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                <title>Alivie</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 09:54:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *blows dust off cover of page*<br />so, from the days of old I remember a place where days were spent reading both crummy, and great poetry, and viewing pictures. I decided to return to this space..for now. I do not know what the future brings, but I've changed since a little since 16, and I think that this the moment of truth for this page. It may die again, it may not.. for now I'm throwing some stuff on it, and crossing my fingers as to my activity. In closing, this really is a revolver shot, and I'm uncertain how many bullets I have left.. well, here it goes. *click*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>I've wonder.. then wondered why I was wondering?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jan 2007 20:27:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, let's see time for a bit of sunshine on the seemingly cloudy world. Here it is.. quit wondering, the billion upon billions of questions you have for yourslef will give you jack-squat in the end. You can sit and wonder what you've done to this enviroment in which you live, or you could do something more selfish and live. It's usually a good option I hear, not that i've tried it anything.<br />
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Hmm, now this is the part where i'm supposed to tell you about my life. Well, its damn boring XD not that i'm complaining.. I've been actually able to get through a couple books lately ^^ which is awesome because I missed reading. My bought me book, she knows I like fantasy.. so she bought me Eragon or however its spelled..i was deeply saddened.. but she exclaimed in an ever so excited manner "Did you see the book I got you?!?" me:"Yes, mom." Her eyes lit up, "So, you like the book?" me:"eeh.. yes mom.." so now I must read it and tell her about it.. although the writting in it..well its like fanfiction writting.. and that stuff bores me to hell >> oh well.. i'll read it for my mommy's sake ^^<br />
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I got my ACT scores back, and I scored a 24 T_T one under the desired score ..but I shall try to work hard and raise back up.. anybody know a math tutor that can reteach me algebra that i've seemed to discard from my memory? XD<br />
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hmm... i've dropped band because i had to take health.. its been 2 school days without band.. and i missed it so bad i asked if i could come in on mondays and learn the music ^^ (because I have academic practice on those days as well so its one trip sort of thing) heh.. i'm patheic.. but proud to be nerd.. lol<br />
well, sayonara(sp)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>......SUPERCHILLAXWITHASIDEOFSWEETMOMMASHUTMYMOUTH</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 18:04:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ what the hell does that mean? I'm unsure so maybe you all can figure it out. I finally came back to this..err rotting thing .. what was it called oh DA! *thumbs up* I figured that since my activity will increase online (thus making grades decrease agian) I should announce that as soo... yeah.. hmm so what has been going on lately ..well i've done more physical harm to myslef these last few days than I really care to say (but I will anyways) I've fallen off my porch, I've ran into the back of a car, i've hit my arms on so many pointy corners, i've tripped several times, the other day I ran into the damn door again, had a life or death exiperence with my attempted driving (almost hit a disel head on), actually make that two.. the 2nd time chazz being with me and i tried to beat a truck out of panic.. luckily i beat the truck and chazz got to live ^^ oh and today i get hit with a chemistry book (the wielder being Clayton, it was an accident though so alls forgiven) ...yeah.. i should stop this movement thing.. its really becoming a pain.<br />
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as for everything else.. with drama and such.. I'm fucking good.. nobody's bothered me.. nobody's having mental break downs.. lately.. so yes.. its cool.. i'm having a normal life without constant consueling sessions (which I should of started charging for admission ? hmm.. jk) ^_^ although now that everything settled down with everyone..idk.. i kinda miss consueling? *smacks self* lol<br />
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also got a 77 on my ASVAB..didn't do as well as I would of liked.. but may.. doesn't matter...took the ACT for the first time too.. hoping for at least a 25.. ^^" then Northwest can be more financial pleasing ^^"<br />
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What else? hmm.. hmm... damn! i can't think of anything else but.. i know i have more things to say.. oh..oh.. T_T am I really that boring? better shut my mouth *sigh*<br />
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Special note! If your a tnker, i'm back.. this time for good.. so get your the ketchup ready! WOOT!<br />
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also.. if your KOL memember.. I have clan with a plan..the plan is to be the laziest adminstrator of a clan ever recorded woo.. (aka sorry and i'll get my act together soon ^^")<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>...shakespear once said some crap about a wheel...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Sep 2006 15:18:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ignoring the titling.. well .. Shakespear did once say some crap about a wheel of life.. how it goes up at high points then would turn and go down.. and that was how he described the events of life.. that fate will sometimes fuck you and other times love you like an angel... well i'm hoping that fate will love me tomarrow... lol I just ... don't know.. I haven't hit bottom.. that's ridicoulious.. considering there is actually not to much wrong with me.. except things at which I create for myslef... I really wish I wasn't so sensetive.. because then maybe.. I wouldn't be affected so bad by what people say.. I wish for a Iron Shrod... I wish for one for my selfness... lol <br />
