http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Shikira7777&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Shikira7777 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 07:29:52 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28795868/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28795868/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 20:45:43 PST thinking of what song to
draw to.

So I will finish art I
promised some guys at
school I'd make them.

So My insperations
awaits the day you
come back and ignight
it with that mach I
gave you.

I have so much hope
still. .

The cold winter isn't
affecting me like it
did last year, and I
can somehow find a
fire.

I have a special thanks
to all that have supported
me.

I will continue to do
what I love.

I will aslo continue to
hope that I will get better.

When you put something on
paper, someone learns something
about you.

You also learn something
about yourself.

Question for this journal,

When you see someones art,
of any form, what do you
see?
-----------------------------

The only thing
I wish is that
you could be
by me.

We could talk
about all our
memories.

My love, my dear,
The past isn't
here, just you
and me.

So hold me
closer because
these winter
nights scare
me so.

Take my hands,

Promise not to
let me go?


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28751509/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28751509/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 17:39:53 PST finished ordering
about seven or so
books from my
local library.

Some I will learn
from, others are
simply for my
enjoyment.

I ordered about
three drawing books,
three fantasy books,
and then a life book
of some sort.

It will be interesting.

I hope you all are doing
well.

I'll be seeing you.

-------------------------------

Well I'm doing
fine without you.

Simply going along
with no clue.

Yet I find myself
looking into your
eyes each passing
day, but I know
you've gone away.

So I'll find so
many new way, filled
with all the things
I'm finding,

I hope you'll see
how I do, and maybe
you'll do well too.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28734301/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28734301/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 18:18:00 PST Somthing for a song.

It is such a nice
song.

It makes me feel
funny though.

I am almost done
with the book
"The Host."

It's truely a good
book. It gives you
something to think
about.

I will keep you
updated if I find
something new and
interesting.

----------------------

Well am I falling
at these seems or
is this simply a
trick?

Have you left me
for dead, 'cause
it sure seems that
way.

But the wings you
gave I have changed,
my feathers will
come back to me.

Though The time is
lost, feelings
gained.

I have learned so
many things.

The darkness is simply
a shadow at my side,
judging me with all I
leave behind.

And I smile still like
a sunflower girl in
the middle of winter.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28508368/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28508368/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 12:24:51 PST make a new
umm, Gah, I
had the word.

But yes, I'll
make it.

With other things,
I'll be posting
something that
was a joint effort
between a semi-
Friend and I.

He drew the image
and then asked me
to color it.

I'll finish it
in a few minutes.

Umm. I was starting
a new picture that
would be in black
and white, though
I would just say
I'm shading it with
my pencile.

Which is lost. .

Maybe I'll get lucky
and find it.

Maybe. .

If the history teacher
has a heart.

But yes, this one
will be a bit like
a poem I wrote.

That's all I have
to say.

-----------------------------

Don't run from me
you courdly man.

It was you who
made me feel like
this.

So don't you run.

Stand in front of
me and take what
you deserve.

For I've been taking
the punishment for
your crimes.

The heart you loved
is in the sea, deep
down under with pressure
all around.

I can't even see without
the image of your face
comeing to mind.

I can't talk fluently
because I died from
what you did.

Yet through it all I
simply ask that you
talk with me and tell
me why.

I have no hard feelings
for you, nor do I soft.

All I want now is to
interigate.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28299000/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28299000/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 17:24:05 PST
My thoughts have
been making me
feel so silly.

I am starting to
get over them
though.

I will try and
make an ID.

I've been wanting
to for a while.

I am unsure if
I will change
Shiki or keep her
the same.

The same design
has been her for
so long.

Yet everything
about me is changing.

Ahh, and if any of
you are wondering,
the girl in my pictures
is resemblance of
me.

I have the same
hair and such.

Though we haven't
exactly lived the
same lives.

Unlike her I have
no wings.

Though that picture
was a representation
of what I felt I had
done at one point.

I am happy though,
I have gained so very
much.

I have no regret, just
thoughts of what else
I could have said.

-----------------------------

Those words came
to mind so carless
and unthought through.

Those last words I had
said to you.

Yet I draw a breath and
watch fire as it dwendles
away.

I will wait and they'll
come a day.

Or maybe not a day but
a dawn, when feet tire
and minds think.

The path is gone and
it's hard to follow,
without leaving the
forest empty and
hollow.

Yet these feet keep
draging along, wishing
to one day hear that
song.

What I am doing is
silly and pointless,
yes that is true.

Though if you read
the words we wrote
you'd understand.

Don't go.

~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28278118/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28278118/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:06:12 PST yesterday that
someone, that was
a friend, wrote
to me.

I had hopes that
it was before
something had
happened.

Though it wasn't.

I was hopeful, and
now the thing that
keeps me remembering
him is my memories
themselves.

They are like an old
camera though. Some
pictures are clear,
and most are blured.

I can't help but
wonder what he must
think of me. .

I'm not weak, I've
become quite strong.

I am starting to voice
my oppinion.

Never do I want to forget
him, becuase I don't want
him to be forgotten.

What I remember I have no
grudg about, and the rest
is mostly good.

I have reasons for most
everything, and yet I
can't help but think
that I say things
pointlessly.

For if they won't listen,
why speak? Will I have
to scream at you to see
that it's a pointless
battle you're in?

Though, I remember him,
the only reason I have
to do so is so he won't
be forgotten.

Most people have seen
that as a stupid reason,
myself at times as well.

Yet I continue to suffer.

---------------------------------

If I had a wish
to come true I'd
only have one.

That you see me
once more before
the moon hit the
sun.

For all is ending
so quickly in a
flash.

I almost got hit,
My blown away.

Though please tell
me your thoughts
once more.

Tell me your reasons,
the once I must know.

For if you felt the
things inside me now,
you'd understand why
I dug myself in the
ground.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28167574/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28167574/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 18:43:16 PST Dusty

002. Nickname(s)?
Dust, Donnie, Shiki, shi.

003. Zodiac sign?
Virgo

004. Male or female?
Female

005. Elementary?
I went through it.

006. Middle School?
yep

007. High School?
Tenth grade right now.

008. Hair color?
A lightish darkish brown

009. Long or short?
Long

010. Loud or Quiet?
Quiet.

011. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans

012. Phone or Camera?
Mmm . . Depends what mood
I'm in.

013. Health freak?
Nope.

014. Drink or Smoke?
Nope.

015. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yep.

016. Eat or Drink?
Drink.

017. Piercings?
None.

018. Tattoos?
Nope.


HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane?
Yes, I loved it.

020. Been in a car accident?
Not that I know of.

021. Been in a fist fight?
Yep. I won.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing?
None

023. First best friend?
My mother. If that doesn't
count, a girl named Miranda.

025. First award?
I am unsure, the one I can
remember is student of the
month.

026. First crush?
When I was in kindergarten.
Hah, funny funny.

028. First big vacation?
My family went to a hotel and
I got to go to the game room
with my sister.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to?
Shelby

030. Last person you texted?
Brian

031. Last person you watched a movie with?
Shelby

032. Last food you ate?
A sandwhich

033. Last movie you watched?
Kiki's delivery service

034. Last song you listened to?
I'm gonna fly.

035. Last thing you bought?
Princess Mononoke the movie

036. Last person you hugged?
Shelby


FAVES:
037. Food?
Ice cream. Mint chocolate chip.

038. Drinks?
Rockstar or sunny D peach

039. Clothing?
Somthing warm

040. Book?
Umm can't remember the title.

041. Music?
Alternative, Classical, Punk,
acoustic Rock.

042. Flower?
Sunflowers! <33

043. Colors?
Green

044. Movies?
The cat returns, the butterfly
effect, Princess Mononoke.

045. Shoes?
My guy shoes.

046. Subjects?
Arobics and math.


IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year


CURRENTLY:
067. Eating?
Nothing

068. Drinking?
Chocolate milk

069. I'm about to?
Draw something

070. Listening to?
Nothing.

071. Plans for today/tomorrow?
Sleep and school.

072. Waiting for?
Someone to respond to me.


YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids?
Yes.

074. Want to get married?
Yes

075. Careers in mind?
I'd like to own a small bread
shop. .


WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes?
Eyes

077. Shorter or taller?
Taller

078. Romantic or spontaneous?
a little of both.

079. Nice stomach or nice arms?
Stomach. . x:

080. Sensitive or loud?
Both, there's a time and place
for them.

081. Hookup or relationship?
Relationship

082. Troublemaker or hesitant?
Hesitant for the most part.


HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts?
Umm . . I should be wearing them
I guess.

