deviantART: by:Sola-Alona http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Sola-Alona&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Sola-Alona en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 03:07:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png "I'm ur santa betch. WTF do you want?":O http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/28624489/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/28624489/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 06:54:11 PST :iconlifesdestiny:
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Just wondering...


Since its pretty much near Christmas and I have not been uploading much do to college assignments, I was wonder if I can draw anyone's oc? I'm pretty much open for anything!


Doing 5 for now~!


So the first 5 who comments me first will of course be the first ones. And I'm doing this for free! If I don't receive any responds... [going to cry] I will pick my watchers by random and that will be your secret Santa gift, all right?

If by any chance the list of 5 gets filled and there is people who still interested, I will do another 5 for the new years, Compreday?

1~ ~Crimson-Demise

2~ ~Kinopia

3~ =Sorelliena

4~ ~Akira-8

5~

The 6 deviations

So I'm going to post a thumbnail from my watchers artwork that I like. I think everyone should take their time and look up at their gallery! I will do everyone [eventually]... whenever I post another journal entry.

:icondemiton:
~Demiton


:icongreen-peace:
~Green-Peace


:iconbluepixie08:
~bluepixie08
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:star: :D
"Yay My First Skin~! :D

Very Simple isn't it? :D
:star: O.o
At College

In class right now doing so much damn homework... :( Haven't been on for a while..... and time to draw things that I want X___X
:star: Text box under the header
O______O

I don't think anyone misses me in here.... :( But oh wells I will comeback~! Wait and see!

:star: <___<
I am hungry- I want FOOD NOOOOOW~!



[link] Digital art Applications- blog - (homework)

]]> ~Sola-Alona College first week http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/27199838/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/27199838/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 20:56:01 PDT
anyway, its been alright. I'm slowly making new friends.. but I still consider myself to be alone most of the time. Oh did I tell you guys how much I hate spending a lot of monies($) for textbooks, art kits and other supplies? I must of spend around 400 dollars or something... and I may get a mac for photoshop cs4- cause this old pc can't handle it. And i need to buy myself a digital camera for the visual foundation course...

Being a first generation in canada... and knowing your the first family member to set on foot in college is pretty big deal i think. All of my children's children will better know me!

I still feel like crap a bit (from today) so I'm gunna pose a poem from my friend diamond cause this is what I feel and shes fucking awesome!


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Nice To Know That You Cared
—--

This time I bowed my head, waved the white flag because there’s too much I have bled. There’s no place left to run, at least you’ve got your gun. Check the lock, let it load, pull the trigger, bullet to your head. Now we’re both fucken dead, at least we’re both dead.

I’ve simply planned up a perfect suicide, you don’t have to if you don’t want to help. You can pray all you want, I’m not a little bit homesick. Just wait until the drugs kick in, and my plan can finally begin. And all I can say, is I’m going my own way. You can pray all you want, I’m not a little bit homesick.

You can stand and watch me bleed, because even if you can still not believe it, I’m choking up all my sorrows. And I’ve already given you the best of me, so there’s nothing left for you to cry over.

You can forget my name, you can forget my face, and my smile forever. I’m so surprised you ever dared. So just forget me completely, and pretend I never cared. I’ve already given you the best of me, so there’s nothing left for you to cry over.

Link to her website (check it out!)----> [link]

]]> ~Sola-Alona End of Summer - College.. http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/26963357/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/26963357/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 17:43:20 PDT .<

- Thank you guys for watching me, knowing I'm sometimes dead or not really around to talk much... :P

]]> ~Sola-Alona The da meet and transformers O.o http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25627199/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25627199/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 11:13:18 PDT
So I finally watch Transformers (not on imax-who cares) and for people who not a crazy fan of transformer it was a great movie cuz it was meant to be a action and violent movie. But as a fan of Transformers I was disappointed for the lack of screen time for the newer autobots and no proper introduction for them. Like hell- who the hell is Volt? And why They have to call Arcee team, Acree tiwns? The other two- Moonracer and Chromia are not related to her (I don't think) but I guess they are somewhat like sisters. And why dose Soundwave sound like the voice from inspector gachet- the claw. :P Anywho nice movie could of been better but I don't want to see similar scene shots from the first movie- just make want to decide the first movie was better than the second- and its true.

