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        <pubDate>Fri, 18 Dec 2009 18:00:36 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Hello again 3D</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:22:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="menu"><ul><li><a href="http://resurgere.deviantart.com/">Resources</a></li><li><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dan3czka">Note me</a></li><li><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/Sileas">Add me</a></li></ul></div><br /><br /><div class="headline"><strong>Time to get my 3D on</strong></div><br />Getting:<br /><ul><br /><li>3D Max</li> <br /><li>Autodesk Maya</li><br /><li>zbrush</li></ul><br />Gonna look up some tutorials and work my texturing for my portfolio. Possible job in the future as a concept artist and/or texture artist~ Thanks <a href="http://caseyd2k.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caseyd2k.gif" alt=":iconcaseyd2k:" title="caseyd2k"/></a> You've always kept an eye out for me in the industry wherever you are. There needs to be more awesome people like you! Now time for me to take the steps needed as you set the path. We shall see where this goes! Everyone cross your fingers. x___x<br /><hr><br /><strong>On other news~</strong><br /><br />My trip to Austin was a complete success. Wish I had more time and money lol ah well, next time! Which I'll surely go by and visit next year 'round the same time probably. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" /><br />Man 2009 is ending already! I can't believe it...wow. My life took a complete left turn for me this year.<br />Graduated from college, got a divorce from someone I was with for 7 years (still kinda healing from it), moved out and am now living with an insanely laid back and patient person (which is funny cause he's so busy and working all the time, has a beautiful gf too * 3 * ), still workin at little Caesar's, it's been a year lol. Went to Fanime in San Jose in May, AX in July in LA, then Austin Texas around middle of October to visit <a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.png?3" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a> and a surprise visit during my stay there with my brother and <a href="http://blackswordsman28.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/l/blackswordsman28.jpg" alt=":iconblackswordsman28:" title="blackswordsman28"/></a> AWESOME PEOPLE <3333<br /><br /><br /><div class="headline"><strong>Featured work</strong></div><br /><i>Because they worked damn hard on it and they need to be appreciated for their effort.</i><br /><div class="feature"><i><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://blackswordsman28.deviantart.com/art/Siinful-Thoughts-140968483"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.net/fs50/150/f/2009/293/7/0/_Siinful_Thoughts__by_blackswordsman28.jpg" width="114" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/art/DD-AUDITION-PG-10-UPDATE-139899845"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.net/fs51/150/i/2009/305/0/3/DD_AUDITION___PG_10_UPDATE_by_whitetrashpalace.png" width="150" height="47" /></a></span></span><br /></i><i><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Pirate-Cashoo.deviantart.com/art/THE-PIRATE-and-THE-QUEEN-140067187"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.net/fs50/150/f/2009/285/d/2/THE_PIRATE_and_THE_QUEEN_by_Pirate_Cashoo.png" width="150" height="116" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://akhirah.deviantart.com/art/Criss-stress-142368929"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.net/fs51/150/f/2009/307/1/1/Criss_stress_by_akhirah.jpg" width="76" height="150" /></a></span></span></i></div><br /><br /><div class="important"> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Important links and friends coming soon. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /></div><br /><br /><div class="headline"><strong>stamps stamps stamps</strong></div><br /><div class="scroll"><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://StampsByNeekko.deviantart.com/art/Mmm-beefy-78173163"><img src="http://fc07.deviantart.com/fs29/f/2008/053/4/8/48772f012947ab19.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://our.deviantart.com/art/punch-them-in-the-face-67629622"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/291/8/6/86638a09354d1efb.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://NegaZero.deviantart.com/art/Kamina-Stamp-58619018"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs16/f/2007/179/3/7/Kamina_Stamp_by_NegaZero.jpg" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://BlackLillian.deviantart.com/art/Literacy-Is-... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Sep 2009 16:22:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so...I got a subscription. <br />How do I do this.<br /><br />Also, October is just around the corner when I get to annoy =<a class="u" href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/">whitetrashpalace</a> in person. YAY<br /><br /><br />Right now I'm fucking exhausted. Long laborious day at work. Also coming down from a major caffeine rush/sugar high. Many things I gotta do after October, one being that I gotta get a new job so I can catch up to those damned school loans and my rent lol.. don't want to be homeless now do I? 8D<br /><br /> Been going through a mind block as of late. Haven't been able to make anything or finish any of my creations/commissions. Maybe it's because inside I'm feeling really depressed because of run in of bad luck with my life. Ah well, it'll pass. I just have to endure and make do with what I can right? Fun times.<br /><br />( will play with journal skins next time around. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>true blood</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Aug 2009 15:28:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok. So usually I'm not a vampire loving kind of person. <br />You know those who are vampire freaks or werewolf junkies. I'm more of a demon person myself but...anyway. Twilight...yes, I've read all the books and watched the movie, to my dismay. It's alright, could have lived without knowing about it but ah well. <br />But...watching true blood, I <i>never</i> thought I'd love a vampire series so much. I mean...come on! How <b>cliche</b> is that?!?!?!?! SERIOUSLY<br />Buffy...Angel...so many trendy vampire series. But man oh man, just something about True Blood that I can't <i>not</i> watch. It's so awesome, it's got a very earthy and realistic appeal to it. Yes, being realistic for vampires is hard to accomplish but...true blood makes it happen. It's the only series I've ever let myself want to watch in so long. It's incredibly awesome and I recommend it to anyone who loves drama/thriller/mind fucks/paranormal type series. I just finished watching Season 2 Episode 9. I cried at the end. Jesus...I can't believe I let myself sink so low as to become a fangirl to such a show! Have mercy on me lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>bleh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 01:08:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, all my summer traveling is over. Now I'm feeling bummed, depressed, and keeping myself overly busy. Dammit, I thought I finished with emotional breakage!? Ah well, only thing I can do is to move on and keep my chin up right? I'm missing some people I can't see because we live in different states. This upsets me. And the ones I do have here in Vegas seem to live so far from me. One step at a time...one step...at a time. You know when you want something you can't have? But you've accepted the fact you'll never have it? Yeah, kinda going through that right at the moment. That and the feeling of uselessness. Just want to disappear sometimes then maybe all my debt would go away hahahahaaaaah yeah no I know it won't, stupid for me even thinking about that shit. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." /> Dammit! Maybe I'm depriving myself of physical interaction for too long and it's making me go crazy? lol Being lonely never sucked so much until now.<br /><br />...<br /><i>Anyway</i><br />Dammit I need to get ignition for my moped! gurrrrr <br />Planning on visiting <a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.png?2" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a> come middle of October. Haven't officialized~ the dates yet. Saving up. Will have to miss most of renaissance fair this year. Ah well, I go every year anyway why not miss a year? lol Yadayada. Have fun kids, keep safe, don't drink too much. ~sigh~///rambleramble<br />Sorry for this useless myspace entry lol~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>anime expo</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Jun 2009 14:22:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, long time no talky right? Had lots of fun at Fanime. I feel sad I didn't' get to buy as much art as I wanted to but I will make it up to those artists I saw and adore. :3<br /><br />Now Anime Expo is coming up. I'll be going to that too! I'll dress up as Tira Misu from Bakuretsu hunters xD (sorcerer hunters)<br /><br />I got the thigh high boots and getting the lace up teddy today <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Can't forget the almighty bull whip hmm? ^^ <br /><br />Love you guys!<br /><br />Ann<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>fanime&gt;!?!?!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2009 01:08:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I have decided I'm going to Fanime when I go visit my aunt in San Jose. Anyone else going?! LETS MEET UP AND DO STUFF AND JUNK <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>burfday</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2009 04:00:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like, so I stayed up all night doing naughty things and then finally finishing my friends painting (owed it to him like... a year ago haha)<br />I'll post that later. Had some virus's on my computer which prevented me from working on some of my digital art. *sad face*<br />The divorce will be finalized next wed. So I'm single again haha. I've got my eyes wandering over every hot lady and gentleman near my vicinity. Some farther than others like places in San Francisco haha.<br />*cough*<br /><br />ANYWAY<br />It's my birthday, I'm 24 T_T at least I'm not 30 right? I guess idk...<br />Yeah, fun stuff. I think I'll go to bed now haha.<br />WE SHOULD CELEBRATE BY GETTING NEKKED AND DRUNK BITCHES<br /><br />Yeah, love you all!<br /><i>peace out cause it's party time</i><br /><br />I love you guys! You've helped me pull through with a smile on my face. ^^<br /><br /><a href="http://bunny-lyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/bunny-lyn.gif" alt=":iconbunny-lyn:" title="bunny-lyn"/></a> <a href="http://meshugeneh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/meshugeneh.jpg" alt=":iconmeshugeneh:" title="meshugeneh"/></a> <a href="http://caseyd2k.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caseyd2k.gif" alt=":iconcaseyd2k:" title="caseyd2k"/></a> <a href="http://roargathor.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/roargathor.png" alt=":iconroargathor:" title="roargathor"/></a> <a href="http://blackspike.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackspike.jpg?1" alt=":iconblackspike:" title="blackspike"/></a> <a href="http://kage-tasumi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kage-tasumi.gif" alt=":iconkage-tasumi:" title="kage-tasumi"/></a><br /><a href="http://panchan14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/panchan14.jpg" alt=":iconpanchan14:" title="panchan14"/></a> <a href="http://zalagirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/a/zalagirl.gif" alt=":iconzalagirl:" title="zalagirl"/></a> <a href="http://riva13.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riva13.gif" alt=":iconriva13:" title="riva13"/></a> <a href="http://gaedian.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":icongaedian:" title="gaedian"/></a> <a href="http://freak-shw.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freak-shw.jpg" alt=":iconfreak-shw:" title="freak-shw"/></a> <a href="http://karonno.