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is all of my irken artwork thrown there, and I spend a lot more time there now anyways, but I may remake this account and try to make it all clean. I need to move on from this stupid account anyways. It's been dead for months, and sitting around gathering nothing but dust. Besides, my art looks better now. >> I think.

Well, look around on DA sometime this week, you may see my new account, you may not. Fuck this account, I'm off to my other one! ^^

]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9844371/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9844371/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 21:12:44 PDT

She's my cousin, and she is a freakin awesome artist. She may have only one piece of art right now in her gallery, but she'll have more. SHE ROCKS!

Go see her! NOW I COMMANDITH YE! ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9836632/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9836632/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 08:30:08 PDT ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9758272/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9758272/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:41:20 PDT
need to work on some more artwork cause I am a lazy wolfie.

finish some homework from over the summer.

want to RP.

There, nuff said. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9654329/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9654329/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 19:39:39 PDT ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9189442/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9189442/ Mon, 26 Jun 2006 12:52:49 PDT ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9096592/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9096592/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 13:33:59 PDT
A. Submit one or two pics (Submit the contest entry for
B. Visit every so often that I can post how it's going.
C. RP
D. Keep up with everything. (HAH!)

Never mind, my Yin piccie wasn't deleted. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9075288/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9075288/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 09:30:46 PDT <

Guess what that means, I have to resubmit the damn pic and make sure they DON'T DELETE IT!

In other news, I'll be gone over the summer with few online times and no pics. Sad to say you won't see any recent journals following this one.

Yep, you're all stuck with this one. X3 ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9007714/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/9007714/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 10:24:15 PDT Not again...

I am having some of those teenage angst problems again. Dammit.

I dunno, going through artwork on DA and it makes me think, and I realize that maybe I'm not so connected as I think. Yeah, I probably bug the shit out of you with these stupid journals, and in reality, it seems all of my friends are... I dunno.

Maybe I have no reality friends... maybe it's just all in my head.

Aw fuck not this again.

I am NOT GOING BACK TO WHO I WAS! I don't want to find myself in a corner and feeling sorry for myself and think nobody cares for me! I know they do....

...................

Fuck I think I lost it again.

Oh yeah, and since nobodies going to tell me who caught a pageview, then I won't do anything if they get 3.2 k and so on.

Just screw it. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8956612/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8956612/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 05:54:00 PDT


Moosh

I don't care if you don't wanna watch it or ya do. I'm just gonna be submitting stuff. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8956158/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8956158/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 04:06:52 PDT Ramona Fluffy (0_o' Uh.... yeeeeah.)

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
Betty Reecses (MMmmm, peanut butterness....)

YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your middle name)
Iath

YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Green wolf (X3 Yus)

YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Athala Harrington

YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's first name)
Kernie (00''' God that sucks)

JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
Alahta Eviav (I like this one much better)

SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", color of your favorite fruit, the automobile you drive)
Golden Intrigue (No, really, that's a car name)

Stolen from ^^ ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8921861/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8921861/ Tue, 30 May 2006 15:07:36 PDT Mood- I'm sleepy, sweltering, and annoyed.
Reading- Squee

Y'know, I listened to Poe one night and heard the song "Angry Johnny" or whatever it's called, and it made me think of Nny and some character wanting revenge. X3

In the meantime.

Yes, I will be posting pictures soon, cause I'm home from Rhode Island, and I am submitting my special little ref of Yuki.. which is screwed up, but oh well. I'll explain more in detail later.

And I still need to do the list of 100 Irken pics... damn already halfway through the year... ARGH!

I think I got beginnings... maybe not... but if I did I lost it and HO JEEZ I AM SPAZZING ALL OVER AGAIN! *slams head into wall and KOs* ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8848029/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8848029/ Mon, 22 May 2006 18:38:11 PDT
Listening to- Nobody Wins.... dun remember the artist
Reading(Wishing to)- Johnny the Homicidal Maniac

Damn, I don't think I've felt this sad since before my meds.

My friends and I got into a fight with one of us. It hurts... a lot.
It's a normal thing, and she's moving, but with the people she's friends with, my other friend and I.... we know what they're like. We've tried telling her about them, but she won't face it. I mask emotions that are strong... I use anger, and of course then my moving friend thinks I'm being over the top and that actually makes me angry.
Then I find out I'm STILL f'ing FAILING AT HISTORY AND IT MAKES ME EVEN MORE UPSET. I kick myself constantly to get me to keep getting better, but it's not working. I kick myself harder, harder, but what point does it do? It's not working, and I got exams now, so plus that onto that... and I am at a breaking point, whirlpool of upset, scared, furious, and lost.

I have had a major art block, and since no one seems to be noticing some stuff, that's fine with me.

Keep going on with your lives, this is just a stupid journal. If you want to post sympathy, go ahead.

Jesus I sound so emo. I'm not some random poser that's trying to get attention, like my friend thinks. I'm just... I'm just.... I lost it.

It's over.

So long. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8813883/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8813883/ Fri, 19 May 2006 05:49:43 PDT
Imma gonna remake my iraa account so I can host all my irken art... exception of the two refs here. Those will probably stay for the hell of it.

