http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ShadowEramol&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ShadowEramol en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 18:30:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/23628144/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/23628144/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 14:52:51 PDT A year have passed and lot of things changed. I have a different angle of view on the world (more bitter I guess), I burst out in anger more than it was usual, I say things I have on my mind and I am living in a web of informations I use, make, transfer and on which I live like a spider waiting for it's fly.
Anyways. I didn't forget to laugh all the time but it got a little bit... lunatic. Little bit more lunatic than usual. But I'm ok with it.

So to the recent news - I joined the professional choir under the lead of mrs.Charvátová, our ex music teacher. It is ok, but it is a little bit hard and I'm the youngest there. I joined because they needed me. They didn't have enough boys for competition, so here I go. I took advantage of the situation (actually I didn't, but I like the sound of it) and I joined it permanently. I am even going to go with them to Netherlands in July!

And what about Poland? Well it is not really associated with new Polish friend I believe I got here, but with a trip to Osvětim we are going to take with our history teacher. he hates nearly everybody, but I keem my mouth shut and I can open it in the right while, so I got past the selection and I am invited to another trip to Moravia too. So this year my foreign plans are - Poland, Netherlands, England and Croatia.

I hope you all are doing well. I don't really think you will hear of me anytime soon.

Visit my website [link] <- sorry for english readers (only a few of you), it is in czech

a omlouvám se všem čechům, že, pokud si to chtěli přečíst, museli luštit

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/17904448/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/17904448/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 22:33:28 PDT

I am going to write a short note to cover past three moths I should better start..
*reading last journal*
Pragocon - We were filming Rat catcher (Krysař ) and that was nice
After Pragocon - nothing special exept for eternal sleepiness
Malkavianess's visit to Prague - nice There was a theatric play on. Kean. See the play, you will laugh and your head will explode otherwise you will fall asleep snoring (as did some man behind us).
My birthday - nothing special happened. My father was here.
NOw... now I'm ill and bored.. and grey.. and black.. and blue.. and red.. and.. everything yes, I am bored.
NOw I'm going to marriage of my cousin.. which is not my cousin, but what the heck. Some amusements counts and she did quite a lot for me

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/16749285/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/16749285/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 05:01:01 PST
Hair Color:
[ ] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[x] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2

Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[X] 0 to 18 - $100

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[x] First Born - $300
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born - $375

Drink?
[ ] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[x] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle

Vision?
[x] perfect vision - $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[ ] No correction - $100
[ ] Glasses - $50
[ ] contacts - $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $135


Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[ ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver - $300
[ ] Purple - $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan - $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[x] No Car - $0


Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550


Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green - $750
[x] Black - $600
[x] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes - $0
[x] No - add $1000
[ ] On some - $750

How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 100 - 150 = 250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 - 60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[ ] 19 - 10 = $1,000
[x] 10 - 1 = $500

5030$? Omg... am I right?

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/16265679/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/16265679/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 05:41:02 PST
Last journal has been posted on.... 25th November? Quite a time!
So what has happened.

eh... Malkavianess was here ^^ that was cute.
Then... I was on a rush for christmas presents
We had a gift day (?) at school. That was funny (I received load of eyes)
There was a concert of my nee-chan and oka-san where I have met another sis of mine (It´s starting to confuse me)
There was a ball too. Dancing ball.

Christmas
-funny
-christmasy
-gifty

after the Christmas nothing has really happened exept of my permanent foodsickness.

Everything was peaceful and quiet till... NEw Year ^^ It was really great. People there were great. Fun was great. Can´t forget teeth fights *holds his neck*. I´m usually biting only hands and I haven´t ever met a person who would have bitten me on my neck. Wha O.o Anyway that was funny.

Now there is school. Loads of work... boooring work.
I´m looking forward to Pragocon which is supposed to be at start of February

Yeah, this journal is a bit grey, but, you see, I´m really bored

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15664987/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15664987/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 13:00:38 PST lol

See I scared you. Yeah, I SCARED YOU AND YOU CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!
Ahem...
What I wanted to say... I love ducks... actually I hate them and I shoot them with shotgun.. boom boom splash heheheh...

