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○● B R I T I S H ○●

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
[x] You believe the correct way to spell ‘Color’; is ‘Colour’, and Center; “Centre”? (I spell it as colour a lot. Just a habit from reading british books haha)

Total: Four


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●
[x] you wear flip flops all year.
[x] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[ ] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[x] You're a bit of a bogan.
[x] You have an Australian something.

Total: Five

○● I T A L I A N ○●
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[ ] You are under 5'10".
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.

Total: Two

○● S P A N I S H ○●
[x] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some. (some)
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.

Total: Four

○● R U S S I A N ○●
[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You get cold easily
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: Three

○● I R I S H ○●
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a St. Patty’s day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have red hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get together always include drinking and singing.

Total: Two

○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●
[x] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can sing gospel.

Total: Three

○● A S I A N ○●
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: Two

○● G E R M A N ○●
[x] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.

Total: Five

○● C A N A D I A N ○●
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: Three

○● A M E R I C A N ○●
[x] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read. (I love reading)
[ ] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: Two

○● B E L G I A N ○●
[ ] you grow some small vegetables in the yard.
[x] you like French fries.
[x] you think Belgian chocolate rules.
[ ] you know that the 'official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] you speak both Dutch and French
... ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/20716934/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/20716934/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 04:44:22 PDT Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Ti... ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/20482057/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/20482057/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 02:22:42 PDT
Art will be left and this account will be left untouched.


Don't miss me much.


Edit: So it made more sense. xD

]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/19618120/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/19618120/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 05:22:45 PDT
Emma's Introduction:
I've found myself to be quite lazy when it comes to submitting, working, and doing things for either show, myself, or for others. This is supposed to help me, train my drawing on mouse, and use up most of my free time. I consider it to be fun, i will be working on my own for this, and it'll probably be a while before i even start a piece. Couragement is accepted.
I already have a few ideas on some subjects, but i don't really have the photoshop talent to do so. ^^
Either way, should be done by 6 years, LOL jkjk.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

THE LIST:
1. Introduction:
2. Love:
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace:
6. Break Away:
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat:
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%:
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?:
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/17567452/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/17567452/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 03:29:10 PDT


;D

]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/17097783/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/17097783/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 04:12:06 PST Less immature.

Haven't really had any art/fashion ideas lately, i suppose the talent has left me. e.e
Might as well delete DA or something, we'll see what happens..



emmeexo

]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/16499599/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/16499599/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 04:17:21 PST

The rules:
1. Post all the rules!
2. Write eight things about yourself.
3. Post these things into your journal.
4. Tag eight other people.
5. Visit their journals so that they have NO excuse not to do it!

1. i'm pretty young, but i know alot.
2. I lover all colours of the rainbow.
3. People find me interesting, or just plainly weird.
4. My goal in life is to become what everyone wants to become, a successful woman with a nice house, a good, trustful husband, and some non-annoying kids.
5. I dropped out of school in year 9.
6. My boyfriend lives in Oklahoma, and i live in Australia.
7. I've done things i've shouldn't.
8. I don't like one of my friends.

I tag;
1:
2:
3:
4:
5:
6:
7:
8:


Work?:
Some of you may have noticed that i have dissapeared and stopped posting on DA, yes i'm still alive, yes i'm still doing small free artsies, ports, etc. If you want one, note me with char details, or i can do stick figures.
Anyway, everyone have a nice month. :3

My own:
Amazingly some things have changed in my life, some bad, good, annoying, evil and so on. I expect things to do that, but it's getting better and better each day.
On the ninth of this month, (january) i was diagnosed with 'Hashimoto's Disease' it's where the immune system cells attack the thyroid gland and eventually destroy it in years to come. I'm now on more pills to regenerate what the thyroid gland now cannot. Unfortunately, in the future if i wish to have kids, it'll be troubiling, but hopefully everything will turn up okay.

i'm with the most amazing boy of my dreams, he's coming here for a year in July.

In other news;
Cat is missing, my poor little man AKA espo.
Everyone give hope that he will come home to me, i miss him dearly he's my best friend, and everything to me.

Either way, goodluck everyone!

If you wish to contact me, noting my idle bit on DA;

Kandy_Kane_my_ass@hotmail.com
[link]
or on Furcadia as Parade, noting i live in a different country so it might be a bit difficult getting a hold of me.

<3emmee

]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8993316/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8993316/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 02:17:18 PDT
[link] Alts - Selling them !! (Furc stuff)
[link] my myspace
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UPDATE
Portraits are back on for Furcadia, message me here, or on hotmail, Kandy_Kane_my_ass@hotmail.com (no spamming plx.)

If do want port,
reply on this journal all details of your character,
or note me, add references and other things so i can see the detail through my eyes and not make it up so you hate it!

Info needed;
Furcadia name:
Species:
Gender:
Hair style:
Outfit (ie. top, bottom):
Extras(gloves, glasses, etc..):
Jewelry:
Accessories:
Markings:
Picture:
Color code:





Portraits;
1/
2/ - DONE.
3/
4/
5/

Full Body;
1/
2/
3/
4/
5/


Art Trades;
1/
2/
3/
4/
5/




Stick mans/womans/anthros;

Okay, so recently i've hooked onto the liking of doing stickmans like :iconkriswilson: does, he's also on DA if you wish to admire and drool, and laugh.
I've taken into admiration, and formed my own little anthro, buddy, thing. If you want one, give me your information like one would with doing ports, and it'll be done in seconds/minutes. Be sure give me a backround, border colour, etc..




Info needed for stickmans;
Furcadia name:
Species:
Gender:
Hair style:
Outfit (ie. top, bottom):
Extras(gloves, glasses, etc..):
Jewelry:
Accessories:
Markings:
backround;
pose;
border colour:

It's free, btw.

Although, i do tend to make my own poses.
But i will attempt to do your wants.


1/ - Nearly finished.
2/
3/
4/
5/


<3



(Much appreiciated if some people do donate dragonscales or portspaces to me. But it's not necessary.)


Thanks,
Emma xo


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]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8965009/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8965009/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 02:47:40 PDT
YAY, my name is Emma.
Lets have finger sex.

Or.

Sex on paper. ;.; ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8576934/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8576934/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 00:48:12 PDT Who cares?



Oh. Life rules. I'm enjoying it. K?K.

Still single. I think.


- Emma. xo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8052127/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/8052127/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 00:10:39 PST
My birthday is in 10 days, i'll be fourteen.
Go me.


Bahaha. Give me stuff? xD

Robert's going to hit me fourteen times, and the worstest thing is from today, I found out my step sister has 2nd stage cancer. ):

I'll add more stuff later.

- Emma ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7977595/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7977595/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:10:59 PST They're bad, but meh. All my drawings are bad I was told.

I need to draw:

Reference of Parade. 0/50
Reference of Sweet Goddess. 0/50
A new DA ID. 0/50

I need to write:

Emotional stuff. ): 0/50

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Any suggestions on what I could draw or write about with my new drawing abilities? xD


- Emma xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7938787/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7938787/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 23:05:39 PST
I'm going to leave school after Year 10 and after I get my certificate, hopefully by this time I'll be accepted by Tafe and go into there to finish off my HSC. As what I want to be requires that. It'll be hard, but I'll enjoy what hopefully comes out of it in the end.
I'll be in Fasion Design and Industry Practices.
Which will last for 696 hours, which is probaly around two years. I'll be going to the tafe at Ultimo. Which is in the city. I'll be going there by train and coming back by train.
Lets just hope other friends will attend there as well, if not. I'm going to shovel down and really get into it. Because this is my future, this is what I want. I've made over 28 designs on my clothing, and most of them are pretty good.

My family supports me through this, my Grandad finds all this imfortmation, he gets me art pads, charcol pencils, colourful pencils, etc. It's pretty exciting, and very early for me to figure out my future, but atleast I have something to lean on. And some experience.

Grandad is going to lend me his sowing machine so I get onto that, and maybe I'll be able to actually make some of them that are easy and work my way up. It's all exciting! But we'll see what happens within.

Sorry I have not been able to leave my little poems and other things, I've been a bit busy with my life. I've been all down in my work and all wanting to do it. Because I want to acheive. I want to get somewhere in life instead of being a poor little one who needs someone to lean on for money. I want to be able to help people too. Like, the poor people in Africa, who need water and food. I hope I do get that far. And make clothes for them and raise money for them to get more clean water, seeds, and food plus things for their houses!

Give me luck!!

- Emma xoxo. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7912034/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7912034/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 01:01:59 PST It was like, pow. You're single and all that.