Oh yeah, 3000 views and someone gets a picture! ^^ Pick what coloring type y'want, Sketch, Colored pencil, MS Paint, or adobe. YAY! *goes off to sketch and sneeze cause of her cold* ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8785819/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8785819/ Tue, 16 May 2006 06:59:09 PDT

Yesssss.. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8767242/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8767242/ Sun, 14 May 2006 10:10:40 PDT
And yes, I ANIMATED THAT ALL ON MY OWN. YOU KNOW?

Now you do. XP ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8746293/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8746293/ Fri, 12 May 2006 04:01:56 PDT
Ah well, enough about that. I'll probably be posting more sometime over the span of this month.

I watched CSI last night. He got shot, I wanted to cry because he's the head, and then he'll be on life support and Grissom will be the one to decide whether he stays or they take him off.

Though the music for the preview was pretty. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8699884/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8699884/ Sun, 07 May 2006 11:18:55 PDT
Besides, I'm not doing much art at the moment, too little inspiriation. With what insiriation I have, the pictures look like shit and I won't post because sometimes, my good pics look so fucking emo...

OH LOOK A HORSE! *watches TV as they jump hurdles* Sweet. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8678862/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8678862/ Fri, 05 May 2006 05:56:33 PDT So tired

I'm at school in compie class. Yeah, and I am pretty much drained in every aspect. Physically, emotionally, and mentally, leaving Fluffy a really tired and emotionless and unfocused ball of fluff that can barely see straight from sleeplessness.

And why is she like this? A fight with her parents that led to dad shaking me and bopping me on the head. Wow did he get pissed. 0-0;

Right now I'm a bit scared of him, but anyone would be if he got that mad. He did that twice to my older sister, once to me. I don't need to do that again, and right now I don't even remember what the hell I did to piss him off that badly, as well as my mom.

Urgh....

Don't expect art till the following weeks.

I got a play to do this weekend. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8573986/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8573986/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 18:06:58 PDT
Listening to- "Wanderlust" Nightwish
Reading- Homework

One of my best friends is moving up north. When she told us about this at school, I felt shocked, sad, worried. Of course that's normal, but usually knowing myself, I'd be bawling awhile after. But here I am, not bawling or anything, infact, I felt kinda... devoid. I couldn't tell what I was feeling, and really, I haven't felt like that for a long time, so I had forgotten what it felt like. No, trying not to sound angsty, but really, it just felt plain wierd. I didn't like the devoidness of emotion because she's moving, and my other only friend at school would probably switch schools as well.

I want to say this much, and I'll sound like a selfish asshole saying it...

I really don't want to be left alone...

Typical of people to think that, even for me. >>

Just the wierdness of emotionlessness... it spooked me. Plus the fact I didn't act like I would...

I just hope we have one last slumber party before she moves away. ;.; ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8553874/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8553874/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 18:40:54 PDT
001. Beginnings.
002. Middles.
003. Ends.
004. Insides.
005. Outsides.
006. Hours.
007. Days.
008. Weeks.
009. Months.
010. Years.
011. Red.
012. Orange.
013. Yellow.
014. Green.
015. Blue.
016. Purple.
017. Brown.
018. Black.
019. White.
020. Colourless.
021. Friends.
022. Enemies.
023. Lovers.
024. Family.
025. Strangers.
026. Teammates.
027. Parents.
028. Children.
029. Birth.
030. Death.
031. Sunrise.
032. Sunset.
033. Too Much.
034. Not Enough.
035. Sixth Sense.
036. Smell.
037. Sound.
038. Touch.
039. Taste.
040. Sight.
041. Shapes.
042. Triangle.
043. Square.
044. Circle.
045. Moon.
046. Star.
047. Heart.
048. Diamond.
049. Club.
050. Spade.
051. Water.
052. Fire.
053. Earth.
054. Air.
055. Spirit.
056. Breakfast.
057. Lunch.
058. Dinner.
059. Food.
060. Drink.
061. Winter.
062. Spring.
063. Summer.
064. Fall.
065. Passing.
066. Rain.
067. Snow.
068. Lightening.
069. Thunder.
070. Storm.
071. Broken.
072. Fixed.
073. Light.
074. Dark.
075. Shade.
076. Who?
077. What?
078. Where?
079. When?
080. Why?
081. How?
082. If.
083. And.
084. He.
085. She.
086. Choices.
087. Life.
088. School.
089. Work.
090. Home.
091. Birthday.
092. Christmas.
093. Thanksgiving.
094. Independence.
095. New Year.
096. Artist's Choice.
097. Artist's Choice.
098. Artist's Choice.
099. Artist's Choice.
100. Artist's Choice.

I wanna give it a shot, since I saw it floating around on DA, and see if I can do it msyelf. ^^

Might not get it done in one year, but oh well. XP I'll be working. *waves*

And I forgot to look....
This is an IRKEN topic list. 0_0;;;;; Ah well, I'll see what I can do for it. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8524178/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8524178/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 18:29:09 PDT
Yeah.

