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http://Sheena-X-Zelos.deviantart.com/journal/18732184/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 14:11:31 PDT

Hey there guys!

Well that's it, tomorrow starts my last week of real school. The week after is final exams and finally the week after that is when I graduate.. o_o whoa. I can't believe after all this, it's what it finally comes down to. So I'm going to savor every moment of this last week of classes with my friends<3.. wow!

I've been pretty much a wreck all week. I always knew I was sensitive but like hell.. every little thing has been making me cry xD. I think "this is gonna be our last lunch in the caf" and it makes me cry.. I think "this is gonna be our last french class together".. and it makes me cry xD... My classmates assure me that none of us are going to be really far apart once we graduate anyway so I guess that comforts me a bit. Still I know it's gonna be weird going to class with new people xD

So graduation is nearing which means so is the summer.. which means I've been applying everywhere for a summer job. I did my resume (which is probably the lamest looking resume ever xD), and mom and Simon are gonna drop them off in town wherever they can. Lol, I just might end up working at Tim Horten's or something xD I kind of hope I'll be able to get a job at one of the clothing stores though wish me luck! Hopefully the employers think my resume is good enough

So what else? Oh ya xD I've been delivering on the FD and mansex that's for sure I totally changed up the look of FD's website and I've been drawing up some new pages. Lol, I also got a whimsical inspiration to draw.. dare I say.. YuGiOh GX shounenai.. OMGLOL xD I know, it's lame.. but I was watching some Saturday morning cartoons and after Pokemon comes YuGiOh GX.. and like, after seeing the opening credits and watching the episode I was all "Oh yeah, Jaden and Jesse are so gay for each other"... xD so yeah I had to.. I'm working on the pic right now actually

Humm.. I think that's all the news I have for this sunday Well it wasn't really news that I just said in the first place but ANYWAY xD.. hope you're all doing well<3

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys o:

Just figured I'd stop in to see how everybody was doing o: I don't know why but I've been super lazy when it comes to replying to comments these days, even on SA o_o but yeah XD I cleaned out my updates box, commented on some things, replied and all that I gotta get out of lazy mode like whoa, and fast because school is starting up again on monday and I have to hit the books and hard...

Which brings me to a random though actually o: wouldn't it be super cool if all you had to do was hit a book and all the info was in your head, and then the harder you'd hit the book the more you would know? lol xD that'd be... cool o:

Anyway I was taking a look at my recent artwork and I realized something they had in common o_o they're all so sad!! I really need to draw something happy soon because I feel as if I'm starting to depress you guys o_o *sigh* I have to start getting my priorities straight as well when it comes to art. I've been a bit selfish with it over the past few weeks and I really have to get some stuff done that I owe people. Hopefully April will be the month to do that.

Anyway, I've been rambling, nothing even important to say XD so I'll leave, and I'll type again soon I guess

~Sheena-chan

PS - Tokio Hotel is like my new fave band!! XD



Hey there guys! ^^

Well there I was neglecting DA yet again. Not purposely though, it's just because I haven't been working on any new colored works and I also lacked the time and energy to comment and all that. Here's hoping this week will be better though

Well so far my easter break has been... meh =/. I watched some movies, fell asleep at a party (it was that bad <_<, and today I've been down in the slumps. I usually get like this once a month and yeah I guess I can probably blame it on that certain feminine issue but today was out of the blue... hormones >_> silly things they are!

I'm trying to get out of it but I need a major boost from something. It'll come to me. It also didn't help today that I just couldn't draw anything! All the things I tried to draw looked so juvenile and sloppy and it was bringing me down more. But I ended up getting a pretty cool Sumeragi out of it so I guess today wasn't a total loss.

