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Wow....look how I haven't updated since April 2009. But I'm still here and active. Just looking at people's wonderful art. I still don't know when I'll return to drawing as I have yet to gain inspiration and motivation. Plus family is undergoing a home reno which is exciting. We get to start from scratch so the house will look way better and to our liking and I'll get to redesign my room. It may be small but at least I have one and with a closet this time (YAY!!!) It'll be lots of fun.

Until then...anything arts related will have to wait. Still been working a lot and it's tiring.

Hope everyone is doing fine!

Happy Belated Thanksgiving to everyone and Happy Holidays! Lots of spending!!!!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/24452501/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/24452501/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 19:25:49 PDT
Anyway... I bought a book called "The Basics of Drawing" by Barrington Barber. Not sure if anyone heard of him before but his book is really good for people who are novices such as myself. I want to regain my artistic skills back since over two years ago of art- and creative-block.

I feel very excited about it. Time to get into the groove again and go for my dreams of someday becoming an interior designer or try doing so.

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/22320050/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/22320050/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 23:31:07 PST ... I just ended up doodling anykind but these drawings won't be posted cuz they suck haha....

My new years resolution...hrm....I wouldn't know but I know it's a lot of things that includes goals and improvements to work on.

Well...have a great new years everyone XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/22075364/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/22075364/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 02:30:46 PST
GRADUATION GRADUATION GRADUATION GRADUATION GRADUATION !!!!!!!!!!


I'm so excited and I'm so there! Finally over XDXD YAY! haha...I can't contain myself....but it's sooooooooooo goooooooooooood!

I know..short message but it does the trick for me ^_^

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After the ceremony ^_^

It was a long 3 and 45 minute ceremony including the waiting period of an hour outside the arena. But all is good XDXD I'm free, I'm open, I'm happy, I'm relieved, I'm proud, I'm satisfied, I'm grateful, I'm everything the world needs, and what I can bring to the world.

But first...an overdue rest to myself which is well-deserved ^_^ I don't know how long it'll be but the time well-spent will do me some good XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/21889416/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/21889416/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 20:22:53 PST

The rules:

1-POST THESE RULES IN YOUR JOURNAL

2-EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 FACTS ABOUT THEM SELVES IN THEIR JOURNAL.

3-AT THE END, YOU MUST TAG 8 PEOPLE AND POST THEIR ICONS IN YOUR SAME JOURNAL. I won't tagged others SORRY

4-GO TO THEIR PAGE AND SEND THEM A MESSAGE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

6- NO TAG-BACKS.


8 facts :

1. I'm graduating in 2 weeks and need a break from education (that pretty much counts as 2 facts ^_^)

2. I want a new phone, preferably a PDA/smartphone..not sure which but I like ATT because they have lots of selection but expensive plans >.<

3. I need a job after this or I'm utterly broke.

4. I want to move out and be on my own cuz I'm tired of family and reality wise...I need more space to and for myself (no space for clothes literally )

5. I seem to dream a lot and they're about drawing and writing stories (but I'm no good at it ) and I should get started on my original stuff but I'm lazy as heck.

6. I've been talking to professionals in my career choice -- financial planner, but still need to do more research as to where I want to go.

7. I'm exhausted from school and other things that come at me. There are times I easily get annoyed by the littlest things.

8. Just watch me make a fool out of myself someday and you'll hear it somewhere else....HAHA But that's not a fact, the fact for this last one is....my birthday is in 2 days! I'll be 23 ^_^



Well that was fun now wasn't it ^_^

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/21387726/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/21387726/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 11:54:40 PST
Just a month to go and the never ending workload continues to the bitter end. I am going to be tired, hash, and super exhausted by the time graduation rolls in. Haha....I'm going to sleep early the night before the commencement ^_^

Anyway... as how the US economy is right how...I can only assume finding a job will take me a few months. I hope to get one soon though but after a possible 2 week to a month break of R&R.

Lets see what's on my agenda because I feel like venting and taking out some bit of frustration and all....

I still need to buy my cap and gown, register for my last course for Spring 2009 semester, call and get a hold of a couple of professionals about my career path, one more midterm exam to go, a last homework to start and finish, a possible revision of my tax research paper -- all in the month of November.

Then December is all study study study for 4 Finals then graduation and a possible little party I have to deal with because family doesn't want to do it for me (if they won't why should I? lol haha...they know I"m tired and stuff >.< Then a short break if anything.

Spring semester: final course (hope i get in) and more studies to earn 3 licenses and a professional title which are: Life & Health Insurance, Series 7, and Series 66 licenses and CFP certification exam. O____________________________________o

It's going to be a long long long....year ahead of me. But I will do it! *shakes fists* haha....

kk....I'm off before I hurt myself....

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/21088983/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/21088983/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 01:48:58 PDT
So there was a career fair in our school as it is held every semester. And what I noticed was for the first time, a booth on living and working in Japan.

I picked up a few brochures and had simple conversations and Q&A with the recruiter. Anyone heard of Heart School of Japan? Anyway, it's an opportunity for anyone who wants to work in Japan. The requirements aren't too much such as it's not that necessary (although best) to know Japanese. The job does require to teach English. Teaching are held as Assistant Language Teachers to elementary and middle school children and if possible to few corporations and business as well.

Unfortunately it's not an all expense paid relocation and airfare, transportation, apartments, etc... but they will help in any way possible.

Now my dilemma is....given that this opportunity will always be there as English teachers are now a big asset to Japan, there's a time frame for me. As much as I want to go ahead of this, I'm now jumbled up with my plans because of this LOL. But I suppose I can set an outlook goal of 3-5 years from now to take on this opportunity. *gets excited just thinking about it*

Anyway...just wondering if anyone who has lived and work in Japan can give me tips, ideas, suggestions, anything ... I'd really appreciate it ^_^ Hey...maybe you can do it too XDXD Anything is possible XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/20697591/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/20697591/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:32:43 PDT
Gosh...........

Bleh.................



This semester isn't that simple anymore. The amount of work and brain use is WAY over my head. But instead of stressing out, I'm more kookoo and chronic. Haha...yep! I am operating a little above half my capacity to do any work and to study for any exams. Just so much reading, memorization, understanding of concepts, terms, processes. I wonder how I even get by.

I can feel it already....I'm ready to crash and burn LOL. It's very near.....the epilogue of my college life.....O____o....

My schedule sucks. To everyone....avoid if possible having afternoon to / or late evening classes. Unless you're a night person or afternoon person which I am not.

