http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Shintei-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Shintei-chan en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Tue, 05 Jan 2010 17:33:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/29180499/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/29180499/ Fri, 25 Dec 2009 04:22:13 PST I open DA... I have over 200 journals in my message box... and literally 99% of them are titled "Merry Christmas"...
LOL!
Ok... so why should I skip that tradition...

Merry Christmas everyone...
Hopefully you have a good one too...

Me? Not much... but I won't whine today... it's Christmas...
So I'm gonna try my best to enjoy these few good things today... like amazingly good lunch... and sweets...

there... if I can stay positive for Christmas than EVERYONE can!!!!

Groups I'm in:
]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/29121069/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/29121069/ Wed, 23 Dec 2009 03:36:46 PST
Lately I have issues with falling asleep... I lie down in the bed, it's all warm and cousy... and I just can't fall asleep...
than I start to roll and roll... I just can't... than I start thinking about various stuff... and than I DEFINITELY can't fall asleep...
Lately I manage to fall asleep at 3-4 AM... and I go to bed at 11 m.. (usually)
And I have to wake up early in the morning for work...
it's annoying...
And when I try to sleep at day... same thing... I can't...

what am I to do?
This is clearly not healthy....

Groups I'm in:
]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28991102/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28991102/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 23:18:39 PST it's basically the same thing as clubs... but this is just official...
DA clubs were same as all other user accounts, made by random ppl who like certain subject...
Groups are the same thing, but DA officially made special accounts for groups... so they're not same as normal accounts...
Tho, Groups have the same purpose as clubs...
so anyway...
I joined group...
they have tutorials and stuff... and I hope they can be useful to my art and my progress...
I had no idea they exist on DA...
Talk about being too busy not to notice things lately...

So... Are you member of some groups?
Can you link me all groups you know of?
So I can expand my groups memberships?

P.S.
Life report:
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
it's super cold, I'm super busy, I'm slightly sick, mostly depressed...
I hate Christmas time... I hate winter holidays...

Groups I'm in:
]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28938284/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28938284/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 09:17:23 PST I can't believe it!!!
my dearest sister bought me a year subscription....
It was running out soon, I was thinking of tanking a commission where commissioner would buy me 1 yr. sub. instead of sending me actual money...
and she totally caught me unprepared!!!
Thank you sis dearest!!!
You'll get the bishiest bishi in return...!!!
Love you!





Other stuff...
I'm busy, busy and very busy...
it's cold, cold and very cold...
APPARENTLY everyone have 2 or even 3 weekd of holidays starting this friday...
if that promise come true (my bosses are rather bitchy when it comes to promises) I'll have a lot of free time to draw draw and draw more...
even to run away from the city for few days... maybe go up north where it's actually snowing...
YEY

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28816645/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28816645/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 23:03:52 PST I work like 25 hours a day... 8 days a week and 32 days a month... and have no time for anything...
And one might believe person working that much would be payed up well...
WELL I'M NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I pretty much get 50% of the money I make...
This stupid crisis totally screwed me up...
And if I try to do commissions to increase the poor income, I simply have no TIME to draw...
I've been working on one commission for over 3 weeks now... pathetic...
I'm sorry ~ChibiLuka it's taking this long...
it's very annoying...
only time I manage to go to DA and facebook is in the morning while I eat breakfast before work... and at late noon when I lunch/dinner... I multitask... if I'm not I'd have to clone myself to actually do everything...
I still fail to do everything tho...

Artwise... I'm happy I found old pix I did of retarded sailors... XD they made me laugh... and I'm happy you like them too...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28603866/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28603866/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 05:53:36 PST Some crap if you don't pass you can't work...
anyway... I'm all fine, except one lil thing...
my hearing...
I can't hear very low frequency sounds... and they were making a fuss about it...
than I asked them: "give me the sound examples of these frequencies in REAL life"... and they say... they don't exist in real life. ... and I said... "You're screwing me up cuz I can't hear nonexistent sounds? what am I supposed to be? a bat?"
and they agreed with me and I passed the exam... I never had problems not hearing something...
And humans aren't supposed to hear certain sounds anyway...
The whole thing about these exams is just STUPID!!!!
I mean... according to them, you can't work ANY job if you wear glasses/contacts... or if you have slight hearing problems... or if you have gray hairs... or if you broke a bone 20 years ago... even stupider... if you have a headache from time to time...
these rules are stupid...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28542363/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28542363/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 06:02:26 PST to watch a documentary on insects before going to sleep...
unpleasant dreams...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28451353/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28451353/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:49:40 PST because of it I ordered WRONG contact lenses... I ordered right eye sight... but I forgot to mention the EVIL ASTIGMATISM!!!!
So today I tried new lenses for the work and it was HORRIBLE.... I saw everything double... it was worse than without glasses/contacts...
So now... I have to do new eye exam... and buy new contacts... which is 50$ + 50$ = 100$ ... great... >.<
the eye clinic/shop don't accept my complaint since it was my fault...
But that's not the point of this journal entry...
While I was digging around my room to find the exam-result I found a lot of letters I received back in 2002-2006 from many online friends... back than we were so into snail mail...
and I've read them all again... such a great thing... I felt so nice...
There is nothing special written in these letters... some every day stuff and whines and jokes... little doodles and stuff... but it have soul...
Some of the letter owners are , , , , , and some that left DA ...
Also found few manga prints I bought from and ...
few print gifts...
It's nice... it's different than electronic contact... it's way slower... and more expensive... but it's really nice...
Also found bunch of postcards I bought back then... so I could send them to the ppl... but I never got to do it...
it's nice to find these hidden treasures... not lost, but misplaced... not forgotten , just slipped from my mind...
Those letters waited to be found and be read again...
So sentimental...




