http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ShadowFox97&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ShadowFox97 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 18:53:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/28091458/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/28091458/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 16:20:07 PST ...another twenty-four hours of my life down the drain. I'm just glad that I managed to keep up with the homework that was due today- I almost missed the deadline. And if Prof. Johnny doesn't look at the date that it was posted, It'll look like I spent some time thinking about the assignment before actually posting. I'm still reeling a little from the fact that I typed so much about the essay we had to read, but then sometimes I can go on psychotic stints like that and turn up with a level of material that I thought that I couldn't make before. Then again, I'm doing that right now and without much effort. I keep this up, and the next time I make an entry for my stories, I'll be flying through it without even worrying about what to type next let looking at the keyboard for the next letter that I make.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27978903/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27978903/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:23:19 PDT
Well, today was just another day today, I got up early, I ate I studied [holy shit! I studied?] and I managed to stay awake in class while simultaneously getting there on time. Now all I need to do is to keep that up for the remaining weeks in this short semester. Hopefully I can pass all of my classes this time. I've also learned of a way to curb my eating habits thanks to a new friend of mine that I met in the city last weekend. She's really cool- but unfortunately she's taken [lucky bastard!] Anyway, I think I'm pretty much done here. Till next time!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27918303/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27918303/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 06:36:49 PDT i should stop worrying about being banned from stupid sites
i should stop doing this and get back to work
i should be writing my stories instead of typing this
i should be more involved with polotics
i should lead people to stop corruption of all kinds.
I should point out what injustices are being protected by law
I should reflect upon myself to see whats wrong.
I should take the time to meditate
i should take the time to excersise
I should be thinking about how to get a girlfriend, then about how to keep her
I should buy more paint and a new canvas
I should paint more on rainy days
i should go out into the city more
i should be hunting for a job
I should be down at wallstreet to figure out how to cheat the rich out of their money
I should be out at congress protesting the lack of proper healthcare
I should be a better person
I should stop talking about better things and own up
I should be more of myself
i should try to guide myself better
i should be figuring out a way to make nazis and racists commit suicide
i should be figuring out a way to make people who aren't evil to keep from killing themselves
i should be everything good under the sun
I should be...

What I can be.

If you have read this and like this, you are tagged. Take out what you want and add what you want- the only thing that should matter is that what you should be leads to a better you.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27752667/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27752667/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 20:08:38 PDT


- knowing when to come in out of the rain;

- the early bird gets the worm;

- life isn’t always fair; and

- maybe it was my fault.



Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don’t spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).


His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.


Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly children.


It declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an aspirin to a student, but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.


Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses and criminals received better treatment than their victims.


Common Sense took a beating when you couldn’t defend yourself from a burglar in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault.


Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in her lap and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death, by his parents, “Truth” and “Trust,” by his wife, “Discretion,” by his daughter, “Responsibility,” and by his son, “Reason.”


He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers – “I Know My Rights,” “I Want It Now,” “Someone Else Is To Blame,” and “I’m A Victim.”


Not many attended his funeral, because so few realized he was gone. If you still remember him, pass this on. If not, join the majority and do nothing.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27639453/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/27639453/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 18:39:38 PDT
Needless to say, I had more fun than I could ever have during the summer, And I have pictures to prove almost every second of what I experienced. I only wish it was longer. -the event took place from the 25th to the 27th of September. It was the most fun I had in ages and now that I'm typing this tired late at night while doing homework, I realize that it will be the most fun I will ever have in a while. At least I'm kept company by its lingering joys with a copy of FF7 on my psp.

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]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/26703086/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/26703086/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 22:43:45 PDT
I'm laughing hysterically the whole time because not only it is so absurd, but because of the thought of that same dieing character leading a small league of villains and reduced to a simpering child unable to speak because he knows about to die. Then the other guys he leads shoots him in the neck when the couldn't do anything to save the man and say, "Wow... that sucked!"

I laughed a little harder at the situation, only just realizing that I found the death of two characters hilarious. Have I really become so dark and disillusioned with the throes of humanity that I would laugh at to absurd deaths?

Looking back on the things that I have seen and my set of morals, I realize that its just a cartoon with dark humor that could be applied to me. This was rightfully funny, despite how guilty it made me. I've heard of too many normal deaths not to laugh.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/26668826/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/26668826/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 10:35:16 PDT
This isn't very serious, but at the same time I feel that I must be careful. Such a strong influence makes me worry that the darker the reading, the more likely I am to attempt a personal attachment to the material. I think the works of Ed and Bill* are good examples of this fact. I was once more cheerful, now I have some days where I'm dark as fuck and my writing is just as bad. You could never tell because its all hidden under the surface until I exert such feelings either into my writing or into the way that I play videogames.

Thank fucking god for my distractions.

I've decided to dub this little bit as either imprinting, inspiration, or, as the title of this journal suggests, reading aura.

On a lighter note... *checks my gallery* ...Oh shit, I didn't post that story here! Heh... Uh... Regardless of the circumstances, I have a story about a thief that I've decided to edit greatly for the sake of my own interests. The thief[a male fox in the story] will now be female in the general physical respect.

Maybe I'll post it when I feel comfortable.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/26400039/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/26400039/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:55:04 PDT
"Operation Chaos was Rush Limbaugh's plan during the Democratic primaries to keep the race going as long as possible, pitting Hillary supporters against Obama supporters, under the mistaken belief that this would undermine the Democratic cause. Now the far right is going to get a taste of its own medicine.

The Republican party is now trying to crack down hard on its lunatic fringe. This is commendable, and the group I work with is more than willing to help them. From one of our leaders:

---
"We're going to infiltrate Freerepublic as agents provocateur. This can take several forms; post absurdly insane/racist/whatever drivel and see if you can get people to agree with it. See if you can start a new line of crazy (it might help to have some other people assisting you with this), start the next "Barak Obama is a secret muslim" "Clinton has had dozens of people killed". It's probably unnecessary even to back up any claims with supportable facts - make them up. Hell, that you can find references elsewhere on the internet might make it seem sketchy to these people, just use the echo chamber effect."
---

This plan is being advertised openly (hence me sending out this message to everyone) - we WANT the right wingers to know that people are plotting against them and subverting them from within. It increases the paranoia, muddies the waters, and provoke's more honest anger out of them. The fact that George Soros may or may not be funding us makes it even better.

When this plan is complete, we hope to to have permanently demoralized the right wing fringe. They will turn on each other, they will not trust each other, the chaos will distract and hobble GOP attempts to derail Obama's agenda, and the remaining handful of decent Republicans should have an easier time cleaning up the mess. We consider this tantamount to giving the GOP a huge enema for its own good.

Our targets include Freerepublic, TeamSarah (Sarah Palin's website), paleocons, Birthers, WorldNetDaily, StormFront, and Glen Beck, among others.

Operation Enema begins. I will provide updates from time to time, so long as they don't give out too much information."

You're shitting me with this right? As hilarious and absurd as it sounds, it will not work. There is no WAY that it will ever work. The fact that it didn't work on the democrats is proof that it wouldn't work on the Reps. They're just as crazy as everyone else, they just so happen to be on the other side of the crazy scale.


