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I mean...I DO have been submitting stuff here...haven't I? I get favs almost every day but no one comments me. Occasional irl friends do.


I'm not begging for comments. It's just that the point of being here has pretty much faded from me. I don't even feel like trying to submit shit here more often, because it's ignored almost completely.

Also, that drains away my other activity. I don't hate anyone, but sometimes it feels like I don't draw things at all. I dunno.


Maybe I should go try Sheezy Art? Or whatsitcalled. If being NEW to them would make them comment and I'd have that fun time back I had here when I joined?

Gotta try that. So maybe taking hiatus or leavin' for good from here soon.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/24991933/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/24991933/ Thu, 28 May 2009 05:41:23 PDT
.....after that starts the summer vacation, and by bf moves back to her mom's place (which is too far away from here). ;^; not fair!! Well I guess I'll see 'im sometimes, but thinking I can't see him EVERY DAY makes me kinda depressed. oh well....

I think I've been worrying about things too much lately. I passed all the courses, (well..I ALMOST failed math and history 8'D) and actually everything's fine. I just dunno why I keep freaking out and feeling bad. ._.

I've got no reason!

It's summer....it's my beloved vacation I've been waiting for sooooo long. Maybe I just need it so badly I keep bein' a crybaby. XD


Anyways. Just a short update. I think I'm gonna start a manga/comic project this summer, because I'm gonna need it in the future. >w< I'll post some shitz here then...if I feel like. |D

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/24218897/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/24218897/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 11:35:37 PDT

So, happy late Easter for anyone reading this. I know there ain't many, but well. >wO;

~Tulidragon and ~Icedragon333 visited me and we had a kick-ass easter<3

I got Shadow of the Colossus and Zelda: Phantom Hourglass from Trica and they're both cool! Specially SOTC. Holy sheet. o_o The Colossi are........HUUUGE n' scary...eeek..but it's so fun to climb on them. 8D

Wah<3 they're the besht<33


Now that I've gotten my vacation and relaxed, I need to squish the last bit of energy from me to survive the school. >.< there's summer commin' ahead, not long time to wait anymore!! <3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/23677004/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/23677004/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 13:43:47 PDT .>'


I thought I oughta update so...

I think I've learned some self-control. Finally. Something that I really need...it is.
For example, I did my english graduation exam practice booklet way earlier than I should've and even wrote the essay too! O_O what the hell is wrong with me...

Also I've been fighting against tiredness. Maybe it helps if I go to bed early? Maybe... But how is that possible when my bf is online in messenger? 8'DD <3


I think I'll be able to grow up and be an adult...almost. >_O

Sho long~
(leaving for Tampere again.)

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/23174201/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/23174201/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 12:54:50 PST
[side nooto: I visited Tracon 09 and it was fun...only cause mah best friends were there.
.....darn busses and crowds.]



Anywayz, so Senior Prom was this evening (actually), and I'm STILL wearing my contact lenses and make up. I took the dress off though, I wanted to put on loose clothes as quick as possible. XD

....it was great. <3 My partner (my bf, thank god) was amazing, the dancing was ALMOST completely succesful, the company was good, the food totally kicked ass (my sis was actually there making it 8DDDD) and the music was.....well.....>_O

And that darn fishstick bought me flowers. >D <3


Agghh my legs hurt. hey! Tomorrow's the Valentines day! Happy (or shitty, the way you like it) V-day!!! <3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/22881794/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/22881794/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 09:06:27 PST
LÅL IM DA. I LIV IN YAR PAGE, CONSUMING YOUR DARK COLORS LÅÅÅÅÅLLL


Just a weird update... 8'D

despite that my page is raped with unusually BRIGHT GREYS I'm feeling...

wonderful. <3


I'm drowning again in work, but...I don't really care. I mean, I'm trying my best still (well....okay sometimes I play PW too much, I confesssss!!) but...just a little while ago I learned to understand what really matters. :3


There's Tracon comin' up; I hope my friends will be there.... >WWWW< <3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/22387006/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/22387006/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 04:19:32 PST
...and Franziska von Karma totally owned Phoenix in the end of the second case of JFA. I think I died laughin'... XDDDDD


Anyhoo! I didn't draw a Xmas pic. Sorreh. Just didn't find any inspiration for that. Now I got a good bunch of inspiration for both fanart and original art...though I dunno what will I post here. |D


I had the best new year..................... <3 how was yours?


I hope I can get something up before vacation ends... OwO; I'm already hooked in Animal Crossing so we'll see XD

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/22008436/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/22008436/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 01:40:24 PST


I thought it was about time for an update...so. yeaaaaah. >_o


Oh yeh, I was thinkin' about drawing a christmas card for all of ya. Just one to ruin your day <3 haha.


I spent last weekend at my boyfriend's place, we watched like...TONS of movies and some anime. >w< if I was a grown-up, I wouldn't have gone there. I had work to do. But, in a way that was just what I needed. If I had had to waste another weekend on being emo about how late my work is, I'd be DEAD AS A STONE by now. =_=
Thank god I didn't. |D <3


And last, to make your ears bleed: *sings with a retarded voice*
HERE WE GO!
Excalibur
Excalibur
From United King
I'm looking for him
I'm going to California

Excalibur
Excalibur
From United King
I'm looking for him
I'm going to California
Excalibur
Excalibur
Excalibur! \o/

(those lyrics make no friggin' sense XDDDDDDDDDD)

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/21608498/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/21608498/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 05:30:30 PST .<

Ah, I love orchestra-music. <333 I also love Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney. So, Ace Attorney music played by an orchestra is ......pure loev. <3



But yeh. Newwws.


Japanese test is done. I'll see my results next Tuesday... o_o


I cut mah hair. It's shorter than ever now...



I get to design the school newspaper's website's new look! yayyy! I've always wanted to do that....I don't like the current look...it's...kinda boring so. :/ XDDD


Hmm...what else...oh. Senior prom practices are runnin' smoothly..........'cept for one dance. And I'm feeling the butterflies in my stomach everytime I talk about this...o___O'

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/21466820/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/21466820/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 09:35:41 PST


I actually have something to tell:
I'll be goin' on a school trip tomorrow (Friday) with the school newspaper Fuusio ("Fusion"). And guess where? HELSINKI, DAMMIT! <3
I might see Lily (~Icedragon333) there! <333 yay! I miss her. We saw eachother during fall break, yes, but you'll start to miss your best friends quickly after seein' them. >w<

I wish Trica could come with us. ;_;


I'm also having Japanese test next TuesdayYYYYYYYWHAT?! SO SOON?! O_O I need to start readin' if I want to score high...and I do. >o<


Hmm...also there's the senior prom. We've already started practicing...eek. o_o I'm getting even nervous-er every day. (thank god I already have a pair, otherwise I'd..die from excitement? well not having anyone to go to the prom with, that'd be not-so-exciting..but stressful. and depressing. very depressing.)


.....and I also need to start drawing....I mean regularly. I'll forget how to draw a head if I don't.

BUT NAO I SHALL WATCH DE SOORU IITAA EPIZODE 22 ALRIGHTO. BEHOLD! THE SYMMETRY WILL RULE THE WORLD! FOOLS! *points people with a cane*

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/21108803/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/21108803/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:07:48 PDT
Teacher's really don't give a damn about how much stuff ya gots to do...soo...THEY GIVE YOU MORE SO YOU HAVE FUN FUN FUNNNNNNN


agh. x_x

will I EVER get to play my PS2 (it's gettin' dusty :V) without feelin' guilty? ;_;



Anyways. I had my autumn holydays. And visited ~Icedragon333 with *Tulidragon...and naturally, all I can say about those few days....well...more "best days of my life" to add on my list. <333 I needed that...actually I feel we all needed that. I dunno where would I be without them. >w< <3



I really didn't get much help with those headers and footers....ahah. Well....I actually don't have any time to play with them so...XDDD

I know you are not intrested, but I'll put my EBIL LIST OF D00M here, just so you can see how teatchers ruin one young life:

TEH EBIL LIST OF D00M (to make people busy) by ShtinkyPudding, the schoolTARD
1. Finnish: Book essay, return it on Monday
2. Swedish word test on Monday
3. Swedish essay, return it on Monday
4. Japanese dialogue "essay", return it on Tuesday
5. Finnish: SPEECH OMFG DIE on Wednesday
6. History exam on Wednesday
+ comics for school paper.
+ read John Irving's The Hotel New Hampshire

oh, and exam week starts the 31st of November so...LUCKY DAYS AHEAD! <3

....is all that sick amount of work even LEGAL????
=____________________________________________=

[at least one thing got take cared of! thanks for that goes to somebody-I-do-know]

I hope you guys have more time to waste...

