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deviantART: by:Spindy-chan http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Spindy-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Spindy-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 09:17:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png new account http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25522276/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25522276/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:46:18 PDT

yes...

thatÂ´s me..

]]> ~Spindy-chan it´s time to face facts! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25521801/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25521801/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:22:45 PDT

itÂ´s seems that my dear friends wonÂ´t let me leave here...

so i came back...

but i will make new account some day..maybe...
but iÂ´m back..

so no worries...

with

Spin

ps. guess who has big Cloud wallpaper on her room?!?!? >w< <3

]]> ~Spindy-chan these are farewells... so goodbye! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25416922/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25416922/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 13:48:00 PDT itÂ´s time to say goodbye...
because iÂ´m leaving from DA!

iÂ´m sorry for everyone about this and i just want you to know that i have met so wonderfull people here and make new friends...you are still important for me even if iÂ´m not here anymore...

i will miss ya all!

...so these are goodbyes...
i feel little sad thought...because i have been here couple years so DA is important for me...but for all my friends: remember to embrace your dreams! (like angeal said)

only that makes sense in this crazy world...

farewell... and thanks for everything!

with love: Spindy-chan

ps. this damn computer didnÂ´t let me change mood...
so donÂ´t think that guilty mood so much...
right now i just feel bit sad..
but thatÂ´s all..
bye,everyone!

]]> ~Spindy-chan ...nothing special http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25271078/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25271078/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 10:48:17 PDT
]]> ~Spindy-chan just a quick update... : D http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25191666/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25191666/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 05:20:33 PDT with my new hair XÂ´D...

i was so bored to pay to have haircut.. (and i didnÂ´t find even door to get there..) so i tooked scissors and... XDDDDD

damn i had fun...

well...

i was yesterday in Ilosaari to listen Osuuskaupparock with my dear friends.. thanksie for my dear Axel who gived free ticket for me.. <3
i want to thank my Alucard <3, my Axel <3, Arttu ja se toinen tyyppi,my dear little sister Satsu and also dear Hanna! <3

i had sooooo much of fun even i was bit sick...
and now my legs and neck are soooooo hurt because we were chilling and dancing and shaking our heads nearly six hours!!!!! XD

damn i love Happoradio and Apulanta...

geeezz.... apulanta.... I LOVE THAT BAND!!!! >w<

i know that i wonÂ´t put regular friends things in this journal..
so sorry.. but i donÂ´t have time to do it... <3

love you ALL!!!!!!!!!!! <3

with love: short haired Tuukka

]]> ~Spindy-chan HEEEYA! HYPER! SUPERNOVAA! xD http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24933745/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24933745/ Sun, 24 May 2009 23:09:56 PDT but now i finally have time to fo it..

summer comes faster than i believed and now we have one week school...
i canÂ´t believe it! i have been year in college! time has gone TOO fast and next year we have much difficult things.. >_< damn it! XD

but thatÂ´s ok... we will manage.. >XD

letÂ´s see..what should i tell...
well..

finally we have warm weather here.. it makes me so happyy!
and i can feel love in the air.. thehe..

iÂ´m bit disappointed because i wonÂ´t see my favorite couple on tuesday.. TTwTT yes.. second couple who i have paired with my dear friends.. thehe.. i know that you read this Coldie... XDDD *giggle*

geeeezzz.. i have so much to do...

we moved into new house so that explains lot.

iÂ´m so excited! now i can spend whole summer with my dear friends and go to dance into market place.. ^w^ iÂ´m waiting for it!

and now i finally have "drawboard! on my computer... :3 and Tuukka likes it! <3 >w< itÂ´s much easier to draw.. (of course iÂ´m not good at it yet but one by one i come morea talented) XD

dance music! : D yes... now iÂ´m big fan of dancemusic after i found my brotherÂ´s old cd..CARAMELL!!!! DAMN! i have fallen in love with swedish pop music! this canÂ´t be true! what happened to emo?!? O_O
and i wear pink shoes right now.. *screams* >///<

but that is mark for my gladness... <3

but being nearly last single in friendgroup that really freaks me up.. XD

my happy time was when i realise that i soon will be able to meet PYRAMID HEAD!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! >w< iÂ´m soooooooo happy and excited!!!! i was little depressed because i heard thing that pyramid head will not be in Silent Hill origins-game..

but now i realise that was a LIE! damn it! and he looks soooo cool!
\>w

theheh... sun shines and everything goes well...
but i still miss my Mikael.. <3
hou hou hou.. i hope we meet soon! \>3

Tuukka stops here..

(if ya guys think who is tuukka..thatÂ´s my new nickname...and it comes from my new fav rp chara... <3 )

ps... i have started new animations... : D thehe.. >w<

i need more love... <3

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

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-clubs where i am:

*my daughter (lol xD):

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3
~Spindy-chan summer comes and again i have so boring! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24611140/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24611140/ Tue, 05 May 2009 23:45:56 PDT

i have new ava! so has my darling too!

<3<3<3<3<3

AkuRokuu!!! <3<3<3<33 >3<

well... we have warm weather here... that is sooo cool!
i have ate ice cream and living in new house is super! <3

no long travel to school anymore...
itÂ´s pity that allthought we live nearly middle of this city, my school trip is about half hour in one way..looooong distance to walk..
because my bike is still at my daddyÂ´s house... XD

i miss my all friends...

i love you all... <3 *chu*

i still have little bad luck with love things...

everyone is happy and i can feel love in the air..but...
why i donÂ´t have own lover?!?! kyaa! *sob sob*

that is bit sad... >w<" (damn my over romantic mood)

I LOVE ROLEPLAYS!!! kyaa!

Feenix X Lill <3<3<3<3<3<33
Jinketsu X Espel <333<3<3<3
and other lovely characters!

loove!

i wanna roleplay Kakage-kun with my Axel! <3<3<3 *love yaoi.com*

>XD

now i finally have time to draw...

silent hill Origins is cool..

but what is code with those pillers..? *think think think and pik*

whuhii!

Roxas stops hereeee! <3

loves L! <3

wanna cookies!

oh.. and i have addiction again...

apple pineaple paron juice...

damn itÂ´s so damn good! :3

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj: ~Spindy-chan STOP CLOBAL WARMING! it´s melting my chocola http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24454728/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24454728/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 22:14:31 PDT itÂ´s sooo fun and i write it on my shirt... <3

but seriously..

clobal warming is coming...
i have notice it..

