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                <title>Woot</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Aug 2009 09:57:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well Holly dead sparkly vampires batman i do believe i've hit past 2000 page views. And I didn't even notice till now. Yeah, shows you how much i look at the fool thing. Anyway, i'll probably have to do a picture for it, will i do it, probably not for a while thank you. mainly because i'm a mess and i cannae think of anything to draw that'd be relavant. I can't even draw a few of my own characters i just made up. Sad but oh so true. So, I blame work and the lack of motivation and the beauty of school coming up. Maybe my inspiration will hit and then i'll draw something, or even finish the one i started on around Haloween of last year! Le gasp! Tch, anyway. Enjoy the rest of the summer people, I'm not sad to say i'm glad it's going away.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>and the race is on</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jul 2009 14:47:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sooooooooo, this summer has been eventful, and both productive and horribly not so. the horribly not so is due, thank you, to work and having to wake up at some times horrible hours. even when i'm not working i don't really get to sleep in, fun ne? anyway. for those who care and i know we all do, it's almost time for school again people! weeeeee. well it is for me. in 20 days, doesn't seem that short of a time but it is, I get to go back to school. ye who be in public school 12th grade and below probably don't get to go to school till later, good for you. enjoy it while it lasts. <br />Just wanted to do a random journal, and so i figured this is it with a hint of provoking people into remembering the up and coming festivities. <br />Have fun ^__^ I know i might.<br />PS, one of those horrible hours which wasn't as bad as i would have thought was 4 in the morining today. fun stuff. and i'm still fairly awake!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>O_O</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2009 23:54:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy freaking cats! I actually got my deviation count from 54? to 82! woot XD proud of self. and it only took like what...almost 8 hours strait? yes it is almost 3 in the morning and i've been working on it since after dinner. which was actually early today so it's probably been around 9 or so hours. don't know. So the Hiatus apparently is over. Don't know for how long, i still have to go through quite a few written deviations and a few drawings of a story i still don't know much about. but yeah. i've made progress. yay for summer break and not having to work today! today as in monday thanks. Anyway. The spurt has ended. I'll be back XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hiatus</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Mar 2009 05:06:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, for those who care and for those who actually reads my comments on your pages, if you're watching me too, i'm sorry for not getting to this. I actually have 403 deviations to actually look at now. I know I know, I'm a bone head, but i really haven't been able to stay on Deviant art for a while. I've been on a kind of personal hiatus with it and I've wanted to actually read fan fiction instead XD So, i'm going to try to work on this now. It will take me a while and I will be starting from where i left off so many months ago. So yeah, sorry for ignoring you guys. I'll try to stop that now. Oh, and the reason i went on a longer extended hiatus was because Maximum Ride is coming out with a new book and it got me into a chain reaction with reading fan fiction for it because i couldn't find my book when i wanted to read it. so yeah...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>over 1500</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 21:20:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hot damn! I finally broke over 1500 page views... kind of sad, but that's cool XD I'll have to work on a picture for this... ... may be fore 2000. ^___^; but anyway. yeah.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random information</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 10:25:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so here goes. thank you katy-sama and Spartanbait for getting me to do this >___> i was just bored. anyway here goes<br /><br />The rules:<br />1.Post the rules here<br />2.Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves<br />3.Tags must write a journal about these 8 facts<br />4.At the end post list 8 people you tag<br />5.Finally, go to their page telling them they're tagged<br /><br />1. I feel like I'm laid back and all, but I do have issues (who doesn't right?)<br />2. I really don't feel like I need to be here anymore, but who else would help you guys in funky ways, like just to let you know, when I'm forcing you to think of something you don't wanna do, or you're tempted by something, i'm trying to get you to overcome it.<br />3. I have two dogs now and they both can drive me up the wall sometimes.<br />4. I haven't finished a freaking book in like forever, I've started I don't know how many but just haven't gotten to them.<br />5. I can be really lazy, but that's because I don't feel the motivation to do something. <br />6. I tend to type or IM in paragraphs.<br />7. I will listen to you if you want to talk, in the real world I may or may not talk a lot but i do listen. I also can give advice if you want it.<br />8. I don't take shit for very long, if I'm cold to you, chances are I can't stand you right now and it's because I'm protecting you and me from getting hurt mentally or physically.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:44:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ahem, my bad. I was supposed to do this thinggy for number 8 not put up my answers XD so here it is ^______^<br /><br />If you comment...<br /><br />1- I'll answer with something random about you.<br /><br />2- I'll dare you to try something<br /><br />3- I'll say a color I associate with you.<br /><br />4- I'll tell you something I like about you.<br /><br />5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.<br /><br />6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br /><br />7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.<br /><br />8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal<br /><br /><br />i just wanna do this for kicks and giggles ^-^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>questiony stuff from Spartanbait</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jan 2009 16:56:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) twins forevah! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />2) umm.... i dare you to... actually hug me next time we see each other >:]<br />3) either black or gray<br />4) we have lots and lots of stuff in common<br />5) as for a first memory... i just remember you commenting on one thing or another... hard to remember what. but i had a good feeling about you from day one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />6) wolf, duuuh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />7) do you even have an eye on a guy? or do you just not care?<br /><br />To answer questions, I don't like hugging so that's why he's daring me to do so, and no guy in particular, not looking right now...I've got school and work to worry about. not that I reaaaaaaaally mind. sort of. just not interested now muwaha<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OH MY GOOD O___O</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 2008 19:04:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I'm verra sorry that I haven't been on T___T. But it's not my bleedin' fault. I had to get my computer re-imaged before school ended because of a freaking major virus. Because of that I lost all information for my grandma's internet that she'd been letting me leech off of. Because of that loss, I was not able to get onto the internet all freaking break except for the day that I got my bloody car hit...don't ask it's alright now so it's good. anyway. because of that I now have 150 deviations to look at, way to go kids, and 50 messages to answer -___- scary much. But doona worry, I'm getting the net soon for my own house and I'm going back to school in about a week and a half, so I'll be able to try and possibly catch up soon... maybe. don't quote me on it. You saw how that worked out since my last freaking journal. so anyway. happy new year people...I'll say happy new year again when I find out when Chinese new year is...I'll do that now hold on...So I'll try to say happy year of the ox on January 26..Try...with my memory, I'm likely to forget. anyway. see ya later and I'll try to get back to you guys later...I've got a lot to do now that I'm temporarily on my grandma's computer muwahahah! keep up the wonderful deviations everybody ^___________^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Woo!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2008 08:18:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I can now officially brand myself a lazy arse! XD I say this, because I have not officially looked at your deviations for quite some time now and have now accumulated 50 deviations to look at over the winter break. I must apologize for that though...tis not nice of me to do so, but when your brain doesn't wanna work and all, you don't wanna do anything. So, yeah. I will work on these eventually. I'll try working on them this following week because we have exams and I have a couple days between a few of them. Rock on for college exam scheduals woot! Hate this semester though =___= I think it's kicked quite a few of our butts. <br />Tis all for now. I felt I should put something up since it's been about a month now XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ahem</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:54:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soooooooooo, with the Soul Eater awareness that I have been now exposed to I have had the wish to do a fan art for it. But I cannot do that yet >____> I've got two pictures I need to finish first and then before that I have to do homework =___=<br />Oh and I just wanted to say I love you guys XD I didn't realize how many people were out there who actually, might, be reading the stuff I spew.<br />ALso I have 36 now 37 journal entries....that's kind of scary.