084. Ran away from home?
Nope

085. Held a gun/knife for self defense?
Nope

086. Killed somebody?
Nope

087. Broken someone's heart?
Yeah. .

088. Been arrested?
Nope. I'm innocent.

089. Cried when someone died?
Not yet. .


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself... ]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28083850/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/28083850/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 10:11:08 PST last night, and it
was interesting.

It wasn't the
normal blood soked
dreams I have, but
a nice dream.

I was running like
a wolf does, and
it was a full moon.

I suppose it has
to do with me trick
or treating last night.

First time in more than
six years.

But yes. . It gave me
a nice feeling. .

Anyway.

The piicture of life
has started, and it
look amaizing in my
eyes.

I should get it done
by next weekend if my
classes are nice with
their homework.

If not It may take two
or three weeks.

Depending on how I feel.

If I am down, it may take
longer.

I will get it done though
one way or another.

Oh, and happy late Halloween.

-------------------------------------

It called to me
like the song of
the moon.

Holding me to its
every word.

Making me dance
around and sing
its song.

Holding me against
its hold.

He danced along with
unsure steps. Holding
my hands gently.

Lips closing in so
close.

Backing away from the
song I did. Though I
tasted the poision, why
won't I finish the dish?

So I took his had once
more.

Pain is what we have to
give, so we'll trade eachother
the awful gifts.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27960899/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27960899/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 13:49:07 PDT news you will ever
hear.

Burt gave me his seeds.

I know!

<33!

He's such an amaizing
sunflower.

I grew him for a friend.

His seeds aren't allowed
to be eaten, and he had
the biggest head out
of all of them. <33!

I think it's because he
was the happiest. .

I love the sunflower smiles.

Anyhow, the next picture
will be about life and
such. I will have to think
it through heavily though.

It's hard to draw life, because
life is hard to explain.

It has twists and turns. When
it ends, you may think it
never began.

Or you may remember everything.

The good, bad, hopeless, sad,
hurtful memories.

I heard once from a movie:

"Life is a cures filled with
death and distruction, yet we
still find reasons to keep
living. ."

-Princess Mononoke.

Not exact quotes but close.

By the way, has anyone else
noticed that the name Mononoke
doesn't show up once in the
movie?

Interesting. .

Well yes.

The future is bright with
hopeless times. Yet reasons
are good to keep moving on.

--------------------------------------

The seeds fall
in the glass
untill the light
of spring.

Waiting there
they understand
what they're
destined to be.

They wait with
the hope of a
smiling face,
And winter's
embrace to end.

Yet little seed
can't understand.

They grow and die
with every year to
be carried to the
next.

Then that next
will grow and die
in a life so complex.

Never cry, no tears,
it's simply why you
are here.

You'll never end
if you don't die,
so I'll keep you
in the glass.

So again you can
live for the next.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27926763/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27926763/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 16:44:22 PDT
After a month of
procrastination I
finished it.

I feel bad that it
took so long.

I've been so tired
lately though. .

He gave me a deadline
though so that gave
me a bit of modivation.

Anyhow, what I have
finished is a bookmark
that has batman on it.

And it is for my new
Friendly Friend, who
can play the guitar
amaizingly well, if
not wonderfuly.

Such a nice Friendly
Friend.

Now, a friend of mine
wants me to draw a
bear cat. . . Interesting.

I am going to draw a
flower girl as well for
someone.

Umm. . Yes, I have also
started to drink rockstars
again. My sister got them
for me.

Remind me of times that
I remember so well. . So
long ago, but still so
Clear. .

----------------------------------

Rain falling on the
land.

Quietly whispering
to those who cry,

"don't give up, it'll
pass by soon"

The rain falls down
from the rainbow sky
in my wonderland.

Falling on the sunflower
patch with the smiling
faces.

I dance and spin as the
drops fall from the sky.

Others follow along with
hesitant steps,

Not wanting to show they
want to dance in the
sunflower patch.

Making footprints in the
snow from every place I
go.

Dancing with those with
hesitant steps, only to
get steped on with stubeling
feet.

Hold my hand and dance along.

Don't listen to the music
not playing a sound.

Listen to the rain as it
hits the ground.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27845343/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27845343/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 22:25:38 PDT a lot about something.

Is it so hard to be
happy?

I see people, that
smile and laugh like
they mean it, and then
go and say they are
never really doing it.

Is it so hard to say
that you're happy?

Have the people in this
world really become so
stupid as to think it's
wonderful to be misserable?

I understand sadness to
a degree, though when
someone says they're
never happy, I don't
believe it.

People in this world. .

They are starting to
confuse me. .

Or I have been confused.

I have been left, twice
by my friends, and I
still can't find reasons
why.

I blamed myself for so
long, so I could just
start to get over one,
and when the second one
left, the first had been
so hurtful the second was
like nothing.

A small prickle in the
thousands of knives. .

For a while, I had felt
numb, as stupid as that
sounds, it's the best
way to describe it.

In a way, I believe, I
had died.

Though, I suppose this is
not important.

I suppose. . I have been
just so confused as to
why you would let the
sadness get to you.

I have made myself be happy.

I don't want to be sad,
I want to feel as though
things are always going
to be okay.

I believe, that when everything
is said and done, then the
only person with the gun is
you, yet you're letting someone
else hold the trigger.

--------------------------------------------

Blood on the floore.

On my hands.

At the door.

Holding close the letter
you wrote. Thinking of
all the things we spoke.

Looking at the blood
on the floor.

Mine and yours together.

There's with mine.

Yours blended in theirs.

Yet no one cleans the mess.

They look at the floor,
shrug their shoulders,
and keep bleeding on again.

They say their special.

One of a kind.

Yet your blood is blended
with mind, and we are one
and the same.

So when I try and grab
the mop, change a part
of me.

I simply grab a part of
you, and add it onto me.

~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27687674/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27687674/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 12:54:56 PDT interesting week. I have
felt so tired. . It may be
school or something.

I'm getting so. . Bah.

I've been disconected for
a while. One of my close
friends and I haven't really
even been talking lately. .

I've been thinking. . that
I want to make a story about
myself. It'll be mixed with
fantasy, but also a bit of
my life story.

I think it'd be a nice way
to get things out. :3

Oh yes, then there's my
movies.

I got the entired wolf's
rain series. ^-^.

I'm waiting for my princess
Mononoke.

It said it would come in yesterday
at 11:45 pm. heh-heh, silly, silly.

I can't wait, I've been wanting the
movie for such a long time. <33.

Next I'll save up for Nasica of the
valley of the wind, then that cat
one. It looks good. Maybe spirted
away after that. .

I'm trying to get a job at a pizza
place. I want to learn about bread
because I'm going to try and open
up a bread bakery when I'm older,
and add some coffee and smoothies
too most likely.

I'll try my best. .

---------------------------------------------

The feet keep moving,
on and on they go, no
real destination are
they headed.

They are torn and
bleeding, broken
and blistered, yet
still they take the
next step on.

Movine, crying, screaming,

Dying. .

Yet those feet keep walking.

Looking for a place to rest
for a while. Looking for a
friendly smile.

Moving, waiting, waiting. .


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27493563/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27493563/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 19:28:48 PDT gotten well enough to start
drawing again.

Though, I've had too much
makeup work, so I haven't
really even been able to
put my pencile to some
drawing paper to make
a little life on it.

I got a picture in my
head though. So very
interesting it is to
me, that I have already
found a name for it.

If I can draw it, The
picture will be named
shatter.

It came to me, when I
was having an, "emotional"
day. Oh, the ones I hate.

But this time something
good came from them. The
picture will be gray and
colored. I am wondering
about the expretion and
pose, as well as the background.

It'll take me a while to
lay everything out in my
head, but I believe it's
worth the wait.

--------------------------------------

Everything has to Break.

Shatter apart at
the pressure of
something pushing
it so hard, that
the glass falls.

The gray poors out,
all the pieces are
seen, by the people
so gudgmentaly.

In that bottle you
hid all your tears,
your silent fears. Now
all out in the open
room, everyone laughing
at you.

Will not one stand though,
above the croud? Shrug off
the gudgment and help them
out? Will not one smile at
them, they who are on their
knees, crying with pleads?

Help them up from their
grounds, where they had
fallen down?

Where they sit all by
themselves, even though
they're not the only
ones feeling this way.

Pick up their pieces,

For shattered are they.



~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27346961/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27346961/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 20:03:18 PDT the title of the subject
that I'll draw next.

