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1st... ]]> *Shahrezad A Slight Return, A Slight Change ~EDITED~ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/26702724/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/26702724/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 05:20:16 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

HIT THE BRAKES!!!

I've added a widget to my page so you can see my most current W.I.P meaning what I am doing RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT. Right now it's got Ira with his dead sexy gaze on it |D Anyways for future notice if anyone wants to see my most current Works In Progress or what I'm doing at the moment just scroll down my page and look right below my wallaper there it is! :3 Thanks again to those who watch me and those who support me, I love you all!

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"Seasons have changed, summer has faded and now fall wisps at the window her gloriously adorned leaves gleaming with reds and orange of many hues and saturations. Having left E.S.F. I cant find myself troubled with militia any longer, raising my children I find my soul at greater peace than it has been over the years. Seila loves playing with the leaves of the old oak, Eadiyah even more so to fall into it's bushels. Could it merely be the calm before the storm or something more? I cant let this bother me, I cant let it trip my step, one must walk forward and never look back. Its how I was raised, it was merely how I was born to live this life."

~Shazy Arinpa
Expressions of Eternal Love's Gratitude, chapter 22, 1582 Medeva
Meadowbreak clearing, year of Tredova

Professionalism

~Be Wise~
Sure has been awhile last journal was written July 19th and now its August 19th. After some time and playing SMT amongst meeting clientÃ¨les I've come to realize it's troublesome taking ones gallery down. I forgot how many relied on seeing my work before placing orders/judgment on my skill level. Well the gallery is back up, my hiatus however I have no idea, my feelings on my skill level as well as concerns have not changed. I'll most likely shy away from deviating much. As far as my personal life is concerned fall term is starting soon, I'll be hitting the books again. It took some thinking and in the end I'm trying to get into one of the branches of the University of Pacific, namely Thomas J. Long's School of Pharmacy ~_~ talk about prestigious.. these people want nothing but high GPAs and even higher state testing scores. When it all comes to pass I might be taking a flight sometime soon, ~looks to Ryo~ I'm coming for you fatass... ~holds up skillet~ >:3
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Bowing Out & Exiting Stage Right

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"Ominous clouds encircle the land, the citadel in the distance aglow with emerald green lining yet maintaining it's true coloration. I stood there alone, my persona merged with I, twisted katana resting in my left hand. He with raven hair at my left, a woman no older than 13 in dreadlocks at my right. A passing fancy, a mirror of a dream, I whispered I love you to a ghost had he heard me I didn't know. I awoke this morning from such a dream, a fifty cal bullet resting on my nightstand, my palm clutching the bed sheets at my stomach. Realization was setting in. If he was one to disappear then I too can do such a disappearing act as well if not for others yet only for myself."
~Shazy Arinpa
To the Earth We Return, chapter 19, 1582 Medeva
Underground facility, year of Tredova

Note on the pillow

~Bowing Out~
Comments have become scarce on my work as have become quality and favs. All of which I can understand, my work is not improving and neither is it coming out in vast flourishes like many artists I watch. Inspiration my muse has left me dead and dry to be honest. My muse is love, cliche` isn't it? When I FEEL love and give love I can harness it and do work I AM proud of but lately I haven't been doing no such thing. I speak of unharnessed love that is not hindered by petty distance or excuses. My work barely leaves doodle stages now, I feel no need to color them, my desire is gone. No this is not a block, blocks tend to go away after periods of time but this has been resting on me since what feels like a month.. perhaps month(s). I feel like I lost my muse, my love, my inspiration. This should come as no surprise that I'll be disappearing for a little while to maybe get things in order again in my life. I've temporarily taken down my gallery, I see no reason for it to stay up with the piss poor work I've been creating lately, it's a damn shame for me. When I find my muse again and feel better my work will be posted once again don't worry. :/ No I don't aim to cause DArama with this post I just want to make my intentions clear as to WHY my gallery has disappeared along with many other things on my page. Love aside it's hard to do art when no one does it with you, one friend said they'd play SMT with me in June and iScribble but in turn is taking summer classes that have well booked their schedule, another is moving soon and I'll miss her more than words can cover b... ]]> *Shahrezad Finals are Over! A Short Journal http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/25257366/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/25257366/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 15:32:16 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

FREEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shazy's stats:
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"Love lost, country at war, and I, at war with myself must strive on. Though happiness I was once given, a special gift according to my commander who spoke it as such in tears, it was momentary in my eyes. Shards of the happiness are embodied in our two children, which I must now raise alone, oh our son how dearly much he looks like his father, however I am through wishing for the day he returns. I gather my things, raise my chin and peer at the horizon. I was recently promoted to captain in the E.S.F division however it is no quota of mine. Commander's orders to move out have been issued, my current priority, I must protect what happiness I have left so that they too may live on and strive."
~Shazy Arinpa
Reprising War, chapter 18, 1582 Medeva
E.S.F. quarters year of Tredova

Finals are now at a close!
This term was a horrible one, filled with stress, dilemma and once more heartache, all of which have now been put behind me much to my JOY!

I HONESTLY don't give a flying squirrel's ASS what I got on my finals, I'm just happy they are over, I can now take the time to do what I enjoy; draw to my heart's content. The term was by far the worst I have EVER been through, I figure I got steady C's all the way through if not one or two F's as well. And now I can get to work on the things that I've been yearning for the most them being the prizes (I feel like shit for not even touching them), a gift and a request, also a 16 style meme I had begun over the break to ease off tension. I should be around More on DA, if anyone wants to talk note me, hell maybe we can iScribble or something it's been awhile since I've had that sort of fun until recently with the lovely ~Suupashi Normally my journals are lengthy but I don't know what more to say, more artwork will be on the way and sorry for my long absence from the art scene XD;; I hope everyone is doing well

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~Life as I know it
Yeah I'm not dead on DA, far from it, though at times I wish I were dead LOL Well recently a certain SOMEONE (not naming names) felt it fit to drop me like a bad habit again for family things. Cool I support family stuff 100% but do you have to end something to tend to it? Put friendships/relationships on pause, don't destroy them. something I learned in life.

Blargh I'M RANTING ABOUT CRAP THAT SHOULDN'T MATTER!! LOLOLOL 8D Anyways! ~putting on an uber fake smile~ Things haven't been going bright and sunshiny lately, as you can tell from my prior statements. Aside from the obvious, I've been stressed to the point of breaking down in a fit of tears from college work, yeah that's right everyone I SNAPPED LIKE A TWIG ON A HOT SUMMER DAY 8D.... XD;; I discussed with the parental units that I need a break, because.. I ... broke? Mentally? XDDD Yeah that makes sense

Lately it's been really difficult for me to be honest, piles and piles of paper work from college I have to do, pile and piles of art I need to do and a social life that's.. far from social. I feel as if I've become detached from the things in my life I love dearly to make my parents happy, my teachers happy. I just no longer have the desire to do A papers, I just want to get the fuck out like a prisoner in Guantanamo. And yet, I feel that the person leaving is actually what may be influencing my actions.. DB.. I cant be hurting that bad.

Summer break is one month and then fall term kicks up again, like an automaton I've been attending nearly every term. I want it to end.. so ... I may be ending college entirely and getting a job. I've lost my passion to do a lot of things in life, if I bring money home I think I'd be momentarily distracted from depression lol. ~_~ Not to mention the food situation at home is pathetic.. I think we've gone poor.. my breakfast was mini wheats.. my lunch was a hotdog bun with ketchup and mustard inside = no meat. :/ and no dinner. I guess because my folks became health nuts all we have to eat is peanut butter, lettuce and wheat bread... not exaggerating. Bah.. life sucks.. the economy more so. But I would like to thank Suu and Ryo for brightening my days up recently, thanks for taking the time to talk to a sorry sap like me lol though a small light it is a light nonetheless and I love you both for it

~Art Side
~twirling pen in left hand half tempted to stab own eye out with it~ My muse left, yeah... what else is new right? lol Been spending more time doing homework and stressing as well as playing SMT, SMT... though an mmo it's a good distraction from some crap I got going down in my life, not addicted not by far, I barely spend enough time on to level up and log off XDDDD I did manage to find time to do a meme for stress relief.. the 16 styles meme, lots of fun, got to the Marvel part of it almost done with it too... but the other day I got so depressed that I just stared at the damn picture and cried quietly LOL NOTHING WAS COMING TO MIND!! But I will try to finish it along with many other things I owe people ~sigh~ sorry guys I feel like such a loser for not even finishing your stuff yet. Well its like 2 more weeks and then summer break will be here, I'll see what I can pump out in one month time.

A quick summary:

All in all I got "dumped" by the same person twice lol shame on me

I had a severe mental breakdown resulting in me bawling like a baby, wondering why I cant be happy /insert emo here/ etc

Food shortage in the house hold resulting to me living on bread and cereal

Considering leaving college so I can get my life pieced together again, may go back when I'm 100% again

*Shahrezad A kind gift and More! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/24051094/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/24051094/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 01:46:41 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

Shazy's stats:
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"Through thick and thin I didn't ALWAYS win. But by sticking by my friends I saw this world in a light I would have never noticed had I sat in solitude."
~Shazy

~T^T I would like to thank the Academy..
No not the Academy ~lol~ Actually I would like to thank

for getting me the lovely gift of a 1 year sub!!! Thank you SO dang much omg... I'm teary eyed.. ~sniffles~ ;~; thank you.... ~bows~ It's like.. the best b-day gift I've gotten at this time! ~sniffle, sniffle~ -is comforted by raccoon minions as she weeps~ People, she is an awesome homeslice.. D:< GO PRAISE HER OR I WILL EAT YOUR BRAINS OUT... WITH A SPORK! THE MOST CREATIVE WAY TO DIE!!! Or... be... zombified?

~MOAR NEWZ
N-now that I have gotten over being completely shocked and over joyed ~wipes tears away~ I just want to say sorry for my absence here on DA. After the graphic card went to hell life's been sporadic. Graphic card got replaced! Woot no more lag while on photoshop now. Got back into college again with more classes, got back into art again and had a mild scare a couple of days ago. I got pain in my right wrist and every joint in my right hand, I wasn't able to even hold a pen in my hand without wanting to cry. Ironically no joints were inflammatory which raises the question WTF AM I AN ALIEN?! O_o; I'm legal though I'll tell you that much XD;;;; Either way I hope to finish some work that's been sitting on the hard drive, i.e. prizes for contest winners, old giftlets, and some things for people I

~Wut Wut? B-day? Nuuuuu!! I... I old..lol
I'll turn 21 april 15th.. yeah you know what that means.. everyone keep your cabinets and fridges out of my vicinity or a drunk ass raccoon girl is going to raid 'em looking for Sparkling Cider or anything else that catches my interest. Raccoons will also be there, raiding your trash cans

XD Actually for spring break, which luckily my b-day falls with in, will be eventful this year as opposed to many years prior. Wednesday of that week we'll head to Las Vegas as a rest point and crash, then we will continue onwards to see the Grand Canyon. THAT'S RIGHT! FOR MY 21ST B-DAY I'M NOT GETTING SMASHED, CRASHED OR LAID!... ]]> *Shahrezad Bad News {EDIT!!!!!} PLEASE READ!! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/22994213/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/22994213/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 22:36:48 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

Poor Compy-Wompy ;~;

Shazy's stats:
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"I had watched him die, I had lived each day in his name until being beaten into a warrior. I watched him be reborn, weilding claws of spite against his enemies; myself even. In the end, he watched me die, his claws seeking blind vengence tearing through me. He watched me reborn, and now we live for each other."
~Shazy

EDIT: HACKER SHIT ON DA!!!!!
Guys I'm sure you've been seeing the journals EVERYWHERE about this hacker shit, if you follow a link it actually hijacks your accounts and stuff. Just know IF YOU RECEIVE ONE FROM ME IT'S NOT FROM ME!!!! It's just that crap floating around. Of course I haven't followed any links recently so the chances for me SHOULD be slim. DA is on the matter or so I've heard. BE CAREFUL EVERYONE!!!!
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~Computer Woes.. oh woe.. is meh!!
Today the scariest thing happened to me. ~TigerNekoRyo dragged me into an rp... no just playing. He always does that. :/ Even though I asked simple question to one other girl in our group who answered my question with "Shut the fuck up" and logging off immediately. :3 I thanked her kindly of course with a note ~lol~ THAT aside!!!! When I was typing a response to Ryo my monitor was raped by these lines and then.. I lost visual..I smelled smoke. THICK, STINKY, CHOKING SMOKE!!! Like plastic melting. :C needless to say my computer still was on, as was it's light and the fans but... I can't see anything. At first I thought my monitor died, checked it.. nope it's perfectly fine. I think its graphic card burnt out.

I will be without a computer for quite some time. I can not make it to rp sessions for E.W., furthermore ALL MY ART is on that comp's hard drive... no back ups... lets pray to god that my hard drive is okay.. :C I... cannot do all that all over again. ALSO I have no messenger service on my mom's laptop so if you don't see me on or talking to you, take no offense; common sense, my comp is dead for now. When it will be repaired have no idea...

I just thought I would give ya all a heads up on the situation. ;~~~~; *misses her art, porn etc already* XDDDDDDD ...
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:C My subscription is almost gone... http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/22584153/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 18:26:23 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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Tagged Again + Art Progress

Shazy's stats:
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MP- Trigger Gage-

"I've been through wars, I have taken lives, and I have scars of defiance from resisting cooperation with the E.W... but.. no scar is as deep as the one left behind by a love lost."
~Shazy

Table of contents
-Art Progress-
-Current Events-
-Name Letters Tag-

~Art Progress~
Clearly this list is long enough, I am not taking requests not even if you PAY ME! >:[ I am trying to also finish TWO peices of work that have been carried over since JUNE OF LAST YEAR! Yes I have been going through those extra slowly. Anyways the list is as follows:

~SandyJohn Gage & Shazy ------------------ 5% Rough sketch format
~Suupashi Kaede & Hart ------------------ 5% Rough sketch format
=DracheaRannak Evil Mordoriel ------------- 40% Line cleaning and colors
~Sugar-High-Otaku Kamina & Simon ------10% Rough sketch
~Suupashi Crescendo De La Fleur --------95% Finishing colors
~TigerNekoRyo Savage Seduction ---------90% Finishing colors
~MysteriousWriter Double Threat ---------10% Sketch Cleanup
~Suupashi & Myself: Collabs = The Family, the Tragedy COMING SOON!