...hmm ... i'm calm.. thank the lord for the calmness.. after ..well before..whatever before was.. maybe then I can return to myslef.. yes I do hope so! *crosses fingers* ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>.....ever...hated... breathing?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Aug 2006 20:42:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. here we are staring at the walls.. and if you dont' know what that alludes to try thinking of context of which doesn't involve your self.. and that is how I wanted to start this journal entry.. but MYEH! Why should I make it sound as if I have a smitten of intelgence .. why? when everyone around me proves time and time again that I was put on this simple earth to fuckin fail.. . okay.. deep breathe.. explaintion require I KNOW! haha.. *sighs* hmm.. things have been buggin me.. in at err lately sort of way.. mostly the whole damn junior thing.. its fuckin nerve racking.. the teachers all sudden excpect you to ascend beyond this mundane attiutde that students usually have.. aka.. they want to make you feel like a tiny lil insignificant lil robot and repeat what ever they say as knowledge.. the work is challenging.. but that's not my problem.... its like every goddamn person on this earth is trying to re-write my programming.. I DON"T LIKE TO BE RE-WRITTEN!!!! I MEAN FUCK! I'm perfectly fine with my version of ME... >> and not Windows ME because then I would Blow some fat rapped up sombraros... ...........................................<br />
fucks you.. (not in a serious sort of way) and thank you for reading....<br />
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"Cast me away.. i'm fried like a chicken..aka DONE!"<br />
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ps....i've been very stressed out lately.. err not because of people.. more or over the robots.. and well my mom keeps mentioning over and over how old she's getting.. and how she'll die soon or later.. well of course this gets me in kinda twist.. sorry if I take it out on you.. sorry... ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>hmm.. did less or more than I thought</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Aug 2006 11:53:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i thought it time to get my ass in gear and write one of these god forsaken piece of shit journal entires that people read... why do we read them? <br />
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anyways.. lets see i'm in one piece after that camping trip ( i said i was going to talk about it when I returned..but i became lazy and good for nothing thus didn't) It was actually quite a hell hole.. I mean i guess i had fun but wholly crap.. didn't think I drinking water could get me sick.. (as to my belief that is what it was)<br />
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oh and as per the permit test.. I avoided it like the god damn plague and still fucking am! HA hahahahaha! TAKE THAT YOU STUPID TEST!! SEE I CAN PROCRASTINATE ON YOU ALL I WANT.. HAHAHA! *is a loser and too scared to take it*<br />
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anyways.. so what has slivie been doing through out the summer? eh? bet your curious.. SITING ON HER GOD DAMN BUT DOING NOTHING PRODUCTIVE!! HA! Take that you damned succesful people! who work hard and junk.. HA.. phewy on you! PHEWYYY! lol well i've hung out with some friends from time to time.. had a summer job to there for bit.. in fact.. i've acted totally out of character whilist i was there.. I just wasn't myslef and i have no idea why.. *blinks* I mean i even told someone what i think of them in mean harsh words o_0 .. .what the fuck happened to my little brain?!? lol<br />
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ahem *smacks slef* there all betters now! ^_^ I've went through some damn good animes too.. ^^ I would list them.. but damn that would be some typing wouldn't it? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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and yes there is a lot of cursing in this fucking journal.. why? because i tried to fit a least one per paragraph just for some stupid fucking fun .. HA! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I suppose nothing is good...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 May 2006 10:52:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't have anything paticularly intresting to talk about.. just noticed that it had been a damn long time since i've created a journal entry...<br />
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Hmm.. I would talk about current events, but truth be told  what's the point? By now anything that has happened has been spoken by other people.. lol and so far the summer vacation has been, what I did not expect.. odd it is... You see usually during the summer I bury myslef in a little hole to get away from everything that is not in a virtual fashion. However, this summer people have so far kept me from doing that... not saying its a good or bad thing...because i'm not sure which it is.. lol But I'm going to try to dig that hole deeper and not come out for a lil while... 2 days tops.. because I've already promised someone that I would brave the wilderness with them.. *sighs* I despise camping but no they get me to go with because there is "no one else they'd rather come along" aka butter me up so I'll go with because they can't stand 4 days with thier parents XD why the hell don't people just say thier intent? It makes no sense to dress up an intention with flattery or pretty words.. But that is just me...<br />
