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Anywho!

I am home for Christmas. I've been home since last Friday, but I haven't been on because we had to redo some of the rooms in my house, which meant to take out the internet. SO!

We finally got it back, and I'll be on as often as I can. Right now I am doing some major cleaning to my house because we are having the family christmas party at my house... I have been rearranging, cleaning, and all that other good stuff for next week. I've been doing that all this week, and we still have to do more for next week.

Gotz to buy this, do this and that and more of this...eesh....so much for a stress free break.

So yeah, but hopefully I'll be able to get on a bit more often, I can't make any promises, but I will try. If I'm not on the chats, just leave a comment on my profile, or drop a note, whatever floats your boat.

Catch you around, and have a wonderful christmas, hanukkah, kwanza, or whatever you celebrate. And have a safe New Years!

Catcha on the flip side in 2010!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/28668341/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/28668341/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 10:19:42 PST

Anywho!

Today, I bid farewell to someone that I have known for seven years....
No not my virginity...fat head.
I say farewell.....to my teen years. V.V

Tomorrow, the first if december....I will be...*holds breath* 20

It doesn't feel that bad, but to know already that I am 20? When I can remember stuff since I was like 1...eesh....time goes by waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy too fast.


When I was younger, I'd thought I'd at least be married by now. Well, that time is now...and I feel to young to be married. >> Times change drastically...but it could happen. I still want to get married and have kids, but right now that's on hold.

But the fact that I will be 20?.......kind of scary. >> It won't be so scary next year when I turn 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry, I just had to put that in there.

But...I bid you farewell teen years! For this will be the last journal I make, as a teen. All of those stupid remarks and fun with emotes will be no more!.......................................

NOT!

Please...the fun is just getting started!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/28612216/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/28612216/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 14:28:30 PST
I'm just going through a bunch of crap that I think is just ridiculous. *sigh*

Anyways....I haven't been in the best of moods lately. My heart just hasn't been into it lately. I get real pissed real easily, and that normally happens when I'm hurt....


And I have been hurt for a while now. I'm trying to get over it, but I can't...so. Please excuse me if I snap at you in any way. I really do appologize, unless you just piss me off.

So excuse me....



]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/28304233/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/28304233/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 22:21:01 PST

Anyways, veteran's day was a good day for me, my roommates, friends and more. We were just planning on having a small party that day with a few friends. Well we did just that, but it changed from a small party to three parties in one, still rather small.

1st off: It was veteran's day and my boyfriend is a veteran. He came back from serving in Iran and Kuwait back earlier this year. So we thought we would celebrate this day for him. I you Matt. I made him his own cake for the occasion with sparkler candles that wouldn't seem to die after you blew hurricane winds on them. I kind of second guessed those candles a bit later after I remembered his scars from those "cock-tail" bomb thingies people make over seas...or in general where there is a rag coming out of a bottle with explosive liquid in it...anyways. But he still enjoyed himself.

2nd uh....off: It was a good friend of mine...'s, birthday. He turned 19, so we threw him a surprise birthday party. He just thought it was a verteran's day party for my boyfriend. He was about to not come until I called him. His mom wouldn't let him come over because she thought we would drink and smoke it up and drugs...the whole nine yards when it comes to college.Anyways! I had to spill the beans and kind of ruin the surprise for him, but he came anyways. And it was even cuter when he actually started to cry because no one did anything for his birthday. So I felt special, and I made him feel special....though Brittany kind of turned his cake green.....it was still good.

And 3rd off: I think that sounds funny...anywho! It was just going to be a regular balloon bash party. We blew up over 100 balloons and filled our apartment with them. After that, whatever happened happened. We ended up having the guys bellyflop onto the balloons, they did chest bumps with "boobs"...that one was interesting, and Matt ended up throwing two guys into a pile of balloons. Regardless to say...there are WAY less than 100 balloons now in our apartment. I'd say 25 to 30 at the most. This was our original party plan, then it turned into the other two, making it three.

It was a good day and a fun night. I'm just glad I have something to post up here now. I'll try harder to update this thing a lot more. Hope to you from you all again!

Love ya!

Especially you and

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26992796/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26992796/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 09:08:56 PDT
*gasp!* Brittany got cereal from her cereal! Well, a little baggy of cereal in her cereal box! XDDDD This is totally exciting!

But!...that's not what I wanted to tell you. But I get to keep that cereal!

Anyways, so what I was wanting to say is that I am only about 70 page views away from my 10k hits! XDDD *party on the inside* anyways...XDDDD

I also wanted to say that I'm going to be steering away from drawing Zeara for a bit since that last little tiff over the situation. I am going to try and start drawing new things, what I don't know...I started with a mermaid, but that's because I made it for my sister.

If you guys could give me some ideas, that would be great! Anything mythical...or a creature. I need some ideas, I'm out.

I'm working on more mermaids for friends, but I need more. I'm planning on drawing a naga (snake/human) and a centaur...but other than that. I'm dead.

I need mucho amounts of help.

Thanks!

Love you

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26770196/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26770196/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 08:22:18 PDT
Big thanks to the supporters who are checking out my page. I'm almost to my 10k! Now, I just need to finish that deviation. XD

But note that the journal said "moved".

That's right. I moved! I moved out of my house with my family to an apartment! Reason? Simple. I was accepted into the University of South Florida! Yay!!!!!!!!!! *celebrates internally!*

That's right, I have finished my two year degree last week...well the 13th of August AND! I have moved to Tampa and am rooming with my bestest buddy in deh whole world! Youkofoxgirl771! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XDDDDDD

It was a stressful process and a lot of work, but hey..it's all worth it.

Again thank you guys for your views, they are greatly appreciated.

And thanks to my special friends who have been helping me through all of this in my life.

I you

I you too

Big hugs too:

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26529695/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26529695/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:46:56 PDT
Hello my people! (or random deviants that just happened to fall on my page)

Listen up...

I'm getting really really really really really anxious about me hitting 10,000 page views. I'm just a hair, or two, short. 299 more page views!

I got so excited I've already drawn my "Thank you" deviation. V.V It's sitting in my sketchbook...all lonesome and what not. V.V

And I! Am getting impatient about posting it. XD Es sooooo cute! I love it!

Anyways, I'm really needing your support in thise. XD I've gotten this far with you guys and I'm really appreciating everything! I never thought I would get his far.

I love you all! Thanks so much!

Love you Ashken18!
And my sistah from another mistah!
And my great supporting friends,

And if I've left anyone out, I love you still!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26423116/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26423116/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 12:32:23 PDT
anyways...I have some drawings up the a friend of mine, now my boyfriend, had requested. Alrighteh, what's done is done. And I really enjoyed them, and he did too. But, now the thing is those drawings are of my rp character and his...well one is going to be that way, but my rp character is in one of his stories so I drew a scene from it, well sort of.

But...before that story started, I was rping with my boyfriend at the time, we are no longer together but real good friends. Our rp was a bit intimate and has gone on for a while, it's basically a story, but hasn't been made into one.

So...my ex seemed to have a problem with those deviations and has asked me to not make those drawings anymore, though I already have one in progress. He doesn't like how my character is "involved" with another character in a completely different rp/story/whatever you want to call it because of our rp. He only wants to see my character with his, or with no other one's at all (I'm sure a female would be exeptional.)*NOT IN THAT MANNER!freak...

I'm not sure if I should do what he asked, change my future deviations because he wants me too, or just keep doing what I'm doing. Those drawings were requests for ideas for my boyfriend's story and what he asked for. That's what I do...I draw what I want and requests.

I don't think it would be fair or very, how should I say this, appreciative if someone makes a request for me to draw them what they want and turn it down. They like my art, they like my style...so I'm going to do it...

I don't know....I'm just so confused as to what I should do.

I want to make everyone happy...but I'm not sure if I can do that.

What do you guys think? Should I change my drawings for him or just do what I do...draw what I want, when I want, how I want. And requests...

Please...I need your help.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26113894/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/26113894/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 17:36:59 PDT
I'm busting my ass to finish my degree this semester.
I'm trying to get accepted into a school at the last minute, well it's there fault.
I'm trying to pay bills without a job
I'm trying to get an apartment to live in if I get accepted...

Dude...I'm not kidding
I'm losing hair out the yin yang!
Plus! I'm trying to finish a deviation for a friend of mine, which I've erased his character about 6 times because it just doesn't seem to look right.

*sigh* I hardly eat anymore, and sleep is a gift if i can stay asleep....stupid....

I need a break!

