http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Silent-Wake&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Silent-Wake en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 09:58:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/18758227/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/18758227/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 23:26:08 PDT , if you could please watch me or something, it would be great. I don't have lots of time to chase down everyone ><
Sorry ><

I love you guys xD

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/16432751/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/16432751/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 14:03:26 PST
A PETITION TO GET THE AGE DOWN TO 16
Come on, I'm sick of being called immature, it's an insult to my intelligence. Get the fucking 12 year olds off here if it's too mature.


1) Silent Wake
2) Falling Embers
3)

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/16306058/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/16306058/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 18:30:43 PST She's my car, I saved her from the stupid boat store she was rotting at, and I want to see her racing around soon Dx

Thanks so much guys, I appreciate it if anyone actually reads this and is looking xD;

Ciao ~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/15131361/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/15131361/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 15:46:43 PDT So I give up in dA, 'cause the people who run it are a bunch of fucked up cunt munchers who don't know what the fuck they're doing.
Yes, I'm actually leaving dA.
And unless anyone can actually convince me, I'll be gone forever.
I am SICK of the shit that goes on here. I am sick of the admins trying to control what we can and can't do.
Fuck you admins :3
Delete my account. It just shows that you're fucking scared.
Fuckers.

If you're a mother fucking mamas boy, then don't view the fucking Mature labled pictures. They're labled that for MATURE people. I am mature. I can deal with SEX, DRUGS, AND DEATH.
WHY?
Because it's LIFE.

Oh noes, I said SEX. Everyone flame me now!

-.-

Seriously though, I'm leaving.

Bye.



Once, as my heart remembers,
All the stars were falling embers.
Once, when night seemed forever
I was with you.

Once, in the care of morning
In the air was all belonging.
Once, when that day was dawning.
I was with you.

How far we are from morning.
How far we are
And the stars shining through the darkness,
Falling in the air.

Once, as the night was leaving
Into us our dreams were weaving.
Once, all dreams were worth keeping.
I was with you.

Once, when our hearts were singing,
I was with you.

Silent-Wake has now moved to an account where she can view "mature" images.


]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/15076339/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/15076339/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:27:28 PDT
dA has once again decided to make it mandatory that anyone under 18 cannot view Mature pictures.

WHAT THE FUCK?

Seriously, I'm sick of the world thinking that just because we're under 18, we're "immature" or "sensitive" to the world. Well guess what, most of us aren't!
Sure, dA probably had some bible thumping idiots flame them for allowing "underage" people to view "mature" drawings.
Well guess what?
"Underage" people can view porn.
So what is going to be that bad on dA? Nothing, because the rules state that porn is not allowed.
So fuck you, dA, and stop banning us from viewing things we WANT to see.

Who's with me on this? That means half of my drawings are unviewable by ME.
WTF.
Half of my favourites are unviewable by ME, the person who favourited them in THE FIRST PLACE.

FUCK.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14568616/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14568616/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 22:10:05 PDT As it hits like a bomb.
Tearing you apart as you're first in line,
Entering the zone.

Watch how it runs,
A nerve wrecking resistance.
Watch how it burns,
A venomous script's getting formed.

You've traveled a long way to get here,
And now its waking you up...
Waking you up!

Walk straight, for a final solution.
Walk straight, dont you be so cold.
Walk straight, with a clear resolution.
I'll state my case and never turn.

Watch how it runs, watch how it burns,
And its all a deception.
Break it and learn, there's no return,
For a presence like mine.

You've traveled a long way to get here..
Its getting all so clear now all the things at least,
An elapse of conscious progress will last forevermore.

My courageous insanity follows,
An infinite time.
I'll be attaching the world,
On my shoulders.
Without a look inside,
Inside.

Walk straight, for a final solution.
Walk straight, dont you be so cold.
Walk straight, with a clear resolution.
I'll state my case and never turn.
Walk straight, for a final solution.
Walk straight, dont you be so cold.
Walk straight, with a clear resolution.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14413610/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14413610/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 16:39:52 PDT

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They're gunning down poor wolves from the air. They're running them into extinction just because we built on the wolves territory. Please help save the wolves and other animals! They need 10,000 signatures by Labour Day for the wolves.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14373724/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14373724/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 00:47:11 PDT Sad arguments over NOTHING AT ALL.
Personally, I've never had a problem with the way dA is run, the only thing I've had a problem with are the idiots who are on it.