Anyway... I´m a goldminer. I mine gold. Gold calls me. Gold is everywhere... but I can´t find damn ounce of it!
AND I´m a FISHERMAN! And I catch fish. BUt I haven´t catch any for years, even when they are right in front of me.
How do I live on? I´m a student. Yeah. And I learn for tests. I am bored thoug, so I write... and I write that I´m a golminer and I scare people.
Are you scared of roundabouts?
I am...

So... to get to the centre of poodle. WE are unstable again! Yeah! Celebrations! Actually there is nothing to be happy about so better keep your mouth shut.
And I´m in a good mood. Cry, people, cry! But why are you crying? You don´t like me being happy. Or do you see more than I do? I guess both...

You see that I can´t see what I don´t see and I don´t see even what I can see because I don´t want to see it. But you see that I see only what I want to see and you see what I can´t see and what I should see.
Just tell me... are you blind? Or am I? Just tell me.

Anyway you should tell me if I´m running into the wall... or you could at least tell me if this is the right way.

I can´t keep mining without motivation.

Gosh

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15590788/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15590788/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 13:46:18 PST
Don´t get confused by this journal ^^'' I´m not in depressive mood or anything ^^ I´m just unstable and I don´t know why. Actually I know. Anyway... doesn´t matter. Yeah I´m confused even by myself

ah... sorry for disturbing, sleep well... and look under the bed, there are shadows hidden. They bite and eat you whenever you are sleeping. They will rip your soul apart.

What? When? Whatever! Shut up!!!! Shut up everyone!!! I want to think!!! I see... you are quiet... SHUT UP THEN!!! wha? Sorry

Sleep well without wraiths in your head. I do survive on fire. It´s tasty - yum yum.

Wah... I´m going crazy

Sleep well

-Nightmare

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15372680/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15372680/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 06:49:02 PST ^^ she has a nice gallery

What's your name?
Martin P

How big is your bed?
Hmmm... too small

What are you listening to right now?
my sister shouting at me "sign me my homework"

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
6031

What was the last thing you ate?
eh... don´t know? Lunch

Last person you hugged?
Strange to say, it was a complete stranger - american woman which was in Prague for four days and was staying in our hotel.

How is the weather right now?
Cloudy, sleepy

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
...my mum? Just a few minutes ao. She told me to get my sister from school.


What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
*shrugs*

Favorite Food?
spaghetti? pudding? ^^ white chocolate? don´t really know

Do you want children?
Strange question. I don´t want it now.

Do you drink?
Funny question. I do, but not every day, every week nor every month, if there is not a reason.

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
Never

Hair color?
Dark brown

Eye colour?
brown

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Nah

Favorite holiday?
the ones I do not expect

Favorite Season?
early autumn

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
yes and no

Last Movie you Watched?
Gympl

What books are you reading?
Manga books and ones that interest me. Too different kinds

Piercings?
Nah

Favorite Movie?
*shrugs* Clockwork orange? Nah... the book is the best. Sin city? For a time. Pan´s labyrinth? In a way...

Favorite college football Team?
I hate football

What were you doing before filling this out?
Collecting my sis from school?

Any pets?
sis

Dogs or cats?
cats

Favorite Flower?
I like roses

Have you ever loved someone?
strange question

Who would you like to see right now?
...

Have you ever fired a gun?
Nah. I don´t feel like kickass by firing a gun and I don´t want to kill that way anyway so what´s the point?

Do you like to travel by plane?
Yop, I enjoy it

Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right-handed

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Japan. HB. HK. NWCL.

Are you missing someone?
...

Do you have a tattoo?
Nah but I was thinking about one. But I don´t really plan to have one.

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
No, I watch anime in the evenings.

Are you hiding something from someone?
Yes

Are you 18?
Nah, few years to go (16 now)

What is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
My cellphone is too old to have a wallpaper

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
no

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
******** school

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
air?

GRILLED OR FRIED?
*shrugs*

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
*shrugs* do you meet crazy stupids everyday? I do, so nothing special.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
Nah

FAVORITE HANGOUT?
Somewhere where it´s windy and warm

3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
Food and something to drink
computer and cellphone
friends

FAVORITE SONG?
*shrugs*

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
my psychical unstability

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
giver

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Nettasch, Shadow, Eramol, Ripto, Spidey, Spike, Malkav (Malkavian, Malk) and a few more (like rainbowfall O.o)

WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?
Alec.. as far as I know

WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?
doesn´t have one

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING?
very very nice girl or something precious

FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
None

WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?
T-Mobile

FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
I don´t know where the fire is. Probably some people who are alive. Then my things.

