Sometimes I hate them with all the fury and passion I possess. Sometimes I wish they'd just vanish away; hate them for all the shit they made me work for that they throw simply enough to Matthew. Hate them for making feel worthless and unable to do anything at all. Making me hate myself... but that's not just them. I've done that too. Usually I hate Matthew. Hate him, because he can be a complete arse (too much Draco Malfoy lately, so forgive me if I say ponce or pouf or arse) and still get more affection and kindness that he's undeserving of than I ever did at his age. I know I'm stuck and I'm frightened of every fucking thing. I fucking hate where I am right now, but I'm scared of every single option that stands before me. I hate them for making me so needy; unable to be brave or firm or stand up for myself. . . but it's not all their fault. I was still able to make good choices and find great people like all of the number of you out there who know how furiously I love you, so I really don't even have to do more than smile while I type this, and nod my thanks.

But sometimes... sometimes I don't hate them all that much... because she really cares sometimes, she's really worried, and she can be a lot of fun! And him? He understands meeeee. Even if he keeps trying to get me to make a choice and do something with this hollow life I'm wasting, he still understands. Lolz and he when he takes me to the doctor and doesn't care that I'm scared out of my wits by little bits of nothing and cry my eyes out, and then goes to chick flicks or cartoons with me... because, let's face it, I have absolutely no one here to go anywhere with.... sometimes I do appreciate them.

However! That does nothin to change the fact that I'm stuck. And then there's those damn memories that sneak up on me and make me cry before I even realize it. I can just be sitting there reading some fanfic about Draco (because, in all honesty, I've gone completely an utterly in love with him this past few weeks, but then a month or so ago the same could easily be said of Kennichi~sama) and read some little yaoi bit about his first kiss or maybe first something a little bit more questionable... and then I realize I'm crying, and fuckitall, I'm remembering my firsts too... and I would never go back, even if given the chance, I'd punch the bloody git in the face or kick him in the nuts, whichever was easiest and more vengeful at the moment.... but I still love him, I don't think I'll ever stop, and I miss hanging out with him and not... being so damn alone. He still hugs me when I see him. People ask how I could possibly forgive him for what he did, but that's just it. It wasn't all him. We were spiraling downwards in a terrifyingly self destructive pattern, and he broke it off because he knew it was something I would never EVER do... it was what we needed then. And the fact that we're still friends, and even if I don't call him, I CAN and that makes a world of difference, or those little hugs he gives me when I see hi... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22757654/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22757654/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 11:08:48 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!

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So I thought I broke my toe/foot. Thought I was going crazy. For the life of me could NOT remember what the hell I'd done to the damn thing. So I suffer mildly for a few days til this morning I wake up and go HO SHIT!!!!!! It hurts without moving it. Without looking at it. It just HURT. Bad enough to make me not wanna move ever again ever, not that it mattered. So I finally go to the STUPID doctor which I FUCKING HATE doing. Sit there, in pain, for two hours, go in. Nurse's first question "What'd you do to your foot?!" like it's my fuckin fault. Like I'd been drunk or somethin and forgot? I mean srsly?! I was like I don't know! It hurts and it's swollen! What do you want from me?! So she leaves, the doctor (who is the only doctor besides Chase I don't hate) comes in and says wow. Wow. You have gout. Like little old men get. Like your dad. (Which is funny cuz he's good buddies with my dad.) and I was like "Nuh uh." and he said, to test it, you totally shove a needle in the joint and see if it tests as gout. I was like "I don't wanna do thattttttttt. " and he was like "Don't worry. First time, we don't do that." I was like lolz. But yeah. I have gout. FUCKING OLD MAN DISEASE GOUT!!!

That's just fucked up right there.

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[link]

ZOMFG I can't stop loving this. Fox Paws is so cute! The boy fox, Randy, was raised by humans and knows all about him, and he met the wild girl fox, Cindy, and is trying to teach her about them. So he was explaining mail to her and telling her it was made from trees. And Cindy was all, "Bird homes?! So what are the birds supposed to live in mail boxes now?!" lolz so this panel was CUTE!!!

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22657604/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 16:48:59 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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I CAN'T CHOOSE! My old firefox theme was fucking up the speed of the internet T_T and now I'm looking for a new one but I CAN'T CHOOSE!!!

This one is SO smooth: [link]

but this one [link] the little fox in the corner RUNS when things are loading!

but this one [link] is classic. nevermind this one... bastards didn't make it for os x. T_T

and this one's [link] got pretty buttons.

HELP MEEEEE!

p.s. Benjamin Button FTW. Pitt was such a cuteeeee teen and kiddddd. well not preteen lmao but he was adorable at four!!! GOOD MOVIEEEEE!!!!

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22541126/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 10:49:52 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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So I bought this AWESOME PS2 game, k? and I'm playing and it's called Eternal Poison (See full trailer at [link] ) and there's this guy and I go "Oh. Boy. He looks like Tamaki. Like SRSLY. The hair, and the way he holds his chin." and so I meet him in the game and his first line "I am honored that you know of me, My Princess." HE FUCKING CALLS ME PRINCESS! Yeah. He's Tamaki. He's even got that gentle voice, and suave charm. It's freaky.

See:
Tamaki:



Duphaston:


For srs. You see it rightttttt?

OK! Now, completely unasked, Duphaston got me free lodgings. I say thanks, he replies, "There's no need for thanks. The comfort of his guests is all the thanks a host needs." HE SAID HOST! COME ON! SRSLY!



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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22519805/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22519805/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 07:24:37 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Guess. Go on! Guess! You'll never get it.

Not deviations.

Not watchers.

Not pageviews.

TODAY'S MY GRANDMA'S HUNDRED YR BIRTHDAY PARTY! (yesterday was her bday).

I thought that deserved it's own journal, ne?

I STILL LOVE CUJO, THOUGH!!!!

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22453060/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:50:51 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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AND NO YOU CAN'T HAVE HER! CUJO IS ALL MINE AND I LOVE HER AND SHE SENT ME GIANT TONS OF PRESENT AND MADE ME SESSHY PILLOW AND DREW ME MANY PICS OF WHICH I OR SHE WILL UPLOAD AS SOON AS I GET BACK FROM DAD'S SCUBA CLUB MEETING SHIT AT LIKE NINE PM TONIGHT T_T BUT ANYWAY SHE'S AWESOME AND ALL MINE AND NO YOU CAN'T HAVE HER AND I'M SO HAPPY!!!!

That is all.

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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22131606/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/22131606/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 13:14:41 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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LOOOOOK! RYUU~CHAN MADE ME PRETTIES TOOOOOOOO!!!! <3 I hate to keep editing this, but it's got all my favorite pictures in itttttt.



And yes. That is exactly what would happen. EXACTLY.