But I won't get one...not until I get my Masters Dedgree!!!!!!!!!!! well, bachelors I think, cuz then I'm trying to head to Ireland after that.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/25886636/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/25886636/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 19:40:57 PDT +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/25523426/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/25523426/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:52:28 PDT 2. Age: 19
3. Single or Taken: Taken.
4. Favourite Film: Uh...hmm..I have many, but probably my ultimate fave: Lion King
5. Favourite Song or Album: Uhm...I love all of Breaking Benjamin's songs, and SuperMassive black hole: Muse, and Still Waiting - Sum 411
6. Favourite Band/Artist: Breaking Benjamin
7. Dirty or Clean: Clean
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: Ears pierced. I want my eyebrow, but alas, I cannot.
9. Do we know each other outside of dA? Uh...no? Wait, I'm confused >.> wait no I'm not.
10. What's your philosophy on life? Things happen for a reason, there's no denying that.
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? Whatever floats your boat. XD
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? Oo....uh, yeah?
13. What is your favourite memory of us? Uh....well...all we've ever done is rp...so that I guess?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure? Oo...uh confused, but uhm...dark chocolate?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I'm bi-polar! Well...so says friends. XD
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they? *gasp* Yes! I've been waiting for this moment! Uh...I want to be finanically comfortable in the future. I don't want to worry about anything really. I don't want to be super rich, just enough to get by without a worry and provide for my future family. I want the job I have been working for! Psychology is no easy task... And finally...I don't want to go through a divorce. I want to live a happy life with the one person I know I will love and will love me, and keep my kids from going through that garbage. I've been through it, it sux.
17. Can we get together and make a cake? *gasp!* Cake! I love baking! I like cake! Woot! That's like the best ever! and sure, I'll bake a cake with you.
18. Which country is your spiritual home? Oh dear...I've been dissperced (sp?) Ireland, Italy, and Germany. Few...
19. What is your big weakness? Oh dear...I'd have to say friends and family. If anyone hurts them in any way...I totally lose it.
20. Do you think I'm a good person? Uh, yeah. You are really nice. ^^
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school? Oh dear...I liked History...and psychology of course.
22. Describe your accent: Hmmm...not sure really. Just all american, floridians don't really have an accent..do they?
23. If you could change anything about me, would you? Nah...you are the best!
24. What do you wear to sleep? Uh...a t-shirt and shorts?
25. Trousers or skirts? Uh....troursers are shorts or pants...well they aren't skirts, so I'll go with that.
26. Cigarettes or alcohol? ALCOHOL!Not on a regular basis no..just for special events and fun times. ^^ (No I don't plan on getting drunk)
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Oo...hmm...party it out. ^^ that's how I would go.
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you? *confused* But I will repost it for anyone to do...

I got this from Nethrite... ^^ You can do it if you want. Just some simple..random...questions. ^^

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/24980945/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/24980945/ Wed, 27 May 2009 14:34:30 PDT
Just thought I would let those. who care, know that I can't get on my chatrooms...beacause stupid library computers are evil! Anywho, if you do wish to rp with me, or continue one...you can always catch me on my msn, black_kat1201@hotmail.com.

If you don't have msn, I have a yahoo too...note me for that one because I swear I was on drugs when I created it. The name is retarded.

So! I do want to continue or rp with my friends, like I said, if you want to...I'm on my msn and yahoo.

Peace out!


]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/24827691/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/24827691/ Mon, 18 May 2009 18:05:32 PDT



Ok...I had posted a picture of me and a guy that was titled my love and me. Ok, that guy was my boyfriend at the time. Real romantic, sweet, and caring.

Apparently that was all just a bunch of crap. I had been waiting months and months to just talk to him. Well after those months and months of waiting, he get's online. Yay!!!! says me...but then. He dosen't talk to me, deletes me from his friends list and bam..he's gone. No goodbye, no explanation as to why, what happened...nothing. Just leaves. So yeah...I was like seriously depressed about that. He was everything a girl could want, and boom...gone. So...shit happens right? You live you learn.

So I've been focused on my schooling. I'll be graduating with my two year degree (1st college degree) in August at the age of 19 and hopefully heading to a state University.

I've been wanting to start drawing again. I have one piece in progress. I've been wainting to work with other mediums as well other than just graphite (pencil), so this next piece is a test on water color paints. It's basically my first time in seriously using it. I'll be working on that more often, and probably colored pencil (coloring my pieces) and probably (rarely really) my pastels...it makes too much of a mess.

I have also recently started talking a friend of mine that I met here in college. He had moved away in another locatiion of the state to study there, which didn't turn out so great for him, BUT! I believe he's wanting to be my bf, so...we'll see how that turns out too.

But thanks to Ashken18 and Youkofoxgirl771 for being there when I needed you! Love you guys!

So that's that...

Thanks for reading all the way through if you did. XDD

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/24708083/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/24708083/ Mon, 11 May 2009 17:34:41 PDT
Centaur:
[X] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[] You get drunk a lot.
[X] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[] You are spiritual.
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 2 of 10

Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.(for the most part. XD)
[] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[] You look very young for your age
[] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 3 of 10

Fairy:
[] You are happy a lot of the time.
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[] You are very shy.(Ridiculously)
[] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[X] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[X] You are young and short.
[X] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 3 of 10

Gnome/Dwarf:
[]You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist.
[] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[] You look older than your age.
[] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[] You have a short temper
Total: 0 of 10

Harpy/Siren:
[] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face
[X] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[] You are easily angered.
[] Death fascinates you.
[X] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[]You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 3 of 10

Mermaid:
[X] You love the beach
[] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[] You like to collect shells.
[] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps , you will work to stop that.
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 2 of 10

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.(I love night time, you get things DONE)
[X] You have a fascination with blood.
[] You are pale.
[] You wish you had a bat as a pet
[X] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you
[X] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[X] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 6 of 10

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[]You have a lot of body hair
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[X] You prefer gold over silver items.
[] You lack self control.
[] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 6 of 10

Wizard/Witch:
[] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/23854504/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/23854504/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:03:00 PDT 1) Choose one of your own characters (OC).
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Feel free to add some questions of your own.


First tell us their name!
Zeara Numan

1) What gender are you?
Female

2) What is your age?
18

3) Do you want a hug?
Uh...I'm very territorial at first, but if it's someone I know...sure why not. But there has to be a reason for it.

4) Do you have any bad habits?
I judge people at first sight. So normally I'm quite bitchy at first, but then you will on me and I will be better. (maybe)

5) What is your favorite food?
Seeing as I am a vampire....no food really, but my husband is an amazing cook. And I'll eat anything he makes.

6) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
Chocolate-chip Cookie dough.

7) Are you a virgin?
Seeing as I am a mother of three...uh...No...no I'm not.

8) Have you killed anyone?
Not that I can remember...

9) Do you hate anyone?
My father, but since he is dead at the moment, he and I are on better terms.

10) Do you have any secrets?
No...not that I haven't told my husband already.

11) What is your favorite season?
I can't really tell since I'm inside most of the time, but fall...it's warm during the day and cool at night. It's a good time for the kids to play.

12) Who is your best friend(s)?
My brother-in-law, Ralph, and Darious, a friend of the family.

13) What are your hobbies?
Since I have kids, I don't have much time for hobbies, just reading and playing with my children. I like to cook sometimes for my husband.

14) What is your favorite drink?
Blood...how Derek gets it I don't know, but what can I say. It's a need.

15) When is your birthday?
December 1st

16) What age did you die?
18...so like I'm over 200 years old really. ^///^

17) Are you nice or mean?
Depends on who I am around.

18) (I accidentally deleted question 18 somehow XD. Weird, the number 18 is getting so much flak XD. Anyway, I'll try to copy it from dude later.) <---------- Ashken's Fault!

19) What do you think of your parents?
My father was an ass...my mom. She's ok. A bit overpretective though, but being the only child...she has no choice.

20) Whats your weakness?
My husband and children mainly. But anyone who is close to me or my husband. I can't help it...I am a woman for god's sake!

21) How long can you stay under water?
So yeah, if you haven't noticed, I'm dead...so I don't even have to breathe above water...so I'm good on that part.

22) What do you do on a regular day basis?
Take care of the children and wait for my husband to come home. Do house work and run errands. Doesn't every wife and mother?

23) Do you love someone?
Yes, my husband Derek.

24) When was the last time you wet your self.
Random...but never. >.>

25) What's your favorite band(s)?
I don't listen to much music. Classics are what I grew up on, orchestra's and all. My children listen to it too...so, yeah.

26) Ever worn a dress?
It was a requirement. It's called...a wedding.

27) Willingly?
I don't want to know what this leads to.

28) What do you consider fun in the day-time?
Playing with my children.

29) At night?
Relax because I know my husband is safe...and whatever happens at home.

30) Ever kissed anyone?
My husband...and children.

31) ...Of the same gender?
No...thank you.

32) It's clear you're gay.
*gasp* You are just too good. *sarcasm*

33) Whats you're favorite thing to touch?
I love to hold and touch my children and my husband. Not in that manner!

34) Anyone loves you?
My husband and children...I'm sure I'm loved by Ralph and Darious.

35) Whats your favorite colour?
Black, dark red, or a vibrant green.

36) When was the last time you cried?
Not too long ago. Issues with my husband...but I'm sure things will work out.