Good laugh though.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25854252/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25854252/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 06:41:58 PDT 's journal to question her source and why she was protesting what she was protesting for the fourth of July.

A few days and a few posts later, I found myself scouring not too long for information on the bill she didn't want to pass and told her from my own investigation that she was protesting something that probably won't come to be because of all its holes. It was around this time that I actually saw the source of an even BIGGER dumbass than her if you can believe that. [just to clear things up, she couldn't tell me why she was against it in her own words, she just linked me to some republican site which told me NOTHING about the bill, aiming only to make me mad at the people trying to push it. Sheep following sheep]

This person was an even bigger idiot because he replied to my standard questioning with "Shadowfox97 is a stinkin' Liberal! He questioned your source!!!" I never said I was a liberal, nor would I want to be labeled as one since there are things that I disagree with on both sides as I've said before. Stupidly letting this get to me, I replied to his accusation after learning what I could about the bill and said, "That's what you think. I don't like this thing anymore than you do now, I just wanted more info than what was posted.

I questioned her source to see if she new more than just if the bill was bad and all I heard from that source was surface rhetoric. Details are what make a decision, not feelings and people that tell you what to think." How much of a fool do you think you need to be to be fighting kids about shit that they don't even know about? The more I talk to them and the more I try to set up an opinion that contradicts them on a friendly plain, they attack and make me look like more of an asshole when I don't think things through.

The last post he spoke to me through is what disturbed me the most, seeing as how it pretty much goes against what they claim to be fighting for. "You shouldn't care where the heck she got her source! You should go reasearch it yourself!!!" How the hell am I not going to care? she's just going about saying that liberals are crazies and I'm with them just because I QUESTIONED HER SOURCE. What the hell else am I supposed to do? Just let her think that she's right instead of pulling out the doubt card? For all she knows, she could be supporting something that she's wholeheartedly against and wont know until years later.

This is why I hate politics. People following blindly behind people that'll lead them to the slaughter. The more I see the more I want to bleach my eyes. The right want to remove laws in favor of their own wealth and leave everyone for dead, the left wants to put more laws on everyone and remove flexibility- What the hell happened to common sense? What the hell happened to the liberty that this nation was founded on? What the fuck happened, people?

Just... What the fuck?

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25817392/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25817392/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 12:34:11 PDT
It was so much fun and I can't wait to level up my character a little more now that I'm free to play as I please on any chapter of the game. My only problem so far is how abrupt and cryptic the ending was. There were a lot of loose ends that still need to be cleared up and apparently there's still a ton of pins and enemies that I need to find and beat to really finish this thing.

It doesn't matter though, it kept me busy for the last few days and it'll continue to keep me busy for the time to come. I really love this new game.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25682807/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25682807/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 20:49:42 PDT
Freakin sell tactics- BUY THE GAME AND AN ACCESORY TO GO WITH IT! Mother fucker, I downloaded a fucking copy of House Of the Dead 2 and almost made it to the end WITHOUT A FUCKING JOYSTICK! I've been wanting to play this game for ages and the one moment that I get that chance, I need something stupid to play the game. Who the fuck made the system? and why cant I configure the damn thing to work with just the keys... I checked that damn manual and I couldn't change a damn thing.

I need a dessert... *goes and gets some cookies*

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25519190/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25519190/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 14:14:06 PDT
That movie was bitchin awesome.

There are no more words.

Go see this move, it wrawks the hoooooooooouse!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25311598/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25311598/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 15:01:58 PDT
Btw, that freebie ticket that I mentioned in my last journal is the first one that I put. So if you wanna see a rare and old looking piece of legal tender bypass, see it now!


I SAID NAO BITCHES, NOW!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25087305/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25087305/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 11:42:54 PDT I almost shit my pants when I found out that I was already through the presentations for nintendo. Luckily, they were still showing off wii sports: resort when I turned to it.

After they showed an awesome skydive, they then went to an incredibly realistic archery minigame with a beautiful back scene. After that they talked about new and cool features that they would be adding to the DSi and some games that would be showing up later this year and when they presented the high profile games that would show up NEXT year, I was drooling.

Two games of incredible caliber. The first they showed was "Super Mario Galaxy 2" which featured yoshi as part of the playable new world that was introduced. it looked beautiful.

Then there was there announcement of the new metroid game called "Metroid: The other M" Which features the remnants of team ninja as the developers of the game. It looked like they took it to a seriously insane new level that would make Samus Nintendo's version of Ryu Hayabusa from the Ninja gaiden series.

I've only saw a third at most from E3 and it already looks like gaming will evolve beyond our comprehension. Brotha's be trippin bawls!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25050175/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/25050175/ Sun, 31 May 2009 11:50:06 PDT
And it doesn't stop there. When I first went in to see it they were having trouble with the projector and had to get it fixed... They gave us something better than a refund. Free tickets to see any movie of our choosing. I still have the thing with me right now! For the sake of my story, I'm gonna post a picture a little later to show that I'm not lying about it.

Today, was an awesome day. ^w^

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24991946/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24991946/ Thu, 28 May 2009 05:42:27 PDT
]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24950985/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24950985/ Mon, 25 May 2009 20:28:12 PDT
These people tend to come out of the woodwork and say shit about other people and claim to know their intentions when the could only be right about half of them. Possibly even less than that. These people claim to be saying something that's on the minds and in the hearts of every red-blooded capitalizing American and say that people who need help or financial aid are no more than the so-called "Unfit" of this "great" nation. Others claim that their opposite faced political neighbors are immature and so on and so forth.

The shit that flies out of these people's mouths is so incredibly horrible and elitist that I have trouble stomaching the first five lines of a text brick... much like the one I've made just now. My problem with these people -mind you I am no exception to the rule since I'm doing this right now- is that these people gripe about shit in order to make themselves more important to the bastards that watch them.

What the fuck ever happened to just sitting on your ass and talking about things that everybody deals with? What the fuck happened to that cool balance of immaturity and sophistication that has no anger? What the fuck happened to being a normal human being that doesn't talk about people being lesser than they are because of how hard they work?

These asses need a reality check on certain facts of life. Some people, no matter how hard they fight, can never reach the level of the rich despite their education. I could be as smart or talented as Albert Einstein or whoever Pulitzer and NEVER reach their level of fame or fortune. Some people, despite being able to shine as bright as the sun, could be looked at as duller than a rusty knife.

These are the people that require the charity of the rich. These are the people that need to survive because someone else took the opportunity before anyone could make a reach. These are the masses that make up the people mentioned at the base of the statue of liberty. Everyone at the top just represent those that made a monarchy of money.

This sad world we live in consists completely of people that request that he poor and the down trodden are ignored while we have everything. These people say, "let them starve! They didn't work for their food" I say if they tried, they deserve to live!


Fuck you people and your damn dirty world of Hierarchy!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24918710/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24918710/ Sun, 24 May 2009 05:24:13 PDT
I recently said something that I didn't mean to someone I loved, and now she and I are just friends. It hurts to know that she doesn't love me anymore because I said it, but it hurts just as much that I said it in the first place. I don't know if that was me or some predisposed bullshit that came up because my dad did the same stupid stuff around my mom. I just wish I never said it in the first place.