See, I've been thinking
it for a while, and now
I want to draw it.

In black and white. .

x:.

I find that pencile
drawing is all I have
time for anymore, and
all I can get away
with at school. .

It's nice to know
that I can do shading
with a pencile. :3.

The latest pictures
I am very happy with,
and I hope all those
who look at my art
are as well.

I though you all.

----------------------------

Is this how you wish
to act with him, a
dog like creature acting
like a frightened kitten?

What happened to your
pride?

Did it end as well when
you killed your life?

Well I say stand and
bare your fangs.

Wolves can never run away.

Not from the fear of the
hunt. Not from the pain
of a fight. Nothing should
frighten you, Creature of
night.

Yet you are so pittiful,
looking like a dog.

Is this what man has done
to you?

Shake of the snow and ice
on your fur of sand. It's
spring at last.

Time to stand.


~Shiki.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27302117/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27302117/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:42:27 PDT
I am currently making
a picture for a friend,
to show what I think
of winter.

The season several people
have come to love. .

Yes the snow is beautiful,
sparkle like jewls in my
eyes,

Though that ends, and. .
well let's not get
depressing.

I'd like to make it through
this winter without thinking
something bad is going to happen. .

I hope you guy enjoy the fall,
for soon after the snow comes
to cover you, like a cold blaket,

Except less friendly. .

--------------------------------------

Well I know it's
silly, and I know
it's strange, to
be afraid of the
reflection of
solid water on the
walls.

Though those eyes
keep staring, and
when I close mine,
and open them again,
I see them screaming
at me.

Have I done something
wrong in the past, or
is this simply punishment
for having been so weak
against him? Like a child
with ice cream?

Ice cream. . Is it that
I have simply wanted
my childhood days that
I had missed?

Reverted back to see
how it would be like,
only to be disapointed
to be awkwardly stared
at by them. . ?

Is it because I took
a chance, only to fall
on my face to his feet?

All my mistakes. . all
my pains. . That I hold
close and refuse to let
go. . ?

Is that why you scream?

Becuase I refuse to bend
to your will? You my only
true enemy?

My eyes. .

Screaming at me. .


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27251877/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27251877/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 19:17:03 PDT
My birthday art
is done, and I
myself am proud.

I believe I have
improved my patcients
even more.

Which may shock some
of you, and make you
think I don't need
anymore.

Ohh yes. .

Around 7 days, untill
the sun went behid
the hills and I could
no longer see what or
how I was shading things.

As well as school, every
chance I got.

I thank you for all
that looked at it,
and found something
that inetersted your
eyes.

----------------------------------

So the game begins.
So hard and tempting
to my eyes, I see you
come at me.

But this isn't a game
we need. To confusing
and harmful for us both.

Sit and talk with me
for the night moons
and cold blizzards
make me pannic.

Make me fear. .

"Darkness. . .

Hopeless. . ."

Are the words that I
hear.

In that ice that keeps
looking at me.

Screaming. .


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27236825/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27236825/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 21:34:42 PDT
On the 13th, my
birthday came, at
2:00 Pm.

I am now 16.

In celebration for
myself, I have
started to make
a peice of art.

It will be in black
and white, and though
it may not look happy,
due to the fact I may
put a graveyard in the
background, it is, indeed,
something I thought of.

Those thoughts will not
be told, due to the fact
that they are no longer
important.

They will simply be used
for art.

Nothing else.

-------------------------------

A tear broke the
glass and still,
no one spoke.

Silence. Fear.

I looked into the
glass of me,
reflection staring.

Screaming.

Vilent sounds came
and went. Yet nothing
heals when you've gone.

Numbness.

Inside and out, filling
you up. Nothing left,
nothing recived.

Recovery.

The state of spring will
come to you. To bring
back alive what he killed

In You.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27098468/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/27098468/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 16:10:55 PDT
It seems I'm doing the
same thing I did last
year.

I am starting several
pictures at once, and
don't know which to
finish first.

Though it isn't as bad
as last year, one is
colored, so I'll finish
that one first.

The other I'll do in gray,
so that can be second.

How nice. . .

Yes well, I wish to wish
you a happy eighth. If
you don't know why, you
are not alone.

Why a happy eigth? Because
on this day seven months
ago, I was made happy, and
I only wish that on this
day, you will be happy as
well.

----------------------------------------

Tears won't hold me
down in the chains
of your embrace.
You who said Love
was all I needed,
and the so cruely
Left.

Well what would
you think of me
now? Head so up
in the happiest
of thoughs?

I went right threw
you in a flash, no
regrets, not turning
back. Though, I was
decived, by you, the
one I had given my
wings.

Now so black and
filled with tears,
my eyes don't cry,
but scream in silence
at the person I am
at war with.

As I look at the
image of glass, I
realize the eyes
that are screaming
back. .


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26806492/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26806492/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 21:28:24 PDT results for the
art I entered in
the contest.

Let's see. .

Blues:


~Quack


~Mini wing man


Reds:


~Dream


~Cookie and milk


~Imagine


~Souless


~Midnight Rainbow


Whites:


~See me in gray

------------------------------


As she fell she
saw herself in
the pailest view.

Eyes pale blue,
Not the green
that she knew.

It was then that
she saw, that is
was not her.

The image in the
reflection she saw
was what he saw.

Or, was it what he
wanted to see, not
even her, but she.

Then as she stood
she turned her back
to all that she knew.

Looking to him, and
know she was being
a total fool.

Giving up what she
had, that couldn't
be thrown away.

Again she fell though,
pashed around, falling
against the ground.

To again look at all
she was that He never
saw.

"It will end soon" she
heard as she fell into
herself.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26732877/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26732877/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 11:45:02 PDT something that could
help me a bit ^-^.

I have enterd my art
in a fair. Eight peices
of art I liked most.
My friends wanted me
to enter different
peices, but our loves
are a bit different. .

School starts in about
six days. I for one
can't wait. I am someone
who loves new faces,
and I wish to make a
few new faces, new friends.

I am a bit better at
talking now, even if
others would like to
argue with me on that
subject. .

I believe I will do
fine, if not well
this year.

I am taking graphic
arts in electives.

I'm Hoping you'll see
some improvements.

^-^.

--------------------------------

I wonder how my eyes
will look in the next
ten years.

Will I see your face?

Will I look at a stranger
that wears it?

Will all that I do now
and forever, Be left
with nothing, under
the weather?

So why don't you sit
with me for a while.

Take a break from the
fakest of smiles.

Untill my phone rings
once again.

Returning me to the
reality that we are
or might be pretend.

But can I not hope?
That in the darkest
of clouds we'll see
light?

For even the heaviest
storm must pass.

And even the longest
life must end.



~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26506952/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26506952/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:03:29 PDT werwolf now.

It's about . . 30%
compleat? maybe less.

The coloring of the
wolf is a bit bad,
I haven't shaded
in a while.

Please bare with me.

I have to still think
of lions pose. Or maybe
I could do one lion and
make a different animal
for a person. .

Yes. that should do
nicely. .

---------------------------

Blue skies.



Butterflies.



Happiness in

your eyes.



You have a

Dream.



Of nights and

Bees.



I'll bring the

Water.



You poor the

Rain.




~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26451550/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26451550/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 19:04:20 PDT a picture of a werwolf
for someone that I admire
very much.

In my opinion, his art
is amazing.

I wouldn't call myself
a screaming fan girl.
I would call myself an
art obsesor.



Though to the next,
after the wolf, I
will try to make some
lion birthday art.

Then some pollar bear
birthday art.

. . .

I suppose that's all
the birthday art for
this month.

. . .

----------------------------------

And it's to you I
lifted the glass
of blood that was
spilled the night
you came.

Walking slow and
steady, yet looking
so afraid. My eye
caresed you, knowing
future will be made.

You gave arms to wrap
around me, ten minutes
long, and when you
let go, I couldn't
believe ten minutes
gone.

Poison you gave upon
your lips, so sweet
a kiss. Yet to know
they were not mine
made the poison so
much more deadlier.

Yet now all is left,
and all is gone, how
I wish you turned
right on that last
turn.

I look down in the
darkness, in which
I fell, that night
when you left with
no farewell.

Yet I opened the
window and stood
to your back, holding
your hand for if
you came back.

I look at you with
a heavy sigh, as I
believe the lie you
gave. Is it wrong though
to keep all that is left?

Though I lift my head,
free my hands, and move
to the road that is mine
to see.

Goodbye, farewell, I
tell to you. but you're
gone already. As I am
too.