I ended up quitting BBA and IZFAS, cause I have no time for it. I have to catch up in school (doing a good job, I might add) and I have play practice, choir, piano, and violin rehersals, and I am scared out of my wits to not go outside without a parent...

I swear that fucking 8th grade pervert better not really be intending those jokes, cause if he is, he's gonna get a foot in the balls and I'll castrate him and shove his dick up his-

Never mind, long story there...

And I had a huge paranoia attack of agoraphobia last night, and I ended up breaking down, barricading the door, and hearing things rattle in the house, and then hiding under the bed, shivering. After awhile, I just got out and went to sleep, still scared the shit out of.

That hasn't happened to me before, but since going back outside and seeing that guy again, he's been doing those horrid jokes, or maybe he is serious....

Damn.

Ah well, I go off and draw now, and try not to flip ouut. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8477216/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8477216/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 09:16:15 PDT
1. Our school play is drawing nearer, as is the Spring Gala and our Strings fest, so that's three performances (more likely more) for me to handle.
2. I still have an art trade with Spov to finish.
3. I still have three art requests on the BBA boards I need to complete
4. I HAVE TO DO A STORYBOARD APPLICATION ON IZFAS! Gwar.... @_@
5. Still got pet pages to finish

As you can see, I'm pressured beyond belief and scared out of my wits. My rope is fraying and I'm a bit too busy to submit anything. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8468713/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8468713/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 11:36:00 PDT
I joined on the leapyear day, Feb 29th

Now I'll never be here for a year until 2008. T_T ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8449523/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8449523/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 14:17:00 PDT
1. Subeta art
2. mid's trade (Still waiting for the first trade, but dun worry, I'll wait. ^^)
3. Comic art
4. BBA Requests

The christmas gifts... I kinda gave up and fell over on that. You don't have to draw me a pic for anything. I might end up submitting something for you later on though if I get around to it. Right now my mind's a bit of a mess. X_X

Surprised no one responded to anything recent I did.

meh. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8429852/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8429852/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 16:35:59 PDT
First off, my parents get easily pissed at me, for no apparent reason sometimes, and of course, I get lectured and yelled at for whatever I did or didn't do, and then I get pissed at them and a little match between child and parents ensues. Of course, that gets me riled and feeling like I did something horrible to them, and then the next few moments, they're all "I love you Izzy." and it wierds me out! I've told them about it, but they don't seem to notice... and I've told them a lot.

Then comes more issues ensuring. I will admit, I am afraid of the dark. Why? I have had a horrid experience with the darkness, I have had a burglar and it had scared the holy shit out of me, and I was six. So I ended up breaking down, afraid another burglar would come when I heard someone walking around upstairs at a slumber party. Turns out it was just the parents, and I had thought they went to bed.

Of course, now I have more than enough nightmares when I go to bed. I have had enough sudden awakenings from a nightmare involving illnesses, hospitals, death, darkness, and doctors. I don't like this.

I feel like... I don't know... but something's happening to me. My parents aren't stressed, they're perfectly fine now, they are fine at work. I've been sleeping well, no distractions... but why the hell is all this going on? Why is it still like there is something lurking in the dark...

'Ho jeez. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8399355/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8399355/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 15:35:07 PDT and it's called the....

!!!

I command you to join now, for we need the members and all the goodness we can get! YAY! ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8318073/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8318073/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 20:40:00 PST
Argh... I still have the pile of gifts to get through. Stephi's is coming up tomorrow. Pooka's will be sometime over the weekend, Vix will be sometime this weekend or next week, depending if I'm busy or not, but yeah.

The rest are coming. I got some of them already planned out. Others aren't even thought of. Gragh... *coughing fit* Sinuses go haywire, and I is working on webpage, yay.

Lesson to everyone...

Never leave your toddler(s) alone with a shredder, or, for that matter, something metal by an electrical outlet. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8282092/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8282092/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 07:36:46 PST
And yes, the christmas gifts are being worked on, the other ones. Stephi, expect yours soon. Pooka, yours will be coming after I get back from Michigan. Genji, I'll try to get yours up soon too!

THe others are still being planned.

...

BAGELY! Bagelybagelybagelybagely BOO! ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8272141/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8272141/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 07:32:42 PST

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. I am an insomniac, and some of you have already figured that out. Even if I don't have caffine, I'll stay up at least past 2 in the morning before going to sleep. Yeah.

2. I'm afraid of zombies. I see things moving in the dark, I flip out. That's why I don't like the darkness so much now.

3. I have three doctors now, a physical doctor, a head doctor, and a med doctor.

4. I care for all my friends, despite the fact that I act like I'm all angsty and stuff, I still care.

5. I really hate labels, and I hate it when people plaster me in them. If I could, I'd make some heads roll.

6. I have ADHD and depression, but everyone knows that, and I chew my pills for some odd reason. 0_o

Hmm... I taaag...


I can't come up with too many at the moment. X_X ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8247688/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8247688/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 15:55:32 PST
I still have to do for giftwise...

