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]]> ~ShiniMonster And so... http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/12630728/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/12630728/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:38:10 PDT
I've been experimenting with a new style of art. I haven't quite locked it in yet so I've been practicing a lot. I have sketches and sketches of just eyes and mouths and facial expressions. I'm trying, let's be patient. Trying to grow up is hard, but I've been in the mindset of growing older mentally but still living young. I'm 19. I'm going to act like it sometimes.

Momma's birthday is next week. Fuck.

I can't really comprehend why some people act the way they do and why I react the way I do. When i sit and think about it, I really don't understand my method of communication when I'm acting it out. Doesn't make sense. Moving on.

Soon I will be behind a wheel. Should be interesting. Or dangerous. Or both.

I'm going to english.

]]> ~ShiniMonster Dancing With Myself http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/11972941/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/11972941/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:38:53 PST My back aches from shoveling.
My legs ache from dancing.
My head aches from writing.
My eyes ache from being awake.
You all know the feeling.
Generic Artist feeling.
I'm trying to grow out my hair.
It's not really working.
At all.
I'm writing a Kemps Ice Cream Campaign.
It's lame.
But I'm trying to make it entertaining.
I have work tomorrow.
At "zero" in the morning.
(That's 5 am to all those who don't know)
Since the snow fell
it really does feeling like winter
But like... A nice warm winter
With pretty snow that isn't saturated in dirt and grim
Ugh.. please tell me you know what I mean.
I need to find some inspiration.
Well not need.
But it'd be nice.
Hurry up summer.
I want to wear sun dresses.

]]> ~ShiniMonster 8 Degrees http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/10947784/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/10947784/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:12:18 PST Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm deathly afraid of people in giant animal costumes. I cry when I see them and Disney Land/World is my HELL.

2) I HATE when people play with my face to wake me up. I think it's my biggest pet peeve I have. Le suck.

3) I skank backwards. And forewards. I wonder if I can skank sideways...

4) Even though it's hard for me to get along with females I thrive on the company of ones that really mean something to me. you know who you are, dear fillys. And I love you.

5) I like people who are clever. Not just randomly smart. But clever in the way that if you didn't hang out with them you have no idea what they are talking about but if you hang out with them alot, you laugh. Alot. I don't even know if that makes sense.

6) I collect empty whippets from work. (Whippets are the little C02 Cartridges that you can buy. At work we make whip cream with them) Well, I collect them. They are this weird baby blue pastel color. When I get enough I'm going to paint them all different colors and hang them from my ceiling. With fishing line or something. I wonder if Paint pens would work on them...

I must take others:

(just cause I think he will)
iconsophisticatedtopping: (Try)

(He he he)

(if he sees this)

(Come on, Ryn. )

ACTUAL JOURNAL:

School is almost up this quarter.
I need to get Christmas Shopping completed.
Ryn, I like your new style.
Alot.
Kelsey is my wifey.
I like my new gloves.
And I like my hat.
Je Je Je Je.
Maybe.
I'mma go scan something.

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/10048576/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 09:59:51 PDT

~Music~ The Cure <3
~Projects~ Painting a Zebrah.
~Schooling~ Almost done with my quarter
~Current Mood~ 2.3 hours of sleep. \m/

I only had 2.3 hours of sleep last night.
I'll live.
I'm dying my hair again.
Back to Red Red Red.
I missed it so.
And my scanner works.
And my printer.
And I can get photoshop.
And Emily won't SUCK anymore.
I can't wait wait wait till october
I'll frolick
and sing
and roll
And break out in hives
becauseI'mallergictoCOLD!!!
w t f
I can't wait though.
I'm excited.
<3 And I'm fond.
I need to make caleb's art trade.
I need to have some time for me.
I feel inspired lately though.
Sooo..
be expecting art soon.
You rotton devils.

<345678

Emilyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......e...........e....

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/9812491/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/9812491/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 05:49:54 PDT

~Music~ My Mix Filled of Songs that make me want to cry.
~Projects~ Still NOT working on art trade with Caleb. Working on a painting. School gives me no room to doodle
~Schooling~ English is ok. Painting is ok. Intro to Video is ok.
~Current Mood~ Emotional Train Wreck

I haven't updated ANYTHING in a long while because I haven't really been trying to actually make art. I've doodled pages and pages of scribbles of emotions that really have nothing to do with reality. Except my reality. But when it all boils down to it, People don't really see your emotions in your art. They just see a god damn pretty picture.