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20935893/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20935893/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 11:20:27 PDT

I turned 17 last Wednesday. Yay for that too. My last year before I'm old enough to drink and drive a car. Not so yay for that. >_>'


Since my precious luff (my cousin ~BlueYume) got me 3 month subsctiption, and I have TOO MUCH pics beggin' to bee photoCHOPPED, (and I have my FOOKIN' FREEDOM aka. Autumn holidays) I decided that I should try to give this lil' sh!t some first aid. So expect devatuions.


Wah. Could someone gimme a hand with these DAmn journal headers and stuff, I don't understand a thing about them. XDDD

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20809389/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20809389/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:47:44 PDT
I don't feel like writing I'm just so sad and tired I'd like to cry

NOTHING'S going good

not even okay

if something happens, I'll know for sure that it will be the end of my life

just
no

I have tons of shit to do in school (again) and I'm trying
something



I just miss old good times to fucking much I wanna go back and never leave again


ah. trying to make myself go through this. yeh. I know you're sorty and all that shit, and go a head saying that

that has no effect now

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20549333/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20549333/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 07:43:39 PDT
Just thought I'd post somethiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnng here. '_'


I've been...very busy. My art projects have almost killed me with stress, but now they're both over so yay for that.

The last two exams to go are French (Friday) and Math (Monday)....oooh fuck. How am I supposed to pass that math exam? I bet the test is gonna be hella hard. That teacher always makes tests so hard you'll cry after you've finished it.


Hm, some good news: I have lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa (spaghetti!) art pics I have to complete and post here...Ah, some bad news: my message center is literally blowing up. Thanks guys. <3

Hehe. My japanese-lessons have started. (>'w' )>


wah. o.o gotta go readin' french.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20214026/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/20214026/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:40:23 PDT

I'm getting depressed about Trica. Not really about HER, but about how she's doing.

She can't come to school. That was pretty much okay with me in the past, of course I wasn't DELIGHTED because she was sick, but now...Now I wait every morning to see her face. Usually I end up with out seeing her. And for some reason, nowdays I wish I'd see her even more than before. And when I don't it makes me feel quite blue.

I just wish there was a way for me to make her feel better. My school days are so much brighter with her around.



Also, something that I would've never believed to happen.

I'm...kinda mad at Lily. Not like, I HATE YOU SO MUCH, but in a different way. Mostly I get angry at her attitudes. I think, "Can she not enjoy ANYTHING anymore? Is she completely stuck to her depressive world or is there a way to make her cheer up?" Maybe I'm getting irritated because I get sad when she says things are shitty with her life. I naturally want her to be happy and see the good things she has in her life and all. I'd like her to see her life in my point of view, where it looks pretty good.
Also we haven't talked much lately. I feel she even doesn't want to.

They're both so awfully dear to me. I try try try my best to support them, cheer them up when they're down, and give the best advice I can.
But the feeling that has been with me for a some time now is getting stronger everyday. It's like I am not enough for them.
Yes, I sometimes realize how selfish I am, sometimes I really surrender to thinking that all they have is me. But they don't. They have their own lives and I've started to wait when are they gonna snap at me and tell me to back away.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/19624331/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/19624331/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 13:57:02 PDT
HAH.

YAOI ON STAGE.

YAOI IN PARK.

YAOIN' AWAY!

JESUS CHRIST IT'S LOITUMA AND CARAMELL DANSEN GET IN THE CAR!!


GIANT POKEKIPS ATTACKIN'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

/SHOUToff.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/19250722/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/19250722/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 09:18:48 PDT
1. I have to make a contest entry for naruto.fi. One pain in the ass, I tell ya. NO ANIME STYLE ALLOWED (neither manga) Well. I guess I'll just turn to that good ol' gorillaz style.

2. One hell of a big request. (the next one on my list) But I'm SOOOO gonna do it, cause it has a dragon in it. mwahah.

3. Fanart for *Novanator because I can.

4. Ninja persona for my irl friend.

5. Wut waz it? OO YEA. ALL THAT STUFF THAT HAS BEEN FLOATING IN MAH HEAD. XDDD (like my updated persona)

*sigh* meehhh. (btw I gots my tablet pen back. :3)

Play List
1. Capsule - 5iVe STAR [youtube] DONE
2. "Sweets Time" [youtube] DONE
3. We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet [youtube] DONE
4. Incubus - Dig [youtube] DONE
5. Anonymous - Flight of Tacgnol [dizzler.com] - Elizabeth & Exustia

Other List
1. entry for naruto.fi DONE
2. Axelle for Novanator DONE
3. ninja sona for irl friend
4. new persona

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/19121660/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/19121660/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 05:42:57 PDT
I have some news about the requests.

I forgot my tablet pen to my grandparent's place so I won't be able to work for a while. ^^' I really wanna use tablet, and I don't feel like coloring with markers.....so much..

Anyways, while I'm waiting for it, I might as well scribble something weird for ya to look at.

Play List
1. Capsule - 5iVe STAR [youtube] DONE
2. "Sweets Time" [youtube] DONE
3. We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet [youtube] DONE
4. Incubus - Dig [youtube] - white n' red
5. Anonymous - Flight of Tacgnol [dizzler.com] - Elizabeth & Exustia

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18724725/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18724725/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 04:39:49 PDT
So, now some DA-related stuff for ya guys.......(who am I exactly talking about?)

Right. I'm about to do requests, cause

1. Summer vacation = TIME, BITCHES <3

2. I need to imrove.

3. Just for fun and because the sports so you'd have something to ask about.

There are, only one condition. MUSIC.

You know I got this idea: the person who wants a request, will think of some song. Then he/she finds it from YouTube/Veoh/somewhere else where you can listen to it, not download it. Then the person links it to me, and posibly gives a theme, and I will draw what I hear. :3

It can be rock, pop, heavy, classical.. ect. The only music I can't stand is rap and hip hop. SO SORRY. Ò_Ó Everything else goes. I think. (there might be some hip hop/rap songs I will accept, but don't get too hopeful.)

Tell me about your request in your comment. You can also specify a condition. Technique, colors, character, anything!!

Play List
1. Capsule - 5iVe STAR [youtube] DONE
2. "Sweets Time" [youtube] DONE
3. We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet [youtube] DONE
4. Incubus - Dig [youtube] - white n' red
5. Anonymous - Flight of Tacgnol [dizzler.com] - Elizabeth & Exustia

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18554702/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18554702/ Thu, 29 May 2008 04:40:05 PDT
You know that I've just finished my first year at High school? Yea? Well guess what.

I

had

a

baby tooth.

Someone shoot me please. T_T My dentist (the one who always put the braces on) told me, when I asked if I had a hole in some of my teeth that yes, I have one small hole on a BABY TOOTH. (me: WTF GTFO STFU. O_O)

Well, a while after that I got confirmed about that. The tooth was moving. My WORST NIGHTMARE.

Know this: I hate pulling baby teeth off. HATE. I had one stickin' in my mouth for like, a year. >_< I just can't do it D: I poke it with my tongue, and check how much it moves with my fingers but I do NOT try to take it off. Eww.

But...since there was a hole in it, and I knew from before that if I don't take it off soon, the tooth under it could grow all twisted, I had to act adult-ly.

I told my mom about it, and so she called to the dentist, and so, the next day at eleven o'clock, I walked to see the dentist.

Oh God how scared I was. x_x I swear I would've loved to just scream and run away.

But it went okay. I asked them to get my jaw numb, and so they did. The only problem is that I think they hit my muscle....my jaw's still a bit...stiff and then I press it it "hurts".

But now it's gone. ^w^ The tooth I mean. I'm so relieved!!!! There's a weird gap between my molars, but as soon as it gets healed, I can eat properly (it doesn't feel so nice to eat with a gap 8D)


Whoo. Too boringly long journal. @w@'

I'm gonna go to my friends' party today, one of us is leaving for a place to study (she's younger than the rest of us, and I don't know her so well but she's a part of our group so we're gonna hold a party for her) and it's supposed to be a SURPRISE party...let's see how it's gonna end up.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18494371/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18494371/ Sun, 25 May 2008 12:18:28 PDT
Ummmm.

I've had my hair cut. It's really short now...then I'm gonna dye it red with biocolor.

