http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SidraX&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SidraX en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 03:19:15 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/28720504/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/28720504/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 23:20:26 PST A lot has changed over these past two years, but I won't bore you with that.

I am going to art school in the Fall...on scholarship. I am pretty excited.

My relationships are going well. I think my life is back on track.

I watched Blue Velvet for the 4th time. I can't get enough of Lynch.

I went to my first reggae concert a few weeks ago.

I am craving good lighting.

My Tragus was pierced on a whim last week.

And I am currently writing a book.

Life is good...

________________________________________ ____________sidrax

]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/14686555/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/14686555/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:47:10 PDT
Oh! And I also went to Europe this summer, so there will be some of those as well. They are on their way! Enjoy. =]

_________________________________SidraX

]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/11310301/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/11310301/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:04:08 PST
More photographs will be up soon I hope.

_____________________SidraX

]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/9706233/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/9706233/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 19:53:45 PDT
I have a suprize for all of you children who actually read my journal and care about what I am up to. At this very moment.. I am... in Canada. Yes... ..."the Maple Leaf state... Canada, Oh Canada, It's Great!" [Five Iron Frenzy song.. yes I know that it isn't really a state, it's a totally different country, leave me alone. haha] Anyways, great photographs are a gauranteed promise. ;] I have already taken two 1gig CF cards full... and I am just in my second day here. I'll get to back to you guys soon and let you know how everything is going... but untill then, I wil be running the grounds of another country... and possibly jay-walking across an unfamiliar street, thinking, "Gee, I hope that I don't get killed." or "Hey, that'damake a nice photograph if I had some room on my CF card." SO untill then... bye.

____________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/9324731/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/9324731/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 22:23:27 PDT
I have a lot of new ideas for stuff. And to answer your question.. YES. "THE MAIDEN" IS STILL ON THE HOIZON!!! o___o

Anyways... I also have some new material to do more of my oil paintings... and I will put them up soon. And my new IDs each are like my mood rings. I will change them depending on how I feel. so...the thing with my ID.. well...

Colour 1 [orange]- means that my current mood is Blank yet warm and inviting.
Colour 2 [green] - means that my current mood is Exhausted and regretful.
Colour 3 [purple] - means that my current mood is Pleasant and happy.
Colour 4 [aqua] - means that my current mood is Fearful and confused.
Colour 5 [red] - means that my current mood is Angry and vengeful.

So there you have it. ^-^ Enjoy and remember to...

*****FULL VEIW ALL OF MY WORK!!***

Thank you and goodnight. _______________________SidraX

EDIT: if you live in the P-Town, Monroe, or Charlotte area... listen carefully.... I need models!! So please.. Please, inform me if you would like to be a model for some photo shoots. ty. ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8873560/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8873560/ Thu, 25 May 2006 12:20:50 PDT

My brother's pup is named Tobin.. and Mine is named Legis [pronounced, "ledge-is"] They both pwn amazingly. xD I'll put pictures up of them soon. ^^

I went to a concert last night.... a He is Legend/Showbread/Classic Case/The Fall of Troy show. It was really nice. The moshing was excilent. ^^ Great times... great times. Only thing was that there were these HUGE square poles in the middle of the moshing grounds, supporting the ceiling. But... I got crushed between it and my ribs are pretty badly briused. xD I also danced so much... that i hit my head on teh pole in the middle of a heavy break in teh music.. I was so dizzy. It was heaven.

________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8738778/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8738778/ Thu, 11 May 2006 10:28:16 PDT
Dance recital is next weekend. I am also getting two new puppies. o.o hehe ^^ Should be crazy. Then after that... Going to a He is Legend conert. xDDD Weeee. Yess. xD

Hmm... jekyll and hyde, what was i going to say? o.O Eh.. I'll remember later. ^^

_________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8687277/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8687277/ Sat, 06 May 2006 01:05:24 PDT

I'm in Houston Texas visiting my sister and hanging out with friends. ^^ getting some great shots as well. ;]

Anywho... past couple of weeks have been interesting. First off... Got a second degree concussion on the 27th at dance. I was supposed to be jumping into some of my friend's arms and well... some of them didn't catch me. rotfl. So... I was not able to do anything for about a full week. because i fell on a wooden floor on the back of my head... i bruised my cerebelum and wasn't able to read or write, walk or even stand up for a while. o.o in fact... i'm still bascially dizzy all of the time...so that has been a little set back. >.< rotfl

Secondly... The dance preformance is on the 20th of this month. o__o so I'm a little scared. Still have to learn some of the dances. =o so... it should be interesting.