I'll try to update more. I'll try to be a constant. I'm going to English.

~Emily

I'm entertainment. Thats it.

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/8874618/ Thu, 25 May 2006 14:18:41 PDT

~Music~ Panic! At the Disco.
~Projects~ FINALLY my art Trade with Caleb
~Schooling~ It's windy in this city.
~Current Mood~ Nervous

Ok ok ok ok ok ...
So I'm skipping Math again.
But all I do is doodle in that class anyways.
It's true.
But tonight I have nothing going on.
NOTHING!!!
And I can stay out late.
So I don't know what... but I'm going to try and find SOMETHING to do.
Other than that...
I'm nervous about tomorrow.
I'm going in and getting inked.
And it's going to take 3 hours.
And I'm all scared.
And nervous.
But I'll live.
3 hours of pain and I'll have ink on me forever.
*clapclapclap*
Than Saturday after work I get to go get my lip pierced.
My sister is paying for it.
And she lives with me now.
So thats sweet.
Cause I borrow her clothes.
And she's being quite civil towards me.
Which is wonderful.
I get to go to California in like 30 days.
Which is extremely exciting.
And I'll be there a week.
And have any of you ever heard of the band "snot"?
If you have, I love you.
I'm working on caleb's art trade
because I couldn't squeeze one out before
because I didn't have a good enough idea
but now I do
and I'm able to do that.
But yes.
I'mma go get on the train.
And go home.
<3

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/8495035/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 00:07:09 PDT

~Music~ Mmm... Kill Hannah is Amazing.
~Projects~ Vector art with Sans Seriff.
~Schooling~ <3
~Current Mood~ I get to see Caleb tomorrowwwww!!!

Today was Easter. Dad got me an easter basket but it was really just a tupperwear filled with Candy. I didn't mind. I got jellybeans. It was nice because everyone came here for easter. And it wasn't even everyone. Just my cousin, my aunt, my uncle and my brother. And we were all so relaxed, I love it.

Dad seems ok. I can tell he's a little upset about Anna leaving him. (I know I am... It's lonely and quiet here now.) I asked him if he was doing ok today and he just said "You know me, I never show my emotions"... which is true. And he gets all mad at me for willingly showing mine. Crazy ass bastard.

School is going wonderfully this quarter much to my surprise. I love my typography class and my intermediate drawing class. They are AMAZING. Math is cool too, I spose. James is in my math class. it's rockin'.

I've been trying to draw something worth posting these past few weeks but it never happens. I never get it done, and I hate it. Hopefully I can conjure some inspiration soon before I lose all hope of being an artist. Hopefully.

My friend Jeff is obssessed of mark twain.
Thats a little weird.

Anyways, Love to all .
Seriously.
I love you.

... ]]> ~ShiniMonster I always Smell of Coffee and Hair Dye http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/8176303/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/8176303/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 08:39:25 PST

~Music~ I was busy listening to Blink 182 and dancing about my room like a mad woman.
~Projects~ Illustrating a world record. I have chosen the man who was struck by lightning 7 times and lived. He ended up dying by committing suicide.
~Schooling~ I FUCKING HATE DOUG!!! But one more week and I gots spring break. <3
~Current Mood~ I can't wait till Anime Detour.

Soooo... All in all I spose life is good. I got it so I only have 2 days of school next quarter too. I have A coloring class, Typography with my Favorite teacher, and a math class. I'm excited. But I'm upset cause Blue-Haired Jake and Kelsey aren't in any of my classes. It'll be hard to see them. And I'll be sad. (I need to make more friends at this damn school) Jake was making this animation of an emo zombie and it's hilarious. It's all in black white and red and it's really cool. Kelsey hates doug as much as I do. Hah. RYN IS SLEEPING OVER THIS WEEKEND!!! And me and Melody might go clubbin on Friday. I love dancing. Vati has been more civil as of late and I much enjoy it. I can't believe we got two fucking blizzards in one week. There is no break for lovely minnesotans, is there? I burnt my hand really bad. 2nd degree burns. So I haven't been drawing as much as I'd like to. It's all peeling and red now so I was told thats a good sign. The skin still hurts if I strech it so makign a fist is unbearable. Typing it ok though. Doesn't hurt at all. I'm at school right now, I still have 25 minutes till my next class... I dunno what I want for lunch. Maybe Chipotle. <333333333 AHHHHH!!!

I love Chipotle.

I dunno.
Anyone wanna do an art trade?
Anyone?