Speaking of Gundam 00, **SPOILERS** for those who have seen episode 23, how's about that huh? D: That was the last thing I was expecting. I mean, how can the kill off a main character like that!? I mean they didn't even do that for Gundam Wing ;3; they didn't kill Duo so how could they kill Lockon cold hearted Sunrise. He went out with a bang though which was kind of cool. But like, man, no wonder there are so many characters in the show XD they killed off so many already and it's only season 1... anyway, that's all for me about that. One last thing... poor Tieria ;3;**SPOILERS END**

I'm getting close to 12000 pageviews and my sub is going to end pretty soon too ;3; I should hunt for commissions again soon ;D Anyway, hope you're all doing well

~Sheena-chan



Fun quiz really, I liked seeing all the different art. Also, as you can see my tastest vary... greatly XD

Stolen from
Rules
1. Pick your top ten prettiest anime girls!
Whatever you perceive pretty as, post your top ten.
2. Find a nice picture of them on DA and either
- Thumbnail it under their name (subscribed members only);
- Or put a link to the pic under their name.
3. If you can't find a coloured picture, you may consult google for a coloured one, and

leave a link

10. Misa (Death Note) -
9. Yamato (Loveless) -
8. Ryoko (Tenchi Muyo) -
7. Natchan (Cutie Honey) - (no single shots; the one in the suit)
6. Sheena (ToS) -
5. Chikaru (Strawberry Panic) -
4. Tomoyo (Cardcaptor Sakura) -
3. Maho (Beck:Mongolian Chop Squad) -
2. Misato (Evangelion) -
1. Miko Mido (La Blue Girl) -

I'm going to try and get some colored artwork up this week I hate it when I can't post anything o:

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys

Well I must say little by little I'm feeling better. I'm no longer a blubbering mess thank god. I want to thank you guys!! ;3; I just can't get over how many people are here to cheer me up every time I'm sad. I'm so grateful and thank you all ;3;

lol, old anime music makes me happy C:

In other news, I've been getting really attached to painting recently. It's so fulfilling as cheesy as that sounds but it's just really fun and relaxing XD anyway....

I want you guys to suggest a flower for me to paint. Your fave flower or whatever it may be and if you can link a ref, if not I can always look myself either way, just suggest a flower XD

That's all for me! I'll type again soon

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys o:

Well we finally finished watching the movie Rent in music class. I must say I was skeptical about watching it at first but as it went on I really loved it . The music was a lot of fun and the characters were so great. My faves were Angel, Mimi and Maureen . I loved it because the pairings were also so interesting and dynamic. It really is a timeless piece<3

Well my afternoon today was definitely better than my morning. Not only did I feel like shit when I woke up, I started talking to Lindsay about why I felt so shitty in the first place and ended up crying for most of biology, math and gym class >_> infact I totally skipped gym because I couldn't stop crying. Let's just say I saw something this weekend that really broke my heart and it just felt like the end of... a certain situation, and I was ripped of all hope >_> so I guess all I can do is start anew and try to find somebody else to pursue. Looking back on it now, I wonder if I really was in love...

That's pretty much all I guess. Hopefully all of your days were better than mine @____@

~Sheena-chan


Hey there guys o:

Well last night I had a blast playing Rockband ^_^ tried guitar hero too but jesus, it's so hard to get used to XD but it was my first time so hopefully I'll get better next time C: I loved singing for Rockband though, it was so fun! I got to sing Dani California, Creep AND In Bloom so I was really happy

However at the end of the day I still feel slightly bittersweet... I dunno, I realized something I guess that doesn't make me very happy, yet at the same time I'm happy for the other people involved. Yes, this is about love stuff.. and I don't really have any details to say because I won't bore you all furthur with my problems I think I'll just work on a picture today to get it all out, that'll cheer me up hopefully..