Nya nyaaaa......then I've started to read Elfen Lied. One messed up manga that is. @_@

....I'm a bit clueless now.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18378153/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18378153/ Sun, 18 May 2008 06:58:36 PDT
There's something I'm.."worried" about, if that's how you would call it.




Anyway.

One more week and my first year in high scool will be over.
It feels quite unreal, to speak the truth.

I feel like drawing and drawing more and more..which is bad cause I should read for the last exams. But I don't really....care. I'm so tired of grades, they don't actually matter at all if you just pass. So whever.

*sigh*
I'm happy and abit blue at the same time. gah.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18127022/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18127022/ Fri, 02 May 2008 02:38:39 PDT
So yesterday was 1st of May. ^^ Did you enjoy it?

Yesterday was also the first day you could wear t-shirt outside...it was about +20 celsius.
Waaarm. *w*

Yah. I got into a fight with my friend last Wednesday. =_=' But I'm planning to apologize her as soon as I get back to school...even though I think SHE was the one being stupid...but...I mean, who the heck can fight when the weather's like that? IT'S LIKE FRIGGIN' SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!! \o/

Yesh. I also visited 1st of May market (?) with ~Tulidragon !! And gave her her present. =w= (damn straight! managed to buy her a dragon necklace she laready didn't have! <3)

Pretty much all good with me. I can't use my phone untill it's 6th May, but I guess I can handle it... XD

Hey and I got a bottle of real (RRRREAL) sake from my sister! O___O' I was like wtf I can't even drink I'm under 18 years old and she said that the bottle has as much alcohol as a glass of wine. I said that I can still get drunk from it and she said I would not. I told her she must be kidding she said not.
So, now I have tasted real sake.
And guess how surprised I got when I noticed it wasn't half-bad?
Really weird. It doesn't taste like alcohol at all. Almost. I don't like any alcohol drinks because of the taste of it, but since sake doesn't have the taste of alcohol in it, I imagined getting drunk first time with sake xDD though, getting drunk doesn't sound cool at all, but I guess it's okay to like at least something with alcohol in it.........is it? *suspicious*

Oh yes and I broke my headphones. ;_; *sob* Now I'll have to cope with crappy other ones, which have ABSOLUTELY too long wire! D:<

But now, back to drawiiiinnngggg~~

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18127020/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/18127020/ Fri, 02 May 2008 02:38:22 PDT
So yesterday was 1st of May. ^^ Did you enjoy it?

Yesterday was also the first day you could wear t-shirt outside...it was about +20 celsius.
Waaarm. *w*

Yah. I got into a fight with my friend last Wednesday. =_=' But I'm planning to apologize her as soon as I get back to school...even though I think SHE was the one being stupid...but...I mean, who the heck can fight when the weather's like that? IT'S LIKE FRIGGIN' SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!! \o/

Yesh. I also visited 1st of May market (?) with ~Tulidragon !! And gave her her present. =w= (damn straight! managed to buy her a dragon necklace she laready didn't have! <3)

Pretty much all good with me. I can't use my phone untill it's 6th May, but I guess I can handle it... XD

Hey and I got a bottle of real (RRRREAL) sake from my sister! O___O' I was like wtf I can't even drink I'm under 18 years old and she said that the bottle has as much alcohol as a glass of wine. I said that I can still get drunk from it and she said I would not. I told her she must be kidding she said not.
So, now I have tasted real sake.
And guess how surprised I got when I noticed it wasn't half-bad?
Really weird. It doesn't taste like alcohol at all. Almost. I don't like any alcohol drinks because of the taste of it, but since sake doesn't have the taste of alcohol in it, I imagined getting drunk first time with sake xDD though, getting drunk doesn't sound cool at all, but I guess it's okay to like at least something with alcohol in it.........is it? *suspicious*

Oh yes and I broke my headphones. ;_; *sob* Now I'll have to cope with crappy other ones, which have ABSOLUTELY too long wire! D:<

But now, back to drawiiiinnngggg~~

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17857992/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17857992/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 23:54:10 PDT
Well I just thought it was about time foooooooor:

UPDATIN' MAH JOURNAL WHAT YOU ALL HATE!!!!!!!ONE!!!!!!TWO!

yeah.

But THIS time, there's something you might like....well...maybe not but....
Since I always write shitty journals, now here's something HAPPY for ya:

THINGS ARE GOIN' WELL. EVEN BETTER.

Last Friday I visited Trica-chan's place (aka *Tulidragon) and it was so cool!
Her room was FILLED with cool stuff! *_* Dragons everywhere! Now, if you think you know a hard-ass dragon fan, think again cause Trica-chan is the ultimate queen of dragon fans! \o/ Hail her!!! xD
She also had a bunch of great games...one of them was called ''We Love Katamari''. OMG.
The game's amazing. You get to roll a katamari and collect all kinds of stuff on it to make it grow GIGANTIC~ (I rolled up the Eiffel-tower and Statue of Liberty yesterday! 8D)

*sigh* Also my ''friends business'' is goin' good. The girl I talked about a while ago, keeps
asking me to draw her characters from Naruto. And you know how I love to do it. <3

I have also discovered an new band....This is how:
They changed Naruto Shippuuden's opening, with the song called ''Blue Bird'' by Ikimono Gakari. Their sound hit me with a baseball bat. Now I have TWO of their older albums on my laptop, and all their singles...EXCEPT THE DAMINT ''BLUE BIRD'', which I originally wanted to have!! XDDD Darn... >.> Well I think it's quite a new song, so it should be released on single one day...
But yah. I RECOMMEND Ikimono Gakari! They have an unique sound in their music! <3

So. Nothing but good. : )

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17538493/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17538493/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:34:32 PDT
First of all, it was really, I mean REALLY strange sleeping alone here. Before I went to bed, I talked with Lily-chan in messenger and packed some stuff at the same time.

I slept in my parents' bed cause it's bigger and more comfortable than mine. C:

But this house kept making all these noises - it does that normally too, but this time I heard them ALL. So I fell alseep thinking about what would mom and dad say if the house would fall apart by it's own. xD

I woke up exactly eight minutes before my phone started alarming. Quite accurate, no?

I quickly ate some stuff my family had left behind - I wasn't really hungry because I was a bit nervous...then I cheked my packings about three times (and still managed to forget my shampoo) and put some music to my MP3-player.

Then I left. I cheked that all the lights were out and closed the door.

The weather was amazing. Sky was all clear and it felt so calming walking through the city center with absolutely no one around (first day of easter vacation, what do you expect? everyone already gone to their relatives or still sleeping) and no car voices....just wind blowing.

I had to wait on the station untill my train came.

I had to swich trains so I didn't listen to music at all during the first part of the train trip. I swiched succesfully (my dad shooting like, thousands of text messages at me xD).

It was during the last part of the train trip when I started feeling sick. Forst I got REALLY tired...I really had to fight for my eyes not to get closed. O_O Also, there was a smokers' cart next to one where I was, and the discusting smell floated from there....and almost in the end of the trip, some palookas bought coffee and started drinkin' it right under my nose! EWWW! (I like coffee, really, but at that time I wished I could've tossed those cups out of the window....seesh...)

And when they finally announced that next stop is Lily's place, I was so near throwing up that I could taste it...

I thought what would Lily say if I'd puke up right after I'd got out the train. OwO'

But I managed to keep my breakfast inside me, and the fresh air made me feel a lot better. C:

First day - we played videogames and....and....what else? Hmm. Well I at least got to know her family better - and her DOG! <3 He was so cute! Like a puppy! >w<

Second day - I went with Lily-chan to Helsinki and it was......
KICK-ASS.

We went to Fantasia pelit which had so much manga on sale that I wanted to scream out lpud when I saw all that! Then we found Blippo (yay!) and then we ran back to Fantasia pelit. 8D Then we went to eat - to Noodle Bar!!!!!
...and got totally owned by the over-sized dishes. XDDD We sat there like, over and hour (I swear it felt like five hours to me xD) and still couldn't gobble all those noodles up! This doesn't mean it wasn't good....it was great. But so much of it... O_O

Then we played some more video games. 8'D <3 (''I'm gonna spank you!'' -''DAAAAAAAMN!!!!!!!!!'' )

Third day - on this day I was meant to leave but....umm......WE MISSED THE TRAIN! *shot* 8'D It wasn't anyone fault really....by yeah. My mom and Lily's mother fixed it out so I got to stay for ANOTHER night! <3 And we went to get my ticket right.