As I've heard "What's simple is true..." (thanking Jewel lol) and its the truth.. I mean why can't people keep things simple and obivious.. truthful.. no I forget we're cowardly lil humans.. lol oh well just my rant for the minute..<br />
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and I will ask all that read this journal entry.. a penny for your thoughts? (Whether they relate to this or not lol)<br />
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Now back to saving the world! lol if you understand then, thank you..<br />
Ps. Permit test is in 2 days.. i'm worried because well i've procrastinated on studying again.. *sigh* oh well.. I'll cram XD <br />
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Lyrics! cause I feel like it.. and its a damn good song.. lol<br />
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Angel Eyes By: ABBA<br />
<br />
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes<br />
keep thinking<br />
<br />
Last night I was taking a walk along the river<br />
And I saw him together with a young girl<br />
And the look that he gave her made me shiver<br />
'Cause he always used to look at me that way<br />
And I thought maybe I should walk right up to her and say<br />
It's a game he likes to play<br />
<br />
Look into his angeleyes<br />
One look and you're hypnotized<br />
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price<br />
Look into his angeleyes<br />
You'll think you're in paradise<br />
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise<br />
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes<br />
Oh no no no no<br />
<br />
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes<br />
keep thinking<br />
<br />
Sometimes when I'm lonely I sit and think about him<br />
And it hurts to remember all the good times<br />
When I thought I could never live without him<br />
And I wonder does it have to be the same<br />
Every time when I see him, will it bring back all the pain<br />
How can I forget that name<br />
<br />
Look into his angeleyes<br />
One look and you're hypnotized<br />
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price<br />
Look into his angeleyes<br />
You'll think you're in paradise<br />
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise<br />
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes<br />
Crazy 'bout his angeleyes<br />
Angeleyes<br />
Once he took my heart and now I pay the price<br />
Look into his angeleyes<br />
You'll think you're in paradise<br />
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise<br />
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes<br />
Oh no no no no<br />
<br />
Keep thinking<br />
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes<br />
Keep thinking<br />
Keep thinking, I had to pay the price <br />
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and for a friend.. love you love!(tis our secret k?)<br />
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Cold, Cold Heart By: Norah Jones<br />
I tried so hard my dear to show that you're my every dream<br />
Yet you're afraid each thing I do is just some evil scheme<br />
A memory from your lonesome past keeps us so far apart<br />
Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart<br />
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Another love before my time made your heart sad and blue<br />
And so my heart is paying now for things I didn't do<br />
In anger unkind words are said that make the teardrops start<br />
Why can't I free your doubtful mind,and melt your cold cold heart<br />
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*There was a time when I believed that you belonged to me*<br />
*But* now I know your heart is shackled to a memory<br />
The more I learn to care for you, the more we drift apart<br />
Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart <br />
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and now.. the final one..for everyone! <br />
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Tubthumping by: Chumbawamba<br />
We'll be singing<br />
When were winning<br />
We'll be singing<br />
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CHORUS:<br />
I get knocked down but I get up again<br />
You're never going to keep me down<br />
I get knocked down but I get up again<br />
You're never going to keep me down<br />
I get knocked down but I get up again<br />
You're never... ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>and why do we name these things?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:28:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ah.. I don't have much to say.. err.. never do XD but yeah... i wanted to post this cool little thing up ^^ enjoy.<br />
(sorry I stole it Chole.. twas just so cool ..thus I had too ^_^)<br />
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10 Firsts...<br />
-First Best Friend: Jessica McNees (still is)<br />
-First Imaginary Friend: Um.. heh.. I started out with worlds not single persons.. but I used have this little racoon named Ricco (who was acctually a hat) twas six. ^^"<br />
-First Pet dog name: King (German Shepard)<br />
-First Piercing: Don't have any<br />
-First Crush: John Rupp<br />
-First CD: Jewel- Pieces of You<br />
-First Car: I haven't got one yet. But Mom and Dad keep saying they'll buy me one, but its gotta be less than $5,000.<br />
-First School: Belleview R-3 Elementray and Preschool<br />
-First Kiss: I've never been kissed.<br />
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9 Lasts...<br />
-Last Time You Smoked: Never (unless you count my bro forcing me to when I was 4, it was to teach me not to do it.. and trust me.. I don't want to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />)<br />
-Last Food You Ate: Ribs and Baked Potato. <br />
-Last Car Ride: This Morning.. mom picked me up from the time block's house and we went driving around Back baner.<br />