BUT ANYWAY, I was all, omg friends. But I got no roses. :< But I did get a rose on a game I play, and I was all, omgluff and such. But it was all good after that.

i'm being all bitchy today, I'm hating everyone and I'm annoying everyone. I'm all.. GO DIE. :< .. and all that. I think everyone's scared. D: ..


I so need to get a digi cam and stuff. I'll show you the ugly me and pwn you. D:<
bahaha..


That's the end.
I'm bored, tired.
and so annoyed at everyone.
Even my mumcauseshe'ssuchahoe.

Final End.

Emma ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7475863/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7475863/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 07:14:50 PST Now you're all guessing, HMM, this is where she runs off to go cut herself, BUTNOOO I don't go off and do that, because i'm going to keep complaining till I find someone who loves me for me, not my damned looks, and not how old I am. I feel as if I'm getting old.. and yet i'm not. It's just all me imagining things, imagining me old and single. I guess, i'm just afraid of being alone, afraid of being not loved and not held close. But what else could I explain? It's all locked in my heart.. and it'll stay that way I think, besides me shoving this on here...

Ah.. 2 months till my birthday, 2 months until I become another year old, 2 months till I become annoying as I was lastyear. . Go me, go my birthday. <3. Wellp, have fun you sexy sexers.

Emzi xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7381744/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7381744/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 11:30:18 PST


ROXETTE LYRICS

"Listen To Your Heart"

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7349228/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/7349228/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 20:33:14 PST
But anyway. Life's good. Repeating a year at school which sucks, but I really dont care!

Yep, I'm well, so are the kittens! They're all seven weeks and ready to go to good homes, except, the petshop wont take them yet, they have kitties already. Mum named the miniture one, from panda's mini kitten -- Basil. AWWW. We might be keeping him, we dont know . How cute. (:

Well, I'll show you one peice of my art I did on art pad. - art.com.

[link]

Enjoy.

Emma xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6986938/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6986938/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 20:41:52 PST
I have not been to school for over 2 weeks atleast, touching isn't it? I cant wait to be bid from this family, but sometimes I wish not to be. I want to go back to school, but am sick of it all, the teachers and some of the pathetic looking students. I hope I do get to year 10 in one peice. and when I do receive my year 10 certificate, I'm out of there into tafe to do Photography... Fun fun..
Anyway, my art has been delayed, so too have my poems of lust and blood. It is a pity as well. I was thinking up so many ideas of poems and art..

I wish to work next year in December, there'll be heaps of work because of the fact people and students will wants christmas off, with their family. Not me, I shall be at work, working my ass off to get a webcam and a few other things I need, including a new mobile phone.

Ah well.. Things happen, things don't. Lets hope, 'My fake penis takes over the world'

and again, I leave this journal for you to comment on harshly or to pity.

Emma. xoxo

ART
[link]
[link] ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6901407/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6901407/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 21:07:41 PDT
Enjoy reading!

Daniel

Okay.. So, Daniel and I. Are done, over and ended alright.

The most pathetic thing about him is his too desperate.. and that's so fucked up. He broke up with me on Thursday, and got with my friend on Sunday. Him thinking I wouldn't find out made him even move pathetic. My god, he really is. He asked Tania out, and then He got with Brittany cause Tania refused. His been talking with her for a while.. and what made it really sad? He broke up with her on Monday cause he said he loved me.. blah blah blah.. xD It's too funny to even explain. I told everyone in the school what he did to me, and they're like, omg the fucking cunt, his soo cheap, Birttany is a slut, yadda yadda.. This is Brittany in year 7. But, I really had nothing against her and told her the shit he did to Bel. In which I'm not explaining seeming it's her buisness, not mine.

My messenger keeps flashing orange, guess who, yes, it's the pathetic one, Daniel. His back at it again, OMG LETS JUST STAY FRIENDS, OMG I'VE BEEN SO SNEAKY, OMG FUCK OFF.. Pff. Whatever Daniel, I'm really not in the mood for his patheticness today, his got an attitude now and it's probaly come from me. I don't really want to talk to him anymore, he goes, DO YOU LOVE ME? DO YOU LIKE ME? OMG EMMA. I LOVE YOU. But I know he doesn't, he just wants mysex and then he'll fuck off. The sad thing about all this? He told me he wanted to have sex with me, HAHA. I told him no. His like. WHY, IT HURTS DAT MUH GIRLFRIEND DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH ME. and I'm all, Well. I don't want to have sex with anyone you dirty little freak. Sad..
I'll show you what I wrote to him, and he didn't even get it.. His like.. WHY. I WANT TO PLESSURE U.

•Îµïз•You Hard Nippled Freak.. D: •Îµïз• says:
....Just go back to Brittany, You're the one starting shit now cause your cock wont stay in your pants, life's a bitch so deal with it... It's not my problem you want sex.. I don't want it. I DON'T WANT TO FUCK ANYONE. Get it through your thick head.....

So sad.. and today was even worse. He knows I like DAVE. and I'm addmitting to that, cause I really do, his so sweet and understanding towards me, his much better than Daniel.

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

No

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

what the fuck?!?

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

you a bitch

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

FUCK YOU

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

thatys it

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

that is the last fucking straw

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

lol u dono how sneeky i hav been emma

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

oh well

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

if u start saying shit about me

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

ill fuck ur life up even more

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

so FUCK OFF

( Dan )....[Kool With a K] says:

So get it?!?



and um, now he wants to be my 'mate' he says he enjoys single life, and yet he acts so desperate.. Not my problem anymore..



To Daniel.: You fuck my life up, and say hello to mr expelled. I don't have to deal with your shit, I'm not going to anymore, yeah we dated, yeah I was a bitch. But atleast I was fucking honest. I like DAVE. I don't care if it hurts you. I don't care if you're not my friend, we hardly ever talk anymore and if we do you start shit and try get me back or tell me you love me, I'm gone for good this time, I'm gone and I'm going to act like I don't even know you. So don't even make eye contact with me, cause you're just going to be ignored, you make any sign of teasing towards me, or any of your friends, they'll be written down and reported to the princapal, all I'm telling is the truth, and the truth wont hurt anyone unless they read this. So get the fuck over yourself and grow up. Cause. I hate you.



Love, and hate.



Emma. xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6830640/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6830640/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 18:33:33 PDT
But I don't really want to go, I was supposed to go out ut like I'm not now.. I'm going to make this short and simple.

We found my other cat Possum is pregnant, and she didn't even look it. She had a ginger one and a black and ginger one -- like her. They've got fluffy ears and are sooo cute..

We think Panda might be pregnant as well. .. . ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6822097/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6822097/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:09:13 PDT

Anyway. 6 - 5 months till my birthday, then I'll be 14. and then!! Next year in December I can finally work, they will probaly accept me cause christmas would be then, and everyone would want off for Christmas. Mum wont be home for christmas so why should I? (:

Besides all that, I wrote a new poem, it was for Daniel but I never got a chance to give it to me. So it's like, for me.. ?


Perth was good by the way, Angela was still sticking out like an elephant, the only difference was, she was wearing make up, a white dress and a ring on her fat fucking finger. Shane has changed, but I guess small parts are in a good way..


My cat, Daisy had kittens, 4-5th litter, lost count to how many times she has been pregnant. 2 ginger, 3 black with white spots and one with a white underside, they're all cute, the eyes are going to open soon and they live under my bed. I cleaned under it and I found $10!! LOL.

Anyway. I'm going to go make myself a hot chocolate and see what I'm doing tonight, might be going out.. I think..

LOVE EMMA. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6604432/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6604432/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 03:21:02 PDT
I get back on Sunday anyway. But Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. I'll be at Grandad's.. Going to all the historical places, most I have NEVER been before, neither has Grandad in some places. So these holidays are interesting.

Daniel and I are not together.. I'm thinking about being with him, my mind says no and my heart says yes, as usual. So I don't know what to do...


Anyway. I'm going to go get an ice cream and such. ^-^
My art will be delayed until I find a scanner. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6472500/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6472500/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 23:49:35 PDT I shall tell you about it, out of dear threatened boredness and the fact that it was pathetic enough that mum got me 2 pairs of bra and short type undies.. They were very colourful and amusing though.

~THE OUTFIT.~
The shirt consists of pink, red, and ribbons, it goes down below the shoulders. It's a thin fabric so I got a lovely pink to go with it, I chose out a cardigan that is those short ones that are in fashion, my skirt is black, it will have sequins and sparkley bits attatched, ties up too! My shoes are close to random, indonesion style with the sequins and how the shoe is shaped. Very pink. :\

In the weeks to come before the wedding, I'll need new earrings and a hair cut to layer my hair and get rid of the dead ends, also to put the blonde streaks back in to make me look pretty. YO. (: And while all this is happening, I'm not amused at what is happening, I am woken up at 4.30AM. Grandad picks us up and we go to the airport. or. We sleep over at Grandads and I wake up at 6.30am .. I like to sleep in, even if it's another hour or so. We arrive, go to where Angela & Shane live. Woo? Apparently something exciting has happened to Shanes appearence that has everyone thinking. 1st of October this wedding is and we come back on the 2nd. Meh.