Seprate ways, parting
lines.

When we meet again,
I'll be different in
your eyes.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26235781/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26235781/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 14:47:51 PDT on something, or
have been.

I figured out the
background though.

The title will be,

"She wrote it on
the walls"

It came to me so
suddenly. .

^-^.

--------------------------------

Is this all I have
to give? My fear and
my dread? While you
give your heart on
your sleave, I think
of all the unimaginable
things.

I dance, and sing. You
fallow in my steps. How
ungreatful I've been not
so see you here and next.
Not anymore, I open my
eyes, to let you see all
inside.

Though silents comes and
I wait again, dying in
the world of pretend.
Letting voices and harsh
tones, push me away from
all I know.

Truth, lies, their desgies,
trick me to believe, in all
the things that I see. In
all the things that I see,
you desive all I think.

I draw a heart up on the
wall.

Then I wait untill it falls.


~Shiki.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26109483/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/26109483/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 13:44:09 PDT but think something
interesting will happen
soon. .

hmph.

I am thinking of what
to draw.

I'm tired. . So could
take a while.

--------------------------

Blindness is seen all
around. in streets, in
cities, in every town.
Even the wisest person
is blind, in some way
they can not find.

They stuble they fall
and in the eyes, they
look above and ask
"why?"

Why must this happen
to me? Something so
cruel and unhumanly?
I know I've been crule
and unkind. I know
I've betrayed and also
lied. But must it be
this?

It's in these times
that they rise and
see thier stregth
and see thier eyes
as they open

To see the truths.



~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25900967/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25900967/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 14:27:54 PDT doing that randomly now.

Just go to your page, see
a drawing and go. . :

"Oh, I want to show how
much I love this style
and picture, by drawing
you fanart and hope you
see that I support you."

Oh yes how smart am I?

I suppose I could be very
smart if I was willing to
be, but really the only
thing I'm interested in is
my art and making it better.

At this moment in time, a
relationship is pretty much
not what I want.

I just got done with one
of those. I must say that
the feeling of dissapointing
him every day was rather
painful.

I suppose I wasn't meant to
have a relationship. .

Ohh well.

Anyway.

hmm. . .

Need to think about stuff.

-----------------------------

Well I once heard
the saying that
the most effective
way to do something,
is to do it.

I suppose it's hard
when hearts pain is
in the way, though
pain is what we live
for. It's our lives.

We cause pain and make
pain, we get pain and
have pain. All is a
circle that never ends,
but happiness is in your
hands.

The most effective way,
to get rid of the pain,
is simply to accept that
it will never go away.

Smile and laugh, never
take back, and alway
look to your right.

For someday if things
go wrong, and you find
that you're alone, all
the rights may lead you
back to that one last
left turn.


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25889484/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25889484/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:41:46 PDT
It seems betrayl is everywhere
and close. How sad that I was
so close to trust to have it
slip.

Oh well, I'll make a pretty
picture. Make a small song.
Show it to the world. Linger
in my thoughts. .

I can't help but wonder what
happened to love and loyalty
in relationships. Now it's
a weeks time and they say
they love eachother. .

. . .

How annoing. .


---------------------

I have something
on my mind, once
more and again,
I had got it out,
but I crawled its
way back in.

Alone and fallen,
broken winged. Like
a devil angel that
fell. Now I get
up for you to knock
me back down.

So goodbye to you,
I'm tired of this,
bleeding when you
scream. Falling to
the floor, you watching
as I bleed.

Goodbye to you. Be
ashaimed, of all that
has been. For once I
leave, You won't see
my face again. Whisper
in my ear:

" All is faint, all
is clear, all your
love has disapeard.
Tears, pain, nothing
left. All only scars.
All will fall"

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25754257/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25754257/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 13:31:39 PDT many annoyances bother
me.

I'm afraid I can't
exactkly grasp how
weak the human race
has become.

Oh what shame. .



----------------------------

As the strings were
cut and your tears
shed, I realized all
the things that I had
made my bed with.

I looked around with
a blank face, I'd been
out of it and now woke
up in this place.

How painful it was to
wake, to the faces,
you had seen in all
the before places.

Looking at me, as though
I was gone. I tilt my
head and lift my feet,
I won't let them downed
me.

But I fall and crawl acrost
the dirt, looking to them
to lift me up. It was then
I realized they were gone.

So I picked myself up.

And carried on.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25631942/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25631942/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:54:27 PDT
a friend of mine once
said I should grow up
to be a song writer. .

I might make a few. .

-------------------------------

Fill me with the
thoughts of your
mind, slowly twisting,
so devine.

Forgive me please,
I'm still a child,
wishing to know all
there is, of your
mind, for it's not
mine.

I am unsure of what
you think, what you
see, and wish to
speak. I wish to know
and find a way, to
look into your eyes.

I wish to see all you
see. All your pains
as well as worries.
See the little things,
tied in a box, decorated
with chains and nots.

I will not push, or make
you bend, unless you wish
to. I simply will ask you
once, and leave the rest
to you.

For too long have I fround
upon the girlies, that nag
and make you let them see,
Oh how I'd hate myself if
I became like that. A girlie
with too much self pride in
looks and all that.

I wish of you to simply know
I will always be around. Someone
to lean upon, so you won't drown.

Do not think it's love, or I
will back away. For it's a
promise I must keep for it's
a promise that I've made.

Tomorrow will be here, at
the same time. Awake or
aleep, you cannot hide.
A day will come, and all
will heal, all the things,
we both feel. .

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25610399/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25610399/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 15:41:32 PDT
It doesn't look that
great.

How sad. .

But I still like it.

Geremy Grean is

Amaizing.

--------------------------

Tears on the edge of
breath and sob. Can
you not see Darkness
as you look at her?

Pain in the blood
that flows from her
chest, from the bullet
that you so grasheasly
lent.

Alas she falls, and
all ends. The life of
her strings cut as she
bends her knees.

The floor she falls and
looks around, to see no
tears in the eyes of her
life.

The blood flows on, down
her chest. Onto the floor
that she had fell.

The one behind, that is
suppose to die, looks at
her with waterd eyes.

As she falls to the floor,
all goes silent.

Forever more.



~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25454953/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25454953/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 14:15:36 PDT
Or I have started to color
it at least.

. . . I suppose it looks
alright. .

So many drawing, I suppose
I draw most when in this
mood.

So I hope you like my art.

I'll draw a pokemon or something
next. .

-----------------------------------

How far I have fallen?
Smiles all you let them
see? That is not what
you've taught yourself
at all.

Oh how dissapointed am
I in myself. Letting
them see how weak I am.
So little and weak am
I?

One small loss and I'm
torn apart. The feeling
of failure drounding me
out, and yet no one can
ever hear my screams.

Are they def? Or do they
even care? If I dissapeard
it'll be like I was never
there. Isn't that what they
have wished though?

So alone. Not afraid. I have
faced this day once before.
a day when no one cared, and
I was the only one who knew I
was here.

I am disgusted, and filled with
sorrows as I look at this reflection
in the glass. so bland, and carless
looking back. So worthless, so heartless
in my eyes. Eyes so open, in despise.

Yet I hear a whisper soon.

"all will end"


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25402457/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25402457/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 19:38:07 PDT is still coming up
with nothing.

Myabe a bedroom.

and a light.

Sweet whispers

of

goodnight.

-----------------------------------

We will meet again,
and you'll be here
in my eyes. Even as
these tears block
them.

Alone I will sleep
away from you. Away
from all that is real
and true. Away I sleep
no soul in me.

Wait for you is what
I say. This choice is
all you have and it
will be. Oh Shadow
why must you be so
cruel?

Now alone I am here
as I sleep. a souless
child in fear of he.

He who said those
words so calm, yet
Shadows say he was
wrong.

Shodows in the back
of my mind, drag me
down, drown me in
lies. Refuse to believe
voices in my head so
long, only for them
to convince me, that
this is all wrong.

So away I go, you
wish not to see.
This face I wear
on me.

I smile, trying to
make you laugh, but
sorrow is all you
say you can grasp.

Away I flee alone
and scared. I curl
into a ball, and let
the shadow take my
controle.

Alow the summer sun
to pass over head.
Alow me to be alone,
lifeless, and dead.

I wish not to bring
you down with me.

I wish to give all
that was given to
me, and then recover
the nothing that's
in me.

So here I shall sleep
in the lies.

So you can sleep away,
and dream of dreams.

Ending with

Happily

Ever

After.




~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25361399/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25361399/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 20:49:01 PDT
I am having a dificult
time.

