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I want to start over with my alias.
Pageviews and such aren't important to me.
Y'know?
I'm just changing my life quite a bit.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/24343685/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/24343685/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 13:32:58 PDT Things have changed up from what I had last planned.
I'm going to boot camp on July 8th 2009, and not the air force, but the Navy.
I'm now getting into drawing again, but not too much.
Ick. Lots of crap.
I'm playing Ragnarok Online with my my bf, Tom~
And I live back in Raytown. o.o
I'll be going to the Great Lakes for training and then Florida for like 6 months for schooling. Then I'm permanently moving to the East Coast.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/21568222/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/21568222/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:18:57 PST Yes, it's true. I'm going to boot camp at then end of February. I'm going to the air force. Too bad I won't be able to fly an air craft because I don't think my sight is fit for it. So yeah, after Feb, you probably wont here from more for three months. D: Don't worry, Im going to try and get a lot of drawing done before then. Maybe not a lot of photoshop stuff, but more sketches and traditional work.

w00t~
Speaking of which, I need to lose 15-20lbs within the next three months, so Im working out like crazy. I'm about to go ride my bike for a few miles.

Other than that, I'm living with my boyfriend again. He's going into the Navy at the end of Feb. He motivated me to go on. Ive wanted to go since I was about 14, but stopped last year. u_u

Well, ill pop on later. I need to eat, chill, and then ride my bike.

<3

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/21374655/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/21374655/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:19:34 PST I've been drawing more than I have been on the computer to be honest. I played WoW for a bit, but I'm taking a break. I'm working on getting a portfolio together for college, plus working on scholarships and such.
Just random little tid-bits.
Dont worry, once I get a mass of artwork together, I will upload them all.
I also need to get back to commenting, but people who've known me for such a long time know I procrastinate and forget things like there's no tomorrow. I'm not exactly a social butterfly like I use to be.
Well, off to drawing~

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/20493434/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/20493434/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 16:57:53 PDT I'm trying to get back on my feet with art and stuff.
I'm back into my addicting video game habits to thanks to Tom~
But eventually I will start drawing again. I lost all my art work when I wiped my hard drive so I can increase the space and get a better mother board. I have more ram to. I like putting together computers.
Anyways, I'm addicted to Neopets again so I do plan to draw more. I also have a gaiaonline avatar I like to draw as well. I just need to reinstall my printer and tablet and I am set.
Also, I'm working on getting a WOW account! Go me! Tom wants me to play with him and stuff.
I dunno..
I'm such a nerd.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18855550/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18855550/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 13:25:18 PDT
For the Month of June:
-----Today To Friday
----------[]See if I can get a 3 Month Subscription on here.
----------[]Comment on some of the 70 deviations notices.
----------[x]Finish Drawing Sasabi character reference sheet.(will upload later)
----------Start Drawing:
---------------[x]A Better I.D.
---------------[]B-day Gifts
---------------[]Other Various Gifts
---------------[x]More Character Refs
---------------[]Itachi.
-----------[x]And Clean my room.
-----For the Rest of June:
----------[]Open up Commisions, maybe?
----------[]Buy that laptop.
----------[]Submit at least 20 deviations by the 30th.(not likely.)
----------[]Start that huge project.

For the rest of the year:
-----[]Find a Second Job.
-----[]Take the ACT all times it is offered.
-----[]Apply for Longview Community College for Fall '09.
-----[]Learn the basics for the Guitar.
-----[X]Play Hard mode in Guitar Hero III
-----[]Buy a car that can get me point A to point B.
-----[]Sew those things I owe peeps.

If I think of anything else, I'll add 'em.
Probably will get that 3 Month Subscription today.. so I want to make my journal look pretty when it happens.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18811480/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18811480/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 22:45:53 PDT I mean, the real reason I stopped hanging with my friends and getting online was because I let love come before everything else. I spent so many hours with the one I loved, I literally began to push everything and everyone away from me.
I felt like I needed nothing else to live except the guy I fell for. Everything I did was with him and for him. He took up every moment in time from me.
I forgot friends, events, and even family traditions. I forgot my own family member's birthdays! I wasn't obsessed. I loved him more than anything. I did and I never wanted it to end. He was my first love and he may be my last love. I don't think I'll ever find such a connection again.
I just feel so bad I abandoned so many people just for him. I feel like a horrible friend and everything.
I should have never did such a thing. I could have had both, but I, being so pathetic, chose a greedy, selfish path.
I'm not asking for pity or forgiveness. I just want everyone to know what happened to me.
I've changed so much in the last year to the point where I am a different person now. I'm not whom I used to be. It's insane how much I have changed.
I've lost myself in my own head with things. I wonder what good has come out of the love I felt. I just don't know anymore sometimes.
The world has never felt this way to me before, ever since his death. Things are weird and surreal now.
And the future I looked forwar to seems like a blurred vision to me. As if it won't happen.
It's a crazy thing as to what love can do to us. It hurts a lot and I don't think this is a pain that will ever die for me.
My first love, in all of my life, just gone.
Now, I don't know what to do with my life.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18776967/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18776967/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:43:31 PDT It's really a relief. I've been wanting to draw something for soo long and now I'm free from that block.
But neh... the only reason I have made it online right now is because I got sick so I dont have to go to work tomorrow.
I'm lazy...
And it's 3:42 am... so I'd better go to bed.
I'm going to try and pop online tomorrow and catch up on stuff, but that depends on how I feel.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18481727/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18481727/ Sat, 24 May 2008 15:44:43 PDT Been extremely busy. Just graduated and all, so now I've got to figure out what to do with my life.
But someday, I promise to get on here for hours to upload and catch up on things!
Right now, I've got to finish painting something, so I'll show up eventually.



]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18217813/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18217813/ Wed, 07 May 2008 19:33:56 PDT I have many projects due this week. I've had atleast one due every day this week so far and I will have two more to turn in tomorrow and Friday.
Don't have much time to be on the internet right now because of school.
Hey, next week's my last week as a senior in high school and I'm free till I go to college.
I will have fun getting on my feet soon.
Oh, and I do actually have pics I just drew and need to upload.
I will comment and check everything out probably Sunday since I have prom to attend Saturday.

Fare well!
Good luck and good night! (see if anyone knows where that quote is from.)

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18117841/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18117841/ Thu, 01 May 2008 13:30:22 PDT It's weird because I've been here for so long, left the internet for so long, and am back soo suddenly. Now, I feel like I'm starting off new, but I'm not. It's a really awkward feeling. So much has changed in me and deviantart. I can't start off completely fresh.
Damn this world.. :[
I need something to draw! Or maybe I should sew. I like sewing. Trying to learn to make some Tripp pants.
I need something to do to. I havent drawn anything in photoshop for a few years now, I mean, nothing final. It's all been doodles.
I miss it here.
And I believe I'm mostly talking to myself now since I think most of my friends left here or don't know I exist anymore.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18107374/ http://ShadowDrakken.deviantart.com/journal/18107374/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:53:44 PDT I am.
Crazy life I've lived.
This year has sucked.
My boyfriend died at the beginning of this year.
Really, really sucks.
Loved him more than anything.

Now, I look forward to graduating and living a life.
I'm teaching myself to play a guitar and I just started drawing again.

So um, yeah....
Back to life for now.

]]> ~ShadowDrakken