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Oh and yeah, for those who don't know, I got some Facebook account under the name of "John Wesler", the one with the wolf with Kamina glasses profile picture. Add me if you want to XD (though most people who'll read this journal most likely already have added me, duh).

-Shishi

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/28283539/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/28283539/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 01:42:54 PST Call me Phil, lol

◆If possible, your age?
17

◆When did you start drawing?
When I was three or something, I guess my mom still has this sketchbook in which I drew lots of KINGS with CROWNS.

◆Which hand do you use for drawing?
Right

◆Which is easier to draw - male or female?
Males, especially the faces. I tend to make them all edgy, lol

◆Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Long hair since the shading is way easier.

◆Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Usually it's easier to make them face to the left, but I'm working on right as well.

◆Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Side view, definitely. No problems regarding aligning the eyes and all that jazz..

◆What do you have problems in drawing?
Everything XD at least I have problems in making things look realistic.

◆What do you like to draw?
Heads/portraits. Lots of heads. And eyes, haha

◆Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Traditional if I want to keep it B/W, if it's gonna be colored which is rather rare, I go digital.

◆Where do you start drawing from?
It's always the head.

◆What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
Long noses? Sinister looking faces?

◆Any tips for coloring/shading?
Be careful with very dark tones? Lol

◆How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
Varies a lot. Sometimes 10 minutes, sometimes 8 hours when I do really neat lineart, but I scarcely do that anymore anyways.

◆What music do you listen to while you draw?
Anything, mostly something that fits the theme of the picture.

◆How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Sometimes forever, most of the things I draw are studies anyways.

◆Your favorite drawing utensils?
Hard pencils... my tablet.

◆Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
Dark green, red, black.

◆Your favorite style(s)?
(Photo-)Realism, though it'll take forever to reach that level xD

◆What kind of artist are you aiming for?
*shrug*

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/27244647/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/27244647/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 12:28:40 PDT
Okay, so if anybody reads this and wondered what I've been doing all the time..
I've been in school again for almost a month now, I'll be done in two years. This year already counts for my graduation grades, so I'm trying to get the best grades possible.. which certainly isn't easy seeing that Politics and Economics is so boring that you yawn whenever you take a look at the book. Also, our first exams are in the next three weeks.. I've got something that is like Honor Classes or AP courses, no idea which term describes it the best; it just means that my focus is on German and English and that the grades somewhat count double the amount they normally would. Also, we're doing rowing in PE (our town's canal is just perfect for rowing) which is a nice change, since we normally did atrocious team games in our gym and only half of the class showed up regularly.
Enough of my school life now. I've recently tried to use photo references for drawing which showed a huge effect for some reasons, so I was quite amazed.. I should keep doing that, so this dA account doesn't appear as neglected as it does at the moment.
Uh yeah, also, I think I'll start doing sports again because I somehow feel unfulfilled when I'm sitting around doing nothing productive. I was forced to take a break due to lack of sport shoes (my old ones tended to increase the possibility of blisters by 81281212121% after ~5 kilometers, so I had to buy new ones) and a recent cold which is nearly over, though.
Last thing that happened was that I actively sought for some old MSN chat logs.. and I found them. It's the old stuff from June 06', when it all began..

Enky, OH! So: you're a male?
Shishi: Wtf yes
Shishi: What did you think? xD
Enky, OH! So: ... whopps?
Enky, OH! So: lol

.. I know, right?

Have a nice time,
cheers

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/24560075/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/24560075/ Sun, 03 May 2009 05:49:09 PDT , it's her bday today.

Speaking of that, mine is also coming up: May 12th~

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/22401373/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/22401373/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 18:44:14 PST
Ignorier das hier einfach, ich wurd dazu gezwungen.. xD

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FILL IT OUT IN A COMMENT IF YOU WANT

1. Who are you?


2. Are we friends?


3. When and how did we meet?


4. How have I affected you?


5. What do you think of me?


6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?