Third... New York went awesome! xDD That was the best thing ever, basically. ;]

And last but not least... still [and always] working on art. ^^ Have some new stuff from New York City that i need to put up fairly soon and I also will have some stuff from Texas when i get back home on Sunday... untill then... Have fun all!

________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8396467/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8396467/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 04:42:33 PDT

Besides that I'm working on some new techniques with Adobe Photoshop. Spring is also here and causing all of the flowers to bloom and birds to fly and blah blah blah... blah blaaaah. o___o

rotfl. Been filming for the dance thing. With help from Spencer and Jordan. :thanks guys. ^-^: And working on pieces for the preformance. xD And my solo for nyc [to SH3 music, I might add] is about ready. xDDD anyways. yeah.

WAFFLE

_____________________________SidraX


.:I have a song for you guys!:.

[Voxis et Mortis "Cry of Death"][link]
[Voxis et Mortis.improved Version][link]
[Expieriemental Chorus] [link] (This one is really terrible =XX!)

Not that great... I made them up ina few minutes. =X Enjoy. ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8022167/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/8022167/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 20:08:43 PST
Hullo. o.o

Nothing has really been going on much lately. I have made some new pieces and working on some new paintings and such. "The Maiden" is all drawn out. I have locations and direcions for the shots and storyline. All I need now... are people. ^-^ It should be fun. IT'S ON THE WAY KIDS

Also... Im going on a trip to New York City in April , so I'll be getting some great shots. ;] I'm going to be dancing in Time Square. [If anyone from that area wants to come and watch? o.o] ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7881920/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7881920/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 09:58:05 PST .< I'm still getting friends together and rewritting the story. ;] Shouldn't be too much longer now.

Anyways.. i have been working on some new digital stuff, and taking more pictures of things that are more meaningful. ^-^ I'm learning new ways to take better portraits and loving what i am learning. I shall update more later. ;]

_____________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7706315/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7706315/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 16:49:32 PST

Basicly... im pretty happy. I went to dance class last night and got chosen to be the principle dancer. Which means a pretty major role. The show will have "cut scenes" [on a big projector on the stage] for the acting parts, none of which are spoken, but conveyed none the less. And then of course...actual dancing. ^-^

The storyline of the show is like this:

A father [my hip-hop teacher], mother [my teacher of other forms of dance] and daughter [me] are very close. They do everything together and enjoy and love eachother very much. One day... they decide to drive to a picnic. They get in a car crash, the mother dies and the daughter blames the father for the death. They are all Christians. The daughter begins to turn away from God, she hears demons. Talks to them, listens to them, does what they say. She becomes in the occult. Her father prays for her everyday but still can't get her to see what she is doing wrong. To make a long story short, the daughter becomes very ill and needs a transplant of some organ very soon... or she will die. They can't find a donor so the father steps in and, with great love for his daughter, gives his organ to keep her alive, resulting in his death. And the daughters Salvation.

Basicly yes. ^-^


________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7628110/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7628110/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 09:00:35 PST
My birthday is Tomorrow.
Ill be seventeen. But hey,
I still can't drive. =X! anyways.
won't be doing anything for tomorrow.
Probably just sit around doing Latin
and drinking at caribou coffee.
oh well... doesn't that sound fun?

Not really.

No one will ask me if i want to do anything fun
but i don't really care.

"Happy Birthday to me, Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to Caseeeeeeey. Happy birthday--i suck!" :cry cry: ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7546612/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7546612/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 16:21:10 PST

Annnyways.. took a photography class yesterday...learned things that i sorta already knew... [The Rule of Thirds, The Golden Rectangle,ect.] But itw as fun i guess. i was the only person in there under the age of 40. -.- so yeah. It was fun though. ^.^

"The Maiden" is comming along.. Still sketching and planning out the storyline. im hoping to have it up here in a month or less. xD! Just depends on what school lets me do. Welp.... better run... oh!

Btw:I'll be 17 in 10 days

___________________________SidraX

]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7433297/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7433297/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 07:21:43 PST
I'm going to be starting a photo-series here in a while called "The Maiden" I already have some ideas and sketches on it. I might even add a really complex storyline... just depends on what I have time for..... ....

Anyways... It's gonna be all Medieval-ish I suppose. Gonna need to get a few friends to help with the Characters and all. Hope everything will work out because I'm getting really excited about it. I'm still not sure about the name "The Maiden" though.. anybody got any ideas?

Thanks for listening folks.

__________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7422463/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7422463/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 12:18:44 PST Anyways.. I think I'll quit blabbering...

Check out my new pics taken with my Canon EOS Rebel XT!!!