]]> ~Sola-Alona DA meet in Toronto!? http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25497610/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25497610/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 14:28:18 PDT :iconbakanekosango:-BakaNekoSango Found out about this awhile ago so she got Akira-8 :icoAkira-8: To call me up. I am so going because I want to met the artist and ask for useful advice and all. I'm also going to try to bring these people along too. And hopefully anyone else from Toronto who is interested in going. Its at High Park on Friday.

:iconkinopia:
:iconmonkeychika:
:iconthis-is-an-emergency:

]]> ~Sola-Alona Oh boy another tag O____O http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25478356/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25478356/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 16:26:20 PDT :iconcrimson-demise:

1.Post these rules.
2.Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3.At the end, you have to choose and tag 8(or 4, like I'm going to do) people and post their icons on the same journal.
4.Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5.No tag-backs!

1. I used to be the bully from grade 3-5 than I stop because i realized what I was doing was mean lol

2. When I was born my first pets that i have when i grew up were a ferret and 2 cockatiel.

3. I think to much for my own good at times....

4. Still like pokemon since I was 8 years old- so what?

5. One of the first people who read twilight when it wasn't so popular- Now I hate it- not because of the popularity but how she fucked up the plot and the fourth book... FML

6. I' am still scared of spiders....

7. In love with Transformers since I was little and watch beast wars.

8. I was typing this while I am sleeep wtf.... (goes back to sleep)

My Tagees:

(still deciding)

]]> ~Sola-Alona Raped and stalked? http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25205078/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25205078/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 19:40:46 PDT
2 days ago some guy grab me from behind and I was inside a whole bunch of crowded people during the salsa-africa event. I so did not see this happening to me.... so I pretty much jump pull off his hands around me and try to run forward and again he yanked me back towards him. Then I fucking kicked him and I forcefully pull his hands away from me. I'm just glad my parents friends where there with me from that time oi. (they beat him up):D

Downtown Toronto is not a dangerous place but random shit dose happen, damn it... T__T

]]> ~Sola-Alona Thank you guys for the watch! http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25115747/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25115747/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 21:20:31 PDT

By the way is anyone watching g4tech for the up coming game demos? Their's some pretty awesome games I so want to have for my xbox360 and for the wii. [link]

]]> ~Sola-Alona Feel so very sick and depress http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25047988/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/25047988/ Sun, 31 May 2009 09:43:10 PDT
- I hate when people assume that I am angry or mad! And it also goes to msn and etc- How do u even hear my voice when I type? No u can not. Just because its the way I type seems strong doesn't mean I'm angry or any of those other emotions- I will tell you that I am. (no shit I'm angry now...) I'm pretty sad and unhappy; makes perfect sense when ur depressed.

I'm kinda glad one of my girl friends decide to bring me out and come with her for shopping. I needed to get way from my dad. She was even very kind when she got me a dress *smacks forehead* I promise i'll wear it whenever I get better.

Anywho anyone who had breaks ups with their ex's. Dose it ever bother u when u find out he/she say this their crushes "I'm going to love you more than anyone".... what will be your reaction? Knowing u still got that heart for that person and ur still around him/her for more than a year. (still supporting that person for who knows how long) I still have the desire to be friends but why is it so difficult? gawd......

Sooo some links to the j-pop dance at the anime north! And no u will not be able to see me in my pokemon cosplay or my friends :P

[link] [clip1]

[link] [clip2] <- luv this song

]]> ~Sola-Alona Packing for.... http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/24863427/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/24863427/ Wed, 20 May 2009 19:36:20 PDT
]]> ~Sola-Alona Tag 4 - 50 questions.... =_= http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23899462/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23899462/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:54:24 PDT Urgh, NOW I AM~!!!!!