Weather here is warmer that average..etc..

and..

itÂ´s damn fun! i havenÂ´t never liked cold weather..
snow is fun thing but when outside is -40 cold...
you wanna be inside..

but..

other things...

i had damn fun on my last bandtraining...
thanks for

and

<3
i love you both!

and i love to chu nyu Axel-chaan! <3 >w<

last week in Ilomantsi before i will be one of people in Joensuu..

and summer is coming and i want to go Ilosaarirock!!!!
i wannaaa!!!

letÂ´s go to dance on marketplace *smirk*

but i donÂ´t yet know my costume to

party..
^^" maybe psycho cat with demonic doll..

yeeeeah! <3

i cannot wait thursday...

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Yuffie:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24284231/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 01:56:48 PDT
my birthday comes and went.. :3
iÂ´m 17 now and iÂ´m so happyyyy!!! : DDDD

i die here.. i have so booooriing at school now...
iÂ´m glad that my messenger works..!

i donÂ´t even have my psp with me...

but SOMEONE..bought as birthday present Silent Hill Origins game...
iÂ´m so happy about it!

thanks for that!

weeelll...

my new idea is going to cosplay Shuichi!
i hope that i could have pink fig next...

love my Zack.. <3
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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Yuffie:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

i love u all! *kiss*<... ]]> ~Spindy-chan HAPPY EASTER!!!!! <3<3<3 LOVE YOU ALL!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24140173/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24140173/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 02:25:51 PDT w< *glitter glitter*

righto!

iÂ´m soooo happpyyyy!!
because i had chance to hug someone who i like... <3

and... I`M SO HAPPYYY!!! <3<3<3 >W<

many hugs.... ~<3

oh dear..back to school..
yesterday i was sick...-w-"

but now iÂ´m better and our easter holiday starts today..

iÂ´m excited and little sad because i canÂ´t see my friends so usually on holiday...

but after easter... I HAVVA BIRTHDAYZPLZ!!! <3<3<3 kyaaa! *cheer and freak out*

>w< i wonder what i get as present.. <3 i hope little doggy oooor.....
something.. money! cookies! sweets!! <3<3<33<3
manga maybe...

: D

i wanna hug everyone...

with love: Shu-chan

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Yuffie:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

~Spindy-chan this is sooo boring! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24103576/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24103576/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 22:48:20 PDT _< our lesson was sooo boring because we didnÂ´t have teacher...
no one doesnÂ´t know where is he... but thatÂ´s ok! we can do all this just by ourself.. XDDD
just kidding.. everyone were chating with friends and spending time.. >: D *laugh*
i hope teacher doesnÂ´t come to next lesson or the next one after that.. >XD am i evil?

ooooohhhhhhhdeeeaaaarrrrrrr..........

kya...

..i miss my friends...

....wanna kiss someone....*looks around*

.....hug.... ~<3

...where is all my papers??!?!.....

....i have to draw.......

.....

......................

kya!

...oh... they have made ED-ice cream... i like iiiiit!!! *eats*

~<3

upsii... i forget something...

(update) >w<

we have done 60 % of this yearÂ´s school duties... : D yay! just two months anymore and summerholiday!!! YAAY!

ONE WEEK UNTIL I HAVA BIRTHDAY!!!! KYAAA!!!

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Yuffie:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

~Spindy-chan Hello guys! Roxas is back! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24085471/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24085471/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 23:26:30 PDT w<
iÂ´m so happyyy!!!! i had so much of fun and i learned lots of being work in shop!
: D finally i had time to draw... <3 (and i finally have started my horrorcomic!)

Oh!!! SORRY AXEEEEL!!!!
i still have ur KH comics.. >///< you will get them back soon...

AND WUHIII!!

i have birthday soon!!!! iÂ´m so glad!!! (and so old)
i still donÂ´t get it that iÂ´m 17 soon... O_O (i feel myself like old fart) XD

just kidding... iÂ´m proud that iÂ´m this old and i will try to get "carcard"

so beware my dear friends if i some day have own car.. *smirk*

oh dear.. summer comes... : D
iÂ´m excited... i hope that i can meet someone who is so important for me.. <3
i really hope that... <3

>w< ohmgs... school continues... lots of computer lessons...
I LOVE THIS SCHOOL!!!!!!! <3<3<3<33 *totally used to be secretary*

well well well...
Roxas stops here! : ) (goes back to learn) >w<

luv my Cloud! <3

]]> ~Spindy-chan Roxan is here again! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23560324/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23560324/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 16:34:03 PST finally here! after two weeks!

geeeeezzz... only five weeks left my worktraining and iÂ´m bakc in school! JIHAA!
i never believed that i want to go at school!

but my work at that shop where iÂ´m training...itÂ´s hard physical work...
iÂ´m tired and other...
but iÂ´m glad that i can see my friends in my hometown for awile...

i love ya all! *hug*

well.... finally i have time to draw SOMETHING! >w<

and i really started my AkuROku fanfic...

iÂ´m sure that everyone will not like that comic because itÂ´s quite cruel...
but itÂ´s akuroku after all...

and guess what....

I FINALLY HAVE SIMS2!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAY!
but my bodyshop doesnÂ´t work.. *sobsob*

well...iÂ´m quite tired now but i write more tomorrow... or..tonight...letÂ´s see...

good night everyone! *chu*

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

<... ]]> ~Spindy-chan love...love love lovelovelove! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22907045/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22907045/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 15:27:02 PST i want to kiss someone...i want to hug someone.. i want to show that i love someone!
but i caanÂ´t! TTwTT *sob sob*

well... last week at school before i have my work training... *sigh*
i guess it would be fun but...

i eat strawberry cake....
and iÂ´m soooooo happy!!

and i finally had time to draw! and i have new ID! yay!

what else....?

i miss all of my friends.. <3

and i want to play drums!

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22706505/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 02:37:30 PST
Roxas is quite happy now! <3

Special thanks for

for all animes what did you borrow for myeeee!!!!

Loveless..sukisho..Saint Beast...Graviation... *scream*
iÂ´m so happyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3

yay!

ok... what else i can tell about my life..?
^w^

nya.. iÂ´m not so depressed like before...
bt still little sad...

but i think this is not so serious..
i miss my friends...
i miss my secret crush... ~<3

everything happens same time...

jep... but Roxas stops here...
my lesson starts and i have to do powerpoint thing about horrormovies... TTwTT

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22607027/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 01:08:25 PST next month i wonÂ´t be here! really!
i havenÂ´t got time (and place) to go internet because of my worktraining..

Two months... i will be here again on april... or earlier if i can... but
THIS STARTS NEXT MONTH! got it? ^w^

well... i havenÂ´t got yet training place sooo...i have hurry.. (hurry..? O_o )

what else....
iÂ´m little upset...
reason... i will not tell you guys.... or okay..
i have thinked that is one of my best friend angry for me... that makes me feel sad..
because she is important for me.

yesh... about three months and iÂ´m 17 years-old... geeeeezzz.. im old fart.. TTwTT
not for a long... i will be adult..

jep..
i try get some pics here...

with love: Roxan-chan

ps... i have been tagged!! OwO

RULES -

|1|.Post these rules
|2|.Each tagged person must post 8 things about theirselves on their journal.
|3|.At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
|4|.Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
|5|.NO tag-backs.