7. How long do you think we will be friends?


8. Do you love me?


9. Do you have a crush on me?


10. Would you kiss me?


11. Would you hug me?


12. Physically, what stands out?


13. Emotionally, what stands out?


14. Do you wish I was cooler?


15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?


16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.


17. Am I loveable?


18. How long have you known me?


19. Describe me in one word.


20. What was your first impression?


21. Do you still think that way about me now?


22. What do you think my weakness is?


23. Do you think I'll get married?


24. What makes me happy?


25. What makes me sad?


26. What reminds you of me?


27. If you could give me anything what would it be?


28. How well do you know me?


29. When's the last time you saw me?


30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


31. Do you think I could kill someone?


32. Have we ever had sex?


33. Do you miss me?


34. Do you think i miss you?


33. Are you going to put this on your deviantART and see what I say about you

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/22311139/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/22311139/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:36:11 PST Hope everything's gonna change for the best for all my friends on here!

-Shishi

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/22181844/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/22181844/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 05:16:00 PST
I'll be gone for the next two days, I'm visiting relatives and staying over night.

Bye~

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/21480077/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/21480077/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 05:14:51 PST

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie.


Opening Credits:
Muse - Supermassive Black Hole

Birth:
Gackt - Lust for Blood (ö_ö

First day at school:.
Victims of Science - The Device has been modified (Portal remix) (XD; Hello, and we're now ready to begin the test.. proper)

Falling in Love:
Dead or Alive - Spin me round (like a record) (PFFFF)

Fight Song:
Muse - Sunburn (I'm a calm fighter? 8D)

Breaking Up:
Moby - Extreme Ways (The Bourne Ultimatum) (kinda... fits)

Prom:
A Perfect Circle - Weak and Powerless (not a good start for the life after school xD

Life:
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Can't stop (CAN'T STOOOP)

Mental Breakdown:
KoRn - Word Up (doesn't fit at all.)

Driving:
Eminem - Lose Yourself (8 Mile Soundtrack) (Hm, why not?)

Flashback:
Nightwish - The Kinslayer (More drama please.)

Wedding:
Tool - The Pot (I'm no druggie, lul)

Birth of Child:
MC Hammer - You can't touch this (gonna be an awesome child.)

Final Battle:
Electric Six - Danger (High Voltage) (LOOOOOOOL. If you don't know the song, watch the video on Youtube. HAHA.)

Death Scene:
Hilltop Hoods - The Hard Road Restrung (awesome song. The intro really fits a honorable death. XD)

Funeral:
Hilltop - Stopping all stations Restrung (FITTING AGAIN.. sad song. But awesome.)

Ending Credits:
Porcupine Tree - Fear of a blank planet (aaaaah help. Awesome song again.)


Conclusion: Lots of the songs actually did fit. XD

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/20630590/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/20630590/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 05:48:00 PDT [link]

You know you want that program.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/19496198/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/19496198/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 08:13:42 PDT
]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18995586/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18995586/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 06:23:05 PDT I'm going to Ireland, from 3rd July - 20th July. So I obviously won't be here.. see ya then XD

Alright, seeing that it's almost the beginning of my summer vacation, I realized that it has been two years since I met all the people from the USA and England on Snowkaki. I know I already did something like what I'm about to write, but still, it's been one year since then and things have changed. In addition, I don't know how much time there's left for talking to you all, since many people graduated this year and whatnot.

(then again, the order doesn't mean anything.)

1.

It's a sad thing that your internet is that bad and that you're so busy all the time, but I still like talking to you. Although you may think that you've lost your abilities to draw, I don't think so at all, and I really hope you'll start again sometime. But for now, good luck in college next year. :3

2.

I have to say one thing especially: I really appreciate that you're like, not as miserable as you used to be. Don't ask, I still think you're a likeable person XD. Also, even though I can't be there all the time, gaming with you always was and is fun - I hope you passed your exams and you that website block will be lifted soon.

