeh laying on the ground. Epic-0 Fail-1. I got mud on my pants and on my Dir En Grey jacket D: but it's not ruined by any means, and I laughed at myself as I lay on the ground.

Fast forward to today. April Fool's day. My own self got me more than any of my friends even tried. One, I decided to see what would happen if I put my finger on the edge of the table, while a friend snapped a piece of plastic. Pain is what happens, on the same finger I already bruised. Then, later that day we were all going to Walmart for a bit, Taka and Mark (Whose real name I think is Makku or something, but he said call him Mark) coming with us. So, since we were outside, I thought I'd try to be epic again and jump over this little cable we were passing. And...instead I fall. My foot got caught on the cable, scratching up the bottom of my leg pretty bad (I was in capris) and making me look like a damn fool. Epic-0 Fail-2. And then I started to bleed because of it. Damn leg. Damn cable.

Move a few minutes later, I go to take a drink from my water bottle and EPICALLY choke on it. I spit up water every where, and then cough, and as my head went forward, a low hanging tree branch tried to play with my EYE. Luckily it missed.

Other than that, it's been great! I just...happen to be causing more harm to myself than I should XD I'm too spastic.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23909174/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23909174/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 22:29:10 PDT
In other news, I like to knit now! :3 It's lots of fun....soooo if anyone wants a scarf, hahah. Yea.

Ummmm yea. Spring break ends soon. But I got a 3.1 from winter quarter, so Yaaaay.








...........That's about it.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23853579/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23853579/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 17:16:29 PDT
I only got to be there for opening weekend with Tim and Jason, and they brought their friend Janet as well. I made Tim buy my food because...well, he's my big brother and I can force him into these things XD

On top of which (off topic) I felt like I was intruding for a little bit, because I am NOT used to sitting for two hours at a time to watch a movie (we pretty much watched 6 a day) so I was fidgety, and yea. I take up more of Tim's attention, and Jason does not get as much Timmy time as he wants (Then again for this weekend we were all very busy running between films).

ANYWAY We saw one film called Cherry blossoms that was AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL. Like, I sobbed. It had such a wonderful, beautiful story of love and while it had parts that were like, heart wrenchingly, slit your wrists depressing, it was...AH SO GOOD. Definite best film we saw while I was there. Hands down.

But yea, had a good time, and now I'm home for the remainder of my spring break and relaxing.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23737259/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23737259/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 20:23:56 PDT
I have decided upon something. I WISH TO OBTAIN A...


DOLLFIE. And all of his beautiful glooorrryyyyy. But sadly, he is...not cheap. At all. The only cheap ones are the really mini, freaky as shit ones. And what's even worse is that the one I want is still cheaper than the other ones. *le sigh*

ANYWAY. This is what I have come to you lovely, lovely people for.


I'm taking commissions! Well, offering them anyway, whether I get any or not, is up to you guys. And I understand if none come in, as I'm sure I'm not the only one hurting for money right now. *more le sigh*

*ahem* Moving onward with the announcement...I won't be charging much, but the few extra dollars would be that much more towards saving! I'm hoping to have enough by summer so I can has mah dollie. So on with prices and other information!

PRICES ARE NEGOTIABLE (to a degree XD). The following prices are just baselines, so it really depends on the final wanted picture.

Prices
Sketches (waist up) $5
Full body sketch: $6
Inked (waist up): $8
Full body inked: $9
Inked and colored (waist up)$11 (can go up depending on how many colors used and design)
Full body, ink, color: $13
+$1 for multiple characters ($1 for each added)
any other questions, feel free to note me! :3

That's pretty much it~ Note me if interested, and I can promise no commission will reach over $20. I would offer digital ones, since I have a tablet, but my photo shop is so wonky, there'd be no telling if and when I'd be able to get the commission to you D: I HAS A SORRY.

Thanks for looking guys~ You know I love all of you~

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23666624/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23666624/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 19:44:21 PDT
Seriously guys, it's getting rough. I'm not even talking about finals.

I'm talking about...DINING HALL FOOOOOOOD FROM HELL. *nods* It's really disgusting right now. Simply because it's been pretty much the same food more or less for the past ten weeks now, joy oh joy. But recently I can hardly eat a whole meal. And in the past two days, when I do eat, I get really bad stomach pains/cramps afterwards, which usually entails a trip to the bathroom. (Of course, thinking back on it now, there have been times in my life where despite what I eat, I got sick off of it) So I'm wondering if it's dining hall food, or if it's the same thing that's happened before.