(I know heather, I'm drawing you a picture)

Love,

Shini Monster

P.S. ONLY 95 DAYS TILL I GET TO GO TO CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7814402/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 23:11:38 PST

~Music~ Muse, RBF, FFTL
~Projects~ Drawing Alice in Wonderland in Where the Wild things are style.
~Schooling~ I hate doug.
~Current Mood~ I had a WONDERFUL weekend.

Tagged by Caleb. ^^ *waves* HIIII CALEB!!!

10 people/things you like:
1. Science Museum
2. Having a Nest instead of a Bed
3. Hugs
4. My Brother, Steve.
5. Black Eyeliner
6. Work
7. New Shoes
8. Emo Music
9. Minneapolis
10. People who call me late nights.

5 things that make you happy (no particular order):
1. People surprising me at work.
2. Minnehaha Falls
3. Arting
4. Text Msgs
5. Garden State (The Movie)

10 people/things you hate/dislike (no particular order):
1. Vati and Anna fighting
2. People not calling you back
3. Feet
4. People in Stuffed Animal Costumes (i.e. Micky Mouse, Sharky, Snoopy)
5. Not having a car
6. Missing people
7. Not having time to read
8. when people say lol outloud
9. Being Cold
10. Getting yelled at

3 facts about your name:
1. Suppossedly it's German?
2. Means Industrious.
3. I Hate it.

4 random thoughts:
1. Why do my contacts dry out so fast?
2. Need to upload my pictures from my Digicam.
3. I haven't washed my hair in 3 days
4. Awesome weekend though.

Song you're listening to (give singer):

Sonny.

Who are you wanting to Tag:

AHAHAHAH!!!! Alright. So on Friday I had work and then I went and watched Underworld Evolution with Benjamin. And we were the only ones in the theater so we were screaming and yelling at the screen and it was flippin freakin Fuggin awesome.

And Saturday I went to work in the morning and then hung out at my house and cleaned my room and then Ryn came over. And I called Blue-Haired Jake and he came and got us and we took the tram and then the bus to Uptown and we walked around in the cold and ate Chipotle and I broke out in my rash cause I'm allergic to cold and we watched Jake shove his face into his bowl and laughed quite hard. Then we went and watched a movie and then we went to walgreens and got Hairspray and jelly beans and sweedish fish. THEN we went to the hard times cafe and I tainted Jake's coffee with hot chocolate. We got home at like 1 and we talked until three and slept in a HUGE nest on my floor.

Woke up to Ben knocking on our window at 10 so we got up and got dressed and went to Mary's and had sweedish Pancakes. we played Kinex and card games. And then we went to the minneapolis convention center for a Healthy Life Expo but it wasn't there. So instead we went to the Science museum and ran around like mad women and man and learned stuff and wathed a movie... ]]> ~ShiniMonster Whats that? This is an axe. http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7743104/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7743104/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 15:35:40 PST

~Music~ I've been sleeping with no music.
~Projects~ Thinkin Socratically
~Schooling~ Hard.
~Current Mood~ Wishing I could run.

Chinese New Year. Huzzah. Whats that mean? Vati is quiting smoking. Whats THAT mean? That means that I'm going to be the point of my Vati's unavoiding agression. Woot for me. -.-;;;;;;;;

I've been horribley busy with school and with work. And my paychecks are finally a good sum of money. I'm really ok with life, I got friends at school. Kelsey and Jake. I love them both and they make me happy with hugs and smiles and weird noises. I Got friends around home. Melody and Caleb and Jerome. Though he's snowboarding so I've only seen him thrice this winter. It's all good in the Shini Smiles department. All I need now is a huge bowl of icecream and I'm set. (Ha ha)

It's been so warm lately that I haven't broken out in rashes. (I'm allergic to cold and I have people who can testify.) But I know later the fucking winter is going to slap me across the face and I'm going to die standing out at the tram stops. Which is ok, I'll survive. Hopefully.

Mum's birthday is comming up. I'm going to cry till May 8th.

I'm going to winter formal with Melody at my old highschool. I need to buy a dress. Shit son.

~Shini Monster.

