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deviantART: by:SnowyHail http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SnowyHail&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SnowyHail en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 22 Nov 2009 18:53:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png The coolest thing in the world: http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28295931/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28295931/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 15:08:33 PST

Parour; Free running.

I wonder what it's like to fly

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I use this thing called TwocansandstringDOTcom

It's where you write a message to the internet
and then someone answers
but it's completely anonymous
You don't know who you're writing to
And who wrote to you

So it's fun. It's interesting, what answers I get

Et tu, Brute? Then fall...

-...

I get his sweet headband.

lasersss......

*pachoom pachooom*

-Brute is my Xoloitzcuintli's name.

-Yeah.... I'll take a large pepperoni with extra cheese, some crazy bread, hot wings with ranch, and a 2 liter of coke.

Conclusion:

-There is no end.

-seting my self of fire and running through a meth lab then do your mom!!!

-it means the end of something,

Laughter is...

-the best medicine

-the key to the best relationship

1 year and 2 months, and we're still laughing.

-fake, occasionally...

It kinda surprised me that no one understood the Julius Caesar reference.

]]> ~SnowyHail Testing, 123 http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28289436/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28289436/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 10:14:51 PST

sweet, this thing is neat

]]> ~SnowyHail the kind I like http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28229716/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28229716/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 02:19:10 PST
like

The kind that eats but never ever grows fat
The kind that cooks well and makes fried rice
That's the kind of girl I like

And then, at the end, after the guy is finished describing his ideal girl, a girl comes up and says

The kind of guy that suits the girl you're talking about...
That's the kind of guy I like

XD

People spend so much time describing their ideal parter, they forget that their 'ideal partner' is looking for their ideal, too.

]]> ~SnowyHail Funniest religious questions ever: http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28171113/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28171113/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 23:23:12 PST
His funny questions:
1) China has over 300 million inhabitants. Under 2% of them believe in god. Is hell full of chinese people?

2) The Jews aren't evangelized, do you go to hell for being a jew? That's... kind of anti-semitic, isn't it?

XDDD and then someone basically replied, "They got their chance, Jesus being Jew and all, and they screwed up." Then, the original person replies:

So... From then on, all the jews went to hell... I'm not even gonna go into how politically incorrect, if not just plain anti-semitic that is. Still, we've got a hell filled with chinese and jews so far. Next question:

1) Ghandi! He was a hindu and later a christian anarchist. Is ghandi in hell? (i'd really fancy talking to that dude, if he's down there i gotta go out and kill some kittens to make sure i'll meet him)

XDDDD I adore people like this, people who can keep their cool and still get a point across XD

]]> ~SnowyHail If you're going to be a grammar nazi....[edit] http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28097864/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/28097864/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 22:44:48 PST
'omg this is one of the most dumbest thing to be a fan of omg get tha grammar right if your going to talk proper'

I spot... six spelling and grammatical issues, excluding the 'omg's.

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Lol, I'm so biased. I was just reading an urban dictionary entry about England vs. America. There's some English woman ranting and raving about how England and America need to get along better (oh, and America, you're too full of yourself, get over it.)

And while I was reading this, I received the impression, an impression not present before, that England really does still resent America. .__. Way to say counterproductive.

I don't hate England. I don't hate America. I'm just being biased when I say, Fanny does not mean vagina, and napkin does not mean maxipad. We wouldn't be living in the wilderness, completely helpless, if it weren't for England; that's why we had a revolution, and are still reasonably okay in economy.

What I do hate is, English people bashing on Americans. And I'm saying I'm very, very biased, when I say, I don't mind when Americans bash on England. .___. We call it Soccer. Deal with it.

[link] <= people bashing on eachother for being from different countries.

]]> ~SnowyHail Where the wild things are......[EDIT] http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27964049/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27964049/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:38:45 PDT
Who here grew up with that story? Comment, yes, no, maybe, kind of, not really etc...

I haven't watched it, yet, but with all the reviews and critiques I've been reading, I can kind of make out that, it's not for kids, but for the kids who grew up reading it. The problem is, I was born in 1994- thirty years after its publication. The real adults- the adult adults, like, the twenty/thirty year old folks who grew up with it, might be old enough to understand the childlike magic in the book and understand the movie, but I'm only 15: I get the childlikd magic. What if I don't understand the adult portion of the movie?

When I was little, I remember reading Where the Wild Things Are, and thinking it was the most magical thing in the world. It made so much sense, the trouble Max went through, how he felt, why he did what he did... The feeling of wanting to be accepted and control things for a change. But when I go back and read it now, part of the magic, the thrill of it, is gone. I guess I'm not as much of a kid as I'd thought.

I wonder, if I showed the book to a child now, maybe Ryan and Piper, for instance, if they'd get what I don't. That kind of, "only kids" thing. Kind of like, the kids' version of "adults don't understand what teens do," except it's, "only we kids get it."

My school friends keep telling me it's a freaky creepy story. I think they've got no sense of sentimentality

I'm kind of nervous, though. I've requested that my parents go take me see it tonight, because I'm going to write my next newspaper report on it... comparing the book and the movie, the differences, similarities, and what it means to children and adults... but what if I don't get it? haha. it's like asking, 'What if my friend from kindergarten doesn't recognize me? Or what if I don't recognize him?'

*sigh* Anyone comment?

In other news, HALLOWEEN COSTUMES 8D

I started working on it today (it's late, I know! > < ) I took my shirt and started sketchig out the thingy majiger in charcoal (hope that stuff washes out). I'll go over it in ink later.

One thing, though, that I noticed about skeletons and the rest of human anatomy: Skeletons don't have boobies D:

It looks INCREDIBLY awkward, two tumors sticking out of the rib cage... ARGH, I hate mammary glands D:

[EDIT]

I.. just got back from the theatre... and kind of glad I went alone. I cried so much. D: I felt better about being such a wussy, though, after the movie was over and the guy next to me was bent over sobbing.

Ugh.... what am I going to write for this report? Okay, obviously, I'm going to start with the book, how it appeals to kids, what it means, etc..... Then the movie..... the movie the movie the movie.....

there's a lot to figure out in the movie. Above the surface, just the face value, means NOTHING. it... doesn't make any sense if you don't delve into it. at all. like. every moment, you'd be thinking, WTF?

But the meanings are so apparent and so obvious that they're impossible to miss.

The meanings are still the same, from book to movie... it's about....

Adults not understanding... Because sometimes they're too busy with their world to understand. And so the kid becomes his own king, in a place where he makes the rules, where he makes everything okay. ... ish. Ah, it's so hard to explain!

]]> ~SnowyHail I am four different kinds of fail: http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27897310/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27897310/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 21:09:59 PDT
2. Laziness fail- slightly distinct from Procrastination fail, neglecting to do anything productive or fruitful with my free time. FAIL.

3. Motivationless fail- distinct from laziness fail, even when I have the free time and conciousness to do something productive, I have no motivation or drive to do so. FAIL.

4. Distraction fail- nearing ADD ability to be distracted when I finally haul my ass off the bed to do something. Can't keep completely focused on one task for more than five minutes. It's been half an hour since I started writing this journal entry. FAIL.

]]> ~SnowyHail LOLz worthy. http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27804990/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27804990/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 20:16:56 PDT
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but... this rant is freakin hilarious.

]]> ~SnowyHail I've reconstructed my ap euro book http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27621587/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27621587/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 18:36:42 PDT
It doesn't fall apart when I shake it anymore... And as a little bastard that hates the thing to pieces, I think I've done a pretty good job.

]]> ~SnowyHail Let's laugh http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27603804/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27603804/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 18:44:11 PDT
]]> ~SnowyHail I wish I could tell my parents http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27513460/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27513460/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 22:52:10 PDT
2. My beliefs aren't the same as your beliefs.