37) Do you have a pet?
If you consider your husband being a werewolf as your pet...then yes...yes I do.

38) What did you name your pet?
His mother named him, not me.

39) Are you crazy?
Being a mother, no....I can't be anymore.

40) What are you?
Me....hahahahahaha. I'm a vampire.

41) Whats your nickname?
I don't know really. Everyone just calls me Zeara. If they have a nickname for me, they haven't said it to my face.

42) Do you consider yourself a happy or a down person?
I try to be a happy person for my family, but there are times when I just get real emotional...

43) If you were a s... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/23494738/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/23494738/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:31:42 PST
It's not a joke...this is something in real life.

The answer would be...MY HAIR!

Oo....apparently the dye didn't work very well, or the fact that my mom wasn't wearing hr glasses at the time.

My hair was supposed to be black, bright black to be correct. But now...I have bright blue...black..and my natural brown hair....

I really don't have a problem with it. People think it's cool, but I think I'm going to get it done at a salon in about a week or two to make it all black....or that blue black. I like that one best. XD

anywho, I will put a new picture up soon with what it looks like now.

Have fun imagining this one. XD

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/23366164/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/23366164/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 15:40:27 PST

This new life, after high school, is going to be the death of me!

I have never felt so exhausted in my life! Possibly because I am sick as well, but still.

Work is always something. I have 30 four and five year olds running around like chicken with their heads cut off, tattle tailing on the smallest things! Thank god there is only like four more months of that. I love my job, I love my kids, but still....arrrggghhh!!!!!

School isn't all that cool right now. I thought that my classes would be interesting...HA! What a load of crap...
My criminal justice class even puts me to sleep...now that's saying something. I struggle so hard to stay awake in both of my classes.

This one isn't so bad, but still...it get's a hit at my nerves. I have been in a relationship for seven months with someone that I don't have much contact with when he is at school. Meh, nothing big, but I get lonely...And I worry, not so much as I do when I get lonely. Hey...what's a girl to do?
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On another note,

For those that I have conversations with on the DA chats...I want to appologize for any sudden leaves in chats or rp.

My computer is stupid and I hate fighting with it anymore! I'm working on getting a new one, so hopefully that won't happen again...unless I'm on the computer when I shouldn't be.

BUT! Anywho...I'm working on fitting DA back into my schedule as much as possible. So I'll see you guys around.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/22119582/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/22119582/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 10:41:25 PST
I have been so out of it lately...work as drained me. My kids are driving me crazy!...Thank god I got my break...but then it's back to it all in January.

I miss you guys here on DA. I miss DA period. I've been drawing, but not posting...Oo...I got to get a scanner or something...

But everything is good...I'm only 6 more classes away from my two year degree!!! yeah!!!

I wish you all a happy holidays! Whatever you celebrate, christmas, hannukah (sp?), Kwanza, or just some funky holiday that makes you happy.

So Have a wonderful holiday, party hard, and peace!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/21631469/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/21631469/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 13:09:46 PST
I had just finished reading Twilight and saw the movie...and I thought the idea makes the story what it is..so why not have a rp room with a similar setting.

Join the room to find out more. It's for those with vampire fetishes such as I...or if you just like Twilight and care to partake in something of the sort.

So here are the rule:
No bashing. I would like for people to be nice. I don't want to have the same situation happen like one in one of my other rp rooms.

Strong language is accepted, just don't over do it.

Mature situations can start, but don't esculate it while other people are there. It may not be comfortable so...try and get a seprate room for that. Sorry

Uhm...be fair I guess. Meh...whatever just have fun will be the last one.

Character sheet.

Name:
Age: (decent age please)
Human/Vampire: (pick one)
Description:
Blood lust?: (yes or no answer)
Tracker?: (yes or no answer)

Remember that it's present day...so try and form your character around that. Oh! and the setting is a school, (high school/college area). It can be all one big rp or you can create your own small ones. It's all up to you.

So join my realm...it's all up to you.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/21485024/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/21485024/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 13:17:40 PST
I don't remember the last time I did this. Hmmmmmm.....

Show's how busy I have been. Sorry guys. I have a new job that strains me...I work with lil chillens...yes...I'm like their second mom...it's amazing.

I still go to college..night classes. *bleh*

But hey...I'm still around even though it doesn't seem like it.

Hit me up on some new info if you'd like. Sorry I haven't been around to chat much with my buddies. The chat's don't seem to want to work on my computer at the moment. So if you'd like to tell me knew stuff...or freshen my memory as to who you are. Go ahead and knock your socks off.

I'll be waiting.

Peace out!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19912295/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19912295/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 08:51:55 PDT
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
21. Sing with me?


HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

MORE:

28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. What song do you think would describe me best?
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19912245/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19912245/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 08:48:21 PDT

Height: 5' 6"

Hair Color: Gold and Maroon/Black

Eye Color: Hazel/Green

*~*~*~*~*School Life*~*~*~*

What's your school's mascot?: Highschool: Bulldogs. Community College: Lakers (which is retarded) and University: Either Gators (HELL YEAH!) or Bulls...(Eh...GO GATORS!)

School color(s)?: highschool: Red and Black. College: Green and gold or Orange and Blue

G.P.A.?: 3.8 Nothing Special

Who is your favorite teacher?: Schwat! My journalism teacher. But her name is Mrs. Watkins. We just call her Schwat.

What do they teach?: Yearbook staff and journalism.

Is this your favorite class: Yup! I'm a sociable person...bring on the people!

*~*~*~*~*Internet*~*~*~*~*

Do you use any instant messengers?: Yes...how else do I talk to my buddies!

If so, which ones?: MSN Mainly...that's where most of my friends are.

About how many hours a day do you spend online?: I never count....but alot!

Do you have a digital camera?: No! It was either that or a new stereo for Christmas...I can't go without music, so I gotz my Stereo.

If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: I use my sisters.

*~*~*~*~*Music*~*~*~*~*

Do you play any instruments?: I did..piano...I was good. But I stopped. I want to learn electic guitar or drums.

If so, what one(s)?: -_-; *points up* that one.

3 Favorite Genres Of Music: Rock, Latin (la salsaaaaa)

3 Favorite Bands: Three Days Grace, Avenged Sevenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Nickelback, Hinder, Disturbed, Linkin Park, Seether

Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: YESSSSSSSSSSS

What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show: Guh! I spent 121 bucks for two ticets! I was good....it was on my bestest friend's b-day so I bought her ticket and mine.

What is the least you've ever spent?: Nada...there is Calle Orange that I go too. Free Concerts!

Do you think buying merchandise at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: yeah...it pretty much is. XD

Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: nope! i dont care who thinks what, if its good music i lurvs it

Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: there was a 29? OMFG WHERE!

*~*~*~*~*~*Word Association*~*~*~*~*

Blue: Ocean

Camera: Damn! I think I blinked.

Boy: Don't think nasty thoughts. >< DAMMIT!

Pretty: I'll kick your ass if it's pink.

Pants: Comfeh!

Music: Hellz yeah!

God: I won't do anything bad! amen

Sweater: Warmth

Live Journal: ehm....kay.

MTV: *click*

*~*~*~*~*Labels*~*~*~*~*

Do you think labels are dumb?: on people yes, on stuff to help you find it no. XD

Why or why not?: which one...on people cuz its retarded

What do people label you as?: They don't...I have this death stare if I don't know them. From friends...the freak.

How/Why did you get this label?: Cuz I'm just cool like that. XD Nah...I'm outgoing and like to have fun!

*~*~*~*~*Which Is Worse?*~*~*~*~*

Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: emotional. it takes more time to heal. plus physical pain is a daily thing for me, i'm used to it

Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: Mmmm...Blink-182, listen to them more.

Being Deaf/Being Blind?: Deaf...I'm sure that would suck.

Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: I get real pissy when I'm bored.

Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: lets not lose limbs plz....-_-

*~*~*~*~*Love*~*~*~*~*

Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yeaaaaa there is.

Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: Loved and lossed. Being without love is worst...I know.

Are you romantic?: The hell I know. Ask someone else...

Are you in a r... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19808245/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19808245/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:11:30 PDT
Put an x in every box that applies to you
then add them up, and thats your age!

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You vote in every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
TOTAL SO FAR:9

[ ] You show up for work late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] I've never gotten detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study when you have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] You have been outside of the state 3 or more times
[x] You make your own bed every morning
GRAND TOTAL: 26

I'll be twenty six! Woot!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19769185/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19769185/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 10:56:27 PDT
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.

Total: 1


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●
[ ] you wear flip flops all year.( i wear flip flops alot )
[ ] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[X] You love a backyard Barbie.
[X] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[X] You love the beach.
[X] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[X] You're a sports fanatic.
[X] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something.

Total: 6

○● I T A L I A N ○●
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10".
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.

Total: 7

○● S P A N I S H ○●
[x] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[x] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.