2. Which state/country do you live?
Ontario... city of Toronto.... CANADA!!!!

3. What is your favorite thing you got for Christmas?
A cute Bear Notepad from.... my dad....O_O

4. What was the last thing you did in 2007?
Hang with friends, play games and watch Transformers!

5. How tall are you?
5'8... pretty tall.... ( DAmn U Casey~!)

6. Are you new on dA? How long have you been a member?
I'm somewhat new :P

7. Are you male or female?
Female.... but should of been a male!

8. Which program do you use to chat?
Msn is my main.... the rest is gay....

9. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Woke up from unexpected BANG! Crawled across the floor because of my pms...

10. Do you own a website or forum?
Nuuuuuuuuuu

11. Is the computer you're using your own computer?
Yep~!

12. What is your favorite type of food?
Hmmmm, Spanish food like Panadas!

13. How many brothers and sisters do you have?
One lik monkey (my sis), a half sis.... half bro but still is my true bro!

14. Do you have an account on myspace?
NO!

15. What is your favorite video game or anime character?
EVERYTHING~!

16. What is your favorite color?
Blue

17. Everyone loves candy, right?
So-so yea....

18. Have you ever gotten a gift art from a friend or someone?
Sadly, no....

19. Do you have the Wii?
YEshhhh!

20. (IF YES TO QUESTION 19.) What Wii games do you have?
Okami, Zelda Twilight, Super smash bros and more

21. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
To visit my family in Uruguay~!

22. How long do you sleep?
Less than 9 hours

23. What is your favorite part of day?
Night

24. What kind of creature/person is your character?
Uhhh... fantasy?

25. What is the first letter of your name?
L

26. Do you cuss/swear/curse?
When I'm angry and shit like that o.o

27. Are you happy, excited, angry, or sad at the moment?
I feel Hungry and tired xD

28. What is your favorite video game?
Street Fighter!

29. Do you think Nintendo is an amazing company?
Yeah

30. What is your favorite video game company?
CAPCOM~!

31. Do you like doing quizzes?
Depends...

32. Do you have a lot of good friends?
Yep,from the real world to the net....

33. What color eyes do you have?
Hazel... freaky cat eyes....

34. What is your favorite Pokémon?
Mewtwo, Raichu, Charmander and Luxuray XD and mores.....

35. Have you ever seen a house on fire?
Hmmm, Only a building.... it was pretty high... :P

36. What is your favorite book?
Golden compass....

37. Have you ever read a 100 paged book?
YEAh and that's not a lot of pages damnit!

38. Are you a Christian?
Yep

39. Who do you like better: Mario or Sonic the hedgehog?
Mario.....

40. Do you like to do smilies?
:D

41. Do you like to be funny?
If there's a certain someone who i know i can make them laugh yeah...

42. What time is it right now in your time zone?
3:49 pm?

43. Do you like to draw with a pencil or computer mouse?
Pencil!!!!!!

44. What kind of desktop do you use?
Microsoft windows xp

45. Have you ever beaten a video game?
Of course

46. Do you have an action replay for some system/game?
No

47. What is your favorite holiday?
Christmas and halloween

48. What is your favorite letter?
....... Z?

49. What is your favorite number?
26

50. Now tag 3 of your friends! Lets see who is around?
:iconregreme:

:Iconlivefreeash:

:iconzerodragon2156:

]]> ~Sola-Alona Cosplay O_o for Anime North http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23761670/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23761670/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 10:55:41 PDT :iconbakanekosango:, My sis and me) went out to buy some fabrics for our cosplay O___O... There wasn't really any anime persons I wanted to be so my friend made this cool idea to be as POKEMONS~! Yeshh, Its not half bad is it? The Pokemon she decided to pick is Plusle and Minun . My sis pretty much as this japan-costume of some spooky looking top, so therefor she some random trainer :D

Going to have lots of fun with sewing and pining... and hurting our self; Well we know better since we took fashion.