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>technically 46 things a girl wants but wont ask fo</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Nov 2008 18:20:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ahem, I have to edit this reaaaaaaally quick, I said earlier: "<br />I'm not sure you have to do all of this guys ^_________^ At least every once in a while would do. I won't say any more...just sounds weird."<br />Let me rephrase that. You don't have to do all of these things period...some of it could be considered creepy and if you did it too often 1) we might think something's up, we're weird like that, and 2) we might think it cumbersome to deal with ze love all of the time XD that and repeating something does not always mean it's true...just that it's annoying if it's insincere...yeah heh ^________^ <br /><br />> >1. Touch her waist.<br />> ><br />> >2. Actually talk to her.<br />> ><br />> >3. Share secrets with her.<br />> ><br />> >4. Give her your jacket.<br />> ><br />> >5. Kiss her slowly.<br />> ><br />> >6. Hug her.<br />> ><br />> >7. Hold her.<br />> ><br />> >8. Laugh with her.<br />> ><br />> >9. Invite her somewhere.<br />> ><br />> >10. Hangout with her and your friends together.<br />> ><br />> ><br />> >*KEEP READING*<br />> ><br />> ><br />> >11. Smile with her.<br />> ><br />> >12. Take pictures with her.<br />> ><br />> >13. Pull her onto your lap.<br />> ><br />> >14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.<br />> ><br />> >15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and<br />> >hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.<br />> ><br />> ><br />> >*Are you thinking of someone?*<br />> ><br />> ><br />> >16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.<br />> ><br />> >17. Kiss her unexpectedly.<br />> ><br />> >18. Hug her from behind around the waist.<br />> ><br />> >19. Tell her she's beautiful.<br />> ><br />> >20. Tell her the way you feel about her.<br />> ><br />> ><br />> ><br />> >**One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.***<br />> ><br />> >$<br />> >21.Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected,<br />> ><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />lus it<br />> >never hurts to act like a gentleman.<br />> >$<br />> >22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.<br />> >$<br />> >23.If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies<br />> >something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just<br />> >hug her<br />> >$<br />> >24. Make her feel loved.<br />> >$<br />> >25.kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*<br />> ><br />> >***WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US**<br />> ><br />> >26. don't lie to HER.<br />> >$<br />> >27. DON'T cheat on her.<br />> >$<br />> >28.take her ANYWHERE she wants<br />> >$<br />> >29.txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at<br />> >work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.<br />> >$<br />> >30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need<br />> >you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.<br />> ><br />> ><br />> >*ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? U BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT*<br />> ><br />> ><br />> >31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.<br />> >&<br />> >32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.<br />> >&<br />> >33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss<br />> >her).<br />> >&<br />> >34.While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will<br />> >automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin<br />> >up and kiss her LIGHTLY.<br />> >&<br />> >35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If<br />> >shes upset, comfort her.<br />> ><br />> >**REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT**<br />> ><br />> >36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.<br />> >*<br />> >37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.<br />> >*<br />> >38.Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can<br />> >listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while<br />> >you<br />> >whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.<br />> >*<br />> >39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.<br />> >*<br />> >40.When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*<br />> ><br />> >***MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED***<br />> >~<br />> >41.Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*<br />> >~<br />> >42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.<br />> >~<br />> >43. Take her for LONG walks at night.<br />> >~<br />> >44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.<br />> >~<br />> >45.sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to<br />> >her face and kiss her while sitting on her.<br />> > 46. take her out dancing just so you can hold her close ___________________________________________________________________<br /><br />> ><br />> >Guys Repost: '... ]]></description>
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                <title>Wow</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2008 20:57:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow...I had reached over 1000 pageviews and I never even knew it XD I am baaaaad X3 Silly me...I'll probably do a pic if I get to 1500. and thanks to all who veiwed my page over and over XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dear...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2008 19:30:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear <a href="http://spartanbait.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spartanbait.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspartanbait:" title="spartanbait"/></a><br />I don't really know how to tell you this, but dislike you. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok in your camping car and I saw you sit on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations.<br /><br />Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,<br />ShadowedAmunet<br /><br /><br /><br />HOW TO<br />Do the letter Meme:<br />Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):<br /><br />I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .<br /><br />___12___,<br />-Your name-<br /><br />1. What's the color of your shirt?<br />Blue - Our romance is over<br />Red - Our affair is over<br />White - I'll join the monastery<br />Black - I dislike you<br />Green - Our horoscope doesn't match<br />Grey - You're a pervert<br />Yellow - I'm selling myself<br />Pink - Your nostrils are insulting<br />Brown - The mafia wants you<br />No shirt - You're a loser<br />Other - I'm in love with your sister<br /><br /><br />2. Which is your birth month?<br />January - That night<br />February - Last year<br />March - When your dwarf bit me<br />April - When I tripped on sesame seeds<br />May - First of May<br />June - When you put cuffs on me<br />July - When I threw up<br />August - When I saw the shrunken head<br />September - When we skinny dipped<br />October - When I quoted Santa<br />November - When your dog ran amok<br />December - When I changed tennis shoes<br /><br /><br />3. Which food do you prefer?<br />Tacos - In your apartment<br />Pizza - In your camping car<br />Pasta - Outside of Chicago<br />Hamburgers - Under the bus<br />Salad - As you ate enchilada<br />Chicken - In your closet<br />Kabob - With Paris Hilton<br />Fish - In women's clothing<br />Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation<br />Lasagna - At the mental hospital<br />Hot dog - Under a state of trance<br />None of the above - With George Bush and his wife<br /><br /><br />4. What's the color of your socks?<br />Yellow - Hit on<br />Red - Insult<br />Black - Ignore<br />Blue - Knock out<br />Purple - Pour syrup on<br />White - Carve your initials into<br />Grey - Pull the clothes off<br />Brown - Put leeches on<br />Orange - Castrate<br />Pink - Pull the toupee off<br />Barefoot - Sit on<br />Other - Drive out<br /><br /><br />5. What's the color of your underwear?<br />Black - My best friend<br />White - My father<br />Grey - Bill Clinton<br />Brown - My fart balloon<br />Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©<br />Red - Donald Duck<br />Blue - My avocado plant<br />Yellow - My penpal in Ghana<br />Orange - My Kid Rock-collection<br />Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper<br />None - My John F. Kennedy-statue<br />Other - The crazy monk<br /><br /><br />6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?<br />Scrubs - Man<br />O.C. - Emotional<br />One Tree Hill - Open<br />Heroes - Frostbitten<br />Lost - High<br />House - Scarred<br />Simpsons - Cowardly<br />The news - Mongolic<br />Idol - Masochistic<br />Family Guy - Senile<br />Top Model - Middle-class<br />None of the above - Ashamed<br /><br /><br />7. Your mood right now?<br />Happy - How awful I've felt<br />Sad - How boring you are<br />Bored - That Santa doesn't exist<br />Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage<br />Depressed - That we're cousins<br />Excited - That there is no solution to this.<br />Nervous - The middle-east<br />Worried - That your Honda sucks<br />Apathetic - That I did a sex-change<br />Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster<br />Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men<br />Overjoyous - That I'm open<br />Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks<br /><br /><br />8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?<br />White - Your ring<br />Yellow - Your love letters<br />Red - Your Darth Vader-poster<br />Black - Your tame stone<br />Blue - The couch cushions<br />Green - The pictures from LA<br />Orange - Your false teeth<br />Brown - Your contact book<br />Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs<br />Purple - Your old lottery coupons<br />Pink - The cut toenails<br />Other - Your memories from the military service<br /><br /><br />9. The first letter of your first name?<br />A/B - Your photo<br />C/D - The oil stocks<br />E/F - Your neighbour Martin<br />G/H - My virginity<br />I/J - The results of your blood-sample<br />K/L - Your left ear<br />M/N - Your suicide note<br />O/P - My common sense<br />Q/R - Your mom<br />S/... ]]></description>