It's a bit brain crushing
really. .

Alas, I am at a loss. .
----------------------------
Love is not real if
you can't feel it there.
Pushing your heart
against its will.

Love goes unknown if
you don't hear its
song, so soft and broken,
unable to do harm.

Love goes unfelt if arms
ar scared, to hold the
one that calls to them.

All goes quiet, and then
soon ends, once they think
it's all pretend.

Oh how I've come to think,
all is a lie sat in front
of me.

For how can love grow if
you don't know it's around?

How can it be lost if it
wasn't found?

Why must all be so hard to
see.

This game of love is making
a mockery of me.

Or maybe it's not a game
at all. Simply a feeling
that can be lost.

Oh how I wish for you to
see, that Love simply isn't
for me. .


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25283314/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25283314/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 00:04:44 PDT
I am in a jam.

I have recently. .

not so recently. .

Realized things that
may not be talked
about for a while.

but anyway.

I am on summer break
now.

meaning I'll stay up
later, draw more, and
try to improve myself.

I am getting older after
all, and if I am able
to, I'd like a least
one small peice of me
to be remembered. .

psht.

but I have plenty of
time. maybe.

who's to know?

:3.
-------------------------

I know for a fact I won't
get out alive. So hold me
in your arms now, I wish
to dance with you tonight.

Though if you push me away,
I will understand. I may not
be the best person, to be
loved by a man like you.

If you found in your heart,
feelings of bliss, please
share them with me, as I back
away from your kiss.

Rude I wish not to be but I
must. For I have to base my
actions on loyalty and trust.
But how am I to know they'd care?

How am I to know you pushed into
their hearts as you tried to mine?
Oh you will not get to me tonight,
with your blue eyes.

I say goodbye, I say fairwell.

you almost got me.

damn it all to hell.

oh well. I couldn't care less.

The lesson is I held myself as
you pushed against my mind.

trying to find a way in, such mean
intentions in your eyes.

I am strong.

I am steady.

I'll push away when I'm ready. .



~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25171704/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25171704/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 01:11:29 PDT
I went and got sims
three today. . I've
waited about 108
days. .

and now I'm planning
their demies because
I couldn't play it
due to the fact that
I need to buy some
stupid card for it
now.

it's like " I spent
fifty dollars on this
and now you want me to
spend more. . . you're
dying and the cost. ."

So yes, I'm a bit better
now, but earlier a friend
and I were planning on
blowing up a building.

Cause, I wasn't really
upset that I couldn't
play the game as much
as I was upset that it
was a waist of money. .

so yes. .
----------------------------------

Well I suppose it
hurts even now and
then, it all goes
black and we start
over again.

Well not this time,
I've had enough. You
and I were not ment
to be, or maybe love
just isn't for me.

Either or, second or
first, I've heard you
say your words before.
But things won't change,
and neither will I.

Why are you still trying
to fight?

When all is gone and
you know it's true,
why are you still trying
to make me be with you?

Well my will is stronger
than you, I will not be
forced to do as you say,
but I also won't run
away.

Stand and fight, oh no
not that, for this is
childs play, and so I
tip my hat to you and say
" oh this kind of love
is not worth living."

So what will you do?

Stand againat me so
tall and proud?

Or will you simply fall
to me, and blend in with
the croud?

Well one impresess the
other I frown, and look
at you with disgust.

For this is not the kind
of man that I could ever
trust.


~Shiki

---------------------------------

I made this in like 15 to 20
minutes. .

I wrote down what came to me
and that was pretty much it.

Love is such a nice subject
to write about, except this
time, when it's falling apart.

Oh how sad it must be to have a
relationship fall apart in
front of you, yet you wish
it not to. Denying and crying
hoping it stops oh but they
refuse, for love can fade
if you make mistakes, and oh,
oh it hurts, when that blade
goes through, it's not coming
out, until it's pulled or
shoved. For so much pain can
make you numb, and feel like
nothing's left. So let it
fall and you'll lose it all
but it's also for the best.
But is it worth it to be numb?
to deny happiness and think
you're always wrong? Would you
feel any better with no heart
at all? Dead and alone, as if
never there, would you give
up your life to feel nothing
again? Well how pitiful I would
see you. Repceting pain with open
arms and lovingit still, for pain
just as loveis the reason we am here.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25128395/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25128395/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:08:37 PDT a drawing now.

It reminds me of
a friend becuase
well . . I do not
know why. Though
I thought of them
and I wished to
draw them.

I am still trying
to darw them though.

It's not as I wanted
it to be, but I'll
draw it again another
day I suppose. .
--------------------------


All these voices
call at me and I
can't seem to see
what they want me
to see. So blind
have I become?
To look at you and
then look down, as
though I was a
couradly clown?

Oh well I'll look
up with fearful eyes,
As the moon is burning
in the skies. For was it
not I who said to myself,
that I musn't fall away
from myself?

Yet such a fool I
am to fall yet again,
away from my paths
and wishes. Oh shame I
push upon me, for letting
you make me someone I
wish not to be. So
shaken and shy I am
now and again. Oh how
I have come to hate
this game of pretend.

How the voices frighten
me so, telling me to
turn away, making me
let go of faith. Yet
once again I turn to
you, having the voices
yell so feirce, and make
me feel sowrrow as their
voices peirce.

Yet I turn and turn,

and turn again.

I wish not to play this
game of pretend.




~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25095296/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25095296/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 18:57:54 PDT
quite interesting really,
for the day I turned in
my aplication, someone
danced in my head.

A bit annoying really. .

and nice. .

I am unsure what to make
in art or in life, so I
suppose I'll just wing it.
----------------------------------

Oh and to you this
glass is raised, filled
with all things you
gave.

Into the moonlit night.
Moon full and burning
bright ambitions in
my eyes.

Oh is it I who looks
at you, returning the
gaze that you threw?
I do not wish for this
today, for tonight was
a night that I became
your prey.

So sudden were you to
ask a dance. Oh and so
sweet was it in eyes,
making my cheeks as
rosey red as the skies.

As the sun came to
my eyes of green,
I noticed my mind
was wondering. To
an oh so distant
past of mine, that
I had thought left
all behind.

Though then my eyes
closed and opened once
more, to realize the
truthes.

I was slowly liking
you.

Now with a laugh I push
it away.

I do not wish to see the
day.

This summer night and
moonlit skies, is what
I want to brighten my
life.




~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25023030/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/25023030/ Fri, 29 May 2009 20:59:29 PDT sun burn . . on my
head.

and face. My bangs
coverd my forhead
though so, only
from my eyes down
is burned.

But I still seem
to be happy, for
there is a smile
on my face that
is quite nice to
have.

Now I have plans
some how, and I
wish to leave the
town I love to
venture out on
a limb and risk
getting hurt.

Oh well, I'll
do it.
------------------------

Well you small one,
so naive and unknowing,
that the path you are
taking is idiotic,
and I'm not going.

Three years I have
followed you all
the way, standing
by you with bad
choices you made.

Well this is it,
and I draw my line
in the sand, we part
ways simply becuase
I now know I can.

You who throws love
around so freely,
thinking so high in
all your glory. On
no not I will look
at you, if you choose
to do these things
you do.

Do you not know he
will leave, and you
will be alone from
all your greed? Well
I say good-bye to
you right now, you
will not drag me
down.

Not me who finaly
got back on the
ground. I have
suffered enough for
your sins that you
refuse to take back,
I will not fall so
you don't break your
back.

I remind you now that
my actions are understood,
now you would not have
done the things I would.
You indeed take a chance
though when pain comes
along, you quickly run
away from its song.

I would gladly hear, for
it is pain that we all
feel. Why would I run if
it would go where I hide?
Why would I run away from
my life? The pain is something
I live for too. Oh my dear,
I never lived for you.

To live for one is to throw
away life, for if your life
was theirs, they'd leave you
to die. Sweet words you say
he says, I could care less.
A month, or two? maybe four?
Oh how quick you are to adore.

How shameful you've become
in my eyes. I'm afraid to
judge, though I can't help
but see, that you now longe
really need me.

So away I go when the day
is here.

You can wait.

I'll disapear.


~Shiki


I don't find this
depressing at all.

if you do, then:

a. you're going through
a hard time of letting
go of one of these people.

or

b. you are one of these
people and you are just
now thinking " oh dang,
I'm being an idiot to
those who Really love
me"

I hope you enjoyed.

thank you for reading.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24641984/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24641984/ Thu, 07 May 2009 19:49:13 PDT to draw a dream I had a while
ago. like. . . near the
begginning of 2008. . . last
year. . .