Bleh............

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/20535492/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/20535492/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 10:55:11 PDT
This last semester sucks! LOL...3 more months and I'm dying already haha....so much homework. I can't wait to get it over with. But I must pull through!!!!

Anyway....somehow I started hiking again..which is fun ^_^ And getting an interest in a bit of photography...(I think..) It's just fun to be creative and random - no hassles, no pressures, nothing

Well...hope everything is doing fine ^_^

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/20094951/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/20094951/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:51:38 PDT
Lets first start with Aug 25. Before I can graduate, I have to go to school and be at my college student services office before 8 am. Then, I have to wait in line (hopefully I'm there first or one of the first 5 people) to get my registration ticket for my graduation class. Then I have to pay my tuition before Sept 3 as well as my books later that month.

As far as I know, there's my graduation (and I have to make the cut and pass my classes), three birthdays happening which includes mines, and X-mas (but that's after graduation) LOL. And even after I graduate, I still have to go back to school for my final class which is a review class before I take my professional exam (another that is SUPER hard - CFP) I'll be busting my butt off for this one. And not only this exam, but a few other securities licensing exams (but this will be tied with another journal rant later) just because I don't know what to do as of yet.

Lets see, because of a lot of things happening, I have asked not to have a huge party for my graduation. I don't even want a huge party for my birthday lol. My reason is costs of just reserving a restaurant or ballroom space in a hotel, inviting people (making those cards and all), and the time isn't all worth spending on. I'd rather save really. Plus, the money I get as gifts from family members are far less then what it costs to set-up a party.

As a substitute, I asked to have money or some kind of gift that can be of use for my future endeavors such as down payment for a home someday, or a car, or just money to travel or use to move or something worth using for. I think it's a reasonable gift. Somehow my mom laughs at me for thinking all these and yet I have not graduated. (It's called *hints* mom, and telling in advance helps)

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Anyway, I just can't wait to start school. I know it'll be hard, long, tedious, and possibly stressful (although I don't show it much, it's shown through my dead looks LOL)

Oh yea! Let me rant about one more thing. What to do AFTER graduation. I've tried researching online for possible career choices in the field/degree I'm pursuing in, but can't seem to find a place to start. So, that'll be one of my challenges. I'll have to talk to a couple of my teachers who may help me go in the right direction. I'll probably discuss this more in another journal topic later because that rant may be as long as this one.

Yea, well good luck to everyone who are in school already and to all who start as soon as me or later!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/19670420/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/19670420/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:40:36 PDT
He's

Glad to see him on dA, been some time he's thought about being here and now he is. So..Welcome Kyu-tip!! (Note the name haha...pretty fancy there )

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On other things...I'm still here! Kyu-tip has been encouraging me to get back to drawing again because he thinks it's cool and great even though I know I suck at drawing and coloring (Haha!). So I went to look at my gallery and I can't believe it's been 2 YEARS since I last posted something. Wow.... I wonder if I still got the skills and wee bit talent for it. I sort of lost my muse along the way...(I would like to blame education...and I suppose it was), but anyway...I'll try...not sure when, not sure what...yet we'll see. Maybe after graduation ^_^

Almost there....just 5 months left then just more to come haha...but that'll be another story soon ^^

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/18769538/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/18769538/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 15:41:35 PDT
And my plans are all over the place -- unorganized, undecided, and tentative.

I seem to have a lot of free time during summer but just a lot of thoughts sporadically bouncing off the walls of my mind.

You can see how my sentences are just small notes as I vent whatever is on my mind. I do still plan on drawing or try to as well as to get onto my stories, but my niece and nephew keep bothering me so it has become difficult to get the peace and quiet I would like to have.

I just need to hang in a little longer.

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How is everyone? Busy, enjoying summer? I hope you are ^_^
Well talk to everyone soon!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/18064417/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/18064417/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 01:36:35 PDT
I know I'm not that much of a writer less an artist in drawing. But I have been periodically been thinking and dreaming of some of my stories. I just never got the chance to concrete the plot, story, character descriptions and their history, and all other factors.

I must say...it's a lot easier to imagine and picture each scene, but having to describe in full detail is another.

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My random images taunt me little by little. From magic to mahem, then onwards to trust and betrayal, dark and light, fun-adventure, and loads of history. I should start reading up some books or do a little research on settings, historical figures/monuments, and just the little things that make up a nice story.

Don't know where and how, but I think it has to do with all the little cartoons that I watch haha...the good ol' times

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In other news....3 weeks left till semester ends, then the final is up. I got 4 papers to due (2 required, 2 extra credits), a presentation to prep for, advising for course scheduling, then course registration, study for finals, and job/intern-search so more.

Then summer will be something. At this age I'm in, I really need to do something to keep busy b/c just being at home won't cut it anymore.

Also,....am looking forward to the economic stimulus plan and our IRS rebates to get to us. Not sure what I'll spend it on...we'll see...maybe I can finally get a Wii or something else. Strangely enough, I'll end up saving it possible, but the whole idea is to get the country back by splurging So everyone...if you filed and receive your rebates, SPEND IT.

And that'll be it for now ^)^....have a good day!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/17753907/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/17753907/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:12:29 PDT
I'm so frakin' NUTS already (yea..got that from Battlestar Gallactica; any fans out there?) Anyway....yep...so my plans is really transparent right now. HAHA....I really do not know what to do.

So far...I was thinking of moving...but I don't even have enough financial nest to secure myself from any losses if any were to happen. My reason...well I'm getting wee bit tired of living with the family...getting crowded and I can't feel myself think straight anymore.

I do appreciate all their help though XDXDXDXD...but it's time to move on!!!! I am thinking about West Coast -- geared more towards northern Cali or Seattle. We'll see though. I would need to do lots of research XDXD unless I ask a couple of friends advice

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After graduation haha...even with a degree...it is still difficult to get into what you strive for...*sigh*.... I think I'll go look for work in some retail store or office to start off. Man...do I need more experience yet competition sucks >.<

Did I ever mention how much I am TIRED of education/school already...Ahaha..probably have said that to myself millions of times. I think the US Educational system needs a HUGE change....most of us linger far too long before entering the workforce.

But that's just me...

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/17534703/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/17534703/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 01:04:17 PDT

Hiding from the world. Slowly killing time as it passes by. Realizing so much has missed.

