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can't wait for this friday!

FM ATTACK!

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/27325203/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/27325203/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:25:31 PDT
]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/27005716/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/27005716/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 21:36:43 PDT and I'm getting sick already
of everything
like yeah, school's fine
but it ain't really wonderful
it's frustrating
and senseless
and I just wanna go away
from everything
and yes, I love to leave all of it half done
maybe I'm a coward
nothing more
but what the fuck
words are words
and I don't really care
like I mean, really
all of this is just a HUGE joke
and if I don't wanna be part of it
what's the worse that can happen?
and sometimes I feel like i'm making a fool out of me
like none of this is real
is it?
tell me

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26703003/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26703003/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 22:37:03 PDT If you're interested on seeing the whole series, add me on flickr [link]

OH
LA
LA

you just came like a fucking star!

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26423040/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26423040/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 12:28:59 PDT It was really sad as her health was really damaged these last three days. Her last moments were of a lot of suffering and that image really breaks my heart.
I hope she's in a better place now.

I love you baby girl, always will.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26180685/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26180685/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 22:59:17 PDT I can breathe.
And after all here I'm standing.
No hard feelings, no more anger.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26098757/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/26098757/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 23:48:50 PDT Sad songs are definetely not what I need.

However, school's about to begin and I hope it to bring me some inner peace, or whatever it is I need to keep going.

Mistake is such a complex word, right?

Keep thinking lady, just don't lose control again.

Not again.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/25838008/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/25838008/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 12:07:26 PDT
I don't have words, not a face to explain my actions.
I don't have an allibi, I don't have an excuse.
I don't have apologies, nor begging for forgiveness.
I don't have anything.
What I have is my way to say how stupidly sorry I am.
A way to tell the same story, and why I chose to make it a secret, knowing how dangerous it might turn. I chose to forget it because there was nothing on it, because it wasn't really worth it. It was a mistake, pure pain and regret taken to action.
And right after destroying everything, I wish I could say something to make us feel better.
I wish I could take it all back.
My fucking desperation to be loved.
My constant struggling to feel accepted.
This fear of rejection that's been hunting me for so long.
And how every morning I feel so lonely that I certainly wish to be dead.
And every second since I came back is harder to take.
The thought of the moments I could be spending on your side. The thought of how we'll never be together makes me feel like nothing's worth it anymore. And it isn't.
It's been echoing in my head and it makes me feel anger and a sadness that's so hard to hold that for a moment it makes me want to let all of it go to waste.
This emptiness makes me go evil.
The type of solitude that takes hold of me each second. The kind of feeling that pushes me to don't care about anything, not even me. I knew from the start how possible it was to tear everything apart for deciding to take one night of fake pleasure and bliss. But no, I didn't feel nothing. And after it was all over I thought of how selfish and cruel I've become.
I knew it, it would make me fall into pieces.
And I did it.
If I had to chose again I'd still hide it. It was made for me to suffer, only me.
You're so far away.
And I will never forget how I decided to risk the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me. And your voice going "every time is worse than the last one" and how I can't deny it.
Now, for whatever I could wish besides being dead, I wish you to forget me and never think about me again.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/25837093/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/25837093/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 11:23:11 PDT Sé como se siente Amor,
Como muerde el Corazón,
cuando se entrega el Alma.

Perdón,
Nunca quise hacerte mal,
pero siempre que me acerco al fuego,
Se me escurre el Diablo.

Siento que me voy a Morir,
Contemplando la membrana azul,
De tus ojos fulminando el tiempo,
y el espacio.

Siento que me voy a hundir,
Que mis labios no funcionan más,
y que tus lágrimas de laser,
Desintegran mis palabras.

Dead, Dead,
Dead, Dead
Dead, Dead,
Dead, Dead

Perdón,
Nunca quise hacerte Mal,
siempre que me acerco al Fuego,
Se me escurre el Diablo.

Siento que me vo´ a Morir,
Contemplando la membrana Azul,
De tus ojos fulminando el Tiempo,
y el Espacio.

Siento que me voy a hundir,
Que mis labios no funcionan más,
y que tus lágrimas de laser,
Desintegran mis palabras.

