http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Shadouge4eva&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Shadouge4eva en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 07:14:03 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/26540856/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/26540856/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 03:59:58 PDT . It was awesome, but when I returned 3 days ago, I found my familiar, Benny, the grandfather of all of my adorable kittens, in a grave state. He had started dying long before I left, but I didn't know it. When I did leave, he started getting worse, probably from loneliness... He waited for me to get home, so he could say goodbye, pitifully I might add. I held him and stayed with him, crying like there was no tomorrow until he finally passed. Afterwards, I found out that Jake and Bella, my favorite kitten, and another one of my kittens, had gone missing when I was gone. .><. I can't stand all of this pain... I can still feel Benny with me, since he was my familiar, but it pains me to look at pictures of the two kittens, especially Jake... First BJ, now Benny, Jake, and Bella... Why am I being punished?! I don't know what I did, but it seems like I'm losing all that I love... Comfort needed again ><

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25755337/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25755337/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 14:30:30 PDT < I broke down completely. Next thing I knew, I was on the floor screaming, "No!! BJ!! My baby!!" My dad had found him in a box. We aren't sure what happened. He might of had heart failure from fighting with Danny, his brother, or maybe he was just sickly and we didn't know it...either way, I've made a tribute to him. [link] Please look at it >< I want people to know what he looked like...the other cats in the pictures are his siblings...

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25713135/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25713135/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 10:14:32 PDT
You remember watching:
[ ] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug
[x] Pinky & the Brain
[ ] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[X] Rocko's Modern Life
[X] Animaniacs
[X] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold!
[x] Out of the Box
[x] Beavis & Butt-Head

[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[ ] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".

You remember:

[x] Step by Step
[x] Family Matters
[x] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Full House
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons


When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors"
[ ] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish"
[ ] "Miss Mary Mack"

[x] When kickball was something you did everyday
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[x] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape

[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos...

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone (I loved that little doggie)
[x] Reading Rainbow
[ ] Ghostwriter
[ ] Are you Afraid of the Dark
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Gushers

You listen / listened to:
[x] KoRn
[X] Tool
[ ] Garbage
[x] Green Day
[ ] Clutch
[ ] Jesus Jones
[ ] White Zombie
[ ] Violent Femmes
[ ] Beastie Boys
[ ] Danzig
[x] Red Hot Chili Peppers
[ ] Primus
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Pantera
[ ] GWAR
[ ] Ministry

BTW See you all in Heaven, cause we're dying tomorrow >< North Korea's gonna bomb the U.S. How nice of them -_- Thank you so much NK. We love you too.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25156107/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25156107/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 06:01:01 PDT
lol Do it XD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25156067/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/25156067/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 05:56:50 PDT and I finally met in person on the 22nd of May! It was by far the best few days of my life! I mish him so much now, but least we got to meet! I would tell the whole story, but he already has *sigh* so yeah....read this: [link] I'm so happy I made the choice to date on dA because I would have never found a guy around here that treats me so well and loves me so much ^^ Thanks deviantART!


Btw, I'm so uber sick right now I feel like I'm dying >< lol Guess I'm "love sick" *shot down then stabbed* XD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23885723/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23885723/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 15:45:53 PDT [] Brown - $100
[x] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other-$75

Total: $50


Eye Color:
[] Brown - $50
[] Green - $75
[x] Blue $150
[] Hazel $100
[X] Other - $15

Total so far: $215

Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5″ to 5'11" - $75
[X] 5'4" to 5'10" - $85
[] Under 5'4 - $27

Total so far: $300

Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $175
[] 46 to 50 - $150
[] 41 to 45 - $125
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $400

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $750
[] First Born - $320
[X] Only Child - $250
[] Second born - $150 (out of 2)
[X] Middle child - $100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $550
[] fourth born - $300
[] fifth born - $400
[] sixth born -$215

Total so far: $750

Drink?
[] I did like twice - $400
[] Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[x] No - $600

Total so far: $1,350

Vision?
[] perfect vision $400
[X] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far: $1,550

Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $2,050


Favorite Colors (two):
[X] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $300
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $500

Total: 2,900


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes $0
[x] Nope - $1000
[] some- $750

Final Total: $3,900

REPOST WITH TITLE:

“I cost $---- A Night!”

Lol Wow that was wonderous XD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23798211/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23798211/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 14:45:36 PDT If you think people should just shut up and stop, put this on your profile. (* the ones you are.)