Total: 8

○● R U S S I A N ○●
[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

total: 6

○● I R I S H ○●
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.( again, guilty! ^^)
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a St. Patty’s day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have red hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] your family get together always include drinking and singing.

Total: 6

○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist. (he's more of an idiot.......)
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.( when no ones looking)
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.

Total: 4

○● A S I A N ○●
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot. ( YAY RICE!^.^)
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.(or something)
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: 3

○● G E R M A N ○●
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[ ] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.

Total: 5

○● C A N A D I A N ○●
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[ ] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.

Total: 1 ><

○● A M E R I C A N ○●
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 2

○● B E L G I A N ○●
[ ] you grow some small vegetables in the yard. (grew!)
[x] you like french fries.
[ ] you think Belgian chocolate rules.
[ ] you know that the 'official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] you speak both Dutch and French.
[x] you like Belgian waffles.
[ ] you call a pub or bar a café.
[ ] you fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19500423/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19500423/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:14:45 PDT (x) When writing you've gotten distracted and doubled up up on a word
(x) You've tried walking in your house in the dark thinking that you know where everything is, and you've bumped into something
(x) You've jumped in a puddle intending to splash someone, missed them completely and covered yourself with water/mud
Total so far: 4

(x) You've hit yourself in the head with a cupboard/ fridge/your locker door
(x) You frequently trip down stairs and then pretend you meant to do it
(x) You frequently trip up stairs and then also pretend you meant to do it
(x) During a game or something you've gotten excited because you know the answer, then you said the wrong one
Total so far: 8

(x) You've attempted to drink something, burned your mouth, and then did it again as though it would be less hot a second later
(x) You've pressed the wrong button on a remote, for example turning the volume up too loud, and then keep doing it anyway
(x) You call someone by the wrong name when you've known them for years and/or they are a different gender to the name you used
(x) You've attempted to empty the contents of a packet or something similar into a container... while the lid was still on
Total so far: 12

(x) You've tried gluing your hand/another body part to a table or other surface
(x) You've then tried to remove your hand/another body part and freaked out because it was in fact stuck to the table/surface
(x) Bragged about your ability to do something and when proving it you failed miserably
(x) You still giggle when someone says the word 'fart'
Total so far: 15

( ) You've licked a cat (Who hasn't?)
(x) Gotten something stuck up your nose/ around your wrist/on your leg etc
(x) Gum has fallen out of your mouth while you weren't talking
(x) You've gotten excited while talking and dribbled a little bit
Total so far: 18

(x) You've run into a glass screen/door/tree/obvious obstacle
(x) You frequently choke on your own spit
(x) You trip on nothing
(x) While eating or drinking you've missed your mouth
Total so far: 22

(x) You tell stories and forget your point halfway through
(x) You've looked all over for something before realising you were wearing it/had it in your pocket
(x) You've fallen off a chair before
(x) You've pretended to punch someone... but actually punched them
Total so far: 26

( ) You've laughed so much just a little bit of pee came out (*raises hand* question....who's actually going to admit to that?)
(x) You've thrown a ball/other object up in the air which somehow ended up hitting you in the head
() You've eaten a candle/some other thing that shouldn't be eaten just for a laugh (If you must know it was a can of Diet coke...... with the can......)
() You've tried to eat plastic fruit (In my defence, I didn't KNOW! At least im..... healthy?)

27/32...I dare someone to say something stupid to me...

XD this comes as no surprise to me. ^^ Hope you have fun with it!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19441159/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19441159/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:20:28 PDT * 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs

Alright lets get this party started, shall weh?

1) The color pink makes me gag. I absolutely refuse to wear it unless given a death threat. I might not even do it then.

2) I rock out loud! I'm one of the craziest people you will ever meet.

3) I love the night! Partying is my thing!

4) I have had thoughts about getting my right eyebrow pierced...but it will never happen because my mom would tear it right off my face.

5) I want blue hair so badly!!!!! Or at least part of my hair.

6) Rock is my music...I don't give a damn about what you have to say about it...cuz I will beat you with a tree limb!

7) My fave sweets are ice cream, preferably cookie dough, chocolate covered strawberries, certain fruits and dark chocolate. I will kill if you take my dark chocolate.

8) I am known as the walking medicle bill...ask Youkofoxgirl771.

I tag...


]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19404401/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19404401/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 06:59:28 PDT 1: Shadow (Uh...duh)
2: Kath ( Brittaneh!!!!)
3: Kit-Kat (It's a curse...it goes everywhere with me)

Three Screen Names
1:Shadow-Master01 (You are dumb if you don't know...)
2:animecrazy669 (aol)
3:black_kat1201 (msn)

Three Things You Like About Yourself
1: I know martial arts
2: I'm just cool like that
3: My determination

Three Things You Don't Like About Yourself (only three?)
1: The way I look...
2: Uh...the way I look...
3: Need I repeat myself...

Three Things That Scare You
1: Weird old people...OO (You have no idea..)
2: I'm not scared of heights...just jumping from tall heights kinda gets me...(but them I'm pushed)
3: Humiliation...(That one sux!)

Three Everday Essentials
1: Sleep
2: Listen to music
3: And just goof off (cuz i'm cool like that!)

Three Things You are Wearing
1: Dog tag
2: Black top
3: Camo pants (No i'm not going into the army...)

Your Current top Three Bands or Muscians
1: Breaking Benjamin
2: Disturbed
3: Avenged Sevenfold

Two Truths and Lie, no particular order
1: I am in love.
2: I will kill you over dark chocolate
3: I'm single.


Three Favorite Hobbies
1: Drawing...(That's why I'm here genious)
2: Coming to DA XD
3: Volleyball (Cuz I kick ass )

Three Things You Want to Do Badly
1: Go to Europe
2: Get a new friggin laptop!
3: Have another pet bunny. XD

Three Careers You've Considered Doing
1: Psychologist
2: Psychologist
3: Vet

Three Places You Want to Go to On Vacation
1: Japan
2: Italy
3: Ireland

Three Kids' Name You Like
1: Alexandra
2: Neil
3: Logan

Three Things That Make You Stereotypically a Girl
1: I'm a girl
2: I'm a girl
3: I have breasts...(don't say a damn thing)

Three Ways Your Stereotypically a Boy
1: Uh...
2: Hmm...
3: NOTHING!

Whoever wants to do this...knock yourself out.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19141873/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/19141873/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 08:00:31 PDT
Since drawing isn't my only artisticle (spelling...not so sure about) hobby, I thought I would write. ^^ Not poems...don't get excited...I fail that those.

Anyways! I wanted to start...possibly just a small series. Possibly a romance or maybe something else..., not quite sure how it's going to go. I just started it this morning, I have 415 words. This has been processing in my head for a bit, but I'm not sure if anyone would like it. I started it during my hour and a half break between my classes. Most likely when I finish my first chapter (part) or whatever you want to call it. I will send it to some friends and have them think about it first before I actually Post the thing and have failure written all over it. XD, it's good to be safe.

Anywho! I already know I'm going to be sending it to cuz she's my best friend, will tell me how it is, and she only lives 30 minutes away. XD So! that's that. If anyone else wants to be onthe list, or is interested in giving a point of view, let me know if you would like me to email it to you.

NOTE: THIS STORY IS ABOUT VAMPIRES! THERE WILL BE QUITE A BIT OF BLOOD AND GORE AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU WANT TO CALL IT! OR IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN THAT SUBJECT OR IN ROMANCES...please don't waste your time.

^^ Thank you! Just give me a note if you are interested in wanting to read, so that way your email or whatever doesn't become public on my profile....don't want you gettny any random emails from peeps you don't know. ^^

Thanks for everything my buddies and people who just feel like reading my journsl!


Shadow

Edit----------

One last edit...I am having a real hard time with a title for this thing. For those who are interested in reading it. Read it and hopefully help me with a title. Unfortunately I have nothing to give back in return but a thanks. Sorry...

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18928859/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18928859/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 11:42:49 PDT
I know some of you have been wanting to see new deviations. Well I have come up with some idea's for some deviations. I'll be working on the A.S.A.P. since I have a bit more time now. I just have to remember to grab my sketch pad out of my mom's car and get my sister to get the scanner working...That way! I don't have to take crap pictures of them. ^^

I have also been wonderin whether I should be putting up fanfiction here...or any form of story lines. I like to write, but I don't think it's alright to put up in DA.

I have a few fanfictions on the site, fanfiction.net, and I have a great amount of hits, but I don't think it's the same here. So...let me know if you think I should put up some story lines in here, or if I should just stick to my artwork...^^

I want to ask you all because...well you're the one's that comment on my pieces. ^^ So I would greatly appreciate it if you tell me. Thank you!

Shadow

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18817854/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18817854/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 10:05:13 PDT White and bright green! ^^


Name 2 persons that made you smile today?
and well that's it really...


What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
rping and...rping and....eating spagetti


What is your favorite candy bar?
Hmmm...either Hershey's special dark or Hershey's cookies and cream.