3.

Although we don't talk that much, it's still aaawesome when you get on once in a millenium. XD
Anyways, now that you're done with school and got that job, I understand that you might even have less time now n_n However, good luck with your life if we lose touch or something~

4.

fff I have to admit that you're damn amazing, it's not just about the art, really. I guess I've had good luck meeting someone like you. It may sound weird, but your pictures kinda motivate me to draw and stuff. If you ever stop drawing, I'll bite your head off.

5.

Aww, it's a shame that you aren't online as you used to, but I don't wanna force you to do anything. :3
Happy graduation by the way, I suppose you did a great job regarding these 15 pics you had to finish.

6.

I know we don't talk much, but I just want to say that your drawings are insanely amazing for your age (I just saw your tryout pic on that advanced oekaki, oh my goood. It looks like you ), don't you ever stop that XD

7.

Last but not least, Snowdragon. I know she's changed enormously since Summer 06', but still, I owe her one. Without her oekaki, things would be truely different today. As much of an ego idiot you may have become, I can't help it but THANK YOU very much.


That's it. I hope I didn't forget anyone from back then. By the way, if we ever lose contact, I'd still like to thank you all, you've made my life more worthwile. I'd love to know that you all will be living great lifes, with or without the others and me. :3

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18677773/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18677773/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:01:02 PDT
Stolen from

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHIEST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. (IDK)
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm... ]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18315417/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18315417/ Wed, 14 May 2008 04:37:15 PDT
..and really no one remembered my birthday. I think nobody will disagree with me when I say that it's quite fair to be disappointed.

At least camping was quite fun (despite the mosquitos) and I got some stuff.. mostly books, but also the great video editing software Sony Vegas Platinum 8.0. Oh yeah, I also got a new set of pencils.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18069107/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/18069107/ Fri, 09 May 2008 03:50:42 PDT
On a side note, my birthday, May 12th, is coming up~

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/17790163/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/17790163/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:31:14 PDT
1) Name: Philipp

2) Male/Female: Male

3) Were you named after anyone?: No.

4) Does your name mean anything?: Yes, it's Greek for "friend of the horses"

5) Nick Name(s): Phil, Shishi, Shikai

6) What do you think you look like name wise: o_o

7) Date of Birth: May 12th, 1992

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: West Germany

9) Nationality: White

10) Astrology Sign: Taurus

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Water monkey

12) Religion: Christian (Roman Catholic)

13) What’s your favorite smell?: No clue..

14) Political Position?: -

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Orange juice.

16) Hair + Eye colour: Dark blonde/light brown hair, blue eyes

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: No.

18) What do you look like?: Height is like 5'11'', loong hair

19) Any unusual talents?: No.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right-handed, although my mum says that I'm kinda ambidextrous..

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight

22) What do you do for a living?: -

23) What do you do for fun?: Drawing, video games, making game movies, translating song lyrics n_n

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Pencils, biros.. I hate anything else x_x

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: I got everything I want.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: None, and never had one

28) Crush: -

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: None.

30) Current worries?: My history mark (I hate getting Cs)

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl: Hmmm.. would be mean to name only one.

32) Favorite place to be?: At home~

33) Least favorite place to be?: Gyms

34) Do you burn or tan?: Tan, and it lasts for a long time..

35) Ever break a bone?: No.

36) What is your favorite cereal?: I hate cereals.

37) Person you cry with: None.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: No.

39) Any brothers: No.

40) Any pets: No.

41) An Illness: None.

42) A Pager: No.

43) A Personal phone line: No.

44) A Cell phone: No.

45) A visible birthmark: Not really

46) A Pool or hot tub: No.

47) A Car: No.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Weird, calculating and sometimes friendly

49) Driving: I'm not allowed to drive yet.