-I'm putting my skills up for this challenge.

:P

]]> ~Sola-Alona 3 bad things that happen this week http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23623973/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23623973/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 10:19:50 PDT 1.

Apparently Anime north raised the prices for the table booking for selling art and started to add new rules which I find them ridiculous. No more bookmarks, printed t-shirt, cards and etc. No hell I’m spending 75 to sell simple printed drawings that must be submitted and be checked out be4 I sell them to see they were suitable. I get it is for family audiences and they don’t any nude shit or copy right crap but common. Last year and the year be4 that they let people sell their fan arts and 18 plus rated drawings. Why all of the sudden they change everything up. Merrr…. Well we’re still going to have fun anyways for 3 days and will be sleeping in a hotel with a big pretty swimming pool~!

2.

Had a friend I met on the Internet who I met when I just turn 16. 2 years 3 months 1 week 3 days… to be exact.

He is not the person you can't easily forget about for the rest of your life. He was different, and unique, very needy at times. He dose make you laugh at times; seem to be nice I guess… but still he gives off this stress which it wasn’t good. His friends warn me he was little too much but I was still around with him. Think the whole close friendship relationship thing was ruined when he start to say how he love me. Why the hell would someone so far away would freaking say that to me.

Okay so way not explore that see what happens. Never knew exactly way he said it but in real life he kind of alone and he doesn’t have friends that are girls other than his best friend gf. Guess that’s a sign there’s something wrong with him right? It annoys me when he keep saying he knows how to take care of women the truth is the opposite. I was there “online” when he had problems over there most of it was personal and stuff he shouldn’t have told me in the first place, he can’t tell the difference anyway. Since those days I know I have support him I did, I always listen to my friends when they were feeling alone and hurt. I don’t mind it but he started to push it further… and that really stressed me out. Then he broke up on the net which its embarrassing to say in here lol ahhh whatever stupid things happen- but we were back being friends for awhile.

Didn’t last because he somewhat hurting me emotionally and I didn’t want that to happen but it really messed me up. Then the day when he told me he wanted to committed suicide and plan to hurt himself I couldn’t take it anymore. I do not live in his country I shouldn’t be knowing this like what kind of idiot tell that to someone he still barley knows. He has friends and family he can just yell out his pain too but no. Is this an abuse- using my kindness to make him feel better? I feel used up- everything I did for him… I knew he doesn’t recognized them but still its not something you can just forget. I hated when I started to cry- ashamed of crying in front my real friend at lunch because I worry about a person who I can’t reach out. The only friend I can’t really help. Damn his fine the next day -___- oh yeah he’s not type to kill himself pshh. We talk and I told him everything that’s he been doing to me then he said He was sorry… everything you did for me I would have done for you, had the opportunity arisen.

Last night I needed someone to talk to something truly bad happen to my family member and usually his around all day but he didn’t spoke or even say hi. Then I pop out saying why didn’t day hi then he said I didn’t thought you wanted anything to do with me. Okay so that pissed me off…. I didn’t say goodbye but he did very quickly- his not the type to face his fears anyways and I know doesn’t want to be hurt but Wtf man grow up. He still as the potential to be my friend and fixed things up. But I’m fed up with him- tired of people like him uses me up so he can feel good about him self and then treats shit to others. I do forgive him but I know its not my lost. And I won’t miss him at all. Not in a cold away, he did open my eyes and I realize he teach me a lot of things. So I’m grateful for that… still wanted to kick his fucking ass … tho

3.

