http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:StainsofHope&section=today deviantART RSS for by:StainsofHope en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 20:22:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/25663033/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/25663033/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 23:36:50 PDT I vow
-To put my heart and soul into whatever art I make.
-That when I think of giving up, I don't. Because who knows what the end result will be.
-To not be so safe and cautious when I make art.
-To have more fun with it, it's art not work.
-To be nicer about my skills, I have spent many hours doing what I love, and what I can do with doing what I love, isn't crap. It's time and devotion. The fruit of mind.
-To feel excited when I see someones work better than mine, because I know I will get there someday.
-To never feel too proud. Humbleness is the key to good-nature and growing.
-Treat my art like my babies and never let them get thrown around. whether I spent 5 minutes or 5 hours my hand touched that paper for a period of time and I let an idea emerge from my brain. No matter how satisfied I was with that result.
-To make art that inspires others
-Makes you think
-Makes you wonder "why did she do that?"
-Makes you go "oooh I like that!"
-Makes you disgusted and say "I hate that!" (cuz you can't please everyone)
-Makes you stare in awe and wonder "How did she do that?"
-Motivates you
-Art that makes you daydream
-Art that makes you sad, angry, happy, loved, beautiful, righteous, powerful, depressed, glorified, afraid, and any other emotion you can think of.
-Art, that makes you appreciate art because it is.

Don't we all? But I think we forget from time to time what art should do. I know there's good fun in making "fan" stuff, I know, I've done it too, and it's perfectly fine at time to time. I'm not badmouthing it at all. But at some point you have to make it go beyond that. If you love to write, make it more than a typical romance between someone and a celebrity, or two celebrities. If you draw, please do more than yaoi or billions of drawings of the same person for the sake that you admire them. Make it more. We are given amazing minds and creativity. We have the power to do a lot with a pencil, brush, mouse, wacom tablet, whatever. We owe it to ourselves.

To all of you who say "I could never do that." You can. You have a hand (or two hands) and a mind. All it takes is time. So you'll just need patience.

I know I've said this about my stuff. But never say you hate something you did. You probably only say it because you are aware of every mistake and you know of people who could do better. But the fact you put time into it should be enough. If you aren't satisfied, put more time into it, study on how you can make it better. Or just promise you will do better on you next project and be happy you got the experience from this one. Mistakes exist for a reason. And you can only get better. You are your toughest critic, just know that. Whatever anyone else says is only better than what you think. So just imagine if you loved something you did. Great results! Even though you will come across people who are mean for the sake of it, ignore them. Their negativity shouldn't affect your optimism.
When you make art now I hope you keep good thoughts in mind about it. Because I think that will make the art and you feel better in the end.

There's an art to everything, even loving what you do.

*****comment this journal and tell me what you think. I hope i didnt sound snotty or preachy or self-righteous. I was more venting my thoughts. Please respect that. And I wasn't trying to assume anything of anyone. Just trying to be encouraging and give my self some advice and motivation too.
~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/25620255/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/25620255/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 02:17:15 PDT have stuff to post, and its not fair. It's madly frustrating. Maybe I should invest in a new scanner anyway, it does make lines and has problems. But i won't accept anything under 11x17 because i draw on bigger paper.
Grrr, I really hate this.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/25534301/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/25534301/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 08:25:01 PDT [link]

u see christian and gloria. and billeh looks purty

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/24931413/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/24931413/ Sun, 24 May 2009 20:16:54 PDT
the good part was where i seriously got to beat up some enemies of mine. like just deck the hell out of them. NICE. felt soooo goooood, since i've been wanting to for sooooo long.

the bad part was uh i guess me and Billie J. were like old time friends sorta. maybe not old time, but, just good ones. and we were at some sunny place, kinda like a porch with white tea time sorta elaborate little chairs. and there was a bunch of nature it was actually really pretty.
and i was sayin some blah blah stuff. but i specifically remeber one thing i said to him was "Yeah you and Adrienne really give me hope." (considering how long they've been together, let me think there is actual love out there) he kinda leaned back and sighed. "We're getting divorced." I jawdropped like O.O O.o 0.o "whhatt? noooo!" i definitley flipped out. i don't quite remember if he told me why..
but then i went on to reassure him. " I won't tell anyone about it, especially not on the internet" (haha funny im doin it rite now) and he kinda nodded like "thanks." Since it was sure to be really big.
sad yes?
tell me wat u think.
oh and im also contemplating posting a WIP.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/24278694/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/24278694/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 17:44:19 PDT Man, i really haven't been on for like..3 months now. I've been SCARED to go on. Because i have no privacy. hell, i almost considered giving up drawing all together. BAD IDEA. i know...but things have been screwy lately. Like, REALLY SCREWY. no no ULTRA MEGA STUPID HORRIBLE SCREWY. yeah, its pretty serious. so i really havent drawn much at ALL actually. But i will, i have tons of reference photos i loooove. and i have toooons of paper. and alooooooooot of creative frustration pent up in me. theres something...i dont have with me, where all i need to do is color the eye and im done. and i think its like the best thing i've ever ever ever ever done. so expect that at some point. If i can find my prismacolors.
btw. i looooooooove shirota yuu. so unique, must draw!