Whats your favorite color?
Black, re... ]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15154957/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/15154957/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 08:59:38 PDT
Yesterday was an average day. I was working on seminar in Powerpoint, had nothing to do and outside it was freezing. After half a day I was too bored to continue, so I have decided to go out throwing Shuriken. I have invited my friend Akira as well because it is more fun if you can talk with somebody.

It all was ok (we were searching for shurikens after nearly every throw because the leaves were down and we were in a forest). After we were nearly frozen to the bone we went to shop and then to my home. Nothing to say ther e I guess (just watching some videos)

In the evening I have received a call from Akira saying "Come on, hurry, no excuses, come here!" I didn´t receive a meaningful answer on my question "Why?" so I was scared a bit. I don´t trust her anyway I went there. What have I found out? She has two friends from school invited. Other reasons are... well I don´t really understand her anyway, it was quite nice. We were looking on some old photoes and videos and then we were watching Animatrix (yeah, I hadn´t seen it yet). Well I have fallen asleep after few minutes.

In the morning (stupid sofa) my back hurted like nothing. and I was the first one awake there. Anyway that´s the end of the story (I went home, I have bough 3kilos of apples and lived happily ever after)

Bored? Whatever. Why do you read it then?
Anyway I´m looking forward Festival of Fantasy Special, which is going to be next week ^^ then there will be better report I guess

Oh and my feet are freezing ><

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14966338/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14966338/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:59:27 PDT )

Because I haven´t been writing it for a month, I should cover it all.. But I don´t want to spend an hour here so let´s make it quick.

School.. yeah, guess it has started (and has started to cut off my time). i´m on a good line though I think but too much to do, too much to remember. You know what I mean.

Work... I´m still working as a porter in my hotel. I like it there but it costs me too much time (it is nice to know that I´m making money, but my energy is kinda low)

Visits... oh I have to move this one before France (moved) sorry. I was in Brod to see Malkavianess again. The funny part was, that I was seeping over. I really didn´t know how to act, what to say but it went well (and I didn´t make any trouble, which is surprising)
Then Malakvianess came to Prague. If you are in Prague, go to see Vyšehrad castle at night (but honestly, if you are a girl, you shouldn´t go alone)

Travelling... I was in France a week ago. To make it very very short - it was a disaster. Our guide woman didn´t know much about the areas (actually we knew more). I remember our visit in Troyes (primary city of Champagne - I had a seminar about it) when she couldn´t find a gigantic beautiful cathedral. I ran away from the group and found it along with some square, fountain and such. I loved Troyes... anyway, las day was supposed to be spent in Paris and it was. BUT. Because of the large size of Paris we weren´t able to explore everything. At the end of the day I was so tired I was angry on everything and had darkie mood. There are ome more thing that pissed me off but... stay in not-knowing state it will be better

hmm what more... yeah. On saturday there was a great celebration of my schoolmate. It was funny but I don´t have energy to write about it. We went drunk and I was sleeping everywhere (but alone )

today, I´m ill. I have a grand cup of tea before me and I don´t want to drink it... but I want to me healthy again so... well... cheers *drinks all of the tea on one go and goes to make another cup*

Shadow Eramol Nettasch Ripto

Edit: Sorry for mistakes. I have a terrible grammar.
Edit: Omlouvám se všem čechům, co se to nechce luštit (oni to jsou asi všichni, ale tak co ) nějak se mi nechce to překládat

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14510562/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14510562/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 23:19:01 PDT
After my arrive from England I packed up things for another two weeks camp. But before the camp I wanted to go somewhere... so I went to Havlíčkův Brod ^^ to see Malkavianess. Yeah, it was pretty tricky and some bad words passed because of it at home, but you see, I went there.

About that visit - It was a great fun ^^ looking forward to visit again (after the storm calms ) What I remember is... Ice cream with too sour and too sweet taste, little figures of Orochimaru and some grass ninjas hugging our cheeks, acting as a team seven from Naruto.. and much more

Well every fun unfortunately has to end so I had to go for a camp somewhere else. Funny, their greeting wasn´t one of the best ones ("hey that´s a fucking metalist?" "what the hell is he doing here?" and such) but you know, I was there one day earlier (I knew it, but I know the leaders as my friends so it was no problem). And they were my friends (as in previous bracket). After a while there was fun but I wanted to go for a sleep so I went quite early.