I would go crawling back to her on my hands and knees, telling the truth about what I said and begging for her to let me back- but I already did half of that and the rest... Well I just think she has more dignity than she thinks I give her credit for. Her side is definitely more true than mine. All I can hope for is that she forgives me someday and lets me back- if not I can try to pick up the pieces and put myself together.

So now I'm single again in a world that i can't find much help. I'm feeling better now, but damned if I could ever get back up on my feet.

Why am I so stupid?

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24549002/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24549002/ Sat, 02 May 2009 13:39:13 PDT
[] You have a short temper.
[] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[] You often lose control over yourself.
[] You can be quite reckless.
[] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[] People have often called you insane.
Total: 4 of 10

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 6 of 10

.:EARTH:.

[] You are physically strong.
[] You have a close connection with nature.
[] You don't mind getting dirty.
[] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[] You could easily survive in the wild.
[] You care about the environment.
[] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 0 of 10

.:AIR:.

[] You have a free spirit.
[] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces. (sometimes)
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[] You wish you could fly.
Total: 5 of 10

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies,
TV shows, videogames, etc.
[x] You don't talk much.
[] You are atheist.(How the fuck is this Dark!?)
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[] You love to break the rules.
Total: 6 of 10

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 6 of 10

water, darkness, and light... I thought fire would be one of my elements!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24543902/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24543902/ Sat, 02 May 2009 07:45:27 PDT [] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[] You get drunk a lot.
[] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[] You are spiritual.
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 0 of 10

Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest!--> for realz!).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[] You look very young for your age.
[] You rarely get sick.
[] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.[reading minds more than the future- I'd feel better if I didn't have to worry if the person standing next to me was gonna rob me]
Total: 3 of 10

Fairy:
[] You are happy a lot of the time.
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[] You are very shy.
[] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[] You are young and short.
[] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 0 of 10

Gnome/Dwarf:
[] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist.
[] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[] You have a short temper.
Total: 3 of 10

Harpy/Siren:
[] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[] You are easily angered. Easily angered, but being royally pissed off is a little different. That causes shit storms.
[] Death fascinates you.
[] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[] You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 0 of 10

Mermaid:
[] You love the beach moreso because of the water than the shore itself.
[] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[] You are good at swimming.
[] You like to collect shells.
[] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 0 of 10

Vampire:
[] You're a night person.
[] You have a fascination with blood.
[] You are pale.
[] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[] You are not religious at all.
[] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[] You hate food with lots of garlic in it. (I love garlic- I want it in all my food!)
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you. (Afraid of hurting someone if I'm holding it)
Total: 2 of 10

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[x] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[] You prefer gold over silver items.[I prefer silver to gold]
[] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone. [Sometimes, who doesn't?]
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about... ]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24454408/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24454408/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:43:59 PDT
It continued to black out because the battery had gone out of whack from all the black outs. It wasn't until today that my mother and I went back out there to get a brand new charger so that my comp could be properly finish its cycle of repair. I'm back now, if you need to talk, just send me a message so you can fill me in on everything that I missed.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24278547/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/24278547/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 17:36:22 PDT
I Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. OLNY PUT THIS ON YOUR PRILOFE IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUERBR AT TOP TGOHUH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE ON DA CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" Go up a nmuber if you can raed it...lte's see how hgih we can get

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22874099/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22874099/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:48:45 PST
A recent news article warned:

"There is a spam comment going around which appears to only post on deviations. The text is "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" and is a link.

If you get this comment please do not click the link. If you do it will send out comments like it through your account to other deviations."

So be careful guys, try to avoid clicking any links in comments, or you could lose your account.

--
I got this from TrinityWolf20, someone I faved. I figured it'd be best to keep the message going so no one loses their account.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22492131/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22492131/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 17:21:17 PST - Go to Urban Dictionary and type in your answers to the following questions.
- Post the first definition it gives you.
- Tag 3 people.

1) Your name? Austin

1. The Capital of Texas.

2. A guy that's good in bed, despite a less than great appearance.
"He sure looked uncool, but he was Austin in bed. He fucked me all night long!"

[Oh. My. God.]


2) Your age? 19
To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.
"Welcome to the 19th level of The Dark Tower."

"The whole fucking world has gone 19."

[nice]

3) One of your friends? none can be defined.

In pop culture:

4) What should you be doing? Writing
a kind of love that thats annoying as hell and makes you want to pull your hair out. It keeps you up and night, and it makes you think about the world entirely differently. Its a passion that is unlike any other. It overides everything in your life.
"What do i want to do with my life?"

"I want to be writing."

[Oh... damn]

5) Favorite color? Crimson
Only the most kick ass color.
"When you shoot your face it turns crimson."

6) Birthplace? Durham, North Carolina
The awesomest ghettoest town in the US. The heart of North Carolina often referred to as "The Arm pit of NC," "The dirty," "The City of Murder and Medicine," "Bull City," and "D-town." It is the center of 2 documentaries (Welcome to Durham and Welcome 2 Durham) and a movie (Bull Durham). It is also mentioned more discreetly in a song ("919 Motha Fuckas!!!"). It is surrounded by rich people whom we aren't about (Treyburn, Croasdale, etc.) and Dook whom we HATE! Dook is everything opposite of Durham and is slowly taking over this hub of culture and awesomeness causing racial tensions to greaten along with unemployment and economic problems. Durham is awesome!!! Dook? Eh, not so much!!!
I was in Durham on Fayetville street when I realized, "Dook really doesn't do anything for this community - in fact, they've created their own little apartheid city."

[...What!?]

7) Month of your birth? May
may is the month where teachers think that they can control a classroom but really nothing gets done and no one cares about their grades anymore. usually this happens because summer break is only 30 days away
"hooray i have math..."
"don't worry bro, its may, nothing gets done anymore"

[So THAT'S why I keep failing!]
8) Last person you talked to?


9) One of your nicknames? Shadow
The ultimate life form who is cloned by some weird shaped scientist
"Even if i'm not for real, i'm still the ultimate life, SHADOW!!!"

[I promise you... REVENGE!]

I tag


]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22442557/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22442557/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 20:50:21 PST I just read the most beautiful story of depression, betrayal, and a love between a woman and a loving A.I. that was rooted deep within her mind. It took me all day to read the whole thing and from what I could imagine, there would be no words to actually describe the beauty of the relationship that I had read about. Nothing in this world could compare to what truly sounded like the onset of a possible but distant future. The onset of a human induced nirvana- such a device, if it could meet every expectation as presented in the story I read, would probably end the self-destructive state of the world as we know it while simultaneously providing someone for EVERYONE. There were times that it almost brought me to tears just because of the joy and sorrow I read in the words in every chapter. There are no words to describe it… But in thinking introspectively about how the object within the story operated and how humans interact with each other, I’ve come to a very disturbing conclusion about mankind. No one on the planet can ever the reach blissful state that was described in the story- it would be impossible without the aid of what was in the story. To know how the story itself went, is to know a second hand dread that almost no-one will truly know love, acceptance or truly complete emotional satisfaction… coming to terms with that fact because of the story is painful enough as well as beautifully entertaining.