Dead, Dead,
Dead, Dead
Dead, Dead,
Dead, Dead

Siento que me voy a Morir,
Contemplando la membrana Azul,
De tus ojos fulminando el Tiempo,
y el Espacio.

Siento que me voy a hundir,
Que mis labios no funcionan más,
y que tus lágrimas de laser,
Desintegran mi alma.
Desintegran mi alma,
Desintegran mi alma,
Desintegran mi alma,
Desintegran mi alma,
Desintegran mi alma.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/25230163/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/25230163/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 06:17:21 PDT


there's not much else to say.

I'm lonely.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/24963401/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/24963401/ Tue, 26 May 2009 15:19:41 PDT
And then to Mexico City! homecoming...
I'm thrilled and happy on one side, I'm deeply sad on the other one, but whatever, I know I'll survive as I always do.

Thanks to everyone I love!!!

I want to take so many photographs... I've noticed how important it is for me (in my personal projects) to build up a relationship with my models. I want to improve my portraiture and fashion photography by integrating more complex elements.
I'm ready to put my hands to work now.

Flickr
[link]

blogspot
[link]

myspace
[link]

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/24550044/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/24550044/ Sat, 09 May 2009 18:11:49 PDT
but whatever, I'm going to see Depeche Mode in concert with my best friends, so what the fuck does it matter anyway?!

haha, you assholes. Ouch.

-


Websites

flickr (RECENTLY UPGRADED! you can see most of my work here)
[link]

[link]

blogspot
[link]

i'm still getting used to that twitter thing.

my birthday on may 31!
gosh I can't wait to throw a FUCKING HUGE party!

and guess what?
i don't give a shit anymore.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/24424716/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/24424716/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 09:24:15 PDT I have to give you guys HUGE apologies for my absolute lack of uploads or ANYTHING. I've been working on some paintings and to be honest I haven't taken as much photos as I would like but blah, that's pure bullshit.
Jeez...
I'd certainly would love things to be different somehow. Like you've heard a zillion times before, I'm pushing myself harder and it gets frustrating at some point.
Couldn't you just SAY WHAT YOU WANT?
is it really that hard?

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/23790356/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/23790356/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 01:26:49 PDT
GOOD NEWS ARE!

I got a feature at:

[link]



So...

hopefully I'll be back in business soon.

How's everyone doing?



]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/23020173/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/23020173/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 13:00:41 PST

well i arrived to vancouver on monday!
already getting used to be here.
although i miss lots my hometown. specially for some reasons .
but anyways i already have a job here and i'm looking forward to do A LOT of photography. if you live in Van please contact me!
I am also currently looking for someone who wants to photograph me for Suicide Girls.
so if you know about someone or anything please please please tell me.

i'm going back to school in Mexico on august. third semester.
i feel kinda excited about it.

so how's everyone?
tell me.

my life has been pure flames.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/22121405/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/22121405/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 12:21:57 PST
which really draws a smile on my face

I got the Canon EF 50mm 1.8 lens AGAIN!

(you damn thieves I hope you BURN IN HELL)

and I have a new remote and a fancy camera bag

and i feel VERY professional.



how's everyone doing?
I wish the happiest holidays to everyone.



and I have some time for features.







and some self promotion (really guys i need to get people to know my work!)

http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21850654/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 15:47:19 PST where i upload most of my work
[link]

All I need - Air

I NEED A CAMERA RIGHT NOW!

P
L
E
A
S
E



All I need is a little time,
To get behind this sun and cast my weight,
All I need is a peace of this mind,
Then I can celebrate.

All in all there's something to give,
All in all there's something to do,
All in all there's something to live,
With you ...

All I need is a little sign,
To get behind this sun and cast this weight of mine,
All I need is the place to find,
And there I'll celebrate.

All in all there's something to give,
All in all there's something to do,
All in all there's something to live,
With you ...

i n s p i r a t i o n






http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21704708/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 18:45:39 PST Three years ago, on this same day, something very beautiful was beginning.
thank you, for making everything much more bright, I hope I can continue giving all my love to you.
I love you even if you turn into a caterpillar.