In other news.... Shizu ishu doing fine ^_^ Yip yip. Somehow I ended up watching the good ol' '90s cartoons especially those animations created by Disney. What an era the times I grew up as a kid *cries*. Gummi Bears, Talespin, DuckTales, etc... They just don't make animations like they used to anymore *sigh* IMO... today's cartoons are overblown with ridiculous stupidity with no real story or morale. But I'm glad I get to watch these classics...OH THE MEMORIES!

Other words....hrm... I'm still here...schooling...and it doesn't seem like I'll get out anytime soon *how sad*... I believe the transition will be grainy if not more rough. I would still need to get experience under the belt just to move up the chain. That or luck hits....but that just all depends.

Hope everyone's doing great! Haven't talked to much of my online buddies T_T. *sighs* Just too busy I suppose. Well...take care!!!!!!!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16514464/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16514464/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 23:51:53 PST

I will not forget to look here..and update once in a while. XDXD Sorry I wasn't able to do a drawing. I really don't know when I will be able to. Unfortunately, I have no inspiration right now even though I enjoy looking at amazing arts by all of you.

Anywa....My three day MLK weekend went well...I spent all three days cruising and hanging out with friends not caring about homework after the first week. But now that everyone is out of the Winter spaz....we all will be busy busy busy!!! So yep...its great just hanging around doing nothing, talk stories, and such.

Oh yea...my friends and I did something very different that eating out which we pay a bit more than what is served to us. We decided to hold a mini potluck (gathering with food) at a friends place and cook the food ourselves. AWESOME!!!! Watch a few movies, played Wii...and just catching up! Really great...I got to cook my stir fried veggies (two styles: by itself or with seafood of all sorts) XDXD And others made what they're good at..like spaghetti...desserts. Just YUMMY!

Anyway...hope everyone's Winter was a success and they're new year starting off with a blast XDXD....

See everyone soon!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16294419/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16294419/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 22:56:54 PST

One week left till school! And I felt I haven't done anything this whole Winter break. I tried to read and stuff...but somehow I'm just all out or something.

Yep, time to get things together again LOL....need to buy new school supplies, textbooks, and few other shinanigans to last me the whole semester. It'll be my last stressful one with 5 tough courses. So.....yep....I probably won't be posting much again...I rarely do T_T....but no worries...I'll do my best XDXD.

In other news, I was able to get a Nintendo Wii!!! Off from eBay...really good deal too XDXD For the price of $280, I was able to get the system, an extra controller and nunchuck. So that's good...typically the normal price would be for all those items 250 system, 50 wiimote, and 20 nunchuck, total be 320 dollars. Not bad!!!!

I just hope the system works. Oh yea! For those who know and dont know yet. Nintendo is giving previous Wii owners a chance go get their free plastic Wiimote coats. Apparently, they new shipments of Wii system have Wii motes with plastic coatings as well as Wiimotes sold separately. So if you want yours..head over to Nintendo.com to get yours!

Well..that's about it I suppose XDXD....I'll try to get at least one drawing up before school starts! Ack! ONE WEEK LEFT!!!! Hahaa......

Great way to start the new year....XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16197557/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16197557/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:19:43 PST

W000000t!!! ITs 2008!!!!

Happy New Years everyone!!!!! And I have no resolutions in mind at the moment LOL....











Testing it.....yep!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16196092/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16196092/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 22:50:18 PST

Yep...Okay I think I got the hang of it XDXD So far I'll just make things plan and transparent and match dA background LOL...looks nifty!!! me Like! Ahaha...

This could be a fun thing!!!! Something to waste my winter time over haha...since I have nothing else to do XDXD I'm not that good at graphics..but we'll see what I can do. Either I'll create a full BG for the whole journal itself, or separate bg images by journal header, and journal content, and possibly journal footer/comment area and the mood area as well is a possibility....so we'll see...

LOTS to toy around with XDXD..

Damnit the fireworks smell is really storng >.< Don't think I can sleep all that well tonight..Ahaha....

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16131885/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16131885/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:59:44 PST

Hrm.. I seem to have found myself reading more and more books on almost everything relating to the profession I would like to succeed in. That would be Financial Planning. If you ever heard of that term, there's no particular definition on that career as it is mostly based on a process of many tasks involved. If I could sum up the meaning it'd be: Financial Planning is NOT about money, but about IMPROVING lives.

As I delve myself into the subject matter, I realize WOW, there's more to this career than a degree. The reason it is a rewarding career is not the wealth of income but the joy of helping people and their lifestyle. And in this career lies the knowledge of several topic areas: Insurance, Retirement, Investments, Estate, Employee Benefits, Education, and Taxes. There is of course other areas, but these are the main area of study.

Well...it seems I have picked a career that will entirely require more time to study materials, fully understand concepts, cases, methods, and detail. And I will do just that. So...here goes my course of action. Read more for my own understanding, go through the required CFP Certification requirements (currently doing so in school), get mentors, intern, and find my own practice.

EASY RIGHT?!? Unfortunately....not. But I know it'll be a fun and challenging experience. XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16037678/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/16037678/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 00:51:32 PST
Hey everyone!!!!! That is...unless everyone thought I was dead. Not exactly. Just been away to study for school! And how is that going? Well...I'll tell ya, its going GREAT! Three semester left of 1.5 years more to go before graduation. Next semester - Spring 2008, will be my last semester that holds the remaining of the majority of 'rone to stress' moments haha...with five courses that are not easy to manage. Plus I'll be juggling a PT job, few clubs, and possible and internship. I will definitely see how that will go. After that, the remaining semester will carry fewer loads and possible more time, but may be more work and internships. Still need to work on my communication skills and articulated speeches. Very weak in those areas.

Other than that...SORRY to everyone! Hope you didn't feel I've neglected some or all of you but I assure you I haven't. XDXD *misses j00 all* -- those who know it ^_^ *glomps*

As for drawing..well we'll see if I can still do it haha...haven't done so for over a year it seems haha...yep it'll suck arse! Also, because I got a month's worth (make that 3 weeks left) of Winter vacation, I'll try to do something XDXD unless I helplessly fall into reading the many books I've ordered from Amazon lol.....yea...for fun and based on my financial interests haha...

Well...talk and post in here later!!! XDXD BYE!!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12662029/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12662029/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 23:43:00 PDT

Currently on the edge of paving my way into 2 years worth of school left till graduation and I want to make it worthwhile doing my best without hesitation. Reasons are fairly loaded simply to up my GPA score, be part of a prestigious (or so it seems) business club so I can be active, have something to put on my resume, start meeting with professionals, and overall learn my field of study through internships and other strange offers.