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LOOKITTTTT XHLEY DREW SEXY AKA!!!! =3



*cant stop staring*

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It's love Samantha's chars holiday, isn't it? I DON'T CARE! I LOVE IT! I'M SOOO HAPPY!!! LOOKIT WHAT Kiiro~chi DREW ME!!!



LOOKIT! LOOKIT MORE!!! MAN I LOVE IT WHEN PPLZ DRAW MY CHARS! IT GIVES ME THE WARM FUZZIES!!!! <3

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Did you see this? No srsly. LOOK. LOOK! YOU'RE NOT LOOKING HARD ENOUGH! LOOK!!!!! DID YOU SEE IT?! DID YOU?! ISN'T IT FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!?!?!

[link]

*squees* Xhley just made my life happy.

Anywayyyyyyyyz. I'm done drawing the three parts of my holiday card. Now just scanning, lineart, coloring, and shading.... In only forty~seven hours. *skims thru Japanese grammar book* Jibun yonjuushichi! lolz. I'm gonna teach me Japanese. Don't care HOW hard it is. I just... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21961341/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21961341/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 09:50:55 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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So I was thinking I should upload a Christmas Picture on Christmas Day, right? Lots of people do! Thing is I never finish stuff when I want to. but yeah I sketched it out already! I'll have to sketch it again, each of the three parts. . . and make the lines official, scan it, do line art, color, and add words.... I've got 12 days... that's enough time for my procrastinating ass, right? I sure hope so... cuz now that I've sketched it, I realllllly want to do it!

It's about Skryntarr and Orion of course. HO SHIT not some random yaoi fanart? That's right. You heard me, It's all Skry & Ori!

Orion: ORI~ON! ON!!! Why doesn't anyone ever take the time to say that?!

Yeah, yeah, gomen ne. But yeah. It's real sweet. My Holiday picture is. Just as a hint, I'll let you know it has Skryntarr and Orion in all three parts! It has young Zakymnir, Sralin and Zachariah (Who I'm also considering spelling Zakariah or Zackariah... any takers?), and Aka (duh). Doesn't it sound like fun?! <3

Dunno who one or more of them is? Just ask and I shall answer! I really gotta finish that damn meme...

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It appears that I am about to disappear nearly completely for about a week. You see...

A few years ago, when KH2 came out right during exam week? I practically failed every test. You see.... I put over 70 hours on it, in just that first week!!!! and now...

KHCOM FOR THE PS2 IS COMING IN THE MAIL!!! Tho I fear that as soon as it arrives... I will sort of fade away for a week or so until I beat it... BUT I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!

It's been so long since I've waited for a new KH, and even tho I already have KHCOM for the DS (well gameboy advance tech. but same thing) and I know the story... this is so much better! We'll get to hear Vexy and Lexy and Marly and Zexy and Larx all TALK! AND I'LL GET TO ACTUALLY PLAY AS 3 DIMENSIONAL RIKU!!!! CAN'T WAIT! DO WANT! HOW FAR AWAY IS NC from WV?! HO SHIT HO SHIT!!! This could be bad for Sam.

I'ma have to hurry up to beat TWEWY (The World Ends With You.. which I abhor calling it... Japan says It's A Wonderful World, then so will I! but... TWEWY sounds better than IWW ) becuz I know as soon as KHCOM comes, I'm gonna drop EVERYTHING and just be like *hypnotized gaze* KH KH KH KH KH KH KH KH KH KH KH KH!!! Maybe it'll actually kick my butt into doing some srs KH art! C'MON! I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY SORIKU! SORIKU IS LIKE MY OTP! AND I DON'T HAVE ANY? I fail. T_T lolz

So... imouto~chan, Go... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21638620/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21638620/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 20:43:25 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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I know you have a dream.

You just haven't dreamed it yet...

Rhyme

TWEWY

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21579154/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:53:30 PST Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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*deep breath*

EEEEEEEEEE!

You all remember how much I fucking LOVE Lost Souls? And how I cried when I found out the prequel was $100+ T_T WELL I JUST FOUND IT FOR 35 BUCKS! Duh I was like click buy naow buy NAOW!!! It should arrive around the same time as the KHCOM for the ps2 I just preordered! HAPPINESS ABOUNDS! I LOVE EVERYTHING! And that rarely happens.

Poppy Z. Brite is my kindred spirit. I'm not in love with her. I already have a husband, kthx. But the point is that she understands my soul!!! We both feel as tho we are gay men trapped in female bodies! And the way she writes! It breaks me apart. *eyes shake* I'm in love with all her chars.

So now my life is happiness and joy, and I wish all the same for every single one of you! X3

EDIT: Plz vote on my poll [link] if you can choose. I can't. T_T

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21110928/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 13:39:11 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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No I'm srsly. I cannot breathe. This is the single funniest thing I've ever seen in my entire life!!!!!!!! If you watch any of these make it shit first link PLZ!!!
[link]

This really should've been done sooner.
[link]

This is love
[link]

LMAO Oh Oh OH FFDN Beauty, eh?
[link]

ZOMFG ZOMFG DN BEAUTY!!! HO SHIT! DO WANT!!! "Shinigami. Apples. KIRA!" *points*
[link]

DANCE! DANCE I SAY!!! <3
[link]JoxqcXiap0
This one's not working right, here's the separate end bit, just don't put a space between = and D [link] DJoxqcXiap0

Hard to hear, but I like that Ryuk.
[link]

I... don't know.... but Roxas has Axel written on the back of his shirt!
[link]

Again hard to hear... but KISSU KISSU!!
[link]

We all agree with this one.
[link]

Ok ok ok ok ok ok ok I'd better stop now, it's getting ridiculous.

But on a final side note? Just how many times DOES Sora say "Huh?"
[link]
I'm kinda doing the same thing but with Inuyasha and Kagome. How many times do they scream each other's names? and just how many Osuwaris are there? Gomen ne, but I don't have them all in Japanese T_T so it'll have to be English.

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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21069173/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/21069173/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 18:48:39 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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ALRIGHT. Which one of y'all forgot to tell me about YAOI CON!?!?!?! HOLY SHIT! DO WANT!!!!! ZOMFG PLZ PLZ PLZ?! *tweak*

[link]

YAOI CONNNNNN. CONVENTION. WITH YAOI LOVERS. IS THERE A BETTER THING IN EXISTENCE? I THINK NOT!!!!

Y....yaoi....con?! Zomfg. Plz. Plz. Plz. I need it. My very existence depends on it.

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Ok so many many mannnnny days ago I was working on this pani poni thing. See Kiiro~chi () did a gif of Kairi dancing to the pani poni dance. Anyway I loved it and thought Misa should dance it too. I had been working on it but I only got to like 12/40 frames before I quit
aka

Anyway recently I thought, Boy, that's stinkish. I bet I could do better. So this time I'm hoping I'll actually finish it so I can use it as my webcam! lmao. Anyway I think it's looking a lot better. I'm only on 9/40 frames right now, so it's shorter, but opinions would be welcomed! <3

It'll look better when it's done and it's not repeating at a random spot. I'm tracing and I'll be sure to mention that when I post it, but I still have to fix the hair and the necklace and the colors lolz.
Thanx everybody!