]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21404904/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21404904/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:55:26 PST life has been mean to me lately. too many things to count.
but what the hell, that's all it is and i'm cool now.
i have no bad feelings.
and life's also about learning to laugh off your own misfortunes.

my inspiration.

thanks so much







http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21339797/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 12:41:24 PST THEY STOLE BOTH MY LENSES.
FUCKING DELTA AIRLINES.
THEY STOLE MY LIFE.

I don't have money for a new one. I can't work doing photoshoots to get money.

So i'll be unactive for a long time.
It is also likely that I won't be able to return to Vancouver on january. I was planning to pay for my ticket with the money from my photos. And the set I was going to send to SucideGirls.
Plus I was going to take a Photography course there. How can I take one if I have no camera?
I'm broke.
I can't believe it.
I honestly don't think I deserve this.
Seriously, how can these fucking assholes steal from their costumers baggage?
This is enough reason to sue the company.
But I don't want to sue anyone. I don't want any trouble. I want my camera and that's all I ask for. They could've stolen ALL the content of my luggage and I wouldn't care at all. But why my camera? WHY?

This situation is pretty fucked up. It's ruining a lot of things for me.

Don't expect to see any photos from me anymore. I worked real hard to buy the camera and the equipment I used to own. I don't have the strength to start over again. Really, I don't. I just don't want to. What if they steal my camera AGAIN? (yes, this is the 2nd time someone steals my camera, last year at my mom's b-day party?

I hate this country. I hate it. I should've stayed far away from here. Fucking Mexico. Fucking people. Why don't you work hard to get something instead of stealing other people's lives.

So, goodbye friends.
I can't stop thanking everyone for their support, love and caring. It really means a lot to me.



Adiós.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21157553/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/21157553/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 15:12:52 PDT
so i'll just post the link here then!

[link]

I'd kill this woman with my rifle anytime.

i've been here in Van for two months now. god, i honestly don't want to go back.
i mean i do, because of my family, my friends, my loved ones, my dogs.
but wouldn't it be a lot better if they all came to live here?
but well that's just dreaming.

has someone here read Invisible Monsters?
god, i finished it some weeks ago and i can't stop thinking about it.

on the other hand, I have a new lens!
canon EF 50 mm 1:1.8
because i love wide aperture.
so you can expect lots of new pieces coming!

so

how's everyone doing?

-o-

my inspiration.
thanks so much






http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/20557575/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:53:43 PDT
changes are good.
i am not giving up now. i must be strong.

in my own little world
i decide where to put everything and my friends are famous supermodels, and there's nothing that will tear us apart.

stars shine over the ice sky...

anyways...

now, i need some people to know that sometimes i just need a little push and everything in my head gets so fuckin' messed up.
damn, i hate fucking stereotypes.

i am sorry about the lack of updates or activity.

here's this month's features!
show ALL your love





http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/19716321/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 22:07:05 PDT [link]

gosh
i arrived here two weeks ago
stayin' until november.
I LOVE IT
this is the rest i needed.
not that don't love my country, but you know. i just got a little tired. or maybe a lot.
i miss my people though.

anyway, i'm booking photoshoots here in Van City. If you know of someone interested, please don't hesitate in telling me. don't worry, it's cheap .

love for all


sorry.

so...
it is time to thank my inspiration.
please be kind, show your love to these artists.
and enjoy.







http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/19480752/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 17:30:02 PDT
Hello people!

long time no see...

how's everyone?

WOW

i still can't believe it but i'm moving to Vancouver this august!
and i feel so excited about it!

the wrong thing with me right now is that i feel -i dunno- ugly?
or maybe a little down sometimes.
and honestly i don't know why i feel like this, but it's been bothering me for a long time now and i'm getting sick of stuff like that. need to get my self-esteem up somehow!

what makes me actually very angry is that i never thought i could actually feel damaged by these damn stereotypes that make me think that if i'm not 1.80 mts tall and ultra skinny and super pretty like all those girls on tv i'm just not worth trying.
god
and the worse of all is that i want to be a fashion photographer but i refuse to support and spread shit like that.
there are many ways to appreciate beauty. why the fuck do people think there's only one way to feel beautiful?
fuck
i can't take it anymore
i mean it really pisses me to hear things such as:
*i just don't like to see models anymore, it's leading me to stop liking average girls*
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN? whether that models are supernatural creatures or average girls are just too normal?!
for fuck's sake

sorry...

you don't have to read any of this

-


my beloved


self promotion!