Anyhooo....hope everyone is doing fine. And doing their best in school and hopefully graduating on time and such. Having to pass through all that hardships and while tuition and taxes and other stuff continues to increase leaving the cost of living concept in the dust. Yea...its difficult.....

See you all soon again!!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12343815/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12343815/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 23:12:58 PDT
Notebook will also relieve me of some other stuff...such as back support and stuff which I currently withheld for a long time.

I'm happy!!! HAPPY!!!!!.....haha...just wondering how the family will take it...LOL...well its my money i earned for and saved for XDXD....what a great investment!!!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12186397/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12186397/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 20:01:46 PDT
If you're wondering what happend to all the deviations I've done....don't fret ^_^ They're not deleted...they're just merely stored. What I plan to do ... when I do get the time is to start new.

I plan to draw again....someday. Somehow I feel inspired after looking at other beautiful art and also...because I need a past time to fill in my free time ^_^

Sure looking forward to it! heh....
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Anyway....hope everyone I know who are currently schooling and working and making ends meat....have a wonderful time! Miss all of you!!!

Glad to chat online when possible ^_^

Well...off to do the usual school work and stuff.

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12149808/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/12149808/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 21:36:39 PDT
Heh...well decided to post here XDXD Little by little and stuff. I'm actually doing fine!
I've changed my eating habits...sort of but my stomach is really trained to eat light food now and get full right away o.O....heh...but its all nice and healthy food. And in some occassions good ol' junk food such as ice cream, chocolates, and more ice cream which I love.


Apparently I kind of have the urge to draw again....but I have yet to pick the pencil and draw/sketch and also CG....but it seems time and school work still take up most of my time. But I'll try to draw when I can...*HAS GOT TO DRAW AGAIN* hehe....

It'll look very rusty and oogly and stuff...LoL....

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/11978586/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/11978586/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 18:18:31 PST .< It frustrates me because its annoying trying to do stuff when your body is just tired, dead, sore, and more... Then its all well and energetic when the weather is all good. Then its chilly, windy, drizzling rain, and....GAH.....

*sees ppl coughing at school* its terrible. I got the sniffles....its only a matter of time till I fall victim to the flu going around or something. I try drinking lots of good liquids, veggies, and all the healthy things got going around.

*sigh* more exams...it never ends!!! MUST STUDY MUST!!!!!

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Oh...I"m thinking of getting a notebook just because it now seems more convenient to have...especially when you can take it anywhere around the house. I'd rarely bring it to school though. It seems one computer doesn't help two people who uses it often.

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/11902635/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/11902635/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 00:12:28 PST
Wow...got lots of messages from everyone after a little over a month of no action to this page and gallery of mines.

I feel really bad not being able to come back online and update. Been very busy with school and really focusing on getting my degree. I haven't drawn for more than 6 months so I know I'm VERY rusty especially if I were to CG again.

I honestly don't know if I'll come back or do any drawings for now. As for journal updates...this could be the last...maybe not. We'll see how it goes.

Hope everyone else is doing fine!

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10883983/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10883983/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 20:19:21 PST
Overwhelmed well not really...just practically dead.

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10614079/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10614079/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 12:59:27 PST
It got me thinking, HOW can I be one of those and actually pull it off. Skeptical at first, and still am, I plunge myself into trying it for a go. One of the major high-profitable marketing and investments an average person can do and achieve is in Real Estate. So...here I am, taking and giving myself out of my own busy schedule to learn a little about the terms, reasons, and processes needed to close a deal WITHOUT having to use any of my own money.

Difficult, but I think its possible. Heh...so far, all I am doing is researching possible properties and agents to work with, gather information necessary, and close it. About 20% comprehension in all areas T_T. Still...its fun and a person can learn a lot through it.

Well...I do hope I can make my first deal happen soon. Kind of excited really. A little training here and there and I should be fine. *hopes for the best*

Still have a goal in graduating out of Business. XDXD....What a far more to go. I bet once you go to reading to this point or even skipped everything, what I said was truly confusing. Yea...it sure is. XDXD

But I should encourage anyone and everyone to give investing in something safe and fun to learn and get into. Just make sure you know what you're doing. Least I hope I do as of now O_o......

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It started last Friday. Had a midterm Japanese oral exam that day. Woke up feeling in top notch condition. Arriving at school, half way through the day I suddenly felt heavy, light headed, migranes going around, and very weak with no energy at all. I pushed myself though in order to take the midterm....heh....worst off.....I was driving back home. I constantly held my head high and tapping, shaking, noding from side to side to keep the pain balanced. It was one ruthless 40 minute drive back home. I got antsy...I wanted to honk at people and the traffic lights who were slow.

Once home, I crashed on my bed after changing to warm PJs and didn't wake up till 10 P, had small dinner, took meds, went back to sleep and didn't wake up till 9A Saturday. Felt a bit better, but still naseous. It continued. The body pain left, but what came about was a sore throat, still hurts right now. There's like this swollen part somewhere that just throbs and hurts when I swallow something T_T. At the same time, runny nose, least that stopped after a night.

Just when the school week began again, I felt a bit better or so I thought, that's when my sore throat just kept throbbing....giving me the worse dry coughs ever ... What didn't help at all is going to school where its just cold, the AC is blasted to max and the temperature just fluctuates. Its ridiculous. Not even wearing something warm helps at all. I'm not the the only one....others were sick as well.

All I could say is that...I could have gotten it in the bus....*sigh*....circulated air vents in the bus OMG...watch where you breathe, but it can't be helped.

Blah...hope I can get well soon.....Its hard to do homework and stare at the screen so long. Makes me dizzy and eyes burn O_o....
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Oh...just a few days ago, which I enjoy doing crosswords for fun in class, out of class, and out of boredom because lectures suck... There's a hint that sort of caught my attention, and after solving the clue well the answer was:

Clue: Stare impolitely
Answer: Ogle

Ahaha...my friend who then brought out Google website out of no where. LOL...I just realized it actually is GO OGLE.....meaning Go stare impolitely at the screen or something ahhaa..well it was a weird observation of mine. As for my friend whose learn Spanish..Ahaha...what ogle means in Spanish is: Eat with your eyes or something in that meaning....

Blah...that's a random thing of the day. So when you say Google (Goo Gull), say Go Ogle (Go O gul). Ahaha....such fun.

