http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ShizamiRose&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ShizamiRose en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 16:20:03 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/28276416/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/28276416/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:55:20 PST
Sorry bout that. I of course was dealing with the lose of my dear doggy, but on top of that dealing with not graduating on time, failing a class, nearly failing a second class, losing my job for some BS about you have to have so many classes in order to work at the school, moving my boyfriend into my parents house with me, being more independent, having my wisdom teeth removed and most recently dealing with the realization that my field is ignoring new comers and there for screwing over my boyfriend and myself. So glad I spend over $75,000 on a degree that might get me a sucky retail gig if I'm lucky. Who knows, maybe I can get to work two jobs with no benefits and move into a shitty apartment. Sorta unfair, huh?

Plus, I love my mother, but she's totally uncomfortable with my living at home with Sean. He and I are desperately trying to look for work and it's only been 7 weeks since he moved in, but she's still completely fed up with us. I feel like I'm losing my relationship with her, which is SO precious to me.

It could be worse though.

Speaking of precious, I just read the book Push by Sapphire, which is based off the new movie Precious out is selected theaters. Okay, it was an AMAZING book! I HATE reading, but this book was so raw and real- none of that flowery description BS- that I couldn't help but fall into it. Is it odd that my two favorite books involve child abuse? o.O


Anyway, I hope you all are well! If you want to, please post how you are doing, even if you don't read my journal. ^_^

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/27510283/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/27510283/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:00:11 PDT
Today we put him down. At 7:00pm tonight he died. He was such a fighter. Even with the sedative he kept trying to get up and leave. I held him in my lap as he weakened and then watched the life slip from his eyes.

Patches was only a month away from his 10 year birthday... He was so young. Apparently he wasn't in pain, but he was incredibly uncomfortable and if he continued to live on he would be miserable and in good time be in a lot of pain... Today he started growing weird bumps on his back.

My family and I are devastated. We're trying to remember happier times though. It's all so sudden.

Anyway, when I got home and stood on the porch for a while I saw a cloud that looked like him... I think he was trying to show me we was okay and happy now.

I'm still crying on and off. So hard walking around in a home with no dog.


Well Patches, this is for you. I love you so much. Rest in peace, my good boy.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/27141672/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/27141672/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 21:33:57 PDT
1. What element are you and explain why. (example: earth, fire, spirit)

2. What do you find sexiest about a person, name a physical and personality trait?

3. Name three songs that either moves you or you consider being your theme song.

4. If you could have any super power, mythical power or be any creature from truth or fable, what would it be and why?

5. What do you fear?

Anyone can answer this as you wish, no tagging. I'd like to hear from a lot of you since I have the coolest watchers.


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1. What element are you and explain why. (example: earth, fire, spirit)
Water. I can be kind and cradle you like a baby, or a viscous man eater who will destroy you.

2. What do you find sexiest about a person, name a physical and personality trait?
I love a hard working, honest man. Doesn't hurt if he's tall and kinda chubby either. ^_~

3. Name three songs that either moves you or you consider being your theme song.
*Best I Am- Flaw
Did You Hear The Mountain Tremble- Daniel Smith
The Cowboy in Me- Tim McGraw

4. If you could have any super power, mythical power or be any creature from truth or fable, what would it be and why?
If I was a mythical creature I'd want to be a goddess so that I may serve justice as I see fit. But I also kinda what to have a forceful energy. And if all those are taken, I might be a werewolf.

5. What do you fear?
Falling, failing... spiders. >.>

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/26677175/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/26677175/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 17:44:55 PDT
I was into Athena (goddess of war and wisdom depending who you ask) until I found Artemis (goddess of the hunt and moon worshiped by amazons) and now I'm falling for Themis (goddess of justice and balancer between human and gods). She's that stature that you see outside every court house holding the balance and sword and blindfolded.

Who's your favorite?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/26302194/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/26302194/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 16:34:37 PDT
Rules:
1. Explain the rules.
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves.
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal.
4. Then go back to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs.

1: I'm supposed to get my bachelors degree in media arts and animation in September.
2: I'm very sensitive.
3: I've got some new Amberisms on the way. = D
4: I want to be a storyboarder
5: I really like the True Blood series and hate Twilight obsessives.
6: I'm thinking about becoming a writer and getting my stuff produced.
7: Black men and hobos hit on me alot.
8: I have alot of issues and should probably be in therapy cause it's starting to get in the way of my life. -.-

I'm supposed to tag people, but anyone who wants to do this can.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/25971448/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/25971448/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 19:29:36 PDT
Most of you know I'm in college for Media Arts and Animation and I'm supposed to graduate this quarter (by mid September). Well I also have an internship, school's requirement to graduate, at a place called Uptown 6 Productions as a storyboarder. This works in my favor since that's what I want to be when I grow up. = D And they want to promote a book before the movie that I'll be storyboarding and will use my art work to sell it. Plus this means I may get credit in the film and be one of those names that fly by on the screen long after you've elbowed your way out of the movie to be the first one out. A HUGE deal for ANY artist.

But I've hit a bump in the road. The way my internship's boss's schedule is I believe he may not be able let me get the hours I need to graduate on time since I require 90 hours. I have to be supervised at all times and he thinks that means I come in a few hours a week and earn extra time on my own... I'll have to get him a dictionary. I need to ask my prophesier if he can make an exception or if we can spark a deal since this is critical.

This is both good and bad.