P.S.
The topic from my current poll will be explained in next journal... right now I found this topic to be more important to me

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28308200/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28308200/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 07:11:16 PST Yesterday my Xbox 360 got red ring of death... suddenly for no special reason...
And today when I was about to take it to the store I bought it at.. I opened the disc trey to see if any game is within... and red ring of death was no more...
Xbox plays normally now...
It doesn't make sense... box wasn't overheated since I wasn't playing it for days and days, at all...
So I called the store and they said that has happened before... red ring of death disappears just as it came... on it's own... and most ppl never had issues again...
So... I'm to play it normally until it happens again...
Oh well... I'm happy... it sure made my crappy day better....

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28290397/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28290397/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 11:05:17 PST
My Xbox 360 ... caught... RED RING OF DEATH!!!!!!!!!

I'm so depressed right now!!!!!
I bought it 6 months ago, never had ANY problems with it...
I dunno why I got it... I haven't played it in few days... and today I wanted to try new Magna Carta 2 game... and BOOM!!!
RED RING OF DEATH!!!!!!!
I called the shop where I bought it... I'll take my xbox there tomorrow... I still have warranty...
I researched a bit on the net about RRoD... and apparently it's fixable...
my RRoD have 3 lights on... which is the WORST kind of red lights of death...
And I NEVER overheated my xbox...
I'm so bummed down right now...
I dun feel like living at all...
Please, pray my xbox is fixable...
please

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28228482/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28228482/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:04:32 PST but before... finally to tell you a little story from last week...
Remember that kinky granny that was hitting on me a week ago?
Well... she did it again...
This time she didn't mention sex in direct way (but indirect)
But she did say she'll be leaving for her ranch for few days (YEY!!!) and when she returns she'll give me a SOMETHING I'VE NEVER TASTED BEFORE!!!!
I was like OMG!!! NOT AGAIN!!!!
Tho... she continued... and told me she'll give me a bottle of sherry... made of berries... I checked the dictionary...they say: blackberries / bramble / briar / mulberry (apparently that's all the same)
Anywho...
I was like... O_o
I dun drink sherry...
Somehow she pointed out she'd get me drunk and... OMG!!!!
She started to touch my chest and squeeze my arms, saying I'm so big and handsome...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!
Than she said she live with her son who's not at home... and that she have "something" to show me...
I was like ... ummm... but I have work to do... ummm... I can't just leave...
I was lucky my co-worker came and drove her off!!!!

I'm too polite... and I can't just tell her to fuck off and stop harassing me... I can't be rude to elders...
and it seems she don't take me saying no for real...

so ya...
peachy story...
hopefully she'll stay on her ranch for longer and not show again...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28152782/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28152782/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 22:52:15 PST This fucking weather is TOTALLY fucking me up!!!!!!!!!
it's NOT raining in the morning... than it start to rain at early afternoon... and it rains the rest of the day...
than in the morning it's NOT raining again... and it's like that for DAYS!!!
I hate rain.... I find it annoying to hell... but what's even MORE annoying that it DOESN'T rain in the morning!!!
And I have to go to the WORK!!! When it rains we can't work and we stay at home...
and I NEED to stay home now... I have things to do... but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... stupid rain is NOT falling now...
Once in your life when you need it... it stabs you in the back...
And now I must go to stupid work... and I can't call in sick or whatnot...
REEEEEEEEALLLLLLYYYYYY Annoying....
ARGH!!!!!!
I'm so pissed off right now...
And those stupid weather forecasters... they LIE to us ALL the time!!!!!
I mean... WTF???????????
They say it'll rain... than it doesn't.. they say it'll be sunny... than it rains...
I SOOOOOOOOOOO wish you can sue them... but you can't... I checked....
I want to sue God than... he's the one to blame for all this annoyance....
*want's to kill something*

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28125324/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28125324/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:23:52 PST today was.... CRAPPY...
I feel like a brainless plant....
Weather is so crappy...
it totally effects me...
crappy....

crappy....

C-R-A-P-P-Y-!-!-!-!

oh... also depressed....

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28038821/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28038821/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 00:01:19 PDT
edges became rigged as cabbage leaf...
Now I must buy new ones...
And wear glasses all the time too... which is not annoying or anything since I wear glasses way more often than contacts...
I wear contacts on work... and today I'm gonna be blind...
ok... my eye sight isn't really that bad XD ...
oh well...


P.S.
Still no encounter with horny grandma...
I have some luck after all...

P.P.S.
Torchlight is better with every minute I play it...

P.P.P.S.
OMG!!! COMMISSIONED ME!!!!
YEY!!! Someone like my art enough to actually commission me... *is proud*

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28012141/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28012141/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 13:26:00 PDT Just downloaded the BEST GAME in 2009... DEFINITELY!!!
Took me literally 10 minutes to DL...
Game is TORCHLIGHT !!!!!
It's a point and click action RPG ... it's a diablo clone that succeeds diablo on SO MANY LEVELS!!!!
Game was developed by creators of Diablo... (weirdly it's not a blizzard game)
Game has GORGEOUS graphics... and AMAZING gameplay!!!
it's simple yet so effective...
I'm totally hooked!!!
I'll ignore the existence of real life until I'm sick of this game!!!
You go try it...
It's for PC...
either download it or buy it for 20$ if you're a goody goody two-shoes ...
it's definitely a MUST PLAY!!!!!
Especially if you like diablo like games... even if you don't... this is too good game to be skipped...
So far it got only the best scores by players AND critics!!!
I'm playing as Alchemist (it's actually a mage class)


]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27991131/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27991131/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 07:59:48 PDT Some random grandma at work was HITTING on me...
she is like 60-70...
I'm afraid to go to work tomorrow...
she was kinky too...
she was offering me HER COOKIE!!!!!!!!!!