50) Your clothing style: Black jacket, black pullover, black jeans.. mostly

51) Room: Since I get told to clean it up sometimes, so it's not that bad.. one part of the wallpapers is orange and my curtains are also orange/black/white.

52) What’s missing: Nothing really, maybe a keyboard

53) School: Pretty good, although I'm almost always unsatisfied with my marks

54) Bed: Others say it's pretty hard, but I don't mind n_n

55) Relationship with your parent(s): I live with my parents and we get along well, they're really cool. I could also talk about kinda everything if I wanted to.

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: Yes.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: No.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes, hopefully

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: When I'm so good at drawing that the time I put into a picture is the only thing that counts anymore, I'll have reached my dream.

60) Get Along with your parents: Sure.

61) Save your e-mail conversations: No.

62) Pray: Only for friends

63) Believe in reincarnation: No.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Yes.

65) Like to talk on the phone: No, headsets are better

66) Like to eat?: Kind of

67) Like to exercise?: Hm. Jogging? lol

68) Like to watch sports?: No.

69) Sing in the car?: No. Only when Patrice's "Soul Storm" is on the radio.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: None, my dreams don't repeat themselves

71) Dream in color?: I can't tell

72) Do you have nightmares?: Hardly, they're pretty weird though

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: No.

What Is

74) Right next to you: My graphics tablet

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: I don't have a favourite coffe cup.

76) On your mouse pad: Nothing, if I had one, it would be my mouse

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: Lemon

78) Favorite deodorant?: o_o

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: -

80) Your dream husband/wife: -

81) Hiding in your closet?: Nothing ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/17475788/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/17475788/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 13:43:51 PDT

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As promised, scary pic for you n__n

ajsjsa

I look like a girl.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/17312640/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/17312640/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 08:03:03 PDT
I'll be skiing in Italy with my uncle next week, so I won't be online. But I'll most likely take some photos und PERHAPS will make the promise of uploading some of them true. (*has forgotten about the Italy pics from Summer vacation)

See ya all in two weeks then! <3

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16978929/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16978929/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 13:26:29 PST ~

Music GAME:

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly. Yes the artist too.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own.

Here we GO:

1. Forfeit the game before somebody else takes you out of the frame, and puts your name to shame | Cover up your face, you can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last Points of Authority by Linkin Park (guessed by Enky)

2. This is my december, this is my time of the year (duh.) My December by Linkin Park (guessed by Enky)

3. Link it to the world, link it to yourself, stretch it like a birth squeeze | The love for what you hide, the bitterness inside, is growing like the new born New Born by Muse (guessed by Enky)

4. Give me strength to face the truth, the doubt within my soul | No longer I can justify the bloodshed in his name The truth beneath the rose - Within Temptation

5. Come to decide that the things that I tried | Were in my life just to get high on Snow (Hey Ho) by Red Hot Chili Peppers

6. For whom the gun tolls | for whom the prey weeps | bow before a war | call it religion | Some wounds never heal | Some tears never will dry The Kinslayer by Nightwish

7. Birds and butterflies, rivers and mountains she creates | But you'll never know the next move she'll make ( I know whou could know this~ :3) Mother Earth - Within Temptation

8. I've been dreaming for so long, to find a meaning, to understand | The secret of life, why am I here to try again Jillian by Within Temptation

9. Can't stop addicted to the shin dig | Cop top he says I'm gonna win big |Choose not a life of imitation | Distant cousin to the reservation Can't stop by RHCP (guessed by ZyuruChan)

10. I close both locks below the window | I close both blinds and turn away | Sometimes solutions aren't so simple | Sometimes goodbye's the only way Shadow of the day by Linkin Park

11. Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up |
Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave (EASY.) Candy Mountain Candy Cave song (guessed by ZyuruChan)

12. Cultivate your hunger before you idealize, motivate your anger to make them all realize | Climbing the mountain, never coming down, break into the contents, never falling down. (lol~) Wind by Akeboshi (guessed by Enky)