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/karonno.gif" alt=":iconkaronno:" title="karonno"/></a><br /><a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.jpg" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a> <a href="http://iononemillion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/o/iononemillion.jpg?1" alt=":iconiononemillion:" title="iononemillion"/></a> <a href="http://essplode.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/s/essplode.gif" alt=":iconessplode:" title="essplode"/></a> <a href="http://lilblackie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lilblackie.png?1" alt=":iconlilblackie:" title="lilblackie"/></a> <a href="http://doggish-liz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doggish-liz.gif?1" alt=":icondoggish-liz:" title="doggish-liz"/></a> <a href="http://shangrii-la.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shangrii-la.png?1" alt=":iconshangrii-la:" title="shangrii-la"/></a> <a href="http://dhoffrynesque.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/h/dhoffrynesque.png?1" alt=":icondhoffrynesque:" title="dhoffrynesque"/></a> <a href="http://apomix.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/p/apomix.png?3" alt=":iconapomix:" title="apomix"/></a><br /><a href="http://akhirah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akhirah.gif" alt=":iconakhirah:" title="akhirah"/></a> <a href="http://caelestistrucido.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caelestistrucido.jpg?1" alt=":iconcaelestistrucido:" title="caelestistrucido"/></a> <a href="http://pirate-cashoo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/i/pirate-cashoo.png?2" alt=":iconpirate-cashoo:" title="pirate-cashoo"/></a><a href="http://lazysmirk.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/a/lazysmirk.png" alt=":iconlazysmirk:" title="lazysmirk"/></a> <a href="http://quatro-arts.deviantart.com/"><img c... ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>RE: hard cold reality</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:11:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So instead of replying to the 16 comments in my last journal entry, I'm just gonna respond in one big post here. Thank you all very much for the love and support! <br />A shout out to those who commented:<br /><a href="http://caelestistrucido.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caelestistrucido.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaelestistrucido:" title="caelestistrucido"/></a><a href="http://caseyd2k.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caseyd2k.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaseyd2k:" title="caseyd2k"/></a><a href="http://digitalduckie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/digitalduckie.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondigitalduckie:" title="digitalduckie"/></a><a href="http://pirate-cashoo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/i/pirate-cashoo.png?2" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpirate-cashoo:" title="pirate-cashoo"/></a><a href="http://irrevocablefate.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/r/irrevocablefate.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconirrevocablefate:" title="irrevocablefate"/></a><a href="http://zalagirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/a/zalagirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzalagirl:" title="zalagirl"/></a><a href="http://apomix.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/p/apomix.png?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconapomix:" title="apomix"/></a><a href="http://dhoffrynesque.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/h/dhoffrynesque.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondhoffrynesque:" title="dhoffrynesque"/></a><a href="http://theunregarded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/theunregarded.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontheunregarded:" title="theunregarded"/></a><br /><a href="http://shakkathi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shakkathi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshakkathi:" title="shakkathi"/></a><a href="http://doomhammr.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doomhammr.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondoomhammr:" title="doomhammr"/></a><a href="http://lazysmirk.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/a/lazysmirk.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlazysmirk:" title="lazysmirk"/></a><a href="http://panchan14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/panchan14.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpanchan14:" title="panchan14"/></a><a href="http://ankihitah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/ankihitah.jpg?2" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconankihitah:" title="ankihitah"/></a><a href="http://quatro-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/q/u/quatro-arts.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconquatro-arts:" title="quatro-arts"/></a><a href="http://karonno.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/karonno.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkaronno:" title="karonno"/></a><br /><br />I really appreciated the positive comments not just by those above but others as well, it's helped me out a lot. Right now I'm doing much better. The divorce isn't final yet but somehow along the line it's strengthened our friendship. We still are getting one though because we want to try out different avenues in the relationship area and with different people.<br />I mean I'm practically still a virgin when it comes to real relationships since I've been with the guy since I was 17, that's 7 years you know? I've got many jobs lined up and hopefully I'll get a good one soon, just after the interview process it takes forever which I'm sure all of you know. They found someone else for the Global Gaming job, no harm no fowl, it was at least a good opportunity to gain a network of friends within the company. There's this other company I'm waiting on called HSC Labs, it's a gaming company for a mmorpg. It'll be awesome if I get it. We'll see though cause they said they would give me a call on Monday.