]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27937761/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27937761/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 09:18:53 PDT
>.<

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27838252/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27838252/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:09:17 PDT
]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27792702/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27792702/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 06:36:43 PDT WEEKEND!!!!
YEY!!!!!
I'LL DIE HAPPY!!!
WEEKEND!!!!!
Friday afternoon... work over... IT'S RESTING TIME NOW!!!!!
OMG!!!
WEEKEND!!!!
YEEEEEEEY!!!!

Ok... so... it's weekend time... what are your plans for this weekend????

Me?
I'll rest this evening... I have some design job to do for a friend... so I'll probably spend most of the evening by the comp...
Saturday... I'll sleep till noon... at least... than I have some b-day party I SO don't want to attend... but I promised I would...
And it'll be cold and windy... and possibly rainy...
Sunday... I'll sleep till noon again cuz I'll go to sleep at like 5 am...
And sunday is gonna be a storm of a century... rain, thunder, strong wind and very cold...
I'm SO not leaving the house!!!
That's my weekend plan!!!
To rest a lot... I had a pretty tough work week...

So? You?

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27754587/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27754587/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 22:47:05 PDT (physically, mentally and emotionally)

Right now... it's 7:38 AM and I'll go to work...I dun wanna go... I feel tired, exhausted, sleepy and listless...
It's very cold out too...
it was a hardest ting to do to get up from the warm and comfy bed...
So no wonder I feel... crappy, physically and mentally.... emotionally I'm ok... just missing someone...who I'll see today afternoon XD XD XD

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27695699/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27695699/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 21:08:15 PDT my whole body is full of bites... I have no idea how they got to some of those places... since I was fully dressed and there were no open access...
bites look almost similar to mosquito bites... but these are as twice as big and they itch way more...
Dun worry... we have no poisonous spiders here in the city (as much as I'm informed) and only maybe few in the wilds...
I'm OK, just itchy and full of red swollen dots...
I dread the Monday... since we left all our work clothes and tool on the building we are working currently...
Which makes no sense... why would there be so much spiders in one of the newest parts of the city? on the skyscrapers... up high on the roof...
...
weirdly, there are no pigeons and sparrows there... and city is usually swarmed by those...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27647548/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27647548/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 09:35:18 PDT last time this year...
weather ppl say it's getting really cold and rainy from tomorrow on... so I used a last sunny and hot day for a little swim...
it was kinda cold... tho sun was scorching...
YEY...

P.S.
I'm horny like crazy!!!
I'm so horny I might hump a tree...>.<

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27550885/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27550885/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 02:38:39 PDT ...
I have 2 gay friends... they're together for almost 2 years...
And their relationship makes less sense than Barbie being an astronaut and exploring the depths of space... no really...
And they have some issues... thanks to one of them... who by opinion of all who know them is not in love anymore and have 100 affairs around...
And right now I talked to the other one on MSN... and he was telling me some of their issues and stuff... and I actually told him my opinions and stuff like that... I was being harshly honest as usual...
And he just said he can't talk about it anymore, he needs fresh air, he need to think... and he logged out...
I REALLY think I've done something bad...
Damn it... I know you aren't supposed to get involved between 2 people... in ANY way...
Now I expect drama...
DAMN.. me and my big mouth... And they say you should always be honest... How stupid...
And they're not even THAT good of a friends so I should care about them to fix stuff...
I'm bound to hear about this in the future for few ppl...

Even if they brake up... and it is BOUND to happen sooner or later... I hate to be the messenger of doom...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27479798/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27479798/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 03:26:55 PDT
Human ears and nose never stop growing...
Especially with men...

That's why you see so much old ppl with elephant nose and elephant ears...

Scary...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27441987/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27441987/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 05:49:30 PDT
I feel crappy...
Listless...

I have an art block...

no drawing from me...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27106761/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27106761/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 01:43:27 PDT I've returned from the hospital to continue on the home treatment...
it still HURTS a lot... my nose is totally numb... stiff... swollen... and it's still occasionally bleeding and leaking some... bloody slime and stuff... not a nice sight...
Today I'm going to the hospital to check things out... and maybe even remove the stitches...
For those who don't know... I had a nasal polyps, sinuses and that bone in the nose was wrongly placed surgery...
During the surgery there were complications... I was bleeding way too much and they couldn't finish the surgery... they did 2/3 of the work... and had to quit...
So before next surgery I'll have to run some tests and treatments to fix my blood...
I don't know when the next surgery will be... bot hopefully not in the text few years...
I drew nothing in the hospital... I was in the agony most of the time...
Not feeling like drawing now either...
I just want my nose to stop hurting... >.<

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26917301/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26917301/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:02:49 PDT
I'm informing you I'll be leaving for the hospital tomorrow morning...
I'll be having surgery on Tuesday morning... and will be hospitalized for a week... hopefully not longer...
So I'll be away... not answering anything...
Wish me good luck and fast and painless recovery
I'll miss you all and think of you...
hopefully I'll manage to draw something at hospital... for I've taken my drawing notebook with me and drawing tools...
Also took 2 books with me...
Not much more to say...

For those who don't know... I'm having a nasal polyps surgery... along with sinuses and few other things inside nose I don't know English terms...

See you later on people!
Love you... bye

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26797478/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26797478/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 14:02:43 PDT and next Monday I'm entering hospital and having a surgery... so I'll be away for a while...
Hopefully I won't stay in the hospital more than 6-7 days...