13. Can you feel their haunting presence, can you feel their haunting presence? Liar, killer, demon, back to the river Aras | Someone's blank stare deemed it warfare Holy Mountain by System of a Down

14. Kono ryoute ni kakaete iru mono toki no shizuku
Sotto nigirishimete wasureta kioku nakushita kotoba

Hitotsu hitotsu omoidaseba subete wakatte ita ki ga shite ita no ni
Iroaseta kotoba wa boku no sugu soba ni oite atta (awesome, really XD) Nakushita Kotoba by No Regret Life

15. Dah pretty ladies around the world
Got a weird thing to show you,
So tell all the boys and girls.
Tell your brother, your sister
And mama too, cause they’re
About to go down
And you’ll know just what to do. Word up by KoRn/Cameo (guessed by ZyuruChan)

GOOD LUCK~


EDIT: Added the titles, if anyone wondered.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16654201/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16654201/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 05:44:50 PST .

1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts
4. In the end tag and name 8 people
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged

1. I'm like 5'11" tall ._.

2. I have blueish-gray eyes.

3. I draw waay too less lately, I can't get some stuff right

4. I wear black a lot D:

5. I've never had a girlfriend / kissed a girl <_<

6. I like the English language.

7. I hate alcohol, drugs, smoking or anything related to it.

8. I like lots of cool American artists here on dA (you know who I mean *wink*)

I tag NO ONE.

Have a nice day.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16200433/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16200433/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 05:35:15 PST
I haven't made any resolutions so far, to be honest.. xD;

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16080489/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/16080489/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 16:13:44 PST
I'll tell ya what I've got tomorrow cause it's like 1 AM here.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/15373862/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/15373862/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:49:58 PST
ANYWAY

Maybe I'll post some pics later, and I have not forgotten about the several things I promised to draw, and I have not forgotten about the summer vacation photos I wanted to upload earlier <_<


~Shishi

P.S.:

AHHHHHHHHH
Harry Potter has ended
NOOOO
The last book was great though.
AHH.

AHHHH.
ah.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/15297638/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/15297638/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 06:49:41 PDT
Anyways, in case I wrote weird things on MSN or something, my keyboard is kinda broken, I'm currently at my dad's pc. I think I'll be able to fix it until Monday, though.

See ya guys D:

Oh yeah, Clicky, I'll draw you something later, happy birthday

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/15087350/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/15087350/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 12:54:29 PDT I never knew horror movies could have such an effect.
[link]
You wouldn't buy a car from him, right? Good, very good.

(I just saw Stephen King's IT and I'm sliiightly frightened. Okay, not really, but I really had to turn the lights on.)

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Well, a lot has been going wrong lately..

1.) My drawings. As you can see, I didn't have time to draw anything, but that's most likely because I play games all the time and stuff. In addition, I don't like most of my pics anymore; they look so stiff, and I just can't change it, it seems. That really makes me angry.. also, a lot of exams are coming up, which leads us to the next topic:

2.) School. This school year is very important for me, and even the first half's marks count for the final report sheet, and a lot of people want to see your grade 10 report card. So, yeah, I used to have an average of 1,9 - 2,0 (Dunno, 1 is the best, 6 the worst mark) but last year, I got something like 2,3 and I even got money for that report card even though I didn't think that it was great, I thought it was horrible. And today, we had to take a Maths exam.. I guess I failed hard. And I studied like crazy for it. Also, I wanted to make a change and get a really good report card, but I can most likely forget about Maths now. Great.

3.) Kung Fu (Martial Arts). I've been in a Kung Fu club for a few years now, and I'm heavily frustated because I don't get anywhere. Today, I overstretched a muscle and couldn't show a special chain of movements to my trainers, and I didn't get a second chance. Well, that wouldn't be so dramatic, but the bad thing is that there's a test for the next grade next week, and I can't do it .. again. It was almost the same last time.