Bad:
This means that I won't graduate until December when most job pickings are slim anyway so I'd have try and get work in the industry before I graduate and I'll have to go down in course load which puts me a nose hair's length away from being able to get loans. This also means that if I fail a class and have to repeat it my last quarter here with no money to pay for it since you have to be at least part time to get money.

Good:
This time allows me to make the Demo Reel I want, I can be with friends for a little longer, I have job security and I can pretend that I don't have to grow up for a few more months.


I'll know by Friday what's going on so if you can maybe wish my luck that be great.

Oh and my BBW fans will like this. I was sent an e-mail to join an online dating site for BB women that I've never ever heard of. = D I feel so pretty.

Sean and I are getting serious. I can tell he's getting ready to pop the question. We've been discussing marriage since August and he already refers to us as "when we're married". The other day we met briefly in the school lounge as I hurried off to the bus stop. He was at a table with some friend and in mid sentence saw me, bounce up, grabbed me and kissed me. After commenting on how soft my lips where he didn't seem to want to let me go.

The next day he told me that when he saw me standing in the lounge it was like every cheesy movie where the boy sees the girl in a filtered light and everything's slow motion with a popular teen song filling the air. He said at that moment he knew that he loved me as much as he thinks he does.

I know I don't normally talk mush but for a while I've been doubting that he'd really propose before I was sick of waiting. Meant alot to me.


Anyway I'm trying to be a nicer person and be more understanding because my heart is literally aching from all the pain I carry around from being pissed off or unhappy. Sometimes I'll be perfectly fine and I'll start tearing up cause it hurts so bad. It's even started to happen in public with no reason. Bad bad bad.


And I know that my amberisms have been few and far between for a while now. I have ideas, but as you can see I have time slipping through my fingertips now. So I'm sorry. I'd love to be able to post some animations for you guys though!

You have all been wonderful to me. I thank you.

P.S.- Hoo-Ra! I got 20,000 page views! = D Ya'll rock!

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/24023153/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/24023153/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 12:58:36 PDT
1 large portfolio bag
1 extra large portfolio bag
2 small containers
4 large containers

Just thought you'd like to know since I just spent the past 30min collecting everything and putting it into the basement.

Now I ask to the universe that there please not be any floods, fires or robberies in my basement for as long as we are in this home. Thank you.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/23035103/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/23035103/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 06:21:38 PST
My first run in with him was fairly calm. I was standing at the bus door (one of those buses you stand in) and he squirmed past me to get in front of the door- even though there are five doors to exit from on the bus. That pissed me off, but I was okay nonetheless.

Today though... woah. We get to the last stop. I go ahead and stand in the door way to get off. This guy pushes around me again and starts shouting, " This is so disrespectful. I won't put up with this crap. I'm so tired of disrespect." He is wigging out.

I calmly tell him, " Well I could push you out the door and give you a reason to be upset."

There's a guy next to me who's watching the whole event. I tell him that the old man is challenged.

He continues his rants and then slams his head on a metal bar. " I DESERVE RESPECT!"

The guy next to us laughs and says, " Crazy old man."

I reply to his tantrum calmly once more, " You gotta earn respect to get respect."

He continues his rants until the bus pulls up to the stop. He bolts out of the door and starts screaming at the bus driver through the protective glass, " THERE ARE PEOPLE BEING DISRESPECTFUL AND RUDE!!!"

I walked on since I had to get to my morning class. I do feel bad that the driver had to listen to his insane rants, but maybe if I'm lucky she'll call the police on him for causing a riot and being a danger to himself and others.

Anyway, twas an amusing morning. ^_^

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22864341/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22864341/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 12:28:28 PST
WARNING! A hacker is on a loose. If he/she hack your DA account, change your password(s).

vV Copy and paste this to your journal. Vv

DA Oddness abounds. If someone (especially a friend) comments on one of your Deviations (pictures) with a link that says "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" DO NOT CLICK ON IT! It will send you to a fake webpage that does not load, but somehow uses your account to quite randomly send the same comment link to other Deviations (pictures) that you never even visited. This of course makes the system think you're spamming and refuses to let you comment further and It can also apparently mess with your computer. Again, DO NOT CLICK THAT LINK!

MAKE A JOURNAL REPOSTING THIS STATEMENT! SPREAD THE WORD!

Be warned of the mentioned comment or others. In fact, if anyone links you to something and you're unsure of what the heck it is, ask the person first to know what they're sending to you. If they don't reply in a while it's most likely spam/hack. Don't click any link unless the person clears up what it is about.


*****

My buddy just got hacked and asked that I post this up in my journal. And since I know alot of you are very curious by nature, I thought I'd give you a fair warning. If you want to see the original journal post, this is them

Sorry for the bombard of journal posted by the way, I just thought I'd give ya'll a heads up.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22850571/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22850571/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 18:53:30 PST


Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Create a great story and make it into a TV series.
2. Get a nice little house to live in.
3. Own lots of dogs!

Three Names You Go By:
1. Amber
2. Sexy
3. You!

Four Screen Names You Have Had:
1. Shizami Rose
2. Goldean Brooks
3. Amber Knight
4. Lone Ranger

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1. Hair
2. Eyes
3. Face

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. German
2. English
3. TEXAN!!!

Three Things That Scare You:
1. Failing
2. Falling
3. The bad things in the night come get me

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. iPod
2. Spiral
3. Wallet

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Blouse
2. Jeans
3. … My underwear and bra?

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1. Goo Goo Dolls
2. Maroon 5
3. … The Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron soundtrack

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1. Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
2. Most the songs from The Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron soundtrack
3. … Can I really choose only three? Come on!


Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. What I have with Sean.
2. What I will probably have with Sean in the future. (a good marriage)
3. Lots of love and sex.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1. I’m 295 pounds right now.
2. I’m embracing my fatness.
3. You can make up something about me and keep it to yourself. = P

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1. Sean’s body.
2. Sean’s hair.
3. Sean’s belly. My man is fine. = P

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. Drawing.
2. Daydreaming.
3. Listening to music.

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1. Sleep.
2. Watch something I recorded on Demand.
3. Clean up my room a little bit and finish a drawing.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1. Animator.
2. Storyboarder.
3. Illustrator.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1. Ireland.
2. New Zealand.
3. Italy.

Three Names You Like:
1. Dean.
2. Scott.
3. David.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1. I love to shop.
2. I can be overly emotional.
3. I am a slave to my cravings.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1. Hate dresses.
2. I carry knives.
3. I love daydreaming of new fight moves! = D

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:

Anyone can do it!

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22577033/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22577033/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 12:07:39 PST
Any ideas?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22384919/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22384919/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 23:47:57 PST

What do you grab and why?

I'm curious to know what you guys would grab if you knew all your belongings would be lost forever.

Remember, you have only 10 minutes.

Go.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22274572/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/22274572/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 07:16:48 PST
Lets say you and your best guy pal lived together in a dorm or whatever. You walk out one morning to see him shirtless making a peanut butter sandwich. He looks up and you and slaps the buttered slice upon his nipple.

... What would you say or do? (and yes, this is based on actual events)

And also wish me well. I am doing a 12hour shift today. -.-

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/21895128/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/21895128/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 09:00:27 PST
To the anime freaks and computer geeks- I give you!!!

[link]

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/21817621/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/21817621/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 15:12:26 PST
Okay. So word on the news is that the famous, and tacky, Bratz doll collection may be going out of business.

Why? Because there was a copy write infringement when the dolls where made. Apparently Bryant, demonic beast responsible for these whores, created the dolls while working for another company and then took her own show on the road. Which is a breach of contract. A judged ordered all production of these unmoral fiends do be stopped after the holidays and then have all copies BURNED!!!! WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU GOD!!!

I'm so excited! Finally the seven year reign of marketing pit stains will be put to an end! Their big heads and designed clothing burned to ashes in the fiery pits of hell!!!!

= D

I'm so happy I might just dance naked.

Here's more literature about it. ^____________^

[link]

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/21418420/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/21418420/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 09:52:45 PST
]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20981412/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20981412/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 06:36:31 PDT
[link]


So anyway, I hate people. Yesterday was a conflict day for me.

First off, I had to file an ethics report with the dean of the school AFTER speaking to a councilor about it and saying that this fellow student needs to be expelled or AT LEAST spoken to. My councilor said that may not be possible. After tracking down the dean's secretary and handing her a note with the situation and my name on it I was told to expect a call within the hour. Never happened. So now I have to track her down again or send an e-mail (leaning towards the later now).

Secondly, my boyfriend and I work in the same area, different rooms. He works with this older uptight bitch who has to have things a certain way. Sometimes before work I go talk to my boyfriend at the desk, I never block the way, never get between him and a customer and I never try and talk over them. But because his coworker is an unloved wad of snot she asks him to tell me not to stand around the desk so much. This is a college campus job at a library, there is no need for that. Okay, everyone of our other friends are more than welcome, but not me. We really do believe it's because she's lonely and taking it out on me. She always tells Sean to tell me not to hang out. So I walked up to her and told her very nicely that she can speak to me personally and Sean doesn't need to be brought into the middle of it. We're never inappropriate and this is just some personal agenda. And if she wants to take it up with me again, that's fine cause I have things to say to YOU.

By then I'm a little miffed. When a student needed help on every inch of his homework for a course that I'm not even taking I was okay, but when a girl who was virtually handicapped in photoshop said that fundamentals of advertising was a gen ed course, meaning everyone takes it weather you're a graphic designer, animator so on, that stuck in my craw- which is stupid. I couldn't help thinking, " How are you so stupid that you could think that. That's the whole point of the ADVERTISING!"

Well the day finally ended. I kissed my sweety and all the problems seemed to melt off... Until I got home to mother. I love my mom, but on her days off she does nothing but clean, cook, shop for groceries and so on and then complains about never having relaxing time. I smiled and said, " I normally rest on my days off." Holy hell, you'da thought I set off a bomb. She rattles off a list. " Well I don't have a personal maid to cook for me or clean for me or make my meals or do my food shopping-" She went on for a few more examples before leaving the room. Even if she did have a maid she wouldn't be happy cause everything has to be done HER way. I help out and it's WRONG! WRONG! WRONG! I wanted to say, " Gee mom, why don't you hold the knife and I'll just run my wrist under it until you're happy!"

Grunt. This morning I wasn't much better. Thankfully my beau can usually cheer me up if I'm not nuts that day. -.-

Anyway, peace to all.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20669634/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20669634/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 14:08:05 PDT
Would you rather be in court defending your actions because you did something wrong and had the possibility to go to jail, pay a fine or walk? Or would you prefer to be a victim who may or may not see justice.

Which is the the lesser of the two evils in your eyes?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20371966/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20371966/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 09:34:43 PDT
Secondly, there's alot going on in my life at the moment.