But before all that train-hulabaloo we went to Viherpaja. It's a place where they sell LOADS of plants and stuff! They even has this beautiful japanese garden room there......<3 And even koi-fishes as well!!! O_O
...then Lily-chan and her sister started playing with the small water fountain. XD *hides from Lily's and Kawaii-chan's flying ponted objects* 'w'

Hmm. We watched some Heroes alone with Lily-chan (her family went to the aunt's place) AND SET TEH HOUSE ON FIRE ZOMG! (kidding! 8D just trying to pervent you from falling alseep xDDD)

And then, the next day, I left.

Ahh it was so fun. <3 Her family was so nice and I had such a great time. ;u;

[the next episode - Lily, Kaori and Trica join forces to make this summer vacation the most twisted summer vacation there ever was! >:3 ]

~the end~

Special thanks: Lily-chan and her family (for letting me in), Kawaii-chan for the great drawing (it's going on my wall!), Lily-chan for some great Saru-laughs and all and their dog for eating all the carrots!

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17423487/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17423487/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 09:40:11 PDT
When dad lets me stay alone in the house OVER a NIGHT, it means alot.

Pudding's growing up.

I'm really climbing on walls and flying like a crazy chicken. I have a butterfly farm in my belly, and I'd like to out on the balcony and scream my lungs out.

I'm going over Lily's (~Icedragon333) place tomorrow (Friday). All alone. By train.

I've never
stayed in my home all alone one night.
went to the station alone.

But I'm happy about it. It feels like I'm treated as an adult.

..I must be dreaming. <3

....though it's kinda boring to be alone. =3=

Wish me luck for I get into the right train. :3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17176828/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17176828/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:35:02 PST
....

Yeah I ain't REALLY a badass, but...I'm feeling like...(aahaskjabfIKBDFwihfv kills meself for being so selfish to say it) an angel. Or whatever...

Gah how am I gonna tell it to you..?


So much good things has happened. So much, that it feels like I don't deserve it.
Sudden ''how ´well things really are with me''-wave floooows over me.

I wish I could...I wish I could help and support my friends. Stand behind them and catch if they fall.
I really wanna work on my friend-relationships. Two of them especially. Nothing else really matters...if I think it that way. I could give up drawing, I could let my grades go down,....name it.

People who say that you can't really trust anyone other than you, are broken people. I bet someone has failed their trust and now they try to protect themselves from getting betrayed again. These people need someone to change heir mind.

In this silly and insane world, the only thing one can not really trust, is oneself, in the end. I'm not talking about self-confidence. You sure can go thinking you can do stuff, and you can. It's just that even the strongest confidence can be broken; and when that happens, there must be someone special to fix it up.

They have the missing screws from my head. And I have theirs.

.....my mom almost burned her kettls in the oven. This whole place stinks like roasted plastic and metal. Sheesh.

It's amazing for me to notice and think about things like my friends when my grandma (mom's side) had an eye surgery and my other grandma (dad's side) discovered that she had breast cancer and had a surgery too.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17126771/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/17126771/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 01:25:02 PST
Though, who the hell cares, I could easily take one year break in writin' journals and no one would notice. n_n

..maybe that's why I turn angsty when I write these things.

Any hoo.

My winter holiday started last monday, and we travelled to my grandparent's house with my mom.
It's been great, though I can't send text messages with my cell phone so I feel kinda...

ISOLATED.

Hmm hmm.

*still drawing*

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16912213/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16912213/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:15:32 PST
Kind of. <3

.....

Yesterday, when I was walking home....I noticed it. Actually it hit me straight to face. What? SPRING.
It was just sand flying around with the wind, but....how it smelled.....smelled like summer.


I think.....I think I've had a really, really long mild art block. Because like I said in my earlier journal, I feel like I could draw ANYTHING.....

It feels so wonderful right now, but there's no good if there ain't something bad as well....I think I'm growing apart from my real life friends. It's like.....like I'm a boring person. It's stronger with one of my friends specially....she seems to have a replacement for me.

I've been having these thought of me being really bitchy to her earlier. Maybe this is what I deserve?

No matter what I do....they keep ignoring me and I've started to think.....maybe I should leave them be then? If they don't want me to be there, then maybe the last thing I could do right is to give up on them and just......be.

Ah well but who the hell gives a damn about me? ^^ Or my problems. xD

....at least it seems I'm able to make new freindship-bonds....frech lessons. :3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16718772/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16718772/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 06:27:46 PST
You don't know how full of stuff my table is now...
Seriously, I've got
1. my laptop
2. my tablet [which has now been installed in to my lappie, along with corell painter and photoshop]
3. my upcoming comic strips [inkin']
4.my homework [also known as pencilcase and my swedish book, but hey, my table ain't so big...]

I'm drownin' here. 8D

Yeh. Now that I have my tablet right here where I usually do everything [draw non-digitally, chat, fool around the net, listen to music and watch anime] I can really get down to business. Nothing is on my way now! [except that I don't have a scanner neither a printer....but they're easy to install so that I can just go plug my laptop in and scan away!]

I'm also having this weird ANTI-ART-BLOG. I feel like doodlin' every kinds of stuff and go crazy with colors. *sigh* I just hope I won't lost it too fast.

In other news, exam week is spookin' again. I seriously need to concentrate if I'm gonna pass the ONLY chemistry course I'll have to pass during all these three years! >.< It sounds like a piece of cake, only one puny exam and it's over! But I won't be if I fail it. 8P

Things have been great. I've figured a way out of the ''darn I'm too tired to do homework now...I shall go play some Ape Escape'' habit of mine. I'll as much as I can of the homework DURING LUNCH BREAK! I'm a genious! \o/ So when I come home, I can just relax, have a couple of good sandwiches and draw or play. <3 Life's great.

my comic [comes out whenever it wants]:
[link] <- chek out every now and then. :3

P.S. It seems to me that there could be a possibility of meeting Lily-chan [ ~Icedragon333 ] on Easter! \o/ *goes nutty*

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16673801/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16673801/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:09:29 PST Hopestone because I can, shannaro.


Naruto
[x] You're stubborn.
[ ] You like ramen. (haven't tasted it :c)
[x] Are foxes your favorite animal?(wtf? I don't think Naruto likes them best cause he has one inside him...ehem...anyways. Foxes are dog-animals and furry, so YESH I luff them too)
[ ] You're afraid of ghosts. (it was a friggin' filler! 8'D)
[x] You're jealous of your best friend.
[ ] Are you a hands-on kind of person? (wot?)
[x] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you? (I had....but it's so recent it goes....)
[x] You want people to respect you.
[ ] You never give up.
[ ] Are you tan?(NARUTO'S NOT TAN YOU B*TCH.)
[x] Were you born on the 10th of October? (does the 8th count? two days? *wink* okay I cheated. xD But I don't wanna end up like SASUKE... O_O)
Total: 5

Sasuke
[ ] You don't care about other people or their opinions.
[ ] Are you left handed?
[x] You prefer being alone.
[ ] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn?
[ ] Are you talented? (hell no.)
[ ] Have you had to work on your social skills?
[x] Do you practice your skills? (tryin'.)
[x] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for? (kind of.)
[x] Do you feel like you're cursed? (YESH.)
[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?
Total: 4

Sakura
[ ] You like the color pink.
[ ] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?
[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person.
[ ] You're smart. (who? wot? ME? ZOMG AM I SHMARTY? read: NO.)
[x] You have a five-finger forehead. (not THAT big, maybe four-finger.)
[ ] You usually repress your emotions.
[ ] You insult people just to annoy them. (what the hell sakura doesn't do that....except for ino. ^^'
[ ] You're aiming for a medical career. (NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.
[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?
Total: 1

Kakashi
[ ] You read romance novels. (where do you get them? :3)
[ ] You like to spend time in the fields. (again one rather weird thing about the character. IT'S JUST DAMMIT HIS NAME.)
[ ] Have you separated from some group?
[x] Is your personality hard to describe?
[ ] Are you often late?
[x] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth? (maybe because of my braces?)
[ ] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."?
[ ] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one?
[ ] You only have one hobby.
[ ] Were you born on the 15th of September?
Total: 2

Itachi
[x] You like red and black.
[x] You wear purple nail polish.
[ ] You paint your toenails.
[ ] You've been the leader in a group.
[ ] You're a lot more advanced than others in your age class.
[x] You're unforgiving at times.
[x] You judge people. (too often.... -_-'
[x] You hang out with a certain crowd.
[x] You have a little brother.
[ ] You dress in overly long clothes.
Total: 6.....THIS LOOKS BAAAAAD, MAN! O_O''''''

Gaara:
[ ] You like sand.
[x] You couldn't care less.
[ ] You're alone a lot of the time. (mentally of physically?)
[ ] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.
[ ] Your name means death in Japanese.
[ ] You have one reason to live.
[x] Your life has had a significant turn.
[ ] You have red hair. (almost. FRIGGIN' ALMOST. >.<
[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?
Total: 2

Lee
[x] You believe in hard work. (no. some biatches just don't work at all and they're still better than- wait a minute..........)
[ ] You're decisive.
[x] You have large eyes. (yes, but not like Lee's! thank god.)
[x] You're a unique person. (yes, very much yea. 8D
[x] You've seriously decided to do something. (YOSH!)
[ ] You have a huge crush on someone.
[x] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with. (persons...)
[ ] You have a black bowl-cut. (go to hell xD)
[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.
[x] You like green.
Total: 6 OH GOD. SOMEONE HELP ME.