I'm not telling anything, though
my friends know about it. . well
one does, maybe two.

it was the first dream I had
of someone. . . and I died.

I bled from the inside, but
I'm drawing what caused the
inturnal bleeding, which is
a bit commical.

the whole dying thing
isn't. . .

The title is in my head
right now and it's pretty
good.

Despite the dream I still
tried to make things work.

Then I had another dream that
I may draw. I didn't quite
understand it. It was. . .
quite confusing. But I suppose
thinking about it now I
can understand it a bit better.

I believe. . I only had one
good dream about them. . .

I'm still happy though, they're
wonderful. :3

they're like. . . gamnamnamna. .

ful. . . .

they remain to be a friend to
me.

Before I do my dream picture
though, I'll finish another
picture, which was inspired
a song.

---------------------------------

Smile up and then
look down, face
so visible with
a frown. is it
so hard to see?
What this world
could be? I refuse
to go down, become
another person with
a frown. Paint my
skies, I will be
better than what you
made. Sadness always
in your eyes, so
judgmental, I despise.

As though you have the
right to judge. To say
your right when you are
wrong. I refuse to be
like you, to fall down
when all is blue. To
write my name on the
streets, that is not
the life for me. I
wish to write my name
in the skies, moon
shining bright to
show it there, multi
colors in the air.

I refuse to be you.

I refuse to not be
true.

--------------------------


oiy Love. . .

I belive it's
wonderful, and
a way to say
that I don't
to be what you
are, I want to
be me.


<33


~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24451680/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24451680/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:41:40 PDT realize a few
things that have
been in the back
of my mind for
the longest time.

Those thoughts
aren't coming
to your ears or
eyes I suppose for
this moment in time,
I just believe that
things need to end
and I need to beggin
a few things.

If you're wondering
how I am which I
doubt highly, I am
fine. If you think
things are horrible
at this point in my
life you are wrong.

If things were horrible,
I wouldn't be typing this,
I'd be too depressed thinking
of myself, instead of thinking
of others and what they're
going through.

Truthfuly, I try not to
complain, simply because
I know the next guy has
it worse or just as bad
as I do.

Also, what's the real use
of the complaints? To waist
your life span on a simple
delema that will resolve
in the next short years?

I understand talking about
your problems. . though
complaints are simply
pointless.

Stating your oppinion?
sure, I think that's a
wonderful thing to do.
I used to always be so
silent people called me
mute as a joke. I still
am quite silent, though
if I have something to
say, I'll say it.

Anyway onto other things.

I am starting, somehow to
get very wonderful pictures
in my head.

I want to draw them <33.

I might start drawing quite
a few at a time, after my
Bestest Buddies picture.

heh, I believe his picture
is quite cute. .
---------------------------------



A thought came to me
in the back of my mind,
I pushed it to the front
and thought of it as
my eyes closed, all
was silent as I say
"all is less" they looked
at me and I came to
open my eyes.

I've got something on
my mind, and you have
no clue. If you did I
believe you'd find yourself
as a fool.

Something on my mind,
Oh how crule am I.
Though I should say
the same for you, acting
so caring to in the end
leave. Alone am I in
this gray world?

A thought on my mind,
soon you will see.
A thought on my mind
that includes you and
me. A peice of paper
in the air, floating
down and see, that
a wish is on this
as it floats to the
ground. Oh but so
crumpled and unable to
read, so long ago in the
past it was made.

With that I say good-bye
to the thought on my mind
and a smile so fake came
upon my face, I'm amaize
so many friends are blind.
They smile back as though
all is fine.

. . .

A thought came to me,
in the back of my mind,
I pushed it to the front.

I sighed as truths came
to be, and my eyes opened,
to reveal the real me.

----------------------------------


All may leave and the
world may change, though
what I wish most is for
someone to remember me.

~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24247204/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24247204/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 20:51:48 PDT and I must say, that
all went dim and then
shined throught to me.

Art instruction school.

I will be learning more
than I ever have, I hope
that my hopes aren't
mislead, if they are
I shall make my bed.

Oh dear me I wished not
for this to ryme. Forgive
me, the rythem of art is
sinking in, love of mine
come take me in.
----------------------------

Oh love, this gift
someone gave has
given me much. I
wish of you to come
to me in my time of
love and joy. Allow
me to share my spring,
for greed isn't something
I need to be. For I
have something so dear
and yes, I feel as
though I have no
regret.

Love of mine come
to me now, I wish
to show you the joy
I have found. .


Hope te best?

Here's Hopin'

Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24229794/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24229794/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 22:04:37 PDT that I was starting
to change a bit for
someone. how horrible
am I to do such a thing?

I tell you I don't
feel much regret. I
feel regret for things
I don't do, but I try
and do things that I want
to nearly all the time.
sometims I don't do things
I want to though, but that'
simply because I have
a glitch in my mind or
something, or I've come to
a relization..

Oh yess. to art. a friend
asked me to draw something
for him, wether or not I'll
have the skill is for the future
to decide. .
------------------------------------------

I must say in these
times I feel held
agaist my will, though
I volenteered, so I
have nothing to fear.
Any day I could run off,
I'm not one to love for
long. I am diferent now,
my eyes are clear, I'm
starting to see the reasons
I fear. Though I have had my
eyes closed for so long, I'm
coming to realize. . that
you're truly gone. I have
no regret. I tossed away
all of your gifts. Your
laughter a memory, along
with the nights you gave
to me. I have stoped and
looked at myself and saw,
you were the only one that
was wrong. Now it's me, a
bit late but still, it's
time for me to realize whats
real.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24193572/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24193572/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 03:21:02 PDT you liked the
art. I loved the
bed, and a friend
of mine said that
she'd make it if I
made a copy of the
picture for her.

I might do it.

Well I like it.
------------------------

. . . .

If I had one wish

tonight.

I'd wish to have them

by my side.

If I was to choose just

one.

I'd choose the first.

three years gone.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24012927/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/24012927/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:37:21 PDT myself. Backgrounds and
such. A bed maybe, in
a bedroom. Though I'm
not to fond of bedrooms
and such. . not anymore.

Umm. maybe a coutch. .

it's hard because the main
drawing is wonderful. New
way of coloring the hair,
the eyes are nice. Hair,
hands, face, eyes. I love
it. Though now the background
has to mach pose and clothing.

Not only that but it has to
show what her personality would
be like. . It's a difficult
thing because she just seems
like she's looking to the side
at nothingness, and she looks
expreionless. Though I want
it to show there's more to
someone than just what they're
alowing people to see.

I just don't want it to be
messed up. It doesn't really
feel like it has a soul but
none the less, I like it.
----------------------------------------

I look to the past and
laugh at today. The thought
that I'd let this pass
away. you're naive, to
think I'd let this go.
Fear I felt, not long
ago. Fear I cover up.
Though some how, I forgave
and unforgiveable act.
I accept I'm strange and
know I'm wierd, but why would
I live, if I live in fear?
Let you see that is not
me, I don't let anyone
see that part of me. How
weak I'd feel, ashamed and
lost. To rely on one who I
don't trust. A night and a
day, a walk in the park,
that's all need for this
pain to be gone.
----------------------------------


I hope you like
these small writen
things I add in when
I can. . .


Here's Hopin'

Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23971392/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23971392/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 15:59:33 PDT
it's for myself, and I
like it. I put the hair
as a hair cut I'd like
to get. I saw it in a
Show known as Vampire
Knight. Shiki's mother.

I found it was interesting
that he had the same name
as my nickname. . on here
of course. I'm normaly
called Donnie offline.

I feel quite. . hopeful.

I believe that this is
a wonderful feeling. Lately
I've felt tird and like
all that I do is wrong and
I'll never be right. Though,
now it's like I've started
to care, and stoped several
other things.

Or maybe it's just I've stoped
looking. Maybe I'm realizing
things that I needed to so
I can get over the past.

I don't feel much pain, and I
feel like I am just trying to
creat myself into something I'm
happy with.

What a better time to creat yourself
than in the season of life?