-Last Movie You Watched: Daughter of The Bride II<br />
-Last Phone Call: Last night, err.. I think it was vanna or maybe danny.. lol<br />
-Last CD You listened to: The Used- In Love and Death.<br />
-Last Bubble Bath You took: err.. last time sophie was over..months ago.. *blinks*<br />
-Last Song You listened to: Temperature- Sean Paul (the radio's choice not mine, although the beat is catchy.. lol)<br />
-Last Fight: um...a very long time ago... I punched this kid in the nose because he was picking on my cousin, vanna... his head then decided (wasn't my fault) to hit the monkey bars and crack his head open.. again not my fault..  He shouldn't be saying stuff about a 6-year-old girl.. and it wasn't my fault that he happened to be standing by it...<br />
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8 Have You Ever...<br />
-Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: yep.. ^^<br />
-Have You Ever Been Arrested: no.. although the cops do seem to be attracted to Danny's car in an odd way XD<br />
-Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yes..I was 5 XD<br />
-Have You Ever Been on TV: no<br />
-Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: no..<br />
-Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: No.<br />
-Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: No.<br />
-Have You Ever Been out of the Country: Used to live there full time ^^<br />
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7 Things You are Wearing...<br />
- Red T-Shit<br />
- Blue Jean Capires(sp)<br />
- Tennie Shoes<br />
- A white hair tie.<br />
- Sliver/Black glasses<br />
- Unmentionables.. that I just mentioned XD<br />
(ran out of things to list)<br />
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6 Things You've Done Today...<br />
-Laid in bed.<br />
-Listened to Vanna's stories.<br />
-Ate Lunch<br />
-Played with Ethan.<br />
-Got online at the  Boarding Home.<br />
-Hugged my Grandma.<br />
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5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...<br />
- ANIME!!! (watching, which I will commence doing shortly)<br />
- Blue.<br />
- Computers.<br />
- Listening to music.<br />
- Writing.<br />
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6 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...<br />
- Vanna<br />
- Burky<br />
- Charles<br />
- Danny<br />
- Mom<br />
-Jessie<br />
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3 Choices...<br />
- Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate heals all wounds.<br />
- Hugs or Kisses: Hugs.. ^^ (although personally I don't like being touched..^^")<br />
- Pens or Pencils: Pens (GEL PENS, the next world leader)<br />
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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...<br />
- Go to Japan.<br />
- Write a book that people can connect to, and that people can read and come to love. <br />
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1 Person You Want to see<br />
- A bunch..thus I can not list one ^^<br />
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6 People I want to put this in thier Journal Entry. (heh..)<br />
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                <title>V-day 2006 (yay??? o_0)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 20:33:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided I should get into this whole more than my complients thing people are doing so:<br />
Currently listening to: Changes by Tu Pac<br />
Currently Reading: Go Tell It on The Moutain by James Baldwin (good book! highly recommended for those who question but warning deals with God)<br />
Watching: er...INUYASHA NIGHT WOOT! teh speical sesshomaru(no killing is allowed for misspellings..my spelling loves to suck..as charles would say "Its a whore") <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br />
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Well, here it is.. a time of the year when people either feel like killing themsleves or happily enjoy it.. This day (when I was younger) used to grate on my every nerve in my body, for the reason it just didn't make a lick of sense. Your celebrating love, friendship, etc. on a day a guy got his head chopped off??? (yes danny your ironic comment)  wtf?!? Which psycho decided that should be done?? We should shoot that one, we should.. ^^  One less to make no sense and yet have some werid cult following that eventually turns into fact.<br />
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Well, I was a good little girl and got many many people gifts.. I'm not rich so I apologize if I left you out of the chocolate and rice balls.. couldn't be helped.. OH!!! OH!! I made rice balls for the first time ever, (26 of them) so cool, so much fun.....but too much work.. 4-5 hours to make them... gah! no more rice balls!!! and then danny goes and makes 12 in about 1 hr and 20 mins.. not fair.. next time he can make them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> that fem-man him.. outcooking a girl..lol<br />
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School life.. is as usual.. I struggle to stay within the top while managing to procrastinate (as I am doing now) and sneak off with not doing stuf.. then beg for mercy.. I've become very good at begging  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bleh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bleh:" title="Bleh" /><br />
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umm.. Oh yes.. Me and Burky are going out ^_^ I thought at first..that it would make things different between us.. I was ooh soo worried.. but nothing changed.. well a little but nothing major.. so its.. Great! for the time being that is.. now emotions change with people.. but really i've come to learn (through watching other peoples flounders and screw ups ..mostly my sisters.) that if you are aboslutely honest you can avoid screwing yourslef.. and not hurt others' feelings.. if you don't hide any emotions at all .. you'll be fine! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /><br />