Jiraiya
[ ] You write and sell romance novels.
[x] Are you a pervert?
[] Do you like alcohol? (f*ck NO! alcohol SUX!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate, I loathe the taste. ;x )
[ ] You're somewhat famous.
[... ]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16382563/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16382563/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 05:19:12 PST
Read the newest one here:
[link]

(the top one is the newest)


To do list:
Azumanga daioh request
Goruno refrence sheet
Distant Dream
Chibi Yuki-chan ninja
Moondancer- welcome gift for siniuni-san

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]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16252955/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/16252955/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 09:58:37 PST

yaya yaya merry christmas happy new year bla blah same to you whatever.

This place is so rotten.

I'm so mad I'd like to say I'm leaving DA for good....and you wouldn't notice.

From the time I came here, my amount of friends have only decresed. Am I not active enough? Do I draw suckily? Am I just so annoying?

.....normal deviants only care about their pageviews. That is the most important thing in here, IT IS NOT, HUH?

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15912342/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15912342/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 03:25:20 PST
So today I had the math exam....about geometry...my stronger area in the whole math-goo. I am quite sure that it went better than the last one.

Here's my exam week numbah three:

Thursday (today) - math
Friday -psychology
Monday - biology
Tuesday - French
Wednesday - Music (actually, I have this day free, because.....)

I'M GONNA HAVE A SINGIN' TEST! .____________________.'
I'm so doomed! What the heck am I going to sing? I've always hated singin' in front of someone.....

I do have some musical talent, and I ''can'' sing, if that means I don't mess up the melody. But my VOICE is what bothers me.

Usually people think they have a good singing voice...and too often they're terribly wrong. Your very own voice sounds different to YOU because you hear it from the wrong direction, from the inside. The others hear it from the outside, and know the truth.

So, my advice to you, before you enter any singing contest or test, dammit record your voice and listen it! And be realistic! Don't say: it wasn't THAT bad... Say: Oh god. Maybe singing isn't my thing.

I know how my voice sounds. It's horrible. I like to sing alone, when the only thing I can hear is my own voice, but when someone else hears it, I feel very nervous and my voice starts to shake which makes it even more uglier.


.....and then that crazy teathcer says that there's nothing to be afraid of. Yeah right.


But now, some other stuff.

Christmas shtuff. <3

Since next wednesday and thursday are a day off for me, I immediately decided that I'd hit the road and get to the center and buy x-mas presents. That's my only chance.

Another lovely thing that has sething to do with x-mas.....I bought Lily a present. I dunno why I feel so special about it, it just makes me insanely happy thinking how she's going to open it....>w<
I decoraded the wrappin' paper....with my drawings. I thought, damn those x-mas wrapping papers are so boring....So I took ordinary packet wrappin' paper and started doodlin'! My mom freaked out when I showed the result to her. She thought it was too pretty be wrapped around the present! xD Bah, it's not that good. I've done things lotsa better, this is just decoration. :3 I also put letter inside the box......I'm so happy! This is way much cooler than receving presents! Yay! \o/


BUT CURSE THOSE EVER-CHANGING ADS! CURSE CURSE! THEY JUST SLOW EVERYTHING DOWN! SHAITTT! Ò_Ó

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15789672/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15789672/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 07:13:54 PST
I feel SOOO shitty. My nose's running, my troath hurts and I keep coughin' like a crazy. Yooowch. >_o
That leads me to another problem: I can't go to school (hey? what's the use? I'm so dammit full of that shit that's in my nose that if I shake my head, you can hear how the shit moves in there) and that means I'm gonna fall behind, sooner than I notice it's exam week again and I'm gonna get roasted n' toasted. x_x I'm ALREADY completely messed up with math! D:

Oh it's gonna be like hell......hell, I tell ya!

Also......oh fucks. I think I can't even buy x-mas presents.....what the hell?! I have to! How lame is that if I don't buy my relatives any presents?! Just crazily lame! O_O
Not that I don't have money...noo-hoo...I've got almost too much of it. Almosht.
It's just that I don't have TIME. Gwaaaargh!

I also said I would draw a certain thing to our school-newspaper.....when the hell am I gonna do that?

Or the next comics? uwaaah!

.........................................................................

.....I need to get a hold of myself. I NEED TO DO THAT! For the sake of having a wonderful x-mas this year....I've got to.


....But I'm just so damint tired! ;_; I feel like shit and I don't have time for anything! DAMMIT!
*shniff*

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15659609/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15659609/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:08:39 PST
[link]

The top one is the new one. I don't think it needs any translation. xD

Ladies and gentlemen, let me give you,

THE DEAD HAND!

Hehe. Enjoy~

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15630037/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15630037/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 03:37:39 PST I love this song. <3 Sting is the best!....well not THE best, but one of the best ones, because he's not the best at singing for example, heavy metal, but he is one heck of a song writer! (though, ''every breath you take'' ain all his own, he played it with his band The Police)


So. Moving on to the subject.

EXAM WEEK NUMBAH SECOND PASSED! THA REEEEZULTOS:

Italy: 10 (woohoo! my first 10 at high school! \o/)
History: 9 (yesh)
Finnish (aka. mother tongue): 9 (yay)
English: 9 (heehee)
Art: 10 (WOOOOOHOOO! ALLRIGHT! YOSH! YOSHOOOOOO~~)

Getting 10 in art is my absolute MUST in school...everything else is okay, at least if they're 8 or over.....oooh...I almost forgot it again. You guys dunno about the grading system in here, do you? Oh it's easy:

10 excellent (da besht)
9 very good
8 good
7 quite good (<- in art this would be SHIT FOR ME. O.o instead, in math it's very good!xD)
6 not-so-good >_<
5 bad. but you still pass the course.
4 SHAIT! Ò_Ó (meaning: you fail da course, hafta do it again dammit.)

The lowest one I have in high school right now is 6. Others are mostly 9s and 8s. ^^

.....don't look me like I'm a nerd!!!! Ò______Ó'

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15502819/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15502819/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 05:14:47 PST
Basically, I should be on two courses in this period. On the 2nd Italy course (I had my first one at the second period, this is the third period) and one the French course that continues from jr. high. 8D (me = multilingual person. I can speak Finnish, English, Swedish [that doesn't belong on my black list anymore...hehheh! :3], French, a bit Italian and a bit Japanese! Hurray! \o/ Russian would be also fun....and maybe Chinese, since it's the most spoken languange in the world...bt the letters are SO complicated! :C One languange that I DO NOT want to study is German. I hate the sound of it. x'D)
So Pudding's a languange nerd now! 8D

Hmm. Another thiiinnnggg~~ What was it again........OOH YES.

Psychology is interesting and fun! It is! I'm all excited and happy when I wait for the next lesson! yay! I just dunno why....maybe human mind just interests people who think deeply. ^^' I started my first course of psycholgy on this period.

My biology teatcher is CRAZY. Well...not CRAZY in the very meaning...hmm...just...er..might sound weird but...she is kind of...explosive. O_o
I mean, she swares (she doesn't do thaton purpose, just to look cool or something, she just says stuff just like she sees them) and talks just like another teen! 8D It's fun really....she's quite old, but she can make things sound so interesting and funny (like we had our conversation about bacteria.......). Oh well...not always interesting, but you'd sure remember this thing about viruses when she writes on the chalkboard that they are '' poor things.''