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... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20982140/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20982140/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 08:04:24 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Hey, guyz! <3 i just finally finished that new dn amv some of you know i've been working on. come on. DEATH NOTE AMV. as always spoilers and hints at yaoi. but u know that one. c'mon. lmao. srsly.

[link]

high quality link cuz it's BETTER. this took FOREVER. long song is long and i even shortened it. also i added the annotations through youtube cuz my iMovie program does NOT rock at subtitles. it makes em way too big and puts them NOT at the bottom of the video. so annoying. lolz i even did my credits on youtube.

k. so comment. yes plz? k thx. <3

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20949817/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 08:41:28 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!

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I'm for srs guys. You need to read this if you haven't. It was amazing. Anyway below is my comment on it. It reminded me of how I learned to draw. <3 Sometimes I forget that I've been trying for as long as I can remember. lolz. It's funny cuz I learned off Disney movies like the Lion King and for a long time I rocked at drawing animals but couldn't for the life of me draw people. and then came Inuyasha. and that is why all of my ppl are drawn reminiscent of that style it is becuz of my YEARS of drawing him that I can draw ppl at all now. I used to draw him in all the corners of my notebook, I learned every detail of his outfit, I can probably still draw him perfectly from memory. but he used to suck when I drew him, it took AGES to make him look right. and i was so proud! Wish I could find the school notebook or homework assignment I drew my first good one on lmao. but yeah then for a long time I couldn't draw animals again! LE GASP lolz but i'm slowly easing into that point where i'm getting more comfortable with both. now if only i could draw backgrounds. but i HATE tiny details, and like when I draw plants i try to draw every leaf and get pissed off and stalk off lolz. i'm too used to drawing cartoons, i've always obsessed on remembering every detail from the strange string on inuyasha's chest to the direction his haori folds to how many flowers sesshy's got on his kimono and how many stripes on his bow lmao but yeah this is too long i'm shutting up now.

MY COMMENT ON THE POST
WOW beautifully spoken and well worded. lolz i can easily say i am NOT the greatest artist on devart, not even close. but i am a LOT further than i was. and that's the whole point of art when i was little i had these twin best friends. and i thought they WERE the single greatest artists in the world. and i wanted to be like them. and i actually started out by just tracing. and ppl used to laugh at me for tracing all the time, and all i would say is that i was learning how the lines worked together to make pictures and they should check back in a couple years and see how far i'd come. they'd just laugh. but anyway... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20922676/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20922676/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 14:47:37 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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ZOMFG GUYZ!!!!! Ok you remember this, anyone? Remember the story about it? Gay Adam who is like teh awesome gay man ACTUALLY GOT A MUFFIN TATTOOED ON HIS ASS!!!! i'm still not entirely straight on whether he got THAT muffin or not. It's freaky! lolz but kind of flattering I guess.... that I convinced him to get a muffin tattooed on his ass... OW! Sounds painful to me, man.

In other news. I'm almost to 10,000 pageviews?! When the fuck did that happen? I'm not that cool. You catch it? I'll do something awesome for you. Dunno what or when or any of those things, but I will!

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20919106/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 10:48:18 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

k my comments will be () any responses to Cujo's will be this, k? let's begin.


I Fear…

[X] the dark (Not the dark itself. It's comforting. I'm scared of what I can't SEE in the dark. )
[X] staying single forever (T_T I guess I did have Brent. That's something. And last life there was Aka~chan! Oh and Sralin... but blahdeblahdeblah) Cujooooo! Does that mean we can move in together and adopt random children if we get rich so they'll have good homes? Or at least have lotsa random pets!
[X] being a parent (i wasn't but now... after Celine and Matthew. DAMMIT I'm practically a parent now. All I ever do is watch those punks. I do love Celine though. I do. Just don't like her ALL the time.)
[X] giving birth (Are u kidding?! All that PAIN?! Me no likey pain!)
[] being myself in front of others That's a tough one. Before I get to know someone a bit I won't, but after I do, you can't get me to stop. Even if I know I'm awful, I can't help but be it.
[] open spaces Sry lolz I love open spaces, specially fields and stuff *dreamy face*
[X] closed spaces ( HO SHIT YES! THEY'LL GET SMALLER AND EAT ME!!!!!! but I like corners to hide in)
[X] heights (yes'm. and planes. *shudders* icky icky yuck. if i'm meant to fly, Kami~Kaze~Sama will tell me so.)
[ ] dogs (are they srs?! animals are like teh only things i'm NOT afeared of. well, the fuzzy ones anyway.)
[ ] birds
[ ] fish (they're icky, but not scary.)
[X] spiders (i can't hardly even squish them! no matter how small! all bugs are EWW EWW EWW TASUKETE!)
[ ] flowers or other plants (i'm.... allergic.... but not afeared.)

Total so far: 7

[x] being touched (depends. Brent could touch me, even when i first met him, and i wasn’t scared, but other ppl…*shivers* specially my shoulders. don’t touch me!!!)
[ ] fire (no way! i mean he did hurt Brent’s kitty, but he didn’t mean to. it’s Brent stupid stepdad’s fault! Kami~Kaji~Sama only hurts stupid ppl.)
[X] deep water (as in scuba diving? nowayz kthx.)
[X] snakes (YES!!! NO TOUC... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20751830/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20751830/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 23:13:02 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Ok. I. Am. DIStressed. I'm srsly.

Check this? My list of recent favs....

Deviations by Favourites:
Soubi teh Pedo Leech Stamp
86
Happy AkuRoku Day
76
Sesshy Goes to Candy Mountain
61
Courage the Cowardly Fanart
31
AkuRoku Day Stamp
30

K.... would any of you say these are my BEST works? Tch. I think not. It's just so annoying. I get like 5 of these a WEEK. WTF?! It's so depressing. Doesn't anyone look at my GOOD stuff? Instead of this old crap. Do you all have this problem too?! It's just.... not right!!!

At least Zero Percent A Death Note Fic has 19 favs... but what I'd call my recently best pic, KibaxShino Xmas 4 xxlemi has only 7.

I don't expect to have lots of favs. Let's face it, I suck compared to those AMAZING devart artists. You all know who I'm talking about. The ones with millions of pageviews and watchers who have so many comments they couldn't POSSIBLY respond to them all. But still.... why does my popular stuff have to be... crap?! T_T Sadness.

I'm done ranting now. I have to finish linearting before bed.

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20633849/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 11:08:39 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Ok. There's this guy. And he's like ftw. He drew ONE HUNDRED manga eyes. I tried to guess some... dunno if i'm right. lolz you guys got any ideas?