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and now.. Ryan I have thought about that question you asked a me a looong time ago.. I tried to come up with a good answer then .. but failed  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dead.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":dead:" title="Dead (RIP)" /> heh.. so here is my answer.. your question, although not exactly worded this way was.. How can one be Always happy, if they feel other emotions such as sadness, anger, and such? Here is my answer that I think is the best one to offer you: The only way to be always happy is to be, as far as your concerned, completely honest.. because then no matter what you feel at that current time, you will come back and feel happy because you'll know inside you that everything was said or expressed in all possible ways..and you can't feel a constant emotion of depression and such if you know that in life you have tried to be as reasonable as possible and worked for understanding.. you just can't .. well that is all worded weridly but I tried! ^^" Sorry I lack intellgence and fiense(sp) and proper spelling. lol<br />
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                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>I'm thinking..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jan 2006 21:41:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm thinking... but I forget what its about.. I've finally gotten my millions of dev views down to 85 (well not millions but felt like it) and i'm thinking I should post a poem.. but not sure which one.. hmm ... so many don't know which one to risk to view... lol<br />
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So far, I seem to be retaining less academic info than I started out with..<br />
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Btw if you are one that goes to my school, BUY AN FBLA TEE-SHIRT DAMMINT! (i'm just not a good salesperson xD)<br />
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well, what happened today.. I took 2 tests, got through some math, and am currently avioding studying for history test.. <br />
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thoughts:<br />
I'm thinking about the future and just what it could be.. but everytime I look to see. I see failure's face, smiling back at me. I know the road is steep, and I know that it is long. However, when I finally reach its end, then I know the choices I made were wrong.<br />
(better not to ask)<br />
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oh!! i'm currently trying to come up with a story topic for mrs. Sargents contest.. because well.. i want to.. i have a few ideas swimming through my head.. one is a dream I had about keeping secrets and not surrendening (invovles keys and a dracula (heh)) and another idea is about getting something you didn't quite expect and adapting.. err i know not very specfic but I don't feel like explaining it all XD sorry lazyness..<br />
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I need money ...anyone want to donate to the poor? jk ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>*blinks*...I GOT OUT OF MY DAMN HOUSE LAST NIGHT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jan 2006 08:11:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/floating.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":floating:" title="Floating" />MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! oh fuck yes!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /> I got to go somewhere.. it was.. soo fun! ^^ see my parents..don't usually let me go many places..especially if its a..err.. student driver <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> So last night I went with Danny and Burky (sp) to see King Kong because Demonoathekeeper suggested I see it..thus i went because I must do as I'm told XD It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be... Infact it was kick-ass! ^^ I thought it would be corny and stupid, but it was funny...really funny... one thing to say; "It was beauty that killed the beast." how great is that line? and.. well JACK was in it?!?!? why the hell wouldn't it be good? XD (sorry hyper) On the way to the movies though we got pulled over by the cops because Danny turned left in the wrong lane.. its all his fault (jk) .. he just err forgot? dumbass <<(jk) lol ..and afterwards we went to china buffet  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sushi.gif" width="21" height="17" alt=":sushi:" title="Sushi" /> (with all there yuckie food! its horrible! *ugh* but I was talked into going there >&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> then to walmarts where Burky got his late b-day present.. shadow of colases(sp).. then they took me home late.. and my mom gave me a guilt trip but luckily no yelling! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wtf.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":wtf:" title="WTF?" /> YAY! (if it was any later I would of been dead..even though it was only 10:30 pm when i got home, my parents are nazi rule freaks..but i guess I love'em all the same.)<br />
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oh xmas is over (thank god because mine sucked.. realitves came got thier presents and left those stiffs.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/chainsaw.gif" width="49" height="20" alt=":chainsaw:" title="Chainsaw" />) and so is new years (which i missed *sleeping*)..oh and i got an iPod for Xmas.. so cool it is!!! ^^ i'm trying to put video on it (aka anime) but i'm having trouble downloading and using freakin Bit .. and converting it to mpg.. anyone out there know how to do this? (just wants yu yu on her iPod T_T) thus back to school.. and miss axtel's class ><...which sucks but myeh i can live with it.. unless I decide not to.. but then i would either have to commit sucide or drop out.. xD<br />