3. I am not you. You and I grew up with vastly different circumstances. If I believe something, if I choose to behave in a certain way, it will not be as if you were the one doing it in your childhood.

4. I can't be what you thought I would be. I can study. I can draw. But that's it. I can't take your faith, and I can't take the path in life you would have me choose.

5. I am not just a child when it is convenient for you. If you expect me to act like an adult, treat me as an adult, and my opinions as those of an adult, or let me be a child.

6. Don't belittle my opinions and beliefs. Yes, I am still a minor, and no, I don't know everything there is to life. But you don't know everything there is to me, either. And even if to you, my opinions and beliefs seem childish, they are very real to me. Don't just tell me that everything I am now will one day be gone and be replaced by something more like you.

7. This isn't about you, or other people; it's about me, because I am the one who isn't allowed to choose for herself. It doesn't matter that other people are worse. I don't care that your childhood played out this way. What about my life? Aren't I allowed to have my own, instead of shadowing yours?

I told my mom today, I don't want to go to church anymore. And she had been to many churches, and ours was the best one she had ever known. I said, fine. If it's the best church, and that's alright with you, then fine. But it's not fine with me. It's not fine that I still have to go and listen to the things I don't believe, and have it be shoved in my face that I am wrong and they are right. And every time, everytime I try to say otherwise, they won't even listen. She asks me, even if our whole family were still going to church, would you alone decide to go away? What does that matter, what the rest of my family does? Why should I be forced to stay where I'm miserable? She asks me, don't you care what other people think about you?

Why should I? Why am I supposed to be shaped by people around me, the way they think about me, the way they act? Why aren't I allowed to judge for myself what is right and wrong, and act upon it? Why is the church's word absolute? Why should I have to bend my life to something I don't believe?

And what I notice is, of all the atheist people I know, not one tries to make religious people atheist like them. Not one tries to take a religious person from their faith and happiness, to make them see their own version of happiness. It's only the religious people who fight to try and tear the atheists from their happiness and make them see things in their own way.

I've had it.

]]> ~SnowyHail taking a break yo http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27495591/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27495591/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 21:45:45 PDT A
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yaaay slytherine~ yaaay slytherinnne~~~

]]> ~SnowyHail 69 http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27458386/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27458386/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 21:38:10 PDT

... I have this freeeeind who's in ninth grade and she's like, 'ZOMG IDK WHAT A 69 IS'
And i'm like

'SRS?'

And she's like, 'OMG YAH'

She reminds me of when I was in eighth grade, and was like, 'IDK THIS 'THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID' JOKE OMG TELL ME'

except she's like, ... 'i don't want to know'

and now I just feel, like, really bad, because she's like... yeah, you know?

like.... I don't wanna tell her, but I REALLY wanna tell her

I'M GONNA TELL HER

]]> ~SnowyHail I'm excited http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27454577/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27454577/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 17:53:20 PDT
]]> ~SnowyHail MUSIC yay http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27422541/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27422541/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 06:00:23 PDT
ALTERNATIVE:
Breaking Benjamin [x]
Paramore [x]
Panic! At The Disco [x]
Linkin Park [x]
The Academy Is [ ]
Coldplay [x]
Three Days Grace [x]
Yellowcard [x]
30 Seconds to Mars [x]
Chevelle [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

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COUNTRY:
Rascal Flatts [x]
Carrie Underwood [ ]
LeAnn Rimes [ ]
Garth Brooks [ ]
Dixie Chicks [x]
Kenny Chesney [ ]
Tim McGraw [ ]
Faith Hill [ ]
Shania Twain [ ]
Johnny Cash [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 10

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EMO:
Hawthorne Heights [x]
Chiodos [ ]
Forgive Durden [ ]
Amber Pacific [x]
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [xxxxxxxxxxxxx](D: they're not emo....)
From First to Last [x]
Senses Fail [ ]
Underoath [ ]
Something Corporate [ ]
Hit The Lights [x]
Dear Whoever [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 14

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INDIE:
The Hush Sound [ ]
NeverShoutNever! [ ]
Death Cab for Cutie [x]
Dashboard Confessional [ ]
The Killers [x]
Yeah Yeah Yeahs [x]
Hot Hot Heat [ ]
Gym Class Heroes[ ]
Franz Ferdinand [ ]
Modest Mouse [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 16

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METAL:
Slipknot [ ]
System of a Down [x]
Disturbed [ ]
Metallica [ ]
Guns n' Roses [ ]
Lamb of God [ ]
Slayer [ ]
Hatebreed [ ]
Killswitch Engage [ ]
Children of Bodom [ ]
Arch Enemy [ ]
Behemoth [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

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POP:
Teddy Geiger [ ]
Ashlee Simpson [ ]
Kelly Clarkson [ ]
Jesse McCartney [ ]
Avril Lavigne [x]
P!NK [ ]
The Veronicas [ ]
Daniel Powter [x]
James Blunt [ ]
Natasha Bedingfield [ ]
Ryan Cabrera [x]
TOTAL SO FAR = 20

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POWERPOP/PUNK:

Hellogoodbye [x]
Cute is What We Aim for [x]
Cartel [x]
The Click Five [ ]
Fall Out Boy [x]
Rise Against [x]
Good Charlotte [x]
Bowling for Soup [ ]
Relient K [x]
Anti - Flag [ ]
Simple Plan [x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 28

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RAP:
Ying Yang Twins [ ]
T.I. [ ]
Paul Wall [ ]
TuPac [ ]
Jamie Foxx [ ]
Ludacris [ ]
Lil' Jon [ ]
Outkast [ ]
50 Cent [ ]
Kanye West [notanymore]
Notorious B.I.G [ ]
Young Jeezy [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR = 28

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SKA:
Reel Big Fish [ ]
The Specials [ ]
Caddies [ ]
Rancid [ ]
The Aquabats [ ]
Sublime [x]
No Doubt [ ]
Madness [ ]
Operation Ivy [ ]
Bob Marley [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR= 29

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ROCK:
Taking Back Sunday [x]
All-American Rejects [x]
Motion City Soundtrack [ ]
Avenged Sevenfold [x]
Angels and Airwaves [x]
Evanescence [x]
My Chemical Romance [x]
Drowning Pool[ ]
Green Day [x]
Blink-182 [x]
Madina Lake [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR =37

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CLASSIC ROCK:
The Beatles [ ]
Led Zeppelin [ ]
The Rolling Stones [ ]
The Cure[x]
The Who [x]
Pink Floyd [ ]
Jimi Hendrix [ ]
Queen [ ]
Van Halen [ ]
Poison [ ]
AC-DC [ ]

TOTAL = 39

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Multiply your TOTAL by 2
Then re-post this as:
I am (your total ) % obsessed with music!
118% What? I think they mean divide your score by the total and multiply by 100.
In which case it's about 50%.

yaaay.... I guess I do have a favourite genre...

]]> ~SnowyHail The.... the cake..... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27367632/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27367632/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 00:20:12 PDT

]]> ~SnowyHail I've kind of just figured it out [EDIT] http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27365156/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27365156/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:12:48 PDT WAY BOTTOM FOR EDIT.

I believe in God. I'll say that much, because it's too depressing to say there isn't.

As Dane Cook once said about atheists, "When you die, nothing happens." That... Yeah. Maybe I'm in denial, but I'm unwilling to accept that because... well, even if it is true, that's depressing. I like to be happy.

But I am deciding, I do not believe anything else. None of it makes sense anymore. Everything is contradictory. God is good. God... lies sometimes.