I'm having a nose surgery... polyps in nose... sinuses and few things I don't know English terms for...
and no... it's not a cosmetic surgery... tho I could use one which would shrink my nose... it's big like a potato!!!!
So I hope you're all doing ok...
I'll be around during this week...
Artwise I'm kinda nowhere... tho I did drew a lot of cool and conceptually cool pix this month... it's still just a pencil on paper... but when I get enough time I'll color them...
hopefully I'll feel like coloring while recovering at home.
This recovery should be a good thing... I had a tough summer...working a lot...
so I'm planing to be away from work at least a whole month...
This summer is insanely hot....
And it's one of the things I fear... to be at the hospital with this heat on...
but of course our hospitals don't have air conditioners... this is croatia... we live 50 years in past and ppl are mostly stupid...
oh well...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26670625/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26670625/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 12:10:18 PDT Just because I took a walk through one park at evening...
now I'll be itchy and full of red bites for days and days...
I HATE mosquitoes ... miniature vampires

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26466797/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26466797/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 15:02:21 PDT Why am I so lazy?
I find my laziness one of my biggest flaws... but I just can't do anything about it...
It's not like I never tried... it's just stronger than me...
I hate when I feel all listless and bummed out ... and not feeling like doing anything... so I usually waste time by doing pretty much nothing...
I hate it... I could be doing something constructive... but I'm lazy... I wish to draw... have so many ideas and stuff... but just... can't force myself to do it... than I feel miserable over it... cuz even tho I DO want to do it... I'm to lazy to actually do it... Than I start to feel too miserable to actually draw...
same goes for my trainings... instead of going to bike riding and jogging and exercise I just mop around my room and waste oxygen and produce fat...
so lazy...
too lazy to move... I'm watching Daria...all 5 seasons and movies...
Daria always make me think and analyze people and myself... in bad and depressing ways tho...
How come scientists didn't discover some medics for laziness?

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26248633/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26248633/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 06:28:30 PDT And what it does, you ask?
Well... it makes headphones die... no really...
I have NO idea what is going on... in last year I changed over 20 headphones...
I also changed 3 MP3 players (recently I'm on MP4)...
I have NO idea why, but all my headphones die quickly... no matter if they're cheap or expensive ones...
Usually one headphone dies... and I can't listen to the music on one ear...
It's getting annoying....
It's not that I do stuff to them... I just listen to the music... quite often tho... but that shouldn't be the issue...
What am I to doooo??????
I don't want to spend all my money on stupid headphones!!!!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26018793/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26018793/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 02:38:01 PDT I'm quitting manga... No point in deluding myself I could ever finish it...
Reasons?
1- my drawing skills are not good enough for what I want it to be
2- No time for such thing
3- too much effort for few ppl to see
4- Real life is making me realize it's a childish dream
5- there are more... just can't remember them now...
I mean... who was I fooling...

tho... since I really love my story and my characters... I might turn from drawing to writing it... tho, not sure how that would work...

the manga in question is "Path of Destiny" ... you know... the fantasy based story I'm talking about for the past 12 years... >.<

I might STILL draw "Beyond Reflections" to the end... since it's bazillion times shorter...
But as things are now... there won't be any manga drawing at all...

I'm not quitting drawing... no way... I love to draw and my DA account will be active as always (sometimes more, sometimes less)
I'm really sorry I decided to quit "Path of Destiny"... it's been part of me for 12 years... it's like breaking up with your destined person...
Kinda makes me sad...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25921974/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25921974/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 14:05:25 PDT
I'm going on a business trip tomorrow EARLY morning...
And I'll be away for 3-4 days...
I DUN WANNA!!!!!
It'll be hard... a lot of work to do...

I wanna stay home...
I hate business trips... no comp, no rest, no friends, no love, no hobbies .........

I'll be seeing you in friday...
Bye...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25854423/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25854423/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 06:55:10 PDT Mom got back from the hospital and isolation... he is fine... no cancer cells has spread... she's just tired without hormones...
With her back home things calmed a lot...

I'm working every day... a lot... it's exhausting... sometimes annoying... but generally, it's good... I can finally afford luxuries... (like new photo camera, sunglasses, shaving machine and few more nick-knacks...(nothing expensive tho))

Bad thing is that dad lost his job... and we're screwed now... luckly I work now... tho... with mom away from the job... she'll get less money too...
screwed up again...

But I will survive... I always do...

Artwise... I'm dead... don't feel like drawing at all... tried few times lately... I failed miserably...
I'm just gonna rest from art for a little while... summers has never been my art time anyway...

Finally got Tales of Vesperia... I'm eager to play and see if it's as nearly as good as Tales of the Abyss...

Reading "The Magicians' Guild" by Trudi Canavan... great book... I LOVE it... can't stop reading it... it's a fantasy book... something like LORTR, Harry Potter and Discworld... but yet not like those... it's somewhat better... bought complete trilogy the other day... I'm so getting more books from her...

There you go... a short update so you know I'm alive and kicking...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25705391/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25705391/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 22:16:34 PDT
Never did features in my journal... so it's time to try now...

Rules:


1. Be one of the first 14 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to The List.


2. For each of those 14 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.


3. If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me the the first spot, completing The List this way with 15 people.


1. (She's very versatile artist... and the weird 'n bitchy friend of mine, Love her to tiny pieces)



2. (Good friend of mine with very cool original characters, finish that book sweety so I can read it already)



3. (She is also versatile artist... good collection of art)



4. Sweety, please link me to your other accounts... I have no time to read all your poetry and stuff... I couldn't find links on your site

5.

http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25518691/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 13:50:54 PDT I just HAD to share it with you

This kid's mom canceled his wow account... and this is his reaction...

[link]

Your opinions?