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MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

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<... ]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/18460202/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/18460202/ Fri, 23 May 2008 08:52:13 PDT
I NEED FEEDBACK ON MY PHOTOS!!!

i don't care if it's critique or what but please tell me what you think!

and

visit me at flickr because dA is kinda boring now.

flickr.com/photos/cimassieu

now's time for more features.
say nice things and show your love.








my beloved


self promotion!


http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17998702/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 13:16:52 PDT


And although 15000 pv's isn't THAT much, the support everyone's been showing towards my work is highly appreciated! It means a lot!

I've been uploading more photos on my flickr than here on dA. feel free to check it out

[link]


(Playlist)

Hey - Ascii Disko
Pleasure Seeker - Elektrochemie
The Camera's On - Sushiboy
U Make Me Wanna Drink More - Ticon
Kelly (Cut Copy Remix) - Van She
Krupp (Minilogue Remix) - Kritical Audio
Kinda New (Dirty South Remix) - Spektrum
Far Away - Cut Copy

-

Got loads of beautiful pictures for you guys!

Please show love and respect.

Love you all a lot!

Thank you for supporting



http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17738929/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 20:23:30 PDT

What the fuck is going on?


I should wear a damn advice up my ass.
"DANGER. DON'T GET ANY CLOSER."


Karma police got me busted REAL hard.

I'm amazed of how badly I fuck things up.

SERIOUSLY.

I can't think straight.

Even my fuckin' fish died.




]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17660478/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17660478/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 00:11:25 PDT

I know people die all the time.

My grandpa died today.

We all saw it coming.

And it's not THAT bad...
but it still feels gloomy. Kinda sad.

Silence.

I just want to thank him about everything. So many things.





This is probably one of the last photos I took of him.

]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17556603/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17556603/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:12:00 PDT

I still find it hard to understand sometimes.

Why?

I think.

We NEED to let go now.

Please.

And yet again, I need a hug. This time I need it from you.

I FEEL UGLY. And probably my inner drama queen is coming out again. I feel fuckin' impressed of how easily I get hurt. I'm starting to get sick of that.

And I'm sorry about this, everyone. It's funny but my dA account seems to be my shrink sometimes. Lots of confessions here.

Silence.

Features! Spread love ladies!





Go check her out!


Self promotion!
http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17279139/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 21:46:29 PDT

Thank you everybody for being so supportive!

for the love of my life. no matter what happens.

ehem. sorry.

I'm way too dramatic lol

Features! Spread love ladies!





Go check her out!
http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17258766/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 15:52:42 PDT
]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17065732/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/17065732/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 21:40:00 PST ...

Somebody? ANYBODY? Please tell me why I find it so difficult to talk to you. I have so many things inside I REALLY NEED to say, BUT I JUST CAN'T FIND THE WAY. I know I mess up all the time, so maybe I should give up now?

How's everybody?

NOW'S TIME FOR MORE FEATURES!
(please treat all the artists the way you like to be treated with love)






http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16960863/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 15:15:52 PST
On the other hand, I've been drawing (AGAIN!) and i feel really really clumsy. Art school is kinda helping, although i hate it sometimes, most of the time. lol

I FINALLY GOT THAT SUBBY!

So here's my first feature. Please be kind to all of these talented artists!





I admire her so much. Her photography is simply breathtaking.




http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16890464/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 21:03:50 PST I hope everyone had a fun day and although I don't believe in shit like this it's a chance to tell everybody thank you and wish for the best.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH. EVERYDAY AND EVERY NIGHT AND ALL THE TIME. And I really need you now I LOVE YOU.




I can't buy the damn subby. HEEELP PLEASE!


well it's about time. it's beginning to hurt. time you made up your mind. just what is it all worth.