What is with all my health issues right now!? JEEZY PETE. MAKE IT STOP. And give me a meal worth while, dammit!! *stomps foot* But yea. This has happened before, but this time feels worse than normal, and it leaves me feeling REALLY hungry at night, simply because I can't eat a full meal through the day. It's not fun. Because I am sooooo friggin hungry right now it's not even funny. Alas, I'm afraid to eat ANYTHING because I'll probably end up in the fetal position, with a heating pad and hoping it goes away fast.

DAMN YOU STOMACH!!! STOP BEING RETARDED!!

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23388359/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23388359/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:10:12 PST
They said it'd been damaged. So I ripped open the envelope. It was a little more than damaged...the whole card had been torn practically in half. HALF THE CARD WASN'T EVEN THERE!! THE FUCKERS. The ripped my card to Mizuki in some sort of mailing sorting accident...makes me wonder what the hell they're doing in there sometimes....

Anyway, the boys on my floor were playing really loud music earlier, it was for some video game. I couldn't hear it that well in my room, but if I opened my door it was loud and clear.

Not much else has happened today, but yea. There was something else I wanted to mention here...OH! That's right. So Sunday night I was in the library, studying with some friends for our Modern Asia test on Monday. Anyway, I started to get hungry, like wanting a snack or something. (Mind you it was around 9 and I'd eaten dinner already). But then I started to get hungrier...and hungrier....and so on, it was really fast. I got hungry enough to the point where my stomach was cramping and it hurt really, really bad. I couldn't make sense of it, I wasn't hungry at all after dinner and earlier, and then BAM. I got so hungry I was doubling over at the table and practically ran to Wendy's (since dining halls were closed and wendy's was closer) and inhaled my food there. My legs were even shaking if I stood still too long.

...So um...anyone got any ideas what could have caused that?

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23261905/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23261905/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 20:59:50 PST
It's my mom, calling to tell me she got an email from Ohio University saying....

TWO students have been sent to the hospital with BACTERIAL MENINGITIS. Fuck my life. I about cried, mostly because I'm dead terrified of meningitis. Until I found out later today that Yes, I have been vaccinated for it. Which makes me rest easier.

The only other thing is that the first case was found on South green, close to where I am. Thankfully it's not completely airborne without being in close contact with someone who has it. And I don't know either of the people that have it. And on another good note, they are alive and recovering in the hospital.

Still, it was just a big scar for the day, not a fun thing to wake up to.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23179334/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23179334/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 17:19:31 PST
Not much going on, just wanted to say....

HAPPY V-DAY EVERYOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE. :>

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23031198/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/23031198/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 22:24:39 PST
put ipod/ itunes on shuffle.

put first(Or more in my case e.e) line from every song.

guess what song it is. Maybe if I feel up to it enough I'll draw you something for guessing right. :3

1. This was a triumph, I'm making a note here, huge success. (okay that one is obvious, but oh well! XD)

2. If you are near to the dark, I will tell you about sun. You are here, no escape, from my visions of the world.

3. Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge, Chikau koto wa kore ga saigo no HEARTBREAK

4. We're all still the same dear, I have owned this life forever, I'll always remain.

5. No matter which way you go, no matter which way you stay, you're out of my mind (out of my mind) Out of my mind.

6. fuan wo sakete hito gomi no naka hitori bocchi de tohoho ni kurete

7. I will be broken, ooh, ooh, ooh. Seven hours passed on your floor (I think that's what she said)

8. I didn't hear what you were saying, I live on all emotion baby...

9. Yokisenu ai ni jiyuu ubawaretai ne Oh hitome de wakatta no

10. You make me invisible, like sky you make my day

11. I fly like paper, get high like planes.

12. Hey! What's the big idea!? Yo ****! I said, sucking too hard on your lollipop, oh loves gonna get you down!

GUESS AWAY CHILLINS!!!

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22991520/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22991520/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 19:38:23 PST
I apparently lost my vitamins AND motrin at Con last weekend D: I had them in a little plastic bag and some how did NOT repack them, and if I did, there's a black hole in my dorm room.

NOT TO MENTION. I friggin have cramps the night BEFORE a big midterm in modern Asia and I'm afraid of failing it and WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

I NEED THAT MOTRIN DAMMIT. IT WAS 800 MG, SO IT TOOK OUT FIRST DAY CRAMPS. *flustered* and I want my vitamins. DEY MAKE MEH STROOONNNGGERRRRR XD

This is not helping my already mega constipated art flow NO DRAWING FOR ME. D:

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22858198/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22858198/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 06:37:01 PST
School's closed for today because of the weather, it's to the point where hardly anyone is even allowed outside to drive and what not.