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
*I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
*I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
*I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
*I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
*I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
*I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
*I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
*I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
*I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
*I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
*I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
*I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
*I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
*I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
*have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
*I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
*I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
*I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
*I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
*I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
*I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
*I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
*I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
*I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
*I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
*I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
*I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MU... ]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23493606/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23493606/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 16:37:47 PST
]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23002149/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/23002149/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 12:54:01 PST < Anyone else would be like "WOO! OUT OF SCHOOL FOR TWO DAYS!" but it sucks for me because I've already missed ten days from school and now that I've missed two more, I'll probably have to get a waver and go to court so I don't fucking fail >< *blows nose for the hundreth time today* So anyway, since I'm home, I've been trying to find something to occupy my time and I really need to work on all of the stories I am currently writing, but I can't seem to get the inspiration to...Somebody threaten me or something XDD lol Eww....if I press on one of my nostrils, it makes a nasty squish/crunch sound XDD lol Anyway, so yeah...I'm almost done with a Valentines VenIce story (For my two best buddies and ), and I've started on part five of that Hidan and Ren story. I'm also writing another story for my friend Arisu, but I'm not going to put that one up on dA. Also, I wanna write a Shadouge Valentine's Day story and possibly a Shadeumina story (lol 's char Shade and my char Illumina 8D) That's my plan, I'm just so uninspired to work on anything because my b-day is coming up on the 15th and we're having a big Twilight party for it 8D RED CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!!! WOOO!! XD

Oh and I stole this quiz from my dA sis,

ANIME NERD

[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[X] You have cosplayed.
[X] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[ ] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd = 11 Uber anime fan 8D

ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[ ] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[ ] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[ ] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[ ] You have a favorite artist.
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd= 2 XD lol I ain't an artist! I ish a writer!!!

MUSICAL NERD

[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music. (lol Does sometimes count? XD)
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 1 PFT XDDD I'm a very sad person XD

VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more t... ]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/22436713/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/22436713/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 15:39:37 PST XD lol I thought it was funny.

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im a ...

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ]Red= loud
[ ]Green= stupid
[X]None= freaky
[ ]Fuzzy=gorgeous
[ ]Yellow= innocent
[ ]Purple= a little too happy
[ ]Black= emo
[ ]Stripes= funny
[ ]Gray= skanky
[ ]Pink= preppy
[ ]Other= hot
[ ]Light blue= sweaty
[ ]White= sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ]Shorts= cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort= skank
[ ]Corduroy= faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans= scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans= emo
[ ]Cammo= cage fighter
[ ]Jeans= prep
[X]Pajamas= pimp
[ ]Cargo= clown
[ ]Sweats= athlete
[ ]Boxers= brat
[ ]Bootie shorts= female
[X]Pj's= ninja
[ ]Capris= Gangster
[ ]Nothing= hoe
[ ]Dickies= weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms= tiki girl
[ ]Other=sex addict


What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn= that every one wants to make out with
[X]Blonde= with a broken heart
[ ]Black= with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown= with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red= that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown= with a nice ass
[ ]Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ]Bald= with herpes
[ ]Other= who loves to be different

who

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 - ate
[X]2 - needed
[ ]3 - killed
[ ]4 - shot
[ ]5 - killed
[ ]6 - smoked with
[ ]7 - who banged
[ ]8 - ran shirtless with
[ ]9 - stabbed horibly by
[ ]10 - cuddled with
[ ]11 - slept with
[ ]12- ran naked with


Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 - the kool-aid man
[ ]02 - a dog
[ ]03 - a jew
[ ]04 - a toothbrush
[ ]05 - Santa Claus
[ ]06 - The trojan man
[ ]07 - Barny the dinosaur
[ ]08 - a prostitute
[ ]09 - a pornstar
[ ]10 - a bag of weed
[ ]11 - A homo
[ ]12 - Paris Hilton
[ ]13- a horse
[ ]14 - a lesbian
[X]15 - a stripper
[ ]16 - a pickle
[ ]17 - a shoe
[ ]18 - a lover
[ ]19 - an orange
[ ]20 - a dildo
[ ]21 - a homeless guy
[ ]22 - a whore
[ ]23 - my crush
[ ]24 - an easter egg
[ ]25 - a jar of honey
[ ]26 - a condom
[ ]27 - a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 - a french fry
[ ]29 - your dealer
[ ]30 - a glass of milk
[ ]31 - Ur grandma


Pick the color of Shirt you are wearing
[ ]White - because I love marijuana
[ ]Black - because im sexy as hell
[ ]Pink - Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue- because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots - because I hate my life
[ ]Purple - because I'm gay
[ ]Gray - because that's how I roll
[X]Other - because I have double D's
[ ]Green - because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange - because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown - because i had to
[ ]Shirtless - because I've got abs
[ ]Aqua- Cause the 306CBZ kick cunt

lol Okay so apparently I'm a freaky pimp ninja with a broken heart who needed a stripper because I have double D's XDD lol Wasn't that great? XD lol all of my buddies should do this XD Oh and btw, I got part 4 up of that one Hidan and Ren story if anyone is interested. 8D

