<sup>After a couple weeks of working 14 hour plus days, and my sister being in the hospital...I now have the lovely option of being sick. This is the part of my journal where I would like to take the opportunity to thank Charlotte for sharing her germs with me. Thanks. ( Yes, I'm blaming you...allergies bah! )

On the up side, I'm not dead yet, and I'm feeling much better. I think I'll go for a walk now...

Anyway, my sister is doing much better, and is home. She's not completely back to normal but she is on the up. Well I think I'll spam you a bit now.</sup>

^Toodles

Special Friends

^{Those who make me smile...mostly. I love you guys!}

Awe Inspiring Artists

*Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/23451227/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/23451227/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 12:58:20 PST ^{Ah, it seems like almost forever since I've last done anything here. Of course that is all due to the fact that we had a little mishap with the internet stick. Originally, we had thought that a certain two year old had made off with it, but after further inspection it was found to be in a certain someones pants pocket.
Beyond this, I have literally been working from sun up to sun down, that is until today. So perhaps I will have time to finish up some fun stuff and do a little posting. That is of course if the world decides to be nice.}

^{Those who make me smile...mostly.}

Awe Inspiring Artists

http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/22721631/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 19:39:36 PST ^{It's been a little while since my last journal entry, and so I thought I would grace you with some news.}

Semi Big Events That Constitute News

Gone are my luscious locks...

^{That's right my beauties. I saw a competition cut and couldn't resist myself, and so off came the hair I've nurtured these past months. I'm planning some pictures, so hopefully soon you will be able to witness with me.}

Mouse Invasion

^{This was right up there with poop-cano's at Tomfest. I had the pleasure of opening one of my dresser drawers recently and finding the start of one of these furry devils nest. Directly after I found a shirt in my closet that had been shredded for such a use. The end result, a mass evacuation of my said belongings, and the start of massive amounts of laundry.}

Health Scare

This was not so humorous or fun as the last two. To come to it quickly, Stephen(my hubby) started to have some curious symptoms. Mainly, abdominal pain, and flat poop. He then took it upon himself to go onto Web MD, and saw that they were two symptoms of colon cancer. He freaked out a bit, and got me worried, but after calming down and talking to his brother AND doing a little more research. We think it is something else entirely.(There are a few more symptoms and he doesn't have any of those) We are fairly certain that it has to do with his back. Seeing as he used to BMX heavily, and obviously sustained injury from such. That and one leg is slightly shorter than the other...Anyway he has a a doctors appointment on February 2nd, and hopefully that will bring more clarity.

^{That's about it for monumental moments as of late. I know its been a while since I've posted anything new as well. All I can say is that I am working on multiple projects at once, and the majority of my efforts are going towards my two contest entries. I did however, come across some old files recently, and will most likely post something or the other in the meantime.}

^Toodles

Special Friends

http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/22375266/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 14:02:37 PST

I do realize that I am a few days behind, but I couldn't pull myself out of ultimate nerd mode.

Anyway, let's get to the business at hand shall we.



1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

It was a picture of some mountains. Coffee table book peoples.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?

My wonderful couch.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

The news. How very practical of me.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.

Hmm, 1:20 PM.

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

12:28...I was completely off.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

My heater on my electric wood stove. A water fountain followed by Alice In Wonderland, and the sound of chips being chewed.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Ah, yesterday afternoon/evening. I was trying to get my dog to stop barking at the participants of the walking trail behind us. Why? I don't know a moment of decency. I failed, though.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

A sketch that I am inking.

9. What are you wearing?

At the moment, sweats, a T-shirt, and hoodie.

10. Did you dream last night?

Absolutely nothing! It was bliss!

11. When did you last laugh?

I laugh all the time. I have a 2 year old, a never ending source of entertainment.

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?

Engraved kanji, various pieces of Asian art, a small painting done by a friend of mine, 2 bokken, a Chinese scroll depicting a festival in which they honor their dead ancestors, a decorative fan, a ninja star and sword. That's it.

13. Seen anything weird lately?

No, but I've heard some weird noises at night recently.

14. What do you think of this quiz?

That it's taking longer than I expected.

15. What is the last film you saw?

Star Wars: Return of the Jedi. I know,

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

Copics! Lots of copics!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.