I'm just more surprised that Ohio University closed at all e.e They were being hard asses about the weather earlier...of course we're under a level 3 snow thing...and under level 3 the campus has to close down.

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay XD YAY!

AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG


CON. _{eeeeh I'm happy}

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22721846/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22721846/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 11:01:12 PST This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make.
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a mix tape. It may be fic, or a poem. I may draw or paint something. I might bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange

The catch? There is no catch for me! Because I really don't care if you do it or not XD It'd be really cool if you did, but meh, I dun care hehe

1.
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4.
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]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22606290/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22606290/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 23:14:29 PST
I don't think I'm gonna post art for a while. (Not that I post on a regular basis anyway XD)

But yea. I just don't want to anymore. I don't get comments, and I'm lucky if I get like, 3 favorites. Yea yea, whine whine whine, I know. And the ones I do get aren't usually from the people I'd like them to be from, but everyone has a life, so I can't just demand it XD

That and I'm in a usual art block (when am I not in one?)

I don't really want to say it's a hiatus or anything, as I'll probably still come here to check deviations and everything, I just might not make journals or say anything. But I'll be here.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22564308/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22564308/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:49:15 PST
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH. My legs hurt. Because I've been dancing e.e I'm learning the traditional Japanese dance called "Soran Bushi" and I get to be in the Sakura festival in spring quarter! XD

*ish excited* BUT GOD IT HURTS RIGHT NOW. It doesn't look terribly complicated, but there's a lot of jumping involved and therefore sore legs are a must.

So, Ohayocon is coming up soon...yea. It's iffy for me. Because me=REALLY FUCKING POOR. Like, there's only about $20 in my wallet right now, and that has to last me until I get a job and what not.

...Doesn't look great, but I'm not ruling it out completely yet. I want to go reallllyy bad, but things tend to work against me and what I want. *shrugs* That and I never have much money to just throw away. Hell, I didn't even get to get the cosplay wig I wanted. I wanted to do Allen from D. Gray Man, but that's not happening. The only thing I have to rely on is my Silent Hill Nurse, and I'm not sure I even want to do that anymore. I'll probably just be happy to go and take pictures, cosplay or not.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22549540/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22549540/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 18:13:39 PST
....I know, I know. Shut up. I don't care if it's a small number or not. I'm still making my way up there. *sigh*

So yea, catch it if you want. Or can. Or whatever XD And I might actually attempt to draw something.

*hollow promises* If nothing else I think it'd be fun or something. But I really do want to try and draw something for it. e.e

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22441004/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22441004/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 19:16:01 PST
It really helps having coffee when you have a shit tone of reading to get done. I'd say I'm about half way through it all right now, and probably about another 60 or so pages to do. *sigh* I procrastinated, but I learned quickly and started to make a plan on how to get more reading down over a few days.

So I was shaving my legs in the shower today (I still hate school showers) and I nicked my knee and was like AUGH. And didn't think much of it, but when I went and started to shave my other leg, I looked over and I had blood running all down my leg. I took a little piece out of my knee and bled all over the shower e.e Damn razor. Damn funny shaped knee. I hate knees. They're had to draw and shave. *huffs* And I hate shaving standing up XD It's complicated.

Anyway...enjoying being back in school so far, settled in again nicely and just getting back into the gear of things.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22361315/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22361315/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 19:32:46 PST
And it wasn't that bad either, aside from a few shoty moments of animation. Leon is a BAMF for srs.

What else...Sorting more stuff out for going back to the dorm and trying to deal with some personal drama going on at the moment.

OH! While browsing around on Y! I found this club called "Amatsuki" for the manga series...OH POOP I LOVE IT TO DEATH. It's full of amazing sauce. Tokidoki is adorable :> (and his name is Tokidoki) XD

Not much else. I hate packing, it makes the lazy come out in me. *goes to get more shit together*

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22340914/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22340914/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 19:42:44 PST
My voice is slowly dying D: So it Steph W.'s last I talked to her XD hehe. Great way to move back into school.

*sighs* I DUN WANNA GOOOO. I got comfortable being home again, but you know. I'm glad I'll see my friends over there again. Since all my plans to see them over break didn't really work e.e lawlz.