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25485520/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25485520/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:44:43 PDT It was BEYOND great!!!! I had a blast!!! a Time of my life!
Everything was great... Slovenia is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
Can't wait to go again!!!!
Even tho we didn't sleep much... and were going all over the place (literally) , I rested... mentally and emotionally...
But... when I came back home... I came back to the chaos, even worse than the one I've left...
It's literally like coming back to hell after a vacation in heaven...
Mom went to the hospital this morning... she'll be doing radiation treatment...
Grandma is making it ALL worse with her acting... she's crying for the past few days... dramatizing and overexaggerating EVERYTHING!!!! it's hard on it's own... and she's making it even more complicated...
With power of her psyche and emotions she actually made herself PHYSICALLY sick!!!!
And EVERYTHING is falling on MY back!!!!
I can't count on anyone!!!!
Dad will run away like always... drink and smoke till he feels satisfied... that damn junky...
Grandma will make things worse...
Brother don't interact with us much... he moved away long ago and tend to ignore us...
Mom will be helpless and can't do anything!
And I'LL be the one taking care of them ALL!!! Even the stupid dog... spoiled little bug!!!!
Needless to say I'll be working every day...
So, ya... if I'm not around DA or msn much... you know why...
I just don't know who's gonna take care of ME when I crack out and get sick of all this chaos????
I know it's hard for others too... I'm not making it all my problem... Mom is the one in the biggest screw-up... but since doctors are optimistic about it all... I'm not that concerned...
I just hope everything will be better soon... or I might end up in hospital as well!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25383754/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25383754/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 22:46:44 PDT I've been kinda DA absent... I did check messages and deviations pretty much every day... but didn't comment much ...
Been kinda busy...
Things in life kinda complicated...
Mom had a thyroid cancer... she had a surgery... and she's starting a radiation treatment next week...
She's doing ok for now...
We're optimistic...
Such a chaos just after dad's cancer...

Me? I've been working every day... busy with family and everything...
Not drawing at all... To that extent my drawing skills got worse... I need a lot more practice to get to what I was... but I simply have no time... not even playing my new Xbox 360 ...
I'm going on a trip today...3-4 days out of the country... with friends... it was too much of a good opportunity to miss it... even with all the chaos around...
I could use a little rest... I'm feeling exhausted... stretched out... used up... I need to recharge...
So see you people next week... have a nice weekend...
love you all... and miss you constantly

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24937430/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24937430/ Mon, 25 May 2009 07:15:39 PDT Mom had the thyroid surgery... there they removed the whole thyroid... now she's at the hospital... she'll be ok... it's a routine surgery... only she'll have to be on the medics for the rest of her life...
I miss my mom...
Home without her is a CHAOS!!!
She's keeping everything under her strings ... and now, without her... CHAOS!!!!
I knew she was the pillar of our household... but now I see she's all 4 pillars...
without her... well... chaos... >.<

I work every day and after work I cook lunch, eat lunch, walk the dog and go visit mom... at evening I manage to rest a bit... but usually go out or ride a bike... so I'm VERY tired... and busy.... so no art for now...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24662287/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24662287/ Sat, 09 May 2009 02:57:30 PDT
Do you leave ice cream to melt or half way melt, and than eat it like that?
Well... put it in the bowl you eat it from and warm it with hair dryer...
and in 30 seconds you get what you waited for 20 minutes normal way...

*did it just now*
I love to half way melt ice cream and steer it... and eat like that...
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24568067/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24568067/ Sun, 03 May 2009 14:34:55 PDT I've been playing devil may cry 4 on xbox... and one part of the game is sooooooo frustrating and STUPID!!!!!
After bazillion retries my blood pressure is like sky high...
I decided to rest and don't play games for few days...
I'll rather draw in my free time...

I hate when that happen... when some part of the game is either so hard or so STUPID that you keep failing for thousand times...
Makes me shake with anger....
Makes me wanna go to Japan and kick some CAPCOM ass!!!!

Such things made me stop playing few games in the past... no matter how good game is, things like that ruin everything!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
I'm so annoyed I won't be able to sleep now... and I have to wake up in the morning for work... >.<
Wish I could do sex now to relieve the stress...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24516407/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24516407/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 15:39:44 PDT
Have you ever wondered or wished... to get hurt somehow... to have an accident... not mortal one... or too serious one... not to hurt yourself, but something happens to you...
Just to see if loved ones would care for you?
They say true love and true friends show when you're hurt... when you need help...
Have you ever wondered... does your BF/GF... friends... or even family... love you enough to cry... to worry... to help you? to care about you?

I myself... I dunno... I never really wished to get hurt... I'm allergic to pain... but I did wonder few times... what if car hit me and I end up in hospital... would my loved one cry for me? be worried? visit me every day?
Or would it turn out our love is one sided?
I know my mom would hang at the hospital every day... so much she'd annoy me... but other than her?
I think I'd get only few visits...
I do believe however my loved one would show up every day... and worry... and even cry if it would be serious thing...
I know I would if it's other way around...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24408518/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24408518/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 10:14:04 PDT you ain't gonna believe...
XD
Mom bought some lipstick... something pinkish...
And she tried it on and said it makes her lips tingle and burn a bit...
So she said "you try"... I was like... "Yeah right" she said no-one will see... and you'll wash it ...
So ya... I tried... and it it started to tingle... like a toothpaste...
I washed it away... and few seconds later my lips started to BURN like crazy!!!!
And in minute or so my lips were red like blood and HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I looked like Angelia Jolie...
LOL!!!!!!
Mom and I laughed like crazy... even tho it was painful...
Now thing got back to normal... it still tingles a bit...
Evilness..
I dun get girls and their evil makeups!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24309642/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24309642/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 14:41:15 PDT I want to talk about something weird... I need help!!!