Unlike my friend who talks about Committing suicide... My Uncle who I love so dearly who was very important to me as a kid decided to end his hard life by hanging himself in near by house in Chile. 2 days ago. Yesterday I woke up and everything flip. My dad went crazy… he so pose to be in hospital for a major eye surgery… and it would take 3 months to heal… but both my parents decided to canceled it because of my uncles death. My dad wanted to go to Chile right away because we all knew someone else was behind his death- he wouldn’t hang himself for no reason… its so sad still hurts right now can’t stop crying…. Been so long since I seen him… I miss him so much all the things he did for my sis and me when we were kids… my only uncl... ]]> ~Sola-Alona New start for 2009 - Anime North http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23397066/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/23397066/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 11:12:15 PST
But I am around. So anyways new shit I'm done high school :D Going to attend george brown Art and Design foundation. SO grateful to be out of my school now; i can't take the noise level and the idiotic kids anymore.


:iconbakanekosango: <----- Shes inviting me to join her to Anime North~! 2 sell art works .. XD.... Which I'm a bit stressing out right now... if u can see why in my gallery I don't have much stuff to sell... on less is fan art which I'm trying to work on.
Anyone have any suggestions for a fan art? really truly will be grateful if u guys commented~! ( you guys barley speak )

Take care and remember do not click the evil link that been passing down viruses!!!! Plz be careful- can't believe DA is soo unprotected

]]> ~Sola-Alona X-mas Break-b-day and more http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/22045843/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/22045843/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 08:53:23 PST
Oh man, once Christmas break ends- my b-day well come- and since its boxing day... I am going to punch anyone who near me (most likely my friends)18 times Jejeje.

Hey did anyone heard of dsi? Yeeesh a Dsi- another upgrade for a ds... its like high tech and all... but the add-on were kinda lame. But still- internet connection and wireless. I kinda want the dsi since i don't have a ds... but my sis and my friends are telling me to stick with ds... hmm. but-but I also heard Wii 2 (wii with HD) is coming out maybe 2011. (wii 2 color is black):P Their trying to get hardcore players to play it with their new high quality graphics... (so dose that mean their going to add violent games?)

So anywho thank you guys for watching and the recent viewers- it means a lot to me. I hope you all have safe and wonder holiday with your friends and family~!!!

]]> ~Sola-Alona Tag 3 Answer 3 http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/18563261/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/18563261/ Thu, 29 May 2008 16:15:54 PDT :iconnaddykoo:
and I'm pretty bored so why not do this lol then I gotta go back to study my exam notes...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Lisa
2. Fish
3. Rocca Wear?

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. AlonaLight
2. Laydee Rocca
3. Dark_Zakuro

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Went to my co-op placement
2. went out to the store to get the orders then buy Bubble Tea
3. Read a book

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My ability to fight when I become angry (Temper Snap)
2. The skills to draw stuff
3. Independent?

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Kinda too lonley?
2. personality... yep
3. Shy, Afriad to show my true selfs towards others

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Spanish (Latina)
2. Native
3. Black, Italian and asian!!!!! GAHH!

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Spider
2. Girly girls ...
3.Geting hurt... my inner soul/heart

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. The white slipper thing.. with Eye lidts... silver thing...
2. Sexy shorts
3. Orange white Tang top with flower designs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Mp3, I need music
2. Lip stick/ lip gloss (My big lips gets dry -_- )
3. Book or art book?

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. A weapon to defend my self!
2. A Mobile phone.... I need one!
3. Baggy pants... any clouthing that boys wear... .... yep lol

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Fall Out Boy
2. Linkin Park
3. Aventura...and other band artits.....

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Helping out a friend in need
2. Feeling loved by somone and being cared for
3. Saying somthing funny to make me smile

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Until I Stay-Jully Black
2. Damaged- Danity Kane
3. American boy - Estelle ft Kanye West

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Have a date ( I'm still single damnit!)
2. Work in the Ex/ Exabition Place with my friends
3. Work out!?!

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Bulling people when I was kid lol
2. Wasting my time being depress - feeling sorry for myself for the bad shit that happen to me in life
3. Believing there was true love on the Internet lol what a big mistake...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. To trust cuz if he is a lyer I'll beat the shit out of him
2. To know one another- listening to his life stories
3. To have fun!