Had a pretty awesome New year's party last night....where in the real highlight I think was when Brad decided to come out with only two paper top hats, covering his front and his butt, while wearing (or trying to wear) dread falls. I don't think I've ever laughed so hard in my life.

I'm trying to think of what my new year's resolutions would be, but other than loosing some weight, nothing really comes to mind. There's a lot of shit I have to get done when I get back to school too, like buy all my books and get a new student ID (as I some how lost my ID this last quarter...I also lost my state ID earlier in the quarter). Umm....other than that, I'm in a very blah feeling right now.

Went around town with Caity, Lance, Hannah and Brad today after everyone else had gone home. It was great getting to see her again, and I found out I can stay with her during Ohayocon, so I can actually go! (after thinking I wasn't going to be able to) Aaaannnnd...yea. That's about it I suppose.

....I want to draw something REALLY GORY. But photoshop is still being a bitch. FAIL.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22284999/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22284999/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 17:24:00 PST
I shouldn't be too bitter though, as it's almost the new year. I just hate it when certain things happen and no matter what I do, it just doesn't work, much to my dismay.

Fuck it, I'm not gonna say anymore about it XD

I HAS PARTAY TOMORROW. YUS. It'll be fun. Lots of people coming, I think it's the most I've ever had coming to my house at one time e.e I just hope everything goes smoothly.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22039516/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22039516/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 20:11:11 PST
とてつもなく大きい literally means GINORMOUS. How friggin sweet is that?

I tried to translate "Cotton headed ninny muggins" from the movie Elf as well...and got this: (put into the English translation of the Japanese text)

Cotton head nipple maginzu.


That's pretty epic if you ask me. (sound out maginzu, it's just muggins still XD)


あなたが小さな一卑劣な目をした (i tried to translate the line "You little one eyed cretin! From monster's inc, but it only translates to You dirty little one eyed!)

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22025094/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/22025094/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 00:03:41 PST
Has anyone noticed how certain peoples pages look?

I know it's the subscribers and everything, but they get cool boxes and formats and what not. *wants*

Um...just wanted to get rid of the angst-y crappy journal and mention that.

Because for some reason I just noticed it now.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21997039/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21997039/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 12:45:21 PST
Apparently my brother and his attendant got into a fight about something, what it is, I don't know. And what I do know I'm not really willing to say to anyone outside of my family.

Then he was doing something while I was upstairs checking my email, and I heard him yell. So I ran downstairs to see what was wrong and he just lost it. He wouldn't stop screaming and yelling, I seriously thought he was going to give himself a heart attack.

So, I went quiet and didn't say anything and just went back upstairs and stayed there until my mom came home from work. *sigh*

Oh family issues right before Christmas. Joyous day.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21956290/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21956290/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 23:25:01 PST

...Betty Paige has passed away D:

*insert sad face here*

She was really...amazing. I was always fond of her because she wasn't stick skinny and actually a very beautiful woman.

May she rest in peace, as a real, and true icon has passed away.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21920122/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21920122/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 18:15:36 PST
I just removed a bunch of stuff and then started to work on moving other things to my scraps...but..the things I moved to scraps are still in my gallery...DDD:

What's really weird is that they're in my scraps too. HOW CAN THEY BE IN BOTH!? Do I need to remove it from the featured section as well? Is that why?

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21774097/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21774097/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 20:00:35 PST
SO THIS IS FOR TEH LUVERLY

Cuz she so kindly featured me in a journal. (Which I'm kinda doing the same thing...sort of)

ANYWAY. GO LOOK AT HER ART. HERE ARE SOME LINKS TO MAH FAVVSSSSSS

Ippin- Whoosh- Capp'd: [link]

HMC- What Else did You Expect?: [link]

Ipn- Hay Guys: [link]

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I FINALLY SAW THEM. IN ALL OF THEIR MAGICAL WONDERRRRRR.

I don't even really care about all the bad that happened, I got out of the moshpit and sat back more, got a clear view of ALL OF THEM (especially Die~)and enjoyed it much more.

MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING. Especially meeting Shinya and Toshiya~

NOW I HAVE TO STUDY! STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! FOR MY JAPANESE FINAL!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Then I get to go home until January! :>

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The fucking fire alarm went off. And I'm all "Well, shit. They choose to do a fucking drill when it's colder than a witches tit in a brass bra". So I grabbed my shoes, coat and cell phone, locked up my room and headed for the stairs.

HOWEVER. When I get to the last flight of stairs, I look up and low and behold, what do I see?

