http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SilkSoul&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SilkSoul en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 01:36:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/25052048/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/25052048/ Sun, 31 May 2009 13:31:48 PDT Have been gone, simply.

Will be better on updates from here on. Maybe...

Love,
SilkSoul

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/25051900/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/25051900/ Sun, 31 May 2009 13:24:20 PDT
]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/17204183/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/17204183/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 02:19:47 PST When the game of life makes you feel like quiting
it helps a lot if you, kill a kitten.
Mark my words cause from were im sitting
you cant go wrong if you, kill a kitten.
Theres no crime that you'll be commiting,
i know the law you can, kill a kitten.


Have been taking Kittypiqs with WinterSouls.
Cute kittypics... ^^


If the one you love isn't quite as sh-mitting,
she'll like you more if you kill a kitten!
and i quote the bible cause that's where it's written
"if ye loveth jesus ye must kill a kitten"

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16827306/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16827306/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 04:23:15 PST I know what to do, so I can be happy.
It's a new day, it's a new dawn, it's a new world... For me.
And I'm feeling good.

The only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16606187/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16606187/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 01:27:59 PST BDSM-sex just make the whole world better, doesn't it?
Went to TN yesterday (a synthclub in Stockholm) and found a wonderful little dominant playmate there. It was a pleasant surprise, I can tell. So we went to his place and... well, I spent som interesting hours there. I must say that I feel much mentaly better now, but I tell you frankly that I'm in a pretty bad shape physical.


I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16577986/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16577986/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:19:17 PST It's not like I don't have any friends. 'Cause I suppose I have.
And it's not like I don't have anyone "special", cause I've got plenty of them...
But then again, what can you do when you have 122 number in your cellphone, but still noone to call?
I don't know.

I want a own apartment, a own recidens.
And I want to share my reality with someone.

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16124527/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/16124527/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 13:38:32 PST
Everybody makes mistakes,
Everybody has those days.
Everybody know's what, what I'm talking 'bout,
Everybody gets that way.

Sometimes I'm in a jam,
I gotta make a plan,
It might be crazy,
I do it anyway.
No way to know for sure,
I figure out a cure,
I'm patching up the holes,
But then it overflows.

If I'm not doin' too well... I won't be so hard on myself...

Because Nobody's perfect´but I'm pretty fucking close.

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/14780917/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/14780917/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:35:02 PDT
I've been upploading a lot of new piqtures laterly (today) but I've just have to say that they are older then you might think. I've been really bad at upploding during the summer but I will change this misstake now. I have so many great photos to share so... be patient, you will be able to see them soon. I've been particularly bad with uploading photos fron one photosession with Choiseul ^^' Bad bad bad me.

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/13458444/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/13458444/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 10:36:12 PDT I've been kind of busy for some weeks and have (without any reason at all)
ignored DA. I'm so sorry. <3

Or well, I do have a reason to ignore you all.
I'm kind of interested in a boy here in Sweden and he is just all over my mind.
I can't concentrate on my manipulations when he is around.
I'm very frustrated because of him, he makes my life complicated.
And I just can't stop thinking of him, even if I know that he has a girlfriend. *sigh*

Well Well... Anyway... I hope you will enjoy the summer. I know I do. ^^

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/11890773/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/11890773/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:01:30 PST The room is cold, dark and empty
I'm alone and think that this world’s unreal
So close your eyes and listen
To what my mind is gonna tell you now!

I hear the call, I hear the warning
I hear the voices talking inside my head
Depressive thoughts control my body
And I feel ashamed ‘cause there is nothing at all!

I'm trying to leave but will stay here forever
I can’t escape from this dimension of life
Just turn around to find the answer
Why am I supposed to be a victim – at times!

Well... I have been raped, for the second time of my life.
I'm so fucking happy.

So I'm going to make a photosession just with myself for myself.
Everything I wished for has been delited so...
I just want a little white room to hide in.
Bloody hell.

I'm trying to leave but will stay here forever
I can’t escape from this dimension that we call life
I don’t care for wonders
‘Cause I'm supposed to be a victim – at times!

I want to live – to live in my own world
I try to keep – to keep myself alive
Ignore the wounds from past times
Until I find another place to hide!

I count the days, count the hours
I'm wait for love, wait for the final thrill
Expect my last conviction
My terminate this painful game called life!

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/11252586/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/11252586/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 01:54:18 PST I see the world it's going 'round
Seems to me it's upside down
Looking for something to say
I feel a little different anyway


Happy new year everybody!
But I really don't have this "celebrationsmood"
that everybody else seems to suffer from.

