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                <title>BUSCO AYUDANTE PARA CONVENCIÓN DE COMICS (C</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 09:52:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hola raza joven del Deviant! solicitamos una persona que sea mujer, con buena actitud, para los tres dias de la convencion del prÃ³ximo fin de semana (20 al 22 de Noviembre) Es estar atendiendo en el local de comida del Ikkyu, estarian vistiendo una yukata y pues les tocaria de 200 a 300 pesos por dÃ­a <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" />. Les interesa? conocen a alguien? ^^solo necesito una persona y apreciaria bastante la ayuda. Gracias y pues cualquier pregunta y eso saben como contactarme.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>A little game</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Sep 2008 07:27:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ---spanish and english---<br /><br />Esto viene de los journals de  <a href="http://mangaboy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaboy.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmangaboy:" title="mangaboy"/></a> y de <a href="http://stilogeno.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stilogeno.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstilogeno:" title="stilogeno"/></a> <a href="http://xia-bella.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/i/xia-bella.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxia-bella:" title="xia-bella"/></a> <br /> <br />Esto va de la siguiente manera:<br />si comentan en mi journal yo les contestare..:<br /><br />a) ...Te dirÃ© porque me hice amigo tuyo.<br />b) ...Te asociarÃ© con algo (( Una canciÃ³n, color, fotografÃ­a, etc... ))<br />c) ...Te dirÃ© algo que me gusta de ti.<br />d) ...Te dirÃ© un recuerdo que tengo de ti.<br />e) ...Te preguntarÃ© algo que siempre he querido preguntarte.<br />f) ...Te dirÃ© cual es el dibujo que mas me gusta de tu galerÃ­a.<br />g) ...Como agradecimiento, debes poner estos puntos en tu Journal.<br /><br />This comes from the journals of <a href="http://mangaboy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaboy.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmangaboy:" title="mangaboy"/></a> and <a href="http://stilogeno.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stilogeno.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstilogeno:" title="stilogeno"/></a> <a href="http://xia-bella.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/i/xia-bella.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxia-bella:" title="xia-bella"/></a><br /><br />And works like this, if you make a comment on my journal I will asnwer with the following:<br /><br />a)... I will tell you why I became your friend<br />b)....I will relate you to something (( song, color, pics, etc)<br />c)...I will tell you something that I like about you<br />e)... I will ask you somethig that I always wanted to ask you<br />f) I will tell you which is the deviation I like the most from your galley.<br />g)... as thank you, you must write down this game in your journal.<br /><br />and That's it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> let the posting begin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>TAG OMG!!</title>
                <link>http://ShinigamiRukia.deviantart.com/journal/20279387/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 19:56:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Es la primera vez que alguien me taggea y pues ahi va. <br />REGLAS<br />1. Contesta cada pregunta con lo opuesto a lo que realmente responderÃ­as<br />2. debajo de la respuesta opuesta, responde lo que realmente dirias<br />3. marca a otras tres personas<br />4. si te marcaron debes de tomar el test<br />5. no se puede marca al que te lo envia<br /><br /><br /><br />1. Â¿COLOR FAVORITO?<br />Rojo y Amarillo<br />Azul <33<br /><br />2. Â¿banda favorita?<br />Nigga, toas las bandas rancheras cumbias y etc<br />No sÃ© <br /><br />3. Â¿canciÃ³n favorita?<br />esa cancion de Nigga que todo mundo oye<br />Gravity<br /><br />4. Â¿actor o actriz favoito?<br />Eddie Murphy<br />Robin Williams <br /><br />5. Â¿ Prenda de ropa favorita?<br />Faldas<br />Una blusa de manga larga color negro<br /><br />6. Â¿DÃ©cada favorita?<br />90's<br />la actual<br /><br />7. Â¿Estilo que te encanta usar todo el tiempo?<br />bien chic<br />elegante y deportivo <br /><br />8. Â¿corte de cabello?<br />rapada!!<br />medio largo grafilado<br /><br />9. Â¿temporada favorita del aÃ±o?<br />invierno<br />primavera<br /><br />10. Â¿gÃ©nero de musica?<br />Banda<br />Clasica o Instrumental, Baladas<br /><br />11. bebida favorita?<br />Birria<br />Agua de limon <br /><br />12. comida favoirta?<br />Menudo y Mole<br />Fresas<br /><br />13. clase favorita en la escuela?