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Him and his bitch of a girlfriend have both been charged. Ten bucks says he gets the death penalty and she gets life. or at least 20 years.

It feels good to sleep easy.

In other news. I'm bored right now. And sleepy. x_x

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/29022029/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/29022029/ Fri, 18 Dec 2009 15:36:24 PST [link]

YES. THEY FUCKING GOT HIM!

I hope you get the death penalty, you sack of shit. Fuck you. Burn in hell.

Aunt Stephanie, you really can rest in peace now. We all love you very much.

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/29021121/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/29021121/ Fri, 18 Dec 2009 14:53:36 PST
I'm getting bitched out by someone who I believed was my friend because I blocked her while she was making an ass of herself over my aunt dying.

Wonderful. Thank you. Very much.

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/29005435/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/29005435/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 18:35:38 PST
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Rest in peace, Aunt Steph. I am so sorry it had to end that way, and I'm praying every day that John is caught and pays dearly for what he's done. You will be greatly missed. We all love you and miss you.

John, you asshole, I swear to god you're gonna burn for what you've done.

Edit:

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Here you dick. Is that proof enough for you?

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28970780/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28970780/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 21:11:02 PST
UNPLUG YOUR COMPUTER FROM THE WALL -IMMEDIATELY-

PERIOD

DONT SAVE WHAT YOUR DOING

JUST YANK THE CORD FROM THE WALL

There is a hacker going around as of recently that will get on your computer without your knowlage and fuck your computer up to the point of having to erase everything.

DO NOT LET THE PROGRAM RUN IT'S COURSE! UNPLUG IT THE SECOND YOU SEE THE DOS PROGRAM!

It has already hit 5 of my cousin's friend's computers, his computer, and Alycia's computer ( )

I'm not kidding, this is a serious virus, and if you want ANY hope of saving your computer, you'll unplug your computer if you see anything strange.

DO NOT OPEN ANY FILES, FOLDERS, OR PROGRAMS THAT YOU DO NOT RECOGNIZE!

-NEVER- run an icon that you see on your desktop if you don't know what it is.

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28943643/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28943643/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 14:35:32 PST >;

He was all like "MAMA! D: MAMA SAVE ME! MEOW! ;; "

and so we put a ladder on a scaffolding... and logan went up and grabbed him.

... My poor keety D:

He's all super lovey dovey now.

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]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28864923/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28864923/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 13:41:25 PST

Ok, seriously. what the fuck.

Why is it that whenever I talk about how I'm getting back into shape, everyone looks at me or speaks to me like I've lost my damn mind for wanting to not be a rolling ball of blubber like I have been?

Seriously? Has america become SO acceptant of lack of activity, that I'm actually frowned upon for leaving my computer chair to go take a short walk? Or doing a few situps every night before bed?

There's nothing wrong with being overweight. But dear god, to sit there and make me feel stupid for wanting to lose weight... that's just ignorant and stupid. THAT'S what I have a problem with.

I'm not a horrible freaking person for wanting to drop some weight! God, it's not like I'm gonna go fucking commando on my own ass and lose so much that my ribs show. Jesus.

Now I know why most people who do work out or go to the gym don't fucking talk about it. Because they are met with scorn. What. The. Hell.

People are actually trying to convince me NOT to lose the weight.

I am 155 pounds. I am 4'11 in height. That is VERY overweight for my height. Technically, my doctor said that an IDEAL weight is 98 for my height, which I think is way too extreme. I'm shooting for 110-120. That's NOT that horrible people. What's so freaking horrible with being in shape?

You know there's a problem when people are trying to convince you NOT to lose weight, when you aren't being unhealthy about it.

I take a 2 hour walk every day. That's pretty much the extent of my workout. I walk around the fucking park down the road and explore and enjoy nature. I don't sit here and count calories. I eat whatever the bloody hell I want. And I'm not obsessive with it. What. is so horrible. with that? HUH!?

AGH.

....Also please excuse the extreme cursing I've developed recently. I'm not aggrivated... I live with army folk. It kinda rubs off on you x_x



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28802350/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28802350/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 09:27:06 PST

I swear to fucking god, I feel like punching someone in the motherfucking throat.

K, so I'm watching this exterminator show on the discovery channel. And it flips over to this woman who JUST lost her house in the recent california fires. EVERYTHING Was lost in the fire.

So she takes the insurance money and puts it on a down payment for a house. Only the previous homeowner failed to mention the INSANE RAT INFESTATION that plagued the house. Now there is electrical damage and another fire threatens their house.

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?

You are gonna be SUCH A GODDAMN GREEDY BASTARD THAT YOU'D TAKE -ADVANTAGE- OF A CALIFORNIA FIRE VICTIM!?

You fucking asshole. I swear to god, people have no fucking morals anymore. Peice of shit TRASH.

I hope the bastard burns in hell for that. Just... just... UGH!

People like that royally piss me off. I cant stand people who would take advantage of someone like that.

Yanno, it would be one thing if it was minor damage due to rats and the rats were already GONE, and there wasnt any electrical damage. That wouldn't bother me.

No. this rat infestation was so bad they had to COMPLETELY GUT THE ENTIRE ATTIC.

Do people have no SHAME? And it was OBVIOUS the previous home owners knew of the problem, because there was steel wool in the cracks of the piping so the rats couldn't come in, and HUNDREDS of dead rats in the fucking attic from poisonings. Over several years worth of poisoning.

This poor woman was frazzled enough from her home burning to the ground. All her possessions... pictures, special items. HER HOME. All gone. And now she has to deal with THIS!?

Maybe I've got too big a fucking heart. Or too big a anger fuse. Because I seriously would like nothing more then to kick the asshole who failed to mention this in the balls.