It took me so long to figure this out, but I feel better now. I don't know about anything else, but... yeah.

For the first time, a few weeks ago, for the first time, I realized, I am going to die. Well, we all are; everyone who was born has the terminal illness called 'life'. Except maybe sparkly vampires, but that's besides the point. I'm going to die. My mom will die one day, just like my grandpa is at the verge of death himself. Then what? Then what? What if I never see them again? Of course, religious people assert, we'll all see eachother in heaven again... but... really? There's so much evidence to the contrary out there.

for the first time, I thought

Everyone dies. I will die. I will cease to exist. I will become nothing.

For the first time, i understood, yeah. People die. Life is limited. And I tried to imagine becoming nothing and... couldn't. Because it was too scary.

So. Being me, and unable to accept what there is so much evidence contrary to, but also unable to accept anything that hurts me, I have decided

I believe in God. I believe in Heaven, and I believe in Hell. Why? Because God decided that he should sort out all his toys into the good pile and the bad pile. And everything else? ... I still don't know.

Agnostic, I think is what you call this.

Haha. I feel like that one religion we're studying in history... Calvinism, I think it was? That people could judge for themselves what was right and wrong? Yeah. I feel better now.

[EDIT]

ACTUALLY, X EVERYTHING I JUST SAID. SCREW IT ALL. I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANY OF IT ANYMORE.
I don't want to think about it. I don't want to assert or deny, say yea or nay. None of it matters to me. I don't care. I don't care anymore. Screw it all.

... Wow, that feels really good...

]]> ~SnowyHail How did I never notice..???? http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27268842/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27268842/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 18:30:17 PDT I ever born to these two people? Am I adopted or something?

My mom was helping my brother sift through old photographs to look for his senior "two year old" picture, and I came down to beg her for something and ended up looking with them
Among the albums was one from when my parents were teens, when they first met

... And, it sounds super SUPER weird, even to me, but WOW. My parents were very gorgeous people.

Not saying, they're not still good looking, but... WOW. You know? If they went to my high school, every girl after him and my mom would have every boy blushing. But they'd always have eachother~~

ANYWAYS. yeah. How did I never notice? I live with these people. And how the hell did my combination of genes get mixed in with them?

but you know what's freaky? I look exactly like my mom, and exactly like my dad at the same time. yeah. kinda weird, but it works.

My dad liked taking photos, even then.

My mom was an amazing artist.

My brother was FREAKIN adorable. (where'd it all go?)

and and and and and

and and and

and...

]]> ~SnowyHail I hate newspapers rant: expect one every week http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27235711/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27235711/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 20:15:38 PDT

ugh

You know what?

SCREW THIS. starting tomorrow, and maybe tonight, I'm gonna mass produce shitty newspaper articles to periodically submit to the newspaper so I don't have to worry about it again.

]]> ~SnowyHail WOW. my brother is so freakin smart... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27214332/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27214332/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:36:23 PDT

sigh........

dammit.......

sigh....

]]> ~SnowyHail haha... our country is effed up http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27213829/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27213829/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:12:35 PDT
Oh well.

And also, the 'You lie!' thing? Epic. Goes to show that rebellion really is the other side of freedom: When you want freedom, you have a rebellion. Once you have it, you want more, and so begins another rebellion.
But still. I like it that way. Guy shouldn't have apologized afterwards.

But the Taylor Swift thing with Kanye West?
What an Ass. Could he not have taken maybe three seconds to think of how the poor girl would feel if he upstaged her big moment, and showed her up in front of the whole country? Wow. Seriously. Temper temper.

Well... that's my mini rant for today. .___. thoughts?

]]> ~SnowyHail So a vampire walks into a bar... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27086957/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27086957/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 02:15:45 PDT
I think I've been just about every kind of vampire you can be. During World War II, I was the patriotic one, limiting my feedings to German cuisine. A little later, I went through a monstrous phase, limiting my feedings to pretty much anything with a face. Then there was vegetarianism, with its strict diet of coma victims, followed by a streak of vigilantism, when I went around killing those folks who just needed killing. Eventually I got tired of coming up with excuses and let hunger and opportunity decide.
____But then there came this time when the guilt seemed to back up on me and I started hunting in packs as these jokers have done here. The pack thing was so I wouldn't feel personally responsible for the murders we were doing- kind of like the government, or a corporation. Everybody's guilty, so nobody is.
____The pack thing can be done with as few as two. YOu can make a game of it- flip a quarter, heads for throat, tails for thigh. You each take your turn, the flow of blood seesawing back and forth, your victim's eyes ticking left and right along with it, until they begin flickering and finally roll back, waving those two white flags of surrender.
____That's the fifties malt shop version. The vampires sit across from each other, their victim in between them like an ice-cream float with two straws being sipped during that chaste first date. Sure, it's still murder, but murder of the daintiest sort.
____There are less dainty versions. More aggressive ones. Versions where you don't say "Pardon me" and "Please" and you don't take turns. Versions where it's a tug-of-war played with blood and arteries. You suck, they suck, and you can feel the pull of the other. Pause to swallow and the blood in your straw reverses course. You have to fight against the current to get it back. Eventually, one of you takes his ball and goes home. Or really, one of you rips the part you're sucking on free from the rest. This can be pretty wasteful, what with blood leaking out at both ends, like a hot dog with too much relish on it or an ice-cream cone with the bottom chewed off.
____In situations like this, it's best if someone has the foresight to bring along a tarp. Back before I was benevolent, when I was still hunting in packs, I was the tarp guy. Somebody else would sniff out the victim; somebody else would duct tape their wrists and mouth. Me- I set the table, shaking out the tarp with one good snap, laying it down, smoothing it out, straightening the corners.
____Now, it might seem kind of wimpy, being the tarp guy, but that's the part that always got the strongest reaction. Okay, you got duct tape and wrists and mouth, the victim knows he's in trouble; but when you start laying down the tarp, that's when everything clicks. The tarp foreshadows the mess they're in- and about to become. And that's when their eyes start screaming from the top of their lungs; thata's when their chests start heaving and their nostrils flare in and out. And if it's cold, that's when the steam starts chugging, hard and heavy, like the Little Train That Could.
____I think I'm dead. I think I'm dead.
____I I know I'm dead. I know I'm dead.
____Chew-chew...

GOD, I wish I could write as amazingly as this.

I own nothing written up there. Everything belongs to David Sosnowski and Free Press, Simon & Schuster, Inc.

]]> ~SnowyHail Hey. Enlighten me. I'm curious now. http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27079626/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27079626/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 16:54:11 PDT
I was at this thing Saturday night, where friends of my parents and their kids went and yada yada yad, social gathering, yada yada ya. And ya.

And the girls were all in one room, and since the adults were singing karaoke and the guys were just... doing nothing... I went with them. And they started talking about the thing that most girls talk about when they get together: guys.

(...)

So, we were talking, and talking, and talking, and then the oldest girl goes, "I liked this guy, and he asked me out- *giggling ensues* - and so I said yeah, and we went out, and I was sooo happy..." And everything that happens after that: they broke up. Then, she started going on about howyou need to be careful, how when you're going out with a guy, you feel like, really, nothing can go wrong, and then in the end, it was just temporary.

And all the other girls were all going on vehemently about how they totally agree and everything, and there I was, in the middle of this, the only one going,

"... LOLwhut?"

So.. Yeah.

Someone who's not going to just go, "It's indescribable

" explain to me, what is it about whichever gender you prefer that makes you want to be with them?
Like... if you see a cute guy or a girl, or something else that attracts you about then, what makes you want to be with them?

And what is, 'being with them'? ... Like... Why? If you like someone, why can't you just, like... I don't know, say you like eachother and be friends?