<br />Fisica y Quimica<br />Historia<br /><br />14. videojuego favoito?<br />TODOS LOS DE DEPORTES!! WIIII!!<br />FFXI<br /><br />15. lugar para vivir?<br />algun lugar sin piso<br />Un departamento<br /><br />16. olor favorito?<br />Cigarro<br />fresas y rosas<br /><br />17. cosa favorita cuando estÃ¡s aburrido?<br />ver programas de telerisa<br />pensar<br /><br />18. animal favorito?<br />cucarachas <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />lobos<br /><br />19. material favorito para tu ropa?<br />cuero negro xD<br />algodon<br /><br />20. Â¿instrumento favorito?<br />ACORDEON!!<br />flauta<br /><br />tag a <a href="http://yulihimura.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yulihimura.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyulihimura:" title="yulihimura"/></a> <a href="http://tamura.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/tamura.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontamura:" title="tamura"/></a> <a href="http://aaagh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/a/aaagh.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconaaagh:" title="aaagh"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Open to Comissions</title>
                <link>http://ShinigamiRukia.deviantart.com/journal/16399006/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:29:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes, I am open to comissions and I am very serious about it. I dont accept trades, I am looking to get some profit because I am in really need of the money guys, so the help would be greatly appreciated.I dont know how to put the "Click the Link and you will the sample" thing. Please take a look at my gallery and make a choice, I will try to update this entry as It needs to be.<br />
<br />
What I wont do:<br />
Hentai<br />
Ultra detailed Backgrounds<br />
American Style<br />
Mechas<br />
Yaoi<br />
Yuri<br />
<br />
What I do: <br />
everything else that is not listed in the "What I wont do"<br />
<br />
I do FFXI art. I am familiar with the game, and I love it. I also will draw your orignal characters. If you need any style in particular I can do it, because for any reason is easy for me to "copy" styles. <br />
<br />
Method of Payment:<br />
Pay Pal Only<br />
*You pay first, I wont be running with your money guys, really.<br />
<br />
Prices are as follow:<br />
<br />
Rough Sketch:<br />
$2<br />
<br />
Black and White inked:<br />
$3<br />
<br />
Color Anime Style SD <br />
$5<br />
<br />
Color Anime Style Full Body<br />
$10<br />
<br />
Color Watercolor Style SD<br />
$6<br />
<br />
Color Wild Paint Brush SD<br />
$6<br />
*For brush style see Kumi Deviation for this<br />
<br />
Color Watercolor Full body<br />
$20<br />
*For en example of this refer to Sluagh Deviation<br />
 <br />
Color Wild Paint Brush Full Body<br />
$20<br />
<br />
FFXI full body Ultra detailed armor <br />
$30<br />
<br />
****Note: In SD will be a extra dollar for each extra character you add to the picture, and in full body it will be $2, mostly because of the detail<br />
<br />
 <br />
If you guys want a draw as detailed and well painted as my featured deviation please drop me a PM because that is a different price.<br />
<br />
I dont know If I covered everything, more questions please send me a PM. <br />
Thank you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>No hay otra manera</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2007 09:43:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cantante: Unos weyes que sacaron por fin algo bueno <br />
<br />
TÃº puedes reir<br />
mientras yo lloro por ti<br />
tÃº vas por ahÃ­<br />
mientras yo no me levanto harto de extraÃ±arte tanto tanto<br />
<br />
TÃº vives sin mi<br />
mientras yo muero por ti<br />
y tÃº puedes seguir<br />
mientras yo no me la acabo me dejaste solo y destrozado<br />
<br />
Me tengo que acostumbrar<br />
a un mundo donde no estÃ¡s,<br />
sin ti,debo seguir aunque no quiera,<br />
creo que ya no hay otra manera<br />
sin ti debo seguir<br />
aunque seas tÃº la vida entera<br />
creo que ya no hay otra manera... uuuu<br />
<br />
TÃº puedes pensar<br />
mientras yo no entiendo mÃ¡s<br />
y tÃº puedes gritar<br />
mientras yo no tengo fuerzas me malviajo y sueÃ±o que regresas<br />
<br />
Me tengo que acostumbrar<br />
a un mundo donde no estÃ¡s,<br />
sin ti debo seguir<br />
aunque no quiera creo que ya no hay otra manera<br />
<br />
Sin ti debo seguir<br />
aunque seas tu la vida entera<br />
creo que ya no hay otra manera<br />
<br />
Sin ti debo seguir<br />
aunque no quiera<br />
creo que ya no hay otra manera<br />
<br />
Sin ti debo seguir<br />
Aunque seas tu la vida entera<br />