Other question I ask myself is how I am going to do my hair??

Anyway, on the 17th is Daniel's birthday, The 15th I'm going to go over there and get drunk for Dan, seeming he doesn't like weddings it's going to be, Julian, Belinda, Daniel and Me. So hopefully it shall be exciting.

The 22nd is another party, bigger and more sexier. Bel's birthday. (: Her 16th has arrived and out little love is turning the sweet 16, I hope she goes well at it. and I hope I find something good for her as she did for me in March. <3

Recent Happenings.
At Alenca's birthday, I forgot when unhappily, we all got bored and funnily decided to go watch sex scenes and french movies. Julia, Bel, Jess, Tanya and I were watching all this and sarcastically enough we saw porn mags as well. While Alenca was dragging her little year 7 friends around. After this fun night. I went over to Bel's house, where we stayed up late and got tipsy off disgusting beer. We walked around happily and tipsily and saw 3 cop cars and drag races down roads. I was hyper and ran, screaming and such, Bel somwhat did the same and laughed happily at what I was doing. We got back with milk crates filled with flowers and watched Mitchell on the computer until 4 AM and Bel went on it and sent messages and such. We fell asleep at 6AM .. 1hour sleep for us poor buggers, Daniel came over at 7AM and woke me, up unhappily. As it was Fathers day on that Sunday, My dearest Mother and Step Dad picked me up and I was falling asleep at my Grandad's house at the table. I got to bed late as usual because I could not get to sleep. But did somehow.

Anyway, my story time is over. I think I should just say, I don't want any mean comments said to any names or friends whom people would know irl at my school, or comments on this journal. I tell this so I don't forget it. Even though I wont. So if you'd like. You can shove your finger up your ass and run into a glass door, your comments mean nothing to me, but it'd be nice if you clicked something else and kept your fingers off your keyboard and your lip shoved over your head.

Emma. xxoo

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Birthdays & Events
~Shane's and Angela's Wedding~ 1st October
~Daniel's Birthday~ 17th October
~Eminem's Birthday~ 17th October
~Belinda's Birthday~ 22nd October
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Lets just hope one day I'll be happily married..
But not how Angela and Shane will be, because what Shane is now is fake. Angela took him and changed him into something his not. I'm always something, I am ME. No one can change that. So STFU if you think you can.

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Poems? Art?

-Gift Art - Kaisuko. (Haven't started)
-Lots of poems to be put on here. -
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ANYWAY
Today is going to be fun, late for school again I might add, missed the bus, Mum was supposed to drop me off but I think she's too dead to even get up. So I might as well just stay home, Ah well. We'll see how the day has to come. I have been writing poems and editing most of them, like 'My Love Jason' I don't think I'll be putting that one up anymore, but I will create new ones. Now, I must wake up my mother dearest and continue to be a sarcastic bitch throughout the day to annoy every single fuck tard. (:

Have a nice day!?!1!?1

(:

Emma xoxo. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6390490/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6390490/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 17:57:42 PDT It totally sucks and gets really annoying I love all my friends though! They make me happy and stuff and I still have that cough type thing. But I'm not going to do any art for a while I need to get down on this school thing I'll probaly be sketching irl but you all can't see it!

Anyway 5 minutes left.

Saturday I'm going to a friends birthday part so cool! and I'm going to have fun cause I'll be tackiling Bel. Eep, Got to go, I'll add more on this journal when I get home, LOVE YOU ALL..

Emma. xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6330115/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6330115/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 00:31:04 PDT Well.. Busy and sick, for the past view month or so. I've been in bed, at first I had a cough, it went worse, then went away. Then Mum caught something and gave it to me, that went away NOW, Mum gave it to me again, Viral infection, sounds really disgusting though. AND DAMN I WISH I HAD A SCANNER. See, I've been coughing and stuff so it wouldn't work if I was on the computer drawing cause I might stuff it up. I did it on paper. Maths book, Diary, paper.. They're actually all pretty good and one even comes with a poem and some sketches as well. I'm proud of myself.


I really do miss him, his humour, his art, .. Just him. I hope he does come back but. I hope he does come in 2 years like he said he would. To live with me.. Mum already said yes.. I'm just waiting for him to arrive.. I've made poems about him, still yet to type them all down and show you all.. If I can find the sheets of paper I wrote them on..

Today is the 26th, My be-.. Wait. NON FRIENDS birthday. Yeah, we slipped again. Somehow Bel and I are just realising she's using me for stuff. She wanted stuff off the car for her fiancee's car so she became friends with me.. fucking pathetic. I don't hear from her until she actually wants to talk, but that's so rarely. Bel thinks the worse of her, as do I. But I'm not pushing anything, 3 more months till she gives birth. She doesn't need it and I don't want her to lose the baby.. It's going to be small though. She's been smoking alot through the pregnancy.. Atleast she's sixteen now. So the DOCS can't take the baby.


OOHHH.. I haven't been to school for a while, well a little while back. So I had the Community Services on me, well they were going to be. But they aren't cause I'm actually going to school and doing homework. Can't wait till they wont be there like that. Fucking annoys the hell out of me. But pay back is a bitch. I wasn't at school for 3 days, and Chris (Step dad) rang and told. AWW. So they couldn't do shit. So I got a doctor's certificate or whatever it's called, As I said. Viral Infection.. (:

So. I end it now, coughing and spluttering, stomach hurts because of it, runny nose as well. Don't get sick boys and girls, Stay inside!
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Dates To Remember -
Sarah's Birthday - 26th August\ Turned 16.
~Shane + Angela's Wedding in Oct.~
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Art?
YES YES. There will be some Art. <3 Just wait.
Poems?
When I find them.
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Emma
xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6147005/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6147005/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 02:45:28 PDT [link] I think it's sad really. I mean come on! I've not played any games 'cept Furcadia and Runescape, yeah, sad. I probaly just got bored.
MEH.
I have an urge to change humans/models into cats and draw stuff on their faces. Looks pretty good otherwise.

Someone was supposed to come over tonight, and obviously they have changed their mind. So I'm considering calling them and yelling in their ear. But I cant cause I dont have a phone that is able to call out. I.. have no credit. and Chris wont pay the phone bill.. I also racked up a $400 bill on mums mobile. Er.. Whoops?

Anyway. If you want me to draw something. I will out of boredness when I feel like it....
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EMOTIONS.
Oh. and lately I've been feeling mixed emotions. I told my good friend and she patted me and was all, good luck. I didn't understand. But I realised. My confused, frustrated mind is the way of growing up. I dislike it. It gives me headaches cause I start thinking. I act upset and angry as well. People see I'm trying to get over it. BUT NOOO.. It wont go away.
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Wedding/Perth.
As you all.. .. really shouldn't know. I'm going to Perth for my Brothers wedding. I'll be gone for.. 3-2 days. I'll be back on Sunday. This'll be fun. My first time on a plane. :\ I have to sleep in a single bed and I betcha all, I'll fall out of it. :\ Stupid thing. and then. MY UNCLE AND AUNTY GET A KING SIZE. Wtf? ): ah well. Give me good luck. I'm going to see the fat hoe who squashes people if they don't listen to her. (Angela) Shane's fiancee. :\
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-Special Birthdays-
Angela -18th August.-
Sarah. -26th August.-
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Messages:
Jason - e.o; Miss you.
Muchi - Talk to meh!
KeyKey - I know where you live. oo;
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Emma. xoxo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6138075/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6138075/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 01:44:56 PDT .> It was sad. I cried. Then it got me thinking about Jason, and Nanna, whom died lastyear in October. It's been nearly a year since she died. But I've been thinking - I've never gotten to know her that well. I always kept quiet and stayed closer to Grandad instead. She was a sick women anyway. Fingers and hands crippled, back haunched, her always cold..
Then it got me thinking, what if that becomes me? I shrugged it off and though of it now. But meh. I've been looking around at new sites. [link] is good for backrounds, avatars, cursors. It's a really good one. But meh. EEP. My phone just went off. Damn. <.< I'm thinking about making a new site and takin' everything off here and onto that. But then I might not be in contact with my friends.. Ah well. Still thinkin' .. When I do. I'll give you all my site and take my art off here..
Love you all.
Emma. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6083907/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6083907/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 00:56:26 PDT I seemed to find interest in it and I acted and did the test. I got Type 9. The second time lucky as I did the test before when Jason asked me. -Shrugs.-

