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Bianca

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Bianca

]]> ~SirenMelusine http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/21888156/ http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/21888156/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:04:16 PST Oh and Art Basel was fantastic. I found so much inspiration, I can't wait to start messing around with all the ideas bubbling up inside of me!

]]> ~SirenMelusine http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/21542231/ http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/21542231/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 20:42:31 PST I've been building up my client list and I can't wait to redo my website AGAIN! Hopefully I'll have time this summer? We shall see... cheers!

xo

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Bianca

]]> ~SirenMelusine http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/17462603/ http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/17462603/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 17:41:38 PDT Anyways things are ok... they could be better. But, I think I'm going to make it this semester.

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xoxo,

Bianca

]]> ~SirenMelusine http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/15080788/ http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/15080788/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 22:11:09 PDT
I've lived on my own, paying my rent, food and bills/loans but I haven't progressed towards my dreams. I know I want to be an artist, a graphic designer of some sort, but I guess I'm not sure exactly what. I don't want to limit myself because today, in this world, flexibility is key. I just started modeling and it's really taught me a lot, so far nothing big has happened yet, but I don't want to give up. Right now, I feel like modeling is the only positive thing in my life. All my dreams of being an artist feel so far away and so unattainable, and ironically the artificiality of modeling makes me happy. I can pretend to be someone else. I can pretend to be confident, beautiful, smart, strong, I can be anyone. The more I force myself to be busy the less I realize how lonely I really am.

I feel lost and alone. I've lost touch with friends and family. I've alienated myself from everyone and everything. I never feel like I belong anywhere, whether it's in school or at my part-time job. I feel hopeless, useless, unloved and unappreciated. I hurt like I always do, but I've stopped hurting myself. That is an improvement. I'm tired and sad and I'm sick of being like this. Why am I never happy no matter where I am? I know I need to think of good energy and good vibrations, but it's hard when I can't stop crying. My eyes are puffy and red and I can't see anymore. I can't see myself or the screen. Suicide is only a fantasy and not an option, but it's becoming all so real in my mind.

I'm alone right now. Lost and alone.

]]> ~SirenMelusine http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/14137768/ http://SirenMelusine.deviantart.com/journal/14137768/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 18:28:14 PDT But, I decided to upload some of my most recent work that I care about to share with everyone. Let me know what you guys think! Love and Hope to all the struggling artists out there!

xoxo,
Bianca Lynn

p.s. don't forget to watch out for my website [link] I will be updated and beautifying it after I finish applying to graduate school!

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