RAWR

~ShiniMonster Going Crazy Van Gough Style http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7417043/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7417043/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 20:02:17 PST

~Music~ New Motion City Soundtrack and Coheed and Cambria.
~Projects~ Umm... Nothing?
~Schooling~ Don't go back till Janurary Ninth.
~Current Mood~ Content. ^^

Merry Christmas!! ^-^!!! Today was a pretty damn good day. I got alotta shit. Some new clothes, movies, Socks, A poster and a FUCKING DIGITAL CAMERA!!! I can't believe it. And it's NOT shit. I was so scared it was going to be. I went over to my Aunt's today and for the first time since I can remember my dad didn't get mad. At all. Not Once. It was fun too, cause my little cousin's lady friend came over and me and her get along so well. She kept calling me beautiful and she said she loved my hair. I would have brought Ben too, but he's in arizona. Bleh. Whats out there? Nothing but red. Now all I have planned is work and then I have a costume party to go to on new years. WHICH IS SWEET!!! I'mma be a kitty. >^.^< a cyute little black kitty. An' I'mma get drunken. And Stuff. I dunno. I might not. My friend Shawn is comming home for new years too which is wonderful. I missed him. And Phil is going as a nun. Hah. I love Phil. I love my new hoodie. I LOVE IT!!! It has like lacey victorian sleeve things and its so cool. I'm so happy right now. I'm so so so Happy. Today was my most favorite christmas ever. EVER!!! I thought it would suck cause I didn't believe in Santa, but it didn't, cause My family was nice. Everyone loved my home made cookies and everyone was complimenting me. My dad even found out about my Tattoo and he didn't get mad at all. Just rolled his eyes. He wasn't mad cause it isn't anything ugly or gaudy. The only thing that coulda made this better is if Mum was here. But I guess she was anyways.

Shini Monster

P.S. I forgot the coolest thing. Instead of having a wonderful ham dinner, my aunt and my uncle set up a fucking Taco Bar. With Tacos and Enchiladas and it was the coolest shit ever. Ahahahhaaaaar... yes.

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7192140/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 06:51:02 PST

~Music~ My Punk Rock Christmas CD I downloaded last december
~Projects~ I've been writing in my journal alot more then drawing.
~Schooling~ Behind in Comp Apps. Good in everything else.
~Current Mood~ Nostalgic as FUCK

It's kinda pathetic when you'll buy hairdye over food. Oh well... I'll convince myself food is over rated... It's been snowing for the past few days and a soft white blanket covers everything. It's so beautiful... I wish I could play in it... I can't wait till we have enough snow so I can build a snowman. Last year, I built a snow-kitty and my brother built a Snow-Goku (Snow-ki and Snow-ku). My tattoo itches like a mother fucker too... but it's healing rather nicely. Christmas break is comming up soon. Thats wonderful... and next quarter, I'm only having two days of school. Tuesdays and Thursdays... I'm glad too, cause hopefully me and Kelsey will have a class together. (She has a kitty clip in her hair today. it's Squeelishly cute) I'm really nervous about not having alot of money for christmas presants.... I want to get everyone something nice... but I don't have the money for it. I can't just draw people shit, cause thats not good enough. Nothing you get anyone will be good enough. Because they're selfish. Thats why I liked my mom's house.. It was easy... it was fun. And it didn't matter if you bought her something from the dollar store... I always get really achey for my mom around the holidays.. christmas especially.. This is my 3rd christmas without her. It sucks. I miss her. But then again, I miss alot of people. I called Caleb last night and talked to him for like an hour.. I know it's safe to call him late so I did... (Thanks, Caleb... I really appreciated it.) Benjamin's Ballet is comming up to... so I have to go watch him prance about in his spandex. Lol. I don't even think he really likes Ballet... I was reading through all my other notes and journals and stuff.... I hate being nostalgic.

I'm already hungry.

~ShiniMonster Just Don't Get Blood On The Carpet http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7069872/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/7069872/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 06:08:25 PST

~Music~ Postal Service
~Projects~ Being Cold.
~Schooling~ I'm broken.
~Current Mood~ Just don't get blood on the carpet.

Don't feel bad. Every teenager is cram packed full of teenaged angst. So the fact that this journal is going to be ranting about that has nothing to do with anything in your lives. So don't worry about me. I'm a little block of insignificant text on the warm glow of your computer screen. And while this means something to me, to you this is all just some other whiney teenager telling you that shes upset about school. And why wouldn't she be? I get compared to every damn day. I'm not unique. but you don't have to rub my nose in it. In no way, shape, or form do I affect anyone in this world in a posistive way. Or negative for that matter. Because like I said, irrelavance is what keeps me from telling you the full extent of my troubles and my discontent in my life. And I know there is a handful of you reading this who is all like "Oh, my life is worse. I did this and this and this is going on and bleh bleh bleh." Human contact is over rated. I don't even like touching anyone, let alone getting hugs from people I suppossedly Love. And even then, the ones I want hugs from don't even give me the recognition that I yearn for. I just want to exist. Like a normal person. Not fight for a top ranked posistion in life to the point my heart falls from my chest and generates it's own legs to run away so it doesn't have to be near me.