IMFORMATION ABOUT TYPE 9


The Peacemaker (the Nine)

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

* If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
* I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advatage of this.
* Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
* Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
* Ask me questions to help me get clear.
* Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
* Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
* I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
* Let me know you like what I've done or said.
* Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a Nine

* being nonjudgmental and accepting
* caring for and being concerned about others
* being able to relax and have a good time
* knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
* my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
* my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
* being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What's Hard About Being a Nine

* being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
* being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
* being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
* being confused about what I really want
* caring too much about what others will think of me
* not being listened to or taken seriously

Nines as Children Often

* feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
* tune out a lot, especially when others argue
* are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

Nines as Parents

* are supportive, kind, and warm
* are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

I'll put the link up if anyone of you's would like to try. <[link]
^-^

Em ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6052170/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/6052170/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 20:38:39 PDT , dont know who he stoled it off. o.o;

Bio:
Name: Emma
Nicknames: Swee, Em, Emzi, SG, Sweet.
Age: Nevar telling anyone. My little secret.
Location: Australia, Sydney
Ethnic background: Scottish.

Physical Stats:
Hair color: Brown with blonde streaks..
Eye color: Green, purple, dark blue. o.o; They change quite alot.
Height: 5'10”
Weight: I dont know.
Hair style: Long 'n' straight.
Wished your hair looked like?: It was thicker. and purple. >.>
Eye style: Um. D:
Wished your eye color was: Light blue/Purple.
Glasses/Contacts: None.

Body build: Thin/Curvey. o.o
Wished your body build was: I like my body already. kthx.
Your favorite feature: Hips. So curvey. xD
Your least favorite feature: -Grabs onto her cheeks.- They're so red.
Things you wish you could change about your: Bad back, bad legs, stomach .D:
Tattoo(s): If I could get one; A Fairy. <3
Piercing(s): Ears. <.< Nose is going to be peirced soon.
Scars: Where my cat attacked me. Or when I fell over. o.o;
Freckles: None noticable.

Makeup / Jewelry?: Rings, bracelets and a necklace. o.o;
Do you wear Makeup: Well, DUH.

Personality:
How would you classify your style: Weird.
Fear(s): Going to sleep and never waking up. or never being loved.
Love: Family, Some people <.<, My friends, and etc..
Hate: Art theivers, idiots. :< and and and, people whom annoy me. -points and accuses.-
Worst Habit: Staring at people then rolling my eyes cause I think they're so dumb. :<

How do others see you: Weird, funny, loving, caring, annoying, sometimes mad. o.o
How do you see yourself: Sarcastic, Evil, Funny, Annoying, Sometimes Mad. xD
Talents: I- No wait.. To draw maybe? -scratches head.-
What are you labeled: I May Annoy. ?
Are you expressive: In my poems I am. TO LOVE.. OR NOT TO LOVE.

Family:
Are your parents together: I have a stepdad. o.o;
Pets: My house is a zoo.
Siblings: 2 Brothers and 3 step sisters.
Siblings ages: All over 20, one is 18. or.. 19.. o.o;
Parents’ ages: 49, 54
Parents’ jobs: Stepdad: Truck driver. Mum: HSC worker.
Get along with your parents? When I feel like it. o.o;
Divorced? Marraige? PFF. Not thinking about that just yet.
Who do you live with if so? My parents. :<
Flip your parent(s) off? Flip? So I turned them over? -Scratches head.-
Favorite family member? My Bro, Robert. Humour kills you all.
Least favorite? Shane, changed cause of his Fiancee.
Hate your parents? I hate my stepdad.
Parents hate you? At times.

Do all the housework? Kinda, home alone most of the time, get bored. :\
Ran away? 3 times.
Rich? I like rich chocolate. o.o.

Friends:
Have more acquaintances than friends: Uh huh..
Do you like all your friends: I think so. o.o
Worst thing a friend has done to you: Tripped me over. Blind folded me and took me to a surprise party. Wait.. Is that good or bad? o.o;
Worst thing you've done to a friend: Um. -Runs.-
Shyest: Tahlia
Most talented: Baya. o.o
Sexiest: Sarah. ):
Craziest: Andrew.
Weirdest: Andrew.
Always makes you smile: All of 'em do this.
Someone you wish you were better friends with: Bob the builder. ):
An acquaintance you wish was your friend: Xanthia

Secrets: I live at home ? ..
Done drugs: 3 times. -proud look.-
Got drunk: Yes.
Smoke: Yes. When I feel like it.
Stayed up all night partying: Yes xD Tripped over people sleeping on the floor.
Stayed up all night alone: Yes. Sad moments.
Hooked up with someone you didn't know: No, one night stands aren't for me..
Hooked up with a friends guy/girl: No
Broken the law: Dated someone older then me? Yes.
Snuck out: Yes
Snuck in: Yes.
Stolen: Maybe. >.>;
Skinny-dipped: Yes. Damn i'm kinky? ):
Stalked someone: No.

Favorites:
Color: Purple
Music Genre: Random. Any.
Movie Genre: Comedy/Horror
Band: Link... ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5891177/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5891177/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:06:26 PDT But Note; This may take some time. ^-^


- Not Started
- Started But not finished
- Finished Just have to submit
- Finished and Submitted

Gifts;
Little Rii - Portrait -
KeyKey - Anthro Form -
Zeus - Art swap -
Annie Belle - Anthro Form -
Faded Whisper - Anthro Form -
Sweet Goddess - Portrait -
New ID For MEH -


Eep so much work to do. ^-^

[If You'd like me to draw you, I'd do it for free out of learning and getting better at my 'talent' please email me your description and Accesories and what you'd like me to do, Full form, Portrait, etc at; -Kandy_Kane_My_Ass@hotmail.com- (Please do not spam my email.)]

Thanks ^.^

Emma xxoo

Jason ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5718542/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5718542/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 21:56:29 PDT
That is all I can say for now. ;.;





;.; ....


Cheer me up? (: ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5661644/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5661644/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:11:21 PDT But i'm mostly sorry for always hurting Jason when he doesn't need it. I'm depressed and after what happened on Wednesday. Who wouldn't be after you be in my shoes.. People stared. People whispered. I didn't need that. Rei looked at me and told me I changed. Sabina glared. Anthony said hi but I simply ignored. Other friends like Kate, Spazz, Tabby and such all ran up to me and hugged me some. I'm happy to have friends like that. Who DO. Care and worry when i'm gone for a long period of time. 3 weeks.. I've been at home. Staring. Wondering what terrors at school I'll come back too. I came back to hell. Everyone.. Was so cruel except for some. I'm hurt by that. They said things about Jason. About me. About my life. About my personal relationships. What they should all do is mind their own buisness and go fuck 'em selves. My point. MY LIFE. No one elses. Don't fuck with it or i'll fuck with you. Simple. Easy. Just get along with me. Keep shit to yourself and dont even start rumours. Fucking weak and pathetic if you do. GO UP TO SOMEONE AND SAY IT! Dont go off to someone and whisper it too them. It just makes their life bad and yours too. The victim's as well. I have friends. I love my friends. I also love Jason, I dont want him hurt and obviously I already did that. I know if I apologise to some who I hurt. I know it wont change anything and you'll think I'm just doing this for you to pity me. But I dont need to be pityied. or a victim of bullying. My school life is shit. I admit that. But that doesn't stop me for answering my dreams and making them become reality. I hope some of you realise where I am in life. It's like a brick wall right there. Right now my chest is deflating because I am telling people how I feel. I'd like to be treated how you'd like to be treated. Not like some little stick. To be broken, thrown and trodden on. I too have a life. I'm happy about it. If I would, I'd erase things from it. Erase lies, betrayels and other things. But unfortunately, we cant do that. I'm human. I'm happy to be one. I'm not happy to be bullied and teased. It hurts. I hurt.. I want to drag no one into this. But I need friends who will care when I'm down. I need friends to understand how I feel. How I want to be. I've talked about cutting. I have.. I've threatened it. And worst of all, I've done it. It is pathetic but it helps. But scars you for life. I draw to relieve pain. I draw to make me happy. Make-up just hides my bruises and scars.. I dont want anyone to see.. It's just the question. Do you care enough to help me? Comfort me? .. I'll leave that for you to decide.

Jason, if you do read this. Know I love you. Know the things I say are painful towards me as well. I do hope you come here this Christmas or maybe earlier. Your always welcome. By me and my family. I love you so much and you make my life one. I hope one day we do get married and have kids. I hope all of what we said comes true. We both deserve it so much..