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10410136/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10410136/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:52:07 PDT
Never had thought the islands would get a rattle that wiped out the state's electrical system for a whole day. Luckily there were no casualties involved. I wonder where the split tectonic plates reside at a distance from Hawaii.

Anyway...I'm fine! We all are!!! Thank goodness. Our largest island "Big Island" got the largest hit. All other islands got the aftershock.


But now..it just seems normal once again. But we'll be prepared for another when it happens.

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10375712/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10375712/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 01:56:33 PDT
*ishu happeh* hehe..it seems our family stuff (house and whatnot) are slowly being worked on LOL...or least I would like to think so.

Anyway...Now I can finally bake something and cook the kind of foods I want! hehe...I wonder if I have all the utensils at my disposable use....XDXD....

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I am 100% going nuts right now. I can't catch up with anything!.....school work, *hasn't drawn anything in FOR SO LONG*....I can't even get enough sleep...not sure why....I think I'm overthinking/daydreaming, or pondering in general too much here and out.

Plus the weather right now sucks...its cold, chilly, then overly humid and warm. then its not with no wind, and the sun bites literally ...

*sigh*....NEED TO CATCH UP! and so TIRED! T_T....

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Well...its only been on episode...but its great! XDXD Well just letting anyone know XDXD ahaha...cuz I wanted to write up a journal entry *dies*..ahaha...

My total boredom has risen......


Okie Dokie!!! Back to homework, and lots of studying once again XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10249416/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10249416/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 14:38:27 PDT
Lots and lots and lots of homework, quizes, exams, oral tests, and papers are due almost the same day! How do these classes and professors do it!!!! Torture all of us....its like a coalition on students or something...even if they're all on different departments T_T....


OMG....*stares blankly...can I do it...finish them...study it all...and be prepped* ....


*dies consistently with a second passing in time* hehe...

Anyway...in other news....Surprisingly 3 series : Ouran, Utawarerumono, and Higurashi all ended this week...heh...3 awesome animes...ends..XDXD It was great...now...its time for new ones to spark...I wonder what new good animes will interest me XDXD

]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10065982/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/10065982/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 00:26:03 PDT
OMG....a journal since...who knows when LOL...July 28~~!!! Wow...its been that long...been somewhere contemplating nad focussing on life as usual XDXD. As for school, its been almost a month since started and first exams are rolling in...PLUS the overwork load of homework, speeches, and lots and lots of practicing for Japanese...TOO MUCH that I can't catch up nor can I even balance any of them....

I go home mid afternoon which is tiring because having to wait for the bus, I tell you...commute is just uber not fun lol...yes...it actually takes 2 hours (3-4 total) to go to school and back home. I end up falling asleep for 2 hours...then its dinner, then homework...then do it again the next day....tiresome, tedious, and overwhelmed. I think I can handle it though.... The thing I pretty much learned from my BORING economics class is Time is the most scarce resource ...OH HELL YEA!!!! .. ..

*sighs* anyway...I should stop typing this entry and get back to doing my weird speech topic on cloning LOL...tis and Informative Speech....supposedly which I now am brain dead becaue I haven't had the time to fully research the topic...and that freaking class moves SO fast that everything is due the next class session T____T.....then other homeworks just pile up!.....man...even Japanese I wasn't able to do much.....let alone study for the first exam and Accounting too...EXAM!!!



EXAM!!!!! This friday.....@________@



kk...I'm off XDXD hehe.... ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9518498/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9518498/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 03:10:32 PDT Kyakakak..*dies*..
Oon this very late night/early morning midnight XDXD hehe...I suffer brain trauma....XDXD YESHU!


Now..on to pressing matters XDXD 10 Thinks About Your Art
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[01] Try my best to draw as much as possible (although it wreaks)...>.<

[02] I CG using openCanvas mostly as well as lineart...but giving PS a try for Cellies

[03] Its just gawd damn hard T_T.......*goes mindlessly on ideas*

[04] I have a lot of ideas..but lack of proportion and skills o.O...*zaps someone*

[05] Wow...this thing is long..it seems...my style is inevitable...always different ??? ITS TRUE!

[06] I enjoy doing fanart, cute arts, OCs...and other ppls charries..SO FUN!!!

[07] Currently unchanging in facial expressions....emotions are just..UGH!!!.....

[08] School bites me off with a mawn lower....I cant keep up with my goals!

[09] I find boys easier and fun to draw compared to girls..then again...I have different tastes....YUM!

[10] If you really want to know.... I've been avoiding them lately T_T....



Hehe...hrm... I wouldn't know who to tag now T_T.....don't know much people hehe..*dies*... Oh well..this thing was eally fun!!! XDXD hehe...

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To Do List ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9359693/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9359693/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 23:22:51 PDT
Hrm....where to begin. Most of the time, I'm by myself....rarely much computers or anything in techinical difficulties happen unless I unleash a virus which I dont know how LOL *dies*.... Also, time is somewhat not much to take in. If you school, a student can only get 20 hours a week...and you can't even make that much because you know you'd have to study more and given that school has its leniency to give you the amount of time (meaning you can skip work w/o reason)...LOL yes you can do that...*ishu bad for doing that a lot >.<* ... but it can't be help when the job is BORING.

Can't work weekends, late nights, or even holidays, and no double pays. And the big one.. NO benefits..that's right..none at all....that probably goes for some other jobs that don't support them.

As of right now...I'm still working to earn $$ to pay off some expenses while at the same time job hunting which is tough >.<....I think I need to restart work from bottom up. Going for the most unwanted jobs but HEY...we all start somewhere right? The more experience...the better. XDXD Just make sure to get int at least 4 months of work from each field or something hehe...

Blah..hate the interview process...it sucks...first impressions are ALWAYs a must no matter what. Sophistication, packed with ready-to-answer questions, and questions to ask. Go prepared, calm, relaxed, and be yourself to the extent you are worth being their employee.

Apparently....tis difficult XDXD. Anyway...wish me luck! Until I feel less motivated to do so. ^^ It happens.

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To Do List ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9294341/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9294341/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 00:59:20 PDT
Anyway.....onto meaningful agenda. My first ever (if I can actually keep up with it) ....

========== TO DO LIST ==========
>>>> Queued
>> Ongoing
>>> Completed

+++ Website +++
--Hope >> [link]
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+++ Original Stories/Series +++
--HOPE Series []
--Trilogy Series []

+++ Requests +++
None atm <> Am taking few ...

