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deviantART: by:SpiritGoddessTamiko http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:SpiritGoddessTamiko&section=today deviantART RSS for by:SpiritGoddessTamiko en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 08:15:16 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png NEW INUYASHA ENDING andddddddd more http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28771746/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28771746/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 17:35:45 PST
Yeah I love snow, and I love Inuyasha and yeah.

I love the ending now. :'D I've always wanted to draw an Inuyasha picture with snow for so long and now I will for christmas. :'D Along with everything else I have to do |D haha life.

Kagome looked sad though =[ But it was still good :'D So yeah I'm going to go draw a picture of that later haha. And if you know that songs name or artist tell me!!! I want eeettttt <3

And I'm working on stuff too a long with homework |D I'm just wanting break to come already. asdfjkl Drawing is more important to me than school but to get to college you need school so blah. D:

Also

I'll have your picture up tonight ;D I'm coloring it right now.

Other than that life is just...life? Haha.
So how are you all?

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Don't you hate it when... http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28717115/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28717115/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 19:08:24 PST
I know you'll never see this but I'm sorry for hurting you. I know it still must hurt but that is not reason to lash out on me for such stupid reasons.

I'm sorry alright, and I mean it but just please stop all this.

I hate getting mad

I hate feeling like this

I just feel like I'm turning into my worst enemy...

Maybe he was right, I am turning into him. Just freakin' great.

Ignore this I need to rant...

and this is just pointless

bye

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko School tomorrow and 2012 http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28658632/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28658632/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 18:54:19 PST
And I did all my homework so that's good I suppose. It was annoying but I did it so they teachers better be happy D: They probably will be.

I also saw 2012, it was a really good movie. I loved it! The graphics were also amazing = D And I don't believe the world is going to end in 2012 that whole theory is just stupid < < based on a calender I just find it...well stupid XD

So now I'll go off to work out and then draw I suppose. Hope you all are doing well and had a great break. =]

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Happy Thanksgiving and Great news! http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28610677/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28610677/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 13:09:19 PST ) I myself ended up going to a family friend's place and had the most amazing time. =] Also my mom was attempting to 'hook me up' with this guy there. D: I hate that so much. And his dad was trying the same < <;;; parents these days.

Anyways I had a lot of fun and was sad when it ended but I realized how much I am thankful for and I'm really happy now.

And today, black friday. NEVER and I mean NEVER go to Best Buy D: Oh, my gosh. Even at freaking 11 it was crazy. Especially the computer section D: And guess what that means? I got a scanner! :'D And it works so good <333 Oh gosh I'm just so happy about that. I've been needing this since SEVENTH GRADE D: And it picks up color and everything <3 Oh I'm so happy! So I'll be able to actually POST STUFF! : D And guess what else I got?

30% off copic sketch markers 8D I'm so happy <333 Only seventeen but instead of having to pay $120 for them I payed $83 bucks oh yes! I got what I just needed and I just can't wait to try them <33 But I'll still do color pencil so don't worry. ;D

Well that is all for now! I shall post something up later <3

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Sketch Dump Soon http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28442085/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28442085/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:43:54 PST
Other than that not much going on, school is hectic so blah. Tomorrow is an easy day so I might stay up a little bit more.

That's about it. Surprisingly. I hope everything is good with you all. Tell me some stories! = D

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Dear Secret Santa http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28370825/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28370825/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 09:29:22 PST
I would prefer a drawing, no literature please. =]

I love cool colors, (green, purple, and blue) I'm not a fan of warm colors really. I also love silver and black.

My favorite characters are Inuyasha and Kagome, but you can draw my OC's too. =]

I love romantic stuff, I won't lie. XD but I also love snowy pictures, they're just so pretty <3

I love dog/wolf type animals, I also love foxes, lions and white tigers.

Cherry blossoms are my favorite flower, I just love pictures with them <3

I tend to draw sad pictures but I actually love happy pictures more. Ha, ha.

I love all kinds of music except most hip hop and rap, but I love rock and pop. <3

I don't like R'nB and rap music

I don't like death pictures too much. =/

Also I don't like nude pictures much either.

Thank you for reading and I hope this helps you. =]

If you wish to join

is holding the secret santa here. They except everything not just drawing! So join if you want to try it out! = D

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Update http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28165652/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28165652/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 17:08:35 PST
But I thought I should give you all a little update. School is kind hard and grades close tomorrow. I'll have on C then A's and B's but that C is going to get to me. Because it's in AP Lang. I try so hard in that class and she just hates my essays D: I always get a 4 out of 9 now. I did get a 5 but not anymore, asdfjkl. Grrr. But yeah, other than that grades are good. But my art teacher is making me mad. I did a sketch for a door (we're painting the doors at our school) and she keeps complaining.

First, I was just drawing an Inuyasha and Kagome picture so I could get an idea (it helps my creativity spark okay XD) then she comes up saying, "Oh, that's very nice but we'd like to stay away from anime, I know you love it but still." If there's one thing I cannot stand it's when someone says that. Why in America where we are so freakin' diverse is anime NOT art?! I've gotten used to it by now but it still gets to me. So what if their faces are cartoon style, americans draw freakin' cartoons all the time! But yeah, then I actually started drawing the actual idea. (I'll scan it eventually but you'll have to deal with my terrible explanations |D) It's two hands dropping a rose. And there's two roses in the bottom corners and two roses in the top corners. Then there's a bow in the background. Then there's the ribbon in the back crisscrossing. And I had petals falling then she's all like, "I like it and the symmetry is good! But it seems too religious, but that's fine! Just try and add more." Just because a ribbon was going up and down it looked like a cross. First off I'm religious but I respect people's beliefs. And honestly who cares if it was religious symbolism or whatever? It just made me mad XD I haven't gotten like this in awhile. So anyways I went back and added vines. Showed it to her and she's like, "You are such a great artist you could do more to this. It's too symmetrical, so add more."