1. i have glasses TTwTT
2. fanatic fangirl ~<3
3. IÂ´m emo and very angsty girl..
4. i like fishies, fishing but i canÂ´t eat fishies.. Ã³_Ã² iÂ´m allergic..
5. i get addictions very easily way.. ^w^
6. Friends call me Roxas ~<3
7. i play guitar, piano and drums..
8. i love flirting with my friends..

Tagged: >XD :

ãã¤ãªãã¶ã¼ã
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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22571154/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 02:33:31 PST year has changed and here is couple things of my last year:

1) my friend broke up our friendship third time... my life is ruined and my dearest friends start hate mye..

2) me and my friend are friends again.. i canÂ´t understand why...

3) i get marry with Axel!!! <3<3<3<3<3 hahahaha! >:3

4) summer... my school ends and i get information of my new school..

5) studying in business college starts... (yes..iÂ´m in college)

6) new friends!!! i love you all!!!!!!!!!! <3<3 >w<

7) crush with someone... ~<3 i luv uuu!!!!

8) new laptop!!!!! <3<3<3 my dear lover! ~<3

9) christmas...... -___-

10)new year... best time of year.. (someones knows why..)
also i finally start draw my horror comic!!!

yep.. that was it... my year... :3 lots of sad things happened but i manage...
what else......?

....new passion on my life,please!

I hug everyone who calls me Roxas...

psstt.. if someone wants to be my Cloud...comment..

updated:

GEEEEEEZZZZZZZ!!!!! i hate to be woman! no.. i like to be woman! DAAAMNNN!!!
my stomach hurts... TTwTT waaah waah

..... -__- itÂ´s still wonderfull to be woman...

...little confusing.. oh yes....
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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth: ~Spindy-chan questions.. sorry guys... ^^" this is no engl http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22311635/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22311635/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:57:53 PST

journalista..
kiitos tÃ¤stÃ¤.. ~<3
vastaukset on kuitenkin mun omia.. XD

KÃ¤nnykÃ¤n nimilistalta:

Nimi 1:
Onko hÃ¤n hauska?: kyllÃ¤
Oletko halannut hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: kyllÃ¤ ^w^
Joku muisto hÃ¤nestÃ¤?: hmm..linkka matka joensuusta ilomantsiin..

Nimi 5:
MissÃ¤ tapasitte ensimmÃ¤isen kerran?: kun olin kasiluokalla..
Onko hÃ¤n sinulle tÃ¤rkeÃ¤?: kyllÃ¤
HÃ¤nen nimensÃ¤ viimeinen kirjain?: E

Nimi 8:
TyttÃ¶ vai poika?: tyttÃ¶
Rakastatko hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: kaverina juu
Oletko puhunut hÃ¤nen kanssaan puhelimessa?: kyllÃ¤! ^w^

Nimi 10:
Kuinka kauan olette tunteneet?: koko ikÃ¤ni
Oletko ikinÃ¤ suudellut hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: eeeenn!! hyi olkoon!
Oletko kertonut hÃ¤nelle salaisuuksiasi?: kyllÃ¤..

Nimi 16:
Onko hÃ¤n kaunis/komee?: kaunis juu
Tunnetko hÃ¤net hyvin?: kyllÃ¤ <3
Onko hÃ¤n varattu?: kyllÃ¤ XD

Nimi 18:
Onko hÃ¤n sukua sinulle?: kyllÃ¤
Millainen hÃ¤n on luonteeltaan?:hauska, ihana.. <3
Tunnetko hÃ¤net hyvin?: erittÃ¤in hyvin

Nimi 20:
Oletko lÃ¤hettÃ¤nyt hÃ¤nelle tekstiviestejÃ¤?: kyllÃ¤
Onko hÃ¤n tyttÃ¶?: jepu
Onko hÃ¤n samassa koulussa kuin sinÃ¤?: kyllÃ¤ oli! <3

Nimi 23:
MinkÃ¤ ikÃ¤inen hÃ¤n on?: emmm...14-15
Asuuko hÃ¤n samalla paikkakunnalla kuin sinÃ¤?: jep
Vihaatko hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: en tietenkÃ¤Ã¤n!! <3<3

Nimi 26:
Oletko kÃ¤ynyt hÃ¤nen luonaan?: en.. TTwTT
Onko hÃ¤n hauska?: todella! oikeasti! <3<3
MillÃ¤ kirjaimella hÃ¤nen nimensÃ¤ alkaa?: S

Nimi 27:
Oletko halannut hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: kyllÃ¤
Oletko nÃ¤hnyt hÃ¤net humalassa?: en ole...
Onko hÃ¤n sinua vanhempi?: kuukauden vanhempi.. <3

Nimi 29:
Onko hÃ¤n kaunis?: jep
Joku muisto hÃ¤nestÃ¤?: toinen koulupÃ¤ivÃ¤ amiksessa.. <3<3
Onko sinulla hÃ¤nen mese?: tietysti! she is my bf!!! <3

Nimi 32:
Onko hÃ¤n lÃ¤heinen sinulle?: kyllÃ¤..todella lÃ¤heinen.. <3
Oletko koskaan halannut hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: monta kertaa! i love you!
Oletko ollut ihastunut hÃ¤neen?: en!! en tietenkÃ¤Ã¤n!!

Nimi 36:
Yksi sana, joka kuvaa hÃ¤nen luonnettaan?: ihana
Asuuko hÃ¤n pÃ¤Ã¤kaupunkiseudulla?: joskus
Oletko nÃ¤hnyt hÃ¤nestÃ¤ unta?: en

Nimi 38:
Kuinka vanha hÃ¤n on?: 16
Vihaatko hÃ¤ntÃ¤?: EN! pÃ¤invastoin!
PidÃ¤tkÃ¶ hÃ¤nestÃ¤?: erittÃ¤in paljon.. ~<3

Sitten mene saapuneisiin viesteihin.

EKA VIESTIN LÃHETTÃJÃSTÃ.
MinÃ¤ vuonna tÃ¤mÃ¤ henkilÃ¶ on syntynyt?: -93
Onko hÃ¤nellÃ¤ ollut jo syntymÃ¤

Ã¤ivÃ¤ tÃ¤nÃ¤ vuonna?: Ã¶Ã¶Ã¶h...
Kauan olette tunteneet?: kasiluokasta lÃ¤htien.. <3<3

NELJÃNNEN VIESTIN LÃHETTÃJÃSTÃ.
Ovatko hÃ¤nen vanhempansa eronneet?:ei
EntÃ¤ mitÃ¤ he tekevÃ¤t tyÃ¶kseen?:emt
Tunnistavatko hÃ¤nen vanhempansa sinut kun tulet heitÃ¤ vastaan?: eivÃ¤t.. XDDDD eivÃ¤t oo koskaan nÃ¤hneet..