These people take advantage of someone else's misfortune to argue with other people over nothing. It's quite sad, and if anyone who reads this would like to argue with me, it will be a waste of both of our time.
Because whilst you point out the delusions, I point out the obvious.

I am sick and tired of being called a "child". "Under age."
Personally, I'm mentally older than half the people I've ever met. I understand how the world works.
I understand life.
And I don't take life for granted. Life is short, and it will end eventually. A lot sooner than most of us would like. I don't let myself be controlled by a cult. I see the world for what it is, and to me, the world is a beautiful, deadly, horrid place to live.
And that's only because of the idiots who live in it.
In my mind, I am about nineteen. Physically, I'm about sixteen. Does that matter?
Do I care?
No.
I don't care. I don't care that I'm "underage", because I know that I can outsmart most "adults".
Pedophiles? I'm sick of my friends' dad calling my boyfriend a pedophile because he's nineteen, and I'm fifteen. There's a difference between being a pedophile, and being a normal person. For one thing, he
A) Doesn't make me do things I don't want to do.
B) Doesn't get horny off the thought that I'm a "kid".
C) Doesn't take gross, nude pictures of me and put them on pedophile porn sites.
And D) You can just tell he's not a freak. He's not like that. He doesn't even act like a normal guy, who's only thoughts are SEX SEX DRUGS BOOZE WOMEN.
No! He has more to deal with, like money, work, his family, his friends, videogames, and me, his girlfriend.
So get over it!

If I drew say, Kagome, who is apparently fifteen, then would I be a pedo? No, because I'm not an adult. So what went wrong there?
There's nothing wrong with drawing a FAKE, MADE UP character doing "naughty" things, because on dA, half of the fan art isn't even what I'd consider "naughty."
I've seen worse on T.V, and in school.
"Oh my god she has BOOBS! HE HAS A PENIS! IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD IF TWO PEOPLE HAVE SEX!"
Seriously, it's not. Sex is okay if you love each other, and even if you don't, there's no harm in trying it out.
-.-

And what's with people flaming each other? It's not like they have anything better to do, is it? Maybe, enjoy the sad life they have?
I dunno, maybe, GET OUT A LITTLE MORE?

-sigh- I'm done ranting for today. School starts soon. Yay. I'm going to bed.

Ciao

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14195835/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14195835/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 15:32:39 PDT

Eight months on the 24th <33

I'm open for Requests this year. Please note me if you would like something.


Ciao~



Requests
Status: -
Pending: -
Finished: -

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14119769/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14119769/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 13:10:25 PDT Someone hit his car.
And now I'm sick of all the stupid people in this world.

What gives you the right to rule over someone? Your God? When has your God ever helped you out?
Can you tell me?

Why does the government rule over the population, when the population can overthrow the government?

And when is someone going to stand up for the people who try their best, but always fail? Who's going to make this a better world?
Well no one else is, so I'm going to.

Why is gym mandatory to pass grade 10? It's not ACADEMIC.
And why are we still paying taxes? The government promised that as soon as the war was over, we wouldn't have to.
People are blind to things they don't know.

And why is it okay for those rappers to objectify women? I know that guys like women to do raunchy things sometimes, and I agree that the female body seems to be made for the man ...
but then again, isn't the male body made for us?
Guys are just lumpy anyway xD

Anyway.
People don't seem to realise that every moment of every day counts. You don't realise it until you're at dying day.
Please, take in to consideration what other people have gone through. And don't live life like the sun will always rise.
Because one day,

it won't.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14106229/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14106229/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 13:32:45 PDT _>;

So I have the internet back; I've actually had it back for awhile now >_> I just don't have anything to say.

I'm really excited for the 24th, not only is it my friend's b-day party, which is going to be a blast! It's a costume party x3 but it's also the eighth month Jason and me have been together. I can't believe it D: I'm so happy <33 Our relationship just keeps getting stronger.

Yeah, so I don't know what else to say. When I finish my PH costume I'll post some pictures up here.

Ciao~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14047130/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/14047130/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 16:47:42 PDT
And my best buddy had to be put down on Friday. Hardest thing ever is to have to watch her fall asleep. I never want to see it again .. but in a way I'm glad I was there with her, so she wouldn't be scared. She wasn't like other dogs ... I think she was sent to us. Not saying by God, but ... she knew. She was there for me, and now that I have Jason, I think she had to leave.
-cries-
I'll never forget her. I really think she was my guardian angel. Best friend .. we'll always be together, even if I can't see her.