I can only work on two images at a time, yes I am going at a snail's pace, no I do not care. :3 If you appreciate my art then you can be patient with me, if you want quality you can ALSO be patient with me. The Mona Lisa was not made in a day.. XD

~Current Events~
:/ After learning a bit more about a condition I have; things haven't been easy for me.. it's been.. a life changing experience and I've been taking it slow and trying to absorb it slowly. I can't really discuss it here.. only to those I'm really close with... this has been contributing to my slow pace with submitting art as well as my missing muse. I can only apologize and do my best, just understand that if I seem to zone off of DA or anything of the sort, it's most likely me taking the time to calm down and not be in denial XD;;
Aside from this my registratio... ]]> *Shahrezad Features & a Tag I found Amusing http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/22151394/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/22151394/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 21:10:31 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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Features + Tag

Shazy's stats:
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MP- Trigger Gage-

"Just between you and I, my leader is a prick, a jerk and an all out egotistical maniac. Yes of course I am still employed under E.S.F commander Ryo, but no one said I had to LIKE him, not even remotely so. THAT is why I planted a stun flare under his pillow, and THAT is why I am now serving vacation hours."
~Shazy

~Features~
:3 As promised to all those that participated in the Shazy's Match Contest your work is now featured and probably be will featured here until January. 8D PLEASE DO VISIT THEIR GALLERIES! YOU WON'T REGRET IT!

My DMC idol here on DA, and all out awesome friend. She's got to be one of the kindest DMC fans I've ever had the honor of talking to here on DA and her style is one most breathtaking!

I present to you Da's own queen of sensuality and mood setting. ;D She has quite the knack for setting a warm romantic atmosphere for her characters. And she has more original characters than I can even BEGIN to list! :3 She's a wonderful friend who I am most honored to have. X3 MUCH LOVE TO YOU SUUPAH-STAR! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/22058627/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 23:46:49 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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Finals + Shazy's Pair Contest Winners!!

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MP- Trigger Gage-
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"One more hit, and I would have triggered then promptly died! I hope the Sioux Inn has vacancies, I'll KO if even the evening BREEZE so much as whispers, not even blows, in my direction."
~Shazy

~FINALS OVER!!!!~
After stressful final exams in which I know I aced 2 out of the 4 classes, the other 2 I dunno until my teachers submit my grades on WebAdvisor, I think I did rather well. I got 485 points out of 500 for Sociology so that's an A, I had been maintaining high scores for Art-2 as well so I'm sure I passed that class with either and A or a B depending on how well I did on that final. The others? ~lol~ AVERAGE! ~sigh of relief~ but the cost I paid was neglecting art work that I back logged for friends.. =_=;; ~feels the heated glares from Suupashi, Tigernekoryo and Mysteriouswriter~ ehehe.. guys I'll get to them I promise!!! @3@9 I NOW HAVE ONE MONTH OFF TO MYSELF! I WILL UTILIZE IT TO IT'S FULL EXTENT!!! Well I dunno about that, some days I will be AWOL because I got into 2 animes.. and me watching anime is rare since I HATE them.. OH YES I WENT THERE! THEY ARE TOO CLICHE' HALF THE TIME FOR ME TO EVEN BARE!!! :3 But anyways.. I got into Full Metal Panic (and watched fumoffu already ) and Toradora.. OMFG LOOOOVVEEEEE!!! *Shahrezad Totally random.. ignore if you wish.. http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/21971259/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/21971259/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 17:42:56 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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Shazy's Pair Contest

The random:
so I was watching full metal panic tsr, second volume where Souske is at the barbers, and after he pulls the gun on the barber.. @_@ L FROM DEATH NOTE RODE BY ON A FREAKING BICYCLE!!!! ~lol~ what the hell? And upon further observation there was also a Misa and Raito peering into the window...Okay ignore me.. I just.. had to say that XDD
The random over nao

:3 Well after receiving everyone's final entries today (hopefully ~lol~) I'm going to go over the scoring system and whatnot and pick out winners! Remember I judge on character story/Bio, originality, use of color and style, and effort. I'm not too harsh of a judge, I'm very laid back so don't worry.
I'm not sure when I'll be able to post winners though, Monday I have an Art-2 final, and the days after that I have dedicated to my Sociology final, Philosophy final and Math finals.. I'm sure you can understand why this is going to take me awhile right? I mean... finals.. and... ugh.. ~dies~ Furthermore all of your entries fucking gave me joygasms WHERE DID YOU ALL LEARN TO DRAW SUCH SEXY ASS MEN?! DB< I DEMAND TO KNOW! :3 So I may learn and become just as good one day.

Here are our lovely entries! :3 Please go and give these WONDERFUL artists some good reviews!!! And check out their galleries while you're at it! You won't regret it!

Entries

http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/21885421/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/21885421/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 17:04:36 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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ANOTHER FAKE ARTIST IN OUR GRACES MY FRIENDS!

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If you report her to the Help Desk reference this comment posted by a good friend [link] IT IS AN IDEAL REPORT YOU SHOULD USE AS AN EXAMPLE! <.< Or copy paste like I did ~lol~

Hey look.. a club against tracing and etc [link] I left a comment with them, perhaps they can help....
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BTW IF THIS B**** BLOCKED YOU FROM HER PAGE FOR SPREADING THE GOOD WORD ABOUT HER FRAUD THEN THIS APPLIES TO YOU ^^ she just BLOCKED me.. and she just gave me more fuel to report her MORE AND MORE. ~LOL~

OTZ this is the sort of crap I hate reporting on my journal, it's usually an eye sore but we have another fake here on DA I felt like warning you guys about..... not only does this individual TRACE like a hell mary but by GOD she gets reported like hell. And guess what? No action is being taken.. There was a club here on DA that specializes in fakes and crap but I can't find the club NOW when I NEED it. If you know the club let me know AND REPORT HER FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!! I am so SICK and TIRED of seeing another wolf in sheep's clothing here on this ALREADY fucked up website. Pardon the french but this has pissed me off out right! I don't feel like going through all her fucked up nuances so please go here for the full scoop on this retard [link]
PLEASE. IF YOU'RE AN ARTIST OR JUST SOMEONE THAT APPRECIATES ART ENOUGH TO TAKE ACTION DO SO! Report her. And when you do be able to post a URL in the above box that asks for the original. It shouldn't be hard finding the originals of her works since she TRACES them and they tend to be nothing but screen-shots of popular anime like Naruto, Bleach, Sailor Moon etc. ALSO IN YOUR COMMENTS QUOTE THE DA FAQS!!! EVEN THE STUPID ADMINS CAN'T INTERPRET THEIR OWN SHIT!! USE IT! IT EXISTS FOR A REASON! And obviously.. it's to get rid of fakes.. unless the only reason the admins have done nothing yet is because they themselves are a bunch of fakes as well.. heaven forbid.. right?
With enough reports DA has to take SOME sort of action not to mention from SUBSCRIBERS like me.. we FEED them money they ought to LISTEN if we threaten to either A) Leave the site or B) No longer fund them entirely. I for one am not giving up. If there was ever time I needed to call on friends I'd say now would be the time.

~Extra Things of Minimal Concern
Still in college, still working hard. Finals are on the 19th.. I'm happy about that, very much so. I'll be able to work on art that I owe and talk more to everyone I miss. Contest results will most likely be up and posted on the 14th. If you haven't finished your entry by the 13th don't bother submitting it. That's final.

I think that's all for now... ugh I'm just so fucking furious at the moment I'm probably forgetting a lot. ~sigh~ Any effort matters and is appreciated, I reported everything I could back up with factual originals and statements. Thank you if you can help, and if you can't.. well.. you just donated your two cents to keep the fucked up mary-go-round spinning til it breaks off and severs heads. 8D WOW I FEEL GORY RIGHT NOW. ~goes to play some games to get stress/anger relief~

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Attention~
*Shahrezad CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW! Entering Late? READ THIS! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/21723227/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/21723227/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 23:19:33 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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Contest Ends: 9/29/08 Late Participants MUST COMMENT or NOTE me ASAP

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pssst!! Hey you! Yeah you! Entry extention ahoy! December 13 good enough?! :3 I hope so... anyways.. YOU HAS MOAR TIME!
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Contest Deadline is the 29th!!!!

NEW ENTRY UPDATED! SCROLL DOWN!

~Shazy's Match Contest!
The contest comes to a close November 29th, just a reminder. :3 I am most anxious to see what those of you who are participating have pumped out. >< There is NO SHORTAGE of talent entering, I have seen those who wish to participate and all I can say is.. My god.. I am HONORED! Seriously, you guys are the artists that are my DA idols, kjfdhdskfjs TALENT!!!! *0*

For those still fuzzy about the contest stuff, or want to join, here's the information re-copy-pasted for you:

~Contest

Shazy, my raccooness femme fatale and overly used character needs a MAN (boyfriend/ suitable pairing)! 8D HERE'S WHERE YOU COME IN!!! I'm leaving it up to you guys to play match maker for her!! YOU CAN ENTER AS MANY ENTRIES AS YOU WISH!! NO RESTRICTIONS THERE!!!! Rules are simple:

No kitsunes, I simply want originality, Naruto is everywhere okay? ~lol~
No cheating, copying, tracing all that shit.
You MUST draw Shazy and the character together in your submission.
]:< NO PORN! ~lol~
SIDENOTE!!!! Shazy does not have one red eye and one mahogany eye!!! They are BOTH MAHOGANY!!! It only turns red when she's threatened!

Judging
I'll be judging on personality traits of the character, design, and originality LOL THIS ISN'T IRON CHEF I'M NOT TOO PICKY!

The Prize?
Due to college tuition and my stacking medical bills I cannot hand out a subscription (kidney issues). I can only offer my digital art services. It will be the size of average printer paper but on glossy and signed by me, it will be mailed to the winner. All participants will have features in my journal.

DEADLINE: NOVEMBER 29TH falls on a Saturday!

Entries

NOTE ME YOUR ENTRIES!! With any comments about your work, I will gladly put up entrants in my journal. ^^ Thank you everyone and I can't wait to see what you all come up with! Much love!

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~Art News
Those of you on my waiting list expecting art, ~Suupashi,~TigerNekoRyo,~MysteriousWriter I have not forgotten about you. I am working on your art albeit slowly due to the obvious college workload. I will be done with this semester come December 19th. Your work may be done BEFORE or AFTER that date. Expect anything!
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:3 Have a nice day. And remember.. CONTEST IS CLOSING SOON!!!!! :/ I might extend the deadline if like.. no one can turn it in by the 29th.. chya..

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8D THE RETURN OF STUFF!

~Lord don't kill me

Dear TigerNekoRyo:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when I tripped on sesame seeds in your apartment and I saw you ignore my avocado plant. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about a passionate interest for mice.

Greetings to your freaky family,
-Shazy-

(KJSDFKSJDF IT'S A MEME I DON'T MEAN IT!!!! OTZ I'm so sorry Ryo!!! But you were the last person to comment in my journal and that's how the rules go!!! But.. ~dies from laughing ass off~ I GET TURNED ON BY GARBAGE MEN! DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?! SHAZY IS PARTIALLY RACCOON!!!! ;D oh ho hooooo! ~lol~)

I tag:
(You guys don't have to do this meme, but IT'S FUN 8D)

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~Arts in the works?
Everything is abandoned, FOR NOW!!! I'm ~~almost~~ done with that old 2007 halloween art, yes it's DEVIL MAY CRY related aaaand FHDSKGHF I HAVE TO ENTER IN A CONTEST SO I'M ON EDGE HERE!! The deadline is Halloween and I AM SLOW AS ALL HELL! Yeah is holding a contest here [link] :3 and I want to give it a shot, last contest I was in I won soooo IMMA TRY FOR MOAR VICTORIES!!! ~shot~

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~Contest
It's official. The contest is on. Here's the break down..

Shazy, my raccooness femme fatale and overly used character needs a MAN (boyfriend/ suitable pairing)! 8D HERE'S WHERE YOU COME IN!!! I'm leaving it up to you guys to play match maker for her!! Rules are simple:

No kitsunes, I simply want originality, Naruto is everywhere okay? ~lol~
No cheating, copying, tracing all that shit.
You MUST draw Shazy and the character together in your submission.
]:< NO PORN! ~lol~
SIDENOTE!!!! Shazy does not have one red eye and one mahogany eye!!! They are BOTH MAHOGANY!!! It only turns red when she's threatened! Okay, just wanted to make that clear!

I'll be judging on personality traits of the character, design, and originality LOL THIS ISN'T IRON CHEF I'M NOT TOO PICKY! Furthermore,you can turn in more than one entry, you have freedom here.

The Prize? I can only offer my artwork, printer paper sized glossy print out of something you would like for me to make for you digitally, it will be signed and shipped to you. Sorry I can't hand out a sub I'm financi... ]]> *Shahrezad Small Update! CONTEST!!! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/20786845/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/20786845/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:16:47 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~A Musical heart breaker & CONTEST!!

~First And Foremost!
All artwork is ON PAUSE UNTIL I FINISH THIS OLD ASS HALLOWEEN PICTURE SITTING AROUND SINCE 2007!! meaning everyone's gift arts and such are on pause.

~Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog
;~;.... I.. don't usually watch musicals.. I usually don't care about them!!! But after a friend gave me one of the songs I looked into it and OMG I LOVED IT!!! You can watch it for free here [link] (the link may not work so ask me!!!!!) I found it cool how Joss Whedon played a part in it's creation (dude freaking made Angel you know.. with David Boreanez.. yeah that show) I loved it, classic misunderstood evil villain story. But with a twist, poor doctor Horrible, he's in love and the doofus "super hero" keeps ruining his life for him. Warning, the ending is SAD!!!! I SERIOUSLY FUCKING CRIED AND THAT'S RARE OUT OF ME WITH THIS STUFF!!! I cried through most of it because it was such a tragic love story imo. Fuck Romeo and Juliet this shit.. ~holds back tears after crying for 30 minutes straight~ GAWD IT'S SAAAAADDD!!!! ~nods~ IT NEEDED MOAR!!! MOAR! CONTINUE THE DAMN STORY AND REQUITE THE LOVE!!! Moving on....
THE LINK AGAIN HOPING IT WORKS [link]

~Contest: IS ON!!!
Okay many of you asked and I think I'll make this official. The contest is on. Here's the break down..

Shazy, my raccooness femme fatale and overly used character needs a MAN (boyfriend/ suitable pairing)! 8D HERE'S WHERE YOU COME IN!!! I'm leaving it up to you guys to play match maker for her!! Rules are simple:

No kitsunes, I simply want originality, Naruto is everywhere okay? ~lol~
No cheating, copying, tracing all that shit.
You MUST draw Shazy and the character together in your submission.
]:< NO PORN! ~lol~

I'll be judging on personality traits of the character, design, originality LOL THIS ISN'T IRON CHEF I'M NOT TOO PICKY! Furthermore,you can turn in more than one entry, you have freedom here.

The Prize? OTZ I can only offer my artwork, printer paper sized glossy print out of something you would like for me to make for you digitally, it will be signed and shipped to you. Sorry I can't hand out a sub.. I'm.. financially unstable due to college tuition. Is this okay? Ummm what am I missing?.. .OH!!!!!

DEADLINE: NOVEMBER 29TH falls on a Saturday!

Let me know if you want to participate, and NOTE ME YOUR ENTRIES!! With any comments about your work, I will gladly put up entrants in my journal. ^^ Thank you everyone and I can't wait to see what you all come up with! Much love!

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~OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!

~I MET GABRIEL IGLASIAS!!
No not that guy that sings BYMYMOLLE! ~rofl~ The comedian! OMG I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!! And it was completely by chance!!! At first I heard he was performing at RCC, my local college but I had missed it thanks to my mother and her ever so strict rules and shit but OMG!!!! I caught him at Virgin Megastore in the mall signing and taking pictures with his fans! 8D So I bought his DVD while I was there and had him sign it for me, pity I didn't have my camera with me I would have taken a picture with him too. I told him "Weren't you at RCC?" He said "Yeeess I was! That was a lot of fun too!" I pouted "Well I missed it, will be back?" and he replied "Actually when I went they gave me this lovely award/statue that still sits on my mantel. You now they've been asking for me to come back and I'm working on my tour schedule to see if I come back so we'll see!" GOD I HOPE HE DOES COME BACK! He even signed my DVD case and the DVD itself, he wrote, "Nicole RCC.. NEXT TIME!!" love Gabriel. ~dies happy~ If you don't know who he is SHAME ON YOU!!!! This is him [link]

~In other news..
BITCHES! MY INBOX IS FULL OF JOURNALS THESE DAYS! SHIT! PEOPLE! DRAW! DEVIATE! THIS ISN'T FREAKIN' LIVEJOURNAL! I miss getting normal comments and seeing deviations.... ~marches off~

~LOCKING THE ART CYCLE!!!
Okay, stick a fork in me, I'm done. Requests end now, commissions start... dunno ~lol~ Work I do from here on in is solely for me and my friends if I FEEL LIKE IT AND HAVE THE TIME! Clearly the only work I have left to do now is for ~Suupashi,~TigerNekoRyo and my new dear friend ~MysteriousWriter<-- because I love him and it would be cool to see Shazy and Chaa back to back all badass and whatnot.

Current Progress:
Crescendo De La Fleur = = STILL lineart.. <.< the bewbs Suupah.. the bewbz...
Savage Seduction = first of all GET AN AVATAR BITCH! ~slaps him~ second of all I'm coloring skin now..
Bred for War = Homeslice I sent you a note, answer it plz and it's in lineart format, still trying to make Chaa look INhuman ~lol~ and THANKS FOR THE MUSIC! You have far better taste than Ryo XDDDD

~Contest? Me...? Hmmm
Would be nice but I'm not a popular artist on DA, and I doubt anyone would participate because all I could offer as a prize is art from me that I can print out on glossy, signed and send it to you. And the contest would be something as dull and easy as "Draw a suitable match for Shazy,.. rules: draw a simple picture with them together, color if you want I'm not picky, just no kitsune's please.. they're everywhere, I have nothing against them just.. PLZ I WANNA SEE SOME MORE CREATIVITY AND ORIGINALITY! <.< If I want a kitsune I will date Naruto.. ~gags~" How many would EVEN be interested in competing? ANSWER THAT IN A COMMENT PLZ Thanks, http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/20344976/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 03:26:10 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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EDIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@_@ People.... OMFG... Verdy fans I beseech you right now! ~lol~ While I was at Anime Expo I commissioned for a Verdy pic, inks only no color since I'm poor. ~lol~ And she finished it!!!! LOOK AT THIS MAGNIFICENT WORK OF VERDYNESS!!!! [link] |D ~satisfied for life~ Oh man.. I can't thank her enough for doing something like that for me. SO HAPPY!!!! ~frolics around~ ~coughs~ okay you may resumes you're normal activities now.. ~sqa-weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel~

Link may not work in this journal... because it's gay..... message me for it or check her page.. okay bye... ~tries it here~ [link]
EDIT END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Of Sheltered Sheep Stands An Onyx Crow

~First week Over
Thank god the first week of classes are over because I'm about ready to slap some people around. Art History 2 went smooth and cool, I'm digging it. Sociology and History online.. I'll get to in a minute.. Anthropology.. oh for fuck's sake KILL ME! The lady expects us to drop all work for other classes and focus on hers like it's the divine class of golden knowledge, screw it, I'm dropping it.

~Internet Issue!!!
Okay my internetz been acting like a floozy drunk off of her date's whiskey. Everything loads SLOWLY or NOT AT ALL.It takes me 1 hour to clean out DA mail and forget iScribble I can't even get into that site for now. Which is frustrating as I rely on that website for a lot of stress relief and communication. FURTHERMORE, I can't even do my online class work since this online traffic has gotten atrocious, I think since the construction workers hit the cable lines underground and AT&T "Repaired" it is when all this stuff happened. But there is one bright side to it.... I'm on messenger.. sometimes.. namely when I'm not receiving the 720082ee82 error or something. But since I enabled the TCP And disabled everything else it seems to be working for now.

~The Requests of Old
I've had requests since June and bitch I'm still WORKING ON THEM! Luckily I've narrowed them down to two, while the other isn't really a request it's a gift. ~TigerNekoRyo all I can say to you is... wait. ~Suupashi all I can say to YOU is.. @_@ I love your thingy but college has eaten up my time schedule I'll be working on yours on weekends.

Mkay, and with that I'll be around.. URGH I'm just overly anxious to see my Verdy (Vergil x Lady) commission when it's done omgomgomg HURRY PLZ! ~knows that the artist is having a hard time though so she bows respectfully~ Okay ciao.

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~And Then There Were None

~Sick Days have nothing on me
I was away for a week and 3 days, I'll probably be away even longer here. XD;; Man you guys deviate like bloody hell, I had an inbox full of 200 some devs and 113 messages. :/ Sorry I won't be answering them all. I'm past sick and just full blown terminal now ~lol~ Typing this from my friend's laptop in a hospital bed sort of gives that away no? -3- They say my condition is "slippery" so they're keeping me for observation, for how long I don't know.. but uhhh... HEY LOOK I'M STILL ALIVE RIGHT?! 8D I'll be deviating suuuuurree I got my tablet and everything. And no, I'm not pushing myself, sometimes when things are god awful drawing really calms my nerves and makes me feel good about myself despite it all ya know? ~looks to a certain kitty-faced person~ You're not helping with your analytical-psycho-babble ya hear me?! He knows who he is. ~lol~ I'll be on messenger and iScribble since sometimes I can't access DA on this laptop of mine. |D Chatting is always good... and hey it's not all that bad, some of the doctors and male nurses are quite good looking. |D~~~ hehe yeah... uh.. XD;;; Okay just thought I'd clear out my old journal and post on what's going on in my life. How's everyone? Good I hope. Well then I'll be back.. maybe in another week. Ciao ^_~

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~That's what SHE said ~lol~

THE EDIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~@_@ Earthquake~!!
OTZ There goes my dream. ~lol~ I got woken up by an earthquake, la-dee-da who doesn't? I live in freaking california this is a give in. Apparently this mofo was big enough to be felt in Nevada. But it was only a 5.8... only. ~lol~ SHIT FELL OFF OF MY FUCKING SHELVES!!! And it was like a train crashing into the house, and to make it better right in the middle of the first earthquake a LARGER one joins in midway and it kicks HARD! We didn't lose anything, there was no structural damage thank god. This is California after all, after so many earthquakes everyone just keeps calm and no ones cookie crumbles. That thing lasted a good 30 seconds and not to mention gave us 27 aftershocks all at 3.8 all within one hour. Oh and did I mention this thing was felt in Nevada too.. yup.. here's a map.. go educate yourselves. ~lol~
[link]

~Pervert on the loose on DA
~omegamark666 told me about it, and since it's a HUGE journal I'll re-route you there, plz read and spread the word ne? [link]

EDIT END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~The news
Some of you may have noticed, others might have not ~lol~, I've been blinking on and off DA slowly, some days not even being there at ALL. :/ There's an explanation. I'm sick, very sick. XD; My left kidney isn't the best organ to exist in my body. I've been on treatment for awhile hoping to slow down the effects of the damn CKD but to me... it wasn't helping, I was only losing my appetite and getting more and more fatigued. :/ Treatment stopped a couple of days ago due to the obvious financial issues and the fact that the treatment had done nothing. Needless to say, since treatment stopped I've been very sick and weak. So if you don't see me on DA some days or weeks ~lol~ just know I'm sick that's all.

~Deviations
All work has come to a stop, I can't really draw these days I just spend time with my folks 'cuz they worry to damn much. XDDD It's not like I'm gunna DIE.. sheesh they need to lighten up.. seriously. ~rofl~ If anyone wants to talk about anything, anything at all, NOTE me okay? It's the only way I'll know if you want to talk to me since I won't be on messenger everyday due to the obvious.

~When all is said and done
>:3 When I get better I'm gunna get me some cotton candy with my chickas and homies ~shot~ XDDDDD I just wanted to make this journal in case anyone(anyone = no one) was wondering what happened to the raccoon. ANYWAYS! Take care everyone.

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-3- Replies are not working... seriously.. they're not. I'm browsing around finding replies for me at random. OTZ If anyone has something to tell me DO SO ON NOTES! Fucking DA and they're fucking glitches.. ugh.. what a pain. ~looks to Suupashi~ yeah I just saw your reply to me on your dev.. XD;;;; So everyone don't think I'm ignoring you, the replies just aren't going through, and this is happening all over DA I'm not the only one. I saw some journals talking about this. Okay I'm off to slave over the same old request.. |||OTZ I could really use some motivation/love.

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~LOL WUT?!~

~Tag
I was tagged by =Syrae-Universe

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post, 4 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment, telling them they're tagged

1. My left kidney is fucked up and I think the treatment is only making me sicker. ~lol~

2. >:3 I enjoy seeing those who hurt me suffer. Watching there hearts destroyed in front of them brings me greater pleasure than any sin of the flesh EVER could.

3. D| I always get dumped, I never do the dumping. Maybe I'm too soft/forgiving. ~lol~ I DUNNO!!

4. I am a music fanatic. Don't believe me? My music folder is now taking up precisely 16.5GB of hard drive space. Shut the fuck up!

5. -_- I can never grow my nails out I chew and bite them too much, mostly when stressed.

6. |D I sleep with a plushie bunny and a night light on. Can't help it, I think my ex-boyfriends' corpses under my bed will come back for me.

7. I have prophetic dreams that I can interpret pretty closely. Some happen, some don't. Dreams come to me easily and so does astral projection. ~lol~

8. And I only have one friend IRL ~lol~ SERIOUSLY!! XD;;; I'm pathetic weeeeeeee!

I Tag...
D| Your mother in law. XD Anyone who wants to do it may do it!
XD Okay back to requests for me!

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]]> *Shahrezad DA v6 Update and Changes of Pace http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/19318149/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/19318149/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 20:07:51 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Ugh I'm going to kill myself now~

WARNING! THE FOLLOWING MATERIAL MAY OFFEND HAPPY USERS OF VERSION 6! I CURSE SOMETIMES AND LIKE A SAILOR! THIS IS A RANT! DON'T LIKE IT, GET LOST! >:3 HAVE A NICE BLOODY DAY!

~WTF?!
Yes everyone DA has updated it's version and I hate it.. well hate is an understatement. There are those that like it but OMG I NEED TO VENT BEFORE I BUST A VEIN!!! I liked version 5 so much better, the pages loaded okay, it was a simple design and VERY user friendly. And god dammit my inbox was easier to maneuver! But now DA has only gotten flashier and just god awful in speed. They blame it on traffic but I've been here long enough to know that it's not traffic. When you put too much BEDAZZLE into a page design, pages load slower, behold the consequence of PRETTYNESS... slow ass turd-ness and I'm using a DSL!! SHIT SHOULDN'T BE THIS SLOW!!! Imagine what the 56k users are going through. >:C I haven't been so sickened since Windows Vista was released (yeah bitches, that shit takes 15GB of hard drives space, makes your comp PRETTY but GLITCHY!). I agreed with the few posters of the article, DA goes through one more useless update and I'm leaving, going to finish my site and getting the HELL OUT before this site becomes like my neighborhood. Not to mention all the new features added are COMPLETELY USELESS to me. They SHOULD make a feature that allows users to decide what version THEY want instead of forcefully administering an update that makes some pissed off. I'm not pouring money as a subscriber for this crap, I am not PAYING for this shit. ~sighs~ I'm going to wait PATIENTLY for a patch or plugin to be released for Firefox that lets us view DA as version 5 again, I can't deal with this crap, seriously. I'm sorry if many of you like it but... UUUURRRGGGGHHHH GAARRRBAAAAGGGEEEE!!!