Vid: [link]

Picture: [link]

My comment on the vid: "OOOH OOH 18, 19, 20? Ichigo, Renji, Rukia? Or am I just clueless? 51!!! L's eyes! Oh yeah. I'd know them anywhere. I draw them enough. X3 57-60 Dragon Ball pplz, ne? 71, Naruto? 72, Gaara? 97, Ed Elric? I certainly hope I'm not just being an idiot here. GREAT vid. Amazing! WOW!!! you have some srs patience. You must be tired!!! O.o"

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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20628014/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20628014/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:40:44 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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GUYZ!!! GUUUYYYZZZZZZ!!!!! [link] <~~~~ *point*point*point* ZOMFG LOOKIT WAHT MY FRIEND STEPHEN SHOWED ME! DECEMBER 2ND!!! THE KH COM FOR THE PS2 IS COMING OUT! any of you kh lovers who had no gbadvance or ds T_T and hated missing out on KH COM DUDE LOOKIT! IT'S COMING HERE! LIFE IS HAPPINESS!!!! <3

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20615502/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 07:48:49 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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lolz Winnie the Pooh is hilarious...and ima dork.

Eeyore walks in with a large lump on his nose.
Pooh jumps up, "Eeyore you got stung out there?!"
Eyeore, looks a bit crossied, "No. I got stung right here where I can keep an eye on it."
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Pooh trips over stuff and falls down with honey all over himself and a jar on his head.
Rabbit calls, "Pooh! are you all right?"
Pooh replies, still sticky and in a jar, "Yes. I just landed on my . . . self."

I'm sorry. it's hilarious. lolz. Onward to the vampires.

I'm working on a new story which has nothing to with Skryntarr, Inuyasha, Death Note, or any other thing that would make it a fan work. It's.... *whispers* ORIGINAL. *raises eyebrows*

lolz and i'm wonderin' if i'm just a dork or if you'd wanna read more. I already showed Cujo most of what I've got so far. But I need more feedback!!! <3

She loved the sun. It always reminded her of everything good. The warm way it wriggled in around her like a blanket and enveloped her. She could almost see it glimmering around her in a glow of fiery yellow aura. Besides, when she went out there, walking barefoot through the cool grass in her blindingly white sundress with the little silken butterflies and ribbon flowers stitched on it in faded pastels, it was the perfect place to wait. She could snuggle down amongst the long green reeds, the damp feeling of the extreme contrast of cold green flora pressed against the back of her legs and her neck where it pushed up through her long hair and the comforting heat of the sunlight on her face and shoulders was overwhelming. She slipped off into the best daydreams a five-year-old could have at such times. If she waited long enough, he'd be done with his lessons. That was her favorite time of day. He loved the sun too. She couldn't even hear his silk shoes through the grass, and it would always surprise her when his tall, thin body pressed down beside her in the dirt. A smile would light across her face like fire, but she never needed to open her eyes. She just writhed around until she was curled up in his armpit. They said it was wrong for them to be that close. He was so much older than her, and her brother no less... but she never saw it that way. She was certain he would never hurt her, and when he whispered her name like that, "Elayne," she knew no one could ever hurt her.
"I've missed you, Brother. Did you do good lessons today?" the lisp was present in her speech, though only until her front tooth grew back in, he had assured her.
“They went well, I suppose. Rather boring. How has your day been, Sister?” The 22-year-old smiled gently down at her closed lashes, slipping his arm around her waist.
“Warm,” she repli... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20249042/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20249042/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 08:27:55 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Well, since yesterday, Gackt woke me up and I rolled over cuz he was on my ipod which is my alarm, and anyway I rolled over and then here this THUNDEROUS crash, and turn back to see that one of the few framed wolf pics I have was laying where I had been moments before... thus Gackt saved me life, and I decided that no wolf picture should be hung more than a few inches off the ground, and certainly not over my bed!!!! I'll forgive him for his travesty this morning of waking me from my good dream.

I usually don't remember my dreams, but when I do it's just snippets. And they usually either don't make any sense at all, or else they involve Brent. go figure. So this is probably not the whole dream, but it's pretty close for me.

I had the strangest dream last night. It was my birthday or someshit, though that was less important at the beginning of my dream. They were planning some kind of something and sent me off to the movies. I go and it looks like the old fashioned Lewis Theatre in my town. Anyways, while I was there I ran into Brent and he said after the movies, since it WAS my birthday he was gonna come back to my house. So afterwards we both get in our own cars and head out, but for some reason I get hopelessly lost in the streets of Elkins? Even though that's my college town and since it was my house and hometown theatre, there should NOT have been Elkins in between? lolz but I finally get home and there's swarms of ppl cuz my parents did this surprise party crap, but i didn't know most of the ppl, and I finally found Brent. He took my hand and lead me under this giant Rafiki's house-lookin tree that's randomly in my front yard. We lay down under it, him still holding my hand, and I'm just staring at him. After a bit he says, "I hope you like your present. I worked real hard on it." and I go But I look up then and that tree is COVERED in paopu fruits. (You know... the fruit that if you share with someone, your destinies are intwined) and some of them have been cut into letters, and it says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE" and I was just like "This is the BEST birthday present ever! And I hardly got you anything last year. I'll have to think awful hard and get you something kickass next holiday!" and he just laughed, picked up a fallen paopu, took a bite, and held it out to me. I reached out my fingers, and then... Gackt started to sing.

Dammit, but I'm a wuss. I used to have dreams like that when he'd moved to SC. Every night back then. They were always the happiest dreams, but they always made me cry cuz when I woke up... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20243900/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20243900/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:59:25 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Any of you catch Bleach? I was screaming when whatsisface came and grabbed Ichigo. I was screaming RENJI GO TOO!!! AND THEN HE DID!!! and then dude left Renji and Ichigo all alone?! FREAK OUT! AND THEN SO CLOSE! ALL UP IN EACH OTHER'S FACE AND I WAS ALL LIKE! "ZOMFG! I'll give you 5 bucks to kiss" *step closer* "20 bucks" *step closer* "50 bucks!!!" *glare* Renji: "It was just a friendly shove! " "OK 100 BUCKS! I'M SRSLY! I'LL DO ANYTHING! KISS KISS!!!" soooo closeeeeee

but no. denied.

T_T oh well lolz at least i got some Renji, haven't seen much in a while. Renjigo is SO cannon... look how well their names fit together! That's a sure sign. Anyway Code Geass and then that Moribito. So I'm off, might edit this latr. Sure no one will read it before then lmao.

P.S. LELOUCHHHHH! NOOO!!! IIE!!!! YOU LOVE SUZAKU! HOW COULD HE?! HOW COULD YOU?! LELOU!!!!!!

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20219888/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 14:05:51 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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CUJO'S BACK!!!!!

and well... I'm ecstatic...

so I thought you all should know.