God.

I wish I was somewhere else.

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/6951193/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 06:25:31 PST

~Music~ Incubus
~Projects~ My Ballerina Drawing
~Schooling~ Frusterating
~Current Mood~ Smacked in the face again.

I'm going to a psychic convention today at the minneapolis convention center with Benjamin. I'm going to be horribley quiet and he is definately not going to be. We're so different. I don't know whats wrong with me. I feel like I'm not as spiritual as I used to be. Maybe it's just the music I have beating through my head right now. Maybe its the fact that I'm in the corner of a computer lab and I'm alone right now. Or Maybe it's just me never having time for me. I never can have a time to sit down and draw or read. I never am able to feel decent about myself. I hate it. I'm so full of angst that I can't even focus. I hope math class doesn't last long today... I really don't like that class. I don't have to be there for another hour, but I'm already dredding it. People stare at me. All times. All places. I blame it on the fact that I wear alot of black and have bright red hair... But I don't know. I'm getting really scared of the people downtown, in the city. I probably shouldn't be... Somedays I love it down here... and some days I just can't wait to get back to Inver Grove and hide under a blanket. I don't know if I like art school anymore. I get no motivation and I get all my art work slammed into the ground by one yuppy to the next. I'm getting no encouragement from anyone. No one. I just show up here every day. And then I go home. And I work. And I get nothing. I just get brushed off. I hate it. I need support. I need some motivation. I hate art.

~ShiniMonster Your so Sick. http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/6798336/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/6798336/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 13:50:44 PDT

~Music~ Umm... I switch it up every day for the tram. I got new headphones with 2 inch subwoofers in them.
~Projects~ My Halloween picture. ^-^
~Schooling~ In my computer applications class riiiiiight now.
~Current Mood~ Discontent, extrememly sensative and quick to cry.

I'm sitting in my computer applications class right now, sipping on my hot cocoa and nibbling on my bagel. Even though there is a HUGE sign on the door thats very CLEARLY states "No food or Drink in computer Labs". But oh well. We start class in 15 minutes but I doubt I'll pay all that much attention. I never really do in this class. It's sad to think that wen I look at the clock I realize I've been up for almost 4 hours. Sick. Today is my long day too. Every Tuesday I'm here till 6 at night. BLEH!!! And I have a long shift at work tomorrow. Sooo... even more suck. But I figured out how to sign onto AIM whilst I'm at school so it goes by alot faster. Not to mention my posse. XD But school has been stressful and life is even more stressful. Sometimes I don't even want to go home because I don't want to deal with people. But tomorrow should be a good day, I'm working and then comming here to Minneapolis to take photographs with Dayne. He needs help with his stuff. And then I'm going home. This weekend I'm carving pumpkins too... XDDD I can't fucking wait till Halloween. I'm gonna go trick or treating with Melody who is dressing up (with Keen and Eeen) and they're gonna be blueman group. I can't fuggin' wait. I took some photographs yesterday, but I never put them up here. Photographer's dA are always really boring to me. X_x sorry. OH! If you wanna see what I did in school, there is a series of Hand Drawings I did in my drawing and perspective class. Yeeeaaa.. watch out, it's realism. ^_^! But other then school, I've been really sensative. Really depressed, and I cry alot. Like I cried on the train Last week to this one song by LoveDrug and I almost shot myself. Why would I cry over a song? My head is so gone right now... god. Stupid Shin. Stupid.

I'll put up my halloween pictures soon. Try, anyway.

http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/6640642/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 08:05:16 PDT

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mood: Excited

Estatic
Listening to: Silent Drive
Reading: Guilty Pleasures
Watching: GAH!!! That one movie... SNATCH!!! EEEE!!!!

~Music~ Whatever is in my 5 disk changer CD playa!!! I FUCKING LOVE THAT THING!!! XD
~Projects~ Worrrrrrrk... ;-;
~Schooling~ I FUCKING START SCHOOL ON TUESDAY!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
~Current Mood~ Very Very Very Happy.