And if you are in the mood for music... check out my journal entry before this one. ;]


___________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7345162/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7345162/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 12:13:33 PST Top Thirteen Greatest Bands That Ever Lived or Will Ever Live in the Past, Present or Future Tense of the Universe


[1] Haste The Day [link]
[2] The Chariot [link]
[3] Norma Jean [link]
[4] He Is Legend [link]
[5] Living Sacrifice [link]
[6] Atra [link]
[7] Zao [link]
[8] August Burns Red [link]
[9] Becoming The Archetype [link]
[10] As I Lay Dying [link]
[11] Underoath [link]
[12] Emery [link]
[13] Staple [link]

________________________________________ ___________

Bands That Have Died, But Have Never Been Forgotten

Ego [link]
Still Breathing
Beloved [link]
Five Iron Frenzy [link]
The Vannagans
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Thank you and Good Night...

________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7309120/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7309120/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 11:51:06 PST

Fog grows like an infected weed, on your window the past and forgetfulness, feed. It knocks on your back door, trying to get in for the muder. Oh, the sultry regret, You're dying to forget. Open your window. The the pain flow... out.

Envy, The deadly emotion,call it what you may, call it by it's name. I'd bash my brians out beofore I fall, returning to shame. Oh, Returning to blame. Envys' in your throat. Envy keeps, no holidays, only entropy that with your words, slay.

It haunts, hanging by your side, as you hang by the gallows and choke on your pride. I, can't take your face anymore, get thee behind me, fall on the floor. Why, did you flee the scene? Why, did you scream when The cold sword went in? Quit trying to fight while trying to blend in.

Envy, The deadly emotion,call it what you may, call it by it's name.I'd bash my brians out beofore I fall, returning to shame. Oh, Returning to blame. Envys' in your throat. Envy keeps, no holidays, only entropy that with your words, slay. ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7262935/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7262935/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 08:10:10 PST i still love you, my dear. Satic takes your place. Why are you fading?
Just let me see your face! Feeling so cold, we both feel alone.
Screaming the lyrics of our love. I see your reflection in the knife.
I must get out of here. Stabbing the wall, while you're in the city drinking alcohol. It's too foolish to say that we broke up. Can't you see? Your invisable words...broke me. Both of us, alone. Picked up your bottle, you're walking home. I'm still here. i can't leave. I might as well smile and walk into the door.
I don't have much to say. the door is closed... but im not safe.
It never mattered anyway. This white room is becoming cracked
at the roof. Stars fall in my hair. Never knew when i said "i love you"
that i would one day be what you said. But since you told me we were though,
someone else will someday say, "You look gorgrous dead." Because my love... thats all i am...



______________________________SidraX ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7088817/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/7088817/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 12:23:16 PST Or am i dreaming? Our frames have become so frail.
We saw you... sitting by your bedside, calling
the four horsemen to keep you company.
Or were you dreaming?

Your attenion was always hard to keep,
But now your just a mystery. You've pulled away for too long.
Pushing, pulling, growing strong. Our blood runs a different colour.
But my lips are still red. You told me once. That i would look beautiful one day when i am dead.

Im too scared to sleep in that coffin. I lost too many that way last year.The glass on the window is fogging. From the condensation of your tears.
When you wrote that letter explaining your treason, The ink flowing
from your pen, turned red, telling of the reason.

Bruising our brains. My face against the wall. My eyes are swelling
You are bleeding from your lip. Who made my tounge spilt? wait.. i am
too late. I am telling you. Your hand on my shoulder, i swear it's growing fangs.
Your mouth keeps moving.. but i don't hear a word you're saying.

Harmonics ringing in my ears. Oh God, it's all becoming clear.
I didn't think that i could understand such an abtract concept... ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/6848024/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/6848024/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 17:41:16 PDT To set the stage for the play,
To the secrecy of veiwers own disgiuse.
Their lines, only blood soaked tounges say.


May-poles circle more than grass
In Summer's fleeting light.
The followers hath stepped upon the glass,
Cutting deeper than Fall's blight.


Through narrow crawlspaces hide,
Only the children who stay,
To hide from searchers blind
Who break under the pane.


Winter causes frostbitten fights,
Only caused by veiwer's passed.
Spring comes, blooms in sight...
Will this feeling ever last? ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/6769102/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/6769102/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 18:58:51 PDT .< im such a retard. anyways... yeah.

I can't wait to see my friends.. im so deprived of RL that i can't do anything outside of my house. -.- im practically on gridlock. >.< but anyways.... i gotta go....Real Life... keeps....calling my name.

could be..it is.....__SidraX__ ]]> ~SidraX http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/6721604/ http://SidraX.deviantart.com/journal/6721604/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 14:03:49 PDT
um... i don't really have anything to say.

could this indeed be my last journal entry.

I suppose.

But you never know...

do you? ]]> ~SidraX