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                <title>Vacation</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 08:05:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One thing I need is a vacation. Not exactly a physical one, I just had a summer break for heaven's sakes, but a mental one would be lovely. I wonder if craziness runs in my family? Probably does. I don't know though. Everyone else seems relatively sane to me, though my mo is kind of silly sometimes and my dad's just special too... Who knows. <br />But anyway. That's not the only thing I wanted to talk about today. Nope. It's been two days, so forgive me, but <br />NCIS IS BACK ON HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I no longer hate the new Director as much anymore. That and a new TV show that's very intriguing is on right after that. It's called the Mentalist. Very cool. Feel sorry for Mr. Jane though. However, who the hell has a last name like Jane? I kept thinking that was his name since they tend to call him by his last name. Was kind of funny X3. But anyway. <br />I have a question to all of those who actually read this fool thing. Do you ever just want to turn into an animal of some sort and just run? Run till you can't anymore just to get away from the sad reality that you have to live in day after day? If you do, than thank God I'm not the only one. Yeah, I feel, quite more frequently, but not as much lately weird, that I'd love to turn into a wolf and just run and run. Or at least be able to trapeze onto the roof of my dorm and just sit there away from everyone and just scream or something. I don't know. <br />I just need a vacation, or at least study abroad from all of these freaking losers. I need to get the hell away from some people before I really go insane and I already feel out of balance. Not fun, let me tell you. <br />But anyway. I'm going to leave now<br />I really need to get at least some work done by 2 or so. <br />Auf Wiedersehen!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bunny Hugs</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Sep 2008 07:15:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Because I'm bored and I'm sure it's only the friends who read these things all of the way anyway...at least I think so O__o<br /><br />Bunny Hug!!<br /><br />Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)<br /><br />RULES:<br />1- You can hug the person who hugged you!<br />2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!<br />3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!<br />4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)<br />5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!<br /><br />Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.<br />If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!<br /><br />1-3: you're a bad friend<br />4-6: you're an ok friend<br />7-9: you're a good friend<br />10-& Up: you're a great friend<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>Iz gots tagged T___T</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2008 13:55:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes I got tagged by the notorious <a href="http://spartanbait.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spartanbait.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspartanbait:" title="spartanbait"/></a><br />Curses <br /><br />RULES:<br /><br />1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.<br />2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.<br />3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.<br />4] Tag three people. (Or more)<br /><br />--------------------<br /><br />All answers are set up like this:<br />Song - Artist<br />[ comment ]<br /><br />_________<br /><br />IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?<br />But It's Better if You Do - Panic at the Disco<br />[I have nooooooo clue...I'd probably just say that's fine haha]<br /><br />HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?<br />Missing - Evanescence<br />[Hot damn, a song that goes with what I feel half of the time yays]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?<br />I need you tonight -Backstreet boys <br />[Oh brother this is just bad >_>]<br /><br />HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?<br />Fingerprints - Katy Perry<br />[I actually haven't heard this song till now. Odd no?]<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?<br />Shallow Bay - Breaking Benjamin<br />[don't know how well this works. Can't really tell]<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?<br />Discovery Channel-Eiffle 65<br />[Holy Shit no!]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?<br />If I were you- Hoobastank<br />[I can actually see that as a possibility >XD though again I'm not really sure that's true]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?<br />Heaven Help My heart- from the musical Chess<br />[Oh brother]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?<br />Self Inflicted-Katy Perry<br />[That's kind of weird...but the song I guess I've heard once..don't remember though]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?<br />Held - Natalie Grant<br />[I don't know how this could be it...but okay then]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?<br />Alien Youth- Skillet<br />[Ooooookaaaaaaaaaaaaaay]<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?<br />Take me under - Three days grace<br />[Good god, this is just it. The story of my life, so kills me nows pleaaaaaaase hehh just messin with you...but seriously TwT]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?<br />I'm not alright - Sanctus Real<br />[Does that mean I'm going to die soon O__O]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?<br /> Bliss (I Don't wanna know)- Hinder<br />[Yeeeeeeah, okay then...creepy much?]<br /><br />WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?<br /> Si volvieras a mi: Josh Groban <br />[weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I can totally see this]<br /><br />WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?<br />All I Have To Give- Backstreet Boys<br />[Okay...uh, I don't see this happening though, maybe for the wedding though...]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?<br />Break Stuff-  Limp Bizkit <br />[oh my fuckin' gosh...this is just baaaaaaaaad X3]<br /><br />I'll tag <a href="http://hidoi18.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhidoi18:" title="hidoi18"/></a> <a href="http://angryshoes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconangryshoes:" title="angryshoes"/></a> and <a href="http://perfectlyawkward.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/perfectlyawkward.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconperfectlyawkward:" title="perfectlyawkward"/></a><br />Because I know they won't be on too much to do it muwahahahahah!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Confessions and Info...I guess</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2008 20:12:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My twin <a href="http://spartanbait.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spartanbait.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspartanbait:" title="spartanbait"/></a> did this in his journal and I figured what the heck, I'll do it too XD<br /><br /><br />10 Things You Wish You Could Say to 10 Different People Right Now:<br />1. Get the fuck over it! And grow Up T_T or wake up and get a real life dang it!<br /><br />2. You'll be alright ^________^<br /><br />3. We must rules the worlds XD<br /><br />4. Uh, you know that book? Can I read it now?<br /><br />5. I miss you!<br /><br />6. I believe in you!<br /><br />7. I miss you too T____T really bad<br /><br />8. You're such a trip, but you already knew that X3<br /><br />9. I can't wait for your next chappy, youse is killing me! But I know your busy so all is well in the world XD<br /><br />10. Would you mind letting up on the reading assignments please T___T My brain needs a holiday already!<br /><br /><br /><br />9 Things People May Not Know About You:<br />1. I'm not as calm as I appear to be you know!<br /><br />2. I have fuzzy socks...at least one pair<br /><br />3. I write, but you hardly get to see it since I'm drawing instead and need to get my ass working on said projects.<br /><br />4. I'd like to learn, or at least know, all of the languages I can get my hands on that I'm interested in.<br /><br />5. I actually am a hopeless romantic to some extent, I like my happy endings dang it!<br /><br />6. I actually feel detached from the world and don't really mind for the most part.<br /><br />7. I didn't get really into anime and drawing and stuff till the 6th grade. I pretty much sucked before then...still kind of suck now XD <br /><br />8. I have major mixed feelings about the world, I'm a walking contradiction for some things. IN other words I don't really want to be here, but then again I do.<br /><br />9. I enjoy reading and writing poetry.<br /><br /><br /><br />8 Ways to Win Your Heartâ:â<br />1. Be Honest damn it!<br /><br />2. Don't try to copy me, I like originality<br /><br />3. Be friends with me first, then I'll know if you're a good person or not...I've learned my lesson..I think.<br /><br />4. Don't be overly repetative, I'll get the point. I'm not stupid. just quiet.<br /><br />5. Talk to me, I will listen<br /><br />6. Live a little<br /><br />7. Don't hide anything from me, see 1...and don't be gross<br /><br />8. I'm weird, accept that and we're golden<br /><br /><br /><br />7 Awesome Movies:<br />1. Hellboy 2 (I did see it XD)<br /><br />2. Vampire Hunter D<br /><br />3. Constantine<br /><br />4. Much ado about nothing (1993 version)<br /><br />5. Van Helsing (I like this one too)<br /><br />6. Elizabeth<br /><br />7. The Nightmare before Christmas <br /><br /><br /><br />6 Things You Do Before You Fall Asleep:<br />1. Read/ finish homework<br /><br />2. Brush teeth<br /><br />3. PJs<br /><br />4. Listen to music<br /><br />5. Maybe watch a movie<br /><br />6. Say goodnight to everyone<br /><br /><br /><br />5 People Who Mean Alot:<br /><br />1. Parents<br /><br />2. Risa<br /><br />3. Drew (twins help)<br /><br />4. Sylvia Browne (don't really know her though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> )<br /><br />5. And all of the friends who have been there for me throughout it all, even those I don't even really know XD<br /><br /><br /><br />4 Things You Don't Like:<br />1. People who copy others needlessly<br /><br />2. Discrimination...it kills <br /><br />3. Not remembering stuff I should<br /><br />4. Not having energy or the enthusiasm to do some things, like reading for my own sake...Ah reading, i miss thee<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />3 Things You Like:<br />1. People who actually think before they speak, at least on things that are really important, craziness is very much acceptable.