1. It's three weeks until the end of the quarter and everyone is scrambling to win their prophesiers heart and pass their classes, me being no exception. Lots of tests, projects and finals will be due in the next three weeks. I have to complete a story, animation, stats final, group project and so many other things before the quarter is out. There is a reason why they call in a full time student. But next quarter will be lighter since I'll only be taking 4 classes, hope that goes well.

2. I got a new job at my school. Problem is it's Sunday and I'm support to start this week... and I have no idea what my hours are. My boss hasn't returned that e-mail. -.-

3. Monday, tomorrow, I have to go to an Internship Fair and show off my portfolio to a few companies. I'm not interested in any of them, but I'll try to interview 2 companies.

Anyway, that's what's up with me. I'll try to keep the amberisms coming, but it may be iffy for the next few weeks.

Thank you all!

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20233503/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20233503/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:01:20 PDT
Do you prefer red or blue?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20134448/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/20134448/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:48:33 PDT
To my fellow waffle lovers I give this video to you.

[link]

And to those who like Naruto...

[link]

And you can buy that song on iTunes.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/19761213/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/19761213/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 22:33:47 PDT
Love me tender, love me sweet
Never let me go
You have made my life complete
And I love you so

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfill
For, my darling I love you
And I always will.

Love me tender, love me dear
Tell me you are mine
I'll be yours through all the years
'Till the end of time

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfill
For, my darling I love you
And I always will

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfill
For, my darling I love you
And I always will
Always will





Brings tears to my eyes...

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/19686057/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/19686057/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 18:12:24 PDT
Also, the people who have faved the majority of my stuff get a special announcement. Thank you guys!

The List: (no particular order)

<--- Funny girl
<--- Love her comics
(syren-insanity)
(stuffed belly lover)

Thank you all!

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/19170365/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/19170365/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:29:59 PDT
Well the guy who lives behind us is always out there with his dogs tossing the ball, which is fine. Well today I caught him hopping our fence, that stands at a whopping four feet >.>, to get a stray ball.

I am fiercely territorial so I immediately opened my window and told him, " Hey! Don't come into my back yard. If you need a ball back come to the front door and ask, but I don't want you on my lawn."

He gave me a nonchalant ' piss off', " Yeah." and went on about playing with his dog. I take it by his tone that he's done this before and sees no problem with it.

Good news is that if he's on my property I have the right to shoot. And we have guns.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/18641239/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/18641239/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:38:56 PDT
My first fear was I violated some crude conduct rule. They reported that my comic amberisms- absorbent [link] was placed in the wrong category and moved it from storybooks to strips.

Now I've always put my comics in storybooks instead of strips... all 200 of them.

And recently I got ANOTHER note saying the same about amberisms- sociopath [link]

So if they plan to relocate all my amberisms, they have a large project on there hands.

I'm not offended and I don't say this with intent to offend the admin, but... I'm actually very amused by this. XD

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/18525754/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/18525754/ Tue, 27 May 2008 11:22:20 PDT
He battles between loving his wife and needing constant sex with strangers, video taping his encounters, prostitutes, kept women and porn to make it through the day. As a respected doctor with two sons he's not sure why he is the way he is.

Now I've done research on sexual addictions and even talked about it with people I know who have experienced or married the people with this disorder. Commonly, this disorder stems from some childhood abuse which leads to an early curiosity about sex and feeling that sex is the only way to connect with someone. In the case with women they believe they'll find love through sex and leap from man to man. In the case of a men, he thinks he'll find understanding and relief.

But sex addicts rarely enjoy sex, sometimes not even on a physical level.

As I watch this movie I get twisted with sympathy and anger. On one hand you hate him for all he's done and the other you understand that an uncontrollable incident occurred when he was young that he could not control.

Please don't jump up and hit your significant other for looking at porn once and a great while when you're not there and they need relief, it's not the same thing. Only when this need and/or action takes place and gets in the way of everyday life is it considered an addiction. However if it bothers you that they look 'too often', let them know for relationship purposes. (I myself actually stopped viewing porn to show respect for my boyfriend, and cause I love him.)

Dunno why I needed to write this, I was just over welded with emotion from this film. But now you know stuff!

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/18395849/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/18395849/ Mon, 19 May 2008 09:07:56 PDT
______

Alrighty then, so I was in Ethics class, ironically, and I happen to sit in the back row with two other people. In front of us is a table where two more people sit.

Now, the girl that sits on the end of my table is rather short and the fellow sitting in front of her looks to be 29 and has a rather large cranium. Now, she has sat in this seat since class has first started up 8 weeks ago and it always seems that this guy sits in front of her.

This wouldn't be a problem if she couldn't see over or around him and the teacher is largely known for writing on the board. So last week she kindly asked him if he could move over one chair so she could see the board. He bluntly replied 'no' even though he would in no way be harmed or neglected seeing the board himself. She told me this today so I politely asked him if he could move over so that she could see. He reluctantly scooted over and made snippy comments under his breath, " Why does she sit in the back if she can't see? She's in my seat anyway."

Okay, firstly, we do not have assigned seats, secondly, she has sat in that spot 5 or 6 times, you have only done so twice in her absence and thirdly if that chair is so damned important to you then why don't you get to class earlier? Most importantly, why is it so important and upsetting to you?

If he's having such a temper tantrum over this you know it's rooted into a deeper issue that explains his unhealthy territorial problem. Not only that but he passive aggressively scooted back over into her view over the course of the class as if he wasn't aware of it.

Now the argument is this. Rights vs. Manners.

He feels like he has a right to that chair because he likes it and claims it is his although he's made no effort to trade off with her. And she (as do I) feel that manners are important and he is acting immaturely.