Stephi-JK
Pookawitch
Genji-Rose
Bleuhawk
Matsi-wolf
Cabbywolf
Crystallinewind
Chibiheartdragon
Metalkitty

Not in the order it'll be done, but the top three are actually being worked on. One at a time, 9_9;;;

Yeah, the two gifts have been drawn late at night, and lately that's the only time I can do giftart really well. X_X

Yep...

And another thing, Yuki hasn't drawn a morbid picture in a few weeks! *le gasp* Well, some of them have blood, but that's not morbid. I don't think anyways... and I've got a brain fart the size of Earth, and so my art ideas are going to be plugged. Mwar...

And I bought a computer game for 6 dollars, and it involves killing people as a dinosaur. Yay. There's blood, and there's munchy noises, and there's nightvision fun fun. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8229994/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8229994/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:16:05 PST Mood- Code.... red.... BLARGH! ><

Yeah, yeah. I'm working on the gifts, but I've been swarmed by Spring Break fever by visiting a friend of mine today and she's got da Fullmetal Alchemist game, and now I want a PS2 to play it... T^T Yeah, it was that fun, that well done.

Plus for the fact now I have the urge to draw Ed dodging the metal balls that I played with when I killed people by transmuting metal barriers into giant metal billiard balls of doom. I killed my brother. XDD It was funny I had to keep dodging and letting Al be my shield. Mwahahahaa... *cough* Yeah.

Hey... now I got a good pose for Yin. I hope it ain't too much alike to a pic. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8214536/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8214536/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 07:58:00 PST [Yinnyang] -

[Haylo] -

[Random chari of hers, still deciding] -

[Shyadow] -

There we go.

ARGH! My brains are hurting... T_T Ick, thank you lord for Spring break...

And my first attempt at Yin, Mid, it looked like one of your pics. I gotta redo it. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8146904/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8146904/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 07:45:54 PST

Mmkay, so, here we go with christmas list of DOOOOOM.

*singing doom song*

Oh shit, sorry.

Alright, so, I have one pic finished, out of like... ten or fifteen others. But those should all be done in a day, at school. Hell yeah.

-

-

-

-

Those are the four closest to being done.

There are several more, and the five stars... One star filled is planned, but not sketched. Two stars is sketched, not inked. Three stars, not colored. Four stars, just touching it up, or need to scan it in. Five stars.... look in the effing gallery.

Half stars mean it's a work in progress for that. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8136610/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8136610/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 06:26:38 PST So here we go.

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4:

"The wooden latch raised." (No seriously, that's what it was.)

2. Stretch you left arm out as far as you can.
Nearly knocked over glass and my elbow popped.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Muppets and Invader Zim. Never do that before you sleep kiddies.

4. Without looking guess what time it is;
9:00 a.m

5. Now what is the actual time?
9:19 a.m

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The toilet flushing

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday I went out for pizza.

8. Before you started this survey what did you look at?
huh?

9. What are you wearing?
A wolf T-shirt, my school gym sweats

10. Did you dream last night?
Somehow worlds of shows collided with reality. I'll put it this way.... FREAKY

11. When did you last laugh?
Today- morons on forums

12. What is on the walls of the room you're in?
Pictures and paint

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Your face.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Uh, strange

15. What is the last film you saw?
Nanny Macfee

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
My own laptop and Ipod, and maybe the Sims 2 series and some stuff for Furc, yep yep.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Let's see, I can't sleep easily, hence I am an insomniac. Then there's the fact I sneak onto the computer when my parents aren't looking. Also if I get set on something bad, then it's gonna keep playing over and over and I'll get a paranoid anxiety attack.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Maybe get Bush out of office, declare him a Hitler-follower, and let him rot in hell. Then maybe try for some kind of peace treaty that'll at least stop us from fighting with guns and stuff. I figure it'll never happen though.

19. You like to dance?
Never

20 George Bush :
Is Adolf Hitler's child.

21. Imagine you first child is a girl, what would you call her?
I don't want any children...

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what would you call him?
Ditto on 21.

23 Would you ever consider living abroad?
I dunno.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Hey god, got my clown toquito's yet?"

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal :
:iconchibiheartsdragon: ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8134701/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8134701/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 21:18:10 PST < And after she leaves a message, she'll start all over again. I'm afraid to pick up the phone cause then she'll suddenly go into a spaz of "Whatcha doing today? Tomorrow? Next week? Next year?" and I can't get her to hang up right away. @_@

Ich, the only way to stop her from calling is get online, since our thing is a dialup, and my parents don't let me on much anywhoo. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8123764/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8123764/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:27:13 PST
That is an awesome movie! *drooling* Yeeeees..... 0_0

The effects rock, and the actors are great, and.... and.... YEAH!

The awesomeness is unlimited, and it reminds me of Underworld. And mwar, I love them love them love them! ^^ ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8112028/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8112028/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 12:21:59 PST
I might make my account, demonzrising or something... I got art for webpages to do.

Oh yeah, and I still have my gihugic, horribly late, christmas gifties to do, and I added a few people to my gift list, but that's all secret and good now, ^^ ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8039778/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/8039778/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 17:09:05 PST Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'
right

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

I wanna be somebody else, yeah

LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Y'know what? Screw this, screw life, screw everything. I'm sinking down into that stupid pit everyone's sick of, starting this morning when at school. I realized I really have no true friends, my family expects me to rise to my sister's level of work, since I'm like 50 feet under her... And I probably just piss of everyone with my angst and shit.