And what's worse, they had a professional sell the home for them! WHAT!? So now the fucking relitor is in on this fucking scam!?

....UGH!

That man/woman/THING should have his license revoked for that. It's illegal to with-hold information regarding a death in a home. I've no doubt that this is illegal too.

.... -__-



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28770233/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28770233/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 16:08:17 PST

...Am I selfish for being depressed that Christmas is going to be very empty this year?

...We don't even have the money for a Christmas tree... not even Christmas dinner. About all we have is a ham that we only have because Gramma was given the ham by a friend.

We have no money for any presents. Yea... I know I'm selfish for even saying that. But... I can't help how I feel.

I wouldn't be quite so depressed about that fact... if I actually had family to spend Christmas with. All I have is my Dad, my Gramma (Dad's mom) and my cousin Logan.

None of the other family members are dead. Oh no. Not in the slightest.

They just want nothing to do with me anymore. I'm still being blamed for my grandmother attacking me on my birthday this past June.

Every Christmas up till now... I spent my holidays surrounded by a huge family. Grandmother and Grandfather... Both aunts and uncles... all my cousins... my Mom and Dad. My second cousins and my Great uncle...

Now, they're all going to Conroe for Christmas. Everyone is invited... except me.

...I could deal without any presents. I could deal without a tree... but now I have to deal without family too?

...It's the Christmas season, and I'm too depressed to celebrate it.

...Every single holiday except this past thanksgiving for the past 2 years has ended in total misery.

........I'm -really- starting to hate the holidays.

*sigh*



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28673954/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28673954/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 15:20:42 PST



Go look at it NOW. NOW NOW NOW. RIGHT. NOW. FKJHADFLKJFH



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28668327/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28668327/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 10:18:40 PST

Anyone else find this insanely rude and insulting?

K, so I'm sitting in the kitchen talking to logan, and he was complaining about not having enough velveeta cheese to make queso. So gramma rolls in and asks if he wants to go to the store. Naturally, he turns to me and asks if I wanna go.

No sooner had I said yes, gramma chims in, rather rudly with "I didn't invite her to go >/"

Both me and Logan both looked at her with a total "what the fuck" look on our faces. Logan was like "Well what the hell were YOU planning on doing?"

I just said "Wow. Gee. Thanks alot gramma. That was really fucking rude." And just left.

...well excuse me for existing there, gramma. God. fuck you too. :/



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28635626/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28635626/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 17:44:05 PST

...I'm going to be doing something very stupid tonight. I know better, but damn is Kevin, Jess, and Logan didn't talk me into it.

...All I can say for now, is pray for my soul tonight... Pray for all our souls...



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28570413/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28570413/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:29:20 PST

Martha Wheeler
Lived: 175,200
Computer: 64,198
Away from computer: 111,032
Asleep: 23,589
School: 25,753
Personal: 55,690

...That is the breakdown of my life. In hours.

...can you tell I'm bored as all fuck?




]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28544587/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28544587/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:31:27 PST

...I ate spam. And lived. o_o;.....

...

...

...

...*shudder*



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28390344/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28390344/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 08:14:09 PST

I find this... highly idiotic.

K so, me and my dad have been walking every day for the past month and a half trying to lose weight and get in shape, right?

Well today, I went without him, and when he finally joined up, he started arguing with me about something gramma had said earlier.

So I made the comment that my walk had been alot more peaceful before he showed up to argue.

So he goes inside, saying he had to pee.

When I finish my walk, I go in and ask him wtf happened to him, and he said he came in cause he didn't wanna disturb my peace, in a very sharp, cutting (or attempting to cut) way.

I was like "...whatever"

...

...

...

He was trying to punish me by not exercising anymore. Period.

Like this actually bothers me? He's the one that's gonna continue getting over weight.

He was the one complaining about how he cant pick up chicks anymore cause of his weight. But yanno, if he wants to punish himself because he was being a butt, then whatever o_o;

...Honestly. Like you sitting on your butt and eating more then all three of us do is -really- gonna make me feel bad for telling you to knock it off.

>>;...My dad is very strange.



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28385515/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28385515/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 22:00:01 PST

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Go there. Good dbz art.

Alot of it is Gohan/Trunks though, so be warned. And some of it is hardcore.

...and it has some Gohan/Goku... which scares the piss out of me, BUT. >>;



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28353901/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28353901/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 13:12:09 PST

So I just finished Grandia 2. And it really got me looking at my games again. Looking at what I have or have no beaten. And I tell ya, I've gotten pretty lazy when it comes to video games recently.

I went to game xchange today and picked up a copy of Xenogears. I want to begin building up my rpg game list again. Oldschool.

I don't have quite so many.

PS1:
Lunar Silver Star Story Complete
Lunar 2 Eternal Blue Complete
Final Fantasy 7
Xenogears

PS2:
Grandia 2
Kingdom Hearts
Final Fantasy 10

Gamecube:
Tales of Symphonia

Wii:
Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of the New World

...Anyone got any good suggestions for RPGs? Good classic games.

I'm not a huge fan of Kingdom Hearts OR Final Fantasy... so please refrain from those obvious suggestions. I will get Kingdom Hearts 2 when I get it >>;

No, I'm looking for those old RPGs that you enjoyed so much you didn't put it down till it was over.

Any good suggestions?

Working Designs, Game Arts, and Squaresoft are trusted rpg companies with me. See if you can add another o:

EDIT: I really like the old PS1 RPGs... so if you could point me more in that direction, it would be great >o> though other systems are good too!



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28344014/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28344014/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 23:47:10 PST

I finally finished grandia 2. For the first time since I got it.