Creo que ya no hay otra manera<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>The silence of a cell phone</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 07:04:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm so yesterday I decided to stop seeing a person who is very dear to me, mostly because I was intoxicated by my love for her, so I decided that I had to stop for good. I never thought she was a bad person but I thought that she never could make her mind about us. When you dont want to go back with someone you dont tell here "there is still love inside me, but I want to erase it" and now I have to erase it for good.<br />
<br />
I donÂ´know what means to be friends with her, she was always a different person with me that the person she is showing now, and that confuses me a lot. It pains me but changes need to be done in order to move forward and forget, I can only hope that in the time I am away from her she actually grows up instead of staying just the same.<br />
<br />
This entry is called "the silence of a cell phone" because she was  the only one that called me XD. heheh so my cellphone is practically useless ATM . I canÂ´t be around of a person that says that annoys her me hugging her, me kissing her in the cheek, me getting close, me staying around... and then she hugs me, moves around me and wants to go out... that doesnÂ´t have logic for me :S.<br />
<br />
Last thing I told her was "We are what we do, not what we say" Hope  that advice is useful in her life. <br />
<br />
I have to begin thinking about a remodeling of my life, at the moment sucks. Anyhow I have to keep drawing, and painting o.o so much drawings in line and so little time.<br />
<br />
I have been doing lots of FFXI ..in one week I bought penitent rope, snow ring, aquilo and jupiter staff .. -.-;;; and I have like 20k left .. but oh well!! I am beginning to feel my BLM pimpness !!!<br />
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Anyhow! talk you later fellows!! thanks for reading!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>No me lo puedo explicar</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Nov 2007 10:12:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Singers: Tizano Fierro and Laura Pausini<br />
<br />
Me falta un poco el aire que soplaba<br />
O simplemente tu espalda<br />
blanca...na na na na na na na na<br />
Y ese reloj ya no andaba<br />
De maÃ±ana a tarde siempre se paraba<br />
Como yo el te miraba<br />
Nunca llorarÃ¨ por ti<br />
A pesar de lo que un tiempo<br />
fuÃ¬...no no no no no no no no<br />
Si, lo admito, alguna vez<br />
Te pienso pero<br />
No me tocas mas<br />
<br />
Solo que pensaba lo inÃ¹til que es desvariar<br />
Y creer que estoy bien cuando es invierno pero tu<br />
No me das tu amor constante<br />
No me abrazas y repites que soy grande<br />
Me recuerdas que revivo en muchas<br />
cosas...na na na na na na na na<br />
Casa, viajes, coches, libros, paginas de diario<br />
Que aun si ya no valgo nada por lo menos yo<br />
Te permito caminar<br />
Y si quieres te regalo sol y mar<br />
Excusa, sabes, no quisiera molestar<br />
Pero como esto puede acabar<br />
No me lo puedo explicar<br />
Yo no lo puedo explicar<br />
<br />
La negra noche y la luna llena<br />
Nos ofrecÃ¬an sÃ²lo un poco de atmosfera<br />
Yo la amo todavia<br />
Cada detalle es aire que me falta<br />
Y si estoy asÃ¬ es por la primavera<br />
Pero sÃ© que es una excusa...<br />
[ Lyrics provided by <a href="http://www.mp3lyrics.org">[link]</a> ]<br />
<br />
Solo que pensaba lo inÃ¹til que es desvariar<br />
Y creer que estoy bien cuando es invierno pero tu<br />
No me das tu amor constante<br />
No me abrazas y repites que soy grande<br />
Me recuerdas que revivo en muchas<br />
cosas...na na na na na na na na<br />
Casa, viajes, coches, libros, paginas de diario<br />
Que aun si ya no valgo nada por lo menos yo<br />
Te permito caminar<br />
Solo que pensaba lo inÃ¹til que es desvariar<br />
Y creer que estoy bien cuando es invierno pero tu<br />
No me das tu amor constante<br />
No me abrazas y repites que soy grande<br />
Me recuerdas que revivo en muchas<br />
cosas...na na na na na na na na<br />
Casa, viajes, coches, libros, paginas de diario<br />
Que aun si ya no valgo nada por lo menos yo<br />
Te permito caminar<br />
Y si quieres te regalo sol y mar<br />
Excusa, sabes, no quisiera molestar<br />
Pero como esto puede acabar<br />
Pero como esto puede acabar<br />
Pero como esto puede acabar<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Wolf's dont date Smokers</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Nov 2007 21:35:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ La verdad es que uno jamÃ¡s deberia de dejar de sorprenderse por la enorme capacidad que tienen las personas de decepcionarte, una y otra y otra Y OTRA VEZ. Saben? estoy en un verdadero error al pensar que las demas personas son como yo y que cuentan todo lo que pasa, es decir si yo tengo un problema con alguien mas y se lo platico a otra persona, yo usualmente si cuento tanto lo que yo digo y lo que ella dice y tomo responsabilidad por lo que digo, eso le permite al oyente dar una opinion mas valida que si solo platico mi lado y me hiciese la sufrida.<br />