Anyway, that's about it for me Hope you're all doing well

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys

Well let me see... o: Um, k XD I'm pretty much over the whole Katelyn thing as of now. I want to thank all of your for the supportive words ;3; so much love you guys, I'm spoiled! *hugs you all*

The student council is hosting a video game night at the school friday night ^_^ I can't wait to go because they're going to be playing Guitar Hero and Rock Band and I haven't gotten a chance to play them yet, so I'm super excited C: Plus it's something different to do x.x I'm so sick of going into town or staying at home doing nothing D: but yes, excited I is :B

In painful news, I think I hurt my arm again! >_> Remember last year sometime when I had my arm in a sling because I popped the bone up? D: well we were doing excersises in gym yesterday where you had to put your hands against the bench and do a sort of backwards push up, and yes, too much pressure and today I can't even lift my arm above my head. It also didn't help that today during gym I got hit in the head with a basketball, and then hit myself in the nose with yet another basketball >_> I hate basketball...

In cool news, our new student and our teacher are back ^_^ I've gotten to know Mr. New Student a bit more today as well, he's so nice and funny (and TALLL O: ). They both seem to be doing good despite their loss, which is nice to see

Anymore news? o: no I don't think so XD Hope you're all doing well!! heart:

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys!!

First of all I want to apologize for being so inactive, you all have been submitting such great things and I haven't been able to comment D:. The thing is I've been working frantically on Flaming Destiny and haven't had time to comment or make any new colored artwork to post here. Which also means I hadn't had the time to come here. But now that I've cleaned out my update box, I'm ready for some new artworks to comment on xD I won't be inactive this week!

In other news, it would appear that a few days ago I got dumped even before anything got started. This girl named Katelyn which I dated last summer was all, yeah I still like you, and then I go and say, yes I like you back. Then when I message her to see if she wanted to do something this weekend, she goes and tells me that she's going somewhere with her girlfriend... so obviously I put on my WTF face and cried a bit that night >_> not because she basically dumped me, just because every relationship or potential relationship that I've had just goes up in flames... but I'm trying my best to get over it and try again with somebody else... and here's hoping this somebody else won't be too harsh when they dump me too <_<

Let's see, what else? Ummm... xD I think that's it, nothing else interesting has been happening really. Tell me about you guys, anything interesting happening with all of you? ^_^

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys C:

ASDF! *sigh* XD so like I thought I had a point for a journal but now I can't really remember o:. Umm, well I'm pretty not stable today... kind of weak, hard to breath D: I had some kind of odd thing happen to me this morning. I was fine when I woke up, but apparently somebody stepped on my glasses >_> (my fault, I left them on the floor... where I fell asleep) but I don't know, when I put them on I guess it surprised me that they fit funny and got a bit disoriented, got light headed and all that poop... I guess some sleep will do me well tonight ^^

In love news... why the hell am I so awful!? D: I like Katelyn, she likes me so why am I so scared to ask her over to my house? >_> I can't believe I'm shy even when a feeling is mutual.. I suck ._. I have to learn to do these things on my own sooner or later otherwise I won't end up with anyone.. because I'll be too shy to ask them to do anything with me xD anyway..

In other love news.. some guy on facebook told me he's had a crush on me since I danced with him once at a dance last year.. what you get for being nice *sigh* but oh well I suppose, I just wish he'd stop sending me messages calling me 'hun' and 'cutie'... it kind of weirds me out

So yeah, that's what my life has been like the past few days Hope you're all doing well!

Oh, and I finally got season two of House!!!!! C: I are happy and will be barred in my room for the next week watching it all from top to bottom XD

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys,

Well my gosh, what a turn of events today. You see yesterday we got a new student in our class which was awesome because we never get new students like that ^_^. He's our teacher's son and all that so yes it was pretty cool . I was looking forward to today to try and get to know him some more ya know? But then I get in class and I wonder why he wasn't there =/ I didn't think anything of it, I figured he was just with his dad somewhere.

Turns out, his dad wasn't at school either o_o.