What was the last thing you ate?
sketti

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Nope...


When was the last time you ran?
I ran two days ago, chasing after my sister.


What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Movie theatre popcorn. Nummm..or cheese popcorn...the one's you get in those big tubs at around christmas time..^^


Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
Pablo. ^^ My mexican buddy!


Do you take vitamins daily?
Nope...well almost...some advil, or tylenol, or something to get rid of headaches from stupid people..


Do you go to church every Sunday?
No, unfortnately...I honestly don't have time to.


Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
Meh..they are both alright. I like pizza a bit more. If it was japanese then HELL YES!


What was the last thing you said?
out loud?....WHAT THE HELL! I can't move my leg!! Move dammit!!!!
(yeah..this morning my left leg decided to be stupid and not move at all from the knee down.)


Do you drink your soda with a straw?
That's the best way to do it!

What did your last text message say?
"What about you?" - my buddy Shawn asking me what I have been doing after graduation.

Are you someone's best friend?
i don't know anymore...


What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to Youkofoxgirl771's house...


Where is your dad?
The hell I know. He could be dead and I don't know it....

Look to your left, what do you see?
Uh..a dresser, a bunch of crap on the dresser, more crap on the floor, a dead balloon, and the green carpet, and part of my sisters bed.

What color is your watch?
I don't wear a watch. My phone is black....does that count?

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
Steve Irwin, "Hello there little squishy", Finding Nemo, Koalas, Kangaroos, poisonous snakes, lizards, Sharks...and I can think of more but...oh! OLYMPICS! Ha..there we go.


Do you use chapstick?
No...


What is your birthstone?
Blue Topaz


Do you have a dog?
No...unfortunately...but I have one next door and he is a chaweinie!


Last guy you talked on the phone with?
Nathan


Last girl you talked on the phone with?
Mom


Have you met anyone famous?
Uhm...I'z got to think...I've met a race car driver, two singers, and....I think that's it...


Any plans today?
Clean...like always.

Ever go to college?
I'm in college


Do you dye your hair?
Yes...like 5 times....and I'll keep doing it. XD


Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
............I won't comment on this one...


Last song listened to?
Rock Star - Nickelback


Can you say the alphabet backwards?
nope...cuz I still have to say it forwards when it comes to alphabetizing things.


Do you have a maid service clean your house?
nope! just us. XD


Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
my Vans or my converse...


What was your wedding song?
Hmm...I want to. I want a slow song of course, traditional, and whatever my husband and I agree on to have fun.


Are you jealous of anyone?
nope...but I'm pissed


Do you love anyone?
Yup... Nathan


Do any of your friends have children?
No


Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Hell yes


Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Only if I'm going to be polite....mainly to adults.


Have you ever been to Six Flags?
nope


How did you get your worst scar?
I hugged an iron...when I was 2. I have two scars for that. So I have had this scar for 16 years. And then I scrapped my shin on the edge of a concrete porch. I sliced the back of my leg with my shaver. I've got more...I just don't remember how I got them....

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18715732/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18715732/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 14:30:39 PDT
They seem to just really not care about you anymore...

I've been getting those vibes a bit.....

Sometimes I wonder...is my breath really worth wasting on those who don't or never did care about me...

Those who just liked playing with me....

You tell me....

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18631583/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/18631583/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 17:04:08 PDT
I've been off and on here and there since I left. But here is the latest on things:

1. I GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL MAY 30TH!!!!! I AM FREE FREE FREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! well from there.....which is a good thing. ^^ I'll post pics when I can.

2. I am losing the job I currently have because they don't have enough money to pay me or any of the others who have the same job title as I do. So alas....I am searching.

3. I gotz my hair cutz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My hair was down to the middle of my back and it was far too long for me. So I went and got it cut, colored and frosted...and I have to say...XD I look good!!!!! I'll post pictures of the recent look soon...hopefully.

4. I didn't get that laptop I wanted for graduation so...I'm still using this one that's slow and has brain damage because it pulls random things on me.

Anyways....

I'll try and be on a lil more often since I'm out of school. I'll try and talk to you guys later!!!! Give me an update on yourself to!

Ciao!!!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17987835/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17987835/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:18:02 PDT
It's Shadow!

Just telling you all that I won't be on DA as often anymore. My classes are done and the computers that I was able to get to, well...I can't get to anymore. I will try and get on as often as I can when I'm at home. Over the summer, hopefully I'll be able to get on as well. It will be a long while before I can get on regularly.

So...this will be my farewell to you all! I hope to see you around and good luck in everything you do. If you want to keep in touch my email is on my profile!

See you around!



Shadow

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17843835/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17843835/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:29:51 PDT I don't know, you tell me.

2. A new food/tasty thing you have recently discovered:
Hmmm....nothing really new. I went back to something that I stopped a bit ago. My yummy ketchup sandwiches!

3. Name a few guilty pleasures you have:
Guh! I'm not going ot mention some, but I always crave for Japanese or really good Italian food....my favorite!

4.Something that has been bothering you lately:
There has just been some controversy over some things that have really been on my shoulders. Family, friends, life, there is just too much gonig on.

5. Something that made you happy recently:
Well...now I know I get to go to Islands of Adventure this Saturday thanks to my grandmother and her early graduation present.

6. What are you listening to now, in terms of music? (if there is no music what did you listen to last?)
Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down.

7. On the subject of music, what kind of music seems to have peaked your interest lately?
Rock....It's good for venting. Instead of putting any holes in my wall....I play that. It basically relays my emotions, so that way I dont' have to.


8. How often do use Japanese phrases?
Hardly, only when I have a random perk to do it.

9. What do you plan on doing with your life:
Finishing college, getting my doctorite, getting my dream job, get married, and have a family.

10. A burning passion you have:
I am very competitive. So when it comes to sports or whatever, I will do whatever it takes. I have a passion for either winning or giving more to what is going on than anybody.

11. Cutest couple you know here on DA!
I don't know...

12. Did you ever own a Neopets account, and if so what was your user name?
Yes and no....

13. What do you think of when you look at a sunset?
Sunset? Well damn the day went by fast. (I don't normally pay attention to that, my mind is busy with other things that doesn't concern the sunest)

14. What is one thing you have really been itching to do lately?
...........I would really not say

15. What element would you consider yourself?
Fire, cuz if you piss me off...you will get burned in more than one way.

16. Something that has made you very sad/nervous:
I don't plan on commenting on this one.

17. What is your favorite reality TV show?
Screw T.V.

18. Something you have always hated with a fiery passion:
.....backstabbers....


19. Any last words before you tag 3 people?
don't fuck with me...

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17760310/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17760310/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:23:19 PDT
Tell me..tell me any of my faults. Tell me everything that I have done wrong.

Everyday it seems my life is soon coming to an end. With all that is going on in my life it gets worst.

My heart and lifeline is dwindling and soon...it will all be gone.

This is no joke, this is no lie.

Before you know it...I might not be around anymore.

Is it me?
Is it what I've done?

If I don't know, basically you are taking my life because you keep thoughts you yourself.

I'm not trying to show blame on you...I just need to know......

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17743873/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17743873/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 07:28:15 PDT Do you like blue cheese?
Oo...I had blue cheese dressing. I thought it was ranch for my veges at a party....oh my god it was nasty!!!! XP bleh!

2.
Have you ever done heroin?
Shhhh....no one is supposed to know....nah just kidding. ABSOLUTELY NOT! I is clean.

3.
Do you own a gun?
We have one in the house, but ees not mine.

4.
What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
Um...sprite? Wait are you talking about those slushie things? If so..I haven't had one...but I would like to get cherry...ees my fave anyways.

5.
Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
nah...actually I had one nurse ask my mom if I was ok when I started laughing as she started putting the IV needle in my arm...I laughed even harder after that. The reason why I was laughing was cuz of my mom...she hates needles and she made this face I have never seen her make before. XD

6.
What do you think of hot dogs?
ABSOLUTELY THE WORST FOOD EVER! Well considering what is out there now a days....it's just plain out gross...I refuse to eat them unless I have to...which normally they are grilled, so I will eat them then.

7.
Favorite Christmas movie?
Pirates of the Caribbean! Or Robots!!!!!!!! Oo...what? we watch those all the time at christmas?

8.
What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water, Kool-Aid, lemonade, grape juice...basically anything but milk

9.
Can you do push ups?
Yeah...

14. Do you have A.D.D.
not that I'm aware of...maybe...I dunno...

15.
What's one trait you hate about yourself?
Basically everything.....

16.
Middle name?
Lee

17.
Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
A) I hate my life
B) I hate my life
C) Wow I'm hungry....Oo

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
Food....I forgot my lunch yesterday. but that's about it.

19.
Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Kool-Aid, water, and sprite (NO BRITTANY! NO ALCOHOLIC DRINKS!)

20.
Current worry?
Too many things to put down...

21.
Current hate right now?
no one knows on here but one person......................you have no idea how much hate comes to me when this thing comes around...even if it is spoken of, death is written in my eyes...