Also the kids and my parents are driving my out of my mind! But I've been relatively well behaved and not had any huge breakdowns while Cujo was away, just like she said.

...

So NOW can I have one?!

but YAY CUJO'S BACK!!! CUJO!!! *points frantically* CUJO!!!

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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20181927/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20181927/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:10:25 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Samantha R Fail... at life. T_T

I just did a simple task, ne? Dad says vacuum the store. I say Hai! I can do that! Wakatta! So I go and vacuum and all a sudden there's this scrunch and this horrible smell and I slam the off button on the vacuum but already there's smoke and I scream DAD!!! THE VACUUM'S EXPLODING! TASUKETE!!!! and he's like calm down, unplug it. So I do and then he starts pulling like HALF THE CARPET out of the thing! I swear I just caught one little loose strand in the carpet, and there's not even a hole in the carpet, dakedo he just kept pulling strands out of the thing, and there was the occasional tuft of smoke... and I... I totally just broke the carpet and set the vacuum cleaner on fire. Now the door's opening, airing out the awful smell. I can't do anything right. Caryn's correct.... I fail at life. T_T

Japanese translations!
ne = isn't that right? do you agree? it's kind of like the canadian eh
hai = yes
wakatta = i understand. or just understood, understand, etc.
tasukete = help me! or help... i forget.
dakedo = but (demo means that too)

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/20028048/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 17:58:46 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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HEYYYY. For anyone who actually checked out my Death Note People Are Strange amv [link] and loved it. Cuz it was kickass and hopefully you commented and rated? I finally finished the sequel. Different songs, but still going with the "weird/strange" themes. ZOMFG There are way toooooo many strange clips in DN and I STILL missed some. T_T Anyway's go check out that one and the new one: [link]w7acUiDs-A&fmt=18 dammit the link isn't working. here, use this but take out the space between = and p youtube.com/watch?v= Pw7acUiDs-A&fmt=18 in fact if you just copy that exactly even with the space and paste it in the address bar, it still works. at least it did for me. that is the MOST annoying emote code.

Hai. Domo Arigato. Onegaishimasu.

I'll try to be less absent now. Wish me luck. Those vids took like the whole past week of my life.

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19991117/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 16:43:52 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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JEEZ SAM! Where the hell have you been? I thought you said Krysty was leaving Wednesday. Oh well . . . yeah. She did.... dakedo I was working on....

[link]

THIS! It's another DN movie. As always spoilers. But honestly.... what fanwork does NOT have spoilers of some kind? If ppl don't want spoilers they shouldn't be lookin up fan shit, ne? Anyway this one is like SRSLY more happy than the other one. None of that depressing creepy shit this time! Come on it's to the "People Are Strange" song! How could it not be fun?!

I think I'm gonna have to do a sort of sequel though. I SWEAR I watched EVERY SINGLE EPISODE OF DN IN CHIPMUNK SPEED! It still took me like 3 or 4 days and little sleep. I took out EVERY SINGLE "strange" clip from Mikami's SAKUJOs to Raito's laughing to Misa's wagging her finger or shaking her butt to Mello's chocolate biting to Near's playing to Ryuk's... whatever. lolz. I dunno. But even after this vid I STILL have a bunch of clips left. And it makes me sad that I went to alllllll that work for nothing. So yeah... maybe sequel. but different song, and less thought put into it. PLZ comment. I'll luff u forever!

As for art? I'm kinda arted out. Plz try ur call again latr.

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Sry, guys. Krysty came to visit me! So I'll be like completely gone. Lolz. Be back wednesday or thursday and right after that i'll probably finish up this pretty art I was working on. Also I'll have Sukisho to watch soon! Except... Krysty won't watch it with me. T_T How does one explain yaoi to someone who neither understands or appreciates it?

Anyways. Latr. I luffs u guys, but it's been real quiet on here lately anyway. T_T

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19804377/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 07:56:30 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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HELLZ NO! I'M CALLING FOUL! We've got these topless girls making out within like the first 20 minutes of Lost Boys 2. WHY IS IT OK FOR GIRLS TO MAKE OUT IN MOVIES BUT NOT GUYS?! THAT'S DISCRIMINATION! DAMN YOU AMERICA! MUST YOU ALWAYS DISCRIMINATE AGAINST SOMEBODY?! I have nothing against girls making out, I just don't think it's fair that they can do it publicly with NO complaints, but guys can't get away with that same freedom. I'm... I'm really grinded up about this shit. *walks off grumbling*

Of course Edgar Frog would have the best quote of this sequel:
"Build a man a Fire and he's warm for a day.
Light a man ON Fire and he's warm for the rest of his life."
Good point, that.

Oh so similar to that Lost Souls book I SWEAR I WILL SOMEDAY FINISH AS IT IS MY FAVORITEEEEE! Anyway, rewatching Lost Boys cuz I did NOT know they just made a sequel! O.o Which I proceeded to buy instantly upon seeing as it seems to have most of the same people and that is always a good sign. And this Corey Feldman fellow that Brent seemed to recognize. I saw him at Walmart last night. Same story as always though. A hug, some smalltalk, and we're on our ways. Pathetic how much those hugs mean to me.

ANYWAY on a SiriusxRemus kick again.
I have some chocolate upstairs, you want some?”
“urple chocolate?” Hope full big amber eyes stared up at him. Sirius laughed.
“Is there such a thing as purple chocolate?”
“Yes, it’s the best.”
“No I only have brown chocolate.” Remus sighed dramatically.
“I suppose it will have to do.”
I forget which fanfic that was from but DAMN do I love fanfics.

But back to the Lost Boys:
Grandpa *babbling about the tv guide*
Sam "Wait!!! You HAVE a tv?"
Grandpa "No. I just like to read the tv guide. Read the tv guide... don't need a tv."
LOVE LOVE LOVE IT
When you're strange. Faces come out of the rain. When you're strange! No one remembers your name.
<... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19724651/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19724651/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 19:24:23 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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This Samantha spent wayyyyy too much money. She's not going to tell you how much. But you should be proud of her! She went from 17 posters to only 7. well on my second order. Anyway, now I must show you what I bought. BRAGGING TIME!

From Amazon I bought:

SUKISHO
This would be the majority of money I spent. Oops?
Too late now.

Now for the gk posters. And hey I got like 10 bucks off (5 per order)... that's a good deal, ne?
1st Order:
Yes I finally got it. This is the only wallscroll, all others are 3 buck posters:




2nd Order:



(Click OHSHC for larger pics)


and this last one you may not know trinity blood, but all you need to know, and about all i know is they're vampire like twins named Cain and Abel. good enough for me.


final price? Itititititititititit. (Owowowowowoowowowowowowow.)
Don't ask. *flees*



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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19668440/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 19:37:45 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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Otakon. Baltimore, MD. August 8th, THIS YEAR.

Guess who's going to be there?