VIIDENNEN VIESTIN LÃHETTÃJÃSTÃ.
Voiko hÃ¤n luottaa sinuun?: kyllÃ¤
Oletko seurustellut kyseisen henkilÃ¶n kanssa?: en ^u^
TietÃ¤Ã¤kÃ¶ hÃ¤n viimeisen seurustelukumppanisi (jos sellaista on)?: kyllÃ¤.. (sellaista ei ole ollut)

KYMMENENNEN VIESTIN LÃHETTÃJÃSTÃ.
Kuinka vanha hÃ¤n on?: 17 w
Voitko luottaa hÃ¤neen?: kyllÃ¤
SyÃ¶kÃ¶ hÃ¤n purkkaa?: kyllÃ¤! XD

ALKOHOLISMI
[ ] minulla on pakottava tarve juoda alkoholia
[ ] kÃ¤rsin vieroitusoireista, jos en saa alkoholia
[ ] juon yli 16 (nainen) tai 24 (mies) annosta viikossa
[ ] sanonta "SilmÃ¤t liikkuu, lisÃ¤Ã¤ viinaa!" voisi olla minun mottoni
[ ] olen ollut hoidossa alkoholin kÃ¤yttÃ¶ni takia
[ ] Alko on lempikauppani
[ ] kÃ¤nnissÃ¤ oleminen on parempaa, kuin selvÃ¤nÃ¤
0/7 ^^"

MASENNUS
[x] mielialani on ollut pitkÃ¤Ã¤n alakuloinen
[ ] mikÃ¤Ã¤n ei tunnu kiinnostavan minua

[x] kÃ¤rsin unettomuudesta TAI nukun liian paljon
[ ] minulla on itsetuhoisia ajatuksia ja/tai kuolemantoiveita
[x] keskittymiskykynyni ja muistini on huono/huonontunut
[x] minua ahdistaa usein
[ ] viiltelen itseÃ¤ni
4/7

SKITSOFRENIA
[ ] kuulen tai nÃ¤en asioita mitÃ¤ muut eivÃ¤t -Johtuu minun erittÃ¤in hyvÃ¤stÃ¤ kuulosta ja nÃ¤Ã¶stÃ¤ni!
[ ] olen sosiaalisesti eristÃ¤ytynyt
[x XD] minulla on ongelmia tiedon kÃ¤sittelyssÃ¤, uuden oppimisessa ja kielellisessÃ¤ muistissa
[ ] luulen, ettÃ¤ television ja lehtien kautta tulee jotain viestejÃ¤ minulle
[ ] tunteeni ovat latistuneet
[ ] minulla on neuroleptilÃ¤Ã¤kitys
[x] olen hyvin vainoharhainen
2/7

ANOREKSIA ~Spindy-chan I feelz love in th airplz! <3 http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22266676/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22266676/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 18:35:26 PST

weeeeeeeeee.....
Spin has speed now!! ^w^
Christmas is over and new year is coming!
weeeeeeeeee!!!!!

why iÂ´m happy? because i just am! <3<3<3
no special reason..

well... i have heard some things..like this..

all my friends know that i usually draw myself as Roxas from kingdom hearts...yes.. me and Roxas..we are quite same...but iÂ´m more emo than he is..and iÂ´m girl thought.. but still..
we both have own Axel..

and we like to angst...
(but i smile more than Roxas) ^w^ i have non stop smile all the time..everyone who has chat with me irl or on webcam knows that.. well..

but..still...
some of my friends call me Roxas or Roxu..thatÂ´s so cute!
i have nickname Roxas...
i think that is super....

special hug for everyone who calls me Roxas (or Roxu)

yeyeeyyeeaah!

and Roxu likes drawning now..
my style has transformed more chibi style.. yay! ^w^

well.... clock is too much and i go sleep now...

Sweet dreams for everyone! i love ya all!

some awesome links from youtube:

[link]
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[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski): http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22025780/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 02:08:00 PST
2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When's the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

test: [link] (if i remember it right..)
.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Vincent (viski/vinski):

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22008570/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 02:00:30 PST I HATE CHRISTMAS!!!!
for sure!
i have stress of my friends gift because i havenÂ´t got any money and i donÂ´t have time to make anything by myself!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i also have my own problems and that wonÂ´t make my christmas any better!
GRAAAAAH!

*sigh* .......

but one of things which makes me smile again is Lee Shaolan.. *drools*
i love do rp with my bf.. Anna loves Lee 4ever.. yeah.. *wave*

.......
...
....
..
..
Spin stops here..

ps.. if someone want to be my Lee..
send note..

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UkeSeme-test:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Zack/Cloud:

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21758408/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 00:57:27 PST but really!
i just canÂ´t wait my 18 birhtday!!!!! iÂ´m too excited!!!!!!!

why..? because my non-alcholic-days ends then!! OH!!!!

ALUCARD-senseiii!!!!!!!!
i need you to with me then!!!

itÂ´s a deal??? nyayah!!! XDDD

WHOOOOO!!! Spin has speed today!!!!
YAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
my reason for that...
ok... i have fallen in love with someone whoÂ´s name i donÂ´t say..
>////< hyperplz... he and she are sooooo kyooooot!!! (ok..there are many of them) O///////o but theyÂ´re sooo lovely people! really! most adorable in world!!

nyah! but donÂ´t worry Axel.. iÂ´m still urs if ya still want myee!!

but for sure.. i want to meet all my friends in finland in irl! really!

i change my horrorcomic idea..
now.. itÂ´s main character is Miku! Yeah! My uke-boy!!!! <3<3<<<3<3<3
i looove him! and he is great chara for horrorcomic!!!! <3<3<3<3

yes..

but still.. i just canÂ´t two years! i wanna party now!!!!! >w<

yeah.. i really have too much speed today..again..
i didnÂ´t sleep well last night..why.. because iÂ´m too speedfull-Spin!!!! KYAAA!!!

nyu..must..go...use...extra...speed... geeeeeeeeezzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok..i made SemeUke-quiz..and this was answer..:

You are a Flaming Uke!

One of the easiest uke to recognize by sight. Your flamboyantly gay behavior makes it easy for seme to prey upon you, and that is exactly what you want, and you usually have a few tricks up your sleeve as well. You most often have colored hair, designer clothes, and eyes that are constantly roaming, searching for the perfect partner. You are best paired with the Chibi Seme, who will rise to your challenge with their mischievous nature.