And some random kitten came to me last night, just happened to show up when I needed Molly, and made me happy. So cute x3 He was a tabby. Golden D: So it was kinda weird >>
I named him Bob xD!

Anyway, ciao ~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13881446/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13881446/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:41:33 PDT I have a major art block right now, and can't get anything decent out for this story.
I need someone to draw:

Kevin
Raven
Tom
Steven
Mark (is a viking xD)
Rose
Ash

Please tell me who you want to draw, and there is no limit to how many draw each character. You can draw more than one picture, but I just need some D:
I'll decide the pictures that define each character the best. I already found a picture of what I want Sophia to look like, it's on the Second Chapter. If you wish to draw Sophia, please take that picture into consideration.
Thanks guys <3
Hoping to see some drawings soon D:

Oh, and for descriptions I'll have them posted. However, it'd be better to read the story >> 'cause I worked really hard on it D:

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13861834/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13861834/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 15:11:43 PDT Alle wollen nur dich zähmen
Amour Amour am Ende
gefangen zwischen deinen Zähnen. ]

And it's our seven month anniversary today ^^ I'm so happy x3
And I have to work on it. Again. I think they do that on purpose? -.- oh well.

Got the Seventh book of Harry Potter at 12:01 the day it came out. Sixth person to get it x3 and I'm done reading it already. I don't care what anyone says, it was good, and it's worth reading. I would have finished it sooner but I had to work x.x

Sen Haist ~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13811483/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13811483/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 16:58:17 PDT
[ Barbarisms by Barbaras with pointed heels.
Victorious, victorious, kneel.
For brand new spankin' deals.
Marching forward hypocritic
and hypnotic computers.

You depend on our protection,
Yet you feed us lies from the table cloth.

Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Kneeling roses disappearing,
into Moses’ dry mouth,
breaking into Fort Knox,
stealing our intentions,
Every city dripped in oil,
Crying FREEDOM!

Handed to obsoletion,
still you feed us lies from the tablecloth.

Why don’t presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor? ]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13788709/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13788709/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 23:25:29 PDT
Yay Dimmu Borgir <3

Yay going down the canal in Penticton for a whole day with Jason <3

metal pwnz.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13649636/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13649636/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 17:52:30 PDT spun and scarred. Preparing for another war.
Day by day we decay. Sunlight, get out of our way.
Dig up yourself from your grave.

Bad to the bone, raised in the gutter,
Not exactly a muthafucking role model.
To you looking down on me.
FUCK YOU BITCH!
Ain't got time for the future or the past.
Live for the moment, make it last.

As long as the twilight veils
The decadence we embrace
More than the ones we love.
We're ardent, we're burning down...


Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe.
Not afraid of falling down below.
To the night recklessly we would fly.
Like living dead, we'll never die

Stalling the sandman, fighting back
drinking like a madman, run away from the light to come.
SHIT FALLS DOWN!
Sun comes up shining bright
Time to close your eyes..



Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe.
Not afraid of falling down below.
To the night recklessly we would fly.
Like living dead, we'll never die

As long as the twilight veils
The decadence we embrace
More than the ones we love.
We're ardent, we're burning down...


Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe.
Not afraid of falling down below.
To the night recklessly we would fly.
Like living dead, we'll never die†

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13529016/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13529016/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:59:01 PDT And I failed math xD I was bound to. I cannot do math to save my life. I passed everything else, got all A's in my musical subjects. That says something.
And I'm supposed to take summer school or do math again. Fat chance. I can argue that I will NEVER use that stupid crap. Not trig, or calculus.
Math shouldn't be mandatory in high school. You should choose it if you want to be a friggen rocket scientist or a chemist, not a fucking musician. I know what I want to be, and none of my career ideas include hard math.
Anyway, I'm going to stop before I rant on about how school is GAY.
And when I mean GAY I mean LAME, not Homosexual. GOD D: People seem to think that when I say that I'm dissing gay people, when really I'm not. Gay has more than one meaning, so get over it D:

And on a happier subject, Jason and I have been together for six months now <3 I'm so happy. I know that isn't very long, but still. I'm overjoyed <33
I love him so much <3

And yeah. I haven't been uploading much 'cause I haven't really felt the need to draw, and I've been busy with work and exams and such. But I'll try to post more and stuff D:

Ciao for now ~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13436490/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13436490/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 17:48:56 PDT Been haunted by a million screams
But I can hear the marching feet
They're moving into the street

Now, did you read the news today?
They say the danger has gone away
But I can see the fire's still alight
They're burning into the night

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go around
Can't you see this is the land of confusion?