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/22542322/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/22542322/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:12:41 PST ---------------------------------------------------------
I've had some password trouble on here recently. Had to change it twice. My dad has had computer trouble, no scanning. My mom blew up on me yesterday about not being allowed on this laptop, part of ther reason is because it's hers. Isnt she a lovely sharing bitch?
Seems like things keep going downhill and everything's so...mundane. Yeah, sure ill be happy im alive. I just think thinks are gonna pile up till i let it out in a really vulnerable way.
Crying.
so if ppl on here would refrain from being bitchy, that would just be one less thing on my shoulders.

but thanks so much for those who have been positive and stuck by me. (you know who you are)

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/22271858/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/22271858/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 01:19:59 PST then after THAAT,if my dad will let me,I will SCANNN!!!woohooo! not to mention trying to finish that art trade.
i had to completely erase the hair because i noticed i was doing it wrong. It sux cuz there was already some 6b on it.Hard to erase!!
this year is almost over. yay! and ill be 16 on January 22! double yay!
oh noes I revealed my age!

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/22118551/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/22118551/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 09:39:12 PST
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Well i did.

i got my art back, but im not happy due to the fact my mom plus the ppl who took my art away read my previous journal. and were making fun of me, mimicking me, mocking me. All this shit. And that journal was semi personal.
so now im gonna have to make SURE i sign out before i close this browser.

just pisses me off. my privacy was invaded. theyre like "ohhh im going insane i cant live without my art" just mocking me!
they have NO IDEA what art means to me, or ANY artist for that matter. hell. I feel pretty much INSULTED. im NEVER drawing anything for them again, if they've got so little respect.
Just, god, when i was asking if i could get my art out of the TRUNK of someones car, they were basically trying to make me bow down to them. Making me feel more inferior than I do on a day to day basis. one of them was literally trying to make me admit i feel horrible without my art. How sadistic! at least to me...
All the attitude and sarcasm i get from adults is ridiculous. Then they bitch when you give some back.


oh and if some ADULTS are reading this. FUCK YOU TOO. this is the same as reading my fucking DIARY. Don't be surprised when I come up missing.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/21704975/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/21704975/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 19:03:08 PST 2 WEEKS
ALL MY ART IVE EVER DONE
ALL MY SUPPLIES.
TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.
MY BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*cries for a bit*

i really think im slowing losing my sanity from not having it all with me.
and its all because i woke up one morning the last day of school before Thanksgiving break, and i didnt want to walk in a friggin blizzard with ice all over the ground.
no thanks.
so i stayed home from school. in which i was alone in the house with the exception of my one friend.
but not for long.
nope
i HAD to get caught by someone walking in.
so i was dragged to skool with half the day left.
and what sux is there were only 10 ppl there anyway.


and to make things worse.

i wasnt going to tell you guys this but for the past few days i HAD been working on three things simulataneously. 2 youve seen before that i was finishing, and one i was trying to finish that youve never seen before. but they were coming along GREAT!
but now you wont be able to see for god knows how long.
its rlly pisses me off i cant use my break to draw.
makes me wanna throw something so bad.
i seriously feel empty without them.

god. im gonna get depressed. i might fast until i see them again.

so sorry about that art trade. you may have to wait much longer than i wanted.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/21502134/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/21502134/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 14:49:10 PST but im finally at my dads house. yay! you should be excited. why?? cuz now i can scaaaan. woohoo. not that i have much, but oh well. you will like it for what it is, no buts.
ive been sick for the past 3 days, its sux, because it feels like my head is going to explode and my eyes are gonna burst outta my skull. Aint that great?
Christmas time is coming around, but i have to save money. So i can only get gifts for those closest to meh. so thats like...1..2..3...4..5...6 ppl. bleh. im hoping to get them all something from deviantart. like some cool art. whether on a mug or mousedpad or csnvas. just whatever.
if you wanna do an art trade lemme know. it sounds fun right now.
oh yeah and ive almost got 5,000 pageviews. yay! im hoping to earn it with the new art i post. ^.^

looking for some cool photo-editing? heres a dude i know form school----------->

EDIT:_____________________________________________
oh god..
last nite i had a dream where ryan ross died. D: not cool!
it was soo so sad. maybe ill tell you what happened later. but it was a really detailed dream. i just hope that it doesnt come true. cuz the previous dream i had did. (showed me i would find this video game i lost) O.O

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/20689215/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/20689215/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 15:25:32 PDT oh dads here gotta go

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19419258/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19419258/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 23:16:59 PDT umm well this is part of a sentence..."..functions once fufilled by divinites.." (an angel book)

2. STRETCH YOUR LEFT ARM OUT AS FAR AS YOU CAN. WHAT ARE YOU TOUCHING?
the air 5 inches from the wall. XD

3. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU WATCHED ON TV?
umm that Keanu Reeves movie..."Point Break"

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS.
4:58 am ooo

5. NOW LOOK AT THE CLOCK. WHAT IS THE ACTUAL TIME?
4:48 daMMIT I WAS CLOSE.

6. WITH THE EXCEPTION OF THE COMPUTER, WHAT CAN YOU HEAR?
the air moving outside.

7. WHEN DID YOU LAST STEP OUTSIDE? WHAT WERE YOU DOING?
well i went to my driveway to grab some stuff from my mom. like hotdogs...chocolate coins from California..milk...hotdog buns...and...HEY! she forgot my hairspray! dammit...

8. BEFORE YOU STARTED THIS SURVEY, WHAT DID YOU LOOK AT?
Saras survey

9. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
oooo uhh white tunic with black tank top (built in bra!) black uhh i guess youd say they are baggy capris, theyre like samurai pants! u know like samurai champloos just not pleated or w/e IDK o and a toe ring

10. DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT? IF SO, WHAT?
i did i did....i dont remember

11. WHEN DID YOU LAST LAUGH?
watching the show "wipeout" you know..the one that comes on b4 "i survived a japanese game show" ?

12. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF THE ROOM YOU ARE IN?
hahaa WALLPAPER. and this copy of a drawing of a lady with a swan. prolly michaelangelo(sp?) or somethin

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS QUIZ?
its looooooooong

15. WHAT IS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW?
not all of it.. but "point break"

16. IF YOU BECAME A MULTI-MILLIONAIRE OVERNIGHT, WHAT WOULD YOU BUY/DO?
help my loved ones pay off their debts and bills for a few years and buy neccessities or anything ive ever reaaaaaalllly wanted. then start making a secure bomb shelter with everything to be ready for 2012. no kiddin'

17. TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW.
well i dont know who YOU are, so you know NOTHING! uhhh i have BIG eyes?!

18. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT THE WORLD, REGARDLESS OF GUILT OR POLICIES, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
war would be illegal. and marijuana would be legal. XD make smoke not war. XD lmao

19. DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
nooooooooooooooo. i stick to singing and tapping my foot to the beat.

20.GEORGE BUSH:
is a monkeys uncle.

21. IMAGINE YOUR FIRST CHILD IS/WILL BE A GIRL. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL HER?
Sadie? its cute.

22. IMAGINE YOUR FIRST CHILD IS/WILL BE A BOY. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL HIM?
oooo Seth or Nathan? love those names.

23. WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER LIVING ABROAD?
sure...

24. WHAT DO YOU WANT GOD TO SAY TO YOU WHEN YOU REACH THE PEARLY GATES?
"I accept you beacuse you believe in me and you try your hardest to do what is right."

What he WILL say:
" You didnt attend church OR get baptised, and you have too many sins...sorry.. you didnt follow the ways of Jesus. Goodbye.." *falls out of the sky*



these are loooooooooooooooooong. okay so if ur at the bottom you mustve read this right? good. now if you comment ill return the favor times 3. ^.^

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19382439/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19382439/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 00:54:00 PDT od.

Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag some people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
your god-stone sour
( again i dont really care for this song, i just randomly downloaded it. dont know what its about)

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
pressure (acoustic)-paramore
( i put pressure on them or i seem to have a lot of pressure on me and yeah..havent taken time to interpet song)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
last train-lost prophets
( isnt there a line in this song that says " sing without a reason to ever fall in love" ? i dont get it..its too late at night. interesting song choice tho...it atually fits the ques.)

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
Nine Heads Rodeo Show- Alice Nine
( yeah uhh its in japanese so dont know what its about)

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Carry Me Home- The Living End
( hmmm yeah i think so)

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
The Pretender- Foo Fighters
( haha! funny...yet true. and prolly still to come)

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
Hero/Heroine (acoustic)- Boys Like Girls
( get a boyfriend and we can save each other? haha idk)

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Freedom Fighters-Miyavi
(well the title could make sense but song is on jap)

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Hyper Chondriac Music- Muse
( yeah i havent listened to this one yet so idk)

THE BEST THING TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Nachna Onda Nei- Tigerstyle
( ??? wow no match)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Beating Hearts Baby- HEad Automatica
( mwahaha! yeah this makes sense! " you want nothing to do with me, i dont know what to do with you, cause you dont know what you do to me" its an unrequited love song. good one. you should download it, in the vid the singer looks sooo mush like frank iero)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Teenage Queen- Aiden
( yeah i rlly need to start listening to my new music. but htis songs no funeral music.)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
the last sunrise- Aiden
( wonder wat this is about)

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
if i fell in love with you (acoustic cover)- maroon 5
( i think ill be asking a lot of questions on whether someone will b faithful)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Misery Business-Paramore
( no wayyyy. thats a mean song. unless its the ppl I like being taken by someone else all the time... idk)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Missing- Evanescence
( oo i like this song. theres a line "isnt someone missing me?" and " tho i died to know u love me" i really dont know on this one its like about " please please forgive me" so idk...)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Won't Go Home Without You- Maroon 5
( uhhhhhhhhhhhh....not thinking i have to let ppl go so easily? )

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Ready, Set, Go- Tokio Hotel
( idk i dont get it do you?)

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
When the Day met the Night- PATD
( i will have half moon half sun babies! haha naw idk)

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
Brainiac-Chevelle
(idk i havent listened to this)

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Thanks for the Venom-MCR
( XD lmao i think i would eat the candy, which would be poisoned! yet id be polite and say "thank you stranger" XD)

WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
I'm So Sick (T-Virus Remix)- Flyleaf vs. Legion of Doom
( hmmm yeah dont know if its a secret. prolly considering " i will break")

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
Under the Bridge- RHCP
( hmm uhh they r a troll! haa jk jk they have no friends?)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Away from Me- Puddle of Mudd
( hm the title makes sense... and so does the osng kinda "im always afraid that you'll go away from me")

What does your crush think of you?
Shotglass Therapy- Morning After
(well noones else would have this in their pod! theyre a small ohio band, non-mainstream. my crush drinks to try and get rid of the thot of me? but i dont rlly have a crush anyway..)

Do you act your age?
Here Without You- 3 Doors Down
( haha the first line is "a hundred days have made me older..." thats funny. i guess with this song i grow older with the more exp... ]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19372288/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19372288/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 13:02:59 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on SHUFFLE
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Put this on your journal


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder- i set my friends on fire ( wtf?)

