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]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/14632464/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/14632464/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 15:15:13 PDT Fuck em, they keep it up, I'll just flood the fucking scraps with bullshit until they either give up or boot me.

I'm sick of coming on and finding out that they've moved another eight of my deviations to the scraps. So because one fucking nerd's judgement of my art turns out not to be above par, or to the standards of his collection of retarded artists who piss out their art like it's fucking worthless sketches, that grants them to toss my art, which obviously differs in style compared to say, Wen-M, Teru-chan, etc, into the scraps folder, because, oh no, what I come out with CAN'T be art, it MUST be scraps.

Fuck you dA admins, fuck you.

]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/13502630/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/13502630/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 18:56:09 PDT Remember when I said sometime soon? Yeah, apparently sometime soon actually means 8 months XD

SO HERE IT IS!
I'm uploading this crap now, enjoy!

]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/10610408/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/10610408/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 05:29:26 PST And I've come out with some pretty neat stuff, I'll get to posting them, I know they don't compare to my other stuff, but with time, comes new discoveries and change as they say, and change has occured.

I'm not too sure if I'll be posting anymore of my actual drawn artwork anytime soon because of a lack of a scanner.

Anyways, I'll get to uploading these creations sometime soon, no worries, that way you can all look at them with as much disgust as I do!! X3

]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/10358133/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/10358133/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 12:35:50 PDT Anyways, I'm at anothing blockage in my brain, and it is not allowing any room for creativity.
I'm being overpowered with other aspects of life right now.

]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9855848/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9855848/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 21:35:20 PDT But in my current living conditions, I can barely afford to live, let alone et all these pricey items. v_v

As for the new art, I'll be needing a scanner and a tablet for it. If not a tablet, some form of image editor to clear away the crappy quality the scanners always put on pictures. This will take a load from my wallet. A load I do NOT have to spare. I am currently saving up for a decent place to live, everyday expenses, taxes, rent, etc. so my bank account will be quite untouchable save for a small spending account.

This is my reason for NEVER updating with new amterial save for my crappy additions with MS Paint and Photoshop on my older computer, which I no longer have. Meaning no Photoshop on this computer, so no photo-editor other than MS Paint right now.

Any art that I submit from now on will be poorly made scraps that are pretty much just for fun. xD

[P.S. Even those crappy lil' updates might be rare, I have a night-time job now, pays a small sum of money, but it's worth it in the long-road monetary wise. Thus, I'll be sleeping most of the day. xD] ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9546414/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9546414/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 19:13:36 PDT I am constantly thinking up and plotting new styles to draw, new worlds for Roleplays, new techniques, new classes, new characters, different images, ways I'd like to see my written work come to life among many other things.

As my old friend once told me; "Jono, you've got a brain full of wonderful imaginative information, it's superb and all, but I can only wish that you'd share it with the rest of us. I really would like it if you could find an outlet for that enigmatic power of yours."

This is astonishing to me. I am a fucking factory of imagination, but I just wish I knew how to let it all out, it doesn't have to be an easy way, but I'd just like a way to do rather than waiting for a really creative and well waited spark to come along so I can draw, paint and write.

Sadly I only get these sparks every few months. ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9464622/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9464622/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 03:56:50 PDT ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9237376/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9237376/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 23:28:59 PDT So, as soon as I can hook up the hard-drive, fix up the problems and get everythign back to scratch, I'll be able to upload two pounds of art into dA!!!
YAY! Also means more compy usage!

Huh-zah! ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9065910/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9065910/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 11:19:21 PDT Hopefully I can find the time and money for it. Hopefully i can save up for a donation on Gaia too >>;

I'm not too sure of teh total benefits of the subsciption, but I'm all to happy to give them some money to keep a great site up and running! n___n ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9055978/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9055978/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 10:58:17 PDT I wish I had more actually! u___u;;
Ever since my computer died and I lost all my art, people have given up on me I guess.
I really miss doing them, hell, I'd do a few for free! Friend or not! >>;
Anyways, just a light ramble. ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9046955/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9046955/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 12:52:23 PDT
Alright, I'm feeling really motivated to create some decent art, so hopefully I can find time for it! I'll be trying out some new styles I've learned and heard of, so some of my art will be a bit different. [As if it's ever the same >>;] ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9045229/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/9045229/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 09:34:17 PDT
I'm feeling so helpless.

