http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Sistyn&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Sistyn en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 23:44:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/28427167/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/28427167/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 05:46:55 PST Not only do I not have time to take photos anymore

but

I CAN'T GET A SINGLE GOOD SHOT LATELY!


_{...this is obviously making me miserable.
I guess I should just stick to boring, boring Graphic Design.}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/27047969/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/27047969/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 05:22:28 PDT WHO


ARE



YOU?

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/25635971/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/25635971/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 18:25:19 PDT
]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/24646989/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/24646989/ Fri, 08 May 2009 06:23:07 PDT And once incarcerated, always incarcerated.

The concept of sacrifice has come to disgust me.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/23850507/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/23850507/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:38:44 PDT I'm very dissatisfied with the art which I've posted here. I want to create more and create better, but, given that I'm still experimenting to grow as an artist, I don't know how to go about doing this.

What is my greatest artistic weakness? What do I do right, what do I do wrong which I can fix?

_halp!

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/23303839/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/23303839/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 10:09:21 PST I loved. I lost. I still love. I am still losing. I am still suffering.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/23062054/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/23062054/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 13:32:49 PST Hey! Someone has hacked into numerous deviantART accounts!
If there's something with a link on your wall, from me, it wasn't me!
I swear if I found out who did this, I will take vengeance.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/22825969/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/22825969/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:00:19 PST deviantART has been unblocked here It took 12 days.


...and now back to our regular programming

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/22795635/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/22795635/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 04:33:25 PST
The giant telecommunications monster Etisalat has blocked deviantART here in the UAE. For those who don't know, they block sites which contain offensive content, like pornographic websites and racist websites. Why the fuck deviantART? It is unfair.

Yet if it's blocked...How then am I writing this journal? Fortunately, it is unblocked on campus, but the internet provider that my university is subscribed to is the smaller, weaker company, Du. This might not seem like an issue...but, it is in fact a big problem for me because Du, unlike Etisalat, has blocked the profiles of selected deviants, such as the wonderful, talented `scottjamesprebble. This of course makes me very sad and very angry.

However, Etisalat isn't so tyrannical as to never listen to public opinion...and so there are some things that we can do about this:

please sign the online petition at this link: [link] i don't know if this will work very well but it shows some solidarity with the talented artists of the UAE who have been prohibited from exhibiting their work and learning from other artists through critiques and tutorials.

if you are an active user of Facebook, at least two groups in favor of unblocking deviantART have been created. One has been started by me, the other by a sophisticated local gentleman.
my group: [link]
Ahmed's group: [link]

if you live in the UAE, fill in the customer feedback form as to why you think they should unblock deviantART

write to letters@7days.ae bitching about the blocking of deviantART. like really really BITCH. They haven't published my letter, because it was polite and also for, in my opinion, more racist reasons. But I have nothing to back this up.

Please, please, for the sake of this artistic community, and for the sake of artistic freedom in general, help us unblock this site so that we can learn and grown artistically.

Love,
*Sistyn

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/22369706/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/22369706/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 08:36:11 PST I do it all the time.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21910363/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21910363/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 06:56:37 PST After struggling for weeks, or more like months, to find the concept to base a photography series on, I have finally found it.
It's something I thought about before, this one phrase that I've wanted to be the title, because I'm in love, or rather obsessed, with the ancient concept of a Muse. A Moment with the Muse.
For most of my memories with this Muse, both pleasant and agonizing, are just one moment in time, are just a few seconds, even milliseconds. Drops in the intangible sea we call time.
And now that I have this idea, what do I do? How do I go about creating it?
I want to recreate the moments that are lodged in my brain like bullets. For such a personal project, though, I'm planning on using myself as a model. I want it to all be black and white, high key. I plan to use two of myself, that is, juxtapose two photos taken with the camera on a tripod. The reason I want to do this..."Come here, Image". We are in love with concepts, not people. We are in love with the idealistic reflection of ourselves we see in their beautiful eyes. Image...je t'aime.

I know the basic technical things I want to do, for the most part. And how to explain it conceptually. My problem is, going through memories and choosing ones that I can actually shoot. There are places some moments passed that I cannot revisit. A room, a car, a coffee shop. A close face. How could I capture a smell or a taste or the pressure of hands and fingertips? That would be ideal. What will tie these images together conceptually? That is, how will they have a common formal element or prop? Other than being double. Other than being high key. How?

I want a critique. I want a bashing or a praise, about concept and form. I want suggestions. AND
Have you ever had a Muse? What was that person or animal or place or thing like? How did it feel?

What are your memories?