WOO acomplishment.

Boo dissapointment that it's actually over. >:

I hate it when I finish a good RPG cause then I'm just left wanting more. fkjhakjh.

Same thing happened with Lunar. and Tales of Symphonia.

...;; squee.

...Now all I gotta do is shove my nose into another game. >> Cause fuck if the grandia fandom is functional at all anymore. o_o



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28327887/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28327887/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 07:29:27 PST

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Kissed one of your DA friends?
Guilty >>;

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent.

Ever told a lie?
Guilty.

Had feelings for someone whom can't have them back?
Guilty.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guiltyyyyyy 8D ~<3333

Kissed a picture?
Guilty (Don't ask >>; )

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty.

Held a snake?
Guilty.

Been suspended from school?
Guilty

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Guilty.

Been fired from a job?
Guilty >: My hiring record... My beautiful hiring record ;;

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Innocent 8D

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty

Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

Ate more than half a pie by yourself?
Guilty

Flirted with someone to make someone else jealous?
Guilty

Pretended to flirt with someone?
Guilty

If someone dared you, you would lick the floor under where you are?
...Innocent.

Own a pair of aviators?
........................What the hell is an aviator? Innocent? o_o;

Own something that you bought that you would never wear?
Innocent

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept in your underwear in the middle of winter?
Guilty

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
GUILTYYYY! OMNOMNOMNOM! 8D

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you’re a guy) or man's clothes (if you’re a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?
Guilty?

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Guilty

Got so angry that you cried?
Guilty

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty

Thought about suicide
Guilty

Thought about murder?
Guilty

How bout mass murder?
Guilty

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
Guilty

Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty

Stalked someone?
Innocent

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
Guilty

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Guilty

In love?
Innocent



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28315364/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28315364/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 15:00:01 PST

We're going off tonight!
To kick out every light!
Take anything we want!
Drink everything in sight!
We're going till the world stops turning,
While we burn it to the ground tonight!



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28264598/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28264598/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 09:20:19 PST

FFF MAN! THIS SUCKSKHFLKJHA

K so, I've been playing grandia 2 for the past week and a half. This is one of my favorite games, but I've actually never finished it.

So thats what I was doing this time.

...I don't think I was meant to beat this game.

Cause I've tried beating it about 7 times now, and something -ALWAYS- happens to prevent it.

First I lost the memory card. Then when I found the memory card, I lost the game.

So I spent 3 years looking for it. Found it in my garage, but my playstation was lost x_X

Found my playstation but it was BUSTED.

Got another one, but forgot where I put my controller!

...

...

...You starting to see a pattern here? x_x

Well. This time around, everything worked perfect. Until I hit a spot where... I was forgetting to save.

...I went...

THREE.

WHOLE.

IN REAL LIFE.

DAYS.

Without saving. Or turning it off. And the minute I pick up my controller this morning... I died.

..................................askfjhsdfjhgfjkhg!!!!



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28232795/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28232795/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 08:55:49 PST

...I find this...majin vegeta dude that keeps attacking kaka quite... interesting.

>>;

So it's normal for random people to randomly attack people they randomly picked out of the crowd RANDOMLY?

...

...That totally made sense. What I said just there. Yeup.

...Oh well. At least I can get a good spar out of it? Huzzah! 8D

EDIT:

...

...

...

...he...ATE...kaka's RING? O_o;

...Eewww.

That's gonna -reeeally- hurt on the way back out LOL

...Sorry. I found that highly amusing. So. >> YES. I am a sick little girl. Oh well. So sue me for it.

...Ana. I have a sidenote for you. *snrk*



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28212108/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28212108/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 06:57:29 PST

AHAHAHAHAHA! AHAHAHAHA!
AHAHAHAH!

AHAHAHAH! OH MY GOD

THIS. WAS HONESTLY. THE -BEST- CHRISTMAS SPECIAL I HAVE -EVER- WATCHED.

It's the real pilot episode of south park that the two creators made back in 1992.

[link]

Enjoy. Bwahaha! xDD

Cartman is Kenny
Kyle looks like a fucked up Stan
Stan is worse then Cartman in angrytude.

AHAHA.



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28193803/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28193803/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 08:26:24 PST

My cigarettes FINALLY came in! Hell yes!

Woooo! ^o^

I am a happy camper now. Fuck you america. I'll just get my cigs somewhere ELSE.

Oh hey. Newflash to anyone who smokes menthol cigarettes.

The FDA is after them next. They are gonna be banned next. Good luck there. >>



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28102936/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28102936/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 09:29:48 PST
K, so, I went ghost hunting this past Halloween weekend, correct? Everyone heard about that?

It was Halloween, and a full moon now doubt.

Word of caution.

If you're gonna try to ghost hunt on Halloween, be ready to run.

Me (a seasoned paranormal investigator... a freaking 4'11 wuss of a girl who hates crossing the highway even...even though I grew up in Houston. Stupid county ass town turning me into a wuss) , My father (who was a street fighter his whole life, a football player growing up, was in the navy, and even owned a bar and doubled as the bouncer), and Logan (my Ex Iraq army infantry cousin) went to 5 cemeteries on Halloween night. I was the only one that was left almost completely unphased by the whole ordeal.

The first cemetery was Old North Church. I've talked about this one before to certain individuals, but for those who haven't heard the story, there is a friendly little girl ghost in the cemetery known as Annie. Every single time I've gone, she has been the first voice on my recordings, and has even been recorded as protecting us from stuff as we walked around.

She didn't say a word. No one did.

In any of the cemeteries.

Instead, any place we got a recording, we either got inhuman growls, weird noises following us, or other noises no human spirit would make.

