http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:StellarIce&section=today deviantART RSS for by:StellarIce en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 09:12:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/28004444/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/28004444/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 23:00:59 PDT Mood: bitter
Music: "The Saltwater Room" - Owl City

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A-hand I remember why I was bitter for all of that time.

Anyway.

Ever have those moments when you find out somebody you can't stand likes your favorite band or movie or something? And it just kinda makes you want to retch?

Yyyyyeah.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/27934508/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/27934508/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 04:01:47 PDT Mood: Nostalgic and extremely grateful
Music: "Hey, Soul Sister" - Train

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Let's get right down to it.

I owe a lot to a few people on this site, particularly and .

I was alerted of a reuploading of quite a lot of old art from the both of them thanks to Stoney this morning, and I thought I would check it out. What should I see first other than one of the very first ever pictures done by her that I saw on this site. Seeing her work led me to several more artists, among them great folks like *raygirl, `snowkatt101, and many others. Delya was among them, and it was probably her and Stoney's combined art that gave me the inspiration and motivation to help me down my creative road.

That was over five years ago. (March 24th, 2004)

I've mostly fallen out of contact with both of them. It makes me sad, because while I was never in the group of artists that was really booming back then with the big Ray craze, I wanted to be. They were all so cool and talented, when I was low on the ladder. We hit some bumps, but mostly ended up with better friendships after my mistakes were fixed, and all sorts of other crazy things! I saw some changes in the handful of artists I wasn't expecting and wasn't always happy with, and now? I've only been following one of them lately.

So I say this.

Even if we don't end up being friends or anything, though that would be cool to see if we could strike back up what little we had before, you were a part of my history. Delya, you set my shit straight a few times, and I'll never forget it. And Stoney, you've gone through so much crap that you don't deserve.

A piece of my creative heart goes out to you guys. Thanks for everything.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/27717361/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/27717361/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 23:19:02 PDT Mood: I have no energy at all
Music: Tsuki no Mayu

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Deleted everything except for a couple things. Lots of my stuff is crap, so it needed to get out of here. Mostly fanart and the very rare good original art specimen.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/26436937/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/26436937/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 03:42:30 PDT Mood: Tired
Music: 2 Sense

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Self-explanatory. I don't have much else to say right now.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/24729523/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/24729523/ Tue, 12 May 2009 22:02:58 PDT Mood: Infuriated
Music: "Manipulate" - Freezepop

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Well, it's like this.

Get a tattoo, or continue living with my parents and get financial support for college.

That's a really, really nice set of options, mom and dad. I love you, too.

You know what? I'm fucking glad I'm not getting it anytime soon. I said I'd get it on my arm - and I changed my mind about the placement, not the content. I made it easier for myself by taking my father's (you know, the man you said felt sick going to work today because of all this?) advice about putting it on my back instead, but you don't seem to realize that. If it's on my back, how are people going to know I have it unless I'm naked or I tell them? You don't really listen, though. I really don't want to listen to you guys bitching and whining about how I'm "hurting" and "disrespecting" you by getting this and "ruining" my beautiful skin. It's... really not worth it, trying to see you pull guilt cards on me left and right, when they've never done anything in the past. I don't agree with you to admit you're right - I do it to shut you two the fuck up. Most of the time I will agree, but there are just some times when you really need to not say anything else on the subject.

I don't really find all of this surprising, though. You guys weren't even supportive of my artist career idea, so hey, what's another art-related goal of mine to you? Garbage.

Like it's always been.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/24642427/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/24642427/ Thu, 07 May 2009 20:19:19 PDT Mood: Frustrated and on the verge of tears
Music: "Downstream" - Braid

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Sometimes I really just fucking hate being the youngest kid in my family. My parents always say that comparing my brother is like comparing apples and oranges or some shit, but no. They wish it was that simple to write off. It's fucking hard to get out of the shadow of someone who made a 4.7 in high school, and didn't get a single B till his sophomore year of college. It's hard to match up to someone who attempted to get every fucking scholarship out there. It's hard to get away from the constant expectations to get straight A's and be a mathematical genius like he is that gets everything done the moment it's assigned, like my parents do.

Sorry, but I'm not that. I get B's and the occasional C when something is difficult. I procrastinate, but I still get my work done and get pretty decent grades on it. I've proven that I can get my stuff done at the last minute and still come out near the top, but they don't seem to trust me still.

They say I don't have a rough life. Mostly yes, this is true, but you know, being told that you thought my idea for a job was stupid and that I have nowhere to go with it when I was just a kid is really not a way to get in my good books now. How about, for once in your life, take an actual interest in my stories, or my art, or my characters, and try to help me get into one of the best schools I can and actually give a shit about paying, like you did for my brother? Is that really too much to ask of you?

Guess it is.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/22686380/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/22686380/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 03:48:03 PST Mood: Tired
Music: "Ai no Uta" - Pikmin

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Okay, so it appears there's an actual demand for my art here from old friends.

Maybe I should re-upload my crap, after all.

Couldn't hurt.

Edit: Christ that was a lot of uploading. Hope you guys enjoy it some.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/22673109/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/22673109/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 12:28:41 PST Attention dA:

Fuck you.

You may return to your normally scheduled suck.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/19324165/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/19324165/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 04:07:20 PDT Sup weird dA. How's it going.

]]> ~StellarIce http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/19085041/ http://StellarIce.deviantart.com/journal/19085041/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 23:30:15 PDT Okay, so this used to sound a little harsh.

Lemme sum it up.

1. Not submitting anything.
2. But I will comment/favorite/watch as such.
3. ???
4. PROFIT!

]]> ~StellarIce