22.
Favorite place to be?
I want to be away from everything now...friends, family, people...I just want to be alone

23.
How did you bring in the New Year?
with a small party...my family was gone to Honduras to celebrate it with my other family there.

25.
NAME THREE PEOPLE WHO WILL DO THIS?
I could care less

26.
Do you own slippers?
Yes, but I have no idea where they are at the moment....

27.
What shirt are you wearing?
MY SENIOR SHIRT XD

28.
Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
I have fallen off the bed so many times on those...

29.
Can you whistle?
Yes, but I can only whistle breathing in...Oo...

30.
Favorite color?
Black or Green

31.
Would you be a pirate?
HELL YES!

32.
What songs do you sing in the shower?
any random song that I know the words to...yes I sing in the shower! don't be surprised

33.
Name 3 things in your car?
stuff, stuff, and more stuff...

34.
Who was the last person to text?
Tejay...XD He's my buddy!

35.
What's in your pocket right now?
My phone...

36.
Last thing that made you laugh?
My lil sister being stupid...XD

37.
Best bed sheets as a child?
Guh...Power rangers all the way!

38.
Worst injury you've ever had?
i got a stitches when i cut my ear on the corner of a table.

39.
Do you love where you live?
Psh no...I want to get the hell out!

40.
How many TVs do you have in your house?
2

41.
Who is your loudest friend?
No one...I'm the loud... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17624174/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17624174/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:25:09 PDT
Whoever thought it was funny to make everyone's icon some stupid pokemon....(no offense to those of my friends who like pokemon)...this is rediculous. Now I have to go back and change my icon....WHICH..I don't have at the moment, cuz my teacher has my flashdrive....

This is crap! I now officially hate whoever did this...and this friggin icon....and pokemon. I could tolerate it before, but now....my cousin will chase me all over his house with it....and because of whoever this is...I will sock him in the face....but I won't get in trouble for it, cuz my cousin asks for it sometimes. XD

Anyways, this April fool's day was crap!........

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17406076/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17406076/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 06:47:07 PDT
A : Easy to fall in love with
B : You like people
C : You are really silly
D : One in a million
E : Great in bed
F : You are dead sexy
G : You never let people tell you what to do
H : You are Quirky
I : Great in bed
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy
L: Unbelievably great in bed
M : best kisser ever
N : You like to drink
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people
Q : You are a hypocrite
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy
T : You're loyal to those you love
U : You really like to chill
V : You are not judgmental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for
Z : Always ready


*K: You're wild and Crazy (.........so true. )
*A: Easy to fall in love with ( )
*T: You're loyal to those you love ( )
*H: You are Quirky (....if only I knew what that meant)
*Y: Best girlfriend anyone can ask for ( )

S: You love to drink (Oo...shhhhh...don't tell XD)
H: You are Quirky (Again..if I only knew what that meant)
A: Easy to fall in love with (I guess)
D: One in a million (ABSOLUTELY!)
O: Crazy ()
W: You are very broad minded (...........Oo...well)

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17391173/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17391173/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 07:32:28 PDT 2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

Oo...alright this should be fun....

1)How was the beginning of your life?
So Cold - Breaking Benjamin
Hmm....It's close, but not exact

2)What do you think of your years in High school?
Riot - Three Days Grace
Oo.... I so wish I could!

3)How are you feeling Presently?
American Idiot - Green Day
Oo....well that works too...

4)What do you see your future as?
Animals - Nickelback
HOLY CRAP!!!! That's a bit awkward

5)Will you ever marry?
Dance with the Devil - Breaking Benjamin
Well that's interesting to know

6)What is your story?
I Hate (Everything About You) - Three Days Grace
I can live with that

7)What can be considered you theme song?
Firefly - Breaking Benjamin
Hmm...I like this one

8)How do You describe your family?
10,000 fists - Disturbed
GASP!!!!

9)Will you have any kids of your own?
Have a Nice Day - Bon Jovi
No Idea how that fits, but...we can go with that

10)What is pushing you forward in life?
Until the End - Breaking Benjamin
Wow...that is cool!

11)How do you see you life as currently?
Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
I think that works

12)What is your friend's theme song?
If Everyone Cared - Nickelback
I would have to say so for her. XD

13)What song will they play at your own funeral?
Holiday - Green Day
Oo.....That would probably be great!

14)Will your life be a happy one?
Rock Star - Nickelback
Hopefully...XD

Now I'z gunna tag: , , , ,

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17253473/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17253473/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:07:43 PDT 2.Each tagged person must write 8 things about he/her-self.
3.And he/her has to write a journal about these things.
4.Finally he/her has to tag other 8 people.
5.Go to their dA's page and write they've been tagged

I was tagged by NamineTwilight

Alright, let's see what I can come up with...

1) I AM A GIRL!!!!! (That is because I get mistaken for a guy all the time.....)
2) I'm in college and high school
3) I
4) I am the odd one out of all of my friends. XD (Ask YoukoFoxGirl771)
5) I like cupcakes...alot
6) My favorite Ice cream is Chocolate chip cookie dough
7) I used be a redneck girl...(BLAME MY FATHER! It was a nightmare.........never again.......*shivers*)
8) I LOVE KETCHUP SANDWICHES!!!!! (Don't ask me what that's all about....I'm weird...XD AND I LIKE IT!)

The peeps I tag are: YoukoFoxGirl771, Ashken18, kyotico, Kharin23, lmg77, Darknesinhiseyes, Yukatina, ortis34

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17190953/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17190953/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 07:00:47 PST He stays up for days on end.

You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.

You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.

You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.

You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.

You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.

You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.

You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.
He doesn't get to eat today.

Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.
He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.

You go to the mall and get your hair redone.
He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.

You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.
He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.

You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.
He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.

You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.
He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.

You roll your eyes as a baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet.

You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.
He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting.
You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.
He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.

You see only what the media wants you to see.
He sees the broken bodies lying around him.

You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.
He does exactly what he is told even if it puts his life in danger.

You stay at home and watch TV.
He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat.

If you support your troops, the click "reply to poster" copy all the codes, and repost the bulletin.

If you don't support your troops well, then don't re-post. You won't die in 7 days, your love life won't be affected, and you won't have the worst day ever. You don't have to repost. It's not like you know the men and women that are dying to preserve your rights.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17084877/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17084877/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 06:58:07 PST

if i were a day of the week i would be: Saturday

if i were a time of day i would be: 9:00 p.m. That's when the parties start.

if i were a planet i would be: Saturn

if i were an animal i would be: Panther or a Lioness

if i were a direction i would be: South

if i were a piece of furniture i would be: A futon.

if i were a liquid i would be: Lotion

if i were a tree i would be: Peach

if i were a flower/plant i would be: Lilly or an Orchid

if i were a kind of weather i would be: Reshing cool with a cloudless sky.

if i were a musical instrument i would be: Electric Guitar

if i were an emotion i would be: Hmm..this one is hard, I would have to say, excitment.

if i were a color i would be: Dark crimson red, like blood, or a bright vibrant green

if i were a vegetable i would be: Broccoli

if i were a sweet i would be: Chocolate covered Strawberry

if i were a car i would be: I like the Toyota's, I have one, but I want a truck....they have nice trucks, or a Mazda V8

if i were a song i would be: Teenagers-My Chemical Romance, Rock Star-Nickelback, I Hate (Everything about you)-Three Days Grace, or Until the End-Breaking Benjamin

if i were a movie i would be directed by: DISNEY!!!!

if i were a book i would be written by: Chris (Ashken18)

if i were a food/drink i would be: Chicken Fedicini Alfredo with a nice cold strawberry Lemonade

if i were a place i would be: I would be in the cool Appalachian Mountains in Tennessee or in Germany.

if i were a cartoon character i would be: No Doubt about it...either Abel Nightroad or Kakashi.

if i were a shape i would be: A diamond.

if i were a material i would be: Silk

if i were a taste i would be: Sour yet sweet taste of a Strawberry, or the juicy sweet taste of a Mango.

if i were a word i would be: Crazy/Amazing/One

if i were an object i would be: A piece of Jewlery

if i were a body part i would be the: Oo....

if i were a facial expression i would be: One that has true happiness in it, where they are laughing. (I like to laugh XD)

if i were a style i would be: Rocker all the way!

if i were a number i would be: 669


4 Random facts about myself
1. I am hispanic
2. I am a lot more athletic than I used to be.
3. I am smarter than I look.
4. I want to travel to many places, but first to see some friends.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17053076/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/17053076/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 06:25:54 PST

GUESS WHO OWNS BIG TIME!!!??? Well maybe not to some of you smart cookies out there but....for me I find it quite awesome!!!

I SCORED A 23 ON MY ACT TEST!!!! And it was the first time I took it. XD

I SOOOOO NEED TO CELEBRATE....but I have no idea how....but I will figure something out. XD

But! I guess I will talk to you guys later!! XD

Catch you around



Shadow

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16931055/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16931055/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 14:27:30 PST
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.