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

Oh, superman, where are you now?
When everything's gone wrong somehow?
The men of steel, I hate these men of power
I'm losing control by the hour

This is the time, this is the place
So we look for the future
But there's not much love to go around
Tell me why this is the land of confusion

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

I remember long ago
When the sun was shining
And all the stars were bright all through the night
In the wake up this madness, as I held you tight
So long ago

I won't be coming home tonight
My generation will put it right
We're not just making promises
That we know we'll never keep

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go round
Can't you see this is the land of confusion?

Now, this is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth fighting for

This is the world we live in
And these are the names we're given
Stand up and let's start showing
Just where our lives are going to

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13332939/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/13332939/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 17:42:05 PDT Disgusting.
It makes me want to wear a baggy hoodie and some over-large pants.

Get over the human body.

It's just as amazing on the inside as it is on the outside.

God I am so fucking sick of this chauvinistic world.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12980557/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12980557/ Wed, 16 May 2007 17:11:44 PDT
Stop following the trend.
Be your own person.
Use proper grammar, not u or kool.
Do not believe everything you hear from the media, or even from your teachers.
Think before you leap.
Stand up for what YOU believe in.
Don't shove your religion or other beliefs down others throats.
Do not bother me with your stupid world crisis.
Global warming isn't real.
Stand up for the little people.
Don't just be a face in the crowd.
Stand up to the people who make your life Hell.
Believe in yourself.
Be who you want to be; don't be stupid.
Don't do drugs.
Don't kill yourself or anyone else.
Don't be stupid.
Don't take what isn't yours.
Don't take what someone else needs.
Don't stab your friends in the back.


... fight for the world you want. Fight against the shitty government. Fight against those who shoot you down. Fight against those who are against everything you believe in.
And Fight for Your Freedom.

[you must never forget,
to modernize performance.
malignancies in the system,
will handicap, slow up and rust.
The infection has been removed,
the soul of this machine has improved.
Look into my eyes,
and tell me what you see.
Someone real,
this is real,
what you wish to be.

Open your eyes.

Open your eyes .. ]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12955732/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12955732/ Mon, 14 May 2007 16:27:50 PDT
]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12889954/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12889954/ Tue, 08 May 2007 16:30:50 PDT
and to top it all off, Jason and I are in a fight.

So I guess I'll leave if no one comments on my shitty art.


Fuck the world.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12658865/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12658865/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 18:15:59 PDT The essence of your spark
All of that which defines you
Is the essence of your blood

The infection has been removed
The soul of this machine has improved

Look into my eyes
And tell me what you see
Someone real
This is real
What you wish to be

You must never forget
To modernize performance
Malignancies on the system
Will handicap slow up and rust

The infection has been removed
The soul of this machine has improved

Look into my eyes
And tell me what you see
Someone real
This is real
What you wish to be

Fuck!

Can you see
Can you see

Look into my eyes
And tell me what you see
Someone real
This is real
What you wish to be

Open your eyes (open your eyes, open your eyes)

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12501969/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12501969/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 20:47:30 PDT
and here it is, in all of it's melancholy glory <3

[Such a lonely day,
and it's mine.
The most lonliest day of my life.
Such a lonely day,
should be banned.
It's a day that I can't stand.

The most lonliest day of my life,
the most lonliest day of my life.

Such a lonely day,
shouldn't exist.
It's a day that I'll never miss.
Such a lonely day,
and it's mine.
The most lonliest day of my life.

And if you go, I wanna go with you.
And if you die, I wanna die with you.
Take your hand and walk away.

The most lonliest day of my life,
the most lonliest day of my life.
The most lonliest day of my life ...

Such a lonely day,
and it's mine.
It's a day that I'm glad I survived ... ]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12379971/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12379971/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 18:34:28 PDT Ever faster the time exceeds me, little harder again to remember...you.

Held a torch for you, when lightning struck me, once again, hope I died for the last time.
Only one I have a thing greater than you, little light on the sky every night.

Morning dew on the field, where I met you.
I was frozen a year, couldn't get through.
Got a sign, not a scar, on my shoulder, I am not quite the man you take me for...