Well y'know what? I don't care anymore.

My christmas pictures? All canceled. My giftart? All canceled. All RP and stuff?

ALL CANCELED!

I might return.

I might return if I feel better. I can't do anything right anymore, and even if I do, there's so many flaws in it, it makes it wrong.

To shit with everything. I'm gone. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7877087/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7877087/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 19:05:08 PST All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Never gonna forget, never forget, how we hate the world [x4]
(Gonna take you down)

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

I am very oh so very pissed...
Beyond pissed...

I've been betrayed.

All my life, I've had betrayal, not major ones, but enough to know, to be ready for more. But not like this. Never like this...

I hate phonies... they think they can act like someone they aren't to grab peoples attention.

I've thrown enough pity parties for her. No more. No more. I'm sick of it. I don't care. If she wants to kill herself, she should've done it when she had the chance. Now if she tries suicide again, and she gets scared when its too late, I won't be there. I will be there for her funeral. I've done all I can...

I'm sick of it.

I hate trying to be the voice of reason.

This life is topsy turvy... it doesn't matter.

I'm not hurting myself though...

Even though other people can. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7844480/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7844480/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 07:49:40 PST
2. What book are you reading now? JTHM

3. What is on your mouse pad? The Beatles

4. Favorite board game? Board Games hurt

5. Least favorite smells? Your farts

6. What is the first thing you think of in the morning? Is that a unicorn?

7. Favorite color: I prefer darker shades of everyone's favorite color. ^^

8. Least favorite color: Pink, nothingness

9. How many rings until you answer the phone? 1

10. Future Child's Name: Who says I'll have a kid?

11. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate

12. Do you like to drive fast? When I can, yes!

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? With my wolfie, and my raptor

14. Do you like thunderstorms? They make me feel good.

15. What was your first car? Nothingness

16. What is your sign? Sagittarius

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli? I hate broccoli, but my parents force it down my throat.

18. If you could have any job what would it be? Storm Chaser

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be? GREEEEEN!!!

20. Is the glass half full or half empty? Half empty

21. What is your favorite movie? Invader Zim

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Sometimes yes, sometimes no

23. What’s under your bed? Lots of stuff

24. What is your favorite number? 13

25. Favorite sports to watch? Olympics

26. Your single biggest intense pain? Breaking my wrist, then my middle finger

27. Person most likely to respond?

28. Ketchup or mustard? Ketchup

29. Hamburger or hot dog? Hamburger

30. Favorite season? Winter, then fall

31. The best place you have ever been? Sitting up in Maine... at home. ^^

32. What is your screen saver? Everything goes black

33. What is your favorite fast food place? Rally's

34. What is your favorite breed of Dog? WOLF!

35. Your nicknames? Fluffy, Yuk, Tuyuki, Shadow Dawn, Dawn, Idiot, Sanzo (><*), Froof

36. Have you ever been kissed by the opposite gender? Nope, except my dad. Whoo I get so much action. XP

37. What annoys you the most? Hearing about more anime and Invader Zim than I can handle

38. What’s your crush's name? Crush? What crush?

39. What’s your best friend’s name? Hard to say, I have more than one

40. Which celebrity annoys you the most? ALL OF THEM!

41. What type of music do you dislike the most? Rap

42. What is currently on your wrist? A freckle

43. Okay, if you and one other person could be alone on the entire planet, who would you choose? Myself, well.. maybe somebody

44. Who would you make out with right now? WHATHAFUUUU?!

45. What's one fear you have and one fear you don't? I hate vomiting, and I don't fear bugs and tornadoes...

46: What is your favorite cartoon? INVADER ZIM! HELL YEAH!

47. If you could be anywhere in the World at this very moment, where would you be? At home, sitting on my computer

48. How many stuffed animals do you have? LOTS

49. How many times a day do you fart? Why are you asking me this?!

50. How many places (worldwide) have you visited? I dunno. I went to Europe.

54. If you had to cut off one body part, which would it be? One strand of hair

55. What do you think about your own art? Horrible

56. What keeps you sane? Invader Zim and computers, and anime

57. How do you want to die? When I don't know I'm going to die, like when I sleep.

58. What are your opinions about death? Huh, good question.

59. What do you truthfully think about Saki? SOOOOOCKS!

60. If you could meet Cole, what would you do? Who's wha?

61. If you were bi/gay who would be your gay lover? I dunno. ><;;;

62. If given the option of getting 1 million dollars in exchange for never seeing anyone you loved again, would you take the money or stick with your friends/family/loved-ones? LOVED ONES DAMMIT!

63. What is your most inspirational word or a word that's important to you? Ebilness

..:: Now add a question to this quiz, and the 5 people you tag have to answer that question and add one of their own ::..

http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7738848/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 07:07:49 PST ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7499010/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7499010/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 16:59:59 PST

GIFTS

Christmas gifts for-

- Sketching
- Still planning
- Revising and Sketching/Inking
- Planning
- Sketched out, but redoing
- Planning
- Planned, but not on paper
- Planning
- Planning
- Planning
- Planning

MEE STUFFS!!!