I was going to a party tonight anyway.
But now when I and Fanny are fighting I don't think it will be.
I havn't got any information about where and when this party would
be anyway. So I suppose that I'm staying home. ^^
Cause I'm not so brave that I can call Nicci myself and ask for some
information. ><' I wish I were, but I'm just not.



Does it make much sense to you
Doing all those things you do
Making sure that I'm all right
Yeah, I'm fine

I've been feeling I'm going down

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/11146626/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/11146626/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:33:59 PST I just can't help it, it's christmas and I'm baking all the cookies myself.
I want my boyfriend and friends to be here with me... but I don't dare to call them.
I feel like they will all turn their backs at me.

I send my boyfriend a mess a hour ago but he has not answered yet.
Well, I suppose that he is with all his friends, he has a lott of friends. Girlfriends.
You might notice that I'm a little bit jealous, but I really don't mean to be.
I don't want to be jealous anyway...


Well, if he don't want to be with me so... fine for me.
I can call my own friends, I do not care about what he is doing right now.

I don't care at all.

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/10795521/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/10795521/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:56:51 PST And I soooo love them... <3
They have the namne Torment-804 and well, they are so beautiful.
I just don't want to take them of.
My mother thinks that I love them more then my present boyfriend.
And... Well, I cant say that she is totally wrong ^^' *lol*
But please don't tell him that, he would be so sad then.
And I'm sure that I will love him more then my boots tomorrow but right now...
It is only me, my boots and my bed... *purr with content*


Here is the picture of them btw:
[link]

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9972070/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9972070/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 04:31:30 PDT Just for fun I will write this glad jornual as a poem.
Have fun while reading it <._.>

I'm only sixteen and I'm addicted
I'm obsessed by your false love
You make me feel so scared and helpless
At night I cannot sleep anymore.

You always hurt me without reason
I suffer from your silent force
You are the judge, you are the leader
You say what's right and you say what is wrong.

You're playing with torture
You're dealing in pain
You won't live forever
Why don't you stop this old perverted game?!

Once I believed in my own existence
Believed in God, in love and truth
I was protected from the inside
But now I'm trapped in my world of doubts.

I needs your help, I needsyour shelter
Instead you leave me all alone
And keep on punishing your victim
You'll never risk losing your control.

losing your control... over me...? ]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9914806/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9914806/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:54:24 PDT Right now I'm just sitting here and try to feel happiness.
But it is so hard, isn't it?
The Summer just fades away and...
It's time to realize that the autumn has arrived.

But it's okey, I'm fine, totally fine.
Couldn't feel better, everything is just fine.
Or... I'm trying to be fine anyway.

God, I hate this world.
Hannes is far away with his school,
and I'm alone. I do not need to be alone but... anyway.
I feel Alone, and the summer is nearly gone!

But I have taken some really good photos.
Photos at me, by me and I will edit them myself.
I just love one of them here at DeviantART called 'Lets play Doctor'

But I hate my friends, they keep telling me that my photos are bad.
They thing that edit photos is cheating. Bloody Hell!
If they just could understand that I do not care.
I do not care at all. ]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9625963/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9625963/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:00:07 PDT Patience is how I'm living today.
I lie before you stressing me outagain
My life is twisted, twisted like your own brains
I can't accept that, I can't accept that again...

I feel so... tierd.
You know worn-out?
Just like I would fade away any moment.


I see the world it's going 'round.
Seems to me it's upside down.
Looking for something to say.
I feel a little different anyway.

Does it make much sense to you?
Doing all those things you do.
Making sure that I'm all right? Yeah, I'm fine!

I've been feeling I'm going down.

]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9549342/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9549342/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 01:35:01 PDT Yesterday I and my friend Fanny took some real good photos.

I haven’t seen them yet but I have a great feeling about them ^^
We used both ourselves and my boyfriend (?) as models.
Boyfriend and boyfriend Btw... ^^' we are just friends, a kind of friends anyway.

So now am I just waiting for Fanny.
She was going to come over with the photos yesterday but,
well, something come in her way so I will get them today instead.
Aaargh! I hate to just sit here and wait, I want to edit them. Right now. ]]> ~SilkSoul http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9532272/ http://SilkSoul.deviantart.com/journal/9532272/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 10:49:04 PDT ”...and i don’t want the world to see me,
cause i don’t think that they’d understand
when everything’s made to be broken,
i just want you to know who I am.

”...and you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming,
or the moments of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies,
you bleed just to know you’re alive. ]]> ~SilkSoul