Fell in love with the weakness within me.
Tried to force me the Ring and own me.
Guess you found what you'd think would oblige me, little version of me to consume you...
I'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and yours is too...

On this dark winter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Seven lifes of a man, passed before me.
Seven graves, one for every love I've had.
Only once I have broken my so called heart.
Only one made me see why they cry.

Will I learn how to be one of you someday?
Will I still feel the eyes that behold me.
Will I hear what you think, when you see me?
Will it tear me apart if you feel for me...

I 'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and your is too...

On this dark winter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Little broken, always been, a part of you belongs to me.
You were never mine to love, but this all has made it easy for me...

Burning feathers, not an angel, Heaven's closed, Hell's sold out.
So I walk on the earth, behind the curtains, hidden from everyone,
until I find a new life to ruin again

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12252715/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12252715/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 23:56:32 PDT Say NO to bad Emos.






(explanation? ask me.)

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12239058/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12239058/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 22:31:28 PDT
IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT :3 WAD!


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]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12144085/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12144085/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 13:13:48 PDT

he's not a pedophile.

he's my life-support.

and I love him.


why can't anyone see that?

[it was 3 am when you woke me up, then we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go, just to get away.
everytime I see your face, everytime you look my way, it's like it all falls into place, everything feels right.]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12003541/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/12003541/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 18:57:59 PST



Because days come and go, but my feelings for you are forever.



<3

Amour Amour, alle wollen nur dich zähmen. Bitte bitte gib mir Gift.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11979979/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11979979/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 19:57:50 PST
Stand up.
I have had enough.
Walk away before I finish what you started.
Face to face, I will put you in your place.
Face to face,
end this game before I finish what you started.
Face to face,
everything will change.

You planning to see how my anger has grown.
Got a feeling inside that I can't seem to control.
You wanna see a reaction?
Come on and cut me down,
you've gone as far as I'll go.
Now you're crossing the line,
and I am letting you know.
Here's your reaction.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11834296/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11834296/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 18:57:54 PST Wo Fisch und Fleisch zur See geflochten
Der eine sticht die Lanz' im Heer
Der andere wirft sie in das Meer

Ahoi

Reise, Reise Seemann Reise
Jeder tut's auf seine Weise
Der eine stößt den Speer zum Mann
Der andere zum Fische dann

Reise, Reise Seemann Reise
Und die Wellen weinen leise
In ihrem Blute steckt ein Speer
Bluten leise in das Meer

Die Lanze muss im Fleisch ertrinken
Fisch und Mann zur Tiefe sinken
Wo die schwarze Seele wohnt
ist kein Licht am Horizont

Ahoi

Reise, Reise Seemann Reise
Jeder tut's auf seine Weise
Der eine stößt den Speer zum Mann
Der andere zum Fische dann

Reise, Reise Seemann Reise
Und die Wellen weinen leise
In ihrem Blute steckt ein Speer
Bluten leise in das Meer

Reise, Reise Seemann Reise
Und die Wellen weinen leise
In ihrem Herzen steckt ein Speer
Bluten sich am Ufer leer

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11818230/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11818230/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 16:21:14 PST
For the rest of you,
grow the fuck up.

Just because Valentines day has come to be known as "couples day" doesn't mean that's what it's really about. It's not about how much stuff you buy your lover, or your friends, or who has a boyfriend/girlfriend and who doesn't. It's about being grateful for the people YOU love in your life. Like your parents, your dog, your cat, whatever.
And if you happen to be dating someone, good for you!
If someone makes fun of you and your boy/girl, tell them to shut the fuck up! They're probably jealous anyway.
I have been fighting back the temptation to slug some of my friends today, because they're making fun of Jason and I.
Valentines day isn't just about who has a boyfriend and who doesn't. Seriously. Get the fuck over it.
Grow.
the.
fuck.
UP!


Jesus Christ, I'm getting sick of this whole society.

Someone sees one thing, the rest follow. Dare to be different. Dare to dream.
Just be grateful for the people you have around you, that love you, 'cause one day, BAM! They might not be there anymore! So, the lesson is:

VALENTINES DAY IS FOR WHOEVER YOU LOVE! WHETHER IT'S YOUR DOG OR YOUR BOYFRIEND! SO GET OVER IT AND LOVE WHOEVER THE HELL YOU WANT. AND STOP BITCHING, 'CAUSE NO ONE GIVES A FLYING FUCK!!