Please advise. <3

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21801353/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21801353/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 14:58:59 PST What goes around, comes around.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21676053/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21676053/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 07:11:42 PST I lived in Dubai, UAE for 7 years.
One day, I left for reasons I prefer not to disclose.
I went to Florida for three months total and lost and gained and loved and hated. And learned things I never dreamed of ever learning, especially in the span of one season. Summer...
Here I am, back in the Emirates by choice.



And I feel like I don't belong.
I feel worthless and unloved.
I feel very, very alone. In the city I've known the best throughout my life and also loved the most, I am no longer.


Was it money over love?






I am so incomplete.
I am lost.

And, above all,
I am unloved.


_{I remember the sunrise and the rainbow, the seagulls and the crazy man. The cold waves on my feet and the sand between my toes. I remember the feeling. I remember you. I miss you.}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21574089/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/21574089/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 21:54:43 PST My glass is empty.



I miss you.



<sub>Muse?






"Who's seen Jezebel? She was gone before I ever got to say 'Lay here my love, you're the only shape I'll pray to, Jezebel'...Who's seen Jezebel? Will the mountain last as long as I can wait, wait like the dawn?...how it aches to meet the day...
Who's seen Jezebel? She was certainly the spark for all I've done..."


^{...but every memory was beautiful.}</sub>

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/20837271/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/20837271/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 07:15:04 PDT Dear Muse,

I wish I didn't fucking miss you.

Too bad I won't see you again.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/20430773/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/20430773/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 21:18:47 PDT I didn't want to know.
Or to feel.













_{...I feel like being asphyxiated...}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/19872224/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/19872224/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:50:43 PDT It happens all the time.

The phoenix is a myth.

We never really rise complete.

If we do rise again at all.







<sub>And damned be love, because I doubt, yet again, that it exists at all, in this fucked up world we live in. Killed by logic and killed by passion, it is defeated by the two forces that helped man evolve and destroy and conquer. Never say those three damned words.



They have always been my downfall.</sub>

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/19574618/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/19574618/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 14:31:19 PDT Things are never, ever what they seem to be.






and i just guess we're all just fucking blind.







^{_{"...give me my wings..."}}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18796802/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18796802/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:19:17 PDT what went wrong?


why?



how did i end up this way?



will things ever change for the better?

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18445138/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18445138/ Thu, 22 May 2008 10:16:09 PDT tell me a love story. tell me your love story.

please nothing cliché, nothing too sweet. tell me how things ended and why.

tell me how a person treated you. how did it feel? what color was your experience?

was it love and is there love?

what is love? how do you find it? or does it find you?

mention this to me, mention something, mention anything about love at all.

i need inspiration for a very important artistic endeavor. i know nothing of love. can you please make me?

_{if its very private you can note me, i'd be grateful for any feedback at all}



]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18375408/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18375408/ Sun, 18 May 2008 00:34:42 PDT what is the point?

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18281726/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18281726/ Sun, 11 May 2008 22:28:12 PDT ...




that's the only proper way to deal with the past.






mention this to me, mention something, mention anything...










<sup><sub>WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche


=Digital-Art-Club =Death-Chicks ~tool-band</sub></sup>

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18110876/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18110876/ Thu, 01 May 2008 00:58:10 PDT i'm going to be gone for a while...




]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18036832/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/18036832/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:42:56 PDT philosophical questions never got anyone anywhere.


why, why, why?





only answers have pushed people forward.



the truth is in front of me. but i need closure.





please answer my questions...





<sub>i hate being so alone and confused. i hate to admit that i miss you.







<sup>WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche


=Digital-Art-Club =Death-Chicks ~tool-band</sup></sub>

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17910468/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17910468/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 11:14:33 PDT the man has always know what the fuck he's doing. he knows people and he knows how to keep them at bay.

i believe the only people who get anywhere in life are those who do not allow themselves to be defeated. and the best way to do that is to be heartless and to step all over everybody...to "lie, cheat and steal". unfortunately i have been rather patient and sympathetic. but i'm certainly losing my patience now. i will not compromise any longer.


the stress is getting to my head, maybe, and i do admit i've been rather bitchy as of late, hurting the people i care about without the intention of doing so. i'm really sorry. but i think i've taken so much BS that its affecting me. i do all i can and all i get in return is inconsiderate attitude. am i bitching? yes. does it do any good? not one bit, on the contrary. but i'm so damn sick of holding my tongue that i most definitely need to speak my mind.

i'm sick and tired of carrying burdens, generally speaking.

ripe to snap.