4.) Ehm.. social life? Yeah, right. I feel like an idiot because I'm not the one who always goes to parties and drinks or whatever, most girls in school ignore me (but that doesn't bother me anymore, most of them are stupid, and I'm not one of the persons that desperately search a boy-/girlfriend) and I don't have that many friends, makes me feel pretty bad.

I guess that's enough for now. (As if someone would care.)

>:

ShishiEnjin

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/14319626/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/14319626/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 13:17:25 PDT
But I got something everyone does .. the put your mp3 player on shuffle BLABLA thing. You know how it works.


1. How does the world see me?
Refugee - Tribal Ink
(what the hell.)

2. Will I have a happy life?
SPAAARTA techno remix.

3. What do people really think of me?
Tier - Rammstein
(Incest? O_o)

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Needles - System of a Down

5. How can I make myself happy?
Gay Bar - Electrix Six
(OKAY. THAT'S ENOUGH.)

6. What should I do with my life?
Asterisk - Orange Range

7. Will I ever have children?
Spirit of the Hawk - Rednex

8. What is some good advice for me?
What is love - Haddaway
(lol.)

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Holy Mountains - System of a Down

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Streamline - System of a Down

11. What song will be played at my funeral?
When the Sun goes down - Arctic Monkeys
( Okay, quite nice.)

12. What is my day going to be like?
Heroes come back - nooneknows+

13. Why am I here?
Aufstehen (Standing up) - Seeed

14. What will people remember me for?
The Kinslayer - Nightwish
(...errrr.)

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Faint - Linkin Park

16. Are there people waiting outside waiting to take me away?
Met - Equilibrium
(I don't drink alcohol. lol.)

17. What will this year be all about?
Heirate mich - Rammstein
(Marrying? LOL isn't it a bit early for that?)

18. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Numb - Linkin Park

19. The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
With You - Linkin Park

20. Your message to the world.
Feuer Frei - Rammstein
(OPEN FIRE!1111 nah.)

21. Your deepest secret.
Date Rape - Sublime
(.... damn this quiz.)

22. Your innermost desire.
Somewhere I belong - Linkin Park

23. Your oldest memory makes you think...
Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park

24. Somewhere in your wedding vows you'll include:
Träumst du - Oomph!
(Not so good. It's about suicide I guess <_<

25. When you wake up in the morning you mutter?
Snow (Hey ho) - Red Hot Chili Peppers

26. Right now, your feelings are:
Hit the Floor - Linkin Park

27. The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Reise, Reise - Rammstein
(On a voyage? lol)

AAHHH now you know my deepest secrets.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/14023511/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/14023511/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 02:50:43 PDT
Some facts:

- Italian food is as good as I thought
- I started playing the guitar (lol)
- The Leaning Tower of Pisa really is sloping, I got proof
- I've never heard someone saying the names Luigi or Giovanni, lol at stereotypes
- I've read six books in total
- Building a highway bridge over a beautiful valley is NOT a good idea, it spoils the surroundings.


Laterz

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13758341/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13758341/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 14:38:37 PDT
I don't really want to, but my parents forced me. Hooray, 12-hour drive.. >_>

Oh yeah. A friend apparently wants to pair me up with his girlfriend's friend, at least he said I HAD to come to the cinema tomorrow and watch Harry Potter with him, his girlfriend and her friend. I have a bad feeling about this.. lol probably I'll mess up.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13314182/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13314182/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 09:07:22 PDT
Subject change, whoever gets my kiriban (500 views, which shouldn't be so hard because hardly anyone visites this page) gets a picture, you can choose what I'll draw.