so... I have NO idea what is going on anymore...
I've received few complaints and critics that I'm TOO NICE and TOO FRIENDLY...
Personally I don't think it's possible to be TOO much nice or TOO much friendly...
What's the problem... well... apparently I'm making ppl fall in love with me cuz I'm funny, nice and friendly... apparently OVERLY...
Weird thing is, people DO fall for me... ppl like me... I have NO idea why... I never had high opinion of myself... but the fact is... right now I have like...*counts* ... 4 girls and 2 guys who have a crush on me... (as much as I know)
It's making life REALLY complicated...
I can't and don't want to accept and return their feelings... tho I don't want to hurt them either... (me being too nice)
I have no idea what to do... 5 moths ago I've rejected one girl and she made drama and chaos in my life... she didn't like the idea of me not liking her back... took me 2 months to recover from her chaos...
But I just don't see WHAT I DO to make ppl react that way!!!
It's not like I'm seducing them or anything... I'm just being me... talking, laughing, being silly... and sometimes depressed... but I avoid ppl when I'm depressed...
So certain ppl WARNED me to change the way I act or I'll get in even bigger trouble...
I dunno WHAT to change... or how...
To become more distant and bitchy? wouldn't ppl dislike me than? Not sure I can do that too... I can't pretend to be someone I'm not...
Those ppl keep calling me... texting me... mailing me...
They want to talk... walk... drink... eat... see me... have fun...
From my point of view that is all great... cuz I LOVE to socialize with PPL... but with no hidden agenda...
I can't and don't want to give them NOTHING more than friendship... and I've told them that... tho still... it changes nothing...
I have no idea what to do anymore... it's a "love potion syndrome"...
What to do with current ppl?
How to change to avoid it in the future?
HELP ME!!!! any ideas are fine!
I don't like hurting ppl...
This is all new to me... I never had ppl falling for me before...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24239030/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24239030/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 13:26:26 PDT hope you're all ok..
Happy easter with few days delay...

Going on a business trip for few days... I expect it to be exhausting and overly boring...
I'll take my notebook with me and hopefully I'll doodle something...
See you in few days!!!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24026232/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24026232/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:53:05 PDT Last journal was like so bright and shiny... optimistic and happy... Things were going toward such great things...
and of course... such happiness and greatness can't last long...
Yup... I'm back to my old crappy and depressed self...
Most of things I mentioned last time, that are going good... are going bad now...
I mean... of course they are... my happiness would throw the whole universe off balance...
So, yeah... it all sucks...
Situation with work is crappy... I have NO idea where I am now... and what to expect anymore... ok... there will be a lot of work in upcoming months... but my position is questionable... I'm literally nowhere...
Also... that xbox 360 I wanted to buy... I went to buy it... tho they don't have them anymore... they ordered more... but they're like 10 days late already... and they have no idea when it'll come...
it's ok... xbox thing isn't bumming me down that much... I expected complications... I'm used to it...
The work thing is bumming me down a lot...
also...
Something is wrong with me...
I kinda have issues in love relationship... but it's like I dun feel anything anymore... before I'd get upset , depressed, sad, angry, SOMETHING... but now... nothing...
I fear I might be loosing feeling of love...
I somehow don't even care if we don't see each other... which is REALLY weird.... cuz, usually I'm love obsessed...
I have NO idea what is going on... I'm numb...
Maybe I'm just growing up and finally see love in different way... not as obsession... but something more steady?
I'm confused...
I want to crawl under my bed and suck my thumb...
But I think I still DO have feelings of love... cuz otherwise it wouldn't worry me...
Besides... I'm in a relationship with the most gorgeous human being on the face of the planet...
( I still get horny and kinky tho XD )
Ah...
Doodling a lot lately... even tho I dun have much inspiration... just doodling characters and crap... nothing really worth mentioning...

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23881007/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23881007/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 11:10:10 PDT Everything kinda have great potential to go GREAT!!!

Work situation is looking up... Hopefully things will soon set to motion and I'll finally have a good steady job...
That also means financial situation should be better...
Also, dad is finally feeling good enough to start working again... hope nothing bad happens again...
All this time mom was the only one working in the family... it was very hard on her... especially now cuz this world crisis is effecting her and her salary...
If both dad and I start to work now , we might survive this global crisis... YEY...
And plus all that... I'll PROBABLY soon buy me an Xbox 360... YEY!!!
Hy health is doing pretty much ok... cept for allergies... hopefully in few months I'm gonna have a surgery (nasal polyps) ... and that should make my health even better...
YEY!!!
Also getting art inspired... but mostly for my manga... so I might continue to work on it... (unless I get addicted to some x360 game and forget all about world (again ))
Love life is going GREAT!!!! I'm so much in love... YEY!!!
Also... friends situation is looking up...
Got bunch of new friends... and we're organizing an ABBA party soon... with only abba songs, videos on the wall... and most likely abba karaoke...
Plus food and drinks... We'll dance till we die of exhaustion... at least I WILL!!!
YEY!!!
I'm happy!!!! (which is RARE!!!!) (my older watchers know... )

P.S.
I'm on a diet... eating less and skipping dinners... it's hard but feeling better...
Didn't go to the gym lately... ever since I fell 3 weeks age from 4 meters height and almost broke few ribs I can't do much painless exercise... but that's also getting better...

YEY FOR BETTER!!!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23831081/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23831081/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 12:15:05 PDT It doesn't mean much to me...
Just ignored it...
It was just like every ordinary day...
Made a chocolate cake...
They ate it... I barely got 2 pieces...
Ah...
Got no presents...
Got nothing.,...
Dun care...
I'm NOT depressed....
Just unimpressed...

Guess how old I am!!!!!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23790048/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23790048/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 00:33:28 PDT I asked myself... "Why does diarrhea cause a burning sensation after it comes out?"
Bod Bless the Google...

I found a very satisfying answer...
so here... in case you are interested as well...