Most compatible with: Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Opportunist Seme

.... >///< how should i react..?????

thanks for

________________________________________________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Zack/Cloud:

<3<3

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne: http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21673174/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 23:14:12 PST i have two hours free at school and i simply couldnÂ´t stay that time sleeping in my bed at home.. why? bacause of my DAMN BUS TRIP!!! GRAAAAAAAAH!!!

if i would do that.. i would miss some time at school on next lesson..
....... *little piss off*

and my chat doesnÂ´t work!!! NYAAAH!!!!! >m<

but.. happy things..

i had so much of fun and my Sakura knows the reason.. *evilish smirk*
iÂ´m still laughing..

and..PLEASE! GUYS who read this..
please!
Come to Whirled! plz!!!! *cute smile*
i have always boring there now..
if you go there and iÂ´m in online.. try find Roxx-chan named chara..plz..

well.. my school has started quite well..
iÂ´m in college (i have said that before..)

and.. i just realize this..

one year and not even half.. I`M 18-years-old!!!! DAMN HOW COOL!!!!
i will party all night then! and everything! WHOOOOO!!! *wave*

kyooot... <3<3<3<3<3<3
and year 2010 i will travel all around Finland! Go to Animecon and Nekocon and Bakacon if they make it!!! i will partyyyy!!! KYAAA! hyperplz!

omg.. i have to calm down.. really!
yesterday i couldnÂ´t even stand! i just jumped and everything all the time with my bf Sakura!!! <3<3 *huuug*

CARAMELLDANSEN!!!! WHOOO!!!!

yesh.. some of you guys have liked my monsters,nee?

so i draw more and more of them! and i will try my best! <3

soon.. if i have got time.. i make my horror-comic page 1 ready!
so beware! i have learned how to draw monsters.. *whistle and evilish smirk*

so soon as possible!

and guess what..?! iÂ´m not so sick anymore! WHOOO!

iÂ´ll cheer up you guys!

with

Spin hypergladplz
______________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

(also my Reno <3 )

*my Sakura:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris: ~Spindy-chan speeedplz!!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21621001/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21621001/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 20:27:53 PST
i start thinking as big scene as NICKNAMES!!!
yeah..
i have lots of them..

but i start thinking how i get my official nickname: Spindy-chan

well..couple years ago.. we played some ballgame in school..
and because i havenÂ´t got then much of friends, we played together just three of us. So i had two "enemies".. well.. i won..
and first they called me Speedy Gonzalez because i runned so fast, thought! and then it transform in mode Speedy-chan.. and end was history.. last tranformation was when i said wrong my nickname..i said Spindy-chan..

weirdplz.. >w<

now i have got really odd nicknames.. O___o

but...

yaaaaaaaay! here is SNOW! hyperplz!

yeyeyah! i have played lots of Whirled! and i love it!!!!!!!!
CARAMELLDANSEN!! *scream*

Clock is only 6:25 am and i havenÂ´t sleep yet so i stop here!
good nightplz!

with

: Spin

love my dear loves! (cloud and Axel)

oh and ps.

i had awesome experience yesterday!! i saw Von Hertzen Brothers guy in BOOKSHOP!!! it was incredible awesome!!! hyperplz! O-O
i nearly drop my eyes (and eyeclasses same way) when i realised who was that man in shop!!!! OwO and iÂ´m fan of that fin band!!!

good night!

__________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

*my Sakura:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21602159/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 18:13:36 PST come on!! tomorrow! i want guys to chat with me and play!
i got sakura-character there so iÂ´m really excited!
well..
itÂ´s morning now and i should be sleeping..but i donÂ´t go now..yet..

>w<

iÂ´m ukee!!! yey! (and cloud is (propably) seme..like she said!

love my darlings! (axel and Cloud)

oh..and iÂ´m still sick!

but please!!! everyone else who doesnÂ´t live in Finland.. please..come tomorrow play with me in Whirled-world!!!

plz..

all hail my sensei!
___________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

*my Sakura:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

i love u all! *kiss*

]]> ~Spindy-chan shake ur hips,btch!!! >w< http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21600481/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21600481/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 16:18:20 PST yeyeye! iÂ´ll cheer evryone who has own btch!
theyÂ´re fabulous! just being toys of us! >w< fwwwwwa!!!!
yeah! iÂ´m someone btch too and i have on my own!!
i watched RE3:Extinction again!!!
plzzzzzz zombieeez are so great!!!!!

iÂ´m soooo excited!! i wanna meet some awesome guyzzz!!! hyperplz!

nyah! little freak up todayz!
nya nyazz!!!

writeÂ´z block getting more worse way!! ohnoeeesplz!!!

>///< iÂ´m in lovezz with my cloud and my axel!!!
i love you both so much!!! loverplz!!!

and i cheer you up, sensei!!! cheer-upplz!! @_@

iÂ´m getting little lazzy!! but you guys have to tell me how to decorate my journal,plz!!!!!!

___________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

*my Sakura:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

i love u all! *kiss*

]]> ~Spindy-chan PMMP:Joku Raja http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21560442/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21560442/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 02:22:16 PST well.. everyone should try this band..
i expecially love chorus:

"Jos nyt vielÃ¤ kerran niin.. minÃ¤ tapan sut!Ja isken jollain millÃ¤ sinÃ¤kin olet mua hakannut! MÃ¤ astun harhaan taivaan tieltÃ¤ jonnekin pimeÃ¤Ã¤n.."

..and other.. english translation (made by me..so itÂ´s not..good..but >.<

is something like this:

"if you now just once again.. i will kill you! and i hit same way like you have hit me! i step past on heaven road to somewhere in darkness.."

>w< iiiii love it!!! <3<3<3

well..now i start telling of my life.. O___o
ok..(little boring maybe but i think you guys manage with it..?..right??)
....
IÂ´m still sick.. @_@ goash.. i feel so bad!!
i havenÂ´t play drums yet so iÂ´m little depressed of it! why? because MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!!!
well..what other... my bus trip is about 80 km in one way..so together i travel 160 km in day!!!!
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!
and i get boring there! really! iÂ´m too sick to fall asleep and sleeping in bus is not good idea! >_<

but luckily thereÂ´s my Cloud..most cutiest human in world!!! <3<3<3 we call each other usually! <3<3
i like her sooooo much!!!! she is important friend for me!!!! (i hope she reads this..<3<3 )
i luv my Cloud!! <3<3<3
And Axel.....
..Oh Axel! <3 i love nyuu so much,my dear friend! i wanna meet you some day!! really! i wanna hug you!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3

i love all of my friends!! <3 chu for everyone! <3

and SOMEONE.. i know YOU read this..
you get me start Crisis core again!!!! >w< nyuu..i donÂ´t wanna cry but Zack is sooooo cute! i love his puppylook..it melts my heart... <3<3

but YOU!!! YOU SOMEONE!!!! You havenÂ´t yet make profile here!!!! DAAAAMMNNN YOOOUUU!!!!!!
and if you kill my Lee again..i piss off..
like Sakura!!! *evilish smirking* >

oh..much of text today.. maybe i have got so much time....? O___O

i love roleplays!!!!! <3<3 i love i love i love!!!
nau! i wanna roleplay more!!!