By the way, I...''bought'' my biology and psychology books from Yuki-chan( ~BlueYume ). :3 I'll send teh money soon enough! ^^' (pappa betalar, inger worries.)

Um yeh. Fuusio is doing okay I guess, I'll just have to write one tiny article about my friend's extraordinary hobby.The I can concentrate on drawing the comic. ^^

Over and out,
Kaori

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15461189/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15461189/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 09:17:56 PST
First. I still can't believe it. I mean I do realize it happened, it's real, as bad as it is, but I still can't believe it.

I rarely cry when I see a sad movie, when I read a sad book, or when I read from the news that a bomb has blown up there and there and how many have died. I think I have this strange sort of mechanism, I cover myself and protect myself from getting hurt.

But....the more I think of this....thing, the more the bad feeling grows inside me.

Why don't people take things seriously, before they have to deal with the concequences?
Why do people just turn their backs when others are crying for help?
...why can't people, human beings, fade their evil sides and be good?

Every single person in this world is evil, somehow. No matter how much good stuff they have done, there is always evil things beneath the smiling face. That's because we are so ''intelligent''.

I don't know so much about the tragedy that happened in Tuusula, but I do know that you can't really blame anyone. There is no use to try to find someone to blame, it just makes things go worse. The man who killed the others wasn't mentally healthy (or that's what I've heard). People, who are mentally unstable can't take responsibilities of their acts.

I hope the families, who lost their dear ones, would get as much help as possible.
I also hope more than anything, right now, that the ones who decide stuff here, would see these problems and do something about it. They're the ones that can.

Rest in peace.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15327088/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15327088/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 06:05:54 PDT
I bought Paprika some days ago. Yes, lovin' it. ^^

Other news.

Exam week is already here, before I could even notice it. SO! Read read read! Luckily I don't have math now....xD

Other other news.

I got a laptop (again? what do you mean agan? the other one was my brothers too, no matter how I tried to say it was mine.) with windows vista in it.

Oh gowd. This thing is amazing. It's so pretty! And I have those mini programs, like clock and a calendar! : D Though, it wakes up a bit slowly, but I don't mind. Once it's on it's feet, it's okay. <3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15141497/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15141497/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 10:01:16 PDT
And.....it was....so lovely and fun. ;w;

Thursday - I cleaned the whole place, and then went to the railway station to our ''rendez-vous''.
When the train finally arrived, we were SO nervous that it took a little while before we could speak to eachother. ^^'
When we arrived to my place, we started ''the game madness'' (aka played the games Lily had brought with her and also mine too) and then ate pizza. Then we played again, and then went out to rent Metropolis. We arrived just to see House. Then we did stuff I don't remember so well.... OwO'
We spoke late on that night. It was amazing how much we had to talk about, even we have been speaking in messenger for quite a long now.

Friday - We woke up quite early seeing how late we had been talking and then I took Lily to the central city to see around and buy stuff. We visited all the stores that were worth visiting, and almost did it twice. Lily found something to bring for her sister, and she also did find something for herself, eventually. ^w^
I bought Kiki's Delivery Service and a necklace (oh oh, and the present she brought from England for me was so pretty! I love necklaces...earings don't fit me because I don't have those little holes you need for them in my ears. Rings just aren't my thing. so how on earth she managed to bring just the stuff I liked? >w< ).
We ate at Hesburger (it's not so crowded as McDonald's is, that's why). Before we went to shopping, we visited Kuntsi, one of the art museums in Vaasa.
When we came from shopping, we watched Metropolis, and then quickly took it back to the store, because it was almost late. ^^
Then we watched Hauskat Kotivideot with my mom and little brother, and then I watched Millenium Actress with Lily because she hadn't seen that movie. But when the end text begun rolling, I said to her that I have this song (the ending song) too. She didn't reply, so I turned my head....and saw her sleeping. ^u^' First I thought that she was fooling around with me, but when I discovered that she was not, I said aww, are you sleeping? Poor Lily. ^w^ So we watched the last scene again. And then we watched another movie she had not seen, Howl's Moving Castle.
That night we spoke soooooooooooooooooo late. And it was fun.

Saturday - We woke up ABSOLUTELY TOO LATE and got up pretty fast so she could show me Rayman 1 (now I know the nostalgy she has talked about; she's right) and Rayman 2. But we didn't have time to watch Kiki's Delivery Service.......too bad.
I walked to the station with her, and we still kept talking. : )
I watched the train as long I could see it.
The weirdest thing was when I walked back home.... I thought I wouldn't be so sad, because I was already familiar with the thought that she lives on the other side of the country but....I can't deny it, I could've cried when I walked back. Luckily I didn't. ^^' (it's one of my goals of adulthood. to understand that fun moments don't last forever, and you should only to be grateful that you had the possibility to experience something like that when it ends)

Soo I came back home and watched Kiki. It cheered me up.
:3

Now I just can't wait to get Yume here! 8D Hahahaha! x3

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15052144/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15052144/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 01:39:57 PDT
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
- Tag 5 people from your friends list.

JANUARY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. . Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy*. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldomly shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly, Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to... ]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15011362/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/15011362/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 07:08:58 PDT
It's there.

Ohh dear. I dunno why am I like this, I'm just nervous....because of something...?

All right! here it is, Konfuusio (confusion, Finnishized) number ONE!

[link]

And here's the translation:

''I love to sneak around like a tiger...''

--

''But I'll give you one piece of advice...don't ever sneak around a tiger!''

So there it is. :3 Nothing special, huh?
Finns, feel free to browse around the site, especially you, Tuli. We need new readers!
I hope you enjoyed the show!

OTHER STUFF~

Next week is my Autumn Holiday (aka Fall Vacation 8P).
Big stuff is happenin'.
Lily's coming here......and I'm so frigging nervous I could just blow up! I'm happy but kinda scared at the same time...eek! : D <3

Also tomorrow is taksvärkki (from swedish, dags värk of whatever, meaning day's work.) and I'm gonna stay home and finish up with my room! (and I think mom has planned some work for meh too)

A little Halloweenish thingy I stole from Siniuni:

--Dracula--

[x] Blood intrigues you.
[x] You prefer night over day.
[ ] Bats and wolves are your friends.
[x] You wish you could fly. (.....wings....)
[ ] You despise mirrors.
[ ] Coffins don't bother you in the least.
[x] Living forever sounds like a great idea.
[ ] You can hang upside down for long periods of time.
[ ] Garlic is your kryptonite.
[ ] You sleep all day.

Total: 4

--Frankenstein--

[x] You owe a lot to your creator. (mommy! 8D)
[ ] Fire is scary!
[ ] You are unpredictable.
[ ] You are very tall. (aaahahahahahahahahaaaaaa!)
[ ] Little kids are more fond of you than adults.
[ ] Most people don't understand you.
[ ] Your speech leaves a lot to be desired.
[ ] You often look a little green.
[x] Fashion means nothing to you; it's like you wear the same thing everyday.
[ ] You wish you had more friends.

Total: 2

--Werewolf--

[ ] You're quite furry.
[ ] The full moon drives you wild.
[ ] You often wake up in strange places with no memory of the night before.
[ ] Silver repulses you.
[ ] Dogs hate you.
[ ] You love raw meat. (eww!)
[ ] You are pretty strong.
[ ] Pentagrams fascinate you.
[x] You feel kind of cursed.
[ ] Some of your clothes are shredded and bloodstained and you have no idea how they got that way.

Total: 1

--Zombie--

[ ] Your skin looks gray. (no, but pale, yesh)
[ ] You rarely speak, but you do groan a lot.
[ ] Brains should be one of the food groups.
[ ] Your clothes are ratty and tattered.
[x] You're alive, but you feel dead.
[ ] Being near fire makes you uncomfortable.
[x] Guns scare you. (Loud voices. I don't even like fireworks that much..)
[x] You're not very smart.
[ ] You have an insatiable desire to feed.
[ ] You lost your personality a long time ago.

Total: 3

--Ghost--

[x] You have some unfinished business to attend to. (some?! A LOT!)
[ ] You hang out in cemeteries.
[x] You enjoy playing pranks.
[x] Sometimes people act as if you aren't even there. (sometimes? OFTEN!)
[x] You want revenge.
[ ] Death surrounds you.
[x] You feel lost. (where's the map?)
[ ] You always have a chill.
[x] You like fog. (it's pretty)
[ ] You have strange dreams about dying.