For me, when I see a guy (or a girl) that I think is a good person, I think, "I want to be like him/her" or, "I want to be friends with him/her." I've never thought, "I want to be someone s/he can like."

I mean... well yeah, I wanna be someone my parents and my brother can like, but that's purely platonic.

What is it about a person that makes you think, "I want to date her/him." ?

You know? Like... And what is it? Why do you like someone that way? How do you like someone that way? What is, that way?

So... explain to me... please?

And don't make fun of me for this D: I'm a slow learner

]]> ~SnowyHail Elite Vocab.... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27022905/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27022905/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 20:02:34 PDT [link]

Vocabulary word set A, number 325

parrot- v. to blindly repeat or copy
Ex. I am testing you on these words so you will understand their definitions and not just parrot them back to me.

Subliminal messaging within the study stuff....

]]> ~SnowyHail Devious Journal Entry http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27007177/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/27007177/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 00:09:08 PDT Rwar.

Who's with me?

]]> ~SnowyHail Surviving School http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26985283/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26985283/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 19:51:49 PDT [link]

This makes me feel kinda better....

]]> ~SnowyHail I can't wait. http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26966891/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26966891/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 20:50:07 PDT When we're all seventeen, eighteen, or nineteen, when it's the end of the biting cold nights and just beginning to swelter a little at noon, and we're all sitting wherever the hell we happen to be having our ceremony, in whatever colour gowns our school wears.
Some of us are going to have worked harder than others, and will have special medals and seats apart from the rest of us. Some of us will have caught intense senioritis and died along the way. But that's okay, because it won't matter for a while, until the first day we're getting jobs, because we'll have received our college rejection/acceptance letters by then.

You know why i can't wait?
Because it'll be OVER. No more mandatory school work (until college...), no more BLOODY DIGGORY STUPID FREAKIN AP Euro, no more Psych, no more Math, no more forced projects, because it'll all be over. As soon as I'm done, I'm going to toss out every word of Spanish I ever learned, scrub my mind clean of whatever craptastic novels we'll have read, and, facing the general direction of the school from wherever the ceremony is, scream from the bottom of my gut to the top of my lung,

I'VE ALWAYS HATED YOU.
SMELL YOU EFFIN LATER, BURBANK HIGH.

]]> ~SnowyHail LEND ME AMAZING QUOTES http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26904599/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26904599/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 21:33:01 PDT
You don't need the source or anything, just... the gist of it, even.

Like, here's an awesome one that I thought, "WHOA" on

'You should live, until you start to think, "I don't want to die."'

]]> ~SnowyHail THE WORLD HAS SO MANY SHARP LINES... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26901888/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26901888/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 18:48:43 PDT this is what I haven't been seeing for the past year and half.

I can see.

I HAS GLASSES!!

it's amazing... I got all excited cuz, like, yeah, I can see so CLEARLY now. It's AMAZING. It's like. WOW. YEAH.

]]> ~SnowyHail I told my dad http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26884669/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26884669/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 21:16:38 PDT
...

Okay, that's not really what I said

I told him, "If you write me a ligit essay in English, then I'll do the stupid reporters program."

I told my mom, Me trying to write these articles, that are supposed to be about what adults care about despite anything they say, is like them writing an essay in English. I don't speak the language of, "Is having a sports extracurricular an unfair advantage in college admissions?" and "How is Obama's new Health campaign influencing young Asian Americans?"

Honestly, it may be a bit (a lot) philistinic of me, but

I

DON'T

CARE.

I don't care whether the aftermath of Bush's presidency is still with us. I don't care if Korean American students face difficulty as a whole in school. I don't care. I do not freakin care.

You know why? Because we have enough people on this earth trying to sway peoples opinions in a million different directions, and enough people trying to tear people apart into a million different pieces to join their side. I'm not saying that this is bad; I have opinions, too, and if anyone asks for them, I'll give them, but otherwise, I don't want to be another extra choice that screws up the equation. It's good to have some poeple offer choices to peole who might be too overwhelmed to analyze the situation for themselves. It's just, they don't need another one; I don't want to do that.

You know what I want to do? I want to let people forget about all the crap like that for a little while, and let them laugh.

I want to see people laugh, and feel light for a little moment, make them feel awe at something that will let them forget for a little moment their troubles.

I don't want to make them think this way or that. I don't want to make them 'feel', I don't want to make them Happy, or Sad, or Angry, or anything. I just want them to laugh, or feel awe. Amuse them in some way that makes them forget.

I don't want to be another of a million voices trying to tear people apart.

So... yeah.

I don't want to do this program. I don't care. I just don't.

But.... DAMMIT, I'm not legal yet

]]> ~SnowyHail Devious Journal Entry http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26866455/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26866455/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 22:09:13 PDT
The winning side, whichever it is, will recognize that you were not with them in the first place.

...

Pick a side... or convince enough people to look at it both ways.

]]> ~SnowyHail Today, I contracted a rampant disease with no cure http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26825871/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26825871/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 21:10:18 PDT

What did I do wrong? Why is my immune system deciding now to take a short break?
I've been feeding my body, giving it excercise, cleaning it, giving it attemtion, and still it decides it doesn't need to help me in return

UGH. I hate being sick. I know I was, like, just FINE earlier today, but now, I feel like cruddy crapcrap.

]]> ~SnowyHail I hate to admit it.... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26780590/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26780590/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 17:41:04 PDT
It's like a story book with lots of big and smart words.

]]> ~SnowyHail I'M NOT CRAZY http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26773220/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26773220/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 11:14:56 PDT [link]

yaaayy.... I'm not paranoid ;^;

]]> ~SnowyHail Do you feel them? http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26765072/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26765072/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 23:07:17 PDT
I think I'm seismophobic.

]]> ~SnowyHail It's stuck in my head now.... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26698732/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26698732/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 18:26:25 PDT
It's replaying over and over and over again... > <

]]> ~SnowyHail I hate when ignorant ppl butt in.... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26638227/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26638227/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 21:21:16 PDT I hate when people are in my room. I don't care if it's my mom or a stranger, I hate it.

My mom... threw out a plastic bag while cleaning out my room. That plastic bag happened to contain a wallet my brother bought for me in Korea, which has over seventy dollars in it, all my ID cards since sixth grade, all my receipts, and all my library cards. FML.

I am so incredibly pissed right now. I know, getting angry won't help or anything, but still, DAMN IT. That was my own money, too, not stuff they gave me. Those were all my cards since sixth grade.

I'm gonna go out and buy a lock and key that actually works. I'll lock my door before going out every day, and have only one key. Screw them if they wanna get in while I'm out. It's not happening.

[/EDIT]

Do you guys know the animated movie, Wonderful Days, or Sky Blue?

It's pretty much a post apocolyptic movie, about how global warming destroyed everything and only the poeple who saw it coming were spared... and stuff

I remember watching this movie for the first time in Korea when I was... really, really little. With some effort, I pieced together the bits and parts that I remembered, and found it on the internet.

But you see, because YouTube is pretty much a forum for open debate, some really annoying people came and just ruined everything...

They think, just because it's an animated movie, that it's Japanese. Uh. It's not. I happen to know because every single promotional poster and image on the net, and off, is written in Korean. Wikipedia says it's South Korean. Every anime forum on the net says Korean, and yet these people on YouTube are telling us, the Koreans defending our peoples' work, to go to our research. Dumbasses.

And then, these people who probably aren't even Japanese but wannabe Asian fanatics, go into dissing Koreans, saying they're all wannabe Japanese. (Irony...) That Korea ripped off of Japan, which, in fact, is incredibly insulting to me, personally.