I'm a big fat liar.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

That I would be spared from this whole make a difference crap. Honestly, I don't know. I'm sure that any change I would make would only result in something else becoming horribly wrong. That could be a bit fun...How about Dragon Ball Z characters coming to life.

19. Do you like to dance?

Maybe.

20. George Bush:

Good God, I am sick of politics, and I am sure he is as well.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

Freida or possibly Kanon.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Easy, Macfayden.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

Possibly.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

Absolutely nothing. I want him to knuck me one.

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

And the lucky ones are...

http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/21649545/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 14:58:33 PST

Anyway, so I finally got some pictures from Halloween and that era. I will most likely post them for fun.

Really, I don't have that much to say. I'm really trying to get ready for the Thanksgiving rush, and then of course decorating for Christmas!

So I shall wish everyone Happy Thanksgiving!!


http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/21237159/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:08:34 PDT

Anyway, sometime after the weekend, perhaps at the beginning of the week...

I will have a small minute deviation binge. I've got to unload my coffers.

I hope everyone has a blast tomorrow!

Later!

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/20568260/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/20568260/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:00:46 PDT
It's gone now. I had originally been under the impression that things would slow down, and I would be able to relax a bit. Reality is not what it seems. I hadn't expected opportunity to come my way, and in accepting it I have had to put all my personal projects on hold. What, you ask, am I talking about? Let's get to the point shall we.

Ok, so just a bit ago I was approached by some acquaintance/friends about helping with cover art for a book. They were a bit behind schedule and I agreed. Exciting, I know, but interesting as well. Since me and deadline have never really worked together before. I am by no means stressed. I sort of enjoy the pressure. (Side note: that is another story entirely.) So that would account for my lack of deviations lately. I have been sneaking in little bits here and there. I also had one almost done...

But it's kind of hard to finish when your husband leaves you for 4 days, you have a 2 year old, a 9 week old puppy, all your normal and added responsibilities, and a sudden surge of visits and communication from family members. Life sure likes to add its little humorous additions. Well, enough said about that. So hopefully I will be able to share something new with you soon.

Winner of Contest That Requires Nothing From You

(Nope, haven't forgotten)

People of Import



Amazing Artists



]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/19136843/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/19136843/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 22:18:45 PDT
Upcoming deviations

• My last Glimpse

• Of You

I know you're thinking this should be done by now but I've actually been quite busy, and sick, again. Worthy excuses.

Pick of the Draw Winner



Curiosity will be satisfied at some point.

My Inner Peeps



Peeps That I Admire



]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18576611/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18576611/ Fri, 30 May 2008 12:47:15 PDT
Please don't ask what has put me in such a good mood, because I don't know. The logical guess would be that it is due to some weird hormonal mood swing, that is prone in females. Or it could be that it is sunny outside. Anyway, I'm good and have been working a ton. It's camp season and that means lots and lots of cleaning. Of course you're not reading this journal here to listen to me talk about scrubbing toilets. So let's get down to business. So without further adieu, the upcoming agenda.

First up will be a piece entitled "My Last Glimpse". Hopefully this will be up within a day or so. Of course this is all subject to work, child, and whatever else gets thrown into the mix.

Second will be my comic/manga/whatever oneshot entitled "Of You".

After this you can expect any sort of random goodies that capture my attention, but for the meantime I shall be focusing on the above two. Also, in the spirit of all good natured-ness I have decided to...create presents for random individuals. I obviously don't have enough to do, do I? Now for my first victim.

WINNER..............Hanyou!

Anyhoo you can expect that to show up at some random interval between now and whenever! Have a glorious day!

~Shihai

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18231003/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18231003/ Thu, 08 May 2008 17:31:09 PDT
Hmm, sounds like a song lyric or something. Anyway the point is I am bored and so I am writing another journal to give me something to do. I do have a mind to write something but whether I do or not remains to be seen. It's funny how I have plenty to occupy myself with and yet none of it sounds particularly appealing at the moment...........

Well I can't think of a tangent that I could get carried away on, so I shall end this pitiful journal and watch the cutest baby in the world do more tricks.

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18115586/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18115586/ Thu, 01 May 2008 10:37:12 PDT
This is probably due to the fact that my in house slave is sick, and I'm stuck with a child that only speaks gibberish. This does a lot for stimulating communication. I know the kid I'm referring to is super cute, but he also poops a lot. That is not cute. So feel sorry for me, because I am all by myself, and I have no rum.