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Wow...talk about the amount of work I have to try to keep up with XDXD. Something that will hopefully keep me busy with the rest of life ^_^ It'll be fun.

As for Requests, I am sort of experimenting on the idea to see if I can keep up with what people ask of me. So if you want to request from me, you can by note message ONLY. My restrictions are:

Can't Draw:
+++ Mecha [] Graphical Scenes [] Animals/Furries

Draws:
+++ Anime (I still have a weird style) [OCs and Fanart, provide references when needed]

I know it isnt much. I'm still new to this. Also, I dont want to make any promises or gaurantee of how long it'll take to have your Requests done and submitted, BUT I will do my very best to draw them. My style and drawing skills can be seen here mostly ^_^ .


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Well...thanks everyone! All are an inspiration to do our best in so much ways. ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9061653/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9061653/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 23:07:31 PDT
*dies the enormous amount of heat and humidity that plagues this state* >.< LOL.....

*has drank MANY glasses of water just to keep hydrated* and its not working at all ........

Anyway....long summer still....and education isn't much. Getting boring now and I'm almost to the brink of boredom and laziness for my Accounting class...then after 2 weeks...my 2nd class --> Economics begins O_o....It's almost non-stop hehe...But I'll survive ^^

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I seem to be drawing a lot now....or want to unless I have homework, study, or house chores hehe...*dies*...but yea....I can't color/CG!!!! shading is hard!!! And eyes OMG eyes...*suffers the creation of eyes*...

I shall be posting/drawing more soon...and for my lil' story and its site...well...it'll come eventually ^_^ ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9029562/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/9029562/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 16:14:58 PDT

Hrm..what to do..So far summer school one class per session XDXD So that isn't much but it keeps be busy and occupied plus work here and there ^_^


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And now for hobbies and free time expenses....Lets see Finally got my Nintendo DS and Mario game LOL *dies*...been waiting for it sometime...somehow into games again..which is good. And also best part is I'm into drawing again.

And this time...I will try to keep up with it and also set a goal to do my little story that has been stuck in my head for a long time.

For those who don't remember XDXD Its called Hope. And I have yet to summarize and characterize my OCs....and what not.

Also...it'll be under a website called Forbidden Sanctus...in which you can click above...

Sorry though..nothing much on it. Its mostly on Hellie-samas and Spiko-samas works ^^

It'll be something though ^_^ Just for fun and something to entertain myself with XDXD ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/8743750/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/8743750/ Thu, 11 May 2006 19:38:44 PDT

Miss all of you ^_^ I know..I haven't posted anything let a long a journal to let everyone know that I'm still here and doing fine. Apparently, I way over my head LOL...well not really...but just busy as always and tis getting way way.....out there? LOL...

Anyway....Its finals week...completed one EE course which I'm passing and the other is tomorrow which I'm not passing....as for such...yea...but these courses don't matter cuz i'm transferring majors again LOL....Oh boy....I wonder how long I'll be stuck in college and education? *feels pathetic now* hehe...well, my next major is now Business....which is another field I find interesting...as all other fields I do.

The only problem with me..is that I hate to do the hard work...meaning those basic requirement courses that totally throws you off....BUT I WILL work hard this time around.

Requirements are a little more..but hopefully...I'll get out soon *dies*....I have to continue a language course again >.<...but it's always fun to take those...so back to Japanese...LOL....*goes way over his head*

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Summer...well...I'll just be busy...=== Taking two courses that is an entrance requirement to the College of Business and working to make a living LOL...I so need money now *dies*...Being an adult suck at some moments LOL....

As for art and stuff...well...its hard to keep up with it. I haven't drawn in MONTHS...possibly a year now >.<....sorry about that....I think I've lost the inspiration and motivation to continue .....but we'll see later in the future....

Well...I hope everyone else are doing fine! XDXD Miss all!!! Hope to talk to you all later XDXD
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P.S....to a person or persons who read this statement and you know who j00 are...LOL *smilely* XDXD Look out for something during summer.....its a surprise...I guess...^^ ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/8023466/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/8023466/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 23:31:19 PST
So...here's the thing about trying to earn a degree in the so called 'high paying jobs' LOL....they'll seriously ROT your mind up with too much information. And here I stand, sit, aimlessly staring at the ceiling wondering what I should be doing next. Yes...I'm totally prioritized, but at the same time, really 'out there' sort of way.

I'm looking at the number of credits for this current Spring semester of 12, and putting off 3 labs, 2 EE and 1 physics, a writing intensive course, and 2 EE lectures that go with their respective labs. Plus I work part time of no more than 20 hours...even less to 8, and still somehow end up raking TONS of homework.....its ridiculous not to mention the sound of 'torture' which really isn't.

Shizu (goes 3rd person) is not really stressed or any of that sort. He hasn't been this way and have not as of yet.....yet....since.....he can't remember LOL. If not stressed, than what is it? Well...its exhaustion....that is what....TOTAL exhaustion. Not over worked, not a busy body, but well overwhelmed by a lot of things.

*comes out of 3rd person* I really can't wait for the 3 weeks of March to go by as quick as possible so Spring recess can pass by and rejuvinate what's left of me. But we'll see what will happen after another EE exam in 2 weeks, plus my road test the following 2 after during spring break. Should be fun! And I do hope I pass.

There's a time when a person thinks and rethinks their life, path, destiny, goal, ambition, and many idealistic to realistic agenda. One that has come up to me is to take a semester let alone a year off from school and just chillax....maybe work a little, get reinspired, clear thoughts, mind and soul and just to get away from education. Then again....family will just get mad at me for making a decision such as this. Oh well...*breaks through the iceberg*..... ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7776827/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7776827/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:04:34 PST
*dies*.....And I won't say anymore XDXD


And anymore..because I'm short of time....I'm just totally busy with school...it just sucks LOL.....Well...see everyone around when we all get the time again....I hope we all do T_T....*misses everyone he knows on dA and on MSN*....SORRY FOR NOT COMING ON MUCH!!!! ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7530852/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7530852/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 21:47:08 PST
Also...I've sort of prioritized my 2006 resolution. XDXD

Well..I'll see/talk/post/comment when i can! XDXD ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7466352/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7466352/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 11:40:17 PST

Anyway...I have no resolutions or I have many. O_o...I can't think of any at the moment XDXD hehe...all I can say is that....they're there and I need to follow them little by little then break them half way through LOL...it happens >.<.....@_@...