2. How would you describe yourself?
bother-stone sour

3. What do you like in a guy?
Pressure (acoustic)-paramore (haha anything but!)

4. How do you feel today?
wE Love You- Miyavi

5. What is your life's purpose?
Pieces-Sum 41 ( actually if you listen to the words it kinda makes sense)

6. What is your motto?
Under the Bridge- RHCP

7. What do your friends think of you?
Angel- moi dix mois (XD thats kinda sweeT)

8. What do you think of your parents?
sunday morning-maroon 5 (?)

9. What do you think about very often?
Riot- three days grace (haha)

10. What is 2 + 2?
when im gone- 3 doors down

11. What do you think of your best friend?
happy- mudvayne (ha thAT makes sense)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
misery business-paramore (wow creepy..)

13. What is your life story?
(lmao XD) milkshake- cover by someone else even tho it says calvary kids.

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
( omg! no!)faggot-msi ( )

15. What will you dance at your wedding?
animal- three daysgrace

16. What will they play at your funeral?
(omg r u serious?)lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off-patd

17. What is your hobby/interest?
the clincher- chevelle (okayyy)

18. What is your biggest fear?
apologize - boyce avenue cover

19. What is your biggest secret?
take me out- franz ferdinand

20. What do you think of your friends?
your god-stone sour (i dont even like that song)

21. What will you post this as?
let me love you- mario

22. What's Your fav song?
(noooooo wayy) ultra sex-msi

i tag all who read this!

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19169932/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19169932/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:01:41 PDT A) Tell you why I friended you

B) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.

C) Tell you something I like about you

D) Tell you a memory I have of you

E) Ask something I've always wanted to
know about you

F) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours

G) In return, you must post this in your journal

HAVE FUN, KIDDOS!

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19146251/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19146251/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 12:13:31 PDT how can this be? its never had problems before! ahhh jeez...i needa a job...so i can buy me a huge scanner. i already have a pretty larger than normal size one but i need huge "kinkos" sized! but for now i'd settle with mine! work work work! : ( waaa! >.< i wanna show!
so yestaerday i didnt even get to work on my special portrait because my mom picked me up, and since im in trouble for my year end grades, she said no drawing or videogames, just studying..................................................................................O.o..........>.......(insert angry face here)......................................................................you must be kidding me...i guess that proves she's not my real mother because she doesn't know how important art is to me! i can deal w/o games since i usually draw instead anyway but....god. so when i got to her house i was basically put in a room with s textbook (which still needs to be returned to my school) to study. just mindlessly study. well of course I DIDN'T...........i just got angrier though. especially since she was just sitting in another room watching tv. i started to carve the dresser next to me with a BALLpoint pen! that's how mad i was.

i felt trapt and frustrated. oh and she's taking my myspace away too. now, im not a myspace freak thats gets obssesive. I use it to keep in touch! so i wont get that back till hmm end of first grading quarter? and its summer vacation....not cool. im definitley seeing her at a minimum this summer.

back to her house. so i called my dad, he told me to tell her i wanted to leave. took me 2 horus to get the nerve to do so (she's a irrational yelling bossy type of mother). when i did she was asleep but i got thru, i called him back, and he picked me up. thank god! >.< then she says she wants to pick me up tomorrow (today) and MAYBE go bowling, ......and also wednesday maybe too.

..................................................................
she's lost all my desire to want to hang out with her. i mean, how does she expect me to have fun when she's treated me like shit?
im laying down the law now. no ART. no LOVE.

in summary. ill ask my dad when he comes home, if he can check out whats wrong with the scanner.
this sux.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19117605/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19117605/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 21:34:03 PDT 1- i had to clean thee kitchhen
2-eat dinner
3 i got sleepy so i took a loooong nap.
but you know what?! its really detailed and worth the wait so you'll just have to wait another day. i think its one of my best portraits ever.
The designs in the background are kinda complicated so yeah its gonna take more time to complete considering i also want to add color.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19105067/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19105067/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 07:17:53 PDT

root for me!

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19064556/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/19064556/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:26:35 PDT So I've been doing some thinking on what happens next in my life. and i've decided a career in cosmetology. its really the only thing that works out for me, because you can do vocational school and come out of highschool and get a nice job at a salon. You wouldn't really need to go to college unless you wanted to. It's also good because my dad's girlfriend has been cosmetologist for years so she can help me greatly. With a job like this i can do the art i WANT to do.
So my main focuses are schooling/future. Friends wise, only on here. In school, not so much. Boys, not so much at ALL. ^.^ it works. im getting mroe organized. hopefully it'll work out in the end.

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tomorrow im just gonna use my pop's hard drive to scan. hope it'll work. it sucks that my scanner makes these weird lines that like..ruins my art. :C all-nighter again, cept im in the middle of it, and im drawing pretty much the whole time. you know what sux? when you owe someone somehing!! dear god wat to do? some people are just hard to draw! if you have any good bands and awesome songs you'd like to share...muchly appreciated! i wanna fill my i-pod. especially music not from america.

hinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthinthin

so love ya! my little breaks in between drawing seems to help. ^.^ hug:heartheart


anmikucafemikuanmikucafemikuanmikucafemikuanmikucafemikucafeanm

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18922916/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18922916/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:07:55 PDT wow....i can't think this late at night/early in the morning. oh yeah! i got some stuff that ill scan later from my stupid art class...dont know how much of it will fit but oh well..its crap anyway, i despised like, every project.
but that sketch i just did is pretty good for not erasing...and i think i just do better when theres no pressure, i was just practicing.
so its hot and i cant think. bye byes.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18799653/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18799653/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 10:12:50 PDT If you have any tips or suggestions i EXTREMELY appreciate it.
I hope all goes well and that its done well and looks good on me! Maybe ill post a picture of it when it all healed!