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It looks like this year is gonna be fun! and  busy hw, FBLA (creating a website with the genius james and Marty (who is good at organizing.. and thinking.. well sort of on the last part), Softball, Drama stuff (maybe if I make it this year too), Band, and i'm trying to take Intro to computers Night class (which is free) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /> Oh and I have to write a story sometime before march <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> If i do i'll post it if its not too long.. in fact i'm thinking of posting my story I wrote last year called "I Didn't Need It" it's not really all that good but hey I liked when it wrote..heh.. (really a good reason..isn't it) so I need and opinion.. should I post it?<br />
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wth? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bleh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bleh:" title="Bleh" /> did i write all that?!? XD oh well see you guys later.. and remeber watch out for the penguins! *still goes on about that* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sleep.gif" width="38" height="22" alt=":sleep:" title="Sleep" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /><br />
...oh I remember what i came on here to do now.. post poems XD .. such Procrastinator that can't spell .. :sweatdrop: ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>what to think?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 02:05:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First off I was asked awhile back to put something in my journal..so chole.. here you go:<br />
 ( ) crashed a friend's car<br />
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( ) stolen a car<br />
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(x) been in love<br />
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( ) been dumped<br />
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(x) shoplifted<br />
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( ) been fired<br />
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(x) been in a fist fight<br />
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( ) snuck out of your parent's house<br />
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(x) had feelings for someone who did not have them back<br />
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( ) been arrested <br />
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( ) gone on a blind date<br />
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(x) lied to a friend<br />
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(x) skipped school<br />
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( ) seen someone die<br />
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(x) had a crush on one of your internet friends<br />
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(x) been to Canada<br />
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( ) been to Mexico<br />
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( ) been on a plane<br />
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( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire<br />
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(x) eaten Sushi<br />
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( ) own a veeery small hill<br />
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(x) met someone in person from the internet<br />
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(x) taken painkillers<br />
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(x) miss someone right now<br />
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(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by<br />
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(x) made a snow angel<br />
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(x) had a tea party<br />
<br />
(x) flown a kite<br />
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(x) built a sand castle<br />
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(x) gone puddle jumping<br />
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(x) played dress up<br />
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(x) jumped into a pile of leaves<br />
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(x) gone sledding<br />
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(x) cheated while playing a game<br />
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(x) been lonely<br />
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(x) fallen asleep at work/school<br />
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( ) used a fake id<br />
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(x) watched the sun set<br />
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( ) felt an earthquake<br />
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(x) touched a snake<br />
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(x) slept under the stars<br />
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(x) been tickled<br />
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(x) been robbed<br />
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(x) been misunderstood<br />
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(x) petted a reindeer/goat<br />
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(x) won a contest<br />
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( ) run a red light<br />
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( ) been suspended from school<br />
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(x) been in a car<br />
<br />
( ) had braces<br />
<br />
( ) felt like an outcast<br />
<br />