~Shihai

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18085523/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/18085523/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:11:45 PDT
Nope. I am still waiting. -.-

I'd say that that was extremely professional, wouldn't you?

All right, now that I'm done with my mini rant......

I've been pretty busy as of late, working on this massive campground that I live on. Tomfest is coming up, and I'm in charge of volunteers, so that's been interesting. Oh, and I have been dealing with a child who is suffering from: teething, allergies, growing in general, vomiting, and diarrhea. The joys of motherhood. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. Just at times, your like what next?

Also, I had my family over, which was interesting. I think it turned out rather well, but it was awkward. I love it when you've had a big blow out and then everyone pretends as if nothing ever happened. I was able to meet my brother's girlfriends, and I must say they didn't pick too badly. It's kind of weird though. I remember when one was in diapers and the other following me around like all small children. Seriously where does the time go?

Lastly, it was my dad's birthday on Saturday. It was a bit harder this year, and I don't know why. It's funny how that all of a sudden sneaks up on you. You would think that the first year would be the hardest. I guess that's not always the case. Anyway I'm fine now, and I think that that is about it for my recent going ons.

Now, last time I think I ended my journal with what pictures I would have finished. I'm not going to do that this time. I think I cursed myself by doing so, because I have had no sort of motivation to work on those particular pictures since. So I guess you will just have to be surprised.

~Shihai

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/17879647/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/17879647/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:03:49 PDT
All right about me. Well I am currently addicted to Battlestar Galactica, and I will stop there before the inner nerd reveals itself anymore. Beyond that I know I promised some new pics, and I'm working on them. So its only a matter of time.

So seeing as I really have nothing else to say, I will end this on a cute note. Macfayden, my almost 2 year old, newest thing is to walk around the house with a Playstation karaoke microphone saying...

"Che, Che..."

Translation- Check, Check.

Followed by a sentence of gibberish. There is no question who's son he is.

~Shihai

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/17682265/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/17682265/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:00:56 PDT
Anyway, so I'm a year older, and I'm not sure if I like it, but I'm sure that will change as well. So I will not dwell on that and I will concentrate on presents and chocolate cake. All right what else...we got a guitar player for our band and he sounds amazing! I'm totally stoked about that. Tomfest is coming up and that is always fun. Hopefully though we can play a show at a venue before that. Here's hoping.

Well I think that is about it when it comes to new and exciting things. Unless you want to count the fact that my child is turning into a freakin giant, that surpasses 3 year olds in height. Ok so watch for my full glory picture, and I also have another one entitled "Hangover" that I will probably post before that one. Seeing as it is closer to being finished. Ok enough blabbing, and lots of love.

Shihai

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/17330938/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/17330938/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 12:59:06 PDT
A) I have beautiful internet.

2) I have my amazing notebook!

And D) Tablet anyone!!!!

So yes I'm a bit excited, but can you blame me? So I know that the above reasons are enough to cause joy in anyone's life but I've also been freed from the prison of retail. That's right I gave those bastard's the finger and said adios! It was an extremely gratifying experience. As for the art thing I will have a brand new pic up in a day or so, depending on how fast I can finish my background. But it won't be that long since it is for a contest, and I'm itching to post something new. It's been so long! Alright well I'm going to peace out! Lots of love!

~Shihai

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/14218880/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/14218880/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 22:59:07 PDT
Anyway, it's a healthy mix of the good with the bad. I'm doing well, and will most likely have 2 new pics up in a few weeks or so. Hopefully much improved from the ones I just did. My photoshop is a bit rusty. Alright I'm gonna stop blabbing now.

Toodles

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/13675827/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/13675827/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 19:37:45 PDT
Anyway, there is no need to worry I'm better. I'm just utterly exhausted. So that is the jist of my current state. Things should calm down here for a little bit, and I might even be able to do something fun for a change. I would like to add, for a certian individual, that the fact that I'm exhausted does not mean that I am vunerable. You have my permission to keep dreaming of oppurtunities that will never come.

Now if all goes as it should, I should have three new pics out soon. Hopefully after such a event I will be able to continue a steady flow. I also have a first b-day and a music festival that my band is playing at coming up. So I would expect some live action pics in the near future. Perhaps we will also get our myspace up and running and you could be privy to some clips if you so desire. All in all things are going relatively well, and I hope to be chit chatting with you all soon.