Ref Sheets-

Nagato - 0%
Bloodfang - 0%
Rain - 0%
Acid - 0%
Tuyuki/Shadow Dawn - 0%
Invader Iraa - 0%
Tree - 0%
Clense - 0%
Clawer - 0%
Wolfeh Sanzo(because I can) - 0%

RP Pics

Nagato/Zirxxa RP - 0%
Tree/Shadow RP - 0%

Comics

Invader Iraa - 5%

Fun Pics for clubs

Invader Iraa Rebellion Goodness- 10% (A la sketching)

New club! ^^



Told ye I like Invader Zim. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7451538/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7451538/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:14:48 PST Listening to- "No One Mourns the Wicked" - Wicked
Reading- CSI "Double Dealer"

I look at my past journals, and scoff and laugh now. Boy I sound depressing. X_X Then again, now I'm on anti-depressants, because of that. At least I feel better than I normally do.

The pictures are still gonna be delayed, and my christmas pics are not all done, now that's pretty sad, eh?

Anywhoo, my sister's home from college, I got the Sims Makin Magic, and I rejoined Furcadia to see what had happened. Yeah, things are good. ^^

And I had a good time confusing the Santa bot on AIM. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7294499/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7294499/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 18:06:33 PST Music- "Stupid Girl" Garbage
Reading- Tithe

Feh, I'm leaving again. I've been a lazy bitch, and I think everyone, especially knows it. I never got to put up her pic, because I'm lazy and can't do anything right. I've been feeling like shit, and my birthday has come and gone on the 29th. Sad to say, nobody cared, but hey, life sucks, and I move on.

And yes, I do think I'm going suicidal. Please, do not respond as "I need help." I AM GETTING HELP FROM A PHSYCOLOGIST, AND IT'S NOT REALLY WORKING YET! And yet... I don't feel suicidal... 0_0 I mean, in math class, I dozed off, and thought I had woken up to find my wrists hurting like hell, and then look down and see my wrists are cut, and bleeding down my arms.... and I could really feel it...

I go up to the teacher and scream to call 911 because of what had happened, but then the teacher tells me to sit back down because I'm disrupting class and fooling around, but I can feel myself fading away, losing consiousness.... and as everything blacks out, I return to reality, but my wrists were hurting a little bit.

Ah well.... no one really gives a fuck, so I just felt like saying this...

Goodbye, and see you a helluva lot later, and I can't wait to see Shymagical's pic, even though it's been a few months. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7142176/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7142176/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 15:37:24 PST
Updates- I HAVE IT DONE! YES! THE SCANNER IS FIXED! YES! I'm in Rhode Island now, not at home to scan it in...

Damn.

If this is the one I owe an overdue request to, yes, it's done, my scanner is fixed, and next Tuesday on the 29th, I turn a sweet 13.

Rants- I hate this hate this hate this! >< I'm staying with a cousin that'll never leave me alone, is quite a bit nosy, and flaunts her artwork, which is waay better than mine. -_-; It's too damn stupid, but I mean, she denies her artwork is that great, but I know, she brags about being in Art 2, which is for sophmores and juniors, and yet she's only a freshman. She brags... a lot.

Bah.

And we come up with plots, and she likes putting her chari in the spotlight... a LOT. And she has a brother obsessed with video games... not a BAD thing, but it's not good either.

Pissy- I guess it goes hand in hand with the rants. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7097012/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7097012/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 13:17:26 PST
Bad (and there's a lot)- School sucks, scanner's still busted for those who are waiting for a gift, and MS paint is taking a long time too *kicks computer*, trying to write RP response, but can't due to lack of time on internet and such... and it's that "special time of the month" that I always hate. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7074363/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7074363/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 18:03:22 PST
Listening to- Her glorious collection of Punk Rock and Heavy Metal
Currently- Trying to finish her homework and do whatever the hell she wants before bed

Yes, it snowed here, today! I was really happy, but I had to go to the doctors, and that ruined it for me.... -_- Good news, I'm not anemic, and I don't have cancer or anything the doctors would know in a physical! Bad news, I only gained a pound in one year and three months, so they said. They want me to drink a big glass of water before bed and after I wake up, so I don't wake up dehydrated. They want me to drink gallons of water and eat lots of protein enriched foods.

Greaat... I'm the skinniest girl at school without trying, unlike someone I know there.... *leers at the possibly anorexic M.R* Hate her. ><

I won't be responding to RP's right now, since now I'm getting back on my feet and shit. Yaysers.... And my scanner is STILL busted. *kicks it across the room*

To add....

In approximately 12 days, I turn 13. A teenager, holy hell. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7060872/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7060872/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 05:32:38 PST
In the meantime, I am drawing, but don't exactly have much time to scan it in or draw it on the comp. So yes, if I owe you a pic, it might be awhile. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7019828/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/7019828/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 15:47:10 PST

1. Finish piccie for
2. Get back on feet to get to other RP's
3. Work on gift art and shit
4. FEEL BETTER!
5. Talk about chari's...