And Alucard! shall we meet again?? i wanna talk about cosplay costume! (remember..crazy nekoemo..)

spin has transform huge Lee fan!!!! LEE!!*scream*
Zackiee!! *scream* Clouud!! *scream* Axeeel!!*scream* Hwoarang!!! *scream* !!!

any messages for my friends....
i donÂ´t think..

this is writeÂ´s block again if you didnÂ´t mention that... >//<

well.. Spin ends here and continues when i have got time!!!

Prepare for Spin-virus!!!! MUHAHAHHAH!!!!!!! >

___________________________________________________

-clubs where i am:

*my dear sensei:

*my Sakura:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel: http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21414681/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 02:08:41 PST I started my new horror comic yesterday..and it will be my blood fulled comic ever!
but i just love Lee on Tekken-game.. kurnaus..i love his laugh..

well.. My halloween..carameldansen..cat ears.. i party first time halloween.. because here Finland we donÂ´t party that.. thatÂ´s so sad because i LOOOOOVEE halloween.. <3<3
what other.. my hear has transform itÂ´s colour.. black again..

nyuyuyuyuyu.. i got music on FFVII and other FF games..
thanks for my friend..i have to give nickname for you..because i know you read this..so... your nick name is...
Jondy..yeah..thatÂ´s your new nickname..
XD

well.. i have watched Resident evil-movies..and..
NOOO!!! writerÂ´s block!! DAMN IT!!!!!! KRAAAH!!!
i lost my thoughts! *runs after*
well.. i stop now.. next time i will tell about my horror comic and Resident evil...more...damn it..

With love: Spin (latinname: Roxasnekoemomus..) a.k.a TinyWiny-Roxy-bug.. (nysÃ¤-roxu-pÃ¶rriÃ¤inen in finish)

ps.. beware Spin-virus!!! *evilish lauhg*

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-clubs where i am:

*my Sakura:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

i love u all!

]]> ~Spindy-chan whuuuzzz uuup?!? http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21142051/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21142051/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:59:28 PDT Spin here again!
itÂ´s weekend and iÂ´m super mood again!
weeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeezzz!!! <3<3
well..i started my new horror comic yesterday..i do my best on it..
guys who wanna read it..wait..
i try to draw it most better way that i can..
well..i finished crisis core game and i cried whole night and evening..
i wished that i would have darling who would comfort me but..
i havenÂ´t nothing..

but still iÂ´m very good mood! why?
because i have own computer now! thanks for my family!!! i love you all!!!!

school second period has started quite well and i have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dead or alive rulez 4!!!!!

Zack,Cloud and Axel! youÂ´re gods!
Roxas: "zackiee!!! *scream*"
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

*my Demyx:

i love u all!

]]> ~Spindy-chan Weeeeezzzz!!! Final Fantasy VII-fans!!! read thiz! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21012105/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21012105/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 05:46:15 PDT iÂ´m in super duper good mood today!!!
i bought psp and ffVII Crisis core-game!!!
I looooooooooooovveeeee Zack!!!!!
*scream*

...little hsterical maybe..

but!! ffVII fans! who have played crisis core!!
TELL ME DOES ZACK SEE AERIS AGAIN?!?!? i love both of them and i will cry if zack doesnÂ´t see aeris again.. (i have fight with sephiroth and now zack and cloud have to escape to midgar..or Zack wants to get there...
please!!1 tell me does zackie see aeris again!! pleaaaaazzzzzeee!!!!!!!!

lulz...
little freak up today..
O//O

love my Cloudie! and you to Axel!
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

i love u all!

]]> ~Spindy-chan feeling much better http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20801843/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20801843/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 23:17:19 PDT yup..
i read my old diary and i was shocked..
geezzz..i used so much on sensurated words that i feel shame of it! i read some pages to my mum and she was little suprised..
i was so emo and other and i realize how depressed i was..
thatÂ´s so sad..

my life is one by one gone very grazy..really..
i canÂ´t explain it by words..my world is upside down and everything..

oooouuuhhhhnnn...
(that was random writing)

what else (and little positive i can tell about my life)

well.. i have new profile in Netlog (i think it wonÂ´t work in other countries but you can try if you want see my photos)
profile name: spindy_chan (who wouldnÂ´t bet that?!?!?)

i have meet there my new friend..she is awesome person!
i like her very much! really! we call each other and everything..

but this all make me thought things..
i donÂ´t know is that good thing..
donÂ´t be jealous, Axel.. we are just good friends..!!

i thought how many person read this..
i bet not much..

but if someone read this..
i started my new comics..yes..i have many comics...

if someone..in here Finland..or other country..
knows where i could get Roxas and Axel figures (minifigures or something) and cheap!! send note or comment please!
(my wish to figures is i can move them hands and everything..)

Spin ends here..
Roxas is dying..
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

i love u all!

]]> ~Spindy-chan World (only real friends read this) http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20742376/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20742376/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 13:53:51 PDT and because not far of my school..same town..
there were bomb alert..someone really plays with human lifes.. that makes me think about death..
sometimes i had time when i wished that i would die..really.. i never show that..i just thinked that there is better life other side of life.. then i was alone..
that wasnÂ´t easy to get back to life..
and now..world is going worse..

..i just have problems in my own life..
i have friend,male, who said that he loves me..thatÂ´s worse because i donÂ´t feel same..

i donÂ´t just get life..
how someone can kill other people..?
that makes me think how dieful word life is..

i just thinked that do i have friends who can see me crying..?

itÂ´s too hard to see how people die..in mmy life time i have lost people on my own family and friends..
my own cousin jumped to river and die because she couldnÂ´t life anymore..
my uncle..someone kill him..in his house..
it can be that murderer make revenge to my family.. i just fear it..

how many people here could see my tears?
how many people could see me crying?
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*my Namine:

*who is like little brother to me:

i love u all!

]]> ~Spindy-chan Fake friends http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20742051/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20742051/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 13:37:08 PDT
True friends will read and post this in their journals. Fake friends will just ignore it.

_____________________________________________
-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan hello everyone! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20570786/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20570786/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:34:42 PDT nyah! iÂ´m in super duper mood!
why? because i heard my dear HoshieÂ´s voice and i have write in msn with my lovely friends! iÂ´m so happyyyy!!