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night<br />
<br />
(x) had deja vu<br />
<br />
(x) danced in the moonlight<br />
<br />
( ) like the way you look<br />
<br />
( ) Witnessed a crime<br />
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(x) questioned your heart<br />
<br />
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes<br />
<br />
(x) squished barefoot through the mud<br />
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(x) been lost<br />
<br />
( ) been to the opposite side of the country<br />
<br />
( ) swam in the ocean<br />
<br />
(x) felt like dying<br />
<br />
(x) cried yourself to sleep<br />
<br />
(x) played cops and robbers<br />
<br />
(x) recently colored with crayons<br />
<br />
(x) sung karaoke <br />
<br />
( ) paid for a meal with only coins<br />
<br />
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't<br />
<br />
( ) made prank phone calls<br />
<br />
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose<br />
<br />
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue<br />
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(x) danced in the rain<br />
<br />
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus<br />
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(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about<br />
<br />
(x)blown bubbles<br />
<br />
( ) made a bonfire on the beach<br />
<br />
( ) crashed a party<br />
<br />
(x) gone rollerskating<br />
<br />
(x) had a wish come true<br />
<br />
(x) worn pearls<br />
<br />
( ) jumped off a bridge<br />
<br />
( ) ate dog/cat food <br />
<br />
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them.<br />
<br />
( ) kissed a mirror<br />
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(x) sang in the shower <br />
<br />
( ) had a dream that you married someone<br />
<br />
(x) glued your hand to something/got your tongue stuck to a flag pole<br />
<br />
( ) kissed a fish<br />
<br />
(x) sat on a roof top <br />
<br />
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs<br />
<br />
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel<br />
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(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours <br />
<br />
(x) stayed up all night<br />
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(x) didn't take a shower for a week<br />
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(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree<br />
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(x) climbed a tree<br />
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(x) had a tree house<br />
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(xXXXx) are scared to watch scary movies alone<br />
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( ) believe in ghosts<br />
<br />
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes<br />
<br />
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say<br />
<br />
( ) gone doorbell ditching<br />
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(x) played chicken<br />
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(x) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on<br />
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( ) told you're hot by a complete stranger<br />
<br />
( ) broken a bone<br />
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( ) caught a fish then ate it<br />
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(x) caught a butterfly<br />
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(x) laughed so hard you cried<br />
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(x) cried so hard you laughed.<br />
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(x) cheated on a test<br />
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(x) have a Britney Spears CD <br />
<br />
(x) forgotten someones name<br />
<br />
(x) French braided someones hair<br />
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( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house<br />
<br />
( ) been kicked out of your house<br />
<br />
(don't care) want y... ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>nothing really</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Oct 2005 14:42:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmm.. I decided that its time to update this thing.. but then i found out how truely uneventful life is for me! heh.. hmm..well its not i just never type on the exciting times XD Currently I am buried under homework and worried about failing mrs. axtel.. under the current circumstances..I should be but i'm getting my report card tonight.. thus.. I'll just have to wait and see ^^" hmm.. I'm also considering droping the acadmeic team..reason 1. gas prices(not a major one because my parents don't care lol) 2. I can never figure out when practice is.. extremely annoying and interrupts my usually lazy rutine(sp)..3. I can't seem to answer in the information confirming my theory of my head being filled with useless information.. ^_^ <br />
and now.. a complient for those who watch me and are on tnk! WHEN THE HELL IS THE SITE GOING TO BE RE-MADE? (unless the plans changed) I thought tnk was going to be remade(in a way) and decided to wait till after the process was done before i resumed posting.. so i've been waitng.. and waiting... and now i'm close to a physical breakdown! T_T!<br />
Now on to poetry life! umm..yes well i've had a creative streak(Sp) and well i've written a bunch..now i must get off my lazy ass and post them! heh sorry! love you guys for watching me though *lots of love to all!* ^_^<br />