Okay, I think I can do number 5 later, making a lil' webbie soon. It's gonna be a bitch, but eh. *shrugs* ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6975773/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6975773/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 21:11:21 PST
Congrats to for getting my 2 K views! Whoo! Now I owe you art, and that is currently...

0% (Thinking of it...)

So now... I'm back on Subeta as tuyuki_midori, and waiting for someone to drop a line. (Tree- *snort* Riiiight)

My RPs are moving to AIM currently, and I'm still waiting for a few responses. Understandible if yer busier than hell, but I hate to admit it, but around 2 months of waiting patiently...

It's getting ridiculous. X_X ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6963375/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6963375/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 14:30:03 PST Listening to- "Don't Speak" by No Doubt
Reading - Hearts Blood by Jane Yolen

God, I am feeling so confused and shitty, it's not funny. I found out that I'm not doing too well in school. I drift from my subject and go into drawing, even though I still know what goes on. However, my parents don't think that's the case. I know, but I just continously get distracted, find more ways to make myself hate me more when I don't need it.

So then my parents go all hardcore and mean for a while, then right after, they go all nice. This swing of moods for my mom and dad.... it's just not right in my opinion.

Fuck.

Nothing's going right in my life anyways, and it's driving me mad with that realization. Shit with this....

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!

*takes a deep breath* Okay, I'm feeling like hell, so.... yeah.

I might not be on DA for awhile coming up. If you see me on AIM as Isabelle2992, feel free to chat, but really, I'll probably be off from that too for a time.

Yeah... bye folks, and don't post if you don't want to. Really, I'm just being a bitch right now. ._. I might acutally be more active than I said. I really don't know.....

Pff.... okay, bye. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6938570/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6938570/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 18:26:27 PST Probably the reason why I see this? My friends in reality are assholes, I feel like shit, school sucks, and there's so much I wanna get freed from. Reading this now, you'd probably think I'm nutter or something, or some wierdo like everyone does at school...
Well, guess what, I'm not wierd, I'm normal. There's no such thing as wierd, and let me tell you, the preps, the ditzes, and the rich queens of high and mightyness.... I'm just like you. Yeah that's right. I'm human, like you. I have emotions, like you. I have blood, tears, and spit.... like you. But I'm not a fool, like you guys.

Don't even try me. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6900673/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6900673/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 19:19:58 PDT because I was browsing and got bored....

---{100 Little Things You Didn't Know About Me}---

1. Full Name: Isabelle
2. Nicknames: Izzy, Izzuu, Fluffy, Fluffer-nutter-butter-bar, Tuyuki, Yuki, Yuk, Sanzo, Sanza
3. Birthday: November 29th, 1992
4. Place of Birth: Cherryfield, Maine
5. Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Grade: Seventh (surprisingly enough)
8. School: CSG (Aah, I'm not telling you what the initials mean! >< )
9. Occupation: Student
10. Residence: Columbus
11. Screen Name: Shadow-Dawn, Isabelle2992
__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: It's really wierd. It's golden when you look at it, but darkens when you look beneath the gold and get choco brown hair.
13. Hair Length: Just below me shoulders
14. Eye color: Normally blue, but they can go acid green, dark blue or green, or purple when I'm REALLY pissed off, and that happens enough.
15. Best Feature: ...
16. Height: 5' 1" (I'm guessing)
17. Braces?: Not for awhile.
18. Glasses?: Nope
19. Piercing: None
20. Tattoos: Nope...
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: Lea, who lives up in Maine *waves*
23. First Award: ... I won this award for writing a story in fifth grade.... >_>
24. First Sport: Field Hockey
25. First pet: Mojo Jojo! MY EVIL WIGGIE THAT DIED 3 or 4 YEARS AGO! T_T
26. First Real Vacation: New Orleans
27. First Concert: Peter Paul and Mary.... yeah.
28. First Love: I've never had a love.

___ Favorites___
29. Movie: Batman Begins, Nightmare Before Christmas,
30. TV Show: The Simpsons, South Park, Naruto
31. Colors: Black, Green, Red.... *Drools*
32. Rapper: Rap sucks!
33. Bands: System of a Down, Chop Suey, Evanescence, Metallica, Pink, Garbage, No Doubt, Concrete Blonde, Pappa Roach, Green Day, Matchbook Romance... this is in no apparent order.
34. Song Right Now: "Tourniquet" - Evanescence "Stupid Girl" & "As Heaven is Wide" - Garbage "Family Portrait" - Pink "(Love is a) Blind Ambition" -Concrete Blonde "Of Wolf And Man" - Metallica "Sunday Morning" - No Doubt
35. Friend: Can't decide
36. Candy: Reesce Cups and Sour Gummy Worms.
37. Sport to Play: I like playing Field Hockey, I'm a helluva good goalie.
38. Restaurant: Greek Corner Grill
39. Favorite brand to wear: I dunno.
40. Store: Hot Topic.
41. School Subject: Art.... Drama... Free time.
42. Animal: Wolves
43. Book: Dragonriders of Pern, Eragon, Inkheart, Pit Dragon Trilogy, The Black Gryphon
44. Magazine: Bleh
45. Shoes: Black boots that go to my knees! XD

___Currently___
46. Feeling: Depressed and tired.
47. Single or Taken?: Single, and staying that way.
48. Have a crush: Nope.
49. Eating: Nada
50. Drinking: Nada
51. Typing: This and that...
52. Online?: Oh no, I'm just sitting here waiting for someone to IM me on my PS2
53. Listening To: Garbage
54. Thinking About: ...
55. Wanting To: Curl up in a hole and never come out
56. Watching: This screen
57. Wearing: A green shirt with a white flower, dark blue jeans, purple kneesocks, and these wierd boots...