<br /><br />2. Being/talking with my friends they make my day ^^<br /><br />3. Good food<br /><br /><br /><br />2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die:<br />1. Go to some places in Eurasia<br /><br />2. Finish off my dang books!<br /><br /><br /><br />1 Confession:<br />1. I don't really know what I want out of life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stalkers, collectors, creepy men Oh my!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 15:53:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay in all reality I don't think this is a real laughing/joking matter. Guys like this kind of creep me out. A friend of mine <a href="http://katy-sama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/katy-sama.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkaty-sama:" title="katy-sama"/></a> had this in her journal and I figured I'd link it. There's a lot to it but if you're willing to be warned about a possible serial killer or pedophile/overall obsessive stalker here you go. I figured that it'd be good to know about so here's the link. Join the forces against crazy, and I mean the bad kind, people out there! Or at least keep a lookout for people like this in order to keep yourself safe. <br /><br /><a href="http://katy-sama.deviantart.com/journal/19660379/">[link]</a><br /><br />Thanks ^___________^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>News</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jul 2008 08:28:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I figured that I've had no journals in a while and thought I'd put up a new one. And ya don't have to complain I haven't done anything in 20 days be happy. >XP muwahaha. anyway<br />So I'm now doing a lot of things at once so please be patient with me. I'm almost done with KH2, it'll still take me a while I'm predicting but I'll get there. Sephiroth is still proving to be a complete bastard for me even at the relatively high level that I'm on. I'm drawing the Greek Gods mini series. I'm working on it as fast as I can while still taking breaks. I also have to say that I'm not really used to drawing a whole lot of guys so it'll also take a bit longer so that I can get that right. Then I'm reading a couple of books at the same time again, but now I'm actually just going to work on one of them and then just go with the flow from there. And on top of that.... wait for it...I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL! Yeah, in two weeks or so I'm going to be moving back to college so I'll finally be able to be on the computer more often, though that might be debatable for a while. I'll probably try and stay of the computer and pursue more easy going pursuits like reading and actually working on homework and my books. But who knows how that's going to work out. But yeah. Anyway. Just thought I'd let you know. <br />Have fun for the rest of the summer! <br />Oh and I really like all of the things everyone's working on. They're really good! X3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>Formal Apology</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 06:53:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm Sorry I'm SOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY!!! <br />I feel I must truly and honestly apologize with all that I am. If I offended you with any of my journal entries, Most specifically with the Naruto one, I'm sorry to the max! <br />If I didn't make myself clear, I'll just say this now, If it sounded like I was being condescending or judgmental or mean, or whatever, I just wanted to say that I just don't understand why it's popular. To each their own, I just never understood what was good about them. I blame the fact that it was uber popular and I couldn't stand getting into it. There also seems to be some major angst in it, I'm sorry if I offended anyone with this. I will now delete the offensive journal cause, I hate to give someone grief. <br />So, to PerfectlyAwkward, I hope you can honestly forgive me because I will say this here and now I am sorry for hurting you. You are a great artist and author. And I'm not bull shittin' you. I don't like to be outside of myself and I'm sincerely sorry.<br /><br />Damn it...why isn't the mood thinggy's working for me ;__; It's actually gettin' messed up.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>Okay then</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 08:48:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright then....Just to let you know, I don't think I'm going to be on the computer too much right now. The reason...Well, I'm actually spending more and more time with Kingdom Hearts 2 then I ever did with the first one. Yes it's sad. It's both good and annoying at the same time so I kind of just wanna get it over with and all, but then again it's intriguing cause I wanna know what's going to happen. I know I could simply look at all of the cut scenes on the net or whatever, but I like to go through the whole thing as it was intended to go. <br />But anyway. Just wanted to let you know that. And I'm full aware that it's going to take it's toll on me cause every time I stay off of the net, my lists of deviations that I need to look at increases like no tomorrow...okay so it's not that bad but still. I need to catch up and I know I'm not going to do that anytime soon.<br />Also I won't be on too much this next week cause of family fun and stuff. It actually does sound like it's going to be fun so that wasn't me being sarcastic.<br />Also, I know this dude isn't on this or anything, but coodles to Ryan cause he got me into the Wizard's first rule. No i haven't finished it, I haven't been reading it much lately, but it's really good. I highly recomend it to you folks who would love a good adventure story as well as finding a new perspective on the world. It's pretty wicked is all I can say. It's kind of long, but it's worth it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 12:56:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ T__________T I'm so bleh! I'm sorry guys. You guys have have done soooooooooooooooooo much stuff and I don't know when I'm going to get to it at all *sniff* My internet has been an arse so I haven't been able to do anything on deviantart or any of the other stuff I usually do. I'm sorry. Truth be told I haven't even been doing anything of importance anyway. <br />I have to tell you one thing though guys. I still love ya'll and all but I don't know when I'll be able to talk to you. But on a higher note, I've finished a manga, almost finished an entire book -still have a bit to go- and I'm almost done with Kingdom hearts as well. But anyway. I'm trying to fix my internet problem but if I don't get it at all, I won't be able to talk to you guys but sporadically till around August. T-T I'm sooooooooooorry!<br />But yeah. I hope you guys are doing well and not too bored this summer X3<br />If I can get on again sometime I'll talk to ya'll as soon as I can<br />Take care. Okay, if this doesn't sound like a goodbye letter I don't know what does haha!<br />Oh! and guys the Wizard's first rule is that people are stupid. Read the book if you want to. IT's a really good book on perspectives and all ^_________________^<br /><br />Oh and I'm tired, but that's not my mood, I'm more regretful heh^__^;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Recomendation</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2008 20:08:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, to those who I can reach I'm going to send out this call to arms...Okay so it's not a call to arms. It's more like a calling to say go check this guy out<a href="http://spartanbait.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spartanbait.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspartanbait:" title="spartanbait"/></a> Yes Drew I'm callin' you out XP <br />Anyway, he's been writing this kind of mini series on his own super special awesom (heh, had to use that today in something) OC. The first is called Divine, then Divinity, and his most recent installment of the series is Evangelist. They are incredibly unique and I've enjoyed them immensely. <br />Okay, that's all i wanted to say. The boy made me do it when he did this installment. OF course this was a totally random idea i had just now, and I'm guessing the sleep deprivation has something to do with it but I don't care. I'm doing it anyway. muwahahah!<br />So there, happy birthday, merry christmas, whatever...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sooooooooooo...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jun 2008 15:39:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I finished a picture and it took me a hell of a while to draw. And the final result wasn't that great, at least not when I transfered it anyway. But yeah. Not that I care, I've got the pretty one aaaaaaaaaaaaaaall to myself muwahahahah! Okay. So considering the fact that it took me that long for the picture to be done, it probably won't be for a long time till I actually put something up unless I do so with something I've done a while ago. I plan on doing a picture of Mark Harmon for my aunt. She's kind of off her bit a bit so I figured I'd draw her something to make her feel better, or at least cheer her up a bit. So the next installment's going to take a while and I probably won't be on deviant any more than my usual bit in the morning or in the wee hours of the marnin' when I can't get my ass to bed...So there you go. <br /><br />Good luck on whatever ya'll are working on, if you even read this stuff anymore. I write too much, too much in my head. I don't care, but you might ^__^ So I'll be nice and stop now XD I'll also keep an eye on everyone! I enjoy what you guys put up X)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Realization</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:34:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay I just realized something...I've gone a whole day without writing anything XD Time to break that haha! <br />Okay, but that's not what I was originally going to say. I was going to say that I have no life whatsoever. It kind of hit me earlier today that that was the case. I probably should get off of my computer and go do something productive but it's kind of hard to think of something to do. Which is ridiculous 'cause I've got like a whole pile of books I can be reading and three I can be working on not to mention other stuff. Like getting pass the 4th mission in devil may cry as well as other levels of Dirge of Cerberus. But I guess I'm also too damn lazy...I don't know. But then again, if i can't even figure out what I want for lunch how the hell am i to figure out what i want to do?