I work like 5 days a week. My fair little coffee shoppe is only open 6 days a week. Stupid Boss. She think she's so cool... just cause she thinks she's clever. She's NOT!!! But anyways... gfdnjksngjkljsgnfaklngfds <---Spasm. I'M STARTING SCHOOL ON FUCKING TUESDAY!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so god damn hella shit ass excited. Cause yesterday, me and Josh got on the train and went to Minneapolis. And we walked all downtown to my college and got our forms taken care of. I took a test on financial aid. And then I went and got an ID and THEN I went down to the school store and fucking got my art kit. Dad payed 550$ for it. >.> So It's this HUGE portfolio thingy that is also a backpack. And it has the AI little thingy on it. (For art institute) I felt like a real student yesterday. And I got all excited. And now I can't FUCKING wait. EEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^________________^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So.. They gave me a 24 inch by 18 inch sketch book, and this kit. And I opened the kit... and it had charcoal pencils (which are my fucking favorite) some granite, some inking pens, a quil pen, PRISMA COLORED PENCILS AND MARKERS!!!,
And tons of books and drawing shit. AHH!! it's sweet. I was squeeling last night like it was christmas. Like seriously, my dad yelled at me to shut up. Ahahah.. it was awesome. But yes... YES!!! SCHOOLING!!! So anyways... thats going on with that. I'mma be cold. But it'll be awesome. I'm allergic to cold you know. I Have work today from 3-5. I hate only working two hours. I HATE IT!!! But now, since I start school, I can only work two days a week. Hopefully she won't just schedule me for two hours, eh? I mean.. I wanna work 6-8 hours.. I dunno. We'll see. AHHH!!! REEL BIG FISHES MAKE ME DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_____^!!!!!! Alright.. I'd say thats a decent journal. *hugs for all*

~Shini

~ShiniMonster I can Skank! http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/6472563/ http://ShiniMonster.deviantart.com/journal/6472563/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 00:03:58 PDT

~Music~ Underoath
~Projects~ Drawing in my panpan sketchbook
~Schooling~ Start College Oct 3rd
~Current Mood~ Impatient

I left my cellphone charger at my sister's house. So I've been having to stay up late and make sure my phone gets charged enough to make it through another day. Thus... I'll probably be up watching brain-rotting TV for another 3 hours. I hate TV. I went to a parade today. Caleb taught me how to skank. I was doing it all day and I was so proud of myself. It was way harder then it looked, I still have little complications with it. I know if I don't practice on a regular basis, I will definately forget how to do it. >< I will NOT let that happen. I'm kinda sick of not haveing a car. I should get on that... Sorry I don't have any new Deviations. I haven't drawn anything worth anything lately. And since my internet is so messed up I'm suprised it stayed this nice for me to get down this little blog thingy. I'll try to get things up as soon as possible. And know this. When I finally draw something that isn't suck, I'll be putting it on here somehow. I dyed my hair red. I don't have any pictures of that... on here anyways... X_x;; sorry. I'll try to get a new ID up. I'm gonna scrap or delete all my old IDs. Alotta people I know are leaving DA. Due to art theives. Ya know.. people who steal poses, or are just completely too insolent to think of something original so they take an idea, tweak it JUUUUST enough and call it their own. Fucking bitchasses. Seriously. If your gonna steal someone's idea or use a portion of it, give it credit. I'm so sick of people just saying "yea, I did this. Isn't it great?" and you know in the back of your mind that you saw it somewhere else just last week you just can't place where. >< MUTHA FUCKS!!! STOP STEALING ART!!! So... Yea.. I'm kinda glad I haven't posted anything on here. I will soon... hopefully. I'm finally getting back on my feet and out of my depression ways. I was so sad for the longest time, I'm finally going to be able to smile for real. It'll be nice. With the help of my loves and my friends, I'll be ok in no time. The corpse bride comes out soon, doesn't it? X3 I can't wait. James made me my icon for my birthday... it fuggin' rocks. Oh yea. I'm 18 now. I can buy porn. And ciggarettes... and thats it. It's so stupid. You don't get anything when your 18. You just get to worry about paying more money to the government and to your parents for rent and insurance and everything. I can't find my glasses. So I'm wearing my dad's. I look ridiculous. I miss Lauren. School has started for everyone, it seems, except me. Bleh. And my boss at work just constantly is teasing me. I hate working the lunch shift. Since my hair is bright red, she makes me stay in the kitchen and make sammiches. It sucks. I like dealing with people. I'm good at it. But I'mma go and... ummm... Sleep? Or draw. Or something.

~Shini