<br />I've been kinda blank lately since I've been waiting so long. I'll keep on a-truckin and hope for the best. Work on some pretty arts to get that smile on cause I've been stuck in a rut as well. Damn art blocks lol. I need a book to read or something. Laurell k Hamilton's last books for the Anita Blake series and merry gentry series I'm waiting for to buy. A slow slow beginning for 2009 but man this will be an interesting and growing year.<br /><br /><br /><br />Friends who I'll always cherish.<br /><br /><a href="http://bunny-lyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/bunny-lyn.gif" width="50" height="50"... ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>hard cold reality</title>
                <link>http://Sileas.deviantart.com/journal/23336159/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2009 04:10:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... long story short, I'm getting a divorce. It's kinda hard to explain in a journal. Relationships are a complicated business. It sucks. I feel like shit. I have moments of clarity but it's ruined when I start crying over things from the past. On lighter news, I had a job interview with Global Gaming. If I get that job things would turn around for me. I'll be able to grow up out of the stagnant water I put myself in. But here's to hoping. And as a back up plan I'll take bartending school and see if I can get a job that pays big until I can get something in my field.<br /><br /><br />Friends who I'll always cherish.<br /><br /><a href="http://bunny-lyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/bunny-lyn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbunny-lyn:" title="bunny-lyn"/></a> <a href="http://meshugeneh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/meshugeneh.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmeshugeneh:" title="meshugeneh"/></a><a href="http://caseyd2k.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caseyd2k.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaseyd2k:" title="caseyd2k"/></a><a href="http://roargathor.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/roargathor.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconroargathor:" title="roargathor"/></a><a href="http://blackspike.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackspike.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackspike:" title="blackspike"/></a><br /><a href="http://panchan14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/panchan14.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpanchan14:" title="panchan14"/></a><a href="http://zalagirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/a/zalagirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzalagirl:" title="zalagirl"/></a> <a href="http://riva13.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riva13.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconriva13:" title="riva13"/></a><a href="http://gaedian.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaedian:" title="gaedian"/></a><a href="http://freak-shw.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freak-shw.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfreak-shw:" title="freak-shw"/></a><a href="http://metalliria.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/metalliria.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmetalliria:" title="metalliria"/></a><a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a><a href="http://essplode.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/s/essplode.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconessplode:" title="essplode"/></a><a href="http://lilblackie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lilblackie.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlilblackie:" title="lilblackie"/></a> <a href="http://doggish-liz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doggish-liz.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondoggish-liz:" title="doggish-liz"/></a><a href="http://operativehunk.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/p/operativehunk.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconoperativehunk:" title="operativehunk"/></a><a href="http://shangrii-la.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shangrii-la.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshangrii-la:" title="shangrii-la"/></a><a href="http://dhoffrynesque.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/h/dhoffrynesque.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondhoffrynesque:" title="dhoffrynesque"/></a><a href="http://akhirah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akhirah.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconakhirah:" title="akhirah"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>HOLY CRAP COLLEGE GRADUATE</title>
                <link>http://Sileas.deviantart.com/journal/21933964/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 16:02:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG SOOOOOO I GRADUATED COLLEGE FUCK YEAH<br /><br /><br />I'm so happy right now I could touch the Sky. ^o^<br />Now I just need to get a job. oAo<br /><br /><br />ALL MY BBS<br />ILY<br /><br /><a href="http://bunny-lyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/bunny-lyn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbunny-lyn:" title="bunny-lyn"/></a> <a href="http://meshugeneh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/meshugeneh.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmeshugeneh:" title="meshugeneh"/></a><a href="http://caseyd2k.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caseyd2k.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaseyd2k:" title="caseyd2k"/></a><a href="http://roargathor.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/roargathor.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconroargathor:" title="roargathor"/></a><a href="http://blackspike.