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

My blog
[link] (it still has a lot of work to do but i'm beginning )

flickr
[link]

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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16801868/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16801868/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 14:15:32 PST

'm enjoying this new lens A LOT. It's been so long since my last photoshoot! i'm happy to do photography again. Last month i was feeling pretty depressed and thought art was not my thing but i can clearly see it is now. Your support is always appreciated!
ohhh please everybody tell me if you're liking the photographs from my latest shoot! I take all kinds of opinions and one of the reasons for me to buy a subby is to make lots of features!

lots of love to my friends and everybody around visiting!



MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

My blog
[link] (it still has a lot of work to do but i'm beginning )

flickr
[link]

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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16754485/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16754485/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 13:09:58 PST I'm sorry I said that. Thanks to everybody for their sweet words and support! I really hope not to dissapoint you with my recent work...


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MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16580971/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16580971/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:22:14 PST
]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16558107/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16558107/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 20:30:03 PST
i want to sleep sleep sleep i'm so tired. and never wake up.
please. i feel so lonely

SERIOUSLY. YOU ARE UNBELIAVABLE. You're driving me crazy.

shoot me. i'm useless.

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16368440/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16368440/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 07:29:35 PST I hope everybody had a fun holiday!

I don't mean people on dA
Stick your bloody critics up your ass, I didn't ask for them.
I don't need people telling me what to do. That's for me to decide!
I'm sick of trying and trying and I don't want to try anymore. Fucking burocracy.

---

...and I also want to cry now. I don't think I can resist much longer. I'm gonna let go now.

I've never felt this lonely.

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ALL OF YOU SIGN AGAINST THIS PIECE OF SHITHOLE WHO CALLS HIMSELF AN ARTIST!

[link]

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16203769/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16203769/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:01:02 PST

My boyfriend left this morning to Vancouver... I won't see him for the next 5 months or so. This really brings me down now, I feel like a part of me is gone and I miss him so much already. I just hope for the best and I know he'll be doing fine, but I'm so afraid of losing him.

Mexico City is so cold today.

On the other hand I have a new lens! well it's not mine yet but I'm purchasing it soon. It's a Canon 28-77 mm lens kit. I'm testing it and I hope to shoot with it soon. I'm also planning to get a Lensbabie 3G as soon as possible.

Down - Dave Gahan =this is for you baby

I need some company
I need you tonight
You don't have to talk to me
And don't be polite

Take my body and soul
I feel so old

Down
On the ground
There's no one around
And the snow is falling
Down
On the ground
It's where I'm bound
To end up by morning
Down

Just lay down beside of me
You know what I like
Take what you want from me
We don't have to fight

Take my body and should
I feel so old

Down
On the ground
There's no one around
And the snow is falling
Down
On the ground
It's where I'm bound
To end up by morning
Down

All down

All down

And you comfort me
Until my legs go weak
Hold me closer
We won't speak

Down
On the ground
There's no one around
And the snow is falling
Down
On the ground
It's where I'm bound
To end up by morning
Down

Oh we all keep falling
All down
And the world keeps turning


Thank you for your everybody

great artists!
unique and high-quality artwork!
unseen and original work!
lovely photographs!
another talented photographer!
she's always improving and her photography is amazing!


I LOVE YOU ALL!

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ALL OF YOU SIGN AGAINST THIS PIECE OF SHITHOLE WHO CALLS HIMSELF AN ARTIST!

[link]

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
[link]

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http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/16152607/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:57:53 PST

I have lots of pictures coming and a modelling project also! so you can expect to see my ugly face everywhere!

Enjoy your holidays people and I hope everyone is doing fine and having loads of fun!

great artists
unique and high-quality artwork!
unseen and original artwork!
Talented Photographer!
another talented photographer!
she's always improving and her photography is amazing!

that's all folks!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

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ALL OF YOU SIGN AGAINST THIS PIECE OF SHITHOLE WHO CALLS HIMSELF AN ARTIST!

[link]

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15727664/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15727664/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 21:02:59 PST

THANK YOU!