Out of all 5 cemeteries, we got chased out of all 5.

While in Old North Church, Logan decided to go up to a mausoleum, where on previous trips in previous recordings, we were told "Don't come in" "Get away" or "Stay out".

Logan had spent the entire trip thus far as a playful skeptic. Taunting the ghosts with odd questions and all in all thinking it was total bullshit.

The second he went to peer into the mausoleum, he FREAKED out. Backed away, going "Hell no. Oh fuck this! We aren't supposed to be here. We aren't supposed to be here! Lets go. NOW. We gotta get out of here."

Both me and dad saw the -genuine- fear on his face.

As we went to leave, we felt like something was following us, and it just served to fuel Logan's fear more.

The second cemetery we went to was Fairview cemetery, where, on previous outings, I encountered something touching me in the middle of my back, and rocks being thrown from a clear, no tree lined sky. As soon as we pulled up and saw the church, my dad, who was the only one paying attention at first, stopped the car, stared, and said "I don't like this place."

As soon as me and Logan looked up, it was... almost as if the very church looked like it was telling us, VIOLENTLY, to... for lack of more home driving words...

"GET THE -FUCK- OUT!"

Dad whirled the car around, and PEELED out of the driveway to get away.

Dad is more of a skeptic then Logan.

This scared the shit out of him.

The next two cemeteries followed suit with the last, which I've never been to, Nate cemetery, and Salem cemetery. One look, and we knew not to go in.

The last cemetery we went to was Oak Grove cemetery. A lot of my family is buried there, and I've never recorded -any- activity there. The only thing I've ever gotten was a creeped out feeling during the day.

Dad refused to get out of the car for this one, and waited at the gate. Me and Logan went in, of course, and walked down the main path just recording. After we got just about to the end of the path, both of us got a -really- creepy feeling, and turned tail and ran, as -something- chased us out. This was followed on the recording with a weird sort of... music, but not music... kinda noise. That followed us out. I'll post the recording up once I pull it off my recorder.

Sadly, the Old North Church recordings were ruined by a microphone I had tried out in an attempt to gain a higher level of sensitivity. I -DO- have a tape recording of Old North Church, that I set on a gravestone and let just sit there as we went around the cemetery. On that recording, we got strange whistling. I'll see what I can do about uploading that one. It's gonna be a bit more difficult then the others.

Now I know why it's called All Hallows Eve. The spirits really are stronger then on normal days, or so it felt like. Most of the feelings we got were evil and disturbing. This is highly unusual for my hunts.

Hopefully next time around wont be quite so terrifying. Logan and Dad still wont go near the nearby cemetaries.

Edit: Best part of all of this? Everyone involved said it was the most fun they've had on Halloween since the days of trick or treating xD



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28043478/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28043478/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 10:12:05 PDT
Ghost shows. Everyone has seen them at least once.

I am an avid paranormal investigator, and have dedicated countless hours to my own research on the subject, as well as countless field work hours. I am by no means a skeptic.

But these shows rub me the wrong way. I don't agree with their methods, nor do I really believe their findings. And my reasonings are simple.

For one, no matter what show you watch, no matter what is going on, you never ever EVER see what they claimed to have happened on camera. Like, a door slamming shut. They never seem to catch it.

Two, Every single time something 'happens', they all react the exact same way. EXTREME OVER DRAMATIC reactions to something simple and, quite honestly, not that scary. Like a glass moving two millimeters. I have been touched before. In the middle of my back. A soft shove. And I didn't freak out the same way these FULL GROWN MEN did. And I'm a freaking 4'11 GIRL. Their reactions are so over dramatized that it's obvious they are acting. Any theater student would be able to catch this over dramatization.

Three. The EVP and evidence they DO catch is easily debunked as fake just by first glance half the time. Some even claim to hear the voices as they happen, and unless they are a median or something similar, or have a device that amplified sound around them, this should be close to impossible. Yet they claim to hear EVERY EVP period. Nomatter what. Laughs. Get outs. Everything. This just isnt possible. The range of sound an EVP is caught at falls WAY below the physical capabilities of the human hearing. Yes, there are exceptions. But these people take that exception and make it happen every time. Or claim it does.

Four, half of their show is easily detected as scripted. We're talking about Hollywood here people. We've seen Hollywood make things look so real that we doubt its falsity.

Now, I have no doubts that some of the things these people have experienced is real. I've had my own unbelievable tales and encounters, so I've got no standing to claim everything they have encountered is false. But I do believe that a lot of it is overly dramatized to be something more then what they really encountered. Some of these shows have more credibility then others.

My advice to anyone looking to start in on the paranormal scene... Take everything you see on tv on these shows with a grain of salt. Meaning don't believe everything you see. Go out on your OWN expeditions.

No single show, person, device, or method is EVER going to prove to the world that ghosts, spirits, demons, and the paranormal are real. That goal was fabricated by these shows, and it's not what the whole experience is about. These investigations are for your OWN questions and seeking of answers.

Some people argue that these people are there to rid houses of spirits and help homeowners sleep easier. This is a load of crap. In no way, shape, or form, is any living being ever going to have an effect big enough to push something as powerful as someone's lingering tormented SOUL to the other side. This is putting entirely too much faith into humans in general. We just do not possess the means of accomplishing this. We have means of urging them, but if you look at any 'ossession' story you hear, they all have one key element. The use of a stronger entity then one's own self as an anchor to help shove the spirit out. If any of those stories have any validity, which is one area of the paranormal I tend to highly doubt, then that should say something about humans and their powers over something like a spirit.