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackspike.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackspike:" title="blackspike"/></a><br /><a href="http://panchan14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/panchan14.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpanchan14:" title="panchan14"/></a><a href="http://zalagirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/a/zalagirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzalagirl:" title="zalagirl"/></a> <a href="http://riva13.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riva13.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconriva13:" title="riva13"/></a><a href="http://gaedian.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaedian:" title="gaedian"/></a><a href="http://freak-shw.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freak-shw.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfreak-shw:" title="freak-shw"/></a><a href="http://metalliria.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/metalliria.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmetalliria:" title="metalliria"/></a><a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a><a href="http://essplode.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/s/essplode.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconessplode:" title="essplode"/></a><a href="http://lilblackie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lilblackie.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlilblackie:" title="lilblackie"/></a> <a href="http://doggish-liz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doggish-liz.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondoggish-liz:" title="doggish-liz"/></a><a href="http://operativehunk.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/p/operativehunk.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconoperativehunk:" title="operativehunk"/></a><a href="http://shangrii-la.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shangrii-la.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshangrii-la:" title="shangrii-la"/></a><a href="http://dhoffrynesque.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/h/dhoffrynesque.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondhoffrynesque:" title="dhoffrynesque"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>fun stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Nov 2008 11:14:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Times are going to be a bit busy. I got a job at Little Caesar's until I can get this job with IGT in graphic design in my city. Times are rough but I manage. I'm working on lots of new projects. Fixing up my website yet again and getting ready for my marketing package for graduation.<br /><br />My friends as always<br />ily <3<br /><br /><a href="http://bunny-lyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/bunny-lyn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbunny-lyn:" title="bunny-lyn"/></a> <a href="http://meshugeneh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/meshugeneh.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmeshugeneh:" title="meshugeneh"/></a><a href="http://caseyd2k.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/caseyd2k.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaseyd2k:" title="caseyd2k"/></a><a href="http://roargathor.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/roargathor.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconroargathor:" title="roargathor"/></a><a href="http://blackspike.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackspike.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackspike:" title="blackspike"/></a><br /><a href="http://panchan14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/panchan14.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpanchan14:" title="panchan14"/></a><a href="http://zalagirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/a/zalagirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzalagirl:" title="zalagirl"/></a> <a href="http://riva13.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riva13.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconriva13:" title="riva13"/></a><a href="http://gaedian.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaedian:" title="gaedian"/></a><a href="http://freak-shw.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freak-shw.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfreak-shw:" title="freak-shw"/></a><a href="http://metalliria.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/metalliria.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmetalliria:" title="metalliria"/></a><a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a><a href="http://essplode.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/s/essplode.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconessplode:" title="essplode"/></a><a href="http://lilblackie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lilblackie.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlilblackie:" title="lilblackie"/></a> <a href="http://doggish-liz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doggish-liz.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondoggish-liz:" title="doggish-liz"/></a><a href="http://operativehunk.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/p/operativehunk.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconoperativehunk:" title="operativehunk"/></a><a href="http://shangrii-la.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shangrii-la.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshangrii-la:" title="shangrii-la"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>secret santa vengance</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 13:14:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm coming back with a vengeance. PREPARE YOURSELF.<br />
-pulls out blade- *shing*<br />
<br />
THAZ RIEEEGHT BEECH I KILLZ U.<br />
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-swings at wood posts-<br />