<33.
--------------------------------------------

Oh dearest mine you've
come to see, all the things
I've wanted to be. So please
just sit and play this game,
where hearts can heal and
all is okay. For today I
looked into a gray obis,
and saw hope as I looked
at the clouds above, and
though you'd think of darkness
and sorrows, looking into
a feild of gray, I saw only
light, knowing that it'd fade
away. Even in a world when
you see no truths, or they are
simply hidden from you. I can't
help but trust the day, for it's
the thing that shows everything.
The night indeed is what I love,
but te day is the reason I look up.
So Dearest mine, I love you with my
heart, though I fear that you are
the moon, and not my sun.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23805300/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23805300/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:06:07 PDT spring, may all your
pains be relived. May
regrets be forgave, may
you hopes come again.
I wish for you, this
wish be true, I wish
nothing but happiness
for you.
--------------------------------

I've been waiting for
this sday since summer.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23668205/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23668205/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 21:41:00 PDT for those of you who look
at my art, that I haven't
posted anything for the longest
time.

About a month. . I'm looking
for motivation. I thought I
had found it, but it seemed
to have sliped through my
fingers.

That seems to happen a lot
with me. I find a small peice
of hope, and then it disapears.
Though I suppose this time it
wasn't really anything that could
be helped.

In the past, I've found that there
are a few things that can be done
in a situation such as this. It's
a wonderful way to see how well others
such as friends know you. Though, I'm not
one to test people.

Though, I am one to test myself I suppose.
Normaly in a situation like this, when I
am broken down and find that quite a bit
of my hope was destroyed, along with the
dreams I made, I seem to die for a day,
then start recreating myself. During these
weeks or months, you could say I don't act
like myself, though I suppose it would be
hard for someone in the past and the future
to agree on that subject. From the past, they'd
say that I'm not acting myself, while someone
from the present, would say I'm acting fine.

I thought it was interesting, because yes,
people change. everything does. Though it
seems like I've found that I no longer want
to change. Some of the time I'm a happy with
who I am, though other times I feel like who
I am, was just something that others created
me to be.

At this moment in time, I am unsure if I am
acting as I wish to be, or acting on others
wishes. I have been trying to make myself into
someone I like myself to be, but have found myself
in between something, and now I just feel hopeless.

I once made a promise. . that I would never love
or trust for that matter, someone who I felt
never cared. Though, recently I've found I have
had no idea what love felt like for the longest
time. I don't wish to blame people, though I
suppose I might not be the best at that. I am still
trying to be like the one I once was, though I'm
not so . . young anymore. Things have to change.

I've learned that several years before.
------------------------------------------------------

Dearest mine, so closed
in my heart. Tell me not
that you'll leave me now,
when my head has gotten
so high in the clouds.

Dearest mine, I must ask,
will you stay with me if
I fall apart like a broken
glass? Could you take the
glue and use it tonight?

Dearsest mine, I know it
hurts, I'll hold you now,
and help you mend, in this
small world of pretend, I'll
make my Dearst smile again.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23390389/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23390389/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 21:26:14 PST it's interesting.
I might try something
else, but who knows.
-------------------------

In these troubeling
times with heartache
and pain, I've looked
to you to clear up my
days. These clouds are
moving in on me fast,
my eyes are closing
quickly as you can see.
Or if not you see, then
watch as I sleep. And
watch as the rain falls
upon me.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23323484/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23323484/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 11:54:11 PST to get everything
together once more.
Which I must say
makes me very
happy and filling
me with a nice feeing.

There is still one
thing that I could
try and work out,
but I've tried to
work it out before.
I'm just thinking
there's nothing that
can be done to repair
it this time.

Heh.

I'm changing myself in
a way. I've found that
I need to, to make things
work better. I'm going
to try and accept complements
and such. That's the begining
thing. Though don't rush me
or I may start thinking it's
not for the best. As well,
I'm going to start trusting
a bit more. Don't think too
much into it, at this moment
in time I think I can only
trust three people.

I'm going to try to make a real
poem sometime. I like making
little ones on here. Though it
seems like people don't like
them very much. Too depressing?
Well I like the sound of them.
Even if they do make me sad sometimes.
<33

I'll try and get art up sometime
soon. I have a few wonderful images
in my head that I would love to
draw. <33.

Well, I'll be seeing you.

-------------------------------------------------------
I must say to you,
that I don't know
what I've done.
Though somehow
you found forgiveness,
in your hurting heart.
I must say, futures
dim, but now the
lights are on. And
you my dearset love,
you are the sun.

~ Holy dang, this one isn't depressing.

oiy love! I must say it's
something quick but wonderful.
<33.

lets hope that I can
fight off the depression
like a strong little girlie. >D

Here's Hopin'

~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23295145/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23295145/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 18:59:26 PST as though several things
are getting to me. I
must have made a mistake
somewhere, because at the
moment I feel dreadful.

I have the feeling of betrayle,
and a feeling of regret.
I have wishfull feelings,
and feelings of sorrow, and
I must remind you that none
of these are happy feelings
to have.

I suppose I have learned things
in the past, but none of them
have come to aid me in this
present time I am having problems
with.

Now then let's picture this
shall we?

you being alone, and feeling
like someone that no one
realy likes or knows for
that matter of speeking.
such as if you were to
dissapear, no one would
cry, or be upset.

Well no, people would cry.
indeed, they would. They'd
think the worst happened
such as death or a kid
napping of you.

Though I'm not one to run
away. this is simply what
I'm feeling inside. I know
not to complain, I've made
my bed, and I can sleep in
it.

Though in this moment in time,
I feel like no one really nows
how I've made my bed, and that
the blankets are wet and cold.

For this moment in time, I feel
alone. Yes, I've felt alone before,
though I just looked to my friends
and felt like they'd be there for
me to support me, as I would them.

It seems as though I don't feel
that anymore. Somehow I now
believe, what I've been telling
myself. I'm walking on a thin
line, and I'm looking for anything
to hold onto.

you could say I'm depressed, or
simply sad. I say it doesn't matter,
becuase I'll move on someday, and
this feeling will be but a memory.

Though anyway. The result of these
feelings, is me thinking of making
a dissapearing act of my own. It's
not running away or hiding. it's a
change of myself that people have
encouraged, without even knowing it.

It's a Result in an act. And with
every act, there has to be a final
Preformance.

Though in the end, I suppose I'll
make myself live with no regrets.
I'll tel myself I did the best I
could, and always had a reason for
my acrtions. People never really
understood my beliefs, or why I
do what I do. But They should know
that reasons are always behind them.
Past, Prestent, or Future.

Though at this moment in time. I've
Gone to look to past, to push into
the future. I've done an act. An
act that I wish didn't have to be done,
and though people would say it didn't,
they're just looking at the things they
think. Which is not the best way to
live life I must say, and to think that
I wished to for a long time.

I believe the act I've done may not have
been the best in other people's eyes, though
in mine I think I did the best I could. Even
though my eyes seem to be closing quite quickly,
I can still see clearly when it comes to my choices.

I feel the pain just as clearly as the next
guy at the choice I've made, and it seems
like some people can't see that. The ones
that you've been with for the longest time
see that you're hurting, but they don't offer
help. When you talk about yourself, they think
of the other guy.

They don't offer support.

They offer their sypothy and sorrows,

for the other guy.

----------------------------------------------------------

Well if Silence is what you
wanted, you only had to say.
go ahead and kill me, take
my breath away. For life has
no meaning when you've heard
all the words. and feelings
go unfelt, when no one feels
your song. So forgive me for
my sorrows, forgive me for my
tears. I'll close my eyes and
make a wish, as you watch me
dissapear.



Hope for the best.


Here's Hopin'
~Shiki


My Highest appoligies if
this is depressing.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23219850/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23219850/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:26:57 PST
]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23165913/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23165913/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:15:02 PST "I love you"
in dinosaur.

Enjoy your V-day.
I'mma eat ice cream.
P:.
Burn.

Sorry, no gift art,
I'll make some when
I'm not alone on V-day.

It may be late though.

never know.

;D.
---------------------------------

I ate a rainbow today.


. . .


It gave me a good feeling.


like something fluffy,


or maybe warm.


I'll eat ice cream to cool me


Down.


Random. I was thinking
of happy thoughts.


~Donny

aka

Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23010132/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/23010132/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 19:41:55 PST realisim. haven't done
that for about one to two
years. It makes me happy.

So yes. Tomorrow, so much
fun. and Friday. can't wait.
For Coffee. I'm drawing. new
Character. Named Strats. Eats
Hearts. Pretty awesome.

Enjoy This. It's Pretty. A Poem.
I made. It's Short.
------------------------------------

My love
My true
My Heart
Is Blue.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22993534/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22993534/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 22:01:21 PST so quick to return at
last. Sins I had once
thought ran away, have
come back to me.

I'm looking down, at the
once thought pain. I look
at now, and see how lucky
I had it those days. Though
now they seem like a blur,
something I can't remember.