Rant end.

(and anyone who wants to argue with me or hate me, go right ahead. I'll just argue back ten times worse. Not today, however. I have things I need to do, such as work and be with Jason.)

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11773602/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11773602/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 13:09:24 PST

[I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11767259/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11767259/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:13:29 PST
[link]

and flying lawnmowers.

[link]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11754293/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11754293/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 00:06:37 PST hilarious.
Behind the scenes..someone took a camera to work, or their cell, and they all filmed in the back of the house. Man, it must be great to be back there. Being front of the house can suck majorly sometimes. Narf. I loved the parts with Jason in them; he didn't even notice they were filming him most of the time xDD
Sorry, if no one connects here, that's 'cause you'd kinda have to work at BP..or, the one I work at.
All the chefs and the dish pit boys. Having fights with their brooms or whatever. Eating the pizza that they messed up >>' mmm..Boston Pizza.../drool.
I think I'll have some tomorrow after work :3'
AHAHA.

>>
<<

/crazy

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11737569/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11737569/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 16:25:27 PST [link]


AHAHAHA KRATOS <33333333 +has a squee attack+

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11666174/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11666174/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 00:36:35 PST


He's back.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11589580/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11589580/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 15:43:35 PST
"The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."

-Henri Nouwen.


I think we can all appreciate the relevance of that right now.
And I hope all my friends read this. Because some of them aren't being very good friends right now.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11556298/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11556298/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 17:33:15 PST Since a lot of people seem to like my story, I've decided to hold a little contest xD

Teh Rules:
It has to be a scene from the story. You all know what Jimmy looks like, and if not, he's pretty much the only guy that I draw. The problem is that in real life, his hair ..probably couldn't stay up like that. So, just forget the spikes.
And be creative with the other characters. ^^

Teh Points:
I'll mark it on how accuratley you draw the scene. After all, I should know xD I wrote it.
If you need more detail, just tell me and I'll try to tell you what's going on.

Teh Deadline:
..Well..I haven't finished chapter 4 yet (make that haven't even started ) so..I'll make the deadline..February 10th.
That should give everyone enough time. But if you need more time, just ask me ^^

Yeah. So,
good luck!


+nerd+

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11544252/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11544252/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 16:55:29 PST It contains:
Sex,
drugs,
violence,
swearing,
death

I don't wanna sound like your mom or something, but that's all pretty serious stuff. So please, don't read it if you aren't old enough.
This is just a precaution. I mean, if you're like..12 or 11 and you read it, you probably won't understand some of the content as it is, and don't scar yourself by reading the sex scenes.
Just so you know D:

Pleease! Just abide by my rules; after all, it is my story, and it does have a Mature Warning on it D:!

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11529025/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11529025/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 11:24:28 PST [link]

..I like collars.

+squee's+

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11463234/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11463234/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 17:05:56 PST Now, I don't know if this is the punk thing or whatnot, but people are against iPods. I mean, anarchy in the U.S and Canada. Honestly, I could say I'm against your religion, but I don't parade around about it.
Like, come on. Get the fuck over it. It's an mp3 player, nothing more. Don't go all 'look at me im 13' shit on it. If you want to rebel against something, rebel against your shitty school district, or your parents, or something worth while. Billions of people use iPods, and it's not gonna go away.
Now, if we were ranting about my shitty school district, then I would be happy. 'Cause fuckin' eh, this district sucks.
Anyway +cough+ I had to get that out of my system.

GET OVER IT! AN iPOD! HONESTLY! .__.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11416966/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11416966/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 00:25:37 PST Seriously, I hope they make the full length movies D:


[I messed up again when I tried.
You spend all your money and die.
And oh, by the way, although you did, nothing has changed,
so lie like a waste by the side,
'cause everything just falls apart.

'Cause everything just fell apart for me.

I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my heart.

And I don't feel the need to go on;
I was happier singing along.
I had things I need to say,
and now it's like a swallowed tape,
that holds on my face from inside.

'Cause everything just falls apart.

'Cause everything just fell apart for me.
I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my heart.

So woe is me yeah,
so woe is me.
Woe is me,
fell apart.
I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my heart.

And the hell of it is what we are.
We finish and wish we could start again.
Our skin tears away,
as our memories fade with age.
And we don't even know 'til it's gone.