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Messages To Friends;
Muchi: Love Ya.
Kee: Pokey pokey? O.o
KeyKey: -Screams at then hugs.- ;.;
Jason: I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.
Sabina: I know my words wont help, And I know you'll hate me forever. I just hope you realise how sorry I am.

That is all.
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Art? Poems?

YUS YUS YUS!
I have new Poems to be submitting, but not right now! They're still it editing condition!!
AND
Art is another thing. I'm going to try my hardest at shading and maybe attempt to draw portraits for people. Give it time. I'll learn..
My art is shit. <.< Yus. But it's my style. ENJOY IT. OR I'LL TICKLE YA.
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That is all..

Em ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5536921/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5536921/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:10:28 PDT



That is all. o.o ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5443980/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5443980/ Tue, 24 May 2005 00:09:16 PDT 3 fights already in one year, amazingly, they haven't been settled, But anway, I'm working hard at my sketches, I dont colour them anymore because they look stuffed. I just need a scanner to show you all my hawt/ugly works. But I know you will all like it. Some anyway. O.o

AND. o.o .. I made new friends. They're cool.. And .. short. xD But meh, they're so cute. Like.. 5 years old..
Anyway. Saturday was a blast. ^-^ I went to some Scouts trivia thing. It was funny, I met new people. They met me. I met old friends, cause eh. I moved a long while back, haven't seen them for a while. .. Meh. We had to be asked questions. Our table was number 1. xD But we kind of lost and the went from like, 10 to 5, in .. 7 minutes. I saw Gabe and Tom there. I used to like them when I was eight.. twelve.. But they're like.. 19, 18 now.. O.o And they're ugly too.

But yeah. Jason is my one. 'cept, I dont think he comes on anymore because to the fact he has nothing to come on to.. Nothing to hold or such. Last time we talked. He was pissed.. [drunk] but, he doesn't come on early anymore.. u.u It's like, his trying to say, I'm over you.. I want someone else now. You suck .. Blah.. I keep thinking about that sort of stuff. It hurts.. It really does. He knows something, so he wont come on and be with me..
Things just.. Change I guess..

Be Goodz. :3
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Art:
Zeaus .. and gifts.
Poems:
I have one called,
Finally Married..
Still editing it.. Might not even put it on..
------------------------------ ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5397622/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5397622/ Thu, 19 May 2005 01:43:14 PDT .> She's hawt you know. 'cept the stupid thing wouldn't show on DA and I think I reposted it twice. ---> [link] I hope you all enjoy it. i have THREE more gifts left. SO NOT TELLING WHO FOR. -shifty eyes.- Nyah.. no tickiling to tell the truth. Mm'kay? and one trade for Zeus. So i'm piled up and busy.. so if on msn I dont talk. So sorry. So busy. And so inlove. Hehe. -luffs on Jason cause she can.- Anyway. i better be off. Back hurts. Belly is rumbiling and such. ni ni all. Be good and love you all lots. o.o M'kay?
Jodie ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5344353/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5344353/ Fri, 13 May 2005 03:10:35 PDT Amazing how so quick it is to see how people can become enemies after one fight breaks out. Pathetic really. No one can truely ever see why. 'tis because some people can't keep their mouth shut. But when they do. Someone blames them for something they didn't do.
Anyway. I've had some comments, and some people whom have forgotten my age. -glares.- But anyway. My art is art, even if it doesn't have all the stuff you expect it to have. Yeah. It's liney, it's off paint, it isn't shaded. But atleast I do something then destroy things like Jason has said. But everyones art is different, cackle your ass off for all I care. I consider it MY way of saying things. Even if it is just scribbles. Atleast I'm trying and making a difference with my life and getting better each day. My art should never be your problem. Nor should it be in your way. If you dont have something nice to say. Keep it to yourself. I'm not in the mood to have little pricks following me each day. Looking at my art and laughing at it hysterically. Get over yourselves.. Get over to what you think of my art and move on.
IRL? WHO CARES IF YOUR PREGNANT!? Fuck.. You should be proud. Hell.. Even if your young. Some of my 'so called friends' didn't care when they got engaged. Yeah. It got around. So did her being pregnant. Not my problem. Get over it. You lose friends in life. It's so not my problem so dont come to me and blame me. I'm sick of it. >:\
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Friends Messages:
Synoda: Enjoy the art. Sorry I couldn't colour it.
Kee: Enjoy yours too.
Jason: I hope you feel better.
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New Things;
Go get fucked. I'm not doing anything till I feel like it. That's when I get depressed or someone comes and fucks with me. Which will be forever. So I'm drawing and writing poems.. -.- Not art? Keep it to yourself.
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~-.KEEP MEAN COMMENTS TO YOURSELF PLEASE KTHX
JO.-~ ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5322574/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5322574/ Tue, 10 May 2005 16:59:16 PDT I like it like that. Sweet Dancing is like. My favourite out of all of them. I hope other people enjoy my art slowly changing and stuff. I'm going to write a faerie thing like I said before so it all is good. But anyway.. Besides that.. I'm going to try make a new icon and stuff. I hope it will look good. Cause I want it too. ^-^ The Face of Sweet Dancing. But anyway. Besides all that. I'm good. My belly is swelling some and it's all good. Oh. Yeah. I'm pregnant! Wee! I feel so happy in some ways. But other ways. I hate it. To the fact of how I got pregnant. 'tis not nice. Illeagal actually. But. HEY! I lived with it from the age of 5 'till 17. Some of you know.. Some dont. But I wont make a big deal of it. I don't know what to call the baby.. I want it to have a cute name! Instead of someone stealing it. But anyway. It'll look hawt. Cause.. Yeah.. O.o JASON'S HAWT. >.> Anyway. College is sucking more and more. And my job is as well. All this struggle just to become a close designer.
The bell went. So bye. LOVE YOU ALL. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5270994/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5270994/ Thu, 05 May 2005 04:01:57 PDT Well, BYE.
Next journal. I'll be putting on.. DNDNDN.. Like, Faerie journals.. All about Faeries.
YAY! I hope everyone enjoys that the fact, I'm going to be writing really big words. ): ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5154834/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5154834/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 03:57:12 PDT As you can see on my recent Deviations, I never did shade. Until, someone told me I should SO I am still learning, great progress is 2 days, eh? o.o I had alot of help but.. from Sabina and her friends Shading thing. >.> I feel so embaressed but. I'm getting better. It's fun. <.<
I miss Jason.. 2 days without him and I'm already nuts. I'm not going to tell the reason why he isn't coming on. I find if he wants he can tell it himself. ^-^ I love him so much. <.< My friends tell me to shutup after a while when I start talking to them about him, most just go all dreamy eyed and cackle, missing their own boyfriends. >.> BUT! Life is getting better I suppose, April 5th gave me a scare.. Most of you dont know.. I dont want it going public and suddenly all of you are pitying me. SO. I keep it to myself. ^-^
Anyway.. Sleep is needed for me.. I keep getting to bed at 3AM in the morning and I cant get to sleep after that and usually sleep in till 12pm, :\ And college starts on Tuesday.. ANZAC day is on Monday so we have that off.. -Huff.- AI MISS MUH FWENDS ;.; Anyway. ENJOY LIFE PEOPLES!
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Special Messages:
- Ai miss j00 v.v And I love you so much..
DANKOO.
- Spanks - o.o
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Deviations:
NONE NONE NONE!
Maybe some.. But I'm going to make all my work into shading.. So some are going to be subitted and some kept to myself and friends. Poems are delayed as well.. Due to the fact I want to get my shading done.
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Bahaha..
Buh bai.. :3
Jodie ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5100560/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/5100560/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 02:19:33 PDT Stupid thing cut out when I was drawing, so I lost all work that I was doing. Fucking stupid cuntage computer. Knew it'd go off at me one day. But. I never have the money to actually get another.
The money I have goes towards rent, food and my personal items, magazines etc.. So I completely give up.. ?
I might as well buy another lap top, seeming my stupid little sister dropped mine and stuffed it.. <.<
Meh.. BE GOOD..
Jo..
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Jason: I miss you. ): And I love you so very much..
Muchi: Mwahhaaha.. <.<
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Submitting;
Well, Seeming the poem, 'To Rest' went into scraps, I've decided to put all my poems in scraps and leave all my art on the gallery, So go to Scraps for my poems..
Also, I made a Larger version of Sweet I'll put on later. ^-^
Still must do Jay's self in armour and stuff..
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Anywayz, Bye. :3
Jodie. xxoo
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Special Messages;
Muchi: Babeh, Joo ish sexay!
Krie: ): MEANNY JUST LEAVE ME!
Sabina: >( sskk.. skk ... skank! <.<
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Poems/Art;
- Feline form. Status; Hasn't started.
Poem - Status; Finished Need to post..
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I've been telling everyone on here that I'd spank them!
But they know they want it. And that they love me.
SO NAR I WON SKANKIES! (:
Anyway. Drew the new Sweet.
Oh.. I'M BACK SKANKS! o.o
A few days off and it kills my friends bahaha!! -Blows up self.- LIKE OMG ..
So exciting.
MUCHI IS MY SEXY BEAST
Did ja know? :3 She loves me still. <.< I was lonely lastnight so she turned male on Furcadia for ME ):
Hehe. PEACE PEOPLES. No eating anything bad, m'kay..?
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Special Messages;
Muchi: Love you. :3
Jason: Love you more. >.>
Sabina: >(
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Bye bye.
Jo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4821278/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4821278/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 15:50:15 PST I dont want this to turn out like it did with my ex, So many things to worry about. I get so frustrated. The reason we met was over my dreadful art peice of Jayde, -Shrugs.- Maybe the excuses are too long to want to hear, He deserves better or, he wants more.. -Shrugs.- I dont know. I cried myself to sleep.. For the first time in my life for a while, I felt hurt and frustrated, Suddenly, for the long years in my life, I wanted to commit suicide. I know it was useless, But a thought came through and said,"I know, Jodie, Why dont you go off and kill yourself!! It'd solve all problems." But the thing is.. It wont. It'll hurt many other people. Not just me. But my friends, family, even Jason, The thinking of us in the future makes me happy, But then I wonder when.. how.. All the questions pop up at the wrong times. My happiness is still there, So is my heart, But my mind is thinking differently to what I feel. -Smiles.- My horoscope in a magazine was; Surrender yourself to passion and romance. Don't bottle up emotions.
Suddenly I'm thinking of this and realise I'm letting out what I feel. I want Jason. He knows that. I love him. I know that he loves me too. But we still need to talk about what we REALLY want.
Jo. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4806725/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4806725/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 23:35:25 PST Dear God!!
Please. Someone. Save me before my sister kills me.
She got$150 like I said. I .. am the 'fashion freak' like many girls are. She wanted me to come shopping with her. So I did.
And the skank wouldn't stop complaining. D: At one stage I just gave up and bought for the rest for myself. She had a little tantrum. I gave her $1.80 and told her to go home if she can't be pleased. xD
She shrugged and sticked with me till I met up with some friends. or did she come? Meh..
Can't remember.