~Moving On...
=_= Sorry for not posting work, sorry it's taking me centuries, sorry, sorry, sorry, gomen, gomen, gomenesai! OTZ I've really been into Eyeshield 21 lately and going through treatment for my rowdy kidney. |D Treatment sucks, but the bed rest is nice. ~looks at DA's front page and gags~ I'll never get used to checking my mail again. ANYWAYS! I got the graf lines done to a certain request and just bought a chemistry book today to get me ready for fall term. OTZ So... scared.. of chemistry... and I have to do really good, it's my major for christ's sake. No.. pressure.. D8 Oh oh and it's sooooo good to hear from you, ~Suupashi again! It's been so long!! >:3 and you're on for tomorrow.

XD; Well obviously I DON'T plan on frequenting DA now that it looks like this. I might be on once in awhile to clean mail but I'll be spending my time resting and reading my chemistry 101 book getting ready for next term. I will be on messenger once in awhile though if you want to talk! In fact I'll definitely be on there WAY MORE than DA, so if you want to chat or hit iScribble with me, I'm game! Well then take care everyone, much love.

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~And So...~

~UPDATE!!! I'm back from AX
@_@ and I am BEAT! My ankles are LITERALLY the size of golf balls, I'll soak 'em later in some cold water. OTZ So tired but it was fun! Got pictures and lots of DMC merch from Angel aka *jiuge |D hee heee and I saw Persona 3 cosplayers, which made me VERY happy.. ~remembers a specific Minato and happily smiles~ And then there were these DMC cosplayers! Vergil! Dante! Lady, Trish and yeah Nero the zero hero.. oh there was a Sparda too but he wasn't all that hot. The fanfiction panel was utter bullshit, 'nuff said aaaaaaand I commissioned someone to draw some Vergil x Lady, nothing graphic, just a sweet couple thing, I'm still waiting for it to be done though so I can't wait to see it completed! I guess that sums that up to some degree!! XD;;; Either way I'm back so... back to work.. ~gets back into slave position and continues coloring ~Dante64's request~

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~Anime Expo
:3 I'll be gone all day on Friday and Saturday as I will be attending AX but I should be on by night. -3- Unfortunately I do not have a hotel there so I will be commuting back and forth. I will be cosplaying as Death Note's Misa Misa from the MOVIE not the anime since I'm happy being a brunette.. ~lol~ and it's only for friday. :3 I look forward to buying some goods and having fun!

~The To-Do List
I finished ~Dante64's request on the shade version I am currently working on the color version. I have completed the wall and the ground, the only areas left that require coloring are Kit himself, his guns and ammo. ~sighs~ I will admit I am being side-tracked due to a new DA nuisance, my missing of someone, and a new person that is insistent upon seeing his request. But ~sigh~ I'll figure things out on my own. :3

~Where IS everybody?
After having a morbid dream with a voice screaming in my ear "I hear it's voice!" over and over again with some sort of sound behind it trying to deafen her out I've moved on. ~coughs~ Although I am a little shocked with the decline in DA's population, specifically those I know. ~crosses arms~ so it leads me to ask what DID happen to everybody? Jobs? Children? Hubbies and hot mommas? ~lol~ I just found it interesting that as soon as my break began everyone went scarce! :3 Oh well, whatever the reasons may be I will admit that messenger has grown quite quiet and I've been lonely :C ~rofl~

D| Uhhh lately I've been wordless so I guess I'll leave it there. :3 ~looks to mood~ DA FIX YOU'RE DAMN EMOTICONS! UGH! THEY FIX ONETHING AND EVERYTHING ELSE GOES HAYWIRE! This site operates like a pinto I SHIT YOU NOT! -3- I'm more SOMBER and NOT euphoric.~leaves shaking head~

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~FREEDOM!~

~The 'coon is loose!~

:3 Today I took my last two finals, I... am now... OFFICIALLY FREE AND YOURS TO HAVE-... that sounded wrong. ~coughs~ well anyways.. FREEDOM! >.<9 Now you may expect more deviations out of me, I will fulfil the quota NOW ON MY SHOUTBOARD! ~points to it~ if you're on the list expect work from me, based on your placement it should give you a fair hair's idea about how long I have to get to you. OTZ I draw slow, I am a perfectionist, work may take QUITE AWHILE TO BE COMPLETED and that is because I want to do my best, pour my heart and soul into each creation. ~smiles to her muse~ Maybe with time old wounds CAN heal eh?

~How you feeling?
Like a million dollars now that finals have ended and I now have 3 months to myself, though due to recent events I won't state, I have been lackadaisical trying to get my mojo back. |||OTZ But from this point forward I don't take requests, only comissions (which I'm working on setting up a paypal account for) I have a general idea for what prices are my dig so let's see if anyone disagrees or approves:

Commission Plan:
Sketch (no BG) = $5
Sketch (BG) = $8
Colored character(no BG) = $12
Colored character (BG W/ additional characters there is no additional fee) = $20

of course you have to pay shipping and handling. I won't draw the obvious but for those who want to know what I wont draw: yuri, yaoi, hardcore shizzle(pr0n mmkay?), highly skinny bitches, Muscle men aka HULK, or profound BGs such as.. gee I dunno... NEW YORK CITY! I was bitched at in perspective so don't expect A+'s across the board there. If I have any problems mid commission you will be notified. for now, everything is being worked out, when the time comes for me to open slots I will say so.

~Art Update
~Dante64 honey, baby, sugar pie.. ~lol~ I can now give your request the full attention it deserves and requires, the wait is over HERE I GO! ~dashes off~

Well everyone that's it, just saying I'm back and ready to set my tablet ablaze with fiery skills. Ciao!

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~I... won???~

If anything could shock me after the events of Thursday.. it would have to be this. XD My entry to The Cold Is Spreading contest won! I really can't believe it, I mean the participants had such wonderful entries personally I thought I wouldn't even last.. ~lol~ My best wishes to those that competed though. OTZ I had a hard enough time trying to find out what I wanted as a prize, my mind is still lingering on the break up. :/ I wasn't as happy as I thought I would be.. but... the thing that could probably make me happier wants nothing to do with me.. I guess I can hold onto the happy memories of what was and go on from there. Personally I want to fight it to the bitter end to hold onto what I had, it means that much to me. THE LINK [link]

~Making Progress?
Why yes I am. Though still suffering from the effects of my depression I've been able to force out some quality work, yes FORCE out. It's the only thing I have really to keep me distracted from crying and I'm glad I have it really next to good friends of course. So basically there is very little work to be done on this deviation number 3 is coming soon! So you hear that ~Dante64?! Yours is next! FINALLY! ~lol~ My muse lately has been a mix of everything which is indeed odd, one part is from my friends for trying to cheer me up and the other is from said happy memories in previous paragraph. XD I wonder how long my tablet will last. On a side note..... my pageviews seem to be going up.. should I pull another kiriban?

~Thanks...
Thanks everyone for trying to cheer me up, I appreciate it beyond compare. This is.... going to be a long road for me trying to adjust to everything if not a new life COMPLETELY then what I longed for. Dad might help me get a job with his company, I'm definitely setting up an appointment this time and not changing it when I have the chance to see my doctor about this depression; sleeping all day is NOT cool. And to me the most important part is making amends and trying needless to repair what's been broken. XD That's me! You can shove me away ALL you want! I'm going to keep trying to make things better, though not the SAME I KNOW just.. try to help despite what's happened. What's my motivation to keep trying? A memory... a small, simple, yet strong memory, and until that goes away I won't stop trying. XD;;; Well that's enough of my flabbergasting I just wanted to express how I felt and the news about the contest I won (still shocked out of her bloody mind). Thanks again everyone and I wish you all the best!!

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]]> *Shahrezad Down-Time ~Depressing so Pay NO mind~ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18565025/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18565025/ Thu, 29 May 2008 18:01:21 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Hmmm~

Sorry another depressing journal incoming, I just have to vent since not many are around to hear me out. I won't beat behind the bushes but ever been broken? Broken beyond repair after so many years of being on your own by the hope you had found? I have.. well recently. It's almost insult to injury when they request to just be friends. ~sigh~ Waiting and waiting for word only to discover the word is bad, that the wait was for naught. Are you giving up? Yeah I am... I tried a LOT.. seriously. People have their own points of views when it comes to relationships and being single and I have mine. Many people view being single as a great thing and more power to them, I use to be that way too. Until I found something I wanted to hold onto, only to have it not want to hold back. The majority of my life has been one-sided love affairs, I find it trivial and down right stupid no need to tell me that. When all is said and done I wanted to be there for someone and for them to be there for me but as I've been told the kindness I offer is not always returned. Giving up has been my choice as I've realized this is just not for me. Friends have discussed it with me and my mind has not changed. By closing one door I hope to open another, by learning from my mistakes I hope to keep that door shut forever. No one knows what the future holds, but whatever it holds, I hope mine is barren of relationships XDDDD So much rejection tends to destroy/cripple your self-esteem. What bothers me is I had found hope but.. it turned out to be temporary if not false like many other attempts I had made. ~sighing~ I'm not asking for pity or sympathy, I just need to get this off my chest before I lose my mind. There is OBVIOUSLY more but I won't let it all out here, the rest needs to be screamed, shouted, cried and pussied over elsewhere.. ~lol~ Running After You by Darangen though a lyricless song expresses more if anything of how I feel. I have to keep my chin up... and be strong I know.

~Depression?
I think it may be the reason I'm starting to lose track of time, I find myself falling so deep into it at times I find myself in bed realizing 1 hour has passed and what happened in between has been forgotten. I sleep for HOURS and upon waking up I STILL feel tired. Fatigue hits at random moments as well.. I hope it's nothing serious.

~ARTZ!!!!!
Rant out of the way I want to clear somethings up about my future art. The upcoming work will be from the list on my shoutboard, as you can see I have completed one so far and am now working on the next one. ~sighs~ My finals are here and after my recent crippling rejection I'm going at a slower pace than anticipated, so please be patient and a little understanding. I channel my artwork from my heart and soul and when both are suffering I can only channel pain into work so it will take time. But maybe when I recover.... I will continue.

Yeah that about it, you don't need to comment unless it's about artwork really. ~sigh~ I'll be on and off DA to check mail, and maybe on messenger if I'm not too depressed. Anyone need me you know where and how to contact me.

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]]> *Shahrezad EDIT!!!!!! No Comment http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18435172/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18435172/ Thu, 22 May 2008 19:00:43 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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EDIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~OH MY GOD! A TORNADO?!
My god... I never thought wild shit like this would ever happen in sunny California. A tornado touched down not far from my place, in Moreno valley. A big rig was over turned and so were numerous freight cars. The rain here is pelting us like hell, the winds aren't stopping and the sound of thunder is atrocious I hope that damned thing doesn't travel any further south than it is now! Here's the news [link]
Man... I'm scared.. ~lol~ Oh well what can ya do mother nature is pissed. I'm ready though with my dad if anything happens, mom's at work. -3- though this may seem like no time fr it but.. THANK YOU SUUPASHI FOR THE PHOTOSHOP CS DOWNLOAD I APPRECIATE!!!!!!!!!! I WILL DRAW YOU SOMETHING ONCE THE TORNADO GOES AWAY!!! ~sends out much love then runs away to pack and prepare first-aid just in case~

EDIT END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Well then..~

I wanted to take down that journal since a certain someone from college can read it and poke 'fun'. Nonetheless my situation hasn't changed and my GOD do guys drive me up the wall.. XD; They can be so awful it makes me sometimes want to go lezzie ~shot~ Didn't go to the doctors, symptoms are still here though, still depressed, still miss someone. Oh and I can't attend AX this year either. I'm even questioning my own luck ~lol~ oh well, can't have it all... right?

~Aeon Old Requests
I've started on my request list that I've had for a month I think, I've started adding colors to Cold for *Masterthecreater I'm very happy with how it's coming out as I am seeing style improvements in myself but... I'm still not too thrilled as I do have a lot on my mind while working on it. The other requests will follow in no specific order soon, so please be patient I have not forgotten you.

And I guess I'll end it there as I really don't know what more to say.. I'm on messenger once in awhile, and you can note me if you want to know what's going on as I have learned my lesson not to post full topics on my journals (thanks Thomas). Kk, laterz!

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]]> *Shahrezad My Status Part II </3 http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18325596/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18325596/ Wed, 14 May 2008 18:10:40 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Oh Ummmm~

~sigh~ Man I swear May has NOT been my month at all. I've been feeling worse and worse with each day. I practically broke my ties with someone I held dear and that's when things got worse. Physically I've been more fatigued than usual, constantly sighing with heavy eyes wanting nothing more than sleep... it's been like this for nearly a week now. My mom says she's had enough of my behavior... my behavior? What did I do? I didn't start fights or break things... I've been docile and to myself lately. I think... I may have depression and my mom is starting to become certain of that too because for how long the symptoms have been persisting and how severe they've been getting. Personally I'm downright TERRIFIED of anti-depressants, I've seen what they do to people.. how their mannerisms change and they seem... very little like how they used to be. Not to mention once you're on anti-depressants you're on them for life, my mom works in a hospital so she knows.. she's seen patient records. I don't want to change just because of some squabble I had with someone lasting this long and taking affects on my body... I.. don't. I tried to reason with my mom but it's too late, an appointment has been set for next Wednesday..... now I'm mortified. Maybe I'm just bipolar or something? Meh I dunno... sorry for the useless update, I just had to get this off my chest as my resources around me are very..... dry.