Ã¼ber cute carameldansen links from youtube.. (final fantasy)
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link] (best!!) lol
[link]
lulz.. and for Hoshie-chan..lol..never dance carameldance please..
[link]
lulz..random
[link]
i hope we never get this far Hoshie-chan!!
[link]
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan What on earth is GOING ON?!?!?! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20498128/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20498128/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 22:50:33 PDT and i have two reason for that..

-Reason 1) my male sim named Alex..
(i bought couple days ago Sims 2-game on my phone)
i have played it and now i have realized one thing..)
MY SIM IS GAY!!!!!!!!
he loves man named Ben..(they sleep over.. sigh)

-Reason 2) my friends..
i see them only once on week..not always..
that bothers me..why..? because i feel that distance between me and my friends is going longer and longer..
when i saw my friends last time..everything felt so strange..
Mermaid-chan..you nearly run away.. you didnÂ´t say nearly nothing..and others..
why my friends do things like that? that makes me feel sad..
i just..feel like iÂ´m going to be alone again..like before..
i donÂ´t what to say..this all just make me feel bad..

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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan ya! i can feel love in the air!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20447735/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20447735/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 22:57:56 PDT iÂ´m super duper hyper good mood today!!!! Yaaay!!
Eight months!!!! nearly one year!!! yeheeeiii!!!
i thought about ur cosplay, dear.. maybe we should do that idea which we talked about yesterday..? i thinked about names too..i hope you get my message..
..iÂ´m so happy when i see my friends fallen in love for someone..thatÂ´s so cute..
but it always make me think about my own life..
(donÂ´t think that i start emoing again..) because i donÂ´t! (if you wanna see my photo..go [link] and try search spindy_chan)
i canÂ´t say that can everyone here see it..but you can try.. XD oh.. and i have wrote all things in finnish..so donÂ´t mind if u donÂ´t understand..

well..
what should i tell u..
well...okay..they who met me in msn couple days ago..you guys could think that thing..that i talked with boy..that was true..
we havenÂ´t know each other long..just two weeks..
and..we talk always naughty things..

i like him but because we havenÂ´t met irl..
that makes things different..
..

..my dear axxel..you donÂ´t have to worry about that..me and him..
because my heart will always be yours..(if ya want it..)
..i cheer up for everyone who is in love!!

XXXXX: Spindy-chan (your Roxxas)

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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Jeanne:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan having XXXXXX http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20399868/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20399868/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 22:29:03 PDT i freak up, okay..!

i try later today to get here..(new pictures..) and i make new ID.. such an neko-emo.. :rowl:
i canÂ´t wait to get playing drums! YAY!!!
iÂ´m so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
..i started my new comic..!!! story in it is quite odd..same with characters...
but..i think this go allright!

..i have been here quite long time..(year or two..)and i have meet so adorable people here..

iÂ´m so happy that i know them..

of course iÂ´m happy that i can be contact to my own friends..(because i donÂ´t see them so usually like before)..
...one guy..my friendÂ´s boyfriend..said that iÂ´m beautifull..first i thought that he must kidding me.. but he was searious.. i was shocked!!!!!!
anyone irl havenÂ´t say anything like that!
i always have heard..(from friend of mine..) that iÂ´m ugly..and i never would have boyfriend..and other..she even said that my mum is odd!!! ODD???!?!? i was very angry about that because no one never will say anything bad about my mum!!!!
no matter how close someone is for me..no one will never say that my mum is ODD!!!! *pissed off*
phuuuuhhh... *trying to relax*
............
okay.. i try forget what i say before..
iÂ´m not emo anymore..(bacause i have so fun at school..) thatÂ´s strange..fun at school..i canÂ´t believe that i say something like that.. O_O
because i try to learn about my future work..(itÂ´s shop school or something..) ..itÂ´s very new that teachers..weÂ´re adults for them.. not kids who can do anything..
..very shocking indeed..

omg.. OwO i have write lot today.. should i stop right here..? nyaaaaahhh! -_-
well.. i think anyone didnÂ´t understand my last journal..? (i was freak up then so donÂ´t mind)
thereÂ´s no love between me and my friend..(it was some way sick joke about ur cosplay characters Axel and Roxas..) because iÂ´m shounen ai fangirl..!

but still i love u all!!!

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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

... ]]> ~Spindy-chan love love Axel love love http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20333192/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20333192/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 22:56:41 PDT i miss u, axel!!! i miss u i miss u miss u miss u miss u!!! iÂ´m very lovely mood today!
i miss all my friends too..
i love nyu,axel..my axel..(u understand what i mean)

thanks for yesterday..and for chocolate! i wanna see u more!

nyooooooo!!

i know that i sound like little kid but...
...nyuuu....miss so much..

...

i draw picture of us.. it is so kyoooooot!!

...and to my sensei...

...give my orders..

miss u!!!
thanks for helping me before (emo-days)
...
..but..
..Roxas stops here!
with love for lovely axel..

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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan KyoooooooOOOOO!!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20316950/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20316950/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 22:55:16 PDT okay..iÂ´m now little mad so donÂ´t mind!

iÂ´m in super duper good mood! YEAH!
well.. kyaaa!! i love all my friends!!!i love love love love!!!!

i miss u all!!!!!!
*sniff* i wanna

everyone who tried to make me feel better couple days ago..
..i canÂ´t say how important that was..for mye..
Spindy stops here..(and run to hide to cry)
want hug for darling..*sniff*
i canÂ´t avoid that..but i was little too emo before.. XD
donÂ´t mind!
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Aeris:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan exterminating myself http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20281097/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20281097/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 22:00:02 PDT
..i donÂ´t know why..but i feel myself little sad..there is no reason for that..it just..
i canÂ´t explain it..
..itÂ´s hard to be happy..when you have been teased at school..(couple years ago..when i was younger..) it was horrible..
after that..maybe two years ago..my friends leave me alone..other of them said that she hates me..i canÂ´t believe..she really hate me..and my other friend..she follow that other..i was alone..thatÂ´s not first time when my friends have leave me..
..maybe thatÂ´s reason why i donÂ´t trust people..sometimes i donÂ´t even trust on myself..
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Hatake: little sister

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan who would love someone like mye? http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20263716/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20263716/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 02:19:06 PDT I know that people, exspecially here, say that iÂ´m so cute and other..but..itÂ´s just..really..they who have seen me irl..quite usually they think that iÂ´m disgusting..if someone read that when i wrote about people who said bad things about me..i really mean it!
of course i have my dear friends..in real life and here..but it makes me think:"whatÂ´s wrong with me..?" ...
....iÂ´m emo i know..
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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Hatake: little sister

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan =OwO= http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20261839/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20261839/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 22:41:56 PDT iÂ´m in good mood now!
* i have seen my friends! i love u all!!
* i have getting my inspiration back!!
* i am started new comic..because Hero Usagi didnÂ´t get comments i stop drawning it..because i have much better idea and i do it as good as possible!! promise!
* i want to get play some music! so hurry guys!
...Graaaaaaaahhhh!! my brains are frozen!!!!!
(little madness on the air i think..