But everything just fell apart.
'Cause everything just falls apart for me.

So woe is me
It all falls apart you see
So woe it me
It all fell apart

I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart

Everything just comes down,
It falls around me,
'Cause, well...
Everything just falls..

So woe is me,
It all falls apart you see.
So woe is me,
It all fell apart.

But I cracked my head and broke my,
I cracked my head and broke my,
Everything just falls a...

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11392657/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11392657/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 22:12:10 PST I hate to say it, but I have to get a new one. Of course, I'll keep my purdy mini for emergencies or something, and I'll never give it away. It has the drummer from Chucky Danger Band's signature on it D:
and it was my first iPod, and it served me well.
Every day for almost 2 years now.
I think it's kinda old xD
So I'm getting the new Nano probably on Saturday, with my hard earned moolah x3
And it's gonna be blue, just like my Mini 'cause, blue is the best colour <3


Yeah, just had to say that. And I really need those iPod headphones that come with it, 'cause I can't get any that I like, and the poor ones I have now have been blasted to the point of not having a life.
And they didn't really have much bass to begin with, so the songs were kinda dodgy sounding, 'cause it was straining to bass-ify it.

Yes.

Chow~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11331626/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11331626/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 00:08:20 PST

[When you try your best,
but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want,
but not what you need.
When you feel so tired,
but you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse.

When the tears come streaming down your face,
when you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone,
but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones.
And I will try,
to fix you.

High up above, or down below,
when you're too in love to let it go.
But if you never try, you'll never know,
just what you were.

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.

Tears stream down your face,
when you lose something you can't replace.
Tears stream down your face,
and I..
will try to fix you.]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11290836/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11290836/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 16:12:41 PST

Well, I found out something last night that kinda ruined it. I was talking to Kevin, and he told me he was getting engaged. Like, wtf. He's 16. I don't know why, and I don't know how, but he's going to get engaged to some ...chick. +Coughwhorecough+
I'm still protective of him D: that's what friends do!
I don't want him to do something he's gonna regret ><

Stupid ..ugh. I don't know what to do with him!
He's way too young..I don't think it'll last long anyway..and I don't want him to get hurt.


I don't know what to dooooo! >
]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11275759/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11275759/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 13:53:43 PST If that doesn't contradict itself, I don't know what does.
Anyway, Jason came over, right? x33 and he kissed me!


<33

Happy New Year, everyone!

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11193124/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11193124/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 19:22:45 PST I got a new 400 watt stereo <3
A cellphone <3333
The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess <33333333
Pirates of the Caribbean 2

and a bunch of other stuff x33

Woo hoo x33

AND Jason got me an Iron Maiden hoodie <3333333333

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11120130/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11120130/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 18:54:34 PST
Merry Christmas everyone <3

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11021148/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/11021148/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 18:48:06 PST <3

1) How old do you wish you were?:
16 >>

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
at school. They did nothing..though, I was quite young, and didn't understand =\

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?:
beat the shit out of it D:

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
if I like you xD

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?:
mm..my wrist >>' like a cool Celtic bracelet thing

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Gaelic <3

7) Do you know your neighbours?:
no >> we're so anti-social xD;

8) What do you consider a holiday?
a Pro-D day

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
the odd time

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
uhh..no..'cause I don't like anyone any more ^^'

11) Are you touchy feely?
only when people are depressed.

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
xD yeah! Kayla and I are total opposites, and we're best friends

13) Dream job?
rock star >>

14) Favorite channel(S)?:
Much Music, Much More Music, Teletoon (late night)

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
movies

16) Showers or Baths?
showers

17) Do you paint your nails?
nah

18) Do you trust people easily?
not usually

19) What are your phobias?
losing someone I love, drowning, being embarrassed in front of people..

20) Do you want kids?:
no fuckin' way D:

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
mm..sort of o:

22) Where would you rather be right now?
hangin' with my friends D:

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
both

24) Are you paranoid?
very

25) Are you impatient?
yes D:

26) Who can you relate to?
my friends <3

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
why should love be bound to one race?

28) Have you been burned by love?
lots..

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
I don't have a cell phone..yet..


30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
sleeping. I'm sick ><

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
>>' don't have one..