Laterz......

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]]> *Shahrezad College out yet? And a milestone for me http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18259930/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/18259930/ Sat, 10 May 2008 15:55:54 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Oh Yeeeeeaaaaah!~

~has a nerdgasm~ I defeated Minerva yesterday night.. like.. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! Okay in FFVII: Crisis Core for the PSP there is an optional boss that is the HARDEST boss in the FINAL FANTASY UNIVERSE! That's right Sephiroth is a push over compared to this boss so stfu and hear me out. Minerva: the goddess, whose the ultimate boss has.. get this.. 10,000,000 HP.... yeah.. that's not a typo she HAS over 10 million HP and 2 ultimate attacks that will nullify your phoenix down effect and possibly instantly killing you. How I survived beats me I guess I'm just THAT good with bosses maybe and the reward was SOOoooooo worth the 30 minute fight. Divine Slayer breaks ALL your stats making you practically invincible. |D Ahhh this is also my milestone, Minerva, you Valkyrie wannabe bitch... I pwnd you. ~exhausted after 5 attempts of defeating her~ Well at least you can steal 99 Phoenix Downs from her so... that made the battle a BIT easier.

~Artist's Block in TEH ARM OF JUSTICE?!
I... doubt I have artist's block this thing feels like something else so.. ~rubs eyes~ trust me I've been struggling trying to concentrate on homework too it's just lately I've been feeling very fatigued, I hope it's not my kidney again 'cuz when that damn thing gets overworked I start blacking out. ~sigh~ I've tried drawing but my body just wants to slide out of the chair and drop dead.. seriously. XD;;; I mean I've been working on a concept art of Callipso (a new original character that only ~Dante64 and I really know about at this point) and no matter how hard I try my eyes want to close!! Oi.. I need a sugar pill like WHOA ya know?

~But you WILL draw.. right?
The list has gotten bigger so you tell me...

Cold for ~Masterthecreater
Gift for =Syrae-Universe
Kit for ~Dante64
Warrior for ~Semperfiman
Callipso Concept art for MYSELF!
Heart of the dawn for my mother (late mother's day gift since college is kicking my ass horribly)

~REQUESTS AND STUFF LOCKED UNTIL I'M DONE WITH THIS STUFF ALRIGHT?!~

~You're missing something huh?
Yeah and they're gone for a bit so.. ~glooms~ I need a hug? ~shot~ okay that's out of character of me! How about NOW IS THE TIME TO ASK ME QUESTIONS?! Yeah about anything let 'em rip! Ask me questions if you got 'em they can be about my characters even to video gamez, I'mma listenin'! So.. NOW'S THE TIME! >3<9 Now off to do some CIS homework I go! Take care my lovelies!

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~Attention to my Peepz!~

D: I'm making a to-do list!!! Yes this means people I owe art to your names are on the list and since my journals might not state what I'll be doing from time to time I will post them on my shoutboard so you can see it! It's below the Phoenix Wright portrait and when I have the time I'll make a lil heading for it so KEEP ON THE LOOK OUT! Progress reports will be issued when progress is BEING made!

~I Hated Manga Until I read this...
Yes people I hated manga YOU HEARD ME!!!!!! I got SICK and TIRED of the cliche' aspects of the majority of manga: weak ass girls who whine and bitch, guys that look like women, shounen-ai, yaoi/yuri.. whatever.. it got old with me FAST and I stopped reading manga until I picked up Heroes Are Extinct! It's a manga that's not cliche' in ANY sense of the term, it is its own story and if you like comedy without the annoying shounen-ai/shoujo romance pick it up... if you want a subtle romance read volume 3 WHICH IS ANOTHER GOOD THING ABOUT THIS MANGA! ITS SHORT!!!!! That's right, it's not 324563490532958 volumes... it's only 3. Read it or not it's your choice but it certainly got me out of my funk, I think I'll read more manga by Ryoji Hido more often.

~Oh Lord-eh not a LONG-ASS TAG!
:3 I saw it on someone who faved my arts journal, I liked it and while I spoke to ~animeboydomo9 on the phone last night I got it done so here it is in small print! Why small? Ummm I like to save space? ~shot~

_{.:Rules:.
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people.

Characters: Alberio, Andreas, Elura, Noi, Jack

1) How Old Are You?
Alberio: "Ummmmm uhhh... 19-ish?"
Andreas: "I guess....22..."
Elura: ~smiles~ "Gee do you mean human years or god years? 'Cuz if it's god years.. I'm nine thousand some odd years of age. Human years 19..I think." ~pokes Andreas and whispers~ "How old am I?"
Andreas: "Nineteen.."
Noi: "Aye laddie don't ya know? I'm 21 years old! Now where are the damn cards?! I wanna gamble?!"
Jack: "My oh my... THAT question of all things.. I believe an old chap I am not.. a true gentlemen never reveals his age.."
Everyone glares at him
Jack: ~sweatdrops~ "Okay.. I'm...27."

2) Height?
Alberio: ~walks up to a tree and marks it with his claw~ "THAT tall!"
Andreas: ~crosses arms with a serious look~ "This is really redundant.. but six foot."
Elura: ~blinking innocently~ "Ummmm raccoon height or human height?"
Everyone: "BOTH!"
Elura: ~covers ears~ "Alright no need to shout! Human height I'm 5'6", raccoon height.. 2 and half feet tall I guess."
Noi: "Uhh.. well umm..." ~gets quiet~ "5'4"..." ~shifty eyes~
Jack: "With or without the hat?"
Everyone: "JUST ANSWER BOTH!"
Jack: "9 foot..."
Noi: "Aye lad whaddya mean 9 foot?!"
Jack: "I never take off my hat."

3) You Got Any Bad Habits??
Alberio: ~jumps on a buffalo and starts gnawing on it's leg~ "Wut?"
Andreas: ~fiddling around with his locket~ "Oooh Lily..... wait what?"
Elura: ~in raccoon form boxing a fluffball hanging from a stick~ <-- odd yet spontaneous actions while in raccoon form
Noi & Jack: ~clings glasses together and start singing irish drinking songs~
Noi: "In heaven there is no beer... that's why we drink eeet HEERREEEE..aaaaaannd when we're gooone from hheeeeerreee...aaaalll our friends will be drinking all the beer! Hit it!" ~hic~
Jack: ~takes a swig and wobbles in seat~ "Here's to you Noi! And here's taaah me! Friends forever I pray we'll beeeeee... but if by chance... we DISAAAA---greeeeee... the HELL WITH YOU AND HERE'S TAH ME!" ~swigs~

4) You a virgin?
Alberio: ~blushes a little~ "Ummm uuhhh...." ~Enraged form takes over~ "DAMN IT HE IS!!!" ~angered growl and throws imaginary table~
Andreas: ~blushes a bit too and coughs trying to look away~ "Well... ~coughs~.. isn't that a LITTLE too personal?"
Elura: ~looks down and blushes and says in innocent voice~ "That has to do with my no-no zone huh? I'm not allowed to give other people my virginity, I need that to go back to Nirvana.. it's sort of... a key to my house."
Noi: "Ah wut me a VIRGIN?! Ahahahah ya gotta be kiddin'! I've got so many women lining up at my door it's not even FUNNEH!"
Andreas:" But you're still a virgin.."
Noi: "AH GOD DA... ]]>
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~My Status~

I'm not doing so well. I won't beat around the bushes with you all on this. I'm... severely stressed with so much and no proper vent to let it all out to. ~sigh~ College is getting tougher by the day and with the economy going how it is.. I think I'm ready to pop a cap in someone's ass (no I don't own a gun and when I say cap I mean an old coke bottle type of cap.. sheesh) It's just hard... one of my friends is 'high and mighty' and I know better then to go them, the other is obsessed with a person who brings life to the meaning 'ignorance is bliss' and they hear nothing I have to say except what's important to them. I listen their problems but when I speak my mind they always have to... leave for some reason. OTZ And the last one.... ~sigh~ lets just say every weekend its a new story, this weekend though.... was.. nothing to talk about. Or rather.. I'm not willing to talk about it... you may see my status on DA switch to invisible at inopportune times or me being offline on messenger. I have my reasons.... ~sigh~ I just wish things didn't have to take this turn...

~Gifts and whatnot
I have yet to do these. I really need to. But as I stated in the previous paragraph.. I'm.. not doing so well mentally or physically. I'd call it a breakdown but... why bother? So yes... these are the things I need to do.. ~sighs~ I think I may have lost my fire this weekend is all... yeah..

Cold for ~Masterthecreater
Gift for =Syrae-Universe
Kit for ~Dante64

~Help...
I may get it soon. Can't say I'm looking forward to it but.. maybe it WILL help.. XD;; heheh I can only dream. Catch ya all around sometime!

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]]> *Shahrezad ATTENTION ALL ARTISTS! RIGHTS MAY BE LOST! EDIT! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17801385/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17801385/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 11:18:11 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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I found a link to a petition thanks to for those of that HIGHLY appose this ridiculous bill! PLEASE SIGN AND SPREAD THE WORD, post journals if you must and e-mail your friends, don't let your rights be taken from you as you sit idly by.

Petition Against Orphan Works: [link]

~EVERYONE THIS IS IMPORTANT!!! YOUR COPYRIGHT ON YOUR ART MAY BE TAKEN FROM YOU COMPLETELY. MADE PUBLIC PROPERTY LEGALLY DUE TO GOVERNMENT BILL!!! PLEASE READ THIS JOURNAL!!!!!~

If you are an artists I strongly advise you to PLEASE listen to this article

[link]

IF THE LINK TO THE AUDIO DOESN'T WORK DOWNLOAD IT HERE: [link]

A bill may be passed that makes it FINE to have your copyrights taken from you COMPLETELY for free use by the government. From your OLD works to your NEW ones. Your copyrights will be done away with it byt the government and will become PUBLIC property! This is VERY UN-NERVING and I want EVERYONE to know this! PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!

If this bill passes.. all the rights you ever had to any of your works will be meaningless. They can even photoshop OUT your watermarks and claim it as there own lest you take it to court with PROOF you made your OWN work. In the audio interview skim to 10:50 when it talks about Camel Cigarettes. If that doesn't get your attention I don't know what will.

Orphan Works = Shit in circulation

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]]> *Shahrezad Las Vegas & Specifics http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17797600/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17797600/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 15:13:13 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~HELLO VACATION GOODBYE STRESS!~

I just completed my second Bio exam, I think I did fairly well but NOW with that out of my way I have a FULL WEEK TO MYSELF to look forward to. Therefore I will not be on DA from the 13th through to the 16th or 17th. I'll be in Las Vegas celebrating my b-day which is ON the 15th. MY REPLIES WILL BE LATE AND FOR THAT I APOLOGIZE AHEAD OF TIME!!!! But aside from all that I'm feeling very downcast. One of my friends passed away, childhood friend, I won't go into specifics but... I've been grieving and have said nothing for awhile in regards to it. There is a few people I wish not tell them about it but not because I would feel that it is a burden but because of controversial stand points on it. ~sigh~ He meant so much to me, but after an incident a while ago.... I'm strong and I'm roughing it out, I've been helping his girlfriend/fiance`out and be it to say she's not fairing so well. But together we can make it, I'm sure. I won't place blame on anyone for his actions, but I will never forget what brought it on.

~To Do List
I need to do these when I get the chance, but for now I need to leave the state.. I need to recoil from the loss of a friend, my upcoming b-day and another friend soon to be leaving.

Cold for ~Masterthecreater
Gift for =Syrae-Universe
Kit for ~Dante64

~A Very UnMerry Birthday
Turning 20 Tuesday. going to Vegas too,
but for some odd reason, I can't help but feel blue. As the years go by things just get harder and harder, I wonder when things will start to get easier. The exams are becoming harder and harder as I progress, my friends are starting to decline for their reasons, and I'm not hanging out anymore with a lot of the people I love anymore. I hate to say it but yeah its lonely and my b-day will be the same, I'll be with my parents. I wish my friends could tag along but they have their reasons and I respect that. I just wish somethings would change, but that's all that is; a wish.

Alright sorry for my ranting and whatever else that was. I'll be here till Saturday if anyone wants to reach me and/or discuss anything with me. Notes are high priority, comments come second so if there's something you need to tell me I'll get to it eventually. Much love everyone and take care!

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]]> *Shahrezad Spring Break Slowly Ascends http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17500092/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17500092/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:07:37 PDT Thanks for visiting my page!

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~COME ON ALREADY!~

D| Spring break won't be here until April 13th through to the 19th for me..oh joy, on the way to freedom I have to face a slew of tests that I can't say I'm looking for. I won't skip out I just wish it wasn't so obscure and instead that it was from our textbooks. I just can't wait till it's here! Not to mention my birthday is coming.. man I'm gunna be OLD. I'll officially leave my teens and turn 20 on April 15th, oh yes, I'm a tax baby. I even signed up on Wen-m's April b-day gift sign up, I doubt I'll win but it was worth a shot right? XDDD

~To Do List
Whether or not I'll have enough free time to do these projects on Spring is beyond me I just know that I MUST do these projects without fail. Besides I miss photoshop far too much and I had a lot of fun working on my recent photoshop deviation (Noi and St. Patrick's Day). Since the vote on my poll resulted in 3 being against taking commissions from me and 11 said yes I'm slightly torn on what to do but in the end I think I'll go for commissions, I just have to set up a paypal account and purchase photoshop CS2 since my old crappy one is rather nasty.

Cold for ~Masterthecreater
Gift for =Syrae-Universe
Kit for ~Dante64

I DO NOT TAKE REQUESTS SO STOP ASKING! IF I WANT TO UNDERTAKE A PROJECT I WILL ASK YOU! AFTER JUNE I WILL CONSIDER TAKING COMMISSIONS NOW THAT I KNOW A SUITABLE PRICE RANGE THAT MANY CAN AFFORD.

