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                <title>just to update my account</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 03:12:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi there! It's been more than a year since I've posted my last journal entry ..  I'm as happy as ever. Still in a fairly stable relationship with my girlfriend (sounds unemotional but is really great) which has lead to a kind of writers block. I spent all my creative energies on my girlfriend or an even better hypothesis: creativity only exists, when we are unstable (that is too sad or too well .. but not constantly happy on a relatively stable level) .. That's why I didn't write anything the last year .. now, I've written some more 100 themes poems. In the near future I've planned some photographes in the contxt of a mini study I'm planning for university. Another thing from uni is: I'm going to do part of my final examination on Postmodernism. Great books I'm reading and which I can only recommend. So far I've read "A History of the World in 10 and a half Chapters" and "Flaubert's Parrot", both by Julian Barnes. A really good read!<br />Hope you're all well!!<br /><br />and just for the record, the 100 themes:<br /><br />1. Introduction   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48267060/">[link]</a><br /><br />2. Love   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48274934/">[link]</a><br /><br />3. Light   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48580523/">[link]</a><br /><br />4. Dark   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49060244/">[link]</a><br /><br />5. Comforting   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54472079/">[link]</a><br /><br />6. Break Away   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56613830/">[link]</a><br /><br />7. Heaven   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56675866/">[link]</a><br /><br />8. Innocence   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60887957/">[link]</a><br /><br />9. Power hungry   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/9-of-100-power-hungry-66266662">[link]</a><br /><br />10. Breathe Again   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/10-of-100-breathe-again-66389553">[link]</a><br /><br />11. Memory  <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/11-of-100-memory-87467936">[link]</a><br /><br />12. Insanity   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/12-of-100-insanity-88779358">[link]</a><br /><br />13. Misfortune   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/13-of-100-misfortune-89719319">[link]</a><br /><br />14. Smile   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/14-of-100-smile-92538771">[link]</a><br /><br />15. Silence   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/15-of-100-silence-105301397">[link]</a><br /><br />16. Questioning   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/16-of-100-questioning-111209251">[link]</a><br /><br />17. Blood   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/17-of-100-blood-111210161">[link]</a> <br /><br />18. Rainbow   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/18-of-100-rainbow-111239016">[link]</a><br /><br />19. Gray/Sad   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/19-of-100-grey-sad-112259964">[link]</a><br /><br />20. Solitude   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/20-of-100-solitude-124810505">[link]</a><br /><br />21. Vacation   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/21-of-100-vacation-125113507">[link]</a><br /><br />22. Nature   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/22-of-100-nature-128184496">[link]</a><br /><br />23. Animals   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/23-of-100-animals-130683489">[link]</a><br /><br />24. No Time   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/24-of-100-no-time-130807007">[link]</a><br /><br />25. Trouble <br /><br />26. Tears <br /><br />27. Foreign<br /><br />28. Sorrow <br /><br />29. Happiness<br /><br />30. Under the Rain <br /><br />31. Flowers <br /><br />32. Night <br /><br />33. Expectations <br /><br />34. Stars <br /><br />35. Hold My Hand <br /><br />36. Precious <br /><br />37. Eyes<br /><br />38. Abandoned<br /><br />39. Dreams <br /><br />40. sterotyping<br /><br />41. Teamwork<br /><br />42. Standing Still<br /><br />43. Dying <br /><br />44. Cross roads<br /><br />45. Illusion<br /><br />46. Family <br /><br />47. Creation<br /><br />48. Childhood<br /><br />49. Path <br /><br />50. Breaking the Rules <br /><br />51. Players <br /><br />52. Deep in Thought<br /><br />53. Keeping a Secret<br /><br />54. Memories <br /><br />55. Waiting<br /><br />56. Danger Ahead<br /><br />57. Sacrifice<br /><br />58. in my Head<br /><br />59. No Way Out<br /><br />60. Rejection<br /><br />61. Fairy Tale<br /><br />62. Magic<br /><br />63. Do Not Disturb<br /><br />64. Multitasking<br /><br />65. Horror<br /><br />66. Traps<br /><br />67. Playing the Melody of life<br /><br />68. Hero<br /><br />69. Annoyance <br /><br />70. Loss<br /><br />71. Obsession<br /><br />72. Mischief Managed<br /><br />73. I Can't<br /><br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br /><br />75. Mirror <br /><br />76. Broken Pieces <br /><br />77. Test<br /><br />78. Drinking<br /><br />79. Starvation<br /><br />80. Words <br /><br />81. Pen... ]]></description>
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                <title>big news</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:41:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well well well .. here's the big news: I've got a girlfriend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />and I'm no longer part of this world <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> .... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> everything's turning out to be good .. everything happens in my favour .. nothing's bad, everything's just bliss <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />here's the story:<br />we know each other for quite a while .. we've been playing together in an orchestra for about 1 year and a half ... we're studying the same thing (music and english) ... we've been getting closer on a trip with this orchestra and then, at the end of the semester (at the 9th of Frebruary, to be specific), she writes an e-mail that goes like "I feel more than friendship" .. I couldn't believe my eyes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ... she was somewhere else by then .. first in another part of Germany, then in England .. so we didn't meet for 3 weeks after her first mail ... we've been writing looooong mails each day since then and our first date has been on March 1st <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> We're officially a couple since March 2nd <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and we cannot believe what is happening <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /> <br />She is just a dream <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />but why shold I bother you guys with details <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /> I just wanted to let you know, why I haven't been writing anything lately .. it's just that I don't feel like doing anything apart from being with her <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I will post a picture of her when I have the possibility to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br />oh and still the hundret themes:<br /><br />1. Introduction   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48267060/">[link]</a><br /><br />2. Love   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48274934/">[link]</a><br /><br />3. Light   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48580523/">[link]</a><br /><br />4. Dark   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49060244/">[link]</a><br /><br />5. Comforting   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54472079/">[link]</a><br /><br />6. Break Away   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56613830/">[link]</a><br /><br />7. Heaven   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56675866/">[link]</a><br /><br />8. Innocence   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60887957/">[link]</a><br /><br />9. Power hungry   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/9-of-100-power-hungry-66266662">[link]</a><br /><br />10. Breathe Again   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/10-of-100-breathe-again-66389553">[link]</a><br /><br />11. Memory  <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/11-of-100-memory-87467936">[link]</a><br /><br />12. Insanity   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/12-of-100-insanity-88779358">[link]</a><br /><br />13. Misfortune   <a href="http://sirmischa.deviantart.com/art/13-of-100-misfortune-89719319">[link]</a><br /><br />14. Smile<br /><br />15. Silence<br /><br />16. Questioning<br /><br />17. Blood <br /><br />18. Rainbow<br /><br />19. Gray/Sad<br /><br />20. Solitude<br /><br />21. Vacation<br /><br />22. Nature <br /><br />23. Animals <br /><br />24. No Time<br /><br />25. Trouble <br /><br />26. Tears <br /><br />27. Foreign<br /><br />28. Sorrow <br /><br />29. Happiness<br /><br />30. Under the Rain <br /><br />31. Flowers <br /><br />32. Night <br /><br />33. Expectations <br /><br />34. Stars <br /><br />35. Hold My Hand <br /><br />36. Precious <br /><br />37. Eyes<br /><br />38. Abandoned<br /><br />39. Dreams <br /><br />40. sterotyping<br /><br />41. Teamwork<br /><br />42. Standing Still<br /><br />43. Dying <br /><br />44. Cross roads<br /><br />45. Illusion<br /><br />46. Family <br /><br />47. Creation<br /><br />48. Childhood<br /><br />49. Path <br /><br />50. B... ]]></description>
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                <title>100 themes</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:48:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi everybody!<br />
I've been pretty silent for a while .. sorry <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
much has happened since the new year has begun and I will tell you when the time is right <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /><br />
What I want to tell you now is: I will try to do the 100 themes (as listed below) .. I like the idea (but I'm not sure if I'm going to make it .. 100 is a lot!) I think it will be 100 poems .. maybe I'll put in some prose as well. And I will edit this journal entry everytime I have a new one so that there will be the links and such ...<br /><br />1. Introduction   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48267060/">[link]</a><br />
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2. Love   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48274934/">[link]</a><br />
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3. Light   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48580523/">[link]</a><br />
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4. Dark   <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49060244/">[link]</a> <br />
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5. Comforting <br />
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6. Break Away <br />
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7. Heaven<br />
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8. Innocence <br />
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9. Power hungry <br />
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10. Breathe Again<br />
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11. Memory<br />
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12. Insanity<br />
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13. Misfortune<br />
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14. Smile<br />
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15. Silence<br />
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16. Questioning<br />
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17. Blood <br />
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18. Rainbow<br />
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19. Gray/Sad<br />
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20. Solitude<br />
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21. Vacation<br />
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22. Nature <br />
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23. Animals <br />
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24. No Time<br />
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25. Trouble <br />
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26. Tears <br />
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27. Foreign<br />
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28. Sorrow <br />
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29. Happiness<br />
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30. Under the Rain <br />
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31. Flowers <br />
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32. Night <br />
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33. Expectations <br />
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34. Stars <br />
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35. Hold My Hand <br />
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36. Precious <br />
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37. Eyes<br />
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38. Abandoned<br />
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39. Dreams <br />
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40. sterotyping<br />
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41. Teamwork<br />
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42. Standing Still<br />