What happened to you LIKING that it was freakin' symmetrical lady! (I feel like Kidd but I don't care) Symmetry is hard but I'm glad I made it look symmetrical and trust me it's not perfect XD But still I'm just really ticked at that art teacher. She's nice but man come on. It took me about two and a half hours to think of that idea and get it sketched so it looked right! And she doesn't even tell me what she's talking about it's just "add more" or "add an image in the petals" I am not. 'Cause it'll be anime but anime is not art. asdfjkl.

Okay rant over XD Sorry. But other than that school is...eh. This past week hasn't been the best. I sat alone for lunch almost two days. The other day then half of today until my friend Annie found me. I don't like being alone so it bothered me. The people I usually hang out with at lunch and sixth ditched me completely and I feel like...I don't know. That I'm not that important to them. It hurts too 'cause I've been close to one, or so I thought, since eighth grade...but he just hangs with this other dude now. He also never tells me anything anymore or I'm last to know. I just feel like I've lost so many friends this year it's killing me honestly. My best friend I can only talk to once a week if I'm lucky and everyone else seems to be fading. So school really isn't the best right now. =/ Blah.

Hopefully I'll have something up soon. My step dad bought a $400 laptop today but no scanner. He thinks they're too expensive. A decent one that takes color well is about maybe $60? I just feel left out here too.

Oh, and I'm freakin' out because my step dad's dad has lung cancer...he's my favorite grandpa. I actually consider him my only grandpa. (My real one is just..ugh) And the doctor said he has about 4-8 months to live. And if he's lucky a year...so it just sucks. I don't want to see him die. =[ He's really one of the most amazing people I've met. No joke. I just hope he'll be okay and I'm going to pray for him like crazy.

So that's the update for now. And as you can tell my sub is now gone XD Ahhh well. I'll live probably.

I hope everything is good for you all <33

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Rawr http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28091346/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28091346/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 16:14:29 PST
For one my sub is going to end soon and I haven't finished the person's commissions D: I feel bad. But they will get done. I'm determined. I just...need to force myself to do them |D;;

Well yesterday was Halloween and I didn't do anything, I didn't really feel up to it. I was still sick and I just didn't want to do anything. I didn't get to see my best friend either which brought me down a bit...we had a lot of stuff planned too. Bah, I'm not going into that anymore 'cause it's making my mood sour D:

I also made more AMV's haha. I've been bored and I don't know what to draw right now. Again the rumor is we're getting a scanner but I'm not sure. So we'll see if that happens. I have a feeling it's not though.

There's a lot more I could go into about my life and how I feel right now but I don't feel like it, for once I only want to talk to Makda about it and I can't. I kinda did and it helped but I just miss having her around every day...blah. School isn't the same without her, it just feels empty to me. I can't wait for when I can drive, then we can see each other more. Yeah it just sucks, and I've been having nightmares now asdfjkl, so figures.

Other than that um, nothing much going on. Got school tomorrow woo, not. XD But yeah. Well hope everything is going good with you all! And I hope you had fun yesterday. Sorry if I never get around to journals. I have a lot of people who post like ten a day |D;;; so it's hard to get through them all.

Love you guys <3
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Inuyasha AMV! http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28052136/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/28052136/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 19:02:31 PDT
You can find it here [link]

Please tell me what you think, I want some feedback. I worked really hard on this too. And it's Inuyasha and Kagome XD

Well enjoy and thanks <3

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Inuyasha and News http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27986767/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27986767/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 21:40:38 PDT
Warning there might be spoilers so if you want to skip down to News =] Or if you don't care XD

I heard a lot of people didn't like the ending. Mostly because Inuyasha and Kagome never kissed. But in my view I couldn't imagine it another way honestly, after reading it. They got freakin' married that's enough for me XDD (did I mention I read over 100 chapters this weekend? haha...) And I loved it when she called Sesshoumaru Onii-chan XD I just love him. One part that saddened me (well two) was first when I thought Rin was dead. I was just sitting there thinking, "You've got to be kidding me..." I mean Sesshoumaru already lost Kagura (you cannot denied how pissed off he was about that and 'sad'

he did not need to lose Rin too. And I'm not a huge fan of his mother XDD But she saved Rin so she's alright...I guess. The next part is I felt bad for Naraku. =[ He only wanted Kikyou to love him. Poor guy, and the shikon no tama is just a bitch XD I mean really, it wouldn't give anyone their wish what the hell. Piece of crap xD But I couldn't believe Inuyasha and Kagome went THREE years without seeing each other. =/ Gah. I can't imagine it. I felt bad for Inuyasha more because he didn't want to be a burden to her since her family needed her more. But they got together so it worked out XD Now I'll be able to understand the new series because they are just cramming it together which really sucks =/ It's all super rushed D: I could probably talk about this more but I'll stop XD Oh one last thing Sango and Miroku had babehs!!! = D I knew it XD

NEWS:

Well first off I've been sick for three weeks now yay! |D And I'm struggling in a few classes which sucks. Especially AP Lang, I feel like I can't write essays anymore because of that class. D: And my art teacher wanted me to put more details in my project so I can't start the new one yet like I wanted grrr < < but I guess it's for the better.