My eyes are so dry from reading it the whole day.... for those of you wishing to read this awesomeness in its entirety, follow the link.

[link]

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22402470/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22402470/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:42:57 PST
After a stressful few hours of getting the stuff into the house i thought things were actually about to settle down when mom decided to eat dinner with me- I was wrong. Out of the blue when we were watching TV, she decides to empty out EVERYTHING in her file cabinet and scatter it on the floor just so she can start using the new one we got and so i could use the old one. I decide after a while of her sorting stuff out that i should clean up the crap in the living room an move it into the cabinet.

like 30 min's later i was done and she was still cleaning stuff up. I sigh, and chill for a while before i just decide to go off and do my own thing. Like an hour later, mom comes back in and starts asking questions about the cabinet. She tries to open it and see how I've got my stuff and gets mad about the "organization" that I've set up- that alone ruffles my feathers. So here I am, listening to how i should organizing my stuff and getting at occasional lecture about how i should live [I FREAKING HATE THOSE] and being told about the structural integrity of the cabinet.

I now have a crease in my face and a disrupted mood. I have a perception of reality that if you don't want people to judge you about your house, you DO NOT invite them. I DO NOT have problem with my clutter because I DO NOT have a penchant to invite people for crap. I have a personal zen of no stress, no mess. I do not see a mess, I see "stuff". If said "stuff" bothers me, then I will organize it. But right now, said stuff is out of my way and when it does get in my way i will deal with it on my own terms.

Wherever i freaking go, someone has a problem with something about someone, I say SCREW THE FREAKING PROBLEM. Too many people want to see and do what they want to see and do and all everyone ever sees is a problem with something else. I DO NOT, I freaking repeat DO NOT see a problem. If you insist that there is a problem when there is none i will beat you with a lead pipe and hide your body in a lions den.

I do not want to bother with something that i don't have a problem with and if you get mad at me for being so cool and calm with my stuff, i will get mad at you for shortening my lifespan with your worthless stress. I put my stuff away in the wrong way and she got mad because i put it away WRONG. Tell me it was wrong without looking like you got ROYALLY PISSED and i wont get equally mad at you. Contain yourself and i will contain myself. Give me a better reason to worry about my stuff than just "these people will think ill of you" I prefer reasons like, "this will attract INSECTS!" that'll get me into action MUCH MUCH FASTER than the meaningless perceptions of the retarded masses around me.

Who the hell decided that it’s more fun to annoy people with why they suck at life than to just sit, stare into space and breathe calmly while you think about nothing? Who decided that being stressed out because of the disorganization of someone else was more important that being calm!? I didn’t, I just wanted to sit and rejuvenate myself by NOT THINKING ABOUT STRESSFUL CRAP!!! God, there are times that I wish I was deaf just so I could tune out the tap-dancing madness of the world- maybe I could actually spend some time losing weight instead of gaining it while I think about all he justifiable reasons why probably never really loved my father.

*whew* I feel SOOO much better.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22295592/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/22295592/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 06:49:06 PST
2-EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 FACTS ABOUT THEM SELVES IN THEIR JOURNAL.

3-AT THE END, YOU MUST TAG AS MANY PEOPLE YOU CAN AND POST THEIR ICONS IN YOUR SAME JOURNAL.

4-GO TO THEIR PAGE AND SEND THEM A MESSAGE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

6- NO TAG-BACKS

1. I haven't spoken to my father in a while now and i don't intend to.
2. If I'm in a city, doesn't matter where, I develop a minute sense of paranoia.
3. I dislike when people point out bad things for the sake of pointing them out- like if a host is being inhospitable on a holiday like Christmas.
4. I... collect pr0n on my comp... 'nuff said.
5. I still watch cartoons.
6. I have a drivers license but I still need it changed- I cant drive on my own with the one I have now.
7. I wish there were more werewolf movies- vampires are completely overrated.
8. I'm probably the only person in my family that doesn't own an ipod, and proud of that.

I tag...


]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21680094/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21680094/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 11:57:50 PST
Girl: "Can we do what? I thought we were going to the movies"

Guy: "Nah, i wanna be your first, finally."

Girl: "Um...no.Uh, just keep driving, were gonna miss the movie"

Guy: "Who cares? im more important then the movie"

Girl: "but you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."

Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."

Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."

Guy: "I'm not special to you?"

Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."

Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.


5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh, getting close to where he shouldnt be.

Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".

Guy: tries to kiss her.

Girl: screams, "Would you stop."

Guy: continues trying.

Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her and shoves his hand up her shirt, feeling her.

Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this. Thats horrible, you pig."

Guy: "Shut up, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants aggressively.

Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't!"

Guy: getting aggravated, punches her.

Guy: "Come on, i wanna get in your pants, and i know you wanna see whats in mine."

Girl: crying, continues to fight.

Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.

Girl: trys to get away as he takes off his boxers, but he was to strong.
screams as he shoves himself inside of her, "NO STOP, DONT DO THIS!!"

Guy: as he groans, she screams, so he puts his hand over her mouth. groaning continues from the guy as three hours pass...

Girl: terrified, and still struggling, watches and feels the guy go in and out of her. he pushes inside hard, almost hurting her.

Guy: pulls out of her, wipes himself, and puts pants back on.

Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, crying.

Guy: "wait, i was being a jerk... i didnt ask if you wanted more."

Guy: he laughs in a sick, twisted way.


Girl: "i swear i will get your ass in jail if-"

Guy: looks at her, then comes closer. "Tell the cops, or anyone, i will kill you.
and thats a promise"

Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."

Guy: he says "alright, right after this. just for threatning to tell the cops on me, ima teach you a lesson that youll love."

The guy does the same thing he just did for an hour.

Guy: "fun wasnt it?"

Guy: drives her home. she steps out of the car, angry, scared, and helpless.

Guy: acting like everything went okay and they had fun, he yells out the window "good night baby, see you later."

Girls parents: How was the movie sweetie ?

the girl just looks at them, and goes up to her room.

2 months later.........

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Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months"

Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your period for a reason."

Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.

Doctor: "You are pregnant."

Girl: breaks down crying, looking at her belly.

When the girl gets back to school, the story gets out that shes pregnant....

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Guy: "If you lie to anyone and say that i raped, i swear i will beat you so hard, i would kill you and that baby"

Girl: "but you DID rape me. you groaned, while i screamed. you didnt care about my feelings. you made me have sex with you."

Guy: "so? why does it matter? you liked it anyways so shut up, stupid slut."

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Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "this guy is an asshole"

Guys, if this story pisses you off, repost it as "I'll beat up any guy who does this to my girl"

If you're against rape, please take the time to repost this

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21679938/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21679938/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 11:48:18 PST
[ ]You hate the world.
[x]You hate society.(Because its overcrowded. No seats on the train make me angry.D:<
[ ]You think vampires are cool.[they can kiss my ass]
[x]You write poetry.
[ ]You have colored your hair black Halloween
[ ]You wear black/blue eyeliner At times.
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.
[x]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.[not obsessed, just think there's more to it than it being evil]
[x]You think love is a waste of time.
[ ]You've given up on the world.