Thank you to my boyfriend who's the most beautiful person in this world. These 2 years have been the most intense, breath taking, and above all, I've learned so many positive things I couldn't even begin to describe.

TO MY LOVELY FRIENDS AND GREAT ARTISTS:

she's the sweetiest girl I've met on the net! GO VISIT HER BECAUSHE SHE KICKS ASS! and I'm gonna marry her.
an all-time friend and incredible artist. His style is UNIQUE.

I feel really frustrated about not taking my work to the next level. I've been trying really hard to improve on what I'm doing and I don't see any results. I'm in complete lack of confidence and enthusiasm. And Mexico City doesn't help at all. But I'm not gonna bore you anymore with shit like this.

And I don't really know why stupid things like these bug me this much but I hate when guys (specially my bf!) have tons of half-naked girls wallpapers on their computer. Probably 'cause it reminds me that I'm not that beautiful or that I have a low self-esteem. "Baby, I have tons of self portraits that attempt to call your attention but I don't think it's working" Jeez, it's pathetic. BUT IT'S ANNOYING!
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ALL OF YOU SIGN AGAINST THIS PIECE OF SHITHOLE WHO CALLS HIMSELF AN ARTIST!

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15576164/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15576164/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:21:48 PST Pain is ready, pain is waiting
Primed to do it's educating

Unwanted, uninvited kin
It creeps beneath your crawling skin
It lives without it lives within you

Feel the fever coming
You're shaking and twitching
You can scratch all over
But that won't stop you itching

Can you feel a little love
Can you feel a little love

JEEZ I LOVE DEPECHE MODE THEY CAUSE ME MULTIPLE ORGASMS.

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I have a new tablet! well actually it's a tablet pc. And I love it .
But my life is still a mess. I HATE FUCKING SCHOOL. DAMN YOU BUROCRATS. ALL YOU PRETENTIOUS PEOPLE THAT WANT TO CLASSIFY WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DO AND JUDGING WHAT'S ART AND WHAT'S NOT. fuck off all of you!! you take all of my precious time you motherfuckers. yes i'm so angry.

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ALL OF YOU SIGN AGAINST THIS PIECE OF SHITHOLE WHO CALLS HIMSELF AN ARTIST!

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15382398/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15382398/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:59:10 PST
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BUT PLEASE, SIGN!

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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15294228/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15294228/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 22:17:48 PDT
We can't let this motherfucker do whatever he wants, and most importantly, we can't let him exhibit whatever the shit it is that he does.

If you love dogs as much as I do, I seriously don't recommend you to watch the photos. They're striking.

BUT PLEASE, SIGN!

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15250873/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15250873/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 23:17:35 PDT And I don't like school a lot. It makes me tired and I feel lonely. It's kinda depressing.
I'm sorry for being this boring.
I feel like everything and everyone is far, far away. And the only person -besides my family- that matters in this particular way, like I know he always makes me feel better and I love to comfort him and actually care about someone, he's going soon. And I just don't have the energy to wake up and actually DO SOMETHING. It's all so frustrating.

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MYSPACE ANYONE?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15078691/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/15078691/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 19:02:43 PDT

Depeche always saves my day.


Clean
The cleanest I've been
An end to the tears
And the in-between years
And the troubles I've seen

Now that I'm clean
You know what I mean
I've broken my fall
Put an end to it all
I've changed my routine
Now I'm clean

I don't understand
What destiny's planned
I'm starting to grasp
What is in my own hands
I don't claim to know
Where my holiness goes
I just know that I like
What is starting to show

Sometimes

As years go by
All the feelings inside
Twist and they turn
As they ride with the tide
I don't advise
And I don't criticise
I just know what I like
With my own eyes

Sometimes

Sometimes

MYSPACE ANYONE?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14962607/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14962607/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 21:13:32 PDT
and my baby owl is going.. and he's going fastly.. it makes my heart rate increase and my veins explode.. and i just don't want to think about it anymore...




CLUBS I SUPPORT!



]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14877257/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14877257/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 20:26:19 PDT
AND MY MOM IS ALL ANNOYING SHE IS ALWAYS MAKING STUPID DRAMAS FOR STUPID LITTLE THINGS and really she's driving me crazy.

