http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Sins-and-needles&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Sins-and-needles en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 14:23:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/27510461/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/27510461/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:09:50 PDT The past week has been spent with Trevor, Chris, Trent and Dane
- all 4 are away today. >_<

I will be uploading my paintings and sketches soon I promise!
I still have a shitload of new photos to submit, but as you already know,
I take my sweet-arse time doing everything.

There isn't really much else to say =]
AND I'M NOT LONELY, I JUST CAN'T CHANGE THE FUCKING MOOD >_<

xx J

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/27342634/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/27342634/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 16:32:15 PDT 1.Got my braces removed *cheezy grinz*
2.Bought new clothes *stylin*
3.Found some yummy indonesian cigarettes *om nom nom*
4.Made condoms explode with Sam, Trent and Krispy *Giggle*
5.Eated some choklitz ^_^

Fairly staisfied

But something is still missing.
I do miss you, you know.

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/27195238/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/27195238/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 16:40:18 PDT And perhaps it will change in the future

But right now, I feel empty.
I constantly feel sick, that lump in my throat just won't go away.
It's like I've been winded, I feel like part of me is gone.
No, all of me.

"like every inch of me is bruised."

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:: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/26780207/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 17:19:12 PDT I'm finding it difficult to spread my time out between time with Peter, TAFE and my hobbies.

I'll submit as soon as I can, please keep watching.


xx Jaimi Lisa


PS- I'll be doing a thankyou to all my watchers soon,you're all fabulous =]

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/26655233/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/26655233/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 17:12:46 PDT
The government is shutting down the art blocks at TAFE!
Bastards!



I shall protest till my heart's content.
Fabulous.

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/26634537/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/26634537/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 17:57:34 PDT I've had enough of people adding me because they want to see me on "cam".

I do not have webcam, and even if I did, I wouldn't do what you want me to do on there.
I am proud of my work, and I do not get offended when you insult me, just annoyed.

Stop taking up space in my comments, constructive critisism only thanks.
Stop adding me on msn so you can have a cyber-fuck buddy, not gonna happen.

I'm really fucking over it, if you piss me off again, you'll be reported and I'll have it seen to that you're deleted.

I honestly don't care if I sound like a bitch anymore, you all need to know I have a boyfriend and standards, and that I won't take your shit any longer.

Haters, fuck off.Thanks.

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I'm going to submit some of my art to DA soon, I'm not sure if it's good enough yet but atleast I can get some feedback and improve.
I'm also saving up for a better camera than my Mum's shitty one which I'm currently using. My limit is 90 dollars, I'm cheap haha.


Yay! Mum bought me a new jumper, one of those big ones that are really snuggly and make you look 100 tonnes, and Dad fixed my mp4 player, thankyou parents!


Birthday soon, pretty excited. I'll be seventeeeeen, one year away from my tattoos, piercings and freedommmm!

Peter moved out, we're still together though. He has his own place now, it's a pretty cool get-up if I do say so. I miss him alot, because I'm used to seeing him every day, but I think it will be good for us, because if we miss eachother we'll appreciate eachother's company alot more.
I do love that boy =] Nearly 11 months!!!

Busy month coming up.

9th July - My 17th birthday and 11month anniversary
10th July - Getting my braces off!
11th July - Peter's 21st birthday



I'm excited. I'm quite happy today =]

Leave me love, yeah?

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/20898665/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/20898665/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 22:47:39 PDT And how much has been broken,stolen and rejected
By the people and experiences

Tonight I'm lacking a sense of self.

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/19819577/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/19819577/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 02:59:55 PDT And oh my god, I can't even explain it. Just everything about him, everything he does and says and is....
The way he holds me and looks at me, like I'm perfect.
He isn't afraid to hug me whenever he wants, and he hugs me like a man
And sometimes he puts his face in my hair or kisses my forehead
He puts his hand on my back when we walk into shops
He told me to keep his jumper over night
He holds me like nobody else can get to me, nothing can.
He's the most perfect, most amazing person I've ever met.
He gave me his jacket because it was raining on the way home even though he was only wearing a singlet and flanno.
NOTHING can explain his perfection or the way I'm feeling.
All I can say is....wow.

*update*
I spent another afternoon with him....I've never been more inlove. He makes me forget every ounce of pain I've ever had. I havn't been this happy for two years. I LOVE HIM.

*update*
Another day. I'm head over heals for him. There's no pulling me out now, I'm so totally inlove with him. I wish I could explain this!! I didn't think perfection could improve, but it seems as though he's becoming more and more amazing every day. We're together as of today. He told me he was inlove with me last night. I want to be with him forever, I feel so safe in his arms. I'm so comfortable around him, even when I'm tripping over pot-holes in the road at night >_<
The word love doesn't impact how much I really do love him, it's more than love.

Peter Joseph Torbay ♥
9th August 2008 - forever.



*update*
Tonight was the most difficult night of my life.
I had to let go of the best thing that ahs happened to me in my 16 years of existence. I may have let him go physically, but I'm not fucking letting him out of my heart.
...I prayed tonight. For the first time in years. I prayed that God wouldn't take him from me and I prayed he wouldn't get sick of me, that he'd love me forever.
I hope he listened.

]]> ~Sins-and-needles http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/17137716/ http://Sins-and-needles.deviantart.com/journal/17137716/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:40:16 PST
head throbbing faster than my pulse.

Headphones blasting angst into my ears,

empathies presented through the lyrics.



Although I can't hear a thing outside the comforting

walls of my earphones,

i still observe others around me.

Problems and emotions used to make me cry...

Now?

I just sit. Just sit and watch and think.



Not one of my good days, and not a mood

i am particularly proud of.

Perhaps everything will work out?

It usually does.





Sometimes, I get far too carried away in my thoughts. ?

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