I don´t want to write about every day of the camp. It was two weeks after all. Well, so here are main things:

-we were the team with the highest diversity, everyone was different. Totally different.

-despite no.1 we had won the main game ^^

-there were two discos, well it was fun, especially the first one, but I don´t like discos anyway

- It is funny, that when you are young and people don´t like you, they will make you know but when you are older, like I am now, they have to keep their mouth shut. The expressions they make to hide it are sooo funny

-Despite of leaders were leaders and I was a "child", I´m an old friend of theirs, so they were acting friendly after all (even to others)

-I love fire and I was crowned as a master pyroman there... actually, have you ever made a little bonfire or torch with only a candlelight and hankerchief?

-I was really glad, that I have received two leters ^^ never happened so far

That´s what I wanted to say about this camp. Maybe I will write more later.

Funny thing is that normally when you arrive from this camp, about 7 hours later you depart for Croatia so I took a car with my family (oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, that most of the leadership on that camp was from my family as well... auntie, uncle, cousins... even my mum, which was most pissing) a day before.

I will skip all that because I have to go to school ^^'''

In Croatia it was a misery. I had to be in caravan with one good guy and two little bastards. I had nice skinburn (red as a lobster). I hae hunted octopus for once and it was all I loved there (oh, except icecream). And I want to thank to one person, that kept me alive with messages ^^ That person knows...

WEll sorry guys but I have to go to school now. I have to make a photo of myself to my study certificate and I forgot to make it yesterday.

Write to you soon, thanks for reading
Madness to all!

-Can´t remember the whole name
-just kidding I can. Ripto Shadow Eramol Nettach Cochon

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14068608/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14068608/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 00:52:56 PDT
I will give a small recapitulation. I have not bought everything I wanted but still I'm sucked out of money. YEsterday was really fun, especially evening where we went on dog races. From -6£ I went to +7.7£ and my dad went from + 1.5£ to -5.1£. From my winnings I have received 2£, whatever. It was a great fun

WEll so why I'm writing before departing? You see, I will not have much of time because I will have to hurry things up to unbelievable speed. I have to do lot of bloody helpful things in three... no, two days. It will be like a race where winner is skinned, cooked and eaten. HOw promising.

Anyway, I won't be here for three weeks and it will be a great wonder if I'll appear here. I will try, but, you see, it is not sure. I will go on some camp where my family can look after me (shit shit shit SHIT!!) and then to Croatia, where will be nearly same situation. (....shit....)

So thanks for reading everybody, enjoy your holidays.
-Ripto Shadow Eramol Nettasch-

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14022347/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/14022347/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 23:56:07 PDT
BUt I go on.

Why am I here? Visiting my father of course. (can't say if he' s happy or not, sometimes he acts like me - showing nothing. The only situation I remember he was pissed off was when I asked him for 20 pounds because I have spent all my money on Manga ). The good side of my little trip is, that I love it here. Everything is different and, as far as I could see, more colorful. I see a lot of places (gorgeous forest park), eating in eat-all-you-can chinese buffets (I don' t eat much but I love the food. Some red meat in sweet sauce is just delicious), watching film so I can train my listening skills and such.

The bad side is, that I'm feeling really really sick (as always). Don't really know why does it happen but it just happens. I'm permanently sleepy except few minutes after waking up (now). I don' t like to eat much because I'm aware of throwing up. My eyes do really hurt. My head is spinning everytime I move it. I don't think that it is because of somebody or something. It just is and it is a shame.

Well that is what I wanted to say right now.

Btw for some ppl who knows - I'm still wearing that black palestina around my neck and I really love it ^^
I'm nearly cut off from comunication. I have an axess to ICQ for a few minutel per day but these are usually in the morning or at night.
If anybody sends me SMS and I answer you, know, that I am making a sacrifice for you, cause I have spent a bloody lot amount of money sending SMSs home (because I had to)

Well... thanks for reading.

*hugz to all who it belongs to*
*kick to all who it belongs to*


]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13964378/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13964378/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 00:02:50 PDT
So the anime dance weekend should have begun in 26th of july but I received a call from my friend Akira that I can (and I have to, as she said) come now (means 25th). I agreed, but I had to ask mum (she wasn´t that happy as I was, because I had some bloody caughing illness for two weeks) but after a few minutes I could go even with god´s blessing (Which I don´t really need or care for).