Imaginense que, de repente me llegan diciendo que por que ando de rogona y por que ando de insistosa y sin base y yo ...QUE?!?! saben que uno no vuela si no le dan alas!?!? que clase de persona nada mas cuenta lo que le conviene? SI SEGURAMENTE YO SOLA ME DI IDEAS, TODO ES MI CULPA Y NADIE HIZO NADA PARA QUE YO PENSARA LO CONTRARIO!! NADIE!<br />
Lo que mas me dolio, me dolio al punto que no se por que jodidos empece a llorar de volon y se oyo un CRASH en la distancia fue un "La vi Fumar" ...y nada mas fui sintiendo como cai en un vacio de profunda decepcion...yo sabia que lo iba a hacer apenas se alejara de mi, era obvio que iba a volver al vicio, pero nadie me lo habia confirmado hasta hoy ...se sintio TAN GACHO.<br />
PALABRAS!! SOLO PALABRAS! Todas las palabras y las promesas se las llevo el viento y no se mantuvo NADA!!, no hubo arrepentimiento genuino ni conviccion! el "voy a dejar el vicio por conviccion propia" ...ODIO! odio que me hagan promesas que la gente no tiene la fuerza de voluntad ni las ganas de cumplir!! LO ODIO! y mas odio todavia darle un minimo de duda a esa gente!<br />
Saben por que odio tanto el cigarro? ODIO como las personas que me importan se van desvaneciendo, y se meten veneno a los pulmones cada vez que fuman, NO NO PUEDO VER ESO, no puedo! por eso no tengo amigos fumadores y jamas saldria con una persona que fumara, es como si estuviera saliendo con una persona que se hiciera una cortada todos los dias.<br />
Ya no se que pensar, mis oidos duelen! estan llenos de palabras vanas! PALABRAS! EMPIEZO A ODIAR LAS PALABRAS! Ya no necesito palabras! ya no quiero oir mas palabras!! sin acciones ... no ya no puedo creer en promesas...estoy decepcionada.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>WOOTARRR</title>
                <link>http://ShinigamiRukia.deviantart.com/journal/15382931/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 19:34:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I am trying to learn britain english, it is bloody complicated <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> I have an english friends that tries to teach me but I fail so bad, and I dont know why she wants to teach me so bad. <br />
<br />
I talked a little with Emilie Guillermin today ^__^ she is fantastic! well I just talked a little like "nice to meet you, have a great trip, and can I have a pic with you?" heheheh well she is the most close thing that I have had to a platonic love xD.<br />
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Today I was discussing with someone about how people loose interest in other persons, I was telling this person that so far I havent lost interest in anyone I care for, because you never finish to actually know someone and as they grown up and keep learning you are always discovering new stuff and sharing experiences ^_^<br />
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Anyhow, I just wanted to share that thought with you guys, i still feel sad and I do think it will be difficult to stop loving and to love again, but only time will tell. Thanks for looking at my ugly draws, see you later<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Gravity</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:24:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cantante: Maaya Sakamoto<br />
Musica: Youko Kano<br />
<br />
been a long road to follow<br />
been there and gone tomorrow<br />
without saying goodbye to yesterday<br />
are the memories I hold still valid?<br />
or have the tears deluded them?<br />
maybe this time tomorrow<br />
the rain will cease to follow<br />
and the mist will fade into one more today<br />
something somewhere out there keeps calling<br />
am I going home?<br />
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?<br />
zero gravity what's it like?<br />
am I alone?<br />
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet<br />
still the road keeps on telling me to go on<br />
something is pulling me<br />
I feel the gravity of it all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Just a Song</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:27:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lately I have been hearing this song, over and over and over. I like better the version by Lena Park, which was used for anime RomeoXJuliet. But then again .. here is the lyrics.. kinda make me feel grateful to anyone that in time of great need, they were right there for me, thank you guys <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