Take the time and go out to your own local cemetery with a recorder. Walk around and record for an hour. At night. Review your tapes. See what you get. Something as simple as that is more then enough to gather evidence to come up with your own assumptions.

Get out there and experiment! That's the fun of it! Just take the proper safty procautions: Don't taunt any spirit (You don't know if it's spirit or demon), Don't do anything to disrespect a spirit (graffiti on gravestones, touching gravestones, walking over graves carelessly, etc. etc.), and never go alone.

Above all, have fun. And be prepared to deal with whatever you stir up should it decide it likes you LOL ~<3

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...I do way too many of these "this is how I see things" journals. o-o


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28019924/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/28019924/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 20:26:19 PDT
K. I'm drawing a picture. A group picture

You guys need to tell me what everyone is gonna be for halloween.

Be warned, there are consequinces should you refuse.

...

...

...

Meaning I'll stick all you're asses in costumes I deem appropriate.

...

...

...

Which could or could not include faerie princess costumes with pink tutu's on male characters.

Your choice. ~<3


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27990868/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27990868/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 07:33:33 PDT

K so. I was all nice and sound asleep right? Dreaming pleasant dreams and such.

When all of the sudden my bird starts screeching at the top of his lungs. LOUDLY. At 6 in the morning.

Now... normally this wouldn't bother me.

Except the only reason he would POSSIBLY be screeching that early would be if someone riled him up. Or uncovered his cage and turned on the lights.

That person was my gramma's maid lady person.

God, this woman is just... so inconsiderate.

And I cant SAY anything, cause that's just rude. Ugh.

She stomps around the house like an elephant running from a freaking mouse. She SLAMS pots and pans around... she practically yells when she speaks (ALWAYS), and she gets my bird wriled up and squawking LOUDLY.

And all of this, while 3 people in the house are still asleep.

Gramma wakes up before all of us. Me, Dad, and Logan normally sleep till nine.

And the worst part? Is I get up about 3 times while I'm trying to sleep each morning to cover Dakota's cage back up. He stops squawking, and I ALMOST get back to sleep, before she uncovers his cage again. RIGHT after she SAW me uncover him.

...Am I the only one that finds this highly inconsiderate? ._.


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27954949/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27954949/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 07:40:27 PDT
... I need to do something creepy for halloween.

Here on DA. Hmm...

...I know what I'm doing on halloween itself. Going on a paranormal investigation in some very active cemetaries. Had alot of activity in those cemetaries in the past...

Besides. One of them is -really- active. And I wanna scare Logan >>

...<<

...>>

SHHH Don't no one tell him. >>

I wanna be able to come back here and say I scared the piss out of an ex army tough guy. ~<33


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27868500/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27868500/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 09:08:56 PDT
...NO. MOAR. THX FOR THE FAVE COMMENTS. NO MORE.

DKJLDFHKFJHSDKJFH AAAAGH.

MY PAGE LOOKS LIKE A FREAKING FLAMEWAR HAPPENED.

SDLKJFDLKDJ

I need to stop faving artwork. FFFF. >>


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27831143/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27831143/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 08:53:32 PDT
Alright everyone, I figured I'd do my own quiz thingy in tribute to the older cartoons and Nickelodeon shows of the 1990's. The older nickalodean shows. If you're from the 2000 crowd, don't bother taking this quiz. See how many of the shows you remember catchphrases too, or little childhood memory clips o3o

If you wanna do this in your journal, thats cool. You can just answer them here too yanno o3o

NO CHEATING. IF YOU SCROLL DOWN AND CHEAT FROM THE REPLIES YOU SUCK D:


1. What cartoon featured "Quailman" and his trusty companion "Quaildog"?


2."Awuuuu there it goes!" Is who's catchphrase on what show when it ended?


3. On what show did they show a segment called "Ask Ashley"?


4. On what show did a big red cat collect boogers on the bottom of his litterbox?


5. "I don't think this is a very good idea you guys..." Who's catchphrase was that for what cartoon?


6. "Gotta rap to boogie, gotta try to get along! Gotta walk together, gotta sing this song!" What show is this the themesong to?


7. What old show used to air on SNICK where kids would sit around a campfire?


8. Which show got its debute from the host being a member from the show "All that!", whom had a stalker on the set itself?


9. What action show was based off a children book series, where you could touch an animal, and then become it?


10. Which cartoon featured a dog named "Spunky"?


11. Which cartoon had a character who constantly wore woman's red high heel shoes?


12. On what show did one of the main protagonists constantly want to hug his brother?


13. Which tv show featured a character who's mother was a nurse, and who's brother constantly was concocting gross experiments in the doghouse turned clubhouse?


14. On which show did the entire cast of friends call the shortest one "Squid"?


15. Which tv gameshow featured a obstical course which contained grabbing a flag out of a huge nose?


16. What cartoon block featured multiple cartoons in one 30 minute to an hour timeframe with two hosts with Green and blue hair?


17. What movie features a girl who has a mark on her foot which is shared by few and none can see?


18. What movie featured the cast from Kenen and Kel and revolved around burgers?


19. Helga and Phoebe are characters from what show?


20. Now tag three people to do this.


Well. since I first made it, I get to tag people. And I tag... everyone. Period. You see this journal, you gotta do it.

ESPECIALLY THE DBZ GUYS.

ANA.
KAKA.
AMY.
GOGO.
RIN.

...GO. DO EET NAOW.



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27766750/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27766750/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:41:46 PDT
I may just be moving back to Houston within the next few months. Dad has an interview lined up there tomorrow, and if it goes through, I'mma be going with him. Cause fuck if I'm gonna stay here in Nacogdoches any longer. It's so boring x-x

Keep an eye out. 8D


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27725706/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27725706/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 12:44:51 PDT



Finally someone said it.