HAVE A GREAT LAST FEW DAYS OF 2005!!!! hehe...And don't get drunk and stuff..O_....lots of weird things happen on the EVE..... ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7324065/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7324065/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 01:04:22 PST
Well when it comes to math and science or anything relating these two in any way. The total concept is: You either KNOW it or DONT. That's about it...can't really study these things but to practice and understand it all.

Well I'll give it my all and do my very best XDXD but right now drawing is just SUPER fun! LOL...weird...ahaha..*dies*...

OMG..NARNIA!! That has got to have made me draw again..somehow one way or another. But that movie was great! some parts were cheezy since its a Disney film and it was PG..but if it were 13 in there...than it'd be mor eLOTR ahaha...which would have been nice to see blood ahaha...but yea...its a children's book so its meant to be.

Though...I now have to watch the next 6 compilations LOL...*dies*.....I just love fantasy! and if anyone else out there does too..I REALLY recommend watching it. For entertainment, ideas, aweness and all that stuff LOL...

I'm not that much of an inspirer am I? hehe....GO WATCH IT! hehe...really you ought to ^^

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Okay as for drawing and art ^^ I'm somehow stuck on doing anthros/furries for some strang reason and on two specific animals LOL...cats and foxes *dies*....I ought to try others and HUMANS omg...really need to draw some anime ahaha.....also full body types instead of the half shot stuff...Its hard though! And clothing? Perspective? I should do things small and step by step.

Okay...I talk too much...a wee bit hyper after eating cake and ice cream with whipped cream on top and those swirly chocolate sticks LOL..YUM!...

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I was talking with about commissions. LOL....and yea...I was thinking maybe I should do one myself...but I realize that my skills are premature to even be considered by the public. hehe....Anyway...what would any of you say about me doing a few here and there. Course....prices shouldn't be much...not really asking a lot for my talents, but It'd be nice and interesting ^^


That ends my random rants and buffles ^^ ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7269755/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7269755/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 23:14:52 PST
Ahaha..well its at school and its nothing much I hope. Just being a computer techy....simple stuff.??? maybe..but I'll start working..minimal hours...maybe 3 days a week during the holidays...since I have nothing else to do and everyone I know...friends, family all work anyway..so I get easily bored at home. So that's good ^_^

Again...its at school so...I actually like it...less hassle, they work around your schedule definately and yea I can always tell them I have other stuff if I do so its all good ^^

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Job Description
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KK....Its Computer Technician within my major field which is Electrical Engineering, but my job is under Civil department LoL ... weird but they all work together anyway. Duties aren't that bad at first, mainly they're looking for a person who knows a little about PCs, especially Servers..but I can learn. *Shizu is a fast learner when it comes to hands on stuff*...but as for the reference book OMG..its like...6" thick!!! YESHU!!! HUGE!!!!

I also get to learn database management, so that'd be interesting, how to control servers, and user autherization and whatnot cool techy stuff. LOL...*Shizu is now officially a GEEK/NERD hehe..

Well...I just hope I can learn just about anything in electronics, computers, and also troubleshooting, working with high-end ppl, and.....*goes off before he jinks (sp?) looks weird that word, anyway yea... hehe....

I wish the best luck for me *dies*.....when they talked to me I was a wee bit overwhelmed at the stuff I have to do, but they told me not to worry, just be responsible, do your best, and everyone, and they mean EVERYONE has and goes through a lot of trouble with techy stuff..and they understand, and they said...ppl won't yell or scream or get mad at you for being stuck LOL...*rolls eyes*....oh yea..I'll suffer sooner than I think LOL....

Aight!...Post to you all later again!....after finals and and...hahah..whenever I feel in the mood ^^ ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7207922/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7207922/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 22:24:55 PST
*stares blankly*.....


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Hehe.....Side note....1 week of school is left for me..then the upcoming Finals and I'm through! XDXD YAY!!! hehe...that could be it...I'm already thinking about winter break ... never a good thing...a person can get lazy. I'm affected anyway...so ahaha....

How is everyone else doing? Taking early break? heh.... ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7112905/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/7112905/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 09:39:13 PST
Oh boy...yeshu, 3 months was a long time. Lets see last post was on Aug 26 O_o..and its now Nov 22. Wow...hehe...just busy busy busy, less drawing, more studying but then again...the 'studying' part never really follow through. Hehe...*shizu is bad* XDXD

Okay...onto something new and sort of important.....sort of...XDXD
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GIFTIES for few friends ^_^ Early XMas purezentos before I forget. ^^

For: and +++++
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Hellie-sama and Spikku-sama: Some long time ago you've both mentioned about doing a website ^_^ And so, in the honor of the official name "Forbbiden Sanctus", your domain is born You can kill me later ne? *dies* I hope you both will enjoy it!! And I can't wait to see what you'll do with it ^^

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For: another friend who remains un-named XDXD (Who'll it be?) XDXD

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----- An indirect gift will come to you ^_^ You'll know when you get it
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To the person, hehe....you already know who you are XDXD And you probably know what it might be, but lets keep it fun and all XDXD

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Merry EARLY Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To EVERYONE!!!


O_o...I've got to use more emoticons....but I'm lazy LoL..... ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6338789/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6338789/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 00:15:52 PDT
The images..they're just a pancake and butter slapped on it on first image. on 2nd image..is just a slopped finger with thumb and middle pinching to make it (enticingly rich) *dies*...don't want to say such body parts..but yea..you get the point XDXD....

Its quite manipulative though I think....

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First week of school was good...was able to switch my Math section to a better professor so that's good. But of all..they're all hard and MANY (homeworks, quizes, labs, etc)...so I won't be on much let alone doing art. This might be my last journal for some time...but it depends ^_^

For engineering I'd have to use the comp so yea....I'll still be posting I guess. XDXD Typical stuff as usual...nothing new there ^_^ ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6321369/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6321369/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 03:13:45 PDT
I haven't posted in sometime...well almost sometime ^_^ But yea...This is more randomness than EVER!....

A couple of my friends are so hilarous..they actually put it up with.... Now..FYI....its nothing disturbing or anything..unless you make it that way. XDXD But for anyone and everyone...I give off a HUGE WARNING about the two images you're about to see.....below.. [note: not graphical or anything, just very manipulative to the naked eye]

[link] :: [link]

Click these two and see for yourself....Its a crude fun joke really. And if you have the guts to stare into it. I commend you!!! If you do, please comment on what you think these images are. LoL....