P.S.- I think theres a schizophrenic girl in on the computer in front of me.
______

So now that I've told my story, what about you guys? What sort of similar situations have you been in or know of?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17964703/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17964703/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:08:52 PDT
[link]

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17720532/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17720532/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 18:11:20 PDT
That is all.

Edit:

Here it is.

[link]

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17611419/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17611419/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:53:16 PDT
So. Who would like a sketch from me? You're own request. Completely free.

Post your requests here or drop me a note. This also includes amberisms, fan art, ect. Thank you.


(and I better see 10 responses here >.> or I'll go amazon on your ass)

UPDATE:

Okay! thank you all for the notes and requests! I was happy to see not only 10, but 15 people in one night reply to my entry.

Those who got in under the wire and should be expecting a sketch of what they want are:

iPIC 40

thinktankbob

TrizzThaDistantEdBoy

krrobar (can't wait to do yours)

cganimation

AceroTiburon

LostInTwilight

Zagant

sapphirelioness

mmm-delicious

Thank you all who made requests and I apologize to those who didn't get spot. Perhaps I'll do another. ^_^

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17245034/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17245034/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 18:36:09 PST
Get 'er done.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17222277/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17222277/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 09:53:07 PST is taking commissions and boy is she talented. She can make clothes, stuffed animals, drawings, digital paintings, marker works, and she has a thing for those big ball joint dolls.

I myself am asking for a blouse once we figure out cloth and cost.

[link]

Please visit her site! Good prices, good times!

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17006777/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/17006777/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:01:36 PST
Basically it involves a woman and her boyfriend who was beaten in a park by a small gang. The guy dies and she buys a gun for saftey. But then she starts to go vigilante and kicks ASS!

Anyway, recommended. ^^

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/16847932/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/16847932/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:34:41 PST


Happy V-Day! Let’s get to know the romantic in you.

How long have you and your sweetheart been dating?:

Little over 2 months.

Do they remember your first date?:

Extremely well. ^_^

You still like them?:

Yeah, I guess. ^_~

What do you do to romance your partner?:

^_~

You and your partner have just had won of the most romantic nights. You gaze out into each others eyes. What do they say?:

Hey sexy. ^^

You’re significant other upsets you, what do you do?:

Depends. Sometimes I leave it to myself if I think it’s stupid to confront him about, but if it really starts to bother me, then I’ll speak up- or he’ll notice I’m upset. He’s very in tune with me. ^^

Is it hard to make amends with you?:

Not really. Mostly I’ll perk up if he says something sweet. He seems to know what I need to hear most the time. ^_^

What’s the best part of your partners body?:

*chuckles* … And I like his hair.

What are you two doing this V-day?:

Um… not too sure… homework most likely. XD

Are you a cuddlier?:

I love to cuddle on the couch with him and wear his clothes.

What turns you on the most?:

Can’t say in public, but I love thunder storms. With heavy rain. ^^

What’s your song?:

Don’t have one. *shrug*

Are you gonna tag them or anyone else to do this quiz?:

He’ll hate me, but yeah. And anyone else who wants to can. ^^

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/16629939/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/16629939/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 14:35:57 PST

Love! Love! Love! Love! Looooooove!

Hurray! = D

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/16268859/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/16268859/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 10:57:45 PST
I've been depressed and irritable recently for reasons I do not wish to disclose in public, but please rest assure that amberisms are still coming to mind and there should be some sort of comic coming soon.

Thank you all and I hope you had happy holidays. ^_^

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15993196/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15993196/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 20:59:58 PST
We're both okay and he admitted it was his fault, but I'm not happy about it. -.-

Sean was nice enough to look under my hood to make sure everything was okay.

Hope I can pay for all this if the insurance don't.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15904732/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15904732/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 14:38:08 PST
I love having a job and doing something with my life... the money wasn't bad either, but this semester I saw how heavily it took away from my school work. If I had a job at the school, things would be different, but I don't.

Between commuting gas prices, lack of drawing time and the fact that this job has caused me to neglect my health- it's for the best that I clock out for good.

I'll put in my 2 weeks notice ASAP and probably stay on until January.

Thanks for reading.

Love, Amber

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15763780/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15763780/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 11:39:05 PST
How about you guys? What weird hair things are you guilty of? Parting it a certain way for good luck? Covering it up? Shampooing it once a month? >.>

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15717054/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15717054/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 05:53:04 PST
I'll be in touch!

(and to you know who... I miss you)

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15573268/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15573268/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 07:45:50 PST
How old are you?: 19

What's your height?: 5’10.5” (maybe 5’11’’ )

Who's your mate/spouse?: Err… does Drew count? o.O

Do you have any kids?: HELL NO!!!

What's your favourite food?: Anything Italian *drool*

What's your favourite ice cream flavor?: I like peanut butter and chocolate… I think it’s called Moose Tracks

Have you killed anyone?: I plead the fifth XD

Do you hate anyone?: It’s wrong and bad for you… but yes

Have any secrets?: Duh.

Do you love anyone?: I plead the fifth.