THISMORNINGPEOPLESIGOTSTONEDANDIFEELPROU D.
Everyone was lookin' at me. I squeed and smacked them then ran off to my next class, Funny shit. D: My friend took a picture of us all stoned. (: I'll ask her to send it to me and I'll get a print for it. (: Anyway.
Submitting more stoof in later.
Love ya lots.
Jo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4797825/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4797825/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 22:04:38 PST Today was my sisters birthday, Fun/Boring. Stayed up till like.. 5AM couldn't get to sleep so I decided to read. 64 pages later. Still not tired I got up and walked around the house. My flatmate jumped out and scared the shit out of me. D: It wasn't fun. After watching horror movies it made it bad.

Anyway. I got my sister a really pretty necklace. She loved it. She also go.. $60 and a $120 gift voucher for Myers. Robert, My brother gave her a ring. He got me one too! Hers is pink and mines purple. (:!! It's from Goldmarks, so it's real diamond and Amethyst. Sexy. :3
After that. I got full on chocolate cake and yummy stuff.
Ah well. I swaped rings.
SO JASON, GUESS WHAT FINGER IT'S ON BEBEH! (:

-sigh- Tomorrow is another busy day. As a 'fashion freak' tomorrow I have to go with Emma to the shops and help her find clothes and go to the CD shop with her and blah.. This is going to be fun. I hope she has. fun. xD
Then it just hit me.. 5 months till my birthday arrives. Someone please have the decentsy to kill me. Everyone is all.. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY IN 5 MONTHS? .. xD Not fair to do that when your half asleep or shitless after a scary movie.
Scares me.

Anyway. I'm so lonely. Somewhat anyway. I need someone to cuddle. I keep bugging Jason when his away. Attempting to distract him or make his computer freeze somewhat. I just need him here NOW. ):
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Messages:
- Maquarie on Moonday? (:
- Come here and pelvic thrust.
Happy birthday hun. Be good. Your birthday is the same as my sisters. WHOOO. On a Sunday. How fun.
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Poems;
All poems have been deleted that I was going to send in.
I told myself I am going to start over.
So.. I am..
A poem is for my love. Jason,
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Love you All. Sleep well. Blah blah..
Jodie; AKA, Sweet
xxoo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4739841/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4739841/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 02:44:48 PST She actually looked better. But her bruises are purple.. I'm going to tease Mum and bring some purple eyeshadow, Cause like she said today.. I need eyeshadow to cover this bit. xD It was so funny. Anyway.. I was there since Breakfast and dinner.. The view from the hospital was so beautiful, A great view of the Anzac Bridge and Harbour bridge, Grandad teased and was all, You should've had a crash on the 31st cause it would've been good for New Years Day. But anyway.. Mum was real well. I left at 6ish.. And got KFC for dinner.. It was real good that Mum was out.
When we got home.. I was in a cleaning mood and did all the rooms.. Never get in my way when I'm in a cleaning mood. Cause when my flatmates got home I'd just mopped and I was all.. GET OFF THE FLOOR.. o.o It was funny cause they jumped. Owelll. I'm tired now.. Sleep sounds good. But I have to stay up.. Tomorrow, Is just another big day.. Finishing off all the cleaning..
BE WELL..
Jo.. ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4731464/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4731464/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 00:00:58 PST Suddenly worried about the house and checked if everything was locked.. After I got to sleep I woke up again at 7AM.. Fell back asleep and woke up to my Brother throwing smelly socks at my head, Screaming I ran after him with a shoe.. Got back into my room and went back to sleep.
After that I woke up at 12PM.. Looked around.. No one was inside so I shrugged and had a shower taking my time then my brother walked in then backed out quietly. Scary.. But.. I hit him where it hurts. I got dressed and my 'taxi' (My Friend) came to drive me to the hospital. As we drove I got hungry. As I had nothing to eat or drink that day. When I got to Mum, She was in the Ward, Not the emergency. Her eyes were all puffed and bruised. The seat belt that was accross her left terrible marks. Her knees that hit the dash board weren't bad but she said they hurt terribally. What worried me most was her dizzyness, when she turned her head right, she felt dizzy, left was fine. All the family and some friends came, It was funny cause everyone knew now. Her accident was put over the radio yesterday. xD She laughed. And as she loved Seahorses, I brought her toy of a seahorse and some little other seahorses I bought from the 1 dollar shop. She was so cute. Unfortunately. Her seahorse necklaces and earrings are still missing from yesterday.. But My step sister brought her a seahorse necklace. It was cute. After that I needed something to eat or drink, We went to the main lobby, Well I did with my brother. Amazed at that the hospital had Gloria Jeans and Subway there.. D: I mean, omg.. It's a hospital. But anyway.. I got over it quickly.. I ordered a hot chocolate with marshmellows. $3.00 for small.. D: Friken rip offereress.. Wasn't even good.. the friken thing was in a small cup.. ANYWAY.. We went up to Mum who was still happily sitting. After a few hours everyone left and 2 more people arrived.. Who were from Wollongong. A 2 hour drive from Sydney. Then we all left around 5PM.. Mum falling asleep by then.. And again.. Here I am now.. Missing my fabulous Jason.. Wanting him here. ):! Seeming I have spoken to him in what.. 1 and a half days? ): I'm so sad really.. Can't learn to get on with it instead of wondering about what his thinking. OWEELL.
Enjoy..
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Messages:
Sabina: ):
Jason: Miss you.
Sarah: Saturday is off..
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Wishlist;
Mum to get better,
Jason,
A heater. ):
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Love you dudes 'n' dudettes always.
Jodie ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4724334/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4724334/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 03:18:49 PST My Mother was in a car crash today.. After everything was okay, this had to happen.. A big fight broke out between us in the past and split us up.. I couldn't go to Jason this summer because of that.. I stayed with her and things finally healed.. I said hello to her on the phone she was perfectly fine and leaving for work, It was like.. 7AM, I got on the computer and did some things. DA website wasn't working and I got bored after a while seeming everyone was dead.. Well.. As in Away.. So I watched TV instead. My flatmates phone rang and I thought it'd be rude if I had answered it. So I left it.. 10 calls later. I still ignored it and limped around the house. As I pulled a muscle/joint at the gym so it hurts badly. Then I got a fright as my brother walked in. He told me Mum was in hospital and he wanted me to get dressed. I thought he was joking but he wasn't. So.. Messy bed head and pyjama bottoms with a normal top. I wandered out quickly to the car with my brother. As we drove to the hospital.. I wondered why it happned today.. Why my Mum? Why did she have to leave so late.. I finally decided to put it on myself cause I called her early.. 'Minutes fear lives of loved ones..' Meaning, Precious minutes waste away.. My sister whom was 12, Was sitting in the backseat. She attempted not to cry and said,"Well, This is my birthday present.. What other disaster will happen next?" She got pulled out of school which made it worse for her. As we got to the hospital.. It was around 12PM... Mum told us she got into hospital at 9AM.. Everyone was around her, Grandad, Her Brother, Robert, Emma and Me.. Messy haired woman.. By this time my thigh was throbbing.. I didn't care.. I looked at Mum, whom was flat on her back looking dead. I gave a chuckle as she wiggled her toes. It was cute in a way.. Knowing a bit of her humour was back. Robert and I left, We got home, sorted out things and left at 6PM.. We got to the hospital at 7PM.. Mum was sitting and Grandad was still there. I freshened up by then, Skirt, singlet and my hair better but rated in the middle. She laughed and laughed with us even though it hurt. We had to go out and let her change beds and get needles and things. Mum threw up cause she had lots of water. After that.. a cute and hasty 2 hours later. We left.. My step sister came too. We stopped off at McDonalds and got food.. I felt sick and couldn't eat.. By the time I got home I threw up sickly.. Robert went home with Sheree and here I am now.. Feeling sick and worrying about Mum.. Now going to miss her afternoon visits for 3 days atleast.. Mum's 'little man' (her car) Now ruined.. And she still has to pay it off!!
And after all this, Mum has a fractured rib and spectrum, deflated lung and something else the nurse told me. Terrible eh?
Anyway.. Enjoy reading.
Jodie.
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Wishes:
Jason and My Mum to heal quickly..
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Special Messages:
Emma: I'm sorry.. I promise you Birthday will be good.
Jason: DNDNDNDN... I miss jooo!!
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Best Friend;
............. THANKYOU BABY. :3
---------------------------------------- ------------------------------ ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4682654/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4682654/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 01:59:29 PST Anyway. When I did he said he couldn't view them or something so he got to go onto Telstra/Nokia and see them there. It's so cool to have my kitties on here WOOOO..
Anyway. This journal was just to tell you.. andd..
My boyfriend Jason is up in scraps too. SO HAWT.. -drools.-
Might go to where he is this summer .. I MIGHT NOT COME BACK TO AUSTRALIA BIATCHES. (:
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Wishlist;
Jason -drool-
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Friend OF DA WEEK;
... DN DN DN.. .; .. NO ONE OMG... STILL SABINA! :3
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Friendly Messages? oo
- I R MISS JOO.
- -drool.- D:
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DA END,
JOOOODIEE
(: ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4667152/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4667152/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 01:07:12 PST OMG PHEAR ME BITCHES! D:

My art is apparently getting better but most people now only like my poems. THAT'S SO SAD..
I mean come on..
Give me some ideas on making 'em look better.
Maybe I can take your idea seriously and make my art look really sexy. :3

I R TO SEXY FOR COLLEGE. (:
I hate it man..
Make me wake up early, pff you wish.. My times of sleepy is from 1AM till 12PM. Then then.. after that.. I be lazy and tackle my brother randomly and smack him cause his like.. older than me.. .. .. something years and he keeps cutting himself accidentally like always. My other older brother has all these warts on his hands and it's like. EW .. Cause he always shows me them. Cause his a cook. and I make him cook me stuff when his over at my house cause he loves me and wants to make food for me..

ANYWAY..
My life is SWEET .. oo I R TEH SHEX to It's so cute cause whenever she see's me at college she goes,
AH THERE'S MY CUTE SHEX, EVERYONE, THIS IS MY SHEX!
And I blush and stuff and they all laugh then I go to work on pain and draw 'crappy' art.. RAWR.
BUT ..
My friends b'day is in 16 days and counting and I have no idea what to get her for her 19th .. HELP XD .. Maybe.. a new. .shirt? xD a.. Work one? Cause like she works with me so I annoy the hell out of her. .ANYWAY...
Thanks for reading.. I guess.. :\
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Dates I haff to Remember:
Friends B'day.. Britt, Sarah, Emma, Bindee BLAH..
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Art I have to do:
BoeKarr
Poems:
Purple
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Lion Liar
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Special Messages
Jason: LUFF JOO. (:
Jake: You suck biatch..
Sabina I R TEH SHEX! :3
Sarah: Moo
Synoda: WOO PHEAR MY GAY ART! ):
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Dah END
Get over it..
Jo .. xxoo ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4632449/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4632449/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 20:09:17 PST Life is feeling great,
My whole world has turned it self the right way for once.
I'm so happy. I met this cute guy, Y'know? xD Omg.. His just .. So cute.. Anyway.. Yeah I met him on DA, He lives in Canada.
Yeah. >< W/e you say.. HE LIVES TO FAR!
Meh.. I'm going on holidays soon.. And just maybe.. I might surprise him with a visit if he gives me his address.
<.< >.>
ANYWAY. Enough about him. I'm keeping a kitten out of the litter Daisy had.. She's ginger/white and she is floofy, I dont know what to name her, Carrot, Pebbles, Nutmeg, Something orange.. or.. Well.. I dont know.. We'll have to wait and see.. I just hope I get a cute name.
Anyway the kittens are little terrors, You lose one, find it then lose another. So confusing. I need a tracker or something.
Owell, I hope all is good with my life. And things happen slow instead of quick like a few relationships this year. Like only one anyway..
Bye bye.
New Friends:

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Messages:
Synoda: Nearly finished your request. :3
Syndalin: omgiluffyou
Kee: Yeah baby! xD
LordJay: My new fwend :3
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Wishlist:
A CORSET
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SEXY FRIEND OF THE WEEK;

End Luff joo all.
Jodie ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4611345/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4611345/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 01:30:11 PST --- Your so Cute!
oO I know where you live.
- SPANK ME!
- Great Art babeh
- :3 SPANK ME! WITH KRIE!
-- Babeh, Luff your Art forever.
-- Deh shexy Sabina
-- WOOWEEWOOWEOO oo
-- DRAW ME!?
-- I know where you live biatch
-- oo
-- Got a problem!?
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- oo
-- HAHAHA.. YOU NO TALKIE. oo ):
-- Me wuff joo
--- LOVE YOU. LIKE OMG. oo

People I Stalk And Luff:
---- SHEX
--- SHEX
--- STALK
--- SHEX
--- STALK

People From Furc:
http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4547757/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 16:17:33 PST Well.. Life today has been confusing. Oo.
I think I dont know how I'm going to get more art done.
Yes. It sucks. But I can do so much better irl with the body and eyes and stuff.. Paint doesn't have that ability. I'm being introduced to a new design thingy. I'm still confused with it so I just use paint.. for now.. Until I get used to it..

Well.. I made new friends. It was cool. They stared.. They kept staring.. I gave them a what the hell look and they sat with me.
Tom, Steven and Lucy. :3 OMG THEY'RE SO COOL
oo
We met at my friends party. Her 20th. It was Sweet. I've never seen so much drunk people in my life since my brothers 18th. X-x When people crashed at random. It was funny cause you had to duck and dive with people passed out. I was at one stage a pillow for this chick called Zoey.
oo

ANYWAY... Enough about drunk people and pillows.
I got fired today. x) Boss saw me 'doing' 'something' wrong which I find a lie.. Then I found out that he had gotten someone else to be the boss. Confusing. BUT. I was rehired and gotten an apology. Cool. Eh? :3