I have a -real big- problem with the way animal planet and the whole animal rights activists have taken a very horrid turn for the worst in animal rights fighting and education wince Steve Irwin's passing.

It used to be that Animal planet was all I watched, for the documentaries. Now I can't turn it on without having to watch animal cops and watch the cats and dogs get abused all day long, or whale wars, and watch those fucking PETA dumbasses ruin the entire animal rights cause with their radicalness, or watch those stupid "when animals attack" shows. OR WORSE. DOG TRAINING SHOWS. I don't wanna sit there and watch you teach a dog to sit for 3 solid hours straight.

But the biggest problem I have is Whale Wars.

Yes. Whaling is bad.

Yes. It needs to end.

No, you don't need to resort to being a fucking terrorist to end it!

I swear, last time I watched that show, the Whale wars guys were throwing things onto the japanese whaler ship. And acted OFFENDED and INDIGNANT when the japanese dudes said "Fuck this" and threw the stuff BACK at them!

What about how they set out stuff to try to tangle up the japanese whaler's propellers and leave them stranded out in the middle of the ice flows!?

So apparently, whales are more importiant then human life. Huh. I love whales and animals desperately, and want to dedicate my life to them, but not like that. I'm not going to sit there and hurt people to get it done.

PETA is nothing but a terrorist group. Through and through. And insane on top of it. They have women walk around downtown naked in some cities outside of fur coat stores protesting the fur, and then get indignant when they are asked to put clothes on, because 'they have the right to protest' or some shit.

Or throwing red paint on white fur coats and not expecting to get the shit SUED out of them for it. By law, you are not allowed to destroy someone elses property! Period! And what a waste ANYWAYS. You don't like some woman wearing fur, so you throw red paint all over the fur, so the coat is ruined and thrown away never to be seen or used again. To me, it seems like you just made those bunnies REALLY die in vain.

What those people do is illegal in every sense of the word.

And what ticks me off the MOST... is they waited for Steve Irwin to die before they exploited his name. Steve Irwin told them AND green peace SEVERAL TIMES that he would not support their cause. That he thought they were going about it totally wrong.

So they wait for him to die. And then when no one can do a damn thing about it, they take his name and shove it onto the side of a boat that holds a crew that does shit that he would never even begin to dream about doing! That's a total insult to his name! Why doesn't Terri Irwin do something about it!? ;; Or Bindi! (God she grew up fast, didn't she?)

It's been a month over 3 years since Steve Irwin's death. And already at the 2 year mark, people were taking advantage of his death. That's not cool.

Steve, you left at a VERY bad time. The world needs you right now. UGH! Stupid PETA. Stupid Green Peace.

They give the animal rights movement a horrid name!

Thanks alot, PETA and Green Peace. Because of you, the rights of animals looks bleak. Because of you, people think animal rights activists are all completely batshit insane. Because of you, people aren't paying as much attention to the shit as they did before. Animal Planet, you too. Your watcher base consists of nothing but people who like watching others get hurt, with those stupid "when animals attack" shows.

Ugh.

http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27724417/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 11:31:15 PDT
...I counted my incense today.

I have 363 sticks of incense. That's just the sticks. o__o

I have 14 differant oils, 16 differant scents of those coil incenses (10 a pack), 294 cones...

...meep o_o



]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27708094/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27708094/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 13:54:53 PDT

Eeeee glowsticks!

K so, I dunno why, but recently I've been feeling really... Blah. I miss my home town. Nacogdoches is nothing compared to Houston. I lived in Houston my entire life. All my friends are there. Its so frustrating.

I've moved 8 times in the past 3 years since my move from Houston. That's a fuckton, wouldn't you agree? Ugh. I just wanna go home. I miss my old life. I miss my old friends.

*~*~*ATTENTION EVERYONE STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL*~*~*
I know it seems like high school sucks right now, but trust me, you'll grow to really miss it once it's all done and over with. Being a kid rocks alot harder then being an adult. Don't grow up too quick o3o

...Fuck this man. I hate getting older o3o

I turn around and -everything- i grew up with is like... gone. Oldschool. Since when is the music I listened to in high school considered CLASSIC ROCK!? Whatever happened to rock in GENERAL. What about all the old cartoons? Ffff...

...Please know I'm just ranting here. I guess I wanted to put my thoughts down. o3o


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27704110/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27704110/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 10:33:59 PDT
SO! What does everyone think? It's not done, of course, but it's a good start 8D I can always add to it later. Bwahaha ~<33


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27703923/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27703923/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 10:24:52 PDT
DONT MIND ME! JUST TESTING OUT MY NOW JOURNAL! AHURHUR! 8DDD


]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27684709/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27684709/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 10:09:01 PDT EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEE


EEEEE
E
EEEEEE!!!

THAAAANKKK YOUUU!!! ;3; I LUFF JOO FOREVARZ NAOW.

EEEEEE!!!

*spin twirl bounce dance HAPPY*

...SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE MY OWN FREAKING JOURNAL DECOR THINGY. YEA. OMG.

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27682299/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27682299/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 07:35:47 PDT
Dont try and stop meh! It wont work! Nope!

S'gonna be from Ku's past... or something.

I DONT KNOW. I JUST NEED AN EXCUSE TO DRAW VEGE/GOKU >>;

...

...

...

Also. In reciting the words of chii.

"FEEDBACK."

I WANT FEEDBACK TOO! SO COMMENT ;3;

Skfsghfdkjh Everyone is off in their own little world. o3o I wanna get drug into that little world again. Where oh where oh WHERE is the crack rp even. x__x;

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]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27628989/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27628989/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 08:01:31 PDT
Holy crap.