btw. its only 30 bucks including the jewelry!

annd its SUMMER so ill be havin lots more time to do what i want.

p.s.- i know my dad isnt going to approve of this, and im getting a stud one so its less noticeable. but if youve had to confront a parent about it let me know how it was handled. he basically doesnt "believe" in it, thinks its a vanity thing. like he doesnt believe in tattoos cuz it some sort of pagan thing and the bible doesnt mention anything about it.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18414762/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18414762/ Tue, 20 May 2008 12:39:18 PDT
while i had all this free time i started drawing, annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd I am not almost done with my Ryan Ross request. and i think it looks good. and yes its got his older hair style.

so i hope i havent made you wait a day over eternity, but its coming along fine, and i think you will either be satisfied or horrified. XD its not gonna have heavy shading though, not a very good resolution reference pic.

as for the other request, idk, ive tried 2 different pictures, but he's just so hard to draw. Sp if you have any good photos of billie joe let me know! hey that rhymes. XD

alrighty then.

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18261828/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18261828/ Sat, 10 May 2008 18:23:04 PDT So good news lately?

-Open mic night monday.

-Started a Billie Joe drawing out of my calmness, it should be goin towards the request, unless i find some way to f*ck it up again.

-One of the things i started during my art block actually doesnt look that bad in retrospect. I was just impatient. Its Brendon Uries eye and part of his hair. looks fine.

so anyway, im going to try and dedicate myself to drawing the rest of the night with computer breaks in between.

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]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18055788/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/18055788/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:45:08 PDT xinfinity. the reason for the last journal actually was the concert i went to that night, an MCR one. you would THINK i had a blast, but it was one of the worst times of my life. I was alone, couldnt find any of my friends from the start, tried singing along, but couldnt get into it. I was crying at the concert, during one of my favorite bands and i was alone. It didnt help i had a huge fight with my mom the previous day, the only reason i went to the concert was because my friend pushed me into it, and i didnt even get to see her. i remember starting to cry a little before i heard the words "come on angel dont you cry" TOO LATE. haha yeah. but i couldnt stand it anymore so i left during helena (first song i heard by them) i didnt go outside just the area before the main floor where you can get drinks and stuff. and sat on some steps that trailed to a balcony. i even brought a drawing of frank + frank and jamia to show, but that wasnt successful. It was such a failure night. Next day i found out all my other friends found each other, even though some of them didnt even plan to. I feel like an outsider, at my school at least.
So all in all, I will try and focus on art, the band, school, and thats it. stupid crushes will be ignored right now.

love to all of you. im sure you know what its like to be this way some time or another

gotta make the best of things i suppose...

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Art posting will go down since now ive got other projects to work on too. But ill definitley draw whenever i can.

check out <---her art is the le stange. really makes ya stare and think.

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pretty much havent done shit though.

i DO need help.

Basically...band adivce. Let's see theres six people. 2 vocalists, 2 guitarists, i bassist, and 1 drummer.
Im the only girl in the band.

So my big problem is, we havent had a practice yet, since one of the guitarists said he couldnt till april 20th. and he said that at the end of march.

well thats not a big problem i guess. i dont know. i just hope later on hell be able to schedule a practice AT LEAST once or twice a week. i mean come on, you have to be dedicated.

then it comes to musical differences, we all havent even talked together yet. but i know thaaat

dan (drummer)-loves like, 80s rock. and absolutley loves rush. can drum rock and jazz style.also likes some newer stuff. like mcr. (fave song "house of wolves")

jordan(rhythm)+shawn(vocals)+josh(bassist)--are pretty much on the same page when it comes to music. in fact the band actually started with those three a while ago. they like (mcr, panic, and some same stuff)

me-pretty open to lots of stuff. but when it comes down to stuff i love and have already liked and known. jon(lead guitar) and i have like the SAME interests. (green day,audio slave,smashing pumpkins,mcr,muse,and more)

jon-apparently plays guitar everyday and music is what keeps him going (which i like ALOT, and i sing everyday so yay.) he IS in another band, but doesnt really like the singer since he just screams, and doesnt do it very well. so he is quite stoked about this band.

Sooo really all we have in common that i know of is "My Chemical Romance". fine by me! but still..

Shawn keeps wanting to cover newer songs, like by Tokio Hotel, Fall out boy, or Blaqk Audio. Im like "no thats not really how its goes. lets do older stuff, like from the 90s" and he just wont agree! we keep arguing! but we just need to wait till we discuss with the whole band. i mean, what do YOU think?
And hes quite judgmental and opinionated when it comes to music, even though he says hes "open". mmmhm. he says smashing pumkins flat out suck, and hes only heard like
'Tarantuala" which is something newer. And he said the black parade album sucks, when he doesnt even get thats like their alter ego. idk what to do with him. and this is the guy that im supposed to sing with.

i need ideas and tips comments whatever.
sorry for writing a BOOK.
but thanks for reading.