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. My Kindness
2. Helping people who need somone to lean on
3. A young adult ( I act older for my age lol)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. Rarely talk as much as I wanted to
2. I had a fist fight with my father on Mothers day
3. Spending on girly dress

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Their body...
2. Personality
3. how they dress

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Kindness
2. Knowing he cares about you
3. When he jokes alot just to make you smile/laugh

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Being out going... just dosn't work with me
2. Stargasim.... ( I'm a serous person lol)
3. FLIRT! I just Hate it!!!

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. My Bother
2. My childhood
3. Able to beat up the boys and make them cry when I was a kid :P

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Games
2. Art Supplies
3. Perfume

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. .... I was born to have the good and bad stuff about me
2. For beign differen't even if it disappointed towards the so call popular peeps
3. What...'humans' have done to me everyday.... the pain and the love...

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Wiriting
3. playing games..

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Play sports
2. Find a job
3. Play Steel Pan/ Steel Drum for Caribana

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Graphic Designer/artist/cartoonist?
2. Fashion illistrator/designer
3. Some kind of writer if possible...

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Uruguay!!!
2.At a friends place
3.Somewhere I haven't been yet

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. CyberSix
2. Metabee ~Sola-Alona Co-op Fashion http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/16839366/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/16839366/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 19:50:52 PST
This semester seem so much better because there aren’t any major hard assignments yet and so the tasks are pretty simple to do. Less stress for me! I'm still planing to stay in high school alttile longer so that I can finish up my Community hours and literacy test (which i did pass but they keep puting me back to redo it?).

O_0 So cold out here right now... it’s like -25 with wind chill.... and I have a bad headache...urghh and the worse part ever, there is ice all over the streets of Toronto! A lot of people are slipping or falling cuz of it.... and me.... I'm just walking very slowly and taking damn public transit to get warm! GAHH! (Damn you winter! I rather be in Chile or Uruguay in the beach having a tan and go surfing in the ocean waves with my cousins!)

]]> ~Sola-Alona Sem 1 to sem 2... can't focus http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/16556149/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/16556149/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 18:14:23 PST
Anyhow I've been ask about joining the SDL this thing -->:iconroninsultramix: by this guy --->:iconzerodragon2156: and I've been watching him and ->:icontheventra: and others.
I'm frozen up by the fact that I really don't think I would be even interested in doing those contest thing. And right now I just don't know and the part of me wants to draw/ do the comic but my other side of me is telling me to let it go and just hide. Yeah, I think too much and just can't move, knowing that people don't give a crap about my imperfect drawing.

Really I feel like that I'm loosing my creativity and how i seem to not draw any better at all, its fading... maybe I'm stressing out again X_X ....

Well anywho I'm going to post some stuff later on but I don't think anyone would noitce.... >.<

and for the SDL... I'll think about it... but with out any support by anyone I'm going to drop it (and really I don't like the way they made the rules and the number of people to join....its blah!)

]]> ~Sola-Alona Geting ready for X-mas and b-day! http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/15799122/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/15799122/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 19:53:13 PST
I'm glad that I finally done my air bender took me awhile to color it and mess around with the background and things like that. Even though I'm learning to use Photoshop I'm still sticking with the traditional ways of drawing and color of art cuz really back then we had no computers right? And why should we let technology get the best of us, its taking over so many things in jobs and others, which for some people it’s a good but for some it’s a no-no!

Like most of my artistic friends I know they always say Photoshop is the easiest, expensive and time consuming way to make your drawing look good. I kind of agree that it dose make things lil easier for people who doesn’t draw so well when it comes to pencil, paint, inking and other tools but I’m not saying they don’t got talent, everyone can do art it depends on the person who wants to become a artist for a career, I guess.

So I still need to draw a tattoo.... and someone’s b-day gift..... Which I'm behind.... cuz of school..... Doing homework and sewing!!!!