CLUBS I SUPPORT!



]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14816716/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14816716/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 16:51:52 PDT
I've been extremely busy lately, school and boyfriend! PLUS midlife crisis, WAIT A MINUTE PLEASE! I'm not doing a lot of photography lately. Just school work which is not worth uploading yet.

thank you all for your support, I love YOU! it really means a lot to me.


CLUBS I SUPPORT!



]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14607628/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14607628/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:05:50 PDT ANGRY.
I THINK I'M GONNA KILL SOMEONE VERY SOON. I JUST CAN'T HOLD THIS ANYMORE LIFE IS SO STRESSFUL AND NOBODY LIKES MY PICTURES AND I'M BASICALLY A BORING PERSON.

I think I need some therapy. NOW.




]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14544611/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14544611/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:24:41 PDT

I HATE SCHOOL AND I ALWAYS WILL 'CUZ I WASN'T BORN TO GO SEAT IN A FUCKING CLASSROOM AND LISTEN TO RULES, RULES, RULES. ART IS NOT ABOUT RULES!




]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14272802/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14272802/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 13:21:38 PDT And I don't want to go back to school and smog and fucking*mexico city and aaall its chaos. That really bugs me. I want to live in fucking heaven with my precious. *ha, fucking naive stupid girl. It breaks my heart to just think for one second to be apart from him. Like all my strength just goes, I dunno, flat. Like life is plain and worthless, like I don't even want to take fucking pictures for fuck's sake. I should be working and making money for my studies and stop depending on people.



]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14157489/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14157489/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 23:01:59 PDT Hopefully I'll come back with a new camera. Possibly a Canon EOS 400D. Oh I'm so excited about that!

...And the best thing that has ever happened to me is my beautiful, lovely, and precious boyfriend. I'd be a little shit right now if it wasn't for him. He's the most supportive, handsome man ever! And I love him so much. And I want to thank him! He's an angel.

My first day at school was so dissapointing. I didn't have any expectatives on it because it's not what I want, but many other students were angry. Hihi, I love the devil...

OH! and please be sure to check out this incredible surreal artist, as well as faithful and caring friend!






]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14113302/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14113302/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 00:17:31 PDT If I don't do something quickly, I'm going to see the person I love the most, and from who I get my strenght, and who makes me laugh at the most difficult moments walk away from me. I can't do this, I really don't know what to do or how to do it.

I'm so sorry to be so boring. I just have to spit it.



]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14058867/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/14058867/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:49:16 PDT

Actually it's not THAT bad, 'cause I'll probably get a Canon EOS 400D a week from now! yeeha!

And on monday, UNIVERSITY STARTS! I'm on my way to become a Visual Artist

Clubs:


]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/13921281/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/13921281/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 00:06:57 PDT
IT'S UNBELIAVABLE. THEY STOLE IT IN MY OWN HOUSE. I LEFT IT AND WENT TO SLEEP AND MY MOM'S B-DAY PARTY AND I CAME BACK AND, OH, I'M SORRY HONEY, IT'S GONE. YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOUR THINGS FROM NOW ON.

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I'll be traveling to Amsterdam in two weeks! that's a good thing for sure, I'm planning to buy a Canon EOS 350D there.

And tomorrow I'll finally know about University omfg I'm very nervous.



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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/13657450/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/13657450/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:51:54 PDT
...I just want to let you know I'm more sorry than ever for what I've done, I hope there's still time to recover what I ruined with my selfish and absurd personality.

myspace anyone?
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]]> ~Spiderspirit http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/13570812/ http://Spiderspirit.deviantart.com/journal/13570812/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 23:01:13 PDT
I'M USELESS. I can't believe it, I used to be so happy and cheerful, celebrating my new acomplishments (including an exhibition) and suddenly. P%$$$·3!!=0**F*UCK** and all my happiness is gone in one second. And now I don't want to wake up. I want to dissapear.


...oh, and I need a hug. Don't forget.

AND PLEASE. LEND ME A HAMMER. A HAMMER TO KILL.

]]> ~Spiderspirit