They're saying Japanese people invented Anime. What Japanese people invented was Manga, which was then turned into what they called Anime because, like most Asians, they can't bother to say one term in more than three syllables. (A lot of Asian languages do this, if I'm not mistaken... .___. ) And so, they say Anime can only be Anime if it is written by a Japanese artist and first published in Japan. Borrowing a quote from an American Manga,

"Does that mean pizza is only pizza if it's baked by an Italian in Italy?"

And, it's really, really not Korea's fault if our culture happens to be similar to Japan's. When Japan raided Korea during the second World War, of course our cultures became crossed, not to mention even longer before that when probably, our languages derived from the same language before the people who would become the Japanese moved off to their islands to be their own country. So we're not ripping off anything. What we have is , which is our term for Korean comics, just like Manga is Japanese comics. Japan calls their animations Anime, and we just call our Korean produced animations Animation.

I think... it just really pisses me off, that here's this brilliant Korean animation, and people are coming in saying it's Japanese... It's like saying... The American culture was invented by the English. Wouldn't that be insulting?

I'm not saying I hate Japan. I love Japan, really, and I respect their amazing ability to put new things into the world. I don't hate wannabe-Japanese-but-actually-100%-white people, either. What I hate is when they begin to take away what is Korean, and say it's originally Japanese.

Link to the awesome ->[link]

Link to the stupid comments ->[link]

]]> ~SnowyHail zomg, facebook finally DID SOMETHING.[EDIT] http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26558076/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26558076/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:42:57 PDT
I found a person that looks like my friend from third grade. So I sent him a message, going, "HEY DID YOU GO TO THIS SCHOOL?"
And if he says yes, I'm gonna be SOOO happy. If he says yes, I'm going to jump around and scream form joyous. Because he was awesome.

If he says no, I'm gonna cry. ;__;

If he says yes, and that he doesn't remember me, I'm gonna cry harder... TT_________TT

OMIGOSH ANSWER ME ALREADY, I'M SO NERVOUS, LIKE

I always wondered, I always held my memories of my old elementary school really close, like.... I loved all my friends there
But what if they don't remember me like that? What if they already forgot about me?

TT____TT

[Edit]

OMIGOSH HE REMEMBERED ME 0-0 I R FILLED WITH JOYOUS PLZ

yaaay
he remembered me he didn't forget me ~ wooooooooooooooow omigosh it's like 'WOOOOOOW'
you kow????

omigosh WOOOOW Seahooni~ > < FACEBOOK FINALLY DID SOMETHING~

Yay~ we started exchanging messages and then eventually he just opened a chat window =___= why didn't I think of that?
XD he turned SKATER. That's so amazing. It's like when my brother when skater for a little while. he still speaks korean. he's got burnt skin like most californian/asians
HE DIDN'T MOVE TO VIRGINIA LIKE MY MOM SAID HE DID D:

My mom told me, in fourth grade, "Seahoon moved to Virginia. You're never gonna see him again."
And i'm like, "nuuuu ;^;"
yaaaaay i'm so happy right now

]]> ~SnowyHail Don't read this. It'll be long. I guarantee it. http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26540199/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26540199/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 02:33:30 PDT

Everything that's my editing will be in bold. I will attempt to catch every mispelled word and put it in bold, also. I'm tempted to leave the author's notes alone, but I can't resist...

Chapter 1.

AN: Special fangz (get it, coz Im goffik) 2 my gf (ew not in that way) raven, bloodytearz666 4 helpin me wif da story and spelling. U rok! Justin ur da luv of my deprzzing life u rok 2! MCR ROX!
The second sentence there is a run on sentence.

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Hi my name is Ebony DarkÂness Dementia Raven Way and I have long ebony black hair (thatÂs how I got my name) with purple streaks and red tips that reaches my mid-back and icy blue eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Amy Lee (AN: if u donÂt know who she is get da hell out of here!). IÂm not related to Gerard Way but I wish I was because heÂs a major fucking hottie. IÂm a vampire but my teeth are straight and white. I have pale white skin. IÂm also a witch, and I go to a magic school called Hogwarts in England where IÂm in the seventh year (IÂm seventeen). IÂm a goth (in case you couldnÂt tell) and I wear mostly black. I love Hot Topic and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a black corset with matching lace around it and a black leather miniskirt, pink fishnets and black combat boots. I was wearing black lipstick, white foundation, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking outside Hogwarts. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of preps stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.

Sentences are choppy, disconnected, or too long and awkward. She could have subtly told the reader what she was wearing, instead of spending the whole paragraph describing it straight out. And for God's sakes, won't ANYONE ever notice that corsets are meant to be worn under the dress? It's like wearing your panties on the outside of your pants.

ÂHey Ebony!Â shouted a voice. I looked up. It wasÂ. Draco Malfoy!

ÂWhatÂs up Draco?Â I asked.

ÂNothing.Â he said shyly. Oh GOD. No, please! Draco Malfoy does not say shyly. He does not even say anything. Complete, 180 degree OOC.

But then, I heard my friends call me and I had to go away. If they did nothing but say 'hi', this whole section here is completely irrelevent. She could have, possibly, had them have a little conversation to hint at the inevitable Mary Sue romance to come, but there is nothing.

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AN: IS it good? PLZ tell me fangz!Run on sentence right here.

Chapter 2.

AN: Fangz 2 bloodytearz666 4 helpin me wif da chapta! BTW preps stop flaming ma story ok! Another run on sentence here. Also, I almost didn't understand what she meant by 'flaming ma story'.

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The next day I woke up in my bedroom. It was snowing and raining again. I opened the door of my coffin and drank some blood from a bottle I had. My coffin was black ebony and inside it was hot pink velvet with black lace on the ends. I got out of my coffin and took of my giant MCR t-shirt which I used for pajamas. Instead, I put on a black leather dress, a pentagram necklace, combat boots and black fishnets on. I put on four pairs of earrings in my pierced ears, and put my hair in a kind of messy bun. ... First of all, all Hogwarts students sleep in beds. I'll ignore the 'fact' that she's a vampire, okay, but please. All Hogwarts students wear their Hogwarts uniforms. The blood part is a little over-the-top cliched here.

My friend, Willow (AN: Raven dis is u!) woke up then and grinned at me. She flipped her long waist-length raven black hair with pink streaks and opened her forest-green eyes. She put on her Marilyn Manson t-shirt with a black mini, fishnets and pointy high-heeled boots. We put on our makeup (black lipstick white foundation and black eyeliner.)
Willow woke up, and then grinned. And then she opened her eyes. That's backwards.

ÂOMFG, I saw you talking to Draco Malfoy yesterday!Â she said excitedly. I can't tell if she actually said, 'Oh em eff gee' or if she said 'Oh my fludgering God.

ÂYeah? So?Â I said, blushing.
~SnowyHail I want to rant. This should be fun... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26539503/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26539503/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 01:13:25 PDT It should be up sometime tommorrow night, if I don't take any breaks.

]]> ~SnowyHail THIRST http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26505131/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26505131/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 12:38:37 PDT [link])

[link]

This is what a real vampire movie should be.

Twilight ain't got nothin on this.

]]> ~SnowyHail Let's not hate America so much :D http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26496948/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26496948/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 02:50:19 PDT

You've read Yuumei's journal. Yes. Don't say no, just yes.

And yeah.... I used to be one of those emo children (SHUDDER) thinking America was the worst place on earth, yada yada ya, I was a spoiled brat, I know, yada yada ya...

But seriously? Where else is any better than good ol' America?

I mean... yeah, it sucks, if you look at it alone.... We belch away fossil fuels like there's no tommorrow, are the fattest country in the world, yeah, but seriously? Lookit it. Where else is a better country than America?