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/22306392/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/22306392/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:42:38 PST < I'm scared...XD I guess it's really stupid to be thinking like that, but as a good friend tells me all of the time *coughrencough* I'm very childish XD lol so yeah...Happy new year I guess to all of my friends....I'll meet you guys in heaven if I can find you XD I'm the blonde girl looking over the clouds, watching the destruction of earth....XD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/22263599/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/22263599/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 15:32:03 PST Got the first season part one of Host Club, Guitar Hero 3 (finally), Sonic Chronicles , Mario Party 8, and some other pretty awesome things ^^ A couple days ago I got to spend the night over at 's house for the first time in forever, so that was cool. ^^ I always get at least 20 laugh attacks when I'm over there XDDD For those of you wondering (which none of you probably are XD), and I are still dating ^^ lol You would think we'd be extremely tired of eachother by now, but after a year and five months together, we're as close as ever ^^ I ish still sad since moved away (which I'm sure everyone is aware of). I miss her, but at least I can talk to her on ze phone. Okay, now on to what I was writing a journal about in the first place XD I know I've been saying and saying that I'm going to write part 4 of 's story, but never do, so now I am determined to finish it to prove her wrong this time XD I'm working on it right now and I finally have an idea of how to finish it XD Also, I have a Shadouge Christmas story written on paper, I just have to type it up, so expect that to be put up after the New Year, since that Hidan and Reinre story is my first priority right now. I also wanted to write an Akatsuki Christmas Carol too (no one steal my idea or I kill XD ), so yeah, expect that to be really late XD AND I'm gonna write a Haru and Tamaki story for Valentines Day ^^ They ish so cute together *does a little dance* So yeah...that's my plan...oh and sorry I probably won't have time to go through previous deviations due to the fact that I have 3,021 to go through O_o Otay....byes XD PS. TWILIGHT WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME WASN'T IT PEOPLE?! 8D

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/19427738/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/19427738/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 12:26:46 PDT ^^ I gots ideas and everything. Um...not sure if I should mention this or not, but my friends and I are starting a manga so yeah...I'm working on a story right now about my char so, expect that soon. Also, tomorrow is me and 's 1 year anniversary so I ish excited about that ^^ Oh, and I'm writing an Alice and Jasper story too, from Twilight. It takes place after Alice and Jasper met and it's from Jasper's POV. ^^ That story is for cause she's addicted to Alice and Jasper XDDD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/19357010/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/19357010/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 15:20:42 PDT Won't be too hard to get it I guess. Um...expect so random shit soon I guess...ummmm....yeah...can't think of anything else important right now but when I do I'll tell everyone. XD Anyone missed me? (lol I doubt it)

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/18618663/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/18618663/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:24:54 PDT
First of all, I have to finish the last part (part 3) of 's gift. I'm actually enjoying writing that so I should have that up by tomorrow night.

Secondly, I have to work on the request for Sorry I haven't worked on it much.

Thirdly, I'm half-way done with the first part of 's request (though I'm not sure he really wants it XD)

Fourthly, I'm having an art trade (or more like a fan-fiction trade in my case) with and . For I am writing a Tobi x Kiri story and for I am writing a Obito x Rin story (which are pretty much the same fucking things. Tobi is Obito and Kiri is Rin so deal with it if you think Rin is dead and you think Tobi is Madara cause I got news for you, MADARA IS A FUCKING OLD HAG! THERE'S A FUCKING STATUE OF HIM FOR JASHIN'S SAKE! HE'S THE FOUNDER OF THE AKATSUKI, WHY WOULD HE PRETTY MUCH BEG TO JOIN IT?! *Has lost temper and needs to calm down*

......Anyway, I should have the art trade with up either tomorrow or the day after because I've already half way finished it. So yeah...that's all I'm working on right now (No I'm not writing on any of my chapter stories T_T)

Thanks for reading you ol' hippie. *said that in a british accent cause I love british accents~ ^^*

~Hanzatsu-chan

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/18337238/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/18337238/ Thu, 15 May 2008 14:03:14 PDT Meh. If my laptop hadn't of died, then I would've been finished with it by now but I lost inspiration after I lost all of chapter 8 8( Anyway....expect more from me soon. ^^

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/18019337/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/18019337/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:30:01 PDT 's dad is trying to fix it right now but even if he does, none of my work is gonna be on there. It's gonna be like a brand new laptop...;_; And it's all because of that damn webcam... So fuck it...fuck my life. T_T

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17990860/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17990860/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:47:19 PDT The final empty request has been filled by so I'll try and work on that pronto. I also need to work on 's request too and I'll get that up shortly. In other wonderful news, I'm getting a webcam tomorrow! YAY! 8DDDD And I'll also be finishing my biology course tomorrow so things are going pretty good for me at the moment I guess. Besides the writing block that is XD

~Hanzatsu-chan

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~~Bestest best buddies~~: and Love ya guys! XD

~ Boyfriend ~: Love you always baby! ^^

~Best friends on dA~:

~dA Daddy~:

~dA Little Brother~:

~dA sisters 8D: <... ]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17976996/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17976996/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 14:09:32 PDT I'm not really into it anymore but I still love it and I get the best reviews on them so...I don't mind doing one.