100 questions! (Is there anyone who didn't even do this once?!)
Stolen from.. no idea:

1. Name: Philipp. Stupid name when you get old, though.

2. Name backwards: ppilihp

3. Were you named after anyone?: no.

4. Does your name mean anything: Yes, it's greek; it means friend of the horses.

5. Nick Name(s): Shishi, Magmar, and the most common on you won't get unless you know my family name..

6. Screen Name(s): -

7. DOB: 5/12/92

8. Place of Birth: Northrhine-Westphalia

9. Nationality: German.

10. Current Location: Germany

11. Sign: Taurus

12. Religion: Roman Catholic

13. Height: 5'9" or something, really don't know.

14. Weight: ehm. Ask me that on MSN lol.

15. Shoe Size: I don't know American/British shoe sizes >_>

16. Hair Color: brown

17. Eye Color: blue

18. What do you look like?: You really wanna know?

19. Innie or Outtie?: Innie

20. Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: Righty, but my mom says that I'm kinda ambidextrous.

21. Gay, bi, straight or other?: Straight

22. Best Friend(s): ehm..

23. Best Friend you trust the most: ehm..

24. Best Friends (your sex): Robert, Lukas, you don't know them.

25. Best friend of opposite sex: Lotte, lol

26. Best buds: o_o

27. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: None, and I'm not caring at them moment.

28. Crush:Ask me that on MSN.

29. Parent(s): Ludger and Elisabeth

30. Worst Enemy: Hm, don't know. Maybe the alarm clock.

31. Fav. On-line guy(s): Faving someone would be mean.

32: Fav. On-line girl(s): I only have 4 in my list omg.

33. Funniest friend: Robert.

34. Craziest friend: Robert aswell.

35. Advice Friend?: .. holy god, I'll never ask them for advice

36. Loudest Friend: They're all not that loud..

37. Person you cry with: I don't cry. Usually.

38. Any sisters?: No.

39. Any brothers?: No.

40. Pets?: My dad got a bird spider for his last birthday... >___>;;

41. A disease: I don't know if I have any yet..

42. Pager?: No.

43. Personal phone line?: No.

44. Cell phone: No.

45. Lava Lamp: No.

46. A Pool or hot tub: No.

47. A Car: No.. no no no no lol


Describe Your...

48. Personality: I don't know, I'm kind of shy, but I always like to talk about serious things. I'm not one of the /hug squeeee ^____^ <333333 persons, you know. And I like to speak my mind. Not if it's really offensive, though.

50. Car or one you want: Hm.. dunno.

51. Room: White and orange walls, my desk & compy, lots of CDs, my wardrobe, a sofa (yes! hehe.), my bookshelf, a radio, a bulletin board and my bed.

52. What’s missing?: Hm.. some of my books, they have been borrowed.

53. School: 9th, but that'll change soon.

54. Bed: Ehm well, it's a bed.

55. Relationship with your parent(s): I get along good with my parents, although my mom likes to argue with me about some things, but they're cool. Really. My father watches Pure Pwnage and therefore is totally 1337.

DO YOU

56. Believe in yourself: Hm.. not when I draw.

57. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Good question, I guess not really.

59. Consider yourself a good friend: Ehm.. maybe.

60. Get Along with your parents: Yes.

61. Save your e-mail conversations: No.

62. Pray: It depends on the situation.

63. Believe in reincarnation: No.

64. Like to make fun of people: YES.

65. Like to talk on the phone: bah no.

Do You...

67. Like to drive: I'm not allowed to yet.

68. Get motion sickness: Never. I can read where I want, hehe.

69. Eat the stems of broccoli: I hate broccoli.

70. Eat Chicken fingers with... ]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13199014/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13199014/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 07:33:38 PDT
While Eva and I were sitting in the garden and talking about stuff, her father prepared everything for the barbecue we had that evening, and her little brother tried to catch me all the time, lol. Little kids can be VERY exhausting. And I found out that Eva wears boxer shorts at night XD. So far so good, summer vacation begins in about three weeks, hehe.

Shishi

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13051261/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/13051261/ Tue, 22 May 2007 13:32:23 PDT
(Order doesn't mean anything)

1.