~Norouz
Salam mobarak! Norouz shoma mobarak! Can't understand what I just said? It's farsi, I have iranian lineage. I basically said happy new year! XDDD On the 20th we celebrated our new year and the first day of spring, Norouz lasts for 13 days, yes 13 days of celebrations. The 13th day just so happens to land on April fools day and the 13th symbolizes when the world was at chaos. |D But the cool thing is on the 13th day girls tie knots off on the sabsi we grew and repeat a phrase over and over before we set it asail on river. On the 13th we spend the whole day out, but I have class so whether I can celebrate that I dunno. Want to know more about Norouz go here [link]

Well I have to go to class now.. laterz!

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]]> *Shahrezad Re-Subscribed & Deviating More via Photoshop http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17150978/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17150978/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 14:45:08 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Re-subscribed and it feels so goooood!!!~

|D I talked to my mom, oh yes I did.. now I'm re-subscribed for a FULL year! W00T!!! Now I may party!

~Desert Rose Initiative~
I'm trying to pump out the characters and bring them into the limelight here on DA but I swear college won't let me even TRY! So I've implemented a new system for myself, every weekend I'm going to toss in some hours on photoshop and try to design characters for DR. It's a slow process albeit but it's effective, pieces will come together little by little. I started this yesterday and all I will say is that expect something photoshop done for St. Patrick's Day here, it's not from DMC so don't get your hopes up (if you haven't noticed I stopped DMC fanart due to the widespread yaoi and my depression, need an example? The ONE and ONLY yaoi in my gallery just so happens to be the most favorited thing in my WHOLE gallery.. it's sad) So anyways it'll be an Irish OC from Desert Rose and I'm aiming for realism so he won't look like some mary sue based off of fanfics or anything. Original story means original characters, I like to pull away from the crowd and make my OWN works as well that need not be related to anything. Any questions in regards to the story feel free to ask!! I will answer anything to the best of my abilities. And can't forget ~animeboydomo9 if I can't answer some stuff ask him, he's a major part of this project as well!

Random
Gosh I started to go back to drawing again and I noticed my style has changed a lot, specifically body design and poses, I guess I'm getting influence from my friends into my style now too. My friends on iScribble are those that are seeing the most changes as they see me draw in real time. I'd like to call this a step forward and also a step back. Step forward in a form of progression, step back in I forgot things that used to be so easy to draw I'm relying on references more now.

Oh happy day! A year subscription and I'm getting back into the habit of drawing despite all the college hardships. So off I go once more! Now if anyone has any questions to ask me, ask away! I'll be here every once in awhile. |D Make a list and ask! Byes!!!

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]]> *Shahrezad College, Life, & Tagging B-cuz I Care http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17061394/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/17061394/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 16:54:55 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~College~

|D I like it so far, Biology is a great class with a wonderful doctor, oh yes she's a doctor not a professor. Got a PH.D and all that good stuff, I hope doc Smith teaches Biochem or at least chem 101. I ended up dropping my only art class due to the fact that it was EVERYTHING like Art Institute and as far as I am concerned I don't need that sort of stress all over again. Aaaaaaaaaand I hate physics.... yes... I despise it very much, too much effing MATH! They should just separate the things, Math and Science mixing is an eternal migraine I swear. =3= Mr. Cohl was better, he said there would be NO math but Mr. Karson.... grrr dick.. not to mention he looks a LOT like Andy Dick. And the CIS course... no comment. ~lawl~

~The need to draw & Desert Rose~
OMG I miss drawing like a cocaine addict in rehab missing his crack! OTZ Since college started I've had to put aside all my art and imagination in the name of the sciences (all my classes are science classes). I was thinking about taking requests but remembered that I FORGOT how to draw proportions and faces I need a crash course on drawing. I might do a meme though.. got one in hand just need help with it.. ~looks at animeboydomo9~ yeah... lots of help.. with the meme... ~shot~ Oh and I've been working on a story called Desert Rose with a friend of mine, lots of fun but I need to pump out some character sheets soon so I can start paneling, storyboarding, and typing up the main script. Gawd it's going to be so much fun!!! I might start on Spring Break though since RCC is quite anal about homework and whatnot.

~Subscription and Voting Conclusion~
Okay since I'm lazy and can't wait till march voting is over now (not like anyone voted after the initial flood of voters). And I have made my decision and that decision is that I will stay on DA since so many WANT me to stay HOWEVER I will still make my site only thing is some things will be exclusives for the website only so don't expect all my work to be here. In other news, HOLY MOTHER OF ANDREAS MY SUBSCRIPTION IS NEARLY UP!!!!! I really enjoyed it, it was fun to have, shoutboard and being able to view more on a page at one time. Thank you *Sugar-High-Otaku it was a wonderful gift and I really liked it LOTS!

~Tagging is the way to live baby!~
Okay no one tagged me I saw this on someone's journal and I figured it would be a nice way to feature devs since my subscription will end in a couple of days. Why not benefit others right?

RULES:
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 20

2. A place you'd like to travel: Venice

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~Art Theft~

LET ME GET THIS FUCKING CLEAR RIGHT NOW! I DO NOT EVER CONSENT ANYONE TO USE MY ART WORK! THEY HAVE NO PERMISSION NOR ANY RIGHT WHAT SO EVER TO STEAL MY ART AND PUT IT UNDER THEIR NAME! PERIOD! ALL MY WORKS ARE COPYRIGHTED UNDER MY NAME! I WILL NEVER GIVE PERMISSION WRITTEN OR OTHERWISE, MY WORK IS MINE AND MINE ALONE ANY RECREATION OR DISTRIBUTION OF MY ART IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED. IF NECESSARY I WILL TAKE LEGAL ACTIONS TO DEAL WITH THIEVES I.E. I WILL TAKE YOU TO COURT, ART THEFT IS AN OFFENSE AND IT WILL BE DEALT WITH ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. I never thought this would happen to me ever again after witnessing one of my arts being sold at anime expo.. but no.. lo' and behold AGAIN! OMFG I WANT TO POP EYES OUT AND PEEL SKIN OFF!!!!! This person has images from <--- (the pages Background image),
(DMC search),
(DMC search),
(now I know why she left in such a hurry)
and other such DA DMC artists.. even worse is this person stuff is written in Russian or whatever so I dunno what the FUCK is going on. All I know is that I am FUCKING PISSED THE HELL OFF! I mean I saw art thievery happen to my friends but I never imagined my work would be STOLEN IN SUCH AN AUDACIOUS FASHION! I mean SHIT! My WATERMARKS are still on the picture! ~sighs~ I can't believe this fucking shit....
Here's the wannabe artist stealing my art [link]
Even MORE ART THIEVRY! [link]

Good news is I haven't seen any more of my works on this person's site nor has the person removed my watermark, HOWEVER if anyone sees this shit please... PLEASE..... tell me, shit report them to the site or anyone if you can! I've tried dealing with art thieves but let's face it, they don't give two shits. Sorry about my profanity but my art work is my life, this is un-nerving, heart-shattering and above all else disgusting. I will let the artists of the stolen works know about this. Man am I glad I watermark everything I make.
Laterz!

PS
If any of you did this, then please take that down. If not help me deal with this matter. And if you can't do anything, then oh well I'll try to fix this all on my own. Have a nice day everybody!

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]]> *Shahrezad DMC4: My Final Verdict *NO SPOILERS* http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16819152/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16819152/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 15:01:00 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~DMC4: My Final Verdict~

So I beat DMC4 today... I'm not going to spoil it for anyone. All I'm going to say, in my OWN opinion RIGHT NOW.... I liked DMC3 better than 4. And BAH to the secret shitty ending I COULDN'T UNLOCK THE DAMN THING! 1 MINUTE AND 20 SECS ISN'T ENOUGH TIME!!! That's it. I won't say anything more unless you note me saying otherwise so I don't spoil it for anyone else.

~Entertainment Center and New Bookcase
Simply put, my old crappy bookcase and entertainment center have been dissimulated and tossed out. |D I now have a flat screen HDTV, heheh high definition ass kicking... in my own room.. ahh a dream come true. On a different note: OMFGBBQ COLLEGE CLASSES WILL KICK MY ASS SOON! ~looks to calender~ T^T the 19th seems so close.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand that's about it.Wait.... WTF IS UP WITH THAT NEW BUTTON NEXT TO THE FRIEND ONE?! COLLECT???!!! OMG DA YOU KEEP ADDING USELESS SHIT ONE AFTER ANOTHER!!!! And with all this stuff going down I haven't had the time to work on my website.. ~dies~ Oh well, I'll finish it on my own time...yeah.. THE POLL IS STILL ON TILL MY SUBSCRIBBY THINGER EXPIRES ! |D And now I'm going to go lay down before I have a coronary.

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]]> *Shahrezad DMC4 Collectors Edition http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16756868/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16756868/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 15:44:17 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~DMC4 Collector's Edition~

I FINALLY got my hands on the game today, though I haven't played it yet. I.. had a hard time today. I went to my local Gamestop where anxious fans (3 guys) were waiting. DMC4 fans are very nice people... seriously, we talked about how we got into the games and everything. And the cashier Leroy was very cool to, so anyways he told us to wait and see what would happen. After finding out the UPS got rerouted, rather the DMC4 shipments were LOST, we went over strategies. A fan in a white baseball cap said "Hey why don't we call the other Gamestop and see if they have any spare copies?!" Sure enough after talking with a young teller with blue eyes and glasses.. |D~~~ dreamy... ~coughs~ he said the Gamestop near Michael's had it, so he told the girl my name and OFF I went there after thanking them for taking the time to help me out. Man they were so cool about it, I even got to share my con experience and meeting Dan and Reuben to them. ANYWAYS! After being out of the house for hours.. (I was at the Gamestop from 10 am to 1 pm) I went to the other Gamestop. I mentioned that I was from the other Gamestop sent here to pick up my game, "Oh your her." she opened the drawer and then BAM I had an epic moment! By the way I got the strategy guide at the same time and I used my edge card so instead of getting 10% off I got 20% off I finally got the game in my hands, in glee I squealed in the car. Only problem is I have YET to play the game as I am now boxing up my stuff for a new shelf. So in other words DON'T FAWKING SPOIL THIS SHIZNIT FOR ME MMKAY???!!!! I HAD THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! ~lawlz~

The Poll
Thank you everyone for participating in the poll, I seriously appreciate it and your comments warm my heart. I'm thinking over what to do now since many of you gave me LOTS to think about and for that I am grateful to have friends like you all here on DA, truly. Thank you! The poll ends March 1st.. so if you have yet to vote plz do I would appreciate it greatly! Thank you again and take care of everyone!!

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]]> *Shahrezad Poll Topic: Should I stay on DA or leave? http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16603630/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16603630/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 20:07:34 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Official Poll: My Final Stand~

|D I would like to thank those who are voting.. no seriously.. I would... I've decided to make this poll official on my stance on whether I should pack my shiznit and leave DA or to possibly stay, deal with the yaoi community and post my work. So if you haven't voted yet do so please!!! That poll will determine whether I should go or stay here. But in all honesty I will keep my site running, because I'm putting a lot of work into it and I refuse to let it go so easily as it will be my one and TRUE domain with no restrictions. All I can say right now is DAMN this shit has GOT to be epic! ~rofl... shot by friends~ So yeah.. VOTE! I think I'll let voting go on until my subscription here ends which will be in a matter of like.. a month so.. yeah. Oh and feel free to comment I would like to know your reasoning for your choice.

Miniature Project
I am a lazy biznatch that possibly needs a life. However I felt like undertaking a project. I want to test out my skill and see if I can draw out the concept arts from Pentavision's game DJ Max Portable. I am choosing to not do ALL of the concept arts as I am not up to par yet with such skill. This is no easy task as the concept arts are all on the PSP and I'll have to stare at my PSP and attempt to recreate the works. I think I can do it. Whether I post works from this project solely depends on the poll results so choose wisely Nevertheless WIP's of it will be posted as I have done with the "Whisper In My Ear" piece. None of these have a progress mark beside them because none of them have been started yet. The ' x ' means how much work for that particular song I gotta do.

x2 Whisper In My Ear
x3 End of the Moonlight
x2 Enemy Storm
~not doing Extreme Z4 art~
~not doing Light House art~
x3 Luv Flow
x3 Never Say
x6 OutLaw
x2 Ray Of Illuminati
x6 Save My Dream
x8 Sunny Side
~not doing One The Love~
x5 Long Vacation
~not doing Can We Talk~
x3 JBG
x2 Eternal Memory
~not doing Masai~
x7 Original Sin
x3 Funky Chups
~not doing Fever GJ~
x3 Futurism
x2 80's bit
x2 Astro Fight
x2 FTR (Feel the Rhythm)
x3 ON
x3 Let's Go Baby
~not doing Jupiter Driving~
~not doing Elastic Star~
x3 KUDA
x8 Bright Dream
x3 Catch mE.
x4 RED
~not doing Revenge~
~not doing ParaQ~
x4 Temptation
x6 Oblivion
~not doing Rock Or Die~
x1 Tchaikovsky
~not doing Triple Zoe~
x4 Ya! Party!
~not doing Minimum Life~
~not doing Road of Death~
~not doing a.i.~
~not doing FEAR~
x6 Lemonade
x2 Chrono Breakers
x3 Memory of Beach
~not doing Dreadnought~
x5 Hamsin

WOW THIS IS A LOT OF SHIT!
Peace out and take care everyone!