~Stories I'm working on~

Never Look Back~ Chapter 8: Like...40%...
Life's Narrow Path~ Chapter 3: 90%...
Gift for : 25%
Request for : 10%
Request for : 100% (Just need to put it up)...

~Hanzatsu-chan

~~~~~

~~Bestest best buddies~~: and Love ya guys! XD

~ Boyfriend ~: Love you always baby! ^^

~Best friends on dA~:

~dA Daddy~:

~dA Little Brother~: http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17957249/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:26:45 PDT

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17897342/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17897342/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 14:20:38 PDT I guess I can handle em though. Um...I need new things to work on though so...anyone have any requests for stories? XD Just tell me what to write and I'll do my best but I need to take my mind offa my main story right now. @_@ Too much going on in my mind XD First come, first serve XD I'm doing the same exact thing is doing. Oh and btw, today is mine and 's 9 month anniversary so YAY 8DDD

Request 1:
Request 2:
Request 3:

~Hanzatsu-chan

~~~~~

Stuffs I'm working on now:

Never Look Back- Chapter 8: 40% done.
Life's Narrow Path- Chapter 3: 85% done.
Gift for : 20% done...
Random GaaraxAnei story: 40% done (writer's block on this one)

That's about it right now...

~~~~~

~~Bestest best buddies~~: and Love ya guys! XD

~ Boyfriend ~: Love you always baby! ^^

~Best friends on dA~: http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17791081/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:28:53 PDT
]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17790251/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17790251/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:43:02 PDT > I'M NOT CRAZY!

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17781366/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17781366/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 14:52:34 PDT
Rules:
1) Copy and paste these rules and questions into your journal and answer them truthfully >XD
2) Tag four different people, then go to their page and tell them, plus give them a XD

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1) Emo or perky?
Emo and perky XD Can't decide.

2) Most dreaded way of dying?
Uhhh...Tortured to death...

3) Worst fear?
<< >> Losing all my friends and bf in a horrible accident...

4) Water, fire, wind, earth, or spirit?
Fire 8D Duh.

5) Brains or brawns?
Brains XDD

6) Evil or Good?
Evil >8D (Every villian is lemons)

7) Worst thing that's ever happened to ya?
Broke my ankle on my trampoline, then had to get rid of it. D8<

8) Best thing that's ever happened to ya?
Getting blessed with such good friends and such a loving bf. ^^

9) Color of your underwear? (Couldn't help myself XDDDD)
Uhhh...white XD

10) Worst enemy?
Haley...Wikle...*beats the living shit out of her* D8<<<

I tag: >8D

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17774774/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17774774/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 05:26:19 PDT
1) Your real name
Shannan (sadly XD)

2) Your gangsta name (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Shaizzle (PFT AHAHAHAHAHA )

3) Your detective name (favourite color and favourite animal)
Green cat (PFT AHAHAHAHAH HOW ORIGINAL AHAHAHAH)

4) Your Star Wars name (the frst 3 letters of your last name, the first 2 of your first)
Carsh (AHAHAHAHAH OMG I'M HAVING A FUCKING LAUGH ATTACK OVER THIS ONE AHAHAHAHAHAH)

5) Your superhero name (your second favourite color, and favourite drink)
Black Code Red (Wtf that doesn't make sense XDD)

6) Your foreign name (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Hrblton (PFT AHAHHAHAHAH WTF IS THAT?! XDDD)

7) Your witness protection name (both parents middle name)
Atkins Wilford (PFT AHAHAHHAHA WHAT A WONDERFUL NAME HAHAHHAHAAH)

8) Goth name (black then the name of one of your pets)
Black Bandit (Oh...yeah...*puts on those cool black sunglasses*)

lol And I tag my bf and any other of my friends wo wanna do it. XD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17764206/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17764206/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 13:27:55 PDT
]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17762412/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17762412/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 11:22:21 PDT STILL DIDN'T WORK! WTF!? I HATE CHANGES! T_T The chats are the only real way I can talk to my bf cause I'm fucking grounded from the phone and now I can't even do that?! *feels like throwing something at the wise guys who thought of changing dAmn in the first place* *fumes* I am so fucking pissed off I could kill something. *Overreacts to much*

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17681106/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17681106/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:23:16 PDT

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17626353/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17626353/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:56:23 PDT knuxlight and ~Knuckles-is-awesome , I broke my fucking ankle. T_T I'm scared it's going to happen again today so...I'm not playing any pranks today. Oh and what the fuck is with the mudkip invasion thing?! Does EVERYONE on dA have that stupid avatar now?! -_- I find it extremely annoying...yet humorous in a way XDD So yeah, here's a warning, don't play any pranks today if you know what's good for you.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17524768/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17524768/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:44:11 PDT
]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17302354/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17302354/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 14:13:03 PDT 8( For reading purposes though...Meh...

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17066172/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17066172/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 22:31:28 PST