_{WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche}




]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17729869/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17729869/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:00:04 PDT i'm not sure how much more shit i can take before i break down completely.
it's said that God doesn't make one carry a burden any heavier than he or she can bear...but why must we carry a burden in the first place.

luckily i can still enjoy good art (even though many people, both on deviantart and at university, have trouble going past what an artwork is at face value) so i decided to feature some art created by friends of mine. i sincerely admire their work.









i also think you should check out the work these dudes are doing

WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche














^{please...please...please put me out of my misery.}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17589284/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17589284/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:19:12 PDT i


have never have been able to
look
life
straight

in

the


eye.






unless another blindfold engages me.








_{WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17472870/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17472870/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:37:51 PDT it's hard to accept defeat.








_{check this out: WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche}

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17223530/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17223530/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:46:39 PST If you have a taste for real art then you should be taking a look at this great stuff:

WhiteSpace Designs and WhiteSpace Designs&Cliche

These guys have some insane stuff, moreover they publish a monthly zine that exposes underground and urban artists with an alternative style. You might have what they're looking for, who knows...so please take a look at their websites for more info and eye candy.

Here's a feature of some kickass art by *JDacey which i think would deserve a whole side of the zine (plus the guy deserves a feature!)



so support the supercool art that doesn't get enough attention!
I'm counting on you, children.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17070979/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/17070979/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 09:30:08 PST "i can see your back is turning...
if i could i'd stick a knife in."



i hate your rules.

by the way: now member of

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16926933/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16926933/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:44:46 PST im a lucky bitch cuz i'm now part of =Death-Chicks





someone help me metamorphose...

_muse.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16878128/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16878128/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:10:54 PST valentine's day is a corporate whore–off. which company can make the most $$ selling sex, or using sex to sell. i'm so damn happy that it's almost over, and everyone is almost done fucking their partner. yay.

yes i am a bit bitter. and not ashamed to admit it.

why is it that some people have sex appeal and others don't? i'm not talking about physical features...why do some ooze this elusive sex aura and other people who have equally pretty features don't? is there any way in which one can acquire sex appeal?

learning to detach now

thats the most important thing.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16593238/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16593238/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 08:17:15 PST I have come to see myself as an empty shell with no outlet for the passion I know I still possess somewhere inside me. It hasn't died out completely, but so much more has.
What's the point of life if you live it alone, and always will?
What do I live for?
I live for nothing and live for no one. If I live to be wanted then I shouldn't be living. No one wants me to live for them. I've taken education for granted, foolishly, and the fact that it's laden with rules repels me from it being the reason I live. I can't find a place I feel wanted and cared for. I feel like a disease. I know that I'm complaining but I need to let this out, I need people to listen. How many people will be able to grasp what I'm saying or see what I see?
I certainly do have plenty of great friends. I love them but when I say I'm unwanted that's not what I mean. It's hard to stand up straight when logical pleas for honesty fall on selectively deaf ears. Platonic cries for attention go unheeded. I could go on and on. I bleed on and on.
I smoke on and on, but to no avail. Good that I don't drink, I think I would be an alcoholic. But I need something stronger.
I wish I could find what I had before.
entertaining extreme alternatives never worked for anybody.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16534559/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16534559/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:21:17 PST
here are some features, deviants who deserve way more support!
please support their art
they are all extemely talented artists who i study with

























http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16425885/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 01:11:35 PST promises and words are made to be broken.
actions speak louder than words

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16378323/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/16378323/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 20:18:18 PST
stupid people at uniiiiii grrrrrrrr!!!
and hello im back in the country.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15973085/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15973085/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:56:26 PST im disappearing from deviantart again for a while.
perhaps travelling, perhaps not. but regardless no internet connection for the most part

but lots of boredom

well now i got my i can make lotsa art that doesn't mess up the house...so i'll be doing something like that. no more leftover photos though...


i'm afraid of what the future holds. is the battle worth it?


and it's always goodbye.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15759412/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15759412/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 04:54:05 PST there's no smile of an angel without the wrath of God"


Thanks a million.
backstabbing, hatred, anger, condescending attitude.
im so loved!


love ya!!

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15645969/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15645969/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 07:22:56 PST



a bit angry, a bit ashamed, a bit insulted, a bit rejected.
but always unwanted. always unwanted.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15517900/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15517900/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:32:10 PST it's not fair.

justice, anyone?

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15403441/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15403441/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 09:04:01 PST
1. Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness
A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.

2. Loss of interest in dailly activities
No interest in or ability to enjoy former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex.

3. Appetite or weight changes
Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.

4. Sleep changes
Either insomnia or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).

5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation
Either feeling “keyed up” and restless or sluggish and physically slowed down.

6. Loss of energy
Feeling fatigued and physically drained. Even small tasks are exhausting or take longer.

7. Self-loathing
Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. Harsh criticism of perceived faults and mistakes.