<br />
"You Raise Me Up"<br />
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When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;<br />
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;<br />
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,<br />
Until you come and sit awhile with me.<br />
<br />
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;<br />
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;<br />
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;<br />
You raise me up... To more than I can be.<br />
<br />
There is no life, no life without its hunger;<br />
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;<br />
But then you come, and I am filled with wonder;<br />
Sometimes I think, I glimpse eternity.<br />
<br />
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;<br />
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;<br />
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;<br />
You raise me up... To more than I can be.<br />
<br />
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;<br />
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;<br />
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;<br />
You raise me up... To more than I can be.<br />
<br />
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;<br />
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;<br />
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;<br />
You raise me up... To more than I can be.<br />
<br />
You raise me up... To more than I can be.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Apathy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2007 00:10:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Have you ever felt like you are following a rutine, that gives you happiness but at the same it doesnt really fill you completely?. That love, kisses, happy times are not truly good enough and that you know you are missing something, but you dont exactly know what and you dont know how to look for it...<br />
<br />
   I made my career in Graphic Design, graphic design makes me kinda happy but I am not thrilled about it. I dont know anything else, lately, since I lost my job cause the company went bankrupt, I have fallen in an apathy. Like the world seems everyday the same, without any special happening..<br />
<br />
waking up, playing a little ffxi, going to japanese class, coming back home, play ffxi...sometimes I alternate when I see my GF but, still I fell kinda plain about me. <br />
<br />
  I wonder what I am missing, I see my hands every day and say to myself "you should be drawing!" but when I draw I dont like anything that I do, something its very wrong about this. <br />
<br />
   The good part is that I have lost my drama feelings, this is not a complain, its just a thought about myself, and I kinda wanted to express it. I have watched a lot of movies lately, and I still feel non inspired, I am not sure I can do something about it, apathy is replacing happiness..well I am happy, but truly happy? I dont know.<br />
<br />
 Anyhow thank you for taking your time for reading, have a nice day<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>bad days</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:24:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Have you ever had one of those days? one of those days that everything goes as bad as it can be? <br />
Well yesterday was one of those days for me, in the night ..around 12am, there was a blackout<br />
in my house, so no electricity for me and I missed my chance to get a decent shower..anyhow I <br />
went to sleep, I luckily had my laptop charged so I used it as a light in the morning.<br />
<br />
So I get to the bus stop..and the bus that would have taken me on time didnt stop -.- so I had to<br />
wait for the next one. I get late to my job and after a while I get scolded because some presentation<br />
cards that didnt got the right color, and well I argue cause I have to defend my point anyways.<br />
<br />
A while after all that happened, I sms my friend which is mad at me, and she rejects me once again,<br />
well I managed to put together a non hysterical answer. Well I got sad, and I messed some other cards<br />
here and got scolded again, I wasnt paying attention to my job after that happened. <br />
<br />
So the weather had been cloudy and rainy and I had to make it to Interplaza, a shop center to meet a friend<br />
at 6:30pm...well she arrived 30 min late, I was about to go :S didnt felt ok..My friend name is Marcela, she is <br />
someone that I met in my japanese courses, she is a very special person XD I often tell her that no one <br />
deserves her..well is true!! she has her flaws,  but hey!! we all do. <br />