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Progresses---

Ryan Ross
***************************************************97%
Brendon Urie
**********************************75%

Billie Joe Armstrong(request.its not final tho, mite change picture)
******************48%

Billie Joe Armstrong(old one thats got moved to scrap by DA)
******************************************************99%(need to fill in hair)

Surprise(not actually much of a surprise.ive drawn him before)
****************************************************97.2% (its more of a sketch to me, but others would beg to differ)

Billy Boyd=
*******************************60% (mainly designs are taking me awhile)

so yeahh...sorry nicole about your muffin it might have to wait.unless i decide to do it while a teacher is talking.

ive pretty much got my hands full. hopefully ill be in the mood to draw all day so i can get stuff done. I'm excited to hear what you peeps think. ^.^

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/17445779/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/17445779/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 16:26:04 PDT Its spring break, im going to be at meh dad's for like a week. I've already started touching up a piece some of you say i should "finish" even though it was just a ditty ol' sketch. I dont even know if "ditty" is a word, but it just fit that sentence.
Main line. I am drawing and will be drawing, hopefully everyday of my break. So like, I hope I get a bunch of good stuff up here since you lil buggers have been so kind. ^.^ I just noticed yesterday that i watch like... 80 or so people, and its really hard for me to keep up with them, soooooooo if you specifically have anything you'd like me to check out, like comment. LINK me to it and ill be more than glad to share a piece of my thoughts about it.

On a final note I should probably go back to my lil' Lord of the Rings movie fest I have goin on. Drawing as I watch. oh AND if theres something or someone..you'd like to seen drawn by moi (me) then let me know. Or else you're gonna keep seeing patd pretty much.

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(i think) >.<

I love it!!!!


WATCH IT! its a lot of fun. i hate when music vids are just a band playing. theres a lot to feast ur eyes on in this tho.

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I think im just gonna cry. I havent seen my dad in like 2-3 weeks. He's always the one who gave me the hugs and seemed to care about me more. Lately I haven't gotten a hug, just given them.
Even more lately, I like someone named Nikita, he came from Russia 4 years ago. Found him up on myspace, and messaged him a little bit. I haven't told him i go to his school ( dont plan on it), haven't told him I like him ( don't plan on that either). 2 of my friends gave me a crazy look and hit me when I told them that. Anyway, I'm drawing him, and he said he draws too. cool. kay. i might just go crazy.
So you can put together, i didnt see my scanner this weekend either. I'm really thinking i should just buy one or go to kinkos. I've got $25 for my spending fun. woohoo. oh but i dont have photoshop...I usually like to use it for making it closer to the original color and shade. I DONT KNOW.
I have 3 portraits i should be finishing this week. yay for you guys i guess.
I seriously think im getting better at drawing though..see...my style has seemed to change. In a good way. Unless im just picking the right photos, or easy photos. In any case, Im gonna try and get SOMETHING scanned this week. Even if its just one little thing that i had to go to kinkos for. I wanna show my recent stuff. I'm gonna try and blow you away..or at least tickle your eyes. O.o

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/16696729/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/16696729/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:11:52 PST I was bad today though. I started THREE new drawings. At least they're all different people. But, the one is this dude "Alex Evans" i dont quite know what to think of him, because I've heard some bad stuff. Like "he's a self-absorbed tool for posting all those pics of himself" not an exact quote, but the idea. My problem is...I don't quite like drawing people like that, it's kinda against my own personal rules. I have to like the person to draw the person, same with my music, if you're into urself then no i wont listen to you no matter how good you are.
Anyway, about this Alex Evans, what do you know about him? Should I continue my drawing? If he is how they say he is, I won't be able to stare at his picture for hours without thinking he's vain. So far ive only got the head shape and hair down so it ownt be a huge loss if i scrap it.
Also, another question. What getS YOU motivated? It's hard for me to draw, and keep drawing. I get bored with a picture after awhile. So what keeps you going also?





I got tagged later the day i wrote this.

----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Katherine Lyn C. (not givin last name)
Single or taken: Single like always
Gender: birth certificate says female, even though I don't act like one. >.<
Birthday: January 22
Sign: Aquarius
Hair color: Dark brown, hopefully that'll change soon
Eye color: So dark brown you like can't see my pupils. Not very interesting eyes.
Height: 5' 7" and im sure to keep growing...
Are you straight/bisexual/gay? Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •----------

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: hot topic
Favorite designer?: tripp?
What is your sexiest outfit?: haha i dont really dress sexy. i do what i like. yeah i dont have a sexy outfit. but my one friend said when i tried on this helena style dress (which i ended up buying for 17 bucks very good price from 70) she said it looked sexy. and she didnt think itd look good on me at first.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: my black sweatpants with my long "stewie griffin" tee. love the material and length,
What do you usually wear?: for school...jeans...any shirt...and this black non-hoodie thing i zip up over it. actually looks nice. for home...and comfy sewatpants or jammies and an extra large tee
--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •--------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Aquage perferably, or Sunsilk
What are you listening to right now: Nine in the Afternoon-Panic at the Disco
Who is the last person that called you?: ^.^ my friend Nickoleato --->
How many buddies are online right now?: 2 on dev and http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/16600627/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 16:39:40 PST But yeah, anyway ill try to finish like one or two more drawings so the wait will be worth it.
check out- and someone good to talk to--->:iconskylotus:

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/16214107/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/16214107/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 20:34:28 PST How am I on now?---i somehow have magical wi-fi. I'm getting internet from god knows where. but...by the 7th i should be getting the net 24/7 where i live...so ill always be able to reply and comment. Scanner is at dad's...soo ill only get to post more art on weekends. But HEY! Ive ACTUALLY got art to post. ^.^ even a lil potrait.
Ive got some catching up to do! XI

]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/15742435/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/15742435/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 23:00:38 PST 2- They werent really "update" wips..
Over thanksgiving break i put a lot of time into a certain brand new drawing none of you have seen...and i kinda need critique....liike.....hardcore critique....it would help me focus. The other wip, is actually WIP #2 from something in my scraps that not a lot of people have seen.