And I haven't been the happiest but I'm working on it. I've just felt like a complete burden to everyone lately and I feel like a bitch a lot of the time. =/ I don't know what to do but I just try to deal with it I guess.

Also, I'm annoyed with some people lately. But I don't ever say anything 'cause find the whole thing completely stupid |D Minus the one's with my parents.

I don't know when I'll get a scanner honestly, my parents care more about buying other stuff now it's probably not even on their list anymore =/ But I have been drawing. I just feel bad not showing any to anyone. D: And if you know any good scanners out there please tell me <3 One's that pick up color really good! Or at least decent so it doesn't look like a disaster.

That's all for now <3 I hope everything is going good with everyone!

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Kyoukai no Rinne anyone? http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27818491/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27818491/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 15:01:49 PDT Kyoukai no Rinne And I'm really liking it so far. _{She is just talented} But if anyone of you have read/watched Ranma 1/2 You know that Ryouga and Ukyou (I think that's her name OTL) we're used again as Kouga and Sango in Inuyasha. Well Kagome has been crossed over into Sakura. She can see ghosts, just like Kagome could see fragments. And when her hair is down she looks like Kagome XD

Another thing I've noticed when it comes to Takahashi's works the main character has red XD Ranma had red clothing and hair when a girl. Inuyasha wore the robe of the fire rat, and Rinne has bright red hair. It's just interesting to me. XD

Oh and something happened to Rinne...that's right fifty years ago XD Okay I'm done rambeling.

But if you haven't you should read this manga. The anime is already being started which you can see here [link] for some reason I think Sesshoumaru might get crossed over too xD Eh, who knows. We shall see. So yeah read it if you haven't! The actual english manga is coming out in December I believe >3 Now I shall go read more Rinne and Inuyasha = D

Pretty pointless journal too XD Sorry.

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Marley & Me http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27813945/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27813945/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 10:38:12 PDT
But one thing, damn that dog had a strong stomach! He ate the damn phone < < it was just wow. XD

If you haven't seen it go see it now!! It's on demand (for comcast) on HBO or if you have movie channels it's on at times. Ha, ha so go watch! Even if you're not a dog person it's a good movie =]

Besides that I'm really busy. I'm not even going to start on what our AP Psychology teacher gave us for homework D: I don't even remember what I learned in the last chapter.

So yeah.

Also I was able to get a picture of something I finished in art class awhile ago. It's not anime though (it's skeletons) so I might post it I might not. If you guys want to see it I'll post it.

And I'm sick! |D Yay, and now I probably can't see paranormal activity with

; n ; and I'm kind of worried about her. She knows why.

So now I'm going to procrastinate homework till the later afternoon and draw commissions and

's request and probably Inuyasha stuff =3

Oh and I'm trying to look for good art contests, my piano teacher suggested it for me. I really want to get better at art. So if you know any please tell me <333

Bai-bai~

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko InuYasha: TFA Episode 2 http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27732781/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27732781/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 18:37:02 PDT
And warning their might be spoilers but I'll tell you before hand. =] Don't say I didn't warn ya!

Spoiler alert! I was just so sad that Kagura died =[ Seriously. I actually loved her and I wanted her to be free from Naraku so badly. But now she's free, and the last person she saw was Sesshoumaru <3 I honestly think that is the only person I would want him with in the actual story. Sure Kagome and Sesshoumaru are cool for fun but in the story itself I would choose Kagura. I think he would too, even though he'll never admit it but yeah. I'm happy for her but sad that she didn't get the freedom she wanted in life. These episodes are just amazing though and the animation ; n ; is love!!! The way Kagura looked was so freakin' pretty!! D: Pfff they should redo the whole anime XDD That's how beautiful I think it is.

Yeah that's all I wanted to talk about was that one scene. Oh, and Kohaku. InuYasha I swear must go stupid when he's around Kikyo, blah. (For Kikyo fans I do not hate her I just don't like her with InuYasha, I'll explain that all some other time). But she was even pretty in the anime, heck everyone looked good! XD

Now I want to draw a Sesshoumaru and Kagura scene too along with the Kagome and InuYasha idea I have ha, ha. And, I. Want. That. Damn. Ending. Song!! D: asdjfkl if you know where to find it please tell me!!! = D

That is all.

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Homecoming Weekend http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27704850/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27704850/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 11:14:15 PDT

's house Friday and last night. It was great!

Guess when they decided to have our homecoming game...at ten in the morning yesterday....and it was thirty degrees....with converse shoes. Didn't go well XD But we won!!! = D I felt bad for my friends on the team that just stood on the sidelines they were freezing their butts off! XD But oh well they'll survive.