~~~~~

~~Bestest best buddies~~: and Love ya guys! XD

~ Boyfriend ~: Love you always baby! ^^

~Best friends on dA~:

~dA Daddy~:

~dA Little Brother~:

~dA Big Sister~:

~dA Little Sister~:

~Friends~ : http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/17048564/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 20:11:20 PST


~~Bestest best buddies~~: and Love ya guys! XD

~ Boyfriend ~: Love you always baby! ^^

~Best friends on dA~:

~dA Daddy~:

~dA Little Brother~:

~dA Big Sister~:

~dA Little Sister~:

~Friends~ : http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/16960862/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 11:51:11 PST ), my birthday was last friday...I GOTS A DEI PLUSHIE 8DDDD...*clears throat* Anyway...ummm...I had a wonderous birthday. Got to spend it with my four bestest best friends and got to talk to my boyfriend alot so...8D It was great. *Huggles all my buddies and my bf* Thanks for the greatness you guys. ^^ Ummm... as of next Tuesday, I'll have been on dA for two years so hurray! 8D Um...so that's about it XD And here's my new updated friends list. Let me know if I left anyone out...I prolly messed up on a bunch of em. XD I was hurrying... :

~~~~~

~~Bestest best buddies~~: and Love ya guys! XD

~ Boyfriend ~: Love you always baby! ^^

~Best friends on dA~:

~dA Daddy~:

~dA Little Brother~:

~dA Big Sister~:

~dA Little Sister~:

~Friends~ : ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/16643745/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/16643745/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 13:05:16 PST XD Curse you! And btw, sorry to everyone I haven't talked to in a while. Everything has been pretty hectic around here. Anyway, on with the tag!:

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 aleatory facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

1: Uh...I burn myself with wax sometimes...<< >>
2: I've tried to cut my own hair before and it didn't turn out so well. XD
3: I'm in a Topher Grace fan club. 8D
4: I actually like spinach...<< >>
5: I got a certificate in 5th grade from the president. Oo Only three other people in my grade got it too....
6: I never went to the principals office the whole time I was in public school for being bad XD
7: I'm super paranoid that the world is coming to an end at any moment...(Shut up hon. I know what you're gonna say XD)
8: I used to bite the skin offa my right big toe....<< >>

Now to tag people
1:
2:
3:
4:
5:
6:
7:
8:

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/15724004/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/15724004/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 16:28:35 PST So happy!

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/15705072/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/15705072/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 09:23:35 PST Everyone is probably mad with me.....well...I died...not really but I feel like I have...er...well...my mom probably has cancer so that's kept me down lately and I just haven't felt like checking my God foresaken messages....so....deal with it...>< I'm trying to get back into the habit of checking them but I'm pretty sure that after a few days, I'll lose the inspiration and die off for a while....oh and btw, I've found my long lost first friend on the internet. 8D We met like 3 or 4 years ago on a lil now-deserted place called Elfwood. 8DDD I'm happy to talk to her again.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/15008353/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/15008353/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 22:18:11 PDT < It could be the last time I'll ever get to spend quality time with my dad. Heh...something tells me that I could be an orphan soon...*sigh* Guess I'd deserve it...I have to be the biggest bitch I know besides my worst enemy *coughHaleycough*. She's prolly better than me. Anyway, things just seem to keep getting worse in my life....

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14990912/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14990912/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 19:35:24 PDT I'd deserve it. T_T

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14765480/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14765480/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 22:31:59 PDT knuxtikal001 and I are writing a medevil fanfic with all of our sonic chars. If you would like one or more of your chars it it please tell her or I. Also tell us if you want your char to be good or evil. If a boy, do you want them to be either a Warrior, spy, or a page (messenger/servent). If a girl, do you want them to be a maid or a spy. Any questions, just note either me or her about it. ^^ Thanks and I'll put more up about it tomorrow when I have the time.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14666861/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14666861/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 22:21:26 PDT Anyway, just wondering what ya'll think. Oh! I got this pocket knife the other day and it has a bear on it! 8D *shot* I'm so terrified of it. XD

--
Clubs I'm in:


Club I Co-own:


BFFs in the real world:
and

dA boyfriend:
I love you so much baby. ^^

dA sisters:


Best dA friends (which means the ones I talk to most): and http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14622963/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 20:04:11 PDT < I don't mean to, but I am cause I'm so caught up on other things. Sorry to all who I have neglected and I will sure as hell try and look at everyone's stuff from now on. *sigh* I've just been so....such a bitch is the word for it. XD

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14596233/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14596233/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:42:20 PDT lol I've only put up 2 deviations, yet people seem to like me. I wonder why... It's not like I brain wash people or anything.....<< >> Er...anyway, thanks guys. XD Ummmm...damn it...what was I gonna say...oh..heh I know that it's pointless in writing this cause all everyone is gonna say is, "Congrats!" or "No problem" but oh well. Deal with it.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14567050/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14567050/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 19:35:54 PDT < Fuckin first day of school tomorrow. ANYWAY, here's my updated friend's list:

--
Club I'm in:


BFFs in the real world:
and

dA boyfriend:
I love you so much baby. ^^

dA sister:


Best dA friends (which means the ones I talk to most): and ^^

dA friends:
http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14480882/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 01:15:30 PDT tagged me with this one:

The rules are:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged
********************************************
1: I like to carve wood into lil stuffs. 8D
2: I was a ballerina when I was little. D:<
3: My room is almost ALWAYS screwed up.
4: I found out just a while ago that my ex-bf is gay.
5: Scribblers are my favorite type of food.
6: I'm a yellow belt in karate.
7: I secretly don't think I'm that bad looking or that fat, I just have low self esteem around others.
8: My two bestest best friends in the whole wide world are ~knuxtikal001 and ~knuxlight

And I really don't feel like tagging anyone cause mostly everyone have already done this. XD If you wanna do it you can. Same with the next one.

This one I was tagged by XD
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Pick 4 Chars Or More:
Torch, Terrion, Serenity, and Trinity

Age?
Torch: Er....do evillys have an age? Oo
Terrion: None of your damn buisness. D:<
Serenity: 16....what the hell is it to ya?
Trinity: Oo I'm...er....15....

Birth?
Torch: I wasn't born. I was created.
Terrion: Fuck you. D:<
Serenity: February 15th....
Trinity: I really don't wanna say it.....

Are You Gay, Lesbian Or None?
Torch: I'm straight....Oo
Terrion: I'M NOT A FUCKIN GAYWAD!
Serenity: I'm not a lesbo...Fuck off.
Trinity: I like guys....Oo Not girls....

Do You Kiss Somebody?
Torch: ~^^~ Maybe.
Terrion: Fuck yes I do.
Serenity: I'm a loner. *ears drooping*
Trinity: My boyfriend is dead....*glares at Serenity*
Serenity: Oh go fuck yourself Trinity. D:<

Have Sex With Them
Torch: Say what?! No!
Terrion: Duh.
Serenity: .........
Trinity: Um...ew....

Food?
Torch: SCRIBBLERS! SCRIBBLERS! SCRIBBLERS!
Terrion: Hot pockets...now go get me one slave....
Serenity: Eh..popcorn..
Trinity: Don't have a favorite.

Drink?
Torch: SCRIBBLERS! SCRIBBLERS! SCRIBBLERS!
Terrion: -_-' I guess Sprite...why the hell are you asking..?
Serenity: Diet coke!
Trinity: ...grape...juice....

Have Babys?
Torch: Eh? Oo No...
Terrion: Hell no! Like I'd have a fuckin brat running around through mah house! D:<
Torch: -_- You mean 'Mama's' house.....
Terrion: *glares at Torch* w/e...
Serenity: No! Of course not!
Trinity: I'm....15...for God sakes....

Kill Somebody?
Torch: Er.... I used to...but not now...I chose Cinder instead. ~^^~
Terrion: *looks at Torch* Pussy......Anyway, WELL DUH! *shoots some old guy in the head*
Serenity: Um...no....I just beat the shit outta people...8D
Trinity: No! oo

Are You A Idiot?
Torch: No! *all offended* I was the smartest of the evillys! *finger in the air* TO THE LIBRARY!
Terrion: HELL NO! Torch got all of his smarts from me! *trips over a rock*
Serenity: Uh...no. D:<
Trinity: I...dunno...*shrugs*

Who's Y... ]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14398287/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14398287/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 16:05:18 PDT That gives me a little more free time on dA! ^^ Anyway, all of my friends who like Shadouge, read this damn it. [link] It's the best Shadouge story ever besides my boyfriend's stories. ^^ is an awesome writer so go read his stuffs. 8D UM...that's pretty much it besides the fact that I haven't talked to ~ShadowpwnLord9999 in like 4 days....little depressed about it. lol I just keep listening to the message he left on my answering machine over and over again. I miss him so much. T_T

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14327664/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14327664/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 00:29:01 PDT I rarely see them so I'm happy. Umm...if you can, just call me tomorrow Zack. If you can't then I'll talk to you on here the day after. UMMMMMM........oh...I start homeschool in like 3 days so that gives me less time on dA. T_T I may not talk to you guys very often once my school starts, but I'll try to get on as much as possible.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14312824/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14312824/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 01:33:56 PDT