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43. Dying <br />
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44. Cross roads<br />
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45. Illusion<br />
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46. Family <br />
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47. Creation<br />
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48. Childhood<br />
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49. Path <br />
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50. Breaking the Rules <br />
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51. Players <br />
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52. Deep in Thought<br />
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53. Keeping a Secret<br />
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54. Memories <br />
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55. Waiting<br />
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56. Danger Ahead<br />
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57. Sacrifice<br />
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58. in my Head<br />
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59. No Way Out<br />
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60. Rejection<br />
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61. Fairy Tale<br />
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62. Magic<br />
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63. Do Not Disturb<br />
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64. Multitasking<br />
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65. Horror<br />
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66. Traps<br />
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67. Playing the Melody of life<br />
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68. Hero<br />
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69. Annoyance <br />
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70. Loss<br />
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71. Obsession<br />
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72. Mischief Managed<br />
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73. I Can't<br />
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74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
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75. Mirror <br />
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76. Broken Pieces <br />
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77. Test<br />
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78. Drinking<br />
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79. Starvation<br />
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80. Words <br />
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81. Pen and Paper<br />
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82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
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83. Heal<br />
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84. Out Cold <br />
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85. Spiral<br />
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86. Seeing Red<br />
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87. Rumors<br />
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88. Pain <br />
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89. Through the Fire<br />
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90. Triangle<br />
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91. Drowning<br />
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92. All That I Have<br />
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93. Give Up<br />
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94. Last Hope<br />
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95. Advertisement<br />
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96. In the Storm<br />
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97. Safety First<br />
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98. Puzzle <br />
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99.Loner<br />
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100. Relaxation<br /><br />big <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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                <title>end of the year 2006</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/11149762/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 12:02:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ time for a journal entry ..<br />
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The year is almost over and it has been an eventful year (in some aspects) ...<br />
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First of all: I've joined <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> in April and I have never regretted this decision <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br />
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It has been the year of one special person who has rejected me at last (but you knew that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /> ) thanks to all of you who were so kind to me recently (and in general) you were such a great help.<br />
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Concerning this lost dream, I will post some of the poems I've written for her and which I haven't posted yet ... at least you will enjoy them (at least I hope so <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> )<br />
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It has been a fantastic year though ... I've been highly in love (though useless, but the feeling counts <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /> ), I've been creative (written several poems, made some good pics), I've made people happy, I've helped my friends when needed and I am happy for this (though sometimes I feel rather lonely .. but that's normal .. and it's not for long cause I know I have many friends here and all over the world (thanks <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> !!) )<br />
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So I cannot complain <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> which gives me the freedom to help people, to comfort them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /> so: If you have any problems, just give'em to me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /><br />
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a word to all of your art: I really enjoy your work .. reading it, seeing it, gives me inspiration and feelings .. thank you, you're amazing !!!<br /><br />big <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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Mischa ]]></description>