<br />
I spent a very cool afternoon with her, we played in the local arcade and after all we sat down for a while and <br />
talked, I need someone to talk about my feeling at my present situation. She has a very curious point of view,<br />
cause she doesnt missjudge before knowing all the facts, we both agreed that I had been wrong, and we both <br />
agreed that no one was at fault but at the same time everyone is. <br />
<br />
Have you ever heard that motto about "what you hate the most about one person is what you hate the most <br />
about yourself?" I do think that 90% of the times is true. <br />
<br />
I wonder if there is anything else that I can do, there is so little time left. But the time is something that my friend<br />
and I see in different perspectives, always have been like that.  I dont say I have the reason with me, but I do have <br />
the will, disponibility and open mind to listen and talk. No, I am not playing any role here, not making myself the <br />
victim or hero, nor anything. Just saying that I can talk, I can listen and that I dont need false courtesy or hipocresy.<br />
<br />
If roughness I deserve, so beat it. But I am certain that if I deserve it then I need that to be saying looking at my eyes,<br />
Cowardice, lazyness and apathy are flaws, that I dont have, but sere they are in the way in this case.<br />
<br />
Coming back to the topic of my bad day, I arrived to my house and when I was about to take my deserved shower,<br />
I checked the water heather (boiler) and was broken again -.-....and the the internet line began to fail again and fell<br />
at that point I was really angry and frustrated so I went to sleep to end with that day.<br />
<br />
I have a lot of thoughts on my mind always, ALWAYS. I am always thinking...yesterday Marcela told me that <br />
I was "grotis" >.> I sai WTF, she tried to explain and she said that I was like Juri Arisugawa from Utena, cool  <br />
and sad.. and I went like...hmm "thank you"?<br />
<br />
Well that is it for today, Have a very happy begining of year ... <br />
30 days until my BDAY wahoo!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:24:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>DA quiz o.o</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Nov 2006 20:37:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:<br />
1. tsuki<br />
2. angel<br />
3. wolfie<br />
<br />
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:<br />
1. tenshi<br />
2. reihi<br />
3. okami-chan<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:<br />
1. talk to mi cat<br />
2. See houses along my mom in internet<br />
3. eat cereal<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
1. my back<br />
2. my stare<br />
3. my hands<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
1. Can become depressed easily<br />
2. >_> my middel finger (it had and accident0<br />
3. maniac depresive<br />
<br />
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:<br />
1. spanish<br />
2. ...old mexicans?<br />
3. dunno <br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:<br />
1. ghosts<br />
2. bees<br />
3. being alone<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. jeans<br />
2. slips<br />
3. Underwear<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:<br />
1. PS2<br />
2. eat<br />
3. Sleep<br />
<br />
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:<br />
1. My ravnos pin<br />
2. My computer<br />
3. My food<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDSOR ARTISTS:<br />
1. what is ban sor?<br />
2. o.o<br />
3. o.o<br />
<br />
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:<br />
1. Being ok with everyone<br />
2. Hugs<br />
3. being woth best friend and GF<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:<br />
1. Nightmare<br />
2. Sumomo mo momo mo<br />
3. Death note opening<br />
<br />
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:<br />
1. Leaving the countrly<br />
2. Amend things<br />
3. Pass japanese exam of december<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:<br />
1. Not being clear about my feelings<br />
2. being obssesed<br />
3. Not having enough courage to defend myself<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (with others in general):<br />
1. Communication<br />
2. Honesty<br />
3. Being able to stay silent and still being confty<br />
<br />
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:<br />
1. love<br />
2. semi wisdom<br />
3. annoyance?<br />
<br />
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):<br />
1. Its difficult for me to love in the present day<br />
2. I still trust the person I last call best friend<br />
3. I am mad at Tamura<br />
<br />
THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:<br />
1. height<br />