SMOKE. And it got thicker after I went into the ground floor and I'm like "HO SHIT THERE'S A REAL FIRE!?!??!" and started to panick. Turns out it was just a washer in our laundry room that exploded and was on fire. Yeaaaa. What an ordeal.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21378255/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21378255/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 19:21:49 PST
Well then. I'm home for the weekend, and then in about two more weeks I'll be home for a nice long break! XDXDXD I'm so excited for this quarter to be ooovveerrrrrrr.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21325312/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21325312/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 19:35:24 PST
I got another D on my ethics exam. Two D's now. I have a 66 in the class all together.

FUCK. ME.

I did manage to get a 74 on the last test in Health...I mean, I was never one to have great test scores anyway...but what am I doing wrong now? I study, I read the material....

*sigh*

The only class I'm really doing good in is Japanese. (big shock I know) I have a B in another class, and with the way things are panning out, I'll have an A, B, C or B, and a D.

Ugh.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21113892/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21113892/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 21:53:38 PDT
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT.

ZOMBIES.

TONIGHT.

I GOT THE DATES WRONGZZZZ>

I thought it was midnight TOMORROW, not midnight TONIGHT.

AAAAAAAAAAAAH!! THE APOCALYPSE IS HERE!

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I LIVED! I LIVED! I MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST NIGHT!! NOW...If I can only last for another week...

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21001877/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/21001877/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 13:27:09 PDT
My stomach hurts D: It has for a few days now...I better not be getting sick, or else Imma cut a bitch. Or something.

Ummm in some other news....OHOHOH!!!!

THE 23rd MARKS THE START OF ZOMBIES VS. HUMANS!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! It's a campus wide survival battle with nerf guns! HOW AMAZING IS THAT!?!?!

I can't wait! I hope I'm a human...hehe. And I'll do my damn best to not get turned into a zombie~

WISH ME LUCK MY KIDDIES.

I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH D:

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20895113/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20895113/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 18:21:40 PDT 大序宇部ですかみんな？
おんがくろっくがすきです！
えと。。。嫡子なり本と怖い意です！
XD


I hope that everyone can read that. OH THANK YOU WORD 2007 AND YOUR AWESOME NESS!! Indeed. :3 I had fun with this I hope you know.


はじめまして、オハイオ大学の絵ミリです、どおぞよろしく。これわわたしめえしでう。
愛してるみんな！
じゃね！


If you can't read it...oh well, it's not the greatest Japanese anyway XD I'm just going on what I've learned in class thus far.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20833043/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20833043/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 21:57:21 PDT
Came home for the weekend, had a great birthday, and it was really nice to see my family and friends, and I get to come home again next weekend for the restart of the Kellerfest (YAY FOR HOME MADE APPLE BUTTERRRR!)

And, that's about it folks. I'm waiting for my dad to come home from a ZZ Top concert XD Haha, he called and said he had a great time and the concert was about 2 hours away..so he should be home soon. But yea, that's about all for me.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20798976/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20798976/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 18:56:47 PDT
AND I'll BE HOME FOR THE WEEKEND!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY BIRTHDAY!! be prepared to get calls from me Nuances :3 Those of you in town that is, lol.

I'M COMING FOR YOU RAINBOW. ME, BRAD, AND CRICKEY ARE COMING FOR YOU. AND WE WILL HAVE A JOYOUS DAY!

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20588834/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20588834/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:01:52 PDT

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister (since you have one now). I think I realized it when I quoted Santa at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you knock out Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your neighbor Martin as a memory. You should also know that I never liked the incarnation as an eskimo.

Go burn,
-Teh Emmeh -

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20538057/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20538057/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 16:25:01 PDT LAAAWLZ WALMART Go look at the video Steph put up XD we had gooood times in Walmart. [link]


I'm bored and procastinating on sending out emails that I need to send to people XD Hehe.

Ummm.....I was just looking at the supermod pages on Y! Gallery....and WOW some of them are bitches XD

But, I can imagine they have to put up with a lot of shit, so it's understandable. Buuuut at the same time....Calm the fuck down, mods. Jeez.

Laaaawlz.

GOD I'M BORED.