MAKE MY ART BETTER.
If you want me to draw something send me a description and profile of a character and maybe I'll draw it. My email is where it should be so ya. Try it. It's funny!
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Special Messages:
Zombie: OH BABEH.
Kristy: >D
Ninja: WEEWOOWEEWOO.
Punk: :3 LIZARDNESS/COWNESS.
Sabina: :3 LUFFLES.
Krie: RANDOMNESS KILL YA KNOW!?
Synoda: Babeh. I miss talking to joo. ): MEANNIE TALK. ):
Shyra: omgyouskank.
Akai: omgyourboobssuckyoubiatchdonttalktomeaga inkay? :3
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Wishlist:
? Oo None for this year I guess. -SHRUG.- Nothing I want..
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EVENTS COMING UP. REMINDERS:
VALENTINES DAY.
EASTER.
MY SISTER'S B'DAY.
FRIENDS B'DAY; Sarah, Louise, Bindee, Eileen, etc..
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My Friends You Should Visit:
~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4490828/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4490828/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 17:55:27 PST In random city's Perth or something.
But I wasn't even gone for 3 days and I have 43 messages. x)
It's very funny in such a way I can't explain.
But when I got back I had realised I had lost a friend..
not in death.
But to a guy.. I'm not saying who she was..
I'm just noting this..
Her stubborness has gotten to a point at when she yells at me.
I will snap..
See.. Comments she made when I got back were depressing..
Her hopes seem shattered in one way. But it has stopped..
For a guy..
Sometimes I think why she accepted him back,
His jealousy brought her back. His wanting her was lost when he decided to put war against her.
She has changed in ways.. That she doesn't know about..
I just can't believe what is going on..
If this continues.
She'll lose me completely.. As her friend..
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Messages To Friends:
Karen: Sorry Sweetie, Blackout hit and I couldn't call. ):
Sabina: WEEWOOWEEWOOOWEEEEWOOO
Sarah: o.o
Belinda: O.o
Lizzie: stfu hoe! >< Yeeah your a garden utensil! :3
Eddur: THE BITCH IS BACK! !!!
Myself: O.o o.O
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Poems:
They're all nearly ready to be written out.
Just seeing if they're all good.
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Wishlist:
o.o Nothing at the moment except a spatula. :3
TO SMACK PEOPLE WITH. !! MWAHAHAH..
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Love you all ..
Jodie ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4456167/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4456167/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 18:28:18 PST I DONT WANNA GO MUMMY!
But anyway. Oo I'm starting to dislike it.
Like everyone does I assume? Maybe?

I also ate that cake I wasn't aloud to eat...
Whoops?
Bindee didn't think it was me so she blamed herself for leaving it in the fridge alone with over good sweets.
I confessed and got hit a million times before tackiling her with whipped cream and shoving it up her nose. oo
Mind you her hits dont hurt so I was laughing while running away.

Well, Daisy had seven kittens like I said in some journals earlier. We Might be keeping two or one. Ones fluffy and has an oval head and I call him "FATTEH" the other one looks just like shierly somewhat, Sarah wants to keep her but I think we might have to give them all away cause, Bindee, being bossy, Wont let us. I'll shove one up my shirt and pretend it's my stomach growling weirdly. oo

Anyway. I feel tired, bloated.. And creative with my art things, even though they all suck. X-x DAM YOU!!
But Sabina is like. So much more better than me.. and like.. SABINA GIVE ME YOUR TALENT DAMNIT!
Lol. Anyway. Poems are going good. Nearly finished the "Halo's Become Chokers" just 3 more left. YAY

Well I'd better be off to get orginized for tomorrow. Sleep well.
Stuff yourself and never give up hope of never shoving that last chocolate into your mouth.
Love Always,
Jodie. xxxooo
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Wishlist:
Chocolate,
A KITTEN lykeomg.
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PS,
[IF YOU LIVE IN AUSTRALIA AND WANT A KITTEN,
CONTACT ME. ]
Email: Kandy_Kane_my_ass@hotmail.com
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Cool Colours:
PURPLE LIKE DUH.
I'm starting to like White and black too. oo
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Messages To Friends:
Sabina: See you tomorrow Sweetie.
Myself: Have to make a cake tonight for Bindee.
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BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE. ! ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4442105/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4442105/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 01:22:49 PST So many times have gone.
I'm glad to say WOOHOO!
But somewhat it's sad, 2 deaths this past year,
One my nanna, She was 78 her name was Shierly, She died in October.
The other is my cat. Yes. Nothing special, but, My cat was also named Shierly, Confusing and interesting.
Shierly our cat, Died of internal infection, Caused by a miscarraige. The Vet told us there was nothing we could do, Even if we brought her there early.

-Huffs and slumps.-
I FEEL OLD ALREADY.
But... I guess I will feel like that in a few years,
Man I'm starting to love Australia more, This heat is killing me. This bugs are annoying too! -flicks all bugs near her.-
I'm an Aussie, I should get used to it I guess, But now I suddenly realise how annoying my flatmat- err. These bugs are.
OW SMACKED AGAIN. Friken nosey flatmates. x)

Anyway.. My new poems are coming soon, I wrote them down on paper now I've lost them all. DAM YOU CLEANER BINDEE! ):
I will shove cream up her nose later. Oo mwahaha.. cough..
-Sigh.- College and work start so soon. I just hope I dont die.. x)

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Poems Titles:
Killed By Halo's,
Think Pink,
Mystic,
&
Purple.

Weird Names Eh?
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Wishlist:
Fly Spray,
Ice cubes,
&
A plane ticket. !!
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Note To Self:
DONT TOUCH CAKE IN FRIDGE! :3!!! Like that'd ever happen!!
-Licks lips.-
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Messages To Friends:
Synoda: I luff joo. I hope joo get over that mole!
Sarah: LYKEOMGFEARME!
Belinda:
Bindee: HAHAHA, THE CAKE IS MINE!
Sarah: Oo I so did not steal your nutella! >(
Sabina: See you at COLLEGE! !
Eddur: I miss you. ): I want you here! BE WITH ME!
Wait you Already are. x)
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Ooo one more thing, My scores has gone up, LOOKEH
I'm proud to be in the 800's

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FAREWELL SEXY DA USERS,
BE GOOD AND STUFF YOURSELF WITH CHOCOLATES
PEACE! :3
Jodie ]]> ~Shexy http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4355551/ http://Shexy.deviantart.com/journal/4355551/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 20:20:25 PST
I R Journal Person and owner of Gallery.
I Have Changed my Avatar? How cute is it! I got it off a site called [[link] I found all these cute icons on it.. And decided to change my Avatar cuse it's old. ):
But I still like it. !! Don't worry Sabina. I'll still use it now and then to frighten people with my lips? oo
RAWR!
I have some poems coming soon, Just hasn't been enough time to come on here and actually submit them, Work has been a hassle too.. Like always. The boss is stubborn and so up himself. ):
Maybe his related to us.. By my moody sister! oo
NO ONE HEARD THAT HAHAH.. oo
'Kay. Well Have to go.. WORK IS UP.
DEH END MOO.
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Messages:
Krie: Oo Am I alive? Check my pulse. x)
Bindee: Moo. ):
Sarah: HAHAHAHA You jealous.
Tom: You fat mole.
Jake: SARAH HURTED ME!
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Wishlist:
More Money.
&
A Nicer Boss!?
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Yes yes.. I had fun camping.
We went 4WD and got to 2 bad camping spots, before we got to a better one, unfourtunately someone who had been there previously had chopped some trees down and made them bleed.. and a picnic bench was pinched..
After all that.. We found a way down to a bay sort of type thing.. My friend and I caught baby crabs, we played around with them.. One decided to attatch itself to my finger.. It hurt.. ): I HAVE PROOF! >o
Anyway.. We went fishing and saw a huge sea turtle, I started talking to it and it looked at me as if it was checking me out, wondering what I was.
When it hit 7pm.. I went to sleep.. I was so tired from driving and my friends were too. x) PITY! o-o I was half drunk as well and we needed to get up early to move to Salamander..
We did.. and we went to the dolphin rides on the nets. The Dolphins were so beautiful.
Then, We went to Stockton Beach, It was soo huge, we drove around on the sand and saw a rusty old shipwreck.. It was a pity to see how many dead birds were laying around row after row.. We don't know why..
The Waves were rough and I wouldn't dare go out to swim. x)
It was also nice because we stopped and collected soo many shells.. I made earrings out of some and decorated my wooden box with others..
We went home after that.. The second day.. My other friends went off to enjoy their holiday.. o-o
THE END OF MY 2 DAY HOLIDAY.. WOO
DEH END OF MY JOURNAL...
GET OVER IT.. o-o
Ohh.. When we got home we found Daisy, our cat.. She had given birth to seven kittens, Her 4th litter this year.. e.e
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Special Messages:
Bindee: Have a nice holiday Sweetie..
Kathleen: HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY! o-o
Bethany: Have a nice holiday. x)
Mum: Thanks for looking after Panda and Socksie.. MY BABY PUDDY CATS. o-o
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Poem:
Coming soon, Don't worry.. (:
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Wishlist:
Cream for my oyster shell cuts. ):
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YAY
END
BYE ]]> ~Shexy