)

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-clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*my Hatake: little sister

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan kawaii??? http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20193146/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20193146/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 22:07:37 PDT itÂ´s most hurting when friend says things like that..
....
..and i still love someone..i canÂ´t forget him..sorry guys..
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iÂ´m -clubs where i am:

*my Alucard:

(too bright)XD

*my Kadaj:

*my Axel:

*my Chiyo-chan:

*my Sephiroth:

*my Yuffie:

*my Cloud-ichigo:

*who is like little brother to me:

...i love you all!!

]]> ~Spindy-chan OwO http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20139994/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20139994/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 23:00:42 PDT darn.. i didnÂ´t have time to draw..*cries*
well..what else..
we are at school about 4 hours in day on computer..
..geesssshh...and that is not enough...
i have Aeris hair style!!!! yay!!! or i try to look same.. X3
i think that doesnÂ´t work..(because i have pinkish violet hair) XD

iÂ´m so glad that i have friends here.. like

..
she is important to me!!

everyone is! and i want to

everyone who watches me!!
....but i hope to get more comments on my works..exspecially on my comics because this is first time when i show them..

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iÂ´m -clubs where i am:

-my bestfriends:

, my darling

and

..pirre ja Hitsuji..Jenni ja pikku sisko..porkkana.. ...if i forget somebody..say.. i love you all..

-my special bestdeviantfriend <3 :

...

-who is like little brother to me:

]]> ~Spindy-chan SQUEEEE!!!!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20069371/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20069371/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 22:56:46 PDT ........
god damnet Hoshie-chan...my dear..
i just once..went in youtube..and check out one episode of Onepiece-anime.. and....geesh.. i caught up..iÂ´m one piece fan now..
well..i miss all of my friends.. i donÂ´t see them usually..
thatÂ´s sad...
but here..at school..
goash..hundreds of cute single boys..

...yay... (my seventh heaven!!)
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-clubs where i am:

-my friends:

, my darling

and

..pirre ja Hitsuji..Jenni ja pikku sisko..porkkana.. ...if i forget somebody..say.. i love you all..

-my special best deviantfriend <3 :

...

-who is like little brother to me:

]]> ~Spindy-chan KYAAAAHHH!!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19829435/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19829435/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 14:45:25 PDT little freak i think...finally in internet..hmm...
summer ends and weather is changing colder and colder..
i start in new school quite far of my home..i have to go bus every morning and sit on the pench one hour..geeeessshhh....it freaks me up!!!! couple days i can be free...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...i play HALO with my lil sister (two years younger than me..we arenÂ´t sister real..it just feel like it..because we have grown together and i have teached many things *smirk* for her..)

i just love HALO 1-game..grrrr......sniper...
well..what other i can tell about my life..???
bitchalert,bitch alert!!!!! KYAAAAAAA!!!!
....
...oh dear...

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-clubs where i am:

-my friends:

, my darling

and

..pirre ja Hitsuji..Jenni ja pikku sisko..porkkana.. ...if i forget somebody..say.. i love you all..

-my special deviantfriends <3 :

...

]]> ~Spindy-chan Banzai! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19466371/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19466371/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:15:16 PDT i havenÂ´t thought him much.. i donÂ´t know..i feel..empty.. thatÂ´s strange..
mm..what else..hmmm....
i start my Hero Usagi comic..(donÂ´t copy it,okay..?!!)
...i love my and HoshieÂ´s shounen ai comic..
read it..read it.. here is the link:[link]

-clubs where i am:

-my friends:

, my darling

and

..pirre ja Hitsuji..Jenni ja pikku sisko..porkkana.. ...if i forget somebody..say.. i love you all..

-my special deviantfriends <3 :

...

]]> ~Spindy-chan yattaa!!! XP http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17813057/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17813057/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:11:46 PDT i try to look Creep 2005 movie but i failed.. i have watched it ones..i was too close tv..i have earphones.. i never forget that....i still keep trying..oh..i just love vampire knight Kaname-kun..
i want boyfriend like him..so warm..<3
poet to my secret love:

-everytime-

when i saw you, i felt how whole world where become clearer than before.
everytime i saw you, smiling, i just wanted, wanted so much, to say how much i love you.
It was like fairytale without happily ever after.
It was like romantic book without love.
i cannot never say, how important you were.
i cannot never kiss, your softly lipps.
i canÂ´t feel your warm skin on my skin.
i do not see your shy smile and happy eyes.
now..when i have lost you..
i realize.. i canÂ´t never be with you..
that hurts,because i love you. so be happy,where ever you are.
I want to see your smile, your happiness..
ThatÂ´s my happily ever after..without you..

...............
that poet (or poem..?) sucks i know..(very bad in english..) but i still love him so much..

-clubs where i am:

-my friends:

, my darling

and

..pirre ja Hitsuji..Jenni ja pikku sisko..porkkana.. ...if i forget somebody..say.. i love you all..

-my special deviantfriends <3 :

...

..to Hoshie: please.when i get my "Bored of the rings" back??? i miss it so much..

]]> ~Spindy-chan kyuuu...!!! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17211578/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17211578/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 15:06:52 PST it was fun to play snowwar (thanks for my "little sister" about that!) what else i can tell about my life..
remember, if ya know..or if ya are..boy,single, who likes to cosplay kakashi..send message to me..
because i loooooove boys (and kakashi) kyiii...<3

iÂ´m so boring...(snore snore)

finally i get new pictures to here..i hope ya like them.. kya..
please..if ya wanna see my NEW pictures, check out them on scrapbook (gallery..)
i put them in wrong place.. XD

i really hate my portfolio...(i wanna shoot it) *bam*

]]> ~Spindy-chan okayy http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16578881/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16578881/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 09:36:09 PST ...i start thinking what kind of person i am...(when someone looks my favorites..)
i looooooove kakashi!!! he is so super..
one year left school..(3 months exactly..) yay!

ps.. if you know cute boy whoÂ´s under 17 year...and he likes to wear kakashiÂ´s clothes in cosplay..send message.. (sweet)

...kakashi rulez.... (love)

]]> ~Spindy-chan kyaaaa! http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16105089/ http://Spindy-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16105089/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 06:52:33 PST kyaaa.. i just forget what i was writing.. ( darm..) well..
that sad thing that in Finland thereÂ´s no snow.. and everywhere is soo dark.. but finally is new year.. i always problem to remember what year is.. (when i have to write 2007..i write 2006.. heh.. ^^ but i stop here..

...love kakashi.. <3 greetings for my friend habahaba.. ( i try to draw dragonpicture-gift so soon as possible..^^)

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