BTW...I love you, i love you, i love you! Who am i speaking of? YOU! ^.^ I must be very hard to put up with, with all these works-in-progress. But now i really have to finish some to show this college dude...so yeah.

highschool buddy------ <----she has tons of anime style characters. She's a Senyour tooo

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check out-------------> and

<--------------rocks.. for traditional art lovers/ creators

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In a previous journal entry i said first comment gets to have something drawn by me...well uhh it was kinda too hard since it would have to be an illustration....im not at the level of drawing. Sorry...but if that person (i forgot who) would like me to draw from a PHOTOGRAPH i would be more than happy to. Uh yeah so i was gonna try and draw everyone from mcr and give them a copy of the drawings at prjekt revolution...but yeah...not enough time..and i keep drawing FRANK. So expect some frank coming your way. hahah WAY. lol. XD im a dork. anyWAY >.< ive got a lot on my plate. I attempted 3 gerard pictures recently and i failed them all....sad..but NOW everytime i try frank...i can actually do a decent job....weird...O.O.l..ive got a single frank pic to finish...one of him and jamia to work on lots more...and another lil frank one. And yet i have found even more photos to draw of frank. i think im gonna have to promise myself not to start another until i finish the rest..ooo thats gonna be hard...O.O. So uh..right now i could use all the help i can get..like tips on realism...or frank features. Like I know he has like a square face and "extreme" eyelids. Oh and im sure everyones been checking out 's stuff. Good huh? her frank pic is soooooooooooooo similar to the one im drawing. Im gonna have to step it up a notch! lol. Right now i think its easier to draw frank than gerard...or at least for me. And i nagged to draw with me while we were both on the net one night. I chose a frank pic for her to draw and she chose one for me. She says hers is going well..and she hasnt shown me any of it yet..waaaa but it'll be her first realism. I can't wait. I just did a 15 minute sketch of him..which my dad said was a "good try" aww THANX dad...oh well. See ya next time on stains of hopes jounal!



There is going to be a contest. A weekly contest. But we are gonna need some gracious volunteers. No not to go in the running but to help us out with running the contest.
LET ME EXPLAIN HOW THE CONTEST WORKS (ill be rexplaing stuff down below)
THe basic goal is to get more people in the chatroom. THe chat's name is MyChemicalRomancexx. ( The group page for the chat is under construction)
HOW DO YOU WIN?---By chatting in the room A LOT. GOing in and being there ISNT enough. You have to chat and be friendly. THe more you're in there the better chance you have to win. Monitors will see who is in there lots and who chats lots. THis goes on for a week then at the end of the week, 3 winners are chosen.
WHAT DO YOU WIN??----Well, we will have 5 artists for your choosing. You choose one aritst and negotiate with them and what they draw/create for you. No its not going to be something they put 20 hours in (unless they want to) but it'll be nice and by your request. These 3 artists are given one week to create the art. That means 2 artists are left over for the next week so that they can be chosen to draw. We then will have another 3 artists filling in for the 3 who are drawung currently for the week. So 8 artists in all. 5 waiting to be chosen a week. 3 drawing a week. And they shft when they have nothing to draw.
1--We are going to need some volunteer artists who will be drawing the prizes. We need 8 volunteers.
THEIR DUTY-To pop in the chat every once in awhile to check on the people chatting. By the end of the week if they are chosen to draw. Then they must negotiate on the winner on what they are to draw. Then they get a week to draw the desired picture. (Note: can also be photoshop stuff) It does not have to be a long worked on masterpiece.
2-- We need monitors for the chatroom. The more the better. But at least 4.
THEIR DUTY- They are in the chatroom for a scheduled amount of time to watch and so who comes in and chats long. THey can change classes to (bigtalkers) which are the people who are currently in the lead for winning. They have different shifts so they arent always on. Like some in the morning, some at night, or for a certain amount of hours. Thats why the more the better. The "mons" will have to converse with each other on who has been coming in often. They will be part of the decision of choosing the winners of course. ( We will need to sort out the time schedules)
Now what about the volunteers? They need reward... ]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/13556832/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/13556832/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 21:13:32 PDT 2-Im gonna be moving in with my mom, because of the school ill be going to, and i need an environmental change, not to mention emotional. Yet again, dad is unaware.
3-Still haven't found roughs to story, but i did start writing another one for---> and i got bored one night and wrote the whole first part. All that's left now is to finish up the typing.
4-THere are a couple of my drawings i cant find that i need to post. But ill look as hard as i can.
5-Ive got some literature to post, which of course has to be typed out. Its just poems and random stuff.
6-Im wondering...should i do quick little drawings to make up for the lack of recent deviations. Everytime i start out not really trying on a drawing it turns out well. Maybe ill do a few...
7-Ive been having more than the usual amount of mcr dreams lately, a few i dont even remember more than their faces.
clubs: :iconmcrfan-club: ]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/13375134/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/13375134/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 23:35:51 PDT
]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/13213054/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/13213054/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:28:44 PDT on the phone anymore cause her mom thinks im some stalker, nice. And there are a few other stupid things that bum me out right now, but I'll keep that to myself. I love you all, sorry about the messages, Ill try to get to them.