Now that you opened this,Do this cause in the next seven days you will:
* have someone fall in love with you
* find a $20.00 bill on the ground
* make-out with the person you like
* find the love you always wanted


BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:

"yeah i fucked her..... so?"
"I'm a lesbian"
"I admit that I like him"
"I admit that I like her"
"FUCK U BITCH.........AND I HOPE U READ THIS"
"I admit I sucked his dick "
"I admit it I'd eat her like no tomorrow"
"BEST WAY TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY"
"WHO you..Never..."
"Im HAPPY its OVER "
"ask me out already"
" FUCK I GOT ARRESTED...AGAIN"
"OkAy, So i ChEaTeD On Her LaSt NiGhT...Sooo"
''Baby I want you back, i'm sorry''
"Just to settle all the rumors... yes i did"
"I swear I only FUcKED him 6 times last night"
"I'm getting married!"
"Well i'm fucked.. I'm pregnant"
"I got the job!.. I'm moving to London!"
"If she was my omework i would do her on the table"
"If he was my homework i would do him on the table"
"I hit it 5 times last night"
"my dad got the job im moving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Im gonna kick his fuckin ass!"
"Im gonna kick her fuckin ass!"
"I hate to say this to ya, baby..."
IF U DON'T REPOST THIS U WILL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 9 YEARS

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14179384/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14179384/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:46:17 PDT Anyway, umm...what the hell was I gonna say...? OH YEAH! You know, I still have like 618 deviations to check. Oo I think I'm just gonna delete em since I never get the chance to look at em. I is lazy. XD I'm tired of seeing all of those deviations just sitting there. AND BY THE WAY, ~knuxlight and I didn't get to sing in the talent show the other night. T_T I was SO pissed....anyway (lol I say 'anyway' too much), these are all my friends now:

--
Club I'm in:


BFFs in the real world:
and

dA boyfriend:
I love you ^^

dA sister:


Friends on da web:
~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14134715/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14134715/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 14:26:44 PDT I would've thanked you guys before now but....I've been SUPER busy. Anyway, I gots to talk to my boyfriend, ~ShadowpwnLord9999 today on the phone and......... ^^ OMD TODAY HAS TO BE THE BEST DAY OF MY FREAKIN LIFE!!! ~^^~ Damn I've been so happy all day. And to top it all off, I'm in a talent show tonight with my buddy Moonlight. ^^ ~knuxlight and I are gonna sing White Flag at the Carnival! THERE IT IS SPONGEBOB.....THE CARNIVAL! XD Random moment. XD Anyway, wish us luck...all the money I win is going towards going to Kansas.

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14051366/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/14051366/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 22:09:57 PDT Anyway I'm not really that happy about that, I just had to write a journal and needed something to get people to read it. XD Anyway, I almost died a couple days ago. Flew into a hole with my bike cause my brakes wouldn't work and got stuck. Lucky for me, there were some limbs holding me up cause if they hadn't of been there, I would have fallen like 20 and broken something, probably my neck. XD Moonlight had to pull me out of it. I thought my bike was gonna fall, but it survived too. Anyway, I'mma gonna be gone all day tomorrow....er...today... -_- so don't expect me on until late. I was hoping to talk to my bf but *sigh* I gots on to lates. Oh well, it won't kill me....*dies*

OMG CINDER AHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAH LOOK AT MY MOOD AHAHAHHAHA IT'S GRIM AHAHHAAH IT'S GRRIM AHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH AHAHAAHAHAH

]]> ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13994986/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13994986/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 01:01:13 PDT RedMageMegix T_T

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
"My December" by Linkin Park
(No idea. Guess I'm emo and abandoned today....>< wish it were cold like December....)


Will you get far in life?
"Honky Tonk Badonkadonk" by Trace Adkins
(PFT AHAHAHHAHA I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THIS FITS ANYTHING AHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA I GUESS I'M GONNA HAVE A BIG ASS LATER ON IN LIFE AHAHAHAHHAHAHA)


How do your friends see you?
"Listen to your heart"
(Well...I'm listening to my heart and I'm thinking my friends see me as an annoyance alot, but they care about me more than I could ever imagine. Which brings me to say I'm sorry that I piss you off Cinder. You're the best friend anyone could ever have..... )

Will you get married?
"The night before (life goes on)" by Carrie Underwood
(Well I guess this means that I'll fall in love, but lose him before we ever get married. ><

What is your best friend's theme song?
"Invincible" by Jesse McCartney
(PFT AHAHAHAHA I HAVE NO IDEA SINCE I THINK SHE HATES THIS SONG AHAHAHHA THAT MAKES NO SENSE AHAHAHHAHAH)

What is the story of your life?
"Hang Castle" from Sonic Heroes
(AHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE WORDS ONLY SCREAMS AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I'VE HEARD ALOT OF SCREAMS IN MY LIFE AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)

What is high school like?