Oh, well. Many people says that she's ignorant and mean and whatever, but as long as I talked to her, she seemed to be a nice person and probably is. Because her art is good and without her, I wouldn't know many of my internet friends, I'd like to say thanks. Also, she kinda challenges me, 'cause I want to "beat" her one day.

2.

Enky, Enky. I'm really happy that I gave you my MSN address when you asked for addresses on Snowkaki. Although your - sometimes - emo behaviour sometimes goes on my nerves, I wouldn't know what would've happened if I didn't know you. Good luck with your oekaki and your, erm, problems.

3.

Cheru! One of the few people who actually messaged me FIRST. Most of the guys I have on MSN never try starting a convo. Also thanks for saying that you like my art, means much to me. Also an awesome artist and a great person to chat with, although she's often not online when I am.

4.

In my eyes, a very special person. I got to know her because Enky advertised me in his journal. We have some things in common, like origin and so on, she also doesn't mind talking about not so funny things, but that would be details. Good thing I "know" you.

5.

I met him while playing Ragnarok Online, that was 3 years ago. A very happy coincidence. Helped me with many things, pwns in using Photoshop and is not such an idiot like many other people at my age. Also a good friend I've known for a long time and I'd like to wish him good luck for his future.

P.S.:

If I left someone out and he/she feels left out, tell me.

P.P.S.:

Got the results of a English test of the university of Cambridge I took a few months ago today. I was like WTF because everything I had to do was rated with "exceptional", I was the best one of the guys who did it. wtttttttttf.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/12924724/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/12924724/ Sat, 12 May 2007 04:42:17 PDT
I got several books, ~55 $ (50 €), something for my comp, a new alarm clock and a piece of soap called 'Chi'. Yes, Chi, it's soap with some chinese letters on it. Looks very cool and I dunno if I should ever use it. XD

Spiderman 3 was funny, especially the weird, black, slimy stuff on Peter's suit
I watched the original version though, since I don't wanted the cheap German one.

P.S.: Peter was such an emo.

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Anyway, I'll be less active from now on, cause school consumes too much time.

baibai,
Shishi

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/12520515/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/12520515/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 06:20:22 PDT If you want to know why I wanted to cancel the whole request thing before, ask me on MSN, okay?

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]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/12428149/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/12428149/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 16:07:26 PDT , I've got a few watchers more xD. Thanks.

To do:

- actually nothing

lolol, let's see if I continue the comic.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/11291614/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/11291614/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 17:15:38 PST
Gotta draw something I guess, I try to get more used to Photoshop lately.

Shishi

P.S.: Gotta get more visitors, or these Journals will be rather pointless xP

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/11208209/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/11208209/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 04:24:17 PST Hope you got something nice, too.

ShishiEnjin

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10732466/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10732466/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:50:17 PST
Had some trouble in school today - a (fat, ugly, idiotic) girl asked me continously why I did not fight with a guy from my class, he hit me and stuff.. I did not care. I said nothing, ao she said "If you're acting that way, you'll never get a girl". I just replied that no girl was even better than a girl like her, and wanted to leave.. Because she ran out of arguments, she just said something like "Come on I know you're gay".. I really had to resist the strong urge to laugh out loud.

Idiotic Class #1



Anyway, did something art-related again, I hope that the final result will soon able to be shown here.

Shishienjin

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10250824/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10250824/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 16:57:57 PDT
So I'll be away for a week. If anyone cares.

]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10111051/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10111051/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 12:10:57 PDT snowdrak today. Because she created a nice oekaki board I'm drawing on and lots of other stuff, I drew a picture for her. :3

Happy Birthday, Snowwie! ]]> ~ShishiEnjin http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10049675/ http://ShishiEnjin.deviantart.com/journal/10049675/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 12:18:22 PDT
A long time ago, I was a bit active on dA, but left quickly. I hope that fact will change, since I'm knowing some guys here, now.

-Shishi ]]> ~ShishiEnjin