Lost.

I feel like I no longer know who I am. I am not me anymore. No longer am I consequence free and without responsibility. I am not who I used to be, I am now changed into something twisted and uninnocent. A humanbeing. Disgusting word.

I'm getting sad for no reason that I can point out. I feel alone, even though I am surrounded by friends, allies and companions. I feel without hope. Maybe that's what's wrong. I have no hope left. No hope, no happiness. Maybe my life is what I based it to be so long ago. Just a dream. A long grueling dream I cannot wake from. I sleep, and feel as though I am awake. I walk the world, and feel as though it is all a dream. A dream without hope of waking. All is lost to me.

What of me? Who am I? Where am I? Am I really alive, or is everything I experience simply a more complex command from a larger type of chemical reaction? Isn't that a form of life? A single-cell organism is alive, is it not? It feeds, it is conscious of itself somehow. That is how life is defined; one whom is conscious of themselves and their surroundings. So, in a sense, that single-cell nuclei is no different than anyone human. It lives by sending simple[actually, complex...] commands through chemical reactions, proteins and other sorts of biological commands that keep it alive, these commands allow it to feed, move, and sustain life. Just as humans do, but to a larger scale. We humans eat, process the food into nutrients, and sustain our life, even at the cost of another's.

Maybe that is what separates us from others. We willingly, knowingly and without question sometimes, kill our own species.
No matter.
So if we are similar to the single-nuclei organism, and they are defined by our standards as non-living. Then why are we considered alive? Because we're higher on the food chain? If these creates are not alive. Then maybe I am not alive. Maybe everything I experience is just a series of reactions and the breaking down of chemicals.

Am I really alive?
Is what I expereince REAL?
What IS real?

I quote the end message from the Anime "Cowboy Bebop";

"Are you living in the real world?"

How about to you, the reader. Is your life real? How can you know? Through chemical reactions? How do you know your mind is not simply being trapped inside itself? You only see, hear, feel, taste, smell and touch what your brain says you do.

Is your world the real world? ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/8976516/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/8976516/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 09:09:58 PDT

I may be ass tired from 18 hours of work, but I've found some time to sketch out some stuff, and I'm drawing together a plan to get a new computer, connection and possibly even a new place to live! Yay, now only if I was getting paid enough! >>; ]]> ~Steinie http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/8949535/ http://Steinie.deviantart.com/journal/8949535/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 11:05:10 PDT I apologize toe veryone out there, lately I've had very little time to even think about art, elt alone improving my already pathetic skills.>>;

I've been so wrapped up in work, bills, friends, sleep and food that my hands won't even respond to my command "DRAW!".

I'm not giving up, so no worries! n__n;;

I'm also at a strong disadvantage for my newer art. I have no computer. Well, I have a computer, but when it was sent in by my family to be fixed, the shitty techies only proved my theory about them; "They fuck up more than they fix."

It was taken in for a simple reason, too much space being taken up on the harddrive, so it would not boot up. They said it was fried, and that I'd need a new harddrive.
I took the time, beforehand, of taking a jump-drive, plugging it in, and it started up normally, unfortunatle, the jump drive wasn't mine, so teh temporary space-boost was only that, temporary.

So, I know that the computer only needed more space so it could boot up properly, then I could clean out all the shit my friend has on it.
But instead, they wasted $700 to give it to MicroAge, and have it returned without a harddrive, then after I went back and bitched at them, I got it back, but now the hard-drive won't be recognized by the computer. I am without a hard-drive, and without all my saved work up to that point.

There is a reason I had a computer, so I could stash away all my art in my art-boxes in the basement, while it was on the computer. I've lost over nine months of hard work. Not some of the shit you see here on my account, but HARD work. I took tutorials and classes, and my results were magnificent, now they're gone.

So, not only is nine months of art up and fucked, but I have no computer, no idea where the fucking box is, and I can only get onto the internet when I'm at school during class.

Yay. >>
Not only that, but I wish I had a good scanner. TT___TT ]]> ~Steinie