8. Concentration problems
Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.

9. Irritability
Easily annoyed or frustrated. Lashing out in anger or snapping at others.

10. Aches and pains
New or worse physical symptoms, including headaches, backaches, diarrhea or constipation, abdominal pain, and aching joints.

Atypical Depression - Atypical depression is a common subtype of major depression. It features a specific symptom pattern, including a temporary mood lift in response to positive events. You may feel better after receiving good news or while out with friends. However, this boost in mood is fleeting. Other symptoms of atypical depression include weight gain or significant increase in appetite, sleeping excessively, a heavy feeling in the arms and legs, and sensitivity to rejection.

(from helpguide.org: [link])

If you have experienced five or more of these symptoms within the same two week period--especially if a depressed mood or loss of interest or pleasure are among your symptoms--this could be indicative of an episode of depression.

(from [link])

interesting......


]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15199646/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15199646/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:34:12 PDT

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15114760/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/15114760/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:07:38 PDT I'm so sick of goodbyes.
I'm so sick of losing everything.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14967893/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14967893/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 09:24:29 PDT suffering. as usual
damn it.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14879472/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14879472/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:24:45 PDT it's so easy to give up

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14800953/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14800953/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 13:58:24 PDT the stress of university is really getting to me.
and the male species continues to confuse me.
im overwhelmed

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14672929/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14672929/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:13:05 PDT i'm confused, confused, confused.
after a dandy week or so i've relapsed

what i don't get is how you can hate someone who you love with such ardent passion...

...and what hurts the most is they don't love you back. so what's the point?

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14600991/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14600991/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:33:51 PDT enjoy (iftar)

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14515075/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14515075/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 10:52:22 PDT
I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14408010/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14408010/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:38:27 PDT 1) karma exists, but only bad karma.
2) logic has never gotten anyone anywhere.
3) change is bad.
4) "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"=bullshit.
5) never be optimistic. ever.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14337913/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14337913/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 17:43:06 PDT please tell me your opinion:

1-how long does it take to get over someone you knew for a really short time but who you absolutely adore?

2-does it take longer if they don't feel the same way about you anymore?

3-how do you make yourself forget about them?

4-is f***ing around with other people helpful in any way?

5-what do you do when you feel completely overwhelmed and feel like dying?

answers are much appreciated.

oh and i made some art. i honestly think that im going insane.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14253725/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14253725/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 10:02:24 PDT i should be celebrating.
but i'm not.
no art
no replies
no courses to take

damn this has been the weirdest summer ever

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14009267/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/14009267/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 00:14:03 PDT
i give up on men

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13496936/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13496936/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 10:03:22 PDT
i'm not going to be around for a while

that means, 2.5 months at the very least. i'm going off somewhere. the thing that upsets me most is the fact that i won't be making very much art in that time either, let alone be submitting anything here. ah well, that's if i live

so, if i'm lucky enough to get any s or comments while i'm gone, know that i appreciate it A LOT. and to all the people i watch, i'm sure your stuff is awesome...can't wait to see it, if i get back.

most importantly: love u all, will miss this place a lot, does you well when you're up trying to write a research paper until 4 am.

i know jay (not on DA) is gonna read this so here
no no fine i admit my emo is gonna miss u A LOT and i will suffer a bit...and don't worry, there will be plenty of hot mamas in tallahassee waiting to take u into their arms (or...ahem..sorry norah-ism there ) yeah thursday will be the day i die, and i'll keep on listening to coheed and cambria (if u make the damn CD) and of course all the rest (yeah yeah soft CD too)...never will have a second-hand turkey sandwich again...

hope u all have a great summer! love norah

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13442419/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13442419/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 05:57:06 PDT
i'm never going to see him again

it's so hard for me to comprehend that, to think that someone who is so tangible to me now, so close and someone i can reach out and touch and hold is going to be completely out of my grasp for the rest of my life, however long that is

it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't seem real, i don't feel like this is actually happening

"save your happiness for tomorrow, and today we'll drown in your tears"...i don't think so anymore. i'll just keep on living the present and living the past, because, soon, i'll be nothing more than a fading memory.

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13379206/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13379206/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 09:40:26 PDT
]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13323376/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13323376/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 23:19:42 PDT
]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13310021/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13310021/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 22:49:13 PDT
]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13136023/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/13136023/ Tue, 29 May 2007 09:16:03 PDT aren't i lucky?

]]> *Sistyn http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/12983675/ http://Sistyn.deviantart.com/journal/12983675/ Wed, 16 May 2007 22:02:25 PDT
and ready to work me arse off!



]]> *Sistyn