Progress Key:
Complete - Dig it I am FINISHED!
Untouched- I'm thinking it over a bit
Half Done - Got some coloring in
Lineart Done - well... ]]> *Shahrezad Devil May Cry 4 news http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16462442/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16462442/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 16:13:59 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~DMC4: Nero trigger? Or Vergil Legion?~

Uh.... guys I just saw this and umm.. if you're a DMC fan you MIGHT want to check it out. If you've already seen it then hooray get off my ass because I just saw it and.. damn. I think that 'devil trigger' or whatever it was... is Vergil's DT form from DMC3 just souped up. Want proof? Listen to what Nero says just as he 'DTs' he says, "You're going down." Vergil said that too in DMC3 during the last fight when he would charge up an attack. In a way if anyone has played Chaos Legion it looks like he's summoned a legion, very much like Thanatos. Maybe Vergil is actually in DMC4 despite all the forum trash talking I've been seeing. Hmph, guess you can't believe EVERYTHING you hear eh? The again Capcom is a company of mystery, judge for yourself. Just thought I would let you all know... and here's the link... just copy and paste it into your address bars. ENJOY! By the way watch that last attack... was he using the Yamato directly? It seems to vanish at the end of the combo. Then again it may not be Vergil, just the devil powers of the Yamato. (remember when Dante DTed? Depending on the weapon he was equipped with his form looked different.)

Here is the video:
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Here's a clearer view of his DT if you haven't been to the official site lately...
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]]> *Shahrezad Tag'd! College & My Own Website! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16335568/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/16335568/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 19:42:48 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Tagged

XD; I have been Tagged by my dear friend

Here are the rules:
1.Post these rules
2.Each person must post 8 random facts about themselves
3.Tags should write a journal of these facts
4.At the end of this post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5.Go to there page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

1. I love the smell of fuel at the pump. But HATE diesel fuel for some reason.
2. I was in the Young Authors club when I was 7 for writing a highly detailed story.
3. I was born with a few strands of white hair.
4. I sleep with a night-light on because I'm STILL scared of the dark.
5. Even worse is that I sleep with a stuffed rabbit too.
6. I've only been in 1 relationship in my whole life.
7. I walk around in shorts even in winter time around my house
8. I can finish most games even RPGs in a time period of 3 days WITH sleep and food and no strategy guides. (All FF games take me 4 days though)

Hm.. tag eight people? Okay you guys don't have to do it if you don't want to.
because your my comrade
because I hate you <3333
because you owe me foot rubs ~ROFL~
because you is my sistah!
because.. I dunno
because you were kind enough to make me this awesome avie and you to pieces!
because you're a new watcher and I <3 you
because you're a new watcher too and I <3 you more!

Schools in Session
Yup you read it right, college is BACK in session. And I'm loaded to the brim with classes... I finally persuaded my mom to let me have some art classes.. her response, "Why?! It's so useless! Whta kinda future is that?! You flunked Art Institute and you want to waste more time in while at a community college? You should focus more on your med classes and less on your pictures, games and animes." Hence why I can't attend this years' Anime Expo. ~sigh~ Oh well! I least I got into ONE art class.... yeah.. beginner's drawing.. ~is ashamed~ WELL IT'S SOMETHING! So I'll be having Biology, Beginners drawing, chemistry 101, and in due time anatomy physiology part 1. So if I'm not on DA much.. THAT is why.

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~Yule's Passing

Guess what I got this year? No seriously... guess.... you'll never guess. I got a notebook/journal thinger... yeah.....which my mom promptly took over once I got in the car. And.... I also got... Licorice... oh joy. How I've waited this whole half a year for both those things. Feel my immense joy.... NOT. How many times do I gotta say it? I DON'T WANT ANYTHING! I either get useless items I never touch or use, or things I simply DO NOT FAWKING WANT.

=3= ~sigh~ My dad bought me the licorice.. I'm not allowed to have any sweets, period. Mom knows the whole reason WHY I can't see why she didn't stop him. Licorice.... maybe if I was 5 years old again I would relish that thought and dive into the pile instantly. But no, I guess not this year. He also gave me 100 dollars in a card. When he went to the living room I put it back in his wallet.
The journal/notebook was nice, it was pretty, nice cover, great back to school item.. I could... umm... uhhh... take notes in it or ....doodle? Yeah, I guess. My mom is going to take it back today on her way to work.

Well uhhhh.... merry fucking x-mas I'm glad everyone is enjoying it. Personally I'm glad it's almost over, the only highlight of the day was a phone-call. Well that phone-call and the fact my friend really enjoyed his gifts. He did something that made my day so perfect. You know what that was? He got me NOTHING! JUST AS I ASKED! THE PERFECT GIFT! Thanks hon!!!!! I just pray to whatever godly saint exist in the highest of reaches of the celestial grounds that I get NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING next year. It wasn't fun crying at my mom's work on x-mas eve, apparently the thought of what a friend got for her x-mas present seemed to make me cry. ~shrug~ I don't get it. If it isn't clear to anyone by now.. yes... I HATE THIS DAY. Hate being quite the understatement. My seasonal depression is at it's highest peek on these two lousy days. Oh and don't tell me it's the thought that counts, I got that for 3 years before I said stop the THOUGHT and save your money. But hey there's a bright side, the day comes once a year!!!!! And today is windy as all hell, my favorite kinda weather!!!

Yeah that's the only reason for the update, you may all go back to enjoy all your cutesy presents and family time and such! :3 I would spend time with my family too but they're working right now, they don't pull vacation on x-mas they work overtime. I don't have relatives to visit or... stuff.~nodnod~ yeaaaaaaahhhhhh enough about me. So what awesome stuffies did ya guys get this year?! Anyone get a PS3?!

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And now one last time because they look cute together:

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~Momentary Freedom

I just finished my last final about 30 or so minutes ago... it was very difficult. OTL 15 chapters all together... may victor bless the fact that it was multiple choice. I think I did fairly well.. hopefully I passed the course and I won't need to repeat it. ~shudders in thought~ If I do have to repeat it I will die a thousand deaths simultaneously and I think even Buddha will be able to tell. Nonetheless I am somewhat free right now, some of you may hear from me, some of you might not. It's the process of transitioning as a full time student. I'm trying to get my priorities in order.

~X-mas/Yule....
I have what psychologists like to call seasonal something-something... I forgot the rest, forgive me I just took a 15 chapter final and I remember nothing. But basically this disorder is like this: when winter season approaches I fall into a deep state of depression and distance. I hate Christmas for many different reason none of which I will name because I don't wish to offend anybody. Nonetheless, I hate receiving gifts.... HATE. ABHOR. DETEST. ALL OF THE ABOVE. It's not so much as the hate though....it gets me depressed. I'm used to years of getting things I hate or things that are useless to me or I just plainly don't want. So my family and I resolved the issue. I don't receive gifts on x-mas, it's been 5 years of this so far... ~shrug~ it's cool with me I like it! If I want something I'm more obligated to go out and buy something with my own money on my own time.

~Side-Notes
This portion of the journal is broken down to people I wish to address, it's not bad or anything. I just barely have the time or chance to catch all my friends on to tell them things... so look for your name and read it. Respect everyone's privacy and don't pick on anyone. Now here they are in no apparent order.

animeboydomo9: Hold off on opening your shiznit until x-mas ya hear me?! Anyhow, yeah I can start work on Desert Rose now, I can't wait. This is going to be fun!!! :U Hit me up on messenger when you're ready to discuss the outline for the storyline. And I hope the schematics I made for the Lilium Inoperante were up to buff for ya!

devilhunter-44 aka COMRADE!!! T^T9: OMG GIRL I MISS YOU! I miss talking with you on messenger.. oh my god college sucks major ass! How are you? Doing well I hope. And hey don't fret over the backorder, it's cool, you know I can wait for anything.. even fandom awesomeness. <3 Much love.

dante'sgirl: Spaz love sistah, spaz love. <3 thanks for those links by the way.. yeeeaaaahhhhh you know what I mean. ~ROFL~

Sugar-High-Otaku: Hey... long time no talk eh? Well... I'll be very busy these last couple of days and I'm sure you're over booked with your own things. You'll probably get your stuff after the New Year.. maybe.. probably. See ya when I do.

Suupashi aka Suupa star: :U You're probably not going to see this journal for maybe a month... a year.. maybe longer. Yar I know yer buseh and I dun hold it against ya! I just wanted to say hi and I'm praying for your family right now. Intense situations all around it seems. Keep strong, chin up and shoulders back, you can do it, I have faith.

:U That's that... if you weren't on the list then that means you are safe from my psychopathic mind and free to roam the streets with a spoon and a helmet screaming "1 4M 733T H4X0R!!!!!!! 1 W177 H4X0R Y0U!"... yeah...... Merry early x-mas, happy new year and happy holidays everyone! I wish you all nothing but the best take care!!! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15919763/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 15:44:13 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Icon Rave

So about this Icon Rave. Syrae-Universe is making some awesome lil' pixel avatars!!! PEOPLE! SERIOUSLY! Get the FAWK over to her page and check her out! :3 I did and now I have a cute lil Raccoon Shazy me making all the wild facial expressions I normally do, and my friend animeboydomo9's avie interacts with mine, it's so cute...
her journal has all her recent works and I feel that she needs to be mentioned because she is a rising talent... seriously people... I can't stress it enough... CHECK. HER. PAGE. OUT!

~Interwebz Issue solved
First and foremost... I'm not without intarwebz. I found a way to set up the router and DSL as independent variables so everyone still has interwebz except for my dad whose computer is still under repairs. -_-; They got the computer on the 10th.... this shiznit is going to take awhile.

~Finals in full swing
That's right, this week is over and next week is the week of my finals. This means I'll be scarce on DA and messenger as I will be cramming like an insane person. @_@ What's worse is my mom is striving to make me a full time med student therefore... I will miss my friends. ~dies~ If I go full time as my mom is trying to get me to go I won't be able to talk to my friends as much or hang out... ~looks to C~ Sorry friend.... we can text.. yeah? But.. I'm afraid I won't be able to attend anymore expos, Anime Expo in particular.. and we had SUCH grand plans too!!!~glooms~ Nya..... but... I'll be here!!!

Well yeah... notes take priority while comments will be overlooked for the time my finals are in session. So.. take care everyone and we'll talk soon! Much love!

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]]> *Shahrezad Internetless For Awhile http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15811566/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15811566/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:51:14 PST Thanks for visiting my page!

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~Internetless

Okay, today my dad's computer went and died on him. It wouldn't turn on despite our efforts. We have concluded that there is either a problem with the power box or the mobo(motherboard) is fried. ~shakes head~ My father's computer acts as a main server in my house powering all the other computers with internet. Friday he'll ship it back to iBuyPower so that they can fix this issue. The whole process may take up to a week... therefore I will be without internet for a whole week maybe more depending on the severity of the problem.

X-mas Gifts
~spazzes uberly~ OMGOMGOMG! I have a lot of things to do! ~dies~ and bloody school is NOT helping!!! =3= This is the last time I sign up for fall/winter sessions. *A*;\ I have to finish up working on someone's gift and I have to repay all my friends here somehow.. GAWD! Will one deviation for all of you do? ~is shot~ |D Guess not.. I'll figure something out, but if it's late don't kill me, RCC is taking care of that right now.

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CSSness journalness.. oh yeah babeh!

~CSS and more stuffies
Yes I finally got this CSS to work!!!! ~bows~ And I have the person who made it to thank who I have credited at one point on this thing.. ~looks around~ yeah the person has been credited just browse this journal and you'll see it.