KAPPEI YAMAGUCHI!!!!!!!!

FREAKING VOICE OF INUYASHA AND L!!!! *FREAKS OUT* DO WANT!!!!! HE'S RIGHT THERE! JUST ABOVE MY STATE! I COULD REACH OUT AND POKE HIM!!! T_T BUT NO TIME TO MAKE COSTUME! NO TIME TO FIND PPL TO COME! NO TIME TO ASK OFF WORK! FREAKING DO WANT! PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ!!! DO WANT! DO WANT!!!!!!! DO WANT!!!! DO WANT!!!! DO WANT!!!!! SOMEONE COME SAVE ME AND TAKE ME TO OTAKON PLZ!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!

*hyperventilates*

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http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19581014/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 21:44:49 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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FUN QUIZ LOOKS FUN!

stold from

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

What’s the meaning of life?
This Is Me (From Camp Rock) [Uhm... Be yourself?]

What’s tomorrow’s forecast?
Hello (Hyde) [???]

What did you dream about last night?
Anthem of Our Dying Day (Story Of The Year) [uhmm... my death?]

What do you like to do on vacation?
I'll Never Break Your Heart (BSB) [Not break pplz hearts? ]

There’s a message on your answering machine. It says:
This Love (Maroon 5) [I freaking wish]

What do you think of school?
Two Stars (Camp Rock) [Not a clue...]

What does the last person you talked to think of you?
Jump Down (B*Witched) [They think my head's in the clouds???]

What do you do on your days off?
No More Sorrow (Linkin Park) [Again, I wish, and what days off damnit?! I'm always working or watching the kids. T_T *has no life*]

Describe your hairstyle:
Todokanai Ai to Shitteita noni Osaekirezuni Aishitsuzuketa - Although I Knew This Love Would Not Reach You, I Still Continue to Love You, Uncontrollably (Gackt) [Long title is LONG... uhm.... I dunno how that applies to my hairstyle, which has blue and purple streaks right now. ]

Describe your lifestyle:
Independent Women Part 1 (Destiny's Child) [Again, I wish]

Your thoughts on aliens are:
Everything You Want (Vertical Horizon) [Actually, I'm terrified of aliens ]

You won a trip to another country. You feel:
Na - Me (Bi - Rain) [LOLZ PICK ME PICK ME, I WANNA GO TO JAPAN!]

Describe your favorite TV show:
Tokimeki - Heart Aflutter (Joe Hisaishi from Howl's Moving Castle) [uhmmmm I do like mushi yaoi/shounen~ai shows]

Describe your family:
Arabian Dream (from KH2) [I THINK NOT. FUCK THAT. Hell would be a more appropriate word.]

What you think when you see your enemy:
Nothing On My Back (Sum 41) [....?]

When someone asks for the time you say... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19526926/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19526926/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 21:26:10 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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Look what this Samantha found: [link] Oh my. That looks FUN. I'm SO not coloring this one though. Except for the first question cuz well I'm gonna have fun with that! In one sense it's bad cuz we saw how long Sam was gone when she was working on the LAST one of these. but it's ok. Cuz before I even start I'm at least finishing my Zukaang. It's total crap, but I'm pretending it's good. I dunno, I like Zuko's face and chest.... but that may be it. I TRIED DAMMIT!

I found my ihome remote. I only had to look... EVERY FUCKING WHERE!!! Also T_T I was so scared, Cujo! I couldn't find the manga you sent me. It's cuz I did that "I'll put it here so I'll find it later." I HATE when I do that. I can never find it... but I did! *phew* And it's safe and sound. I hated myself when I couldn't find it. T_T

What else... what else? Ooh Necratoholic came! Gakuen Heaven's still nowhere to be seen. *pouts* But Necratoholic was JUICY! And the best line?! "I want to go to the South Pole. . . to see the penguins." MAN why wouldn't Caryn answer her phone? I so thought of her.

I need to clean my room... I put my clean clothes away and made my bed so that Kira has room now and she's started shnuggling with me again.... I had like SIX winter blankets! O.o a fuzzy Inuyasha blanket, a sheet, 3 regular sized pillows (one with Inu and one with Sesshy covers) a giant plush valentines leopard, a plush bunny, husky, and bear, t... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19479457/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19479457/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 09:09:10 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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*opens mouth*

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*closes mouth*

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*opens mouth*

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Uhm........ Uhmm......... So.... mom's been trying to set me up. So she says. She has this like 24~28 year old friend named Elizabeth who's closer to my age but she's got three kids which is how she knows mom. cuz her son philip is friends with matthew. so anyway Elizabeth's husband is a chef at the big fancy greenbrier hotel. And so mom calls me all of a sudden today after having said nothing for like two weeks juts calls me just now and goes:

"His name is John. He's 27. He's a chef. He likes weird stuff like you. He's a chef. He likes English (or was an English major I, Samantha, forget what she said). He has long hair. He's your kind of people. He's a chef. And I'm getting his phone number so you can call him. And he's interested in meeting you." *the end*

And she said all that real fast like I talk and that was it. The end. I was like ummmm. What now? I'm not good at meeting ppl. I get nervous and talk to fast and don't make sense and say stupid shit. *shivers* I can't do this! And what if mom's stupid. it's been known to happen. what if he's awful and i hate him? WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF?! TOO MANY WHAT IFS!!! TASUKETE! HELP ME! WHAT DO I DO???????

I'm scared.

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See how they glisten.... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19415128/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19415128/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 18:24:43 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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At the bottom of this journal I'll have all the songs listed with the answers. But first let me just say I spent mas money. Oops? but it's ok lemme show you what I get.

First off. Wave buhbye to that ASSFACE automatic litter box mom bought me. It's crap. Doesn't work. Stinks soooo bad. Makes one hell of a mess. SHIT. So nowwwww: [link] YAY Unfortunately... mas money. But it's the ONLY litter box mom will agree to! T_T She's so mean. I like the regular litter box. And it hardly smells at ALL compared to this auto crap. But at least I get this new one, too bad I have to pay for it all T_T $40.77

Second. [link] Necratoholic. Tell me this isn't HOT. Vampires? Yaoi? Manga? I'm sold. $14.35

Third, and last. Imouto~chan. You're the one who turned me onto this, ne? I haven't seen a single episode, but I trust you and it looks like love, so I just gave in and bought it. Oops? [link] But isn't it pretty. Gakuen Heaven. All boys school? Yaoi? Anime? DO WANT! $30.88

I think it was worth it....

Anyway, song answers. Guessed ones are bold, answers underlined:

1. A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don’t think I can look at this the same.
1. Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
2. He called her on the road, from a lonely cold hotel room, just to hear her say I love you one more time. But when he heard the sound of the kids laughing in the background, he had to wipe away a tear from his eye.
2. I’m Already There by Lonestar
3. We are Siamese, if you please. Prrrr. We are Sia... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19367589/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19367589/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 07:28:04 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Well not really, but in my mind taggd me cuz I knew a lot of her songs.