"A moment like this" by Kelly Clarkson
(Erm....well...I go to homeschool but....I did meet ~ShadowpwnLord9999 this year and well, everyone knows he's my bf. I guess that's how this song fits....I dunno XD)

How can you get ahead in life?
"Deeper than Deep (Ready for Love)" by Cascada
(Um....Guess I'm not going to get ahead in life XD)

What is the best thing about your friends?
"Into the Ocean" by Blue October
(O_O Um well.....alot of my friends are emo like this song.....yay!)

What is in store for this weekend?
"Down With The Sickness" by Disturbed
(I have no idea Emo weekend XD)

How is your life going?
"Sonic X theme song" by Crush 40
(Moving fast I guess XD)

What song will they play at your funeral?
"Special Stage" from Sonic Heroes (once again XD)
(PFT AHAHAHAHHAHAHA THEY'RE GONNA PLAY THIS HAPPY MUSIC AT MY FUNERAL HAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH)

Will you have a happy life?
"A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton
(Wow...what a fitting song. Well, I'll have a happy life if I "walk a thousand miles" to get it.....and of course I'd walk a thousand miles if I could just see ~ShadowpwnLord9999 )

What do your friends really think of you?
"Supporting me" from SA2b
(My friends are always supporting me no matter what.)

Do people secretly lust after you?
"We Belong Together" by Mariah Carey
(Oo Maybe....I dunno...I doubt it.....)

How can I make myself happy?
"Before he Cheats" by Carrie Underwood
(Oo It makes me happy that that dood in the song got his truck fucked up. XD Serves him right)

What should you do with your life?
"I'm a Survivor" by Reba McEntire
(I should keep pushing forward no matter what comes my way)

Will you ever have children?
"Rich Girl" by Gwen Stefani
(Eh....Makes no sense w/e XD)

WELL I'M FINALLY DONE! Hope you all enjoyed....not. -_- Anyway I tag: (you knew it was coming Cin XD) http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13987823/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 14:26:13 PDT I was so desperate to get on last night, I tried to get on, even though I knew it was futile....Sorry guys, especially to ~ShadowpwnLord9999 and ~knuxtikal001 -_- Next time I'll try fixing the damn thing myself. XD

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http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13773845/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 18:51:40 PDT knuxtikal001 is gonna b gone for a week as of tomorrow. T_T This is for all of her friends that are my friends and such. It's gonna b depressing without her. >< But still I've got ~knuxlight, ~Knuckles-is-awesome and my new bf to keep me from being all depressed and shit. And of course my other internet friends help greatly too. is over so I guess that makes the situation better. >< Still I'm gonna miss her.

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http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13764380/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 00:40:34 PDT ShadowpwnLord9999 ~^^~ Ummm...that's about it.

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http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13682217/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:41:19 PDT < ~knuxlight got ran over by a raft. XD Anyway, it pretty much sucked. On the way down there we found out my kitten had worms. (Knuxlight got shit on XDDDD) I'll get to you peoples comments, deviations, and lastly journals when I get the time but I'm gonna b pretty busy this week so it may b a while. If there's anything super important, tell me in this journal entry plz! ^^ Luv u guys!


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http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13558581/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 00:31:04 PDT 's b-day so happy birthday to her. Umm...also I have a writer's block right now so fuck it. Don't expect a story from me for a while. Erm...I quit writing that one story I was working on. I lost my inspiration to write Torinder once I got back from camping and when I lost the inspiration to write that, the whole story collapsed into a shit pile too. >< Um... is coming over tomorrow for 's b-day so WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i know u peeps don't give a shit but I do so deal with it. D:<

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: ~Shadouge4eva http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13482074/ http://Shadouge4eva.deviantart.com/journal/13482074/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 07:35:59 PDT I come back to find that my other cat has gone missing and the house is infested with fleas. Well we sprayed a FUCKIN bunch of that flea killer so they're gone now but I was scared for my cat that went missing. Thankfully we found him last night late. Anyway, moving on. Both me and ~knuxlight felt really left out last night and I suppose we both got jealous....it's hard when you feel like you've been gone for a week and been replaced by internet friends.....AND NOW OF ALL FUCKING THINGS, ~knuxlight is prolly never gonna be able to come over EVER again because of her FUCKING mother. I'm so depressed right now, I feel like throwing up. I feel so alone....the only thing I am happy for is the fact that ~knuxlight is more or less going out with my other friend Chris now and she's happy about that. >< There's no word to explain how horrible I feel right now.

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