First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!

Second, if I don't get this back I understand...

I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved


I stole this from But to tell the truth...I have done this before, and Brittany can totally verify!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16895450/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16895450/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:25:15 PST I am debating seriously whether I should or should not cut my hair. Right now it is between my shoulder blades, and that's the shortest layer. The longest layer is just past my shoulder blades.

I'm debating whether to cut it short and color it, or give it a style and color it...

I'm not sure at the moment, so I would like some advice. Anyone who has an idea or would like to help me solve this puzzle...I would greatly appreciate it.

Thank you!
Shadow



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]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16828758/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16828758/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:38:29 PST
I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming, Mom,
Something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven,
Put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom I'm getting really scared
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mom!'
So I love you and goodbye.

MADD (Mothers Against Drunk Drivers) IS HOPING TO GET 5,000
SIGNATURES ON THIS, THEN PASS IT ON TO SIGN.

When this petition has reached 5,000, please return it to:


MADD
P.O. Box 54168 8
Dallas , TX 75354-1688
1-800-GET-MADD (1-800-438-6233)

If you receive this petition and do nothing but delete it, your selfishness knows no bounds. Signing is such a small effort to make. After you have read the poem, please add your name at the bottom. And never forget, DON'T EVER DRINK AND DRIVE, not even once, thinking that it won't matter. IT DEFINITELY WILL MATTER!!!

How to set it up:
* Click on Forward
* SIGN YOUR NAME AT THE BOTTOM.
* Then send it to everyone you know.
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10... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16750813/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16750813/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:07:18 PST
Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
() Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
( ) Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die


SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding/SKiiNG
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 11

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/Like Loved/Liked Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 15

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 19

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 23

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Stole something
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 28

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 30

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 31

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Looked
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 36

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 40

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 45

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 48

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
( ) Watched The Sun Set/sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 52

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 55

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
(x) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 57

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
( ) Kissed A Worm

SO FAR: 60

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently Stayed Up for a while talkin to someone u care about

SO FAR: 63

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had / Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 66

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 66

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 69

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( )... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16750437/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16750437/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 07:31:02 PST
2. Do you like them? - This questions obviously doesn't pretain to me.

3. If you could kiss anyone who would it be? - Nathan...

4. What are you doing tonight? - I have a night class....so I have no choice.

6. Last movie you watched? - Hmm...what was the last movie I watched....Oh! ROBOTS!

7. Which of your friends lives closest to you? - Brittany and Holly, and Christina. Even though they live on the other end of the county...I have no friends where I live...

8. What CD is in your stereo? - It's a burned CD...but ees my fave.

9. Where was your first job? - Babysittting my cousin...but a real realy job...the one i'm still in.... damn...

10. What did you do yesterday? - school, school, work, and homework...

12. What do you want? - Um...let me look at something....*pulls out an extremely long list*

13. Do you trust someone you shouldn't? - Nope....I'm a smart like that.

14. Are you failing any classes? - Psh no....I'd be six feet and under still alive under my house...

15. Do you trust your friends? - Oo...what kind of question is that? They are your firiends, its kinda obvious.

16. Who are you talking to on Instant Messenger? - No one....everyone is at school. Well I am too, but I have a computer in my classroom.

17. Are you shallow? - No...why would I be?

18. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? - If I can get myself situatated there to where I can continue college and get a place to live...then maybe...why not?

19. What do you hear? - Typing and people talking...

20. Do you play any instruments? - Piano...well sort of, I had to stop because my lil sister didn't want to do it anymore and my mom wasn't going to go all the way to my lessons just for me....but it's alright, I want to learn how to play the electric guitar anyways...

21. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? - Yes I do actually...

23. Can you roll your R'S? - Hell yeah! It's that hispanic blood in me. I have always been able to, my siblings had to learn it to get it. I'm just cool like that.

24. Are you texting anyone? - At the moment no....but I do text Britz, Nathan, Chris, and Tejay.

25. Look out the window, what do you see? - A pond with a fountain and some trees and a parking lot and 441....lots of speeding cars. XD

27. Is there anything you want to purchase? - .............this my take a while *pulls out another list*

28. Do your siblings like you? - of course, but we fight often, they wouldn't be able to handle not having me.

29. What kind of music do you like? - ROCK ALL THE WAY! Some metal and punk, but alternative or grunge the most. XD

30. Who is the next person you will see? - Oo....more students.

31. Do you like anyone? - I love someone, and I like a lot of people.

32. What's your favorite beverage? - Sprite or lemonade, but if I want to be bad....vanilla coke.

33. Speaking of your favorite beverage, whens the last time you had it? - I had a siera mist yesterday...so yesterday....I HAD KOOLAID THIS MORNING!

35. When is the last time you cried? - Um............I don't remember...

36. Do you know anyone who is openly homosexual? - Hell yeah!

37. Name someone: - oK...the first time I did this I think I answere... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16719276/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16719276/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 07:32:10 PST
Name: Kathy

Single or taken: I'm taken.

Gender: Girl! XD

Birthday: December 1, 1989

Sign: Sagittarius

Hair color: Gold and black

Eye color: Hazel, green sometimes

Height: 5'6"

Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight as a razors edge

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: Wal-Mart. XD...Oo...or any clearance rack avaiable.

Favorite designer?: ........none. I just buy what looks good.

What is your sexiest outfit?o I have one?............I'm not sure, I just throw on what I think looks good. Normally I wear a black tanktop I wear with baggy kaki cargo pants. I think I look good in that. XD

What is your most comfortable outfit?: My "pajamas: which consist of asics spandex from volleyball season and a practice shirt we had for volleyball season.

What do you usually wear?: Jeans and any shirt I feel like wearing.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: IDK...either suave, head and shoulders, um...VO5, and whatever we can afford.

What are you listening to right now: Kryptonite - 3 doors Down

Who is the last person that called you?: Chris. XD

How many buddies are online right now?: Psh..none... It's 9:40 in the morning...everone is at school.

---------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: *gasp* JAPANESE FOOD! Preferable from Lampu. XD

Girls names: I LOVE the name Alexandra. I also like Evangeline, Isabelle, and I'm sure more will come up but! not important.

Boys names: I like Alexander, Logan, Neil, and more.

Subjects in school: My art class. I FINALLY GET AN ART CLASS! I could have had it in high school but no!!!! I have to get it in college, but! that doesn't matter...it's better than the one in my high school. (by the way...I haven't graduated high school yet..not until may XD)

Animals: Black jaguars (known as black panthers) Wolves, horses, dogs, hamsters, tigers, BUNNIES!!!!, and a lot lot more. XD

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: To my nephew and my cousins...Oo...why are you looking at me like that for? My nephew is only 5 months old now, and i bathed my cousins when they were that small too...geez...I'm a helping family member...

Smoked?: I did, but only to light fireworks instead of lighting a friggin match for every firework...we had like 50 that day.

Bungee jumped?: Oo...no...I would like to live a few more years

Made yourself throw up?: Yeah...It was that time of month, and my cramps were killing me and it was upsetting my stomach, I had no other choice or I would SUFFER! I will take throwing up for 400 Alex.

Skinny dipped?: Not with this body!...even though I look a hell of a lot better than before.

Ever been in love?: Yes....and lucky me, I am in love now.

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Psh, no...I know that would never work.

Pictured your crush naked?: Oo...no.

Actually seen your crush naked?: I would be scarred, even though I would like it.

Cried when someone died?: No...it's awkward, I can't cry when someone dies no matter how much i want to.

Lied?: Alright, if anyone says no...they are lying! Everyone lies! there is no way around it.

Fallen for your best friend?: Oo...um..no

Rejected someone?: Yes I have, but the guy was a creep and an ass anyways.

Done something you regret?: Who hasn't?

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: My Senior shirt and some jeans.

Music: Now....I am listening to "You give love a bad name," by Bon Jovi. I love his music.

Smell: Um...I have addidas deoderant on....and some curves perfume I gotz for my birthday.

Desktop picture: I'm in a library right now...so the desktop is a shitty hills and clouds deal, but at home, on my now never going to work again laptop...it WAS a 2007 Shelby Mustang Cobra...crimson red with black racing stripes....ooooo it looks nice. XD

Cd in... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16639855/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16639855/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 07:21:44 PST
2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone? Hell No! I am unique. 8D

4) Does your name mean anything? Nope! Like I said, I am the one and only.

5) Nick Name(s): Babe, The Walking Medical Bill, Kit~Kat, Kath, Shadow, Ducky ^^, and whatever else you want to call me.

6) What do you think you look like name wise: Oo...not entirely sure, never thought of that really.