Then the dance last night was tons of fun, the DJ sucked but I still had fun. Also I cannot dance to save my life =]] I am white at heart XD Well I am white but yeah...anyways... And

just said I'm not....suuuuuuuuure. Then my other friend thinks I'm asain at heart...right. XD

But I have so much homework today and my mom wants to take me to see my grandmother I'm happy to go see her. But my mom is being blah and so is my step dad =/ Their threatening to take my phone and the computer away for a month...which would suck. They just want me to do all this stuff and I'm always so busy with school and drawing that what I do is never enough for either of them honestly. It's just...ehhh.

Other than that this week/weekend was pretty good. I hope everything is going good with you all too! And I honestly don't know when I'm going to get a scanner...my parents just seem to care about their needs lately, I'm not even going to bother asking anymore. I might just save up for one myself. =/

Hopefully I'll talk to you all soon!

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Inuyasha the Final Act http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27586994/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27586994/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 20:17:19 PDT
I'm tired of everyone spazzing over the new episode so I was like, "You know what?! I did 75% of my homework so I can watch it!" So I did and I looooooooved it!!! Oh. My. Gosh. BAH! And the ending song is love. I need to find somewhere to download it!!! (and I've been looking for the past twenty minutes =___=;;; ) But I won't give up. Also I'm going to draw my own little version of Kagome and Inuyasha and the red string ; n ; It was so cute! Yeah, yeah I know I'm rambeling.

If you are an Inuyasha fan you need to see this!!! D: Gah, it's just so amazing and the animaition is love too! I can't wait till next weekend so I can watch the new episode!! And I can't stop listening to the song With You by AAA! Pffffffff which you can hear here: [link] and don't rate it so it doesn't get too popular XD

But yeah okay I'll stop XD But I am so doing something for that little part in the ending! All the characters just look so good ; n ; the artist(s) did a wonderful job on them! If you want a link to wear to watch the first episode just ask! <3

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Updatesss http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27579336/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27579336/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 13:36:00 PDT

right now.

I went to a huanted house yesterday and I was soooooo excited for it. And it rocked x] I loved it. There was ten of us just in a line walking the whole entire time. XD It was just awesome.

This week is homecoming week so that'll be exciting. I can't do anything for the spirit week because they had to choose the craziest days ever but oh well. And speaking of school I finished my day of the dead project! Finally, haha. I kinda like it but oh well. Now I can make up my own project and decide when it's due. So I'm working on this Kyiku and Tamiko picture. I have it sketched but it's hard to explain. Kyiku is reaching out for something and then his wolf/dog form is in the background with a moon and Tamiko is on the right side holding her necklace. I have a feeling it's going to be a good one. =] I hope so. But that's all that's happened with school.

But I have some sketches that I'm coloring, just waiting on a scanner and I can't use the camera right now because my step dad decided to not let me use it. I didn't even bother trying to get it back from him. Blah.

That's it for now I'll update some more next week. <3

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Your Guardian Angel http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27454724/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27454724/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 18:01:11 PDT .
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I bet you can tell what song I'm listening too! = D But honestly I didn't know what to put for a title.

Haha, so anyways I'm working on a few things. Still no scanner so bleh. =[ And it's driving me crazy. And now my step dad took the camera away from me because I didn't put it back in it's purse thing |D;; Story of my life. But hopefully in the next million years I'll get a scanner. My mom says will go and get one every weekend and nada. D: Baaah.

I'm somehow passing every class too! = D Even AP Psychology! I actually have an A and I have no idea how XD But I'm satisfied even though she gave us a million things to do over the weekend. > > But I don't think she'll be at school tomorrow, yay! = D And I'm working on a Day of the Dead project for art, =3 It's in water color and my teacher gave me paper that doesn't work with water color |D Fail. And water color is soooooo hard to use D: But I'd like to know how to use it someday. The funny thing is the assignment I did (in charcol) I like waaaaaaay better than my day of the dead project XD I'd actually like to use that (it's bones so it would work) but oh well she loves my water color one so I'll live.

That's pretty much my life right now, how's life with you guys?

Love,
Paige <3

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Feeling Better and Facebook http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27299463/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27299463/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 12:14:27 PDT
And yesterday I went and watched Pokemon the First Movie and Pokemon 4ever XDD I actually still like these movies, the new ones suck > > The only latest one I like is with...um...Latios and Latias...I think that's their names I don't know < <. But yeah. I always hated what happened in the first one, it's so sad. =[ But I drew some stuff because of it |D Pokemon inspiration! And it made me feel like a kid again =] I miss being a kid.

Oh and does anyone on here have a facebook? I do but I'm not putting it on here XD I don't want just anyone adding me sorry. If you do and you don't want to comment note me~ = D And I'll add you. I'm on facebook much more than myspace < < I'm thinking of deleting it here soon. I don't see the point much anymore. |D

But that's all, hopefully I can get something posted soon. Hope everything is well with you all! Tell me how everything is going. =]

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko ....... http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27216392/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27216392/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 19:10:09 PDT
I'm okay...for now. A few of my friends got me to laugh (actually laugh) today so that helped...but I reread somethings and it brought me down again. But I'll be okay.

I don't really want to go into detail about it...there are a few of you I'd probably tell and might later (in a note). Thanks for all the comments too, I'm sorry I didn't reply but I read them all. I'll reply to them when I'm in a better mood.

I'm just worried about him is all...I could care less about myself. I just want things to go back to when he started to be happy...I don't know. =/

I'm going to go before I ramble. And please check out

she really needs money and has cheap commissions and beautiful art. <333 And if you can't afford any please get the word out there thank you.