]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/7313787/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/7313787/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 21:16:47 PST
Anyways that's that, I got some christmas shopping left to finish, and then I have to figure out the whole Christmas dinner at my house thing, I don't know why I agreed to that! And somehow make it through the next couple of weeks without having a mental breakdown of some sort. I'm really not that bad but it kind of comes and goes. I have though been working on a new pic and will probably have it finished in a few days or so, so hey I will not only update my journal but my gallery. WOW. It's just completely amazing. Alright now that I'm being sarcastic and have nothing more to say for the moment, I will end my little tirade, and perhaps grace you with another journal entry shortly.

~Shihai ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/6100880/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/6100880/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 12:20:41 PDT
All right on to other news. I am proceeding with my forthcoming projects as well as a few other choice morsals. There also a few pieces that I had set aside for a while that I will be finishing and then of course posting. ^^ Oh, and I am also shopping for a Tablet! *squeals*

Now to more serious business. I have read on a few different pages about the whole uproar that's going on, and I would just like to say that I am in full support of Jark and that I will not be submitting anything on the 7th of August, or if I do it will be something yellow. If you have no idea what I'm talking about please go here [link] and it will explain all.

So forthcoming...

*Tachi's debut. 25%

*Poki's debut. 10%

*Demon Vanquished. 10%

There will also be a few odds and ends, but I'm not gonna list them you'll just have to wait and see. I am also doing an art trade with alexicats. I guess that's all for now!

~Shihai ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5941649/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5941649/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 11:06:25 PDT
Listening to: Angel Standing By~Jewel

So the down trodden Shihai, has finally semi pulled herself together to come and update her devi page. Not much of an update but hey somethings better than nothing. The one small scrap of good news that I have is that when I logged in today I got a free trial of the extra services, which I must say are very cool. Alright well let us plunge onward.

The latest event to plauge me is a not so happy one. My father died on Sunday, July 10th at 8:45 pm. I had already had a stress filled week prior, but I guess everything needed to be capped off with a tramatic ending. I guess I will give a brief explantion to what led up to this. Probably more for myself than anyone who reads this. But basically what happened is the Sunday prior to the 10th, my father had an abdominal aneurism that ruptured. (I think I spelled that right, freakin medical terms) They almost lost him in the ambulance but he survived to go through a series of opperations.

Where a whole bunch of stuff happened. They had to remove part of his colon and remove his gual bladder. They inserted tubes and wires and a whole bunch of stuff. Pumped him with a bunch of fluids and blood, because in that first opperation he had lost 7 bodies worth of blood. So myself and my family went through a very chaotic week. We had shaky days where we weren't sure he was going to make it, and then good days that gave us more hope. (small note- I know this is a brief overview and I could explain it with all the terms and procedures, but I don't feel like typing it out right now.)

So we had made it through to Sunday, this was gonna be the day that the docter was going to begin the process of closing his abdomin. They had taken him in at 8:00 in the morning and everything had gone pretty well, they had had some trouble oxygenating him, but he had made it through. I had been home all day and was considering staying home that night, because I was exhausted. I had been at the hospital every single day, hours upon hours. So I was trying to relax and distract myself a little bit. It worked or at least until 7:30 that night. When I got a phone call from the hospital. So we rushed down and the docter, who was awesome, told us he was dying. The docter had opened him up in his room to see if there was anything wrong with his organs, but they were fine. It was his lungs that were failing. They were basically collapsing and the respirator they had him on was prolonging his life enough for us to get there.

They took us into his room and we were there when he died. This is one of the hardest things I have ever had to face. And never in my wildest dreams did I expect to lose my father at the age of 24 and have to take care of all of his affairs because I am the firstborn of 4. Life has a way of throwing some nasty curve balls. So here I am gearing myself up for his service on Sunday at 2:00 pm. Where my sister and I will sing one last time for my dad. Well I think I have given enough of the depressing side of life. I'm sorry I didn't mean to write so much it just happened. I hope everyone who reads this is having things go realitively good, and I wish you all the happiness in the world. And don't worry I'm keeping my chin up and will make it through.