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                <title>1000</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:56:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" /> ... 1000 ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" /><br /><br />ok .. officially no words .. 1000 views .. OMG .. you are amazing<br />
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another thing: I'm back <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Vancouver rocks!! I fell in love with this city .. but I had to come back <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-(" title=":-( (Sad)" /><br />
Photos will be on soon, I guess .. I don't have much time now .. Uni will start in two weeks time and I still have to write two term papers .. and I have to practice .. especially as I have my final test in singing next semester .. well well well .. let's see how this works ..<br /><br />so, that's it for today, greetings to all of you! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>900</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Aug 2006 02:59:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thanks thanks a thousand thanks OMG you are amazing .. 900 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" /><br /><br />ok .. nothing happened yet .. except my carreer as a photographer <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> After my shooting with Lars, I could convince several people to play model for me .. one of them was Martin whose pictures are already posted .. next ones are Sarah's (<a href="http://strandedfighter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/strandedfighter.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="strandedfighter" /></a>) . Then there is a shooting planned with Sylvia, my little sister (who, as you might remember, isn't related to me at all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ) .. then there is this nice couple, Steffi and Michel, who have promised to be my models too ... so tons of pictures coming up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ... some of them will surely be Vancouver pics <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ... writing? well, maybe in Vancouver .. so nothing up until 14th of September .. but who knows what will happen in the next four days <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />so, that's it for today, greetings to all of you! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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and a special one for <a href="http://lifeismusic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lifeismusic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="lifeismusic" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>800</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Aug 2006 10:33:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ first of all: THANK YOU FOR THE 800 !!! I love you all!!!!<br />
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then:<br />
I'm ... ehm ... angry .. cause I've written a loooong journal entry but before I could send it, it dissappeared, don't know why .. now I have to rewrite everything .. that sucks! ... but it fits to my mood.... ok here we go:<br />
everyones away .. holidays'n'stuff .. I feel lonely .. even the my friends in other towns are gone so that I cannot call them .. I just called the girl I'm in love with .. she's gone too!! A lot of answering machines in the last few days .. the feeling of being in love fades away too .. though I know that if I only saw her for a few minutes, it would come back and I would be head over heals in no time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ... but I don't see her .. she doesn't live in my town ... one hour with the train .. mhh ... I'm actually degenerating at home .. I can't write, I can't read ... nothing .. just hanging around and getting stupid ..<br />
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ok .. 20 days to go till I'm off to Canada (at least that will be a change)<br />
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oh and I made some photos but I cannot post them yet, but I will ... some of them are quite good .. and there goes a poem with them (which is rather average, but hey .. better than nothing, right?) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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bye<br />
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and a special one for <a href="http://strandedfighter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/strandedfighter.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="strandedfighter" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>700</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Aug 2006 13:24:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok.. I'm pretty late for my 700 views journal entry .. but hey it's not too late <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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so <br />
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Thank you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> for watching and commenting . It helps a lot for staying an optimistic person when so many of you comment on my stuff .. chatting with you people is  ..mh ... healthy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /><br />
you are amazing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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so, what's new ..<br />
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I don't get my work done .. I mean my things for university .. I have time until the second of October but still .. I'm a lazy person ..<br />
and ... I'm going to Canda for my holidays <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flagcanada.gif" width="20" height="13" alt=":flagcanada:" title="Canada" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <br />
this will be my third time over there .. I'm staying for two weeks in Vancouver, with my mom ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> I am excited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><br />
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I'm not really productive at the moment when my art is concerned ... don't know why .. but that will come again.<br />
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I think that's it ..<br />
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I love you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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and a very special one for <a href="http://xoxwhiterosexox.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/o/xoxwhiterosexox.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="xoxwhiterosexox" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>I'm interested in each one of you</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/9278046/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Jul 2006 05:27:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ PLEASE FILL THIS OUT IN THE COMMENT SLOT:<br />