__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: No
59. Want to be Married?: Not really
61. Where do you want to live: Maine
62. Car: Something that's not a rustpile and works, that's fine with me.

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair color: I
64. Hair length: won't
65. Eye color: bother
66. Measurements: to
67. Cute or Sexy: answer
68. Lips or Eyes: this
69. Hugs or Kisses: section
70. Short or Tall: because
71. Easygoing or serious: I
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: really
73. Fatty or Skinny: don't
74. Sensitive or Loud: give
75. Hook-up or Relationship: a damn
76. Sweet or Caring: about
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: boys.

___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: No
79. Had Alcohol: No
80. Smoked: No
81. Ran Away From Home: Several times...
82. Broken a bone: Yes.
83. Got an X-ray: If you break a bone you get an x-ray.
84. Been with someone: Huh?
85. Broken Someones Heart: Probably loads of times.
86. Broke Up With Someone: No
87. Cried When Someone Died: Usually I do, but not always.
88. Cried At School: Depression = (for me) Emotional breakdowns

___Do You Believe In___
89. God: No
90. Miracles: No
91. Love At First... ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6867634/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6867634/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 19:19:31 PDT
Great... I know something's wrong with me, and I don't know what.... but it sucks ass, and I hate it. I want it to go away..... but I don't want to get rid of it by doing stuff that'll kill my body. GAH! What should I DO?!

*sighs*

Yeah, then again... I may be submitting another pic or so, and then waiting for RP responses, then getting off for awhile again, and then.... the cycle will repeat.

Well, toodles folks.

~Meh pals~



Anyone I forget, lemme know... ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6835581/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6835581/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 10:00:58 PDT
Music- Garbage- Dog New Tricks
Media- Nothin.

Well, all my RPs on here died, because of me. No one's gonna bother replying to this, I know that, and I have a shitload of performances this weekend, so see ya. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6807488/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6807488/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 08:10:24 PDT
A. It's special time of the month ... Blah...
B. My friends are idiots now.
C. I feel like shit.
D. I feel pointless.

My friends are popular, I'm not, and I really didn't care. Now, it just seems like it hit me like a blow to the head, and I'm just bleeding to death, but no one notices. One of my friends think her art work sucks, but really, it's much better than mine, and I think she knows it too.... and my other friend continues to lecture and bother me, but with the other friend, she's fine...

And my family is acting a bit wierd lately. It's like one moment they're yelling at me , blaming me for something I didn't do, then they go all lovey dovey on me, and pretend not to remember what they were yelling about. Then they completely ignore me for awhile.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING IN MY LIFE ANYMORE!!!

Sorry if I sound so self centered and stuff, but really, I need to release my feelings. ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6774842/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6774842/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 12:48:19 PDT Insane!
Listening to- Nothing.
Watching- Saiyuki (because I'm bored)
Action- Currently chewing on the Saiyuki DVD case

Yeah, I have a tendancy to chew on things, including DVD cases. X_X Oh well...

Anywhooo, yeah, I feel a bit better at life today, and I'm slowly teaching myself Adobe Photoshop, and drawing more pics, and they aren't morbid! *gasps*

Of course, there are downsides right now. One, I have a bellyache, and another, the Neopets video game comes out November 29th, right when I turn 13. I found that out on some wierd video game site I went to. *starts laughing at the video game rating of 10 and up for no... good... reason* ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6671529/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6671529/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:16:30 PDT Listening to- Away From Me

Yeah, I know I've been a loser and haven't been on, but hell, my life is a cluttered mess, and I'm trying to sort through it... to no avail.

So I may post one or two more pics before leaving again. Just letting you know, my life is being a bitch, and I'm really depressed right now, so yeah... ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6362385/ http://Shadow-Dawn.deviantart.com/journal/6362385/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 17:49:18 PDT Mood- Ear popped, and a shitload in my gut.

Quote of the Moment- "Note to self, don't stick electrical cords on lip."

Yep, I have a full, content gut, listening to all these songs that I never heard of, and they are awesome. Put it this way.

Yeah, now I'm limited away from my precious caffine, *eyes baggy and holding a sign saying "will work for liquid crack AKA montain dew"* and I had a pineapple soda... so shuuugary. *twitching involuntarily*

Now that the effect has worn off, I feel... extremely hyper still, wierd.

Of course, the guy beside me says, "Of course you're hyper, you have ADHD."

Ah who cares? ]]> ~Shadow-Dawn