~Shihai

Hopefully soon...tomorrows joys. ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5776577/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5776577/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 22:11:44 PDT
Yes, that would be a terrible shame, quite terrible. This really isn't going to be a long entry. I don't really have anything new to report, I'm sort of in a state of limbo. Slightly aggravating but I think my exhaustion has beaten such emotions. So I am here to let the small group of people who actually read this, know that I'm alive and well...sort of. And will hopefully have some new goodies out soon. I hope all is going well with you guys!

~Shihai

P.S. Here is a small list of my forthcoming projects.

*Forthcoming....

*Tachisukoseru Mokuboshi the 3rd's debut.

*Poki Shiro's debut.

*Demon Vanquished. ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5661410/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5661410/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 00:22:12 PDT
Naturally we thought everything was fine until he had started bleeding again at 11:30 that night, totally soaking through all the gauze. So he ended up in emergency for the second time that day and this docter, had some brains, and placed a tube up his nose that had a balloon type device on it, effectively creating pressure to stop the bleeding. At least that was the basic explanation passed on to me. So we had to wait a couple of days and then my dad went back in to get the tube out, and they made another appointment with him to come back so they could insert a probe up there and see what caused the bleeding.

Here is where the news becomes sobering. I talked to my sister tonight, who had talked to my father today, I think I had a call from him earlier, but I was on the floor at work and couldn't answer my phone. Anyways, he had gone in and had the probe thing done, and the docter found some sort of growth inside of his nose. The don't know what it is as of yet, and there are many possibilities. All they know for sure is that this is what caused the mass bleeding and what has been causing his headaches. Which worries me all the more since he has had headaches for a very long time. So now he has another scheduled appointment to go in for an MRI. I don't know when but I hope with all my heart that it is some insignificant thing.

This threatening brush with loss is playing havoc with me. Nobody wants to lose loved ones, but I'm still so young and have life ahead of me. Life that I want my daddy to be a part of...I probably shouldn't jump so ahead, because nothing is for certain, but I also can't ignore these nawing fears at the back of my mind...sometimes it feels as if these trials will never end. Oh well, I will continue on, persevere, and not lose hope.

~Shihai ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5651453/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5651453/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 23:22:20 PDT
I swear if I get anymore...its not on set, I will go insane and will not be liable for the damages afterward. How's that for fair warning? I am also hella tired, and worried, but I guess that goes without sayin when your a woman. Oh, and I also finished the first of a long line of sketches for my manga. This one only being a character sketch, of my dear little Tachi. If your interested let me know and I'll post it, even though its only a pencil sketch.

Ok well I am blabbing and searching for things to type out...a clear result of my brain shutting down, and my body trying to tell me to get my no good, tired as all get out, egotistical butt out of this chair. So I will now heed such a call, and hopefully next time I will have a more promising journal entry. Until next time!

~Shihai-chan ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5526608/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5526608/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 23:12:24 PDT
So, I'm gonna write it, draw it and sell it. Hopefully this will be my ticket out of Fred Meyer, and I could finally get the envious computer equipment I have been drooling over, amoung other things. But this is getting ahead of myself I guess. So lets just focus on the now, shall we. So far I have made a good start. I've got a good list of characters, main and side. I've got my basic background info written out and I started working out the setting. Naming little towns, cities, and provinces. Not to mention that I have scenes bouncing off the walls of my mind.

Now I know what your thinking, or at least my dear friend hanyou, are you really gonna keep this up, you do after all have a lack of focus. In response to such unspoken thoughts, I will admit that I am guilty of such, but only because I start too many projects. This will be a cut back time for me so I can put a lot of focus on this. I do believe I have an award winning idear and I will by golly finish it! Don't worry Hanyou, I'll still work on our project! So anyways now that I have blabbed on and caught your attention but left out most if not all of the little details, I shall say nighty night! Time for Shihai to end her endless babble and at least try to go to bed at a reasonable hour! Until next time!

~Shihai-chan ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5039209/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/5039209/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 00:48:19 PDT
But despite this fact it is way too much fun. So I will continue to do so! Now I have only to decide whether I wish to embark upon this ploy of mine or wait just a while longer. I bet, if anyones reading this, that I have perked your curiosity, huh. I think this is a very good moment to end this lovely journal entry. Besides its late and I need to go to sleep. Later. ]]> *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/4867815/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/4867815/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 23:06:47 PST *Shihai-sha http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/4847066/ http://Shihai-sha.deviantart.com/journal/4847066/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 15:24:27 PST *Shihai-sha