~I'M SUBSCRIBED?!
:3 Thanks again C for the subscription!!! I can't thank you enough even though I'm no native of the CSS tongue!

~~~~~Old Stuff nya...~~~~~~~~~

~But alas....
=3= Yeah like every year my folks won't be doing x-mas so naturally that means no christmas tree and no presents... Yay.... I'm actually cool with it now I don't want anything for x-mas anyhow, I got all I want. Good company, friends, Sparkling Cider and a warm bed to sleep in.

~The comatose deviant
~raises hand sheepishly~ Y-yes? I don't really touch photoshop no more... I know. I'll try to get to it once my finals go away and when my inspiration returns. Which raises a good question.... what should I DRAW???!!!!!! Meh!

Ummmmm yeah.. so yeah. Thank you friend for the subscription I appreciate it a LOT and I'm looking forward to using it... if only I learn somehow... wow, early x-mas indeed and I'm not good with any gifts.. not even online ones. T^T9 You know you coulda just bought me the smallest print on the site and I would've been uber happy.

~Shit I HAVE to DO!!!!!!!
....... yeah.... yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh... OMG YOU ALL SHOULD SEE TIN MAN ON SCIFI LIKE OMG IT'S SO GEWD!

Key:
- Untouched
- Touched but neglected, OR in progress..
- YOU MOFO IT'S ALMOST DONE! FINISH IT!
- DONE! HALLELUJAH!

~Mad Scientist, Mad Dream: Dr. Victor and Rasputin, locale: Shin Sekai the Soda Joint. business: WORLD DOMINATION!
~Team Attack: Ballistic Meteor: Basically a team attack between me and ~animeboydomo9
~Mechanical Chemistry: 2 of my fav androids back to back; KOS-MOS and Tres.
~Esther Must Die:... I will NOT explain.
~Trinity Blood: "Armed.. and lost?" A joke about my fav android.
~Azure Snow: I got the cover inked. The comic has yet to... ]]> *Shahrezad Rest In Peace Reuben Kee (1984-2007) http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15683649/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15683649/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 17:55:04 PST
Here's what happened: [link]

The thread directed to Reuben's family, no discussion please and you need to register to post (you don't pay anything the whole site is free stuff): [link]

A song in his memory, that he himself wrote, it holds true in his memory [link]

Reuben Kee's Music on OverClocked ReMix:
[link]

Some information about Reuben Kee:
[link]

]]> *Shahrezad A Lackluster Update 4 Lack Of Life http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15637566/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15637566/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 15:26:45 PST ~DSL yes?
Yes I finally have DSL running although I will say it could have gone smoother but my dad likes to ignore me and not accept any outside help, therefore if there are errors he blames me even when he kicks me out of the room. ~le sigh~ ah well I dun care I got my intarwebz back now.

~Deviation schedule
Yeah if anyone hasn't noticed yet I have completely refrained from all serious deviations. All you've seen lately are iScribble... scribbles. -_-;\ I truly wish I could draw on photoshop but I truly do feel like my skill is going down. Seriously. This isn't an artist's block, you have to be on my end of the computer to see what I mean. I probably will continue this trend of lackluster iScribble doodling and not really any DA posting. :/ Yup.....

~Holidays that were and Holidays to come
:3 Yeah happy belated Thanksgiving and a Merry x-mas to come. X3 I won't be deviating anymore holiday things after this years Halloween fiasco, think I owe it to myself to kick back on holidays and be away from the computer.

Erm.. yeah... not much of an update sorry! ^^\ ummmm SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY! There's only person who knows what I mean about sundnay and IF YOU ARE CANCELING TELL ME NOW MKAI?! <3 Anyhow I will be around DA once in awhile now that the spamming has stopped but I plan on making my own webpage so I won't have to be here all the time. However if I do succeed in the creation of my website I will notify those who want to know about it. I'm keeping it under wraps for now for some obvious reasoning. Take care ya'all!

]]> *Shahrezad In Lieu of My Absence.... http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15424530/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15424530/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:00:56 PST Absence Stuffies
After the little Halloween hell I've been wary of my school work. Oh yes... BEHOLD ART HISTORY AND PSYCHOLOGY!!! @_@9 Nonetheless I am not dead I am still here on DA however I am having second thoughts. Like.. OMG I AM BEING SPAMMED FROM HERE TO HIGH HEAVEN! And I don't think DA's admins give a rat's ASS about it! The spammer's page says that the user is no longer a member... BULLSHIT! They are! They spammed me yesterday and TODAY! =3= If this becomes a daily routine of BS I'm packing my shizzle and moving to an undisclosed location. Period. I don't need this garbage every time I go to check my mail. RANT OVER.

^^ In other news, sorry to my pals that I haven't been on as much as I normally am and I miss ya all! ~_~\ I've just been dealing with some heart wrenching issues and college work. Not to mention by disease like artist's block.. seriously... this ain't your average artist's block. Right after I lost my halloween pic to my computer's irreversible blackhole of a hard drive my hand has been on strike. Like those Writer's Guild people. Not to mention I got a new obsession and I WANT TO DRAW! >.<9 Oooooo FEEL MY PAIN!!!!!!!

Random Moment: AND SOMEONE STOLE MY LIL' VERGIL PIN I GOT AT ANIME EXPO!! OMG I AM SO PISSED OFF I COULD BITE A TREE! AND THEN LIKE OMG NUMBER 2 MY WORLD IS GUNNA END!!!!.. COEY OPEN UP YOUR STORE SO I CAN BUY ANOTHER ONE GOD DAMMIT!!!!!! >.<9*********** All better... :3

~Games......
I've been gaming like there's no tomorrow. I won Thousand Arms offa eBay in new condition, I got Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner.. I'm a BIG SMT fan... fer seris And I reserved DMC4 awhile back for the XBox 360... the SPECIAL EDITION..... that I heard.. COMES WITH A REPLICA LIFE SIZE EBONY & IVORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~spaz/flail/fangirls out~ EDIT: Some dick on Gamestop's review thing put a damper on my dreams, apparently no life size replica guns just some extra shizzle. ~le sigh~
But now that I've started playing Devil Summoner... I seem obsessed with the scientist in Gouma-Den... Dr. Victor... creepy? Yes. Funny? OMG YES! He made the purchase of the game SOOOOOOOOOO worth it! I won't even elaborate! RENT IT! Play up to episode 11.. and prepare to wet your pants laughing.

~Intarwebz
Today stuffies came in from Earthlink. DSL stuffies. Yeah baby. Finally I'll have high speed.. DON'T LAUGH!!!!!!! MY FOLKS ARE POOR AND WE COULDN'T AFFORD IT BEFORE!!!! =3= now I can DL Verdy pr0n faster.. ~shot~ |D it was worth it.......

>3< Yes that appears to be all, don't expect to see me on DA often if the spam continues, if anything I might move my account or go to another site. If I chose to do so I will notify my friends. Much love and I'll HOPEFULLY speak to ya all soon!

~Shit I HAVE to DO!!!!!!!
Will it be done before Armageddon? The Apocolypse? Year 2012 on the Mayan calender?! ONLY TIME WILL FRIGGIN'S TELL!!!! I'll get to this shiznit eventually, maybe around x-mas.... of next year. Yes.... I am making slow progress.. STFU I HAVE A LIFE.... ~looks for it~ OH SHIT I MISPLACED MY LIFE!!! ~spazzes~ Maybe I can get a new one on eBay... that place is the shit son! Wow the list gets bigger and bigger as my brain gets smaller and smaller.

Key:
- Untouched
- Touched but neglected, OR in progress..
- YOU MOFO IT'S ALMOST DONE! FINISH IT!
- DONE! HALLELUJAH!

http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15304565/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:50:41 PDT DevilHunter44 for being there for me to talk it through.. but I'm sorry... I'm in no condition to even open up anymore. See ya DA peeps... sometime soon.. I think.

]]> *Shahrezad California: In The Inferno http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15188081/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15188081/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 13:24:52 PDT ~13 Fires Of Southern California
Flip to your CNN channel, yeah.... I'm in the middle of that nasty fire. Gosh... so cal is on fire... and... I'M IN THE CITY IN THE MIDDLE OF IT WITH NO ESCAPE ROUTES!!!!!!!! Seriously, I'm in one of the few cities that is surrounded by the fire... it's a circle and my city is one of those in the center. Nonetheless I am fine and I can only hope my friends are okay too. CNN has been quite persistent saying that this fire is now TWICE THE SIZE OF NEW YORK and it is no where near contained. This is actually 13 different fires raging on in several different locales in So Cal. We're officially in a state of emergency and the winds aren't helping. Due to it's unpredictability firefighters are fustrated and fatigued, most working straight without sleep. Firefighters from Nevada and Arizona have been sent to help as well as the national guard.... but..... nothing is looking up. New Orleans had there Katerina... and now Cali is having there Dante's inferno... lovely.

Here's an article about the fires:[link]
Updated News Slightly: [link]

I hope my family and I won't be forced to evacuate... because the problem is, all the freeways nearby have been shut down and we're nothing but sitting ducks. Even if we do escape, we've got no where to go. ~sigh~ Meh... just thought I'd update about my current situation lest something happens and my DA page goes barren or something. OKIE DOKIE! Back to disaster packing! Much love to my peeps and I'll update soon!

]]> *Shahrezad Stolen Tag and Stuffies In General http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15079150/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/15079150/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 19:33:41 PDT
_{~Stuffies In General

"College sucks. Yes it does. College sucks, just 'cuz." :3 That's my poetry skillz, you no like? You go kiss mah booteh! Sorry! Sorry! Feeling random! I dropped my philosophy class because I recently noticed how much BS I was shuffling through about old farts like Socrates and Minos... I think my med courses are more important than the ramblings of these guys for now. Yar.... and I miss hanging out with my friends.. yes.. I miss everyone! All in all Shazy + college = lazy ass & 0 motivation.}

_{~Deviations?

-_-;;; Yes I haven't really been deviating lately despite my list of things to do existing as they do. ~le frenchey sigh~ Simply put: innovation has been on a stand still and motivation lower than my blood pressure when my kidney starts to act up. But I will say that my pixel ID was my current, and albeit PROUD, achievement as of yet because not only did I take the time to learn it I put my heart into it. Yup.}

_{~Halloweenieeeez and the creepieeeez

I Halloween so much it's not even funny. Seriously. It is my MOST LOVED day ever. Not Christmas, not my B-day, not even the days I'm off from school. NO. HALLOWEEN! 'Cuz I get to dress up like a nutter and be crazy and it would be NORMAL! I plan on deviating something for Halloween but I dunno yet so if anyone has any suggestions I'm listening!!!!!!}

~Time for a Stolen Tag Update 'Cuz Shazy has no life
â Pick your birth month.
â Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
â Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
â Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
â Tag 3 people one person from your friends list.

Well my lovelies I'm an April babeh...

APRIL:
~~Active and~~ dynamic. ~~Decisive and~~ hasty but tends to regret. ~~Attractive and affectionate to oneself~~. Strong mentality. Loves attention. ~~Diplomatic.~~ Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave ~~and fearless.~~ Adventurous. ~~Loving and~~ caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. ~~Good memory.~~ Moving. Motivates ~~oneself and~~ others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

I tag: Anyone who wants to do it, I'm not a mean person all right? I encourage my peepz to be free and awesome and.. ~glares at animeboydomo9~ to update once in a blue moon. I'll put the rest of the months smaller so I have some room on here.

And here are the months:

_{JANUARY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions... ]]>} *Shahrezad What A Weirdass Quiz: Uke or Seme? http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/14673983/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/14673983/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 13:34:21 PDT Vrejusnor's journal egged me on.. ~_~ And laugh all you want... I knew I would get this result... ~runs off sobbing~ WHY ME??!!!!... I think I know whose the cause of me being this Badass Uke.... ~takes out gun and goes to kill C~

Are you a Seme or an Uke?
You are the highest level uke. Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. At times, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges - all you really want is the punishment. It takes a seme with just enough sadistic tendencies to dish out the punishment you really want, but enough patience not to outright kill you, so you are best paired with the "Don't Fuck With Me" Seme.
Badass Uke Picture

Here's The Test/Quiz:
Are You A Seme Or an Uke? Test

~Minimal Finisher
And on a finishing note... I HATE MY PSYCH CLASS OMG MY TEACH IS A PSYCHO BEOTCH! I am now convinced that for one to teach psychology one must be a psycho yourself.. ~nods solemnly~ Like.. did you know Freud was a cocaine addict?! OMG YES HE WAS! Philosophy class... umm.. too much work and none of it makes ANY sense!!! ~bites tablet~ I need a translator when reading the book. And my Art History teacher.. I love her, she's such a kind person.. at least I can deal with her. Mhmmm.. ~sigh~ I need some motivation to keep on drawing.. BYEZ!

BELOW ARE MY WORKS IN PROGRESS!!!

~Shit I HAVE to DO!!!!!!!
THE LIST GOT BIGGER! OMG I AM DOOMED! I have so much work to be done and yet.... bleh, I blame it on lack of interest/motivation/inspiration/your mom/college/cake... etc And I blame my man for the title.. ~stares at him~ you know who you are, you started it... and for some reason.. I'm finishing.. it?

Key:
- Untouched
- Touched but neglected, OR in progress..
- YOU MOFO IT'S ALMOST DONE! FINISH IT!
- DONE! HALLELUJAH!

~Team Attack: Ballistic Meteor: Basically a team attack between me and ~animeboydomo9
~Mechanical Chemistry: 2 of my fav androids back to back; KOS-MOS and Tres.
~Esther Must Die:... I will NOT explain.
~Trinity Blood: "Armed.. and lost?" A joke about my fav android.
~DA Pixel ID I jumped into the bandwagon.. kinda sorta...
~Azure Snow: I got the cover inked. The comic has yet to be done.
~My contest entry for ~ *Shahrezad Memoirs of a WTF SHAHREZAD?! http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/14509437/ http://Shahrezad.deviantart.com/journal/14509437/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 20:57:45 PDT ~Shit I HAVE to DO!!!!!!!
-_-; I am such a lazy bitch, I have so much work to be done and yet.... bleh, I blame it on lack of interest/motivation/inspiration/your mom/college/cake... etc And I blame my man for the title.. ~stares at him~ you know who you are, you started it... and for some reason.. I'm finishing.. it?

Key:
- Untouched
- Touched but neglected, OR in progress..
- YOU MOFO IT'S ALMOST DONE! FINISH IT!
- DONE! HALLELUJAH!

~Mechanical Chemistry: 2 of my fav androids back to back; KOS-MOS and Tres.
~Esther Must Die:... I will NOT explain.
~Trinity Blood: "Armed.. and lost?" A joke about my fav android.
~DA Pixel ID I jumped into the bandwagon.. kinda sorta...
~Azure Snow: I got the cover inked. The comic has yet to be done.
~My contest entry for ~Anti-yaoi-yuriclub FINALLY I FINISHED IT!

There's definitely more to that list but I forgot 'em all.

~Classes so Far
Not that you guys care.. Well anyhow, I'll break it down this way, my Psych class was Saturday... the teacher scares me, I hate the class, I want to drop it, but.... alas I cannot. Not to mention she says ALL her work is online, but her page still reads Spring 07, someone is NOT up to date here and my money is on her. My Philosophy teacher (online) seems nice, but her workload is RIDICULOUS!!!!!!! -_-\ My Art History class is Friday, please God... if you can hear me... please let it be a nice guy, I need my sanity although most of it is gone.

~Pathetic complaint: Now A Rant IN COLOR!!
You know what depresses me? Yaoi... I mean I hate seeing my favorite characters all of a sudden chasing other guys, it drops this fangirls spirit. But this my problem: One of my deviations the Happy Birthday Maus-Kaut one. It's sad for me to see it be the MOST favorited piece in my gallery with 45 and growing favs. It's almost like yaoi rules all in my gallery. Not to mention the drive-by-favors.. for GOD'S SAKE PEOPLE! If you LIKE the damn thing LEAVE A FUCKING COMMENT! If you have the time to insult me for drawing it, (Go look in the comments of Happy B-day Maus-Kaut if you want to see WHO I mean, look for the pentacle) who clearly does NOT know I HATE yaoi and that pic was just for a friend) then prepare for your comment to be hidden.... aside from that... bleh! Yeah... if you do comment, read the Artist's Comments, they're there for a reason.. so you don't make an ass out of yourself. *motions to pentacle avatar*

~The End? Don't bet on it
And that 'Listening to' isn't enough to list everything I listen to, so here's the list:

Zelda 64 Remix - Falling Back by Darangen paste this into your window's media player URL thing!! DON'T CLICK IT OR YOU WILL DOWNLOAD IT!!! And hey, why DL it if you don't like it? -->[link]

IF THE ABOVE WAS TOO EMO, LISTEN TO IT A COUPLE OF TIMES, I CAUGHT ON THAT WAY!!!!

Sonic 3 Re... ]]> *Shahrezad