RULES
Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random. (I thought it was called shuffle?)
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. (I'm putting more than the first line to make it easier for you guys. |D)
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING! (Unless they're in Japanese)

Some hints: LMAO most of these are gonna be japanse. so a hint? if it’s Japanese it’s either Inuyasha, Maximum the Hormone, Nightmare, Gackt, or Hyde or Rain. I’m skipping wordless songs, how the fuck do I write those?

1. A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don’t think I can look at this the same.

2. He called her on the road, from a lonely cold hotel room, just to hear her say I love you one more time. But when he heard the sound of the kids laughing in the background, he had to wipe away a tear from his eye.

3. We are Siamese, if you please. Prrrr. We are Siamese if you don’t please. Meow. Now we’re looking over our new domicile. If we like, we stay for maybe quite a while.

4. I will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a second’s worth of how my story’s ending. And I wish I could know if the directions that I take and all the choices that I make won’t end up all for nothing.

5. Kokoro no naka no JIORAMA no machi wa kibou no hikari de kirameite iru kagerou no hane de habataita yume wa kimi to boku to no sagashimono shingitsu wa itsumo hitomi ni hisonde iru aoku.

6. Playground school bell rings again. Rain Clouds come to play again. Has no one told you she’s not breathing? Hello. I’m your mind giving you someone to talk to. Hello.

7. How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable? So condescending unnecessarily critical. I have the tendency of getting very physical. So watch your step cause if I do you’ll need a miracle.

8. Yeah. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You’re far too kind. Unh. Whoo. Yeah. Whoo. Can I get a encore? Do you want more? Cookin raw with the Brooklyn Boys. So for one last time I need y’all to roar. Now what the hell are you waitin’ for? After me, there shall be no more. So for one last time *&($$! make some noise!

9. ano koro no daiji na omoidetachi ma mo zutto nokotte ita yo kono deatta konseki sae nokosete ita no?

10. Oh. Shizuka ni deguchi ni tatte. Kurayami ni hikari o ute. Imatdoki yakusoku nante fuan ni saseru dake kana. Negai o kuchi ni shitai dake sa.

11. Oh-oh. No-no. Alright. You like to be seen at every party at t... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19293698/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19293698/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 14:11:27 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
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These are some of my favorite men:

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I JUST MADE THE BEST DN VID EVER. took fucking hours. anywayyyyy so awesome. FIRST OFF. BE WARNED. if you haven't seen or read the whole thing, then you don't wanna watch it. this vid spoils EVERYTHING. SO GO FINISH THE SERIES XXLEMI SO YOU CAN WATCH MY AMV! YOU HEARD ME! I'M TALKING TO YOU! if you don't mind dn stuff being spoiled, i guess you can watch it anyway. but i'm srsly. it ruins EVERYTHING. but it's so pretty. this song just fit so well. so plz, if you're done with Death Note, plz plz plz see Sam's video and comment for her. Arigato!

[link]

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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19264087/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19264087/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 22:25:07 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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I'm srsly here! I think I actually... I think I actually just finished my DN Halloween fic? NO WAY?! SRSLY?! I have to reread the whole INSANELY LONG bit of it tomorrow and check for grammar errors, or else I'll never forgive myself, but trust me. It's AWESOME. I hope I ended it right. I was planning to keep going, but then Ryuk said that line and I said, you know what. Isn't that just a beautiful place to stop? Arigato, Ryuk. Leave the rest up to the imagination. Besides, writing shmex is hard. I can type page after page of things so quickly, but writing up to Raito and L intelligence involves using thesaurus.com every FIVE seconds to look up more intelligent words. T_T so unfun. Takes freaking hours to write like three paragraphs. and then thinking up that prank?! that was hell, I only hope it was up to their standards. T_T oh I hope it's as good as my sleep deprived brain thinks it is. I really do. So you can expect, sometime tomorrow, by midnight, there will be a DN fanfic of mine posted.

Want the ? get a y-gallery account or find me on adultfanfiction. lolz. But then, anyone who will actually read this journal will know that. i had somebody whine at me about not posting it in the fight club/death note fic. I was all, dude, i ain't getting kicked off da for smut. no wayz.

anyway, you can expect goodness from me soon. and i expect fanart. or atleast i beg for it. ONEGAI!

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~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19241023/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19241023/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 18:30:25 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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So here I sit, knees raised up, butt and feet on the chair, sockless, hunched over, typing only with two fingers, chewing on my thumb, lifting my glass with but thumb and forefinger. Is this a problem? It seems that watching L Change The World has only deepened my love and obsession for this brilliant detective. This is... unfortunate, I suppose, demo... I answered the phone "Moshi moshi" and nearly called my father "douza." I fear this is becoming a slight problem. Also, Near just pissed me off, demo... the Death Note movies are the best things in the universe. If you are a Death Note fan, you will most definitely wish to purchase these. Oh, L... I love you so. Ken'ichi~sama, I wish to steal you away. AISHITERU, L~SAMA!!!

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They're Touching Me...

http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19224764/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 19:54:10 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
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Doushita?

Doushita? Doushita?

Doushita?! DOUSHITA?! DOUSHITA?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?

There is NO fucking way that English Death Note can be as good. NO FUCKING WAY THAT STUPID WHATSIS FACE WHO DID THAT STUPID MONKEY OWNING IDIOT FROM ONE EPISODE OF INUYASHA INVOLVING FROG DEMONS CAN PULL OFF RAITO AS WELL AS MIYANO! NO ONE CAN EVERRRRR COMPARE TO THE WAY MIYANO LAUGHS AND FREAKS AND SCREAMS AND CONCEPTUALIZES! MIYANO IS A MASTER AND I WORSHIP AT HIS FEET!

DEMO!

Demo...

Demo......

DEMO DOUSHITA?!?!?!??!! IIE!!! MIKAMI!!! IIE!!!! IIE!!! DOUSHITA?! MATSUDA!!!! NEAR! DIE YOU FUCKING ASSFACE NEAR!!! DOUSHITA?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!

*passes out from freaking out too much*

Doushita? DOUSHITA?! HE WOULD'VE IT SHOULDN'T HAVE WHY WOULD YOU DOUSHITA?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!



In other news L Change The World came in the mail today. I already watched the first DN movie, and it was beautiful! Different but well done. L stirred his sugar filled tea with a tootsie pop. Ken'ichi is my idol. I would raep him. I would do such illegal things to him. Things punishable by Kira. Irony, ne? But it was awesome. Can't wait to watch the 2nd movie annd the 3rd. <3 Ken'ichi is teh shit. And Raito's pretty damn good in the live action as well. American actors. They're crap. CRAPTASTIC. We can never amount to the talent that Japanese actors possess. We must all worship at their feet and despair that we should never be as good.