And I'll draw something (good) soon, I promise.

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Never Get Into a Relationship http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27198254/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27198254/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 19:15:19 PDT
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Seriously don't. Especially if you really care about that person and you don't want to hurt them don't.

'Cause in the end you'll just betray and hurt them...

And then there's nothing you can do to help that person's heart heal. And nothing you say will mean anything to them anymore and they'll just believe you are nothing more than a cold heartless person.

That is all.

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko September 11, 2001 http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27165033/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27165033/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 07:42:25 PDT > so here I go now!)

I, personally, never forget this day. When September 1st hits I already start thinking about it and it drives me crazy. I remember the day (like most others) as if it was yesterday.

It was a normal day at school everyone was just normal. Our teacher told us we couldn't see the movie that day since none of the televisions in our school were working (ironic, no?) so we whined and complained saying we didn't want to listen to her read. Then I remember a teacher came in, she said something about the news being huge today. She was smiling though so I don't believe she knew what happened just yet. Then school got out and my grandma picked me up and asked if I heard, and I replied, "No, what happened Grandma?" and she told me I'd see when I got home. She took me to her house and told me to watch the news. The news lady said, "Here again is the footage of what happened to the World Trade centers this morning." And I watched as the plane crashed right into it. At first I didn't really understand what was going on...I was just an eight year old. Honestly I didn't think it was real at first, then my grandma told me about all the people who died and I felt terrible. That all those people were killed for no reason.

I am going to do something for 9/11 and I'm going to work hard on it. So that all those people that died that day can be remembered and never forgotten.

If you want to you may tell your stories of that day as well.

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko <3 http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27079458/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27079458/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 16:46:03 PDT

Day

Ever.

The End <3

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Busy http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27031436/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27031436/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 09:04:02 PDT
Enough for excuses! I'm only really going to update on weekends, it's the only time I can. And I won't post anything in color till we get a scanner 'cause I refuse to use ours. |D

And my mood is kinda shot today. I was checking my grades and my art teacher gave me a C- for my overall grade (so far) and you wanna know what brought my grade down? Well we have only done one ART assignment and I got a 98% on that. But then we had a parent sheet that needs to be signed, and I can't turn it in till Tuesday. So My grade was brought down becuase of that. Why in the hell do I get stuck with the worse art teacher in our SCHOOL? D: And it just really hurts that I've been working so hard on this Day of the Dead project and the art we do in that class doesn't even affect our grade... so yeah my mood is shot.

I have to study hard too. For every class otherwise...I don't know what I'm going to do. And I have my parents on me 24/7 about my room. It is a mess but I only have weekends to clean it, seriously. I have no other time to do it. And my step dad never believes I'm completely exhausted from Cross Country and school...he's always like, "There's no way you can be THAT tired. You're only a teenager." Exactly. I'm not used to this overload. And also he doesn't care if I'm tired, and that gets annoying.

I love school though because there I don't have people on me about something stupid. I just have to go and study harder. But yeah my friends make my day. And I really need to see my best friend soon...talking to her on the phone isn't enough right now.

But I'll stop rambeling. And if there's stuff you guys want me to comment on or look at just give me a link here. =] It'll help me a lot, and sorry for just faving stuff. But I do look at the art and read artist comments on everyone. ;D

Love,
Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Hi guys~ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27005078/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/27005078/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 20:50:44 PDT
That's all <3

Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko This is what boredom does... http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26903401/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26903401/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 20:18:12 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnÂt make sense
4. No cheating!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Until You're Mine- Demi Lovato (wow...no comment...) XD

WHAT IS YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Seattle by The Classic Crime (...?)

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Love Story by Taylor Swift (that I'm going to marry Romeo?! XDD I don't know...)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Open Arms by Collin Raye (interesting....)

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Breath by Breaking Benjamin (I don't know how to take that...XDD)

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Emergency by Paramore (great....XD)

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
The Emo Song by someone (are you kidding me....XDD)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Who Knew by Pink (that's...great....XD apparently for three years)

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Hero by Nickelback (that does not answer the question in any way shape or form)

ARE YOU GOOD IN SCHOOL?
Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne (who knows...XD)

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
Get Out Alive by Three Days Grace (maybe if I get out alive =o)

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Flat on the Floor by Carrie Underwood (I just go the most hilarious image in my head XDD)

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
This is Who We Are by Hawthorne Heights (for one I can't believe I still have this on here buy really....thanks guys XD)

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
Journey to the Past from Anastasia (haha this brings back memories)

The Soundtrack of Your Life:
HAPPY TIMES:
Never Had a Dream Come True by S Club 7 (I have this on my ipod??? XD)

SAD TIMES:
I'm With You by Avril Lavigne (This is one of my favorite songs =[)

EVERY DAY:
It's All Over by Three Days Grace (nooooooooo!)

FOR TOMORROW:
When It Rains by Paramore (again one of my favorite songs XDD)

FOR YOU:
On My Way Down by Ryan Cabrera (mannnnn I miss this song! <333)

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Life After You by Daughtry ("All that I'm after is a life full of laughter as long as I'm laughing with you" <333)

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Love, Me by Collin Raye (another fave <3 since I was like four XD you guys probably have no idea who he is...)