So first class today was french, and our teacher comes in and says, so I'm guessing you all heard the news? And we all looked at each other and were like what news? She told us that our teacher's son and our new student's older brother died yesterday. I was like what!? Turns out our teacher and his son went straight back to PEI when they heard, so I'm not sure if they'll come back or not . We wrote cards and letters for their family today in french class. I was shocked, because when I asked how he died, our teacher said that his heart just stopped like that. I mean, the guy was only 20 somewhat years old, in university, an athlete, and he wasn't even sick. It just goes to show what can happen so suddenly...

May he R.I.P and hopefully our teacher and his son will be joining us again later on. I may not have known him, but it still came as a shock for something like that happening to close people..

So yeah, that was my big news of the day o_o. We're also getting report cards as well, so I'm hoping I do well on it D:

I hope you're all doing well!<3

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys!! ^_^

GUNDAM 00 SPOILERS AHEAD
So like I watched ep 18 last night and it brought tears to my eyes! ;3; it was the first Gundam ep to make me cry since the finale of Gundam Seed :B... but like omg ;3;. Let me just say that from the start, Louise and Saji captured my heart C: they were an established couple and so cute to boot! But then Nena had to go and trash that wedding and poor Louise D:

When Saji went to the room I expected her to have amnesia at first, but then when she said his name I was like okay, nothing too bad I guess. But then when he gave her the ring and she showed that her arm was missing it just totally broke my heart ;3; I really hope they stay together though<3<3<3
SPOILERS END

So like I got my pics done XD they should be in around the first of march or so. I really didn't like how they turned out on the monitor but whatever. I had this young effeminate guy photographer who took my pics so he made it fun XD He was so cute I just wanted to poke him C: and he kept making me laugh with that silly voice he used when he said "K, smile for the puppyyyyy C:"... I cracked up XD So even if the pics are awful, I still had a good time

There are just no House DVDs to be found in town!!! D: I've looked everywhere for the season 2 box set, and I've been saving since xmas and I just can't find it ;3; Wal-Mart doesn't have it in stock and there aren't any other places I can go which stinks because I really want it

I watched the Enzai OVA last night XD. It's much better when you've actually played the game. It was okay, but the animation was really iffy so sticky and no flow D: But at least it explained the whole Muca deal better! I also watched Okane ga Nai, another OVA that I didn't feel like watching over the summer. It turned out to be pretty good actually, I just wasn't fond of the note it ended on and I wasn't fond of the art all that much either but the story was nice

Oh and I watched the first ep of Lucky Star XD It was tons of fun! I couldn't get enough of the adorable voice acting and characters ^_^ I'll be sure to watch more when I have the time

Whoo!! That's it for me o: Hope you're all doing well Oh and thanks for the 11000 pageviews! C: it means a lot to me! ^_^

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys!

Well in the aftermath of valentine's day, I have to go get my graduation pictures done today -__-. You know, I don't mind taking pics with friends or whatever with a digital camera, but for some reason it irks me to have them professionally done XD and mom insists I put makeup on *sigh* what a drag D:

In gaming news, I've done some research on a bunch of bishoujo games, looking for the perfect one to play. I find it so hard because I don't want to play something with bad artwork, and for some reason none of the artwork has been impressing me. I mean after you've played Absolute Obedience, nothing really comes close XD Enzai came close, but even those character designs got on my nerves. So I've decided to give Tokimeki Check In! a try, if I can get my hands on a decent torrent. If not it's either going to be Snow Drop or Private Nurse C:

I tried playing the Wii for the first time a few days ago XD played Super Mario Galaxy. Pretty fun, graphics are beautiful but it still doesn't come close to Super Mario 64.. I don't think anything ever will XD

That's all for me, best go get ready for those damn pictures o_o

~Sheena-chan



Hey there everybody!

I just wanted to stop by and wish you all a very happy valentine's day ^_^ anyone who knows me knows that I just love love XD so I really love valentine's day!