]]> ~ShIzUkA14 http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20428476/ http://ShIzUkA14.deviantart.com/journal/20428476/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 18:43:10 PDT
Choose twelve of your original characters in any particular order (NO PEEKING AT THE QUESTIONS AT THIS STAGE!). Then, answer the questions that follow:

1. Amaya
2. Hawk
3. Crow
4. Hiroto
5. Aurel
6. Atsushi
7. Kaspar
8. Kaito
9. Hyun Jin
10. Sarosh
11. Naoki
12. Lonnie

#1. Who would make a better college prof.? 6 (Atsushi) or 11 (Naoki)
Oh damn, that's hard. They're both whiz kids, Atsushi's a friggin genius in Chemistry and biology, but Naoki is a master as mechanics and repairing...Ummm, I think I'll go with Atsushi for this.

#2. Do you think 2 (Hawk) is hot? How hot?
FUCK YEA. I personally find Hawk incredibly attractive He's a sexy man SPR punk, who could ask for more? AND HE HAS A MOHAWK. Damn straight.

#3. 12 (Lonnie) sends 8 (Kaito) out on a mission. What is it? Does it succeed?
AHAHA, oh god. If it was Lonnie...then he'd send Kaito out to buy food or more paper, for him to write on. And Kaito would probably fail, because he hates public places (He's kinda...paranoid schizophrenic)

#4. What is or would be 9’s (Hyun Jin) favorite book?
Um....I don't think he'd have one. He's a Derya, and lives in the forest...he doesn't read books >.>

#5. Would it make more sense for 2 (Hawk) to swear fealty to 6 (Atsushi), or the other way around?
Most likely the other way around, seeing as how Atsushi works for Hawk in his gang, lol. Hawk is his BIG FEARLESS GANG LEADER. Though Hawk cares for Atsushi like a younger brother, so Hawk might do the same for him.

#6. For some reason, 5 (Aurel) is looking for a roommate. Should (s)he share a studio apartment with 9 (Hyun Jin) or with 10 (Sarosh)?
Yet another toughie D: Aurel is a mythical creature hunter person thing, and Hyun Jin would be classified as such a creature, and Sarosh is an angel. So probablyyyy...Hyun Jin.

#7. 2 (Hawk), 7 (Kaspar), and 12 (Lonnie) have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
Well, they're all pretty...manly, I guess. So something simple. That and Lonnie and Kaspar both love cabbage...soo just burgers probably. They'd talk about theiiir...chest hair? LAWLZ. No, they'd probably talk about nothing, because they're very quiet most of the time. Except Kas. He's kind of an idiot and would rant on about things.

#8. 3 (Crow) challenges 10 (Sarosh) to a duel. What happens?
This I would pay to see. Sarosh is peaceful and doesn't like fighting at all, while Crow is another gang leader. He'd probably threaten to hurt Naoki and get Sarosh riled up, and then Crow...he would win in this case. Sarosh can't fight worth shit.

#9. If 1 (Amaya) stole 8’s (Kaito) most precious possession, how would she/he get it back?
Haha, he'd go into one of his 'fits' (Or pretend to, so to scare Amaya) until she gave it back.

#10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 (Kaspar) and 12 (Lonnie) both attain what they most desire.
Novels, Raves, and a side of kraut and yogurt.

#11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 (Hiroto) and 1 (Hawk) to work together?
Oh sweet jesus, that'd be hard...seeing as how Hawk kinda..well, hates Hiroto, for very good reasons. Um...plot device...both Crow and Kyung are in trouble, and the only way for them to saved their loved ones is to work together. Lame, I know, but that's really about all that would work for them.

#12. If 7 (Kaspar) visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
GREAT!! I LOVE KAS!! He's a spaz like me! He just rants about things, is a friggin giant and likes to dance. So it'd be fuuuun.

#13. If you could command 3 (Crow) to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
HAHA! That's interesting...Ummm....be my man slave >D Nononono, I'd make him do my nails, because his are immaculate OwO

#14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11 (Naoki)
Nooooo ;3;

#15. If 2 (Hawk) had to choose sides between 4 (Hiroto) and 5 (Aurel), which would it be?
Pffft, he'd probably choose Aurel, because while he tries to not hate Hiroto, he still kind of does.

#16. What might 10 (Sarosh) shout while charging into battle?
Um....RAAAAAAAWR! he wouldn't :/ Because he doesn't fight, but if he did, it'd only be a shout, nothing in particular.

#17. If you chose a song to represent 8 (Kaito), which song would you choose?
Oooh....ummmm. Falling by the Wayside by People on Planes

#19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 (Hawk) to use on 10 (Sarosh)?
*snorts* Hey baby, did you fall from heaven? Or something else about Sarosh being an angel. Because...he i... ]]> ~ShIzUkA14