We get a lot of freedom here... Our country spoils us. My mom is always telling me, in her day, in Korea, the government purposely made it seem as though education weren't so important, to get kids to work earlier and contribute in smaller but more doses to society. My mom became one of those kids, and lost her chances of going into college and being successful. Look at America, in contrast. Education is just about the most important thing to us here. It's even illegal for anyone under the age of 21 to be refused free education until college.

We have access to world news. Yeah, a lot of us don't make much use of it, but at least our government isn't trying to stop us from knowing anything. If something crappy happens, within or outside the country, they let the public know, and face the music head on. There are countries *cough*COMMUNIST*cough* that don't allow that access, to make their people think that they're living in a wonderful world, when they are living in an otherwise repressed country.

We are anti terrorist. Yeah, hear that, emo kids? There really are places that are worse than America, places with governments that starve their people, put 20 year old boys to the president's throne, people who DON'T FREAKIN TAKE JOURNALISTS CAPTIVE AND THREATENING TO PUT THEM IN LABOR CAMPS FOR *SUSPECTING* THEY MIGHT BE SPIES. At least, if we have conflicting moral issues within our country, we don't brainwash fourteen year old girls into thinking that dying for God is the greatest thing that could happen to their short lived lives.

So... Yeah. Tell me of a wonderful place that is better than America. Yeah, America's flawed, majourly flawed, but just like any other country. If there really is such a place, I'd love to hear about it.

]]> ~SnowyHail UNOFFICIAL SCHEDULE http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26473556/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26473556/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 22:05:10 PDT Per. 1 - Chemistry (H)
Per. 2 - Aerobics
Per. 3 - English 10 (H)
Per. 4 - Spanish 2
Per. 5 - Euro Hist (AP)
Per. 6 - Pre-Calculus

So... Art structure, yay, it's zero period, which should be awesome, since I know the teacher, and he's pretty cool about people sleeping in his class... or maybe it was only for beginners art

Chemistry. YAY. I heard it's awesome, just... difficult, maybe, and that the teacher sucks.

Aerobics... Meh. That one class we took was pretty fun, I think

English ... depends on the teacher, right? My brother says that one teacher's easy, that one teacher's an ass, and that one teacher plays favourites

Spanish will kill me

Euro.... My sophomore friend from last year kept telling me these words of advice.
*clears throat* "AP Euro will rape you up the ass. Hard. Be prepared."

Precalculus 0___o idk

POST UP UR SCHEDULES SO WE CAN PRETEND THAT THEY WON'T COMPLETELY CHANGE THEM ON US ON THE FIRST DAY AND BE ALL EXCITED THAT WE'RE IN THE SAME CLASS

]]> ~SnowyHail Kids are made to grow up too fast nowadays...... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26428950/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26428950/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 17:40:43 PDT
Don't do anything else until you're completely done with everything. That's what an adult would do.
Don't pick at your food. An adult wouldn't do that.
Be more serious. You're not being like an adult.

And all my life, I just thought, 'But if I'm living my life like an adult would, when do I ever get to be a kid?'

I've had a nice childhood, yeah, but... It's always just preparation, preparation, preparation, you know?
College prepares you for the real world. High school prepares you for college. Junior high prepares you for Senior high. Elementary school prepares you for Junior high. Kindergarten prepares you for elementary school. Preschool prepares you for Kindergarten. Baby toys prepare you for Pre school. Everyone wants children to be adults... But I think we have enough of those.

Adults care too much. They care too much what others think of them, how they look, how they act, keeping things exactly the way they want to make them.

One time, a teacher pulled me aside for cursing during class. She said to me, "When you do things like that, it tells us that you don't care what we think about you." I was honestly shocked that she would think that way. Why should I care what they think of me? What significance are they to me? If they think I'm that kind of person, so what? But it mattered to her, and she thought it would matter to me, because she is an adult.

But then, there are kids who want to grow up quickly. They wear clothes adults would, throw away joys they held as children, too quickly, too soon. Why? You have the rest of your life to wear pretty clothes, be bossed around by people, drive, wear makeup, have deadlines... why not enjoy being a kid?

I want to be a kid for a little longer... I don't want to be pulled into the crappy life of adults. It makes me a little sad, a little angry, when I see kids like me, but just in such a hurry to get away from childhood. They toss away the childlike, blissful fantasies of childhood, saying, 'It's reality. This is what it really is. Kids should grow up and face it.'
But if they grow up, they aren't children anymore, but that's what we are: Children. How can you tell a five year old child that Santa Clause doesn't exist? How can you tell a teenager to let go of the little joys in life, because they're meaningless?

I think I've resented Adults for a long time... Not grownups. Grownup means that you are just older. Being an adult means everything is serious, if something doesn't exist, you shouldn't believe in it, if there is a child who still revels in childhood, he needs to be pulled out of it, because he has to face the crappy adult world they created eventually... why not just pull him in when he's a child? That way, instead of being pulled away from a beautiful memory, he'll never have had the memory at all.

]]> ~SnowyHail Oh, GAWD, this is GOOD..... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26414001/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26414001/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 00:02:43 PDT
OKAY OKAY OKY, Reasons why LA is the greatest place on earth.

1. WE HAVE PALM TREES. I have never, ever seen anyone get so excited over palm trees as people in New York. No one, NO ONE, should ever use the words "And there, we have a REAL, LIVE, PALM TREE!" so excitedly.

2. We have some freakin awesome city lights. Yeah, you're in New York, you have all that bustle and lighty, and whooo, but in LA, Darn.... Woww... In the plane, it was all dark, and so outside we could see the little cities all lit up in the night, and they were like... little splotches of light in a vast darkness, but LA, you get into SoCal, and it's like someone took a bucket of sparkles (I KILL TWILIGHT) and poured them out over a pitch black canvas... It's AMAZING. It's like. WHOA. I LIVE THERE.

3. Dude. New York has no traffic laws.

4. LA just pwns. There's nowhere else in the world like it. I think. Yeah... I FREAKIN LOVE LA I'M NEVER LEAVING IT EVAR. 0_______0

]]> ~SnowyHail DADADA! DADADADADA! DADADA DADA DADAAA! http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26394811/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26394811/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 04:16:27 PDT DIGIMON! DIGITAL MONSTERS DIGIMON ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

sing with me!

CHAAAANGE INTO DIIIGITAL CHAMPIONS TOOOO SAVE THE DIGITAL
WORLD

]]> ~SnowyHail I emphasize the H's in my question words http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26369636/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26369636/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 22:26:13 PDT
SCROLL DOWN FOR CANADA UPDATE ;D SI, SENORA, I SES CANADA

RULES:

{1}.Post these rules

{2}.Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.

{3}.At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.

{4}.Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.

{5}.NO tag-backs.

Here we go....

