http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Silent-Autumn&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Silent-Autumn en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 12 Dec 2009 00:06:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Silent-Autumn.deviantart.com/journal/25203777/ http://Silent-Autumn.deviantart.com/journal/25203777/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 18:30:58 PDT I have not been on here in a while as suffering from yet more personal troubles but things seem to be looking up and so I am making yet another come back!

I have been busy with modeling shoots(so will be putting some of that up ), art isn't too eventful for me right now. I am trying to get all the lose ends tied up for tech but rather unsuccessfully

Athough the main thing for me has been that I have got a wonderful new guy in my life who is patient and understanding and who makes me feel that it's okay to be me
Also i've learned that when people say you don't know what you've got til it's gone it works both ways through good and bad times. Sometimes we don' see the good in our lives but we don't see how bad things are either

Anyhuu I had best get some beauty sleep before i ramble! I will have new work up soon
Good night ya'll

Zara ]]> *Silent-Autumn http://Silent-Autumn.deviantart.com/journal/23325385/ http://Silent-Autumn.deviantart.com/journal/23325385/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 13:48:13 PST

I'm taking some time to find myself. I don't believe that I should allow myself to give into the negativity in my head anymore, it's cost me too many things in my life.
I just want to be happy and most of all happy with who I am and have strength in myself.

I have considered quitting modeling. I enjoy it a lot but just not sure if it's for me and if maybe I should just put my concentration into my art. But I have got into a rut where I find it hard to concentrate on my art nowadays
It used to be all I ever did and I just feel that I am losing all I love, people and hobbies through my depression and I'm tired of it.

I am very into my self help books, and one that I have discovered recently has been a huge help to me "The Secret by Rhonda Byrne". I recommend it to anyone who needs to be lifted in life.
I just need to get past this stage of feeling alone and depressed and get back on my feet so as I can put the advice in this book into action.

Anyhuu just needed to get that off my chest a wee bit O.o

Toodles for now
Zara ]]> *Silent-Autumn http://Silent-Autumn.deviantart.com/journal/21585353/ http://Silent-Autumn.deviantart.com/journal/21585353/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 16:48:03 PST

Ah dear here we go again
I know I said I was back but that didn't really last too long did it!
I was in hospital over halloween and after that I just felt my art and confidence in it going downhill. I feel a little stronger now and like I may be able to pull myself together. I just hope I can gain the faith in myself and my art that I need.

I have set up this myspace account for my art [link] and this one for my modeling [link] if anyone has the time to check them out
Also still t-shirts etc for sale here [link]

Also I have no idea why some parts of my journal are underlined if anyone can enlighten me on that!? haha

Toodles for now
Zara ]]> *Silent-Autumn