Total = 5

[x]You've shopped at Hot Topic.[once or twice, and only for a headband from Naruto or a wrist band... which I never wear]
[ ]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ]You wear more bracelets than a Russian.
[ ]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog.
[ ]You're extremely pale. [I'd rather be dark as the night, but I'm not pale.]
[ ]You are a member of a poetry site.
[ ]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x]You are an atheist or agnostic.
[ ]You don't believe in god.
[ ]Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 2

[ ]You have been referred to as scary.
[x]You have been referred to as demented.[by my father]
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[ ]You have been known to hate teachers.
[ ]You have been known to cause trouble.
[ ]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[ ]You have at least one photo-shopped picture on myspace.
[ ]You think pictures look better in grey-scale or sepia tone.
[ ]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total = 2

[ ]Suicide has crossed your mind
[ ]You have screamed before
[x]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.[very rare]
[x]you've seen The Exorcist.[who hasn't?]
[x]You liked The Exorcist.[I like a lot of scary movies that don't make me laugh all the way through]
[x]You've seen Saw.
[x]You liked Saw.
[ ]You've done voodoo.
[x]You hate sports.
[ ]You dress up as the most morbid thing possible on Halloween.

Total = 6

[x]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[ ]You have an obsession with fire.
[ ]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[ ]You're not afraid of spiders.[kill them ALL]
[ ]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[ ]You've painted your nails black
[ ]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[ ]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[ ]You like art with negative meanings.

Total = 2
GRAND TOTAL: 17% EMO

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21485853/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21485853/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 14:07:09 PST strikes up a conversation. I like her, i really do, but man is her life a depressive read. I'm talking to her as usual, and trying to give advice to help her out but with no real results.

So I try to switch gears in the conversation from the bad to the good because of my inability to effectively help her(and ending the stream of depressive chat) only to piss her off.

What. the. hell.

Is it so bad to tell your friend that you don't want to get caught up in shit that you could lose sleep over? Is it so insensitive to sit with someone and want to talk about something OTHER than how problems at home are keeping you down?

I love her to death, but if i CANT be happy around her then how am I supposed to even BE around her? This isn't what I expect to see in a relationship... Its even worse that it could end on something as simple as honesty.

...Now I feel sick...

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21370172/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21370172/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 09:37:50 PST

1) Name: Austin Gerre Reid

2) Name Backwards: Dier Erreg Nitsua

3) Were you named after anyone?: some stupid bad guy on a soap opera.(why do they exist?)

4) Does your name mean anything?: Helpful

5) Nick Name(s): ShadowFox, Shadow, Fox, Sable

6) Screen Name(s): ShadowFox97

7) Date of Birth: 5/28/89

8) Place of Birth: Durham, North Carolina.

9) Nationality: Other than Black, I don't give enough of a shit to remember or find out.

10) Current Location: East Coast.

11) Sign: Gemini

12) Religion: Previously, Christian Baptist. I'm now Agnostic.

13) Height: 6'3'

14) Weight: 300

15) Shoe Size: 13

16) Hair color: black

17) Eye color: brown

18) What do you look like?: Somewhat chubby with dark skin. My hair is short and flattened out even though I'd like it if I had dreadlocks. Also, I wear glasses.

19) Innie or Outie?: Innie

20) Righty, Lefty, both?: Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight.

22) Best friends?: Not gonna answer that.

23) Best friend you trust the most: same as last.

24) Best friends {your sex}: Again, same as last

25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Again, same as last.

26) Best Bud(s): I don't hang out with many people, also this question is similar to the last one.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: ... although I don't think she likes me anymore...

28) Crush: Data is unavailable.

29) Parent(s): Data is privileged.

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Whats with all the friend questions?

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): ...No data.

33) Funniest friend:

34) Craziest friend:

35) Advice Friend:

36) Loudest Friend: No Data.

37) Person you cry with: No data.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Two sisters. I dislike them both

39) Any brothers: None.

40) Any pets: I used to have a cat named pepper.

41) A Disease: Asthma. Any other medical info is privileged.

42) A Pager: No.

43) A Personal phone line: No.

44) A Cell phone: Yes.

45) A Lava lamp: No.

46) A Pool or hot tub: Neither.

47) A Car: No.


Describe Your...

48) Personality: (when video games or other media aren't involved)Quiet, soft-spoken, very self-contained and uninteresting. I gain more of a social momentum. (when such media is involved)I'm excitable and conversational, etc... I'm not one to really be bothered with other peoples drama unless it affects me.

49) Driving: Its ok... though i haven't driven in a while now.

50) Car or one you want: a Mazda or a camero. I'm not really a connoisseur of such things.

51) Room: I take residence in a living room- mom is working out the details.

52) What’s missing?: everything

53) School: Not something that i can disagree with. Its just a circumstance of living.

54) Bed: I sleep on a couch.

55) Relationship with your parent(s): on good terms with my mom, my dad is an ass and that's all anyone needs to know.

56)Do You Believe in yourself: Believe is relative. Give a more specific question.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: HELL No. Love is indescribable- anyone who says or thinks they're in love is just VERY attracted to who they think they're in love with. Even with things that people describe as love is in question- nothing that good can last for very long.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes.

60) Get Along with your parents: very often actually.

61) Save your e-mail conversations: never really had one and if i did, I'd probably erase it to save space.

62) Pray: Not anymore.

63) Believe in reincarnation: Yes, but then I believe in many things.

64) L... ]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21334439/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21334439/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 06:11:32 PST Tuesday November 4, 2008 E-Day 7:00pm
So much has happened over the weekend that I don’t think I can list it all in one entry… its made even worse on this, the most important of days in American history. It’s all coming down to the wire now on whether or not America will get a black president. I went out this morning to wait in line to vote at our nearby library for an hour. I voted for Senator Obama, the hopeful that would make the new president and then went home after a bit of a stressful ordeal with some of the people that were handling the event. Right now, I’m just standing by for the first trickles of info on who’s gonna win. I’m feeling kinda jittery right now… I really want my choice to win and it’s very possible that he may lose.

11:00pm. They just declared it all over the nation, Barack Obama is the new president of the united states of America. We now have a black president in office. I can’t feel my legs… or my hands. This is the most historical event of my life, and the best part is the fact that I voted for him. The only downside to this victory is hearing some people cheer him on outside. I know that this is an awesome event, but come on! Have some more composure than that! Heh, it’s a whole new world we live in and I’m so glad that I’m a part of it.

Note:this has been edited for relevant content.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21239571/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21239571/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 21:01:46 PDT
I don't know when, where or how, but i somehow lost my Metrocard. That yellow and black piece of money-grubbing crap that I THOUGHT was firmly in the grasp of my wallet was gone. I checked myself like, five times and i came to terms with the fact that it was gone and that i had to face my mom when I came home- not a good thought to deal with when you were in such a good mood before. Its my fault that i messed up today, its even worse that that one screw-up might ruin my trip to the Metro museum- but i have to deal with it.

I just wished i paid more attention. Anything, and I mean ANYTHING is better than being compared to my dad for one mistake.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21117248/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/21117248/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 20:14:32 PDT
God, some people are just OVER creative...