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru (I think about falling into the sky and then into an ocean and totally confused and dazed while suddenly flying in the air!! : D man I need to go play that XD)

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
Falling For You by Taking Back Sunday (I don't like this song at all XDD the vocals suck it cannot by TBS)

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
You Won't Find This by Carrie Underwood (I wouldn't mind saying this to someone but as a career...I'll pass XD)

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SAYING?
True by Ryan Cabrera (I love this song ; n ; )

FAVORITE PLACE?
Dear Maria Count Me In by All Time Low (wherever Maria is!!! > >;;; )

DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Who's Going Home With You Tonight by Trapt (hahaha....I remember who I thought of when I first heard this)

WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
Two Worlds from Tarzan (I loooooooooooooooooove this song XDD)

WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
Divinity by Falling Up (I guess...XD and again I don't think anyone knows them)

HOW WILL I DIE?
Mouth Shut by The Veronicas (by not telling the guy I love the truth about me...riiiiiiiiiiiight)

WHAT SONG WILL YOU USE AS A TITLE?
Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol (I love this song too XDD yeah I love too many songs <3 and I will not use this as a title 'cause I'm not cool like that : P)

If you wish to do it....let that be your will! > >;; I dunno I'm being really weird right now. BUH-BAIIIII~

And tell me how Gotta Be Somebody was the NEXT SONG! What the hell =[ XD

Love,
Paige <3

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko The First Week http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26858843/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26858843/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 14:58:43 PDT
I honestly cannot remember the last time I was this happy, and I thought this year would be pretty bad. But right now it's the best year so far (in my point of view xD)

And I've only been able to sketch some in classes and I can't really do art trades/commissions/contest stuff then since dA is blocked at my school xD So weekends I'll work on those! And I have Monday off so that helps!

But yeah I'm soooooooo happy and I'm not saying why ;D I still love you guys XD I hope everything is going great with you all, now I get to do AP Psych homework! Not even this can bring down my mood XD

Love you guys <3

Paige

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko My Weekend http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26774920/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26774920/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 12:41:34 PDT
Especially when school started xD I don't have much homework except AP Psych and one thing for Algebra 2 but I still don't want to do it XD I finished most of it though.

And figures yesterday I had to go to the pre-collegiate thing

;___; And I missed practice for what? To refill the ACT packets WE ALREADY FILLED! *cries*

But I got to see

and got InuYasha prints >3 and I gave her my Soul and Maka drawing. And I saw my best friend which helped me so freakin' much <3 I missed her greatly. I still don't know how I'm going to be this year without her =/ Blah. I need her awesome advice more, especially right now D|

And today I get to go back to school shopping! (Aren't you already in school though...? Yes, this is how my family works xD;; ) I just have to get my mom off the couch and get her ready so we can go! I have no clothes right now that fit right D: So yeah I need something XD

For my commissions and art trades I'm finishing them up but I can't post anything unless I can find where my parents hid the camera or until we get a new scanner 'cause they're mostly colored and I refuse to use that scanner XD Unless you want to see it in the worst quality ever made then sure I'll scan them!

Oh and I found this picture today and found it hilarious XDD:

Ahhh how I love action figures XD I need to go watch more of this T___T

That's it for now <3 How's it going for all of you?

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Contest Winners! http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26758978/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26758978/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 17:02:50 PDT
So here are the winners of the contest:

1st Place:

2nd Place(s):

3rd Place:

4th Place(s):

Congratz to all the winners <3 And please don't be upset if you didn't win =[ It was super hard to decide on winners, as you can tell I had to tie some of the places. But I loved all your entries so much <3 Thank you all for joining!

And I will note all the winners so you can tell me what you want =] Thank you all again, and have a great day

Love,
Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko The First Day http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26722327/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26722327/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 20:40:57 PDT
They screwed up my schedule (shut up Danyi xD) so I have physics, and I haven't even taken Chemistry yet...and they gave me some African American Lit Honors class instead of AP Lang so I have to wait till Monday to fix my schedule.

Also the homework assignments I worked on so hard to finish on time...are freakin' due in TWO WEEKS! ASDFJKL!!! That just made me so mad XD 'Cause I stayed up late last night finishing those ; n ; ahhhhh well.

First practice of cross country was hard...I should of been running this summer D: I am so sore right now XD

As for drawing I've only been able to doodle some InuYasha and Soul Eater fanarts in my sketch book and other random stuff and color the Soul and Maka pic I have bleh. I'll probably draw more tomorrow night. And boy is there drama with some people I know at school on the first day xD I laugh at that...like seriously > > Baaaaaaah.

Other than that the good thing is I HAVE NO HOMEWORK!! At least for tonight XD And my math class is gonna be haaaaard I got a genius next to me though. Ha, ha Danyi knows who I'm talkin' about ;]

And the contest I can't copy and paste anything right now o.O so I can't really copy the thumbs and stuff, and I refuse to write that all XD I'm exhausted. Sooooooo goodnight and be good!!! I hope you all are doing well <3 Anything exciting?

Love,

Paige â¥

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko School http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26671024/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26671024/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 12:32:02 PDT
(oh and the contest results should be up tonight or tomorrow morning =])

Okay that intro sucked but oh well! I start school in two days, on a Thursday and it makes no sense... > > We usually start Tuesday (unless your a freshmen you start Monday haha xD)And I'm going to be a Junior with AP classes and honor classes, so yeah a lot of homework xD But on top of that I have more things to worry about.