What is your job?: Retail- I work freight, register, customer service, sales associate and janitorial services

Boy or girl?: I’m an amazon = P

What do you do to relax?: Play on my computer, draw, write, watch TV, think about stuff and listen to A LOT of music

What do you think your life expectancy is?: I’m thinking I’ll live to my 30’s/40’s

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15529927/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15529927/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 06:11:48 PST [link]

Animation: Old Man Dance

[link]

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15456959/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15456959/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 00:33:01 PST
Esspecially you


Been feeling weird lately. Like I'm not myself. So if I do, say, draw, write something stupider that usual... just write it off as some no big deal thing. XD

Hope ya'll are doing well. Feel free to post here and tell me how ya'll are.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15410927/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15410927/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 18:15:48 PST
Me:

Extra thick crust, cheese, so much sause you could drink it, pepperoni, sausage and mushrooms. *drool*

How about you guys?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15336079/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15336079/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 18:36:11 PDT
Where did you get your screen name on DA?

Me: I made it up, but I believe that Shizami means unique beauty. And I just added Rose to it cause it sounded right even though it was a cliche.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15262398/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15262398/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 17:56:54 PDT
What's the longest shift you ever worked and what was it like?:

Me:

10 hours, it was fine.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15198591/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15198591/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 07:34:55 PDT
So the Early Morning show came on and normally I don't give a flying fig about news but they were doing a report where this online couple met as avatars (virtual people) and fell in love/got married. Problem is, he was already married. So now he has on online wife and a real life one.

So my question to you is:

1. Is it cheating to flirt, date, or marry somone online when you are involved with somone in real life?

2. What would you do if your bf/gf, spouce was doing this?

3. Can people even fall in love online if they never met?





Me:

1. Yes I believe it is cheating to an extent.

2. If my b/f or spouce was doing this I would talk it over with him and probably break up cause he killed my trust.

3. And I belive people can have real emotions from an online relationship, but they won't amount to much if you don't make plans to meet or at least talk on the phone in real life.

***

Now tell me what you think.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15170742/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15170742/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:36:15 PDT
And those of you how have watched me long enough know sometimes I just ask you guys questions so you have a chance to talk about youselves. ^_^

Everyone is aloud to answer this, and I hope you do.

Question:
What all do you have in your room/house/whatever you live in?

Me-
I have a queen sized bed, a large fan, two computers, a desk, a drawing table, a small tv, an iHome, art pens/markers/erasers galor, a book shelf filled with psych books, manga, a few DVD's and TONS of cds. Lots or art books, a chair that goes with my drawing desk, nothing under my bed. In my closet I have way too many clothes, 5 pairs of shoes, art projects, old stories I wrote, spirals, binders, art supplies, school stuff, and couple of bags.

And in the basment I have DVD's, books, more clothes, a bean bag chair, another chair, wieghts (both a dumbeslls and a barbell), a yoga ball, stuffed animals, comp stuff and a few misc boxes that I'm too affraid to open in fear of what I may find. o.O


***
Okay! Your turn! What is in your room?

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15106110/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/15106110/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 18:18:56 PDT
We also got some fun underwear in that said things like, " I've been a very naughty girl." "I (heart) you." " I always say please and thank you." XD I love 'em.

Got more homework that I care to admit, actually. So I'm gonna bust that out now.

Mighty Amazon roar! *meow*

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14952219/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14952219/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 08:16:01 PDT
Comics:



Very funny guy, great to talk to. He has not recieved the proper praise for his work.

And...



Who aslo does "House" animations.

Photography:



Does AMAZING work, probably one of the best photographers I've seen. The work is high quality.

Sculpture:



Also a funny guy and MAN can he create some awsome looking robots.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14915624/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14915624/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 16:32:36 PDT
I got to school AFTER sleeping in by about 30 minutes by accident, thank God Mom woke me up, and relized that I didn't check to see what floor of the school I was on.

So I pull out my handy dandy schedual to see what floor and it says Building 675.

o.O Oh hell.

There are three buildings of my school located in the city. And my MATH CLASS was schedualed at the CULANARY ART building. I'd never been there so after locating it with Thor (my director) I was off.

I got lost, but I eventually found it after an hour. The teacher was cool about it.

Can't belive I went through THAT for MATH. ... But at least the building smells real nice.

All our chief students are really up tight. o.O

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14877687/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14877687/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 21:02:26 PDT Anyone can join in, you do not need to be in a relationship to do this quiz. If you are single, you can say what you would do. Ready? Begin!

Do you think you’re a good bf/gf?:
Not normally. o.O

Have any pictures of your bf/gf on your comp?:
… Yeah. >///<

Have you ever used a bf/gf’s photo as a wallpaper?:
>.> Yes.

What would you do if someone was teasing your significant other and it was upsetting them?:
First I’d see if he’d want me to intersect. And then I’d try to politely ask them to stop. And if they refused then I’d go Amazon on their ass.

What’s your idea of romance?:
*shrug* I dunno. The right person can make anything romantic.

Do you believe in waiting until after marriage to have sex?:
I have mixed feelings on it. I think it’s the best thing to do, but I’m afraid I’d end up marrying for sex and that’s even worse that pre marital.

What would you do if someone came at your bf/gf with a knife?:
Jump in there and get the knife away from them. And then I’d stab them cause they pissed me off… Okay, maybe not that far… >.> Course I usually have a knife on me at any given moment so-

What would you do if your bf/gf did something to embarrass you?:
I’d wonder what the hell he was thinking and then talk to him about it later.

Are you possessive?:
>.> Yes.

Would you ever hit your bf/gf in anger?:
o.O Holy hell, what?!

What would you do if your bf/gf woke up in the middle of the night screaming?:
I’d do what they needed. My instincts would be to crawl into their lap and hold them though.

Have you ever shared you bed with someone before?:
Aside from family? No. I like to have my own bed.