2. beard<br />
3. Cool clothes<br />
<br />
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:<br />
1. i dont like opposite sex...same sex: Activity<br />
2. Honesty<br />
3. uniqueness<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:<br />
1. Be happy<br />
2. fly<br />
3. convince my mother the house is ever clean<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:<br />
1. Being happy<br />
2. innocense<br />
3. my dear aunt edith<br />
<br />
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:<br />
1. A drawing tablet<br />
2. A functional PS2..<br />
3. A surprise<br />
<br />
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:<br />
1. I met a person<br />
2. I chased my dreams<br />
3. life gave me (and still does) lost of hardships<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:<br />
1. Drawing<br />
2. Sleeping<br />
3. Playing video games<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. sleep<br />
2. not being streessed<br />
3. being with my GF<br />
<br />
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:<br />
1. master in 3d animation<br />
2. master in illustration<br />
3.  >_> economy?<br />
<br />
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:<br />
1. japan, okayama<br />
2. argentina<br />
3. ireland<br />
<br />
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:<br />
1. Rukia kuchiki<br />
2. Ami mizuno<br />
3. Enma Ai<br />
<br />
THREE BOYS NAMES:<br />
1. Alex<br />
2. Alexander<br />
3. Chris<br />
<br />
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:<br />
1. Alex<br />
2. Ayla<br />
3. Mirna<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:<br />
1. Be wise<br />
2. Be ok with everyone<br />
3. Save a person life<br />
<br />
-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-<br />
<br />
1. Honestly, what color is your bra (or undershorts if you're a boy)?<br />
white and beige<br />
<br />
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?<br />
Crazyness<br />
<br />
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?<br />
falling sleep<br />
<br />
4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?<br />
kinda<br />
<br />
5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?<br />
not really<br />
<br />
6. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?<br />
No.<br />
<br />
7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?<br />
Yes.<br />
<br />
8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?<br />
My friends and GF<br />
<br />
9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?<br />
Yes. <br />
<br />
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?<br />
Yes.<br />
<br />
11. Honestly, when is the last time you went to Taco Bell?<br />
like 5 years ago?<br />
<br />
12. Honestly, are you in denial?<br />
probably<br />
<br />
13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?<br />
facing my problems<br />
<br />
14. Honestly, do you... ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Thank you</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 12:32:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was just eating japanese food ina restaurantc lose to my workplace and I began to think<br />
Most of the time we people rant about what happens to us and how are we <br />
the victims of the end of the world, but we barely take actually time to thank the <br />
greates thing that happen all around us...<br />
<br />
I want to take time to thank ...I wonder how many "thanks" will come to my mind as I write this...<br />
<br />
Thanks to the person that had enough patiente to hold me so I learnt how to walk<br />
Thanks to the person that watched over me when I was afraid at night<br />
Thanks to the person that taught me that stealing is wrong<br />
Thanks to the person that taught me to be punctual<br />
Thanks to the person that showed me what love was <br />
Thanks to the person that kissed me for the first time<br />
Thanks to the person that called me pretty <br />
Thanks to the person that smiles at me even when she doesnt feel like doing so<br />
Thanks to the person that has the patiente to teach me new things<br />
Thanks to the person that no matter what wont leave me behind<br />
Thanks to the person that appreciated when I was naive<br />
Thanks to the person that taught me not to be naive<br />
Thanks to the person that showed me that the people can lie<br />
Thanks to the person that  showed me what true love was<br />
Thanks to the person that showed me that I could love again<br />
Thanks to the person that loves me now<br />
Thanks to the person that spent hours lpaying videogames with me<br />
Thanks to the person that  sacrificed everything for me<br />
Thanks to the person that hears my problems patiently<br />
Thanks to the person that advices me<br />