In fashion class we're starting to make plans for our fashion show which I sign up to do the Promotion. So I have to do a nice art thing on the invention and on a poster so people well see it and hopefully my art work well grab there attentions. Oh and I'm not doing this alone cuz my friend Shelly is helping me out with the ideas and coloring etc...

And I hope I don't do modeling!!! First time I did it, I was scared and I don't think I'd walk the way they taught me to do.... and I really don't think I'm good at posing.... =_=
But I doubt they'll say oh we don't need you we have enough people to join.....

So yea can't wait for x-mas break and for my b-day!!! I hope I get some money to save up for Super Smash Bros for the Wii cuz it looks soo good and I got a Wi-fi so I can face people all over the world n_n.

]]> ~Sola-Alona Hate geting laugh at http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/15494809/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/15494809/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 14:55:41 PST
Right my head hurts and I can't really focus well because now I have a problem with this girl at school that goes to my fashion class. It started yesterday when we were cleaning up the sewing machines. I was on screwing the bobbin case thing to clean the dust off because it’s dirty and it might mess up the sewing machine.

Any who I was tired, I wasn't sure what I was doing. Anyhow she walks near by me and started to ask about something which I miss understood. I wish I never spoke to her in the first place because then I said something random and stupid and I didn't mean to say it. I thought she wanted me to clean up her mess and unscrew the bobbin case. So I said she was lazy and something.... damn I was tired. Then she and her Best friend started to stare at me then laugh because I was being so weird and stupid at the same time.

Of course I get embarrassed easily, I was so ashamed. They know I'm not those rude types of people who are looking for problems. But now today there making such a big deal.

Just when I thought they would forget and move along with their lives, they starting talking shit behind my back. I know I got to ignore them and I shouldn't make this a problem but I can't work and focused on my studies when they are out there laughing the hell out of me on whatever I'm doing. I wish I can tell them to stop it cause its irritating but I can't, what would 2 bad ass black girls will do to a kind of, quite, friendly, shy girl like me? I be owned, like I'll get hurt so badly that I'll get a hole in my chest easily. I don't want to cry about and act childish. Man if I bothered her saying she was lazy she can just tell me it was rude and I should Apologize which I would. Just one lil flaw bothered her so that now she can do all this stupid things to me that might last for a week>?

I dunno it happens right...

Now fo rmy marks I have so far for my mid terms >.<

English 77 :)

Math 50... ... Yeah I don't like math to much... but I'm geting help.

Fashion....50/56.... Thats because I was away for a week when I sick.

But now I'm scared that My fashion class marks are going to drop down because of the situation i'm in right now, Like i got so much to catch up and I don't want to get any more problems with those girls right now! I want to pass and go to college. Why is it geting harder for me?:(

]]> ~Sola-Alona I'm back?... i think.... http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/15329640/ http://Sola-Alona.deviantart.com/journal/15329640/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:47:33 PDT Yea uh..... I'm really really dead eh, I havn't been to school for 1 week cuz i was really sick! What worse... now i got alot of homework and i'm so behind!!! GAH! Its now Nov the 2 and I havn't been sleeping for 3-4 days now! My eyes are so red and yea ..... I don't know how I could be awake for 4 days with only 4 hours of sleep and abit of naps....oh gosh.... I don't think I'm depressed or sad.... just angry and annoyed because I'm falling behind. >.< I'm even behind on my art classes... and i havn't drawn anything for 4 weeks.:sleep:
Now I have this idea to write about transfomers....cuz I made 4 Orignal Mechs and I might draw them in G1 forms then maybe the harder forms base on the movie....

anywho I dressed up as a Vampire yay! (some people say I mostly look like a goth! Gah!)
Halloween was okay I didn't go to the damn dance because I thought it would suck...but I was wrong but w/e X_x.... to shy to shake my lil booty and bum bum ...blah! Bet most of the song were played were Reggea/dance hall jams.

>.<..... *Yawn*...*falls back to sleep*:sleepy:

]]> ~Sola-Alona