Would you share your bed with someone else?:
Yeah, if it was the right guy I’d want him to know that what was mine was his.

Are you clingy?:
>.> Sorta. But I try really hard to give him space and freedom.

If your bf/gf was in trouble, what would you do?:
Whatever I could inside their wishes.

If someone was flirting with your bf/gf, what would you do?:
I’d wait for him to introduce me or knock her teeth out.

What’s the worst thing you ever did to a bf/gf?:
Told them I loved them when I didn’t.

Ever been in love?
In the past, no.

How do you feel about love?:
It’s great! Love is the reason for living (along with music). It just scares the living crap out of me. o.O

If you were upset with your significant other, what would you do?:
Try to walk away until I could calm down and then talk it out later.

What would you do with the one you loved on a rainy day?:
I have this picture in my head of a cruddy apartment in the city. There’s an enormous window next to our bed and we’re just lying on the mattress. Reading the paper, holding each other, wondering what we’d do that day. All that romantic jazz. …Then we should step outside and make out.

What are you wearing right now?:
My dad’s powder blue dress shirt (which is way too big, the sleeves go past my hands and the shirt hem is… generously high on my legs. >.> )

Do you mind if your bf/gf looks at other people with that special interest?:
If it was someone in real life then probably yes, but if it’s an actress on TV or something then no. I’d probably join in with him and critique her beauty.

What’s your idea of the perfect date?:
If you’re with the right person is doesn’t matter. But I’ve always liked staying at home watching TV or listening to music.

Have you ever dated someone/are you dating someone who cares about how you look?:
Well he thinks I’m attractive and he doesn’t even care that I’m a big girl. = D

Would you ever get married?:
Love has this damn thing where it does what it wants to without caring about you.

How do you ask for sex?:
>.> Either grab him and throw him to the bed or flirt with him until we got there.

Is there someone right now that you’d say “I love you” to?:
Mi familia. ^_^ Y mi gusto mucho me novio.

Are you sleeping with someone right now?:
My teddy bear Giford and my dog.

Would you ever convert religion/take up religion/stop your religion for your bf/gf?:
No. I bend the rules, but I won’t break away.

Do you talk about your bf/gf a lot?:
Sometimes. I try not to cause it’s so annoying to single people, but he’s so cool…

Do you think about them often?:
All the time.

Name three things that would make you break up with someone?:
Cheating, smoking lies

Tag thre... ]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14742047/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14742047/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 10:51:34 PDT
1. What's a commonly used nickname people call you by?: Amber

2. What's your favourite color?: blue

3. What's your favourite food?: Italian

4. Are you a squeamish person?: naw

5. What's your favourite animal?: Wolves

6. Biggest pet peeve?: Pretty much whatever I’m griping about at the time

7.If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?: Italy

8. Do you cry easily?: Mmm… no. I probably cry a total of three or five times a year.

9. Do you generally have a good, loving family?: Yes, very much

10. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yeah

11. Do you have many phobias?: Naw. Just of falling and failing.

12. Favourite genre of music?: alternative rock

13. What's your thoughts on homosexuals?: I don’t care, but like any other type of sex, just be selective of your partner and use protection

14. Are you a trendsetter, a trend follower, or do you dress originally?: I do what I do

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?: Yeah

16. Do you like school?: Yeah

17. Are you known to spend your money quickly?: >.> Sometimes

18. What time is it right now? 11:45am

19. Are you on the computer a lot?: Yeah, I guess

21. Pet hermit crabs: a good thing or a bad thing?: Ew…

22. Leftie or Righty?: Right handed with a lean left hook ^_~

23. Do you have any scars/stretch marks, etc?: Hell yeah. From my forearms to my hips. Really bad on my shoulders and back. Some on my knees and ankles even.

24. Do you have dull elbows or pointy elbows: I don’t really know. I think they’re dull when I’m relaxed and pointy when I flex.

25. Timmies or Starbucks?: Neither.

26. Do you have any sleeping problems?: Sometimes nightmares and anxiety dreams keep me up. And my dog wakes me up to go pee everynight.

27. Are you a shy person?: At first, yes. I like to observe someone before commenting or showing my true colors.

28. Are you a gift-giver?: Yeah

29. Warm or cold?: Cold.

30. Do you like meeting new people?: No

I’m supposed to tag 9 other people… ya’ll can pick yourselves.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14712013/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14712013/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:33:16 PDT
I think I'm gonna be an amazon. I'll need to start working on my costume. Maybe I'll post a pic. = P

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14607495/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14607495/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 17:56:58 PDT
For Photography:

Moniekje- [link]

For Digital Art Work:

Shinou (who knows me in real life and goes to my school)- [link]

And for my newest bud:

StripeyPanda (who I met at my school also)- [link]

Ya'll are awsome. Keep up the art.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14520769/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14520769/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 17:48:37 PDT .>….

Height: I think I’m 5’11’’ now… o.o
Wight: = P Enough to take you down… SUMO!!!
Hair color: Dirty blonde
Eye color: Hazel
Best physical feature?: Hair? Hands? Legs?
Your best personality trait?: My humor and compassion.

Favorite candy bar: Mr. Goodman. Mmmnnn… Crunchy.
Favorite breakfast?: Differs, but I really like the Godfather at the Delectable Egg.
Favorite sandwich?: PB&J
Favorite dessert?: You. XD
Favorite kind of food?: Italian

Are you naturally a jealous person?: Well… yes… very… but I try to hide it. >.> It’s my problem that I’m insecure sometimes, right? Not theirs.
Who’s your favorite person in the whole world: Like I can pick? My family and friends are first and foremost.
What are you most self conscious about?: My weight. But hey, I have the power to change if I wanna. = P
What’s your greatest insecurity?: Being stupid, lied to or deceived.