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by the way, if your confused, this is Nickole-----> (yeah i misspell her name on purpose)
turning 14 next Wednesday (also wants a hug and a kiss from Gerard before she dies)------->

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SEVEN THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Go to Japan (really its like a whole nother world there)
2. meet Nickole
3. Meet MCR (u just had to know i was gonna put that...)
4. make a band ( im REALLY determined)
5. have a food fught
6. give a random person a hug (idk maybe it will brighten up their day even just a little)
7. find a love in my life

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
1. murder
2. bungee jump (uh uh no way)
3. eat a spider (hell no, ive seen that on fear factor)
4. go on a major rollercoaster (i cant handle the feeling of going down a hill)
5. cut myself ( i have this thing about my veins that im really sensitive about)
6. do it with a random person
7. kill myself

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1. bull
2. What did you say?
3. shit
4. shut chyo mouth!
5. Do you WANT me to hang up?
6. what....nick...a lollipop?....for trey?
7. omjeex

SEVEN MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. Tank Girl
2. Animatrix
3. Silent Hill
4. Everafter
5. Alice in Wonderland (the real live one)
6. Van Helsing
7. hmm idk

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
1. Final Fantasy X, X-2, and 12
2. Silent Hill 3
3. Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2
4. Legend of Zelda Ocaraina (sp?) of Time
5. Majora's Mask
6. if i ever get it- Twilight Princess
7. idk...

1. Do you like animals?
yup pretty much

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
nopes but one lives like 10 minutes away from me

3. Are you athletic?
Are you kidding? noo...

4. Are you thin, fat, athletically built etc:
I am all and none of those. haha i aint spillin

5. How much do you weigh?
I seriously haven't checked in like a year

6. What's your height?
Like over 5'5"

7. Shoe size?
Hmm it depends, but usually 11, (im tall!)

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
im me, but some would porbably consider me tomboyish

9. Guys- are you girly or guyish?


10. How old are you?
14

11. When's your Birthday?
January 22

12. Do you like to recieve giftart?
I never have, but i would really appreciate it since you usualyl spend quite a while woking on it.

13. Are you sociable?
It depends on the mood im in. but usually at first im shy. I have this complez like "Ill talk to you if you talk to me" kinda thing

14. Do you have many friends?
on here yeah, in real life most of them are boys, and not many

15. What's your race?
I have a couple but i dont think that really matters now does it?

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Yes and no, some things are better in person so you can see the other persons expression, yet again some things you wouldnt have the guts to say if you were face-to-face

17. Are you single or taken?
Both XD

18. Do you eat meat?
MM yes, but i usually dont like the meat i eat, cause its not healthy and i would rather eat sushi

19. Are you paranoid?
Yes, but then if im in an i dont care mood then no

20. Do you read a lot?
Manga yes, books, only if im interested in it

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Everyday, rock

22. Do you play an instrument?
no, thats sad isnt it? But im trying to learn guitar so I can replay songs I've heard. It's reslly secial when you can play something like "Time of your life" right in your own house ,live.

23. How long have you been drawing?
All my life, seriously, since i could hold a pencil. And I've never stopped. Its where I can create my own worlds and characters. Neat Huh?

24. What's the meaning of life?
Wow, what a question. Its more like what life means to me. To fall and get back up. To love and to let go. To work your ass off for something of unequal value. To be rejected, and accepted. To find someone to live it with. To take risks and to hold back. To forgive and forget. To give and not always receive. To keep on going when the going gets tough. To live like noone before.

25. Now tag five of your friends. They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal. :iconlock-and-load: http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/12945247/ Sun, 13 May 2007 18:19:22 PDT
PS-If the word BUNCHO rings any bells please let me know.

PPS-Nick and Trey got married!!!

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]]> ~StainsofHope http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/11954364/ http://StainsofHope.deviantart.com/journal/11954364/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 22:45:38 PST BTW tagged by-

Here's be the rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic 6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself

People who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird
habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly.

In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged
and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that
says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell
them to read yours...

1) I hate how whenever i show my dad a picture i drew he just says 1 or 2 words and tells me to learn anatomy. It's genuinely annoying. Thank god for deviantart

2) hmm weird habit?...idk, i usually carry a pillow or blanket with me around the house. So since I can't do that outside I wear jackets and hoodies.

3) One of the weird things I love, is the way Gerard Way talks out of the corner of his mouth. I think it's so cute.

4) Sometimes I just stare at ppl because I'm studying their features and shading, but then they catch me and I quickly look away. :3

5) But I hate it when people stare at me. XP Especially when I'm eating ( i don't think anyone really looks attractive when eating, unless ur like obssesed with that person, cause then u like anything about them)

6) Woohoo last one,...Umm i don't like (im not going to say hate, that's too strong) it when ppl say really nice things about my art, I appreciate it, but it makes me feel uncomfortable because i know ppl out there who are much better than me. Like I showed one of my relatives my Elizabeth pic, and she's like "You know that's a gift from God?" I felt on the spot, and she was being really serious. I mean what do u say to that?! Thanks?!

Now what do I do? I tag others. I feel kinda bad, but then again i don't cause I had to go through with it. LOL XD hmmm

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4----:vampireofthenight:artificiallyxXxsweet:

5----:kira-15:

6----:life-is-eternal:

Ill put my clubs next time.

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Yeah here are the wonderful clubs I'm a part of:




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My clubs:




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