"Well, you asked for it. As food makes its way through the GI tract, the body secretes various enzymes and acids that help to break down the food into smaller and smaller bits so that the food can be absorbed in the intestines. By the time that the food gets to the small intestines, it is a soupy fluid that is chock full of enzymes. As the food travels through the intestinal tract, many things happen...the fluid and food particles are absorbed, the enzymes start to degrade, and what is left starts to firm up and form what we in the health care field call poop. Most of this process occurs in the large intestine and it usually takes between 12 and 24 hours for that Big Mac to complete the whole process of digestion from start to finish. When a person has diarrhea, the motility of the intestines is increased, meaning that the contents of the intestine are moved more quickly through the intestines. This means that the liquid poop in the small intestine with all the enzymes that are meant to digest the food that has been eaten is passed through the intestines and out the rectum before the enzymes have had a chance to degrade. This is why diarrhea is liquid and the burning sensation is a result of the active enzymes acting on the sensitive tissue of the anus. Thereyago."

P.S.
Don't feel like sharing anything smart right now XD

Info source [link]

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23773062/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23773062/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 23:39:57 PDT What is wrong with this DA lately?
Ok... I got infested by that PHISHING virus thingie spamming all over the place...
I changed my password... TWICE...
and I was ok for a while... and now AGAIN???????
AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH... *bites chair*
What to do?

I'm seriously considering making a new account... and start all over again...
Not only cuz of the virus thing... but also... I have like 1500+ watchers... and not more than 300 are active... so I wish to get rid of those unactive...


BUT... I have a subscription here... for a long while... so I don't want it to go to waste... considering it was a gift...
Also to get where I am now... (with PWs and such) it would take me years and years....

what do you think?

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23560516/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23560516/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 16:44:10 PST Kinda had no inspiration for journals and art in general...
So... what I've been up to...?
A lot and almost nothing...

It's weird how you don't get danger seriously until it happens to you...
Today on work I slipped when going down the fire stairs on the roof of the building...
I fell from about 4 meters height... During fall I slammed into the metal pipe with my ribs... my left knee and my right shin...
Hit in the ribs left me without air for more than half minute...
It took me around 4-5 minutes to recover from the fall...
I don't think I broke anything... tho ribs hurt a lot...
I can't laugh,sneeze or cough... can't carry stuff... make fast body movements...
If the pain continues I'll have to go to the doc...

I never really considered my job dangerous... even tho it is... It includes high places... roofs of the buildings and skyscrapers... walking on the edge... literally... tho I like that... I LOVE heights...
Oh well...
If one day I just disappear from DA... I probably just fell and died...

Haven't been drawing in a while... tho lately I got obsessed with new OC...
I don't CG... just pencil draw him...
This guy... is a new level of sexiness of my male drawing...
Can't wait to get my butt up and force myself to actually color him...
it's weird how I always get obsessed with NON "main character" characters of mine... tho he is kinda main character... just not MAIN MAIN!!!

Hopefully work will get better in upcoming months... so I might get me one of those X Boxes 360... (get it on at least 12 months credit)
I prefer PS3... but X360 have pirates... and I can DL a game on the net and just burn on the DL dvd... it's like 3$ per dvd... and originals are like 120 $$ per game... (for pc, x360, ps3, psp and wii)
Thanks, but no thanks...

I guess I can say things don't go too bad in my life for now... with little screw ups now and than... But I don't complain much...
Health is doing pretty much OK... ok... with constant allergies and today's accident ... but I'm alive...
Love life is doing great... kinda not as intense as I'd wish it to be... but it's serious and good quality...
Family is annoying as usual... Dad is getting one thing after another... first cancer and surgery... than leg surgery... and now something with spine... it just chains up...
Financials are as screwed up as they can be...if it goes on like this I can kiss my x360 good bye... as well as new glasses and some other stuff...
My B-day is soon... way too soon... March 22nd...
I had a wish... tho it can't come true... as realistic as it can be... lack of money killed my dream...
I think I'll try to forget my B-day as I usually do... as everyone usually does...
Oh well... I'm the first one to say... life sucks...

Love you all

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23165969/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23165969/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:21:54 PST I got an e-mail... apparently from deviant ART staff... saying:

"Dear =Shintei-chan,

Your deviantART account has been locked because it was compromised in a
recent phishing attack. To resume access to your account, use the "lost
password" function at the deviantART web site, to create a new
passsword.

deviant ART Staff"

I was like "say what?"

I did nothing... I came to DA and it works normally to me...
So I assume it's yet another one of those spam password thingies?
Right?
Those are annoying... Don't know what ppl get from doing that...

Question...
Do I get pageviews from those virus spam thingie that keeps popping up on my front page?

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23070373/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23070373/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:59:07 PST and nasal polyps cause many screwed up things...
one of those things is loss of sense of smell...
yeah... I don't have a sense of smell anymore... everything smells the same to me... or should I say not smell...
ok ok... I CAN smell those very strong high concentrates smells... like garbage or cigarette smoke...
anyhow... I got new medics for polyps and allergies... and amazingly... they're working...
Last few days I got my sense of smell back...
and than I noticed...
WORLD FUCKING STINK!!!!!!!!!!
It's amazing how everything stink!!!
My dog stink... my dad is a heavy smoker... now I can sense him when he walk near my room... behind closed doors...
air stink... ppl stink...dirty laundry stink >.<
If it wasn't for those few things that actually smell nice, I'd so wish to lose sense of smell again...
We really live in smelly smelly world...
it's literal and official... "LIFE STINKS"

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22986744/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22986744/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 15:38:35 PST I'm pissed off to the boot!!!!!!!!!
Give me back my toothbrush!!!!!


]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22873662/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22873662/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:25:29 PST I've took all the steps and screen shots... and now I'm putting them together and writing descriptions and tips...
I hate doing tutorials... they're so hard to do...
What I won't do for you ppl...