I have no idea if my schedule is going to work right, because I moved (fifteen minutes away from where I used to live seriously) and they deleted me from the school server |D So my schedule might not be the same, so I'm going down to school tomorrow to fix it D': All the freshmen are gonna be there ;______; (no offense to incoming freshmen!) But my friend'll be there thank you God!

Oh and the pre-college thing I go to once a month...it's this Saturday ; n ; but all complaining aside I'm getting InuYasha prints from

and I'm giving her my Soul and Maka drawing (I'm too lazy to link you too it > >;; ) And I'll get to see my bestfriend I haven't seen her in two months now D: asdfjkl but yeah that'll be good for me.

And I'm doing Cross Country this year! And I haven't done anything physical all summer 'cause I'm so unmotivated so now I'll be super sore XD But I need it, I have to be in shape for soccer season.

So yeah, that's about all that's going on in my life right now. I'm off to watch Soul Eater and finish my last homework assignment! : D

How are you all? And when do you start school? Are you excited?

I will fix the dA family.

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26634115/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 17:35:31 PDT

I LOVE IT! XD

You must watch now...xD Now I see why

is so addicted @____@ I've only watched on Episode XD

Soul thinks he's 'so cool' > > Pfffff

The idiot ate the wrong soul =___=;;; I had a feeling. XD But I like him, I have a feeling I'm going to love him and Maka.

"Cool guys don't like flat chested girls." Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight.

Anyways I'm going to watch more until I see Death! >3

<3333

XDD

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26621372/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 02:39:27 PDT [link] It's Zira wanting to be Simba's girlfriend XDD This is what I find at two o'clock in the morning XD Well my friend showed it to me but whatever.

Anyways contest ends 'today' at 11:59 pm tonight and man is it going to be hard to judge XD I'll have the entries posted in the journal but to make sure you should go make sure all your entries are there. I haven't gotten to some and I will I promise <3 Right now though I'm going to watch more funny youtube stuff XD

And I might possibly get a new scanner tomorrow. Not for sure me and my mom have to see if they place she wants to go to is even open. Cross your fingers <3

PS here's another Lion King video it's kinda sad though ; n ; [link] ignore this link I can't log in to youtube XD [link]

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26597494/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 20:11:55 PDT [link] and her commission info [link] Thank you <33 And if you can't commission her please spread the news thank you so much

And thanks to

I am addicted to a new manga. >D What is this manga? It's called Half Prince and it's just amazing ; n ; And if you've ever played Perfect World/World of Warcraft/Runescape you'll love this series! And just look at Prince!

I just love him XDD Well...um...not XD Nevermind I'm not going to spoil it XDD And I love Gui! (don't ask me how to pronounce that XDD;; )

There's more of the characters in my stamps---> XDD But yeah I'm addicted XD It's like my second fav manga at the moment XD And I'm falling in love with Miwa ; n ; XD Okay I'm done! But if you want to read it go [link] just go back to the beginning |D I think I'm going to draw some fanart

Okay I'm done XD

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26575807/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 18:38:50 PDT
And for yahoo...I won't be on it today but it's spiritgoddesstamiko@yahoo.com but don't expect me to get on today XD

And again if you have twitter add me! Here's my twitter->> [link] and if the link doesn't work my name is MangakaTamiko

Okay random journal blah. And I'll get to the dA family when I'm feeling non lazy.

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

(big brother)

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26550390/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 14:36:42 PDT [link]

Now for the journal, this is a journal where you can ask me anything you wish. I felt like doing this so why not? = D So ask away!

In other news...I dunno XD I'm kinda getting out of my art block. But I have to do this psychology homework and my other AP euro homework D: eight days till school. But I have no art block for the comic! = D So yay!! I'm just having background issues =__=;;;

And I will edit my dA family when I get the chance =___= sorry D:

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

(big brother)

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26507758/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:41:29 PDT
Zuko just walked in on Sokka with a rose XD You have to see the episode to understand. XD

And from what I see I'm like Mai more. = D I'm kinda okay with Mai and Zuko since I understand the scenario more BUT Zutara beats them by a land slide XDD

Anyways I'm going to continue watching one of my favorites <3

Pointless journal again! Sorry all anti-avatar peoples XD And I'll get to fixing my dA family I just cleaned all my dishes in the bathtub...don't even ask. I have every right to be lazy XDD

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26490601/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 18:58:34 PDT
Commission, arttrades, and contest entries. And I'm really giggly right now XD Okay I'm done.

Pointless journal xD FTW! And short.

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

(big brother)

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26475370/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 00:44:48 PDT
Right now I'm at my friend's house (

) watching some movie Carrie XD I'm not really, but yeah. Hopefully I'll be able to post something soon. We're getting a new computer and stuff = D So yeah that'll rock. With a new scanner. The only question is..when. D: I'm hoping it's before school.

Also I'm stressed over my schedule this year, since I moved they deleted me from the system so they have to redo my schedule and I refuse to have any other besides the one I already had. D:

Now I shall leave you all to go work on Decode! = D at freakin' almost 2am XD Oh well.