<br /><br />*sigh* But anyway. I just wanted to let that out. No rants today...though I'm sure i could use it....I have no clue.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Brightside</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2008 20:58:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so I've been pretty much told to look on the bright side of things. Or the positive side of things. Kind of hard to do with me being more pessimistic than optimistic, but I'll try. <br />ahem, so insanity is cool when it's used in the ways of not being totally harmful to others in cold blood. For insanity is all a matter of perspective. Who can really say who's insane or not? It's kind of like the prospect of normal. Normal is a personal definition, it can't be shared.<br /><br />Another bright thing....I like cookies. <br />Art, to some extent, really does sooth the soul, others can just be depressing...<br /><br />Dragons aren't really bad things, they're just misunderstood...much like a lot of those people in the world. <br /><br />I can see how people think and can look in their perspective. Believe me, I've thought about so many things in both good and bad people's perspectives and I can see, to some extent, why the hell some of those thoughts went through their heads. <br /><br />Humans can be easily deceived, but that can be either for their own good or for their ultimate destruction.<br /><br />Okay so I'm not really looking on the bright side of things...more like looking at them in different perspectives.<br /><br />I will say that without evil there can be no good, but that doesn't mean we let the evil overrule our lives to such an extent that truth is washed away with the tide.<br /><br />Tide, another interesting thing...it can clean your clothes or shrink them...right? or maybe not...who knows. Or is that bleach that shrinks things?<br /><br />Yes I went on a different tangent...I more or less did that one on purpose.<br /><br />A good thing is that the evil will not win, nor will the light. Everything must balance so when this world falls apart then both sides will continue on with their purposes. Everyone and everything has a purpose, it just up to us to figure out that purpose and utilize it to the best of our abilities, God, the creator, whoever you look up to  can ask for no more than that. <br />That and NCIS is freaking Awesome! Anime really does help one out...though it can become addicting, don't worry it'll pass onto the next anime you watch XD, Animals are truly the people you can rely on, though you've gotta treat them with respect. They know when they're being treated like crap and will act on it. Death is not a bad thing, it is the one thing we can all count on to be consistent. and the chinese dumplings at my favorite chinese restaurant are da bomb!<br /><br />Hope that was happy enough...if not I'm sure i can think of something X)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Philosophies</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:03:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The world is my nightmare, my hell because of this. I ask you, why does one look for hell beyond life when it's right here? I'll tell you, because in reality we have to find the wrong in everyone else and draw our minds away from our own wrongs. Because of this, we try to condemn others, to imagine them in a place that they themselves have created. <br /><br />I came to this conclusion today. It kind of stems off of my quote I used for my comments. It started with the poem i wrote for Darkness? <br />We've all got a little darkness in our souls, but of course some people have it more than others. I have to ask myself, is that why so much crap has started? Religion for one. I'm not ragging on it, it can be really useful in bringing back one's life when it was on the brink of complete and utter destruction, but it has gone too far in my opinion. Each has their own sanctuaries. But I don't think that we should immerse ourselves in stuff like that whole heartedly. Sure faith can bring a family together, but full out obsession can break it up too. Just a little observation I've made. It can be wonderful, giving you a sense of right and wrong...but I ask you, what if that right and wrong are manipulated and twisted in order to break the world a part? It's when something like that happens that I truly pity those who follow something so blindly. I admit I had been like that. I had needlessly hated and was disgusted by those who could have been the nicest freaking people in the world but because some fucking book said that it was a sin they were condemned. <br />Because of some evil soul figured it would cause havoc it was written or words were warped and the world is now broken. People are turned against one another because of fear. That one daming emotion that in some cases keep you alive, or make you do the stupidest arsed things I can possibly imagine, or even you if your imagination's better than mine.<br /><br />I'm not getting into it anymore. I'd just go on and on. I might even write a book about it...but that all depends on how long I live and what not. It's hard to say anything now-a-days without something being spoken out of context. Because of that it's damn hard for anything to be done properly on this plane... But in the end everything will turn out as it was intended. With that I say farewell for now. Don't wanna bore you too much longer if you actually read this entire thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br /><br />Oh and as thing that just popped into my head. I think that the reason that the subject in my poem is feared is because of the truth that is really there. People fear the truth so much that they would rather hide from it most of the time. Kind of like that question "does this dress make my butt look fat" 1) If I ever ask that question I'll seriously have to shoot myself. The other, and I've heard this somewhere, is that women ask that question because they want to be lied to. If their husband or boyfriend, brother, father whoever they end up asking says yes, then yeah. you get the idea. Truth hurts, but I'd rather have the truth than to be lied at.  Just a little thing that popped into my head as I read the poem.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2008 10:13:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAHAHA! Incessant journaling once again! take that Drew XD<br />But I thought I'd let you know something since it just popped up in my head...I know I live in the US, but I don't wanna be that much. I love where I am now for the most part, but I'm not so sure about the rest of it. I'd love to move to the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland though! Yesh, my History professor would be proud of me for using that in a sentance X3. Okay not only there but I'd love to move back to Germany too...or at least visit there. I was born there! but we had to move when i was 1 to 2 years old or so... but yeah a little bit on me. I'm going to try and learn german too cause of Hellsing, go Rip!, Indiana Jones, my own heritage and what not XD so yeah.... Yes! That and my mom and friends know german and I'd love to talk with them in it...I really wish our ancestors had taught their kids the language they had originally spoken so that we could have it for now. But what can we younger generations do no? But yeah. <br />Another thing, you know how you always say if you had one wish yada yada yada? Well my one wish would be to know every language dead and alive... At least the ones I really wanna at least. Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut yeah...<br />All I can say to you all is live out your dreams. You may have other opportunities to try them whenever, but don't let anyone say you can't cause it's impossible. Nothing's impossible, just improbable. Impossible just means it'd damn well difficult to achieve it, but if you wanna do it, you can always do it. Just make sure it's for yourself and not because someone says you have to. Do what you feel is right, most of the time your instincts are the best things you can trust.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hellsing pic</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 May 2008 17:51:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I finally finished it and I'm sad to see so many imperfections in it...damn white out. I love it and yet I hate it at the same time...see I had a hell of a time with Walter's head. The head was too big at first so white out. then I had to work with it but the damn pencil wouldn't erase, white out. I got it done, but then it ruined the color job just a tiiiiiiiiiiiiiny bit. Then there was Alucard's damn pants...couldn't get the boot at the right level once, white out. But luckily those are the only ones that you can tell I used white out on...But yeah... I think it turned out okay though. I like the coloring job on it. The shadows and creases turned out. I love my smudging or mixing? pencil.. Blending! pencil thing. that's what it's called. sheesh...but yeah. Oh and the grey in Seras and Alucard's outfits are supposed to be silver, just a little fyi to those who care...Don't you just love how i used all the colors of the rainbow? Bleh...anyway. I'll stop my rant now. I just thought I'd give a little back ground on this pic....Like i said earlier, the outfits are kind of random. I wanted something classy for Walter and what else but a dress suit of the late 1800s early 1900s? And Integra I tried to do a kimono but something that would also show her masculinity...as well as femininity. For Pip I couldn't think of anything till it popped into my head Musketeer! So I tried for an outfit you can find in the Three Musketeers or in The Musketeer....*rolls eyes* but yeah. For Seras and Alucard I wanted something kind of renaissancey so I kind of had to put together my own idea of that and the outfits found in the 1500s of England and all. The colors for those two were harder than heck to figure out cause I didn't wanna do the typical gothic look but I didn't want them to be happy happy joy joy either so I had to make it dark. So I decided to do something with Alucard's original outfit layering and add some silver and then with Seras I put two of my favorite colors on it just cause I can...