Oh... the thing why Akira was there was, that she is an organisator (org later on in text) as well as the rest of the ppl i knew. (as my lovely nee-chan, Paul, Atelwen and such). Yeah I will now ignore troubles with TV, that I decided to borrow to them. I got there around 10:30pm so they unlocked the door for me and that was the first step on the ground of ADV (Anime dance weeken, but rewriten in czech it was Anime dance víkend, so thats the 'V' ) and it was a biggest mistake in my life.... teehee, just kidding, i liked it there.. so I will continue.

After my arrive I have met with Akira and nee-chan Dia and Atelwen and Paul. Yah, I was glad to see them. I don´t remember anything more except the fact everybody was sleepy but despite of that we played some games on PS2 I brought along with TV. (Yeah, I skipped the part where I had forgot the controller for my TV at home but you know, it´s tactical)...(the bracket before is not tactical.. aww whatever). I had some great moments with my friends. Oh yeah, I was glad...

Next day, meaning 26th nothing really happened. I have met some new ppl (e.g. Inima, Valmor etc) I remember we went on Singstar but thats really all I can remember. After some time I had to go home (hey, don´t stop, this is surely not the end). I had to help moving some furniture to the flat (and the bed was hell heavy...). I arrived back to ADV around 10:30pm again. Nothing special then.

27th. I don´t really remember what happened, exept our visit in pizza shop, where it took a long time before we got our pizzas because of misfunction of oven. After the visit I went on a competicion of singing on Singstar. That was funny. We were competing with my nee-chan and I won (-_-) then I was singing and singing (and caughing) and my nee-chan too, so we have met in semi finals. Result were
1st: Rin (local favorite, she sings really nice ^^)
2nd: my nee-chan Dia (yeah, she has won for the second time, I was glad ^^)
3rd: Your poor little writer. Yeah I made it to 3rd place. What a wonder
That´s actually it for the day.
Now I remember, there was Anime Night game. I was with my nee-chan. She knew everything ^^

28th. Yeah I just love this day. ^^ my (not my, but I knew her ) lovely Malkavianess/Kakashi-chan came on the ADV for this day. Man I was glad. + on this day I was supposed to help Akira with her seminar about Final Fantasy. In the middle of learning Malkavianess arrived. Yay ^^ So we talked and talked, I just love this. After some while I had to help with 2hours long seminar. i will cut it short - it was a disaster. Well not a big disaster, because everybody knew what to talk about, but from 2 hours they cut it to one hour so I had to make it long... and I made my two part of FF saga to around half and hour. Well it was ok and everybody was cool (for most of the time) so I wouldn´t take it as a big disaster bud some guy told me that we said shit and that we didn´t have it prepared. It really really pissed me off. It wasn´t my seminar after all. Aww whatever. After that me, nee-chan, Malkavianess and Jitka went for a walk. We ended by some un park and I have lended a Shuriken from Malkavianess so I trained throwing (and it was ok) ^^
After some time Malkavianess had to leave. Unfortunate. So we said goodbye and she has left. *sniff*. Aww whatever. In the evening there was a ball. It cheered me up for a bit. After that there were results of Night Anime Game. What was my surprise, that our team has won. (actually nee-chan, but i was with her) even now I remember laughing people shouting "The Shadow". Oh that was hell embarassing situation. Anyway, I have won some game me and my nee-chan played afterwards. I think that after that we went to the newly founded ballroom (gym) and became a holy trio. I was a Jesus, nee-chan was Virgin Marie and Paul was FAther God. Don´t say that we are nuts, we know it.

29th. Can´t really remember what happened. Oh, I was playing some Naruto game, then I was watching FF AC (and guarding the post for a while) and then we were watching IT Crowd. After the last spee... ]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13641552/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13641552/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:27:14 PDT
Friday 29.6.
Guess that nothing has happened. Last day of school so my mood was average. I had bought a ticket for the bus to Chotěboř. According to my plans I have started to prepare my talk about C&C series. I had to finish it till saturday so I had to work overnight. The hole in my plan was packing up things. I just didn´t have time for this. (Skipping to Saturday)