In closing...






DOUSHITA?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?!!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!

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Pokemon and yaoi! What more could you want?! Do it now!

These are my friends.
See how they glisten. See this one shine... How he smiles i... ]]> ~Skryntarr http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19131003/ http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19131003/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:57:55 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
This is me and my pretty KH vids on youtube: [link]
This is me and my pretty yaoi on y-gallery: [link]
This is me and my pretty fanfics on adultfanfiction: [link]

Now please enjoy my journal.


Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!

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LOOKIT WHAT I FOUND! [link] ENGLISH SUBTITLES BABY! I SO BOUGHT IT! DO WANT! NAOW! SEXY L! AND MELLO WALLSCROLL ARRIVED ALREADY! SO CUTE! ON MY WALL! . . . pointing... gun at me.... BUT SO HOT! LOVE LOVE LOVE! Life is good. Need package naow. NEED L CHANGE THE WORLD! DO WANT!

p.s. I can finally change the mood and I don't want to. L, Mello, Gackt, and Sesshy? Can't get sexier than that.

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Pokemon and yaoi! What more could you want?! Do it now!

These are my friends.
See how they glisten. See this one shine... How he smiles in the light. My friend. My faithful friend...
http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19097852/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 18:55:15 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
This is me and my pretty KH vids on youtube: [link]
This is me and my pretty yaoi on y-gallery: [link]
This is me and my pretty fanfics on adultfanfiction: [link]

Now please enjoy my journal.


Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!

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only one more ep left. then death note is done. i soooo want to watch the last one, but i'll ruin it for everyone if i do. *sigh*

Check Mate. I guess. And let me just say, I wasn't the one to say it. Ouch, man, ouch.

Why aren't I Skryntarr? I'm supposed to be a sexy immortal wolf demon, with a pretty tail, and sharp teeth, and a lupine twin, and a vampiric boyfriend. NAZE?! NAZE?!?!?! Can I go home now? I just... forget where it is. *shnuggles up close to Mello* I can stay with you, ne? Cuz I don't like it here so much. It just keeps getting worse. *buries face in Mello's leather* Arigato.

FUCK YOU MOOD I'M NOT AROUSED! I'M MISERABLE! LET ME CHANGE YOU, USURATONKACHI!!! TEME!!! SHIMATTA!!!

P.S.
I love Code Geass. C.C. (Pronounced C2) and Lelouch are teh shit.
C.C. "Lelouch? Do you know why Snow is white?"
Lelouch "Hn?"
C.C. "Snow is white, because... it's forgotten what color it's supposed to be."

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QUICK!!! Go join my and xxlemi's club!

Pokemon and yaoi! What more could you want?! Do it now!

These are my friends.
See how they glisten. See this one shine... How he smiles in the light. My friend. My faithful friend...
They're Touching Me...

http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/19063965/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 19:51:15 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
This is me and my pretty KH vids on youtube: [link]
This is me and my pretty yaoi on y-gallery: [link]
This is me and my pretty fanfics on adultfanfiction: [link]

Now please enjoy my journal.


Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!

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They're pretty wall scrolls!
First:

SESSHY! and then

MELLO!!!! He said "BUY ME OR I SHOOT YOU FACE!" and I said "TOO hot... must... buy." spent too much money

and I REALLLLYYYY wanted

but that woulda been sixty dollars and I couldn't do that. T_T cuz i'm saving up for Inuyasha Season five <3 lolz but I just wanted to show you all the prettiness! Sry I haven't been very active, busy busy busy.



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QUICK!!! Go join my and xxlemi's club!

Pokemon and yaoi! What more could you want?! Do it now!

These are my friends.
See how they glisten. See this one shine... How he smiles in the light. My friend. My faithful friend...
http://Skryntarr.deviantart.com/journal/18952763/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 15:44:11 PDT Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
Also cute and fluffy!!!
This is Sai: I'd like to have his jutsu.
These are some of my favorite men:

Here are my special websites where you can find more good stuff from me!
This is me and my pretty KH vids on youtube: [link]
This is me and my pretty yaoi on y-gallery: [link]
This is me and my pretty fanfics on adultfanfiction: [link]

Now please enjoy my journal.


Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!

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EDIT: I'll change my mood later. Devart won't let me right now. :shrugs:

It's just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up. Everything is fucked. Everybody sucks. No human contact. And if you interact, your life is on contract. Your best bet is to stay away mother fucker. It's just one of those days.
It's all about the he said, she said, bullshit. I think you better quit talking that shit, or you'll be leaving with a fat lip. It's all about the he said, she said, bullshit. I think you better quit talking that shit. So come and get it.

I'm not supposed to be back yet, right? Nope. I'm going to fucking MURDER my brother and his stupid littler friend phillip. FUCK THEM. FUCK THEM TO HELL WHERE THEY BURN AND DIE AND BLEED!!! My head hurts and I'm shaking I got so mad. Basically all weekend not only are they rude and horrible to me and I keep letting it go and being the bigger person and mom says nothing and on and on ALL WEEKEND well 1 and a half days and mom does nothing. and i'm just pissed. and finally i just can't take it anymore and i'm screaming at matthew and he's yelling back and being a jerk but blaming everything on me and mom asks me to stop. JUST ME basically. So I stop talking to him completely. And finally she says she wants us to apologize and he does, but hell if he means it and I'm still pissed and I just don't say anything. So matthew's all "I APOLOGIZED! I'M THE BIGGER PERSON! I'M A GROWN UP NAH NAH!" and I'm just pissed but I STILL don't say anything so they go to the tiny fishin' store and come back and I'm so pissed and I just wanna go home but I'm like I need to help mom I'll stay here. and phillip had left at that point. but matthew starts trying to talk to me and i told them i was just done with him, so i ignore him completely and mom starts YELLING AT ME cuz i'm hurting his FUCKING FEELINGS WHEN HE WASN'T EVEN TREATING ME LIKE A PERSON!!! and so i say fine I'll leave. fuck this. except i said it nice and calm. and mom says "if that's what you need to do. but think about you've done. and you may be grown up, but you act like a child. and the world does not revolve around you." i'm all WTF MAN?! i just wanna be treated well and have matthew not be a total fucking ass at me ALL THE TIME and I'M TO BLAME?! FUCK THIS. and she calls dad and tells him how it's all my fault before i even drive home and regain signal (there's a payphone up by the lake) and atleast he's kind enough to acknowledge that mom might be exaggerating, but he still believes her more cuz she told her side first. but let me just tell you. THE WHOLE WEEKEND matthew and phillip went on and on and on about Brent. talking shit about him, poking fun at me for liking him, and i haven't even really fucking seen him in A YEAR. and i'm just DONE with them. if i had a death note, there would be two dead little boys who died of terribly painful and slow diseases!!!! *growls viciously* an... ]]> ~Skryntarr