<br />And yes, I have Alucard and Seras together, I like that pairing and I don't care if Alucard and Integra are more compatible because even if they are, I just don't ever see their relationship going any further than the master/servant one...I don't think Integra would ever become a vampire, she doesn't seem to want to be one and quite frankly I think she'd rather hold onto her power as a human rather than I think belittling herself and get turned into a vampire. Thus the role of Seras is ideal. I don't like her so much when she's in her "I don't wanna drink my blood cause it's bad" phase but She's great in her true vampire greatness...If you haven't guessed yet...I like vampires more than humans...well most of them anyway. Walter however should have stayed human...*sob* anyway... but yeah. I'm going to write a book about my ideas on vampires, it's the one I spontaneously decided to start on after an episode of Vampire Knight.... I need to slow down... But anyway, there you go... That's probably more than you wanted to know, but I figured I'd at least write this explanation for my own benefit...But yeah...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2008 06:06:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I realized something...I don't like my mom very much right now...It could be that i'm just over tired, irritated, and just plain bitchy but I wish some people would just give it a rest! It's like get over it, the world doesn't revolve around you and you need to get that 6 inch nail and boot out of your ass...*sigh* Sorry, I'm ranting...but isn't this what that's for? Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...it's for art stuff...so anyway yeah. I'm currently doing nothing right now, my brain is so fried that I'm surprised that I'm even alive right now to feel it, so everything that I'm working on, books, pictures, reading, editing...all of it is now officially on hold. <br />I also realized that I talk to damn much on the net. For that I am sorry to those who actually read my journals. I read every single one of yours that you post up...well the ones that I'm watching anyway, and I've found that out of all of us I'm the one who just won't shut up...I blame my over active mind and the mess that is my sanity....so sorry about that. Again, if I go on too much, tell me to stop, shut up or slow down...I don't wanna kill all of you with incessant rants<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Profile</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 20:02:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so Kandigirl7291 got a lot of us into this and because the other person who's almost as paranoid as i am did it, I'll do it also<br /><br />----------Â Ã Â A L L A B O U T | M E Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />Name : Regan<br />Single or taken :Single thank god!<br />Gender : Well if you really have to ask I'm a girl<br />Birthday: 6th of November<br />Sign: Scorpio baby X3weeeeee.<br />Hair color : Brown<br />Eye color : Blue<br />height : 5'7<br />Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: if you must know I'm strait, but i don't discriminate XP<br /><br />-----------Â Ã Â F A S H I O N | S T U F F Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: No where, I get what fits and feels comfortable anywhere i find it<br />Favorite designer?: my friends they come up with some cool shit man!<br />What is your sexiest outfit?:....um....<br />What is your most comfortable outfit?: Just about everything i own, I'm a dragon, wes likes comfy XD<br />What do you usually wear?: um...did you want me to say my food? I am old enough to not spill stuff on myself...than and clothes of course I don't go around in my underwear sheesh. <br /><br />--------------Â Ã Â S P E C I F I C S Â Ã Â -------------------<br /><br />What kind of shampoo do you use?: Stuff that works!<br />What are you listening to right now: Nothing, but I'd love to be listening to random stuff that i don't even own on youtube! X)<br />Who is the last person that called you?: me, no one really calls me<br />How many buddies are online right now?: uh where on line? every time i look they're there and they're not, they're like magic O_O<br /><br />-------------Â Ã Â F A V O R I T E S Â Ã Â-----------------<br /><br />Foods: americanized Chinese, chocolate of course XD, and just stuff i like at the moment<br />Girls names: I don't have one really but I like Amunet, god that's just too hard! most of them aren't normal to say the least<br />Boys names: Again not many, but I like gabriel, and lets see patrick's pretty cool, Adrien too, but yeah... others are not so well known.<br />Subjects in school: History, of certain times and places, and english, when i'm not writing a stupid paper that i don't even like or am interested in<br /><br />----------------Â Ã Â H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Â Ã Â-------------<br /><br />Given anyone a bath?: My dogs<br />Smoked?: No, but i have family who does and that's almost just as bad...i hate cigarettes *sigh* <br />Bungee jumped?: No...I couldn't probably cause i don't wanna feel the crush at the end of the jump after you're hurled back up, i can get that on a rollercoaster thanks with out that little bleh<br />Made yourself throw up?: I don't think so O_O;;<br />Skinny dipped?: no and don't plan on it, you can do that in the bath why would you wanna get caught eeep!<br />Ever been in love?: ....Is that a trick question?<br />Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: maybe when i was little but i've tried to block most of that out, not significant now<br />Pictured your crush naked?: I'm not that perverted sheesh...and i don't really have crushes...not usually worth it in the end.<br />Actually seen your crush naked?: Uh wait for it....NO!<br />Cried when someone died?: I know i bawled like no tomorrow when my dog died...I still miss her, but humans..no, most aren't worth crying over...though when the first Star Wars did i cried when Qui-gon jin did...sad no? but that was a while ago when i actually cared and had a heart<br />Lied: Uh...would you believe me if i said no? >X3<br />Fallen for your best friend?: Uh, no... they're all girls, never had a guy friend till this year, and the first one kind of pissed me off so now I'm not talking to him much >_><_<<br />Rejected someone?: Yes, and I was SO glad that I did, freaking pain in the arse...<br />Used someone? : good grief, if you're talking about love wise no, but everyone uses someone for something, how would you lift heavy objects otherwise?<br />Done something you regret? : pft another stupid question<br /><br />------------Â Ã Â C U R R E N T Â Ã Â---------------<br /><br />Clothes: old white tee with tweety on it, a you stink arm band, gotta  love happy bunny yo, and camo cargo pants<br />Music : dangerous mind<br />Smell: Fresh baked bread yummy X3<br />Desktop picture: sugientou from Rozen maiden...I'm in a kind of dark mood so it helps reflect that...<br />Cd in player : Crossfade's 2nd CD...Falling away right? hmm....<br />DVD in player : The Ninth Gate...again *pouts*<br /><br />----------------Â Ã Â L A S T | P E R S O N Â Ã Â----------------------<br /><br />You touched: My dog?<br />Hugged : I'm not a huggy person but i think it was my friend marie yesterday after the memorial day thinggy<br />You IMed: Jill everyone else is gone or has aim trouble...you know who you arez<br />You yelled at : I don't yell, I seethe no wait, i yelled at my newst dog to get inside the house >_<<br />You kiss... ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>New</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 May 2008 21:45:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I feel a new journal entry is in order. I'm tired and I really should be asleep, but screw sleep, what's it really done for me anyway? Nothing much. But yeah. I have a new outlook at life. You gotta love those computer guys, they're great. Don't know them well, but there are some people my mom knows, her group of people work with a computer group and one of those guys had this party on saturday. It was cool cause the guy was just awesome. He and those who he works with, along with quite a few people out there have more or less improved my outlook on the human race. That's a good thing because most of the people out there just make me sick. It gives me hope that this world isn't as fucked up as I think it is. I'm really pessimistic just to let you know...I need to be a bit less apathetic but what can I say? I'm a mess myself. I enjoy it don't get me wrong, but I've just got issues. Let's just leave it at that...<br /><br />On a lighter note, I'm very sorry. I know I've been saying I'm working on that pic, well just to let you know I haven't forgotten about it. Needless to say I've had to do research on outfits for each of the characters I've drawn and that's taken time, that and I started yet another book out of the blue, and I'm currently reading a fan fic, a book on lady vamps, and a few other books that I'm currently placing on hold. Not to mention I do sort of have a life...yeah sort of. But anyway. I'll try to get more done this week and not laze around, but it's hard, just to let you know. <br /><br />Okay, so I'm going to stop now. It's late, and I really need sleep. I've been on a boat for most of the day and the wind can make you sleepy. I love the wind though hehe...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShadowedAmunet</author>