Saturday 30.6.
Aww. I haven´t slept well. Just an hour. I had to leave for the bus. Funny thing was, that I woke up late and then I had to pack up things I hadn´t packed up before. Another funny thing was, that despite I had left late, I had arrived at the bus station 45mins early. Whatever. I love the feeling when I have bought the ticket before, because I always have a free seat. Yeah, I have learned from my last visit in Chotěboř.
After I arrived, I have met a funny girl next to the reservation desk. Actually outside the cinema where the reservation desk was. I have ask her for a pen to sign my ticket for the Festival. Well then we talked and talked... doesn´t matter. I have found a new friend. (Miranda/Malkavian)
So we went for the rooms to leave our things there and went for a search for Atelwen and Akira. Heh, found them on DDR (dance dance revolution). That was a happy meeting after some time I haven´t seen them.
Next thing I remember was a theatrical performance of Jára Cimrman I and Malk were on. I think I will upload a great photo of Malk
Oh and I think that my nee-chan Dia has arrived ^^ with oto-san
Then I don´t remember anything. I guess that we were on some horror movie and I have fallen asleep.

Sunday 1.7.
To be honest I don´t remember anything from this day. Just some things. I guess that I was on DDR with Malk, Aki and Atelwen and that we we went on some other horror movie "Krvavá sklizeň". Can´t remember the proper english name and I remeber that it wasn´t the exact translation. Oh and I rememer that there was a sweet lovely beauty girl, who was a Satan. Aww. Guess she has a boyfriend.

Monday 2.7.
I remember hell nothing from this day. I think that Malk has left and before that we were on drinking of beer contest (we were just watchers). I have a nice dragon from her ^^ And I promised her to see each other in September so we will see.

Tuesday 3.7.
This was the day with films in sign. we went on 4 films as far as i remember. Shrek3 (again), Illusionist (awesome movie), 300: Battle of Thermopyl (ah, sorry for wrong name) and Mountains have eyes 2. Before the last one I and my nee-chan went for a walk and talked - thanks for that. Mhe2 was hell funny film. I wouldn´t think that it was a horror.

Wednesday 4.7.
The day of my speech.
I was sooo nervous.
To say the truth, I thought that it will be pain and that there will be nobody interested, but I have had a full room of ppl who went there just because of that and they knew what I was talking about. Despite the fact, that nobody from the ppl I know was there (and I don´t blame them, it´s just a fact), the speech went extremely well. I was relaxed and laughing. Surprised I was.
Anyway my good mood was distracted. After I and Akira went on the Saw3 film (which was OK, but the projector went wrong so we couldn´t see the ending), we went to find others. There is a stupid part I want to skip and I want to skip it in RL as well... Things went wrong, everything was messed up, I was kicked by my idiotism and I couldn´t find out meaning of some things. For defense I have to say, that when I get ignored, I don´t like to act a silent tail as I usually have to. If they don´t need me and they are ok by themselves, I leave, despite I don´t want to and it hurts me. This is it.

Thursday 5.7.
Actually not a happy-mood day.Nee-chan went away as well as oto-san did. I remember wandering, going on Apocalypto film (which was disgusting and fascinating in a way. It was slow though.) where Akira has left and returned in the end. Then we were planning to go on Sunshine but Akira doesn´t like sci-fi so we went on some other thing (can´t remember the name, sorry). Well after a while we gave up because it was sort of fairytale. In class (room) we have met Paul. Because of I was devastated, I have asked for some game. Yeah and my computer reliance has risen again! I have played till night.

Friday 6.7.
Average day. The last day for me.
I have decided to leave on saturday BUT... ]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13632377/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13632377/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:46:24 PDT
Despite of all I am glad of presence of ppl I love (like friends of course). Some ppl left yesterday, some today and I´m leaving tomorrow.

Basically I´m not as cheerful as I was before. Some went far away from me, some has started to be scared of me, some have started to hate me and I can do nothing about it... so this it it, here I m, kill me.

-Shadow-

]]> ~ShadowEramol http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13559732/ http://ShadowEramol.deviantart.com/journal/13559732/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 04:44:25 PDT , denied cousin and ). Lot of nice people so after quite a while, I´m happy and I´m greatly thankful to them.
Have met quite a lot of ppl here, friendly they were, so another positive thing.

Well thats it for a change. Just wanted to update it. Once again. Ok thanks for reading.

Shadow

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See you in Shadow sphere or somewhere in reality (on the hunt)

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