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
xD mine

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
'tis blue hoodie

35) Name three things you have on you at all times:
my red bandanna, wristband and green bracelet Sabrina made for me in grade 8 <3

36) What color are your bed sheets
dark blue

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?:
..$115

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
teh wings x3

39) What's your favorite town/city?
dunno

40) I can't wait till:
Christmas o:

41) Who got you to join myspace?
Gil

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
I have no idea xD; I don't remember. All I know is that I went somewhere fancy with Jason -"-

43) How tall are you barefoot?:
mm..around 5'9 1/2

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?:
D: no

45) Do you own a gun?:
sometimes I wish I did..

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:
water or orange juice

47) What is your favourite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?:
uhh..I don't really try to o.o

48) Do you have A.D.D.?:
xD probably

49) What time did you wake up today?
2:00 >>

50) Current worry?
my cold inturrupting with my kicking of Jason's ass in Super Smash Bros Melee D:!

51) Current hate?:
mm..don't have any o: oh, wait, School District D:

52) Favorite place to be?
anywhere with my friends <3

53) Where would U like to travel?
U? wtf is that?! too lazy to type you?? .__.

54) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
probably where I am right now xD;;

55) What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't usually do that >>

56) What was the last thing that made you laugh?
the evil Lemon Tart I died on xD

57) Worst injury you've ever had?:
uhh..concussion from ..something..I don't remember what xD;
~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10978089/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10978089/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 22:12:11 PST And and the best part is that Jason said he might come D:

Liek, omg xD

+excited+ I wonder what I'll get? xD

+squee's+

[Pour some sugar on me,
ohhh in the name of love.
Pour some sugar on me,
come on fire it up.
Pour your sugar on me,
can't get enough.
I'm hot,
sticky sweet,
from my head to my feet, yeah!

Listen.
Red light,
yellow light,
green light,
go.]

>>
<<
I just like that song. It has nothing to do with anything.
LIES D:

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10974647/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10974647/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 16:43:19 PST he seems sad..

I didn't want to hurt him..

I'll always love him as a friend..it was just too hard having him so far away..maybe if I see him, it could work out but..

I need some alone time...

+cries+ I'm sorry, Kevin..

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10929529/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10929529/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 20:35:26 PST You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with?


I invite you to join:
[link]

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10918565/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10918565/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 21:11:07 PST They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone.
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain,
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face,
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space.


I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night.
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicide or hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind,
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.


And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave.
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made.
And like a baby boy I never was a man,
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand.
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be,
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10883825/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10883825/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 20:03:22 PST He hit the stage so full of rage
And let the whole world know it
Six feet away, they heard him say
“Oh God, don’t let him pull it”

And when I heard you let him die
And made the world all wonder why
I sat at home and on my own, I cried alone, and scratched your name
On the side of a bullet

And in the wake of his mistake
So many lives are broken
Gone forever from a loaded bullet
And no excuse that you could use
Could pull somebody through it
And to this day so many say
“God why’d you let him do it?”

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10873491/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10873491/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 21:37:12 PST Stupid test. I could have played La Negra Tien Tumbao, but NOO let's give me C'mon Back. The one song I can't play.
+cries+
Tyrone and Mike didn't help. They were like 'oh, you did good,' and I was all 'fuck you,'. I didn't say that, 'cause I like them. Not like..that..as friends =\

I just lost my reputation in band class.

And, as if my day wasn't bad enough, I come home and expect compassion and understanding from Kevin. But NO, he's EMO TOO D:! He's like, 'I almost shot myself today,' and I had to go on about why it was wrong to commit suicide. (I should know, eh?)
I'm worrying my ass off about him right now. I won't stop worrying until I KNOW he's okay.
And that won't be until I meet him.

Poor Kevin..he's sleeping right now, 'cause his mom apparently won't let him sleep. I don't know why, I just made him sleep.
I hope he's okay ;--;

And I need to thank Tom; he stopped Kevin from killing himself.
Sankoo Tom <3

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10857284/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10857284/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 13:55:41 PST < I have a Rep test tomorrow that I didn't study for.
Well, I mean xD; not that you can really study, you just gotta practice.

In other news, we got about 1-2 feet of snow over the course of the weekend. And it's still snowing. snowball fights galore!

chow for now ~

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10846587/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10846587/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 15:02:12 PST
You people fucking disgust me.

I never wanted to see my hero dead.

Fuck you, media whores.

]]> ~Silent-Wake http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10779437/ http://Silent-Wake.deviantart.com/journal/10779437/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 15:25:53 PST
I love it <33



]]> ~Silent-Wake