Paige â¥

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Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Aunt:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

~SpiritGoddessTamiko DA Family! http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26442409/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26442409/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:41:25 PDT

So comment in here if you're not in the list below! Thank you <33

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

(big brother)

-Cousins:

(cousin twice removed)

-Pets:

(kit... ]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko New CSS!! <3 (EDIT) http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26409001/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26409001/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 21:02:33 PDT EDIT

colored the picture waaaaaaaaaay better than I could so I used that for the CSS. XD Here's the link to the lovely picture [link] thank you <33

END EDIT

Oh yeah, I got a new CSS = D thanks to

for helping find a site. Thanks for the other ones as well guys, this one was the easiest to understand <3

And I'm getting to the messages now XD

And hey if you're suppose to be in my dA family tell me here, I couldn't find all the comments of people who did D: sorry...

Thanks again <3

Love,

Paige â¥

Journal Art belongs to

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

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Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

-Cousins:

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko Quick Note Read Please http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26402097/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26402097/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 12:41:25 PDT
And I messed up on the "A Feathery Dream" deviation. I didn't save it as a normal file, and I can't fix it now XD So I'm sorry D: Hopefully I can get a hold of my friend so he can fix it (it's on his computer after all).

And I'm working on the art trades and commission I have and other stuff. I have surprise coming later for you guys = D I'm not telling though.

So yeah, if I don't reply I'm not ignoring you I'm just overstocked with messages xD If it's something really, really important note me. Thank you <3

Paige â¥

(I'll put the family in the next journal D

]]> ~SpiritGoddessTamiko I Just Can't Anymore.... http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26355604/ http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26355604/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 09:45:34 PDT
Pretty much what happened was this:

Me *listening to ipod cleaning the sink turns around to go and clean the counter*

My Mom *yells something*

Me *keeps cleaning unable to hear*

My Mom *get in my face and yells so I pull out my headphones* What the hell did I tell you about leaving the water running?! Do you NOT listen?!

Me What are you talking about I'm cleaning the counter I need the wate-

My Mom Then fill the damn sink with soap and water! You're grounded you can't go anywhere today!

Then pretty much I just demanded why and she said this, "You don't listen! We go out and party so you think you can go and do whatever you want huh?! You think you can be rebellious?! *throws ice into sink* Well I don't think so, you're not gonna do whatever you want!"

Do you realize how much it hurts to hear my own mother say that to me? I know I could of just brushed it off and went and cried but I've been depressed on and off the last two weeks (maybe more) and I can't take it anymore. So I yelled back at her, "I'm going! I don't give a damn what you say! I HAVE to get out of here, I'm going and that's that!" I never disobey or say no to my parents (unless we're both joking) of course I don't know if I meant it or not. But it pissed her off. And then she tells me, "You can go to Philly's tomorrow if you're GOOD!" This just broke me down, I try so freakin' damn hard. My parents have it so lucky with me. I don't do drugs, I don't drink, I don't disobey, I don't have sex, I don't sneak out of the house (which they both did at my age) and my mom has the freakin' nerve to say I'm not a good child.

This is what it's been like the last few weeks here, nothing is ever good enough for one of them. And whenever I try and talk to the other parent about the other's problem, "There's nothing I can do go and talk to them." But if I bring up one word, I get yelled at.

The part that sucked the most I was so happy today, and now I just feel so crappy. A lot of stuff I've been holding in is resurfacing, stuff I shouldn't even care about anymore. Not only with my parents but others. But my parents have a huge part in it this time.

So I don't know if I'm going to my friend's house or not...knowing me I probably won't...I don't want anymore conflict. I just want peace.

I'm sorry guys for bothering you with this, I don't expect anyone to really read this, I just had to rant somewhere. I've been holding this stuff in for a long, long time. And I just can't anymore. So the whole art thing might have to be put off till tomorrow, I'm just so sorry.

Love,

Paige â¥

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Anyways, today I am FOR SURE going to my friend's house and he has a SCANNER! = D And yes, it takes colored pictures. So I'm going to be posting some colored stuff

I'm also working on those art trades so do not fret! I have one colored so far, the others I'm scared to color XDD I need new pencils, I need to save up for prismas. Gah, if only we didn't need money D:

I don't know why, I started to read Raindrops

's doujinshii on Sesshoumaru and Kagome XD So now I've got a few great ideas to draw those two. (Yes I support InuxKag but I love SessKag too XD) I have a great idea that involves both the brothers and her XD I need to just go draw it, I'll probably do that today = D So tell me what you think of that idea.

Okay I've never read/watched anything on Soul Eater but I'm in love with Death the Kid XDD (I blame

for this one) I mean how could you not love him?!

Just look at him!!! :'D He's so adorable. I might draw him xD I like his hair it's different.

Also I need to practice Sesshoumaru a few more times |D His outfit annoys me...XD I've drawn him ten times (sketches you'll never see sorry XD) And every time I almost forget something XD But I still love him = D

So that's about it for now...I'm just really inspired lately (and figures I have homework that's due the first day of class in about 2 weeks D: ) Oh well I'll survive!

PS- I've been awake since yesterday XDD

Love you guys <3

Paige â¥

Icons made by~ ~timmytier

Contest info- [link]

Friends in Real life:

My bestest friend <3

One of my closest friends <3 (pretty much a bestie XD)

A close friend <3

My dA Family!: (Wanna join just ask <3)
-Mother:

-Sisters:

-Brothers:

(annoying brother xD)

http://SpiritGoddessTamiko.deviantart.com/journal/26299353/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 17:05:55 PDT