Total: 6
Whoa! A ghost? Well I certainly didn't see that comin'. Oi, I'm not a zombie anymore! My body has gone wild and runs around the hill for it's own! xD


Have nice orange-leaf days!

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14922543/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14922543/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:49:34 PDT
Okay, first, SHOCK:

We got your exams back, and then reports. I ''scored'':

Math: 6-
Physics: 8 (WHAT THE HELL!?)
Swedish: 8 1/2 (ALLLRIGHT!)
Religion: 9-

I was happy with my exam grades, then our group teatcher (no classes in Finnish high school) gave us our reports.

Now here comes the shock. My graders were:

Math: 6
Physics: 8
Swedish: 9
Religion: 9

NOTICE ANYTHING DAMMIT WEIRD?! I normally do 9 at religion, even 10, but JUST WHAT THE IDUNNOWHATTOSAY IS THAT 9 IN SWEDISH DOING THERE?!
I've NEVER EVER had a 9 in swedish.
If my swedish teatcher was a male, then I'
d kiss him(okay okay....I'd not...). Too bad She's a woman.
This also means that I COULD (pressure on the word could) get a 10. Just.........oh my God. (sorry! sorrysorrysorrrysorrrrry!)

~~~

Second, RAY:

Lily had told me about Rayman, and I figured that the third part of the series was quite old. So...I cursed my curiousity and went to the local store if it was there. And it was, platinum edition, 20 euros. Hell yeah.
The weridest thing about Rayman, is how pretty the worlds (or, the one world, Fairy Council) are. I thought it sould be something like, Crash Bandicoot, but nooooo.....I love to play it because it has so pretty graphics. (it's also funny...but it was pretty difficult to hear it if you're playing it at night and everything has to be silent)

~~~

Third, PAIN:

I had two comics to be drawn, my mom didn't get any of them when I showed them to her, I has an essay from mother tongue, and I also tried to do my English home essay. IN THE SAME DAY. Beat that. I got mt essay done, also the comics, and English essay's dealine is next Monday.

~~~

Last, but not least, the JOY:

But the struggling was DEFINETLY worth it. Because, today I had nothing but joy.
Fuusio goes Tampere. For free. We'll visit YLE's (yleisradio; Finland's national broadcasting company) Channel 2 studios near lake Tohloppi!
My grandpa has worked there his whole life, but is now retired.
...The legendary Tohloppi...I can remember my mom and grandpa telling stories about that time...
We'll also visit YLE's shop, and then we'll go to IdeaPark. I'm curoius to see how big it is. ^^

Also other news~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think my comics are about to come out soon. I'll link them here and give a small translation for ya (who don't speak finnish) when they come out. : D

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14850055/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14850055/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 03:09:40 PDT
This far I've made.....small breads(? sämpylöitä? jee. mikä on sämpylä englanniks? x'D) and a cheese-pesto pie all by myself(okay...mom helped a bit, but I put the whole thing together!). And they both tasted delicious. Now that I won't have cookery in school anymore (nuuu ;_; ), I figured that's it's time for me to start cooking things myself. Or else I'll end up living by fast food. xD And that would be pretty humiliating....because I'm a girl, and I should at least know how to make food for myself. So...yay for cooking fun!


In other news, I think I should also start drawing stuff...I have now ideas, so what am I waiting for? Here's some progress:



1. Prize for Yume-chan: Sketching...

2. Trade with Kitsune-san: Inked, coloring (DAMMIT ICE!)

3. Surprise for Tuli: skething

4. A little something for Spiffy: I think I'm never gonna get it done. ;_;

5. Chibi Ninja Sona for Amy: Sketching

6. Welcome gift for Siniuni-san: inkin'

7. Pixel ID: no doing it. fuck. I lost my intrest. >.<

8. One random Rayman comic x'D: sketching

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14820866/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14820866/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 22:52:04 PDT
I love that play! It's rolling at the local teathre as we speak!

And guess what?

I've already seen it once, but we're going to go have a look at it from school as well! : D FUN!

............

And guess also what. I passed the math exam. What the hell? I was SO SURE I was gonna fail it, pow, just like that, but then I checked the thing from the net.....if you get 5, you'll pass......I got 6. O___O

Now...I just hope I'm not gonna fail physics instead. ;_;
(well I guess it's gonna be okay...I guess.)

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14766551/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14766551/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:28:41 PDT
[ ] You have eaten dog food. (nope, but I've dreamed of how'd it taste like)

[ ] You have eaten cat food.

[ ] You have run into a glass door.

[x] You have eaten an ant. (it was in my salad. I found the other ant dead on my plate....oh, the horror! o.o)

[ ] You have eaten grass.

[ ] You have licked a tree.

[ ] You have polka dotted underwear. (go to hell)

[x] You have pink underwear. (I told you! go to hell dammit! x'D)

[x] You had contests with your friends to see who can create the loudest burp. (with my brother and sister, yesh)

[x] You have screamed a random word in public.

[x] You wave at people you don't know. (from my window. they don't react but I don't care.)

[ ] You have flushed the toilet because you were bored. (now that's just water wastin'. not fun)

[ ] You have slapped yourself out of boredom.

[ ] You sing the "FUN" song.

[x] You hold conversations with a pillow, blanket, stuffed animal etc.

[ ] You dream of llamas coming out of peoples' butts. o_o; (no, YOU do that)

[x] You think people who eat brains are cool. (hell yeah, because I couldn't...in real life, that is)

[ ] You sing karaoke even though you know you're horrible. (karaoke? NEVER!)

[ ] You know how to spell "supercallafragalisticespialadosious" by heart.

[x] You make up your own words and use them with people who have no clue what they mean. (I take ''own words'' as insider jokes.)

[ ] You have a new haircolor every 5-7 months.

[x] You have striped socks and you have wore them so people can see them. (striped toe socks..and knee high srtipe-socks too...btw...what's immature with them? do adults always wear grey or white or black socks?)

[ ] You have hugged a random person. (oh go to hell already! D:< )

[ ] You have ran up+down the stairs cause you were bored. (no, that's boring)

[x] You have created a puppet show with your socks out of boredom.

[ ] You have imagined people saying "bla" and blowing up.

[x] You just tried imagining people saying "bla" and blowing up. (damn you!)

[ ] You are addicted to the Animaniacs themesong. (.......do I have to say it again?)

[ ] You are addicted to "The Pinky and the Brain" theme song. (oh go to-........you know it already)

[x] You have stared at your ceiling for over 10 minutes.

[x] You talk to yourself. (at times.)

[ ] You have conversations with your imaginary friends.


multiply by 3 then type "im __% immature"

....39 %? Oi Lily, we got the same! 8D

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14710039/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14710039/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:54:00 PDT
Really.....I wonder if that math teacher had fun time making that exam....I hope he did, because then at least someone would have had fun.

I didn't.

They say....they say that you should think always positive and do your best and that's enough. But I say, it is not.

I did my best in the exam and I thought positive, yet........I am sure I'll have to do it again.

What is the point of difficult tests and exams? I'd like to know. Why can they ask just basic things, so they can see if we really know something. Difficult exams just draw a line between excellent students and the others.

I guess I don't fit in high school. If it's going to be like this every course of math.......then I think I should be a car mechanic. Or a cook. Because it seems my doing best isn't enough.


If I pass the exam....then I'll say it's a pure miracle, nothing else. But it doesn't make any kind of sense. I messed it up. That's just about all there is to it.

When I came back home last Tuesday, I wanted to cry. I felt like I was rubbish, yet I felt I was a cry-baby because I wanted to cry for such thing as doing well in school. Also, they'd say it was only a little exam, you can do it again. Then tell me...why does it feel so bad? I think I know. It's because you get the picture you have been studying for nothing. You can't remember anything, your head is completely empty. All the sitting and siltening your teacher has been useless, stupid doing. It's the same you'd do somthing else the whole time.


Doing your best, thinking positive. Why isn't it enough?

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14667819/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14667819/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 01:04:58 PDT
By not reading right now.

So it's Monday. No school. Weird? Hell yeah.

My timetable sucked. Big time. I just got it all messed up, so I decided to read one book/grammar/notebook per hour, and then, ten minutes break.

And my english is horrifyingly (<-.......that's not right...isn't it 8D) becoming shittier and shittier. That's how it does when you read only Swedish every day, five weeks. o.o
Luckily, I'm gonna have english a LOT after the exam week is over.

Tomorrow....eeks. I just hope I'll remember the word order right...

jos ajalla tavalla (tai paikalla) alat, saa tekijä alleen jalat. Siis tämä mieleesi paina, tekeminen on toisena aina! (my veeery old swedish book)
I går försökte jag att läsa mina laxör. That's easy.
How about....hmm.
Jag såg en kille, som inte tyckte om godis. (or som tyckte inte om godis. HOW THE HECK AM I GONNA TELL WHICH ORDER IS THE RIGHT ONE!*a tiny voice in her head whispers: maybe by reading the book?*

anyway, enough with swedish! Some math!

......
......err.....right.

14x-11+7-17x=29
14x-17x=29+11-7
-3x=33 /: -3
x=-11
correct? Let me see...
14(-11)+7-17(-11)=29
-154+194=29
40=29
.............................................oh.....kay.....I'm so fucked. o___O

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14624512/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14624512/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 23:05:16 PDT

With High School comes the exam week. That means I'll be reading stuff like a total weirdo, meaning I cannot come here and mess around. I need to study (though....I bet ppl won't even notice me being away one week) and I am most certainly doing that.

This is my week:

Monday - no exams, but that does not mean I'll be having fun time. Nu-uh. I'll be laying on my bed and reading.

Tuesday - Swedish exam.

Wednesday - MATH EXAM. I need really much luck if I'm gonna pass it. -_-

Thursday - Physics exam. Also in this, I dunno almost anything about this. Or if possible, I know stuff from math better that physics. o.o

Friday - Religion test. Only thing I'm a bit nervous about this is what if they make complex questions? I'm quite good at religion, but complicated questions are what make my head spin.

That's it. I've created a time table (yes, I'm going nuts. I'm nerdy. I want to do well at school too much. Shoot me) to clear up my studying.

AND NOW! Irregular verb of teh day! (in Swedish)
brinna, brinner, brann, brunnit = burn. 8D You see? I'm nuts.

Also, my comic thing at the school newspaper is going to be a bout Faly and Felnore (<- she needs a new name...again).

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14524153/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14524153/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 22:43:46 PDT
Good morning! Did you sleep well? I did, like a rock but then my brothers phone alarmed.

Yesterday I wathed ''Men In Trees'' and ''E.R'' (OH NO! OHH NO! What's happening to Neela?? What about Gates...? AND RAY!....oh shait...it's the end of the season....oh well. House is gonna replace it.)

Hmm.

It's 8:40 in teh morning.

I think I'm gonna bake something today...maybe...some bread?

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14391155/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14391155/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 06:11:13 PDT
I've got a flu. Dammit. I've already choughed my lungs outta mmy chest, ow.

I've heard enough sympathy. So no need to say, 'aww poor you'. I am DONE with those.

Weekly comic...about that.

I'm not doing it weekly....but quite often still.

Hmm-hmm, what else.

....

I'm sure I had something to say. ;/

Ohhhh yes. No...wait.

Oh shit, what an useless journal! Full of-! Junk!! I just came here whining about my lungs (nice red ones, yeah. It's pretty funny not to have lungs) and then said no symphaty (still, no symphaty). Haha.

Homework <- burn the books!

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14327926/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14327926/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 01:09:20 PDT
TEH RANDOMLY ASKED QUESTIONS JOURNAL
by Kaori

RULES:
You throw a question at me (mainly considering aboutmy art or how I do it [nothing special in it!] but you can also ask completely random things like fav food ect. xD) and I'll answer it/ try to answer it. Depends on the question. ;D

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14283080/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14283080/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 05:30:52 PDT
GUESS WHY!?!?

My school has a paper, Fuusio (in English Fusion ) and just about an hour ago I took part in the first meeting.

And here comes the great news:

I am going to draw a weekly comic strip for the paper.

More accurate version:

OH SH*T I'M ACTUALLY GONNA GET TO DRAW MY FIRST REAL COMIC STRIP OH SHAAAIT WHAT AM I GONNA DO I'M SO HAPPY IT MAKES ME FEEL SICK OH YEAH YEAAAAAH!

Right on! \o/

Really I'm getting pretty psyched up. When I was walking back home, I really had to work to keep my mouth shut from screaming.

Maybe I'm just taking it too seriously it's nothing SO big, but it means me a lot. If I can create a strip that actually is gonna be published...well...this is where it starts.

I have butterflies AND birds in my stomach. I feel I could do ANYTHING. I feel....super.

YESH! >w<

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14226507/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14226507/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 13:29:46 PDT
The reason for my absence (in case you DID notice)

My laptop has been naughty. It suddenly slowed down and messed up all the music I tried to play. In other words, it decided that our relationship was OVER. So, my dad (though he grew a lot grey hair doing it) moved all my and mi bro's stuff in to a dvd and took my (okay okay! he uses it too, OUR lappie! but what the heck! it's mine anyway! miiine! xD) laptop to a local...what's it called, computer store. Just around the corner. The same place where he bought this laptop and my tablet (AND my mommy bought her super-silent-and-cool-and-brand-new-computer! but I'll talk about that later). There's this really nice guy who runs that store and my dad and he have become good friends. So they fought (actually I think the guy did the fighting. dad just stood there and held the sword xD he knows not too much about computers) with it and TADA! Got it fixed. My abcence because of that is over. <3

Another good news is that my mom, as I said, bought a new computer. Now she can take it to her office and that means free tablet time for me. You know, she's been doing her work at the computer which has my tablet, so it kinda...slows me down. But now I can draw with it whenever I want!

Then, there's one bad piece of news......I'm now in high school. And I'm taking it seriously. I'm gonna get the hat (in Finland you get a white hat when you graduate from high school). And if I don't, then I do my best that it's not because of me being lazy. Lemme give ya an example:
I haven't done my homework as carefully as I do now since the elementary! (yea, that's bad) I mean, I really REALLY take my time to understand every single exercise in my math homework. I checked my answers were correct and if not, did them phase-by-phase again with the calculator, so I could see what part went wrong.

Now you see that I'm really channelling my energy in studying (I've also started eating better......I wonder why? I never liked raw vegetables and now I'm at least TRYING to eat them...what's gotten in to me? xD) but I will upload at least something, because being a successful artist is my dream. I'll have to keep drawing to develop. : )

Oh well. But I kinda like being in high school....and not. My time table is messy and it seems my french and italian lessons are gonna be at the same time, oh what am I gonna do. xD

Later I'm gonna tell about my hell of bying school books all by myself for the first time in my life. It's like...hell. But now! This girl is going to shleep. -w- zzz

Nighty night.

oh, and I can't change my ''mood'' because it need the latest flash player, am I right?

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14119039/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/14119039/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:12:28 PDT
I dunno. Just decided to check on my do to-list. (I did that on purpose!)

1. Prize for Yume-chan: Sketching...

2. Trade with Kitsune-san: Inked, coloring (DAMMIT ICE!)

3. Surprise for Tuli: getting refrences....

4. A little something for Spiffy: I think I'm never gonna get it done. ;_;

5. Chibi Ninja Sona for Amy: Sketching

6. Welcome gift for Siniuni-san: doing it as we speak.

7. Pixel ID: designin'....(I hope it's gonna come out nifffty)

Rites. Added some progress. Now that my mom's gone to Helsinki, I can work woth my tablet. Yes! \o/

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/13953064/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/13953064/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 08:13:07 PDT (I've been at my ganparent's too long.)

So! Now that I'm fully equipped with a scanner (WHICH ACTUALLY WORKS) and my tablet, it's time to get to work! (I have my lisht)
Right now I'm gonna update my to-do-list, so I can see what to do next..and you. xD

1. Prize for Kiki: DONE
2. Prize for Lily-chan: ninja sona DONE
3. Prize for Yume-chan: Sketching...

4. Trade with Kitsune-san: Inked, coloring

5. Surprise for Tuli: not telling C:

6. A little something for Spiffy (yea she's not reading this...)

7. Welcome gift for Kuunvarjo: DONE

8. Chibi Ninja Sona for Amy: Sketching

9. Welcome gift for Siniuni-san: Sketched, ready get scanned and photoshopped!

10. Pixel ID: designin'....

----------NEWS----------
You know that big pixel-game-arcade-sprite-ID fuzz going on? If you don't, check this: [link]

Those are so cool! I'm going to do one! *hasn't done enough pixel art* Er.....or I'll TRY to do one! ^^

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/13912624/ http://ShtinkyPudding.deviantart.com/journal/13912624/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 10:29:32 PDT
Chain-letter:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.


I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.


I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.


I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love.



Please repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

]]> ~ShtinkyPudding