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I'm doing secret santa cause I feel nice.... you should too.<br />
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<a href="http://everyonessecretsanta.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/v/everyonessecretsanta.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconeveryonessecretsanta:" title="everyonessecretsanta"/></a><br />
Read their journal for details.<br />
I request my Secret Santa to draw my character <br />
Siin Adonai. (I've got lots of references in my gallery must) :3<br />
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ps. Gotta have dem horns and firey eyes yo.<br />
{examples}<br />
<a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/Siin-laying-down-64766000">[link]</a> <a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/Siin-leaning-in-progress-60295398">[link]</a> <a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/Siineh-likes-to-grab-her-boobs-53957474">[link]</a> <a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/Siin-s-BUTT-54094322">[link]</a> <a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/oO-Siin-Beloved-Oo-40547942">[link]</a> <a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/siin-sketch2-52455810">[link]</a> <a href="http://sileas.deviantart.com/art/Siin-sketch1-52455726">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>Recovery of a great weekend.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:33:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, my weekend was fantastic beyond words to really describe. Pirate parties and bellydancers get kicken after hours at Renaissance fair. That being when it turns midnight and the lights of the park go out all the encampments scream out in joy cause it's TIEM TO GET DRUNKZ. <br />
<br />
I found a few drinks this weekend I fell in love with, Captain Morgan's parrot bay, Honey's bee spiced cider. Good stuff!<br />
<br />
I HIGHLY RECCOMEND that everyone at least once go to The Renaissance Festival in your state. It's a great experiance. I'll be joining the guilds with my husband and we'll be creating our own house within the ECS (Empire of Chivalry and Steel) Not sure what we'll call it but we'll find out eventually. So far I've gathered about 15 or more people and will be gathering more. I'm all about becoming a pirate or bellydancer, (gyspy too) I'm lame I know. Sky wants to be a Mongol. Our leader  (Who's known Sky forever) Who's helped us on getting us all together, is an awesome person. Ti, he'd make a great uncle one day and has superior jedi mind tricks with his history and wisdom that outdoes my husband. (Which is a rare thing)<br />
<br />
So many things to do learn and have learned throughout the week. This weekend felt like a whole week holy crap, like living in a completely different world. So much fun and so many responsibilities within it. <br />
<br />
Sky was fighting many tournaments over the weekend and has gathered enough points to fight with steel and full on armor. I'm excited when his adoptive uncle makes him his armer, him being a metal smith. I've got much to do as well, things to sow and draw and paint. Memes to make out since I've been tagged several times lol. <br />
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Sunburns are not fun, I'll tell you that! My feet are killing me and right now was the first time in years in sleeping on the student lounge couches at school lol. Damn, hangovers suck too. But it was all worth it!<br />
<br />
Many friends I love and care about are scattered all about DA and the webs (can't forget irl!) Just giving them a shoutout I care about you! :3 <br />
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I'm super excited still about my trip to San Antonio and have many things I want to explore and do. Need to get info on those buses though. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" /><br />
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Laters~ :U<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>lately</title>
                <link>http://Sileas.deviantart.com/journal/14870643/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 13:08:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, first of all school once again is slowly melting away my brain. Luckily I have at least 3 quarters left. (thank god)<br />
I've just been sick and tired of seeing all these WIP's I have. It makes me ultra sad to the core. These last few quarters have left me restless and lacking in inspiration, I've hit an artist block and it hurts.  ;_;<br />
Slowly, I've come to notice, I'm moving out of it. Making some porn art on the side for entertainment and to help push in the inspiration where my muse is severely lacking (woohoo! don't ask I won't do it.) My tablet broke, stupid piece of shit. But I got a new monitor so it counts for something. Sky's gonna get me a new tablet soon. (yayayayaya) Intuos 3  6x8 Wacom. Oh heellz yeah. B]<br />
<br />
Oh Fall, how I love thee. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I'll be visiting <a href="http://whitetrashpalace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/h/whitetrashpalace.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwhitetrashpalace:" title="whitetrashpalace"/></a> come Nov. cause another friend of mine is graduating from the Air Force down there in San Antonio. Good stuff, I need to do some traveling. Being stuck in Las Vegas is such a pain I swear.<br />
Is it wrong to be lazy? All this shit that's happened within the last 2 months I forget that October is coming up. Halloween and the Renaissance's fair are my favorite things during that month. I need to buy more pirate/gyspy gear lol. Maybe I can dress up as a belly dancer.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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                <title>blah...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2007 08:05:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Close to completeing school. D:<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Sileas</author>
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