Sure we may not have a special someone or something of the sort, but V-day is about the celebration of love and that means all sorts of love C: romantic love, friendship love, family love ^^ it doesn't matter C: all that matters is that you celebrate the love that you have, no matter what sort it is ^_^

I'm also working on a Jade/Seiya pic for later on today to celebrate ^_^ so happy Valentine's day to you all. May your day be filled with love! *blows kisses* ^3^

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys!!

Well dad sent me a book of prom dresses and told me either it was to give me ideas to get one made or if I really fell in love with one, he would try his best to get it for me. Well I did fall in love with one, mom took my measurements and dad is ordering it officially tomorrow C: So in about a month I'm going to have my very own first and last prom dress ;3; I'm so happy<3<3

So yes this is the dress I picked:

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Just punch in number 6806 ^^

I adore it ;3; what do you guys think? C:

In other prom/grad news we got all our invites together XD. I just have to ask my friend if he'll escort me to it D: It's not like I don't want to it's just odd because I feel like I'm asking him out on a date XD which it isn't I'll get around to it XD

Just to those of you who may not know the whole deal about our grad/prom, we all kind of need some kind of partner because we do this whole grand march thing and yes it's so nice to watch and I can't believe I'm going to be a part of one XD I keep getting these exciting surges in me when I think about it ^_^ grad night is gonna be one wicked night

So that's all XD Hope you're all doing well C:

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys >_>

Well I guess starting with the bad news.. I totally flopped at my speech -_- Here I am, totally prepared! I had my speech memorized and I had all the confidence I needed to produce a well done speech... and when I get up there, I wasn't nervous or anything! Hell I wasn't even shaky or sweaty which I usually am for stuff like that. But then I open my mouth... and I fucking flunk the whole damn thing u_u. Everyone was trying to say that it wasn't bad and that the speech was good and all, but I just disappointed myself because I knew I could have done so much better and I have no idea why I messed up at all... I wasn't meant to win or something I guess, maybe that's why I screwed up so bad but at the end of the day I guess it doesn't mean all that much and I'll get over it ^^

On the bright side, my music teacher gave me an A++ on my love song project ^^ you know, the song lyrics I submitted a while back? Well yeah she said she really liked it and that I should even try to record it in our school's studio one of these times. That made me happy. She also told me that I got a 96% on my midterm exam which also made me really happy. I swear, after my horrible surprise with my english grade (which I still feel as unfair) that was a really nice treat. Ah music<3 how I love thee C:

So in all it was a mixed day. We're supposed to be getting a new student in our class soon. It's actually going to be another boy which is cool because we only have 3 boys in our class XD thing is they say he's really tall which kind of scares me because I have a fear of tall guys that I don't know very well :C. I hope he's nice. He's our teacher's son who's moving here for the rest of the year, but yes I hope he doesn't take after his dad too much... D: dada's mean. Either way it'll be a cool experience because we hardly ever get new students in our school ^_^

Hope you're all doing well<3

~Sheena-chan



Hey there guys!

Honestly, I feel like I should be locked away from myself o_o. I've been wicked clumsy these past few days and I have no idea why.

Starting a few days ago I bang my knee in a cupboard handle in the bathroom, and now I have a huge bruise and can't even cross my legs because of it D: The same day at school I climb up to see the top shelf in my locker only to bang my shin in the bottom shelf leaving a huge bruise there (on the same leg mind you! D: ). The next day I accidentally drive my toothbrush up in my gums and now it hurts to smile D: and just today I slice my finger on a piece of paper... *sigh* hopefully all that can heal before I hurt myself again! XD

In other news, (I'll just tell you her name now because more than likely I'll be talking about her a lot from now on...) Katelyn wrote me a message saying that she likes me for real, and I sent her a message telling her that I like her back C: so like, I made her really happy... she was surprised that I liked her back actually now all there is to do is figure out how we're gonna get together... I just might have a gf by V-day C:<3

That's all for me now! ^3^ I hope you're all doing well C:

~Sheena-chan