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                <title>License</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2008 07:09:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I now officially can drive my car. Okay so it's not really my car. But it is more mine than anyone's now muwahahahah! But that means I really need to get that job. I hate being repetitive, but I feel like being so today. I'm also sorry to anyone who has not checked up on their accounts for a while and has me as their friend or watches me or whatever because i've got like mulitple journal entries. You don't have to read them if you don't want to, I just like lettin' people know I'm bored as hell and am horribly lazy. I havn't picked up anything in the last couple of days, though there is an excuse for that haha! but no. I just wanted to torment people some more, say hi and be on my way to turn in a couple of applications. <br />I have a connection a pretty good connection now so you'll also have a diviation from me XD so there haha! anyway. I'm going to stop my rants now. Oh and if any of you wants to rant at me, you can do so anytime. An eye for an eye right? which makes me wanna change my quote >X3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 May 2008 16:58:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I've decided that since I can't seem to be getting on the computer/internet as much as I would like I decided that I'm going to talk to my friends on this. muwahaha. <br />I just want to say to everyone who cares that I'm not ignoring you or whatever, I just hate my internet. That and I'm afraid that I don't know how long I'll be able to spend countless hours on the computer daily since I'm supposed to be getting a job. I don't know where I'll be getting a job, or if I'll get one. I'm just pending now. <br />I'm hoping everyone's okay. I haven't been able to inquire after a lot of you. Aldrick, hi! i hope you're doing well. <br />AngryShoes, sup! have fun being able to talk to everyone haha!<br />To those still in school, I'm sorry and just think, it's almost over X3<br />PerfectlyAwkward again I'm sooooooooooooooooooo sorry for doing that. You know what it is but I can't say sorry enough. I feel like a total baka. I know you'd say no sweat or whatever, but I still feel bad about it ^__^;;<br />Saikouten I'm glad you like art, I really couldn't stand it in class. I like drawing and all, but doing it cause I'm told to unless I'm commissioned or given a good idea, I just hate it.<br />Um...I just felt like doing something like this. So yeah haha!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nothing</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 May 2008 11:33:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm updating my jooooooooooooooournal, I'm updating my jouuuuuuuuuuuuurnal haha X) But yeah. I really hate it when the Internet can be unreliable...It makes talking to people so damn hard. Wellll. I don't know who here has gotten their wisdom teeth pulled out but I just did. Wow. I was out like a light. I hate it when people try to make you seem like a little baby at the end of a surgery. I'm a quick healer...sort of. I don't like people trying to help me into a freaking wheelchair when I can get into it myself thank you very much XP. But putting that aside...Needless to say I did a "bad" thing. I ate wonton soup today when I should be eating things like liquids and everything. Did Gibbs eat mush when he was in the hospital? No! He got his bleedin' steak thank you very much. And I know better than to eat food with the back of my mouth when it's not fully healed yet! It was just difficult cause my LIP IS STILL NUMB! I'm not kidding. I had my operation starting at 8 this morning and it's still numb at 2:26! PM! It's getting better though so I'm not too worried. <br />But aside from that. I'm working on the Hellsing picture I promised. I'm kind of stuck though cause I don't know what I wanna put the guys in, ie Alucard, Walter, and Pip. I'm trying to put them in different kinds of outfits so as to get them out of their freaking non changing clothes! It drives me kind of nuts that in the anime and manga that's all they wear. But there's not much I can do about it so I'll stop ranting. <br />On a lighter note I've found that lemon-lime sugar free jello isn't that bad. Speaking of which I think I might go get another one...or maybe chocolate pudding...mmmmmmmmm puuuuuddddddddddddding Xd But yeah....I'll leave you with that...let you in on more of the insanity of me. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>TAGGED!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2008 12:46:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so i've been tagged by an idiot, hehe Just kidding. I've just been tagged. However, I'll break one rule and not tag anyone else. I don't like being a pain in the butt, since i can't spell nuisance there I got it right that time, and make someone else have to go through it. IF they want to for the hell of then whatever.<br />So here goes<br />1. I'm trying to read too many books at one time: Dracula, Carmilla, Anno Dracula, Icemark, The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, and I think that's it<br />2. I'm trying to play Dirge of Cerberus, Devil May Cry 1, and Soul Calibur 2 and 3 at the same time<br />3. I just finished my first year of college yay! <br />4. I have 2 dogs, and one's a pain in the arse but he's new so we'll forgive him for a while<br />5. I might be slightly bi-polar...which could actually be me thinking too damn much about things that are both happy and sad. <br />6. I play the piano and not really well, but a hell of a lot better than the flute I tried to learn when I was in middle school. and I'm more or less teaching myself so that accounts for it. <br />7. I read, I write my own stuff depressing poetry mostly and two books that aren't doing to well, and draw fairly well when I want to.<br />8. I blow things out of proportion...I think...I have no clue really.<br /><br />SO ha! there are the 8 things you can come find me and kill me if you reaalllly want to...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Number 10</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 18:49:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAHAHAHA, I know who ever's watching me must hate the living daylights out of me. I've now written my 10th Journal since April 12. Isn't that just sad? ^____________^ But I love it. Hey, if anyone has an idea for a picture for me, I don't think I'd mind doing it. I've tried doing my Elf picture, turned into a two elf picture and it's not that great. Then I've got a hellsing thing I wanna do, but it might or might not happen. I just got an itch that makes me wanna draw something from Final Fantasy 7 and I just have too many interesting ideas that I know i could never put onto paper because the transfer session from my brain to the paper just sucks! I had a great idea for an elf, turned into something else entirely. Truth be told one of the elves looks like one of my original characters. Though not really. How is it that every time i make a guy they end up looking like eachother but when i draw a girl they almost never do?! It ticks me off to no end ya know but whatever. I'm not going to beat myself up over it too much. Okay. I have another request of anyone who reads this and can't stand it. Please tell me if I'm being annoying. In real life I keep primarily to myself so when i get talking on the net or something I might not be the nicest person nor will I shut up. I don't usually mean to be mean and I don't wanna lose what little amount of friends that I have. Okay so I know i've got like 4-6 people in real life, but I'm still rather reclusive around them if that's the word. I've come to the point that it's almost worthless talking to them half of the time because I either say something that is just out there or whatever. I end up talking to myself or my Spirit Guide, who ever listens and answers me. So yeah. I'll stop for now because I really should get going. I have no clue how long I'll stay up so if anyone who I talk to gets this I'll talk to you later. <br />Forever in thought<br />Shadow.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Divi babies!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 May 2008 16:14:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I finally finished my Maximum Ride pictures that I spontaneously felt like drawing. They turned out okay, though by no means do they look totally like that in my head. I just can't really draw what I want to when it comes to real characters because hey, they're not animated. I plan on doing a group shot of the Hellsing Organization, though I really don't know how that'll turn out. Then I feel like doing a few other things from stuff I've read and have gotten Divine inspiration...hehe okay that was waaaaay too cool. I made a pun/joke and it worked XD. So yeah. That's all I really had to say for now...though I'm very glad I got one of the things in my head out. Too jumbled up anyway ^_________^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I talk to much</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 May 2008 15:17:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy crap I talk to much. At least on this thing. I don't even know how many comments I've made to some people and I loooooooooooooooove it! I don't talk to terribly much in the real world so this is my one place to vent. Kind of like those monks on that one commercial who took a vow of silence but texted and e-mailed and IMed their fellow monks all of the time. It's great! Okay, so I'm a little hyper in my head, friends who talk to me make me happy. Especially when they talk to me and don't make me feel like crap. Or copy me. I hate people who mimic me. I'm sure it should be flattering, but I really truly hate it. I don't mind people like me though. That's different entirely. I just know. Okay so I'm going to stop now because I reaaaaaaally need to do something and It's not going to finish itself. I'm trying to work on the characters of maximum ride, I will be working on Hellsing, don't worry, but I'm stuck on Iggy so if anyone who reads this shit and can help me what do you imagine Iggy's hair style to look like? I've got everyone else pretty down, but not Ig. That and does anyone recall Iggy or the Gasman's wing color? I know for a fact that I've read it somewhere, but I don't have my books with me and the Internet doesn't have adequate information in my opinion on this topic. So please Help!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 20:16:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yay! I've got three friends...watchers...whatever. I wish I could actually put some of my pictures on this thing and earn their friendship...sniff sniff...but I'm cool with that XD I love having new friends and it's just great!