1. I think of random sad stories I've read at random moments, and cry to myself, and people who happen to see me think I'm depressed, and won't accept that I was just thinking of a sad story and launch into their life stories of depression and hardships that are supposed to make me feel better. And then I really do get depressed. =.=
2. I eat vitamins for fun
3. I want a little sibling, but my mom won't give me one. She tells me to grow up and adopt my own.
4. I am really (really really really) bad at talking casually with people I'm not really close with. Like these people here at the travel agency. A lot of them are like... "... so. What's up?" And I say. "... Nothing.".... *silence* *end of conversation* The thing is, I think they think it's really awkward if we're not talking like we're old friends, but I'm perfecly fine with the silence.
5. I like someone. *gasp!* Not in the romantic way, but in a very very strong possessive platonic way.
6. I.... do not like cheese. Especially that Baby Bell cheese, you know it? It's SOOOOOO freakin strong, when I get a whiff of it, the world starts spinning....
7. I think, when I grow up and am living on my own for the first time, my diet will consist of microwavable Costco food, stirfry or steamed veggies, and two liter bottle fruit juices. Yep.... Microwave Pot Pie, every lunch....
8. DOES ANYBODY WANNA GO FISHING ONE DAY? .___. (this totally counts as something about me)

I TTLY TAG

idk who else to tag D:

CANAD
Si, I are in Canada. XDDDD

The first words I heard over the border were "What are you talking about??" XDDD the immigration people were really pissed, cuz nobody in our travel agency can speak English except me and my mom... ._____. The guy's getting all pissed.. XD

Guard: Ma'am, how long are you staying?
Lady: Uh, por! (4)
Guard: Four days?
Lady: ... *nod*
Travel agency guide: No, no, no, only one!
Lady: Wun! (1)
Guard: You just told me four.
Lady: Por!
Guard: Which is it?
Guide: * in korean * Ma'am, we're only staying one day. Tell the guard man we are staying one day. One.
Guard: What're you telling her?
Lady: Wun!
Guard: Did he tell you to say that?
Lady: ... *has no idea what he's talking about* YES!
Guard: Sir, you can't do that.

XDDDDD The guard guy was getting really pissed.

DUUUUUDE IT'S CANADA!!! It feels like America, but you can totally tell that it isn't... Like... America has that "I'M THE FREAKIN HERO, I'M SUPERIOR, HAHAHA SUUUPERIOR" vibe to it.... (admit it, you feeel it) But Canada has that feel, like, "I'm Canada.... Hi." XDDDD
It's a wonderful feeling~~

]]> ~SnowyHail MOVIES and New York update http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26282292/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26282292/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 17:56:06 PDT Who here does not know who Danny Elfman is?
Who here does not know (God forbid) who Tim Burton is?

I was talking with my mom tonight at dinner, and she's like, "idk who?"

TT______TT
I thought Tim Burton was a household name, like Jesus, but I guess that's just me... .___. or maybe my generation. So. Who here knows? Who here does not?

ZOMG She doesn't know who Johnny Depp is D: HAO do you not know who Johnny Depp is? He's like, only in every single (not really... but a lot of them) Burton film, AND he's the AMAZING actor of Captain Jack Sparrow...

Maybe my mom and I just don't have the same interests.. TT____TT maybe

ANYWAYS, when we get home, I'm gonna make my mom watch every Burton film that I like (Planet of the Apes kinda... idk, weirds me out) except maybe Sweeney Todd and Sleepy Hallows. .___. there's some stuff about me my mom may not need to know...

NEW YORK. Holy crud, New York is freakin beautiful. Before, whenever anyone said anything about New York, I immediately envisioned like, this huge city place, towering sky scrapers, tons of people and yellow cabs... It's like that, in some places, but most of what I've seen is a mesh of Green Peace, some Miyazaki universe, and Urbia. It's fantastic

There are a lot more trees here than in Cali. .___. green trees, with actual leaves, not just on mountains (which in cali is still rare) but, like FORESTS ACTUALLY ON THE GROUND D: And a lot of water, like random swamps and bogs. Pretty tight.

Oh, And they don't have In-N-Out here. o__0 I know, weird, huh?

But HOLY GEEZE
Manhattan. Wow. AWESOMENESS MUCH? I was in, like, my FANTASY WORLD. It's totally like....

Steampunk/Miyazaki world/urbia/pure awesomeness. It's soooo preeeettty.....

... There's so much more LIFE than in LA, it's like, WOW. There are people everywhere, but everyone knows where they're going, there's water everywhere, cars, pipes, trees, red brick buildings, towering lights that look like they're floating in the night, it's just BEAUTIFUL.

... I still love LA, though XD Cali forever~

]]> ~SnowyHail ZOMIGOSH http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26246058/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26246058/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 01:37:03 PDT [link]

XDDDDIt's been suuuuch a long time since I've watched the english dub of ANYTHING, so THIS is absolutely hilarious!!!!!!!
the voices, it's so melodramatic!
and that slap, is like

BREATHE, DAMN IT!!!! *slap*

LAWLZ
Oh, the little joys of life...

I love making fun of stuff XD

]]> ~SnowyHail FAKE DISMEMBERED THUMB http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26227453/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26227453/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 07:09:19 PDT they didn't like it... I think.

Last night, my mom caught me in the kitchen with a bowl, a brush, some chocolate syrup, maple syrup, cough medicine, and green and red acrylic paint. She asked wtf I was doing. I said nothing, but dipped my fingers in the mixture, and showed it to her. She said it was gross, and walked away. That's how I knew it was perfect~~~

Or so I thought.

I spent the night melting and glueing plastic together, mixing more red paint with the mixture, to get just the right viscocity, just the right color and texture... IT WAS SOOO PERFCT. I was so proud of it when I was done~

And then I showed my parents when I woke up. ._____________________. I don't know...

My dad was like.
MY mom was like

And then they both walked away. TT______TT WTF I WORKED SO HARD ON IT.

maybe I shoulda used different shades of red for the blood. .___.

maybe the skin was too wrinkled.

WHATEVER. I kinda still like it.

]]> ~SnowyHail I'M SO HUNGRY...... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26226136/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26226136/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 05:06:32 PDT

i want pizza

]]> ~SnowyHail AAAAAAAAHHHHH.......... http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26200684/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26200684/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 22:26:38 PDT
I should stop complaining and do something about it.... TT___TT

UGH.

CURSE YOU, ELITE!!!!!!!!

T___T I have to learn and review 1000 words by friday, for a vocabulary quiz at that.......... MILITARY SCHOOL of a place...
... which I'm not going to do because I'll be in New york!!

Which.. also means that, on the day after I get back from New york, I'll have to make up two weeks worth of tests, homework, and vocab, including the three hundred extra words I'd have missed by then.... TT_________TT I thought this was supposed to be VACATION.

I don't even like any of my teachers ;^; at least my old teachers were cool.... my lady teacher scares the freak outta me... The first thing she said when she came in on my first day was, "WHO DIDN'T DO THEIR HOMEWORK? TWENTY FIVE PUSHUPS OUTSIDE." She looked at me, and went, "NEWBIE. DID YOU DO YOUR HOMEWORK? *stare*."

My math teacher is.............. Well, it's lucky I have him first in he morning. He's kinda.... like Mr. Jaffe.

And my vocab teacher, LO my vocab teacher... He happens to be the class right after lunch, in which I'm always asleep during, and therefore am asleep through the first fifteen minutes of his class. And, while he doesn't wake me from my slumber, he pokes fun at it under I wake up.. TT___TT I woke up to him saying, "Alright, fill in the blank: The blank student fell asleep during the class, which would lead to her own blank." TT____TT

And my last teacher, who is my coolest teacher this time (all my critical reading teachers are the coolest ) is awesome. Only, he gets aggravated when I fall asleep. I woke up to him hitting me over the head with a rolled up lesson packet. TT____TT I'm sorry, you're cool, it's just that you're at the end of the day, and I'm really tired....

He reminds me of a wooden puppet. His feet do the penguin thing, pointing inwards, and he has this.... slight slouch, and his limbs are all flaily and everything XD I want to draw him, but he moves too much.

duuude... TTT_______TTT I don't know how people can do this every day of the week..... There are kids who go EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN DAY.... HAO????

my class is on saturdays from 9:00 AM to 5:30 PM... on fridays it's from 9:00 to 12:30 PM

I can't even be excited about New York because I'm wondering how the FLUDGERING HELL I'm gonna make up all that homework....