Has anyone ever hurt you mentally/physically/emotionally?: Well duh.
Have you ever hurt someone mentally/physically/emotionally?: Yes.
Are you running away from someone right now?: … Yeah…
Who?: Just someone who hurt me
If you met them on the streets right now, what would you do?: Probably run and hide until I knew they were gone. It’s the sort of person you just can’t face.
Have you ever talked to anyone about what they did?: No.
Would you be willing to talk about it now?: ... It would have to be someone I'm real close to...

Who do you admire?: My dad and independent people.
Do you work?: Yep. Two jobs.
What do you do?: Full time student, part time sales person at Lane Bryant
Do you like it?: Sometimes.
What do you wanna be?: A storyboard artist

Compleat this sentence: " Music is..."
LIFE!!! LOVE!!! Everything that matters!

If you could travel anywhere, where would you go?: Italy… for the food… >.> Yes! That’s it… for the foood…. >.>
What’s your favorite kind of environment?: Home
What colors would you paint your room if you had a choice?: I’d leave them off white like now.

Are you promiscuous?: >.> Debatable.
Are you too forthcoming with private information: I’m both reserved and forthcoming.
Do you have someone you’d be willing to “be with” right now?: *grin*
What’s the best way to get you in the mood: Man, why’d I take this quiz? It’s so invasive… And if it’s the right guy, he doesn’t have to do too much. ^_^ But I find independence real sexy.
Sexiest thing about a partner?: Their mind and soul… but I also like a few extra pounds and height

Are you thinking of doing any projects for yourself?: Ooo! Yes! Writing, poetry and some comics with actually story lines!
Think you’ll have time?: Nope

Tag five people:

(if ya’ll wanna)

Drew, Ethan, Bunny, Meagan and Zack

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14484829/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14484829/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 09:41:31 PDT
I have to write 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes about myself.

1) I'm originally from Texas, and sometimes my southern draw comes back when I'm real happy or angry. Like when I say, " I'd like to just haul off and smack him in the back of his head... Just as hard as I can."

2) When I'm half asleep I am at my truest form. I say and do whatever I feel. >.> I could start yelling at you or drop my head to your shoulder and say in a dazed happy tone, " I love you."

3) I sleep with a fan on. The hum helps me relax.

4) If you get a profile shot of me with my hair pulled back, I hate how the back of my head is shaped. >.< And the sound of my voice...

5) I'm a pretty light stepper for my size and have been known to magically appear behind people and scare the living crap out of them... unintentionally.

6) I have a bad habit of stretching my legs in public and sometimes don't even realize I'm doing it until someone says, " Damn, you're flexible!" o.0 Which I sorta am, I can slip my right foot under my arm and touch my right shoulder... Not bad for a big girl, huh?

I have to tag six people... but I don't wanna. = P

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14435800/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14435800/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:37:23 PDT
Thank you God for my health and bless those who have this painful cancer. Help the familes in thier time of need and let us not forget that there is hope.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14424726/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14424726/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 11:38:36 PDT
Panera. I got a giant crescent and sourdough bowel for $2.88. Great food, big portions and cheap, my favorite.

I swear if I ever meet a man who can make bread like that... I might bear his children... and I don't even want kids. o.0

The taste of Colorado is happening this weekend. Peter White, a jazz artist, is playing and lots of food and drink so it'll be fun to pass the winos on Colfax with all the druggies and so forth... >.> Good thing I have my knife.

Anyway, lots of stuff due for classes next week, but it shouldn't effect the up coming amberisms. Thanks all for reading... are scanning I don't care which you do.

]]> ~ShizamiRose http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14332192/ http://ShizamiRose.deviantart.com/journal/14332192/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 10:07:48 PDT .>

What was the steamiest manga you ever read?: Sensual Phrase, holy hell that stuff will give you a boner for a week. O.0

Top 5 Songs in your Opinion:
(in to real order)
1. Pieces- Sum 41
2. I’ll Be- Edwin McCain
3. Best I Am- Flaw
4. Did You Feel the Mountain Tremble- Daniel Smith
5. And anything from Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron soundtrack is liable to be a win.

Your life long dream?: Hmmm… to turn my story ideas into comics/animations and to be a storyboard artist.

Favorite drink?: Water… Lipton citrus tea… OOO! MILK!

Favorite food?: Anything Italian

Favorite movie(s)?: 300 and most anything with Martin Lawrence especially Bad Boys.

Favorite color(s)?: Blues, reds, gold.

Favorite time of year?: Autumn

Favorite past time?: Drawing, writing, listening to music, watching TV

What’s something you’d love to learn to do?: Play the drums, learn to speak Spanish and Italian.

What’s the most romantic thing someone can do for you?: Just talk to me and be willing to get dirty ^_~

Biggest pet peeve?: Men in short shorts… good Lord.

Best way to wake up?: It’s a rainy day, still cloudy outside, it’s already the afternoon, the room is cool and I’m all warm under the covers… and maybe a good looking fella I care about laying next to me.

Your worst trait?: >.> Posting too many quizzes. Typos.

What matters most to you?: My parents, grandmother, expressing myself, friends, God and being respectful to others.

If you could live anywhere, where would that be?: I’d love to live somewhere near a water fall, there’s just something special about water.

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