Though even with these clouds
in my skies, I am still trying
to open my eyes. From past I've
come to see, that after rains
come warmth and piece. I'm hoping
that will be my end.

With that I smile, as though
nothing's wrong. I'll try and
become the one I once was. I
look to the past, something I
hate, and try and pull it to
the present gate.

Opening up is a last resort.
I promised myself, I'd never
turn, to a friend, a foe, or
a loved one. I'll lock up,
close out. Wait till the end.
You should know, it's complicated
my friend.

Love of mine I tresure so dear.
I need you to be a reason I'm
here. With all these people,
pretending to be, I know for
one I'm not yet living. Give me
Life or give me death, a line
known well. This line is the one
to tell you what my love is to you.
----------------------------------------------

I Tasted
A sickness
on my
tounge today.
so sweet.
So Bitter.
Then it
Melted away.



~Shiki.


Forgive me for my depressing
thoughts. I'd be willing to
take yours if you want.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22833850/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22833850/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 21:26:36 PST and tomorrow's coming.
I'm making a new peice
of art. I'm trying a
new style of hair. I
thought it would look
nice with the girl. yes
well . . If I don't put
the picture off, I should
have it done tomorrow or
the day after. Hope you
like it.

Here's Hopin'
~Shiki

-----------------------------------

Small boy, I've seen
you before. You ride
on these streets of
mine. though a small
boy like you is not
ment for this life.

This life so cruel and
unkind, is not ment
for a young ones eyes.
Young one go and play,
soon there will be a
day, when you come on
these streets to play.
but today is not that
day.

Small boy with brown
hair, and eyes of blue,
someday I will come for
you. Or you will come in
search of me. The one you
beleive you need. Well
when you come I'll be here,
to show you how horrid it
can be here.

These streets so silent
and dead, will soon drive
you insain in your head.
I am used to it by now.
You will too, if you stay
for a while. this street
seems so fun, with you
around. As though and
empty peice were found.

Small boy, it's hard right
now for me to say, but you
must listen to the people
that tell you to go away.
This place brings pain to
those who stay. You're lucky
you're young, or I would
take you away.

Small boy, this is my land.
The hopeless have come here,
to see if I can change there
hands. Their fates seem to
be so alone, so I'm the one
they come to, to find a home.
I'm the one they come to.
I have no future of my own,
I gave it up to help them grow.

This is a place where the weak
go. Is your life so bad that
you'd come? Come to me, in my
arms. Small boy, don't be alarmed.
All is fine, all is well. Small
boy with eyes of blue, you've
seen pains, though you shouldn't
be here.

Small boy so dear. Run away, you
shouldn't be here. Not today, not
tomorrow. You may come back some
day. if you do, remember me. The
past that you came to see. I hope
you think of me and smile. The
past that made you leave a while.
In the future though, don't fret.
I know we'll meet again.
--------------------------------------


This is based on something
I'm writing. kind of a mix
with Shiki world, and some
other stuff.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22747597/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22747597/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:02:02 PST it seems I lot some at
school though. a shame
really, I rather liked
that one. though ehhh . .


enjoy, for those who
like the things I write,
they'll be at the bottom
from now on. I suppose.

------------------------------------

I watched as the night
killed the day. I watched
as you said " it'll be okay."
I watched as you're sliping
away.

and tonight of nights you say
it again. the faithful words
of pretend. and yet I know
they're not real, it's the
only reason I am here.

I look to tomorrow, and slide
away today. what's the use,
it's slipping away.

Just as the past, you remind
me like that. To remind me
that all will be fine. My
Love, my Dear, there's only
matters of time.

Your blindness is like a small
child's. Don't worry though,
just wait a while. soon all will
be, clear what I mean. and that's
the time when I'll be a dream.

A simple memory, no not even that.
we have no proof, that I ever was
here, so it's just a fact, that I
might disapear.

"Forever and always," I say yet again.
these are my words to you that pretend.
yet, you don't believe when I say " I
say what I mean." this is something that
gets to me.

Yet I smile like it's all okay. that all
is fine, and all is the same. I color
my skies once more with this paint, though
when the rain comes, nothing can stay.

---------------------------------------------------

I like the last part.
all the rest you can
think of is trash. :/.
I felt like this a
bit today. but ehh.

okay first of all.
don't look at this
as anything. that's
my job ;D.


hope you liked it


here's hopin'
Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22718024/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22718024/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 16:45:53 PST my skies, I smile once
more. to know all the
things I had to edure.

I know you are tired,
I know you feel dead,
just wait a little longer,
soon you'll lie in bed.

though today is a day,
you wish not hear a voice.
and with that I look down,
you've made your choice.

Yet I can't help but care,
you are my past,
present as well,
future I can't yet tell.

you smile as though you think
it will help,
though it is pain
I feel from the doubt.

and though you look at me now
as though I have not a clue.
though the real person with no
clue here is you.

--------------------------------------------



yes. I'm working on poems
now I suppose. I made that
on up there in ten minute
or something.

hope you like it.

ohh and. . four months <33.

coming cloes to the six
month curve. I'm hoping
everything will go well.
but ehh, never know.

but yes. I'm sure you're
wondering what I mean by
four months. . . yeahh. I
knew you weren't.

okay. so. . art I'm working
on, not sure I like it. I might
have to kill another tree and
throw this away. T-T.

I like the hands though.

yess well. I hope all is doing
well for you all.

- cough, cough-

and if it's not, I hope it will
improve. I'll draw a rainbow in
your sky anytime. ;D

-cough . .. cough, cough, cough.-

heh-heh.

here's hopin

~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22624756/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22624756/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 23:32:31 PST to be put down a few
days ago.


Pray?


of not.


whichever makes you
sleep at night.


in other news I will
be putting up a couple
pics. . or two. some
people asked me for
one, and one I made
for myself.


well, I suppose I have
on thing to say. .


wish you a happy new
year once more.


have a happy new year,
hope yours isn't starting
out as bad as mine has.


I can't complain like you
can though.


I can say though that I have
never felt as rejected by . .
well no . . I can't say that
either, I have felt very
rejected by people. . but I
suppose it's fine. :/.


well enough of rants and tears,
this is not the reason you're here.
let us look to the sky, and pray
for the world. tomorrow is coming,
and yesterday is no more. the days
now, are slowly moving on, soon
they'll be yesterday and gone.


Here's hopin'


to the future.


~Shiki.

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22528922/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22528922/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 16:08:40 PST spring will heal.
In Spring I might
Disapear.
---------------------------

Well then, for some reason I
have this little art coupling
glitch in my head. I start one
thing, then I think of a cute
pose for couples and start
drawing that. I don't like it.
I love the art, cutest art I've
ever drawn, I love the art. adore
even, just the fact that I start
that instead of finishing something
else is annoying. Either way though,
I suppose it's for my enjoyment. .
to I can do what I want. .


Anyway, almost all the snow in this
town has melted, and gone away. I
took a walk and got a nice fealing.
This spring might be better than the
last. but summer might be horrible. .
oh well. hope for the best.


Brian and I are fine I suppose. We
talked on the phone till 4 or 5 in
the morning. Pretty interesting
convorsations really. Sienna started
talking about some stuff and yeah . .
just . . Wow. . Hardy-Har. it was
so funny. The only reason we had to
hang up was that the battery was going
to die.


Yes, Spring is coming though, winter
may have just started but I could feel
that this year will be nice. <33. or
horrible, I didn't feel like it would
be nice last year, and. . well yeah. .
so maybe, things will go well this year.


Art will come soon, along with another
couple picture.


Here's hopin'

~Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22335249/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/22335249/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:56:38 PST last moments in 08
were memerable, hope
no one got dumped or
cried or anything.
As for me, I was alone
in the last minutes
of 08, and first of 09.
but I'm still happy.

As for you, I hope the
last person you talked to
was one you loved and had
a nice voice to listen to.

Onto something to do with art
though, one of the only reasons
you're reading this I'm sure. .
so, my first art of the new year
will be different. someone asked for
if and. . it's coming.


have a nice year.
if it's possible,
and you don't have
some stupid reason
not to. .

Here's hopin'

Shiki

]]> ~Shikira7777 http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/21787385/ http://Shikira7777.deviantart.com/journal/21787385/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 17:00:46 PST thought I suppose.
I'll get the art done
soon. maybe. if I don't
have another art block.

Let's try and block those
thoughts for a while, shall
we?

I suppose that's what's best.

But yes I'll get the art
done soon. . for those
who care.


Thanks.


~Shiki.

]]> ~Shikira7777