I'll then post what they are in a later journal...if no one already got it. ^^

Well enjoy!!! ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6284973/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6284973/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 04:10:44 PDT hehe....Hellchan and LD XDXD @___@ hehe..*gets smacked* ^_^

Well...last summer post with a quizzu to go at it ^_^ See how much I know myself *dies* hehe...

[link]

Scoreboard || [link]

Well have fun everyone!!! ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6220898/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6220898/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 23:49:43 PDT
OMG *goes crazy staring at comments list* hhee...*goes and tickle nephew* hehe....wow..he sure posted a lot of characters *dies*.....

Either that or everyone thinks I'm crazily bored LoL....which I think I am. But not intentionally ^^

Anyway...Summer school is over...I think I'm averages my classes >.<...everything went by too quick and rushed at the same time..but can't be helped...least its over with. But now I only have a week left of free time before Fall starts..WOW so fast!

I'm not sure if I should draw or whatnot....I'm really out of date now >.<...I can't even CG right, and my coloring sucks. I guess its back to basics XDXD *colors using mouse* hhee...*dies and cringes of the though of the mouse* hehe... ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6095768/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6095768/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 00:25:10 PDT
I'll just work part time for few hours and few days out of my whole School schedule. I just want to be able to balance and manage time as well as gaining experience. Should be interesting....

Anyway...I won't be doing much by saying this...but erm...ahaha....Life Goes On....(listens to GSD) ahaha...

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What will I work as...not sure....I don't even know what type of experience/field I'm looking for. I'll just go in there asking for trouble LoL.....Nah...I just want to see what I'm really capable of.....I also need to build up my interpersonal as well as social skills. I'm the shy type of person....*sets a stone*.....


Well....good luck everyone! as a month left of summer...(3 weeks total for me) till Fall starts....and within that period..only a WEEK of free time (not necessarily free) but it'll do XDXD 's all hehe...

See you all soon!!! *keeps posted as much* ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6081096/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6081096/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 19:23:57 PDT

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that ends my lil' rantish post. XDXD ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6008367/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/6008367/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 22:46:47 PDT .<....

So...its the same thing that happend at two different stops. There I was first at the benches where the air was clean and such. Then a person comes around pulls out a cig, lights it, then puffs as the wind casts it onto me. I get really nausious (sp?) and stuff....dizzy as hell *dies*. So I moved to another area....then a min later...that same person walks next to me. >.< So annoying! What are these type of ppl trying to do? Poison (sp?) me? Man....I just wanted to kick them off the curve and get hit by a running car LoL *dies*.

So...when I see ppl smoking around...I stand somewhere behind them or wherever the wind is takes the smoke. >.<

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Summer School

WAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! *suffers* First two exams I have averaged them >.< Damn! I got to study ahrder for both next time >><< Only got 2 more exams to bring grades up LoL......and speaking of Opportunity cost in Econ ahaha *murders that term*... It's a term stating that if you choose one particular thing in favor, you'll favor less of another. Though...I was able to balance them out as much for both exams and ended up with that 'grade'. Ahaha.....

Good thing is 3 more weeks till it ends..just have to keep up and stuff *dies*...blah I'm never Summer Schooling again LoL...well at least not take 2+ more courses per session...its a killer ahaha...Unless you're so focuses unlike me.

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Well..that's my weekend journal for the week. XDXD BORING AS AS AS.....erm....

SIDE NOTE :: XDXD Full Metal Alchemist - The Movie Premieres tomorrow (which may already be in Japan) LoL XDXD So..thats cool...can't wait for the fansub to come out ^_^ ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5953872/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5953872/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 19:47:58 PDT
OMG....its hard to be without internet....blah....sucks when one gets too much into it ahaha...

Anyway...I was gone for a week..because my cable modem was dead and stuff...but now we got a new one so that's good XDXD Its much smaller than the previous one and I think its a bit faster too....which I like ^^

So..I'm very happeh!
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In other news...

First exam for my 2 summer classes on Monday, one after the other. And Chemistry II and Economics is just hard and boring respectively. Blah....I might end up failing econ because it is VERY BORING! lol...(I'll mention that a lot) XDXD. I'll just be happy if I pass...then again...I should strive for A grades right? *dies*....

Anywho......nothing new...room is fixed btw...so that's good. XDXD Still the same small space where I hit the hay in XDXD....at least its nice and cool (breezy).

Well...that's about wraps up my weekend XDXD...4 more weeks of school, then a week of summer free time, then back to school for fall XDXD Wow how time passes quickly these days. XDXD

Got another exciting book to read XDXD Stephen King :: IT, only read couple of pages LoL...but its good so far. XDXD I think I'm going to get his whole collection sooner or later XDXD...in due time of course....Kyakakaka....

As for art...well I'm drawing here and there....watching anime which comes out slowly...so it gets really boring ...
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Well....see you all later again!!! XDXD BYE BYE!!! ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5861199/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5861199/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 21:22:39 PDT ------------------------------

Next door neighbor's tree (a very old tree, pretty much medium sized grape fruit tree), fell to the side of our house...thus...my room is a mess. XDXD

Bad News
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I have to sleep there LoL *dies* Ahahaha....

Anyway...it is no joke...and its all true. >.< *won't go into detail* ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5843229/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5843229/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 01:09:54 PDT
Well not much to say but yes..I'll be on a VERY long Hiatus gap now till....not sure....after 2nd session summer classes...I'm already rolling in Fall semester LOL *dies*....and my fall schedule is BUSY to the max with 17 credits rollling in, in so many directions.

Here's the tippy knot (Well I knwo you all don't care but who cares LoL)

Summer Classes

1.5 hours each from 9A to 12P. Chemistry then Economics.

Fall Classes

Won't post schedule but erm....Classes are Electrical Engineering, Cal 3, Physics II, Theatre, and Speech. XDXD


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Well I'll see you all soon!!! Wish you all the best of luck! Graduating, partying, doing whatever to your BEST of....LIFE! XDXD

BAI BAI ]]> ~Shiezel http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5729654/ http://Shiezel.deviantart.com/journal/5729654/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 03:04:33 PDT
That is why...you might see me mass upload tons of images....if I ever plan to upload some of them before times up ^_^

Yea! hehe...its been long since I updated in anything LoL....ahaha....so far I've changed my site stuff again...blah..Wasn't much satisfied...I (and you) LoL..could never be satisfied in anything well..that's how I feel right now *dies* XDXD

Well...that sure ends me short rant LoL...isn't it great! ^_^ 's all ^^ ]]> ~Shiezel