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT GUESS WHAT??? 8DDDD

there's this manga series i'm IT'S AMAZING obsessed with, and and and and and and and GUESS WHAT???? The final volume comes out this october!!!!!!! *SQUEEEEEEE* I'm so amazingly excited. But that's also the month that I'm taking my first SAT ;^; so I've decided for myself, when the SAT's are over, and if i've managed to reach my (my mom's) goal of 2200 (which is flucking impossible) I'll buy (with my own money... it's a treat to myself) the remaining four volumes that i don't have....

I'M SO EXCITED.

And if I don't get 2200..... ..... 2200.....

.... 2200 it's... such a big number.... 2200.... 2200.... ....

I MUST PREVAIL AGAINST THE EVIL COLLEGE BOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOOOOWDAFUDGE DO THOSE AMAZING PEOPLE NEVER EVER EVER DO ANY SORT OF PREP AND GET LIKE 2300?????????????????? TT___TT I feel so.... helpless.......

......

.__. I should get started on homework. UGH this sucks. ZOMG this sucks. *flail* THIS SUCKS.

never ever EVER even CONSIDER SAT prep school... just... study on your own... it's.... painful...

]]> ~SnowyHail IDK WHY I'M DOING THIS BUT I AM. http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26176601/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26176601/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 18:49:41 PDT

Playlist title: My favourite waltzes

1. Angels Cry in my pants! -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

2. Cat and Mouse in my pants! -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

3. Justify in my pants! -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

4. The Lonely Music Box in my pants! -smartpoetic

5. Always With Me in my pants! -Joe Hisaishi

]]> ~SnowyHail UGH. I R FILLED WITH JELUS PLZ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26164632/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26164632/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 05:14:09 PDT [link]

DON'T READ IT IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS WITH VERY VERY STRONG PLATONIC LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN SIBLINGS. Because, for some reason, people do. .________.

(but I don't really see it as platonic love, but neither is it romantic, definitely not romantic, ew, that would be.. incest... but not just sibling love either but ZOMG ppl don't understand when I try to explain... TT^TT )

This is the kind of thing I wish sit with for hours in english class analyzing. MUUUUCH more interesting than a poem about child abuse that happens to not be about child abuse.... .___. or so she said.

Yes!

UGH, how does anyone ever think of brilliantness like this?!

It's... WOW... amazingness plz?

just, like, the never mentioned metaphors that are there anyways, the symbols, the little subliminal messages, they're AMAZING~!!!

TT____TT This should be published. (if only people would get over their homophobia....)
Dude, if every book in the world were written like this, LIKE A FREAKIN MASTERPIECE, I would never set a book down for more than long enough to sleep. UGH, I wish there were more to this story....

I printed it out so I can read it wherever I want to~

ZOMG the AMAZINGNESS of this story, the way it's written, the idea, plot, just... just.... EVERYTHING, it's like *SPASM*. ARGH it fills me with so much happy....

]]> ~SnowyHail KUROSHITSUJI aka black butler http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26143161/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26143161/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 03:21:39 PDT

KUROSHITSUJI

Black Butler
Crap. SO BAD. NO, no, no, I mean SO GOOD. SERIOUSLY. It's sooo good, like really and everything. It's hilarious. Read it. Watch it. It's dramatic. It's awesome.

But...

OKAY DON'T READ FROM THIS POINT ON IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE ANIME AND YOU PLAN TO.

ZOMG arrrgh waaaaahhhhhhh.... TT_____TT HE ATE HIM. ZOMG What was I expecting, really? WHAT THE FUDGE WAS I EXPECTING?????

AFTER ALL, THE WHOLE PLOT WAS "ZOMG HELP ME AND YOU GET TO EAT MY SOUL." And in the end, Ciel gets what he wants, and of course, Sebastian has to eat him... That's like the best logical ending, but SERIOUSLY. ARgh, I feel so... duped. I guess.... I feel so... UNSATISFIED.
> < I hope the manga doesn't end that way... argh... I'm so.... ARGH..

CIEL NEEDS TO GROW UP AND MARRY ELIZABETH!!! HE CAN'T JUST LEAVE HER LIKE THAT!!!

... but then again, all his friends and his pet died... wtf..... ARGH!!!!

And Sebby. Wtf was I expecting with hiM? For him to suddenly say, "ON SECOND THOUGHT I don't want to eat your soul! You've suffered enough, so I'll just look for someone else. Toodles!"???????

waaaaaahhhh...... THIS AUTHOR BETTER PULL SOMETHING MAGNIFICENT OUT OF HER POCKET, OR... OR... ... I'LL CRY. TT^TT

I'm speechless... kind of... I'm just... soo..... ughed...

OH WELL. it was the best anime I've come by in a long time so i'm good... I think....

]]> ~SnowyHail hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26141382/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26141382/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 00:03:59 PDT

Now there's irony, if you've ever seen it...

]]> ~SnowyHail ZOMG I'M DONE http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26035485/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26035485/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 23:01:41 PDT I pretty much BSed the last few paragraphs of the last entry, but whoodafudge cares??? I"m done!!!!!

]]> ~SnowyHail SF;AOSDR;HABWOUA;O DAMMIT http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26000807/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/26000807/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 07:04:45 PDT
Okay, okay, okay, no, I don't HATE reading.
I hate reading well written tragedy novels that has an absolutely despicable villain with NO good qualities of a human WHATSOEVER.

Yes. This is the kind of novel I hate reading.

I just finished reading "The Kitchen God's Wife", and dear Lord in Heaven, I HATE IT.

People like Wen Fu, with just such sheer idiocy, stupidity, nonsenseness, VAIN qualities like him should never have been raised. I hate his parents for how he was raised.

Seriously, I HATE IT. It's so FRUSTRATING. OH MY GAWD. At the end of the assignment, I'm going to insert a half page rant about how much I hated this book.

Just... OH MY GAWSH. I'm full of such negative emotions for this book right now, I hate it.

See, see, I hate feeling such intense SADNESS, not even sadness, just intnse HATRED for things, even fictional characters. See, this is how I felt reading the Good Earth, because WangLung was a freken MANWHORE, and I HATED him for it. I wanted to leave that book at a bus stop or something for someone else to find.
This book, this book, is freken three hundred pages longer and has an evil person so vile and despicable I want to shoot him in the head, but even then that doesn't undo all the shit he did to his wife.

...

His wife had a miscarriage with their first child, a girl. Then, with his second daughter, he BEAT her when she was a year old because she was crying. By the time the poor girl was a year and a half, she knew not to cry in front of her father. What kind of shit infant life is that? Then, their third child, their son... Well, he died in war. And finally, bastard never got to see his third daughter because the wife finally DIVORCED HIS SORRY NAKED ASS, THREW HIS PANTS OUT THE WINDOW AND MADE HIM RUN AFTER THEM AT FREKEN GUNPOINT. PWNAGE.
She went to America with her new husband, and they raised her together, and had another son together.

But still, the happy ending does nothing to alleviate my triggered nerves at the sheer OMGIHATEYOUness of the rest of the book.

]]> ~SnowyHail Lack of sleep has the same effect as coke http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/25934562/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/25934562/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 03:54:50 PDT
Thank goodness all of crayola's products are nontoxic.

]]> ~SnowyHail yo necesito advice para mi assignment de ingles http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/25933601/ http://SnowyHail.deviantart.com/journal/25933601/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 01:47:11 PDT and I'm only half way done with my book
but I have enough quotes marked off to finish my assignment without finising the book
and reading the book is reeaaally getting on my nerves
should i just finish the assignment and forget about the book, maybe read it after the due date (after a little break) just in case there's some sort of 'surprise! we're gonna quiz you on dat book' test?

... cuz I really don't wanna finish this book
it sounds like one of those endings where nothing is revealed and there is no ending

]]> ~SnowyHail