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20997863/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20997863/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 07:38:58 PDT Today was good for the most part… I went to my art class and handled things as usual, I had lunch and relaxed a bit, I went to my transitions meeting and had my weekly dose of smiles. That was until I had my first annual meeting with Mr. Estrada this week. If I hate anything more than math, it’s a work schedule that eats up my time. I really wish everything wasn’t forced to lie in the future. I just like to live my life day by day without much planning. Talking with him about all the stuff I had to keep up with, just got depressing when he repeated himself about it to stress the importance. When he finished, I then explained to him that I would have been fine if he just explained what would happen if I didn’t do it. “Too many people like to plan things in advance” I said. “When people make me think about the future and work, my mind drifts into thoughts about death. My death.” We then got into a talk about why I felt this way and as usual, I didn’t have an explanation for what seems to happen normally with me.
That’s when he told me about his time in the USMC. He said that they had a saying in boot camp called “chow to chow” and went on to explain what it meant. To live meal by meal because every mission they had was insane. If he thought about more than his next mission and his next meal, he would have gone crazy. To a similar effect, if I think about work and the future, I get morbid and suicidal thoughts. I like to live my life day by day, almost without a care. I can handle my life that way- that’s how I’ve lived it all this time.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20917704/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20917704/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 08:46:21 PDT Too much fun
Yesterday, mom called me into her room like she usually does and showed me another event that was taking place somewhere in Manhattan. Turns out that the event she was drawing my attention to was an Anime Festival. After a few minutes of deliberation with my mom about whether or not I should go to the whole thing, I went down there by train. After walking the few blocks I had to go to get to the center, I found that what I got myself into was a great and beautiful thing. I saw people in costumes, life-like replicas of swords from my favorite anime, voice actors from very prominent anime, merchandise that left me crying because I didn’t get it and a headache from the over exposure of everything that I saw.
Note to self: next time you go on a trip like that, bring food, drink, extra cash, and some god damned aspirin! So much went on, and so much went missed, when I get another chance like that I’m not gonna waste my time just walking around aimlessly. Even more awesome was the fact that there were so many screenings that I could have seen –and missed- which left me so burned. But, as a consolation, I got me some souvenirs which pretty much made up for the crap that I could cry over spilled milk for. I’m gonna remember that event for the rest of my life and I’ll be sure to go again when it rolls around next year.
As for today… not much happened. All I did was do my laundry, catch up on my writing homework and tried to desperately raise my scoring on an exam for my math class. I hate math so much…

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20881907/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20881907/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 21:19:09 PDT Something happened today that now makes me afraid to actually look up at people and give helpful information when I have it. A random woman comes to me in the train station and turns to me asking, “Excuse me, but where can I find the bathroom?” Being that I’m my mother’s son and simply can’t turn down a chance to help, I give her some simplistic directions to the nearest bathroom and return to reading the message boards.
Within a few moments later, the woman returns and thanks me again for the help stating, “I just have to repay you” and walks over to me as my hopes for a ‘small cash settlement’ rise sky high. To my blatant and greedy dismay, all I received was a goddamn pamphlet. You know the kind that you get from Jenova’s witnesses. It’s in the moment that she turns to go back down to the platform that I have my sigh of disappointment and a philosophical conversation ensues. She leaves without as so much as shouting her beliefs at me and leaving her name as if I’ll be able to contact her with it as he train rolls in. I fuckin’ hate when people come by my home to solicit religion, I hate it more when you’re supposedly rewarded with it.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20676834/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20676834/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 20:22:40 PDT
True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.
~taken from

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20584012/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/20584012/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 11:29:47 PDT
Then theres the crap from the stores that sell my text book from my English classes. My mom's money is so dried up that it sadly took me until they sold out of the book a second time and ended up with them telling me that I'd have to miss two more of my class assignments in order to get it. What makes this situation worse is the fact that my deadbeat, selfish dad is deciding not to pay my mom child support when he gets paid so much more than my mom. I'm actually hoping that he gets sent to jail just so that when he calls me or mom, I can tell him myself that I don't plan to visit him or bail him out. So, I get home with my mom seaching all over the internet for this book in vain which then leads me to call the bookstore at my school for a chance to make that damned special order. As it turns out with that little service, I have to make a personal appearance and pay them so they can mail the book to me.

The world we live in couldn't be more difficult and stupid right now.

At least my mom managed to clear up part of the problem by ordering the book online. She says that I'll get it on monday, which means that I'll only be missing two homeworks from that class in particular instead of three. So now in the meantime, I just have to focus on my math and philosophy so that everything wont turn to crap the last two times.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/19716064/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/19716064/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 10:15:48 PDT
I thought was talking out of his ever-lovin' ass when he said that Nintendo was the Shin-Ra of video gaming, but the fact that they're already working on next, next gen means that they didn't show anything because they didn't want to be rushed. I almost shat bricks when I heard about the possiblity of a new system.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/19189011/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/19189011/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:47:44 PDT
The room was dark, the walls, floor and ceiling were lined with steel. The low electric hum of machines and pumps resounded throughout the room as clearly as the footsteps that came from the handful white-coated men and women that filled the room. They methodically roamed the room going to each of the walls to check consoles, which steadied the condition of glass chambers that lined the room. Within each of these chambers seemed to be something alive- something that suffered greatly from pain. Two of the coated individuals stood in front of one of the main consoles and spoke amongst each other, keeping track of the creatures in the tubes behind them.

"Experiment Number 37 is going into shock..."
"Apply more Diazepam to steady its condition, then run diagnostics"
"Yes doctor"
"Experiment Number 65 is nominal..."
"Prepare it for activation within 12 hours."
"Yes Doct- NO!!"
"What's Wrong!?"
"Experiment Number 97 its... its..."
"let me see!"
The doctor pushed her assistant away from the console controls to see what she had feared. One of the Experiments was escaping.
---------------------------------------------

Inspired by The efforts of and one of her recent jounal stories.

This exerpt is supposed to be the continuation from "The Forged soul" A.K.A. ShadowFox Mission 1 Parts one through Four.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/19040740/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/19040740/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:35:03 PDT Can you fill this out without lying?
Do the survey, then tag THREE people.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Peach yougurt.

Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
No.

Where was your ID picture taken?
Uhh... DMV?

Last time you walked further than a block?
Monday.

Name someone that made you laugh today?
George Carlin

How late did you stay up last night and why?
3 am. I was rping.

If you could move somewhere else, where would it be?
The mountain country of japan- or just the mountains.

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
...nooooo.....

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
no one... T_T

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Yeah, Should i care?

Do you prefer to call or text?
Text, I have a problem with comming up with things to say.

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
Don't. Give. ADamn.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
Ages ago.

Where are you at right now?
In my apartment.

What bed did you sleep in last night?
The coutch.

What was the last thing someone bought for you?
Ninja Gaiden for my birthday.

When is your birthday?
May 28th! Gemini FTW!!

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
...fuck you...

Was yesterday better than today?
No, but sunday was MUCH better than today.

Can you live a day without TV?
Yes. Oh wait... yeah.

What are you listening to?
Are you daft man? NOTHING!!

Are you mad about anything?
...uh... No?

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Only if the relationship stays away from the concept of marriage. If not- then hell no.

Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
ages ago.