7) Date Of Birth: December 1, 1989 (I enjoyed the 80's for 30 days. ^^ )

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Oo...Um...I was born in Florida and I live in Florida...I am NOT giving out cities...sorry...if you are my true friend and you want to ask...sure, I might tell you. XD note the word, might. ^^

9) Nationality: Half White and Half Hispanic. ^^ (Honduran <--Honduras if you don't know what that would be)

10) Astrology Sign: Sagittarius

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: The SSSnake ^^. I love that stuff so I know it right off the top of my head. XD

12) Religion:I'm Catholic...I don't go to church much, but it's a nice religion.

13) What’s your favorite smell? Hmmm...my fave smell...There are alot, but I like guys that have a really nice smelling colon...but it has to be a light colon...allergies SUCK!

14) Political Position? Mmmm...don't know don't care. How's that? XD

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water...or orange juice if we have any. If we have something sugary like Kool-Aid or Lemonade...I'll drink that too...but that's it. Mainly water...

16) Hair + Eye colour: Eye color: Hazel. Sometimes green...Hair color: Gold with Black underlayers. (I plan on getting that changed after graduation. XD)

17) Do you look like anyone famous? Me? Nah...I'm not that pretty.

18) What do you look like? I look like me! At least that's what I saw in the mirror this morning. XD

19) Any unusual talents? I'm one of the few in my family that can draw really well as you can see. My sisters and friends tell me they wish they could draw as well as I do...

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? Righty...My left side is just...I don't know...kinda slow...at EVERYTHING!

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? ........Staight all the way. ^^

22) What do you do for a living? Right now my job sux...I work with the stupid school buses down here...anyways...other than that..school school and more school...
23) What do you do for fun? Draw, read, goof off, party, dance, write, talk to friends, hang out here on DA. ^^

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? Right now I'm still with Mechanical Pencil and a sketch pad...but now that I'm taking an Art class at my college...I plan on broadening my horizon. XD

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? Pastels, Colored pencils, charcoal, water color, Um...and photoshop...^^ I want to work on that a bit more.

26) Have you met your grandparents? Yes... my dad's side of the family are assholes, but my mom side are great. ^^ Especially since I have to travel to honduras to see my mother's biological father...her stepdad is here in florida and is only 2 minutes away from us....most of our family is that close here....You can't do ANYTHING!

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Yes, but it's difficult since we live far from each other...but I'm sure it will work out. ^^

28) Crush: Why would I answer this question if I gave you a yes in the last....oh well....nope...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? Oo...hmmm...I would like to date...I would say Johnny Depp..yes he's good looking, but I like him because he is extremely talented.

30) Current worries? I'm worried about Nathan...I haven't been able to talk to him in a while and I just want to make sure he's alright. Other than that...finishing my art homework...by tomorrow...but I'm sure I can get it done.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl: Guy: ~ortis34, ~Ashken18, and there are a few more I want to say, but Oo that would take forever! Girl: ~YoukoFoxGirl771 (Cuz she's my best friend anyways...she only lives lik 45 minutes away from me.), ~Deviantgirl12, and a few more to that too...^^

32) Favorite place to be? Any where but Florida, but since I don't leave the state much...........Britz house. ^^

33) Least favorite place to be? Stuck in LC.......I can't take it anymore!

34) Do you burn or tan? Both...it depends. ^^

35) Ever break a bone? I am known as the Walking Medical Bill, because I have sprained and twisted both of my ankles at least 6 times... ]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16625278/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16625278/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 09:02:03 PST
I never thought that I would get this many page views before. I thank all of you for your support and your interest. ^^ I will try and get a devation made for this. But first! I need to get my scanner working. XD but thank you all!

I love all of you!
But...ortis34 a lil bit more.

Shadow-Master01

CHECK IT!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16548621/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16548621/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 09:15:32 PST
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38 EVEN IF YOU DUMP A GUY MONTHS AGO, AND HE LOVED YOU, HE PROBABLY STILL DOES, AND IF HE HAD ONE WISH......IT WOULD BE YOU COME BACK INTO HIS LIFE ! --------(--@

---Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

---Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.

post this as:
38 things a girl probably doesn't realize

If only we could find some...XD. But I think I found mine.

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16548428/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16548428/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 09:16:32 PST
2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When was the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?



Knock your socks off with this. I don't care. XD. Tell me what you really think or what you really want to tell me. I will take no offense! Have a nice day!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16398465/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16398465/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 06:24:11 PST I would kill anyone personally if this happened to me...let alone everyone else that's right behind me...
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Guy: "Can we have sex now?"

Girl: "Can we do what?"

Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"

Girl: "Um.....no."

Guy: "Why?"

Girl: "Because you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."

Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."

Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."

Guy: "I'm not special to you?"

Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."

Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.


5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.

Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".

Guy: tries to kiss her.

Girl: screams, "Would you stop!"

Guy: continues trying.

Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."

Guy: "Don't do what? I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.

Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."

Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".

Girl: crying, continues to fight.

Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.

Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"

Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.


An hour passes.........

Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.

Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, crying.

Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.

Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."

Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.


2 months later.........

Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me? I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."

Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."

Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.

Doctor: "You are pregnant."

Girl: faints.


The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."


The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......


Girls, if this story touched you, put this in your journal as "No means no!"

Guys, if this story pisses you off, put in your journal as 'I'll kill any idiot who does this to my girl, or any girl"


In all seriousness...If ANY guy touches my girl after she says no, (Which, she will,) DO NOT go to sleep in the same city...I will find you and be your predator...^^

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16314415/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16314415/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:30:42 PST
Shadow!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16163788/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/16163788/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 08:55:09 PST . Now I have to take it to some computer guy we know to see what is up so that way Ican get what I need...did you know those damn adaptors are 80 bucks! ........ I'll have to work overtime now... But on January 7 I will be going back to school and being able to get on the comp more often. . Hopefully I will see you all there! Have a happy new year and I'll see you all in 2008!

Shadow

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15899538/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15899538/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 06:35:45 PST
There could be hope! Maybe, if I can get to a computer that has working internet, I'm for sure coming here first.

I just have to tell those who are admins to my chats, I beg you to take care of it...I don't want to come back to a mess. I leave the two replacements for the chat mainly. Ortis34 and Half-Bree-Neko will be my replacements for the chat. Thank you. And the rest of my admins, do you're job, I am not taking that away from you, just those two are basically playing me when I am not around. If you absolutely need to contact me...and I mean my admins, contact me through my email.

Thank you all! I love all of you! I'm going to miss this place.

Shadow-Master01

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15831114/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15831114/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 07:33:04 PST I enjoy meeting new people. Anyways...I have a new rp room. ^^ . It is for my ultimate favorite movie, and comic book I know, series ever. It's better than batman, spiderman, and superman put together! It's XMEN! But...those who are fans to those others that I listed...please don't hurt me...I am open minded so give me a break. Anyways, we must go with the rules.

1. Absolutely no bashing what's so ever.

2. No advertising (unless it is to only one person in the room, or with my permission.)

3. Love is allowed

4. This is a mature chat room you must be 16 years of age or older or with my permission to be allowed (I don't want to offened or sicken anybody with this kind of nature...it happens alright!)

5. This sux that I have to put this in bold This is an rp room...please use brackets when not rping! You know what they look like ({[]}) .

6. Please BOLD when you are rping.

7. Please no overdoing the curse words.

That's about it...if something occurs I will add more. ^^ So..just follow these rules and all will be good.

Now here are the requirements for your mutants...or humans whatever you want...I'll just go with characters then. If you're character already exists...just put their name down and a link to the character.

Name:
Gender:
Age:
Mutant/Human:
Appearance:
Powers (if any):
Good/Bad: (This is just to make the room interesting. ^^ got to have some action)
Scars/Tattoos:
History:
Extra stuff: (optional)

Well that's that. Hope to see you all in my chat ^^.

[link] To the Chat!

]]> ~Shadow-Master01 http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15775957/ http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15775957/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:09:31 PST Guess who is officially legal???

YES IT IS ME! Ha! My birthday was on Saturday and I turned 18.

I went out to dinner with my family. I went to the Hard Rock Cafe we have here. ^^ Good food and good music...what else is there to ask for. OH! and the best part about how restaurants embarrass you on your birthday is that they didn't sing to me...No...they had me stand on the bar. Yes I stood on the bar of the restaurant, they handed me my icecream and announced to the entire restaurant,...that includes the second floor..., that it was my birthday and that I was 18. I was excited. ^^ it was a awesome birthday ^^!. It was cool...the guy that was serving our table was awesome. Well that's all! Tah everyone!

Friends
http://Shadow-Master01.deviantart.com/journal/15531059/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 08:32:15 PST
Whe I look at you
I smile inside
Can you see?

When I hear your name
I turn to find your eyes
Do you see mine?

When you come up to me
My heart pounds against my chest
Can you hear it?

When you touch me
I grow weak
So why am I still standing?

When you smile at me
I smile back
But can you tell I'm not breathing?

When you say good-bye
I do too
Can you see my heart fall?

When you walk away
I stand and watch
Will you ever look back?

What are these symptoms that I feel
Do you feel them too?

^^ I hope he likes.

Love you babe ^^

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