<br />
1. name:<br />
2. birthday:<br />
3. place of residence:<br />
4. what makes you happy:<br />
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:<br />
8. an interesting fact about you:<br />
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:<br />
10. favourite place to be:<br />
11. favourite lyric:<br />
12. best time of the year:<br />
13.what do you think of my work?<br />
14. Have I been a good friend to you?<br />
15. Tell me something you've never told me before.<br />
16.would you be interested in me if we met?<br />
17.whats the perfect person for you?<br />
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PLUS<br />
<br />
1. one thing you like about me:<br />
2. two things you like about yourself:<br />
3. put this in your journal so i can tell you what i think of you.<br />
4. post or link a pic of you (if possible) ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>600</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jun 2006 03:34:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and here we have an amazing 600 pageviews ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /><br />
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ok .. I'm verbally exhausted, if you like ... let's see ... my granddad was in hospital, as you might remember ... everything went fine, cancer gone and he is home again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> .... my mom's job is still at risk ...and what's worse: my unbiological sister (as I call her) has great problems with her boyfriend who will probably leave her or she will have to leave him or whatever ... this affects me more than I like to ... and there's still this boy-girl-thing on my part .. I just need some time to fix things .. and to focuse them .. but maybe you see the dilemma: I'm in love .. and sometimes I let go ... but on the other hand there's this trouble with my sister (who is not my real sister, as I've already said) and my family (health and job hings) ... and I'm actually torn .. that leaves no room for poetry .. just for too much emotion to write down .. I've written a prose text but I cannot post it because of its contents .. the people involved might actually read it here on my page and then there's really big trouble <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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ok .. hope I will be more effective soon...<br />
best wishes to all of you<br />
<br />
and a special <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> for ~<a class="u" href="http://tatianaart.deviantart.com/">tatianaART</a> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>500</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/8779136/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 May 2006 14:08:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good Gracious! 500 !!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br />
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Again thanks to all of you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/thanks.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":thanks:" title="Thanks for everything!" /> .. you're too kind to me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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I'm sorry for not posting anything new .. it's just: too much things happening .. my mum may lose her job (and as you might remember there's no dad so we would have some problems), my grandfather's in the hospital because of cancer, some university things are getting serious and they don't finish themselves and I'm seriously in love ... these things contradict each other and they make me feel all different kind of things but stable .. <br />
another thing are the birthdays .. my uncle has his 50th birthday which will be celebrated at Saturday and some friends have their birthdays too and my birthday party is on June 3rd .. and I have a kind of tradition: everytime some friends come and visit me in my home town on an occasion as this, I write a poem for each of them .. now, some 20 people will come this year and I have to write all of these poems <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/work.gif" width="48" height="28" alt=":work:" title="I've got too much work to do." /> .. plus homework, papers and stuff ... but I will visit <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> regularly and read your work and comment and such .. helps to see the world from a different perspective <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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Ok .. hope I can sleep cause I'm so excited abot tomorrow .. I will have a little session with my friend (he at the piano and me at the saxophone) and later I will have a rehersal with the orchestra and I will play with "her" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> .. and so unexpected too .. <br />
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never mind .. love you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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and a special one for ~issues09 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>400</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/8651624/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 May 2006 12:08:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok .. now it's getting serious .. 400 watches!! ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Thank you soooooooooooo much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> for all your comments and such .. gives me a lot!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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Ok now to me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ... It's May at last .... my birthday's on the 26th .. and I'm switching mood between relaxed as hell and excited as a coffee junkie (and I don't ever drink any coffee) ... well, must be the hormones ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crazy.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":crazy:" title="Crazy" /><br />
the advantage: I fell pretty creative<br />
the disadvantage: I cannot put my creativity down .. neither poems nor photos nor writing something else nor painting nor composing .. whatever .. It seems such a waste of ambition to me ..<br />
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never mind .. hope you're all well ...<br />
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xxx<br />
<br />
Mischa<br />
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this one's for ChicaBonita75 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>ok, I've been tagged</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/8627673/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Apr 2006 05:19:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I knew this would happen .. thank you Sarah! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<br />
Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....<br />
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1. I'm 21 (almost 22) and I don't drink any alcohol (and I'm proud of it)<br />
2. I practise singing while walking down the street<br />
3. I have a real angst concerning balloons (the ones you have for birthdays and such .. nothing to do with balloons you can fly with)<br />
4. I hate it when my best friend sleeps whenever she wants to.. don't know why<br />
5. normally I'm as white as a ghost <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/invisible.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":invisible:" title="Invisible" /> but I can turn red immediatly (for nothing)<br />
6. I like observing every kind of people doing whatever .. hehe<br />
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People I'm tagging:<br />
1. DracozGal<br />
2. midnightmoonrise<br />
3. Emandrahime<br />
4. inkmenot<br />
5. xoxwhiterosexox<br />
6. Thomo-Kill-World-666 ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>spring</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/8579142/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:32:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello there!<br />
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already over 300! you're all too kind <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
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First thing to tell you: It is spring, finally ... which means I am in love (again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> )<br />
I'm telling you this because I'm writing some good poetry at the moment (at least I think that it is good, now that it is fresh) .. but ... I will not post it before my beloved has seen it ... and we are just at the beginning ... and I don't want to frighten her away with it (as I think I did with another person) ... so, please be patient and enjoy the old things I have posted and I might post <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
But maybe I wil be inspired by your great work again (as Julia's picture did <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" />)<br />
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ok .. this journal entry ends with special greetings to ~DracozGal  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>I'm an addict</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/8497459/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Apr 2006 08:15:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, Wow, Wow!<br />
over 200 looks .... overwhelming! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" /><br />
I will dedicate this entry to divers things I'm addicted to.<br />
1. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> (didn't think it was so capturing to see all of you talented people creating art and even commenting on those little pieces I write and shoot...) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bow.gif" width="21" height="16" alt=":bow:" title="Thank you! Thank you!" /><br />
2. music .... I love music and I'm open for everything. music determins my life and when everything seems lost, there's still music, which gives me so much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
3. chocolate <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> (ohhh yes, I love sweets of all kinds)<br />
4. language ... I like to play with words and I'm astonished about what language can do!<br />
5. being positive (I am pretty optimistic, most of the time ... and that comes with my need to help each and everyone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> )<br />
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That should be enough ... I don't know, maybe there are other things as well ...<br />
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hope all of your lives are well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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(special greetings to =Taste-Of-Shadows <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" />)<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" />, Mischa ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>Hurray!</title>
                <link>http://SirMischa.deviantart.com/journal/8455006/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Apr 2006 02:24:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, baby, yeah!   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br />
Finally I've sent in my term paper! 10 pages of "From Bryant to H.D. - notions of natural beauty in American poetry" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
It has been quite challanging ...<br />
And now I can spend some more time in cultivating, breeding, etc. this page <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
At this point I would like to point out, what a great community this is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> forever!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Ok, some personal details for those who care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" />  :<br />
I'm a student of music and English in Cologne, Germany. I will be a teacher in, let's say, some years <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /><br />
That should be enough of my person for the moment ...<br />
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thank you for your watches, favs and comments so far ... really nice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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ok, I have to go now, cause I don't want to miss the lecture on "Canadian Fiction" ... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/reading.gif" width="16" height="20" alt=":reading:" title="reading" /><br />
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love,<br />
<br />
Mischa<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bye.gif" width="25" height="16" alt=":bye:" title="Bye" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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                <title>well well well</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Apr 2006 11:08:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So here I am. <br />
Finally I've been convinced to join this community of ambicious artists and I am excited. What will be the world's reaction to my worthless stuff? Well, we'll see <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
that's if I ever get started with this page or if my English is sufficient to be understood by natives <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flaguk.gif" width="20" height="13" alt=":flaguk:" title="United Kingdom" /><br />
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ok, that's it ... my first entry's finished ... <br />
<br />
hello everybody! ]]></description>
                <author>*SirMischa</author>
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