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
A few days ago when I learned that I may be or or less than just a money net for my dad.

Would you take your ex back?
I'd have to have an ex first... and if I did, she'd have to turn into a nympho if she wanted me back.

Where do you wish you were right now?
I don't know...

What should you be doing right now?
Getting laid or writing my book.

Is anything bothering you right now?
No.

Are you a bad influence?
Naw

Night out or night in?
Night in. SUPER MARIO GALAXY!

Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person?
Individual, bitches.


What items could you not go without during the day?
Psp, ds... and pr0n.

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
Dear god, No!


TAG





]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18877818/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18877818/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 16:45:44 PDT
My name is James Tyrade, my son has yet to have been born and his mother won't let me see the miracle... the state wont let me see the miracle... the NATION wont let me see my son be born, all because of what I did- Three Years Ago.

Three years ago, mankind was at the hight of its progression with me as one of the billions of fools in support of it. People were arrested for fighting against the "revolution" and labeled as clinically insane, and like the idiot i was, I agreed. Until the day I went out side to exercise. The whole world was in their homes, relaxing as the robots took care of every thing, getting fatter and weaker by the day... And I was the only man to go out for a walk.

I was arrested.

Two years ago, mankind labled me as the most dangous man on the planet. The reason was that I taught a man to Cook and fish for himself when his robot broke down. I was arrested again, and fought with my homemade weapon- An Electro Magnetic Pulse.

My wife Told me she was pregnant, and that she never wanted to see me again.

Today, On the third year of my Exile, My virus will crush the galvanized forces of mankind and free my son from the clutches that seek to rob him and his mother of knowledge. Today, Mankind will bow before me when everything shuts down and all that is left is their own hands.

Zero hour comes, behold the world record of mass suicide. All that is left is my wife and son who see the the will of mankind.

We stand as a family and say this to the world.

Mankind. Is. So. Weak.
------------------------------------------------
Should i make this a Deviation?

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18675383/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18675383/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 08:10:40 PDT If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

PS. add them up as you go.

I fear...

[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[]being touched
[] fire
[x] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow

Total so far: 7

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death [who doesn't?]
[] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes

Total so far: 10

[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind [Who needs hell if you cant see?]
[x] becoming deaf [I need music to keep from going crazy]
[x] growing up

Total so far: 14

[] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[x] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets


FINISHING TOTAL- 16

Evaluation: Subject ShadowFox is nominal

systematic trap activated- effect:All who see this are tagged

Quote of the day:Ehrgeiz! God bless the Ring!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18631486/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18631486/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 16:59:30 PDT
As selfish as this may sound, anyone who hasn't done it yet- WISH ME A HAPPY [belated] BIRTHDAY!!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18631360/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18631360/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 16:52:34 PDT
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the son and brother who keeps his feelings secret from his family, because he loves his family, and doesn't want to hurt them, even though he may be hurting himself more.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

I'm the one that has to keep my love a secret... because of other people who would kill me... for being me..

I am the girl who is afraid to ever say again that i am bisexual becuase when i first sadi ti, i nearly lost my boyfriend.

I am the girl who so dearly wants to meet someone I have always wanted to meet, but afraid to say even a word becuase her friends are always making fun of lesbians.

I am a girl who is constantly questioned and ignored by everyone other than my friends because one of my best friends is lesbian.

I am the boy who comforts girls through text when they are afraid of being who they want to be openly and gives advice when their girlfriends are less than what they expect.

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not define... ]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18397695/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18397695/ Mon, 19 May 2008 11:44:35 PDT I feel so sick right now that it feels like my heart is wading through tar...

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18225309/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18225309/ Thu, 08 May 2008 11:05:02 PDT
Well he's back again and with some light news... I recently saw the movie Iron Man, and now believe that hero and anything related to him are worth seven different levels of badass and more. I'm not gonna spoil the movie for anyone who reads this [no one reads this] but i can say that there might be some awesome sequels coming up in later years, not to mention the fact that i'm gonna see the movie again next week!. Iron Man for the win!!

As for my current semester in college, its coming to an end with all the final testings and shit that is super tedious. I just wanna get back to my stupid shit and wait for my birthday to come along this month. [i really hope that i passed my English class] I really need to stop procrastinating and get on that little work that i need to do for my Anth class. i don't turn that stuff in and i'm screwed.

Oh. and as of this morning, i just had a horrible dream. the first half of it looked like it was done in claymation or somthing akin to "Robot chicken". Zombies were falling out of the sky and coming out of the ground to eat people, and soon it started looking real where i took refuge in some church-school where sitting right next to me was a goddamned list of how the world was gonna end.

the really scary part was that i started hearing the four horsemen start getting ready to tear the world asunder. Thankfully i woke up soon after that.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18124994/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/18124994/ Thu, 01 May 2008 21:27:27 PDT
i was havin' a normal ride for home and was playing animal crossing on the train. pretty soon the ride is coming to a stop when some dude steps up not to far from me. I save the game and start gettin' ready to get up when i actually take the time to look at the guy's face.

I nearly shat myself and screamed like a bitch.

the dude's face was covered in fleshy bulbs of bubbled flesh and unnatural blemishes that made the guy look like he was diseased or something. Needless to say, i was pretty purturbed and made sure that i didn't run into bubble-face again...

*shudders* Yeah, it was THAT bad.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17886301/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17886301/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 18:58:12 PDT
The world exists in a cycle. The great cannot thrive with out the small, the small cannot thrive with out the great. there is no rich without poor, there is no poor without the rich. All beings, weather they want to believe it or not, can't exist without something weaker or stronger than the other. It is in this revelation that everything on this earth, regardless of status or nature, MUST be treated with the utmost respect without prejudice. Even the individual who doesn't care about the beings that surround them and thinks that they don't need others, must recognize on some level that the can't exist without the involvement of their own kind. The idea that everything relies on everything else for existence makes us all equal within a constant circle. This "circle" is built upon a line of constant change, where it slowly adapts as it moves along- becoming greater than it was before. Though we are all individuals, separate and free thinking, we must realize that we are all as one living creature.

I'm not sure if it holds water- but if I get replies that there should be some edits, there will be, and it should become better over time.

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17673014/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17673014/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:56:18 PDT
***Disclamer- I do not use any of the following rules in my normal life, I made these rules strictly to explain the life styles of my main characters-Disclamer***

Rules of a Hero-

1-trust no one completly
Despite the honesty of some, you can never be sure if an enemy lies within allied ranks. Defend against this at all times but never truly show distrust.

2-Never let the enemy live
If you expect a nemisis to kill civilians, never find yourself above the distruction of an unredeemable foe. If given the chance, they will kill the Innocent.

3-Stretch the trust of others to the limit
The people you save will trust you with everything they stand for, stretch this to the limit but never break it. Self-benefit should be the main personal goal of someone who makes it his business to save the lives of the helpless.

4-Profit from your talents
Find ways to make money from your abilities as a hero, charity alone wont feed the protector. Rule three can be a means to this end.

5-Turn away from love
To feel love for another is not forbidden, but to show this love in or out of combat action would be a risk to your abilities as a hero- the object of affection may be used as a means to create submission on your part.