Get your behinds on msn. I want to share my amazing dreamness.

...ANA. You're gonna die when you hear this. >o>

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27560201/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27560201/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 08:48:11 PDT
KAKA!

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...

...

o3o

O3O

>3>

<3<

~3~

^3^

v3v

o3O

O3o

[EDIT: Okay people, settle down now! This is just a rp post, and an inside joke at that. o_o No need to get all unsettled over it. Its crack rp. Just... just... shhh. Settle. ~<3]

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27544736/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27544736/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 18:14:02 PDT
...since I joined MJ...

...since I've had a Vegeta/Goku roleplay.

...Yea, the 20 minutes snippits of oneshot I get with alycia before her gramma kicks her off the computer.

...No one oneshots.

No one roleplays outside their little group.

...and I've been going without.

...I cant go this long without a damn yaoi rp people. It aint natural.

fucking a.

And... turles, I love ya, but you aren't on hardly ever. It just makes it MORE frustrating, cause the potential is there, but we cant ever get there in roleplay because of the conflicting time scheduals.

...

...

...

...*cry*

Someone find someone for Ku that is actually online. Or just find me a person that will oneshot rps with me! I need my freaking yaoi fix! And no one is willing to help me. Or is on enough to take care of it!

... just... so... very... frustrated. I could cry. x_x

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27529280/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27529280/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 20:04:31 PDT
...except it included cloves.

What the fuck. Cloves are tons safer then normal cigarettes, but apparently, they get to be kicked to the curb because, once again, the government has to try to legislate morality. Under the pretense that "it promotes smoking in the younger generation"....um... SO?! Isnt it the PARENTS job to detour the idea of smoking in their kids?!

Its like saying we should ban all wine coolers because they taste better then beer and make kids wanna drink more.

I smoke Djarum Kretek cigs. Cloves. Do you know why?

Because I am violently allergic to other cigarettes.

Another reason?

Medical.

Believe it or not, clove cigarettes were originally created because the inventor had sever pain in his lungs. Cloves are good for your lungs, and have healing properties. Back then, there was no invented way of smoking it, so he decided to put it in with his tobacco. It worked in healing the pain, and his lungs eventually recovered.

The same thing happened with my borderline asthma I had a year or so ago.

I was coughing so hard i couldn't breathe half the time. My lungs wouldnt work damn near. I started smoking cloves... and after 2 years straight of inhalers, steroid shots, antibiotics, and no doctor able to help, it went AWAY. Because of a cigarette.

How's that for a good argument for certain cigarette brands?

Cloves aren't a flavored cigarette. What the fuck. They are barely even cigarettes.

Its basically taking away our right to ENJOY our smoking experience. Now, we're forced to smoke cigarettes that taste like CRAP. Now, I'm having to order my cigarettes online and have them shipped directly from Indonesia! WHAT!?

The government needs to stop trying to legislate morality. Fuck off, and let me have my goddamn cigarettes. I don't give a FUCK if they cause cancer down the line. It's MY RIGHT to smoke them. PERIOD. I am of LEGAL age. Why don't you, instead of wasting your time and the tax payers money on the tobacco companies, go and focus on... oh. I don't know. How about the starving people all over the united states? The homeless? The sick? HELL. Animals even. Or what about all the gang related activity? Why focus on something so petty and controlling?

...Fuck you America. Once I get enough money, I'm leaving. Going to Canada... or Japan... or fucking Australia. -__-

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27468200/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27468200/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 13:38:23 PDT [link]

This fic left a deep seated impression on me. Not only was it absolutely amazing, but it kept me on the edge of my seat in a way no fic has ever really done before. It had a curious way of burrowing deep into my psyche, until I was sitting there crying alongside the characters, loving alongside them.

In the beginning, you're left in utter bewilderment, due to the unique plotline coupled with the original storyline of the show itself. It's not something you'd expect from the world of Dragonball, even if it is simply a fanfic. Equally baffling is how the characters within seem to adopt a life force all their own as you read it, and it's that factor that kept me glued to my chair with my nose to the screen or the printout for the solid two days it too me to read the bulk of the massive 66 chapter piece of literature. As intimidating as this was at first, I quickly swallowed the lump in my throat and pushed forward however, and found myself divulging into a world I haven't been in since my own days as a authoress back in '01.

Immediately, the story proved itself to be something of an entity all it's own. I've yet to find a story written quite as well as this one. It may not be as wordy as some fanfiction, but in my humble opinion, it makes it all that much better. It's relaxed enough for the causal reader to enjoy it, yet sophisticated enough to keep even the pickiest of readers entertained.

Though there may be topics within the story that would detour a certain reader base, all in all, I actually find this a strength to the story. It leaves the reader base composed of open minded individuals who are less likely to look at the piece of work so critically as some reviewers tend to be, and allows the authoress to pull through the story with her dignity intact. Nothing can kill a fanfiction faster then a group of unenthusiastic reviewers that just so happen to dislike something within the story, but are ignorant enough to read it regardless.

The raw emotion in the story left me utterly entranced throughout the entire thing, as I found myself on an emotional rollercoaster through each bend, turn, loop, and dive the story and it's characters made. I actually found myself visibally seething and shouting at certain characters within the work when something went horridly wrong, rooting for the anti-hero when it came to the destruction of the major villain, and crying alongside the scorned hero when his own tears were shed, and when his own mental battles were fought.