ps. i've been off for..um about a year since set up date.. thus i have a lot of viewing to do.. heh (had over 350deventions..most coming from crazyloveless(sp)) heh..heh.. and they are now down to 58 @_@ .. sometimes i wish you people wouldn't work so hard ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>Slivie-contium of life</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Oct 2005 14:50:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well.. nothing is really going on..but i want people to know i'm still breathing! (as much as one procrastinator(sp) can breath thier sophomore year.) I posted some poems..but no one seems to be reading them T_T oh well I think i'll live.. heh..<br />
I have 5 finals tomarrow.. so studying is what i'll do all night from here on out.. (bleh!!!) I got a reply from poetry.com.. i'm semi-finalest, but they want me to buy a freakin book. NO! Just no! ^^" I found some of my old poems so I'm thinking of posting some..(3 or 4) but who knows might get lazy.. lol<br />
oh, if you haven't been to kingdomofloathing.. go now!<br />
<a href="http://www.kingdomofloathing.com">[link]</a> yes.. click.. ^_^ I love that place so much heh.. I'm still having trouble with working some features on the site *coughIdthingcough* but i'll figure it out eventually.. well thats it for now *pokes all who  read it* YOU HAVE BEEN POKED!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>I'm finally..well not lazy..i think..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Sep 2005 07:53:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well hello again.. the reason that basicly all posting has stopped is because I joined 2 new sites and haven't been able to get off them  (aka.. i got addicted for awhile) but that's okay! i'm back .. and ready...maybe lol<br />
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In other news.. I'm writting more and more these days.. and so expect many more poems to be posted ^_^ YAy! more reading..like you need that.. heh <br />
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Also, i've entered in an online poetry contest.. don't think i'll win but myeh.. I tried right? and also my teachers keep telling me that they want to try and get some of my short stories published.. YAY! again!  how come I only have good news? (Lol)  But yeah.. hope I do well..<br />
(and math is EVIL!!! its keeping me away from this lovely computer T_T) <there's some bad news.. XD<br />
~Slivie~ ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>TNK went down! T_T</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Jan 2005 15:52:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TNK went down sometime while i was  away! i don't know what happened but  *cries* i hope they don't have to  restart the board again! ack! that  would be soooo terrible!<br />
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On brighter news .. I got a haircut XD  i like it to! *haircut i actually enjoy  there is a new one* I cut about 10 to  11 inches off my hair..then i donated  it to "Locks of Love" its foundation  that makes hair wigs for cancer kids  ^_^ the lady at the salon  actually  said, "holy batman!" when i showed her  the braid i was donating.. who on this  planet actually says holy batman? XD  maybe i'll post pic up of my new look!  ^^ if i get off my lazzy butt!<br />
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also there will be no school tomarrow!  YAYNESS! ^^ thank-you mister Martin  Luther King Jr. hehe<br />
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i got a video game called Crimson Sea 2  the other day. It's a pretty awesome  game to if you like Sc-Fi ^^' my mom  likes it a tad bit more than i do.. in  fact she's playing it right now.. she  just got this new girl as a charcter  named Freya.. quote from mom's lips  "HOLLY *beep* she kicks major BUTT!  WHOO! YOU GUYS DON"T STAND A CHANCE!  HAHAHAHA *goes into a werid laugh*"  when this comes from your mom's lips ..  all you are able to do is blink and  laugh *nods*<br />
~Slivie ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>the world is just existing by slivie</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Nov 2004 18:44:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My world just seems to exist now days.  Every day is like the last and nothing  seems to change. It drives me crazy,  and i just plain don't like it. I use  to have a very exciting life, but that  went away. I just merely exist now. I  don't want to die, i'm not saying that.  I just wish that there was something  more to my life, and me in general that  would make everything more exciting. I  decided is should look for that. I  should look for something more  intresting! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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p.s. you know tidus you can do things  here on your own.. like write a journal  entry once in awhile, umm.. maybe READ  SOME MESSAGES FOR ME! we have 96 you  know.. they aren't gonna go away by  them selves. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>Slivie-look.. i'm living.. Tidus-*rollseyes*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Oct 2004 19:31:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Slivie- well, we finally got the stupid  scaner in the computer lab to work for  a bit.. but unfortantly it only let us  post one of his drawings (DANG SCHOOL  COMPS.) so check out the sketch.. I  think i'll add to the gallary to  :biggrin: ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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                <title>slivie-hello.. testing is thing on? Tidus-DUH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Oct 2004 17:11:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ slivie-anyways.. this is my 2nd  deviantart account.. i decided it would  be best if my and my friend Tidus  shared it.. why? because people love  art.. but i like wrtting.. so we are  combineing our efforts.. i'm also  decedn with computers.. so yeah.. WE  SHARE! tidus is really good at drawing  hope you enjoy his work.. and mine to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Slivie-Tidus</author>
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