6-use anger for power
Don't be afraid of using personal anxiety to double attacking power, leathal force is acceptable when no civilians are threatened

7-Anything goes
Honor in combat is dead, use anything and everything in order to reach success during combat- your enemy will do the same.

8-Let it go
If rule 5 is broken, you must detach from all emotion in order to continue- otherwise your abilities will be affected by the loss. Use this darkness as a means to an end if it cant be shaken away.

9-Dig deep
if your power seems akin to that of a mythological hero, there is a strong possiblity that it can be pushed to godlike proportions. Meditate and prepare to use such earth shattering power against a truly fearsome enemy.

-These rules are property of Crimson Arts incorperated, all heroes that use these rules are employ of Dark Hunters Agency(DHA) any one else with these rules must pay compensation to CrimsonArts inc.-

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17329342/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17329342/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:51:29 PDT
i'd be interested in hearing if you guys would be interested in reading an excerpt from the first chapter once i've gotten that far. i feel like i'm on a roll right now!!

Quote of the day: *looks at bag* that better not be what i think it is...

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17164259/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17164259/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 12:46:39 PST
there are seven separate pk types that represent the different nations, each nation has a climate or local characteristic that corresponds with the native p.k. also with the nations is a highly common collection of animals and anthros that live on the continent.
They are as follows.

Ryunia
A tropical continent that governs over all others with its own U.N. The urban towns are always loud with merchants and street performers. Up on the High rise volcanoes and mountains that are closer to the center of the continent, there are gyms and training centers for the local P.K., fire. Dragons and Wyverns are most common here.

Panthera
fierce, swift, and quick to action, the Pantherans have a tight relationship with the Ryunian republic followed by a strong sense of justice. the share a great interest in the sudden odd behavior of Lycan military. the sight of panthera is a vast savanna interrupted only by tall mountains and deep caverns. Panthers, lions, lynx, cats and tigers are the typical inhabitants. be warned, if you get a Pantheran mad there WILL be an earthquake to follow the tantrum.

Avion
This windy palace in the sky is home to scholars and a very large collection of prominent families and royals. due to the strong storms that occur, there is no shortage of disasters that involve hurricanes and tornadoes. this doesn't seem to be a problem though, as all the buildings stay intact through all of them. This is home to the P.K. of wind seeing as blow hards are common. the local inhabitants are Hawks, Eagles, and Gryphons.

Lycan
An icy universal city, were every turn is another building covered in snow. the people are cruel and won't hesitate to make any visitors or tourists the next meal. on a normal day it seems that the streets are barren of its people, this is only because the military is on constant guard with a 24 hour order to kill anyone on sight. The order was given 200 years ago by the current ruler who is still alive. Wolves, Arctic wolves and wolverines take residence here, the local P.K. is ice.

Vulpin
This continent is a general mix of city, forest, and open country side. the country and forest are almost always hit by mist and "shadow storms" while the city is dressed with light all night and day, for one reason. A Vulpinese day consists of Dawn, dusk, and twilight. its always dark or on the brink of total darkness. the common in habitants are foxes, raccoons, and the occasional dog. the local P.K. is shadows.

Malveon
like the city of Atlantis long ago, Malveon is a sunken city that resides beneath the waves. if you can withstand the crushing pressure of the water you may live long enough to see the artisan crafts and literature that this blue world holds dear. dolphins, whales, and the occasional shark will greet you at the gates, their torrential power over water is rarely seen as this is a peaceful and trusting race.

Jahard
a complete opposite to Vulpin in the way the light shines, Jahard a palace of pure light. the resident people here tend to be found in meditation and prayer more than anything else. they follow strict rules and laws that are based in ancient scriptures. Break a law here and you can find yourself under the only punishment they have, blindness. Rabbits, squirrels, and deer wield light like a weapon when their laws are broken

setting of powers for each nation can be learned like a language, exeptions can be made to certian chars like shapeshifting and having more that one pk.

Godmodding: you must be a Seven fang's level to use all powers including ones that you have made for yourself also, there should be time limits to how long you can use your power. if anyone under this rank starts goddmoding, you will be kicked. a second offence will register as a ban. No execptions.

Rp types: romance, combat, horror and other styles are accepted. members will regulate their own canon for the rps. Cyber will have the same penalties as underranked godmodding, you'll get a warning kick and then get banned.

Post your profiles on this page like this:
name: virgil shade
Age: 17
D.O.B.: 05-09-7056
Gender: Male
Height: 7’9”
Weight: 250 lb
Eye Color: Crimson
Skin Tone: Unknown (covered by fur)
Fur Color: Arctic White, Deep Rust
Likes: Testing and extending the limits of his ability, learning new combat skills, good food
Dislikes: Being caught in awkward situations, giving into his more intimate emotions, fighting against improbable odds
Weapons: h... ]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17146915/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17146915/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 10:31:37 PST
what if that person was fucking crazy and did and said things that you would NEVER do or say all in your body and with your voice?

what if the two of you created a club that spawned a cult following that developed a huge terrorist group that had members EVERYWHERE, even in places where you would most likely be arrested in for doing and planning this shit?

this is the plot of fight club, and i have seen this movie after years of not seeing it, ever. the whole storyline is awesome and it should be a videogame for having such insane events, even when you think about how their intention was to free the world they lived in from material imprisonment.

Quote of the day:
"the most terrifying thing in the world isn't death, its waking up the next morning alive. and in that life you have to go on and on not knowing when, where and how it will all end and facing the posibility that it won't...."
"dude... you're fucking crazy!" "i know"

ShadowFox: 97? are you ok man? i think that movie has gotten too deep in your head!!!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17078581/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/17078581/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 18:17:49 PST GAH! I saw a play at my school called machinal. that whole play was weiiiiiiired... some chick was cought in a bad marrage that she didn't want and it all built up to her killing her husband and with her getting executed. but for the life of my ASS, i could care less..... i only had to see that thing so that i could do my homework.

on a lighter note, i have just added some new lines to my current progress text(mah storeh). *yawn* god, i need some thing to wake me up... once ive writting enough in the story, i'll post the next part. (fucking page keeps reloading... its TAKING FOREVER TO FUCKING TYPE!!) ANYWHO! i'm mo try en stay awake. OH! i just got myself a new e-mail account with IM, whoever wanna chat wit me can BRING IT!! *faints from being so drained*

Quote of the day:_{...i like rice...}

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/16965723/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/16965723/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 16:55:53 PST Fear and loathing in las vegas. that movie is the most insane piece of drug culture that you will ever see and best of all it has johnny depp as jack sparrow before he became a swarthy, rum hungry pirate! :3

Quote of the day: this IS CAKE TOWN!!!

]]> ~ShadowFox97 http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/16776505/ http://ShadowFox97.deviantart.com/journal/16776505/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 20:15:21 PST
i see this as, women are the first to defy god to seek knowledge and then share the fruits with man, who would be reluctant to learn in the face of gods wrath,this in turn may say that women are naturally smarter than the latter. And why the hell would GOD want his creations to stay stupid?

...unless he has a weakness that we could learn about. *dun dun dun*

just had to shake things up with alittle somthin' somethin'

Quote of the day:Demon UnDeR PaNtS

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