Thanks to the person that scans my draws cause my scanner is broken<br />
Thanks to the person that watches my deviant ( thank you guys)<br />
Thanks to the person that loves me although knowing who I am<br />
Thanks to the person that knows in their heart I love them<br />
Thanks to the person that trusts on me<br />
Thanks to the person that takes me to eat tacos and buy food<br />
Thanks to the person that buys me food once in a while o.o<br />
Thanks to the person that lends me money <br />
Thanks to the person that smiles at me every morning <br />
Thanks to the person that stays with me<br />
Thanks to the person that gives their humble opinion ...even if is not useful at all. <br />
Thanks to the person that was kind enough to come to my world<br />
Thanks to the person that became and stayed as my best friend.<br />
Thanks to the person that takes a moment to undertand me<br />
Thanks to the person that values good memories.<br />
Thanks to the person that understand that I was a manipulator<br />
Thanks to the person that understand that I am not manipulator anymore<br />
Thanks to the person that helps me out in FFXI<br />
Thanks to the person That actually makes me smile<br />
Thanks to the person that told me that I was doing a godo job<br />
Thanks to the person that actually took their time to read all this...<br />
<br />
Thanks guys! I love you  I am not  a liar ...oh yeah!!<br />
<br />
Thanks to the person that taught me not to be a liar<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Nightmare</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 12:20:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well has passed so much time since I liked a song, and had to be form Snow ^^ this is jigoku shoujo fukamori opening. enjoy!!<br />
<br />
Tell mw what time it is<br />
Come into my dreams and embrace me<br />
I can still remember my beloved hometown<br />
thanks to the photo album we made together<br />
<br />
But why I am alone now?<br />
I am so alone<br />
I knew inmediately that was only a dream<br />
I run towards the dry woods<br />
<br />
I need to kick something<br />
I am looking for a way out of this dream<br />
I need to leave quickly<br />
I know your voice, I heard it somewhere<br />
<br />
I can only move in time<br />
but that so called eternity is not infinite<br />
Tell me what time it is<br />
come into my dreams and embrace me<br />
<br />
Make my heart, which has stopped, start moving again<br />
please<br />
you are at my side<br />
but you arre probably seening a different dream<br />
I dont need the sun<br />
<br />
All I long now is your smile.<br />
<br />
and FYI this ONLY demosntrates that I like the song, and only that<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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                <title>Planetarium</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Feb 2006 13:32:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ [b]Evening approaches and the voices of night-smiling children fade <br />
I know that you are somewhere under this sky, far, far away <br />
At summers end, we snuck away together. <br />
We found this park <br />
I kind of remember that constellation <br />
<br />
Even if I dont meet you, I can search for memories <br />
Of the same sort of happiness. <br />
Both the smell and fireworks going bang <br />
<br />
I want to go to where you are <br />
I want to start running there soon <br />
I cant see anything in the inky darkness <br />
<br />
Even if Im scared Ill be okay <br />
The wisdom of this clear sky <br />
Is here now all the time. <br />
I didnt cry when I saw you in the past <br />
Because the sky was clear. <br />
<br />
Daily, from that road over there, I can only hear one sound. <br />
Maybe youll stare at your big shadow. <br />
It is not in the least expected to change. <br />
A sad feeling expands inside you. <br />
This is the youre not there kind of feeling. <br />
<br />
I really want to go and be next to you <br />
Even though I am really, really small <br />
I love you the most <br />
I can be strong <br />
I suddenly try to make a wish on a falling star <br />
Maybe Ill reach the point where I dont cry <br />
In a clear sky. <br />
<br />
Even if I'm not with you, I can search for memories <br />
Of the same sort of happiness. <br />
Like the smell, together with fireworks going bang <br />
<br />
I want to go to your place (The place that is with you) <br />
A small hand clenching yours, <br />
I want to cry; that is a beautiful sky. <br />
I suddenly try to make a wish on a falling star <br />
Under this sky, I dont think that I want to cry. [/b]<br />
<br />
amen to that songs that chase my life. ]]></description>
                <author>~ShinigamiRukia</author>
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