I also did a little pic that came out as a side product of the tutorial... (newest deviation)
Also have this one pic I found just recently... unfinished CG... so I might finish it soon...
It seems I'm getting back in art world...
It makes me happy!
Yey for art!!!

Been at the doc yesterday... about my allergy and stuff... I have nasal polyps... and huge case at that matter... doc said surgery ASAP!!!
I also have to do the CT of the sinuses... to see if there is something to fix there when they're opening my face... to kill 2 birds with one stone...
Tho it won't happen till late spring... so no worries yet...
I've got some medics and spray I must use constantly...
Oh well... Doc also said that after the surgery I'll be like a new born man... since I have so many issues with nose, polyps and allergies...
Bad thing is those polyps WILL return... but if I do the after treatments seriously it can take many years before they appear again...

Still not working... weather is so fucking pissing me off!!!
Ok... so it was raining for almost 3 months...
and now it's blowing very strong and cold northern wind... and it's so freaking cold outside!!!
I refuse to go out unless I REALLY need to...

Hmmm... what else, what else....
Oh ya... I've set my mind on buying X360 sometimes in the near future...
It won over PS3... PS# is better in my opinion... but X360 is way cheaper... and it have more games... besides... 90% of the games come out on BOTH consoles... and those 10% I can trade with a friend who have PS3... so I'll be able to play FF13 VS when it FINALLY comes out... (about a year from now...)

Which reminds me... Let's bitch a bit... ok?
I HATE how gaming companies announce games like 2-3 years before they'll come out... and poor us have to drool and suffer waiting for years for games to hit stores!!! and they dare to give us those delicious screen shots and teasers...
SCREW YOU SQUARE ENIX!!!!!
Give us that FUCKING FF13 series already!!!!
WE WANT TO PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22796591/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22796591/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 06:20:50 PST How is life?
Mine is... oh well... rather... uneventful....
not working much... not going out much... weather is so screwed up... rain, rain and more rain...
Not drawing... I just don't feel like it... and when I tried the other day... I couldn't draw the basics... it seems my hands don't listen to my imagination...
oh well...

I'm playing ff10 again... been 6 years since I played it last time... forgot how great game is...

Finally got new DA... I like it... I love the editing part...
I have to think of something to put in journal header... make a new pic for it...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm... decisions, decisions, decisions....

You have some ideas?
What should I draw for a header?
help?

]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22408762/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22408762/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 06:42:32 PST
Let's make a fast run through the year...

---Winter---
It was so-so... rather calm and monotone... school, work, friends and love... all ok... health sucked... + gaining weight...
And it was rather artsy...

---Spring---
Sucked...to the bones...
Had some issues with best friend...
Health sucked... + gaining weight...
School was dragging too slow...
wasn't working...
Love life... was left after 5 years of relationship... I was a wreck...
Very depressing period... depressing art...

---Summer---
The beginning of changes in my life...
Was working a lot...
Found new love... new friends...
Started a diet and started to exercise... I've lost 20-25 kilos (40-50 pounds)
At the end of summer found a new job also...
New problems as well...
At this point my life is totally different than it was...
Health is also stabilizing...
Almost no art at all... no CGs... No more time for art and games and anime and such...

---Fall---
Changes continue to happen...
It was a good fall whatsoever...
Despite some issues love life is blooming...
Looking for a job while working...
Meeting new ppl... gaining new friends...
Joined a gym...
Losing more weight...
Life is somewhat good...
No art at all...

---Winter---
Started to suck...
Weather was ruining everything... from love life, to work... to health... to mood...
Holidays pretty much sucked... Christmas was a disaster... but than again it always is...
Cuz of the sucky weather... gained more free time... tho still not drawing... I started to play games to escape sucky reality... it's working so far...
Got sick... was on antibiotics...
Started to gain weight again... I'm on diet again...strict one as well...
Back to gym again too...
Dad got cancer and had surgery... way too depressing...

---new year celebration---
Rented a house in some middle of nowhere... little group of friends and loved ones...
The town was literally a ghost town... in 4 days we were there we saw literally 5 ppl... and at least 300 cats...
it was rather c... ]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22244627/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22244627/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 14:43:23 PST It sucked... completely...
I'll do everything in my power to forget the existence of Christmas 2008... same as all previous Christmases...

Now... we're preparing things for new year celeb...
few of us rented a house for 3 nights in some middle of nowhere outside some little town which is also in middle of nowhere...
It should be fun...
Now we're collecting stuff we'll get our self amused with...
So... board games... music... food and drinks... KARAOKE....
And things got complicated with karaoke... all the programs are kinda confusing...
And I can clearly say I suck at it... XD
Tho... as much as it seems it'll be fun and all... it also have a potential to be the biggest disaster ever...
We'll see in few days...
What are you planning for new year celeb?

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............. Merry Christmas everyone ...............
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]]> =Shintei-chan http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21971986/ http://Shintei-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21971986/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 22:32:44 PST And I think I just entered another depression period...
I'm sad, screwed up... angry... disappointed... wanna cry... wanna scream... wanna kill ppl...
Ok...
I survived the fact dad have a cancer... and he got better... and got another chance... and he's blowing it up by smoking again... and probably drinking in secret too...
I'm living through the fact I have no real job and I'm broke... whole family is...
I'm somehow surviving the fact I just can't find a job... that ppl turn me down... and thanks to the world crisis I might not even find a job at all...
I'm surviving the fact so many things in life went bad...

how I survived?
cuz I had a strong pillar to support me...
love...

and now... that pillar has started to crumble... slowly...
There is nothing left to keep me sane... or out of depression... to keep me going...
I'm officially emotion and brain dead...
I just feel like doing nothing... Just lie there... fake death... maybe listening to the loud fast music... and not hearing it...

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