<br /><br />I don't have too many friends and you know what's reaaaaaaaaaally realllllllllllly sad? The friends on the net are the ones who I've come to become closer too....well, not all of them. But I think I talk more openly with them than the ones I have in real life. It's kind of depressing...but there's not much one can do about it. Makes me sad...but I'll get over it. Call me a fuckin' bi-polar wolf. I'll agree with you whole heartedly. I swear, I must be though because I can go from like depressed as hell to one who's happy or just jumppy. The happy though comes from evil glee half of the time at what I can do to some people muwahahahahaha. Wow. You know what's scary, I think this more journal entries than I have anywhere else. A grand total of 6...well now 7 while everywhere else it's like 2. I don't even write in my hard copy journals either. No, I just write out my feelings through poetry and sort of my life and fantasies in the books that I write. I will not tell you about my stories in case I can actually get them out on the market. I hope to if I live long enough. I'm not trying to be morbid or whatever but I just don't feel my life lasting to much longer. If I get past a certain time though, I'll know that one of my exit points, the one where I chose to go Home early has passed and then I'll probably end up living to as ripe old age and having 3 kids. No kidding. That's what I see in my future. I just have a strong feeling about and most of the time they end up being right. But we'll have to see no? ^__________^ But anyway. I'm going to go now...Just because I can and i reaaaaaaaaaaaaally should be working on a project. I've gotten the most important stuff done, but I still need to finish the freaking thing. Oh and I might, just might put some of my artwork on the computer. Just because.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious information</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 19:29:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, just because I feel like messin' with anyone who looks at my profile twice, I'm sooo going to change my devious information. I don't know if you guys care or not but I am...if I can that is X) So yeah. I had a donut...if I spelled that wrong I am SORry. Okay, so maybe not but There's just too many damn ways of spelling the bleedin' pastry. Anyway. So I'm a bit hyper now and I have nothing really to do. Okay so I lie, I have one project that's due in TWO weeks and I don't have to work on it officially, by my standards, till tomorrow so there  XP Anyway, hyper is as hyper does and i have nothing to do. Anyone watch ncis? I do and damn is it great! I can't believe what's going to happen to Ziva though. HOW COULD THEY DO THAT TO HER DAMN THEM! But in my rational mind I know they can't off her so I'm good. She's too well liked and They can't kill off the same kind of character every two seasons or whatever. I didn't know Kate? so I can't really say. But STILL! There's just too much that can happen with Tony and Ziva and I am NOT going to give up on them yet. I just simply REFUSE! Okay, so I'm going to calm down now and go ahead and deal with what i mentioned before. Ye be warned says the ninja to the pirate. HEhe and no i did not get that wrong. I'm the ninja my roomate's the pirate. so there XP I was right. Yes I am in college just to let you who are nosy know. X)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 19:49:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so i just put the title as ... I have no idea why, maybe i just don't feel like thinking about a title for this. But anyway. I've had some major sparks of inspiration over the past couple of days and it came at the worst of times! Well, not so much now since I'm almost done with school and most of the major projects that i had to do are now complete. Yes I said complete. Not that you care but at least I'm happy. There's nothing better than the sweet satisfaction of being free. <br /><br />Okay, random question. Don't you just hate it when you want to do so many different things and you can't because you don't have the resources? I hate that so much right now. Hell, if i had a good knack with languages I would so learn different ones. I want to learn real English, German (this sparked a long time ago but because of Hellsing I've wanted to learn it even more), Russian, Italian would be cool, Arabic, and many many more. I couldn't possibly name all of the ones I want to learn. Too many and some of them are probably dead or not known too much about. You know when you think about if you had one wish you'd do something cool or whatever with your life? Well I'll let you in on a secret, I'd wish to know every single language ever used both in linguistics and written form. of course without my brain going into overdrive of course. I don't know how much more my brain can take but if i could do that without any major damage to my head I'd love it. <br /><br />So there's my two cents for today.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Journal Time!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:48:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so once again I'm procrastinating...Okay so not really but still, i realllly could be working on a couple of papers, but I'm going to do them LATER! HA! Anyway. I just figured that you, the people who actually look at my page and read my journal, do not need to read about me being sick since I'm over it...well sort of. I've still got a picky stomach but I'm cool with that.<br />Soooooooooo, I realized that there is so much crap out there, that you can't tell what's real and what's not. I just spent god knows how long looking up stuff that should have been easy to find. But it wasn't. And there was so many forms of bull ... that I really couldn't stand it anymore. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!! So it could be worse, big deal. <br />Have you ever felt older than you really are. I mean really old. Like you know more than your parents but because you're younger than they are and in a younger body, they don't believe you. <br />Anyway, I'll leave you for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 14:16:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I have to wonder what the hell is wrong with the chicken out there? Okay so maybe not all of it but a great deal of it i guess. Or maybe it was just the combination of seasoning and the type of chicken? I don't know. Oh and if you're wondering, if you even read these things, I've been sick for the past day and a half from food poisoning...that's what we think it is anyway. A few of us at the same chicken quesadillas and we all got sick. not fun let me say. I felt better after a while but I just got really sleepy and dizzy whenever i got up. So that's what I've been doing just about all of today and yesterday, sleeping. Sad no? but i guess i needed it because I'm still sleepy! but I'm more awake then i have been all week. It's nice not having to be yawning during class or during the day when you really don't need to be. <br />Okay, well....I don't know if you needed to know all of that, but i figured what the h**l? Okay This brings up another question...why the heck do people put the little ** in between bad words when we all know kids can tell which ones they are? I guess it's just a polite thing to do. I don't know. But it's going to get old quick and also loose it's or worth. But yeah. I'm going to leave off now. I can't decide if i wanna play PlayStation or read or something. An indecisive mind is not a technically wonderful thing to have to deal with let me tell you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hellsing club!!!!!! hahahaha</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2008 18:07:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yay, I'm hyper and I was bored for too long so i've got a lot of pent up energy that didn't go annnnnnnnnnnny where. I would have read and whatever but I'm kind of tired of reading stuff so I had nothing to do AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Annnywaaaay. <br />I gots to get into a club XD! so haaappyyy. Kay so, I'm part of the <a href="http://hellsing--club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/e/hellsing--club.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhellsing--club:" title="hellsing--club"/></a> heheheh, muwahahahahaha. If you don't know what hellsing is....you should definitely look at it! It's so cooooooooooooooooool! Okay, calming down now. Kind of hard since my brain is going about sixty miles to ninety miles an hour XD. But then again it does that on occasion anyway, without the influence of major sugar! But yeah.<br />I am in that club. It should prove to be interesting muwhahahaha. I have to say though that <a href="http://katy-sama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/katy-sama.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkaty-sama:" title="katy-sama"/></a> was the one to get me to get in it. She's a great artist by the way! She does the cute hellsing babies. There are a lot of other great artists out there for Hellsing, just look at my favorites to see just a few. I couldn't go through all of the pictures here because my eyes started to feel strained and my head to real. did you know there's like 4,000 pages or so on Alucard alone! @_@ It's so evil! So much Alucardie goodness and I can't even get past page 200 or so. I'm kind of ashamed, but there's only so much a poor girl can take!<br />Annnnny way, just thought I'd let you know what's going on for a while, i will not tell you everything, shh it's a secret. Okay so maybe it's not so much as a secret as me just being hyper and can't stay on the same thing for too long before going completely nuts and scaring all of the nice people out there ^_________^ so there XP hahaahahhahahahahaha.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Randomness rules!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 13:15:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so i just felt like doing something ramdom, that and totally procrastinating on writing a paper for English XD haha. <br />Anyway, so I went to the Ren fair. It was my first time going and I'm so glad i did. I had so much fun. YOu know how you're a fangirl or fanboy for anime and stuff, well I found I'm one for the Renaissance Fair! Yay! <br />Okay, i know i didn't say much about my interests so I'm going to say right now that Hellsing is like totally awesome! I blame a friend of mine for getting me into so many good things, but I like them and I like being obsessed over something. And who doesn't like vampires? <br />I like wolves. I'm pretty sure that I have one as my Totem. I draw, but I'm kind of shy about showing it around so I may or may not load any up onto deviant art. I do like looking at the stuff on this though. <br />I also like tons of other anime, Elfin lied, Rozen maiden, Devil may cry. I'm trying to play that game along with Soul Calibur and Dirge of Cerberus at the moment. It's damn hard to do but it's keeping me busy and lets me get out all of the suppressed rage I have for the world, so it's all good. <br />I think that's all i want to say for now. So I'll leave it at that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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