Topics of real life problems made the story more believable, as opposed to the stereotypical fairy tale outcome most stories seemed to take back when I was an avid reader of fanfiction. Things may have changed over the years though, so pardon my lack of knowledge on the subject. The appearance of real life mental crises brought a whole new level of depth to the scorned hero in ways simple everyday strife could not achieve. Mental instability over physical abuse is much more believable and relatable then the happy go lucky no worries attitude most cliche character types seem to adopt after such an event.

All in all, the story held a charm all it's own, and made the experience simply breathtaking. The troubles, the battles, the love, and the longing perfectly tie together the loose strings and weave it into one of the best stories I have read in a very long time. I highly recommend this story to anyone who is interested in it. Please do your research on the subject matter before diving into it however.

On a rating scale.

A full five stars.

Congratulations Rin, on a job well done. I commend you. ~<3

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27464533/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27464533/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 09:43:37 PDT
...WAIT...what!?

...what!?

...O3O

...I'm not so upset anymore. o3o...

...

...

...*goes and unpacks 'Ku from the closet she shoved him in*

Ku: kjhsfkljfh! *faceplant* ......

...

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27450509/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27450509/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:19:26 PDT
Most of the time it's chocolate... or ice cream. Something genuinely bad for your health to be binging on.

....I caught myself munching on steamed vegetables.

...wat.

...waaaat?

...vegetables aren't an emotional food!

They're... HEALTHY!

...these ones even crunched...

... a light buttery flavor... mixed with the yummy vegetableness... the corn, carrots, peas, greenbeans... mmmm....

........................

........................

........................

...wat the fack.

...WELL AT LEAST I WONT GAIN 50 POUNDS O_O

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27448143/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27448143/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 12:19:42 PDT
...things are rearing up.

...I don't... want to be a part of it. Anymore.

...I don't want to cause problems.

I don't want to be the reason this shitstorm blows up again...

...

...

...

I'll... talk to you guys later. I can't handle this right now...

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27424221/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27424221/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 08:19:16 PDT Kujike souna mune ni tsukisasu!
Kimi wo sasotte sekai wo mitai na...
Darenimo dasenai...
Kotae ga boku no naka ni aru!
Kake hiki ga kagi...
Todoke!
Fly at higher game!

(amy should know wtf this is. ~<3)

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27423738/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27423738/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 07:44:13 PDT
I woke up with my tummy in knots this morning.

Know why?

I'm anxious to read the last chapter of the fic I've been reading.

...thats just...

...No.

NO.

Thats messed up. D:

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27415210/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27415210/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 18:28:02 PDT
OMFG!

WTF! DUDE THAT SHIT AINT COOL!

Goku just h-...and y-.....YOU!

....AAAAAGH *screams at the fanfic*

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27405879/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27405879/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 08:30:47 PDT
...honest to god. Best fic ever. The first 28 chapters had me on the edge of my seat.

the scientists and the hurtiness and the blam and the pow and the NEEEOOYYYWWW CRASH and the "HO SHIT!"

...>3

Rin. I bow to thee. ~<3

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27399236/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27399236/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 20:12:43 PDT
Him and his fashion obsessedness.

[link]

Edit:

...this one is more him then the other one xD

http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v= pIjW8kUkRXA&feature=channel (take out the space between the : and the // and the = and the p)

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27397168/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27397168/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 17:48:07 PDT
I -really- appreciate the fact that you came onto my page to thank me for faving one of your works. That you took the time to do so, when all I was doing was going through faving stuff.

That being said, PLEASE stop spamming up my page with "Thank you for the fave" comments. Seriously.

If you have a genuine comment, then feel free to do so, but just coming on my page and spamming my comments with a billion people saying the EXACT SAME THING... is -REALLY- annoying. My comments aren't for that. If you wanna do that, PLEASE just send me a note. Its much less PERMANENT. Deviantart wont let people remove comments, and its stupid to just hide them all.

SO PLEASE. If you're coming to my page to do that...DON'T.

Thank you.

EDIT: K, I'm gonna hide thanks for the fave comments from now on. They are getting to be too much. x__x and judging from the few I just got, people arent gonna stop and read this journal before they do.

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27375279/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27375279/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 13:37:59 PDT
FUCK

Kay uhm. First person to get my 10,500th pageview gets art. or something o-o

...Just screenshot it.

...

...

...

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27373004/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27373004/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 11:07:49 PDT
I've heard people for years say bardock isnt canon.

So why did I just see him in the episode "Power Level: One Million?"

Huh?

HUH!?

8D

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27319220/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27319220/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 12:12:11 PDT
Does anyone have any new tracks they could turn me onto? It would be greatly appreciated.

I like a more India-esque type of meditative music. Egyptian primarily, but India is a good one as well. Not a big fan of Americanized meditation, meaning the rainforest sounds and stuff like that.

Any help at all would be greatly appreciated! Thank you! ~<33

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I wanted to show it off, but it wouldn't fit where I wanted it to D:

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So here. Has a kaka poem. MIEN. o-o

Happiness
- By Kakarot -

Happiness is sometimes hard to decide.
Happiness feels great inside.
Happiness is quite rare.
Happiness is barely there.
Happiness comes when I am around friends.
Happiness always ends.
Happiness is soft and fuzzy.
Happiness is warm and buzzy.
Happiness I want more.
Happiness I adore.
Happiness is when someone calls.
Happiness is when watching bad people get kicked in the balls.
Happiness is sometimes hard to decide.
Happiness feels good inside.

*squeakchirr!*

]]> *SilentAsShadows http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27279734/ http://SilentAsShadows.deviantart.com/journal/27279734/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 12:29:23 PDT
....MJ. you dissapoint me. You let my comments fill up with "Thank you for faving" spam! FOR SHAME! I WOULDNT DO THAT TO YOU! D:

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